diff --git "a/test_data/test.jsonl" "b/test_data/test.jsonl" deleted file mode 100644--- "a/test_data/test.jsonl" +++ /dev/null @@ -1,136 +0,0 @@ -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "We have been in lockdown for almost year now. A vaccine is now available and I am now feeling that the end is in sight after everyone has suffered so much. I am now feeling optimistic. I am now feeling very positive about the future and the next year. I am looking forward to seeing friends and family. I am excited about life returning to some form of normality before coronavirus. I am looking forward to going on holiday. I am looking forward to going out for something to eat in the restaurant. There is still uncertainty how long this will continue but we face this when we need to."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel sadness at all the things my children have missed out on over the last year. But things are feeling more positive now with the success of the vaccine out roll out. I feel more optimistic that I may be able to return to work after this lockdown, in a few weeks time. I have found it really difficult not being able to operate my business due to the lockdown and the has created financial worries for me. This is an ongoing issue until I can start my business again. The sun is shining today and Spring is on its way which gives me a lift."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel mostly relaxed about the situation, not necessarily happy but just content with getting on with the current situation. I am a bit apprehensive about the future but not anxious or worried about it. The vaccine is a positive step in the right direction which relaxes me a bit. However I also feel that there is no point getting worried over something I can't control, either we will get COVID under control or we won't, I won't be able to change that so I won't worry about it. The only difficult thing I find is not being able to meet up with people in public places like for a drink after work so I am looking forward to coming out of lockdown."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I have found lockdown 3 more difficult than lockdown 1 and 2. i think it's because of the mutations and the discovery that they are more contagious and deadly. It is because of this that I have chosen to stick rigidly to the rules and stay indoors other than to walk the dog. That combined with the winter and dark nights made me feel differently this time round and while I am usually good at boosting myself and keeping myself going it has been more difficult to stay motivated this time. Note - this isn't a depression it's just a slightly lower mood than usual. That said I can see light at the end of the tunnel and I have my first jab on Monday 8th March. All I want to do is stay well until I get my second jab at the end of May and then hopefully I can start to socialise again and get back to a more active and normal way of living."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am slightly worried about the thought of getting the virus and worried for my family. I am hoping that this pandemic will be over in six months. It has impacted on my family life. We planned to travel, this now cancelled and we have to adapt to many changes governed by the Prime Minister. We have to plan most of our shopping in advanced and ensure we have the main items written down. This is new for us as we did not do this before. It, about conforming to a new way of life for us, for me and my family. I am a bit overwhelmed at times and I have to take time to process what is happening around me. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel uncertain about how long this will last and what the impacts on society will be in the longer term, both economically and socially. I also feel sad about the negative impact on people's physical and mental health, especially for the families of those who have and who will lose relatives to the virus. In addition I feel unsure about the effectiveness of the government's response to the crisis and whether our healthcare infrastructure will be robust enough to cope with the volume of ill patients we expect."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel a bit conflicted. I am staying inside, but then I have to work in the co-op (2 times a week). But then having to work my normal job. (being deployed to the co-op). So, I take it seriously but then in the co-op I have soo many walking around me not respecting the 2 m distance and it stresses me out. \nbut then I think, if they don't take it seriously, maybe i am over worrying? (i know this is not true)\nIt is also hard, because both my housemates have been furlowed, and I have not and will not will. So it is stressful trying to keep a routine, and my health is deteriating."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I was worried at first but not anymore. I am not afraid of the Covid-19 like I was when it first appeared. The government takes good measures to prevent the spread of the virus and that makes me feel much better. I think that we should go back to normal soon. I would like to be able to travel internationally freely. I have family in another country and I haven't seen them for more than a year because of the lockdown and it's really hard for me and them as well. My children are happy that they are back to school and that makes me happy as well. I really hope that this Covid-19 situation is coming to an end."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am frustrated at having to be at home for this long and want to be able to socialise. I am annoyed at how it has been handled over the year and just want to be able to go outside again. I think the lockdown has gone on long enough and while I was taking it very seriously at the start i am now at the end of my patience with being stuck indoors all this time. My mental health has not been the best due to this and I cannot wait until I am allowed to go back out and socialise and chill with my friends and life goes back to normal."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I,feel,extremely,bored.\nNothing,is,happening,at,all.\nIt,would,be,good,to,be,active,and,doing,something,positive.\nI,am,irritated,with,that,hypocrite,in,Scotland.\nI,think,the,government,were,ill-prepared,and,the,NHS,wasprey,after,decades,of,austerity.Will,we,learn,the,lessons?\nI,am,hopeful,that,Boris,will,fade,away,and,Mr,Starmer,will,lead,us,to,victory.I,am,a,little,sad,about,all,the,vulnerable,women,who,are,sufferoing,domexstic,abuse.I,personally,feel,rather,detached,from,it,all,watching,frm,a,distance,and,worrying,about,the,lonely,elderly,people."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel distrust within the government in regards to the severity of the virus. I believe we will be in lockdown for a lot longer than originally estimated. I believe this is because if they were to reveal the true length of lockdown there would be a lot more anger and lack of cooperation. \n\nBesides this I am bored beyond belief, I am unsure of when things will return to normal. I hope it is soon. But because of my distrust of the government i'm quite sure this lockdown will continue until at least late may - mid june."}, {"index": 11, "context": "Neutral on feelings tbh I don\u2019t feel at risk because I have followed the rules strictly. I am confident once vaccinated it will be over soon. I have missed seeing my family and my nieces and nephews. We have moved home since the pandemic so also looking forward to exploring the area. I have more hope for future than sorrow at this moment in time. I think we will end up living with this like we do fly and other diseases. The hardest thing has been the increase in food costs and although I have stayed in full time work my partners wage has dropped and even affording one shop a month is difficult with the price of food. Fruit and veg is cheap but everything else seems to have shot up in price."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel stressed and frustrated that the coronavirus pandemic is still an issue. I also feel some anger and sadness that we are still unable to do things that we all used to enjoy, and I do feel the Government is hugely responsible for this in how they handled the lockdown situations. However, there is some relief that there's light at the end of the tunnel now of leaving lockdown but anxiety remains over the safeness and reliability of the vaccines available. It's been a stressful time for everyone, and there is some anxiety and fear of how we will recover from this."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I\u2019m doing all I can do to keep myself and my partner safe. Distancing and washing hands upon return home. I hope this will be enough to not get covid19. \nI see a long period of social distancing ahead of us to try to minimise the spread. Hold little hope of a global vaccination this year.\nI can\u2019t think of anything else to say except the government\u2019s response has been pathetic following 10 years of unhinged Tory ideology.\n500 characters for 50p is an absolute joke. I have nothing else to add to this ridiculous demand of my time"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am sad about how the past year has gone; at some point I was shocked at how long it was seeming to last but now I have accepted that it was handled poorly and I am even more disappointed in the government than I was to start with. On the other hand, I am hopeful about the NHS's vaccination programme and believe it is the key to ending this situation for all of us. I am glad that my parents have had their first doses of the vaccine, though I will not be truly reassured until they have both received their second doses. I am less anxious about myself getting the vaccine although several of my friends have been affected by covid severely. I am bored and tired of lockdown life but I am anxious to return to \"\"normal\"\" life because I have been social distancing for so long. The \"\"new normal\"\" is an interesting concept to me because I used to have a very socially active lifestyle and these lockdowns have forced me to slow down and I quite enjoy it so I take that as a sort of silver lining."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel a mixture of emotions when I think of corona virus. At the moment there is quite a bit of hope that the situation is getting under control - the vaccine roll out has helped massively to increase optimism. I also feel quite sad when thinking of the impact the virus has had, and continues to have on people's lives. It is upsetting to think how many people have died, and how restricted our lives are right now. I am fearful of the potential health impact on my family and worried about our safety before we get vaccinated"}, {"index": 16, "context": "My current situation is fine because I'm an introverted person. My uni life has been disrupted but online lectures and assignments means it's not a huge issue. I also don't miss having to go to a boring part time job every afternoon and money isn't a huge worry for me. I'm young so I'm not scared of getting it myself, but I live with someone with a weak immune system so I'm definitely scared for them. Food has been a concern too and it's a shame to not be able to just walk down to the shops to grab a snack or something similar. I am angry at the government because 10 years of austerity and right-wing incompetence has made this issue far worse but lots of people aren't making that link. The NHS needs better funding, our public services need to be appreciated, things have got to change."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel about Corona situation slightly worried at this very moment. I also feel anxious in regards incomplete information and statistics. I feel at his moment that I very much want to hope for the best and we can back to normal but I do not feel that this is realistic in the near future. Because of that I also feel a bit of sadness that our future life will change permanently and I don't know if this is for the best or worst. I feel upset that I can't have my previous life style right now and I don't know when it will back. I feel also upset that I can't see my friends and spend time with them."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel that although Coronavorus is still very much apparent in our society, the affects it has had on peoples mental health is much worse. Members of my family have not stepped foot out their doors since last March as they are terrified. I am working and have been throughout the pandemic in an emergency childcare hub which has been tough as guidelines have been consistently changing meaning. I have severe asthma and I'm due to get my covid vaccine next week. I am looking forward to life returning to normal. I have attended family members funerals where only 20 people could attend a very impersonal service and covid has taken away any form of proper grieving as it has forced the family to be alone during a time where you need family and support from others."}, {"index": 19, "context": "It is a concern to me but I feel like our family is doing its best to keep itself safe, and the virus has not yet directly affected anyone particularly close to me, nor is it particularly widespread (or at least known to be) in my area. It seems like in several countries that a corner has been turned, and although we are a little behind in the UK, it is encouraging to see a light at the end of the tunnel. However, we are all feeling fairly stir-crazy having been stuck in our house for so long, especially as we are used to being very active and going out and about."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I'm aware of how serious the situation is but the only thing I can do to help is not mix with people and maintain my hygiene. I am using any days off duty to continue my personal education, learning, dog walks (whilst we can)and enjoying it, remaining positive throughout.\nI am constantly baffled by those who find this difficult to comprehend. We are not in small prison cells, solitary confinement or suffering any hardship beyond vanity. That said, I do feel a little concerned for the elderly and infirm or those living in flats, without gardens."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel helpless and hopeless. There is nothing I could do apart from staying at home. \nI'm also quite stressed because of financial pressure. I will not get any financial help, and that keeps me awake at night worrying.\nI'm a bit angry because the politicians were not honest about the situation when it first started. And the media have been misleading as well. \nI'm also angry that there are many selfish people who are not following official guidelines and not observing social distancing, bringing danger to every member of the society."}, {"index": 22, "context": "While it is a pandemic, I think a lot of the people taking unnecessary risks deserve what they face. Combined with the fact that the population needs a cull, I don\u2019t personally have much stake in the situation emotionally. I am not high risk, nor is my partner and we have taken all necessary precautions and are not risking our health or our families. If they chose to do so, they accept the risks and that it means an immediate severance of all contact until the risk has passed. My workplace took rapid action before it was required so my job is secure as we are an essential industry with the capabilities to work from home"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel quite relaxed about the situation. I tested positive for covid in January when there was an outbreak where I work. I work in a social care setting and the outbreak spread very quickly. Luckily I work with children and not the elderly so none of the residents were seriously unwell. I was quite unwell and had to take nearly a month off work. The number of infections nationally is now dropping considerably and i'm feeling optimistic about everything returning to near normal in the future."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel frustrated because there is a lot of mixed information about the Corona situation in the media and among the public such as about the effectiveness of mask wearing, the effectiveness of vaccines and whether the virus is on the retreat.\n\nI feel that the lockdowns to reduce the spread of the virus are having a negative effect on the economy and people's livelihoods without ample evidence that they are necessary.\n\nI think that it will take a long time for society to recover from the pandemic and there could be long term mental health issues that effect people for years to come."}, {"index": 25, "context": "its getting a bit over the top now i think we should just live with it and get on with our lives, you cant belive anything people tell you the death rate is not totally true we have wasted a year of our lives now and we dont know if its done any good or not we will never know but the economy need to get started again before there is more people without a job fingers crossed we are over the worse and life hopefully will get back to a little normality and can hopefully get on a plane and go abroad"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am not as worried as I was before as I know that the death rate is slowly dropping as more vaccinations are being offered. Also, I am not experiencing many deaths in my line of work (working at the hosptial) as I was beforehand which is a great thing! I am still quite a bit saddened knowing that families were not able to be with their loved ones who passed away due to the pandemic. It can be very tiring having to follow pandemic rules and not seeing an end in sight, but it absolutely is for the best."}, {"index": 27, "context": "At the moment I feel like the Corona Virus pandemic is coming to an end and I'm hoping that everything will be back to normal very soon. In the next couple of weeks I think that the lockdown's will be lifted and everything can re-open. I would like to see the schools, pubs, gyms, leisure centres opened and I would like to see the mask mandate scrapped. I'm concerned about the government talking about Covid passports and I'm worried by the amount of old people that have been dying after receiving the Covid vaccine."}, {"index": 28, "context": "Sad for the people going through loss and hoping for this to all finish as i slightly feel trapped having to stay in. There\u2019s a bit of anxiety for myself and family that sometimes have to leave the house. There\u2019s also a feeling of relaxation from being constantly on the go usually from work and life so now having the time to relax and not be rushing around feels good. There\u2019s also a sense of confusion of what exactly is going out there and a lit bit of anger that it feels like the government isn\u2019t doing much to reduce the situation "}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel like the worst is behind us and hopefully i am right. That makes me feel hopeful about what is to come but and the same time anxious about what is to come.\nGoing back to normal at this point almost seems like changing again since the current state of things has become almost normal. \nAlmost, the shock was greater on the start of the pandemic than at the end still i believe.\nI feel a little hesitant in moving forward but i believe it has to do more with my current situation than the pandemic."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am concerned about the virus but am less anxious than before as have gotten used to living with the risk. I will be glad when I get the vaccine so I can visit family but I don't want to go back to the office as I prefer working from home. I hope we can continue to stay safe and healthy until the danger has passed/reduced. I like having more time at home with my partner and our dog, and having more time to read and less time shopping/commuting. I do miss travelling and seeing friends though. Not sure what else I can add here."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am starting to feel more confident that we will be coming out of these terrible times in the near future. While I am not sure that everything will be back to normal for some time, I am confident that the vaccine will allow a greater degree of normality. My anxiety is starting to reduce and is being replaced by feelings of excitement and happiness. There are so many things that we have all missed over the last year that it is almost overwhelming when you think about what is to come. I am sure that we can cross the finish line and bring some of the benefits that we have seen over the last year with us. Working at home has been a real benefit for me, and I know many others as well. While it will not be positive for everyone, at least having the choice will be a positive thing."}, {"index": 32, "context": "It feels as thought things are begginging to look more optimistic. Although full eradication of covid is not possible, even though some political parties believed this to be true. It is good that schools can reopen as I feel sorry for children who are missing out on lessons and seeing their friends. Personally, from a working from home perspective, I know feel so comfortable with situation that I am anxious about returning to office environment. It just seems uneccesarily risky to open up all sectors of economy in one full go. I would much rather see a return to the office still some way off."}, {"index": 33, "context": "Things are getting back to normal soon, very strange to think it's been a year. Life simar for me this whole time, less some social interactions and sports. Numbers look like we're headed the right way, will leave a big mark behind though. Excited to see people and to be more active too. People all around getting the vaccine, very promising so long as everyone complies. I haven't yet been offered it but of course will when I can. My area has continued to be one of the lowest rates of infection in the UK so has not been too worrying."}], "length": 4932} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Whilst I'm not worried/concerned too much for myself I feel worried for the people that I love and all those who are considered vulnerable. I'm somewhat irritated by those who do not feel that the rule applies to them. It's not about you alone at this time. It's the impact that you could have on others. And I'm sad to hear of all the deaths and the people that this is affecting. It's heartbreaking that these people are dying without the usual attendance of family members. \nI feel helpless as I don't live near family who are in need and so the burden has landed with other members of the family who are now exhausted, anxious and worried. This upsets me that I can do very little to help. So I feel a little helpless. That said, we all have to do our part and I remind myself that the kindest thing I can do is not visit loved ones. I'm a little concerned that the government will lift these rules too soon. We have one shot at this. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am mostly bored being stuck at home with limited things to do. I find working from home difficult and I get distracted, but now I have two weeks off work. I am a little apprehensive about the situation, especially for my older relatives. However, I would mostly just like to know what the future holds and how long we will be in lock down etc and when things will go back to normal. Not knowing when we will be able to go back to work/normal life is difficult to live with so it raises my anxiety level a little bit."}, {"index": 2, "context": "It's definitely worrying but there is a sense of calm and relaxation due to current day to day living. Unsure over what the future holds and when the lockdown is going to end might be the biggest worry factor. However, I feel it may be a bit overeager as even if there was no lockdown there is no where to go currently. Personally, I have no problem staying inside and have been content to do so thus far. I am now concerned over how long the requirement for this text box and this getting me a touch agitated. I do not have a great deal to discuss about the situation and definitely do not need this many characters. I do wonder if this perhaps a 2nd secret study within a study "}, {"index": 3, "context": "Im feeling more optimistic now as the vaccine is being rolled out. Life will start getting back to normal and that is something Im looking forward. I like the road plan outlined by Boris Johnson few weeks ago\nAlso the deaths are falling pretty fast and so are case number which is giving me confidence and the people around the country\nEvery day Im seeing more cars and people out and about and I like that as confidence is building\nAlso as shops start to open up Im pretty sire I will be the first to go in"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel as if it's been going on for long enough. The UK (and I use that term advisedly) has made a total mess of managing CV19 response and instead of being able to capitalise on our island status we've just drifted from one half-assed lockdown to the next. Too bad. I live in Scotland - NS could have made a much better job of this if she'd been in charge of the UK response and not just Scotland's. Also, sad for all the people who have lost loved ones unnecessarily and the people who are suffering with long covid."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I think we have gone from high fear and little cases to low fear but high cases. luckily I have not been personally affected so I do not have many strong personal emotions however my heart does go out to all those affected. even if they say death toll is down to 60 people a day, that is still 60 families everyday dealing with the loss of a loved one sooner than they should.\ni think the government are doing what they can at the moment but should've handled it better at the start. I think they should delay the opening of gyms and non-essential shops to try and reduce the spread since we still have thousands of cases a day."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel a little more relaxed about the corona situation at the moment because I am following all the government guidelines. I am wearing a mask when I'm out and I'm only out when I need something that is essential. I keep 2 meters away from other people and I regularly keep my hands washed and clean. \nI am still a little worried about my elderly family members who live in higher populated areas but I also know that they are sticking to the guidelines and keeping themselves safe.\nAs long as I stick to the rules and regulations put out by the government I feel at ease with situation."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel relatively positive about the fact that the vaccines are being rolled out and that the children are able to go back to school. I feel a mild amount of worry that everyone seems to think the schools will end up closing again and also that this could happen due to variants. In general I feel happy that things are looking like they will soon be starting to get back to normal. I'm in no rush to travel abroad but would love to have a normal summer being able to see family and travel within the UK."}, {"index": 8, "context": "First I guess I feel a sense of almost pride that we are living though such a pivotal time. I feel annoyed at the selfishness and stupidity of some people not observing the quarantine. I do have a cautious optimism as the great majority of people are surviving the disease but all the while it is very unsettling. As a scientist I know how this will all play out but at the same time it is deeply frustrating being compelled to confine myself to home. I had heard that they are recruiting able bodied scientists to work on coronavirus test centres but my wife would never agree to that and also my boss probably wouldn't be super thrilled. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel that it is a big distraction from everyday life as it was. I'm looking forward to things going back to normal. \nSeeing my friends and family will also be good. \nI'm looking forward to celebrating my freedom from being staying at home more than I usually do.\nIt does feel strange being outside and seeing a lot of people wearing masks and gloves. It almost feels like I'm in a movie. In some regards a bit shocking when I least expected it when people had not only a mask but other things covering there face."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel fairly relaxed so far, although being locked for 3 weeks starts to take its toll and do miss social interactions. We do try and have some calls/videos with my friends as much as possible. Staying in touch with my family back in France is also important for me\nI feel a bit worried for older people at risk and that the NHS is being overwhelmed.\nI also hope things will get back to some sense of normality and not too many people will die as a result.\nI personally feel lucky I have a job I can keep and be paid."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel like the situation is feeling and looking better at the moment, as the rates are going down and more people are getting vaccinated, especially family members and people I know. I'm slightly worried about the new variants and if this will make things worse, and we might have to go back into a lockdown again. Or if they start going infecting people who have been vaccinated. However I was quite impressed at the fact they seem to have found the people with the new variants quite quickly. \nRight now I feel quite relaxed and happy, I don't mind lockdown as I can work from home and I live with my fianc\u00e9. But I am looking forward to the lockdown easing, and seeing more people and going more places."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel relieved, nothing bad has personally happened to me or my family yet and hopefully, nothing will. I'm proactively trying to make the best of the situation by participating in a variety of courses to boost my CV for example coding, digital marketing, software. It's also nice to have time off doing nothing- makes me more relaxed, calm and satisfied, through this I've spent more time cooking which is a great hobby and I really seem to enjoy it. Plus, having time is good when searching for a career."}, {"index": 13, "context": "i feel good. My family is fine too. We read a lot of books, play computer games. we watch a lot of films. It is very important to play sports as it is not possible to go to fitness centers. We use this time to keep ourselves in good shape But you need to be careful on the outside to avoid getting infected and to wash your hands frequently.\nBut you need to be careful on the outside to avoid getting infected and to wash your hands frequently.\nBut you need to be careful on the outside to avoid getting infected and to wash your hands frequently"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I'm feeling optimistic. People are receiving vaccinations at a rapid rate and the end to lockdown is approaching. The number of infections and deaths are decreasing also. Hopefully this takes the strain off of the NHS. The doctors and nurses and frontline workers deserve a break. But I'm also wary that if people let their guards down we'll be back to square one. I'm worried about the impact covid has had on the economy in the long term. People are going to find it hard to get back into any form of employment"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel anxious and out of control of the situation \nI feel angry that people aren\u2019t listening to the social distancing rules \nI feel annoyed that people are still panic buying and being selfish \nI feel anxious if me or any of my family members get ill\nI feel anxious that the family I live with may not wash their hands properly or be as strict with their hand hygiene as I am - therefore putting themselves and me at greater risk \nI feel sad that people are dying \nI feel uneasy because I don\u2019t know what\u2019s going to happen in the future \nI feel a lack of motivation as I\u2019m having to do my uni work at home and I\u2019m worried this will effect me graduating "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am accepting that the coronavirus situation is what it is. I am more relaxed knowing my loved ones are now at home isolating. I am trying to make the best of a bad situation by appreciating things I can do because I am stuck at home, like spend quality time with my husband, and not have to commute to work. I am just trying to see the positives. I cannot change the situation rthat is going on, so I might as well just enjoy some of the things that have come about because of the situation. It is not a good situation that we are in, but right now there's nothing I can do to change that, It wou;ld be nice to be able to go out and do the normal things, especially when the weather is nice, but I am accepting that it is not currently possible to do so. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I'm worried about other people more than myself. Been furloughed from work but that's actually a positive at the moment and has helped me feel less anxious than I was before.\n\nOlder people do need to take the whole situation more seriously as they're the ones not abiding by the distancing rules and that makes me more worried about them, and the possibility that they're spreading the virus. \n\nThe financial situation is the biggest worry, with wage cut to 80% at the moment, assuming that comes through. Plus the concern that the business I work for may not survive this situation. Therefore it is important for to try not to spend money other than on essentials as I may need it to tide me over until I can find a new job after things reopen. Other businesses may also not be hiring due to financial worries."}, {"index": 18, "context": "Even though everyone around the world is in lickdown of some sort, i feel that we as a race have managed to navigate through a one-in-a-lifetime experience that (hopefully) generations to come wont have to live through. Personally i'm feeling optimistic, but also understand this shift to a 'new normal' may continue for some time, plus economies may find things hard to start with until we're back to as close as pre-covid normal. I am annoyed at people who don't believe in the pandemic, and who flount the rules for selfish reasons, because in all likelihood these people would probably not be directly affected"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am fed up about not being able to go out when I want, I miss going to the shops and seeing other people. I don't like schooling my child from home as it takes up time that I could be doing other things. But it is good to be able to spend more time with my child and my husband. I miss being able to go out for dinner. Its annoying that we do not know how long this is going to last and I am worried that my holiday may get cancelled, as, as a family we have all been looking forward to it since last year, "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel hopeful that the pandemic in this country will be coming to an end in a few months and we can get back some of our freedoms that we had before the pandemic.\n\nI am still unsure as to when the rest of the world will be able to gain some normality and boarders will be fully open like they were pre-pandemic.\n\nIt could take over a year until the whole world is back to what it was pre-pandemic.\n\nI think vaccines are good and the only viable way out of the current situation. I am not too worried about mutations as I trust that the vaccines can easily be tweaked to deal with this, similar to the flu vaccine each year."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel that things are getting better and there is a light at the end of the tunnel but I don't trust things to go well.\nI'm angry at the way the government have dealt with it, I think a lot of mistakes have been made and their handling of the pandemic has been atrocious.\nI'm pleased with the fact that my parents have had the vaccine and I'm looking forward to being able to see family and friends.\nI've found the whole experience quite draining but I'm feeling more relaxed now than I have for a while. I don't see everything going to plan though."}, {"index": 22, "context": "Im selfish, to say I'm a lot more relaxed since lock down. But it really has calmed me knowing I won't have to get close.. But I've also been just as anxious, even though I only leave the house 2 a month for essentials, what if I'm causing harm to my family that I don't even realise? My mums disabled, and is a more amune, for the past several days I've had a cold(I haven't gotten ill in anyway in years) so now I'm being told I have to get out the house incase, it's only now I'm being forced nad threatened I've realised how difficult it is with for people who don't more troubles I do, to have a place to sleep, I've never done anything that would give any trouble to anyone around me. The people with genuine troubles and need some were can't even get the proper help the need and have no one they can ask for help."}, {"index": 23, "context": "It seems to getting better and we are at the end of it. The numbers are going down and the children soon return to school. I am really pleased with the speed of the vaccine rollout so again it seems like the government have taken control. In the summer I hope to travel again, we have booked mexico. As long as we are not aske to restrict our movements when we are on holiday and we are not asked to self isolate in a hotel room at a very high cost then this will be a major positive. I hope to experience a summer with very few restrictions."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I currently feel relaxed, but a little afraid I am not being productive enough. I fear my overall PhD progress is being affected by the disruption to my normal routine, as I can't technically pause the workload, although this may then have consequences later on, despite the outbreak. I do feel relaxed, but feel less motivated to do work. In a way, I am torn between allowing myself to be a little less strict with my work ethic, as an adjustment to this new lifestyle, and being concerned about where this will lead me career-wise in the long-term, and if the latter even matters as much as it mattered before, considering the current circumstances. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I'm annoyed that I cannot continue my life as normal however I don't mind the enforced isolation as I am more relaxed and not having to worry about many of the daily tasks. I am having more time to do things like yoga and meditation and am spending less money as I'm not out socialising and using petrol etc. I miss my friends and miss socialising however but I have got around that somewhat by utilising online meeting platforms like zoom. I am worried and a little anxious about the future of COVID and wether or not my friends might get it and die"}, {"index": 26, "context": "Having recently received covid vaccine and my country been in lockdown for a number of weeks , the statistics of the virus are on the way down with regards to deaths and infections which makes me feel a little more positive.I do however have concerns on new variants of the virus emerging but overall a little more positive.Once we emerge out of lockdown and the economy opens up more we may see infections increase and possible deaths increase which is a concern.The vaccine is really positive although we don\u2019t know how long for it protects us at this moment in time as it is a new vaccine"}, {"index": 27, "context": "Over the past twelve months, there has been little to look forward to with the constant lockdowns and other restrictions. At the moment, I think the current situation is starting to look better than it has for the last twelve months. Now that more and more people are being vaccinated, the infection rates and deaths are starting to fall rapidly. I think that provided that people respect the rules for a few more months then, hopefully, life can start getting back to something like normal later this year."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel at peace with the situation. As I am at home self-isolated with my family (husband and children) and we and our extended families are well and safe I feel ok about our current situation. I am working full time, my children are off school and my husband has been furloughed and therefore only being paid 80% of his full salary whilst being unable to work. However, when I think about others that I see in the news, on social media or those who I know through family and friendship networks who have become sick from the virus, or who have had their personal and financial circumstances adversely affected by the virus I feel very lucky that our situation is manageable. At the end of the day our health and wellbeing is the most important thing and we are lucky that we are all together safe and well at home rather than outside exposed to the virus. I feel very fortunately also that we are able to afford a 20% reduction in my husbands salary. This makes me pretty secure and stable. Although I do hope that things return to normality sooner rather than later. That said, I am enjoying all our extra family time together, shorter work days and not having to commute through London."}, {"index": 29, "context": "Concerned that lockdown is opening too soon with children back in schools with unvaccinated staff members. I\u2019m concerned that the positive steps we\u2019ve worked towards will be undone because of a rush for a Big Bang reopening. I\u2019m also concerned that older people are taking more risks and putting more pressure on family members to break restrictions because they\u2019ve had one dose of the vaccine. There seems to be very little regard for keeping younger people safe and recognising the role younger school age children have in spreading the disease amongst under 40s."}, {"index": 30, "context": "The main emotions I feel right now are confusion and frustration. I have information overload with all the news outlets saying different things. You have one person saying one thing and another saying something totally different. There are a lot of rumors going around to the validity of the certain pieces of information. I'm missing my family, I haven't seen my mum for nearly a month. I haven't seen my friends for a long time. I'm not really a sociable person but this has brought to light how much I really miss them. My routine is all out of sync which makes me feel lost and extremely lazy. Very strange times. "}, {"index": 31, "context": "Annoyance at some people not social distancing which if they did could result us from being in lockdown sooner. The situation around the virus seems very surreal in what the virus has managed to do creating an almost omega man film situation at times. It seems that although I do not mind myself sitting at homenot seeing anyone in general, when you have no choice about it, it feels weird. I find it strange also that people are automatically distancing themselves when you are out, but at the same time feel that you get to interact with someone and you are treated like a naughty child being told you are not allowed to do that, so go stand in the corner or go to your room and think about what you have done"}], "length": 4756} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "From seeing the daily death rate increasing and people still getting infected is not great, plus with some of the public still believing they are 'immune' or the lockown rules don't apply to them is frustrating for all who are trying to handle the situation. The press inform regularly but not to the level of scaring people into a frenzy. Panic buying has declined a great deal, social distancing seems to work for a high majority where I live but some still don't get the need to look after themselves and each other. Have signed a petition to see if live animal markets have tighter controls if not banned in China, as I believe that countries with this level of mentality should know better, change their barbaric ways. I understand food sources are a requirement, but needs far better control especially where the pandemic has run rife throughout the world (this all depends on truth of the source of covid19)"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I have anxiety when around big groups of people due to the Corona virus, such as going food shopping. Although I feel happy that the restriction will be hopefully be lifted soon so we can see our friends and family more, even if it means just meeting outside. Lets hope the weather is nice to be able to do so. I have a fear still that I could catch it and not get any symptoms and give it to a love one who does get the symptoms. Guess we do not know what is going to happen, just hopefully people do not go too crazy and spread it more like last time."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I\u2019m feeling cautious but as I\u2019m self isolating so feel that I\u2019m doing all I can to prevent contracting or carrying the virus. I feel anxious when I watch the news and see the number of deaths but I remind myself I don\u2019t live in a city and compared to other places our death toll is low. I am interested in how the virus is spreading more than I feel anxious. I try not to watch the news all the time but once or twice a day is enough because I understand how it could make people anxious and afraid. I\u2019m not bored by self isolation but some people are so I think we need to remain cautious and not become complacent. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I don't have any feelings regarding the virus as for me it's a normal day as I continue to do the same things. Now and again I'm anxious however this is a rare occurrence. It can be scary with the amount of deaths there have been and there is no cure or vaccine for this. I have hope that this can be beaten if we as a country and the world unite together. I feel that this is going to be a long process and we all need to be safe and follow the rules that have been set. It angers me when people blatantly disregard the rules and put other peoples life at risk."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel the Corona situation is getting better, however I also feel it has been badly mismanaged by the government. I feel saddened at the amount of avoidable deaths that have occurred because we didn't lockdown soon enough on 3 occasions, I feel angry at the way the government has tried to blame people for behaving badly when they made the biggest mistakes. I feel like the recovery will hit the poorest hardest and that will be incredibly unfair. Once the situation has been improved, I suspect the NHS will once again be left to fend for itself and won't be funded to the degree that is necessary. I suspect that the government will seize the opportunity to impose more austerity on the population."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I think we are getting close to the moment when we will be back to a normal situation. The vaccine is having positive effects in a lot of countries around the world. I am still concerned about my parents because I don\u00b4t want them to catch it before getting the vaccine. I think next year will be normal again. People will go on holidays and return to their places of work. Governments are making great efforts to help the countries economies. However the crisis when the virus is gone will be hard to solve."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am slightly anxious. My husband has asthma and I have two young children. I am a key worker so I am working every day with the public. There is the off-chance I could get it and bring it home . I use gloves and sanitising gel every day. For the first couple of weeks I didn't have sanitising gel so I used regular anti bacterial spray. I have messed up my hands but at least hopefully I haven't brough anything home. I am a courier, so I deliver 100 or so parcels a day. I have no idea who has touched them before me. Anoother issue I have is, if I get it I could pass it onto some of my customers!!"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am optimistic that the end is in sight and we will be back to normal soon. I get frustrated and angry when I hear about people breaking the lockdown rules. Day to day I am feeling pretty bored and fed up with lockdown. I am not worried about coronavirus having a negative impact on my life because my job is secure. I work from home so I am confident I will not catch the virus. I worry a bit about older family members getting ill but not so much now they are getting vaccinated. I haven't seen my parents for over a year now so I am looking forward to finally seeing them again soon."}, {"index": 8, "context": "The constant news cycle, featuring little confirmed information, is exhausting and frustrating. It feels like everything comes with an estimation or a guess, which fluctuates and causes uncertainty. In relation to that, not knowing when the pandemic will end, or when/if a cure will be found is anxiety inducing. But I would prefer to know less about this, until something is concrete. Whilst being inside for long periods of time can add to the symptoms of depression, I currently feel good about using this extra time to work on personal projects."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I mostly feel frustrated about the Corona situation. Frustrated that the country is in lockdown, frustrated that a lot of people are choosing to disobey the rules and therefore making things worse, frustrated I am stuck at home and unable to do the the things that I enjoy. It is also rather unnerving going through a situation that affects the whole world, but that we have never experienced before. This means that a lot of countries are having to try various methods to suppress the outbreak and there is not one tried and tested method, which is worrying."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel generally okay at this moment in time. I have food and supplies at the moment although I am concerned about the thought of having to venture outside should I need to buy anything from stores. The last time I went out to the shops, over a week ago now, there were large queues outside every one. Most of the anxiety stems from the behaviour of other people and my distrust of them. Anytime I have either visited shops or had an online delivery to my home, there have been items unavailable due to the ridiculous stockpiling of others. Most of my concern is for my family and their health."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I currently feel a lot of resentment towards all the individuals who chose to not believe those who were thing to help them through this. All the scientist and health professionals who worked so hard to solve this, who had their progress stunted by people who didn't believe in them. It will be 2 years of my life taken away from me due to the inefficiency of others, meanwhile those people continued to see anyone they wanted to. I lost my grandfather, uncle, and my childhood cat during this time - all while being unable to visit my family abroad during this time. I am anxious because maybe there's a chance others will get over this sooner than I will - I feel stunted by all of this. I do NOT blame quarantining and isolation for this, as things could have been done better."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel that we in the UK have not hit a crisis situation yet, despite the number of cases and deaths we have incurred. There is definitely a strain on society, the government and the health service but it feels (just barely) manageable if it continues at its current state. Now we are weeks into distancing and isolation and the rest of the globe it has become easier to accept. I am young and healthy and so have no personal concerns about my own health in this crisis. I have not yet had any close friends/family suffer from the virus so I remain relaxed for now. I have no dependents and am not out of a job. I have faced far fewer negative consequences from the current situation than other citizens across the globe."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Happy that potentially the end is in sight and that life can return to as close to normal as is possible in the not too distant future. Having had jab 1 I feel somewhat more safe in life and relaxed about the future. I feel very sad about those who have list their lives and respect for those who have worked through at risk to their own lives.\n\nI am sorry for those who have list their jobs during the year, but feel it was a necessary sacrifice for the greater good. I am confident that the economy will bounce back with reasonable speed"}, {"index": 14, "context": "With the vaccine programme I am starting to feel more hopeful that things will get better by the summer. I fear I will still be anxious around people for some time to come. I am fed up of lockdown and want to be able to return to some sort of normal. Thankfully with the return of schools my children will get to see their friends again. I am also hopeful of travel being allowed by the summer to permit a holiday for me and my family which we all feel we desperately need. Fingers crossed we are allowed to go abroad"}, {"index": 15, "context": "i'm worried not for myself but for the wellbeing of my close friends and family. not only that, but i am also feeling quite a bit lonely as well. the constant news showing how the death toll has hit a new peak worsens my anxiety. i feel a bit depressed being constantly in my house, but the recent warm weather and my ability to go into the garden and enjoy it has somewhat alleviated these negative feelings. i feel constantly bored and seem to always want to procrastinate tasks that are given to me."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel some optimism given the speed of the vaccine rollout in my country. However, as there are variants of the virus there I am slightly anxious that if the rest of the world is not vaccinated to a significant degree then this all might go on for much longer. There is a plan for reducing restrictions in my country so there is something to look forward to with regards to visiting family and friends once again, so I remain hopeful and optimistic that there is an end in sight. I also feel some anger towards our government who have used the crisis to line the pockets of their friends whilst presiding over one of the worst death rates in the world, and one of the hardest-hit economies."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel hopeful as the vaccine is getting rolled out in the UK quickly. It is annoying to me how much resources the UK has compared to other countries, while in the UK each person could be vaccinated many times, my family at home is going to have to wait at least one more year to even begin thinking about normality again. I miss them so much and somehow it makes me feel defeated but I try to stay hopeful that the governments will put money and politics aside and focus on the well being of the people. Not to even mention all the poorest countries that already struggle so much with other issues, and now do not have any access to the vaccine. \nOther than that, I am moving to a different city soon and I am finishing university and the current situation does not make it any less stressful. I am anxious about finding a place to live and being able to affor it with limited work opportunities during corona. I hope everything goes well and I manage to figure it out and I hope I can manage to safely visit my family in the summer despite the terrible circumstances."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am feeling happy that the vaccine is available and is working. We are on the road out of lockdown which fills me with hope. I am excited that we may have some form of normality to look forward to. I am very glad the positive cases and deaths are falling quickly. It has been a long and difficult time since the Boxing Day lockdown but I do believe better times are coming but we will still need to be cautious. The weather is changing and the lighter nights are starting to lift everybody's mood and the 'we'll get through this together' spirit."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I largely feel more hopeful about the corona situation. The statistics look promising \u2013 it appears as if the vaccine programme is working well and the UK numbers have rapidly fallen over the lockdown period. I've been fortunate to have already received my first jab (far earlier than I expected for my age and the level of my asthma). I'm still being super cautious and have been living like I'm in lockdown for pretty much a year and feel lucky to be able to continue doing so until after my second dose. I'd still be afraid of contracting the virus right now, do worry about whether there's going to be another big variant bombshell in time, and also for others re jobs etc."}, {"index": 20, "context": "The uncertainty of this unprecedented situation is deeply worrying. It is the uncertainty that unsettles me the most. How many people will ultimately be affected physically? What will the final mortality number be? What will we be able to learn and ascertain about the virus itself? How will our economy recover? Has anyone thought of the added bill to the NHS for the impending mental health issues this may all cause? It's all just so unknown and the fear of the unknown is the biggest of all. Personally speaking, I feel extremely fortunate to not feel affected though that too may change. My children are thankfully healthy and my parents, too. I was looking after my mother after she sustained a subarachnoid haemorrhage, she was discharged from hospital 3 weeks ago which is unbelievably fortunate timing. We feel very lucky that she managed to get home."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel calm and relaxed as I don't believe I have been affected directly by Corona. \n\nI'm feeling thankful because I still have my job, nobody in my family has passed away and my friends are healthy.\n\nI am enjoying working from home as I get my time back, I also get to avoid the busy London trains and streets which I hated.\n\nIf I can continue working from home after the lockdown/pandemic, I would be extremely happy.\n\nI don't feel as anxious, fearful or worried like I did this time last year. I'm feeling hopeful and happier."}, {"index": 22, "context": "At this precise moment I do not and never have feared coronavirus. Predicted deaths were wrong. Very wrong so why the world is locked down I have no idea. People die every year except the figures are not usually plastered all over the news. I hope people wake up because businesses are failing and people are fed up in general.\nThere are no flu figures anymore (50,000 deaths in UK a few years ago) and we have a test that even the creator of said it should not be used for viruses. Go figure!\nI was angry about this at one point but not anymore. One can t really blame the general population when media is controlled and is nothing more than propaganda."}, {"index": 23, "context": "Whilst I appreciate that this is a unique and historical time, I miss my normal daily life, and I miss being around the people that most care about. I am worried that my car will not start when I go to use it and that petrol staitions will be closed, I have a stack of parcels that I need to take to the post office, but I don't want to get shouted at because it's not essential business. I am a little concerned that my medication will not arrive before what I have runs out, but I am happy that the soap operas are on today because I miss them. I wish my neighbour would stop thumping around and I am trying to block it out. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "At this very moment I feel little to no tension regarding the coronavirus situation. The cases are low in my area and I always adhere to the social distancing guidelines when going out, along with always wearing a mask. The vaccine is just around the corner so I don't think there is much to worry about. Compared to last year when the cases were higher I haven't changed my mindset too much, since I would always wear a mask and follow the social distancing guidelines. I do think, however, that the pandemic has lasted far longer than it should have, and would have been over much sooner if the general public were a little more obedient."}, {"index": 25, "context": "the fear is lessening due to the many vaccines available now. things are slowly getting back to normal .\n\nYour response must be at least 500 characters.\nYour response must be at least 500 characters.\nYour response must be at least 500 characters.\nYour response must be at least 500 characters.\nYour response must be at least 500 characters.\nYour response must be at least 500 characters.\nYour response must be at least 500 characters.\nYour response must be at least 500 characters.\nYour response must be at least 500 characters.\nYour response must be at least 500 characters.\nYour response must be at least 500 characters."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am worried about how people are going to cope with the long period of isolation. This may have negative effects on my mental wellbeing but as a society I think it will be even worse. People might start leaving the house after a month or two because theyre bored, or need social interation, which will cause the situation to go on for longer. I'm also worried about how the governments handling the situation and whether they are fully equipped. They havent been providing clear instructions to workers and the elderly."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am feeling ok about the virus at the moment. I am a key worker so am at risk sometimes but it goes with the territory so i am not phased by the threat.The only thing that annoys me is the stupidity of others and their behaviour e.g Not staying at home, stock piling of essentials and basic food stuffs or observing social distancing in a responsible manner. i feel there should be a stricter lockdown in force as the minority of people cannot be trusted to observe the restrictions so we should have a zero tolerance attitude in place"}, {"index": 28, "context": "There is a slight ray of hope on the horizon, but the future is uncertain with new variants being discovered. I feel there is still some way to go before we can see things returning to normal, and we will be able to socialize with our friends. My feelings are probably gentle acceptance of the situation as there is little I can do to change it. Hope come with the successful vaccination roll out with the hope that the population will not refuse this opportunity. Personally we have everything delivered and do not go out at all, but we are very lucky to live in a rural area rather than in a city where this would be opressive."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I'm mostly worried as to when I'll be able to see my family again as they live in another country and summer is the only period of time I can see them. If international travelling is not back to normal , it means that I will not reunite with my family for a whole year. Overall I feel calm because I live in ideal conditions in the UK, I continue working remotely, exercise daily, and live with a loving partner. So I cannot really complain about anything when I consider how tough it has been for other people. This comparison I think helps me to maintain appreciation and thankfulness for the kind of life that I live regardless of all the restrictions."}, {"index": 30, "context": "Corona doesn't bother me but I have been thinking a lot about the vaccine. I have my letter to get the jab because of my ms but really don't want it for a couple of years as I want to see if there are any problems that come up with it. I am feeling apprehensive about it as I'm concerned that I will be bullied into having it if establishments stop people entering that don't have a 'vaccine passport'. I'm not bothered about holidays abroad etc but I don't want to get stopped from me or my family being able to do every day things or for holidaying in the United Kingdom. I thinks if this is brought in it would be very unfair and foes against everything."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I\u2019m feeling bored and tired of the pandemic and restrictions. I still feel a little anxious but less so now that the vaccines are being delivered. I\u2019m a lot less worried about clinically vulnerable family and elderly family catching the virus now they are vaccinated. I\u2019m back on furlough which is fine but overall I am a bit frustrated. I would also like the schools to go back as I\u2019m concerned about the mental health of my kids- this is the number one worry for me. They need to be with their friends and away from the screens much more. I just want my life back!"}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel hopeful and optimistic that in the next few months covid will disappear and we can go back to living a normal life. \nThe case nums are going down which is good news. \nThere are still a few factors that may cause case nums to go back up again such as schools reopening etc but many people have had vaccines so maybe this will stop the cases rising again.\n\nOverall I am looking forward to living a normal life again and seeing friends/family and going to bars. The government haven't done too well to combat covid as there are many unemployed people struggling to find work and our high street stores are dying but there is nothing we can do about it. Would have been interesting to see how Labour would have dealt with fighting covid-19 instead of the conservatives."}, {"index": 33, "context": "Hopeful that things will improve with time. A bit anxious an concerned for my family and friends. Thankful that God has preserved me this far. Grateful to every frontline and essential worker. There\u2019s light at the end of the tunnel. Thankful for the researchers and innovators of vaccines. Sad for all the lives lost in the pandemic. Looking forward to holidays in the future and quality time with friends and family. Anxious about watching the news due to ever increasing death tolls. The coronavirus has united the whole world to fight a common enemy and overcome."}, {"index": 34, "context": "I am ok and got set into this so-called 'routine.' I do not feel angry or anything. I think more and more strains of Covid-19 will appear from time to time and we just have to live with them. Vaccines are hit and miss. If you are lucky with them. Some can get seriously ill with the Vaccine itself. So I am not sure how this is going to work out in a long run. I keep myself busy and do workouts at home as the gyms have been shut for such a long time. I am contented at this present moment. I also feel motivated to start something of my own. Something which I am very passionate about."}, {"index": 35, "context": "At the moment I feel fairly relaxed about the situation. I may not remain as relaxed as time goes on depending on how long it lasts for due to money issues but for the moment I am fine as I have some income coming in until the end of this month at least. I feel slightly nervous for anyone who has either caught it or at high risk of getting it (my mother in particular is a high risk). The reduced option of freedom of choice on going out / to anywhere is mildly inconvenient but nothing worth stressing over for now. I feel disappointment in those who have bulk bought items and feel that the government and businesses should have stepped in earlier to stop that occurring. "}], "length": 5338} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel I have managed pretty well relative to many other people. I have a new job and I\u2019m pleased the kids are going back to school next week. I\u2019m optimistic about the near to middle future and hopefully others will start to feel the same. I have arranged to meet friends and family as soon as the restrictions have lifted and this gives me something to look forward to.\n\nI feel my family has dealt with this very well and if anything we have all become much closer, especially my two children who have spent a lot of time together."}, {"index": 1, "context": "Fairly relaxed and hopeful about the future. Slight concerns a varient will affect the vaccine but overall just looking forward to restrictions being lifted and moving on with life. Being a fairly young and fit person I've never really worried about what the virus could do to me, my main concern about the virus was the risk it posed to my grandparents and parents. Now they have all had the first dose of the vaccine it has helped me relax. Obviously it's still very sad to see the numbers of people dying, not just in this country but world wide and I worry about the effects it has had on peoples mental health especially as I have a partner who works in that part of the health service."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I\u2019m feeling hopeful we will soon be at the end with vaccines happening, and life can get back to normal. \nLife has been hard and stressful but there is now light at the end of the tunnel. \nIt was scary at the start and it has lasted way longer than I expected but now hope is here, hope that life will\nReturn to normal and we can have our lives back. \nThe children can go back to school, shops will open, pubs and restaurants will open, holidays will begin again. \nThe world is open for business again!"}, {"index": 3, "context": "It\u2019s a bit strange as it\u2019s something we\u2019ve not seen before. We\u2019re managing to get through day by day but it is worrying. I\u2019m concerned about how long the lockdown will last and the impact of this. We\u2019re having to buy for a couple of weeks at a time to avoid going out, but stores are half empty, this makes things really difficult when you have a newborn and simply need certain items. I\u2019m trying to stay calm and relaxed, distracting myself to take my mind off of things but I am quite anxious about the situation. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "I try to keep an open mind about it all. Obviously if everyone is sensible things will hopefully work out ok. However, the government must not introduce further dystopian regulations. People NEED to get out and exercise as we don't all have the luxury of big houses and gardens. In addition the government must supply more funds and resources to both the NHS staff and other frontline workers and stop propping up their rich corporate friends instead. They also need to introduce a basic income as their Universal Credit system is a long standing joke and not fit for purpose. Many people are still without a safety net."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I have has my covid vaccine so feel relaxed knowing It's unlikely I'll be in hospital should I catch covid-19. I would prefer lockdown to continue until everyone has been offered the first vaccine. I have has my covid vaccine so feel relaxed knowing It's unlikely I'll be in hospital should I catch covid-19. I would prefer lockdown to continue until everyone has been offered the first vaccine. I have has my covid vaccine so feel relaxed knowing It's unlikely I'll be in hospital should I catch covid-19. I would prefer lockdown to continue until everyone has been offered the first vaccine."}, {"index": 6, "context": "surpirised this hasn't happened before now, people need to be calmer about the situation in general and focus on improving their own sitiuation rather than deflecting blame onto others. People who don't quarantine are disgrace on society and should forfeit any help given to them by governments. Hopefully this will help people be better with finances than they have previously been with spending on non essentials. Will be surprised if things get back to how they were previously and think that quarantines will continue for at least 6 months"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am hopeful that this is the last lockdown. It has been a really testing time for the family in lodown. I felt like it has got a bit monotonous and tedious now. I am feeling fed up and lockdown is a lot harder than it was at the start of the pandemic. I am feeling optimistic that the vaccine is the way out. It fills me with excitement that we can start making plans again: I am getting excited about planning my 30th birthday party celebrations. I am also getting excited for my best friends wedding again after it was clouded with doubt until the recent announcements of the roadmap out of lockdown"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am taking all steps to reduce my risk while I wait for my vaccination injections. I am slightly hopeful that we will gain some normality within the next 6 months, but will remain calm and patient if it turns out to take a lot longer to do so.\nIt is a little frustrating that we still cannot see friends and family, but hopefully the worst is now over and as we have already waited 12 months so far, a little longer is not going to make mush difference.\nWe are lucky not to have had our incomes adversly affected and that the people we know who have had Covid19 have all only suffered minor symptoms and have come through it well."}, {"index": 9, "context": "At the moment I am not too worried about coronavirus because the vaccine is being rolled out across the country and worldwide so I'm just really looking forward to receiving it. I am a bit anxious about the new strains showing up though so I'm keeping an eye on that. I am way less anxious than this time last year.\n\nI am also looking forward to traveling again after the restrictions are lifted in other countries because I haven't been on holiday for a while because I was scared of catching coronavirus"}, {"index": 10, "context": "I'm quite relaxed at home at the moment. I moved house just before the lockdown hit, so it's been nice to have the free time to get used to a new place.\n\nI've taken the extra time (and unreliable supermarket stock) to experiment with new recipes and expand my horizons in the kitchen.\n\nHowever, I'm anxious about how long the situation will last. I'm currently not earning a salary. I can't claim sick pay since I'm self-employed and also ineligible for Universal Credit, so I am a little concerned the quarantine will continue to make the economy unpredictable and as a result, ensure I am earning nothing."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I think it's a dangerous thing but we shouldn't ruin the economy and lives because of that. We should protect those who are the most in the danger and keep the world going. There are anxieties and many other mental issues which are coming from being in lockdown. Also, I feel that many people who should give us the example break the rules while they tell people to stick to them. It makes people thinking about strange theories and not follow rules at all. \nI can't wait to come back to normal life. I don't think coronavirus it's a hoax but now I think that we just overreact."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I have no real feelings towards the COVID 19 situation, it is what it is. I feel it is unlikely to effect me if I were to contract it. The only mild annoyance is the lockdown restrictions but as they will be lifted soon I am fairly relaxed about them. I am comfortable that my friends and family will be unaffected by the virus. I feel that too much is focused on the virus currently and that especially given the vaccination rollout that life will soon go back to normal for the vast majority of people"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel a lot more relieved now than I did a year before especially with the vaccine and employers allowing staff to work from home. A lot more relaxed since schools open tomorrow so less pressure to home school and so that\u2019s one more load off my mind. It\u2019s been interesting to see how women have borne most of the pressure during this pandemic and now with IWD looming there\u2019s the challenge to change include more women in leadership roles to help make policies that are favourable to all including women."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I'm still concerned about the virus especially given that some people will refuse the vaccine. I'm soon getting my 1st jab and have no fear of it. It is a beacon to hold onto , in thinking that in 6 months things might be able to begin getting back to some semblance of normality. \nStill not overly happy with the Govt handling of the situation in the beginning, but the vaccine rollout is going well. Can't wait to see my family and friends again. Being stuck indoors so much is tough and frankly boring, which has led to a \"\"can't be bothered \"\" kind of attitude to doing mundane chores. Thank god for online friends."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I mostly feel quite bored and frustrated about having to stay in. I understand that vulnerable people need to be protected but I feel like the current restrictions are overkill. I think this is particularly the case as I am living at home with my family and there are a lot of people in the house and they are all frustrated too so we wind each other up and people get a bit snappy. I am a bit confused about how this will be resolved and why it is so different to a typical year where vulnerable people might catch flu or norovirus. I am also slightly anxious about not being able to earn money this summer as I am a student. However, right in this moment I have had quite a relaxing day and so my level of anxiety about this is fairly low and I feel happy enough. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "It was to be expected. Surprised it never came sooner. You'd hope now more funding would be there for the medical and sciences but that wont happen unless there is money to be made. Personally it hasn't effected me much, i did lose alot of work but i found other things. Never been worried about catching it. Im asthmatic so i should be buy ive allready lived through bad lung infections and id hope the next would finish me off. There are too many humans on this planet we deserve well most of us everything thats coming unless we come together put greed aside and work towards a better future."}, {"index": 17, "context": "There is a concerted effort by the whole country to minimise the spread of the coronavirus of which I am proud. The NHS staff are putting themselves in harms way in order to look after the sick and dying which I am grateful for.\nThe lockdown is having a detrimental effect on my company which I am a little worried about as the company may fold, or my share of the company may reduce.\nWriting a minimum of 500 words for this is annoying as there is nothing else I want to write but I have to keep writing as you want someone to blather on and on and on "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am looking forward to UK reopening of its shops and eventually its bars. I feel confident and have hope that things will get better soon. I am also vaccinate and I am less scare about covid and also feel more confident and content. I look forward to enjoying the things I used to enjoy before covid.\n\nI also look forward to seeing family again. It's been over a year since I seen most of my families.\n\nI look forward to going out and eating out. I also look forward to going on holidays, both in the UK and also to long hual holidays to Asia."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am less worried about it than I was because I have been vaccinated and so have my elderly parents. I still get anxious if I am on a bus and someone near me is not wearing a mask. I also feel anger towards people breaking the rules. I feel like we are coming to the end of the really bad Corona times but maybe I'm wrong. I am still lonely and not able to see friends or my boyfriend in lockdown. I feel fear if I think about other new pandemics happening in the future and anxious about governments not preparing for this now"}, {"index": 20, "context": "The situation across the company appears to be improving with the vaccine rollout, and lockdown leading to dropping cases. There is a continued hope that we're starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and that life is going to be able to start getting back to more normality as time progresses. I feel that even when the Coronavirus situation has been dealt with/normalised its still going to leave a lasting effect on the way we live our lives - with a bigger focus on remote working, and time taken before people start to fully socialise normally."}, {"index": 21, "context": "If people are smart and follow the guidelines of staying home and only going out for essentials then I think we will be fine. The economic impact of this however, is what worries me.\n\nIt is a very strange time and a stressful one sometimes. Everytime you leave the house, you have to be on your guard and avoid people, especially when grocery shopping.\n\nI really don't have anything else to add nor does anything else come to mind. I really don't have anything else to add nor does anything else come to mind really. I really don't have anything else to add nor does anything else come to mind really. \n"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel positive, that life will go back to normal again. There is a sadness that it is impossible to visit loved ones who live abroad, as the cost is so high for average income family. I am disappointed that secondary children need to wear masks at school, even the government saying is voluntary and advisory but school don't agree with that option. Feels like there is no choice is the child wants to go back. Suddenly there are no more other illnesses, flu, pneumonia, meningitis is not killing anyone this year as it was before. The common cold is gone as soon as you got sniffle or cough it is a coronavirus. Tests in the workplace, no freedom whatsoever, you either do the test and earn money or starve at home.\nIt feels wrong to test healthy people without any simptoms. \nbefore cleaning ears with ear buds was a no, no and now everyone is poking themselves in the nose and their kids twice a week with cotton buds and saying that this is healthy and normal. is it?"}, {"index": 23, "context": "Am feeling quite positive as numbers are falling in most areas including mine. Myself, husband and 2 children have happily avoided virus and outlook is nowhere near as bleak. My only apprehension is now ive had my first vaccine will there be ample supplies for 2nd dose and do they really work?\n There has been no hige spike since schools returned, so hopefully when next restrictions are lifted, people will take responsible day to day actions but i fear that ignorance and stupidity will come out tops again and the public will be carefree."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel optimistic about the coronavirus situation at the moment. Things are starting to improve and the news coverage about coronavirus recently has been optimistic as well. I am very hopeful that this is nearing the end of the coronavirus pandemic. Hopefully things will start to return to normal over the next few months. It has been a long year dealing with the impact of the coronavirus pandemic on day to day life so i will be very grateful when the situation is finally over. I am looking forward to going about my day to day activities without having to think about coronavirus any more."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Worried that some people still aren\u2019t taking lock down seriously (by still visiting friends and family or meeting at gatherings or spending time in the sun at tourist spots) which could have huge consequences with the Coronavirus cases continuing to rise. Angry whenever I see this is the case, but happy when I see people abiding by the rules or when I go on a walk and smile at someone from across the road, a safe distance away. I am Also anxious at the rate that ventilators etc are running out, so trying not to spend too long watching/reading the news each day. Scared for the safety of everyone but hopeful at the efforts and creativity of a lot of people during this time! "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel that, as a couple, my wife and I are pretty safe. It's stressful though when she checks the news often. This is my only stress. On the good side I'm enjoying a much quieter lifestyle and it's great to see the levels of pollution reducing. I feel calm, relaxed, in love and that the situation is sad for other people more than myself. I ought to say though that it needs to be noted that I don't fear death.\nOn a national or global scale I feel the virus is in the balance, people are doing a great job of helping and caring on the whole but there are still people who are un-necessarily spreading the germs."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am happy now we have a lockdown exit strategy it gives much more hope! My nan and grandad have had their first vaccines which is brill, they had no side effects either! I\u2019m feeling a bit more positive now about the world as a whole and that we can all get through this! I can\u2019t wait to get back to work and in to a routine and go to the gym again, not long to wait! I also get to actually celebrate my birthday outside the house this year, as the pubs reopen so I can have a lovely meal out and a couple of drinks, exiting times!!!"}, {"index": 28, "context": "I'm viewing the process of social distancing and shutdown as a chance for elements of society and the workplace to develop and reset, particularly in terms of inclusivity and working norms. I am not in any risk groups and I honestly feel quite relaxed about the whole thing. I am normally a mildly-moderately anxious person but I have not felt this calm for so long in years. I recognise that what is happening is significant and that I am in an extremely lucky position (able to work from home, not vulnerable, et cetera), and I do feel for those on the front lines or who lose loved ones. But ultimately I am really quite calm and relaxed. I am a little more apprehensive about the situation when things get back to normal but again, demographically I am unlikely to suffer substantial distress."}, {"index": 29, "context": "Worried about older relatives, but really enjoying the en-mass complete break from normal life for everyone.\n\nMore relaxed than I've been for a while as my company aren't planning on furloughing any staff, my work load has gone down and I'm getting to spend a lot more time with my dog.\n\nGetting supplies might become a worry if I run out of anything, however that hasn't happened and the stores all seem to have stock in them.\n\nI'm enjoying being able to take care of a few projects I have around the home that have required finishing off.\n\nOverall I haven't been hugely inconvenienced, and haven't directly suffered much because or Covid-19."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am hopeful that life will almost return to normal soon. I am looking forward to seeing friends and family for the first time in ages. I am fearful that I could still catch covid-19 as I am not a priority for receiving the vaccine. I feel that the government handled the covid-19 pandemic poorly with not bringing in restrictions quickly enough last year. It does make me feel anxious at work as I have to deal with people who refuse to social distance or obey guidelines and the same people could pass on COVID-19."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am angry how the British public have dealt with the situation. The virus, while not killing as many as Swine flu, could become far worse if people don't take the situation seriously. It feels like the public care little for those who are vulnerable and wish they would die so they can get on with their lives. I fear the public may soon begin to riot if the lockdown continues for longer than April, this would leader to further spreading of the virus and more deaths.\nI have been locked away in isolation for 37+ days because I am high risk. I am stressed and miserable. I live with my wife and try my best not to be stressed and upset as it would make the situation worse for her."}, {"index": 32, "context": "feel like people do not realise the magnitude of what staying in can do to help slow down the rate of cases. the government have put in measures but they arent that serious in comparison to other countries such as Germany who are taking it much more seriously. my grandma has recently been diagnosed with the cvoid-19 and she has only has contact with a few carers who come to her house to look after her. this has made me a lot more anxious about how cvoid-19 can affect the people in your family who you didn't think could get it that easily. "}, {"index": 33, "context": "I'm very fearful for my family, I don't want anyone leaving the house but have to at points. It's very scary and I am desperate to do all I can to keep them safe. \n\nWith a young family they are my main piority.\nWe are keeping up to date with the news, while trying to shield them at the same time.\n\nThe children are coping far better than us adults are doing currently.\nIt is a very unsettling time for everyone but know that being locked down is for the best for us all.\nHopefully this will come to an end soon but I can't see that being any time soon sadly "}], "length": 4881} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel if more restrictions were to be imposed the public might actually follow instructions. Currently instructions are not exactly followed by everyone, perhaps orders and rules might work. Problems arising in that case would be to Police the orders. I really feel there should be stricter rules imposed, perhaps a sort of curfew might help. We need to get this thing done. The sooner the better. I am co corned about the impact on the economy. I feel that the frontline staff especially nurses should have been priority in tests for Covid-19. Sadly it appears that they have not been priority. Grave error."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel like we're more than halfway through, or at least we're past the worse part so that makes me feel hopeful. I still think we're not sure how long the repercussions will go on for though so I'm quite anxious about that. I'm quite scared by how many conspiracy theories there are and how many people I know who don't want to take the vaccine (although none are in the UK). I feel numb because I've lost several family members and we weren't able to have a proper funeral so it feels like the grieving process isn't happening properly."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel resigned to it really, we'll just have to wait and see. I don't mind abiding by the social distancing etc, although it's a bit frustrating that I now have to go out to the supermarket in person rather than getting a delivery which I've always done in the past. \nI'm not frightened or worried. It will pass. It will be interesting to see how the world reconfigures itself after all this. I hope it doesn't all go back to normal, let's have a new normal with some things at least being different. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am less worried about the corona situation than I have been in the past. I am reassured by the speed of the vaccine roll out. I am happy that children are now returning to school. The testing that my older children have received has been well organised. Other school implementations, such as mask wearing are working well. I am also pleased that the roadmap out of lockdown seems considered and that there will not be a rush to open things up. I'm concerned only that there may be a backlash if some things are put back."}, {"index": 4, "context": "The vaccine rollout has given me more hope that life will soon be able to go back to a 'new' normal. We're in a better position that we were in last year. I now have other hobbies that don't require social contact with a large number of people, so I am not as bored as I initially was. On the other hand, COVID is still very much real and it is sad that so many lives have been lost. I do hope that this pandemic will soon end (some way, some how), so that I can walk through the streets without a mask through large crowds, without worrying that I will get COVID. I miss the carefree Pre-covid life."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel a lot more relaxed about the corona virus situation now. This is because it has become normal to me and also I have recently had the vaccine. It rarely crosses my mind nowadays and the only thing that worries me is lockdowns and not being able to meet people. I have concerns about family members who have not received the vaccine yet but I know in due course they too will be vaccinated. I would like to see the world go back to normal and crows be in football grounds and to be able to go to the pub and things like that."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel extremely relaxed and I touch with friends and family. I'm listening to great music and making great art and watching the films and tv shows I've always wanted to watch. I'm glad to be getting to speak to friends who I've lost touch with. I'm stuck in England back in university and there is a travel ban back to India so I'm away from my family but I'm in my house in Durham and I'm with my housemate and we drink and have fun and watch TV shows and play board games. I feel much more relaxed than I felt before coronavirus hit and I go on a daily government mandated exercise (running) and I feel that keeps me healthy and fit as I dont have a lot of time to do that when university is in session. \n"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am aware of the severity of the situation and I am worried for my family and friends who may contract the virus and be negatively affected whether financially, mentally etc. . However, I am enjoying being furloughed from work and being able to take time for myself, even if it is making me slightly anxious about my financial situation. It is showing me and others what the important things are in life and it's changing my mindset on how I'll use my free time in the future. But it is frustrating to me that I can't do a lot of the things I want to do like leave the house when I want to. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I'm angry with the Government for many reasons over their handling of this crisis - from the 'herd immunity' scandal to lying about numbers of tests being done, to putting ideology (Brexit) before co-operation with the EU over supplies etc. Also for ignoring offers from ventilator manufacturers already set up in this country rather than their mate Dyson (over-designed, expensive no doubt). I am angry that they have starved the NHS of money for years, demeaned \"\"low-skill employees\"\" etc and these are the people currently keeping this country functioning (cleaners, drivers, porters, carers etc). \nI am very anxious about dying, and the financial/economic disaster facing this country/the world. I have 2 children (teen/young adult) and I worry about their future prospects. I am a key worker and putting my life at risk for my clients (shopping and cleaning in their homes)."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel quite philosophical about it. We have a member of our family who is very vulnerable health-wise, but we're used to being on that rollercoaster as a family, so perhaps we have a bit more perspective than other people. \nIt has made work quite difficult - I work in a department that requires very fast turn around communication and also a lot of very hi-tech hardware, so this has all been a bit of a nightmare to get set up. We're getting there though with a good team and some very dark humour. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "Fairly optimistic about the likelihood of this being got under control and finding a vaccine. I am trying to see the positives of social distancing: more time with the family, together. At least its Spring and the days are longer and weather warmer. A little nervous for my parents who are elderly and saddened for those who have lost loved ones. Gratefull and awestruck by the work of the NHS and the others putting themselves in harm's way. All in all it will be ok, we have dealt with worse as a species - it's not 1346, after all."}, {"index": 11, "context": "Nationally, I'm disappointed in the relatively few selfish idiots that continue to flout or ignore the UK lock-down restrictions, but I also realise that this is more on me to adjust my expectations of society as a whole to reflect reality rather than be upset by it. I'm also disappointed by the daily government briefings, the lack of useful information they contain and how they have quickly descended into a political defensiveness. Mistakes have clearly been made, and will likely continue to be made. No one is expecting a perfect response in such difficult times, but it's saddening to realise that even in a crises such as this, politicians will still more willing to put self and party above country and personal integrity. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "The vaccine rollout going well (20 million people have got the first dose) is making me hopeful, however the sheer amount of people still not wearing masks despite the virus still being around is making me a little anxious. \nHopefully it gets stamped out for good, but i am slightly worried it's just going to stick around forever, what with the new mutations springing up regularly all around the globe.\ni am also worried about the relief packages being stopped far too soon, to the detriment of the working class."}, {"index": 13, "context": "at the moment i don't feel anything i'm not particularly scared or anxious and i just can't wait to get normal life back although i would say i am one of the very few that has had better mental health since the pandemic started as i had gotten myself into a hole it helped me manage my money better and to stop gambling and get myself out of debt. This is one of the good things to come from it on a personal level although it has been mostly negative for everybody else.\n\nI've never really cared much about the virus itself as i know i'm not at risk and nobody around me is at much risk from it. I will defintiely not be getting the vaccine though. Atleast not unless i am forced to get it."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel like it should go away soon so things can go back to normal. lease write in a few sentences how you feel about the Corona situation at this very moment. This text should express your feelings at this moment. We appreciate your time and effort. Please take time for this. lease write in a few sentences how you feel about the Corona situation at this very moment. This text should express your feelings at this moment. lease write in a few sentences how you feel about the Corona situation at this very moment. This text should express your feelings at this moment.\n\nWe appreciate your time and effort. Please take time for this.\n\nWe appreciate your time and effort. Please take time for this."}, {"index": 15, "context": "To be honest I feel fine. Work is ok as I'm working from home without problem. With this lockdown boredom has been the biggest problem and has resulted in several disagreements with partner. Right now I feel sorry for my dog as we used to go for long walks every day, now we only go to the local park. Unusually I have found myself hungry much of the time and have eaten much more than normal, particularly crappy sugary snak foods or crisps. Thanks to snaking have put on almost a stone in last 3 months."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel more relaxed now because with the introduction of the vaccines life does look like it may be about to start getting back to normal again. There is definitely light at the end of the tunnel and I can sense that the majority of people feel that way too. It's been a hard few months but we are nearly there. I think we have done well and I feel thankful that I have come through it unharmed, I am ready to get on with living life to the full again. I feel that as a country we have worked well together."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am angry about our government not taking it seriously. Not enforcing lockdown as the virus is still spreading and hasn\u2019t peaked. \nI\u2019m scared about catching it and not being able to breath. \nI\u2019m incredibly sad for those who have died alone. This is also something that I really fear! \n\nI do go out for my walk daily. But I have developed more of a fear of going to the shop for food it seems more risky.\nI don\u2019t think we are being given enough information, and direction. \nItaly is still in lockdown. Totally lockdown I do worry and wonder if that time will come for us.\n\nHow many more people need to die! \nI\u2019m also hopeful that people will realise there is more to life than social media and money! "}, {"index": 18, "context": "i feel no matter what everyone loses. its an unfortunate inevitability and the most depressing part of it all is how everyone will use it to push their own agenda while the average person is just looking to move past it. though the saddest is the fact that millions of people will have their lives drastically changed by this pandemic for the next year or so. that being said, until we know the origins and have fully understood the genome of this disease i am holding out on any opinions i have on any of the events or actions taken. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I don't feel about it anymore, if that makes sense. I think I am used to things the way they are. The only sad part is that I was not able to go see my family for over a year now, so I wish the travel could resume. The rest, I am not bothered anymore. Well, one more thing maybe - I am tired of online shopping. I wish we could go inside the store and try things as normal. I have lost weight so have no clue what my size is anymore. I want to be able to try things on as before. I got used to not seeing friends as often, and not being able to go out saves a crazy amount of money too."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am feeling quite relaxed because I have a lot of time for myself and I spent a lot of today doing things I wanted to be doing. However, today I haven't been very active/productive so I also feel quite tired and lazy. At the moment I am not stressing too much about the the situation because I feel quite isolated/removed from the outside world. I feel quite safe from coming into contact with the virus as all members of my household are at home most of the time and take precautions when going out."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am feeling positive that the situation is now ending and that people are starting to live properly again. The vaccine rollout has been very quick and we can now look forward to holidays again. I do feel that some time has been wasted and that things like the Christmas gatherings shouldn\u2019t have happened if the three month lockdown was the result. I would have preferred to have a small Christmas celebration and leas restrictions are this time such as the restaurants and shops being open. I can see that the older age groups are now out and about more, very much not sticking to social distancing and driving slowly on the roads, but I also understand that they may not have been out in a year and the world is quite a different place now."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am not worried at all about the whole situation, I think in due time everything will be back to normal so there is really no point worrying because it won't make things happen faster. I personally don't even like engaging in talking about the coronavirus because some people have very different perspectives and they talk about that the government is not doing anything but once again there is nothing you can do about it so for that reason I'm pretty relaxed. I personally have not checked any news at all regarding the coronavirus for about a year just because it's very depressing and not the best for mental health. I'm sure that many people have been depressed just by watching the news everyday saying how the situation is getting worse."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel like it is under control and that the correct measures have been put in place by the government. Although the social distancing measures are annoying, it will be worth it as it will reduce the number of new cases and means life can get back to normal quicker. Staying at home is getting boring although allows time to develop as a person such as; doing more exercise, learning a new skill. \n\nI am annoyed at people ignoring the social distancing measures as it is selfish and annoying for the people who listen to the rules. If everyone stayed at home we could deal with covid quicker."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I've been vaccinated, as have my older parents whom I live with, so I'm feeling hopeful for the future. Variants of the virus are a concern, of course, and the government's endless bungling (border control!), but I don't think a happier summer is completely unlikely. I do have phases of feeling sadder or isolated, in balance with any cheeriness, and reading the news never helps with this, yet I can't help but scroll...\n\nI work in public health so I'm acutely aware of my local situation but this is another cause for hope; I can see things are much better than they were in January simply from the number of outbreak control teams we have to convene. The workload remains humongous though, and many of us have lived and breathed covid for over a year now. We can't burnout because who else is there to do the job, but I do feel fatigue will set in at some point."}, {"index": 25, "context": "It's quite up and down at the moment. Right this second, I feel quite relaxed. I've had a productive day studying and have made good progress on my thesis (which I've been neglecting lately because I've spent too much time at work). I'm now halfway through War and Peace, which I've been tackling for over 2 years and now finally have time to actually read properly. I even had time to indulge in some crafts today. This has been an opportunity for me to pause and relax- I'm normally an anxious person so this has been like a reset button"}, {"index": 26, "context": "In short, I feel a little worried as the world appears to be in a very strange place at the moment. That said, I believe there is light at the end of the tunnel. More with regards to numbers of cases/deaths appear to be dropping in certain countries. Which gives me, and should give the rest of the UK, some hope.. As long as we maintain doing as suggested/instructed by the Government/Health Authorities I feel the UK could be in a better place in a couple of months. Hopefully once the testing is ramped up and we get a better understanding of who has/hasn't had the virus, the Government/Health Authorities will be in a better situation to advise on the next steps. \n\nI do believe once this is over the world may be a different place for years to come, one example being; more people will be working from home. As the more of us that have had to realise this could now be an option. This would impact the amount of people having to commute and as a result the knock on effect could have an impact the transport industry etc.. \n\nStay Safe!!"}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am concerned about how it will affect the world especially with new variants and the slow access to vaccines. My family live in different countries and I'm worried about their access to the vaccine. However, I generally feel hopeful that the situation will improve and possibly end within a year. I no longer view the virus as an immediate threat to myself. I also can see now that where my family live and for many others there are more serious issues going on now and while covid and its side effects on mental health and depression are serious, there are other ongoing crises on many countries that are infinitely worse."}, {"index": 28, "context": "Although i myself am not worried due to my own health not being a worry, i understand why other people may be in complete anxiety over this. Although this is a period of panic and worry, there will always be a light at the end of the tunnel, and some god may come out of this, what I mean by this is the world will be able to try and heal from the years of damage, but we as humans will be able to see a better side of life. Hopefully this changing the way humans views human. I just hope that everyone is taking things serious with the lockdowns, but one more thing which I find interesting is the NHS and the tories, i hope the tories change the opinion of them being a low skills worker after this. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "I am frustrated that lockdown continues even though cases have dropped so low. I feel we are risking the lives of younger people who are missing cancer screenings etc, and I know of several people who have committed suicide because of the current situation. \nSomehow government is no longer taking off a trade off between lives, it\u2019s all about saving the elderly and vulnerable. But they have had their vaccines by now!\nWe should reopen the country and get the economy working again as soon as we can. It\u2019s not a case of money vs. lives, the economy is lives. \nAlso our children have missed out on so on much of their youth and their education."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel optimistic and positive about the progress being made in fighting the pandemic and I believe we can now see \"\"light at the end of the tunnel\"\". I do not believe we will fully beat the virus for several years, if ever, but I think both as a nation and on a global basis that we will reach a point where outbreaks will be identified rapidly and controlled. Preventative measures, such as the vaccines will be improved. Treatment measures will reduce the severity of the disease for those infected."}], "length": 4632} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel quite safe at home, and am actually less stressed now that I just have to stay at home focusing on finishing my phd and not going out or spending money. However, I feel very concerned about the state of the world and about people dying, particularly in countries like India which are densely populated and have higher poverty.\nI also feel worried about my mum and other elderly relatives, even though they are taking suitable precautions. My mum is in a different country, which makes me feel a bit more stressed."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am fairly happy but I have been going out each day, usually for a walk but sometimes to run errands for my parents who are remaining in their house. I am a little frustrated at the media portrayal of people just being out in parks as doing something wrong. The pictures clearly show folk sittling appart. It seems to me that folk with cash and big gardens are trying to shame people who don't going out and acting sensibly. I think the government are doing an OK job but I really hope they don't try to become more draconian. When oit and about it is nice that people seem to be nicer to each other and I am hoping that this means we are getting past the Brexit issues. Hopefully the loudmouths on both sides can fade into memory."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am anxious and curious about the situation to come. Mainly the effect on day to day life from the result of nationwide lockdown as well as the future availability and timeline of a vaccination program. I wonder how the economy will last throughout this situation and also when the problem is resolved. I also hope that this situation has made key issues be realised such as the need for the emergency services to be better funded, equipped and manned. \n\nI also hope that the country is able to maintain the required level of lockdown and social distancing to enable the lockdown to be lifted at the earliest possible opportunity. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I currently feel relaxed as I am home. I have been self isolating with my family for three weeks now. Luckily we live in s house with a garden so we have access outside and I have an allotment to go to as well. We also have a dog for us to take a turns to walk. Though I don't trust the pm and currently feel the news about him being in IC is quite possibly spin as he had been losing support in the papers. Hope I'm right in this and not coming across as cold hearted, but that is most likely due to a the lies he has told to date. We have been taking slot of care whilst self isolating."}, {"index": 4, "context": "At this moment, I do not feel concerned about the corona situation for myself or my family, in terms of the virus as my father has been vaccinated who is the only person I have been concerned about contracting the virus. However, I am concerned for the general public, especially those who are at greater risk of life-threatening consequences. \n\nI feel quite lucky to be in the position I am in. I have felt anxious and nervous in the past but I have become accustomed to the situation, the idea of being able to go back to normal life makes me feel excited and nervous at the same time."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel like I have coped with coronavirus very well and haven't really suffered mentally from it. I think I am getting a bit weary of it like a lot of people and I'm very much looking forward to the prospect of things hopefully returning to some semblance of normality soon. I still think I will remain cautious until I have had the vaccine though. For me I am in work pretty much everyday so I have been able to have contact with people and has stopped me feeling isolated, but I miss meeting up with my friends, going to the gym and travelling."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I hope that the infection level will keep getting lower, and that society will be able to reopen. I don't like the fact that the government is forcing the vaccine on us. The climate of fear created by the media has to stop, and we need to start dealing with the virus in a more rational way. I hope the variants won't be used as an excuse to keep us in a never-ending cycle of lockdowns and reopenings, and having to take new vaccines every six months. The pharmaceutical industry must be very happy about the current situation, and should be kept in check."}, {"index": 7, "context": "There's a slight sense of worry since there's a suspicion that this might not be a one time thing. The virus could mutate and come back even worse on a seasonal basis. Overall though I think it's likely there will be a vaccine within a year or so. It will be interesting to see how all of this social distancing influences behaviour once it is all over, and how easy it will be to return to normal. It might also be interesting to see how long this will take. I can't imagine a world where everything is back to normal any time soon. Some unsavoury characters might even tryo to take advantage of the situation."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am feeling a little easier with the pandemic as with the vaccine now rolling out there is hope that we can now see the end of it. I still dont like going to the shops though as people are getting careless and seem to think it's all ok now. I feel angry with people and people I know that have never really took the pandemic very seriously and gave continued in almost the same manner as before, when I have tried to abide by the rules and haven't seen my family for months. Life will slowly move forward and we can start to l8ve again and socialize with friends and family."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am happy with the current remote working situation due to corona. I can keep working from home for the rest of my life. \nYes corona restricted our social lifes, but still not bad. Lockdown rules are a bit strong. They can loose it a little more. Therefore, we could meet with friends. But thank God, I live with my friend, thus I can talk with him. That would be worse if i was living alone. \nParks and markets are crowded. People try to be careful, but tehir actions not adequate. Especially, last weekend there was sun shining in North West. Everyone was out, walking, sitting at the park. But they were too close to each other. A new wave is possible due to last weekend."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am looking forward to restrictions lifting in April. I am unhappy about having to return to work possibly in the summer and a concert I had tickets for in June probably won't go ahead. Im less worried about catching Covid than I was at Christmas even though the Brazilian strain has been identified in my local area. \nI have enjoyed many aspects of lockdown , mainly being able to work from home full time which has given me more time to spend on my hobbies and doing things I enjoy which has made me happier overall. I miss my family and I still haven't seen them since last summer and I want to give them their Christmas presents"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I don't feel to bad I feel like we are in a better place. I just hope people will stick to what we are suppost to do so we can be in a better place. All I want to do is to see my family and have a big get together and maybe a nice family holiday but only in the uk as I don't think I would risk going abroad at the moment as you just don't know what the situation is in other countries. I just feel like if we all stick to the rules and get our jabs that we will be in a much better place to relax and get back to a normal way ou life where we can go watch a music gig or go watch a game of football or enjoy a nice meal out."}, {"index": 12, "context": "It still doesn't feel real that we have to go through this as it seems like something that would've happened in history. At the moment I do feel more relaxed knowing I don't have the virus and no one that's close to me does either as we have been taking precautions and following the governments orders. My main worry is when life will be back to normal as everything does seem to be on pause right now. Also, it's sad to hear how the death toll of virus-related cases keep increasing everyday , not just in the UK but in the world."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I\u2019m quite relaxed about the situation. I work from home and my immediate family is also working from home. The risk of catching it is low. The only place we can catch is it at the supermarket and we only go very rarely late in the evening. I try to avoid watching the news and try to stick to once per day- this helps me manage anxiety and unnecessary stress. I feel optimistic about the future. I think we will get through it as a country. I\u2019m not worried about my elderly relatives because they are self-isolating. We only drop food off outside for their house and don\u2019t go indoors."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel calm. I am continue to follow the current government guidelines to protect myself, my family and the NHS. The rollout of the vaccine gives hope but we must still be cautious and not think that everything will go back to normal. I am still working from home and will ask my employer if I can continue to do this on a permanent basis. I enjoy working from home and do not miss the daily commute. I miss seeing my friends and general social activity and going on vacation but these are necessary sacrifices to stop the spread of Covid 19. I have no problem wearing a mask in public, again I feel this is my moral obligation to do my part. I think people that refuse to wear a mask are selfish."}, {"index": 15, "context": "Before taking part in this survey, I wasn't even thinking about the corona virus today. Once I began thinking about it, I started to feel a bit agitated and anxious - when will this end? Will I get my summer holiday abroad? Will Boris ban outdoor exercise, because stupid people do picnics in the middle of a pandemic? I am really angry at those people, because they do not respect the others, who follow the rules. Because of them, the whole society might get punished, even though most people are staying at home and not gathering outside. I also really miss my friends and my boyfriend, whom I haven't seen in two-three weeks. It's boring without him and every day just drags on. At least I have my dog, so I am never *too* bored. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "At this moment I am feeling quite relaxed (and a bit tired) and not as anxious as I was at the beginning of the lockdown.\nI am actually feeling very productive and proactive generally right now. I have been feeling strong desires to be this way during this time.\nOverall I am feeling mostly optimistic about the situation and quite inspired by the actions of others........................................Sorry for all of these dots, I have nothing else to say......................................................................................................... \n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am very worried about catching Coronavirus. Having heard about the Prime Minister's condition just now has made it even more frightening that it can attack anyone. I am also worried about my family catching it as they are elderly and in the vulnerable group. I am trying to only go out shopping once a week to keep myself safe. I am also shopping for family members to ensure they have everything they need during this difficult time as they have been advised to stay indoors for at least 12 weeks."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel as if it is growing quickly and not enough is being done about it. There should be more ways to get tested and to know whether or not you have Coronavirus. I feel like they should implement a stronger lockdown with stronger punishments or those caught outside without a valid reason. For example higher fines should be put in place. But I also think people are overreacting buy stockpiling things like toilet paper and hand sanitixer which has lead to a shortage of these products and less those who actually need it without it"}, {"index": 19, "context": "i feel mostly comfortable in my own company, although it is irritating to see others in society ignoring the lockdown rules which are designed to save lives, and frustrating that there is so much ambiguity in the instructions which makes it easy for people to justify making trips. I don't think exterior wall paint is a basic necessity, for example.\n\nbizarrely, i'm in an odd situation where i still live with my ex, so despite being friends the relationship becomes more strained. i'm also involved with a married woman and it's incredibly frustrating to only have online contact with her, especially when others think it's acceptable to visit their second home against their own advice!"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I have mixed feelings at present. I am worried about all the people who are ill, the pressure put on the NHS, all the staff who are faced with dealing with the virus and its consequences. I am also concerned for the economic impact it will have on individuals and businesses etc as well as myself. My current home situation however is very pleasant so I feel safe and relaxed in my home which I am incredibly grateful for as I know not everyone is in the same situation and I wish there was something I could do to help those people. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am happy about the fact that the vaccination programme is going well and that i have already been vaccinated. i am happy about the act that there is light at the end of the tunnel and that there is a date to aim towards in regards to going back to normal. It is also great that number of those getting the disease has decreased and that there are less people dying from COVID. It is just frustrating that is has taken this long to start having hope for normalcy. I am also anxious that while in the UK we are getting on top of getting everyone the vaccine, it is worrying that it isn't happening in other counties at the same pace and that we need to support other countries."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel optimistic that now that people are being vaccinated we are on the road to getting better. More and more people are being vaccinated every day now. Soon it will be our turn and that makes me happy. Lockdown is about to be eased and we are in a better position than last year. I feel happy knowing we can try to get back to normal soon. I am looking forward to days out on the beach and exploring with my daughter. It\u2019s been a long time since we\u2019ve been anywhere to do something fun or even see somewhere different."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am unlikely (although not certain) to be greatly affected individually given my demographic.\n\n I am annoyed, disgusted and angered with the British government's response (or lack of) to the pandemic and the herd immunity idea was particularly callous and disgraceful. Thousands of deaths could have been avoided given the time they had to prepare for this and they have blood on their hands.\n\nI'm quite content to stay indoors to avoid the spread of the virus and the vast majority of people are doing the right thing."}, {"index": 24, "context": "At the moment i feel relaxed and hopeful that we are coming to the end of the pandemic so that we can return to a normal way of life with no restrictions or mask wearing. I am also happy that the kids are now back at school which is the start of all this ending, i am also happy that soon i will get back to normal with seeing my parents and going out places for a day out even though i feel covid-19 will never go away i do feel happy and hopeful we can keep the virus at bay with the vaccines so that we never go back to this way again."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel it is a great concern to 'everyone', this includes infants and babies. As they also can find it hard to breathe and have symptoms that can relate to it, even if it isn't. It is still a worry, as 'everything' evolves around it. Not just for adults or the elderly.\n\nAlso, there are many other key workers/sectors who are not NHS. Who are also doing a tremendous job to keep humanity safe, hygienic, streets clean, vulnerable people of young and old on drugs and alcohol, ill mental capacity safe as possible with a sound mind with their health precautions in place, government legislation in check the list goes on. 'They' too should be included in the media/adverts and be able to attend supermarkets at set times for them as well, not just the NHS. Those additional key workers/key sectors DESERVE RECOGNITION 100% TOO."}, {"index": 26, "context": "After one year of coronavirus we learn a lot. People are tired of situation and miss things they used to do. What I found is as we have coronavirus now I didn't see any people with cold, sneeze and especially running nose. I am after first jab and I feel more safe. The most important thing is listen government and follow the rules because they know what is good. I really feel for the people who didn't see theirs families for that time I mean one year. Shopping nearly come back to normal except the clothes ones. Kids come back to school then it is another lockdown."}, {"index": 27, "context": "Before a lot of people were getting covid 19 and there was no solution for it so I felt very sad and anxious. However, now I feel relieved since millions of people in the United Kingdom are getting vaccinated furthermore the R value is below one at the moment. Also not only in the United Kingdom but a lot of people in the other countries are also getting vaccinated so hopefully the world will be free of the covid 19 virus. Hence I believe we will be able to go back to our normal daily lives soon."}], "length": 3966} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "at this time im in the house over 2 1/2 weeks miss going out but time to keep safe no work as cant get into work places food is in so need to worry just at this time , spirt is high will not drag me down . all family ar\nre doing fine so no need to worry about them ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, , , , , , , , , , ,. , , , , , , , stay safe stay in keep us all safe just wiuhed ever onse ealse would do the same ,,, ,,,, ,,,, ,,,, ,,,, ,,,, ,,,, ,,,, ,,,, ,,,, ,,,, ,,,, ,,,, move on no more to say "}, {"index": 1, "context": "The coronavirus has impacted my family as my husband had it in March last year and ended up with pneumonia, which lasted about 12 weeks. He stayed out of hospital - just but has taken a long time to feel himself. He definitely feels a bit depressed at times and has problems breathing. The general feeling is sadness, our sister in law died from Covid a few weeks ago which shows that this is still having an impact and it is not safer to go back to normal just yet. I think there are too many people rushing to socialise and a lot of people who don't see the impact until it affects their loved ones. I'm hoping vaccination will improve things. As a carer I had my first vaccine in February and am having my next one in April. I just hope that the schools and universities can go back soon as it is having a big impact on my son's degree studying from home."}, {"index": 2, "context": "It is very difficult as no one knows what going on. Where I have no more university it is sad. But I have found some peace in freedom and time to do what otherwise I may not be able to. I am somewhat anxious but happy. I have lots of time to speak to friends and family. I have found lots of extra things to do to build my own skills including painting. I am not angry, sad, disgusted or majorly fearful. I am doing okay and so is my family. Coronavirus is a deadly virus but we will make it through and the country will succeed alongside our amazing people working for the national health service. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I\u2019m not too worried or concerned about the corona virus for myself personally. I do worry about it when it comes to family members that are elderly or a bit more vulnerable. And am hoping that it won\u2019t take too long before people listen, remain in their homes allowing the virus to die away or blow over so it can be dealt with and life can get back to normal as it was before. It does annoy me that people aren\u2019t taking it too seriously and thinking that the current lockdown situation is an opportunity for them to just do as they like and roam the streets possibly passing germs and the virus itself off to others who will then come into contact and infect those in their household. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am annoyed that people aren't taking this as seriously as they should, as it putting vulnerable people in unnecessary danger. I am worried for my family as I am not with them at present, and keeping in touch with them helps a lot with the anxiety. Following the growing situation is very stressful, but it is important to keep updated with what is going on. It is re-assuring when positive news is shown regarding the situation to counteract everything negative. Overall I am generally alarmed and anxious about the current CoVid-19 situation. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am concerned that there still are an astonishing number of foolish people thinking that the rules don't apply to them, or that it is okay to bend the rules. It makes me angry to hear about underground raves taking place and having to be broken up by the police. I am hopeful that with the continuing rollout of the vaccine that despite the percentage of the population who couldn't find their behind with a map we will be protected enough from the future spread of Covid19. I feel reassured that my wife has already been vaccinated. On top of that I actually feel flattered that I am classed as too young for the vaccine yet, at 44 it has been a long time since anyone called me young."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel worried ever so slightly about Corona, this is due to the fact I've got loads of food stocked up and prepared so I don't have to leave the house, I got my food delivered anyway so that's no different from normal for me. Plus my company doesn't do work from home so this is also a tiny vacation for me personally anyway.\n\nWhile I was more panicked/concerned at first I feel like I've reached a point of happiness with it and my current level of supplies and change in habits will stop me catching it "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am worried but not too much, I realise there is not much I can do apart from staying at home and getting on with my life, which I've been doing. I feel relaxed but sometimes feel like it is misleading as I've still work to do and being told to stay at home makes me feel like I should be relaxing by not doing work. I am anxious about my financial situation and confused about what I should do to make it better as I am not usually in full time employment but rather find jobs to do alongside my studies to support myself, so as much as I'm aware there is no support for people like me. I am fighting with myself to be motivated and have some semblance of a routine without having anywhere to be at any time. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "At this moment, I am feeling a paroxysm of uncertainty. I am not sure of what is going to happen in the future and how long the corona virus is going to prolong. It makes me think of the people that are suffering from the Virus and the immature people who are ignoring what the government are saying, they are sunbathing and gathering in parks. During the beginning of this pandemic, I felt a range of emotions like anger and disgust due to people over buying items and fighting over tissue and basic necessities. But, after rules were set I felt a sense of comfort as people are only allowed to got out to buy basic necessities, exercise and going to work, this made sure that the spread of the virus does not increase rapidly,"}, {"index": 9, "context": "At this moment in time I have by now accepted the huge changes that this pandemic has bought about in my personal/family life. I feel anxiety about the potential of the disease to affect any of my family and friends, but the anxiety about loss of work/schooling/uncertainlty over finances/holidays etc has subsided with my acceptance of the situation. I am focussed on playing my part in beating this virus. To some degree I am enjoying taking the time to take in the simple things - family time, walks, spring, birdsong, peaceful roads."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am not worried at all and I believe that even if I do catch it I will recover swiftly. I am also not that worried about my family catching it because they take a lot of precautions regularly and are following government guidelines. I also don't believe that anybody in my family is at risk of dying from coronavirus.\n\nI am feeling pretty relaxed right now and nothing is affecting me. I am in good spirits and good health. I am not feeling down, and I am perfectly fine in financial terms as well. This also applies to my family who are paying bills as usual. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "At the moment I am weary of the situation. I have tried to keep very carefully to the rules. I am high-risk, and a year of the media acting as though my life is less important has been very difficult. I am missing my family, my friends, swimming, eating out, seeing my colleagues and mooching around charity shops on rainy afternoons. I am also incredibly frustrated by the people I see breaking the rules and acting as though Covid-19 is a joke. I want this to be over, and they get in the way of that."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I think we have reached the position that we have, through good government control along with more folks obeying the rules than the idiots who have not. This is clearly reflected in current infection figures, along with vaccination levels. To say that we are the enemy of Europe is putting it mildly. Brexit has played its part and to think that we might have remained and joined the EU medical programme is quite frankly worrying. This has allowed me to feel relaxed about potential impacts of covid on my self and my wife going forward"}, {"index": 13, "context": "Overblown for the common man in the rural and suburban environment. \n500 characters seems excessive. By enforcing 500 characters you are reducing my happiness level.\nHow much more do you need? I'm not writing an essay here. .\n.\n.Oorvloedig vir die gewone man in die landelike en voorstedelike omgewing\n\nBirenzeho kubantu basanzwe mubidukikije no mucyaro\n\n\u041f\u0440\u0435\u0433\u043e\u043b\u0435\u043c \u0437\u0430 \u043e\u0431\u0438\u0447\u043d\u0438\u043e\u0442 \u0447\u043e\u0432\u0435\u043a \u0432\u043e \u0440\u0443\u0440\u0430\u043b\u043d\u043e\u0442\u043e \u0438 \u043f\u0440\u0438\u0433\u0440\u0430\u0434\u0441\u043a\u043e\u0442\u043e \u043e\u043f\u043a\u0440\u0443\u0436\u0443\u0432\u0430\u045a\u0435\n\n.\n \n........,..................................\n\n....,..\n\n\n\n................\n\nOverblown for the common man in the rural and suburban environment. \n500 characters seems excessive. By enforcing 500 characters you are reducing my happiness level.\nHow much more do you need? I'm not writing an essay here. .\n.\n.Oorvloedig vir die gewone man in die landelike en voorstedelike omgewing\n\nBirenzeho kubantu basanzwe mubidukikije no mucyaro\n\n\u041f\u0440\u0435\u0433\u043e\u043b\u0435\u043c \u0437\u0430 \u043e\u0431\u0438\u0447\u043d\u0438\u043e\u0442 \u0447\u043e\u0432\u0435\u043a \u0432\u043e \u0440\u0443\u0440\u0430\u043b\u043d\u043e\u0442\u043e \u0438 \u043f\u0440\u0438\u0433\u0440\u0430\u0434\u0441\u043a\u043e\u0442\u043e \u043e\u043f\u043a\u0440\u0443\u0436\u0443\u0432\u0430\u045a\u0435\n\n.\n \n........,..................................\n\n....,..\n\n\n\n................"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel ok. Somewhat bored of the situation but hopeful. It's been a long time since I have been able to see family and many friends but we have made good use of virtual catch ups. I feel sad for others. For example my nan who is in her nineties and gets little pleasure from life in the current circumstances. In many ways life feels more relaxed and less busy/hectic which is a change to my life that I'm quite happy with. I'm now used to 'new' habits and feel quite content. I'm a little nervous about the future. Even when rules are relaxed...I'm not sure how safe I'll feel hugging my nan for example. Working in education I'm worried that I will be a risk too great regardless of what the government say."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am currently enforcing the social distancing advice. Going out once per day to exercise. I am not too concerned for myself as I am physically healthy, however it is clear that age is not necessarily a prerequisite. Also, living in rural Devon means cases are low and risk is also low. Generally speaking I am fearful for the economy following the crisis, not much discussion has taken place regarding the billions and trillions of \u00a3 and $ which has come from somewhere to help us in this scenario. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am calm but very concerned about the corona virus situation. It is a challenging and difficult time. For the past three weeks, I have been working at home. I only go out to buy essential needs. I strictly follow the government and health officials directives. My flatmates are doing same too.\nAt the moment, am not thinking about myself but the human race as a whole. Am still wondering how the world will look like after this pandemic. However, I have trust in the health officials and government."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I don't feel particularly worried. It's not the worst pandemic to befoul the world and things will get sorted in time. We just have to calm down, follow the guidelines as much as possible, and it'll be over and done with at some point. If there is one thing I do somewhat worry about though, or rather feel slightly contemptuous about, it's the thoughtlessness and selfishness of food hoarders. I can't abide how stupid they're being, how they deprive others of food, and how their overzealousness has caused needless wastage of food."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am glad many people in the UK are volunteering to help those that are at higher risk of catching the virus. I also feel angry that a small number of people are not following the government's advice to stay at home, even on a sunny day.... Having said that, I know that most people in the UK are following the guidance, i.e., staying at home, going out only for essential shopping and only one type of exercise per day. I truly believe that this coronavirus outbreak can only go away if the WHOLE country follow the rules. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "just very tried of the situation now, I want to be able to go out and see my friends and family after being isolated for the last year and I am more than ready to get out and about. And to see something in a different place in a different location within the UK.\n\nI want to be able to go out and do some shopping in the stores without social distancing measures being in place and would be able to take my time browsing the shops without worrying about the potential queue that might be outside the retailer.\n\nI am also ready to interact with othe people that are not people who live in my household"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I'm worried about what the Coronavirus could turn in to in the next few weeks, and how the deaths and confirmed cases are escalating rapidly in the UK. There isn't any signs of the spread and death rate slowing at the moment, and with both my parents over 60 with underlying health conditions, I worry about them greatly. Their risk factor is very high. I'm not too worried about myself at the moment, as my risk factor is low due to my age. I'm enjoying not doing anything and being at home all day as it allows me to get on with my hobbies which I wouldn't usually have time for."}, {"index": 21, "context": "Ok in the short-term, concerned in the longer term. Annoyed I don\u2019t qualify for government support due to caring responsibilities. Wary of the longer term - how will we get out of this?\n\nGlad to have a garden and to have been able to afford food. Lucky to be living with others who I get on with.\n\nI also feel slightly surreal as it all feels almost unbelievable. It probably hasn\u2019t sunk in yet what it really means.\n\nGlad to have time to get on with things in the house and to have good and kind neighbours. Concerned for others who are more vulnerable. Concerned for the future and for the impact on the next generation "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel cautiously optimistic. Many people I know are getting the vaccine which I think is good, although obviously I am still a little worried about the situation especially for the rest of the world who maybe aren't getting the vaccine so quick. I am studying and finish for my summer break just before the UK lockdown might be lifted, this is allowing me to feel at peace with the current lockdown and accept it. I do not mind being stuck inside when I have something to focus on. Last year I had nothing to do and that was much harder for me."}, {"index": 23, "context": "At this moment my main anxiety or worry over the coronavirus is about the economy. I am concerned whether the country can return to a `normal' state and how long this will take. I am concerned about my own income in the longer term as I work in the social care sector which is very stretched financially having to find extra resources to cover the staff sickness. I am also concerned about the health of my loved ones though several of my older more vulnerable relatives including my father passed away last year."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I'm starting to feel optimistic about the situation. The jabs are being given to a wider section of the community, including people I know now. I feel it won't be long until we're broadly back to normal. Biggest worry I have is on employment, even where I work things don't feel as stable as they have done for the previous 20 years! I'm looking forward to being able to start dating (marriage broke up a couple of months before COVID) as I've been single and alone all this time. Also looking forward to a holiday and travelling a little."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel pretty frustrated by it, it\u2019s affecting many people\u2019s lives. I have lost 2 holidays now that were booked up. I know this isn\u2019t a major thing but it\u2019s just another reason I\u2019m fed up with the virus and would like to see it disappear as soon as possible.\nAlthough I\u2019m starting to feel that maybe we are starting to reach a peak in cases. I\u2019ve noticed cases starting to drop across many parts of Europe so hopefully we are going to see this trend continue. Too many lives are being lost to this virus"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel more relaxed about the coronavirus pandemic now that there is a vaccine being rolled out across the UK, although I am not sure about how safe and effective this vaccine is. I would willingly take the vaccine to be able to resume to a more 'normal' life where I can socialise with my friends and family, go back to studying face-to-face at university and generally feel more normal in life. I would also like to assure the safety of my household and loved ones by being able to take the vaccine."}, {"index": 27, "context": "Honestly, at the very beginning of the Coronavirus situation, I did not take it so seriously and I regret doing so. However, as we got closer to a lockdown, I got keen in reading up on this and found out how serious of an issue it was. As it stands currently, we are in lockdown, which explains as to why I feel a bit isolated, lonely and depressed. I'm also quite fearful since I don't know what the future holds for me and my family members and that anything is possible. I do have a bit of optimism and hope we can all get through this as quickly and safely as possible."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I\u2019m bored of winter, bored of it being cold and dark, bored of not seeing my friends. I want the weather to get better and cheer everything up. Otherwise I am fine. Although I also sense that this is going to drag on for ages. I really miss travelling and I\u2019m worried that will never be the same again. At the moment days just blur into each other because we can\u2019t go anywhere or do anything. At least the days are getting longer. January was rubbish and I don\u2019t think anyone enjoyed it. It will be interesting to see what effect the return to school will have on infection rates."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I think its not a problem for younger and non vulnerable people but I am concerned for the elderly and vulnerable people. I've already had the virus and it wasn't that bad because I'm quite healthy. Although I am worried about my parents and other vulnerable people. The vaccine rollout has improved my worries and I think soon coronavirus will be a no bigger problem than the flu by this time next year. Unfortunately viruses will mutate and make it harder to guard against but hopefully the fantastic job the scientists are doing will safeguard us."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel like things are starting to get better. However, it is still important to remember the current situation we are in and how the past year has gone. It is still important to remain vigilant and follow guidelines in order to eliminate the virus. I am feeling antsy about when places will be able to re-open, as there are places such as hairdressers and non-essential retail that I would really like to be able to go to. I am looking forward to when places open back up, as the current lockdown has felt very long and exhausting. I am excited to be able to travel further, go to attractions, shops and travel again."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel like the current existing strains of it are beginning to be under control, and we can almost begin to relax, but we don't know what the future holds. I am quite sure that some worse disease will come along, whether a coronavirus variant or something new, and another frightening pandemic will be upon us then, probably one much more scary and deadly. The most disturbing part is that while we can prepare the practicalities like PPE and organisational work, we can't prepare for the unknown, the illness itself. And some people have been incredibly selfish and never even cared about minimising the transmission of this disease so they'll probably be just as cavalier next time."}], "length": 4677} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am perhaps slightly concerned about catching coronavirus myself but I'm following all the advice such as staying at home, washing my hands thoroughly and only going out when necessary so think I should be ok. I use the news to keep up to date but try not to spend too much time thinking about this or being bombarded by the information. Perhaps compared to the average person I am feeling more relaxed about the situation because due to fatigue staying at home a lot is something I am used to and it doesn't unsettle me."}, {"index": 1, "context": "At this moment I haven't been giving it much thought so I'd say I feel fine. I have been self-isolating along with my partner so we keep each other company. I am fortunate to not be directly affected in a manner that would be detrimental to my life and the lives of my loved ones. I feel that the UK (myself and my family included) is beginning to adjust to the new lifestyle circumstances. However, I wish other measures were implemented (e.g. ease of testing, material support for frontline workers etc.). "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I'm trying to be relaxed and accept the situation were currently in. I'm fortunate that I've always worked from home, so at least my work life hasn't been disrupted. The lockdown measures appears to be working, I'm cautiously optimistic that life will gradually start to get back to normal again in the next few months, I'm looking forward to that. We do have to be aware that things can change with the virus in the future and more lockdowns may be needed, but hopefully that wont be the case, we will have to see how that plays out."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am optimistic about Corona virus and I am looking forward to receiving my vaccine. I believe that if everyone gets the vaccine we can fight this virus. Those people who refuse it are putting others at risk. I feel it is are duty to protect one another. I am not scared of the virus and I feel everything will work out right. I have happy that in the knowledge if I did catch It I would be well looked after within our health service. I do feel sad for all those that have suffered and those that have lost someone because of the virus."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Would like it to be over. To stop social distancing so we can start to resume normal life so we can see family and friends again. After having covid and loosing my mother in law to covid I'm thankful there is jow a vaccine. I feel like things could have been done quicker and restrictions put in place quicker than they actually were. Ready for my children to resume normal school life they have missed out on so much and I'm worried about how behind they actually are with their school work and whether this will have any future detrimental effects on thier mental health in the future"}, {"index": 5, "context": "Overall I less worried about that Corona than I have been in the past. However I am still anxious in case i catch it. Once I get the vaccination at some point then I will start to feel less anxious. However, I still worry for all the countries who don't have the vaccine. I have friends in other countries who although they have less corona deaths and cases, don't have access to any vaccines, so I worry about them.\nOverall I am happy with how the government is handling the pandemic, although my income has been severely cut so can't wait to be able to get back earning a decent amount of money."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am fairly worried about the virus situation, the least change in mine or my partners temperature, headache, cough, makes me wonder if I have caught it and sends my anxiety levels through the roof. I am extremely worried about my sons and grandchildren who don't live in the same household as me. And I have an exxtrememly close friend wh is having palliative care and is not allowed visitors that I am so, so sad that he is in isolation, alone, with no family or loved ones allowed to see him in his last days."}, {"index": 7, "context": "Feeling very sad about being away from my family which are a flight away as I am here for Uni, I can't see my boyfriend, I'm in a room all day and have really bad anxiety which makes matters worse. It's disheartening seeing so many people still going out and moving between households when people on the frontline are putting their lives at risk to keep us all safe and it is highly unfair! The Prime Minister wasn't stern enough when he first discussed measures that should be taken and that has had a knock-on effect on how strictly people are following the rules!"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel that we are through the worst of it and there\u2019s some light at the of the tunnel. Once the majority of the population have been vaccinated we should be able to get back to normal. Hopefully by the summer we should be able to live our normal lives again, going on holiday and not having to wear masks all the time. As soon as masks aren\u2019t compulsory I never want to wear one ever again. We just have to wait and hope that the vaccine works and we can live with this like we live with the flu. Hopefully the world will return to normal and there won\u2019t be any silly little rules imposed on us."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel it's been going on for too long and that everything should be open and back to normal as it is having a bad effect on people's mental health and some of this damage will take years to heal especially the younger generation and their future prospects. I hope that they will not be any further lockdowns and that people can meet their loved ones. I feel as this has gone on for too long and alot of damage has been done in terms of people accessing health care and other services. It is really frustrating for alot if people now"}, {"index": 10, "context": "Relaxed as working from home but worry about family and friend, my sister is a front line nurse so Im concerned about how much contact she comes into with people who may have the Corona virus.\nIm also concerned for my job as the business I work for is affected by Corona due to falling sales due to the lockdown the country is currently operating under. If the lockdown continues we will have to make redundancies and reduce hours, therefore reducing salaries and there is also a chance that the business may well go out of business if this continues for too long."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I'm enraged by the government's mis-management of the testing that's needed. We don't need an antibody test right now, we need to be testing for the antigen. NHS staff first, patients second, key workers third, and nowhere on that list is politicians. Nowhere.\n\nI'm enraged by the promise of 100,000 tests a month for a test that doesn't exist in any meaningful way.\n\nI'm enraged by the government's inability to tell the truth about the supply about ventilators, or to actually use the UK firms that could have started manufacturing them weeks ago but didn't because the government wasn't interested.\n\nI'm frightened of my 73 year old partner getting the illness and dying. He's in excellent health, but he's 73. I'm a bit concerned that as a 63 year old getting it wouldn't be pleasant for me, but not as worried as I am about my partner's age. \n\nBut mostly this evening while doing this survey I'm relaxed and very pleasantly tired. I've done a bit of cooking today, played tetris with the freezers, done a bit of gardening, fixed a couple of things, done a bit of voluntary remote working, walked the dog and had a thoroughly satisfying day. I have no other concerns in the world, and as a result I'm very conscious that I'm in a privilged tiny, tiny, tiny minority and a very lucky woman. I hate to admit it, but Lockdown seems very peaceful to me, with loud birdsong and no traffic. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel a bit indifferent about the coronavirus situation currently. It\u2019s something I feel pretty much used to with it having gone on for so long, but I\u2019m also trying not to get my hopes up with the plans to slowly lift all the restrictions that are currently in place. I\u2019ve not had any relatives or friends suffer with the virus and so it\u2019s not affected me greatly other than having to adapt to a new way of living; which hasn\u2019t been ideal really. But to protect myself and those close to me it is worth it in the long run to be able to see them once again when we are able to."}, {"index": 13, "context": "The situation seems to be escalating towards its peak. I am concerned about the safety of those working for the NHS and frustrated that the government have not handled the situation as well as some other governments - that said, I'm glad they've taken the measures they have, I just don't feel like they were implemented quickly enough.\n\nHowever, I feel very lucky and stable in my current employment/financial situation. We are a two income household, with no dependents, with two secure public sector roles. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "At this very moment about the corona situation I feel quite worried and concerned, slightly afraid and uncertain but different and not as much compared to a year ago. More hopeful and optimistic, compared to last year, as there was feelings of fear, unknown, worried, stressed and anxious because did not know anything about the corona situation, wasn\u2019t informed, no knowledge. However Now feel ok, still worried but not as much as before. Still feel happy and relaxed, getting on with life, getting on by"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am scared to catch the virus although I do everything I can to keep myself safe I am still aware that it could happen. \nI am desperate for the vaccine and feel positive towards what outcome it can give the world. \nI just want to be safe, the world doesn\u2019t have to instantly go back to normal but I want to feel safe doing some normal things! \nI also really miss my parents who live abroad and I want to be able to travel to them safely! \nI am a little bit worried about getting some side effects from the vaccine but so far people I know have been ok! \nI do fear getting covid and not being able to breath, suffocation is a fear of mine so this does fill me with horror! \nThe whole covid situation has also hugely effected my anxiety with normal situations and will no doubt cause me bigger issues when we are allowed to travel and be more normal again!"}, {"index": 16, "context": "Right now, I feel calm and quite relaxed about the Corona situation. This is because I've finished work for the day (and I'm very thankful to still be working from home, as I did prior to the pandemic, as it gives me a purpose during the weekdays) and I've been for a walk which cleared my head. I am of course worried about a lot of things to do with the virus but right now, including the health of my family and what the socioeconomic impact to the UK and the whole world will be. But right now I can see the bigger picture that it will pass, that this is an experience which we have to ride, and we will return to normal at some point hopefully this year."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel regretful regarding the impact this had on the the UK and other countries. However, just like we came through other pandemics in history, I feel optimistic and hopeful we will come through this, especially with the vaccine which I feel is safe and effective. I feel relief that coronavirus cases are falling and that the UK is starting to ease lockdown restrictions. I also feel a sense of determination to contribute to the recovery of the economy and on a personal level, becoming more healthy, as this pandemic has reminded me of the value of excellent health."}, {"index": 18, "context": "The Corona situation is worrying and overwhelming but it can be managed. It is just a matter of everyone taking responsibility and following instructions issued by the authorities. We need to look after one another by doing our individual bits and making sure that we are doing everything in our power to look after the health of others on top of ours. It is sad to see others dying and going through this painful disease where their loved ones are not even allowed to be near them to comfort them.\nOnce people understand the extent to which this disease affects an individual then they will be more likely to follow the rules and follow what the authorities have asked us to do. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "As sad as it is and the fact that many people have lost their lives, I am grateful for the extra time I am getting with my family currently. I am grateful for having to be so close to them and learn how to resolve conflicts with them. I am sad about everyone that has lost a loved one to Corona but I am grateful and blessed that my family has not greatly been affected by this disease. I feel blessed that no one in my family has been greatly ill by this disease and that we are all still healthy and we have managed to keep our jobs and have some income coming in."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel that it is fear that is what people are scared of, the BBC plays fear into houses all day. The virus is serious for certain demographics, not everyone and most should still be at work, kids at school. Governments were scared! We are had to need the NHS to believe that the money we are taxed for it is good value. It is a political virus and with low education in the subject, people can only take the view they are given! Coronavirus is a means to control people where none was needed, the debts caused will frustrate the next generation's ambitions.\n"}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am much more relaxed now than I was at the beginning of the pandemic. I feel safer knowing vaccinations are being rolled out, but I'm still not very comfortable leaving the house for unessential purposes. I worry more about the impact on my future, it took a while to adjust to life after the virus but I am prepared for it to take longer to readjust to life without masks or social distancing. I am hopeful that restrictions will be relaxed as promised by the government as the plans roll out."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel pretty optimistic about the current situation in the uk regarding corona virus. With easing of restrictions on the horizon and a decline in cases and hospitalisations I feel happier now than I have for the past few months. I have had my vaccine and my husband should have his in the next few months we can look forward to the future. I\u2019m looking forward to booking a holiday abroad and also to seeing my family and being able to go to a restaurant for a nice meal with my family. It will be good for my son to get back to college, he has ASD and the lockdowns have had a negative effect on him and his mental health, he will be glad to get back to a routine that he enjoys."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I now feel optimistic and positive we will be through this by the end of the year - and at least to some sort of normality. I'm hopeful we are through the worst, especially with the vaccines and falling cases/hospitalisations. I'm looking forward to travelling again, seeing my friends and family. The only worry I have is will this happen again, what if we end up in the same place as before and things will never get back to normal. This means I have some anxiety still but less so than before. I'm trying to look forward, not look back and be optimistic."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am still quite annoyed at the way the government has dealt with the whole pandemic in the UK but it very much feels like his period of time is coming to a close. Lockdown particularly the third time around has been difficult to deal with due to the disruption it's caused and the length of time it has taken. However, the vaccination process appears to be working fairly well and there does seem to be a way out of this mess which contributes to any optimism. Seeing countries in other places around the world return to normality has also contributed to such a feeling."}, {"index": 25, "context": "While it is weird the my life is 'on hold' I was too busy before, and am grateful for some time out. I am enjoying being with my immediate family, being able to relax, read, sit in the garden. I am learning new skills/hobbies (crochet, sourdough). I recognise that I am privileged because I do not need to worry about our financial situation, we have enough food, and no-one in my immediate family is ill.\nIn general I am not anxious about the virus. I understand that statistically speaking, I will get the virus, but will survive. I also understand that I am not a statistic!\nAs a Christian I feel as safe now as I ever did, knowing that God is in control, both of the global situation and indeed of my own personal one. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel worried for my family and friends and I sometimes fear for them as they are very irresponsible. I hope they are well and always pray for them. I currently though am doing well and I am not myself scared of corona mainly because im very young and healthy. I do have a young child who doesnt really understand it all very well but I hope in the future she will understand why we make precautions for her.\nI feel extremely excited to be able to enjoy this summer on June 21st when lockdown ends completely. I will 100% take the vaccine too as I believe it benefits us all"}, {"index": 27, "context": "More optimistic because I have been vaccinated and so have my colleagues in the NHS. Some of my older friends have also been vaccinated. My daughter hasn't and returns to school next week so I might feel mild anxiety about that and about other friends who are younger and have longer to wait. However I live in area where infection rates are low - people need to continue to be sensible however. That is really important. So I feel cautious, slightly anxious, a bit uplifted by spring and things starting to progress out of lockdown. But this optimism is tentative. I feel grateful to be healthy and that those close to me have not been seriously ill, grateful that things could have been much worse but thankfully weren't in our area. A little weary of lockdown and the restrictions on social life."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I think the best words to describe how I feel are busy and overwhelmed. I am busier then usual because I now have 5 homeschool children at home, whereas I am used to them being at school during the day. I am feeling overwhelmed because suddenly far more people want to interact, video chat, call, text, e-mail, etc. I am an introvert and I find the amount of social check-ins that are suddenly expected to be very overwhelming, time-comsuming and exhausting! I feel like between 5 busy children at home and outside people constantly demanding my attention via video call, mobile phone, text, etc, that I am overwhelmed with expectations. \nI don't feel fear, worried or anxious because I don't have time to feel those things. I don't have time to dwell on the situation we are in."}], "length": 4272} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "It was tough at the start of this pandemic but then after learning more about coronavirus we all have made the adjustments needed to keep ourselves and others safe.\nIt's been a tough year for everyone all over the world but now there's some light at the end of the tunnel. Especially with the vaccines that are already out and with the good rollout of these vaccines and with the lockdown slowly easing and being lifted in stages. Even with this, we all still need to be careful and continue to take precautions. I feel good about the future, I feel optimistic."}, {"index": 1, "context": "i am calm about the suitation. i dont think theres any point in worrying as long as your trying your best to be safe. unless someone in my family shows symptoms i will continue to work and go shopping. not much has changed for me other than having to stay at home. my kids have been affected more as they cant go to school or any after school activities. once this all settles down we will be complaining about life being so busy again. plenty of holidays and trips organised and everything back to normal."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel ok about the ongoing coronavirus pandemic situation because the incident numbers are starting to decline in the U.K., we are rolling out the vaccine quite rapidly and our children are able to go back to school. For the first time in a long time, it feels like we have some semblance of control over the situation and like we may be able to start doing some things we haven\u2019t been able to do for a long time. I am looking forward to being able to do things that I haven\u2019t been able to do like make plans and have things to look forward to again in the future."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel annoyed that I am not allowed outside my house, I feel bored and unhappy occasionally because I miss being with friends and family too. I spend most the time playing video games and football in my garden. Currently I'm eating cereal and watching Netflix but I just wish that this Coronavirus could be over soon and we could all get finished with this and continue our normal lives. After this over and cleared I will throw a huge houseparty around my neighbourhood and it will be a blast. I am mostly worried about my parents as they are old. My children and my partner have been safe and show no symptoms. I also show no symptoms."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel ok really, the numbers of people dying seem to be coming down. \nCity\u2019s and big town\u2019s obviously have the most infected. \nI don\u2019t know anyone personally who has been tested and has the virus. \nI do think the country might wasn\u2019t really quick enough to lock down as it was obvious what was happening in other countries. Air travel should be halted completely unless it\u2019s for medical supplies/ Curriers.\nLessons need to be learnt for the future stockpile PPE, etc etc NHS needs major funding and a huge shakeup of management. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I go through waves but right now I feel relaxed as I've had a good day working from home. I am in a job that is relatively safe in a house with lots of room so I feel safe, although I have had mild coronavirus symptoms (cough, fatigue, muscle aches and breathlessness) for the past 10 days now along with my housemates which sometimes worry me. At the beginning I felt anxious and troubled all the time for the world but I've been learning to reign it in and not take on the world's worries and to live in the present moment so I feel more relaxed."}, {"index": 6, "context": "In the past year I got used to the situation. I don't have any strong feelings about it anymore. Given that we have a number of vaccinations available makes me optimistic that this will soon be over. I'm looking forward to pick up my jab as well. My work situation is still the same, I work from home most days, but I spend time at my workplace as well, where I can interact with people in person. Am also a bit worried as I have family in another country where things are not going as well as here in the UK."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel let down by the government, I have lost all my income and because I didn't make enough to pay tax I won't get getting help, I understand the lock down and I think it's definitely reasonable but why are people who are on low income self employed forgotten when everyone else gets handouts. I'm trying my best but at this point I may starve to death, which shouldn't make me happy but happy but there is something sobering about the whole situation. As for the virus killing people, I know no one who has died or has contracted it, I don't care about celebrities and I think on the whole it will make the world a better place. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am getting my jab today so I am feeling quite relaxed after shielding for my wife's sake and then, following my heart attack, my own. As a family we have followed guidelines and taken precautions to protect one another. I am concerned though about the return to school and the incompetent way our useless money grabbing government have dealt with it again.\n\nIt's been a different and difficult year but in reflection I believe it's actually been good for the family and we have bonded closer through the situation. I don't think the world will go back and it was, working from home will become a norm for alot of people and that will help work family balance. There have been other benefits with people engaging with nature more and the environment repairing itself whilst the world locked down. But my concern is the governments and big business will not learn at all."}, {"index": 9, "context": "Lockdown has to happen for another few months yet and I'm prepared for that and just hoping the idiocy of the few don't spoil it for the rest of us and it becomes a total lockdown like in spain. I don't think the government has done enough and should have gave everyone a basic income so that the economy wouldn't suffer as much and the poorest aren't worse off than the ones who get 80% of their income paid. \n\nWe will not forgive or forget these selfish people who have stockpiled and flauted the rules regardijng social distancing either"}, {"index": 10, "context": "On the one hand I feel fortunate that I have not been affected financially in a negative way, I do not need to leave the house unless I want to, have a garden where I can get fresh air, sunshine and exercise, have enough food for a few weeks, and am finding plenty of things to do to keep occupied. I am also in frequent contact with a good number of people by phone/email/text.\n\nAs a range of things I usually do regularly(such as choir, art class, etc) and future plans (such as holiday and visit to family) were cancelled I have felt disappointment, but overall accept this.\n\nI am feeling worried on behalf of other people whose health is more vulnerable than mine, a sense of uncertainty about how long this situation will persist and concern for people I know who are 'key workers'."}, {"index": 11, "context": "Sadness and guilt for not being able to see friends and family, and worried that when we are able to if it will be safe.\nAnger about the people flaunting the rules and meeting up.\n\nLooking forward to the next few months when things are lifted more.\nWorried about the affect on my children through this missing out on important school time and social time. Anxiety that this will affect them long term as it is already showing in their day to day life. Nervous about the vaccine and possible side effects.\nHope for the future"}, {"index": 12, "context": "It's easy to feel anxious about this situation so right now I am trying to relax and focus on other things. This survey is one such thing. \n\nI feel a little sad as well because the mother of someone I respect has just passed away from the virus.\n\nI also feel lucky as I am not currently struggling financially and I know that many have little or no income. \n\nAnxiety is something I am keen to minimise, as a result, I have chosen not to follow developments too closely although I have made sure I am fully aware of all safety measures and our family took the decision to adopt social distancing and remain inside 10 days before the majority of people. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I\u2019m concerned about how the rate of deaths is increasing day by day, and it seems that we have not yet reached the peak. This feeling isn\u2019t helped by the fact that I still have to go into work in a large office with many other people, therefore increasing my exposure risk. I\u2019m frustrated by people ignoring the guidelines set out by the government as it\u2019s just going to end up penalising us all. That said, the government could do more to combat this by enforcing stricter rules. I\u2019m also feeling lonely. I would say that I can be quite introverted and do enjoy time to myself at home, and I don\u2019t much like physical contact from friends or family. But this is often the way because it\u2019s what I decide and being told that I can\u2019t just pop round my friend\u2019s for a cup of tea, or hug my parents is quite isolating."}, {"index": 14, "context": "Currently I feel less anxious about covid-19. It's the end of the day, I've taken time to pray and understand there are many things out of my control. I've also watched some shows and participated in other activities such as playing ny guitar which has cobtrumibured to my current mood (feeling relaxed).\nWhen I consider the number of people that have died in such a short space of time due to the virus, I feel saddened and numb. I feel confused at how this virus is having such a massive impact on life as we know it. When I hear stories like the two French doctors discussing potentially trialing a vaccine in Africa, or individuals stealing food shopping from vulnerable wheelchair users, I feel angry and disgusted. That humans can consider and treat other humans with such little regard. However I also feel driven to play my part in this pandemic by staying home with the hope others are doing the same."}, {"index": 15, "context": "Nothing changed in my life because I worked so often at home. So now I have something to do. in addition, I began to rest more, to engage in self-development. He began spending a lot of time with his family. Of course, I would not want these vacations to last too long because it can ruin our economy. It is essential to stay home and follow the government's instructions. And we will get over it. I wish everyone to stay healthy happy and not forget about self-development. This is very important at a time when everyone is at home."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel that its sadly gone on for too long shot he economical aspect is ruined as well as peoples mental health. If the giv locked down sooner this would have been avoided. I have had covid, and a lot of my friends have had covid and as worrying as it may seem I believe the media is scaremongering and making people scared and worried. I am not saying its jot real because it certainly is, but i think personally the government are blaming this on the public to hide the fact they know they messed up from the start"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am fairly worried about the rising death toll and what that will mean for my family and friends. However, I have been in self-isolation for nearly 20 days now and the crisis feels remote. I am relaxing and spending my time reading, doing university work, exercise and other activities. \n\nI wonder if I will be required to volunteer at any point during the crisis. I worry that, once my university deadlines have passed, I will feel a bit aimless and without purpose. I am trying to set myself goals in the long term to account for this."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel that countries are trying to work together and watch how each other responds to the situation and what we can learn from each other. But I feel sad that so many people have died and in particular that nursing staff have lost their lives when they have helped so many people. I also feel scared about how we will exit the virus and what the economy will be like afterwards. I am worried for my job and that of my husband, who is self employed. I also feel sad that the weather is so nice but no one can be out there to enjoy it."}, {"index": 19, "context": "This is a very concerning time for many. It is unsettling to not be able to freely leave my house and visit my family and friends. However, whilst the corona virus in itself is scary and frightening for many, I am also enjoying spending time at home as well as working from home without the pressures of being in an environment with colleagues. I am concerned about the lack of food supply available and the health and safety of my family. I have anxiety about the situation, but my main concern with that is returning to work in an office environment. I am very content working from home and feel very lucky to be able to do so. The government should be doing further tests, particularly to NHS staff, to ensure they are fit and able to continue looking after themselves and those in the hospitals which they are caring for. \n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel more hopeful than I\u2019ve felt in a long time and I\u2019m happy the vaccine roll out seems to be going so well. I am anxious about what going \u201cback to normal\u201d looks like as I want the freedom to make permanent changes to life like working from home. I am frustrated at the government as I feel they have not done enough and have looked after people who look like them rather than those who need it the most. I think it\u2019s likely that fewer people will vote for them in the next election because of their coronavirus response."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I'm making sure that I remain relaxed, as I don't want to cause myself any stress. This doesn't mean I'm not taking it seriously. I am following all guidelines required of me, as it's important that I avoid contracting covid-19 with me helping care for my grandmother, who is 100.\nI do feel a little angry, as I believe the UK government took too long in laying down regulations. I also feel they are not doing enough to protect our NHS.\nI'm disappointed that a small minority of the general public keep flouting the rules and feel more needs to be done about it.\n"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am the most sanguine regarding the Corona virus situation that I have ever been. I welcome the success of the vaccination programme and I anticipate the proximate return of a more or less normal life. However, I remain anxious about the long-term effects on the country's health and economy .I especially fear that primary and secondary schoolchildren have been affected in ways which may even now not yet be countenanced. There also is a fear that we may fall victim to yet another pathogen or virus which might lead to another pandemic, another national health crisis, another economic lockdown, followed by yet another depression."}, {"index": 23, "context": "Everyone in my household has been ill and recovered. We're now settling into a routine at home and I'm spending so much more time with my children- that makes me feel very relaxed, content and grounded. I feel insulated from the outside world that we now see almost nothing of. It feels peaceful and the outside world is starting to take in a sense of unreality. I'm actually beginning to hope we can stay in lockdown longer as it's really quite good for our family. I look forward to seeing family and friends in person again though. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "This seems to be blown out of proportions and the fear is used to introduce new laws etc. I do not think this is anything more than common flu and the big media campaign has been manufactured to create fear in the population. I stay away from media hysteria and don't need to leave the house to work so my life has not been affected and I'm looking at the outcome the lockdowns are going to create worldwide.This seems to be blown out of proportions and the fear is used to introduce new laws etc. I do not think this is anything more than common flu and the big media campaign has been manufactured to create fear in the population. I stay away from media hysteria and don't need to leave the house to work so my life has not been affected and I'm looking at the outcome the lockdowns are going to create worldwide."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Due to losing job, I have been isolating for almost 3 weeks now, and I am young, fit and healthy. I understand the potential consequences and concerns but other than financially I don't feel at much risk. I am more worried for my own mental health if this continues for months on end but right now I feel okay. Enjoying the time at home and being creative and productive in other things than work. Miss the pub and meeting friends, but it is what it is. Am more concerned for my family members but even then not severely. Hoping everything will go well for everyone."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel sorry that people are dying from this and are having anxieties caused by it however for myself I'm really enjoying it. Everywhere is much more peaceful, the air is less polluted, the night sky is brighter, there's no noise at night, no airplanes in the sky. It's very much idyllic to myself. I took a stroll through the park the other morning and it was deserted. I don't have to waste my existence in pointless shops. About the only annoying thing is not having a place to take the kids but they're young enough they don't really mind"}, {"index": 27, "context": "It seems to be getting better. The weather has brightened up with spring, so it's nice to be able to spend more time outside again. Vaccinations are going well, so hopefully we will be able to come out of lockdown and lift restrictions by Summer. Looking forward to seeing friends and family again, and being able to spend a bit of time away from home (break from everyday life). Will be nice to be able to socialise, go out to for meals/drinks, and even meet up for coffee! I'm feeling very hopeful about the future."}], "length": 4083} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "At this moment I'm apprehensive about the virus. I'm worried the relaxation at lockdown will have a similar effect as last time and many people are not yet vaccinate, myself and children included and that makes me anxious. I also struggle with change so going back to some form of normality is unsettling for me. The last minute planning and arranging of these things makes me feel like I'm not in control. Hopefully it will be more positive than how I'm feeling at the moment. My anxiety hasn't taken over yet and instill feel in control to a point so that's good."}, {"index": 1, "context": "In my home bubble I am very relaxed. The weather has improved so we are spending a lot of time in the garden and it is very therapeutic. We are fortunate to have a large outside space where my older children can study and practise their karate and music. I have avoided leaving the house because I do feel more anxiety outside of my home. The only time I left in the last 3 weeks was for my baby's MMR. The surgery was locked to patients and we needed to ring a bell to get in. All staff were in masks and it felt like a tense environment. I was happy to get home. I"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I have conflicting feelings.\n\nWhat's happening in the world is horrible, there's no doubt about that, it incredibly sad to see and hear of so many deaths in the world because of this awful disease and I really do hope that we find a way to contain/cure this soon and save as many lives as possible.\n\nLooking for a silver lining, however, I'm working from home and my mental health has massively improved because of it. My day usually involves waking at 5am, driving 30 miles to work usually stressing out in traffic, and once I get to work I'm tired before I've even started, then I have to do it again in the evening, usually getting home late in the evening, not having time to cook properly because I just want a few hours on the couch to switch off before I have to go to bed and get up at 5am again.\nWith my current working from home situation, I'm getting twice as much sleep as I normally do (usually only get around 4 or 5 hours tops), I'm not stressed and tired from driving for over an hour, I'm able to switch off at a reason time in the early evening and actually cook healthier meals, spend more time with my partner etc.\nSo although the whole reason we're in this mess is awful, by being forced to stay home and work, my mental and physical health has hugely improved."}, {"index": 3, "context": "Positive about change but not convinced that it will all relax in time. I have no faith in the government and I'm so sad at some many people have died. I want to see my family and am fed up of being in the house. Looking forward to summer and better weather and going on holidays. I am nervous about returning to offices and my work making me travel to London. I don't want to socialise, I'm still scared of catching the virus and want people to be wearing masks and stay distanced to make me feel safe. I'm nervous about people I love getting the virus"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel optimistic about the current situation with the vaccine roll out. I also feel that if the population are willing to accept the current rules we will return to some form of normality. People should understand that this will never go away and COVID will be with us and the possibility of annual vaccinations maybe required. The future looks more brighter than this time last year. Governments around the world should also help other countries that do not have the infrastructure that other countries have to help them with there vaccine roll outs."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am very nervous that it is still going on, I miss going out and seeing my friends and going to restaurants.\nI want lockdown to be over, I really need a holiday and a break from work. Work has been so hectic at the moment can't even leave the house. \nThe vaccine needs to work so we can go back to our normal life's, been nearly one year since we went into lockdown.\nSince we went into lockdown last year I have been working from home on a daily basis and not hair a hair cut in 4 months now.\nGovernment is going too slow on opening shops and restaurants"}, {"index": 6, "context": "At the moment I feel really quite relaxed as the situation here locally is very peaceful and quiet. The sunny weather is probably contributing to this. We are lucky that our house and garden is big enough to keep us occupied, so in a way this feels like a holiday right now. We have quite a few major projects lined up doing things we have been meaning to do for ages. Now we are basically forced into doing them to use the time gainfully. We will see how we feel next week if the lockdown were to be tightened up due to some irresponsible individuals. I am sad that I had to cancel my plans to go abroad to visit elderly relatives, but 'it is as it is'. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "The situation is daunting. I worry about my parents and elderly family members a lot. However, everyday I remain more hopeful that the end is nearer and we\u2019re going to come out of this as a stronger nation. I have been able to find the most positive parts of isolation and have used it to take some much needed relaxation - by spending time with my family and making the most of my daily exercise. I remain hopeful that we\u2019re going to push through this, and I\u2019m thankful for my health, and my family\u2019s health."}, {"index": 8, "context": "Not as relaxed as I was for the first lockdown. We are not affected as a family but know extended family members been treated and as luck has it survived the experience. Not being able to enjoy the normal festive Christmas was very hard to deal with. Not a great party person but family means a lot to us. So felt frustrated with not knowing till last moment it seemed we would be able to actually meet as a group. We did get to see son which was great. Outside and within the guide lines. At least now can look forward to the summer relaxation. However still worry about what will happen next winter. Can only hope not as bad."}, {"index": 9, "context": "It's very sad to see the numbers of death growing each day due to this virus especially as we can see so many people not respecting the social distancing rule and to stay home the maximum they can when some workers ( ie : doctors , nurses , any healthcare specialists ) as so much risk to caught it and potentially die of it or having to lock down themselves too when for some they got they own family to protect from the corona virus. It's not been a great start of the year so far and definitely a first and hopefully last. Nothing and nobody could have prepare anyone for this. On top of that here in UK so so many people lost their jobs due to it and even the potential 80% of pay to come it will be hard to make it financially "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am optimistic that with the Vaccination roll out that is currently being implemented will give us release from lock down and get back to a new normal. We will however still need to be cautious as to distancing and wear masks when in crowded spaces.\nThe economy will take a very long time to recover and a lot of independent retailers on the high street will take a long time to get back to their financial position pre pandemic with the outlook for some businesses quite poor and may well go out of business. Cash as a mainstay of payment now is not the normal and banking on the high street will be more difficult as banks take the decision to go online and reduce their face to face contact possibilities. Working from home an option for several types of business leading to no need to have a main/head office and use rented conference facilities when the need for large events is required leading to reduced costs."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I took a job as an essential worker 6 months ago. When I took it I was a bit more anxious about catching or spreading the virus. Six months later and that fear and anxiety has dwindled. I think I have accepted the fact that I might get it, but I am doing everything I can to protect myself and my family. I wash my hands constantly and expect my children to do the same, especially after coming in from outside. We use hand sanitizer regularly. I wear a protective gown, gloves and protective glasses at work, and dispose of my PPE carefully and properly. I am not going to live in fear, but I am going to live with caution."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I'm glad that Boris Johnson might cork it, and that the majority of us are combatting this in our own special way, as well as via the means we were told to do. Not a fan of self isolating but it's for a good cause so, yknow.\n\nAmerica isn't holding up so well, I blame conservatism and ignorance. We'll get through this, but I hope afterwards we understand how important universal healthcare is, and socialism in general. It's funny how our society very quickly turned rather left-leaning to combat this, almost like this is the world should behave in general. Now we see a bunch of economics demand blood sacrifices to oil the gears of capitalism. I can't believe it - we have to kill people to make sure our economy stays afloat? Not right. Must change."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Honestly. I like the situation with the epidemic. I spend all day at home. I watch movies, I play games. Just a buzz. I have sex. My family is happy. We don't waste our time on television and news. It's only depressing. Soon it will end and we will live as before. So just a thrill. People use this time for good! develop and don't take nonsense in your head. And everything else will come by itself\nI don't care that there are few food stores. I have a large stock. I have claimed this before. Good Luck!"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel very apprehensive, last year I was told to shield, my husband to shield with me. The figures were very low.\nThis year my husband has to work, the figures are high and him and I worry we are at way more risk. The support for shielding people is not taking into account partners.\nUntil he is vaccinated we are going to be vulnerable. I have been in a full 13 months next week and it seems that the government are not really protecting people like me who have other people in the house having to work.\nI feel sad as I have not seen my children or grandchildren to hug for over a year."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel it is on its way to getting better. I think the corona virus is on its way out but I don't think life will be back to normal for a while. I have accepted that life will take a while to get back to normal so I am calm with it all. I just hope people don't go silly so that it takes longer than it should for things to get better. I think the world will take longer than the UK to get back to normal and that will set people back. I do worry about places that aren't taking the right action like Brazil as it slows the progress down."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am currently in day 8 of self isolation due to having a cough. I have spent all the time at home with my family and I feel very chilled out and just enjoying the family time together. Coronavirus is scary but by staying inside, I have less of a fear of it as I am not near other people. I feel very happy and I have managed to get a few jobs done around the house and I'm spending valuable time with my 2 year old which, as a full-time working parent, I don't get to do all of the time so it has been nice albeit not the nicest of circumstances. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "The situation is concerning but I feel that it is following the trend and pattern expected following social distancing measures. I am encouraged that society at large seems to be following the current advice without to much objection. I am confident that we will overcome the virus but concerned that the change to our society may last for a long time. The economic impact will be severe and I worry about how we will be able to revert back to normal life within as short a time as possible. I am a little uncertain about the actual severity of the disease in relation to seasonal flu but have to accept the information given to me by the media and the Government at this stage,"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel relaxed as there is now an end in-sight due to vaccinations being rolled-out to the general population. I also feel relieved that we can all look forward to a return to normal life. I do feel that we can learn alot from the past year and that we will all become stronger as a result. Everyone will become more aware of the dangers aroud them.\n\n I feel relaxed as there is now an end in-sight due to vaccinations being rolled-out to the general population. I also feel relieved that we can all look forward to a return to normal life. I do feel that we can learn alot from the past year and that we will all become stronger as a result. Everyone will become more aware of the dangers aroud them."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Overall I feel overwhelmed. It is hard not to become all consumed with the information, the fear, the anxiety and the worry. It is hard to find a way to feel useful. Living day by day is better than trying to focus on the longer term and finding small tasks to complete to bring a sense of success and achievement are important. Each day I go to bed later in a bizarre attempt to delay the coming of the next day and all the headlines of more infections, deaths and stories that the day surely brings. Daily conversations - and especially video ones! - with people are a real lifeline. Fake news worries me enormously. In a way I feel 'safe' in lock down and I worry more about all that comes next."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel mostly fine about it because I am not really at risk since I'm young, however I feel a bit worried about my brother who has a condition making him more vulnerable as well as my dad who is older. I feel relaxed because the whole situation has made everything else (university, work, etc) and the problems related to that go away and for now I can mostly just do whatever at home. I am for the most part not too worried about the corona situation as I know it will be over soon and there are not a lot of cases in my area. However I am annoyed that it has had such an impact on my day to day life, as supermarkets require lining up now to get inside and I am barely going outside these days due to social distancing."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am pretty relaxed about the situation at present as I have had my first jab and with the probability that I will return to work on 12thApril I now see a return to my normality.As I now have a timeframe for when,in all probability things for me are returning to normal for myself I feel I can see a clear path ahead as to what I'm going to be doing in the next few weeks as not having a timeframe has been difficult.However,I am eager to have my second jab and this is something I know I have to wait for but I am eager to get it"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel sad for the people and families who will lose their lives. I also feel some worry about how the future will pan out and the impact of this situation in regards to people's healths, jobs etc. I also feel hope that we will get through this situation and that hopefully there may be some good that comes of it such as more money in the nhs and recognition of keyworkers. To an extent I feel relaxed in that I am working from home and les stressed due to not having to commute, having a lesser workload and more time at home. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am enjoying the down time and doing things at a slower pace, I feel relaxed. I feel hopeful about my future as I have done some contemplation about the future. I feel a little annoyed that people are not following the lock down. I feel happy that I am relaxed and have more time to myself. I feel less stressed too, which is a great thing and I am keen to keep this feeling of relaxation. I am grateful that I still have my job and can earn a living. I am not really missing friends. I am suprised that I am enjoying the lockdown."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Generally I'm saddened by this coronavirus outbreak. Although I am relaxed about mine & my family's health, the loss of life around the world from the pandemic itself and the repercussions are upsetting. I fear for the future of the world, economically and socially. Alternatively, I see the blessing of the virus in revealing inadequacies in society which must be addressed for the future. Finally, I'll note that my fears regarding international relations are growing due to the vulnerability of the world. I had hoped a global pandemic would provoke nations to come together with honesty and good will, however it appears the opposite has occurred with China and USA being examples of countries failing to be cohesive or transparent both internally and externally. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am feeling worried about catching it as I'm immunosuppressed, but less worried than before as I have received my first vaccine. I feel conflicted as I actually like some aspects of lockdown such as not commuting, being able to work flexibly. I'm sad that my son hasn't seen his grandparents for over a year but also worried about how tiring life will be when we are 'back to normal'. I'm looking forward to seeing my friends and familya gain later in the year and am hopeful that we might manage a holiday in the UK."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am trying to not think too much about the Corona situation as I will get upset, stressed, worried and sad. Instead I have been focusing on myself and my own needs. I have been practising mindfulness but meditating, exercising and eating healthier foods.\n\n I can get stressed and worried very easily so this is why it is so important for me to stay emotionally balanced during this uncertain time. I have not been reading the news too much and anything that I need to know I find out on social media which some times gives out good information. I try not to discuss corona with my friends and family as they are a bit too obsessed with the situation.\n\nI am hoping that very soon everything can go back to normal and people can go back to their normal lives as I am a bit tired of working from home as I live with family and it is getting a bit too much"}, {"index": 27, "context": "Hopeful that we are emerging from the terrible year we've had. \n\nAngry that the government has mismanaged this so badly we are still in lockdown a year after the pandemic started. So many lives have been lost unnecessarily that it is hard to comprehend the loss so many people have felt.\n\nDesperate to get this over and done with so we can return to normal life. The people just need to stick with the guidelines for another few months and we have every chance of beating this.\n\nProud of the NHS rollout of the vaccination programme that is helping us move towards a return to our lives."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel the country would be better off if everyone stops being selfish and stays indoors. In addition to this police should patrol public spaces greater due to many still gathering at parks regardless of the laws enforced. Coronavirus is greatly affecting everyone especially those like me who live with a grandparent so have to be more careful when leaving the house in order to not bring it home due to old people being at a much higher risk of developing worse symptoms resulting in hospitalisation which puts a much greater strain upon the NHS."}], "length": 4463} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I'm personally not bothered or affected by this at all. I'm not saying the virus isn't serious or harmful, but for those people who aren't classed as vulnerable, I still think there's a lot of overreaction and unnecessary panic. This pandemic also shows how selfish, ignorant and bone idol the British public are as it's clearly too much for them to be able to follow a simple set of rules. It's not like we're going to war, you're being told to stay at home and watch TV. Obviously people don't like their freedom taken away from them but this must be one of the easiest rules in history to follow."}, {"index": 1, "context": "i am very anxious about the virus, i am scared to go out shopping in case i catch it. I worry about passing the virus on to my parents,s i have to shop for them and leave shopping at a safe distance as well as getting prescriptions. On the other hand i wish i could get it and get it over with, its like waiting for it to happen, it is a truly awful situation.\nI hope the government are telling us the truth about what is happening, and hope that we can all be tested and find a cure/ vaccination.\nOnce a vaccination has been found there should be an investigation as to how all this began in the first place and how we can avoid this happening again."}, {"index": 2, "context": "ready for lockdown to be over, but ok with the timeline set out. vaccine rollout going well. very angry at government for their mishandling of this pandemic beforehand though. happy to work from home forever really, i enjoy having no commute and a better work life balance. nhs pay rise is easily do-able, decrease the mp salary. most people not really following lockdown properly to be honest, lots of non mask wearers, people shopping not alone. this pandemic has lasted a lot longer than necessary because people didn't follow the rules"}, {"index": 3, "context": "There are many things we as a society are NOT being told about this virus, beyond the absolute hysterics of mainstream media. I also feel disgusted & sad that billionaire globalists (UN IMF OEDC TLC WB WHO etc) appear to be pushing this virus to achieve Global Govenence & remove liberties & freedoms from the peoples of this world.\nI wonder if these mega rich totalitarians will be holding their Bilderberg meeting by video conferencing this year?\nI study foreign policy & international relations & clearly these globalists have not learnt anything from 2016 (Trump & Brexit) that we, the people do NOT want their toxic One World Gov't. It also saddens me that they would use a terrible, heartbreaking virus in the year that (convieniently?) the UK leaves the EU & Trump could be reelected for another 4 years. However they are using this to push the poisonous Agenda 2030 for their own greed & NOT the good of the world or society.\nSorry, but this is how I feel at the moment."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel concerned about the new variants that keep appearing. I\u2019m feeling grateful for the vaccine. I\u2019m worried children are being sent back to school too early. I worry for my family members, especially those with existing conditions. I\u2019m worried about my job and how things will be when the office opens again. I also feel worried that we will never get our old way of living back. I feel that our government have acted too slowly and that\u2019s why things have been so bad here. I think the lockdowns have been too short and not enforced enough."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel very insecure regarding the coronavirus situation. I have no faith that the government is acting in the best health interests of the country. We have been in official lockdown but this hasn\u2019t been enforced so most are ignoring the rules. The vaccination programme is powering ahead but with only one shot, and the second not within the manufacturers\u2019 timeframes, who knows what the final efficacy will be. The economy is being taken care of as best as possible but the fine line between this and the health of the population is biased towards the economy. I am fearful that once kids go back to school next week infections will once again rise."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am concerned for the mental and economical well being of humanity. The longer isolation periods are the more affected our world will be but the fewer deaths from coronavirus there will be. I believe that we are in a fragile time because of the different possible outcomes from this pandemic. I think and hope that all of humanity grows from this experience, it is an event that has the opportunity to push us into a new phase of thriving that we weren't in before. However, I am concerned that the opposite will happen, countries will drift further apart and we will move back along the timeline of growth and innovation. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I a fairly relaxed. At the end of the day, if you are able to follow the guidelines and reduce human contact to as low as possible, then you ought to be ok. I have to go out to shot but try to get out early when it is quite and with the new procedures supermarkets are enforcing, I feel fine. In addition, if you are meant to catch the virus, then you probably will. I had a cardiac arrest lasting 72 minutes last year ad survived without issue, so it kind of makes me more relaxed. 500 characters for 50P that's a canny rate of return!"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel fairly relaxed about the current situation. I live a quiet life where I am mostly at home so day to day life is not really much different for me although I do appreciate this is not the same for everyone. As a country we are doing very well with the vaccination programme and it feels like we are getting the virus under control. \nAs the pandemic wasn\u2019t something I could personally control, I have chosen to look at it from the viewpoint of what we gained from it rather than what we missed out on and am thankful for the time I got to spend at home with my partner and our children and for the time off from my job."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel sad for those who have lost loved ones, who are feeling alone or whose lives have been very disrupted. Also, I feel very much for those in financial difficulties or without essential support systems available to them.\n\nI feel extremely angry that the Government did not act sooner and that they continue not to be moving quickly enough on testing.\n\nI feel desperate for those countries with inadequate healthcare systems.\n\nI feel angry at the levels of inequality in this country, which continue to be felt through this crisis and have left our public healthcare system on its knees.\n\nFor myself though, having recovered from what I think was Covid-19 (a test would have been nice) and with (at the moment and hopefully continuing) well family/friends, I find myself able to make the most that this period of lockdown presents. I am eating better than ever, exercising daily and have time away from a job that I realise causes me stress. I live alone but am regularly in touch with family/friends by telephone and online. I am actually, in many ways, less lonely than normal. Plus, I am desperately pleased for the potential this period offers for the planet to heal itself a little. I love the city without cars: the air is clear and breathable, noise pollution from traffic outside my flat is down. And I like the simplicity and relaxed pace of this life: shopping infrequently and only for essentials; time to plan meals, time to exercise and time just to be.\n\nI would not wish for this - the world should have been better prepared - but being better prepared means living more healthily, sustainably and fairly. I hope we are able to learn the lessons this tragic time has offered us."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am much more comfortable and relaxed about the corona situation right now. Cases are down & the vaccine rollout has been successful and at pace. My children go back to school the week after next which will give us all more normality. They are excited about seeing their friends again. This in turn will lift pressure at hind which will be a relief for us all. My disabled daughter will receive her vaccine very shortly, as will I as her carer. This too is a big relief. My older relatives each have received one dose of the vaccine while my grandmother now has had 2 doses. This has brought much needed good news and has lifted their spirits and given them hope for the coming months."}, {"index": 11, "context": "At this time I feel confident in the corona situation with vaccines now being administered. I fully support vaccinations and praise how quickly they have been administered. \nThe spread is very low in my area and my workplace are taking great precautions to protect their employees. They have provided training and also provide PPE (I work in a special school).\nI support the government in prohibiting travel and remaining focused in still stopping the spread. I fully support mask wearing and social distancing and would be concerned if these precautions were scrapped too soon."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I'm feeling positive that the vaccine seems to be making a big difference to the number of infections, and that it doesn't look to be too long now before we can really start to relax the current restrictions. This last year has been hard, although I do feel it has had some benefits, such as the opportunity to work from home more often even once the offices have reopened. I've also been able to take up a home exercise routine using youtube videos, which has helped me to become fitter and start losing weight - I'm planning to keep going with this in the future."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am tired of the lockdowns and the restrictions that have been imposed on the whole country and think this pandemic' has been blown out of proportion. We seem to have collectively lost our common sense over the last year.\n\nI think the media are partially to blame for this and perhaps those with a financial interest in seeing lockdowns extended and vaccinations rolled out.\n\nI will be relieved when the country as a whole can get back to some sort of normal life and hopefully not the 'new normal'."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel that we have not done enough in the UK to prepare for this situation - the NHS deserves all the support they can get, and the fact that people are still not observing social distancing angers me. Sadly it seems that the Conservative government have underfunded the NHS for a decade now, and they paying for it with innocent lives. The nurse who died from the coronavirus recently is just one of the many deaths that will be brought upon by us by this virus, and I blame the government for this. I have nothing further to add at this moment in time.\n\n"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel optimistic that the end of the pandemic is near. Cases and death rates are falling daily and hospital admissions are reducing. The vaccination program is going very well. I\u2019m hopeful the risk of covid is finally reducing abc becoming manageable. I expect annual vaccine boosters to control new variants of the virus.\nLockdown has been difficult and hard for everyone but the efforts and definitely paying off and I\u2019m hopeful normality will return shortly.\nThe difficult part will be keeping to current restrictions and not becoming complacent and relaxing too soon."}, {"index": 16, "context": "This very moment, I feel moderately okay about corona. It is a mind over matter and to stay safe as much s possible. But still live life to the fullest, cause corona is making things short lived but also making time flow by very quickly.\n\nHowever, it does seem to be getting better gradually. As long as people take care of their hygiene, wash their hands and etc accordingly as this all should be normality. \n\nGoes to show how unclean humanity can seriously be, it is basic knowledge and cleanliness"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am quite anxious about how long this may last for and the possibility of my family getting unwell. I'm also concerned about the financial repercussions for my family. It's quite hard working from home and trying to help children with schoolwork, however I am relieved that we are safe at home and not at any more risk than we have to be. I'm disappointed in the people who are not sticking to the distancing rules though, meaning that more people are being put at risk. I am quite sad about all of the people who have lost their lives and really feel for their families and loved ones, and am massively appreciative of all of the frontline and medical workers that are still trying their best in what must be awful circumstances sometimes. Thanks"}, {"index": 18, "context": "When taking part in this survey last year I did not think that almost a year on we will still be in same position, lockdown, working from home not being able to freely see family and friends. Even though everything is still up in the air at the moment hopefully the next few months will be better and we will all be bale to get back to normal whatever that is. Hoping that the vaccine proves effective especially when lockdown is eased but with the new variants coming up on a daily basis who really knows what is happening and what might happen in the next few months"}, {"index": 19, "context": "Currently, I am feeling quite relaxed and content as self-isolation due to COVID-19 hasn't impacted my life in the slightest as of right now. But I do have slight anxiety about the possibility of being infected with it and passing it on to a vulnerable person, especially a family member who I currently live with that is elderly and therefore more susceptible to the virus. Globally, I am optimistic that we will recover from this pandemic in a couple of months time when a vaccine is developed, or at the very least control the situation better than we are doing now."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am slightly anxious and worried for family and friends who are older or suffering from pre-existing conditions which increase the mortality chances from COVID-19; self-employed close family worrying about the financial aspects around this; friends who have lost their jobs; and family and friends working in the NHS.\n\nI am fortunate enough to live with a friend of the same age (30), with no children, and able to work from home with a rather low risk of negative impact to employment status. So in that respect the main sense of anxiousness is in regard to others, yet also the social distancing and lack of face-to-face contact with friends and family causes a sort of sense of disassociation from normal reality (rather than loneliness or isolation per se)."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am pleased that the vaccine rollout is going well, this feels like some genuine hope after a long and difficult time for everyone. I have some anxieties about whether those who refuse the vaccine will put others at risk, including risking those who are medically unable to have the vaccine and those for whom the vaccine may not work as effectively as for others. I look forward to being able to see loved ones and friends in person, though I will still be taking some precautions for a while as a close member of my family is clinically extremely vulnerable."}, {"index": 22, "context": "Worried about loved ones catching it and dying. We have older parents with other underlying health conditions. They are shopping and walking and staying indoors. We know someone whose daughter works as a health care assistant on a ward that deals with the Corona virus. It's not the intensive care ward but deals with undiagnosed cases. I am a key worker. I work as a Teaching Assistant at a Primary School. We are working on a rota at the moment. Next week it will be my turn to work and it scares me. My own children are teenagers and able to be trusted to be at home doing their school work, what if I get the virus and infect them? My husband is a keyworker. He is a civil servant who can not work from home. I hope he won't come into contact with anyone. There are 2m distance measures in place but not everyone abides by them. I nearly jumped a mile when someone coughed in B&M near me. I literally wanted to run out of the shop. I am happy to self isolate, its lovely to spend more time with my family. Our dog is benefiting from longer walks every day (we take it in turns to walk him and it counts as our exercise. I feel that in the UK we are lucky to be well informed through our government and news channels. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "Corona is worrying for everyone, especially as the future of our families, the economy and the world is unknown. Although there is a risk of dying from corona the survival rate is so much higher and thats the part we need to focus on. As for me personally, although i'm worried about my family and friends i'm finding the lockdown situation actually quite relaxing and calming. Although not being able to do day to day things is frustrating at times, it's really given me the time to slow down and focus on myself and my wellbeing."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel more at ease. The prime minister Boris Johnson has stated that lockdown will end by the 21st of June. This has slightly improved my mood about the virus as I have closure about the lockdown. I don\u2019t fear the virus as much as I used to as everything is starting to die out such as cases but there is a bit of fear in me that there is a possibility that the virus could mutate and be more dangerous this could result in more cases and more deaths which in theory would put us in a another lockdown and would be an endless cycle. But at the moment I\u2019m feeling quite happy and well."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel fine I\u2019m not worried no one I know is worried the situation is a joke to be honest. I\u2019ve been happy at home and home schooling has on the whole been great teaching my daughter. Closing the world and destroying the economy for something that\u2019s 99.% recoverable it\u2019s a joke the economy needs to open up. \n\nNo one I know has had it or died from it all it is flu just renamed exagurated figures to make covid seem worse than it actually is. I won\u2019t be having the vaccine and no one in my family will either."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I still feel very sad about all the people that have unnecessarily died, and worried that my parents are still somewhat in danger as they\u2019ve not received their dose of the vaccine yet. I am less anxious than I was a few months ago but I am sad to how this year has negatively affected my mental health and potentially my future - I feel my career has been negatively impacted and I will be undergoing treatment for my depression for years to come. \nI am afraid that people are becoming complacent with the rules and I am worried things will get worse once schools go back this week. I am more hopeful than I was about things in the past but it\u2019s still overshadowed by fear and worry."}, {"index": 27, "context": "After weeks of anxiety and stress concerning the coronavirus I have started to feel more at peace. I have settled into a new routine and have kind of got used to the new normal. I have stopped worrying about what I cant control and focused on what I can eg. staying at home. I am looking forward to the day when life can become normal again and taking time to reassess life and my goals for the future when the pandemic is over. I am doing what I can to help myself and others to make it out of this situation healthy and well."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel that the situation is quite unstable, there are a few things that look very positive but there are still a lot of risks with the overall situation and I do not think the recovery has been as positive as I hoped. For example there was some good actions around people looking out for each other, and more flexible working, that I'm not so sure are going to continue, despite it being proven it can go well. I am hopeful around actions like the vaccine and the improved care, but also know people seem to be getting more complacent than ever. I don't want the good work so far to be undone, in particular."}, {"index": 29, "context": "Having lost a friend to covid last year who was a young bubbly nurse in her prime, covid is a scary thought. People who don't believe it to be more than flu need to open their eyes and see the bigger picture. The government has not played the best part in this but ultimately it is down to us to follow the rules and stay safe. The vaccine seems to be having a good impact and hopefully life will regain some normality very soon. This is going to have an impact on the economy for months if not years ahead."}, {"index": 30, "context": "Things seem a lot more positive than they did a year ago but there is still anxiety that things could go wrong again if people let their guard down or break the rules. However, it does feel that we have gone through the worst and the situation will never be as bad as it was before.\n\nI am also looking forward to a more normal summer and catching up on things that I have missed doing previously. This includes seeing friends and family that I have not seen for many months, and going to places that I have not been able to visit for a long period of time, such as restaurants and bars in my local area."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am worried about my family as several members of my family are vulnerable to Corona.\n\nI am worried about catching it and passing it to them so isolating as much as possible.\n\nAnxious about how long the situation is going to go on for. Miss my job and those i work with. Miss my freedom. Concerned about mental health with being in isolation.\n\nWish people would listen to the government and authorities and stay at home. Also wish people would not panic buy as there is absolutely no need when you can do your shopping once a week as normal.\n\nDoing my best to have a routine and do a variety of things each day."}, {"index": 32, "context": "Firstly i think it is massively faked and manipulated by the World media trying to spark more fear, the world leaders have acted terribly over this , many losing jobs and houses over a stupid so called virus , the death figures are down this year compared to last year in the UK and Europe yet they are blaming Covid 19 on mass deaths , when it is no worse than the winter flu ., also while in lockdown many 5G workers are out in force around the world which is strange as I doubt 5G is essential at minute ."}, {"index": 33, "context": "The coronavirus situation has been around for a year now, I think it\u2019s come to the point where people are fed up of being cooped up inside on lockdown, so we just need to start learning to live with coronavirus and get on with our lives. I\u2019m glad they have found a vaccine, I\u2019m a bit weary of having it as they made it within a year, but I will take it if it means life will just go back to normal. I\u2019ve been following the rules, but this 3rd lockdown within Wales is just too much so I\u2019ve just been carrying on with my life as normal!"}, {"index": 34, "context": "I feel okay because there is now a vaccine which seems promising and it is being rolled out at a fast rate in the UK which is great.\nit seems like life may return back to some sort of normalcy in the near future and that is great. the announcements of slowly opening up restuarants and schools and so on is good to hear and i feel like i am looking forward to the future and potential travelling.\nI do feel worried about the lack of uptake of vaccine in some communities and the inequalities arund the world when it comes to distrubuting the covid vaccine"}], "length": 5297} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "At the moment I am still worried about the corona virus and how it may affect me and my family, but I don't feel as worried/anxious as I did this time last week and I think that this is due to the fact that I have been reading less about it.\nI've also been watching the news less, like maybe just the update in the evening.\nI also feel more relaxed because I know my family and I are being very careful. It's also nice to have time all together (when there's no bickering!)\nI feel more relaxed and rested in general but still get anxious when one of us has to go out for food or to collect medications. \nI'm hopeful that things will be starting towards getting back to some sense of normality by May/June. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am not worried about the corona situation at the moment, but I think this is in large part because I have made a conscious decision not to follow the news any more. I found that following the news about it everyday was making me anxious but wasn't actually helping me at all. My current working situation has improved because I have finally been given equipment that allows me to work from home so I don't have to worry about working in an unsafe work environment anymore. The most vulnerable members of my family have also received their vaccinations now so I don't feel as worried about them. In all honesty I'm enjoying being able to spend most of my time at home with my partner without all the social obligations we used to have, so I am trying to make the most of this before things open up again and we go back to the way things were."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel anxious about next steps by the country as I have little faith in the government. I also worry for other places ie USA and Brazil where the government is inept and could see it spiral beyond control, ruining many lives.\nI am however not worried about my immediate wellbeing due to self isolation.\nI do have concern for food availability (not overall supply) due to difficulties in getting delivieries for many.\nThe general self isolation has me a little unhappy as I cannot even commute to work, but being able to exercise outside takes the edge off."}, {"index": 3, "context": "With the vaccine going well and the hospitalisations falling I am starting to relax more about the actual disease itself. I think the release from lockdown is slow and the economy should be given the chance to restart now. The longer everything is shut, the longer it will take to recover and more people will lose their jobs.\nI personally just want to go to work and return to some sort of normality, I need it for my wellbeing and for financial reasons. I have been on furlough for the best part of a year and it has honestly been the worst year ever, the worry of thinking whether or not I would ever return to work."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I have stopped watching the news as everything being shown is negative. Several people have recovered but we are not told this. Since I have stopped watching the news I am less anxious. The public are not taking this serious as people are still going out in groups. I think the government should be stricter. I still have to go to work as I work in the NHS and I like that I still have a routine so I understand it can be hard being stuck home. We need to stay in unless we're working or have to buy essentials to ensure the virus doesn't spread."}, {"index": 5, "context": "Just waiting til shops and pubs are open, I don't want to get the vaccine as I feel I don't need it but I will take it as I want to travel and go to pubs, restaurants and gigs again and don't trust this government to stop companies from insisting on proof of vaccine, they screwed the nurses and doctors with their pay rise and they will screw the rest of us too. Unfortuantely I don't think people are taking it seripusly enough, I was just out to 3 shops and all of them were packed with some people not caring about masks or social distancing and acting like things were normal again"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I'm feeling quite calm as I don't tend to venture out much anyway, I'm not a very sociable person. I'm relaxed as there is very little traffic which means there is a general air of calm and we're seeing more of nature coming to the fore. If I'm honest, I'll be sorry when somethings go back to 'normal'. The only time I feel anything other than calm is reading certain posts on social media but I can walk away from that and go back to my 'bubble'. I feel that the situation may be tightened up due to people not taking things seriously, or even that it may be prolonged. As it is at the moment, this isn't causing us major problems. It's probably the only time I haven't worried about us both being unemployed"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel relaxed. I'm aware of the risks and I'm doing my very best to mitigate against them & I'm also pleased to see others in my local community doing the same. I feel positive about the future & about life going forward from this point. I find it hard to conceive of the disease touching me personally, yet I know there is every chance that it will. I have concern for older relatives, particularly my mother, and for other people I know in the community. I'm trying to remain positive and look ahead to the end of the lockdown period whenever that may be."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel a lot better compared to a year ago I feel its been around long enough now that we've almost sort of learned to live with it in a sense. Obviously it's still a terrible thing which has taken millions of lives, but I feel because of this vaccine it'll sort of fade out in a sense, for example other viruses and illnesses such as the flu we've just sort of learned to live with and I think the same will happen with COVID, which is why I'm not too worried about it anymore. The only part of this whole situation that still gets on my nerves is how badly local governments and institutions have responded, for example the UK government's lackluster rules on individuals coming from infected countries and not properly scanning them."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am getting a bit more worried about the situation as a family member has been suspected to have corona and is being released from the hospital after receiving treatment. However, I think it is more the unknown that is scary as he wasn't tested so this goes to show even if the health care system thinks you might have the virus, they still don't have the resources to clarify this. I am worried that the NHS isn't going to be able to cope with the situation even though many amazing people are risking their lives to do all they can to care for others."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am please to see how well the vaccine roll out is going and how the numbers are dropping in the UK. Im now hopeful that there is light at the end of the tunnel for us in the UK but still concerned how long this may go on for especially as the rest of the world is not showing many signs of their numbers dropping. I am also disappointed/angry at how badly our UK government dealt with the xmas holiday period, as in not locking down properly, as this has caused, in my view, around additional 20,000 deaths (which could easily of been avoided) and lengthened our lock down period in the UK by, again in my view, 2 to 3 months."}, {"index": 11, "context": "Currently, everything feels very uncertain and ambiguous. A lot of misinformation is being spread, which causes conflict in opinion. I enjoy being at home and feel relaxed and safe at home, however my parents have to work which is concerning in terms of their health and mine. I would rather they review current isolation advice sooner rather than later, as so much is currently up in the air. People still aren\u2019t taking guidance which is highly ignorant. Better weather is making isolation less miserable."}, {"index": 12, "context": "but annoyed it\u2019s taken this long for it to be fixed but glad it\u2019s over. looking forward to a normal life again soon. at the moment i\u2019m quite relaxed regarding corona as i don\u2019t see it as much of a danger to me personally as i make sure to follow social distancing and other rules regarding it. i do know personally know anyone affected by the virus which probably increases my relaxed attitude of the subject. i am excited to be able to go outside again like i said previously. i have had multiple birthdays ruined by the virus, both my own and friends parties."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am more optimistic that things will gradually improve. I have received my first vaccination and that makes me more relaxed about the future. Rates of infection are falling as are deaths. This may be the time when we turn the corner and restrictions lift. I am more optimistic now about the rest of the year. The vaccines appear to work and there is hope for all of us. We are beginning to think we may have a holiday this year and reestablish relationships with close friends we haven't seen for some time"}, {"index": 14, "context": "Frustrated at the lack of clear guidelines to follow and the lack of most peoples awareness of the problems. \nRelaxed in terms of current situation. Have enough of what I need not to have to worry or be concerned currently. \nConcerned about family members that could be the most at risk and the problems that them getting ill would cause.\nSlightly helpless due to living at distance from family so being unable to help with anything if they need it. \nGrateful of the available technology so that I can keep in touch and be in contact with a lot of different people"}, {"index": 15, "context": "Uncertain about the implications when things return to normal. Uncertainty surrounding family's safety. Sick of the media's coverage as most of it is totally irrelevant to anyone, practically.\n\nUnsure of the right things to do as individuals.\n\nConfident that I am will be fine but more worried about the vulnerable people.\n\nInterested to see how it affects day-to-day life post-corona.\n\nWondering how it will affect the economy in the near future and in the longer term.\n\nAnnoyed at the goverment's advice as it is unclear and contradictory at times."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I'm feeling quite apathetic about coronavirus. I am tired of it being the only thing on the news, and the only thing people talk about. I'm fine with social distancing and staying inside as it's what i normally do anyways but there are other issues in the world that aren't this virus, there's wars, hunger, climate change and it seems to be the only thing people talk about so am just tired of it. So in all am not really feeling much about the specific virus and just feeling like I can't feel anything towards it."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I think I'm acclimatised to the lockdowns and restriction of freedoms to the extent that if everything were to open up to quickly it would make me anxious. In terms of the disease, the vulnerable people I know are being vaccinated quickly which makes me less worried than I was last year. I have received both vaccinations due to my job so I am pleased about that. I would like to be able to plan things and travel but I am prepared to wait until it is safe to do so although I do find this frustrating."}, {"index": 18, "context": "The current situation is still worrying as still a large number of in- hospital patients and infection rate is still high. After one year of home working, I start feeling bored and would like to return to the office, as I miss the interaction with my colleagues in the office. I also miss eating out at restaurants and travelling to different places. In general I'm optimistic about the future with the vaccine roll out and really hopeful of a proper summer holiday. I hope majority of people will take the vaccine so that our lives can return to normal."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I think all happening around the coronavirus is very exaggerated. Information is normally given without any reference so that it is not possible to evaluate the numbers. Too much pressure is done to make people afraid of something, to stay at home and close businesses. All media tell only horrors about the situation instead of sharing improvements. It is clear that it is easier to manage mass when they are scared. Overall I think that this is an artificial virus created by a human being to win an economic war on the planet. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "Recently I have been quite relaxed in terms of the covid situation. I have been self-isolating and feel better than ever in my isolation. I don't want to risk anything so I do not go outside unless it is crucial. Every time I have to go out shopping for food and necessities I try to stock up for the next 2 weeks at a minimum so that I can minimize my time spent out in public where the virus could be spread. I also wear my mask and constantly sanitize my hands. I have had multiple tests in the past few months and have tested negative each time."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am not bothered at the moment about the coronavirus situation as following being made redundant in October I start a new job next week. I believe that the vaccination program is beginning to show results and will allow life to return to some degree of normality in the next couple of months. After I get the vaccination I will feel even better about the situation despite the possibility of other variants not being protected against by the vaccines currently available. The speed and success of the vaccination development program bodes well for the future of vaccine development against other diseases."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am a bit fed up of the rules but have been following them exactly as I am supposed to. I'm a bit fed up seeing lots of others who don't bother following the rules at all. Work has been very demanding over this past year as I am a key worker & we haven't got much thanks for risking our health, so not too happy about that either. I am happy the government have been rolling out the vaccine pretty well, it's the one thing they have seemed to do right through this. I feel that we are getting close to things opening up again and I am very happy to be getting the kids back to school, that will be a massive relief."}, {"index": 23, "context": "Personally, i'm okay and quite relaxed, I don't go outside and do as the government says.\n\nI guess i can be a little annoyed at the selfish idiots who went out and defied governments requests this weekend, but overall and with reading that (even just for now) deaths have reduced, i feel okay, relaxed... \n\nThis is a marathon, i've adjusted to the situation (not much mind) but it is what it is, no need to get angry, annoyed, etc. Instead of life going 100mph, it's slowed time, given time to re-evaluate, think things and enjoy the more realistic things we have in life. So i'm all good with that."}, {"index": 24, "context": "As I am a student, Corona has given me an opportunity to take a much needed break from school, and spend more time with family. it has also allowed me to change my lifestyle for the better (more time to exercise, eat healthy, keep up routines etc). However, I feel bad for those who are affected, whether by the virus, or just feeling lonely. I also understand the impacts it is having on the economy on a global scale. None of my immediate family have been severely impacted by the virus, so I probably do not feel as scared or worried as other people."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel better knowing there are vaccines being rolled out and I feel a lot safer as I\u2019ve been able to protect myself such as wearing my mask whenever I\u2019m out or using public transport. I feel excited knowing this all will probably end by the end of the year. Obviously there\u2019s a part of me that still fears the contracting the virus as it\u2019s scary to think I may not survive it or end up dealing with a lot of health issues afterwards, but compared to last year my anxiety has reduced significantly about the idea of contracting the virus"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel that this third lockdown has been lifted too soon, we are nowhere near out of the woods yet despite the roll out of the vaccination. I am incredibly concerned about schools reopening next week also, I think this is a step in the wrong direction. On a positive note though, I feel that Rishi Sunak has done an outstanding job in dealing with the situation and cannot praise him enough. Yes, not everyone is happy and there will always be someone left out, but he was under a baptism of fire over the last 18 months and has been outstandingly fair."}, {"index": 27, "context": "We are very much settled in the way things are right now, and the weekly shop is pretty much the only thing that causes some COVID-19 anxiety. It wasn't long ago that the proposed roadmap for coming out of lockdown was announced, and I think the full lifting of restrictions is too soon. The date is also right before my birthday, so I'm hoping others won't try to pressure me to do something sociable, because I'm not comfortable with going back to normal until I've had both of my vaccine doses. It's still long enough away that I'm not giving it too much thought right now though as things could easily change."}, {"index": 28, "context": "The main concern for me is the financial impact of being furloughed and only earning 80% of my wage. The company I work for is very small and so is at risk of folding as a result of everything being closed. I am not too worried about catching the virus as for most people it's just a moderate illness, but the knock on effects such as losing my job puts me in a state of uncertainty and worry. However, there is solace in the fact that many other people are going through the same or similar problems - so I am not alone. This is not something that affects just me, but the majority of the population."}, {"index": 29, "context": "At the moment, I'm not too concerned with COVID. I've been lucky enough to keep my job and work remotely. I've been able to stay at home and be safe. With so many people getting vaccinated, I feel hopeful. There's still a small amount of anxiety and fear I feel, but it's a lot less than at the beginning of the pandemic. I'm looking forward to being able to meet with friends again, to occasionally go back into the office and to be able to travel without fear. So overall, I feel happy, hopeful and at ease with the occasional bout of anxiety if I somehow find myself in a crowded space."}], "length": 4175} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "given that i have had the first dose of the COVID vaccine, I don't feel like it will affect me as much as it will others who haven't had the jab. I am making sure not to mix with lots of other people and abide closely to the government laws, so for me personally I am not worried about the virus. i do know people my age at university that are going out every night and partying, probably increasing the risk and spread of the virus but I am making most attempts to minimise the risk for me and for others"}, {"index": 1, "context": "Feel fairly positive as cases continue to fall and vaccination rates increase. I personally am not too worried about it. I wish people would continue to follow the rules. I know very few people who have had it. A little concerned at returning to school with all the pupils next week. Concerned that rates of transmission will rise again. Looking forward to lockdown rules easing and meeting up with friends and family soon. Happy pressure on the NHS will decline. Hope to be able to go on holiday in the uk later in the year"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel things are improving a little bit. Vaccine rollout is going smoothly and soon the vunerable will have some protection against covid. I think things will be more relaxed this summer, but in the winter months restrictions will have to apply to keep covid under control. I feel hopeful, but cautious regarding the future. As time goes by the scientists will learn a lot more about the virus and how it transmits in certain situations and we all will be able to help protect ourselves by having vaccines every year. Holidays abroad will not be the same for a very long time and it will take a long time for the holiday industry to recover from this."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel that now the vaccine has been created and proved to be effective, things might improve very soon. I think the pandemic has opened a lot of doors on where society will move next and exposed vulnerability that need to be addressed. One example of things improving is remote working. One vulnerability is that many people can be misinformed about situations and don't listen to reason such as people not believing that coronavirus is real.\n\nUltimately, I feel that while there was a lot of incorrect steps that the government made during this whole ordeal now that the vaccine is done, there may be a new beginning."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel optimistic about the Coronavirus situation at the moment. It feels like progress is being made each day and the end is getting closer. I feel like I have got used to the current situation and it has become my new normal. Compared to the start of the pandemic, I feel less worry about myself and the people I care about. I feel less anxious than I did before. I am excited for the future and how it will be different when the world opens up again. Now that the vaccine is being given out, I feel like the most vulnerable people in society are going to have some protection and hopefully this will see the pandemic slow down and the virus become less dangerous and less of a threat to people."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I can't help but think of the dying people, and the people still going out, sun bathing having bbq it's hard. Knowing that these people are dying alone it's sad. Lots of us are trying to limit contact while doctors and nurses struggle to keep people alive. And other don't seem to take it seriously because it's not likely to be a big illness for them, which is debatable. I feel fearful for the future and how we come out of this without having another wave of it hit us and back to square one. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel very little. I have turned my feelings off to deal with this entire situation and lack of social stimulation. I feel passive and remote. I have been on a rollercoaster of emotions the last year. I know don't feel much and avoid getting high or low feelings as there is nowhere to put them. I'm more stable feeling very little.\n Just easier to keep your head down and get on with everything as there is no other option. I don't want to feel anything as it's easier to feel nothing. I really don't have anything else to say or any other way to explain it. Thanks"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am not worried about it. I am pretty sure I already had it about six weeks ago. I had a temperature and persistent coughing for just over two weeks. I'm pretty sure that was the Corona virus I am completely recovered now. I will have the Antibody test when it becomes widely available to see if I really did actually had it ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????"}, {"index": 8, "context": "i feel its getting better and we will get back to normal soon. although, i do feel that we might )be back into another lockdown very soon. the worst is over (for now) but lockdown should have never been lifted, as in a few weeks times or months, the people who have not got vaccinated will stil be susceptible to the virus, increasing infections, and the pandemic will continue yet again.\n\nthis is specifically to England, i dont really follow any other countries but i feel this will definitely happen in England."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I\u2019m feeling optimistic because people are getting vaccinated and the number of cases is going down. We\u2019re getting closer to the normal life we once had. \n\nAlso I\u2019m more happy because it\u2019s getting close to summer time, if restrictions are lifted then most of us can enjoy the weather without being scared. \n\nI\u2019m also feeling scared because when I finish school I\u2019m uncertain about jobs since everything seems scarce right now and unemployment is very high. Also this pandemic may have had an impact on my learning abilities."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel at this point that we've settled into our lives in this new routine. I'm not struggling with any of the measures put in place and it's been great for my partner to get to work from home. Although I of course hope the situation improves quickly from a public health perspective, I could personally maintain this life in lockdown for a few months quite happily assuming my personal situation doesn't change much. Some positives have been more time for exercise (using fitness videogames) and leisure activities, and discovering new ways to interact with friends and family while apart."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel like I\u2019m just waiting for my vaccine and to get back to normal, it\u2019s a case of counting down the days until my age group is illegible to receive it. I am feeling optimistic but cautious, as the government has messed things up countless times before and there is a sense of wondering if they\u2019ll get it wrong again. It seems like we\u2019ve finally turned a corner on the pandemic and that relative normality is in sight, it\u2019s just a case of getting the next few months right. Whilst things may never be the same again, I feel the most relaxed about the situation that I have since last year. I think the summer coming up helps this sense."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I've had my first jab. I'm relieved. I was going into the office as a key worker and now I can feel more confident that I'll be safe. I'm pleased that it means that I won't be putting my family in danger. I'm pleased that we will shortly be coming out of lockdown and that we can get back to normal. I'm pleased that businesses can open again as it made me very upset to see them closed and in danger of closing down. I think the government has done a good job of handling the pandemic and the budget has demonstrated that they know how to steer the country forwards."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Whilst this is clearly a troubling situation, I am trusting that if everybody follows the Government advice, then this will be over soon. \nI am fortunate that I have a nice house and garden to be able to stay at home and i have just had a family quiz via zoom with all of my family. Whilst it is difficult not to see them in person, i do actually speak to them more on a daily basis. I have stopped watching the news as it makes me angry at the presenters who are clearly trying to stir up issues and therefore i am more relaxed. I only follow the official guidance. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I just want it all to be over as soon as possible. I am fed up of lockdown and really miss my girlfriend who is back in Ireland with her family. Every time I go outside for a walk round the block I feel really anxious whenever I see someone from outside my household. I am really fed up of being stuck inside. Having been furloughed I cannot even focus on my work during the week which helped occupy my mind. I am very anxious about my job security and my ability to find another job if I lose my current."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am a bit worried but not overly so. I can still work, I'm not ill and I can get to the supermarket without much fuss. The news is full of stories but trying to look at the positive ones. I do feel for those not in my situation. I think the government have done largely whats been required but the timeliness and presentation has been terrible. I haven't been out and its a shame that not everyone is sticking to this. I'm sure we will come out the otherside but I wonder what the long term affects will be. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I\u2019m feeling a lot more hopeful now. I\u2019m a key worker and have been vaccinated as have several members of my family, which has helped to ease anxiety. I\u2019m still nervous about whether we will come out of this lockdown soon but seeing other countries return to normal has given me hope. I feel calmer and less stressed. My general feeling now is one of boredom. It very much Groundhog Day! I miss having choices at weekends and hate that my son sees so few people. \nI do feel positive about my son returning to school, this will help enormously as I have struggled watching him be lonely and not being able to do what kids should be doing. \nSo overall I\u2019m feeling that we have light at the end of this tunnel and that has helped improve my mental health. January and February were extremely tough months."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel like we are approaching the peak of the virus. I am usually a worrier and experience much anxiety on a daily basis. However, in the last few weeks my mental health has improved massively. I do not see the point in worrying about this - I am doing all I can to keep myself and my family safe and feel confident that other family members and friends are doing likewise. This knowledge relaxes me.\n\nMy sleep has been mildly disrupted but I presume this is due to my daily routine being less active. I am happy to have lost weight due to takeaways being closed. I allow myself to look at the news once a day. I feel sad for those who have lost their life. Then I move on and do something else. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel safe at the moment, I use to be worried but now I'm working from home and hardly go out apart from essentials the vaccines are doing well so there is light at the end of tunnel. So I guess at this moment in time I feel like it will come to end soon and the world will go back to normal. Its crazy to think it's been a year since the lock down when it first came out I thought it would be over in a few weeks time but now it's going to be ok and I feel relaxed about it all. This has to be more than 500 characters already I've wrote a right paragraph and there is still showing it needs to be the characters."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I have had a good day homeworking (no homeschooling due to the Easter break, although still taking care of my children) and am getting the hang of this now. I deliberately did not watch today's briefing, although I did receive my \"\"Boris\"\" letter today. I just feel I need regular mental health breaks from the news to lessen my anxiety, and keep me productive in my roles at home, and work. I feel much better for it. \n\nSo today I feel more relaxed, less stressed, more acclimaticised, and safe and well in my home with my children. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "Hopefully the Corona situation is getting under control in the UK. I have had my first vaccine, as have lots of people I know. I am looking forward to meeting up with immediate family when the time is right, and taking a staycation in the UK during the Summer. I think the end is in sight after a very long year when many people have struggled with finances and their mental health. I will appreciate things more once we get our freedom back and make the most of every day, and make the most of our wonderful country."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I have just got back from a shift at a small rehabilitation hospital. It's fine at the moment, everything carrying on as normal. No suspected or confirmed cases but everybody is waiting for the 'storm' to arrive. PPE is not available in quantities. We are being asked to use the same mask all day when it should be changed every 30 minutes at least. This goes against infection control procedures which we are used to using and is worrying for when we do get confirmed cases. It feels like the NHs is not fully prepared in the area where I live. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "The state of the pandemic at the moment is concerning for the western popultion as a whole. It saddens me to hear of the deaths caused by the virus on a daily basis. From my own perspective however, I am actively being very cautious as I suffer with Asthma and I believe I am high risk. I am managing quite contently in isolation and quarantine. I am a furloughed worked who will be receiving full pay from a stressful job in the live events industry. At the moment, I feel relaxed as i am finanically safe and am confident I can avoid contact with the virus."}, {"index": 23, "context": "It is dragging on for ages. I want things to be back to normal again. I can\u2019t believe it has been a year since this all started. It has been too long since I\u2019ve seen my family. I want to go out for a meal. I want to go out without having to wear a mask. I want to meet with people I\u2019ve not seen all year without worrying about germs. I want my children to be able to play out in parks without being scared of catching the virus they keep hearing all about. I want to go on an airplane on a holiday and chill on a beach somewhere sunny again. I\u2019m sick of going for walks for fun, that is all we ever seem to do at the moment. Home schooling is a nightmare. Thank goodness schools are opening again next week. Pass the gin."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel okay about it personally since it isn't really affecting me. I work from home and I work in the healthcare industry, so luckily my job hasn't been at risk.\n\nI'm looking forward to getting a vaccine but I'm young so I understand it may be a while until I get one. However, I do work in the healthcare industry and some colleagues have managed to get a vaccine because of that, so I may try doing the same thing.\n\nI do expect long-term effects of the pandemic however which will probably cause economic problems for many years to come."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel ok with the situation, so far as things affecting me personally. I'm thankful that I no longer live in the 2-bed flat in London, but in a rented house in Devon, surrounded by countryside, with a garden. I'm focusing on the positives, in terms of time to do things I've not had chance to do for a while, and focusing on the business that my husband and I run. We can go for walks straight from the front door, shopping is sometimes less straight-forward, in terms of what's available, but... we can cope. My 85 year old mother is in touch with me, she's ok. My only worry is for the small businesses in our local town; I fear for them, and hope that most are able to survive. I know many won't be so lucky, and that saddens me. But the isolation side of things really doesn't worry me. When my husband's on a contract, I'm home alone during the week anyway, so in some ways, this is much the same!"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel hopeful due to the current figures in the UK and the data emerging in relation to the vaccine roll out. I am tentatively looking forward to things getting back to normal in a few months' time, particularly when I am able to get the vaccine myself. I am sad about the past year, those who have died and everything that we have missed. I am apprehensive about the future economic fall out and the ongoing impact on people's mental and physical health once the immediate crisis abates. I am looking forward to meeting up with family and friends more."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I have been really heartened by the vaccine roll-out and the fall in cases nationwide. It definitely feels like there's light at the end of the tunnel. I just hope that things still go in the right direction as we start to open up society again, particularly with schools opening next week; I definitely don't want another lockdown. I'm starting to plan meet-ups with my family again, which I haven't been even contemplating for a very long time. I feel fortunate to have not been overly affected personally by the pandemic."}, {"index": 28, "context": "The situation is causing me great stress as people aren't following the government's advice. If people stayed home, it would be much more contained and could reduce the spread. My whole family work for the NHS so we're a full key-worker household, which adds to the stress, since we are putting our lives at risk and others are just being plain ignorant to benefit themselves. Thus, I'm quite anxious that things may get worse; people need to follow the rules, and if that means a FULL lockdown, then so be it. We need to be safe."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I am generally very worried, but am managing to not focus too much on it and am managing not to catastrophise. \nI worry though about my children and hope they are being sensible. I worry about the effect on my grandchildren. I am managing to relax at home by not thinking too deeply about anything for any length of time. I have plenty to keep me occupied and am managing to keep in touch with everyone. I am a little anxious when I have to go shopping and am very cautious with post and parcels. I will be glad when it's all over and will appreciate everything and everyone much more. I'm not sure I will ever stop all the hand washing! "}, {"index": 30, "context": "There is nothing I can do about it so I am not too bothered, instead I am just getting on as best as I can. I am also young and healthy and do not need to leave the house so I am not concerned for my safety. I am not happy about the people who are ignoring the lockdown and making the situation worse for everyone else, including endangering other people's lives. I work for a healthcare provider and so I am busier than usual, so I am perhaps more tired than usual. I feel sympathy for our frontline healthcare workers having to deal with this, and without all the PPE that they need."}, {"index": 31, "context": "In this exact moment I feel relaxed cause I'm using this extra free time for things that I enjoy like reading, drawing etc. that I didn't had time before, so I try to look on the positive side of this bad situation. -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------"}, {"index": 32, "context": "I am starting to think we are coming out of this now. The chances of anyone close to me getting it are slim as everyone I know has been so careful about isolating and social distancing. I was definitely more worried last week but the figures today are going down. I am suffering from a very bad rash in my neck which is causing me discomfort so I just want everywhere to get back to normal so I can sort it out. I am worried about the economic side of it and are just thankful that we are lucky to have jobs."}], "length": 4618} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am in a quandary really. I feel very nervous about things reopening. I think that we have all become so used to being at home, that it is strange to think of the world properly reopening. There are still times when i can't believe that this has happened.I also hope that they vaccines are truly effective. But i am also happy to think that we are getting this thing under control, that life might go back to a certain level of normality and that i can see my friends, my family and do my passions again, without fear."}, {"index": 1, "context": "Pretty relaxed as seeing a few select people is a small risk, no more dangerous than going to the supermarket.\nI don\u2019t think there\u2019s a high risk I\u2019ll catch it or pass it on.\nI am worried about catching it and how it would affect me but think the risk is small and after not seeing anyone for a year took its toll and has lasted too long.\nI am excited about being able to socialise properly and enjoy the company of our usual group of friends who used to meet every week for drinks or dinner.\nI am hoping the vaccine is a success and means the risk to people is much less so life can go back to some sort of normal and the NHS can cope."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am worried for myself and my family, the UK as a whole - the impact of the virus will be huge. There will be a second pandemic - the aftermath. \nI just hope that everyone takes the guidance on board and takes it seriously, although I fear there is a majority that aren\u2019t. \nI look forward to better days to come and the celebration after this but it feel strange not knowing when that will be. There is so much uncertainty. So many unknowns. \nFeeling \u2018mixed up\u2019 and mixed emotions is a fair way to describe how I feel. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel quite relaxed about the whole situation. In some ways my personal situation is not much affected as I have a chronic health issue that means I have to stay home most of the time anyway. I also lost my son 12yrs ago, so nothing much phases me now, I have come face to face with death and dealt with the worst as far As I'm concerned. I live quite a simple sustainable life and grow some food and enjoy crafting and making things and that hasn't changed. I am also lucky enough to live in a property I own myself, and have no financial concerns. \n\nWhat does make me feel sad is all the grief people are experiencing because their life's are broken and or disrupted. I feel sad for people losing loved ones and having to deal with that alone without friends or family around. I feel compassion for others healing with fear and anxiety as the world changes. \n\nI have hope and desire that the world will change for the better and this period will give the earth a rest and people will in future focus on things that really matter and not just revert back to overconsuming etc. I live in hope"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel that the coronavirus situation is becoming better and better as the vaccine programme continues to make progress. Both cases and deaths are declining so hopefully the coronavirus will become under control. I am optimistic that the latter half of 2021 will see society have more freedoms with less restrictions in place. I am not scared of contracting coronavirus as I only make essential trips when necessary and keep to all coronavirus guidelines. My only fear about it is if any of my older relatives contract coronavirus, as it may put their life in danger."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am Feeling a lot more relaxed, as there does seem to be a light at the end of the tunnel, especially with the UK exit strategy. With Vaccines for example and we appear to be better prepared. Hopefully most people would have had the vaccine or already had the disease. Only concern would be the new strains. My elder relatives have had the 1st vaccine jab, so I feel they are safer now. One third of the population have also been vaccinated. Only time will tell, but the figures look like coming down."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel a little annoyed about the restrictions and uncertainty with regards to my job security as a result. I am self-employed, and covid has had a massive impact on my earnings. I also really enjoying going to the gym and I feel sad that I can't go at the moment. I am not too worried about catching covid, but I am worried about people I know who may be more vulnerable and likely to face serious health problems if they caught the virus. I am not happy with how long the covid pandemic has lasted, and I hope it will not last much longer."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am following the government guidelines, and really enjoying being at home and spending time on my hobbies. I am not worried about contracting COVID-19, as I live alone and the only time I see other people is receiving deliveries such as groceries. There is very little pressure on me, so it feels like a nice, relaxing holiday. I feel a sense of freedom being able to sleep as much as I want, decorate my home, and spend time on my hobbies. The changes brought about due to the coronavirus have been positive for me."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel things are very much improving. A couple of weeks ago, there were sixteen hundred deaths a day, this has declined to three hundred. The vaccine role out is nothing short of amazing. It's really amazing what a few weeks and a few million vaccines can do. I am hopeful for the future and meeting friends and family. I am also very hopeful for weddings, gatherings, going for meals out, going to the pub and life returning to normal very soon. In my head I have planned getting my hair done, a facial and meeting up with friends and family"}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am self isolating and feel that everyone should do the same. I have ensured that my family near and extended have been following guidelines. By using Facetime and phone calls and texts I have been able to happily exist and work without any anxiety. I am concerned about my parent as they are older but have reinforced the seriousness of this global situation. Patience is the key and having an understanding of how the UK is affected will assist in keeping everyone calm. If anything, this situation will forge or rekindle social unity which may have been sadly lacking in the UK for some time now."}, {"index": 10, "context": "i feel like i can see the light at the end of the tunnel, as many people have been vaccinated (including myself). i can't wait until life gets back to normal. i feel sad about the large numbers of people who have died or are still very ill due to the virus. i am concerned about the effects of long covid on the nhs, which is already under strain. i wish schools were opening after the easter holidays just to give the R rate a bit more time to settle. i feel the government have done a terrible job of managing the pandemic and are responsible for the unnecessary loss of thousands of lives."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I'm currently feeling hopeful that we are heading in the right direction and that the pandemic will soon be over and normal (or whatever the new normal is going to be)life can be resumed. I'm grateful that no one close has been affected too badly by the virus and I hope this continues. I feel sad for everyone who has lost a loved one. I'll be glad when I have the Covid vaccination and the rest of my family. I do feel worried about the financial implications that will follow this pandemic both for me and my husband and my sons."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am somewhat worried about getting covid, but I am slightly less worried at the moment because I am not currently living with my parents (I normally worry about passing it on to them). I am hopeful because there seems to be some sort of end in sight due to the vaccination programme. I am annoyed at how the government has handled the whole situation, as I do believe we could have been in a much better place at this point in time if the initial handling of covid was better. I am also sad because my life feels like it has been on pause for a long time. I am a university student so feel like these years of my life are supposed to be the time where I can try new things which I can't currently do very much."}, {"index": 13, "context": "It's a slightly worrying situation especially to see so many people from around the world die. But personally, I am not that worried as I am following the guidelines. Making sure to stay productive and active as well which has helped with my mental/physical health. It was a bit stressful at the start of the lockdown (UK) but I have gotten used to it at this point. Can't wait for it to end though as some proper fresh air and outdoor activities would be nice especially with the warm weather. I'm slightly optimistic that we will all behave differently after this all ends as well. Maybe start paying health care and other essential workers properly and treating them well too."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I'm quite relaxed about the situation - we're fortunate enough to have a roof over our heads, are able to work remotely, have sufficient food, and contact with family and friends. If we all follow the lockdown guidelines and maintain social distancing, we should be able to see the end of this crisis in due course. There is little point worrying about it, as it's completely out of my control. I also feel that I have to lead by example to my elderly parents, and my team at work - by being fairly laid back about it while staying at home."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I'm not too worried about myself, more for certain vulnerable people close to me. I'm trying to minimise our risk but the actions of others around me, especially shopping in supermarkets, makes this very difficult and makes me angry. People get too close and I worry about their hygiene habits. Other than in that environment, I'm not too worried about contracting the virus. But it's frustrating not being able to influence the behaviours of others. More testing is essential as soon as possible."}, {"index": 16, "context": "The Coronavirus situation at the moment is about to peak and reach the worst period in the UK so I think for the moment we are okay if we keep following guidelines. Me personally, I am not too worried as I do not have contact with anyone except for people in my family so I think I should hopefully remain healthy during this period. I am feeling quite relaxed staying at home and doing very little as it is a nice period to catch up with things that I've missed out on from leading a busy life. I am not too anxious for the future and certainly not that angry except I wish that I could go outside and meet people instead of video calling them."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I think it is largely overblown. While it is a highly infectious virus and has bought forth fatalities, I fail to see why it is being treated so seriously. I think the reaction from the public and government officials is too much, for something that will likely disappear in 3-4 months by itself. Thus, I'm quite relaxed about it, but for the most part simply don't care. Of course, I could be proven wrong in the future, but based on the statistics currently available, I don't think it is that series for me. For the elderly however, or those with pre-existing conditions, it is of course much more likely to lead to fatality, and for them I recommend staying at home until this crisis is over."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I\u2019m hopeful we are near the end but fearful that people will go out too much so will send us into another lockdown before it ends. I don\u2019t think we\u2019ll have the summer we think we\u2019re going to have as people still don\u2019t realise how bad a pandemic we are living in .\nI\u2019m also worried about my children\u2019s education and how much work they have missed in the last year. The government and teachers need to work together and very hard, to help our children be where they need to be with their education. I hope that by the end of this year , life will be relatively back to as normal as we will get."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel that the pandemic is at a lower level now.\nPersonally I\u2019m m more relaxed but that doesn\u2019t mean that the threat has gone away.\nPeople mustn\u2019t forget the seriousness of keeping clean,sanitizer is readily available at multiple intervals & lots & lots of dispensers are there.\nI\u2019m relaxed & happy-comfortable with myself & wife.I\u2019m going to daily work under strict masks & visors with daily temperature controls in place.The workplace has been well organised because the production lines have been separated with staggering of start times/colour coded lanyards,social distancing."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I'm feeling quit relaxed right now but worried that it might still get worse. Getting kinda bored now as well missing the outside and friends. At that is it really. I also feel that the media is quite harsh on china even tho they are doing better than the countries like Italy and USA. I also feel that the USA is taking a real bad approached just like is Italy is. The people that are taking this not so very seriously are quite silly and are putting other people in quite a bit of danger and also the NHS in danger over over load"}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel anxious but also optimistic about the current Coronavirus situation. I feel anxious as I am worried about people close to me but I am also optimistic that if we all stay indoors we can fight this together. I also feel a bit sad that we have no normality but again I feel hopeful that we'll be able to get through this and life will resume as normal. It does make me sad hearing about all the deaths from the virus adding to the fear but again I think the UK and the world will get through this together."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I think it escalated quickly so worse than anticipated. A lot of deaths which is very worrying. Angry for the people who aren't taking this seriously and not caring about the safety of others. But also feel a sense of hope that everything will be okay in a closer time if everyone decides to actually listen to the government and authorities. Even though this is escalating and worrying we have to find some positives, this can include having free time to learn new hobbies and do something you never originally had the time to do!"}, {"index": 23, "context": "The situation is quite worrying, and I am scared that someone close to me might catch it. The NHS staff are doing a wonderful job in very trying circumstances, and food producers are providing food, so we have a lot to be grateful for. Since my family and friends are sticking to the social distancing rules, it is annoying when you see groups of people meeting up and travelling for non-essential reasons, and disregarding the advice. But most people are pulling together and taking care of people around them, and this is an encouraging spirit to see"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I, and my husband have had the first vaccination and it was a joyous moment. Those waiting with us at the venue were eager and happy too. Today our daughter was invited for her jab tomorrow and that makes us feel relief. Our son is a teacher and he will be vaccinated on Tuesday (as a carer of his wife with CF). In the wider world, I fear the reopening of schools next week may allow cases to rise and I am nervous of that. But overall I feel safer and look forward tentatively to some resumption of normal life."}, {"index": 25, "context": "At the moment, I'm somewhat optimistic about England's situation regarding the pandemic. Millions of people have now been vaccinated against the virus and we're nearing the end of our third lockdown. I'm so pleased my children can now go back to school next week. I'm very hopeful our Covid cases and deaths will continue to decline and we'll soon all be able to carry on our lives as normal. I'm pleased with the way my community has dealt with this pandemic. I'm proud we have all pulled together to help one another out. I'm so excited to finally be able to soon visit family and friends."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I personally am not concerned that much about the virus. If I catch, then so be it. My only concern is for all the idiots going out shopping because they have some unexpected time off work. I work in a food/hardware store and around 80% of people coming to the store are NOT buying essential items, at all. \nMy daily schedule has barely changed, other than the store is closing earlier than normal while this problem is over with. I am limited slightly in doing things such as shopping or going to the laundrette, as all the stores are often empty and laundrette is only open for limited times. As for social distancing, it is quite difficult while at work as we seem to have more customers now than we ever had before. I don't think the government are doing enough to enforce the lockdown, but short of enforcing a curfew, I don't see that changing as we really don't have the resources to make it work, evident in all the traffic still on the roads each day."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I dont necessarily feel any negative emotions against my current situation however I am quite worried because I have a slight cold. I can't exactly express any emotions against the current situation. I am well but have slight symptoms of the virus so I am scared just a little scared. I also wonder when this lockdown will be lifted. I want to have more information about the lockdown. \n I don't have anything else to report but have to complete 500 characters so I am quite confused. I don't know what to write. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel quite relaxed at the moment. I \"\"work\"\" in a pub but haven't been to work since Boris Johnson closed all pubs. For me, this time is used to reflect on my life right now. My partner however is still working so spending everyday by myself staring at the same four walls can get a bit too much but I know that they'll be home come 5pm. Some however won't see anyone during this time which is sad. I know that if my mum didn't go to my sisters house, she'd have probably gone crazy. I don't really feel scared for the situation because, yes more people are dying every day but I feel as though the government are doing more than enough, and the cherry on the cake was the queen's speech last night (Sunday 5th April). I think she reassured the public including myself."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel very fortunate that I can work from home, have job security, and have family to support me during this difficult time. The situation has made me realize how fortunate I am. I have picked up playing base guitar again shortly after the lockdown started, which has given me tremendous pleasure. \n\nI don't have any difficulty in the daily lives in the lockdown. If anything, I will probably be able to save a bit as I don't go out and spend money. The only thing that gives me anxiety is my parents' health. They are in a foreign country facing a serious outbreak, and I feel that the measures taken by the government are not restrictive enough. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "At the moment, I am a little apprehensive over what will happen, both now and in the future, but not unduly worried for myself or my immediate family/household. I am more concerned about my elderly relatives and the long-term consequences for the UK and world-wide economies. By following the behavioural guidelines issued by the government and health agencies, I am doing all that I can to remain as safe as I can be, there isn't anything else that I can do as far as I am aware. It would be a great help if the government's position and advice had remained constant and uniform throughout the current crisis."}, {"index": 31, "context": "i am actually quite happy during lockdown. I've been doing all my jobs that need to be done. it is upsetting that so many people are dying, but I feel like I am numb to all these deaths. since it is not directly affecting me, I'm numb to it. i have been outside once during lockdown to go to the shops but I am lucky because I have a nice garden so I can go outside safely. me and my family are coping very well together and I feel like this experience will bring us closer together as a family. we have been getting along very well. we have done little projects, e.g my daughter made a TARDIS from Dr who"}, {"index": 32, "context": "There is nothing I can do (apart from follow advice) so I cannot control things are outwith my control so do not worry about this.\nI am still optimistic.\nI worry about the future regarding government controls on people;s freedom being in place after the lockdown . \nI wish I could do more (out and about).\nI feel disappointed that the Government has not done more to pre-empt this crisis. \nI am worried about my mother who is in the high risk category.\nI am OK working from home\nI am disappointed with the media as they do not carry any more stories other than virus news."}, {"index": 33, "context": "Very anxious. Trying to avoid media as constantly reports the negatives which makes the fear and anxiety greater. \n\nFeeling very lonely and isolated and distant, struggling with positive mental health and have not left home at all in 3 weeks. Very twitchy and anxious for this to all be over but a fear that it may not be over anytime soon. \n\nFeeling very lonely and that this will not end well, also have medical issues so worried that if I am to catch anything then it could cause serious problems or death, which in turn has caused greater stress. Slowly running out of food which is not ideal either and having no supermarket local or any deliveries for weeks is also causing a huge impact. \n\nThe overall feelings are of fear, uncertainty and anxiousness. "}, {"index": 34, "context": "I still feel there is a long way to go before we can feel like it gets sort of normal.\nI am glad lots have had the vaccines but I feel we still need to ease into opening everywhere at once as this can cause the number of cases to go up.\nI do feel when it is the holidays and summer time then that will be the true test of how we are coping.\nI do feel they need to start pushing for more vaccines and ensuring people who have had their first one have had the second booked as lots still havent even got a date for it."}], "length": 5059} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I would still be very worried. While the vaccination process is working well the new variants gives us plenty to think about. Lockdown is becoming quite tedious but it has to be done. I realise that people are of the opinion that they won't get infected, that it will happen to someone else, we still cannot get complacent. We must ensure that we follow any guidance that is given by the medical people and the Government but should not be rushing out of the lockdown as we want to ensure that this lockdown is the last one."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel a constant low-level anxiety about the situation, and how quickly it can change. Mainly I feel fatigued; missing my family and wanting to normal things (visit friends who have had babies/become engaged during lockdown; go to the pub). I feel great sympathy for people who have lost loved ones, or their jobs. \n\nThe progress of the vaccine roll-out gives me some hope, but it feels like every day there is a new story about variants, or people not wanting to take the vaccine, and it feels that the situation won't end. I worry mainly about my parents' health."}, {"index": 2, "context": "As much as I appreciate and understand the action taken by the government, i find it very inconvenient at the minute as I miss my outdoor hobbies and struggle to work from home. What\u2019s more, the fact that some people, though the minority, are deciding to act selfishly and defy the intrusion given is very frustrating. I feel let down my some people in my country as we must come together in order to tackle the virus as efficient as possible. I try my best to do my part and ensure my family and friends do as well which is why I can\u2019t understand some people\u2019s behaviour."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am completely sick of it and am bored of my life. Lockdown brings no joy at all and it\u2019s hard to plan anything and look forward to anything so I am just existing. The threat level is going down thank god and I am happy so many people have been vaccinated so far, I am nervous about getting my jab but will be arranging it as soon as I am called as I want to visit my brother in America. I think there have been such a wide range of lockdown interpretations that have kept this whole thing going longer than it should have done and I just want to to move on now and get my life back. The government have dealt with it the best they could but it\u2019s all been a mess regardless."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I do feel for all the people who are sick and as I have asthma I am worried. I wish the government would sort out the PPE\n The front line staff Are in danger. I try not to dwell too much as I am self isolating and not putting myself or any one else in danger. I feel we arent being told the whole truth. I have never lived through anything like this in my lifetime. I miss my friends and family. I am very lucky to have a roof over my head and a garden. I am safe\n Unlike so many other people. The fact this is world wide is very worrying. One good thing is that if this keeps going we may view capitalism In a different way. And if it is true our environment mag benefit. I truly hope so \n"}, {"index": 5, "context": "It's a bit frustrating not being able to go outside as I normally would. But the current lockdown does allow some time outside to go to the shops and exercise, that's good for my mental and physical health.\n\nI'm lucky that I work from home, so I can continue with my job as normal, although my income has dropped a bit.\n\nWe have to be patient and try and make the best of things. It's a good opportunity to spend time with family and catch up on things indoors that need doing. \n\nHopefully the lockdown will start to show some positive effects on dealing with the virus."}, {"index": 6, "context": "It has been a traumatic period for the world but thanks to vaccinations we can now see some light at the end of the tunnel. The economic impact of the virus will be felt for some time and unfortunately a lot of people have lost their jobs, livelihoods and businesses. There is also a requirement to ensure that even the poorest countries get access to the vaccinations required too protect their people as ultimately that protects all of us. So all in all their is more hope this year and we may be able to return to some form of normality by the end of 2021."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel like the governtment screwed people like me and took away our income without giving anything back. It is ok though as I have found a way to make money that the government can't tax and I will continue to abuse it as long as the politions keep the loopholes open for themselves. The whole situation has been handled poorly and fishy snacks have shown that he will only help certain self employed people and the rest can suffer. The government has made it very clear with cum head that there is one law for politicians and one law for regular tax payers, so if you want to break rules and laws just become a politician and its fine"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am really bored of the whole thing and consider now to be the right time to start quickly lifting all restrictions. I want my old life back as the seasonal virus has almost gone for now. I hate how the government is treating us all and consider that it to be far to cautious. So many people have now been vaccinated that it is time to open up. Get the children back to school, get the shops open, and get hospitality up and running. Save the economy else generations to come will suffer under the mountain of debt."}, {"index": 9, "context": "At the moment I feel confident that things may return to a somewhat \"\"normal\"\" state.\n\nVaccines have been pushed out for sometime with good up take, the number of cases being reported is going down although we have been in lockdown since just before Christmas. This looks to be ending somewhat at the end of March enabling people to meet, and then pretty much all restrictions lifted by june.\n\nWHO today announced case increases in Central and Eastern europe. I think the worst thing that could happen going forward is either new variants of the virus popping up that are resistant against the vaccines. Or long term data proving the vaccines arent as useful as first thought. \n\nWhile I support the UK governments action taken. i.e lockdowns, a year later not being able to do basic things, when I want to do them is now tiresome."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am concerned about the length of time we will be asked to stay indoors and how long children will be off school. I imagine how it will be to be able to go shopping again and have everything back to normal. \nI am not happy to only be allowed out once per day I feel very trapped indoors all the time as I have no garden. Its worrying about the older generation but I feel we should be able to be outside more than we currently are. I speak to my family much more often via video chat apps since this all begun which is a positive \n\n\n"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel rather fed up and bored of the situation now. I know I am lucky to not have caught the virus or know anyone close to me who has passed away from it. The government did not handle the situation properly and a year later we are back in the same place. I work for the NHS so I know how awful the situation has been especially for those seriously ill who weren't even allowed to have visitors. Hopefully with the roll out of the vaccine things will get better and we can return to doing all the things we enjoyed. I am looking forward to taking my kids on a nice family holiday when we can."}, {"index": 12, "context": "With the effective roll out of the vaccine and the ever falling infection rates, I feel like my tension around the virus is starting to dissipate. My at risk family members have all been vaccinated and I can finally see a light at the end of the tunnel. I would still follow a cautious reopening of restrictions but it's a positive sign to be thinking this way after the last few months.\nHopefully the pandemic will have changed some of society's failing and slowed globalisation a little, enabling smaller communities to thrive, however I don't see this being the case unfortunately."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Living in the UK, I\u2019m encouraged by the speed at which the vaccines are being administered. Since lockdown 2.0, daily infection rates and deaths have been falling and it feels like there is light at the end of the tunnel. The government has released a plan on how we will leave lockdown which will possibly lead to zero restrictions by June. This feels like a remarkable achievement considering the scale of the problem. However, I do worry about the problem on a global scale, especially how vaccines programs will progress in poorer nations. Corona is the world\u2019s problem."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel hopeful now that vaccinations are underway and in particular now that vulnerable members of my family have been vaccinated. The Prime Minister's roadmap indicates that all restrictions should be lifted by July so I'm excited to be able to do things over the summer like see my friends and possibly even go on holiday. Though I am concerned about lifting restrictions prematurely. I'm still anxious to leave the house without a mask but I feel much more relaxed when out and about than I did a year ago."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel much more relaxed compared to the start of the pandemic. However, I think this is a fake sense of relaxation as there is still risk of COVID which makes me more anxious. I am also worried about life getting back to normal now that the pandemic is almost over. I now worry about not being worried enough about the virus. However, I am still concerned about restrictions which prevent me from seeing my friends and family. Still my main concern is the health and wellbeing of my family. I also continue to worry about spreading the virus without realising."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I think the current restrictions are an over reaction given that the most vulnerable people are supposed to have had a vaccination and the vaccines are supposed to be very effective.\nI think we as a country need to get back to normal as soon as possible.\nThe longer this situation goes on the worse it will be for vulnerable people and the low paid, both financially and emotionally.\nI myself have managed to keep my job, but I wonder how long that will be the case as we seem to be grasping for orders from month to month."}, {"index": 17, "context": "The current situation is scary for me personally as I have family in vulnerable categories who could become ill with it. I feel pressure to achieve more within my household in terms of activities and chores. I feel safe within my house. I worry for the wider community and the long term effects of this virus I also don\u2019t want to catch it myself . However It also means I have more time to relax and enjoy quality time with my family and I can concentrate on what is important to me. I am pleased there is clear government instruction to follow and feel comforted that everyone is in the same boat."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I mostly feel sleepy, i've just had dinner and it's nearly bedtime. i'm pretty happy mostly, fairly settled in lockdown but looking forward to getting out again. \n\nIn terms of the Corona situation, I am hopeful that the vaccines will start to curb transmission, but worried that total vaccine deployment will not be sufficient and that just-vaccinated people are letting their guard down. I feel jealous that people who are apparently ahead of me in the queue getting vaccinated, especially when they don't appear to follow the rules at all or take care of their health in other ways, but i am still glad that the population is getting vaccinated."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am relaxed about my own situation; I am financially secure and comfortable. The concerns I have are for those who are vulnerable/struggling. I am hopeful (although not optimistic) that this situation might improve society and move us away from right-wing populist governments. As someone who already spends a large amount of time indoors, the change in lifestyle is not as drastic as it might be for others. The concerns around food and household supplies appear to have eased, although I don't see life getting back to normal until a vaccine can be distributed on mass."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am not too concerned, however I have not had to go out much recently. My life (apart from work) is mostly the same as normal anyways, though i know that lots of people are struggling with staying in. \n\n I am slightly annoyed at people still going out more than they should and in groups.\n\nI am mostly relaxed as I am working from home, and I can do this easily.\n\nI am concerned about my job and whether I will have to furlough. Furloughing is better than not having a job at all, but losing 20% of my income by taking furlough would make a huge decrease in my wage.\n\nOther than that, I'm feeling the same as normal "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I have not watched or read the news today for the first time in around two weeks so that\u2019s most likely why I\u2019m feeling somewhat relaxed - have not read into how many people have died because of coronavirus today etc. I have not left the house in 15 days today and the members of my household have left a handful of times so I\u2019m not too fearful about getting coronavirus. I miss seeing my friends but I know this is for the greater good. As always I am thinking about how long lockdown will last and what the lasting effects will be."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel relaxed as I am in isolation, my only worry is my family bringing the virus into the household as they go to work and to the supermarket, but as I\u2019m not at work I feel very relaxed. I\u2019m not stressed at all, but I do feel very bad for those who have been affected and scared for my elder family members. I feel more patriotic as it shows the whole country coming together but it angers me that some people think it\u2019s okay for them to ignore the social distancing rules set by the government, these people aren\u2019t above anyone else and they should face consequences."}, {"index": 23, "context": "Too much talking and panicking about it in the media. There is no other news. keep repeating numbers that are different every day. that's not good for people's health. I am watching news once a day. Nothing else. Seeing people walking around and obeying instruction given by the government make me feel surprise.\nAs I am currently indoors forced to go on gov. scheme I am trying to get as much from as I can. Small flat repairs and enjoying sun on my balcony. As much as people may think those instruction did not affect my life that much. Did not affect at all. And fnally toilet paper is back on the shelves ;) \nCurrently forced to be home but as we are expecting baby I am quite relaxed and impatient. I have all sort of emotion as any Dad to be would feel. Excitement, Fear, Praying that everything will go well and my both girls will be back home with me at the end of this month."}, {"index": 24, "context": "It\u2019s annoying being stuck at home, but if it helps the situation and protects me and my family then it is well worth it. I just wish that everyone would adhere to the social distancing and lockdown rules so that they don\u2019t spoil it for everyone else and potentially aid the spread of the virus. I do love the way the country comes together at times like this though, a community spirit comes out of the closet that has disappeared in many parts, the support for the NHS and been immense and the clap on a Thursday night is something that brings a tear to my eye, a nation brought together, unfortunately by this wretched virus. Try Covid-19, but you will not defeat this great British nation."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Worried about family and friends, especially parents , when hearing about the many deaths in Italy and Spain and some anxiety about there not being enough hospital beds / respirators or the NHS not being able to cope should someone from my family or friends fall seriously ill. Not worried about a lack of groceries or toilet paper.\nA bit guilty for not getting a lot of work done as I am still paid full time. The task of educating children prevents me from working as much as I think I should.\nAs an introvert, I am not bothered by the social distancing measures. I feel most comfortable at home anyway and it is a relief having an excuse not to have to socialise.\n\n"}], "length": 3701} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel positive that we are getting to the point where we are beating the virus but we still have a way to go. It is great that the vaccination program is happening at a great pace and I will take the opportunity to have it as soon as it is available for my age range. In my area the rate of infection is still higher than the national average which is concerning but it is slowly reducing. I feel that with the schools going back next week will be a test to see what will happen with the infection rate. I believe that it may rise and I feel that our children are being used as guinea pigs."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am disappointed that it has gone on for so long and that the government handled the situation so badly at the beginning of the pandemic by delaying a response such as appropriate lockdown early enough. I am slightly hopeful that with the vaccine roll-out that things may begin to return at least a more \"\"familiar\"\" normal by the end of the year. I am anxious about how the situation has affected work opportunities and potential wage reductions in any available jobs. I feel that I am fortunate in that while I am out of work that my financial situation is not yet in a bad situation and I'm hopeful that I will be able to work again before I get into any possible difficulties."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I have a few different feeling about the current covid situation. Firstly, I feel apathetic as it's gone on for so long and I've been working throughout, so have only been going to work then home over and over. Although, I feel lucky to still have a job considering tons of businesses have closed. I am also hopeful for coming out of lockdown and being able to see friends, family and socialise again. At the same time I am worried the lockdown won't end and we will have to go through it all again, with no end in sight."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel like the corona situation is on its way to being fixed. Everyone should stay home to help the situation. It is hard but everyone can do it. Everyone just had to find stuff to entertain themselves. The important thing is that everyone can help by just staying inside. We have a long way to go yet but the signs are good that things will level out and then improve. I suspect we\u2019ll be social distancing for at least another month. I do worry about the economy but I think the government and everyone is doing the best they can. It is an unseen event so everyone is having to figure it out together. There\u2019s been a lot of businesses doing what they can to help people; all the free exercise videos and people offering to get food for people that can\u2019t get out. I hope this continues and the NHS gets more funding because this has proven how vital it is to the UK and how it is under funded. It will undoubtedly have put strain on a lot of relationships and people\u2019s mental health but everyone can help to make it easier. If people don\u2019t follow the lockdown guidances it will just get worse and it will all go on longer than is needed "}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am concerned about contracting Corona virus when out and about - for example on the school run, when buying fuel, popping to the shops etc.\n\nI am wearing mask everywhere I go and using anti-bac gel.\n\nI want the vaccine as soon as possible.\n\nMy wife is scrared that if I contract corona virus that I will die because of my age, sex and BMI.\n\nI'm a bit tired of lockdown and I am looking forward to restrictions being lifted, however I will still be taking precautions when out and about and doubt that we will be going to pubs or restaurants for a while, we will mostly be doing outdoor activities."}, {"index": 5, "context": "It's unfortunate that it's happened but there's a fair bit of good that's come with the bad. Many people are coming together to help others that are less able, delivering food or similarly helping out and ensuring as many people can get through this as smoothly as possible. Some bosses are even continuing at a loss to pay their staff through this time despite lapses in government support. That said outbreaks are pretty much everywhere now and the death toll is rising with each day which is a little disturbing to say the least. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am slightly worried about the pandemic situation. I think people are starting to get fed up, want things to go back to normal and so it may be being rushed through before we can be completely safe. I am trying to stay as safe as I can and there are certainly some people that are appreciative of the role of healthcare workers, but unfortunately it seems to be the few ruining it for the many!\nThings need to be taken at a safe pace to ensure we do not peak again - though this is likely to happen over winter, but if everyone used common sense, the situation wouldn't be as bad as it has been"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am very happy that lockdown is finally easing as it gives hope for the future as cases remain low as planned. I just hope that we don't have another spike that causes another lockdown as I don't think I can deal with another, but I am scared/anxious about the full return to normal life and being close to strangers knowing COVID is still around. \n\nI look forward to seeing and doing things with my friends and family. I have a few plans post lockdown at the end of summer so hope those can go ahead but have little hope for trips abroad with the rumoured red listed countries."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am slightly worried about the situation and the effect it is going to have for the future. I have worries about what would happen if members of my family were infected and needed hospital treatment, as the situation there seems very bad. I am also concerned about how this is going to affect my university studies and the uncertainty around my assessments is causing me anxiety. But I feel fairly relaxed about the lockdown measures that are in place and don\u2019t find them too difficult to manage or too restricting. However, if the situation worsens and further limitations need to be put into place (e.g no exercise outside of the home) I would find this very difficult and restricting. This worries me as I don\u2019t think people are following the guidelines appropriately. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "Concerned as to how long the regulations that have been brought into place will last for, but at the same time aware of the reasoning behind the restrictions imposed. \n\nHaving been working from home/voluntarily isolating (though no symptoms) for around 3 weeks now, feel like I\u2019ve settled into the rhythm of the isolation and dealing with things on a daily basis whilst monitoring the news for updates. \n\nWork can be stressful but this is due to the systems that we are supporting and the staff who\u2019re working remotely due to the COVID-19 situation. However our manager is supervising this and trying to minimise this where possible. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I'm fairly relaxed about the Coronavirus situation now. My fiancee has had her first dose of the vaccine, so I'm less concerned about her wellbeing as I have been throughout the last year. Further, my personal finances have seen a sizeable boost, meaning I'm less worried about job security going forward.\n\nI'm slightly anxious about the EU vaccine situation though. From experience travelling in Europe, they do not know how to queue, which I fear will result in them jumping the AstraZeneca vaccine queue and creating tension on the global stage."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am feeling slightly worried for my elderly relatives and the economic situation of the country as a whole. Regardless of these factors, overall I am relatively calm as the lockdown has barely had an effect on my living situation and daily activities. I am dissatisfied with how the situation has been handled by the government in the way that we had the opportunity to analyse other countries responses that were ahead of us in the peak of the virus yet we chose to do basically nothing instead with a reactionary response as opposed to preventative. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am not scared of the virus, I know that if I got the virus thew most likely outcome would be that i survive. I am slightly worried about the health and well being of my older family and friends. i am quite relaxed in quarantine. I am being very productive and am managing lots of lie-ins. My back pain has been worse since quarantine however. I am speaking to my friends online a lot and am keeping in touch with my family. The state of the world does not scare me i feel if we all just stay at home the virus will pass. one thing which does annoy and anger me is people, especially celebrities and influencers, spreading fake news and rumours such as the 5G towers giving people covid-19, which has no evidence and i would say is utter BS."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel worried for my friends and family and sad that I can't see them. I feel bad because I don't feel like I can be there for anyone properly. I feel anxious about the future. I feel guilty because I am glad I don't have to go anywhere or do much because I am depressed and this plays into my depression. I don't really care if I get ill. I'm getting very stressed thinking about this because I had just put it out of my mind. I feel inadequate, angry that I can't stay at home like other people because I work in the civil service and am classed as a key worker even though I don't feel like I do enough.\n"}, {"index": 14, "context": "Though I am worried about the next few weeks in which I believe the virus will begin to peak in the UK, I am enjoying working from home considerably. The relative peace and quiet in my home environment is a stark contrast to my office and I feel that I can get far more done. As such, I'm completing tasks far more quickly and effectively and have feel less lethargic after a day of work. \n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n"}, {"index": 15, "context": "It is quite worrying even though it said to have a 2% death rate but doesn't change the fact this varies in each region especially in the UK has more than 2% and it's spreading at a fast rate even with lockdown rules people are still going outside. False information about coronavirus is spreading aswell people believe it's not as serious as it potrayed to be although it is a good thing not be worried to much as there is people who already suffer from anxiety best option is to remain calm and collective and have a balance."}, {"index": 16, "context": "At this moment in time I feel worried for others when it comes to covid-19 but I am not worried about myself. I feel some anger towards the individuals who feel it is okay to go against government guidelines and still go outside when it is non essential and have group gatherings. I am worried about our prime ministers health and well being after his covid-19 diagnosis and declining health. I feel proud of myself in this moment for staying in my house and staying away from people who I know covid-19 would severely effect mainly my key worker and elderly family members."}, {"index": 17, "context": "At this very moment I don't feel worried about the coronavirus. I'm self-employed and I can continue working from home. I'm still allowed to to outside once a day to do some exercise. I did not have any symptoms like cough, fever, shortness of breath. I know the current situation is temporary and I'm trying to find positive aspects to focus on. I now have more time to read books, practise yoga, meditate, write and focus on myself. I hope for many people this will be an excellent opportunity to connect with themselves. Actually I'm enjoying this time on my own and not meeting others, now I don't have to make excuses for not meeting other people "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel hopeful that change is on the horizon and a sentiment of normality will come back soon with things like non-essential retail opening. I am saddened by Europe\u2019s political agenda to weaken the UK\u2019s role in pushing out the Oxford-AstraZenica vaccine, but I\u2019m glad that at least those in the UK who are eligible so far have been vaccinated and will hopefully get to see their children and grandchildren again soon. I think we will have a 3rd wave at some point in the next few months, but it\u2019ll effect primarily the younger people who haven\u2019t had the vaccine yet."}, {"index": 19, "context": "There is nothing I can do, it's out of my control so I'm just taking it day by day. As a recovered agoraphobic I worry about getting back out there in the future and hope my anxiety about going out isn't increased. I do get annoyed at people who do not adhere to the 2m rule and walk right by me on the street when I have no place to move. Its infuriating when people don't listen to the advice, today I saw people playing football in the park. Sometimes it's hard being stuck at home as you run out of things to do but I try to be productive, exercise and that's all we can do!"}, {"index": 20, "context": "It's very frustrating and when I think of how long we all have to stay apart I get annoyed. Also the fact that you can't physically go shopping, or get a Mcdonalds or anything is annoying. All because China can't be trusted. They've done it many times before creating pandemics, and they're pretty much the only country that has. You wouldn't see huge flu pandemics originating in the United Kingdom! There should be laws placed on the things they do in that country. \n\nHowever at this precise moment I am trying not to think about it too much so I'm fairly relaxed. I don't really watch the news, go on Facebook etc because it's all people can talk about and I've had enough of seeing it."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am not feeling anything major with respect to the Coronavirus situation. I am following government advice and staying at home and I believe that's all I can do. I do not necessarily feel anxiety due to the virus. \n\nI heard yesterday that one of my family friends' wife sadly passed away due to Coronavirus yesterday, and that made this pandemic feel real. I was taking it seriously, to begin with, but having it happen to someone you more or less know is frightening but it has not effected my mental state that much. I feel like if it happens, then it happens."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am a little worried about my future and my education, as I am not sure when things will start up again, or how I will get my qualifications. The whole lock-down situation does not worry me because it means I am able to relax with my family, and learn how to do new things. I am worried more about the repercussions of the virus than the illness itself, such as how I would cope if some of my vulnerable relatives contracted the disease, or how society would cope after measures are lifted. I think that the panic buying is incredulous, as there is no reason anyone would need to buy more than they usually do just because they are not allowed out of the house as often."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am worried about work and I miss normal life (childcare, seeing friends and family, school, routine)\n\nIt is tough to think about the daily death toll and to also know that there are many people flaunting lockdown and not taking it seriously.\n\nI am struggling with the lack of routine with my child at home and the effect this is having on my mental health, but I am not sure how to start fixing this. Everyone is in the same boat but I do think that I am not dealing very well with it.\n\nHaving said that, I am taking pleasure in small things that I probably wouldn't have considered pre-lockdown, such as gardening. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "It feels like it is not real and that at any moment I will wake up and things will have returned to normal. I feel dreadfully sorry for all the poor people who have sick relatives and for the families of those who have died. In some ways good things are coming of this lockdown with less pollution and no planes in the sky. I miss being able to travel and meet with family and friends. I am working from home and find I am getting a lot of work done each day because not so many phone calls. I am enjoying some quality time at home with close family. I am worried about the economy and all the people who have lost their jobs over this virus. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am relieved that at last, with the rollout of effective vaccines well on course to almost eliminate the incidence of coronavirus infections within a few months, we shall be able to return to something resembling normal life. I look forward to being able to meet family and friends, go out to the pub, have meal out, go on holiday again. I am optimistic that the vaccines can be modified if required to deal with any variants of concern. I hope that the pandemic will give more impetus to global efforts to combat climate change and improve the environment and measures of economic success."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am worried about my elderly family and family and friends who still have to go to work.\nI am unsure of how my work will deal with being shutdown. Especially as they haven't given any information about how they are going to handle it. \nI have gotten used to not going to work and I am enjoying spending more time with my children and getting things done around the house and garden.\nI'm not too bothered about not leaving the house. I have not left the house in over 2 weeks. \n"}], "length": 3966} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am not worried about catching corona. I think we are in control of the corona virus, I still haven't had my vaccination but I should be having it in a few weeks. I just want to resume normal life and for all the shops to reopen. I think it will be at least a year before everything reopens like cinemas and theatres. What I miss the most is being able to go to a pub for a meal and meeting friend for a chat, It is done now through online messaging. It is depressing with nowhere to go but It won't be so bad when the weather improves and we have a bit of sunshine, everything feels better when the sun is shining."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel slightly worried about the situation. There isn't enough support being provided by the government. No one knows for certain when things will return to normal and things will get better. I'm also worried about my job security, if i'll have a job in couple months, and if i'll be able to support myself or if i'll not be able to pay bills and rent. I feel worried to go outside and interact with people out of fear that i might contract the virus and then pass it onto someone else which could be multiple people out of work for a couple weeks"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I've just come back from daily exercise with my son, it's about dusk and very few people were around. It was peaceful and I enjoyed the birdsong and talk with my teenager. It's certainly a worrying time but being outside in nature was helpful. I don't think the government's response to the early crisis was at all helpful and I am not a fan of the conservative party and its systematic defunding of the NHS, but I do hope that Boris Johnson makes a speedy recovery as we need him to help lead the country out of this disaster."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am very worried about the virus and that myself or a loved one might catch it. I am practicing isolation as much as possible and am not leaving the house in fear that I might catch it or pass it on. I am only leaving for the shortest period of time possible to get anything I absolutely need.\nHowever I am glad that the planet is getting a break from pollution with less cars and planes, that communities have pulled together to look after each other and show support and that people are thinking of ways to be less wasteful and greedy.\nPeople are thinking of new ways to use food so it doesn't get wasted and more people are thinking about the things they really need rather than things they want."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel relaxed about the current situation, It's been a difficult period over the last few months especially. Now with the vaccine rollout in full swing things are looking brighter knowing we can have a road map in action knowing better times are ahead. It's also positive that the case rates have fallen drastically to more lower levels. The one big concern is the threat of new variants which could hinder all long term effects of the vaccine rollout. The variants from South Africa were a concern"}, {"index": 5, "context": "Whilst I really am fearful and anxious about this pandemic and what the future holds, I do currently feel more relaxed as my whole family have been safe at home with me. I also already suffer with contamination OCD, severe anxiety and occasionally depression so all those feelings are particularly high on a daily basis but have strangely calmed down since the lockdown and being at home with my family. Before the lockdown my anxiety and ocd was completely out of control and I was having panic attacks each night. I am very sad about all the poor people who have lost their lives and feel awful for all their loved ones. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "Im still finding it surreal and feel a little overwhelmed with the various emotions that we're all experiencing at the same time. Its lovely to spend time at home, with my partner as this something we rarely get to do as our holidays always clash, but when I begin to think outside of our little bubble, and the reason why we are home, I get quite emotional and scared of what is happening around the world right now and feel genuine fear at the possibility of one of my family members or friends contracting this awful virus "}, {"index": 7, "context": "At the moment I feel mostly bored trying to find something to occupy my time as I cannot work from home, however not being able to go out doesn\u2019t bother me as I am an introvert. \n \nI am feeling a little uneasy about money, although right now I feel like I have enough to get me through the next few weeks.\n\nI don\u2019t feel scared or worried for myself or my health but I do feel worried for other people, mainly older relatives and friends. \n\nI dislike the uncertainty of not knowing when things will begin to get back to normal. I feel there is a lack of information from those in charge and this leads me to believe that they don\u2019t know either "}, {"index": 8, "context": "We\u2019re approaching a year - and yet I still feel a range of emotions daily, almost as if I\u2019m still trying to come to terms with the enormity of it all. \nI\u2019m extremely analytical of science, data etc so whilst I can rationalise modelling, mutations etc ifs hard to balance that with how I feel. I feel guilty for still having what I deep down know are guilty individualistic desires when there are so many pressing public health pressures. I feel sadness that I haven\u2019t been able to develop a relationship (especially physical) - yet happy that as a single mother I\u2019ve gained such golden bonus time with my 9yo (albeit under the most strained of circumstances); it felt like the early baby days just us two all over again. \nI feel disgust/contempt for the woefully inept handling by the government, which has cost thousands of lives. \nAnd yet there\u2019s a weird sense of calm - the pandemic is happening, I can\u2019t change that, what I can do is find moments to reach for breathe from it all. \nI\u2019m just grateful to feel, I glad I\u2019m not numb."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am anxious about how badly the situation will impact millions of people globally, about how many people will die and lose their livelihoods. I worry about becoming infected, or my family and friends being infected, especially those who are older. I am afraid of how some governments will take advantage of the situation to forward their own agenda, and how this could impact people for years to come. I am frustrated that people do not seem to be taking lockdown measures seriously, while others are suffering and dying. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I currently feel quite relaxed but also slightly frustrated that I have restrictions on where I go and that some places are closed due to the current situation. Although I feel empathetic to the situation as I know that lock down procedures like this are necessary for the greater good of the community. I feel I can use this time to extend my creativity and spend time doing things which I could not previously do. The availability of this time I feel I should be using as efficiently as possible trying to do what I enjoy most with people around me like family."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel positive as am looking forward to having the vaccine. My elderly telarives have had their first jabs. I am hoping the Government can relax the lockdown restrictions and that shops will reopen in April as per the roadmap. I hope my daughter can return to university next term. I am worried about returning to work and commuting and hope to continue to work from home fir a few days a week. I am worried about the impact on the economy and what retail and hospitality will look like in future."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel okay about the corona situation personally. My life is very good at the moment, I have a job that I love and I'm able to live a good life. I'm not lonely and I am financially stable. I'm keeping away from covid patients in my work and I've received my first vaccine so I'm feeling pretty safe. I'm only really worried about when I will be able to see my friends as I do miss socialising with them. I don't have any vulnarable family members so I'm not worried about family getting covid and being very unwell. I feel sad for those who have lost family membrs and those who have been very unwell with covid"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel a lot less concerned and fearful for the consequences that covid-19 brings to society and the future but I am not without concern at all; Compared to the start of the pandemic. This may be due to the development and rollout of the vaccines, and that soon things may get back to normal like they were pre-covid-19. I am excited for a future where I can see socialise without fear or restrictions as I do feel that the restrictions have taken a toll on both my mental health and social skills due to isolation"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am feeling confident about the coronavirus situation at the moment. This time last year caused a lot more anxiety as my wife was out of work but now she is working and we are able to get on with life as usual without the economic impact i am feeling quite good. I look at the covid numbers on an almost daily basis and i am finding it comforting seeing the numbers come down. I think like many people we have found lockdown extremely difficult and we are very ready for lockdown to be fully lifted and for life to go back to normal. we are desperate to get out of the house and go on holiday because being in one place for so long really takes its toll on people."}, {"index": 15, "context": "After 3 weeks, slowing down a bit. Noticing people are generally much slower in replying to work emails etc.\nBy now, I've finished reading the internet & hit the credits on Netflix...\nIt's Monday and things always speed up on Tuesday though. (I work in live music industry, so not much going on now).\nThanks.\nOh. 500 characters?\nNot particularly worried about corona situation at this point, everyone in my area follows the rules, even when out & about.\nMissing seeing friends and going to live music. Money is ok for a few weeks. Erm... That's it.\n"}, {"index": 16, "context": "How I currently feel about the coronavirus is indifference. The virus itself has had no direct impact on my family or myself so I feel quite happy about that. Indirectly it is having a negative impact on my mindset due to no longer being able to work. I feel stressed and anxious over how I will be coming out the other side of this. Will I have to look for a new job? Will I have to work full time despite it impacting my health? Will I still have a roof over my head? Will I be in great debt. This makes me fearful of the future. However, with regards directly to the virus, I do understand it can be deadly but I feel confident that I am going to be ok."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am feeling more hopeful about the Coronavirus pandemic. My family has been vaccinated and my children are going back to school. I am worried about new variants emerging but hopeful I will be able to see my wider family and friends again soon. Even a coffee with a friend would be a bonus right now. I am hoping to continue some of habits we've formed in lockdown of taking life more slowly and appreciating the small things when we can. Right now I'm quite relaxed which is unusual for me. I have been for a run and it's a quiet Sunday with nothing much to do."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I have had mixed feelings about Covid from the start. I've followed all the advice, taken all precautions etc so I'm sad to see such a devastating effect it's had on millions of families around the world, from death to financial losses.\n\nOn the flip side to this, I am quite an independent person who genuinely likes to stay in, watch movies, play games, play the guitar, work on my garden etc - so having the pressure of being a 30 something who is usually socially expected to be 'out and about' all the time taken away from me has made me more relaxed.\n\nI also think that Covid in a way has saved my life. I haven't had the virus myself, but the shift in working from home and offering that flexibility in working hours and locations has been a game changer for me. I'm no longer getting up at 5am every day to do a 1 hour commute to work and being tired before I've begun, and then doing it again at the end of a long day. I get more sleep, I am more rested, I save hundreds of pounds extra a month from being at home rather than commuting, and I get to spend more time with my partner - the work/life balance has never ever been better for me which has led to me being more happy"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel anxious about the situation sometimes - numbers are still rising, university is still closed, can't see family and friends, and there's an uncertainty about the whole situation. I think that's the worst part - not knowing when things can go back to normal. I'm also starting to feel restless - I miss being able to spend time with my friends and I do feel more and more tired of being at home. But we all have to try and continue as best we can in the circumstances, and I realise that I am a lot luckier than some given that I live with my immediate family and we are all in good health. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am now back at work in a new job and it has been hard, however i am quite relaxed about it. No one in my family has had it. and one both my daughters and husband have had their first jab. I m not sure when its me but I'm not really at risk where as the others were. The vaccination program has been a success but way too many people have died. Cant wait till we get back to normal and we can see everyone again and I can hug my daughters. I'm glad that my mother and partner have now had their jabs and financially we have been ok as I was on the sick but my husband continued working from home the whole time."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel that the situation has been handled very badly. Even in Jan 2020, I knew that I should make my priority the wearing of a mask, and the need for social distancing. In Feb I was wearing a mask when travelling on the train. At first we were told categorically that we shouldn't be wearing a mask. Even those with a modicum of common sense would realise that wearing a mask would protect one from aerosol transmission. I feel that the mask instructions will end up being the big scandal of the pandemic."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I'm disgusted and angry at the worst of the leadership and selfish human behaviour I am hearing about, particularly in the US.\n\nBut as an introvert who has suffered constant anxiety, particularly social anxiety, I am finding myself feeling more relaxed, resilient, creative, at peace and confident than I have felt previously.\n\nI am coping better than some of my peers because I have had to develop strategies to cope with anxiety - they are now a part of my habits and I see the Coronavirus crisis as a confirmation that those strategies work, and that I am more resilient than I realised. I am also able to help others during this crisis and feel useful to be able to share my calm and sense of hope with others."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel reasonably relaxed about the whole situation. i am spending lots of time at home with the family whilst on furlough, looking after my son whilst my wife works from home. Personally, i am reasonably fit and healthy. so is my family, therefore not overly anxious if we were to catch it. I also feel its a good reset for the world in terms of spending time with family, less travel, less pollution out there, more outside exercise, more eating fresh foods. It\u2019s obviously horrible for the people that are effected through death of family members. And i\u2019m hoping we don\u2019t get effected in this way "}, {"index": 24, "context": "In mu opinion the Corona situation would be more aptly named the Corona Hoax. The whole world is being scammed over a virus that doesn't exist. The lock down and social distancing currently imposed on UK citizens is nothing short of scandalous and is a form of mental abuse. The whole situation has been manufactured by the global elite of psychopaths whose agenda is to: have a one world government, a one world religion, a one world digital cashless currency, and that's only for starters. By 2030 we will be well on the way to being a 'Hunger Games' society. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "despite missing a lot of events including ones relating to my graduation in my final year of university and other society events that meant so much to over my years at the university. However since we are sort of all in this together and so collectively missing out events, I don\u2019t feel so sad, especially since we will all be able to fix everything together. This alongside the fact that I\u2019m with family means that while I also enjoy the time for Easter, and have daily interactions inside the house so I do not get very bored"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I\u2019m totally fed up with the restrictions and really bored. I\u2019m less anxious now that my mum and my in laws have had their vaccines and I\u2019m hoping to get my vaccine soon-ish even though I\u2019m scared of needles. I am a bit worried about the emergence of new variants especially if they have a higher death rate and escape the vaccine, but the whole thing seems like painting the forth bridge- no sooner have we vaccinated everyone then we have to start again! This whole year has felt like stasis, and I\u2019m keen for stuff to start happening again!"}], "length": 3965} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "At this moment in time I feel much more calm about the coronavirus pandemic. I am definitely not as worried about it as I was a year ago from now. I still continue to take the same precautions as usual but I\u2019m definitely less fearful of the virus. Some days are worse than others but generally I feel more positive about the whole ordeal, with recent progress in vaccinations and testing I am hopeful that things can only get better. I think life won\u2019t be the same for a long time but I believe that the world is in a much better place in comparison to how it was roughly a year ago."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel that this coronavirus situation is a very ugly event for humanity. I also feel that it could end up killing tens of thousands, potentially even hundreds of thousands if preventative measures aren't taken.\n\nHowever, I also believe that we will get through this and be stronger in the end. Hopefully, it will also lead to long term changes in how we work, the economy, etc. I also think that there will be a lot of research done into this virus and how to prevent such a thing from happening again (as well as general virology research)."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I currently believe that the Corona situation is being brought under control. \nThe governments roll out of the vaccine has proved to be very successful and is helping to bring down the rate of infection and the number of deaths. I think if this continues we will soon be able to resume a more normal lifestyle.\nProvided there are no more outbreaks of new strains, or strains that are not controlled by the vaccine we should be able to return to a more normal way of living with shops, pubs, restaurants etc able to re-open."}, {"index": 3, "context": "Things in my country are slowly improving day by day, vaccinations are starting to take affect and the government are actually doing a decent job of getting them out to people, we have been given dates for the ending of lockdown, granted everything goes to plan, so I think the whole country is feeling optimistic and excited about the future. It's a feeling I dont think i've felt before, I feel like I can get my life back to normal and back on track, the same feeling I'm sure is with others too. We just have to make sure to stick to the restrictions in place and take care around others, the last thing this country needs is another lockdown."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am still worried about the coronavirus situation. However I feel that as vaccinations progress, things will ease somewhat. I just hope that new variants and strains don't change the situation though.\n\nI also wonder when the coronavirus lockdowns will end, as I imagine many people, including myself, wish to go back to some semblance of normal.\n\nFinally I'd say that I do worry a little about my elderly father. Even though he has had his first COVID vaccine dose, he may still be vulnerable, especially as he has lung issues."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am less worried about the corona situation at the moment than I was previously. Rates of infection are dropping across the country and there is a detailed road map out of lockdown. I have had my first dose of Covid vaccine and it is quickly being rolled out to all adults. My grandparents have all been vaccinated so I am not worrying about them as much as I was. I am looking forward to the days getting warmer and brighter and being able to meet up outside with my family. I work in a school with children who are medically vulnerable and are not yet eligible for the vaccine so I do feel worried that one of them might catch the virus and be very poorly with it."}, {"index": 6, "context": "As a student, my main concern right now is how I feel I might not be able to keep up with online classes as well as regular classes, and how that might affect my performance in university. There's also the fear of carrying the virus around without noticing it in the first place, and affecting my younger family members, that I temporary currently live with, I had to go back to living with my relatives, due to the situation. My mother is also stuck abroad (France) since March, and I haven't been able to see her, nor do I know when eventually will."}, {"index": 7, "context": "This corona situation really hasn\u2019t affected me mentally. My children still went to school as they usually did before COVID it really didn\u2019t affect my day to day or my financial situation as I\u2019m able to work from home and also able to pick up my children as I usually did from school.\n\nThe only thing I would say is that I\u2019m really not sure on whether I would take that risk and book a holiday for me and the kids as I have not yet had to vaccine and wouldn\u2019t want to put myself into a situation that have been avoided if I had just been abit more patient."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel that more can be done - the government seems to have conflicting stories of what is best in this situation (testing, supplying PPE to NHS, herd immunity, staying home. I feel the public is trying their best to do what they are told and most people I know are afraid to break any rules of going out, while the police seem to highlight that they are following people and fining them. People can only look after themselves and hope for the best but it is very clear that people are not valued above money in government eyes. the rich and famous seem to have an overwhelming need to boast or be relevant on social media as if it is their oxygen supply and they cannot live without adoration."}, {"index": 9, "context": "The Covid situation at the moment is very worrying with schools reopening. I am fearful that the Covid situation will get worse again before it gets better. I feel sad at the amount of pain this has caused people, including the people close to me. I am angry at how much COVID is having an impact upon my education and my health, it is affecting my day to day living and I am also nervous that restrictions will be lifted in the next few months. In addition, I am incredibly angry at those who are ignoring the Covid lockdown rules."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel that we need to take this time to ensure we do the best to stay at home and stay safe if we can. I think in this way, we can reduce the risk of the coronavirus affecting us invidually, and this can reduce our own personal stress levels and happiness. We can take this time to focus on projects that we have not had time for before, or focus on relaxation. I've found that not looking at social media/the news all the time improves my own mental state in regards to the coronavirus, because although I know the situation is dire, I'm not focusing on that by constantly analysing the news."}, {"index": 11, "context": "For the most part, I've felt absolutely fine during this situation, of course, I miss seeing some of my family and friends however I am very used to being indoors a lot so I've found this experience pretty normal for me.\n\nI've actually felt pretty good due to the virus as I have been offered an unconditional offer due to these current events so I'm quite happy with the outcome so far.\n\nHowever, I have felt rather upset about the growing number of doctors and nurses dying from the virus on the front lines, I hope they are all remembered for their great sacrifice during these hard times.\n\nI greatly respect a lot of communities coming together to help one another out such as people buying supplies for their neighbours that might be more vulnerable to this virus than others. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "It is a major problem but the way I see it, we can't escape it and it won't go away so best to let us get on with our life's and we learn to live with it as best we can. Get people vaccinated and lift lockdown as soon as possible in my opinion. Life is boring at the minute as we cant do anything at all really, it gets me and my partner down a lot. But as a whole I'm relaxed about everything moving forwards, the plan set put by Boris seems logical so hopefully it can be kept to, I've stopped caring about covid as much now due to how it has failed to actually affect me or anyone I care about."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I have recently had my first vaccination jab and so I guess I am feeling hopeful. I feel good about the road map set out to release us from lockdown and get back to normal. I still feel a little anxiety for my friends and relatives that have not had their vaccine yet and for those that haven\u2019t had it but the country starts opening up more as this will put them at more risk. I am slightly fearful of the new strains and whether the vaccine will protect against them and if not whether I will have to have further vaccines when they develop them.but I am still very hopeful that we are on our way out of the pandemic this year."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel calm and sensible. I understand the risks and I follow the NHS guidance of limiting my time outside of my home and practising social distancing when I am out and about. \n\nCovid-19 will be with us for a long time and we must be calm and rational in how we deal with everyday life.\n\nI am currently working from home with ease. I keep in regular contact with work colleagues and friends and family using video conferencing. I live with my wife, so I don't suffer from any self-isolation issues. We have regular chats about the current situation. \n\nI feel wider society need to play their part by respecting the rules of social distancing and not leaving the home for unnecessary trips.\n\nI feel that after this crisis is over key workers and NHS staff will be more valued than ever. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I don't really feel affected by it anymore. The vaccine developments have made me quite relaxed about the situation, so I rarely think about it anymore. While my life is still different, for example I can't see my friends and I have online classes, I feel that I have gotten used to it. I have adapted to life in the pandemic so I feel that it may be difficult adjusting to life post-pandemic. However, the roadmap set out in the UK has given me an idea of how society and the economy will begin to adjust, so I feel somewhat prepared to make changes."}, {"index": 16, "context": "At the moments I'm worried for the arts. Part of my money comes from performing and COVID has ripped through this industry. I miss playing music with my friends- that was always a great part of what I did. I miss travel and seeing international friends. I used to attend around 2 international academic conferences per year. I don't know when this will return. Uncertainty is hard. My career was going well before COVID. Its almost been on hold for a year and the world has changed and will keep changing. Its important to fins a new place in the world but it will be hard as it looks like we are heading for more austerity."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I\u2019m feeling very neutral towards it currently. The positives of the daily death count reducing is a good sign, however we are not out of the woods as cases are still developing and at the end of the day, people are still dying somewhat unnecessarily. \nPeople seem to be adhering to the guidelines which is showing progress but the effects of the lockdown are effecting mental health while protecting physical health. \nAll I feel we can do is sit at home at wait for it all to be over and try and make the best of the situation. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "i am a little worried because who woudnt be.At the start of the outbreak when people where not on a lockdown i was more worried about getting it but i fell more secure now that people are at there homes.being on lockdown for me is fine i dont get lonely and i can keep busy.Every now again after seeing a broadcast i do worry but i worry more for others than myself which isnt what i normally do.i havent had a moment of sadness and i am happy and relax but like i mention the worry does come now and again.My sleep and exercise and generl wellbeing is very good as i am taking extra care for myself."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am hopefull that we have got through the worst of the crisis and that we will be able to live a more normal life in the coming months. The most vulnerable in society have been or are being vaccinated. Personally whilst I don't know when I will be able to be vaccinated I am fairly comfortable continuing with social distancing until that has happened. So I guess I'm feeling hopeful and relaxed at this stage. Until it is almost completley removed as threat I am going to be slightly anxious about my own health as I know even if it doesn't kill you the health effects can be very bad."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am a little concerned we are coming out of lockdown too fast. While the goals may have been set at 5-week stages, I cannot understand why some restrictions are being lifted while a good number of people, (namely the age group which is likely to be the most complacent and the spreaders) have not yet been vaccinated. \n\nAnd while the vaccine project is going well, I don't feel enough effort is being made by the government to remind those who have had the vaccine to remain cautious. At least until the entire population has been vaccinated at least once!"}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am sick of hearing about it, we need to get on with our lives, corona is here to stay just like the flu so we need to pull up our socks and start living again. If we all get the vaccination then it will near enough stop the spread of the virus and we as a world will start to live normally again. I have stopped watching the news and following on facebook as this just spreads more fear amongst us. I will be much happier when we can go on holiday and see our friends, pop to the shops without having to queue or wear masks."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I currently feel a bit bored, but am getting used to it. I am high risk with asthma so know that if i catch it i will have a hard time with it. So its for the better. I obviously want to go out and do but significantly cut it down, with me not attending university, going work or going to the shops regularly, so filling all of that time i know have is hard and tiredsome. I realised i am sleeping longer and much more tired than usual, but am relaxed throughout the day, with no anxiety as there is less work on my shoulders."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I cannot wait for this to finish and I hope people will respect the lockdown and stop going out like everything it's normal. I keep seeing everyday a lot of people out like they do not care. I have to go out everyday to work as I do work in NHS and I am disgusted by all these people. I think until they or someone close to them gets the virus they will not take it serious. Also I believe the fines for breaking the lockdown need to be way more drastic, starting from \u00a31000 and if it happens the second time it should double.\n"}, {"index": 24, "context": "Not overly bothered by the current situation - but I did a biology degree and now work in public health so I'm possibly a bit more clued up than the average person I.e. not so susceptible to media scare-mongering.\nMy parents are both 65 so I'm aware they're slightly more at risk than I am, but they're both relatively healthy so I'm not particularly concerned. \nWhat I find most disturbing is the media coverage that misrepresents and misinforms the public - a pandemic is worrying enough without the newspapers reporting every single death it can find."}, {"index": 25, "context": "As worried and concerned as I am about the future due to Coronavirus, I actually currently feel quite calm. I feel as long as I follow Government guidelines, do my bit by staying inside and keepIng myself safe that everything will be okay. I try not to let myself think too far ahead because the scale of the problem just becomes totally overwhelming. The thing I\u2019m finding the most difficult is not being able to see my loved ones, I really miss them, but I know it\u2019ll be for the best in the long run. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel that my country has the situation managed and under control. I feel at ease after following government guidance that I am protected. I feel relieved that some of my family members have already received the vaccine and I am happy that I will eventually receive it too.\nI am not worried about the virus because I know what steps to take to prevent myself from catching it e.g. reducing the amount of unnecessary journeys I take on public transport, only going out for essential shops, washing my hands and disinfecting surfaces."}], "length": 3738} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am happy that the vaccine is being rolled out but sad at the lost opportunities of the past year and worried about the impact of Covid on my children and younger members of society. I am also concerned about the economic fallout of Covid and how life will be different moving forward. I don't think life will return to how it was pre Covid 19. I am cautious about meeting up with friends again and doing things like going to the theatre or concerts or travelling outside of my local area. I am hopeful that most adults will accept and have the vaccine in the next year and I feel that this will become an annual jab like the flu vaccine."}, {"index": 1, "context": "Personally, I am fairly calm about the corona virus situation and am not panicking about the virus. M family and I have tried to buy what we need from the supermarkets without over stocking.\nI believe that the corona virus lockdown is in place to ensure that the NHS can cope as the NHS is underfunded.\nMore people have died of the flu then corona, the death rate appers to be high because of the low numbers of tests available. If they were able to more tests then the death rate will be a fraction of 1%.\n\n\nThat being said, I believe that some sort of lock down is needed but it could have been done in a slight less strict way. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel lucky that my job has not been impacted. It feels like the immunisation process is going well. It seems likely that there will be issues with new variants in the future, but as a species we are likely to be better prepared. It feels that many countries will need support going forwards. I feel that this is an inevitable consequence of human greed and a disconnect with nature. There were also papers published stating that it was only a matter of time before this happened, but global governments placed no pressure on the countries which continue to have wet markets."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel that the coronavirus situation is beginning to see an improvement in death rates and cases per day. I\u2019m hoping that the lockdowns will end soon, I\u2019ve been very anxious in these troubling times not because of the fear of catching this corona flu virus but the economical and financial strain it has put on me the past twelve months. At this moment I feel frustrated and also anger towards our government for not handling this pandemic properly. Locking down my part of the country for nearly five months now is not the solution."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I have been worried but at this moment I am feeling more positive. I feel healthy as do my family and because of that I feel more relaxed about the situation. I feel relaxed as it is the end of the day and I have had fresh air, I am grateful to be able to do this and be able to maintain social distancing rules. I feel somewhat frustrated that I am not being productive enough in quarantine. I heard on the news the death rate may be starting to plateau better which made me feel happy. I always feel a little anxious in the back of my mind not knowing when quarantine will end. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "Overall I currently feel cautious optimism regarding Covid-19 mainly due to the improvement in deaths and cases combined with new vaccines being introduced. It has been a scary time as the numbers of the second peak were very high and then new variations of the virus created further concerns. Now I\u2019m just looking forward to seeing my family and friends and having some normal life back. It\u2019s been a testing time emotionally as I\u2019ve not see my parents for nearly 3 months, probably the longest time apart in my life."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Right now I am feeling panicked. Alot of people from my area seem to be getting ill. In the last five minutes I've also heard about the prime minister which has made me even more nervous. I am not worried for myself but my children and my family. I worry I have not taken it serious enough. Even though I have followed all guidelines however I have recently got paint from non contact delivery. I don't want to get ill or my family too. I'm feeling very overwhelmed. It makes.me want to cry to release my emotions. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am feeling positive that the country has turned a corner in the fight against covid. I believe the vaccine programme is a success and will make a huge difference. I do still feel anxious that a third wave might come in winter, but for now I feel hopeful and am looking forward to getting my life back. I very much hope that businesses can bounce back once restrictions are lifted, and I want to believe that the summer will be positive. I am worried though that I might be being too optimistic, and that new variants might mean that we Go back to square one and need more lockdowns. However I don\u2019t think I can dwell on this too much- I need to focus on positives to get through the next few months"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am confident that the corona is fake. The whole year different stories have been told. Some of them are more fake than others. Looks they lost control over it and try to escape through finishing it. While vaccination is shown as relief, it brings restrictions to the people rights in particular in poor countries. No syncronisation in the information is seen that adds much confusion and disappointment. I would not make any vaccines at all but it looks they will force people to go for it without any choice"}, {"index": 9, "context": "I don't feel actively stressed and scared all the time, possibly because I spent my early teens watching films with a similar premise (pandemic, disasters, nuclear war etc.) and had perhaps already reached placed of acceptance before it even began. That said, I'm exhausted from the past few years and I'm definitely noticing it more with less to distract me. I do feel more relaxed than I did before this situation began, though, because I can rest in a way I couldn't then. I think I feel a bit frustrated with other people who aren't putting the effort in - I've been in my house since my activities & classes were cancelled the week before the lockdown was put in place, and people are still ignoring the guidance to stay in and stay apart. If it gets made compulsory, they'll only just be starting to be stuck indoors while I'll have been doing it for weeks already. I'm a bit angry that people aren't caring enough about others to just stay in for a bit."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel a bit bored, like everybody. I'm lucky to have a job where I know I'm safe to go back. I feel quite relaxed about things generally, although there's bound to be an economic hit down the line for the country. I don't know anyone who has been affected with coronavirus so in that sense it might not have hit home as much for me as it has for others. I have also not had to see how this can affect hospitals etc. I can see why some people feel as if it's exaggerrated, but then I epxect they wouldn't think that if it was affecting them as it has others."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel much better about the Corona situation currently. I am still anxious about potentially catching or spreading the virus, but I am comfortable in the knowledge that I am doing a lot of things to avoid this. I feel more positive about the future, but I also feel hesitant to get my hopes up about things improving in case something happens to change current progress. I do sometimes feel sad thinking about life before Covid and how out of reach it is now, but I am now more able to take myself out of that mindset and focus on the present. Ultimately, I feel slightly cautious about how I approach the situation right now, but I feel better."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am worried about the coronavirus situation as it is scary and I am anxious about what could happen. It is scary how it all happened so quickly as it was not very well know over here but now it is everywhere and you can\u2019t get away from it. It has all happened really quickly over the past month or so and it is all you hear and read about on the news and radio and every program. I work at the hospital and I never know when I am going to be asked to not go in anymore as the situation is getting worse and worse and they are trying to find places where they can convert the buildings in to extra hospital buildings with beds for potential patients"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel really good I've enjoyed being alone with my family .my only worry or fear is seeing everyone when this all ends.its made me realise a lot more of what I want from my life.i have started to invest money for the future and tentatively made goals for a retirement plan.im not worried about the Corona virus, just maybe how people will react when we come out of it. I hope attitudes change with regards to drinking too much and people start to look more after their mental health and get outdoors more often."}, {"index": 14, "context": "It's a time to reflect on how bad the world has become and people are beginning to help each other. We an only hope that a vaccine is discovered soon and we have every faith in scientists to do so. I do hope this is over soon. I am trying to keep positive and look on the bright side, but in the back of my mind I am worried about catching the virus and dying from it. I am confined to my house and am not sad about this, in fact I am enjoying being at home and and being away from the rat race. I don't know what else to say really. I'm on medication for serious depression and anxiety and am feeling chilled out/zoned out most of the time."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel okay about everything at the moment because the vaccine rollout feels like we are finally coming close to the end of it. I am hopeful that things will be back to normal this year even if it isn't end of June like the roadmap is aiming for. I can't wait to get my vaccination and to see people, do nice things and go on holiday again. Even the thought of being able to have people round in the garden as the weather starts getting warmer at the moment is lovely and I'm excited to just get a little bit of normality back with that and then the gym and shops opening in the next month or so."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel happy that the the peak of the latest outbreak appears to be past, and am hopeful that that the vaccination program is going well should eventually result in an end to widespread outbreaks. I am angry and frustrated at how poorly the pandemic has been managed by the government however. They were slow to respond to the changing situation throughout. Lockdowns were enacted too late, and lifted too early, which has resulted in a much higher number of deaths than might otherwise have happened."}, {"index": 17, "context": "Relaxed because I am indoors and working from home. Connecting with friends and family using various online platforms to keep up to date with what is going on and the Corona pandemic. Relaxed because I am indoors and working from home. Connecting with friends and family using various online platforms to keep up to date with what is going on and the Corona pandemic. Relaxed because I am indoors and working from home. Connecting with friends and family using various online platforms to keep up to date with what is going on and the Corona pandemic. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel that the situation is so big it\u2019s unclear where this will end. I\u2019m still getting my head around how much this has affected my family\u2019s lives and routine. We\u2019ve reviewed everything from our jobs to childcare. But we\u2019re looking at the positives and doing our best to stay safe. Communication with family is important and making sure we use common sense with keeping ourselves as safe as possible is a top priority. That\u2019s the main thing- I think our priorities have totally changed! What matters now is our safety- not so much anything else. Who wants to be the richest person in the graveyard? I also feel guilty that our Carers and NHS staff and countless other Key Workers are out there taking risks for the sake of the rest of us. They\u2019re pretty stuck and I\u2019m sure don\u2019t want to be in this situation."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am worried about how effective the vaccination programme will be (how long will the protection last, and if other countries don't vaccinate then new strains might appear). I'm concerned about the accuracy of the lateral flow tests as the children go back to school. I am still staying in as much as I can. I am annoyed about the amount of money that has been spent in the name of covid, lining politician's pockets. I am worried about the people falling through the cracks, unable to access any financial support (I live in an affluent area and our local foodbank is incredibly busy). PLus I'm a bit fed up of being stuck inside, not being able to go anywhere."}, {"index": 20, "context": "Need certainty of sight of the end of social distancing and restrictions on freedom of movement.\n\nWant social places to re-open. Feel that pressures on NHS are being managed and capacity is not reached. Think there is a sense in shifting approach to the herd once again and not total lockdown.\n\nGovt being clear with a timeframe would help, even if this was somewhere in May. I would not be prepared to remain observing these terms post-May.\n\nRemain concerned at becoming an authoritarian society, but equally very concerned about breakdown of social cohesion and criminal activity and loss of law and order.\n"}, {"index": 21, "context": "The Corona situation may be improving because the COVID-19 vaccine has been developed now. There may be less spread of COVID-19 because some people have taken the vaccine. There may also be less spread of COVID-19 because more people have followed the guidelines of working from home where possible, social distancing, wearing a mask. So there are positive steps that are happening for the Corona situation where the spread of COVID-19 has reduced. I have concerns for some NHS workers and frontline workers especially minority workers including religious minorities such as Muslim people or ethnic minorities, who may have to work more on the frontline with patients."}, {"index": 22, "context": "Overall my worries about corona have are outweighed by the positive changes that have happened because of it. \nFor example, spending a year working from home, having big events that I was dreading be cancelled. \nNow that the vaccine is being rolled out I'm hoping that some of these changes will stay, but not knowing what my working situation will be in the future is making me feel anxious. My company hasn't decided how many people will be allowed to work from home in the future. It's also had a negative impact on wages this year."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am relaxed about the situation as it\u2019s not as big a problem in our area as it is in the cities. I am a little anxious about my place of business as I work for a small family run company. I am enjoying the extra family time as we would not normally have as much time together due to work, school and nursery. I am a little worried about my parents contracting the virus as my father has asthma and COPD. I am a little angry at the people who are not listening to the guidelines and doing as they please."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am a little concerned that so many people are not staying at home and risking themselves and others just to enjoy the sunshine. I think the situation will get worse of the next few weeks but, hopefully, will then start to slowly improve. I'm worried what state the country will be left in as so many businesses will close down and the way we live in this country will be changed forever. So many small businesses and self-employed workers will struggle to survive. I am hopeful that a vaccine will be developed before the end of the year."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Starting to get slightly frustrated with the lack of slackness to the rules as everything seems to be going a lot slower since the vaccines have started. I do feel a lot more positive about it all but it just needs to go a lot faster on opening up the country again. I work in the nhs and I see how drained everyone is so we need that hope that things will start to open again. We just keep hearing the same things all the time and it\u2019s getting to political as well especially in scotland as the snp are trying to always put one over Boris down there which is annoying to me."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am content with the success of the vaccination roll out. Also how secure my employment has been and will continue to be as I work for the armed forces. I am fortunate in the fact that I haven\u2019t lost any family members or close friends to Corona Virus and most of the older or vulnerable people close to me have had at least Their first shot of vaccine. I believe the country will remain capable of dealing with the pandemic and the economy will be in a position to recover through the good continues work of our healthcare service."}, {"index": 27, "context": "i feel good. My family is fine too. We read a lot of books. we play computer games. we watch a lot of cognitive gear. We use this time to keep ourselves in good shape. It is very important to play sports as it is not possible to go to fitness centers. But you need to be careful on the outside to avoid getting infected and to wash your hands frequently.\nI think that the situation will soon normalize and we will return to our usual life. Therefore, it is important not to be discouraged. What we do"}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am optimistic about the covid situation because of the vaccine drive in the UK. Although I hope that we can continue the vaccination programme without experiences the supply issues that may other countries are facing. For the first time in a year we seem to have a way out of the cycle of lockdowns but we will still bear the responsibility of maintaining low infection rates after lockdown is eased. Compared to how the situation was handled initially, the UK seems to be in much better position than many countries across Europe."}, {"index": 29, "context": "The Corona situation is difficult for those who wish to gather for religious festivals, such as those who go to the mosque during Ramadan. Mosques may be closed during Ramadan. Other places of worship may be closed during their religious festivals. It's also difficult for those who can't work at this time or can't go to school. The government should have handled this better by responding more quickly to the coronavirus situation. The UK government needs to provide more help to those who are experiencing financial difficulities. The coronavirus situation has also highlighted the need for good healthcare, so governments should spend money on good healthcare rather than wars. I hope that the coronavirus will stop spreading soon."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am hopeful that we are getting to a situation where Corona will be controlled. I don\u2019t think that we will ever be rid of it but am hoping we will be able to live with it. I will be having my first vaccination next week which has cheered me immensely. I think that the better weather and the vaccine has improved my mental well being. I feel I have reason to be optimistic for the first time in ages. I cannot wait to see my friends and family again even if it has to be outside, I have missed social contact so much more than I thought I would. I am saddened that so many lives have been lost or changed for ever and am not happy with the way the government has handled the corona situation apart from the vaccine roll out. In summary I feel less anxious and more optimistic."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I think in this country there has been a massive overreaction to coronavirus. I feel relaxed about the whole situation even though i am in a at risk group of people. Closing down the whole of society will not benefit anyone, it would have been a better idea to shield vulnerable groups and keep society as open as possible and build up health services to cope. I think the virus will have a negative effect on everyone even leaving aside the health situation, the economic effect will be worse. it will likely leave everyone permanently damaged."}, {"index": 32, "context": "My emotions have been quite up and down over the last few weeks as a result of being in lockdown. Sometimes I feel quite content. I know I am very lucky due to my situation at home. But there have been times where I feel lonely and miss having the opportunity to see important people in my life, such as my boyfriend.\n\nI also feel for all the people whose families are being so badly effected and for those who have lost and are losing loved ones. Two of my friends lost their grandads within a couple of days each other and I think that is when the situation really hit home for me."}], "length": 4601} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am very worried as my boss won't close the shop where I work with him, his family and a few delivery people. he's almost 70 so there's a big risk in me being there, considering I live with housemates and we don't know who could be sick and asymptomatic. I'm scared both for him and for myself, but I have a day off today before working the whole week. I hope that his kids either convince him to close or he takes more safety measures. Also I'm in Wales right now and I really miss my family in Poland, especially since most of my friends left to see their family. Im glad that they're safe, though, and I appreciate some time for myself off university "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel everyone in my country knows what they should be doing to stop the spread and death in this country so if we keep doing that, as most of my friends and relatives are as far as I am aware, then we will be over this in a few months. \n\nI also feel happy that I get to spend time at home learning my skills.\n\nI am still slightly anxious in case I get it as it can be very serious, and my partner works out of the house 5 days a week in a hospital, so that is slightly worrying.\n\nOverall I feel positive though. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "It is worrying for the country as a whole and at the very least, someone I know will be deeply affected by this. However, I believe my vulnerable family and friends will take the necessary precautions so I am not worried too much about that. My university have taken appropriate measures so that I am not too stressed about exams and work coming up. Lockdown isn't too boring or stressful for me as I don't mind being inside and going for solo exercise. I think the government are dealing with it all reasonably well and people shouldn't criticise too much regardless of their political views. Obviously, I admire all the NHS workers and it does make me angry seeing absolute twats ignoring the rules of lockdown that could have a severe effect on all of us. I am quite gobsmacked by this."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I\u2019m feeling fairly relaxed about it all. I\u2019m not worried about potentially getting ill, but I am very annoyed about the UK government response. They have been so ineffective in their implementation of a lockdown, they have failed the NHS by not providing adequate PPE and also failed all of us by pursuing a path which does not require testing of suspected cases. You cannot track a pandemic if you don\u2019t test everyone.\nThey have lied about ventilators, claiming that a company was making them specially despite the fact that companies which already made them were not ordered from. They claimed not to get the memo from the EU regarding bulk buying of ventilators. I really hope that once this is all over, this sham government are held to account by everyone, including the media who just seemed to nod and agree with everything coming from Downing Street."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Hopeful but also fed up. Things are looking good with the vaccine role out but lockdown fatigue is dragging. I\u2019m excited for things to start opening up again, but equally frustrated that some nations within the uk haven\u2019t published dates or data for when things will actually open up. I hope this is the last lockdown we will ever have to have and don\u2019t think our country can survive another one, due to the mental and economic impact. I would be fine with mask wearing and social distancing but otherwise would be frustrated with other lockdowns. It\u2019s embarrassing that the UK as an island, has such a poor record with COVID compared to other counties such as Australia and New Zealand. I am also a bit worried these variants could put us back to square one if we allow them spread through the nation and the vaccines don\u2019t protect us from them."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am really past caring right now as i have lost a few friends, who have died from it, so i dont really worry, as i have and am doing everything,that i am supposed to do, so I dont catch it and so far I havent caught it,\nI do feel very frustrated, as every day, i see my neighbours, and people, doing everything they arent supposed to be doing, also all mixing, and not wearing any masks.\nPeople are rude and ignorant, and then, they wonder, why they are catching it?\nWe will never get rid of it, as people can not do as they are told, Look at the weekend, we had a bit of sun, and people, were out and about, mixing, acting like they have never seen the sun!!\nI dispair for this generation, and no wonder, i feel angry and upset, for all the poor people, who are doing, what they are supposed to do, and getting sick."}, {"index": 6, "context": "it is disturbing, there is a lot of uncertainty which brings anxiety, I feel stressed because of many changes that had to be made. I'm anxious, a bit afraid, worried about other people, and I feel guilty that I'm not being able to help, like doctors help. I'm slightly uncomfortable because of the inconveniences but at the same time, leaving everything behind and going back home makes me feel happy, i get to take a step back and relax, my feelings are taken seriously whether caused by pandemic or not, I am extremely relieved to be able to take a break as everything stops, even though having to leave a lot of things behind was extremely stressful. but it forces us to take a moment and really take care of ourselves."}, {"index": 7, "context": "At the moment I feel less anxious about the pandemic due to the vaccine being rolled out and the number of deaths per day decreasing significantly. The advances in the vaccines and lateral flow tests have led me to feel less stressed and safer to go out for exercise and for essential journeys to do the weekly shop. In addition, the fact more individuals are choosing to wear masks fills me with a higher level of confidence and makes me feel much safer than before when many people were choosing not to wear them even if they did not suffer from any health issues preventing them from wearing any form of facial covering whether that be a mask and/or a shield."}, {"index": 8, "context": "i feel like the situation is coming to an end in the UK with a good roll out of vaccines etc. so hopefully by the summer everything will be back to normal and we can start seeing family and going away again. i have been working through the pandemic the and i feel like a need a break, the sooner everything retuens to normal the quicker the country can move forward. the biggest fear now is how long it will be untill the uk economy goes down and the stock market crashes and nobady is lending money again"}, {"index": 9, "context": "While I can appreciate the anxiety others are experiencing, I don't feel overly worried. I am in the middle of self isolating and will return to work like normal later this week. My job will not massively change. My life hasn't massively changed. My partner is struggling employment-wise but this doesn't worry me much either. A patient I work with was diagnosed with covid and despite many complex physical health needs, has made a full recovery. Infection rates are dropping. I feel quite hopeful at this time."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel a bit of anger and frustration towards the governmentas I think initial response could have been faster and better. \nI feel very sad for people who have lost their lives or relatives and am slightly anxious about my parents. I think a lot of people will be financially worse off because of this and I wonder what the future of the country will be. I feel sad and helpless for people on low incomes and I think the wealth gap will widen.\nI am mildly anxious for my own situation but not desperately so. Lockdown has on the whole been ok if a little frustrating. It would be easier if an end date was known, though this is not possible.\n"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am content with my life currently. The way I see things: there things I can control and things I cannot (e.g. lockdown rules preventing socialising etc) therefore anything that I can control I make an active change and for the things I cannot control I therefore don't worry about it. I feel my university course has become slightly easier and more \"\"life friendly\"\" as now I don't have to commute as much and more teaching is done remotely. Regarding my job during the start of COVID19 I was working more than ever and making more money :)"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am self-isolating and going out only to buy the essential items. I am ok about that. I do miss the Gym and Work but I can work from home and do some pull-ups and push-ups. I know if I can get angry but I do remind myself that it won't help. I have to stay positive and keep on for the safety of my family and me. It is what we all have to do. Work together and protect the nation. I do feel that economy will go down if we do not get back to work. I also feel sorry for the people who live paycheck to paycheck and unable to work. I can go on and on. I do apologise for that. Please stay safe and take care, Kleinberg. Regards"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am fairly relaxed about the current pandemic situation as I am self-isolating and taking the necessary precautions as outlined by the Government. My only concern is for my elderly mother but she assures me that she is coping and has enough food for a few weeks. Another concern is people ignoring social distancing and spreading the virus. This may undo all the work that other people are doing. The actions of a few can undermine the efforts of the many. Those are my only concerns. There is nothing else that I have to say!"}, {"index": 14, "context": "It is bad that it has gotten so bad especially since other countries were experiencing before it reached the UK. precautions should have been taken earlier. so many lives have been taken and so many more are at risk especially those who are on the front line as it were.\nnow I'm stuck at home (high risk) for 10 more weeks.\nHowever, the reason why I'm calm about it is I know worrying or living in fear make things worse. I'm not prepared to live that way. instead I have lined up some things for me to do and determined to turn this around for my good.\n"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I think that the lockdown in the UK will lead to an economic situation involving deaths. If the economic situation is sufficiently bad over time, it could lead to more deaths than the coronavirus. Professor Philip Thomas' modelling from Bristol University says a 6.4% drop in GDP will lead to more deaths than beating the virus. I feel hopeful less deaths will result, if the correct balance is taken. But I also feel a bit worried the government will extend the lockdown. I feel optimistic that most people will recover and the number of deaths will fall. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "i feel better about the virus than i did as i have now had my vaccination so feel better about it, where as before i was really anxious and worried about catching it as i have an underlying health condition,\ni am still slightly worried about my family catching it , but not as much as they dont have any underlying conditions, so i,m feeling less anxious and worried about the virus than i was a few weeks ago\ni also feel better and more relaxed about it now that more people have been vaccinated so there is less chance of catching it, and the numbers of people infected are going down every week."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel fed up of it all as it has gone on for so long. I am fed up of others breaking the rules when I am putting myself at risk every day to work in a school and I haven't seen any of my family for a year. I am slightly optimistic for the future but I am always doubtful that the dates when restrictions will relax will go ahead. I don't want to get excited and then get my hopes up and feel disappointed. I am also very grateful that I am healthy and I am hoping that I do not catch coronavirus. I am excited to spend time with my friends and family again."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I'm significantly more relaxed about the situation due to the rollout of the vaccine and the reduction of daily deaths from Corona in the United Kingdom. I think we're almost out of the lockdown and quarantine period as a result of that, and i'm generally relaxed about the situation now. If everything goes well in the UK, we should be out of lockdown by June and people's lives can go back to how it was pre-pandemic. This'll help people's mental state as well as repair the economical hardships it has caused on people and the state."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am feeling a lot more relaxed about the situation. Having had the vaccine and now seeing the effect around me where the numbers have dropped I do feel less threatend or worried about my and my families health. I am looking forward to the summer and the opening up of things and on the whole just feel optimistic. I also feel lucky as the sliver lining to this whole pandemic was a job change for me which has worked out to my benefit. I am happy that my child is going back to school soon and that he has come through this year without sever negative mental health problems and got through the school year as best he could. Life is hopefully returning to some sort of normality and that makes me feel a whole lot less anxious and worried."}, {"index": 20, "context": "At the moment I am finding the Covid 19 somewhat confusing, at any given moment things can change very suddenly - I can't keep up with the guidance. The fact that the vaccine is now being rolled out is definitely a positive thing and I am looking forward to having mine. The situation is boring now on a day to day basis but it is important that we all stick to the guidelines and gradually things will go back to normal even if this does take a while. I truly am so grateful for the hard work and unrelenting passion of the NHS and the dedicated staff who look after us day in day out - together we will beat this!"}, {"index": 21, "context": "Okay, bored and fed up of not being able to do as much as usual, like go shopping and out for meals, go out for the day with my family. Unhappy that we can see more of my friends and family, am missing having less people to talk to. Happy that me and my family are all well and feeling healthy. Also I am fed up with homeschooling my child, as I have to work at the same time and this can be quite stressful. But looking forward to getting back to normal life later in the year. I managing each day as it comes and keep busy at home."}, {"index": 22, "context": "i am feeling very worried that somebody i know, or myself, may catch the virus and become very ill or die. i am worried about how long this lockdown will last, and the impact this will have on our mental and physical health. I am concerned about how long i will be expected to work from home, as my job is very difficult to do from home and i feel a bit useless. however, i am enjoying relaxing at home and not being expected to be anywhere at a particular time. i am enjoying the nice weather and am using the opportunity to get my garden in order."}, {"index": 23, "context": "There hasn't been much change in my life style. So all I can do is wash my hands and stay safe. I work at a super market. So I'm a bit anxious about being a carrier. I don't want to end up spreading it to my friends, family and other cuatomers. But it's either I work or I starve. So I have to be careful. I wash my hands more these days. And symptoms from things like the flu or hayfever scare me a bit more. I just assume I'm going to be okay. And I always have the nhs to fall back on if I start to show a lot of the symptoms. Food shortages don't seem to be a major worry for now, but I wonder about wether or not anything could happen within those industries or with trade coming in from other countries."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel most sad about future plans not happening in terms of summer. I miss my friends and human contact, going out and socialising was a big part of my life and well being. However on a positive note, it can sometimes be good to get out of routine, I like the sense of social solidarity and not having work to do. I find most frustrated when I see how it is affecting people differently, I worry about the increased domestic violence rates and it upsets me when people get angry at those in parks when not everyone has a garden, people have children that need to go outside, we need to be responsible but not shame others."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I have various feelings about this.\n1. I am anxious on a personal level because myself and my wife both have health conditions which make us potentially vulnerable to this virus, and so we are doing everything we can to minimize risk.\n2. I am also anxious for the country, and the world, as I see health services at full stretch and struggling. I am also concerned for all those at risk of losing their jobs and livelihoods.\n3. I am sad for all those who have lost their lives, and for their families and loved ones. I am also sad for all those who have lost their jobs and livelihoods or are suffering financial hardship.\n5. I am concerned for all those living in countries where available funds and health provision are woefully insefficient to protect the population.\n6. I am angry with our Conservative government for cutting back on our health service during the last 10 years, and for failing to prepare for such a pandemic. As a consequence our NHS is stretched to the limit and the staff are under huger pressure. I am also angry that the government have failed to provide adequate PPE or testing, placing NHS staff in danger, and exacerbating the spread of the virus. I am also angry that the government initially had a reckless dangerous strategy to let the virus freely infect the population, which would have killed hundreds of thousands of people. Even when they changed strategy and began to take measures to control the virus they acted too slowly, again exacerbating the situation and costing lives."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I have come to terms with what lockdown life means and how I have to go about that life. While my life has not been altered as drastically as others due to being a key worker, how I work and what I am able to do at home has changed, not for the better.\nI am comfortable living this way as I have become used to it, but I am ready for 'normal life' to resume! I just want to be able tom go and see family without having to work out if one or all of us being there makes it illegal. I want to be able to meet my best mate to have a brew and a chat about life. I can't do these things at the moment and I miss them."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel very relaxed about the current Corona situation. I'm in good health, am not a person at risk from Corona and have no immediate financial worries. I'm currently on furlough and enjoy having free time to spend with myself and others. I'm happy for the lockdown roadmap that the government have outlined to run it's course until normality can resume once again in the future.\nI anticipate we will have to live with COVID-19 as a way of life in the future. I'm pleased that there is now COVID-19 vaccines to help the most vulnerable."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel optimistic that life will return to \u2018normal\u2019 soon. I think that the worst is over and numbers of cases and deaths will continue to fall so that lockdown can be lifted and things can open back up again. I feel that the vaccine program is going well and making a huge difference, and will continue to do so. I don\u2019t feel worried about going shopping and I can\u2019t wait to be able to go without a mask on. I am looking forward to things and I see the light at the end of the tunnel better now, rather than feeling like this pandemic will never be over. I just hope that it al goes to plan."}, {"index": 29, "context": "its sad what is going on in the world hopefully the enconmy will recover from this. very gratefull for all those key workers out there helping the country and putting there lives at risk they are a big credit sad how many people have had to die from this and not nice for those familys if we stick together we can get through this and eventually get things back to some sort of normaility everyone just needs to stay at home so this doesnt drag on and on and on otherwise this thing will go on and more people will dies"}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am feeling more positive now we have a vaccine. I have also managed to lose 6 stone in weight since May 2020 so I am now not as worried for myself if I do catch COVID. I am very happy the children are going back to school on Monday and can't wait for them to be able to start enjoying life again. I feel relieved the home learning is over and hope our normal relationships resume. My Grandparents have had their vaccines and my parents will be next, we cant wait to be able to meet up with everyone again in the future."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel as if I'm in a fortunate position of being able to maintain a relaxing lifestyle living with my girlfriend, simply spending more leisure time at home than usual (I worked from home before covid-19 anyway). \n\nThe thought of people I know and hold dear being affected is anxiety-inducing, but thankfully hasn't been much of an issue thus far, but that could change easily. \n\nOverall it's just a bit surreal, easy to get used to ,but at the same time very strange when you remember how different your schedule is now, i.e. there's nothing on it..(except for some quizzes on zoom which are going down a storm tbf!) \nI desire a return to normality, economic stability (I'm a freelancer, but my slightly dropped income has been compensated by fewer pennies spent at the pub) and being able to watch football and go out to the pub with friends, but all of that has to come at the right time, the last thing we want is to be off travelling about and then experience a resurgence of the virus. "}, {"index": 32, "context": "At this very moment I feel a little calmer because we have been in this pandemic for over a year now and I am still doing all the things I need to do in order to limit myself from catching the virus, however I am a little angry that people are becoming blase to this virus. I am seeing people not wearing masks, not giving way, not giving space and meeting up in ridiculous groups now more than ever. I also feel like the people who have had the vaccine have this inferior likeness about them as if they may not ever catch the virus ever again."}, {"index": 33, "context": "At this very moment I feel a bit bleak. I'm tired of waiting for life to re-start. I feel like I've been trapped for a long time now and that makes me feel despair, although it's relatively mild now because the end is in sight. I have to remind myself I've been doing everything I can to keep my life moving forward while the country has been on hold. Some days it just feels harder than others. Possibly this is attributable to me getting drunk last night and that causing a low mood today. I can see people out in the street and I know I should get some air too but I can't bring myself to leave the flat. I haven't been out for a few days now."}], "length": 5292} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I have received my first dose of vaccine, as have my parents. I feel more hopeful given the declining numbers of cases & the pace of the vaccination process. I am still happy to abide by lockdown rules & work from home - I will be reluctant to return to the office environment. I still do all my shopping online including food. It will take me a long while to adjust back to \u2018normal\u2019 & I will need the situation to have vastly improved before then. I hope the second doses of vaccine are rolled out in good time & that by next Autumn/Winter the situation will look very different from today. I am optimistic about the future, but the future will definitely be a new type of \u2018normal\u2019."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I'm feeling hopeful about the Corona situation in the UK right now - much of my immediate family has been vaccinated due to age or underlying health issues and I am less fearful now. I was terrified that something would happen to my parents who are in their sixties, or my eldest brother who is very immunocompromised but I am less stressed at this time. However, I am a recent graduate (during the pandemic) and I am struggling to find optimism at the moment about finding meaningful work I'm passionate about as I have been trying for months to little success. The market is awful and i have been unemployed for several months."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I hope that the situation passes with a better outcome than the experts initially thought. I hope that life returns to almost normal within the next few Weeks and only very loose restrictions are placed upon us all. I am a key worker and I continue to work through this so this helps maintain a feeling of normality and routine. I imagine if I was sat at home watching the news that I may feel more anxious and impatient. I worry that if outside exercise is prohibited that I may not see my partner and feel isolated. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "At the moment I''m not really that worried about corona, although my partner is struggling to deal with lockdow. I work from home much of the time but most days will go for coffee and take the dog out for a long walk which I cant do right now. I feel slighty anxious but not over concerned as the death rate is still pretty low all things considered. Bordem is starting to become a factor as I am not a fan of tv and I'm start to go a little mad. My main concern is for my employees, and for how long I can continue to pay them, while doing this study I'm also doing company accounts to see how much money the company has."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I'm feeling drained about the situation at the moment because I'm tired of being locked up. I understand the need for it but it's hard, especially mentally. The vaccine being given out at such high rates is making me hopeful but the constant changing of when we're coming out of lockdown is annoying now. The majority of people I speak to feel the same and I can even see the effects it is having on children. I think there's going to be many mental health problems to be addressed once we're out of this being a major emergency."}, {"index": 5, "context": "currently i am remaining very calm and attempting to reduce anxiety for myself and those i live with. Although i do have some fear that i, or my loved ones could be infected, looking out for my mental health is also important. I definitely understand the severity of the pandemic and i don't think i am making light of it but ultimately i can only do so much, and i remain hopeful that the health service and the rest of the population prevail and we will get through this together. I feel like some people are getting very angry at others for their behaviour, and tensions between individuals have definitely grown in these hard times yet i see this as stupid and immature behaviour, remaining calm is such an important element."}, {"index": 6, "context": "At this moment, I am pretty relaxed because it feels like a lot of things are going well (vaccines, lockdown relaxation etc.). I am looking forward to the rest of the year and hopefully eventually being able to go on a holiday once this is all finished. This will probably require me getting a vaccine so slightly nervous about when I will be able to get this and whether there will be a chance to get this before Summer ends due to my age range. Looking forward to returning to the workplace from time to time as well as I haven't had a chance to meet my new colleagues at work"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I'm feeling largely relieved (but that might more reflect the end of a busy and stressful day); and I'm encouraged by the progress of the vaccination programme. However, I'm still concerned that risks persist, and that cases have risen locally during February, and my community has seen its first cases. That means that there is still legitimate cause for concern, and the need for vigilance continues. But after all the disappointments of the autumn and winter, there is at last grounds for believing that something like pre-Covid normality will be possible before the end of June. This is a reason for hope."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am hopeful things will get better soon, with vaccination and infections coming down. But I am also tired and bored of lockdown. The winter months have been tough. I just want to be able to do things again and see family and friends. It feels like it's taking so long to get to that point. I feel I am getting impatient for things to get more normal. Each milestone the government has set out just seems so far away. I feel so lethargic and like I can't be bothered to do anything, even though I have more time."}, {"index": 9, "context": "At this very moment I'm quite relaxed about the virus itself as I am doing all I can to prevent spread of infection and following strict guidelines to keep myself and others safe. The other effects of the virus are more what I am struggling with. I'm angry at those not listening and still continuing to break rules. I'm anxious and depressed at being out my routine, not being able to see friends and family and not being able to work as normal either. I'm worried about bills as being home all the time with a family has added to my household energy and food bills. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel hopeful. There is still a long way to go but I am less anxious than I was. I am also feeling sombre and sad for all those that have died. I also feel a sense of duty in following the government rules and to keep going through this challenging time. I also feel grateful to all those on the front line, nhs staff, carers, supermarket workers, delivery drivers etc. I also feel glad I am able to work from home and stay safe. I feel like this is a life changing time of my life. I don't think we will ever face such a tough situation in my lifetime and feel like it will define us. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "At this very moment i am currently hopeful about the pandemic nearing a point in which life can be allowed to return to somewhat normal. I am excited to see venues and other locations scheduled for reopening. I am also glad to see that the majority of the vulnerable people through the UK are being vaccinated and are much safer to the more dangerous side effects of corona virus. In terms of the virus itself i am no longer worried for my loved ones as they are much more protected from the virus or have already had the strength to pull through having the virus."}, {"index": 12, "context": "The situation is not really impacting my life, I already work from home, and my job is not high risk to loose. It\u2019s a little bizarre not having our normal freedoms, but it simply presents new challenges for day to day life. This is a strange time to be alive. It\u2019s a good excuse to get on with diy jobs around the house. Not being able to go out to the pub is also a little depressing. Other than that, things are pretty much plodding along as usual, well as usual as being locked down can be. The news continues on its strange course. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am quite relaxed as of now due to the number of cases going down due to lockdown and the vaccine. I just hope this is all done by the end of the year. The way the government has approached this has confused me as there was no reason in opening schools which drastically increased the cases and closed after a couple of months. They should have just kept them closed until the vaccine was made to prevent all these deaths. I like the lockdown because I was able to relax and spend time with my family and luckily no one in my family has contracted covid."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am worried about the situation as it doesn\u2019t seem to be getting much better at the moment, cases are going up daily and people are flouting the rules the government set. I\u2019m scared the rules will be tightened further and it makes me uneasy that I don\u2019t know what the future will hold.\nI\u2019m particularly worried about my elderly parents, it upsets we I can\u2019t see them and I desperately want them to stay well. It\u2019s hard staying in the house all day but I don\u2019t want to catch the virus and pass it onto anyone else. Life has changed significantly and I\u2019m finding it hard to adapt."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am resolved to do what it takes to keep my family safe during this time. I am trying hard to keep anxieties to a minimum so as not to pass them on to my teenage daughters. I worry about the social effect this is going to have on all of us and how we will all deal with the situation when we are allowed to socialise again. I am concerned about my parents who are both over 75 and am doing all I can to help them but this puts extra strain on myself as I am trying to work, run the house and make sure everybody is safe, healthy and happy."}, {"index": 16, "context": "The situation is inconvenient but not too serious. Hopefully we will all get back to normal soon. I sense this situation has been exaggerated by the media and we will look back and wonder what all the fuss was about. I hope to be able to go out and meet my friends again soon. I am positive about the future and feel confident we will come out the other side a bigger and better country. I really appreciated the Queen\u2019s speech on Sunday \u2013 it was a real morale booster. All We need now is some good weather to lift the mood further."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am feeling tentatively optimistic due to the vaccine rollout and improving weather but I am concerned about what will happen over the next few months. I just really want to see my family and friends again desperately. I want to be able to take my children on trips and make memories with them as well as seeing my grandparents and enjoying what time I have left with them. I would also like my job to be able to go back to normal now as well as I miss seeing colleagues, struggle not being able to provide care I could before and just want to be there for people again."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel very fortunate at the moment. My company has gone out of it's way to allow everyone to work from home (which is something I've wanted to be able to do for years) and after a few hairy days I've been able to find everything I need in the shops. \n\nI don't know anyone who's been seriously sick and I've been restricting myself to checking the news once a day. \n\nAll my social engagements have been cancelled but that's been great for me, I was dreading a couple of them. I've been able to keep in touch with people via Zoom and Houseparty."}, {"index": 19, "context": "At the moment, I feel fed up with the Corona situation. It has been going on for too long and I feel that we should be allowed some more normal life back now that a lot of the vunerable are vaccinated. Covid-19 has made life very boring but I do feel a lot less scared about it now then I did last March as my sister who is on the shielding list and my parents have all been vaccinated. \n\nI feel less anxious when out and about working and doing shopping but I am still extremely careful and keep my distance and wear my mask. I have hope that the situation will greatly improve as more and more are vaccinated and I hope of some normal life soon. I dream of the day that we don't need to wear masks and can go where we want when we want."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel quite relaxed about the Corona situation at the moment as numbers of positive cases in my local area are relatively low, I also feel relaxed and hopeful for the future due to the rollout of the vaccine, everyone I know in the vulnerable category has received their first dose now which makes me less worried about infecting them. Although the new variants are somewhat concerning, I believe we have experienced the peak of the virus and that things should stabilise in terms of infection rates as more people are vaccinated."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I have had my first vaccination but my husband hasn't. He restarts work on Monday 8th March and I am worried the virus will increase within the community and will put him at risk. This makes me really scared. I am also worried that the EU will withhold the AstraZeneca vaccines from the UK and we will be short of the vaccine. I have seen what they have done to Australia. I am therefore worried that we will suffer and see more deaths. I also have an elderly mother who is suffering mentally with not seeing family."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel optimistic that we are finally on our way out of this situation. Hopefully everyone can have their vaccinations and we can go back to a normal life. I am very much looking forward to being able to travel and see friends and family again. I just hope the majority of people accept the vaccine and not be idiots about it. Although I am optimistic about this I do feel the government have been a shambles throughout this pandemic and they need to take a long hard look at themselves after this is over."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel increasingly concerned around the current situation and have been going to check the news everyday, something I did not do prior. It is also making me change my situation by needing to ration food and other items. This has also caused a drastic change in my college work, and has caused massive disruptions which is worrying me for my results later in the year and additionally how progressing onto a university degree is going to affect me in the future. I am facing a general increase in worry for what is next and not only that but for my surrounding family members, some of which are elderly and have health conditions however I am trying to take it day be day and trying to remain calm, however that thought of worry is always pondering in my mind. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel that the coronavirus situation is on its way to being some way of under control. I feel like the vaccinations is a fantastic idea to support the easing of lockdown, and will make the older generation feel a lot safer when our and about after having the vaccine. I believe the government should force people to have the vaccine and they shouldn't be allowed in certain places without it. I read about the coronavirus most nights, as I am only 25 years old, I have already been vaccinated and believe it is well worth the risk of having it cos the level of protection that is offers. Sometimes I think boris Johnson should have brought restrictions on early but that is his choice and now we are suffering an extensive lockdown for this."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am quite relaxed overall though it is incredibly sad how many people have died during the pandemic and how many still dismiss everything as fake etc. The British government have generally been shambolic throughout, more concerned with profit than people. I have enjoyed certain aspects of the pandemic eg the slower pace of life and was hoping for a \"\"new\"\" beginning post pandemic. However, i have little faith that humanity will learn anything and will probably soon revert back to the same bad old ways that got us into this mess in the first place."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel very relaxed at this very moment and very grateful and blessed for my situation and surroundings. I do not worry about COVID, even though I believe that it is dangerous, because the present is all that matters and I choose to spend my time relaxed and focused on the present moment. Moreover, the present moment determines the future and consequently, I do not need to worry about the future. Additionally, I am overall happy in my life and hence, I do not want to cloud my thoughts with anything else. Furthermore, it is important to note that my desire about life is also high."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel indifferent about the corona virus at the moment. I have heard of one conformed death where I can make some sort of connect with. Mostly people discuss the inconvenience which is typical of the human race. I feel fine- happy and healthy. I worry about my parents, both pensioners who have a few health issues yet do not understand the gravity of contracting this terrible virus. I have hope, hope for normality and safety for everyone. I work in an environment surrounded by 100s of people. In a secondary school, the kids do not fully comprehend the extent of their actions. They do not isolate properly and have many novel ways of wearing face coverings. Guidelines which fostered their partial immunity was definitely not a wise move."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am hopeful because the vaccination program in the UK seems to be the one thing that the UK is doing right. I am very grateful that all the people I care about have not caught this virus and that everyone has been careful to stick to the rules and, now, it feels like the end is in sight. My son goes back to school on the 15th of March, and then things slowly start to get back to normal, haircuts, being able to meet up with family and friends that we have not seen this year is something we are really looking forward to. I am just focusing on the future and keeping busy in the present. We are very lucky to have not been effected by the consequences of COVID, and for that, I am very, very grateful."}], "length": 4039} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am not overly worried. I am following the advice given and am certain that I will not get this virus. I do not think that this virus will kill as many people as influenza does every year. I am also interested to see how Sweden fairs compared to other countries that have imposed a lockdown when they have not. There is also many people who I have come across when shopping for basic supplies who are not following rules regarding social distancing. Since this began there is less vehicle and air traffic which means less pollution for the planet which is now starting to repair the damage done by the human race. However this will be negated when all this comes to an end. Maybe the human race is the disease and viruses the cure."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am currently awaiting being called for my vaccine for which I am very grateful which for my age group should be in the next few weeks. I miss my family and look forward to being able to see them again and to be able to hug my son and daughter. I feel hopeful that this is something I will be able to do this year. I don't feel as anxious about the situation as I once did but only being able to only go in my local area for walks is getting very monotonous, I can't wait to be able to go on trips away again. I look forward to happier and more normal times."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel like the situation has been going on far too long now and that nothing significant has been done to stop it. We really should have properly locked down for a month or so rather than this useless stuff for over a year. I feel that we have been let down as a country by those in power and there is still more to come in the form of additional taxes which is unfair going forward especially on those who have had to work through in \"\"essential\"\" jobs. There is no real end goal here and I feel that it will continue past the dates currently set out for relaxation with continued number of strains appearing week by week"}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am glad that the number of new cases in the UK is decreasing and I am optimistic about the impact of the vaccine. I am somewhat happier that the UK government finally decided to implement lockdown this year and that it seems to be working. However, I am still worried about contracting covid-19 and having long lasting symptoms (long covid). I am also worried about the economic impact of covid as I have had difficulty finding work during the pandemic. And I am also sad because I cannot visit my family who live abroad."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am looking forward to the very near future that I can meet family and friends and start getting back to normal. I am very hopeful that the situation will get better with vaccinations. I am proud of the NHS that they have managed to carry out all these vaccinations in a short amount of time. My children are going back to school next week and I am abit anxious as to how they will get on; hopefully they will slot right back into some sort of routine. I personally am looking forward to going round to my dads and spending quality time with him. So much has happened this year; I have been redeployed twice and i an actually abit anxious about going back to my normal job!"}, {"index": 5, "context": "Not feeling too stressed as I do not have too many worries currently and am in a better financial situation compared to last year. So I feel more relaxed and content and with the vaccine rolling out I have high hopes for the near future. I am feeling hopeful that by September things will have will returned somewhat to normality so that I an become employed again and have a higher income than I do currently even though I am not financially struggling. Being at home and not going out much has allowed me to focus on myself more and allowed me to relax hence why I feel that why now, also I am still able to talk to people everyday so I do not feel too disconnected from those who would normally be around me."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am relaxed at the moment. I just got back from shopping and have my dinner on. I rest assured that the truth about the Corona virus (of which there are lots)will come out and those responsible will be dealt with accordingly. Hence I am getting on with my life the best I can. I intend to chill this evening and watch a film which helps to take ones mind off the whole debacle. I may also pray that the world wakes up to the nonsense that they are being bombarded with. I am even relaxed while writing these statements which is a good thing."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I think frustration would be the overwhelming feeling right now; it would just be nice if it was finished with. It's a bit miserable being sat inside all the time not being able to go anywhere new or even anywhere old. My 18 month old daughter hasn't ever really experienced going out other than to nursery, she doesn't know any different so is fine but it's hard not to look at her and realise just how long this whole thing has dragged on. It would be nice to just have an actual end. I worry that in 6 months time as winter starts rolling back in we see some new 'variants' that the vaccines don't touch and we're back where we started."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel kind of happy and much more relaxed then at any time since the first lockdown in March 2020 that is appears to be coming to a conclusion with the roll out of vaccines to most age groups and the reopening soon approaching. It is tinged a little though with some sadness over all that have died due to catching covid and missing my family for extended lengths of time in the last 6 months and how my elderly parents hve probably been very lonley during this as they were self isolating much longer then anyone else."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel like the corona situation is getting better.\n Several people I know have received the vaccine, which is a relief, and in my area we can get the 30 minute test whenever we want. \n Also with the road map in place it has become easier to look forward and plan ahead. I\u2019m looking forward to socialising with family and friends that I\u2019ve not seen over this year, as well as camping and festivals. \n I feel like by the end of the year, things could be back to normal."}, {"index": 10, "context": "Hopeful. The rollout of vaccines is just about the only thing that the government has managed well. And the vaccines seems to be effective. Still lots of questions to answer (effect of end of lockdown, length of immunity, ...), but certainly hopeful that life will return to somewhat normal soonish. I expect that there will be ongoing changes, perhaps social distancing will be needed for a long time, perhaps we'll all have to have regular vaccinations. But looking forward to being able to visit friends and family, to going to pubs and restaurants, to going to theatres and art galleries. Overall, hopeful."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel optimism (finally) as the end looks to be in sight. I can now strat planning for the future. I have never felt sad, annoyed at the Government yes, but not sad. I am not that emotional at the best of times. Sick of walking around my own area day after day due to the Government's inability to take the necessary steps to contain the virus. Still no idea when I will be able to visit anywhere outside the UK and this is a hinderance to my ability to travel be it business or pleasure. Thankfully the vaccine is being rolled out (the one Governement sucess)and most people are looking to the future I'll be able to see folk I have not seen in months."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I\u2019m kind of tired. I run my own business, and although we\u2019ve been fortunate and survived without too much damage, the constant need to adapt and change our operations from day to day has been very wearing. I\u2019ve also lost a family member to COVID, so that\u2019s sad, and frustrating because it need not have happened. I\u2019m looking forward to getting out, travelling, seeing people I haven\u2019t seen for a long while, getting back to my work as it should be. Overall I\u2019m hopeful that things are starting to get better now, but I also hope that doesn\u2019t mean the mistakes, hypocrisy and mismanagement get forgotten."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I don't feel as scared and anxious as I did over the last few months. The vaccines have helped me feel we may be back to normal in a few months. I miss my friends and family and I miss just doing things like going to the pub or to the shops. I feel sad and sorry for those who have lost loved ones and/or their livelihoods. It has made me appreciate how lucky I am to have my health and financial security. I am looking forward to a sense of closure/normality in the near future, however I hope some changes remain, such as working from home."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel hopeful about the UK'S COVID-19 situation because with the NHS vaccination rollout going successfully and a somewhat sensible road map outlined by the UK government, I very much hope that everything will return to some form of normality fairly soon. I am a little anxious that people will become complacent the more the restrictions ease and cases will spike again, especially with kids in schools all mixing together and pubs reopening in April. I haven't seen my mum properly since last August/September and I would love to see her again properly rather than standing outside her front door distanced after doing some shopping for her as she has to shield."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am feeling quite optimistic, I feel that some people are still being silly about the situation but with the vaccine I am hopeful of a return to normality soon and to have a map out of lockdown is very hopeful. But I am still anxious As at the moment there is the Brazilian variant which sounds like it might come around soon and I hope the vaccine is effective against that too. Really there will be anxiety for a while as currently there is always a chance of a mutation happening that will be worse."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel very relaxed about the situation. My immediate family are all at low risk. We are social distancing in the ideal situation, with a reasonably sized house and garden and no underlying health conditions. I feel mildly worried for my dad who is over 70 with high blood pressure and does not seem to be taking this seriously enough, but my overriding feeling is one of gratitude that my immediate family are in no danger and living comfortably. I am self employed and have slightly less work, but we have taken a mortgage holiday and our general outgoings are reduced by staying at home, so we don't have financial worries. I feel slight guilt that we are in such a fortunate situation whilst others are suffering and that I cannot volunteer for the NHS because my husband is already a key worker. I feel slightly sad that my children are missing out on their regular activities but aware that they are lucky to do them in normal times. I don't socialise much anyway so I am not really missing the social interaction. I feel I am in as good a position as it is possible to be in under the circumstances and I am grateful for that. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "At the moment I feel okay, it's more of a waiting game so just relaxing and being patient. I've gotten used to working from home, there's the odd office visit which provides a nice break from home and change of scenery. It seems like at least here, we're getting our stuff together and there's some light at the end of the tunnel, to an extent. Obviously, still being cautious and careful.. Unfortunately there's still idiots among us flouting rules, etc. which while the overall news and future looks promising, could easily dive back... A little optimism, possibly. But like i said, with caution!"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel like we are on the way out of the pandemic because of the vaccine rollout. This makes me feel a lot less anxious than before. I don't feel as in danger as I did a few months ago when the cases were high. I am hopeful for the future but will continue to follow the rules until told otherwise. I hope to get a vaccine soon so we can all get on with the rest of our lives. I feel good right now because there is light at the end of the tunnel. Once this is all over, we will probably have a gathering, maybe go for somewhere to eat as a family with lots of our relatives. I am quite happy at the moment and enjoying staying at home."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am feeling less worried as i have had my vaccination. My parents have also had theirs too. I still get stressed by the selfish people who don't follow the rules during lockdown. Some people just don't realise how serious it is and don't seem to care about other people. I am looking forward to normal life again but continuing with some of the best parts of lockdown. I also work for the NHS so will be glad when we are over the worst and the job returns to normal again. 500 characters is a lot! This is supposed to be a 6 minute, 50P task!!!"}, {"index": 20, "context": "Slightly worried about current events, especially unemployment. This is because the economy is right now in a bad state, with the interest rates at a all time low and the unemployment rate lower than the level during the great depression, at the moment the economy could be in a worse state than the 2008 recession. This is also because it is not the bursting of a bubble like the housing market or the internet bubble, but it is a global pandemic, which is affecting health and in turn affecting the economy"}, {"index": 21, "context": "Ambivalent. Fed up with the to-ing and fro-ing. I wish the governments would just make up their minds and make a choice. Half of Westminster should be resigning in shame and should be in court in front of a judge and jury. Shameful. Let shops open properly so people can get the things they need, what is essential or needed for one person is not necessarily the same as for another. Friends, family and strangers are turning on each other over things that shouldn't make a difference, if someone isn't wearing a mask, just accept it's because they have a reason. None of these 'questions' over it, or insistence on wearing a lanyard. Medical records are private."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel less pressure during lockdown and generally more relaxed. However I am missing being able to go out, going on holidays and have not seen some members of my family for over a year now. My elderly relatives have now had the first vaccination so I feel reassured of their safety and wellbeing and am looking forward to visiting them in the summer. This must be 500 characters but I keep getting the message, not 500 characters. This is not reasonable, especially as there is no character count!!!!"}, {"index": 23, "context": "Slightly less concerned personally because of vaccination but worried that we are again coming out of lockdown too early. Government has lacked a strategy throughout and I fear that we will return to lockdown in the Autumn if not before. I feel relaxed because I have excellent support and live in a pleasant area with plenty of space. This is not true of the disadvantaged who may still suffer in the future.\nI feel particularly frustrated for NHS staff who have been badly treated throughout the pandemic."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel fairly relaxed and hopeful about the situation, rates are going down and people are being vaccinated. I have worked as a teacher throughout the pandemic and feel fairly relaxed about the situation. My children are back at school next week and am excited to get back to normality. I am also looking forward to seeing my family and going out to places that I haven\u2019t been able to go to for a year, such as swimming with my own children, seaside, gym and restaurants. So all in all, I think I am feeling hopeful, excited and relaxed about the whole corona situation."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Its good that we have a vaccine and its being rolled out quickly. I'm concerned about how long before its safe to travel abroad and it looks like the UK government acted too slow to put restrictions into place in airports, i honestly thought it was a forgone conclusion that we'd have put measure in place for international travellers much quickly. I also think its a huge mistake to open bars and restaurants when not everyone has had a chance to have a vaccine. Bars and restaurants should have opened after the entire UK had been offered the chance for the vaccine."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel that whilst this is a huge problem that is happening globally, there are so many different news reports that I believe are just playing off of the collective fear we are all feeling in this time. It is hard to know who to trust or what to believe. It is awful that people are dying because of this disease! For me, praying has really helped me and so has my faith in God. So it makes this whole situation a bit easier to cope with and live through. I do hope that we come out of lockdown and that this is all sorted soon. It would be nice for the world to return to normal!"}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel sadness about what has happened in the past year, both in terms of the people who have died or been bereaved, and the impact on all of our day to day lives, for instance young people at school and people who live in care homes, and the effect on social relationships. I feel hopeful that with the rollout of the vaccination programme things will be able to return closer to normal but I am anxious about how long this will take. I do not personally feel particularly anxious about catching Covid 19 as I do not feel I am at high risk of serious illness."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I originally was very unworried about the situation and felt that the media was behaving irresponsibly and scare mongering. I still believe that the media has reported the situation very poorly but now understand that this is s very serious situation. I am handling isolation well and me and my family are enjoying the extra time with each other. The children are coping really well with the change even though it is clearly a very confusing and challenging time for them. We are managing to home school them without it feeling stressful or difficult and I feel like the children are actually benefiting a great deal from the situation"}], "length": 4080} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "It's been literally a year now since I started my new job and was almost immediately put into covid lockdown, I've worked there about half as much time as I should have done by now and it feels strange. I don't feel socially isolated at home though, because I've always communicated with long distance friends over the internet through my teen years so I've not found myself that upset over the lack of socialising. Right now I am enjoying the lack of pressure that comes from being forced into activities just to keep friends at work and I'm a little apprehensive about that coming back soon."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am able to work from home, its a nice day today and I've been working in the garden for the last hour so I'm very comfortable. I am able to do my weekly shop at my local supermarket down the road which is not too much bother and I am making an effort to stay at home unless I go for a walk (once a day) or shop (once a week) so I feel happy as I can be in this scenario and happy to sit it out until we are allowed to go out more freely. I have concern and anxiety for the older people in our communities, particularly those more stubborn that insist on going out and popping to the shops several times a week putting themsleves and others at risk. I appreciate not everyone is able to be too comfortable at home due to a variety of factors but I think its important for us to all make the best effort we can. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel disappointed that nearly a whole year of my life and my family's life has been taken away by Coronavirus as we have not been able to do any of the things we wanted to do in 2020. I am sad that our life has changed so much but optimistic about the future. I hope my daughter will not have been too badly affected by the pandemic. I am also excited about returning to work in a normal phase and not continuing to work from home every day. I am grateful for the extra time I have been able to spend with my loved ones close to me and also happy that we have been able to take stock of certain things in our life and maybe complete projects that normally would have taken years, such as a garden landscape."}, {"index": 3, "context": "In this very moment as I am fortunate to be able to work from home and feel comfortable and secure in my environment I am lucky to feel relaxed and well. However I am worried about the health and well-being of my family members and the long-term repercussions of the pandemic on society, especially the more vulnerable in society such as those who are economically weaker, self-employed, the elderly and those with underlying health conditions. I am concerned about the implications of the pandemic for my own job security and that of my friends and family, but as I cannot control the situation, I am feeling calm and doing my bit to flatten the curve by following the government's instructions to stay at home."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel annoyed at the handling of the coronavirus in the Uk and that we have been subjected to a third lockdown. I feel sad and concerned for all the children and families stretched to breaking point over school closures. I am not worried about catching the virus at all, I am more worried about the effects of lockdown. At the same time I feel very luck to have had my kids in school and to live in a house with a garden near a park and the sea and realise how lucky I am. I feel very grateful to have a job and to be earning money, as this time last year I was unemployed and very worried about money and finding it very difficult to be at home 24/7 with no space. I feel optimistic about the future though normal life still seems very far away."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am a bit more relaxed now that we see that the end is possibly in sight. I am looking forward to doing lots of things I've missed such as seeing my friends, having a pint, seeing my collegues at work. I am still worried though about the economy and I think we will be paying this debt off for the next few years. I am therefore worried about it the impact for the future, my retirement and also for my children and their future.\nI a also relaxed because it is Saturday and it's the weekend so that has an impact as well"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am in the position where it is likely that I have had Covid-19 and although frustrating that I do not know for certain as there is no testing here unless you are in hospital, I feel almost relaxed like I\u2019ve come out the other side of it and likely that my household are ok too so I do not have any immediate concerns for their health. I had also got very organised with supplies in advance of it arriving here as my sister (a health professional) was taking it incredibly seriously so I took that as a cue that the UK would eventually head the same way as China so therefore we had plenty of supplies at home and had no concerns in that regard although I felt bad for others who were not able to. \nI live a fairly introverted life so not going out has not bothered me in the slightest. It is fairly close to how I live anyway, and I am enjoying having the rest of the household home. I am keeping in contact with work colleagues, friends and wider family with technology and there is a good sense of comaradarie between us. \nI\u2019m finding it really interesting seeing how the world has adapted. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel relaxed at the present moment as I don't have to wake up early and go to work. But I do feel a little bit fearful of catching the coronavirus even though I am taking all the necessary changes. It is a bit sad that the weather is nice and sunny outside and we are all stuck inside, but it's not forever, it's only a couple of months to get through.\nWe all need to take this serious and follow what our government is asking us to do.\nI am hopeful that we will come out of this stronger as long as we all stick together and we all take precautions."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am fatigued by it all. But I also feel like it has been going on that long we have become desensitised to it. I feel safe at home and still don't go out unless its necessary. We do most of our shopping online including grocery shopping. I am worried about my son going back to school on Monday and my daughter returning to university. I have felt relaxed at home although I have been worried for the health and safety of friends and family. I just want everything to be over now and SAFE and get back to normal."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am worried but hopeful that it will all be over and back to normal soon. I am very bored with the restrictions and looking forward to the future. I am worried about money as our income has decreased and we are not eligible for help, so I am very much looking forward to it going back to normal. I miss my family who I haven't seen in over a year. I worry about my son who is 18 months old and has known very little of normality. I worry of long term effects. I am less worried of catching the virus as I am healthy and low risk. I used to worry about my mum catching it but I now dont as it has decreased a lot"}, {"index": 10, "context": "I mean, if I look at the news, it's all panic panic panic! And it makes me stressed. New variants, locate the source, blah, blah. I haven't had a cold or flu since I was 11 years old so these are things that happen to other people, but the media has held me hostage for an entire year despite the fact that I'm not at risk. It's taken me the best part of a year to finally find someone I know personally who has had it; an elderly couple in my village who have been shielding and are both in an at risk group (the lady got it while having her covid vaccination and passed it to her husband). One year to find someone I know personally who has had it, in an at risk group and they were fine. They said it was a bad flu and nothing more. Sick of all the scaremongering."}, {"index": 11, "context": "It's a very tough time at the minute and is only gonna get worse i feel. It's not very nice at all, but it has to be done. However it ain't helped by selfish people going out in public when being told to stay indoors as that dont help things. It will make it worse and in a few weeks we will see the severity again. It's a very worrying time currently and I cant wait for it to be over. I miss seeing my friends and family and socially meeting people. It all makes me very sad and I've often felt lonely cus of it. I'm also angered by what people have been doing but not so much at the virus."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I'm doing as much as I can to stop the spread to my loved ones. I have remained at home and have shown no signs of having the virus, and because I am not going to be going outside, I am not all that worried about catching the virus. All people in my household are following the lock-down rules so the fact we don't have it now means we likely won't catch it, hence my feelings of relaxation over anxiety. I am moderately sad because I miss seeing my friends and I had to move out of my university accommodation, but I know that it will be resolved in a few months and life will return back to normal eventually, so am not too concerned about the future. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I generally feel quite optimistic, as things seem to be improving in this country and around the world, with a view that the lockdown will slowly come to an end and normality will start to return. As a year has now passed, I also feel like I have grown more comfortable in this situation as mask wearing, social distancing etc now feels so normal. I was also recently vaccinated so I am less anxious about catching the virus. I still miss socialising with friends and going on holiday (and even being in the office, sometimes!) but hope these activities might resume relatively soon."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel like there is nothing that I can do about the corona situation and things just have to run their course. I only go out once per week to get my shopping (which is a slight disruption to my routine, but I like the supermarkets being less busy). My husband and I can work from home. My family and friends are all self-isolating so I am not too concerned about them. I am annoyed at some people disregarding the rules, but I can't do anything about their stupidity. I do not mind being indoors because I have loads of things to do and I am lucky to have a garden. I am super grateful to all of the key workers that are keeping the supply chains going and providing medical support, etc. I am concerned that people may lose their jobs and the way in which the economy will be hit. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am a key worker for a telecommunications company and I am happy to go in and do what I can to help my customers, my call centre is clean and they are giving us a free lunches and provide hand wash and sanitizer. It gives me a break from isolating so has not really made much difference to me personally. I am concerned about how the world will keep spinning but we have to evolve, human kind has done it before and maybe this is the way that the world keeps turning and eeks out the weak so the rest can continue. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I have an intense job which has become much easier by staying home (education). I sleep more, focus on myself but also realise that this is a privilege that not everyone can have. \n\nI also understand that education is impacted for students at the moment, especially for socially deprived students who don't have home help, monitoring or the equipment to do the work. So many students don't have laptops or basic computer skills to open an attachment on an email (these are secondary school students). \n\nI fear for people who don't follow the rules. I also fear for the late stage capitalist society that we live in that can not cope under this pandemic. The economy has already been heavily affected by Brexit and now coronavirus will decimate it. I also fear for the homeless and the most vulnerable. Some countries, like the USA, is not equipped with the right leadership to seriously deal with it either. \n\nThere was an initial panic to buy goods and there still is when entering super markets. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am willing to follow the rules and stop the spread etc but i'm tired of the whole situation. I just want it to be done with already. I am hopeful that the vaccine will help us to deliver herd immunity and that life can begin to feel normal again. Children need to be back in school not just for their education but also for the important socialisation which they are missing out on. I also feel slightly conned by this survey as 500 words is not really just a few sentences is it? I have uni assignments that are set at 500 words its more of an essay than a few sentences to be honest."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I think right now the corona situation has made me somewhat at ease due to alot of people getting the injection however I still have my worries for if the injection has bad side effects to family and friends and other people as I cant bare to see anyone suffer. \nHaving the lockdown eased somewhat and children going back to school has definetly helped me to be less scared of the future and I really hope it is worth it too! \nThe feeling I have now is much more relaxed and I know now that things are going back to normality which is something I really cannot wait for."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Glad the vaccine rollout is working well. Relieved the deaths and infection rates are falling in my country. Looking forward to getting my vaccine as I hope it will allow me to go on a honeymoon later this year. Glad the economy will soon start seeing an improvement with services and businesses able to start opening up. I hope we will soon be able to get back to some sort of normality as I miss my old hobbies of socialising with friends and supporting my football team at the stadium. Hopefully I am able to keep working from home as I am enjoying not having to commute and prefer the work life balance that working from home provides"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I dont feel worry enough to come close to panic. I do feel slightly worried for the wealth of people i know, mostly the ones who are older. I also feel slightly worried with my financial situation, now and in the future. I dont have many strong feelings to what the corona virus has done to the current lifstyle so far, not as much as i have regarding the future after the virus.\nThat all that i feel about it at this moment.\n "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel lucky to be in good health but concerned about elderly relatives and friends and family with existing health issues which means they could be at risk.\nI am enjoying the break from routine and I like working from home.\nI also feel more connected to my partner and family and am enjoying spending time with them.\nI am a little frustrated at not being allowed to go outside but understand the reasons why and I am respecting the lock down's rules.\nI am also disappointed that my holiday was cancelled but I sometimes feel guilty for feeling this way because I know a lot more people are in worse situations. \nI feel sad for those who have lost loved ones and for those that are seriously unwell in hospital."}, {"index": 22, "context": "The situation feels like it's improving. \nNo one in my close circle has been effected majorly. \nMy work situation has changed to remote work, so that has been interesting to workaround. \nI have no major financial worries due to the corona virus. \nInterested to see how the world economy and international relations change over the coming year or so. I feel as though countries such as the UK and USA will bring more industry internal, especially that of medical origin. \nI feel as though my country will learn and develop in a positive way after all is said and done. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "The uncertainty regarding the local community impact of the virus and the duration of the lockdown cause me moderate anxiety. I have returned to work in the local hospital during the pandemic, so I have a change of routine to adjust to at this time as well. We have childcare to organise and we are finding solutions to allow my partner and I to work. I am concerned at the unpredictable nature of coronavirus infection. I am worried about my family getting ill. I am happy that the shops have plenty of food and that there are no issues with groceries and fuel at the moment."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel unsettled predominantly because it\u2019s not clear how the whole situation will eventually pan out. I struggle to work out whether I\u2019m more concerned that I may get the infection and potentially become seriously unwell and die or whether I\u2019m more worried that the same thing will happen to one of the people I love most in my life. I also Feel angered by the people who are ignoring the government\u2019s instructions on social distancing and giving the appearance that they don\u2019t care whether or not they may be responsible for infecting and potentially killing another person. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel like this is probably the peak of the virus and that new cases and death numbers will hopefully start to go down. I'm not concerned about myself catching the virus but I'm worried that an elderly member of my family could catch it. I'm hoping that most people can get back to work soon as people because people could start to run out of money soon. I'm wondering how this is going to affect the economy around the world and I'm wondering when the barber shop will re-open as I really need a haircut."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel a lot more optimistic about the situation as the vaccine is being offered to family members so I'm feeling more secure. I cant wait for things to be back to normal, I have confidence that things are going in the right direction. The death toll and number of people infected is going down each day which is very promising so there should be some normality very soon, hopefully by the summertime we can all get together again and do the things we used to enjoy doing. I'm happy that the old people in my community are now feeling secure after receiving their jabs"}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am anxious about the situation. The fear of the unknown is what is causing it the most. I am worried for my family, friends and colleagues safety. Although I understand social distancing is so important, it makes me sad I can't see loved ones. People not abiding by social distancing and ignoring rules are ignorant and selfish, we need to work together to ensure we put the best fight out there. To protect the population and the NHS. I think the UK are working as hard as they can to try and reduce the number of deaths but everyone needs to play their own part. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am worried for the people on the frontline and sad for those who have died. I am slightly worried about getting it when I walk to the shops but I try not to think about it too much because otherwise you can become too worried and stressed just by watching the news and social media. All you see are the number of deaths and it can become quite depressing and stress-provoking when in reality there is nothing I can do but stay at home. So I am just enjoying my time at home as much as I can and looking after myself so I am fit and healthy all while trying stay positive. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "At this very moment I am fairly relaxed about the Corona situation. I purposefully only read the news online in the mornings then avoid it for the rest of the day (by not watching tv, not going on Facebook but rather just Instagram and YouTube). When I think about the future, the health of my family, the security of our jobs and the economy etc I can get worries and I am worried by the fact there is no end date to lockdown as of yet and also when lockdown is lifted, how can we be sure to keep ourselves fit and healthy? But day to day I am pragmatic - I take each day as it comes and at the moment I am enjoying taking this time to do some DIY and odd jobs around the house. This keeps me busy and my mind off the situation."}], "length": 4552} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Fear for the future of the world and the economic, environmental , political ramifications of this virus, in the hopes we do not end up in a recession again like 2008. Anxieties about when it will end, whether it will affect me or my family, my education etc. Hope that the UK government will do something more to prevent the spread and to combat the ever increasing peak that we are getting every day. Worries about whether I will be able to continue my education properly with the current coronavirus situation."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel worried, I mean university are making us come back to campus which I don't feel is safe, especially since I have to use public transport in order to get there. I am frustrated that people are not following the rules. I also worry how things will be if the projected dates get pushed back, I feel people will not respond well to that at all. I'm frustrated at the fact that if we had had lockdown over Christmas, things would likely be better. I'm also annoyed at how stupid people act in supermarkets"}, {"index": 2, "context": "Frustrated but extremely consoled everyone is in the same position. Worried for those vulnerable and my loved ones especially. Feeling very isolated and very restless, getting incredibly bored and overwhelmed. I am Bothered by not being able to go outside and I am missing my friends and family however I am glad to be isolated with someone i can talk to and have fun with, with plenty of work, o be doing as well as studying and being fortunate enough to have plenty of entertainment and space to spend time by myself indulging hobbies\n"}, {"index": 3, "context": "Right now, I feel anxious about whats to come and the likelihood of an extended lockdown period. Also, a bit of anger because of available lack of food and long queues due to people's ignorance. I also feel fear of losing a loved one and, catching the virus. I also feel like a lot about the virus and its spread is being hidden from the general public. I also feel confused at times due to the spread of false information (e.g. 5G coronavirus stories). I am student and there has also been an intense pressure on my ability to complete my workload before deadlines."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I believe that as a whole my local community is dealing with the outbreak and advice that has been given very well. I am however still worried for myself, my family and colleagues at work. This is because I am currently training to become an Nursing Associate currently supporting my local trust as a Healthcare Assistant. Everyone that I work alongside is doing a brilliant job in the current circumstances however there is the ever present concern that we could contract Covid-19.\n\nI am however incredibly disappointed to see that some areas and groups of people do not appear to be taking this as seriously as they should be and are putting themselves and others at risk. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am extremely anxious that me and my family do not get it, as a mother, I worry for the kids, as an asthmatic I worry about myself. I the majority of people are being fairly good, but I am angry at the people who didn't take it seriously early enough, including the government, and at the people who think they are the exceptions to the lockdown rules who put us all at risk. I am sad about how many people have died and suffered horribly, and those who are yet to go through this. I am worried that when lockdown is lifted people will just go back to how they were and now learn the lessons."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel shocked at the high number of deaths especially those deaths of younger people without underlying health conditions.\n\nAlso concerned about not being advised to wear masks when in other Asian countries tries this has reduced the spread of the virus and ultimately the number of deaths.\n\nI fear for myself and sister as we both have diabetes so working from home and keeping positive.\n\nOverall it's the mental state of people in these troubled times as I feel stressed and depressed most days and if you have to keep unoccupied. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel exhausted and a bit fed up. I am a community carer so I am classed as a key Worker. When I am getting up early for my shift, putting on a fake smile to appear chirpy to my clients and give a positive vibe, barely having time for a break, putting myself and my family at risk and generally wearing myself out; to then see lots of people ignoring the rules and going out just because it's sunny is both frustrating and exhausting. However, I live at home with my mother and boyfriend and although tensions have been high as I feel we are getting fed up and under each others feet sometimes, I do feel like we have grown closer and make more time for each other now"}, {"index": 8, "context": "My job disappeared overnight and is likely to have gone for good. I have no idea what I will do next. Our government is lying on a daily basis, the Tories are claiming they are the NHS' best friends when they've been trying to sell it off for a decade. Virtue signalling is rampant - I don't applaud in the street because it helps no-one.\n\nAt the same time as most people are trying to stay indoors and follow the rules, a few people are shouting at those taking a daily walk in the park.\n\nI can't get a supermarket delivery slot for my elderly parents, (in their 80s), yet I have friends boasting about 2 deliveries per week. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "Currently, I feel hopeless about the Corona situation. I had previously been staying positive but this week I have been feeling a mix of strong feelings like anxiety and sadness. I am finding it quite unsettling to have no control over the situation, especially knowing other people are still willingly putting others at risk. Since losing my job last week due to this situation, I feel useless and am sad that there is nothing to look forward to in the near future. I am trying to stay positive and keep some sort of routine throughout my days so that I don't feel lost in the uncertainty of all of this."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel anger and disgust at seeing people still going out to see their friends and partners while I am sacrificing all that for the safety of myself and everyone else. I am feeling very stressed and anxious due to having 3 university Master's exams, multiple assignments still to hand in and a dissertation on top of this already stressful situation. It is hard to be happy and get back in to a routine when I don't know when this is all going to end. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to as every thing I had planned has been cancelled. I know it's for the best but it is hard to cope at this time."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I'm worried. I'm in a vulnerable group, as is my mother, so it's a scary time. I'm a homebody so I don't struggle as much as some with the idea of staying at home, but not doing anything at all is a little much. I'm missing out on seeing Book of Mormon, something I've wanted to do for years, which is a little saddening. I'm most worried about what the country will look like when this is all over. I'm sure big chains will survive, but what about places like the local Korean restaurant that I love?"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am feeling burnt out and in desperate need of a change of scenery. I am hoping that virus levels will continue to fall so that lockdown measures can be relaxed and I can take my children to the woods or the beach. They need it for their mental health. My family and I have stuck to every lockdown rule set and we are finding it increasingly frustrating seeing people break these rules - especially when we have sacrificed so much. I am trying to feel optimistic for the future but when I can receive the vaccine seems a long time away."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Although things seem to be getting better when immunisation is concerned, I worry that people will take it as a given that this is a cure all and become lazier with social distancing etc. My fear is that with this will bring a further wave of illness where more people will die and mutations may occur which the immunisations will not work against. A lot of people seem to think they don\u2019t need the jab or to listen to guidance and this is very concerning even with the decreasing death rate.\n\nHopefully I\u2019ll be proven wrong!"}, {"index": 14, "context": "In the past year I got used to the situation. I don't have any strong feelings about it anymore. Given that we have a number of vaccinations available makes me optimistic that this will soon be over. I'm looking forward to pick up my jab as well. My work situation is still the same, I work from home most days, but I spend time at my workplace as well, where I can interact with people in person. Am also a bit worried as I have family in another country where things are not going as well as here in the UK."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I really miss my boyfriend; I haven't been able to see him for nearly three months now because of the Corona situation. I'm also worried that he will get sick. And I have a house move pending and I am stressed about that too, and the Corona situation just makes that worse because it adds complexities. I have a four-year-old daughter who started school in September, and I've worried about her socialisation and learning during lockdown too, as well as worrying about my work situation because I'm self-employed and home schooling doesn't help with that either."}, {"index": 16, "context": "Scared, angry at the UK public for not complying, frustrated at all the fake news circling the internet.\nAngry at tory voters clapping for the NHS, when they were dragged through the dirt last election. \nNervous for my university situation, and my housing situation. Wondering how the hell homeless people are tackling this, we dont know because the news arent covering it. \nAngry at stockpilers, my parents, money, life. \nRealising that we are all easily replacable, our time here never really mattered (animals and nature will return). The only way to really stop climate change is to eradicate the human race? no? Makes you think"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel quite anxious about the situation as the future is so uncertain. I am worried about how coronavirus will impact all areas of my own life (social, economic, career, family) alongside society in general and the economy. I don\u2019t see an end in sight which worries me even more. I am concerned that the government is hiding aspects of the epidemic from the public. I am concerned that China has been untruthful with the world and that their death toll is much higher. I am worried that there may be a second wave of the virus which will destroy all of our progress "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I think not enough was done at the beginning because people weren't aware of how bad it would get. More testing and contact tracing needs done to be able to know where the virus is. \nIt's annoying because people aren't following the rules to stay at home and not see people who aren't in their household.\nI cant see my boyfriend and rest of my family for who knows how long and loads of people are still out acting as if everything is normal.\n\nThere is a constant flow of news about the whole situation which has been giving me some anxiety so i've been trying to not look at the stream of news and information throughout the day and its helping.\n\nI am classed as a key worker and have been provided with some protective gear but the people i work with aren't bothered about wearing it."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Currently I do not mind the situation in terms of the lockdown as I am able to save money and also focus on my degree studies. I worry for the population especially young people who may catch the virus and pass this onto vulnerable family members. I am anxious about finding a job after graduating this year due to potential recession. I also worry for my own health as I do have asthma. I do wish for life to return to normal soon so I am able to enjoy the summer and everyone can be happy. I am disgusted at the way some people are not taking government advice seriously and believe these individuals are selfish and not considering how their actions impact the whole population especially NHS workers"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel anxious for the health of those who are close to me who are vulnerable, for example my grandparents. I am not only worried about them catching Coronavirus, but also about their mental health being cooped up and not having anyone visit. I am worried for the economy as a whole, but luckily my job is stable and I can do it from home. I miss seeing my friends and family, but I am lucky I live with my boyfriend and we are enjoying this time together. It has been nice to slow down and enjoy the beautiful weather from our balcony. I am afraid I will become less fit and healthy from staying inside all the time, but I am enjoying reading lots and watching good films."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel very sad that the Pandemic has aged my parents. They are in their 80's and have become very dependent due to health conditions compounded by CORONA. Because of the need to shield, limited physical activity and comfort eating has worsened their diabetes and they have lost their physical stamina. \nWe are saddened to have all missed so much of our young grandchildren's development and worry they may have forgotten how to hug.\nWorking remotely finds me exhausted when I do have to leave the house for shopping etc.\nSuffer a great deal from anxiety about weight gain and appearance.\nPersonal relationships have been troublesome at times due to lockdown. \nFear for things returning to 'normal' - how will i cope?"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am anxious for the world in general. I am fearful for the health of my loved ones. I am furious with the UK governments wilful avoidance of doing the right thing, I am furious that UK royalty can travel the country,. but ordinary people can't sit on a bench in their neighbourhood to catch their breath while out for a walk. We are either all in it together and the fules apply to all or we are not. It makes me so concerned for the UK in general and my people in particular. One of my children at eighteen is having to live alone, so on top of his risk for coronavirus I am terribly concerned for his mental health, but my elderly father lives with me and the risk to his health by introducing another person into the mix is too much. I feel only the rich will survive this. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am worried my job might be at risk. My mum is in the high risk category and that worries me lots as her breathing is always bad. I think about what if this doesnt go away and covid 19 becomes the normal flu. im bored in doors and so are the kids. The kids want to go out with their friends, they dont seem to understand the seriousness right now. seeing other countries have higher deaths on the news everyday makes me worried the UK might go that way. my family is lonely right now, cant wait to get back to normal."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am worried but hopeful about the rollout of the vaccine. I am still anxious about being around others and in public places. I have been working from home and self -employed and scraping by but after some big expenses last month I have to get a job for the time being. I am scared about what that might mean for my health as I am vulnerable.\n\n I am angry at the government for using the crisis to enrich their friends and families and I am angry that they are pitting the UK population against the NHS wrt the 1% \"\"pay rise.\"\" All these things are linked. We could have had any government to see us through this crisis but we had the most incompetent and corrupt one imaginable. I feel shame and anger."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel sad that it has been such a long time, and we are still stuck in the pandemic. It is upsetting that the handling of the situation by the government has led to so many deaths, and the requirement of a second lockdown. I wish that we had stuck with a strict lockdown for longer, to be in a better position than we currently are in. I have some hope for the vaccine, but also am used to the hope being squished by new issues, so I am reluctant to believe an end is in sight. Additionally, I am upset about the things coronavirus has cost us, both in lives and in how I have experienced life as a Masters Student"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I'm really worried about catching it as I have asthma and am yet to have a vaccination. I worry that it'll put me in hospital and I'd be very sick. I'm always having to be careful if I go out and I hate/have problems wearing a mask due to my severe anxiety (which I had before the coronavirus pandemic started). I just want to get back to normal and live my life again how it was before the coronavirus hit. I want to go back to doing what I used to do. I've almost forgotten what that's like and I think it'll take time."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I want to go back to how things were before. I'm struggling to find the motivation to do things because we're on lockdown, even though I have lots of university work to be doing. However, I understand that lockdown is for the best and it's what's needed to get things back to normal. I am very grateful that I have my family, food and a place to stay. I am also grateful towards the NHS and all the key workers. Even though I'm struggling with being inside the house all the time and missing my friends and family a lot, I know I am very lucky to be in the position I am in now. I am also grateful that I live in a time with technology so it's so easy to stay in touch with all the people that I'm missing."}, {"index": 28, "context": "While I am hopeful about the ongoing vaccination program I feel very defeated and hopeless about the pandemic globally, and frustrated by people's attitudes and selfishness. I miss my friends and family but my fear of catching or transmitting the virus is keeping me being very careful and staying at home. I feel anxious about the future of the planet, not so much for my own situation but the world in general, poverty, inequality and politics. I'm generally quite an optimistic person but lately I have been feeling very worn down."}, {"index": 29, "context": "Im very anxious I don\u2019t even like leaving the house for essentials. I\u2019m sad all the time I can\u2019t watch the news. I just wish everyone would do what they are told and it will start to work. I\u2019m working from home and even though I\u2019m lucky enough to have my husband with me. I miss people. Especially my family. I have never not seen them for this amount of time. I\u2019ve already missed Mother\u2019s Day and next easter. I feel sad I may even miss my mums 70th birthday. We have cancelled travel plans. We haven\u2019t been able to get the deposit back as they are only offering future cruise credit. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "At the moment I feel what I'm doing to keep myself safe from the coronavirus Is working and the public safety measures currently in place, make me feel more relaxed about the situation but still aware of what's happening.\n\nStaying home doesn't bother me at all because I did that before the pandemic anyway, I'm just more bored, so I struggle to find something to keep me busy so I usually sleep during the day.\n\nTo stop the boredom I got another job in a supermarket which was fine before the second lockdown but then people started to come in for a day out in large groups and not conforming to social distancing rules which Is annoying."}], "length": 4473} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel more hopeful than I\u2019ve felt in a long time and I\u2019m happy the vaccine roll out seems to be going so well. I am anxious about what going \u201cback to normal\u201d looks like as I want the freedom to make permanent changes to life like working from home. I am frustrated at the government as I feel they have not done enough and have looked after people who look like them rather than those who need it the most. I think it\u2019s likely that fewer people will vote for them in the next election because of their coronavirus response."}, {"index": 1, "context": "At the moment, the end of this pandemic is not in sight. I am not sure that the vaccination will take away the risks by that degree and am anxious about the effect this all will have on my children, their education and the experiences that they will have to miss in these crucial years. In the past year, there has hardly been much face-to-face teaching and absolutely no extra-curricular activities or clubs. It would be alright if we knew when this will be over but it seems this way of life is the new normal which would be bearable for me but I feel sad for the children."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel anxious for my children and family. I know our life will not be the same as it was. People will always be sacred of this for much time to come. I feel disappointed that it got so bad and so many lives were lost. I do fear for my kid's future, if this was allowed to get so bad what could happen again? I worry about my daughter going back to school tomorrow, but she needs to go back as she's feeling frustrated with not being at school with her friends. I try to hide my anxieties with her. I want her to have the same carefree childhood I had."}, {"index": 3, "context": "Currently I am more frustrated than worried as my loved ones and I are taking all necessary precautions to avoid the virus. However many people aren't following the guidelines imposed by the government and I am aware that these people are going to cause the lockdown to go on for longer, interfering with other's lives due to their own selfishness. In addition, I am saddened when I think about what I am missing out on; my first year at university and a summer in Sri Lanka. I also keep thinking about how happy I was this time last year and how I took it for granted."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I'm anxious to recieve my second vaccine as I'm in a shielding group. My children are not returning to school on March 8th, as I feel it is safer for me and them to return after the Easter break. This lockdown has been harder as the weather isn't as good and its harder to spend lots of time outside, this is especially true for my children. We are more prepared this time though and there are elements of the isolation of lockdown that are positive and I'll miss very much when live returns to pre-Covid normal, whenever that may be."}, {"index": 5, "context": "Feeling hopeful today as the number of deaths has fallen over the weekend. I am trying to avoid any negative news and focusing on my immediate home environment. Feeling okay and that we are gradually getting through this. I am making sure we laugh everyday, eat well and get out for a walk every day. It's important to look forward and be positive in your own mind. No point in dwelling on the bad news. Keeping busy with work and around the house is really helpful. Making sure we enjoy the small things like the sun being out and drinking a good cup of tea."}, {"index": 6, "context": "From the beginning of this pandemic i have been anxious about it, i am worried for my and my families' health as well as the fear of job losses. At this point I feel very tired and sad of the situation but get annoyed at how things have been handle by the Government and press. Some people i know haven't taken the situation seriously and this attitude has worried my greatly as I feel I am trying my best but other people do not. I can see their point when people in power can do what they like so they feel \"\"why should I bother?\"\" When you are around these types of people it becomes depressing as it makes you feel that what you do doesn't matter and that they don't care how their behaviour affects others."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I'm concerned that because Boris had revealed his road map, people will stop following the rules properly. I have seen people doing this already. I am also really missing my family who I haven't really seen for almost a year. I don't have any fears or worries about work as this is very stable for me. In working from home and there's zero risk that I could lose my job. I'm also a little worried about how I will handle coming out of lockdown. I'm quite socially anxious do the thought of doing people again and going back to office based working has me worried"}, {"index": 8, "context": "Concern that I am a keyworker looking after vulnerable people. Worried that I can't stay home and scared I take virus to the people I support or my family. Tired as having to work extra shift and worried about older family members. Find it hard to get time to go shopping without taking my 5 year old as my husband and I are having to work opposite shifts due to grandparents being unable to babysit. Scared in case I become ill and can't look after my family and worried about the economy after it is over"}, {"index": 9, "context": "i feel very worried about the Corona situation because fear for the will being of my family and friends as well as the the economical effects. for example food expensiveness going up as well as my mental health. most important consern is for my family and my children because they are at the most risk and my elderly relatives such as my mother who also has other medical conditions, that buts her at most risk, the other thing i am worried about is not able to travel, because traveling and socialising with friends and family is very important to me "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel hopeful that there is a vaccine however dubious about side effects. Although I am still anxious and precautious, I am also tired and bored of lockdown restrictions and cannot wait for some normal life to resume. I feel sorry for my 5 year old son who joined reception this year and has been in and out of school this has hindered his social skills. My 18 month old baby has spend most of his life in lockdown and has not been able to have the same experiences of babies and toddlers born outside of the pandemic. \nI am greatful for the opportunity to work from home as it has brought bettter work like balance"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am worried about the future financial ramifications of the current crisis. \nI am concerned that i will pass this onto people that will not survive. I also worry that a family member will become ill and i will not be able to see them. i am feeling unsure as there is no timescale for this crisis.\nI am furloughed from work and using this time to focus on myself and that is positive.\ni am enjoying the time i get to spend with my partner. I also think this is a good time to unwind and get into art, which i have neglected for a long time."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am not too worried about contracting the virus as I am working from home and only go out for food and a solitary walk. I am following government guidelines to the letter with regards to this. I am however, concerned about the impact on the economy and what life will be like once the virus is overcome. I imagine high taxation, high unemployment and rising prices. I imagine there will be redundancies in the company I work for. This causes me great concern as if I am made redundant I will not find it easy to get another job and still have 9 years to go before I get a pension,."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Feel quite anxious about the future and also sad about the number of fatalities. Maybe a bit of anger at those not obeying government directives. And also not pleased about the lack of PPE provision by government for healthcare staff. Overall I also feel hope that this shall pass quick and normalcy restored. I feel blessed to be able to spend more time with family in lockdown. Also wonder if outcome would be different if definite measures were put in place earlier. I feel appreciation for the frontline health workers and all other essential staff,"}, {"index": 14, "context": "At the moment I am feeling quite anxious about the situation. \nIt seems that figures may be improving slightly but the next day its worse again. Newspaper headlines, twitter etc dont really help as they know that dramatic headlines sell news and they use a mixture of trigger words to cerate the desired effect rather than actual facts at times. I live in Scotland so I have the extra anxiety of being under the whim of a partisan power crazy leader and her cohort of inexperinced and underqualified \"\"health leaders\"\" . Quite a few scots are now ignoring her Scottishing and regurgetation of information, and listening to the main UK daily press briefing insead. Scots people are definte;y more fearful as a result of her separate approach. We need unity at atime like this. The CMO scandal has just made things so much worse. \n"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I'm feeling a bit separated from the rest of the world, from my friends and family. I'm worried about the elderly members of my family more than myself. I'm anxious knowing they will leave the house and possibly come into contact with others. I'm relaxed at spending time at home and happy to spend so much time with my boyfriend and his family (in our household). I'm hopeful for the future and that better days will return. I'm frustrated that some people aren't listening to the lockdown rules and could possibly mean we are in this lockdown situation for longer"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel very uneasy about the lockdown situation. I know that it's to minimise the contagion rate and whilst I'm fearful of contracting the virus, I'm equally concerned of the impact of my mental health. My mental health is suffering with a lack of social interaction and normalcy in seeing people and living life. I feel like I am totally ready for restrictions to be lifted (and with precautions such as masks) but i feel as though it's time to begin to lift restrictions and allow a semblance of normalcy to resume."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel anxiety for myself and my family. I am a front line worker and next week will be mixing with 900 plus people per day again. I am not vaccinated so I can't see my family safely even if I was allowed to, but I'm told it's 'safe' to deal with other people's. It's not safe - how can it be?I don't trust the government at all because there have been so many 'u' turns. I am now taking medication for anxiety and depression which all stems from the risk I associate with my job. Maybe I will feel differently as more people are vaccinated but what a sad, sad death toll this country has. Covid was not controlled or handled properly in the UK, from the start up until now."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel very anxious about my job and ongoing financial situation. I\u2019m also concerned about my son who is working in a supermarket and whether he may come into contact with someone with the virus and get it himself. I feel fearful for the future at the moment. I worry that this will take the country years to recover from both socially and financially. I\u2019m cross that people aren\u2019t obeying social distancing rules which will make us have to endure lockdown for longer, I\u2019m very proud of our NHS and thank staff daily for working through this. I admire their courage and strength."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am Scared and fearful for what is happening on a daily basis, for what it is doing to all of those around us, even when this is over we will be living in a very different world which is also very scary to think about. \n\nI feel some media outlets are not giving the full correct information and twisting it slightly to sell papers. This is causing a lot more issues for many people and they should also be fined by the government for doing this.\n\nMy hat goes off to all of those on the front line who have no choice but to deal with this and just carry on, those breaking government guidelines should be handed a very large fine. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am very anxious about the corona situation as everything feels uncertain and its getting me down. Every day is the same which makes me feel unmotivated and depressed. I try to stay positive but I am concerned the government are setting dates when we can be free from lockdown but I don't think its going to happen because I personally feel the covid cases and deaths are still too high. I feel sad because I want to see my family and friends but don't know when I will be able to. The lockdown has gone on for too long now and things should have been dealt with properly at the beginning of this pandemic."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I still feel very anxious about the Covid situation. I am worried for myself, my friends and family. I am worried for the lives we had before which may never be the same again. I am upset for our children and the experiences and life they have missed out on. I think a year on we know what happened in the past and did not have the fear of the unknown. I am also starting to feel a bit of hope that the warmer weather may bring an end to the situation. I have conflicted feelings and want hope to overcome the fear and anxiety."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am extremely concerned as I am classes as a 'vulnerable' person due to an existing condition and also have a young family. Fortunately I can continue to work but the prospect of being at home for 12 weeks with all of this going on outside definitely fills me with dread. I had been following the news intensely but was just finding it too much so have been trying to limit this - it's impossible to avoid rumours and speculation whenever I access social media but being in the house means it's constantly at my fingertips. It's a very stressful and challenging period in my life"}, {"index": 23, "context": "It was fine until this current lockdown. Now I feel detached from my family and just want it to be over. As the schools reopen, it feels like the restrictions are being lifted and nobody really cares about the risk. I see parents having chats on the playground and not social distancing. I\u2019m fully aware that the risks are still there however it\u2019s been going on for so long now that I\u2019m willing to handle the risks. I just want life to go back to normal. COVID has taught me the value of seeing friends and family that I won\u2019t take for granted any more."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel anger and disappointment at the way the situation has been handled - measures taken too late and not enough and people not taking it seriously and protecting each other and sadness at the effects it has had on everyone, both directly and indirectly, I am also frustrated at how long this has gone on but I also fully understand that we have to be safe but I am starting to feel some hope now vaccines are being distributed quickly and there may actually be a real chance of getting to see people and do things again before the end of the year."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel extremely anxious about the future. I graduated with a masters degree in autumn 2020 and am still out of work; this is heavily effected by the pandemic. I feel anxious about myself or people I know getting the corona virus. I\u2019m also anxious about how life will look in the near future regarding restrictions, socialising and job security. \nI feel angry at the government who appear to be less than competent in handling the pandemic when compared to other places such as New Zealand. I think it\u2019s disgusting that politicians have got away with, and continue to get away with, such awful and morally cruel governing."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I\u2019m really worried me or my family will get ill. I\u2019m worried who would take care of my kids if I am ill. I am worried about being taken to hospital all alone. Worried about how I can get grocery delivery slots. I feel like this is never going to end. I am just worried all the time about it. I feel like the virus is getting really bad in this country now. I am checking the daily figures when they get announced on the website every day. My family are also quite worried and I have elderly relatives which is a concern for us."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel anxious about it everyday. I pray to calm myself as that helps. Everytime I feel any type of symptom, I get very worried and stressed out. I get anxious everytime I read the papers or watch the news and being indoors indefinitely gives me alot of anxiety. My daughter is tired of being home too and I feel sorry for her. Going food shopping or for any essentials makes me nervous as I worry about the people I am coming in contact with. Being outside, even in the open air, gives me serious anxiety because I fear the virus may be in the air. Sounds crazy but isolation will do that to you. It is just a very trying time. Thankfully, I'm working from home and even as challenging as it has been, I am grateful for something to keep me busy and to still be earning. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "Living in a rural village and my mothers businesses having to stop due to the virus, we aren't in contact with that many people so my fear of catching the virus is low. However, my elderly grandmother lives alone in the same village and I am worried about her getting it. She isn't in contact with many people but I still worry that she will get it and she has a cat that I fear wonders and may pick it up from other people. I also worry for my mother because she is 57 and had pleurisy 2 years ago which almost developed into pneumonia. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "After resigning myself to the lockdown situation, I planned to do my best for my family and myself by self isolating and felt that was the right thing to do,\n\nAs a result, I have been frustrated with monitoring news about other people, and seeing how they have not adhered to the recommendations of isolation - for the good of themselves and others. This has left me feeling frustrated.\n\nAll in all, I feel drained, anxious and have negative feelings for the near future, especially as I have given the situation some thought and can see some illogical reasoning going on, such as distanving musct go ahead but the governement not doing anything to distance key workers when they have to travel by public transport."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel anxious about my income, I had to self isolate because I was presenting symptoms and I got laid off for that and didn't even get paid sick pay. Now, I don't know what to do, the government is not helping me at all. Also, I am more anxious because I am the one that supports my mom and grandmother who are in another country. I don't know what will kill me first, corona or stress. I had many plans, and this thing is postponing all of them. I know I can overcome this, but the stage I'm at the moment is too dark. I want this to finish now. "}, {"index": 31, "context": "I've been feeling anxious lately due to the pandemic and mostly I'm worried about how the economy will be affected, and how the younger generation will be affected as their school lives have been disturbed heavily, worried for my nephews. \nIt's been hard trying to buy food and essentials as everyone is being stupid and panic buying, especially toilet paper out of all things which i really don't understand. Hopefully in a few months things will be a bit more normal because attempting to live as normal these days is quite impossible."}, {"index": 32, "context": "There are so many people around at the moment. The road outside is full of cars, and that worries me. I'm a little more relaxed than I was this time last year. I've had my first coronavirus injection, so that has gone some way to easing my fear. But I do worry about whether or not they will ever give us the second injection. I'm not sure I trust a government whose main aim seems to be telling the world that they've vaccinated more of the population than anyone else while knowing that they've not actually fully vaccinated them at all."}, {"index": 33, "context": "5 months ago, my father was diagnosed with stomach cancer and started to take Chemotherapy, which destroys his immune system. So, he has become a vulnerable person for Covid. This dramatically changes my perception of Covid and I try to avoid Covid as possible as I can. My hands are irritated y soap and disinfection. There is a sign on my nose because of masks. In addition to this, young people become very sick due to Covid. Because the virus has a new mutation and this one is more dangerous than the old one. I am also worried about my own health. I don't know how can I explain more about my situation. It is like a nightmare. I hope that Covid will vanish soon."}], "length": 4721} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I'm worried about current situation and I'm worries about mine and my family's health. My financial conditions are not good and I'm frustrated about it. Food stock is very low at home and I'm worried about food stock as well.\nHopefully everything will be okay so we can live our normal life and most importantly stress level will be decreased. I'm stressed about current situation of our mortgage and insurnace, if we are not gonna earn money how we gonna pay our bills. Its is a fear type of situation and we are struggling to keep our children busy and entertained at home."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel quite low at times throughout the day, slightly anxious about the unknown and restricted and a little bit trapped although I\u2019m fully aware it is all for the best and needed it does feel very lonely and I worry about when this will all be over and how different things will be when it all endS. I have some money worries about how Secure is my job. It\u2019s the worry of the unknown and whether you yourself will get it or a family member friend and could I too be a carrier and pass it on someone else that I care about "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am quite anxious at the moment as I have a partner living with me who is fairly high risk and I am scared I will pass the virus on to her as I have to go out for shopping and essentials. I have noted that quite a number of people are not observing the social distancing guidelines whilst I have been out for essentials and this leads me to becoming angry towards them. On a more positive note I have found the time stuck at home productive as I am able to catch up with things around the house and personally which I wasn\u2019t able to previously due to a busy lifestyle with work."}, {"index": 3, "context": "This country has been a complete mess. Every single moment of this fiasco over the year has been poorly handled. Closing for 3 months before putting kids back into schools. Not cancelling Christmas causing the worst spike of the entire coronavirus timeline. Everything has been mishandled by the government in the UK and I'm sick of it. And yet, they will be voted in again. Because our country is under Stockholm Syndrome. It's disgusting. I'm tired. I just want to be vaccinated and done with this all."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel very sad about the people that have lost their lives, especially young children and parents. I feel very sad for all of the people who are still having to work in these conditions, no matter what there job is. And I feel worried for my friend and family and a little for myself. I hope that it comes to an end very soon. I also feel angry about people who are still going out and ignoring the guidelines set out by the government, however I think that we should have gone on full lockdown because some people are just not getting the message and then this will go on for even longer. There should be tougher punishments for people who are breaking the rules."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am still very wary of the situation but optimistic of the rollout of the vaccine. We cannot afford to be complacent as new strains are still a serious threat but we are moving in the right direction. Even as restrictions are lifted I will still be very cautious and avoid going to shops or work for the foreseeable future. I think working from home is great for me personally and I think it will become more widespread even once we get through this. I think I will still be shopping online, even for groceries for a long time to come. I think we would need to get to a stage where social distancing is not required before I would consider going into a supermarket."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I\u2019m sometimes start to feel more hopeful that things will return to being a bit more normal but then I will perhaps see something on the news or social media about events happening in other countries and it will make me worried again about if we will ever be normal again.\nThe vaccine is great news but I worry about new strains and if it will be any good against them .I am lucky though that I have had work but my partner has not had so much so financially we are not doing so great but we are coping ."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am a bit lonely and a bit frustrated at not being able to see anyone but mostly I am sad I guess and anxious. It is my son's 8th Birthday tomorrow and he can't have a party and most of his presents haven't turned up yet.\nWent out today for an emergency shop of what we could find to tide him over - just hope he has a good day.\nTired though, just blown up 75 balloons!!\nSo all in all a real mixture of feelings, I hope he has a good day and I hope everyone gets better soon. It must be hard for all the people on the front line or are suffering financially"}, {"index": 8, "context": "Anxious about not knowing how long the situation will go on for. The restrictions on movement worry me more than the virus itself. My daughter is only 3 and I worry about how she will be affected as time goes on. Of course, I do also worry about loved ones catching the virus and getting sick. I feel lonely as I don't live with anyone except my daughter. It feels relentless, like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I'm self-employed and I worry about how it will affect my job, as I'm a single parent."}, {"index": 9, "context": "i am scared my anxiety is through the roof as i am a vulnerable person. I am angry at people that are not listening or taking heed of the goverment advice and guidelines. I am scare of what this means for the world now how different things will be in the future. I am anxious that a vaccine will not be found soon enough . \nI am angry that vulnerable adults are being asked and may not get ventilation should they need it die to a lack of ventilators. I am worried what it means for our children they are missing out on so much both ediication seeing their freinds etc."}, {"index": 10, "context": "currently i feel frustrated at the fact that i cannot see my friends and i feel like my mental health is suffering greatly because of that. the reason i need to see my friends is because i am going through a very rough patch and i need to have people to talk to semi regularly. i feel like problems with peoples mental health are going to last much longer than the pandemic situation. this is why i believe restrictions should be eased and if you really don't want to catch covid then you should stay inside. i also think its awful that students are getting a lot of blame for covid when they have just done exactly what university and the government has told them to do"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel that the cornavirus is quiet worrying and is making it difficult for me to find motivation or reach my goals at the moment. I think I am getting better at being socialiable remotely and have found some work to do as well as being present in a unique situation, however it is still difficult to feel that this is a good environment and I worry about my mental health at present. I think that today has been particularly bad and my sleeping patterns have been very negative with a lot of difficulty getting to sleep and needing a nap in the afternoon."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am mainly anxious, partly due to the constant to-ing and fro-ing of guidelines and lockdowns. I feel as though I can never become fully settled in my circumstances as I do not know how they quickly and how drastically they will change. I am also anxious about how far in the future I will continue to be affected by the changes to my life due to the pandemic, as I feel it has come at a very formative time in my early adulthood and it scares me that I will never be able to live such important years to the fullest"}, {"index": 13, "context": "Currently, I am very low mood wise. I reply on human contact and family support to get by on a daily basis. I can not do this at the moment with lock down. It is massively effect my own and my daughters mental health. There is no way of knowing when this pandemic will end and it is making it a lot worse not having an end date. It is also making my pregnancy much much harder because I need family memebers for support. \nI really dread how the pregnancy will go now with restrictions and not having support during appointments. I can not get important health checks via bloods at all just now because I can not go to get bloods drawn alone. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am very concerned and worried for the vulnerable. I am also worried about not being paid enough from work.\n\nLots of shops, pubs and restaurants will probably fold as a result, which depresses me. \n\nI have had tension headaches for the past two days.\n\nIt's very difficult not being able to go out and meet up with friends and family.\n\nI am enjoying getting out in the garden to grow my own food though. I am keeping in touch with my family and friends via WhatsApp, Facebook and phone calls.\n\nI think the government should have locked down earlier. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel quite anxious, especially when I watch the news or press conferences about the current situation. I feel anger when I read about people not following the lockdown rules and sadness when I read about the rising death count. I feel particularly worried about elderly family members and when I think about how long the pandemic is likely to last. I also feel quite bored being stuck in the house and miss my friends. I wish we knew when lockdown is likely to be lifted as the uncertainty seems to make it all worse."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel everyone in my country knows what they should be doing to stop the spread and death in this country so if we keep doing that, as most of my friends and relatives are as far as I am aware, then we will be over this in a few months. \n\nI also feel happy that I get to spend time at home learning my skills.\n\nI am still slightly anxious in case I get it as it can be very serious, and my partner works out of the house 5 days a week in a hospital, so that is slightly worrying.\n\nOverall I feel positive though. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am concerned for people who are vulnerable especially my 94 year old mother-in-law who lives in a nursing home. I am disappointed for my 16 year old daughter who will not be able to sit her GCSEs. Overall I am not overly concerned for my immediate family and an enjoying a short break from work and imposed downtime. I will be happy when normal life resumes. I am u settled not knowing how exam results will be awarded. On s personal level I wish I had clarification as to whether our family holiday in July will go ahead. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am very anxious as the schools have literally just re opened and my son is back to school, i am anxious for him about how much time he has missed and how much he has missed his routine and his friends. I am sad because I miss everyone so close to me, i havent seen grandparents for months and my youngest child hasn't seen family in nearly a year and that is half her life wasted and gone from meeting everyone. \nI am annoyed and disgusted with the government for taking so long at trying to handle this situation, I am annoyed they are forgetting close friends of mine because they are newly self employed. I am annoyed at managers and business owners whop think the rules do not apply to them. My husband is NOT a key o9r essential worker, so why has he been working this entire time INSIDE peoples houses?! And not having the opportunity to be tested weekly etc."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel fed up and a bit hopeless with new virus strains - fearful of the vaccines not helping in the long run and just want it to be over. Desire to go out with my friends as I want to get my life back. It is easy to feel unmotivated to work when there is nothing to look forward to. I do appreciate what I used to have more though - which is a good thing. It is just very isolating and anxiety provoking. i want it to be over to get my life back on track as it can feel upsetting that there is no positive news in the world - this eventually gets on top of you and feels very overwhelming,"}, {"index": 20, "context": "Im still have times when I feel upset because of a covid related covid death. I am unsure and anxious about the future because I don't feel the covid situation has changed a lot. The government has not dealt with the crisis and I have no confidence in them. The whole victim scenario does not actually stop the spread of the virus and to be honest I am not sure how beneficial they are at the moment. I do not think life will ever go back to pre covid normality. Rumours covid wave three is iminant and likely to happen during July/August time . Im not sure how well I could cope with another lockdown."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am just so worried. I am worried about my family that lives thousands of miles away, I am worried about my mother who lives on her own and still has to go to work. I am worried about my brother who was looking for work just before the crisis began. And I am worried when this will end - will we ever return to normal? Will we go on holiday again? We were so excited to celebrate my graduation this summer and now this won't happen. And any good news, personal and professional, is so rapidly forgotten because you can't celebrate it with anyone. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel that I have Extreme anxiety about the future. Also a fear of illness and catching things from people. I feel worried about what will happen in the future and how the world will be in the next year or so. I feel saddened and sorry about children's lives and how much its been effected.. And I'm also down about how my family haven't seen my baby yet, who is a year old. \n\nThere is a slight feeling of hope that the vaccine will work and things will imprive but also just anxiety about everything"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel anxious about the current situation because of the uncertainty and how much it has affected our daily lives so far, and we do not know how long it is going to go on for. It is worrying hearing about the current infection rate and the increase in deaths per day. I am also angry at all the people that are completely ignoring the requirements for us to socially distance ourselves from relatives and friends. \nI feel worried about the lack of robust information about Covid-19, for example the lack of information on how to 'treat' the virus and fear that way more people are actually infected than the official figures show.\n"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am worried about still having to work out of the home in this climate. Not so for the safety of my children not myself.\nI wish I could work from home and part of me wishes I even had it so I could stop worrying about what it would be like. \n\nI\u2019ve had to cancel my wedding cause of this so an annoyed about my day being ruined. In fact now tainted so we are having a smaller wedding as I do not think I would enjoy it fully now.\n\nIf ty is goes on for too long we will be in finantial trouble. I would like to feel comfortable enough for my children to go to school. Watching the news death toll rise is horrific but I can\u2019t stop watching"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel extremely anxious. I am a high-risk person as I have multiple auto-immune diseases and I have asthma. I think people do not take it seriously enough and people should be following the rules more carefully. They are putting other peoples lives at risks and it makes me very scared. I worry about the future and how long this will last. Things seem so uncertain right now and it is impossible to tell whether it will get better soon or if it will take a long time for things to go back to how they used to. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am very anxious about the virus. I am worried about contracting it or passing it to someone else who is vulnerable in my family . I am hoping that the lock down measures in place will start to show a slower spread of the virus. I am concerned and dismayed that the government in my country did not learn from other countries that had a larger outbreak sooner and impost lock down measures as soon as possible. I feel sad when I hear about the amount of lives the virus has taken already and at the daily rate in my country. I am trying to stay as relaxed as possible but it is hard when we see the news."}, {"index": 27, "context": "Sad at the time wasted and lives lost. \nHopeful for the vaccines and the lifting of restrictions. \nAngry at the ineffective response of the government and the delays and damage this has caused, in terms of lives lost, jobs lost and businesses destroyed.\nWorried about the effects that schools reopening will have on the infection rate.\nLooking forward to seeing family and friends again later in the year, hoping that it is safe for us to meet again soon.\nRelieved that my family and friends have so far come through this without serious illness."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel like I really don't like the uncertainty about it. it makes me anxious. I don't like not knowing when I will see my boyfriend and friends again and I don't like not being at uni. I'm getting bored at home and worried that my impatience will make me irritable and frustrated with my family. I am trying to remain grateful for a garden space and a supportive stable family. I am anxious for my grandparents who are much older, and feel good when I shop for them to help them out. my uni exams make me really worried as they will be online and I am struggling to stay motivated to keep on top of work. I am generally unmotivated to do much, but hate being bored. "}], "length": 3999} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Though I am worried about the next few weeks in which I believe the virus will begin to peak in the UK, I am enjoying working from home considerably. The relative peace and quiet in my home environment is a stark contrast to my office and I feel that I can get far more done. As such, I'm completing tasks far more quickly and effectively and have feel less lethargic after a day of work. \n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I'm sick of staying inside, I'm sick of not being able to do what I want and go where I want. I dislike my job and I was in the process of applying for new jobs but obviously I'm stuck with what I've got now and working from home and I hate it. There's nothing really to take my mind off it other than exercise and it's grim being stuck indoors all day with people that I'd rather not be stuck with constantly to be honest. There's only so many times in a day I can go for a run and then lift weights to try and free my mind without it creeping back onto the current situation"}, {"index": 2, "context": "i am worried to contract the virus as my husband had athsma and i dont want him to get ill, we are both self isolating, but i need to shop once a fortnight to get food, i know lots of people who have got ill and died as a result, i have lost my job due to shop having to close and dont know when this will end. I dont go outside except to garden, there is only so much you can do when you havent got an income to get new plants for the garden. Such worrying times my daughter is expecting our first grandchild in august and her partner is a teacher and has to work. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel anxious about the situation perhaps worsening again. In the last year we have experienced what we thought was a way out of the pandemic only to face new variants of the virus and new waves of infections. I am no longer concerned about people I know becoming seriously ill as all the vulnerable relatives and friends have been vaccinated. I am however concerned about getting the virus and potentially suffering from 'long covid'. I am also feeling 'burned out' and worn down by the lack of freedom to live my normal life. I am looking forward to some restrictions being lifted so that I can see friends and family. When it comes to working from home I am happy with that on the whole and would like to return to the office ideally only once a week."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am anxious about people dying and being seriously ill, particularly people I care about. I worry about my parents and grandmother. However,in terms of the economic consequences, I think this could be a good thing in the medium to long term. We may have a fundamental rethink as to how we structure our economy and compensate certain workers. As somebody who owns no assets currently, we may also get a long overdue drop in house prices which would be very welcome for me and I'm sure millions of workers who currently feel left behind."}, {"index": 5, "context": "At the moment I feel quite anxious about Corona, I don't really believe the numbers on the tv about the number of people vaccinated as had a nightmare booking my older parents in for a vaccine. It feels like a lot of the older generation has been forgotten about, so makes me think at the moment it's all very disorganized. The schools go back on Monday and I worry that the number of infections might get sky high again. I want to have some sort of life this year but not sure it will be possible with Covid which makes me quite depressed at the moment."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Anxious about the future and the financial impact this has caused and how long this will all take to pay off. The poor political decisions that has led to so many deaths. How the rich get richer even during a pandemic and the poor get poorer or are more likely to die. How society is more divided than ever before and will the eventually be a fracture point. How people can ignore the rule of law and very little seems to happen to them. How the rich and powerful and celebrities can get away with bending or breaking the rules while the rest of use have to pay the price."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am 65 but have not left the house for 3 weeks apart from a walk. I am finding the whole thing frightening and scary, as what will happen when we are all allowed out of lockdown, will it still be around and am I likely to catch it. Now Boris Johnson is very poorly it has made me very jittery poor man, brings home how anybody can be affected and he was saying eariler he had only mild symptons yet a week later he is in ICU. I wake up in the mornings and realise this is not all a dream just the reality of 2020 I just hope me and my family get through this."}, {"index": 8, "context": "Fed up, restricted and bored. It's been going on too long. We are an Island and we should have locked down in the beginning to prevent it spreading. Lockdown should have been stricter as people don't take proper notice and penalties larger. NHS staff feel let down. All the work they have done has been thrown back in their faces. Instead of people on universal credit being given a pay rise for sitting on their arses for a year, it should have been given to those on the front line, risking their lives. Now I do feel angry."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I'm not worried about contracting the virus but i am worried about passing it on to other people and vulnerable family members. I wish people would stay in there homes when they can and stop being selfish. I like the sense of community in these hard times like online pub quizzes and the hard work carried out by key workers. I miss seeing friends and going shopping whenever i want but i'm enjoying spending time with my family right now and i know everything will be okay again soon. I think the government were too slow to act on the pandemic but feel that they are now taking the right precautions. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel a bit optimistic about coming out of lockdown and looking forward to seeing and hugging family. It's great that lots of people have had vaccines now. But I feel anxious as I don't want to get my hopes up in case the timeframes get delayed. I also feel anxious about things eventually returning to normal as it's just been such a long time now! I'm not sure I can remember how to be sociable and chat to people!"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am nervous about the impact of the virus on my family and friends, but I'm also highly frustrated by the restrictions put in place. It has made my job very challenging through working at home, and has added a greater number of obstacles. I fully support the restrictions, but I fear it will damage the relationship my baby daughter has with family members and hinder her development. In terms of my own risk of infection, and any subsequent complications, I am fairly secure in my ability to fight it off, even if I'm unlucky enough to contract it. I have no underlying health issues and generally respond well to illness. My main concerns centre around my parents and their ability to survive should they contract it. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "As I live with my grandparents, I feel worried for them as they already have underlying health problems. I feel anxious with the economy and the huge impact this is already having on it. I am starting to feel lonely as I am stuck inside all day unable to see any of my friends. However, I am getting used to isolation and I believe this could benefit me as it might help me feel more comfortable and happy by being by myself. I also feel worried as the death toll increases by a lot daily and shows no signs of slowing down."}, {"index": 13, "context": "My current feelings on the Corona sitiuation right now is mostly anxiety over catching it myself. I'm also unsure about the future as my workplace has closed. We don\u2019t know how exactly we\u2019ll be impacted or how bad things might get so i am also facing a lot of uncertainty. \nI am staying home as much as possible, even though I don\u2019t feel sick. So there is also the fact of being lonely. keeping a 6 foot distance between myself and others when out is also a very strange new concept. I have been maintaining a routine as best as I can. Even though I am stuck at home. Trying to stick to my regular sleep patterns etc."}, {"index": 14, "context": "At the moment I feel like the end is coming, but now, I feel worried about what the world will look like after wards. Will we ever have the world as we knew it before? I'm excited to see family and friends, but there are many that have been permanently affected by all this and I'm worried they won't be how I remember them. I'm scared for losing my time and my comfort blanket of isolation. I'm scared about going back to work as I've had so much time off I'm completely re-evaluating what I want to do."}, {"index": 15, "context": "It is a very scary time for everyone, I have an elderly grandma and a young baby I have to shop for. It is scary going out but at the same time I also need to. I think lock down needs to be harder and stop exercise while ever we are allowing people to walk in parks they will flock on nice days, with friends from other house holds. It angers me when I see people in groups you know are not from the same household. It is very worrying but it will get better in time. We all just need to focus very hard on supporting the nhs and staying at home! "}, {"index": 16, "context": "This virus is causing my household much anxiety, worry and anger between myself and husband. As we are both not working in the meantime, we are stuck in limbo. All my husband does is sits in front of telly all day with a pack of lager while I am doing all the household chores.\nI am becoming more agitated every passing day. I can only pray this virus gets a cure very soon. Every day I watch the same rubbish telly programmes, listen to the daily update from the Government but still hoping our lock down will end soon."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel anxious about what is to come and how this will plan out, the stress it has put on me financially is huge and has left me jobless with no way to claim. It\u2019s an extremely sad time for everyone, those who are losing family and friends more so, but we\u2019re trying our best to stay safe and isolated as hard as it may be. I suffer extreme anxiety when going shopping in case I\u2019m not able to get the essentials, and I worry for my family and friends well being every day. I believe the government are taking correct action to help stop this virus, however people are still not listening so the rules should be made more strict, as reality still hasn\u2019t hit home for a lot of people and maybe this will help that. I feel lonely, even though I am not alone, I miss my friends and my family, but I know this is in their best interest that we keep our distance."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am still very worried about the coronavirus but am pleased that the infection rate is going down and so is the admittance to hospital. I have already received my first vaccine jab and am glad lots of other people have also taken the oppportunity to get this. I will be glad when things can start to return to normal and we can spend time with our friends and family again and I can return to work as normal. I have been working from home for a year now. I started a new job in May so have yet to meet my colleagues in person."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Incredibly sad that the world will never be the same again - and fearful for what will remain when we leave lockdown. The isolation didn't bother me at first but living alone can be a lonely experience. It is the not knowing when normal life will resume that is the most difficult aspect of this whole thing to comprehend and absorb. \n\nI feel terribly sorry and appreciate all the good work that all of our emergency services are currently doing - From the nhs to the police to all retail employees - they are making a horrible situation bearable for everybody else, and putting themselves at risk whilst doing it - This is a really thankless task that they are undertaking and we all really appreciate it"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am anxious for how this will continue to affect life in the future. I am fearful that loved ones might die. I am worried that our financial security will be affected. But, I am also cherishing the quality time I am getting to spend with my children, and I am quite enjoying home schooling them, in between home working. I miss my friends and family, and I miss going out for meals or to the beach. I love to travel, so I am sad that we are missing on our holiday, but it's worth it if we can help to stop the spread of the disease."}, {"index": 21, "context": "At the moment, I feel very worried that people are not taking it seriously enough, which subsequently means a lockdown will carry on for longer and longer. I also worry for my family in case they contract this virus or if a member of my family is carrying this virus without knowing. \n\nI also am a bit disgusted that some people are only putting more of an effort into their personal hygiene now due to a disease and didn\u2019t put any or much effort in to this beforehand. \n\nTimes like these are the only times keyworkers or services such as the NHS or Emergency Services are receiving any sort of recognition, usually their work goes completely unnoticed. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "i am still worried about covid, i am slightly hopeful that the vaccines will help things get back to normal soon, i want to be able to travel bt am worried about getting vaccine passports as no one seems to know how it will work, generally i feel more optimistic than a few months ago but i do still feel anxious. i am still worried about another wave coming once people start to mix and i hope people will be sensible but i think as soon as shops open people will go crazy and forget about taking precautions"}, {"index": 23, "context": "Incredibly stressed and worried for the future, politically, financially and educationally. Upset about potential consequences for family and whether we\u2019ll all see each other again. Stressed about finances as 80% wages only just covers costs, nothing to fix the car if it breaks or to visit the vets if there\u2019s a problem with the cats.\nI keep imagining 4-500 years into the future where aliens send away teams to explore Earth which has no sign of human life and discover our current situation. I watch far too much sci-fi!"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I'm more confused about it than I was last year. I've seen more and more information from others on social media that it's fake and it's time to open up again. I've also spoken with others who aren't going to have the vaccine. I will have the vaccine, although worry about it making me ill in the short term. I worry about the talk of vaccine passports, whilst I can see the benefit for protecting the vulnerable. There is enough division in the world already with apparent black vs white; men vs women; rich vs poor. It just seems to be something else that may divide the population. Which makes me sad. I wish everyone could respect others opinions without the violence and everything else that goes with it."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am very worried about the health of my family and friends. I'm extremely anxious. I'm worried about my son not being at school and missing his friends. When he goes back it will be like him starting school all over again. I miss my family but I know that what we are doing is for the best.i can't wait for this to all be over. I'm very saddened by the amount of people who have died and been affected by this. \nThe NHS have been absolutely amazing at this trying time. Also key workers. They are all risking their lives for us."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am very optimistic due to the vaccine rollout. Its been a very hard year but its positive we can see the end and hopefully this means that summer we can enjoy a stressed free period where everyone is enjoying life. I just hope that people stick to rules and not be stupid when restrictions start loosening up as I know that some people can be a bit stupid and think its an opportunity to hold parties etc. I know i wish this wont happen but there will be people who will do this and that frustrates me extreamly."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel it is the unknown about the situation that makes me feel anxious about the world at the moment. If there was a definitive end date when the world would return to normal and everything was as it was people to the pandemic I would be far more happy, regardless of the length of time it could take. Not knowing when this is going to be frustrating me as I'm a person who likes to feel under control. As a family it is very difficult to speak to other members of the family without feeling upset and/or frustration at not being able to see them on a regular basis, which i have done previous to the breakup of the pandemic. \n"}, {"index": 28, "context": "Global disaster that doesn\u2019t affect you until it does. I don\u2019t know anyone who has had or has it, yet it clearly affects a lot of people. I\u2019m looking forward to life getting back to normal as it\u2019s difficult juggling working from home and raising my child. I mostly just feel tired and lethargic, staying indoors is energy sapping. I worry about myself getting it, mainly because I don\u2019t want to be fully quarantined for two weeks. Throughout it all I have to wonder how this thing really started, and how long it\u2019s really been around for."}], "length": 3955} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I'm satisfied that I'm doing all I can to avoid contracting or spreading the disease, so I try not to scare myself with worst-case scenarios. I'm surprised to feel supportive of the UK government's response to the epidemic and some admiration for the prime minister - to whose other policies I am strongly opposed. I am trying to use my time in lockdown to good effect but finding it harder than usual to concentrate. I have one daughter living in Madrid who is okay, but obviously I am worried about her. I have another daughter in the UK who is recovering from a mild case of Covid-19, so feel relieved about her recovery."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel a little stressed by it all, I would like to go outside and have my freedom back and just do normal things again. The issue of grocery shopping is a stress too, as it is almost impossible to get a delivery slot, so I may need to go to the supermarket, which is not exactly in keeping with the lockdown and social distancing.\nIt feels a little claustrophobic at times being stuck indoors.\nI feel that it will take a lot longer than most people think to get back to normal, with a longer lockdown than anticipated."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am very anxious about Coronavirus. I am scared and anxious that I will get it and die because the news keeps talking about young people dying. Every time I have a slight tickle in my throat or cough I think I have got it. I am worried about my financial situation as my partner cannot longer work and we also have a young daughter and I am worried about her too. I don\u2019t want my daughter to be left without parents. She doesn\u2019t understand what is going on and it\u2019s hard to explain because she\u2019s only two so she doesn\u2019t know why she can\u2019t see her family members that she loves."}, {"index": 3, "context": "After having been in lockdown/isolating at home etc. for more than 2 weeks, I feel like people are only just beginning to take Coronavirus seriously. I feel a little bit angry/resentful towards people whom haven't taken it seriously or whom have been ignoring the lockdown, and thus putting themselves and most importantly other people at risk.\nI feel quite bored and restless, having had to stay at home for so long, however I think this is a small price to pay to help minimise the impact of the virus. I also feel a bit anxious about the whole situation, particularly as I live with my 2 parents, both of whom would be classified as more vulnerable to severe symptoms if infected with Coronavirus. They rely on me to do their food shopping etc., which is not a big problem, however I feel a strong responsibility to ensure I don't take any risks myself, due to the fear of infecting them.\nHaving been furloughed just 3 days ago, I'm also somewhat worried about the impact of the Coronavirus situation on my job as an offshore oil and gas worker, and I'm afraid of possibly not having a job to go back to once the situation does recede to a point where people can return to work etc."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am feeling very anxious about the whole situation both personally and for my country. I am very worried about the effect it is having on my family and young child and for the future. I am also fearful for what will happen to my country the UK especially as our Prime Minister is now unwell. I also feel a little angry at how this situation has arisen and if anyone or anything is responsible for it and if there was anything we could have done to prevent it. I am also sad as I can\u2019t see my extended family at this time."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am stressed and anxious as I am struggling financially and can't see an end to the whole mess the country is in. My income dropped due to covid and I have been unable to find a job with more hours. There is no clear guidance so things just seem unsure and unstable. So may people have been affected by mental health and are spiralling deeper in to a bad place. Financially the country seems in an unstable state. I am feeling more anxious and irritable on a daily basis. Other countries seem to have light at the end of the tunnel and we are still in limbo"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I have a constant feeling of underlying anxiety and uncertainty. I can\u2019t quite place what the anxiety is but have a feeling of an impending doom the whole time. I feel immense relief in moments when I process that nothing bad is happening but then I slip back. I am definitely anxious about returning to crowds and commuting. I spend more time now analysing and feeling bad about gaps in my life than ever before. I realise I have not felt happy or with joy for a very long time. I feel less anxious about the virus itself and more about the longer term impacts on society and the economy and the impacts on children. I am more aware of the vulnerability of older relatives and this makes me more anxious about time apart or disagreements over issues such as brexit and politics."}, {"index": 7, "context": "i am worried and am lonely in the house on my own. I am worried about food being available and money to pay my bills. How long is this stay at home going to last? I am worried about automation and possible universal basic income. I can only hope they do not cut off the internet as it is the only means of me talking to someone and getting news. I am worries also for the old people as they are dropping off like flies. I also feel sad as I cannot talk to anybody which is not good as I am not in a good mental state.,"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel like this situation is bad in regards to needless loss of life. It also has a positive, it allows us all to slow down and LIVE LIFE rather than constantly doing the same cycle of work and no term for our families.\nIt allows us to see what's really important, we are all vulnerable and time is not replaceable, our jobs will replace us, it's time to slow down and appreciate the simple things in life.\nIt's a shame that our government took a little longer to tell people to stay home. They made a big mistake not checking people at airports when they arrived."}, {"index": 9, "context": "At the moment, I feel worried about how long this situation will last. How long can we stay in a state of panic. Annoyed with people clearing the shelves in the shops making it difficult for people to buy what they need. Feel sadness that I cannot see the people that I love. My mental state varies day to day.\nI think the people that are not complying to the rules are the ones that will cause the issue to become bigger than what it needs to be. \nI think the government could have been quicker with actions as we could see this coming and we could of had minimal effect, if actions were done before we had a confirmed case."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel concerned and a lot of stressful thoughts go through my head like how i\u2019m going to pay my bills and how I might have to resign from my job because i\u2019ve had to move out of my student accommodation and stay at my boyfriends house which is 2 hours away from my work place. Stress from deadlines and exams are also very prevalent. My brother is showing mild symptoms of Covid so that just adds more stress. I miss my friends so much and i don\u2019t know when i\u2019m going to see them again because i doubt they will return to London after the lockdown is over. My boyfriend helps me through the stress and it\u2019s the first time we\u2019re staying with each other and it\u2019s quite fun but i get bored sometimes. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel stressed about the additional work it's resulted in as a key worker but am working from home and not going out unless absolutely necessary which has stopped me worrying as much.\n\nI remain hopeful that the pandemic will be over if everyone abides by the rules and I feel like I'm not missing out on anything as most places are closed.\n\nI am concerned about how some individuals are disregarding the health and safety of others although I believe they are finally starting to understand the impact. I think we, as a nation, are doing what we can and I am absolutely positive that we will get through it."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Very anxious in relation to my partner who has asthma and my holidays. As a key worker within the UK, I am placed at risk and although there is \u201cworking from home\u201d I do have to travel to the office at times to support the service. It only takes one dose and I could die or those who I love and care for. I am currently not seeing my fianc\u00e9 as he is asthmatic. I have not seen him for 3 weeks and this is difficult. \nThe governments response has angered me in relation to the funding of self-employed people who knew the risks of being self-employed and yet the system will now pay for them. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "It has changed the whole dynamic of life giving an uncertainty and unease in everything I do both in my personal and work life. Also having to be strong for my children so they don't worry does create additional anxiety and also having to hide my worry and concern from them is difficult but they should not have to experience this worst of this and how it affects people both medically and mentally. What keeps me going is knowing this is a once in a lifetime event so just need to ride it out and hope everything will get better in the future."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I'm feeling quite anxious about coming out of lockdown and wondering if it's too soon. \nEveryone I know appears to be pleased that there seems to be an end on the horizon but I can't help thinking that we should be being more cautious and taking things a bit slower.\nI would like some level of normality to return but I don't expect it will be anything like what it used to be. Restrictions and this way of living make me feel out of control of my own life and the way I like things to be done. \nI fully anticipate that we will be locked down again in the future despite assurances that this will not happen again and we will continue to move forward."}, {"index": 15, "context": "Corona makes me feel sad for all the people who have lost their lives. It makes me angry that not everyone follows the guidelines which results in everybody having to suffer with lockdowns. I worry about my family and work colleagues getting it and having to suffer. The anxiety about working with little children is hard not knowing if they are carrying it and I can catch it. Hopefully with the vaccine better days will come and a light may well be at the end of the tunnel. Corona has ended all the fun and enjoyment out of life and I can\u2019t wait to start getting back to normal."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I believe not everyone is pulling their wait in social distancing. If you look at how Germany and S Korea have handled it they have an extremely low mortality rate. Their citizens have followed the rules and they are gonna come out of this situation sooner than other countries.\n\nI think people are not told enough information. I work in a supermarket and the amount of people who come in wearing gloves is unbelievable, surely people need to learn that they are not protecting others and are just spreading the virus more. Washing your hands is the best way to keep us all safe. 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However, I do feel happy I have been vaccinated now and just want it to be over. I feel like I have missed many events over the last year such as big celebrations in my family, holidays abroad with my boyfriend and just want normality. I am worried this summer leaving university and the current employment in our country with Covid"}, {"index": 19, "context": "At the moment I feel nervous and afraid that I might never see my granddaughters child. My daughter lives in Canada with 3 children and I might never see them again. My wife and I are both in the high risk category and neither wants to be left alone. My focus is entirely on the effect that the current disease has on them and their and my future. Alyhough I am totally self isolating it seems that the true possibility for the transmission of the diseease is unknown. iT truly is the silent killer. The media seem obsessed with dramatising the current situation and constantly are seeking the 'have you stopped beating your wife' question rather than asking the questions that the public want the answers to."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel anxious about coronavirus but also hopeful that things are getting better. Im relieved my parents who are both shielding are having their 2nd vaccine next week. Feeling that things are happening proactively rather than sitting helplessly.\n\nI have some anger at those people who aren't abiding by the lockdown restrictions when the risks are still there.\n\nI am happy that schools are back however my daughter is already complaining of a cold and sore throat - i am worried that its only a matter of time before the schools close again."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel very annoyed about having my freedom taken away. I am sick of being stuck at home with my children. I think it\u2019s an over reaction. I feel the huge loss of jobs, the crumbling economy and the impact on cancer patients not getting treated, is just so we can stop eighty year olds from getting the virus and potentially dying. The elderly and those with underlying health conditions should stay home rather than the entire country. People should be given the choice. How long can this go on for and when are we getting an exit date?"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I felt more anxiety last week as I felt the government had not done enough. The fact that Europe's situation is improving has made me less anxious. I feel frustration that the government should have done more to prepare like the German government\n\nFollowing the news, it appears that we are approaching the peak and appear to have avoided as bad an outbreak in Italy or Spain.\n\nI still feel anxious about my economic situation and the aftermath of the lockdown. I have kept my job for now but if the lockdown continues I worry about losing my job which I had just started two months ago and which took a lot of effort to get after many months of interviews.\n\nI do not have any family at severe risk in this crisis which has made it a less stressful time for me, but the overall effects of this crisis are still depressing particularly the young victims\n\n"}, {"index": 23, "context": "Nervous and worried,for the future but also hoping for the best, the world might look a little different afterwards but will mostly be the same. Working from home is an unexpected bonus, that makes life easier knowing you are able to stay at home and avoid the virus.\nThings look to be heading the right way in the UK at least, so I don't think it will be too long before things go back to 'normal'. Hopefully the death rate decreases in the following days and lockdown measures can be relaxed. Hopefully the virus can be stopped permanently with a vaccine and we won't have to live in a world where this is the new normal."}, {"index": 24, "context": "From seeing the daily death rate increasing and people still getting infected is not great, plus with some of the public still believing they are 'immune' or the lockown rules don't apply to them is frustrating for all who are trying to handle the situation. The press inform regularly but not to the level of scaring people into a frenzy. Panic buying has declined a great deal, social distancing seems to work for a high majority where I live but some still don't get the need to look after themselves and each other. Have signed a petition to see if live animal markets have tighter controls if not banned in China, as I believe that countries with this level of mentality should know better, change their barbaric ways. I understand food sources are a requirement, but needs far better control especially where the pandemic has run rife throughout the world (this all depends on truth of the source of covid19)"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am anxious for the safety of me and my loved ones. I am angry at my employer for their attitude to staff. They have not been protecting their employees or assisting them in working from home. I am very careful about who I am in contact with at the moment.\n\nI believe that the government have not done enough to protect its citizens in the United Kingdom. The workers in the National Health Service are doing an outstanding job, for which we should all be very grateful.\n\nI don't have anything else to say."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I'm still very worried about the situation, but also glad the so many people have had the Vaccine. My mum and dad have both had their first vaccine, this makes me so happy and I can wait to be offered mine. My grandma on the other hand is 84 and is refusing to have it. This makes me very scared. I have had very mixed emotions. I just dont see an end to any of it. My sons has missed a whole year of his life and watching him go from an confident little boy to a very anxious little boy is heartbreaking and there is nothing I can do about it."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel worried about what is going to happen to the country and how it's going to affect my life. I don't worry too much about getting the virus but I worry that my parents might. I think the future economic problems will be very bad though and we don't know quite how bad yet. I feel quite constricted, on the news they have lots of items about people ignoring the social distancing rules or being fined and I worry that the government will ban all outdoor exercise and I'll be even more constricted. I think people are getting overly angry at these \"\"bad\"\" people in society because there's nothing else for them to get angry at really and that worries me. Most of the people dying now will have caught the virus before the country went into lockdown so I feel their anger is misplaced. On top of all this they've cancelled all visa processing so I'm worried about when my spouse will be able to get their visa and come to the UK."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I\u2019m scared. I\u2019m scared that if myself, my husband or my young kids get ill that we\u2019ll be separated. I\u2019m scared of what the world looks like on the other side of this. I\u2019m scared my elderly parents in Australia might fall ill and I\u2019ll be trapped in the UK. I\u2019m sad that my Pop in Australia is about to turn 100 and won\u2019t be able to see any of his family. I feel sorry for the NHS workers who jobs place them in an environment surrounded by this virus. I feel safe in my little bubble, in my house, garden and local park but as anxious when the groceries are delivered. I am thankful I can still get deliveries. I\u2019m thankful I gave birth three months ago when i could choose a homebirth with my family close by. I am happy when online purchases arrive as it feels like a slice of the normal but feel guilty that they may not be considered essential and are wasting the resources of the mail service. I feel guilty that I\u2019m on maternity leave and not working even though my job isn\u2019t one as a key worker"}, {"index": 29, "context": "I think that's it's scary that people are not adhering to the lockdown rules, making the problem worse and spreading the virus even more. I feel this may go on for longer than necessary, people should listen to the guidelines. This is something that will have detrimental effect on the world. Economy and everyone's wellbeing, i feel life will never be the same again!!!! I can't say anymore, i just want people to stay at home, stay safe, save lives and save the NHS!! Listen and adhere!! The World Health Organisation and Public Health England have also warned there is no need to panic buy face masks, latex gloves or other extreme protective gear if you practise good basic hygiene like regularly washing your hands and covering your mouth and nose if you cough."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am concerned about the effects of the virus on the world as a whole as well as in my own country. I really hope we can slow the spread of the disease and hopefully find a cure before things get too bad. I am not too concerned for my own health but I don't want to take any risks! \n\nThere is also a considerable financial concern. I am currently not working and the things that I had lined up to do this year are now no longer possible. Things like travel, festival word and other paid opportunities that now cannot happen.\n\nBecause of this I need to look for new and different opportunities as we have no idea when any of the things that I had wanted to do will be possible!"}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel sadness that I'm unable to see my family at this time as well as being 8 months pregnant and the possibility of no one being able to see the baby until she is out of newborn stage is sad. I'm anxious I may contract the virus and cause harm to my baby and/or family. I'm also stressed at how I will fill my days and entertain a 3 year old until we are out of lockdown. I feel robbed of my final weeks of pregnancy, I cannot enjoy them as much as I had planned to. I'm also concerned financially that we will be unable to make itand that times will be tough by the time the baby arrives which will add extra pressure to a situation that should be enjoyable. "}, {"index": 32, "context": "I'm very worried about the situation at the moment. I worry that my family or myself will catch this virus and more and more don;t know how people will react and who will get very sick and even die. I'm apart from my parents and in laws and worried that they're going out and at risk. I'm grateful that I'm able to work remotely and provide for my family also. I worry about what will happen when lockdown ends and we're expected to return to semi normal and what that will look like. I'm worried about how the state our economy will be in after all this. "}, {"index": 33, "context": "Still worried about my family getting covid, especially elderly parents. Also very worried about the effects on mental health from this pandemic especially on my teenager child from being so isolated. still worried about the long term economic effects from this pandemic - talking to people who are struggling daily through my work. Hoping the vacinations can happen soon but worried that the take up will not be enough to provide herd immuty........................................................................................"}, {"index": 34, "context": "I feel very anxious about what is going on around us, I can't even turn on the TV due to anxiety. Being inside is very mentally draining and I am not motivated to do anything. I'm angry that the government seems to have been slow to put in place and I'm angrier still that people are going for picnics and sunbathing as part of their daily exercise. People on my street are still going to the local shop daily for a paper. I am afraid we will end up like Italy or Spain, and I'm afraid we won't go back \"\"to normal\"\" for a long time. I really want it to be over, and I know others do too. It's very painful to watch."}, {"index": 35, "context": "I'm anxious for family members and friends as don't want anyone to get sick or worse. I'm tired of lockdown, especially as I live alone as it's hard sometimes. I'm trying to remain hopeful that the vacccinations and ongoing lockdown will allow us to return to some kind of normality this year. I really want to be able to see my friends and family again, and properly so be able to hug them and just spend quality time with them. \nI've been lucky that I've been able to work from home throughout which is good from a safety and financial point of view. It does however bring it's own challenges, from a technological point of view and having no interaction with people in a physical sense. Can be a bit lonely at times"}], "length": 5736} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "At the moment I\u2019m very worried about what will happen in the next few weeks, how this will affect my job and ultimately my family. I\u2019m worried this will continue for several months and more jobs will be at risk and companies struggle to make money including the big corporations. I also feel a lot of boredom and depression at not being able to go out and doing anything. I\u2019ve been isolated with my family now for 3 weeks and I\u2019ve done everything around the house that needs doing and there is nothing to do. I\u2019ve lost a lot of hope for the future and I\u2019ve given up doing anything because what\u2019s the point. I wake up and every day is the same - I\u2019m losing track of the days. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel anxious about the economic fall-out for the word and specifically how this might impact my personal situation. I am not confident that the government are doing everything they can to prevent the situation worsening. I do feel as if there are experts who are advising the that are knowledgable and making good decisions. However, as the situation is unprecedented a lot of the planning being made is experimental in nature. I have regret about decisions I have made that have put me in a precarious position to deal with this. I am worried about the health of elderly relatives."}, {"index": 2, "context": "worried about the future. worried about family and jobs..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................."}, {"index": 3, "context": "Worried about my granny, she's got my mum living with her but she's very depressed and has lost interest in doing things (just had a text from my mum asking if I still had a rowing machine as she's trying to get her to do some exercise - I didn't, but she realised she wouldn't have been able to pick it up anyway. Also thinking of my grandad, he lives alone & was just recovering from pneumonia threat had lasted months when all this started so planning to ring him later. I was reading some articles about the situation not long ago so feeling a bit down at the moment."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I'm extremely worried about several things. Most immediately, I'm worried about contracting the virus and becoming ill, with all that entails or might entail. \n\nI have equal concerns for those dear to me - my family and friends, as well as people I'm less close to. How will they come out of this? Most of all, I have children, and like any parent I'm always fearful for their safety and well-being.\n\nI'm also extremely concerned about the longer term impact this is going to have on society, and distrustful of those in power to implement fair and just policies to recover from the inevitable economic recession. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel anxious about how it will go, but overall fairly calm that we are safe as we haven\u2019t left the house. I\u2019m also anxious for my colleagues and former colleagues who are on the front line. As somebody with a health condition I am very aware that I might not fare as well if I catch it, so we are being extra careful. I\u2019m also frustrated with the government for dragging their feet on antibody testing. I also have a small child, so I\u2019m tired through constantly having to entertain her and not having any of my usual outlets. I usually leave the house at least once a day, so having been in for three weeks at this point is giving me cabin fever. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel very anxious about the current Coronavirus situation. I feel worried that my family will become. I am worried that I won\u2019t be able to get food for my family and provide for them. Homeschooling my children is very stressful while trying to work from home. I am worried about the affect schools being closed will have on my children\u2019s education in the long term. I am worried about my mother who had a heart condition and lives in her own as I am her only family and if I became ill there would be no one to look after he. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am very anxious about the pandemic and the effect of my industry. As a performer there is nearly no work for us at the moment. To make matters worse I am a performer on a cruise Ship, so both the travel and entertainment industries are two of the worst hit by the pandemic. With a lot of companies going into adminstration. I am very nervous I is a long time without work, and without any support from the government. \nI am also very scared for some of the older people in my family and what would happen if they got it."}, {"index": 8, "context": "The situation is causing me great stress as people aren't following the government's advice. If people stayed home, it would be much more contained and could reduce the spread. My whole family work for the NHS so we're a full key-worker household, which adds to the stress, since we are putting our lives at risk and others are just being plain ignorant to benefit themselves. Thus, I'm quite anxious that things may get worse; people need to follow the rules, and if that means a FULL lockdown, then so be it. We need to be safe."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I worry about how the government are handling the current situation. I feel like they decided to tackle the situation too late. It concerns me that the UK economy will really struggle to survive, as a self employed person who makes cards and invitations as my primary job, I am worried that about a lack of financial help right now as I have no savings or money in the business to draw on. My mental health is also suffering because of all the worries bubbling under the surface in my mind and I\u2019m not sleeping well."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am feeling frustrated and disgusted at those who aren't still taking social distancing measures seriously. The Government is advising people stay at home for a reason. It makes me angry that those same selfish people will be the ones who unnecessarily exhaust NHS staff more because they didn't adhere to the rules. \nI feel upset that NHS staff are working 13 hour shifts, it isn't right in such a demanding and dangerous situation. \nI feel anxious about completing my own work as the adaptation to a lack of structure and purpose in what I do is disheartening. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "Right at this moment Im trying not to get my hopes up too much\nI notice in Spain and Italy they seem to be reaching the peak of people affected with the virus and as we are about a month behind them I can see things hopefully getting better by the end of June.\nThe panic nuying in the supermarkets seems to be calming down and people are taking the social distancing more seriously than they were beifore\nI am still very my anxious and worried especially about my elderly parents who have not been outside for 3 weeks now Im lucky that they have very good neighbours who have been getting food and other suplies for them but it is still a concern as both are in the very vunleable groups.\nPersonally I am concerned I will catch it and I dont have a great history of physical and mental health so I would rather avoid the virus if I could\nI just hope the virus peaks soon and we can all get back to work and our lives as normal"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel totally frustrated by the whole thing it has ruined pretty much many aspects of my life but I mostly feel frustrated with myself for not using this time to do more. It makes me very anxious and feel overwhelmed by the whole situation. It has made me appreciated more and I can\u2019t wait to get back to some sort of normal life. I can\u2019t wait to see people, go out and for my children to get some sort of education and socialisation back. My youngest doesn\u2019t understand it all and finds it really hard that she isn\u2019t able to go to school."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I cannot sleep. I'm anxious, my depression worsened. I feel like I'm scared of anything. I'm scared to die. This feeling of uncertainty is eating me alive. I'm scared for my child and my husband who is a key worker. It's unbearable. I feel like I'm barely surviving. I try to stay focused but it's impossible. I feel like we will not have a normal life again. I easily cry after I read the news. I don't want to end up like Italy and I miss being outside. //////////////////////////////////////////////////////////"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel extremely anxious at the moment about Coronavirus. My grandmother is mid 80s and although she hasn\u2019t left the house in weeks I\u2019m still concerned about her. My parents are in their 60s so are mid risk and my mum is still going to work. I don\u2019t want them to get sick. I am missing seeing them and it\u2019s making me sad. I\u2019m anxious because I\u2019ve lost a new job and so we have had to freeze our mortgage. This makes me nervous and I\u2019m worried in a few months time there won\u2019t be enough jobs for the unemployed like me. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "i am more worried as time goes on. I think it is wrecking the economy and I am worried about the future and how long we will be on lockdown and living this strange half life. I am not concerned about getting the virus as much as I think some people are. However, the fact that healthy people are catching it and dying does make me concerned about passing it on so I am following the social distancing guidelines. I am only walking once a day and trying to limit social interaction. I think the virus has killed more people in China than the official figures state and it is going to kill a lot more people. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am feeling very anxious at the moment about COVID-19 I am worried about my family and friends. I am also struggling with not being able to see my family and friends at the moment. I am also feeling anger for people that are continuing to ignore the lock down rules and how important these are. I also work in a hospital as admin staff and I am experiencing anxiety the days that I have to go in in work as I wish I could stay in the house with my family and stay safe. I am looking forward to when this situation is over and we can see our loved ones."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am relatively calm compared to the general population, although I am a little saddened by the situation and deaths that are occurring. I feel that at a time like this, everyone needs to pull together and stop blaming the government for their failures. I am also very anxious as I do not know what to expect in the near future; for instance, will my father bring the virus back home after going shopping? What about my university situation? My university accomodation contract has now been cancelled with a refund for the final term, but my possessions are still there and I cannot collect them until the lockdown is over."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I currently feel anxious about how much longer I will be able to stay in my job. I am sad for those who have lost theirs lives or their loved ones. I feel sad that I can't see my family. I am angry that people refuse to stay in and are prolonging this and not caring about the consequences of their actions on others. I'm sad that my daughter will only have me to spend her birthday with her and won't see family or her friends. I'm also sad that a much longed for special holiday probably won;t go ahead, and anxious about getting my money back. I feel frustrated about being stuck in my house all of the time.\nHowever I am happy that I get to spend more time with my daughter. I also feel well rested as I get to work from home, so slightly later get ups.I am also grateful for my health and that none of my family have been affected yet. I also love how everyone has come together to support each other and to praise the key workers, as well as the sense of community this has brought about. There have definitely been some positives!"}, {"index": 19, "context": "Despise being compared to a \u2018war-time\u2019 situation, my fear is stemmed mostly by the fact it is an invisible enemy. I am scared that an action, or lack of, can risk hundreds of people\u2019s lives. I am scared for my grandparents, and even more scared that if they become unwell I won\u2019t be able to see them. I appreciate the uncertainty of the situation however the unknown is causing the most anxiety, not knowing how long these restrictions can continue. The memory of normality is the only thing striving me to keep going. I feel angry at those few who think they are above everyone else and are disobeying the rules. I\u2019m am concerned that my future has been put on hold and I don\u2019t know when it will continue "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am anxious as I do not know what is going to happen. I am worried that my family members might get it and i'm sad that I haven't seen anyone for so long other than my kids and partner. it worries me that anyone could be carrying symptoms and not know it. too many people aren't taking this seriously enough and it worries me.i don't want anyone I know to die from coronavirus as you can't even give anyone a proper funeral just now. there is too much uncertainty but I'm trying to stay strong for my children."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am always scared that a vulnerable family member will catch Corona Virus as I have family and friends who have had it. I feel as though I have been less cautious than I was at the beginning of this as I have struggled not being able to see family or socialise with friends and it is only until recently that it has taken a toll on my mental health. Although it is a scary situation I am thankful that I have been able to spend more time with my daughter and partner as he normally works a lot. Corona Virus has also made me look at things so much differently and fully appreciate how much my family and friends mean to me."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am so very, very fed up with it all. I am so fed up with lockdown. I think they need the lockdowns for highly populated areas, but not for rural places like where I live. They are ridiculous here, pointless. I am So fed up with people we know not abiding by it. They post photos on Facebook and Instagram going for walks in beaches etc which are say 20 miles from where they live. Yet we are still in lockdown and supposed to be staying local ie the town where we live. We have abided by it even though we live in the middle of nowhere and there are hardly any cases. We have just stayed here for 3 months. We are SO bored. And they are doing the vaccinations so slowly. My daughter is a Vaccinator and there are no shifts for her to work. We know of others with shifts cancelled or sent honestly. I had my first vaccination last week at one of the huge hubs. There were 6 pods set up, but only 2 open. I just want life back to normal."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I have mixed feelings right now. I feel positive that the end appears to be in sight but also anxious about returning to normality. I feel anxious about catching and spreading the disease but also anxious about socialising again. I\u2019ve become comfortable in my little bubble and don\u2019t really want things to change too much. I prefer working from home and I\u2019m not looking forward to returning to a cramped open plan office. I\u2019m looking forward to being able to get away on holiday with my family and friends but still keeping a social distance"}, {"index": 24, "context": "Worried about my family and my own health from the virus and the effect lock down is having on us both physical but also mentally. Also worried about the long term effect of the virus will have on the country in years ahead. Both on health grounds but the wider economy and job market. The future my kids will have in this much hard job market that will be around for years ahead.\nAlso having to take yearly virus shots each year as new version come out and spread around the world. The fact many of the things i do to reduce stress are most likely to be either limited and not allowed at all for long periods."}, {"index": 25, "context": "i am feeling very unsure about covid at the moment. I would like the world to get back to normal, but think that the easing of restrictions is coming too soon, and people are going to end up getting us back into the same situation we were in last year by ignoring the advice given. \nI would like to continue working from home, and to have lockdown restrictions eased, but believe we will be back in some state of lockdown by summer. This is why i am feeling anxious as schools have just gone back and this is when we saw infection rates increase last year, and nothing was done quickly enough, leading to lockdown 2"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel very uncertain about the future and anxious, financially, for my family's and my own health and for the future of my career. My industry has been completely shut down indefinitely I have no idea when I will be able to go back to work.\nI am used to travelling a lot so it is difficult being stuck at home. Both my partner and I are trying to work out of a two work apartment which is causing a lot of strain.\nI am unable to go and visit my family and everyone is finding it very hard.\nI am afraid to leave my house so I am not even taking exercise outside which is very difficult as I am not used to being sedentary and as I live in a first floor apartment, we have no outside space which is especially hard when the weather has been so beautiful. I worry that when lockdown measures are relaxed that i will still find it difficult to go outside because I will have become acclimatised. The whole situation feels bizarre and surreal to me."}], "length": 3948} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Incredibly nervous about the future. Anxiety is very high. Trying to enjoy the small things, the time and turning negatives into positives. Also using my time to plan new ventures coming out the other side to focus and curb anxiety. \n\nI feel like we are living in some sort of nightmare and it is terrifying. It is the unknown that is the scariest part, not knowing what the outcome will be, living in fear that we may get it and die but also worrying about how we are going to pay for food and bills due to current self employment."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am still very scared of Corona and what it means for our future. I have now had both my vaccines but I don't think this is a fast ticket out of this. I am less worried about the safety of my family and friends as we have had a lot of doses of vaccine, but have anxiety that Corona could mutate further and there will be a strain that comes along that knocks us all for six. I am happy it is Spring and the sun is out, that gives hope. The winter has been bleak and depressing under lockdown, now we have sunshine everything feels a bit better."}, {"index": 2, "context": "Not very concerned about the situation. But still anxious about everything concerning it. Worried about catching it and nervous about how little was initially done about the virus to start with. Nervous about having to keep going out and getting shopping or go to get medication etc. And a little angry about how lackadaisical others have been about it. The government was especially bad with the start of the outbreak, especially with it travelling across the world to get to the UK and having time to prepare and have prior knowledge of those already infected and still being slow to react to it is disappointing. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "At this moment in time i am quite anxious about the Corona situation. My job has been furloughed and as a result money will be more of a stretch than it currently was. I will have to ask for a mortgage holiday to cover the shortfall. My wife has a chronic condition and does not work or receive benefits and is anxious about us catching the illness and putting either ours and/or our daughters life in danger as a result. \n\nThe daily increase in cases both nationally and locally is concerning and as a result i am more anxious to go out and put either my own or my families health at risk. It is a very uncertain time and whilst the daily briefings from the government are helpful and provide some information they do little to ease any concerns that my family and i have."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Upset that world I know will change a lot. I am worried very much about work situation in my family, we hope that no one will lose jobs, otherwise financial burdens will press extremely. We are probably more worried about finances than health, although we know how dangerous virus can be. I am working fro home for last year, for the time being until danger of virus will fade my wife started working from home as well, therefore social distancing it's not an issue for us. I see a lot of people finding an issue of coming back to normal life in the future. There will be new \"\"norm\"\", but world will never be the same"}, {"index": 5, "context": "This situation could of easily been prevented by a rapid response by governments and if people respected social distancing rules. Not only that but the response of the US is extremely bad and proves that their current healthcare system is bad, as people cannot afford to get tested or be in treatment. There could be a lot more victims in the US than we think there may be. I also feel that China is covering up the amount of victims which is troubling. If this continues to escalate I do not think that healthcare systems across the world will be able to cope. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am stressed about a whole range of things, including my ageing parents health and my job prospects as I am being made redundant at the end of June. Additionally my part time evening job has ceased due to the Corona virus putting additional strain on my Finances.\n\nI am also very worried about contracting the virus personally - but as I am a single person I am struggling with the isolation of working and living at home alone.\n\nI have been suffering with depression and this has not come at a good time for me adding additional stresses and barriers to my life"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel very sad and fear what will happen from day to day, I fear I will lose my job, I am shaking inside and just want to cry all the time. I suffer from asthma so am worried about getting covid 19, also what will happen to the economy. I can't sleep and feel sick. I feel terribly sad that the nhs will have to decide who lives and who dies. I have considered asking my gp for some medication to calm me. I feel so tired it's like being trapped, with no way of getting out of the situation.\nMy colleagues are getting anxious and judging each other\n"}, {"index": 8, "context": "Frustrated with people who aren't complying with the lockdown. Sad that I am not getting to spend time with family and friends. Worried older family members might get ill. Worried that the NHS might get overwhelmed. Confused by the UK's current testing strategy. Bored of staying inside all day. Hopeful that a vaccine will be developed relatively soon. Overwhelmed by the news media on the subject - there must be other news which is getting forgotten e.g. Brexit "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I'm a lot less worried now we have a vaccine and what seems to be a clearer path to some sort of normality. I'm anxious about finding myself in more social situations and just generally how things will be different when we exit this bubble. And also mindful of how it will still be profoundly affecting a lot of the world. I feel grateful that whilst it has affected me and my family mentally and for a time financially, with regards to the latter, we've ended up being lucky compared to others. I am slightly worried how it will affect us long term, especially my children bit hope they are young and resilient enough for any affect to be minimal."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel worried about the uncertainty of it all, as this is a new situation for all of us. I have recently stopped looking at all news coverage of the situation because it was panicking me. But since I have cut this out, I feel much calmer. There are also parts of me that feel positive, and hopeful that this situation will change humanity for the better. For example, our approach to daily life, how we treat the environment and how we treat animals. If some good to come out if it, then it wouldn't have all been for nothing."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel annoyed that so many people are out on the streets but other than that I'm fine. I am a key worker so I must still go to work and I am an introvert so I prefer staying in any way. Before lockdown was not dissimilar to the situation I am in now. I am anxious only because so many people are out all the time and not about getting the virus myself. That doesnt concern me only I worry somebody else would get it thats why I stay in. It also annoys me that the shops are low on stock because of some selfish people."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel worn out by Coronavirus and the situation it has put us in generally. I'm patiently waiting for a call for me to book in for the vaccine and looking forward to being able to see my family as lockdown lifts over the next few months. I think life has changed a lot for many of us and this is the beginning of a new phase not just in my country but around the globe. I continue to think positively about this and hope that there will be many benefits to our changed ways of living that we haven't yet thought about. I have welcomed the slower pace of life from being at home much more and will continue to enjoy this as we move forward. My concerns remain that we have some way to go with the many variants emerging around the world but there does seem to be a light at the end of the tunnel now and I'm grateful for that."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel anxious about the changes that are taking place day by day, in the economy, in the political situation and how we all interact socially. I fear for the state of the world once the crisis is over and how life may be, I am concerned that life may be more challenging in a financial sense and that the progress of life, the world of education and work may be a lot more challenging than before. \n\nI do however have hope that this situation will allow the governments of the world and all individuals to take stock of how they live their lives and conduct themselves and hopefully reflect and improve. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "It is frustrating not knowing when it will end or when things will get back to normal, or even if they will get back to normal. It's hard to believe it won't change society in a fairly major way, although it's impossible to say how.\n\nAt the moment, it feels like everything and everyone is in a state of limbo and only experiencing a half-life.\n\nI would say I currently have a permanent sense of low-level anxiety.\n\nI am also angry that the government has clearly not taken this seriously and, even now, isn't doing the things it needs to, in terms of supplying PPE, testing and respirators in the necessary quantities."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel very nervous and on edge at this current moment. I am unsure of the future and am not sure how much longer I can deal with being stuck indoors. I also feel very caged in and claustrophobic being stuck inside with my family. I'm irritable and need time on my own but asking for it offends my family members and creates tension between us. I'm tired as well and in need of the routine of my day to day working life. I miss my work friends a lot and I miss my independence and freedom. I just hope this situation doesn't last too much longer although I fear it will and that worries me immensely."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel more positive now because, with the vaccine rollout, the vulnerable have more protection. I am still anxious about vulnerable family members catching it, but less than before because of the vaccine. However I will be much happier when they finally receive their second dose of the vaccine. I am hopeful about the positives as life slowly returns to normal in the coming months. I am anxious about returning to work though. I feel that this will again increase my chances of contracting the virus. I am also missing family members who I have been unable to see for a very long time."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel worried about the current situation, for myself as I have an underlying health condition, and for my family. I feel sad for all the lives that have already been lost. I also feel stressed juggling working from home with having a small child, and am struggling to stay on top of everything. I am grateful that presently, myself and my family are in good health, and are able to stay at home together away from the risks that come with the virus. I hope that we can soon overcome this awful situation and that the world returns to normal."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am pleased with how the vaccine rollout is going. The conservatives have finally done something right. However, I feel the public are becoming lazy and complacent while we are still in danger and this is very worrying and concerning. The British public can\u2019t be trusted to come together and this makes me feel ashamed and embarrassed to be British. I am also very worried about my family contracting the virus as vaccines are not 100% effective. My daughter is back at school next week and this fills me with anxiety."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am Still worried about family and friends catching it, but hopeful that with the vaccinations that we may see some normality soon and that if people catch it they only have mild symptoms. I am Hoping that the figures come down and stay low. Worried about how the economy and businesses recover from all the lockdowns and that unemployment will decrease, lucky that I am still in employment. I still feel anxious and still fear that another lockdown will happen or that someone I love will catch it and be seriously ill."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I\u2019m really stressed and anxious because we don\u2019t know when this will end. I also have important plans that are hanging in the balance. I don\u2019t know if my plans are being cancelled so I\u2019m just stuck. I have holidays booked and a new job that\u2019s been cancelled. It\u2019s just a bit of nightmare and friends that are ill and family we\u2019re worried about. This is just a really hard time right now for my friends and family. It\u2019s just unreal the amount of people this affecting. And jobs that are hanging in the balance. Not to mention the economy.\n"}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am very worried about my family (husband and children of 12 and 9) catching it along with my elderly parents aged 73 and 79. They live 100 miles away so I can't see them to drop off food and they are not online so it's been hard arranging food drop offs for them. I ring them each day; they are sounding quite depressed with all the restrictions and are worried too. We are following all the government guidelines on staying home, I have only been out twice in two weeks to stock up on things I cannot get delivered like milk and bread (unable to get food delivered and milk man is not taking on new customers). I'm also trying to keep up with the news but am trying to relax more as I've found all the news so worrying and it's affected my sleeping. I have been waking up during the night and stressing. I do not have any symptoms of Corona neither do my family but I have been monitoring all of us."}, {"index": 22, "context": "Feeling a bit down thinking about all this isolation and feeling like a prisoner in your own house. Never have we had to go through something like this and it is scary thinking about how this will end and when. Feeling sad that I can't see my children and grandchildren and hope it won't be for long. Sometimes I feel vulnerable especially when out in the street and people are about, makes you think how easy it would be to spread this disease. I also feel hope that life can be better when this is over and we can rejoice with our families. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "I'm hopeful with the news of 3 vaccines in the UK and how fast the government are distributing them. However, I'm worried lockdown restrictions are being lifted too soon and people will take that and the vaccine news to mean they can just go back to how things were before the pandemic and that if they do, we'll end up back where we were at the end of last year all over again. I'm also anxious to see my family again! It's been far too long since my children got to hug their grandparents and it's been far too long since we were last able to see friends."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am fed up. I am glad children are back to school for normality and we no longer have to homeschool but I am missing work (still on furlough), missing normal, everyday activities and days out with my family to places like the cinema, restaurants, arcades and ice hockey matches, I feel deflated. I feel angry at those who are clearly flouting the regulations and then brazenly posting about it on social media. I feel like we will keep taking steps backwards and I yearn for life to return to normal again."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Currently I feel on edge as everything is very much unknown. I wish that there was a date where we know that this will all definitely be over by to give us something to hold on to, but I know that this is not possible. I fear for the children that I work with and I hope that both themselves and their families are safe. I am concerned of the impact on children's education where they are likely to be out of school for a prolonged period of time. I am worried that my father will catch the virus and as he has underlying health conditions, I pray that this would not be fatal. I am concerned for my own mental health as I am living on my own and am already finding this difficult - I wonder what my mental health will be like weeks down the line. I am thankful for everything that each and every key worker is doing and I am grateful that communities are pulling together to help one another in times of need."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I\u2019m feeling optimistic because people are getting vaccinated and the number of cases is going down. We\u2019re getting closer to the normal life we once had. \n\nAlso I\u2019m more happy because it\u2019s getting close to summer time, if restrictions are lifted then most of us can enjoy the weather without being scared. \n\nI\u2019m also feeling scared because when I finish school I\u2019m uncertain about jobs since everything seems scarce right now and unemployment is very high. Also this pandemic may have had an impact on my learning abilities."}, {"index": 27, "context": "When will this lockdown end so things can go back to normal. This makes me feel anxious. I would like to enjoy being being able to eat outside. I feel worried for the vunerable people. Especially for those who are weak and old. I worry about the third wave and I\u2019m scared of news that the third wave could be the most deadliest. I look forward to things going back to normal. Times like this make me appreciate the things we take for granted. I look forward to this coming to an end. I look forward to meeting my family and being able to hug my loved ones."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am very stressed and sad about it as I am a final year undergraduate student, so my final year project write up has been affected so much and I am struggling to focus. all of my exams are now going to be online which is going to be a very strange experience. and my graduation which I have worked so hard for has been postponed, maybe even cancelled. \nto add to this I am at with with my family, and my dad is in the very high risk category which only adds to my stress and anxiety. \nI am overall very stressed and going back to my old depressive ways and partaking in bad habits."}], "length": 4079} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel very anxious that myself or my family and friends will contract coronavirus. I feel especially anxious for my mother, as she is a key worker. I feel sad that I can't see people I care about and that I don't know when I will be able to again. I am finding the uncertainty surrounding the whole situation very hard to deal with and am feeling a lot of anxiety because of this. I also do feel some level anger/frustration toward the UK government for not putting stricter rules into place sooner."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am worried that i could gt it and annoyed at the people who are not caring and are still going out socialising. They do not seem to understand that they could be carriers of the virus and could kill someone else with their stupidity, I am having to stay at home due to an autoimmune illness so why can't they. I think this will go on for a longer than it needs to unless there is a lock down that stops people doing what they want to. I am worried and scared as I do not want to die because of someones else being careless. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "Feeling anxious and scared about the future. I'm scared of getting I'll or my family getting ill. I do think we all had it before it was announced. We were all so I'll in January, and my newborn was rushed to hospital on oxygen. They didn't know what was wrong. When will life get back to normal? Will it ever get back to normal. I have 3 year old and a 5 month old. Its the not knowing and nobody knowing about the future that is so scary. I feel like we are living in a film and one day I will wake up. I miss my family and friends. I miss sitting in a coffee shop. Even though I am scared, I am hopeful things will turn out ok... At some point!"}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel extremely anxious that I and my immediate family will catch the virus. I am also very concerned for some of my friends who are on the frontline in the hospitals.\nAlso I am concerned for my financial future when we get through this as being self employed i have no current income , and dont know how this will affect my business going forward.\nI feel very sad for families who are going through grief and bereavement now too , and for the people who are unable to visit loved ones , or to say final goodbyes for their family members who are dying alone in hospital."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am very anxious because I believe that I have had the virus, but cannot be sure until I get an antibody test - which is not likely to become available until the 'herd immunity' can be estimated. So the anxiety remains. I am cross that the situation has not been managed well, but realise that the correct methodology for handling it will only become evident in hindsight. That does not relieve my anxiety. I particularly feel empathy for those who are suffering worse than I did. Most of all, I am anxious for my family members - especially my children and their children."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel on edge most of the time, picking up a feeling of collective anxiety and fear when leaving the house, especially when dealing with the uncertainty of coming into contact with others. I also feel hope when seeing others out and about being kind to eachother from a far. There is a feeling of perseverance amongst the anxiety. With that being said, I also have a feeling of interest and intrigue when keeping up with the news and current affairs, and a sort of excitement to learn about the virus, social and economic impacts and the ways in which people are overcoming adversity. In general I have a mixed feeling of hope, anxiety and uncertainty "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am very concerned about losing a loved one to Covid 19. My anxiety is lessening but I feel people aren\u2019t taking social distancing seriously. If things don\u2019t change then I see the lockdown lasting much much longer than is currently planned. It\u2019s good to see that the death rate is progressing more slowly than what was initially predicted but it\u2019s still worrying how many people are losing their lives, especially those working on the frontline in key services. I don\u2019t really have much else to say on this subject and feel a minimum five hundred character limit on a response is somewhat excessive. If someone has an opinion, they can convey if concisely instead of waffling on unnecessarily just to meet a given number of characters. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel that despite keeping everything safe some people will mess up again and break the rules and we will get a third lockdown. I also hope my family who lives abroad may get illness and also I don't know how long to wait until to travel to my home land.\n\nI hope my daughter don't have side effects of this pandemic as she said was fine but I wonder if she is telling the truth because she knows I worry.\n\nI hope colleagues are nice when we are back to the office because now I feel they try to avoid me."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am a bit worried because the Government acted so late but also think it will be ok if everyone follows the new rules and stays inside. I am worried about my financial situation because all of the pubs/clubs are shut and I am a student and most of us work in those places. I hope it doesn't last too long and we lose all of the summer. It has meant my masters experiments have been cancelled so I may not graduate. That is annoying and I can't afford to extend my studies. Overall, I am feeling anxious about the situation."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel anxious about when the coronavirus will end as I\u2019m due to give birth in 11 weeks so want things to be better by then so my newborn baby can be introduced to friends and family and I\u2019m nervous about giving birth alone. I live by myself so I want to see friends and family as I feel lonely but my dog keeps me company. I\u2019m also worried about money as I\u2019m self employed and rent a flat so don\u2019t know how I will pay my bills especially as I have a baby coming along. It annoys me when people are still out seeing friends and family and not sticking to the social distancing rules "}, {"index": 10, "context": "To be honest, I'm completely fed up with it now, I just want to be able to travel and see my friends and family. I'm feeling a little less anxious now that my mum (who is high risk) has had her first vaccine but I'll be happier still once she's had her second. I have enjoyed getting to know my local area better, discovering new running routes and doing some work on my house, but I'm more than ready to get back to normal again now. Apart from the work aspect. I'd be quite happy to work half my week from home on a permanent basis."}, {"index": 11, "context": "my feelings have changed slightly towards the corona virus.\nI still feel it's out there but things have changed for the better, I'm still awaiting my vaccine, but the rest of the family have had theirs.\nIt takes the worry away slightly.\nI think people have become more relaxed this lockdown, and it doesnt even feel like a lockdown. Everyone who I know just goes about there business like nothings changed.\nI wish everyone would stick to the rules and we could be out of this quicker.\nMy fear in the future is if a new pandemic appears people wont take it seriously."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel anxious and sad for the loss people are suffering and the greater impact the virus will have once the curve is flattened; loss of human life, financial, mental effects etc.\nI feel that the government should have offered clearer restrictions earlier and that the information being given should be backed by scientific resources. More effort should be made by social media websites to reduce the false news stories and reduce people's anxiety.\nI feel annoyed that in my industry (academia) there have been a lot of short-sighted decisions being made that have affected people's livelihoods."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Regarding the Coronavirus situation, I am feeling moderately anxious which seems to increase with the continued lockdown in the United Kingdom.\n\nI feel that my anxiety is related to the impact the virus will have on society in general, the economy, my income and the health and livelihood of people around me, and in particular people who are more vulnerable.\n\nI think that governments are starting to act more tactfully in combatting the virus and its wider effect on society and to communicate clearer messages and information to the public. However I strongly believe that the UK government did not respond efficiently to the virus' initial breakout.\n\nAt the same time I am feeling optimistic that the situation will improve relatively soon and that life should start to return to normal quicker than expected."}, {"index": 14, "context": "Most frequently I feel anxious regarding the possibility of catching the virus and the financial implications of lockdown. However, I recently got married so I am trying to remain positive and enjoy being able to spend time with my wife. I feel like if we hadn\u2019t had our wedding or been able to spend time with all of our relatives before we were locked in then I would feel far more upset about it. We got an opportunity that others who had weddings booked not long after ours didn\u2019t and we are grateful for that. Our honeymoon was cancelled however as my parents were asked to self quarantine after displaying symptoms and therefore unable to care for my elderly grandpa and younger sister in university, I was glad we were here and able to help our family. Our situation isn\u2019t ideal but we appreciate that we have a lot to be thankful for in spite of this. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel out of control and worried about the future. I don\u2019t know when it will stop and what my situation will be after it all calms down.\n\nI\u2019m trying to keep my mental health steady but it\u2019s difficult, being isolated and not a lot to focus on. \n\nI can\u2019t wait to see my family again, I miss my niece loads and I\u2019m tired of feeling scared and being looked at with disgust from old people when I\u2019m on a walk. \n\nIt has made me appreciate the important things in life, like my family and my health. I\u2019ve had time to think about my life aspirations and I\u2019ve allowed my mind to calm down."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel waves of anxiety throughout the day. I am very scared of the virus and of contracting it myself. I have a phobia of hospitals and so the idea of needing to be hospitalised is very scary for me. I am also concerned for the wellbeing and health of my family, friends and co-workers. As a teacher, it is likely that I will be needed in school again soon and that makes me feel very anxious.\nIf I can just stay home I feel safer, but leaving the house to buy food or to go into work makes me panic. I just want this to all be over."}, {"index": 17, "context": "when covid first started appearing in early 2020 i really thought as supposdley clever and evolved humans, we would have got on top of it quickly. but we didnt. we were unprepared. Countries were reactive instead of proactive. people were selifsh. i feel like the entire last year has been a waste of time. people have died for nothing. But politicions and scientists still have their jobs, and money, and contracts. Numbers across the world were low in the summer but then it went up and we did nothing. then schools in uk opened and numbers went up, deaths went up, but nothing."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I'm not too concerned about catching corona (I'm pretty sure I have already had it). I'm more concerned about how the lock downs that several countries have imposed will affect the economy in the upcoming months. \n\nHowever I do also believe that the country and world economy will eventually bounce back from this, but I do think that it will be a while until we see a full recovery.\n\nThe human race is great adapting to surviving against the odds and this is another factor that we will adapt to.\n\n\n\n "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I'm much less worried about the actual virus compared to the start of the pandemic but I'm very worried about what the economy and the current gigantic debt will mean for my generation. I feel a bit frustrated how it will probably be us who has to clean up all the mess now even though statistically we should be the least at risk group. My partner is on furlough at the moment and has been forced to seek new employment and I'm just worried about the uncertainty of the future. I guess I'm a bit angry as well at the absolute lack of leadership that the government has demonstrated throughout. I find it disgusting how some people would take this opportunity to further their own political agendas without real or apparent regard for what's right for the general public. Particularly the PM's conduct and attitude towards the entire thing has just been plain embarrassing. I guess I'm a bit sad as well because I'm pessimistic about the future of UK, with Brexit going on as well and whatnot."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel slight anxiety about children going back to school on Monday. Even though I know they need to I'm worried that this will cause another surge in cases. People seem to break the rules now and are becoming more complacent now there are vaccines available and the end is supposedly in sight. People are desperate to get out of their houses and back to normal life but they need to pay attention to social distancing and mask wearing for as long as there are still cases.I am both looking forward to travelling again and working at work, but also worried about it!"}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel sad and disappointed that the people not sticking to the rules spoil things for the rest of us.\nI also feel angry that people are spreading the virus and don't care.\nIf people would just do what was asked lockdown wouldn't have been so long, This applies to all people whether they are rich, poor, famous or just a member of the public.\nI am very worried about catching it and also concerned that a lot of people seem to think that once they have had one shot of the vaccine they can carry on as normal and meet family or friends.\nThis can only lead to cases rising again."}, {"index": 22, "context": "i am very scared and just want life to be back to normal. i do not like staying at home i just want some fresh air the wheather has gotten so much better and i am stuck indoors everything is finished at the supermarkets so what can we do? i do not know what else to say just this needs t end as soon as possible please. sorry i cant write anymore i am just out of words\n\ni am very scared and just want life to be back to normal. i do not like staying at home i just want some fresh air the wheather has gotten so much better and i am stuck indoors everything is finished at the supermarkets so what can we do? i do not know what else to say just this needs t end as soon as possible please. sorry i cant write anymore i am just out of words"}, {"index": 23, "context": "Its a scary time that i thought that is ould never face. I thought maybe if things get really bad we may see something like a war and that worry had always had me on edge but I never thought that a virus would put the whole world on lockdown. I'm missing my friends and extended family lots and I feel completely disconnected with the world. it makes me really unhappy but I also know that we in the UK are on lockdown for our own benefit. i just wish it wasn't so contagious and I wish it hadn't already killed so many people including people so young in age"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel anxious based largely on the fact that I am powerless to control the situation at hand. Short of making sure I don't get sick I can't do anything to secure myself. I have no control over market forces or actions by the government. Sometimes I awake in the middle of the night s a result of bad dreams relating to the current crisis. I am nervous about job security also as I have a mortgage and myself and my partner are in the same field. I also feel unenthusiastic about hobbies I used to do to keep occupied which is frustrating as now should be an opportunity to do them but find less enjoyment in them than before."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am anxious and worried about the future and how drastically life has changed. I am worried about not be able to make plans or enjoy events such as family birthdays. I miss not being able to visit family that upsets me and makes me sad. It is scary hearing and watching the news about how many people have died with the coronavirus. I miss the normal day to day tasks such as going shopping for clothes or meeting my friends or going on family day outs. Also I do not know if I am doing enough to protect myself and my family from the virus such as handwashing or wearing protective equipment. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "Still quite anxious about it. Happy that lots of people are getting vaccines and that it seems to be having an effect. But worried about what the last 12 months has left behind in relation to state of the economy, folk holding off seeing their doctor and therefore more terminal illness diagnoses, fear of going back to some sort of normality and not wanting everything back as it was. Looking forward to spending time with family and friends again. Have got used to working from home and hope this continues."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I don't feel about it anymore, if that makes sense. I think I am used to things the way they are. The only sad part is that I was not able to go see my family for over a year now, so I wish the travel could resume. The rest, I am not bothered anymore. Well, one more thing maybe - I am tired of online shopping. I wish we could go inside the store and try things as normal. I have lost weight so have no clue what my size is anymore. I want to be able to try things on as before. I got used to not seeing friends as often, and not being able to go out saves a crazy amount of money too."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel stressed that I would catch the virus as I would be affected quite heavily due to my health. I worry about the elderly people around that are more prone to death and heavy illness from it. The strain of virus doesn't have a cure at the moment and it is very scary and stressful for care workers like myself as there are many older people in my organisation that would get very ill from the corona virus. I wish that more could be done about it and more people took notice of the quarantine as it will just cause a longer lockdown."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel grateful that I am not suffering and thankful to all the people who are helping out. But it\u2019s frustrating seeing people deliberately assume the rules do not apply to them and continue to wander out and about, too close to people and more than once a day. It feels like we are not yet in the worst of it, and the actions of people feel like the government will have to take more severe actions soon. I am not looking forward to it but also limiting the amount I think about it as it is all so stressful. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "i am feeling very anxious about other people but relaxed about myself. this bout of corona i've had it twice in 4 weeks and i've been taken out hard the second time very hard. as a young person i feel for the vulnerable people. I am really dissatisfied at the game being played by crooked politicians as Mr Trump refers to them - here in the uk with snail pace response. I was alot more cavalier to start with but got apprehensive as i experienced it myself . i am relaxed and axious for others. I am really agry at the rip off price gouging merchants - i am in business this is a time to support the people not rip them off."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am still as worried about the situation as I was a year ago. Now the added thing is the Covid vaccine and people having that. I'm not going to get mine until June time probably but even with this I'm not letting my guard down. I'm still missing family that I haven't seen since last year. And I'm still worried about me or my partner getting ill, but hopefully, it will all be fine. The anxiety over it and being around people though is still high and I think will be for some time to come. I will still continue to wear my mask and I don't like being around people not wearing one, if I could avoid people altogether then I really would."}, {"index": 32, "context": "The situation is very scary for everyone in this world what it means for us today, tomorrow and in years to come. Our futures and that of our children. I worry for my daughter more than I do for myself. \n\nLives are being lost, jobs are diminishing and businesses are closing. Recessions will be the next steps and a further reason to worry will be evident. \n\nWe will loose many people and our materialistic lives will change but only temporarily. \n\nI fear for what will come before it gets better and when I will see my family again and of it will be in good health or not. \n\nI will not take things for granted is a common thought which will be short lived by many but not all. Not me. "}], "length": 4728} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Very anxious about having to send my children back to schools where barely any safety measures have been put into place and no measures in primary schools so the transmission rates will increase and chance are lots more people will get seriously ill and/or die, and what makes me most mad is that the government are wilfully allowing this to happen. Not willing to spend any money on air filters for classrooms, saying secondaries are to use lateral flow tests which are only about 50% accurate if done properly to try and make parents feel schools are safe. There are no extra measures put in place in primaries and I am just supposed to send my kids into these unsafe schools."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel scared that I may get it due to being immune-compromised and that scares me. I am also worried about my family's health too. I miss seeing my friends and work colleagues but I also understand this is for the better as I could give or get coronavirus. I am going a bit crazy being stuck in the house and I never thought I would look forward to going food shopping each week! Although I am scared I am also proud of our NHS and how big companies like Dyson are working hard to combat this and make products to help. I am dissapointed in how some people aren't taking the lockdown seriously and are going out or meeting."}, {"index": 2, "context": "Anxious because I havn't had any work or income coming in apart from my pension. all our savings have been used up and I worry about how much longer it will be until I can get some work,Life is on hold at the moment. I'm waiting for my vaccine . I have had a letter telling me I could get an appointment online but each time I have tried the closest by miles to my home is also difficult to get to. I think that a few sunny days will help, I can escape out into the garden at least. A slower pace of life has been fine but being on a very tight budget when we had just started to be able to worry less about money is frustrating."}, {"index": 3, "context": "Feeling anxious and vulnerable due to my financial situation and lack of economic prospects. There is high uncertainty of when things will return to normalcy and whether my personal situation will deteriorate. This is affecting my mental well-being and is the main factor in becoming more anxious and stressed regarding the future. \n\nSomewhat concerned about the health impacts of the coronavirus. Not personally too afraid, but more so how the at-risk population will cope and whether this can have long-term effects on health. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "Feeling very anxious for when shops and pubs open. Worried about my financial state as I lost my job because of corona. Worried with how my online exams are going to take place and how I will afford rent. Bored with walking and online workouts and want to get back to the gym. Sad that I cant see family and friends and am wasting time at home when I could be travelling the world. Can't wait to get back to face to face teaching rather than online lectures and workshops. Still looking for jobs to help pay rent but struggling as nothing is open and so there are no jobs avaliable."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel very anxious all the time. About everyday tasks, about people\u2019s behaviour, abou the future. I feel worried about my family, my self and friends because of the uncertainty that awaits us all if we catch this virus.\nI miss visiting and being with friends and family not worried about what I\u2019ve touched, about what they touched, about how many people touched my parcels when they arrive and having to tell my child to wait a couple of days before open it even though I have cleaned it with alcohol gel. I miss not to feel paranoid all the time. I miss not to worry about laughing and hugging who I love to be with. I Miss relaxing moments, enjoying outdoor life, eating out or having a coffee somewhere with family or friends."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am furious with how our government has handled the situation, prioritising giving business to their friend over saving people's lives. I feel betrayed and angry. But most of all I feel completely hopeless, every time they say the end is in sight people get their hopes up only to be screwed over by yet another foolish decision from the government. I am bitter and drained and so angry I could scream, the government have betrayed us at every step and praise themselves while ignoring the rules and profiting. They have sacrificed teachers, NHS and all essential workers and preached their bravery while giving them no choice, no support and no reward."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I go back and forth with my emotions. Sometimes I feel frustrated, upset, bored and gutted about people getting ill and dying, all big events cancelled, pressures that come with homeschooling. I feel upset I can't see family and friends and then I feel ok and think this is a good time to relax, be with the children, also get the house sorted as well as sorting out other bits,working from home and sorting bits out that have been left for a while and also most importantly keep safe and save our NHS."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I'm feeling slightly more relaxed as me and my family have come this far without any of us knowingly contracting Covid, even though my mum is a front-line worker. It is obviously reassuring that vaccines are being implemented, however I'm still anxious about what might happen with children going back to school and people advocating for them to not have to wear masks in school...also concerned about how many people will not get vaccinated for one reason or another. I'm worried that in the meantime between a significant amount of people being vaccinated, we will see people become overly lax and allow for another resurgence."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel very anxious about the current situation. I feel it's like a 'waiting game' and the uncertainty makes things very difficult to face. The fact we don't know what the outcome is is very unsettling. No one is sure when this will be over and life will return to normal. I feel scared, worried, anxious and frightened but at the same time life has slowed down and I'm becoming adjusted to the 'new normal' and my wellbeing has most certainly improved what with getting more sleep and not having to commute for 3 hours a day I am seeing at least one benefit from this awful situation."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am a bit worried as part of my family resides in one of the countries most affected by the virus, so the constant depressing news you hear on the TV, radio or internet are no help in improving my mood. As for myself, I try to stay positive as much as I can and I try to enjoy this moment as a way to slow down, focus on my wellbeing and especially take care of my health. I am lucky enough to have a garden, so I've tried to spend time gardening or just sitting in the sun since the weather has been great lately. I keep in touch with relatives and friends through texts, calls and video calls. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel the situation is getting better at the moment because of the vaccine, but feel it could change very quickly if everything goes back to normal to quick. I feel the government made a lot of mistakes after the first wave like the buy one get one free meals, as it caused everyone to gather in public places and most people ignored the rules. and I feel they are going to make the same mistakes again. I feel there is still a lot of unknown things about coronavirus but we are learning more all the time."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am very worried as it has affected many things; not only has it caused death and pain to other families but I fear what could happen to my family. It is also not a time where I can relax unlike other people because I have studies which have actually increased because my college thinks because you're home, you should do even more work as you have even more free time. But that is not the case as I have difficulty studying at home as I get easily distracted, that is why I used to work in the library instead as I can be more productive in that environment. I have been lacking a lot in the studies and I am very worried, unlike GCSES and A levels which have been post-poned, college course work is still here to complete."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Whilst i feel not particularly worried about catching virus as both me and dad who live with abide by rules. \nI am annoyed with people not taking the virus seriousm or the social distancing that has been put in place. I feel tired and drained with it all going on though as always wondering what the next problem will be or where to get food from. I worry that having to travel to many shops to get basics or wait in long queues increases my risk of catching or passing to my dad.\nI suffer anxiety and depression and do not like not been able to go out but know is for best and will be happy the sooner it is under control."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel slightly hopeful that things may change and get back to \"\"normal\"\" by the end of the year - however the behaviour of some people has jeopardised the trajectory in previous liftings of restrictions. I'm frustrated by those who can't seem to obey the rules, forgetting that by not following them, they're delaying the lifting of restrictions and getting us caught in a vicious cycle. Therefore I'm pessimistic that we'll be still be in the same situation at the end of the year even with the vaccination program. I'm also hopeful that the mismanagement of the entire situation will show people how awful this government is - not that I'm saying anyone else in British politics would have handled it better!"}, {"index": 15, "context": "At this very moment, my feelings are mainly of an anxious nature. Due to the unknown, what's going to happen to any of us. This may be due to the health of myself, my family, my friends etc. or it may be due to security (job, house etc.)\n\nI am also feeling slightly angry with how certain people have reacted to this outbreak, whether it's their racist acts/comments towards others, or simply their lack of respect of everyone else, flaunting the rules without a care of anyone else.\n\nI haven't once felt sad throughout the outbreak."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I'm anxious as I have family members that would be affected greatly if they were to contract the virus. I'm also struggling to find the supplies for food and pet supplies in general, as deliveries are being delayed and I can't leave the house due to symptoms, and I am required to self-isolate for at least 14 days, but if my symptoms continue I will be stuck in the house for longer. I think the government should've acted sooner as a prevention method instead of reacting to the virus's spread, as preemptive measures would've been more effective."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am happy that the vaccine is being rolled out but sad at the lost opportunities of the past year and worried about the impact of Covid on my children and younger members of society. I am also concerned about the economic fallout of Covid and how life will be different moving forward. I don't think life will return to how it was pre Covid 19. I am cautious about meeting up with friends again and doing things like going to the theatre or concerts or travelling outside of my local area. I am hopeful that most adults will accept and have the vaccine in the next year and I feel that this will become an annual jab like the flu vaccine."}, {"index": 18, "context": "Right now i feel anxious about COVID-19 as i don't want any of my family or friends to get the virus. I have a few family members in the vulnerable category so praying they don't get it. I am also concerned about my university degree which is up in the air at the moment as in am in final year and don't have much support from the university. We have exams and presentations coming up and have not been given any guidance on whether they will go ahead or be cancelled. I am also concerned about my future job prospects as graduates and placement jobs are unrealistic at this moment in time."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am worried and want life to go back to normal. I feel like I won't get really sick but know that there is a chance which is scary. I am more concerned about my children than anything else. I don't want them to get sick, I am worried what will happen if they do. I don't want them to be alone in hospital. I am happy for the lockdown to continue to get on top of the virus. I am angry at people who are ignorant of the guidelines and keep going out at the risk of others. I am tired of reading about all many people dying "}, {"index": 20, "context": "Annoyance at the way the government has handled everything, frustration at losing a whole year of my life to this, terrified about the future as a third year university student with no clue how to get a job considering everything. Sad I haven't seen a lot of my friends in months/a year at this point, nor my family in over a year and 2 months. Homesick as I am an immigrant and havent been able to go home since it all started. Angry my country is \"\"red listed\"\" for no reason. Angry at having to pay full tuition fees for lower quality education."}, {"index": 21, "context": "It feels like their is a small glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel. I don\u2019t fully trust everything that\u2019s reported so I\u2019m still a little anxious how likely things are going to return to \u2018normal\u2019 before the summer but I feel a lot better knowing my loved ones are starting to get vaccinated. I\u2019m still waiting for mine but it\u2019s a small step in the right direction. I definitely feel upset and frustrated at how long it\u2019s been/ still will be before I get to see my close family. I am a key worker and I occasionally get angry at people I know who are not following the rules even though I have no choice but to continue to come in close contact with other people."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I'm worried about how long this situation will last, as well as its impact on economy. I'm also anxious with regard to whether my job hunting plan will be affected, whether I will be able to get an extension of working permit if the current situation will last for a long time. Apart from this, shopping has become less convenient under the current situation; I wonder when things will get back to normal. However, I do not think the risk of being infected by the virus is high, as long as people follow the guidelines from the government."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am pleased my son gets to return to school on Monday. But for my eldest who is at University, I worry for his future job prospects. I don't think all the uK govt decisions have been logical and I am DESPERATE to go and play tennis again. I feel more hopeful than I did a month ago though because of vaccinations. I feel like the end is in sight. But I worry about the economic impact of Covid - we will be paying for some of our government's mistakes for a long time and I think there has been misuse of public finances."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am very sad, worried, upset, frustrated and angry. We have had to move our wedding from May 2020 to May 2021 (and our honeymoon was also cancelled, along with our hen and stag dos) so it\u2019s obviously been a very emotional time for us - particularly as we were going to start a family afterwards. I\u2019ll be 37 by the time we\u2019re married so this is a huge worry for me. I feel angry and sad that our plans are being put on hold for a year and it feels like this whole year is being wasted. My anxiety has been horrendous although it has improved a little since my fianc\u00e9\u2019s workplace finally closed and he has been home, safe. I have a compromised immune system due to chronic illnesses and the whole situation terrifies me. Both our mums and other family members are at higher risk too and I\u2019ve been so worried. None of us caused this situation, yet the whole world has been affected by it. It\u2019s so surreal and unbelievable."}, {"index": 25, "context": "The whole situation is in itself concerning. Having to stay inside for the possibility of months is quite depressing, but having said that, the whole of the UK uniting and staying inside with family and caring for each other is a beacon of hope. Messages from the Queen and the government have been inspiring, and i remain determine that we shall all beat this together. The death rate is the most concerning, and how seemingly healthy people can crash and become unwell overnight is concerning. But, remaining indoors and isolating has settled any nerves I have about contracting the virus, or any family contracting it.\n"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am very concerned that despite all the actions taken over the past year, mutations within the virus mean we are no better off. I worry about having to keep restrictions going indefinitely and the impact on the country economically and socially; but if we don't I worry about the effect on people's health, the NHS will be overwhelmed and a lot of people will die.\nOn a personal level, I miss family and friends,band I'm currently pregnant and very worried about what contracting Corona would mean for my baby."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel anxious about the lasting economic effect it may have. I'm concerned as student about the difficulties I may face when searching for a job in the future. Other than that I worry a bit about my relatives and their health, but not as much because I know they are keeping safe and making smart decisions in order to protect themselves. I don't stress about my well-being as I'm young, healthy and very careful. I also only live with only one other person who isn't vulnerable and has moved out for the time being. I am happy about how empty roads are when I go out on my bike. That's one good side against all the bad."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel unsure about the situation we are in but I'm sure we can win the battle. of this terrible desease if we follow government guidelines and stay at home like we have been asked. Otherwise this desease could end up being slot worse than what it should be. Just stay at home let's keep one another alive in this dark pandemic time. We can beat this we will beat it stay at home people you need to do this for the welfare of everyone. Do what we are being told I don't want to die as much as the next person. Don't be selfish thinking you are immune from this if it gets you you will know about itban it want be just you it's effecting your family will suffer this too"}, {"index": 29, "context": "I am feeling a bit unmotivated to carry on with normal life as I am unsure about this situation and how long it will last. I am worried that it could take a year or more for life to fully resume. I am annoyed that some people can't follow rules in place to try and help save lives. I am happy to have a home where I am safe and have my partner with me for companionship. I am feeling a bit trapped inside and I have not been doing as much exercise as usual so I think this will negatively affect my health. I am a bit worried when I leave the house that I could end up contracting the disease. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am unsure of what future holds worried I won\u2019t see family members again and do things I enjoyed doing prior to virus. It has made me think what have a take for granted prior to this and how much people and friends mean to me.\nAlso worries about future virus that may come as a result of this one this was not expected and in cure climber worries that once this one sorted out further virus could spork from this one.\nAlso one cleared and all restrictions lifted how I am going to be affected financially I need to work and can\u2019t because of the curfew and the risk to pass the virus on."}, {"index": 31, "context": "Right now, having just read the evening news, I feel frustrated and anxious. Frustrated because nobody seems to have a coherent, or consistent, plan to help the world get through this. I feel that we are going to have to suffer after effects for a long time. All of those oldies like me who are being very good and staying in are going to come out of hiding and the virus is going to say .. \"\"Hey, fresh meat!\"\" and we are going to be very vulnerable. I find myself praying that all those people who, I know, are working frenetically to make a vaccine, or even medication, will come up with something very soon \nI miss hugging my family, I see my sons, who are doing my shopping for me. My daughter and daughter in law are in the NHS and my granddaughter is a key worker, and my nieces are nurses. I am terribly worried for them. I pray for them. They are mine I lost my husband two years ago and I still hurt from that. The world must be full of people all feeling something similar. How vulnerable the human race is! Reading about different countries approaches is a study in itself. Some leaders inspire confidence and others, particularly one, inspire terror. \nToday is my 24th day self isolating (by order of the family ..I'm 81) and the sun is out and I felt a lift of spirits but then the reality of the situation hits again and it feels surreal and I'm afraid again."}, {"index": 32, "context": "anxious about catching it am in self isolation being in an at risk group. Son does not have a job having given it up to do A levels - now will not be graded (he is 24) and therefore will not get into university. He is at home.\nMy husband is negotiating his pay cut with his employer - he is merchant navy and does not qualify for government help. I cannot earn as i am isolating.\nHoping all is well for our 4 tenants, would want to help if trouble is ahead.\nIf I die insurances will cover a lot of our current borrowings.\nMy/our main concern is cash flow and the worst case scenario - how long?"}, {"index": 33, "context": "Anxious at the current situation, growing numbers of infections and deaths. \nGrowing annoyance and anger with members of the public and government not following quarantine protocol.\nGrowing tension with housemates about the current situation leading to heightened feelings of sadness and anxiety. \nFeelings of empathy and sadness when reviewing the situation both nationally and internationally as others struggle to cope with the virus.\nFeeling grateful towards partner for helping to cope with the entire Covid-19 situation \n"}, {"index": 34, "context": "I feel very anxious about the financial impact of the lockdown on my job. I handed my notice in at work just before this happened and now it is extremely difficult to find a new role I'm left in 'limbo'. I miss my family very much but we keep in contact daily. Video calls have now become a big part of my life and a big part of the contact that I have with my family and my friends. I also feel very grateful that I and my loved ones are healthy. Generally this is a very anxiety-provoking time and I look forward to it being over."}, {"index": 35, "context": "I feel very anxious that life will never get back to normal. My partner has already had the virus and seems to be out the other end now so I am not worried about getting it, I am more concerned about the impact on the economy going forwards and how small businesses will cope.\nI am worried about my parents as they are in their 70s and self isolating, I wish I was able to see them and it makes me sad that we are separated. I am also concerned about job security and that I may lose my job or have to take a pay cut,"}], "length": 5365} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I've felt quite disgusted all the way through with the way the government has handled the situation. Poor choices have been made at certain times and I think there has been more emphasis on keeping the economy going, rather than saving lives. The track and trace system was a joke, border control was a joke...the government has relied too much on people to do the right thing...there should have been much more stricter measures throughout. Anyone with a brain would know that if you let University students go back, then the virus is going to spread further across the country or that 24 hour shopping in London is encouraging ppl to use transportation...I feel disgusted that the government are so stupid here...can you believe that P.P.E was bought in the thousands that didn't even meet safety standards...from another country, when we had companies struggling here and needing the work. It's all been a joke from my \nOut of view ! I think now...everyone needs to be so careful, as we have being able to contain this in our sights...but if the 3rd wave comes here and we haven't vaccinated our younger people in time, this will created strains that will evade our vaccinations even more...as younger people have better immune systems and the virus will adapt to take hold. It is a race against time to vaccinate or we could have a bigger problem on our hands with mutations."}, {"index": 1, "context": "Feeling better than a year ago, much more freedom. Now that a vaccine has been administered to a large percentage of the adult population rates of infections should significantly decrease. Which leads to less restrictions and is better for our mental health etc. so yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"}, {"index": 2, "context": "just really stressed out as I am not able to go out or anything and I am a carer for my disabled mum and her anxciety as gone through the roof with this situation. So really stressed out trying to keep my mum calm while also worried out how long this situation is going to last.\nand being only able to go out once a day for a walk is not doing me any good as I am a not able to get out for myself and it has been stressful trying to get all the shopping I need to keep me and my parents feed for the week as we cannot get a slot for deliver and it means that my dad has to go out to the shops to get the shopping"}, {"index": 3, "context": "The situation seems to be under control around the world. I feel we have come a long way since the disease started a year ago. Thanks to science, the creation of a few different vaccines have allowed people to come back to somewhat normal living. There is of course a risk still, but it is not as bad as it was a year ago. Overall I feel hopeful and happy that we will be out of this challenging time in the next few months. People will be able to go back to normal lives, seeing family and travelling again."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am very bored of being in my home a lot more than usual. I am not able to socialise with people other than the family I live with, we are running out of forms of entertainment and are all starting to feel down. I personally get a lot of anxiety from being alone and I have been getting that a lot recently due to being in self isolation. I just want people to do the right thing and stay home for this to be over with as soon as possible, then the world can have a bit more normality back. It just isn't the best experience to be honest "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel like the corona situation is getting better now but I don't trust our government and their rules don't make any sense. I'm worried about my family getting covid and I'd feel better once they are vaccinated.\nI'm anxious about going to work in the office again as I prefer working from home. The general anxiety of the population can be felt which is difficult to navigate. My heart breaks for everybody who has a lost a loved one to covid or otherwise during a time when we can't even see our loved ones"}, {"index": 6, "context": "The Coronavirus situation hasn't adversely affected my immediate family's financial situation because myself and my husband are public sector workers. If anything we're better off because we're working from home (i.e. saving money on transport) and not paying nursery/childcare fees.\n\nNobody I know has been seriously ill with the disease although I am concerned for my husband and mother-in-law who have underlying health issues. I am less worried than I was however because they are social distancing, and the people I know who've had it have gotten over it fairly easily. \n\nWe were due to go on holiday to California at the weekend and this has obviously been cancelled, which is frustrating. We don't know when we'll get another chance to go away. We should be getting full refunds for everything though (apart from the money spent on holiday clothes, etc). \n\nI am worried for the frontline NHS staff and for other key workers, and concerned about the economic situation. \n\nIt is difficult being stuck inside the house with a baby and a 3-year old but as our circumstances are better than others' I don't feel I can complain."}, {"index": 7, "context": "Completely fed up. Angry with our corrupt, incompetent government. Appalled at how they\u2019ve handled the contracts, made poor and late decisions. They have blood on their hands. \nPissed off that our media has been allowed to spin so much rubbish to make the general public believe certain things. Completely confused as to why the profession I work in has been allowed to be vilified in the press despite us working throughout the pandemic with zero ppe or adequate ventilation. Also, why am I allowed to mix in a room with 30 children, where there is no social distancing, yet I\u2019m not allowed to see my parents?"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel some optimism given the speed of the vaccine rollout in my country. However, as there are variants of the virus there I am slightly anxious that if the rest of the world is not vaccinated to a significant degree then this all might go on for much longer. There is a plan for reducing restrictions in my country so there is something to look forward to with regards to visiting family and friends once again, so I remain hopeful and optimistic that there is an end in sight. I also feel some anger towards our government who have used the crisis to line the pockets of their friends whilst presiding over one of the worst death rates in the world, and one of the hardest-hit economies."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I\u2019m worried about how my grades will be awarded as the government has not said much about universities. This will greatly affect my future so the uncertainty brings anxiety for myself and every other student. This is my main concern for the reasons previously stated. On the other hand, I am not worried about contracting the virus as my age group is not vulnerable. But I am worried about losing close family members. However, the vaccine programme in the UK is looking hopeful and I am very thankful for the NHS and all key workers. In terms of restrictions being lifted, I\u2019m especially looking forward to going to concerts again, as well as shopping and going to parties."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel happy that the end is in sight, in terms of things going back to a new normal. I fear it\u2019ll be an ongoing part of our lives now that will always be around, but am hopeful that science will help lead the way. I\u2019m frustrated it\u2019s taken this long as it\u2019s put everyone\u2019s life on hold and has definitely fed into the pockets of the big pharmaceutical companies, and changed how we see politics (as someone in their 20s). But makes me hopeful for a changed future for the better. It\u2019s be incredibly frustrating to see people break rules, both on a national level and a local one and j wonder if that has actually made much difference."}, {"index": 11, "context": "Personally i feel ok. After being furloughed from April to September and being redundant for 1 month (October) I was able to find a new job and start it on November the 2nd. So previously I was sitting around all day with nothing to do but now I have a job that I can do from home which I am currently enjoying. \n\nIt would be nice for things to return to normal but I would also like to continue working from home as I am quite liking the flexibility. And of course not having to commute every day is brilliant."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel very anxious of how long this was last, how many people will die. And if normal life will ever be the same again.\nPersonally I am worried about job security and of course my family who are older, who I have chosen to volunteer isolate with.\n\nIt feels you have no power to do anything to help apart from stay at home which is frustrating. I would like to do more, but do not really know how to start as my village has got a really good support network.\n\nI want to do more, but have no direction which makes isolation hard. But I also feel that is a selfish attitude to have with so many people dieing\n"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I hope the situation will improve very soon, due to the global vaccination effort. When this started, I didn't think it would affect me so much because I was able to (luckily) retain my job, and I was not an outgoing person to enjoy outdoors anyway. However, after a year, I can see that it has taken a toll on my and my family's mental health. What is especially daunting is the fact that I cannot travel internationally to meet my parents. I am also concerned about the increased incidents of racism against people of Asian descent."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am very nervous about everything starting to open up again and people starting to go back to work and school. It feels more positive now that the vaccine is being rolled out but it is still scary. I hope that people continue to follow the rules and be sensible so that the cases stay low and don't start to go up when restrictions are eased. I will be staying in until I have had both doses of the vaccine. It feels like a lot of people might act irresponsible when restrictions start to be eased and that makes me anxious."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am on maternity leave with my 6 month old daughter and currently parenting alone. I am incredibly anxious and worried. My mental health is suffering as I relied on going out to see family and attend classes several times a week to keep me sane! I am just thankful that at least my daughter hadn't started nursery yet so there was no change in routine for her.\n\nI am also concerned about when the lockdown will be lifted as I am trying to arrange going back to work in June and have no idea what kind of childcare will be available "}, {"index": 16, "context": "At the moment I feel very trapped whilst on lockdown and very frustrated seeing people outdoors NOT for anything essential. I wish people would stay in to flatten the curve so that we can go back to a more relaxed situation. I'm finding it hard not being outside, visiting family and even not being at work. \nI'd like things to hopefully settle in the next couple of weeks so that around May we can go out again, I also think we should be on a strict lockdown so people actually listen and we can get this over with."}, {"index": 17, "context": "My feelings of anxiety grow each day. I do not enjoy the thought of contracting COVID-19 but I respect the government's advice to implement a lockdown. I am angry at those who flount the rules and I dispair at those who are panic buying, resulting in less food for those who genuinely need it\nIt will take some time for things to return to normal, and I don't like how long I think it will take\nI have hope that as the world works together to combat COVID-19, we can come together to eliminate other diseases. \nI fear for the American people, who do not have free healthcare & have to decide what is more important, health or work"}, {"index": 18, "context": "Well of course I am thankful just to be alive ... but so saddened by the wasted year and the separation from those dearest to me. I detest our government for mismanaging it so grossly and directly causing tens of thousands to die needlessly by choices it was warned against. And I feel sad and anxious that activities that mean the most to me - travel especially - may not be possible for a while, or in similar ways as before.\nI feel the virus has found out all the weak spots in our society and in our lives - it's prised open a gap between me and my partner because I respect the rules and she does not.\nI feel it has left me like a desert island castaway, living in fairly miserable solitary conditions, but still thankful to be alive. And I do not trust the vaccines not to be the ship that appears on the horizon and then passes by - not that the vaccines themselves are not wonderful (they are), but I don't trust our government, or other governments, not to screw up exiting the situation, and set off a third wave of vaccine-resistant variants.\nI also have to come to terms with the long-term impact on my aspirations and life choices. I have had to abandon plans to relocate to Europe before Brexit, and have to reorientate to a new situation where work from home may be much more common (the latter is no bad thing, but it's a big readjustment).\nIn short, I feel I am trapped on plague island, and governed by incompetent charlatans."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel that if everyone follows the rules we would be able to reduce the infection rate and get through it faster. If we keep going into lockdown and then out of lockdown without major progress the situation isn\u2019t going to get better anytime soon. I feel that some people are not taking it seriously and this is causing it to get worse and I feel that everyone will need the vaccine before it gets better. I feel worried when going out due to the pandemic and working from home can make certain jobs difficult."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel frustrated that it is still affecting our lives so strongly. I am also frustrated that the government bumped my health condition (asthma) from Group 6 in the vaccines. I'm sad my family couldn't visit the country this year and anxious because I don't know when I'll be able to see them again. I am also bored of working from home as I feel very isolated from my colleagues and not part of the team. I'm looking forward to restrictions lifting a little so I can see my friends but nervous that it will cause cases to rise again."}, {"index": 21, "context": "Fed up. Been out of work for almost a year, no money, no job, all my prospects have been ruined (was a newly graduated music producer). Getting fat from staying in all day, losing hair from stress about money, not being able to see anyone etc. Knowing how much I've lost whilst also knowing I would be very unlikely to have had any serious complications from the virus is making me less and less supportive of the measures. Need to get back to life now, especially as in the area where I live there is basically no COVID at all now, less than 5 cases a week average for the last month."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am extremely worried for all of the key workers and front line NHS staff. I am absolutely disgusted with the government's handling of the situation from their initial delay to call for a lockdown and their utter failure to conduct tests for NHS staff (but obviously able to test pm and Prince Charles without issue). I am very worried about long term consequences of bail out as I feel the most vulnerable in society will be made to pay the highest price in terms of further cuts to NHS and benefits. I feel very fortunate to book in a situation were I am able to continue to work remotely and be paid and that my husband will be paid by furlough even though he cannot work. I am grateful to have a garden so I can go outside but know many will not have that luxury. I feel that my friends and family are safe as they are able to follow rules, but I do worry if anyone I know catches it what will happen to them "}, {"index": 23, "context": "Ii feel anxious as it is uncertain for how long the Corona virus lock down is going to go on for. I also worry alot about my parents and grandparents. I think the situation is pretty sad at the moment and hope it gets better soon. I also get frustrated about how people are hoarding food and online delivery slots. in this unprecedented times , I think we all should think about others and not act on selfishness or greediness. I\nI feel anxious about my heath as I only go outside occasionally. I feel worried that this lockdown will create a great negative impact in our economy. I am also worried about the how lock down period might last upto or more than 6 months as it can also impact our mental well being "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel annoyed, disappointed, and anxious. I am tired of the current situation. The UK government did terribly, and have made the whole situation last much longer and more serious than it is supposed to. The world as a whole is not getting better any time soon, which is just depressing. I feel like there is little hope to improve my life quality. I can't get any support scheme. There is no job security or finance security. All in all,it's a dark time of my life, a dark time for many peple like me."}, {"index": 25, "context": "The situation is incredibly sad and worrying. The government\u2019s approach has meant many people, including some of my family members, are likely to become very ill/pass away. The lack of commitment in policy at the beginning has meant there isn\u2019t enough protection for those helping, which is incredibly sickening and saddening. The blaming of the public makes me angry. Self isolation is making me depressed, even more so because there is no clear answer or timescale or even proper precautions. I have severe anxiety revolving around university, work and being able to afford my rent and keep my house. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "Unsure about how the next few months will pan out and how things can get back to 'normal' so quickly after so long.\n\nLooking forward to the possibility of meeting up with family and friends once again. Looking for the possibility of visiting places again and going on UK holidays.\n\nAngry at how the government have dealt with the pandemic and the cronyism that has been present throughout. Despondent in how government are getting away with doing things that as a civilian I would be sacked from my job for!"}, {"index": 27, "context": "A bit fatigued by it all now and hoping it will all end soon. \nIt is getting a bit tiresome now and I do wish things would get back to normal. However, I am worried whether we will ever truly get back to normal. I think the whole pandemic has meant people's priorities have changed significantly. I am still working from home but do feel that work has invaded home life. I have put better steps in place to look after my mental health. On the good side being there with my family and getting to school runs and not having to take the tube has been a god send. I don't miss the commute at all."}, {"index": 28, "context": "Initially I didn\u2019t realise how serious this was. I thought it was like the flu and didn\u2019t understand why everyone was talking about it so much. I now realise it is serious and it makes me very anxious. I am worried for my children. I am worried for my parents, especially because my mother is having to isolate for 12 weeks. I am missing her. I don\u2019t like the streets being quiet and shops having queues. It is necessary and that\u2019s fine. But it\u2019s all so different and it\u2019s not knowing when it will end that scares me. I just want people to listen to advice and it\u2019ll all be over quicker. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "Being in lockdown for a full year has had a horrendous effect on many. Not only on a personal level but also the economical consequences would be horrendous. No one is looking after the mental health of people and not to mention the terminal patients that had no treatement for months. This has been complete shambles and I cannot believe anyone thinks locking down entire country for a year is ever going to work. Do i really have to write more than this? Is this an essey writing excercise? I feel fed up and tired and sooo cornered."}, {"index": 30, "context": "Im still very worried, even though there is a light in the tunnel -vaccnes. However people are lured into a false security and think everything is ok and its over but it isnt. Im still super careful and obery all the rules and restrctions, wwaiting for my turn to be vaccinated, which will probaby happen in a couple of months. We will be safe when majority is vaccinated and not only n ths country but in the whole world. We live in a global village, traveling all the time, so a chance to spread the virus will still be there ."}, {"index": 31, "context": "The situation with Coronavirus has caused my life (and more or less everybody else's) to be put on hold. Form me as a professional golfer this means that I am unable to play, causing me to lose my income. This is more than anything just incredibly frustrating. I am not an anxious person but the current situation is making me feel slightly anxious as to when I will be able to get back out to the golf course and begin to improve again. This main anxiety is coming from my inability to do my job which sort of gives me a feeling of pointlessness at the moment."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I am not particularly worried about the coronavirus situation as my daily life before quarantine consisted of staying at home, so I am unaffected. I am, however, disappointed in the reluctance shown by people in power to lock down their respective countries in order to slow the spread of the virus. I am also rather disgusted by the young people who think it is okay to go outside, catch the virus, and give it to their grandparents or other older people. Irresponsible people, such as those who \"\"jokingly\"\" cough in elderly persons' faces, also give me feelings of disgust."}], "length": 5087} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am trying to remain hopeful that we will beat the virus but with each passing day I hear more and more stories about people becoming unwell and dying from the virus. When all this started we were led to believe it was \u2018only the vulnerable\u2019 that would be effected. But passing days shows that this is untrue and everyone is at risk. I am annoyed that not everyone is taking it seriously and some are disregarding the advice or treating the lockdown as an elongated bank holiday. Everyone needs to take responsibility to ensure this virus doesn\u2019t spread. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel we are turning a corner and if people can just manage not to screw it up long enough to vaccinate everybody we can get back to normal. The government have handled this abysmally , luckily private companies have boxed off and created vaccines a d the nhs have dealt with the vaccination. The next step should be getting our money back for the failed test and trace and prosecuting those involved in the cronyism and ppe scandal. Something needs to be done and the people responsible for the failure and death rate need holding to account."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I'm feeling more hopeful but there is still an underlying negative feeling which could probably be characterised more as anxiety than fear. The disease has been devastating and I've been fortunate enough to not be impacted personally in terms of health, income (a little but devastatingly so) or personal loss. With regard to desire, there are many things I desire right now (restaurant, theatre, visiting a museum or gallery and seeing actual art but most of all of course seeing my family)but that is balanced by my sense of anxiety of the disease."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am currently Very very stressed at the moment, as I have multiple elderly family members at greater risk of Covid due to age also more due to medical conditions. My daughter will return to college next week so will be at greater risk as travelling on four buses a day plus the mixing with so many people throughout the college day. They have put some safety measures in to try and keep students healthy but still a big worry to me. we already lost one member of extended family to Covid in October of last year. I don't want to lose anybody else or see anyone suffer. It's keeping me awake at night overthinking about all the bad things that could happen to friends and family"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am worried for my family. I try not to read the news anymore\nThere is a new case all time and I'm so worried. I clean all my shopping with disinfectant wipes when it arrives. I shower when u come in from the garden. I can't sleep at night because scary thoughts come into my mind. No body is safe. Look at Boris. The world has complety changed and I worry for my family in the future and now.\nCan't buy anything from my shop. Can't even get a home delivery slot.\nThere is no getting away from it even if i wanted to.\n"}, {"index": 5, "context": "This situation is quite worrying as I do not know when this virus will end. I am very curious about this virus as I want to know how this will be suppressed and this actually started. Anxiety has taken over me as I have no idea when I could go back to work and earn money to provide for my family. What will happen if this virus continues? Supermarkets are calming down and tissues are available now. I feel as if I am stuck in a box and the walls are closing in. I am only allowed to do outside for essentials and this is taking a toll on my whole family."}, {"index": 6, "context": "At present I feel slightly anxious and uncertain as to what the future will hold. I am also in some ways hopeful that the crisis we are in will have some positive influence on the future direction of our society. It may lead to a greener way of living, having highlighted the damage caused by unrestrained economic growth. Certainly many of us have time to reflect on our situation now; which can be good for society as a whole. It should also help everyone appreciate how much we depend on one another, and maybe act as a spur to greater equality."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel anxious about my family and friends safety. I also feel on edge, worrying about forgetting to wash my hands, or walking too close to a stranger on daily exercise. I am concerned our exercise time will be removed. I am sad about all the people who have died, and also those that have lost their jobs and livelihoods. I have respect for all the NHS, shop workers, carers etc who continue to work to keep us all safe. I miss my colleagues at work, but feel lucky I am still receiving full pay and can work from home. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel the situation is hopeful and so I have felt a little reassured, with the vaccine roll out and recent figures indicating more of the population are safer. However, the number of people dying and impact on the NHS is still significant and so I continue to feel anxious. More and more people are also being impacted by the consequences of covid such as their well-being and jobs, which causes me to feel sad. I also worry about the future, whether there will be further spikes due to variants and this causes me to feel some fear and again sadness about what may be around the corner."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I'm worried how long that the cornavirus threat will go on for and how many people will die or become very sick. And if there will be work afterwards as that will effect every one mood and happiness. When can we finally see our family and friends especially if they are unwell and help help that is scary also. \nI am also concerned that it's going to go mad when its spread country eude in Africa and I die as people living poor sill have no chance. That is all the points that I currently feel about the current situation regarding the cornavirus pandemic that is affecting the United kingdom and the rest of the world right now. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I hope that the situation will be resolve soon, and that the impact on the economy will not be too long lasting. I hope that I won't catch the virus myself, even if I don't belong to any group particularly at risk. I hope that there won't be multiple more waves of contamination after that one. I hope that Boris Johnson will be healed quickly and will be able to lead us out of that crisis. I'm also curious of how things will pan out in countries like Sweden where the isolation rules are less strict."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel worried about going to work, I work in a supermarket and doing 2 oclock in the morning shifts so it is really hard. I am worried what the next few months holds for the country. I have already moved departments in my job, I am worried my family get it especially the older generation in my family and the health implications. I am worried about finances and for someone like me who goes to university and works the long term impacts. I worry whether I will be stopped by the police on the way to work early hours in the morning. There is also the worry about my holiday booked for June I do not want to go but the travel company will not cancel without charging a high cancellation fee."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel anxious about the whole situation. About contracting CV19, about my family contracting CV19, about the economy, about the struggles the NHS and its workers are facing on a daily basis. \n\nI feel angry that people are flouting the rules when people are giving up so much to stay in. \n\nI feel worried about the economy and how it will recover and about the stability of my job. \n\nI feel grateful that I am with my family and we are together and we have food and we have spaces where we can walk without coming in to contact with other people"}, {"index": 13, "context": "It's a strange time nowadays. There's an undercurrent of what there might be lurking under everyone you meet in person and it can hamper socialising with people. I hope it passes by quickly. I'm also wondering what the political ramifications are because of this. How will the politicians react going forward? Boris Johnson had to be admitted to hospital so who else knows what might happen to the political parties if someone dies. I think it's going to be a case where people will have to accept Covid-19 as another regular disease people get much like the common cold/flu. It does appear to have a higher death rate and our hospitals doesn't want to handle the sudden influx of sick people. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "i am very sad and worry about whats going on in the country, unable to leave the house and starting to feel depressed being trapped in and away from friends and family. Worried things will not go back to normal for at least half a year.\nI worry that this could lead to depression for a lot of people if we can't go back to normal. Restaurants and bars have been closed for long time, lot of business will be forced to close down and people will lose their jobs.\nI worry that my parents will get corona virus as they are at that age of over 70. Some of my friends have bene forced to take furlough from work. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "Very worried about the entire situation - being separated from family and friends while they may become sick and not being able to see them/care for them.\nConcerned about my financial situation after this is all done, having not been able to earn any money during this period, but still having bills and expenses to keep up with. Worried about the recovery process for the country, and how long this could all go on for.\nVery scared that people I love will get seriously ill or worse.\nAngry about people who aren't social distancing. People who are still going out with friends or to other houses etc. It is selfish and means more will die and those who are following social distancing can't see those we love for longer."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am far less anxious about myself, and more so about my loved ones. My parents in particular worry me, and as I\u2019m not with them that is the primary source of my anxiety. I think that the UK wasted valuable time that they could have used gathering supplies and tests and should have locked down earlier. Instead they seem to have fallen for their own exceptionalism and that is clearly proving false now, so I have anger about how this situation was handled and deeply hope we massively increase our testing soon."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I have been furloughed from work, which gives me reassurance that I will have a company to return to when this is over. I am enjoying being at home, catching up on jobs and relaxing, but equally frustrated that holidays and plans have been cancelled for the foreseeable. I am accepting of the situation however and wouldn't say I am angry at anyone. The uncertainty of how long this may go on for gives me some anxiety, but I hope come the late summer/autumn some restrictions will have been lifted. I miss my family, who live over 3 hours away, but grateful for my partner and where I live - there's lots of footpaths and open green spaces around us. Exercise helps pass the time and raises spirits. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "The coronavirus is confusing. The news changes all the time about what's happening re: jobs, school etc. and it feels like this could go on for some time.\nIt's also stressful - it's difficult to find essentials in the supermarkets and staying indoors without the option to casually go somewhere else is difficult.\nI worry about getting the virus, so in that sense I am happy to stay as far removed from others as possible, but I also can't wait to get our freedoms back. I feel resentment towards those flauting the rules, as they may be one of the reasons that the lockdown gets extende (or more strictly enforced). "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel very worried about the current crisis, especially as I have elderly and vulnerable relatives and friends in high risk categories. I\u2019m worried sick about them, as well as my other family members. This worry is keeping me awake at night and causing me great anxiety at all times. I am also very sad that I can\u2019t visit my relatives and help them at all during this time. I feel very restless and helpless as a result of all this. I am also finding being stuck at home all the time is putting a lot of stress on my relationship with my partner, which is leading to constant arguments that aren\u2019t good for either of us."}, {"index": 20, "context": "With the virus it has both become a limiter and has changed the lives of I and many others. Since lock down I personally have left the house once, and I cannot see any of my family as they are vulnerable with grandparents who have severe lung issues, two pregnant sisters and so much more.\n\nIt's both nice to not feel obliged to go out and socialise, but it's scary in the fact we do not know what will happen. How will our lives be after this pandemic and will it be a normal thing in a few years, we don't know. Most the time we sit and watch other countries under pressure, we've never really experienced being the country that is under pressure. From this we've now seen how unstable and inconsiderate our government is to help us instead they care more for public appearance, which put me and many other students at risk because they left it all open."}, {"index": 21, "context": "at the moment, i don't know enough about the corona virus, so i'm just worried. there is currently a vaccine, which has been administered worldwide, but the situation is still worrying and even tho there's a vaccine, i still need more information.\nthe pandemic has scared and confused moany people, and caused economic problems. i hope the vaccine works and things get back to normal soon.\nalso, there is a lot of fake news and misleading information, so i'm waiting to get the vaccine. in the mean time i'm missing my family and friends."}, {"index": 22, "context": "As an Nhs worker I'm extremely anxious to go into work. No idea what I'm going to face and no idea what I'm going to come home with to my family and 3 children. I am scared and worried constantly for my families financial future. Everything is so up in the air at the moment. Everything is a worry . I wonder what the future will be like when all of this is over. Will it be the same. How different will things be. I worry for the safety of my husbands job he cannot ve furlough as he started a new job.on 9th march. He has been constantly employed for 25 Years. This is a big strain on us financially how will this effect my children in the future?when will they go back to school? \n"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel some anxiety about the risk to myself and my family from the virus as I am a community nurse working in the NHS. I also worry about the economic fallout from the situation regarding my retirement plans in the next few years. I fee frustration at not being able to take any sort of break, even in the UK, due to the restrictions on travel. We have a daughter aged 15 at home who is miserable because of missing her boyfriend (who lives 60 miles away) and concerned about how the lack of school will impact on her GCSEs due next year."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am concerned for myself, family, and the world in general. Although there are early signs that Covid may be coming under control, no one can accurately forecast whether this is the case. This may be a short-term respite and the world may have to consider further more drastic measures. It is very frustrating that there is no definitive solution to enable forward planning.\nIt is at times difficult to remain motivated due to myself and my colleagues all working from home. There is a lack of cohesiveness in the virtual workplace with a reduction in morale."}, {"index": 25, "context": "The uncertainty surrounding this virus is causing the anxiety and this is highlighted by the actions of this who are not abiding by the lockdown rules. Seeing people out and about for non essential travel makes me cross as it is going to prolong the time that we have to remain in lockdown. Seeing the number of people who are being taken by this virus is sad and I would just like this to pass as quickly as it came! My husband has been furloughed and I am currently on maternity leave so as lovely as it is to spend time as a family unit we have anxiety surrounding our finances. \n\nI have a friend who is a paramedic who is witnessing the severity of this virus and I feel so truly proud of her. She is seeing people gasping for their last breaths and seeing them die alone! This again angers me when I see those out sunbathing in the sun! I think something needs to be put in place for this bank holiday weekend to deter people from doing this! "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am still anxious about the Corona situation even though things are looking a lot more positive. I think it would be dangerous to get too complacent especially when not all adults have been vaccinated. I have not yet been vaccinated myself but I am hopeful with the current rate of vaccinations currently ongoing that the Corona situation will continue to improve. I am still cautious though and comply with the guidelines set by the Government and still feel the need to be careful until all close family have been vaccinated as it is just not worth the risk."}, {"index": 27, "context": "AT THIS MOMENT IM ANXIOUS - WORRIED THAT MY 2 ASTHMATIC KIDS CATCH IT , WORRIED THAT MY SUICIDAL DAD WHO IS ON HIS OWN WONT COPE IF THEY STOP ALLOWING HIM HIS DAILY WALKS.\nWORRIED THAT I WILL LOSE A LOT OF MONEY DUE TO OUR TRIP TO FLORIDA IN JUNE BEING IN JEAPORDY\nWORRIED FOR MY SONS FUTURE AS HIS EXAMS WERE CANCELLED\nWORRIED THAT MY POLICE OFFICER HUSBAND WILL CATCH IT AND BRING IT HOME\nWORRIED FOR MY NHS WORKING SISTER AND HER FAMILY\nIM GRATEFUL MY DAUGHTER MADE IT HOME FROM LONDON BEFORE LOCKDOWN AND THAT SHE IS HERE AND SAFE WITH HER FAMILY INSTEAD OF BEING ISOLATED ALONE IN A FLAT IN LONDON "}, {"index": 28, "context": "I think that the lockdown in the UK will lead to an economic situation involving deaths. If the economic situation is sufficiently bad over time, it could lead to more deaths than the coronavirus. Professor Philip Thomas' modelling from Bristol University says a 6.4% drop in GDP will lead to more deaths than beating the virus. I feel hopeful less deaths will result, if the correct balance is taken. But I also feel a bit worried the government will extend the lockdown. I feel optimistic that most people will recover and the number of deaths will fall. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel anxious about protecting our family both from the virus and tbe effects of lockdown. Even when I think I'm not so anxious, I have weird dreams. I feel I am not doing enough to help out. I feel uneasy about contradictory information and not knowing how long this will last. Selfishly, I would like to go on a UK holiday we have booked in the summer. This won't happen if we are not allowed.\nI feel cooped up and was only just starting to recover from a period of depression and anxiety and this has sent my anxiety through the roof. I am not normally an anxious person. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "Overall I feel a lot of anger about all the avoidable mistakes that have been made, particularly in the so-called \"\"second wave\"\". I am both cautiously optimistic based on the rapidly falling numbers in the UK and the fast vaccine rollout, and also anxious that the tide may turn yet again if precautions are relaxed too quickly and/or vaccine-evading mutations begin to spread. I am lonely and isolated, and in particular I feel a more complex sort of anxiety about when I can see my parents again as they live abroad and also have somewhat antivaccine-leaning views so I may not feel safe visiting them even after it would be possible/legal again."}, {"index": 31, "context": "While I am physically at home I am quite content and feel safe enough. I am aware of potential threats from deliveries, post etc and become heightened with fear/anxiety while I have to deal with it.\nI limit my time listening to the news and reports and social media about Covid 19so as not to feel overwhelmed or fearful. I do like to hear the briefing so that I can hear firsthand what is said instead of annoying spin from the media. I get irritated by the media pushing issues when they don't need to - it's irrisponsible."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel drained and anxious. Desperate to be able to travel within the country and spend time with family. I worry about the effect this is having on my children, their missed opportunities and how a lack of time with family and friends will affect them socially. I am fed up of not being able to do my job but also anxious about being busy with work when I can work again. I have enjoyed spending quality time with my family and quiet weekends, I'm not desperate to be busy again but it will be nice to have some plans that are exciting and not spend another weekend at home sort of thing."}, {"index": 33, "context": "I am worried for both myself and family. I am also worried about the longer term effects of the Corona virus. It is particularly worrying for older members of he family who are self isolating but there is also significant impact on their mental health. We are attempting to maintain social distancing but this can be difficult, particularly in shops. It is also incredibly boring and restricting on how we normally lead our lives that leads to further anxiety. I am worried for everyone and also the ability of our country to continue effectively economically"}], "length": 4961} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am anxious about the financial implication that corona will have on us my workplace recently announced 2,000 job cuts and there\u2019s not a lot of other jobs out there. I am saddened and anxious at how much time my son has missed from school I know he\u2019s behind and I\u2019ve really really struggled I have worked from home throughout taking on more job tasks due to furlough but still expected to teach at home my son needs motivating so needs my attention which I can\u2019t give whilst working I feel terribly guilty about thus really really guilty but I have tried my best. I am anxious that we will be forced to go back into the office full time home schooling aside I have enjoyed working from home it\u2019s saved so much money on fuel and childcare. In terms of the disease itself I\u2019m hopeful I really believe in the vaccine, I caught corona virus in January of this year and although I felt poorly for 10 days I was okay and I\u2019m kind of relieved it\u2019s over and done with. I can really see light at the end of the tunnel with the relaxation plan the government has released it makes me happy to know socialisation will be back very soon I will be back to the gym it\u2019s like the end of a dark period and I won\u2019t take basic things like hugging relatives for granted again. We lost my grandad during the pandemic and a family friend we will get the opportunity to celebrate their lives all together properly as we couldn\u2019t at the funeral with social distancing etc. It is like the dawn at the end of a dark night I think a lot of people feel hope and a gratitude"}, {"index": 1, "context": "Whilst it is a point of concern, I'm tired. I have experienced lockdown for pretty much over a year, I have not seen my siblings as they live in a different county to me, I have seen my friends once, and the only time I leave the house is for shopping, a walk, or to go to work if an urgent face to face meeting is needed. I'm tired of the situation and I want it to be over. But not just lockdown over, I want the COVID gone so we can all live without this fear, I'd rather keep wearing the masks though as people are awful with their hygiene most of the time anyway. Tired is the best way to describe how I feel."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel quite anxious about how the Corona situation will affect my professional career being an artist and my personal life with regards to friendships, family relations and the chance of not seeing my loved ones for a prolonged time. However I\u2019m also just as angry at the fact that the government has wasted so much time and money on this situation, and how there is now a new societal divide between those who are pro-vaccine and those like me who are slightly hesitant due to the lack of data surrounding it. \n\nHowever I am also reminding myself that life still continues and we simply have to adapt the best we can"}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel frustrated and tired from being stuck inside. I miss seeing my friends and socialising. Prior to COVID-19, I was in a difficult situation in my life and my few releases were social events and sports. Now, this has been taken away, I have had to adjust, which has been a very difficult task. I keep up to date with my friends via social media and we try to entertain ourselves with online quizzes and films. I usually watch a tv series and film a day to pass the time. This can be very tedious and rather boring."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel that the unknown can be a stressful time. The fact there is so much that the experts are learning on a daily basis makes me feel there is little I can control for me and my young family.\n\nIf there was an official way to move forward that people actually adhered to I think it would be less frightening for some and it could pass sooner than it's forecasted to last.\n\nThankfully the supermarkets seemingly are stocking shelves almost like before so the usual items that we buy are almost back to \"\"normal\"\" which makes life that little bit easier."}, {"index": 5, "context": "anxious about the future and the outcome of all of this. No one knows exactly what is going to happen. This is effecting all types of buisnesses and people all over the world. Will it keep spreading and things go back to normal or will this have a long lasting effect on multiple things for a long time and generations to follow us will see the results of what happens in the next few months or years. i also feel we are recieved accurate effects or numbers to do with this viru. not sure how to trust realistically. how peple react now and in the long run is also quite concerning. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel worried I have a 2 and a half year old son and also gave birth 2 weeks ago, no one has been able to meet our new baby, midwives and health visitors are doing assessments at the moment so we aren\u2019t getting the same support we usually would. We are all staying inside as I am scared of contracting the virus or my children becoming ill. However my husband works in a factory which is non essential but this is still open and he is due to return to work from paternity leave any day however this is causing me a lot of anxiety as he\u2019ll be working with 40 other men and I am worried about the risk this poses to us as a family. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "At the moment I don't know if I have or have had Covid-19. I also do not have a very high regard for the Chinese population at present. I think this episode should mark the low point of globalism, whereupon a serious conversation has to begin. I am disgusted and angry that so called 'wet markets' are the source of many zootic viruses. It is just not on. The chinese government have to get something done about this in future if they are serious about the global economy. Why do I have to write 500 characters"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am really sad for the families that have lost someone. I am really sad for the amazing front line workers who have put themselves out there to keep us going. I am anxious about the future and what that means in the immediate future (the next year or so) but also about the next few years and us trying to make up for what's been lost.\nI cannot remember a time when we as a nation were as divided. Brexit, the coronavirus, this is a scary and sad place to be right now. I look at countries like Australia and New Zealand, and their lives are almost back to normal now...then I just feel sad for us in the UK that we weren't led that way, and I feel anxious that life will never be the same as it was 'before.'"}, {"index": 9, "context": "I\u2019m very worried about my household catching corona virus I have small children. I\u2019m also really worried about my parents and grandparents catching it they are elderly and not in great health. My husband works for the nhs so is still out at work everyday so even though I\u2019m social distancing with the children it feels pointless as he\u2019s going out picking up germs. I\u2019m trying to homeschool my children one who has dyspraxia and needs to run off a lot of energy not great with a small garden. I\u2019m also sick of seeing people out and about in groups"}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel hopeless of the measures that the government is currently using. There is still no face masks for general public since the WHO started to say it is useful for protecting lives from the coronavirus. If the government said that because there is not enough masks available, they can build more factorys to produce tons of masks for everybody use. Please stop risking the public. If not using masks for general public, I don't think you can stop the coronavirus spreading between people. it will become a deadly bug forever."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel concerned that the Coronavirus will continue to rob many lives and affect our lives for the future. It makes me feel anxious as I wonder what the world will look like when it is safe to return to some normality again. It makes me nervous thinking about what \u2018\u2019normal\u2019 might be and whether we will have a new normal that we have to just adapt to. Coronavirus has affected every person in some way and it has changed the world. It makes me feel anxious thinking about the amount of people who have lost their jobs, their homes and their families."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Frustrated and sad about the amount of time we have all lost with our friends and family over the last year. Sad for the children about the number of experiences that have been missed or altered beyond recognition. Concern that my business may never recover and that demand won't increase. Worry over the vaccine and what effects it may have on national health. Worry about how life will look in the future - anger at the suggestion of vaccine passports and how trapping that feels. Concern for the economy and housing market in particular."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I'm worried about catching COVID and the long term effects it could have. I'm glad that we've started a vaccination program but I think it'll be a long time before things are truly 'normal' again. I'm worried about lockdown ending and the infection rate going back up, I'd like to just stay at home indefinitely. I wish people would stop being selfish and just stay at home to minimise the spread. I'm angry at the government for how poorly they've handled the situation, and wish that they'd looked at how well other countries were doing and followed their lead."}, {"index": 14, "context": "Angry that once again a virus has arisen from the wuhan market, think it\u2019s about time it should be shut down. It has caused a pandemic and yet it is still allowed to trade, these type of places should be made illegal. I hope that they find a cure for corona soon as I dread to think how many more people are going to lose their lives over it, especially when people are not sticking to the rules of staying home. Don\u2019t feel the government have done enough to make sure everyone knows what the rules are and the consequences if you don\u2019t abide by them."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am currently feeling a lot of emotions with the coronavirus. In base of the situation, I am disgusted in China being responsible for yet another virus. I do not blame Chinese citizens, who are the victims of their own government, I blame the government's irresponsible handling of not continuing to ban specific market practices. This is yet another situation where China failed to fix a problem; in the past proclaimed that these markets are banned, yet it's blatant that they have not been with this virus occurring. In response to the virus, I am disgusted WHO is backing China when refusing to oppose pro-CCP sensitive questions, and possibly manipulating statistics. The victims of this situation will die in cases beyond the virus, where vulnerable populations will be hurt, once again, due to irresponsibility. I am sickened by thinking of the world post-Covid19. All those with lost jobs, regulations being placed when nobodies paying attention, increase of poverty and wealth displacement. There's too many thoughts and feelings, though sadness and repulsion seem to be the easiest way to define how I feel."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel lonely and deflated. I miss people I love. I keep being amazed at how well I\u2019m coping. And wonder every day if someone close to me will be taken by it. Life is odd. I feel like I\u2019m in an odd movie and I\u2019ll wake up to normal life tomorrow. I love home educating my children but feel we all miss out on so many experiences so we keep talking about what\u2019s sad or scary. I\u2019m tired all the time and I keep waking up. Now I\u2019m wondering if boris will die. What happens then. I worry I might lose my husband, and then I imagine the day when we get out again what will it all be life. Will people be kind? "}, {"index": 17, "context": "Quite hopeful, but with some anxiety still. Our cases and death rate are falling significantly, which is great, but we are still in lockdown, which is hard going now. I am living in an area which is considered a local hotspot, so even though the numbers are coming down nationally, it does feel like my area has some risk attached in everyday activities.\n\nI have had my first dose of vaccine, which helps reduce my anxiety, but I do have some younger family members not vaccinated yet. Older members of my family have had their vaccines, some both doses, so that really does reduce my anxiety about their health."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am worried about people who still have to work, especially those in the healthcare sector. I am concerned that they are not being given enough protection by the government and/or their employees. I am worried about my immediate family, I have parents in their 60s with health issues and a grandparent in her 90s. I am worried about my children and how the lockdown is affecting them as I don't live with either if them and I'm sad because I haven't seen them for months as it is. I am worried about my finances and that others will also be struggling. I am also worried about the long term impact on smaller businesses and am concerned about a lack of competition after the lockdown and what that will do to prices. I am however hopeful that we will get through this and that people will see we all need to look our for one another and that we need ro invest more in the NHS and be more appreciative of \"\"low skill\"\" jobs which many are relying on now."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Very anxious and apprehensive about the future there are so many things up in the air. I'm finding it difficult to concentrate and motivate myself whilst being this anxious. The worst thing is no one really does know how to solve the situation and it feels like nationally not everyone is pulling together. I'm also worried about my family and friends as no one is immune yet people seem to think they are. Tense, anxious and dazed. Doesn't help when you've said pretty much everything and getting pushed for 500 characters in a survey - so add irritable to that too! My fuse is definitely shorter at the moment "}, {"index": 20, "context": "it is disturbing, there is a lot of uncertainty which brings anxiety, I feel stressed because of many changes that had to be made. I'm anxious, a bit afraid, worried about other people, and I feel guilty that I'm not being able to help, like doctors help. I'm slightly uncomfortable because of the inconveniences but at the same time, leaving everything behind and going back home makes me feel happy, i get to take a step back and relax, my feelings are taken seriously whether caused by pandemic or not, I am extremely relieved to be able to take a break as everything stops, even though having to leave a lot of things behind was extremely stressful. but it forces us to take a moment and really take care of ourselves."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel concerned that the effort that we\u2019re currently making won\u2019t be enough and we will have to be in another lockdown again at some point.\nI feel anxious about the vaccine and it\u2019s long term effects.\nI feel anxious about being released back into normality.\nI feel worry about how my children will come out of this time.\nI feel trapped and unable to see how to regain my normal life back. The idea of going back to work and going out feels daunting.\nI worry about the long term effects of those having had coronavirus and what it will do to us as a population."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel sad and worried because the future is uncertain. We live in the 21st century and yet we weren't prepared for something like this. We lived so carelessly and now we do \"\"trials and errors\"\" to find the right strategy to overcome this situation. It is indeed very sad because in the meantime people lose loved ones. Big corporations are so heartless and as business shrunk (due to the national lockdown) they start to fire employees. I am one of the many people who have lost their jobs during this crisis. The government's promises to support business obviously weren't enough to prevent employers from firing people. I am also angry because if the UK was put into a national lockdown earlier many lives could have been saved. Even now when we're under a lockdown, when I go grocery shopping I see many people don't follow the regulations the government issued. For example, yesterday the weather was warm and sunny and the park in my neighbourhood was full of people who certainly didn't stand 6 feet apart. Individuals should take responsibility!"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I\u2019m feeling quite anxious a out corona virus. Mainly because I think it will be a long time before lock down is lifted and I can return to my office for work.\nMy mood has already started to drop and i\u2019m anxious this may get worse as time goes on.\nI\u2019ve started to find it difficult to concentrate while working from home.\nI\u2019m fearful of how many people are getting the virus and worried about it affecting my family, especially my parents as they are in the 60\u2019s.\nI wish the general public would all listen to the advice to stay at home."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I\u2019m a Keyworker and am extremely anxious about leaving the house especially to go to work. I worry about passing something back to my family, especially my son. If I\u2019m not at work I stay at home all of the time as my anxiety around corona virus is sky high. I also feel very frustrated that some people aren\u2019t following g the governments guidelines regarding staying at home and social distancing as the sooner we all do this the sooner things will be normal again, although I still don\u2019t expect normal for many many months "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel anxious whenever I leave my home to get food supplies. I feel sad and upset at the amount of lives being lost both here in the UK and across the world. I feel anger towards the members of the population that continue to go out and do as they please whilst the rest of us are trying to keep to the rules. I feel annoyed at the government for not giving us stricter rules. South Korea have done what everyone should do. They never had a vicious peak like we are having. I just want us all safe and well, I want this all to be over."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel pretty worried about the situation. I am a third year university student so I don't know where I lie in terms of graduation and being able to swiftly move on from uni life to working life. I am worried about my parents as they work for the NHS. They aren't frontline staff but still have to see patients. I think that the situation is grave - obviously doesn't discriminate as Boris Johnson is now in intensive care. I am worried about what this means for the country, and am worried about him as well. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel very anxious about not being able to control how our country react to social distancing and other ways of slowing the spread. For my family i worry about every similar symptom they have and hope if they do contract it that they recover.\nI am very appreciative of being able to spend this quality time with my family and it has made me realise that we need to slow down and enjoy the simpler things in life.\nAs a carer for my father i worry about him being alone much more but do as much as i can for him, it's a constant worry that i may spread the virus to him also if i contract it. \nI get extremely angry when we go for our daily exercise as a family, not only do we see people out chatting to others, but we also come across a lot of people who do not respect the 2m rule meaning there has been several instances where we haven't been able to avoid passing close to people because of their selfishness."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am feeling angry about the fact that people are not following the government's guidelines for the situation and angry that the government seem to be doing little to enforce this. I think people are acting in a selfish manner and only thinking of themselves and not others, particularly those who are vulnerable. I am also feeling anxious about the unknown surrounding this situation and the financial state in which the country will be in once the virus passes. I hope in the near future the government will introduce stricter guidelines which will enable our country to get through this situation in the least damaging way possible."}, {"index": 29, "context": "My wife has a small business working from home and has made no money in the last two weeks. I work in a food factory and the orders are very low. getting food delivered is all booked up we with just have to buy basics from local shops. I'm due to get a blood test and am worried about getting one. I'm a type one Diabetic and am very worried about getting prescriptions. My kids are off school, my daughter had her GCSES cancelled and was very upset because she has been studying very hard for nothing. And her last year of secondary school was cut short with no celebration. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "I\u2019m anxious about the post covid world. Money worries. The vaccine has given us hope, but I do think people are going to be too relaxed and we are likely to go back into a lockdown. I can\u2019t have that anymore. I\u2019m lonely. I live in a family home that isn\u2019t particularly supportive, I just really miss my friends, and hugs. I\u2019m hopeful we\u2019re on the way out. I\u2019m a social butterfly and to get me through I\u2019m working 2 jobs, I can\u2019t stay home and do nothing. It\u2019s been happening for too long now, I won\u2019t take things for granted as much after covid."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel quite anxious when I have to go food shopping as many people are not social distancing properly.\nI am also quite anxious waiting to be vaccinated as I have no idea when this will happen.\nI am hopeful once the vast majority of people have been vaccinated I won't have to be worried when going out again.\nI happen to be in a very vulnerable group of people as I have chronic bronchitis and I am overweight so I do worry about my life if I were to contract the virus.\nI am also a little worried about my job prospects as I am unemployed at the moment and I cannot see numbers of vacancies going up any time soon,"}, {"index": 32, "context": "Very nervous at the moment, it\u2019s hard to relax and I am just on edge all the time. Even when I wake up with a sore head or something else you are paranoid in case you have caught it. Worrying time\u2019s and pray it\u2019s over soon. I miss doing the normal basic things like visiting friends and family and I feel it has changed my attitude towards life in general. I work in a hospital myself and am worried I pass it onto my wife. I can accept myself catching it but am unsure I could handle seeing my wife catch it because of me. "}], "length": 5139} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel anxious, restless and worried about my relatives. Annoyed at the world's governments for not acting sooner, and concerned for the effect it will have on my child. I enjoy staying at home, but feel frustrated at not easily obtaining groceries and that I can't spend time with my grandparents. I'm generally an optimist but feel that this problem will affect us for quite a long time, and long-term am extremely concerned that vulnerable relatives will contract the virus and die. I also feel despairing of people who are not taking the threat seriously."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel pretty anxious about how things are going but I'm also hopeful that the measures undertaken by the public to slow the spread of corona are working. \n\nI worry about how long the current situation will continue. I'm also feeling rather frustrated by having to stay inside more (although I'm observing all the social distancing rules, regardless) and annoyed by people who aren't taking the social distancing rules seriously enough.\n\nI'm also anxious about what the future holds once things start to get back to normal. Although my work hasn't been affected too much at the moment, I'm worried that work (I'm a freelancer) might be more scarce in the future."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel anxious because my husband is classed as a vulnerable adult due to ongoing treatment from a bone marrow transplant and is still on immunosuppressants. Concerned for other vulnerable people too including my grandparents. the whole situation seems a bit surreal and am a bit annoyed at some people for not adhering to government advise with lockdown. I think that the authorities need to take a stronger stance with people who are violating the advice given. \nMy current situation is my husband living in a van due to me coming down with symptoms- i have only been out of the house once in the past month to the shops and have managed to catch something. makes me feel very vulnerable because it seems to be so contagious"}, {"index": 3, "context": "I go through stages of feeling anxious, usually after I have read/watched the news. I am away from my parents who are both in a vulnerable group so my anxiety is more for them and their health. At the same time, I am enjoying being at home with my partner. In general, I am feeling fine. I often feel guilty that this is the case as I can see the pain people are in and the grief they feel. I feel emotional when I think about all the people going to work, especially medical staff - the stories of them dying makes me feel very sad. I also feel very grateful at the moment, grateful I have a house to isolate in, a partner to reassure me, family that care about me. I am also more appreciative of the natural world."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I've been vaccinated, as have my older parents whom I live with, so I'm feeling hopeful for the future. Variants of the virus are a concern, of course, and the government's endless bungling (border control!), but I don't think a happier summer is completely unlikely. I do have phases of feeling sadder or isolated, in balance with any cheeriness, and reading the news never helps with this, yet I can't help but scroll...\n\nI work in public health so I'm acutely aware of my local situation but this is another cause for hope; I can see things are much better than they were in January simply from the number of outbreak control teams we have to convene. The workload remains humongous though, and many of us have lived and breathed covid for over a year now. We can't burnout because who else is there to do the job, but I do feel fatigue will set in at some point."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am currently pregnant and so this time is worrying as although it is said that mainly old and vulnerable people are affected by the virus more and more healthy people are becoming sick and dying. I am worried that only babies that were already at the end of pregnancy have been born and the affects in early pregnancy are not yet known.\nI have a slight anger at the government for the lack of testing that seems to be happening and also at people who do not seem to think that following the social distancing applies to them. I am also worried about the financial aspect going forward."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I\u2019m feeling very restless with no energy to do anything but mentally feeling geared up to wanting to get back to normal and feeling trapped that I can\u2019t. I\u2019m upset that I can\u2019t go to work, I feel very distant from everyone as I\u2019m not so good at talking through text and phone calls, the way I\u2019m better a socialising is to be around people face to face. I feel very anxious when I go to the shop. I\u2019m worried about what the future holds and how long it will go on. I\u2019m feeling very lonely not being able to see my boyfriend, this is causing tension and problems which is adding onto the anxiety. I\u2019m worrying about my job and how busy they will be and how the people I help will be having a harder time to speak to someone. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "Currently, as a student I feel happy I was able to return to my university accommodation this term, as being at home would garner greater sadness. However, I have nearly finished my first year which has been almost all online, and the student experience has been thoroughly diminished. I was fortunate enough to have a wonderful flat however. I have anxiety about the future of the situation, whether life will return to normal and whether any part of my degree will bear some semblance of normality. I also worry for my parents, although less so now they have had their first dose of the vaccine."}, {"index": 8, "context": "At this moment in time I feel very worried about how bad its going to get in the UK as we still have not hit our peak. Myself and my 2 siblings all have a lung condition so its even more scary for us and potentially life threatening for us if we catch it. We are fully self isolating and not going outside at this time and a lot of my friends and family are the same which is encouraging that their following the government guidelines. It angers me when I see people on the news or social media who are ignoring the advice."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel very on edge about the whole situation, the uncertainty of not knowing when life will return to normal. The never ending fear that i may lose a loved one to this disease. Seeing people my age contract this disease and fall victim to it. I can't wait for it all to go away. That's if it even does go away, how are we to know how long this will go on for. It's terrifying to know something that has the chance to kill you could be lurking at your local supermarket and you have no option but to visit to get groceries. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I'm currently very afraid for my parents, scared for my family and to a degree myself (I have a health condition that could complicate any infection or recovery from it). I have risk because I have to go to the supermarket, I have to shop for my parents. It's stressful. Im thankful for bonus time with my children though. So much of our lives is rushed and we live it tired, but we finally have a chance to rest and enjoy quality time together in a way that feels almost unique, with work limited and more free time than I can ever remember having."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I'm more worried about mum catching it than anything else. She's in her 70s and has a hole in her heart so has always suffered difficulties with her breathing and cannot walk far without getting out of breath. \n\nI've also read a lot of stories lately about people who've been out once or twice since lockdown and have still caught it, so I'm worried about catching it myself and unknowingly passing it on to mum.\n\nThose are my main concerns right now. I actually don't mind the whole self-isolation thing as I'm happy with my own company and have lots I can do at home. I'm also able to work from home which alleviates any financial worries."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I\u2019m over it. You know when you had a long day at work and everything seems to be going wrong; you miss your train, you get wet in the rain, your shoe broke. Imagine how you feel then. That\u2019s how I feel now. I\u2019m prepared for everyone to contract the virus at this point, as insensitive as it sounds. I\u2019m ready to go back to work, back to normality. I am over it. I empathise greatly with people who had/have it, people who lost someone to it but I\u2019ve honestly had enough of being home. It\u2019s time to act"}, {"index": 13, "context": "Well my life is fairly normal as I\u2019m still working. But obviously it\u2019s full of Anxiety and apprehension about doing things and not being able to see family. It\u2019s the most worrying seeing news posts everywhere and being that so many different people and news outlets are reporting on it you don\u2019t know who\u2019s information is 100% accurate and what to believe! The other thing is that not everyone is following the lockdown rules and that obviously isn\u2019t a good thing and is how the virus will be around for a lot longer and infecting a lot more people that it needs to.\n"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I'm a mixed jumble. My husband has CF, diabetes and has had a double-lung transplant. We're are shielding together. I know that if we remain indoors we have a hopeful chance. If he catches it he is unlikely to recover from being ventilated. Whether we escape the novel corona virus or not we are still likely to lose our home. This all feels quite suffocating. I'm not ready to lose him. This is going to last for a good 18 months, I have no idea what our future looks like. This is my initial, honest, and unedited response from the top of my thoughts."}, {"index": 15, "context": "It still feels like the calm before the storm, the numbers are growing so fast now everyday. Watching the news gives me anxiety and all I can think about is how many of my loved ones are likely to be affected. It\u2019s heartbreaking to see people still going out unnecessarily when others are trying their best to follow all the guidelines and stay home. All I want to do is see loved ones but that\u2019s not possible, whilst many people just aren\u2019t listening and are taking advantage of the situation. It brings anxiety just to think about the situation but hopefully if we keep safe and follow the rules everybody will get through this"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I do not feel as anxious as I did in the past but I still feel highly anxious about the current situation and whether things are going to improve. The last year has been relentless and I feel very tired and worn out by it. I do feel more optimistic than I previously did now we have the vaccines that things will improve, but it also feels one step forward two steps back with new variants so I feel very nervous about it. I feel incredibly sad at some of the losses that we have had over the last few months because of coronavirus."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel a bit impatient about getting the vaccine and a little anxious about catching Covid before I get vaccinated. I've taken my 90 year-old mother for both doses and the first time I was impressed by the organisation but also almost overcome with emotion thinking this could be our way out - I sincerely hope it is. Although the end of the tunnel is in sight it looks as though the effects on the economy and non-covid health issues will last for years. The death toll in the UK doesn't look good compared with other countries and you can't help thinking that some poor decisions have been made by the government."}, {"index": 18, "context": "On a personal level, I am still very anxious about contracting Covid. I have a history of respiratory disease (tuberculosis), and the few reports I've found suggest this puts me at a greater risk of being seriously ill with the virus. The vaccine rollout has helped lower my anxiety slightly, and I am hugely relieved that my parents and sister have already had their first vaccinations. On a larger scale, the number of deaths in the UK makes me furious. The government handling has been poor beyond imagining - to the point where I'm finding it hard to talk about the lies, the corruption and the not-giving-a-shit about the public, particularly those who are elderly or disabled. It's difficult to live with both the anxiety and a high level of impotent rage, particularly as neither seem likely to be reduced any time soon."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel nervous about getting covid, and my partner getting covid.\n\nI am scared that my family will get it and have a bad time and possibly dying.\nWorried that i won\u2019t be able to see my family if they end up ill, spiralling thoughts lead to not being able to give family the funeral they deserve due to covid.\nWorries that work will die down and I may lose my job or my husband loses his. Resulting in losing our house and belongings.\nI am scared for the economy of our country and the massive strain and pressure put on the nhs in this terribly trying time"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel like a lot of people, me included, have been forgotten at this time, as a student. I want to have a good idea of the timeline we are expected to follow and how we are going to recover from this, also I want to know what I am supposed to do when my student housing contract runs out and the country is still in lockdown as I don\u2019t currently have anywhere to go so this whole situation makes me feel very anxious and potentially frightened with regard to my future financial situation and my physical wellbeing etc "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am optimistic that there is light at the end of the tunnel and I hope that we can avoid a third wave, but suspect there will be one. But what really worries me and makes me anxious is how different the \"\"new normal\"\" will be once vaccinations are done and lockdown is finally lifted. I hope that we can get back to our old lifestyle, but fear that may have gone for ever, with lives lost, businesses closed, relationships changed and new ongoing restrictions introduced, such as vaccination passports etc."}, {"index": 22, "context": "On a personal level, even though my job seems to be secure for now I feel general anxiety. I can work from home but the whole company needs some time to get used to this new situation. Hearing about how others are trying to cope and talking about it makes things easier.\n\nI have mixed feelings about the global situation. Eventually, we will get through this, but it seems like some governments are only concerned about bailing out companies from this and leaving individuals in a dire situation. The economy will be fine, eventually, but people, families might not be. And that makes me anxious."}, {"index": 23, "context": "Quite fed up and frustrated of the ongoing lockdowns a year on. Living in an area in UK that has never been out of lockdown, thus have not been home to see my family in well over a year now. The frustration comes from seeing so many people every day not following the rules which undoubtedly lead to the lengthening of lockdowns for everyone else. Anger plays a part too when condsidering those who selfishly (for the most part) break the rules and I see my friends and oartner go to work as doctors in the local hospitals having no choice but to watch covid patient after covid patient come in to hospital. Generally like everyone though I'm just fed uo of it all whilst still anxious as to how lying it will continue and knowing that even once all vaccinated covid won't be going anywhere"}, {"index": 24, "context": "Worried, for my family as there seems no vaccine will be about soon and it is just a matter of time, even with social distancing and lockdown, before we all get infected. Also slightly more worried as I work in a supermarket, so I am potentially more likely do be exposed.\nThe world situation does not seem to be getting any better so I do not think this will go away any time soon and will have a long lasting effect on all of our lives. I do believe the Government is doing the right thing and everyone should adhere to their instructions."}, {"index": 25, "context": "My husband is shielding due to leukemia, this means I am afraid to leave the house in case I should catch the virus and bring it home with me. We have been at home for 3 weeks now and luckily I have an online shop, but after that I will have no choice but to go out. This is a big fear, but worse is that my daughter's partner is a hospital doctor and I could not bear for him or her to be ill or for one of them to die. This fear wakes me up at night. My son and his partner are sensible and are staying safe at home, but my daughter's partner can not and would not even if he could choose to.\n"}, {"index": 26, "context": "Oh God I am so bored of the whole thing. I have just been talking to my band, with whom I have not been able to rehearse in a full year, and I miss them all so much. I also miss my family - particularly my mum, who died of Covid last April. And now I need to add some more characters because apparently I have not written enough, which would have been useful information earlier. Still not 500 characters? You don't want \"\"a few sentences\"\", you want War and bloody Peace. Character character character."}, {"index": 27, "context": "A little worried about how long this situation will go on for, wanting to get back to normality, hoping that the numbers of people dying each day will start to go down soon, and hoping that people will listen to the advice and stay inside as much as possible. I feel grateful that my family is safe and healthy and proud of the NHS in this country. I\u2019m trying not to watch the news too much or spend too long on social media as there is too much incorrect information and conspiracy theories which don\u2019t help my mindset. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "Currently I feel moderately anxious about the situation and the extent to which it has escalated so far. Not knowing how long the pandemic will last and the consequences it will have on the future are my main sources of worry. \n\nI am not particularly concerned about getting ill, my focus is mostly on the consequences of the pandemic, especially on employment opportunities in the future and the economy. I fear that combined with Brexit, this unprecedented situation will completely topple our economy and it will be difficult to recover. I already had economic worries before COVID-19 and those worries have been exacerbated by the closure of businesses and rising unemployment. The pandemic has struck global markets to an unprecedented level and, without being a member of the EU anymore, a lack of trade could quickly become a serious problem affecting the UK's recovery. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "I think it's a terrible situation we're in, especially for all the key workers who still have to work, makes me feel anxious. This is a huge problem for some people I know so it's a personal thing too. Also, not like the fact some people are not taking this seriously or are talking badly about it. Apart from that, I guess I have some hope as to the problem getting better after, and that there are at least a couple of positive things that have arised from this. For example, I get to have time to myself allowing me to be relaxed and enjoy or reflect on things, people are spending time with their family a lot and lastly, pollution is decreasing. "}], "length": 4394} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Im quite anxious and sad because of what is happening all over the world. Also a bit angry with people who are ignorants, egoists and dont care about others. Worried about the consequences and impact on our economy and my own buesiness. Hard times. Quite challenging on so many levels, but staying at home is the most crutial thing now and cant really understand how people can grasp the importance of social distancing. We are not passing this test at all. When we should be untited and kind to each other, more empathetic and use our common sence."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I go from being accepting of the situation to very frightened. Evidence suggests as a healthy 30-something I will in likelihood be ok, but then the news has terrible stories and I'm scared for myself, my family and children.\n\nI have disabled elderly parents who live a 6h drive away, I do all I can to help them but I feel useless and anxious that if something happened I wouldn't be able to care for them. They are vulnerable but don't fit into the top category for government assistance. \n\nThe not knowing is more difficult, the lottery of if you got the virus, whether you would be ok and the unknown of when it will end and if life will ever be the same again"}, {"index": 2, "context": "very stressed my daughter has severe asthma so on 12 week vulnerable people lock down.i spent 35 minutes Friday queuing at chemist for meds that weren't there and 90 minutes today although people weren't close together there was a lot of people and I only live in a village! ive also had to take cat to emergency vet twice and go to local shop for supplies once.im hoping that as I used hand sanitiser tried to keep safe distance from people and washed hands when got home I haven't brought the virus home wont forgive myself if my daughter catches it because of me going out.\n\n"}, {"index": 3, "context": "Total fear and anxiety. Terrified of dying. Terrified of losing another loved one. Scared of being on lockdown for much longer because it's making my mental illness worse. Missing my friends and family. Scared of going out and hyper suspicious of everyone I come across outside when I have to walk my dog. Angry at the people who aren't sticking to the rules. Sick of talking about it. Missing my friends and family painfully. Not sleeping or eating properly due to constant fear and paranoia. Feeling trapped in my home. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "i feel very up in the air.im also concerned we were told that it didnt really affect some people,like the young.But it is and that frightens me.\nim worried about money as im self employed,i just wish we knew when it would end.\ni worry about my family.\nim also very annoyed that people arent taking it seriously.\nit seems very surreal,i cant belive this is happening.\nits a scary situation and i cant see how this can end,but it will end so the positivity has to be there.\nqueen did very well\nwe will meet again."}, {"index": 5, "context": "People are just stupid. If they followed rules, this could be better. It needs to be sorted and people do not help.\nI'm worried about it because there's nothing I can really do, besides not going out and seeing people. \nI do worry about the economy and how it is going to recover. I don't get it but I hope it recovers. \nI just want to go on holiday but there is obviously more important things that need to be sorted. \nI hope it gets sorted but I don't understand how it is going to end? There is much worse to come and I do worry for the NHS. I work for the NHS but not proper front line "}, {"index": 6, "context": "Depressed at the woeful response by the government and the number of people who have died. Frustrated by the wasted money on contracts for the mates of those in government on PPE. Worried about the chance of catching COVID still. Disappointed by the seeming inadequacy of the track and trace system. It feels like we still need to now more about how COVID is transmitted - who are the people who are still catching it in a lockdown, how does it still spread? \nThe only surprise is the seeming success of the vaccination programme but I'm waiting for something to go wrong with that."}, {"index": 7, "context": "Anxious because it's uncontrollable and I like to be in control. It is so unpredictable and I want to know when it will end. Finding it very hard cooped up all the time and want to get out and be independent. Finding it hard to keep the children occupied. Making rash decisions because it all feels a bit appocalyptic.i just want it all to be over and to go back to normality. I'm more snappy and grumpy than I usually am because I can't get out. However an using the opportunity to exercise more which has improved my mental health. I am not sleeping well though.\n\n"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am not too concerned, however I have not had to go out much recently. My life (apart from work) is mostly the same as normal anyways, though i know that lots of people are struggling with staying in. \n\n I am slightly annoyed at people still going out more than they should and in groups.\n\nI am mostly relaxed as I am working from home, and I can do this easily.\n\nI am concerned about my job and whether I will have to furlough. Furloughing is better than not having a job at all, but losing 20% of my income by taking furlough would make a huge decrease in my wage.\n\nOther than that, I'm feeling the same as normal "}, {"index": 9, "context": "It is an extremely sad, unprecedented, and worrying situation. However, people must adhere to precautionary measures, but they are not. Anger is also felt at the fact that the UKs airports are still open for free travel, though it's being reported that it's only due to UK nationals in other countries returning home, ultimately it is down to the individuals judgment whether they will travel in or out of the country. Also, there are no health checks at airports. Also people are trying, everyone should be more mindful of their behaviours. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am very concerned and feel anxious as I live with my parents and don't want to catch this as they may become very ill. I feel angry and upset that I can't book home food deliveries for them. I hear my colleagues in the NHS are not being respected and I fear going back to work due to the attitude of the public, who if they are being filmed will clap the NHS but you are not seeing the true picture of what these people are really like. I have not slept for 3 weeks and I am concerned for my health as this will make me more susceptible to picking up this disease."}, {"index": 11, "context": "This is a very stressful time. Not least because of the deaths and illness occurring. Isolation is also leading to illness and deaths through suicide. It's scary to think about how individuals, particularly those at risk, are coping. As someone with a mental health difficulty I find it easier to cope in times of chaos, albeit it seems confusing to me the state of the world and uncertainty we are facing. Being in 'lock-down' is a very necessary step, and it angers me that some individuals are not following the guidance and advice put in place. Conspiracy theories also anger me, such as with 5G, as it trivialises the situation at hand"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel fed up and resigned to the current situation. I feel worried about elderly members of the family particularly my father who lives 300 miles away on his own. At least I am happy we are fit and healthy and able to go out for a walk. I don\u2019t mind working from home too much although not ideal of course. Being able to see and talk to colleagues helps things and makes it easier to do things. As long as the technology works! At least I am happy when I get things finished or sorted out. Not sure though how upbeat we will be the longer this goes on."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Things seemed to get better as more people are getting vaccines, however I'm still worried about when international travel would return to normal. The restrictions on international travel differed from country to country, and there are fewer flights available for certain destinations. The existing restrictions may have bad impact on my plan of looking for a new job and/or moving to another country. It's not quite clear when and how the current situation would change. Moreover, I am curious about whether and when I would be able to get vaccinated in the UK."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel like the day to day impact on myself is minimal. I\u2019m still going to work but now need to look after my kids as we can\u2019t get childcare after school.\n\nI appreciate that I am very fortunate as many others are in terrible situations. Both myself and my wife are very busy at work as we are key workers. \n\nI\u2019m mostly worried about the impact on business and how many are being furloughed without much consideration about how they might return to work. A few people from work have been off for a week or more with this and while I\u2019m generally careful, I can\u2019t vouch for the behaviour on others."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I felt extremely worried and concerned about the virus and the spread, people dying and about my own family. \nMy job has not changed despite the pandemic and I\u2019m much more anxious about going out on visits because of this. \nI\u2019ve had the vaccination so I feel a little more relaxed about the situation, but I\u2019m worried about the spread still and how it can affect others. However I\u2019m feeling a little more positive. It is still concerning the that there are new strains being discovered and this is worrying too."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am really worried, worried about how it is going to affect my finances, my husband's job. my own earnings, my investments. I am concerned about my daughter missing school as she has GCSE's next year, my older daughter missing her life and studies at universities, she is depressed as she is missing her boyfriend. I am fed up myself of staying in, constantly cooking, not being able to meet my friends etc. The worse thing is not knowing when it is going to end. I know that death figures have gone down in the UK today but I am just worried how long we are going to be like this"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel tired and withdrawn and like this will never end. Im anxious about mine and my families health and the economy and how we will recover. Im not sure if this part of the survey is flawed as i originally wrote a really long piece and it wouldnt accept it even though it was more than 500 characters. But little things like that seem to irritate me more than usual. I feel annoyed and sad as well as worried my ocd will go through the roof when the restrictions are relaxed. My cousin and aunt work as nurses in a badly hit hospital so i am concerned for them and my elderly grandma they visit to give shopping to. I am hating being cooped up with my partner who im arguing with more than usual as he is snapping and being horrible more than usual which stresses me out as usually i am very laid back. In my head i want to break lockdown and just travel to my family but i never would and i feel powerless and useless to help other people. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am feeling better than I was. Previously, I was extremely concerned and I couldn't see an end to it. However, the death rate has been dropping quite considerably and I can see a faint glimmer of light. Of course, it may be a temporary lull but I feel quite hopeful. I feel like I am coping well with lock down, also. Other people I work with have been really struggling with their mental health because of Coronavirus but I have been able to put things in perspective. Previous generations have had it much worse and have had more to contend with. They got through that and we can get through this."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am concerned about those with underlying health conditions and the strain on the NHS at present. I feel that not enough is being done to enforce social distancing and some members of the public are ignoring the rules which makes me feel angry. I am worried that it will take a long time for the economy to recover from this and will lead us into terrible debt and the loss of many businesses to enter into administration. At present, it has taught me how fragile our infrastructure is in the UK and that it could happen again at any time with more viruses.\n"}, {"index": 20, "context": "Very concerned. It has become apparent since last summer there has been no medical pandemic. So why the restrictions? Very worrying and it is very apparent this is about climate change, control, tracking and power grabs. Unfortunately, as far as I am concerned, the mask slipped months ago! Yet we seem to go on and on with this charade of using a respiratory virus as a trojen horse for new ways of governance and control. The whole scenario seems controlled by people of average intelligence. It also annoys me that many people are blighted by fear and follow the propaganda like a heard of sheep."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am quite anxious and worried about the covid 19 situation. I am concerned for my job and the prospect if being unemployed as my job is in hospitality and has been directly impacted by the closure of such businesses by the government. I am worried about my elderly parents who live a long way away from me and who I cannot see or physically help.\nI am worried about the impact that this will have on the wider economy as, the economy was just starting to come out of the recession and businesses were beginning to recover. Now it looks as if we will be back in recession and full blown austerity. It is a very upsetting and worrying time for myself."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I have mixed emotions: On the one hand I feel a sense of anxiety because my sister works in the NHS and I am a carer for an elderly gentleman with complex health needs - so I worry that my sister might get it, and I worry that me or my client might get it when we go to the hospital for one of his appointments. On the other hand, we are currently self-isolating on my client's lovely farm and it is very peaceful and we have lots of space to go outside and exercise - so am I grateful for this space, and I'm also learning how to administer my client's intravenous fluid which will increase my pay significantly, so I am also grateful for the opportunity to increase my skill set and my ability to earn more during this crisis when many people have lost their jobs."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I'm a nurse caring for elderly patients who not for ITU admission or other medical escalation. I feel terribly sad for them and their families. And I feel scared that I'll catch it and give it to my husband. I'm angry at the lower standard of care being given to my patients. My ward is currently not overwhelmed but we are all anxiously awaiting an imminent influx of patients. This anxiety is exhausting. There isn't a good atmosphere on my ward at work. I also feel worried about Boris Johnson. I don't think he can be very well at all if he is still in hospital."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel quite anxious because after some conversations with various people in my life, we have come to realise that this won't only affect us in the present or within the next year, but there will most likely be a lot of generational trauma within the years to come. With regards to my current concerns, I am worried about how I'd pay rent due to only receiving 80% of my wages, how my family will cover their costs with some of them unable to work/receive money, the health of my family, the health of my family overseas where arguably the situation is a lot worse. I have felt some joy in that I can spend more time on hobbies, but this also makes me anxious because I now find myself less determined to complete my university work as the motivation has completely vanished. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "Concerned about my vulnerable father and my partner who smokes. Concerned that I could be a victim of this virus and leave behind three children. Concerned that I live in a densely populated inner city area where nobody seems to be abiding by the lockdown measures. Worried that when we catch it the hospitals will already be on their knees and will not be able to provide care for us. Scared that they will overlook my partner because he is an immigrant. Scared that my partner is more likely to catch it because he is BAME. Worried about having nothing in place financially for my children if I do become ill."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I'm angry at the Chinese for being so incompetent and barbaric that they opened Pandora's Box on the world.\nI'm also angry at the Chinese for trying to take advantage of this pandemic by selling sub-standard and even dangerous medical equipment and supplies.\nI'm angry that despite it being China's fault, any criticism you have has you labeled as being a Sinophobe or a racist by media shills and Left-leaning idiots.\nI'm worried that my more vulnerable (in health) family members will become sick.\nI'm irritated by the UK lock-down measures and social-distancing guidelines.\nI'm angry at how people are panic-buying and over-reacting on certain things.\nI'm angry at how the prices of hand-sanitizer and disinfectant, products I've regularly had to buy and use for years due to pre-existing health-issues, are now sky-high or impossible to find.\nI'm worried about the economy and how it'll affect me and mine.\nI'm worried that pets can become hosts, become ill, or become vectors for infection, and I'm angry because that implies nothing natural about the virus' origins.\nI'll reiterate, and to be crude: fuck China. It's their fault, be it through abominable cultural and hygiene practices (mixing bush-meat with domestically-sourced meat in wet markets) or being as competent as Soviet nuclear researchers were in the 1940's with biological research/development, if the virus was engineered in someway, for some purpose."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel content that I get to spend time with my family. I am making the most of the time I spend at home rearranging things with the time I have in my hands I am able to review things and working from home is great as working instead of taking time off so will have enough time off for the summer school holidays. This time away has given me time to do the things I enjoy, going through each day as it comes one day at a time. It was a bit much doing the home schooling for 2 weeks but it was rather draining doing that and working too as that was tiring and I didn't get to do some reading as I would usually do during my commute to work and home on the weekdays."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel the situation has escalated due to the government acting slowly on information that was available in January but ignored, as a result we now have unnecessary deaths and illnesses to a large % of people. If this was acted upon at the time I feel we could have prevented the scale of this and reduced the effect it has had on the economy with workers being made redundant. As a result people are now scared and nervous to even leave the house, and everyone panic buying, leaving a number of people struggling to get basic supplies."}, {"index": 29, "context": "The corona situation at these times is very difficult but it helps us find ourselves again and slows down humanity allowing everyone to reflect.People going out have only themselves to blames for contracting the virus. It does make me feel slightly scared that people are ignorant and don\u2019t listen strictly to the rules. Also it is threatening for the economy as people aren\u2019t working and Markets have fallen in value. However the positive is it allows people of all religions to pray and focus on God and allow others to spend more time on immediate household family and get work done they might not have been able to do due to work etc. Allowing us all to actually come together as a nation is warming and shows the power of humans if we all unite"}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am more concerned about other countries who have a less effective vaccination program than the UK. I've been vaccinated, as has my wife and our main anxiety issue is our children, who will be the last to be vaccinated. We are relatively lucky in the UK because we have a good vaccination program and have gone the right way about it. Hopefully, if (and when) the third wave hits the rest of the EU, the UK will largely be insulated against large outbreaks. The only people left will be the fools who refuse to get vaccinated and these people will pose the largest health risk to us all. They will be the ones who will help perpetuate the disease and will not contribute to eradicating it."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel slightly more positive than I have previously. The vaccine roll out is going well and cases are improving. I feel optimistic for the summer ahead and I feel that we are at the beginning of the end. I feel frustrated that I've not been able to see family or friends for such a long time, but excited for all the plans I've made to make up for it. I also feel quite angry towards the government that they made such a mess out of the Christmas regulations. Finally, I feel quite anxious about what the new world will look like post-covid including working from home and what the long lasting impact will be on the economy."}, {"index": 32, "context": "Still very anxious and apprehensive as I\u2019ve worked all the way throughout with the public. There is hope with the vaccines and cases and deaths coming down so that\u2019s something to be encouraged about. But slightly worried to hear about different variants. So cautious but optimistic about everything. I know I\u2019m a way off getting my vaccine but hopeful to get it and will the second I receive my invite. Vaccines are the only way out of this mess and the fact we\u2019re doing well in this country gives everyone reason to be hopeful."}, {"index": 33, "context": "At the moment I feel quite calm however I do feel anxious being stuck at home sometimes, it makes me feel trapped. I'm running out of things to do at home and life is very repetitive. I'm looking forward to the next couple of months when things start to ease again and I can hopefully go back to work. I also hope that we will be able to meet up with family soon, it's been way too long and I wish we locked down earlier last year. Things may have been different now. I am trying to stay positive about the longer days and nicer weather coming, this means more evening walks. I do slightly worry about socialising again as it's been a year since I've spoke to a lot of people."}, {"index": 34, "context": "I am feeling very nervous and anxious, not just at the current situation but at the fact of the unknown for the future of the individual people of the world, countries as a whole and even the world as a whole. When will the lockdown end? But what happens then? How do we go back to normal? What will normal be? Will it ever go back to how it was before this? Will we ever be able to move as freely in the world again? These are all unanswerable questions at the moment but the most worrying questions of all. "}, {"index": 35, "context": "I feel that as long as people cooperate and behave properly the situation will improve and spreading rates will decrease. I am worried about vulnerable members of my family as it affects everyone. I have found my university that I attend to has been uncooperative adding to a lot of stress while living at home however remaining to understand that it is a difficult time for people. Feel there are people (particularly younger generations) who feel they are invincible due to younger people being less affected and are still going to see friends but are still developing risk when they go to shops or essential work."}], "length": 5449} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Along with the rest of the population, the situation we are seeing progress every day is unprecedented and therefore very worrying. It is difficult seeing the number of deaths on a daily basis, reeled out on the news like it is the norm. It is a particular concern for those of us who have elderly parents at high-risk categories. Yet, if there is anything at all positive that can be taken from this, it's that maybe it will give the planet time to recover a little from pollution, and allow people to just slow down and hit the reset button. We will get through this. The world will continue to turn."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I generally feel ok. My husband is a key worker and so has to go into peoples homes who are self isolating in order to fix their gas/electric. It is that that causes me anxiety. The fear that he may catch the disease and then bring it home to me and the children. I am dealing with the isolation fine though. Me and the kids have not left the house in 15 days now but we are lucky in that we have a large garden to get outside. I worry for my grandparents and my husbands grandparents. I miss my parents; I usually see them twice a week and this is now the longest time I have gone without seeing them. We are FaceTiming everyday so that is helping and helps the children. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am worried that I might be infected or somebody from my family and friend will be sick. I feel stressed because I don't know how long it will last. I have a problem with sleeping because I have nightmares. I have relatives living in other countries, one of them live in Italy, where the situation is very serious. It makes me more stressed. Staying at home is not that difficult if it may help to stop the virus. I think we all should keep isolating ourselves to help fight this virus. I am anxious but I have to think positively."}, {"index": 3, "context": "At the moment I feel apprehensive, the government have introduced the road map out of lockdown but I don\u2019t think it is realistic. I\u2019m still very worried about the virus due to the new strains being found in the country. Although the r rate is below 1 I don\u2019t think it is low enough to start easing restrictions. Not all in need groups have been vaccinated, and this could lead to some major issues. I\u2019m still worried about the virus. However I suppose it would be nice to be able to get back some form or normality, the virus has really effected my university education"}, {"index": 4, "context": "It\u2019s a worrying time and brings out much anxiety. You realise how much you take for granted being able to see family and go out whenever you want. It\u2019s also worrying in terms of work and economy - will small family run businesses survive? How long will it take them to build back up and can they with so many people losing jobs, losing income etc?\nHow long will we have to stay in lockdown? What will the impact be on many things. But it also brings out what people really feel and who are really important to them. You really do find out who your friends are and how very important your family are - staying in touch is so important."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I gave birth the day after lockdown so I was actually more stressed a few weeks ago when I didn't know what would be happening when I needed to go to hospital. Now I'm frustrated at the lack of normal nhs services. Our baby was tongue tied but there's no service for this and we've mostly been left without the normal support from midwives. But I am still anxious about how the virus will play out. Our Gov hasn't done a great job so far and I worry how bad the peak will be and how well prepared we will be. I"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I think I feel a lot more hopeful this year with the vaccine, and I hope this can be eradicated so we can go back to living a normal life. I do still fear people are not taking it seriously and are putting everyone at risk by not following guidelines. I\u2019m very angry about this as we could have been out of this a lot sooner as we are an island and there is absolutely no reason it should have gotten as bad as it has. I am thankful that my friends a d family are safe, and pray to God we all remain safe and make it through this. This has been an incredibly difficult time and I have severely suffered mentally and I do think more needs to be done with regards to help the physical and mental health of everyone coming out of this. I am very upset I couldn\u2019t hug my cousins as we buried their mother, I\u2019m very upset I haven\u2019t been able to see my friends in over a year, and mostly I\u2019m distressed as it doesn\u2019t seem to end because the government are incapable of making timely decisions."}, {"index": 7, "context": "It has been handled abysmally. The UK government is a waste of space and with the constant lifting and locking down, it's been made much worse. Plus a huge group of the population are going to be stuck waiting for vaccines while other groups are able to travel and go on holiday. There is no logic or planning in any of this. It's shown how unequipped we are to handle any kind of outbreak and has ramifications on the economy that are going to be felt for years to come. It's been a year of waiting and worrying, barely being able to leave the house with all of the risks happening. None of this would need to apply if we'd done what Greenland, Australia and New Zealand did and actually planned and acted like there was a lethal airborne virus going around."}, {"index": 8, "context": "Overall, I am feeling much more happy than I was during the first national lockdown in the UK (which was around April 2020). I feel confident that the end of lockdown is near, and there is a good chance they life will return to normal at some point during this year. I am looking forward to seeing people in-person and going to restaurants to eat and drink again, as this is the one thing I have missed the most during lockdown since it started. I feel much more happy than I did about 6 months ago, when things were very uncertain. The vaccine rollout is helping us all as more and more people are vaccinated."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I\u2019m currently a suspected case of Coronavirus so I\u2019m very anxious. I am recovering at home but it gives me great anxiety to constantly see deaths on social media and the news, especially of young people around my age. I\u2019m extremely worried about the rest of my family and at this present time I\u2019m stressed about how long this will go on for and how long I\u2019m not allowed to see my elderly mother. I\u2019m also slightly angry at the people continually not listening to the governments advice and are out and about."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel very anxious almost every day when I discuss it with my friends or read the news. I feel quite miserable because so many plans were ruined and will be ruined for me and many other people. I feel grief for those people who lost their close ones and my heart aches for all the struggles the doctors and nurses have to go through. I feel stressed despite trying to stay rational and do what is necessary. The lack of clarity relating to the virus and how it will affect personal lives, economy and other spheres of life causes a lot of discomfort. I feel uncertain about decisions I should make regarding my life right now. I have very little hope, but feel united with people around the world more than ever because the pandemic affected every single person in the world and not many things can do that."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am anxious that when things start lifting that cases will go up again, already people are breaking the lockdown rules which annoys me. I and my family have obayed the lockdown rules and I have not left my home since christmas apart from getting vaccinated. I am lucky living in the countryside we have walks around us so easy to stay local for exercise. I don't want to go shopping so have everything delivered at the moment including groceries. I am proud to be able to say we have stayed safe."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am currently in day 8 of self isolation due to having a cough. I have spent all the time at home with my family and I feel very chilled out and just enjoying the family time together. Coronavirus is scary but by staying inside, I have less of a fear of it as I am not near other people. I feel very happy and I have managed to get a few jobs done around the house and I'm spending valuable time with my 2 year old which, as a full-time working parent, I don't get to do all of the time so it has been nice albeit not the nicest of circumstances. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am in a weird situation with covid19. My partner is on the extremely vulnerable list, so i have had to take 12 weeks leave, so that we can shield lockdown. I have no work to do, but cant go out, or do anything useful. This is the first time in 30 years i have been off work this long. Im very nervous about our situation, as her catching covid19 would likely be fatal for her. Im not bored, and we are having good fun together, but things are hard, as we have to rely on others for shopping and things like that. Its all strange, but we are getting on with things as best we can."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel like the situation was coming under control with the issuing of vaccines, hence I was becoming less worried - however the current spike in cases has increased my fear of a repeat of last Summer, and has made me feel much more anxious about when we are going to finally get COVID fully under control. I feel safe and am not worried for myself in terms of catching corona, however I worry for people I know, in particular elderly family relatives who are much more likely to be affected by COVD. I feel slight annoyance at the Government for not having realised and acting sooner so that maybe we could have controlled the virus quicker and therefore come out of lockdown sooner."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I'm concerned for myself, family and friends and the potential impact this could have on them if the fell ill with the virus. My father and we died just before lockdown (unrelated to covid-19)and we had a very simple burial for him - no church service, and only 8 family round the grave. This makes me sad, and a little relieved as I don't know how he would have coped (with Alzheimers and in a care home) if lockdown had happened earlier. My father-in-law is 96 and in another care home, and I wonder if we will ever see him again. \nLastly, I wonder what the world will be like after the virus has passed and whether things will ever be the same again"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I still feel very anxious about the situation. It seems in lockdown things improve but as soon as we are not, the problem gets worse again and it feels like there's no end. It is difficult still being separated from people over a year later. People that you rely on when you struggle, or who rely on you but you can't be there for. As a shop worker who lives with someone extremely vulnerable who almost died from covid, going to work is terrifying, there is a constant fear of carrying the illness back home. It never stops being a scary situation."}, {"index": 17, "context": "Very anxious and fearful as I would love to have a good summer yet people are still meeting up with other households which are then infecting people. People aren't taking this seriously and so it is making me annoyed. When people start to listen then I would be more happier because then it's less people getting infected. I hate being in the house and would love to see my family but unfortunately I can't as people are being silly about it all. My anxiety is very high and my depression is getting worse as I can't get out and going out was my safe place but now I can't as I might get infected."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I have recently moved back home, from a huge city to a very small town. Things are less prominent here, I can go outside without meeting another person etc. It is easier to feel safer and to forget about the situation here. When I lived in the city I thought I could feel its entire population tense in fear of the lockdown, the death rates.\nI have lost some of that acute fear and anxiety now. I feel guilt to the friends still in the city that are locked down, and struggle to be understood by anyone in my town, since none of them experienced lockdown whatsoever. \nI am worried about the state of the world, of the mental health of so many many people. I worry about the pandemic fatigue creeping in- how people tell themselves it's safe just because they're tired of the situation."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel really anxious still as I just want to see my family. Although, I am somewhat hopeful due to the vaccine roll-out, it still feels like we have a long way to go and Im worried that we will experience again what we did in december 2020, this year. it feels really isolated still, as we cannot see people and although i know why lockdowns are really really important, i just wish for normality to resume. i definitely think we could be handling it better as a lot of people just do not seem to wish to comply with the current national lockdown restrictions."}, {"index": 20, "context": "Very anxious about the future and finances. People aren\u2019t complying with government advice either and so this makes me quite worried. The incompetence from the NHS and lack of PPE makes me very worried for family and friends who work in the healthcare sector. The government have also done very little to financially support students, as someone who is in their final year of study, the virus has heavily impacted the fluency of my studies. It has been an extremely stressful and tense time for me and my family due to the uncertainty and instability. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "At the moment I feel anxious for both myself & my family. We are keeping ourselves on lockdown as much as possible, not going to shops, only going out to our garden or to walk around the road we live in. We are finding it hard to book online supermarket delivery slots, despite both my parents being over 70, which makes me feel stressed & anxious. I feel sad hearing the news and the latest death toll figures so am limiting my exposure to the news. Our close neighbours have been a support and we have been swapping food supplies when needed etc, the community spirit has been a comfort and reassuring presence."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am worried about how I will get money and provide for my child and myself. I am worried that I can't pay my rent and utilities at this moment. I am worried about my child missing out on his leavers do from primary school and not being able to say goodbye to his friends before going to high school. I am sad he has no other children to interact with. I am worried about my elderly grandmother and her health. I am stressed about the idea of going outside to do shopping and upset that I can't have them delivered. I am frightened that if I go out, I am putting my child at risk. I am worried that lack of light and exercise might create a worse problem down the line. I am concerned about the long term implications. That things will change forever."}, {"index": 23, "context": "Whilst I\u2019m relieved that things are improving I\u2019m anxious that we aren\u2019t truly finding a way out. The vaccine is one way out but it feels it won\u2019t work with all the variants and this will we really get out of this?\nDesperate for schools to return - mental health of children is suffering badly. Inequalities in education have been shown and widened.\nSad at not seeing family, miss friends, colleagues, travel...\nAnd bored of it all\nAnd as someone with long Covid fed up of being unwell for what is nearly a year."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Concerned and Anxious about the current crisis.\nWorried and very nervous when travelling to and from shops.\nUnhappy regarding the lockdown and having my freedom restricted.\nFearful about Finances and job security.\nTrouble relaxing at night and difficulty with sleeping.\nNot enought information being provided.\nNo leadership from the Goverment, prime minister ineffective and did not react quickly enought and made crisis worse.\nGoverment cuts to NHS has created bigger crisis and put pressure on excisting medical staff.\n \n\n"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am fed up of it all now, fed up of worrying who has it, will i get it, will i die, could i pass it to someone who could suffer. I just need to see an end to it.\nVaccines will help but are not the only answer.\nThe country needs the truth of what happened with the virus and why it happened. Hospitals haven\u2019t done enough, you can\u2019t just stop treating other life threatening illnesses because of another life threatening illness, this has highlighted the way the nhs is badly run.\nWhy did we spend billions on hospitals for the sickest that have sat empty since, planning should have been looked at."}], "length": 3871} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel useless and. Unable to contribute in a meaningful way. The fear of the unknown is making me anxious about what things will be like when corona virus is over. I'm certain there will be economic backlash for years to come. I fear for my family, friends and neighbours and although I'm. In a god steady job I am. Worried this could change in the future. \nI worry that people do not take the impositions made by government seriously and will cause this to be a prolonged problem for the United Kingdom and the wider world. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel very nervous about the whole situation. I feel scared to leave my house at the moment due to coronavirus. I feel incredibly grateful that I have a garden to sit out in during the nice weather to stop me from going stir crazy. I also feel very angry and annoyed at the stupid, selfish, inconsiderate people who are ignoring the lock down rules and going out to public places in large groups because they are just going to prolongue the lock down and put other people at risk of catching the virus. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel like I can see the light at the end of the tunnel but I also feel like there may be another peak or issue. I also feel anxious about returning to my pre covid life as I have enjoyed working from home and having a slower pace of life. I feel that I am different from other people in that respect. Most people want to return to their pre covid life. It has made me realise that life is too short and I am not really living. I feel like I need to change a lot of things in my life but I don't know how to go about it."}, {"index": 3, "context": "annoyed firstly that this has been allowed to happen in modern times..annoyed the way some people mostly younger have not taken warnings seriously enough..concerned the way government ls have struggled to act quickly when the china warnings were there to see in January ..worried the way PPE has not been made readily available a lot quicker for the front line staff..sad the way it has killed so many people..hopefully we will learn enough over the coming months to stop this ever happening ever again"}, {"index": 4, "context": "Generally relaxed. Nervous about what this means for the future and anxious about my older relatives. Other than that, I'm in a fortunate position and have little to worry about. I'm lucky enough that no one in my family has lost their job and no one has contracted it. I feel empathy for those in essential jobs or those who's financial situation is compromised because of this. I feel anxious when I am outside and around the public. Other than that, I'm happy to stay home until this is over. The only anger I feel is towards people who aren't willing to comply and putting others in danger."}, {"index": 5, "context": "Right now I do feel a bit better about the Coronavirus situation.\n\nAfter a couple of false dawns, I think we are finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel\n\nMy parents who are in the vulnerable group as is my partner have all had the first dose of the vaccine which eases my mind a lot\nI still am waiting for my dose and every day like today when I have a bit of a fever or couch I start to worry I have gotten the virus again\n\nI hope by Autumn at the earliest that we can have some sort of normality in our lives again"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I find it very worrying. I am a key worker and have to continue working. I have vulnerable members of my household. I am trying to do the right thing for everyone but am finding it difficult to cope.\n\nI find that even necessary tasks such as shopping are fraught with hazards, and other people not sticking to the 2 metre exclusion guideline. I also see family groups out walking and exercising, whilst I have to go out to work. I see other people enjoying having the government paying their salaries, whilst I don\u2019t qualify for any relief, and my work needs to continue regardless of my desire to do it. I feel hopeless, and without relief. I can only take refuge in the figures coming out of Italy and Spain indicating that they may be over the worst , meaning that we too in the UK may also soon be past the peak. I hope so."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel like the government is not doing what it could to keep the situation under control. As such, my anxiety is increasing as I don't know what I might or might not be able to do soon, as I'm about to enter the workforce. I also am thinking of moving soon to benefit my mental health, but there is a lot of uncertainty about the availability of jobs and help no matter where I am.\nAlso, with the lockdowns becoming almost regular by this point I'm feeling very lonely and it seems like there is no end in sight with new variants appearing."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I'm sincerely anxious about how things might transpire. We are nowhere near the resolution of this situation and I see it only getting worse. How will our economies recover? What will change in day to day life? This small little virus has scrambled everything we took for granted, so perhaps we'll emerge as better humans, but I'm not too optimistic about that.\n\nI'm mostly fearful that my mother will catch the virus, she is 75 and has COPD. It would effectively be a death sentence for her as she's already in poor health. We're safeguarding her like the queen!"}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel fearful. Not really for myself as I feel I may have already had a mild version of the virus. I feel fearful for family members who are more vulnerable to the virus than me. I feel anger at the approach and lack of preparation of the UK government but not surprise as they seemed incompetent and lacking in empathy before the virus. I also feel sadness for the students I teach who have had so much taken away from them especially those who had been working hard and preparing for exams, especially as they didn't even get to say goodbye to their friends. I also feel anxious for my son who is missing his friends at pre-school and will have to go straight to primary school without being prepared for it."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel like the situation is relentless, so much has changed and I fear that life will never quite be the same again. I used to enjoy travel, theatre, cinema, meeting up with friends and all of this has gone. It feels odd, almost like I am living in a vacuum of work and homelife, with nothing in-between. People's enthusiasm for Zoom has faded and I am scraping the barrel with what boxsets I have left to watch. Although having said that the time to step away from the rushing around, has been positive too. I have found more time to dedicate to myself and definitely so more self-care now and check in with how I feel, take longer baths, listen to podcasts, cook more, value the time I get with people i care about and am enjoying living a more frugal and sustainable life."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel angry at people who are not following the Government advice - I have seen larger groups of people every day and l have seen many instances of people not following social distancing guidelines.\nI feel like the Government are being evasive about the Prime Minister being in hospital which is making me worry that perhaps the situation is being worse than we are being led to believe. I am also very stressed at how NHS workers are unable to access equipment and tests when more well known people are able to access them with what appears to be very little effort.\nI worry for self employed people at this time and the support they are getting and I am angry at big companies with rich owners who actually have the capacity to help but do not."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am very sad about the number of deaths. Worried that it might get worse again. That the vaccine will not protect us from a new strain. \nIt\u2019s been very hard not to see all my friends and family. I still have a room full of Christmas presents for my niece and nephew. \nFingers crossed this time will be the last lockdown as it has felt a lot harder this time around. \nI work in a school and it is a bit worrying for Monday having all children back at once but again fingers crossed this will be ok. \nI have MS and I was only diagnosed just before the first lockdown and I was not able to go on the best treatment as at the time they did not know the risks. For a while I had to move out of my home as my partner was working everyday and had to use public transport and this was not safe for me. This was very hard and upsetting."}, {"index": 13, "context": "It is the unknown and that is the scariest part. The constant media coverage does not help anxiety, especially when there is little new news about it to report - just hear the same things over again.\nAnger at people flouting the rules but equally understand how it is difficult to be on lockdown. \nFearful for my family who live at the other end of the country - if something happens there is nothing I can do to see them. \nHappy that at present all my family are well, but feeling pressure from work, especially my husband as told today he will get a pay cut. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "The uk government is lucky that the vaccination is going well and they have been able to avoid a dire situation getting even worse. cases and deaths are going down to due to the vaccinations, which the government has had little input on. The government has mismanaged the pandemic by bring in measure that aren\u2019t strict enough too late, and we are in a better place now but that is due to luck rather than a competent government \nI feel hopeful that we might be closer to normal by the end of the year but I do think we might have to lockdown again in the winter months as new variants emerge"}, {"index": 15, "context": "At this moment, I feel very anxious about how the situation is going to pan out. It also makes me sad that people are not obeying government restrictions and staying indoors to prevent the spread. If everyone did their part we would be able to prevent the spread and have our adventures back again. \n\nIt is hard to know what is going to happen and people have to accept the fact that nothing is known but do their part to stay indoors to prevent the spread. It is a hard time for everyone and everyone's story is different with the crisis. I am very appreciative of all the key workers who are helping out in their field during this pandemic. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "Im very concerned and anxious. Due to COVID-19 I have no income and worries about when I can work again. I\u2019m also worried that my parents or someone close to me might get sick and might not make it. There is so much uncertainty and I am getting really upset by it all. I know it isn\u2019t forever but it feels like it at times. I\u2019m wanting everyone to take it seriously and stay at home so we can get over this quickly. \nThis whole situation is making me depressed. Social media is not helping as all the celebrities are living their fancy lifestyles and separated from normality. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I miss my friends and my life as normal. Being in the house 23/7 is getting grating. \nThe news is mixed and varies every day. \n\nWe don\u2019t know what the future holds. Checking in on everyone I know is getting exhausted. \n\nFear what will happen as this progresses. So many people have already died. The economy has crashed. What will happen to us? We can\u2019t hide inside for ever can we?\n\nWorking from home has certainly taken some getting used and I fear my job will suffer because of it. I miss the variety and freedom my life had just a few weeks ago. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel that this situation is going to have repercussions for a long time ahead. There will be obvious economic consequences such as higher unemployment but there will also be social and health issues emerging for possibly a long time afterwards. This makes me slightly anxious about the wellbeing of society in general for the foreseeable future. There are the backlog of operations and treatments that have been postponed due to covid, there are the potential long term illnesses possibly due to covid and there is also the possibility of new variants of coronavirus evading the current vaccines that have been developed to prevent covid. There is a lot of uncertainty about the future."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I'm very anxious and restless at the moment. As of right now I feel very stuck in limbo, it's very hard to know what the future will be like right now and I am very worried about other family members. I don't think any of the governments around the world have handled the situation adequately and we'll all suffer even after this lockdown is over. Nobody can say what the repercussions will be so i think a lot of people must feel the same sort of fear and anxiety that I do about the Covid-19 outbreak."}, {"index": 20, "context": "Really feel like going somewhere leaving everything here. Nobody understands me.people around me just want to do what they like. They are just using me and I feel that when time will come they will leave me. Just want some understanding from them. I am able to little bit relax by doing some exercise or walk. I know that I am not the same person I use to be but other people in my home changed as well. They are looking for better options then me. They blame me that I am mad. I really wish the pandemic gets over soon and I go to my parents place. I were wish I would have done some Job so that I would have left him forever."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I'm glad that things are improving. I am a bit anxious that I have not had a vaccine yet, and that something bad could still happen and I could get it before the vaccine comes. I am glad that my children are now able to go back to school though. They will have to take tests twice a week, which is also a bit stressful. I am worried that they may end up having to come home an isolate if a friend tests positive, or if they do. They are so excited to go back to school that it would be a real shame if that had to happen."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I have a feeling of anxiety right now, but I don't know what it is about - maybe coronavirus or maybe something I can't put my finger on, something I've forgotten. I feel that this is a surreal situation, but I haven't found it distressing. I am concerned for my relatives and that someone I know may suffer from the virus and have complications. It worries me that it is unpredictable. I'm not concerned very much for my finances, but I would like a holiday when this is over! I am cooped up with my family. We all seem to be getting on OK but I'm definitely aware that there is a lot of stress and anxiety. My 11 year old with SEN (autism) starts secondary school in September and I am wondering what kind of transition there will be for him and how he will cope. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "Exhausted about the whole thing.\nAngry at the UK government, but also grateful for the money I am saving living with my parents again, and the self-love I have been able to pracitise Exhausted about the whole thing.\nAngry at the UK government, but also grateful for the money I am saving living with my parents again, and the self-love I have been able to pracitise. Exhausted about the whole thing.\nAngry at the UK government, but also grateful for the money I am saving living with my parents again, and the self-love I have been able to pracitise"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel okay about it, but my emotions go through a vast range each day. I am anxious about it if I think too much about it, I'm worried as my partner is a paramedic and I worry about him. I worry about my mum getting or someone I love getting sick with it. It's not nice being outside as everyone looks at you with distrust and fear but I miss going out and seeing friends and family and living my life. I do like having more time at home and not travelling through London so much and I also like having more time with my daughter and my partner. But overall its a very scary and worrying time."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am quite anxious about the current situation and watching the news makes me sad and nervous. I am hoping the situation will get better over the coming months, it is a scary time and I am looking forward to getting through this and seeing friends and family again. I hate being bombarded by news 24/7 as there is nothing good being reported. I am sad that I can't see my family as often as I was before this happened - it is making me really lonely and I feel disconnected from everything. I miss socialising and having days out with meals out , trips to the cinema and being on public transport."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel anxious that people aren\u2019t taking the virus seriously and potentially harming people - it seems incredibly arrogant. I also feel anxious about going outside, I do not go to the shops and would rather exercise at home rather than go out for a walk. I feel fearful for vulnerable people, it must be incredibly scary to already know that you are at greater risk. I feel sad for things that are missed, life events, milestones such as weddings, funerals, graduations etc. I feel grateful for my home and garden, I feel very aware of my privilege. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "Whilst I feel that there is little risk to me, I feel anxious about the health of the greater population, as some people don\u2019t seem to be taking the rules for lockdown seriously. I\u2019m unable to work from home so this period is a chance for me to catch up on DIY, this may also be why I don\u2019t feel as much pressure as other may feel. \nI think the government was too late in bringing in the necessary measures and so there will be more deaths than if they had been stricter, faster. \nThe general population seems to be taking this opportunity as a holiday, not realising that every unnecessary trip could result in them passing the virus to multiple other people, as they may have the virus but be asymptomatic "}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am somewhat worried about getting covid, but I am slightly less worried at the moment because I am not currently living with my parents (I normally worry about passing it on to them). I am hopeful because there seems to be some sort of end in sight due to the vaccination programme. I am annoyed at how the government has handled the whole situation, as I do believe we could have been in a much better place at this point in time if the initial handling of covid was better. I am also sad because my life feels like it has been on pause for a long time. I am a university student so feel like these years of my life are supposed to be the time where I can try new things which I can't currently do very much."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel worried and anxious. It\u2019s almost a year and the situation is not getting better. My partner and I have been on furlough almost for whole year, which means our income was significantly decreased through last year and we did struggle sometimes with money for food or bills. I am worried when I\u2019ll be back at work and if I\u2019m not gonna be made redundant. I am also worried as my family doesn\u2019t live in the country I live so I also cannot see them and don\u2019t know when I\u2019ll be able to see them. I just hope that the vaccine will help with everything going back to normal."}, {"index": 30, "context": "It is sad that we are unable to visit family and friends at the moment and dont know when we will be able to again. I miss everyone very much. But I am lucky to live somewhere beautiful with amazing nature around me so I feel blessed and at times relaxed. I feel anxiety for everyone at danger, like key workers for example (and both my parents are ones) and frustrated with people that dont follow the rules. i would hope that our summer plans can resume to normal once the pandemic has calmed and everyone is much safer. "}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am stuck in a different house to my partner due to her being a frontline worker and I am in the health vulnerable group at risk. \nIt making my anxiety levels high and I feel very worried. \nWork are not really being supportive and feel I should be at work when my health professionals are are saying I must stay at home. \nI do feel we are being well informed by the government in the best way they can but it is all a learning curve for everyone. \nAt times there is only so much media you can take in otherwise it make me more stressed and sends my pulse levels very high. \n"}, {"index": 32, "context": "I am very worried about the situation. I am currently working from home and have been for 3 weeks. I work for an older people\u2019s charity so am reminded of how serious this is daily. Sometimes I have brief moments where I forget but then I watch the news or the queens speech and it brings it home. I am anxious for my loved ones and also very angry at the people still not doing what we are being told to do. It is a simple task to stay in doors and I cannot understand the stupidity and arrogance of people who think they can do what they want whilst the rest of us suffer. "}], "length": 4760} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I currently feel excited by idea of next lot of restrictions being lifted to begin to see friends and family again. I am also looking forward to opening up of services such as restaurants and other hospitality sectors to be able to have more freedom. Particularly with spring and summer on way.\nI am concerned about the economy with maybe even a recession looming and especially the affect the closure of schools has had on children \n however I worry for the long term particularly if everyone rushes to go on holiday again then we may be back in another lockdown come autumn"}, {"index": 1, "context": "i am fed up of the situation but i'm still following the rules. i'm looking forward to being able to see who i like and have days out. life is pretty boring at the moment. i hope people follow the rules so things go to plan and we get back to normal soon. i haven't had my vaccine yet and i'm scared of any injections but i will get through it and have the vaccines when it is my time to so i.m doing my bit to help. i'm grateful that all my family are still alive and haven't had the virus and hope we all get through this"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I have a feeling that the end of the world will soon come. Our life has turned into a monotonous sitting at home. My health has already deteriorated. I feel it. I often look after watching the news on television.\nI constantly worry about my parents. I am afraid our medical system may not cope with many patients. I'm shocked! How it is possible to live. I'm tired of the bad news. My family is suffering. We can't walk down the street normally. We are afraid to get infected. Horror and anxiety! I very worry about my work. I may lose my job because of this epidemic."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I think it's very freighting as the whole world is at a stand still and this set back could cost us not just people but also years of our lives. Limit everyone from buying houses and moving up in the world and halting a whole generation down unfairly. So many unanswered questions about whether the NHS is going to be able to cope, if my job is safe, if I can feed my family or if they will be safe in general. I just hope this doesn't carry on and have a knock on effect for not just me or my children but even there children. It was something over nothing to begin with but is a dangerous threat which at the minute doesn't look like it can be stopped or slowed down. I think the government has to fine people for going out at all and only allowed out with notes for a doctors appointment or for a once a week trip to the shops and that's all. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel fairly anxious about the coronavirus at the moment, although mostly about how it will affect other people. I have vulnerable family members that would be severly at risk to the virus should they catch it. It's stressful looking after them and helping them while they are in self isolation, especially with no clear end in sight for the outbreak. However, I am not personally very worried for my own health since I am in a very low risk group and self isolation has not been a very difficult adjustment."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel very worried about work and my financial situation amidst this crisis as I work on a 0 hour contract in hospitality. The government allowance won't be enough to cover my rent and bills as I was barely getting enough money for this anyway when I had 100% of my pay rather than 80%. I am also very stressed about the mental health impacts of being shut in all the time. I'm lucky to have a boyfriend and pets with me but still find myself going stir crazy. I am worried for my eldery grandad who still goes to the shop every day even though my mother brings him groceries."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I have anxiety about the future. I wonder what life will be like when this is over, will I lose my job, will we be able to the buy the house we are in the process of buying? I have moments where don't think about the fear of the future, the worry about my parents or the anxiety about the situation as a whole, and in those moments I am relatively relaxed and happy here in our little bubble of home. I am quite enjoying the physical aspect of the lockdown, I have more time for exercise, reading, puzzles, but the mental stress is much higher than usual. I am unable to concentrate as much as I usually am and I find myself sitting and thinking or being entirely without motivation for long periods of time. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I fear for me, my family and my elderly relatives that if one of us were to catch it, then there is a serious chance one of us could be seriously ill. I am worried about the economy after this is over and the effect on people\u2019s jobs. It is likely we will lose a lot of businesses. Whilst I am lucky my job is currently ok, it is always in the back of my mind that it may not be in the future. I am anxious about it and think about it most of the time. I think once this is all back to normal it will change most things about the way we shop, treat each other and prioritise things in life. I think it is likely to be another 6 months before things have settled. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I'm feeling quite positive about the situation, especially in the UK. Personally, my parents and brother have had their first vaccination, which was my own main concern. The weather is getting better, which means that it is easier to get outside, and I think the messages are clearer from the government - stick to the rules but we're on the way out of lockdown. I feel encouraged. I and my partner are still being very cautious; not seeing family or friends, only bubbling together, but it is not as difficult as it was. Having said that, I think lockdown fed my inner hermit a bit anyway. I'm a reader, he's a gamer, so between us we feel it could have been a lot worse."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I'm scared of a new covid-19 wave because lockdown will be eased soon. I don't trust other people to behave correctly. I'm anxious because I haven't got my vaccine yet. I'm scared my family will get infected. I hope people will follow the rules our government will give us. It's been one year and i can't wait to feel safe again outside. I feel very angry when I see people not wearing masks or walking in groups. I'm scared my son will get the virus at school because parents don't follow the rules."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel disgust for the government who have not prepared well and don't seem to have taken the threat as seriously as they should have. I feel angry that some people are not taking lockdown as seriously, and yet I have to work in a London hospital as a key worker, potentially putting my health at risk. But, I feel optimistic that Italy appears to have passed its peak and we are probably one week away from reaching ours. This makes me feel proud that we are on the right track. I think we locked down too late but once we did this will have had an effect."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel that now we are being vaccinated, that we really need to be getting on with our lives. There is talk about a possible third wave but I worry about the businesses that will totally go under and I also worry about many peoples' mental health. I feel that it is very positive that we can now have the vaccine (had mine last night) and that we need to use that to forge ahead and definitely start opening places up again on the dates the government have already mentioned. I miss meeting my friends and I can't help that feel that everyone will have permanently been affected, not just from the fact many people will have lost loved ones, but also mentally, through the distress the whole thing has caused. It also feels like longer than a year that it has been going on and I long for some normality, more than I can ever express. Sorry this is so long but my feelings about this are very strong, as no doubt many peoples' will be."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel uncertain about how long this will last and what the impacts on society will be in the longer term, both economically and socially. I also feel sad about the negative impact on people's physical and mental health, especially for the families of those who have and who will lose relatives to the virus. In addition I feel unsure about the effectiveness of the government's response to the crisis and whether our healthcare infrastructure will be robust enough to cope with the volume of ill patients we expect."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel anxious and worried about the future and how I will cope in the hard times ahead.\n\nI worry about my family and friends and people in general as we come to terms with what has happened and try to cope in future and rebuild our lives.\n\nI'm afraid that the current Government is the wrong one for the times we face and will not prioritise support for the things that matter most, such as public services, affordable housing, pay & pensions.\n\nI feel very afraid about my financial situation in the future, especially as I am currently relying on a modest pension and I would be limited in going back to work to work to earn more money. \n\nI feel afraid to spend what money I do have and that I should save it as prices are increasing and my income will be decreasing (eg income tax relief frozen).\n\nI feel as if my life is on hold but now that the vaccination is being rolled out I fee that there is hope - light at the end of the tunnel. Knowing that helps me to tolerate the frustrations and loneliness of lockdown and I am starting to think about what I will do when the restrictions are lifted.\n\nI want to be able to meet people and socialise and to get out of my local environment and visit other places, especially the countryside."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am a student nurse, so Covid has made my learning all virtual; I cannot learn properly staring at a screen all day. Being on placements on covid wards will be so scary too, and no support from the government is offered. The whole way this has been dealt with is despicable and so poorly organised. I just want life back to normal - I want to see my friends and family, I want to go out, I want to be a typical student, I feel like I've had my teenage years robbed from me so soon and I am sick of being stuck inside all day, staring at a screen and going to sleep to repeat the same thing tomorrow."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel very concerned as people aren\u2019t listening to advice and also are posing a threat to others. I feel worried about my elderly parents whom I\u2019m not able to see either as they are on the high risk register. I feel anxiety about the lack of routine for my kids and their needs. I worry about the impact on them in the future for exam results and also on their mental well-being and mine as well as it\u2019s beyond weird. \nChildren are asking questions about how to cope with this behaviour and what to do and we don\u2019t have the answers either sadly "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am angry it has got this far. people are selfish. I am also angry and frustrated at the government's failure to act swiftly where much spread could have been stopped. It tuely feels like that have let it sweep through like wildfire as a stealth attempt at hear immunity. also, the waste and corruption involving massive amounts of public funds makes me despair. The fact the brexit was pushed through during this was insane. it is a relief that vacines are now coming through but I feel that life will not ever return to normal, even if some people are rushing ahead to try."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am happy things may be looking more positive however I am worried to come out of \u2018lockdown\u2019. I feel that more things need to be in place. I feel that the government haven\u2019t done enough, people are not valued enough such as the NHS. I am disgusted by how many people we have lost, it makes me so upset! I want to be able to see the people I care about however I am still worried it\u2019s not safe, I miss socialising but I also don\u2019t want to move too fast in going back to \u2018normality\u2019. I also feel like what we feel is normal has changed drastically since covid, who knows what\u2019s a normal way to act anymore."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am extremely worried. The government seems to be trying to pin the blame for any bad outcomes on the actions of a small minority of the population rather than the delayed response to the arrival of COVID-19 into the country (no tracing of contacts etc). My recently widowed mother lives some way from us and is over 70 and having to shield. She needs dental work but can't get it. My Parents-in-law are also both over 70 and ex-smokers. There doesn't appear to be any exit strategy to our current situation. I fear my industry (classical music) will be utterly decimated by this and will never recover thus causing emotional and financial strain.\nI worry about the impact this is having on my toddler who is suddenly no longer going to nursery / playing with the neighbours' children / visiting relatives or even going in the car! We can't explain what is happening.\nI have asthma which is usually mild but has been playing up this winter so I am especially worried about the possibiity of catching COVID-19. I worry that it is impossible to self-isolate from the rest of the family in our small flat if one of us catches it (especially as I am still breastfeeding). I also worry that the restrictions will tighten and not allow us to take our child outside for a daily walk - we have no garden and this is vital to our mental wellbeing.\nI am also worried about friends who fall into the vulnerable category but live too far across London for me to be able to easily help them shield."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am throughly disgusted at the fact that doctors, nurses and health care providers around the world still do not have the necessary PPE to protect themselves and patients from COVID-19. 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I am worried about my mother working and exposing herself to the virus and bringing it into our home. I am thankful for the hard work the key workers are putting into helping the nation but anxiety persists due to the uncertainty of the situation. I am currently enjoying isolation as I get to spend a bit more time pursuing hobbies and personal interests but wonder how much longer the lockdown will carry on for."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel very anxious about the lockdown restrictions being lifted and life returning to how it was pre pandemic. I have body confidence issues and self esteem issues as well as social anxiety about having to be going back out into the real world and having to perform as I did before the pandemic took hold. I am still worried about my family members or myself contracting the virus but I feel hopeful that the vaccination programme will help, even if I do feel a bit apprehensive and unsure about the effectiveness of the vacine."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel anxious for what is to come. I miss my family and knowing I\u2019m not going to see them for a while yet. I hate that my husband has to go to work everyday as a key worker in a supermarket. He is risking his health and our health to do that, it worries me that he\u2019ll bring the virus home. I can\u2019t work due to the pandemic and I aren\u2019t getting any \u2018me\u2019 time away from my 15 month old son. It\u2019s full on having him every day all day alone. I some days feel like I haven\u2019t achieved anything at all by just being in the house all day. I can\u2019t do jobs around the house because he is very clingy and won\u2019t nap unless it\u2019s on me. I worry my husband will expect me to have things sorted - although he tells me he doesn\u2019t. I worry about my elderly relatives and their mental health. Particularly my father in law who lives alone after my mother in law passed away 4 years ago. I FaceTime him every day but he misses his only grandchild and I hate that he\u2019s lonely. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel worried that a cure won\u2019t be found, I feel anxious about getting it or passing it to my children. I\u2019m worried for the economy and how the country will cope if this carries on any longer. I am worried that there will be riots at some point. Every one seem to be turning on each other, and grocery stores are becoming like a battle ground. Everyone is on edge and snappy and I really don\u2019t like where this country is headed. I have been at home with my children because all schools have shut down. I haven\u2019t seen my family in over a month now, my children\u2019s lives are being changed so drastically and I don\u2019t know how much longer we can manage financially. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am worried about the current rate of virus spread. I worry that my family are not safe and worry for my elderly family whom I am unable to see. I am sad at not being able to see my family who live over 50 miles away therefore not essential travel. I worry that my childrens education will be severely affected by the closure of schools. I am frustrated that people are not adhering to the social distancing rules put in place by the government. I am frustrated by medical. Professionals who are not following isolation precautions. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel extremely lonely and anxious. I havent seen anyone in ages and even taking the dog out a walk is really quiet. I live alone so I feel extrememly isolated and cut off from the world. I have been very lethargic and havent been doing much and the days are running into each other. I have also not been sleeping very well. My sleep patterns are all over the place and are usually resulting in me staying up until 5 or 6am and waking up late in the day. I just want to be able to go and see people and be sociable."}, {"index": 26, "context": "Tremendous anxiety and fear, especially for others, most especially for anyone who HAS to be exposed to the possibility of infection (for whatever reason). \nI am cross about anyone who persists in not taking this virus seriously. I'm really cross about people in positions of power who are not doing their job. I should have put the 'anger' slider on 9 but I feel so distanced from them it didn't seem honest. \nI also feel fatalistic. \nSometimes I think this pandemic has been a long time coming.\nSometimes, I wonder if the virus is a 'natural' cull to give the planet time to breathe a little.\nI also feel overwhelmed if I dwell on it all for too long, or read too much about it. \nI worry for the animals.\nI hope that if we come out the other side, a better life for everyone will emerge."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I think this pandemic really shows people's true colours. How people and organizations react to crises. I feel a fair bit disappointed and disheartened by how most people has been reacting, to the point where I feel perhaps we deserve this pandemic (although I'm aware many good people have and will lose their lives to this fight). Perhaps we need a bit of cleansing. I almost feel a bit disappointed how with this virus, since it's not really that deadly (not with the current strain anyway) we won't nearly end up as many deaths as would be considered as a \"\"cleansing\"\". What we'll get is an economic meltdown. I'm worried as I'll be graduating straight in a long and global recession."}, {"index": 28, "context": "My feelings towards the corona situation is more about the impacts it will have on the economy and the ability to find work. I worry about my mum and her own business, whether it will survive or not post-covid and the impact this will have on her in years to come. I would therefore say that my feelings towards covid are largely financial worries. But I am also nervous to adapt to a more social way of life again when we are allowed and transitioning from work from home to office working. I have been working from home since august and this was my first job after graduating so I have not known any different; I used to work in a busy pub during university but as far as an office job goes I have conducted my work from the spare room and not an office full of people."}], "length": 4870} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel worried. I'm scared for my family and myself. I'm angry at how people are still stock pilling food and how the idiots don't understand we are not supposed to be going out. All we have to do it stay in which most people would love to do yet some idiots don't understand how the longer they disobey rules the longer we will be like this. I wish people would listen more and help eachother. I'm worried about university and how we don't know what will happen next year, or even if we will start again this year."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am anxious about not knowing when I will able to see my family and friends next especially as its getting boring having been in the house all the time. Moreover, I am frustrated that having invested emotionally and financially into going into the travel industry just before the virus struck its going to be a long time before I see any sort of benefits materialise. Furthermore, I miss watching sport a great deal as its a release from the norm of life and so cannot wait for that to return which will mean hopefully normality is on its way as well. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "Sad and fed up, we could've had a much shorter lockdown if we had of just respected it after seeing what happened in Europe, Italy especially, instead we had a year long lockdown and its depressing, government has failed us and now, even though I was working during it, I will have to pay more taxes and lose more money because of their furlough scheme. Just sad how rough the next year will be for everyone when everyone but us somehow didn't see it coming, closing international flights and letting people in the country took forever to stop which was a joke."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel more anxious since Boris has been hospitalised. I feel like this situation could have been avoided if stricter practices were adhered to in China. It feels like authorities knew that this could and would happen but for some reason we didn\u2019t prevent it happening. I understand that this was a difficult situation to handle but I am now fearful that this could easily happen again in the future and have we learnt if changed anything? Will the country recover from this? A lot of questions to be answered but only the future will tell us the answers."}, {"index": 4, "context": "i feel sad that there is a current lockdown and so cannot move around. or go dancing, eating, doing sports with friends and general socialisation is hindered. it is also annoying that university is online and companies aren't hiring as much as before. i am also abit anxious about the covid vaccines and how safe they really are. it is a bit worrisome that is came out under a year when normally putting a new drug into the market takes up to a decade. my finances have been affected by covid and theres not a-lot i can do about it. i also have to study under this conditions which is not ideal. its hard finding motivation to study and do my lectures. exams are fast approaching and i barely know what is going on. i have failed to prioritise and manage my time wisely. not because i don't know how to do that but more to do with lack of motivation. i am also so worried about doing loads of things that i just lie down still and watch a tv show unable to do anything. this isn't new to me but i had a system in place to counteract this which includes going into university to study on campus or at my local library."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I have never felt to anxious ever. I suffer with mild anxiety but nothing major. I had my first ever panic attack. It was awful. I\u2019m currently a university student and am I\u2019m my final year so this all happening now has really hit me. I miss my friends, boyfriend and other family members. I can\u2019t wait for things to go back to normal cause I don\u2019t know how long I can take this. My nan and granddad are stuck in complete lockdown in Cyprus and that upsets me everyday. I just want to go out there and see them. My boyfriend is currently home from uni and all I want to do is see him but we can\u2019t. We miss each other so much but it\u2019s too risky to see each due to him having his nan live with him. We also have a holiday booked in June which I was so looking forward to, I\u2019m honestly gutted. I keep looking at what I was doing last year and I was just a more happy person "}, {"index": 6, "context": "There feels like for the first time a light at the end of the tunnel. But the effects that it has had are going to be long lasting from education and peoples money situation from not being able to work to mental health. \nI do hope soon that normal life can be resumed as long as there is no longer a threat to people.\nI feel better about the situation as a whole as the vaccinations are ramping up and soon normality will be slowly resumed. I am grateful that I have been able to continue to work through this time and am lucky that my life hasn't been too affected."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I\u2019m scared that someone I or someone I love will be affected by coronavirus. Our family financial situation is in turmoil, and that makes me anxious. I get annoyed by people who aren\u2019t taking it seriously. I\u2019m not sure that there\u2019s any real way to stop the coronavirus and I worry that we\u2019re going to be left in a situation where everyone has to catch it and they either get over it or they don\u2019t. Mostly, I\u2019m a knot of fear and anxiety, and it feels like things will never go back the way they were. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "At the moment my anxiety of the uncertain is causing my mental health anxiety and depression to flair up quite badly. The fact that people on the frontline are working with very little PPE is worrying for their lives and also disgusting when it comes to the underfunding of the NHS which has caused the lack of preparations for this pandemic which we could see was coming a mile off. I am thankful for community and friends pulling together to help one another out and make it as painless as possible, but I am angry that the politicians did not take earlier steps to shut down the country before it grew to the level it is now at. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "Annoyed at the timing as I am recently self employed but and slightly anxious about effects on work but otherwise fine. As I am a landscaper and gardener it is just like a less busy period over winter etc. Looking forward to returning to normal but slightly concerned at missing my peak income over the spring and summer period. Also slight concern for more vulnerable members of my family. Currently mostly self isolating but still working as I am able to work alone with no contact with many of my customers. Have stopped any work that does or would contain direct contact. Going on a walk on days I am not working in an attempt to stay fit but during lockdown eating seems to be a go to because of boredom."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel more positive about the situation now that so many people have been vaccinated. I personally have not been, so I still feel anxious about going out. I am appalled by the way the government has \"\"handled\"\" this crisis, which makes me angry. I feel very sad that so many people have died unnecessarily.\n\nI am looking forward to returning to work, but hope to have the vaccine before that happens.\n\nI think that the government should tread very carefully so that we don't end up with another lockdown later in the year."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel that this was a man made disease, I have no compassion, my anger is great, but least the animals hopefully will be ok , had to rush my dog to the vets today , she has to have an operation tonight, I can't stay due to regulations , my daughter is off school, I'm worried for the children, depression, not socialising , worried for my eldest , works in a pharmacy , not to wear PPE unless in contact , worried for my elder son , required to work , worried for my mum, she doesn't access internet , she's high risk, but no help available , her doctors surgery in not empithetic , oh I have a long list but doubt if this data will go far "}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am feeling particularly anxious at the present moment at the prospect of having to shop for groceries tomorrow. I have tried to get an online delivery and can't and that is frustrating. I have chronic health challenges and don't feel good about going into a store around more people than I have been around in a fortnight. It is scary and intimidating. I don't like shopping in store at the best of times and this feels intense. I resent the people panic buying and making everything so much harder than it needs to be."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel anxious about when this will end. I am worried about family members and miss spending time with them. I am upset about having to stop fertility treatment due to the outbreak and have no idea when it can start up again. It is already such an upsetting process over which you have no control and lots of long waits. I have problems with anxiety anyway and exercise and spending time outdoors in the countryside are the best things that help with this. I find it frustrating that my ability to do the things that keep me well are being affected."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I have gotten used to the Coronavirus situation. I've made the best of a bad situation. Hopefully it'll be less restrictive soon and we can all start relaxing and enjoying life a bit more, rather than just trying to get through it. I am nervous about being made to go back to working in an office. I prefer working from home - it's been one of the few good things to come out of coronavirus and lockdown. I hope it stays around once lockdown has been lifted. It's been brought but I have made the best of the poor situation."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am feeling very anxious about the corona situation. I am feeling very angry and frustrated at people's selfish behaviour and anxiety about the future. As I am vulnerable and cannot be vaccinated at the moment, I'm really scared about the future as I think people will stop caring at all about social distancing and face coverings as soon as they are vaccinated, not considering those of use who are vulnerable but cannot be vaccinated. It is a very scary time and I don't know what the future holds apart from more shielding and isolation and anxiety."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I have just found out that even though 80 percent of my workforce has been furloughed. I have not been chosen. This means I have still got a number of months unsure of my rostering, unable to plan or get a second job. I feel that my colleagues who have been furloughed are less anxious and also will be financially better off. I am getting bored and frustrated at home but also anxious how we are going to emerge out of this at the other end. This seems a distant future. Regards catching the virus I am not too worried as I feel I am relatively strong and healthy and have been maintaining a healthy amount of exercise and eating well to keep my immune system strong. I am missing physical interactions with people."}, {"index": 17, "context": "Worried about the government response especially now Boris johnson is in intensive care and unable to lead the country. Nurses and medics are dying and there is not enough personal protection equipment to keep staff safe. I feel quite anxious and stressed about the future and the impact on my family particularly my children who are in their twenties.\nMy elderly mother and my father in law are both self isolating and they are lonely and no real idea how this will end. The ecomonic impacts will be felt for a long time after the pandemic has passed. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "Uncertain, anxious and scared. Angry that this happened and worried for my own health as well as my family. \nAnxious to even go out for essentials as you do not know who has it and who does not. These people may not know they have it but are spreading this virus by not keeping to the government guidelines.\nAngry that some people in my country are not sticking to guidelines and will make this lockdown last for longer.\nAlso agitated. Being stuck in every day and not having my usual routine. \nUncertain on when this will end, if my job will be safe after it all, if the economy will recover from this."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Worried about the amount of people who will die from this. I am also worried as I am emotional eater and obviously going to the shops is much harder. I'm struggling to keep going. I'm worried for particular family members about their health and am trying my best to keep everyone healthy. I am also worried about my university exams as everything in my final year has now been cancelled and changed, it all feels very strange. I constantly feel like I'm on edge and my tummy feels weird. I feel a little bit more chilled in another way as there is no more pressure to socialise or anything and I find that I am anxious a lot to see people anyway, now I dont have that pressure or have to make up excuses to friends."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am angry at people who are not following the guidelines and I feel that it is putting me at risk more as I have to leave the house for essentials etc. I am worried then that I am putting my family at risk after coming home from shopping! If everyone followed the rules then we would be able to get back to normal faster than if they don't. I feel that things might also get a lot worse before they get better and it scares me. I am scared that my work will dry up and I will be made redundant after this all goes away too. It will be a scary few months ."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel anxious about what this means for my birth plans. I was planning a home birth in 8 weeks but it is now unclear whether that will go ahead. I\u2019m also trying to work full time while looking after a toddler which is very difficult. The most difficult part is the uncertainty. If we knew when this would all be over, I and other people would feel much more positive about the situation. I am trying to find the positives in general - I am getting to spend more time with my son and my husband which is lovely. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I'm still anxious. Many people behave like they are fine with the situation, but circumstances are still the same. Deadly virus is flying around. We are not vaccinated, vaccine is not working in 100 percent, virus have more and more variants, so nothing really changed. I'm frustrated, have enough and I worry a lot. I would like this to be over and I'm angry, because it could be of people would behave and have some common sense. I'm also frustrated, because I see many people (online) that are denying the virus, it's possible outcome or vaccination program. I'm sad that there is so many things that we cannot do or miss out."}, {"index": 23, "context": "Disgust at the number of people flouting the social distancing ban. Also disgusted by people abusing key workers and especially angry at the individuals who find it necessary to spit at others and inflict fear that they\u2019ve been infected. \nWorry for my family who some are in the very vulnerable and vulnerable categories. Also worry with ensuring they have the necessary food for their 12 week isolation. \nSadness at the number of deaths so far and the likelihood it will get worse before it gets better. \nHope that the numerous research departments will develop a vaccine or treatment. Hope to participate in a clinical trial and assist in this too. \n\n"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am feeling very anxious and concerned about the future. I feel sad about missing out on the end of my uni year, about not being able to see family and friends especially my boyfriend. Staying in lockdown is hard but is a good thing for us to do, it just is taking some getting used to. I am also stressed about my university work i have to complete. I have to do online exams but I am finding it extremely hard to concentrate. I am happy to be able to do my part for the NHS and all the essential workers in the country. That gives me some hope about how the country is sticking together and community is thriving."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel utterly drained by the situation and can still no real end of it all. I am angry at those who think they can carry on and ignore the rules, they are selfish and I'm fed up of them all. If everyone worked together maybe we could have already ended this! I wish the world was as it was and I'm so sad that I can't see my family at the moment as I miss them so much and it has been so long since I saw them last. It just gets me down and the anxiety I've been feeling has been off the charts, I no longer sleep properly which in itself is highly frustrating."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel like we are approaching the peak of the virus. I am usually a worrier and experience much anxiety on a daily basis. However, in the last few weeks my mental health has improved massively. I do not see the point in worrying about this - I am doing all I can to keep myself and my family safe and feel confident that other family members and friends are doing likewise. This knowledge relaxes me.\n\nMy sleep has been mildly disrupted but I presume this is due to my daily routine being less active. I am happy to have lost weight due to takeaways being closed. I allow myself to look at the news once a day. I feel sad for those who have lost their life. Then I move on and do something else. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am worried for the implications this will have for us as a community and our families when it is over. I worry how long it will affect our lives for and how much it could possibly mutate and be a even bigger problem. I am thankful for my family Blaine able to keep safe at home despite being a key worker who is still open to infection. I do wonder why it took so long for our lockdown to happen and why more stringent measures haven\u2019t been taken to prevent it spreading further, although it would be difficult to do it is definitely what the country needs."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am worried about many things because of covid. my university texans begin in one months time and it has to be all online which worries me because i don\u2019t feel like i have been getting the best quality of education with online school. my parents are now vaccinated but i still am not so i am still very cautious whenever i go to work or go outside. many customer that i interact with at work do not wear masks or follow the sociall distancing guidelines and it really annoys me. i feel like covid has made me a lot more reclusive because i don\u2019t se my friends. i am always tired and bored about being indoors."}, {"index": 29, "context": "At this moment in time I feel annoyed because many people are ignoring the Quarantine rules despite knowing the consequences. They are going to their friend's houses, going to public parks and socialising and not taking anybody else into consideration. By doing this they are putting the rest of us at risk. I feel like the current lock down will be extended because of people's inability to follow simple rules.\nI also feel worried because many people are dying from the disease. Quite a few people's parents are dying and I find this worrying and upsetting. The fact that people have to dies a lonely death is quite disturbing.\n\nLastly, I feel rather isolated. I am staying with people, but it would be nice to see my friends. Facetime and Houseparty will have to do for the mean time."}, {"index": 30, "context": "Worried about my own wellbeing and the wellbeing of my family and friends,\nWorried that I cannot go seek medical attention for other issues as I face an increased danger of contracting the virus if I go to these places.\nCan't leave the house as I'm severely asthmatic and genuinely feel as though I may die.\nHaven't left the house since March 22nd, and I'm worried about how long I will be inside with limited sources for food and supplies.\nWorried how my job and the economy will be affected after this."}, {"index": 31, "context": "The Corona situation is worrying me and causing me to be anxious. I am worried about my family who are mostly keyworkers and therefore have to be out and about on the frontlines And thankful that I am able to work from home during this situation and know that my young daughter is safe in the house and we have everything we need right now. In regards to shopping and utilities and general home stuff. I don't have to worry too much about myself but I worry about others. I am anxious over how long this situation will last in the UK and what the follow on effect will be for the world as we know it"}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel frustrated from people not listening to the government advice and putting everyone else at risk. As someone with asthma, I\u2019m also quite anxious when I do have to leave the house as I\u2019m worried that people aren\u2019t following the 2m guidelines. While at home I\u2019m quite relaxed, as I have three other housemates so we\u2019re keeping each other entertained. Being limited to my flat for the most part is fine, but can get frustrating. I feel that the news is sometimes helpful, but in other ways in exacerbating they anxious feelings as it seems relentless and often makes assumptions on where the death toll will be in days instead of based on real facts."}], "length": 4841} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Calm about the situation although as a key work, i have anxiety about catching the virus. We have a holiday booked so anxious on what will happen with that and that all friends and family stay safe and well. \nWe are staying up to date everyday with the news reports and are hoping that as a nation and globally we can fight through it. \nThere is anger towards the potential news that this started either bu the government or an accidental lab leak in china. Causing issues all over the world with not only a physical impact on health but financially for all services and sectors. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel extremely paranoid that I will get corona.\nI'm doing everything in my power to stay indoors.\nI wipe every item that comes into my house.\nI want it to be over I fear for my life an my family n friends\nMy anxiety levels are high, an I cant sleep at night, I also have no desire to do anything at all around the house.\nI watch an read social media, and that doesnt help at all.\nI also worry alot about my financial situation.\nI have plans that have been ruined now, an I solely blame Asia for eating anything that moves and those markets are horrendous an need losing immediately "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I recently received my covid-19 vaccine so my anxiety has reduced somewhat about contracting covid however i know that this is still possible. my dad has terminal cancer and i am a front line worker so i still have a lot of anxiety around passing something to my dad. all our immediate family received the vaccine and are looking forward to our second dose to further boost our immune systems. i am cautious about coming out of lockdown as not everybody adheres to restrictions and social distancing and it feels early to be opening everything back up again"}, {"index": 3, "context": "Will be more hopeful when had vaccinations. Still too many idiots ignoring rules. Anxiety that new strains may lower effectiveness of vaccine. Concerns about employment in future if the economy does not recover sufficiently from the lockdowns or another lockdown is needed. Think covid will be with us for many years to come. We will probably require annual vaccination, and risks will get higher like the flu as I get older. Not sure the government could afford to bail out the economy again if new strains mean another lockdown."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am feeling very worried and anxious about the whole situation, from the immediacy of my family, or myself, catching the virus and dying, through to the longer term impacts on the economy and the well-being of my family (such as access to work, education, being able to maintain our rented home, accessing food etc). Its made me so bad I am chronically hyperventilating with anxiety, which makes me more anxious :( I just want my life to go back to where it was, as i felt that we were just getting our life on track. I worry that i will lose my work, and end up with no money to pay for our home, our food and that will mean my kids suffer, and i dont want that."}, {"index": 5, "context": "There's a slight sense of worry since there's a suspicion that this might not be a one time thing. The virus could mutate and come back even worse on a seasonal basis. Overall though I think it's likely there will be a vaccine within a year or so. It will be interesting to see how all of this social distancing influences behaviour once it is all over, and how easy it will be to return to normal. It might also be interesting to see how long this will take. I can't imagine a world where everything is back to normal any time soon. Some unsavoury characters might even tryo to take advantage of the situation."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I recently got vaccinated with the AstraZeneca vaccine. I am feeling more comfortable at the moment and at ease from experiencing friends and relatives contracting COVID-19 and them only having minor symptoms at worst. The vaccine is giving me some aches and pains and a fever, but otherwise I am fine. However, other people who have had the vaccine have been a little worse off which is quite disturbing.\n\nI believe that this will likely not be the last lockdown we have. I am frustrated at anti-vaxxers and people who do not take the pandemic seriously."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel a constant state of semi-anxiety and dread. It is difficult for me to relax normally so everything is more heightened. I\u2019m tired as I have trouble sleeping. I often feel anxious about the future and when I will next see my sister, boyfriend and go back to work. I\u2019m worried about my family\u2019s finances during all of this. I currently feel calmer than I did a couple of weeks ago, less physical symptoms of stress, ever since my workplace assured me of having full pay and working from home. Having that stability has made me feel slightly better than before "}, {"index": 8, "context": "Anxious and concerned for family members of whom are more at risk than myself, their health is a large cause of concern. Additional stress has been added to everyday life as isolation leads to feeling restricted, it feels almost dirty to think of going for a walk in the park which would have been benign weeks ago.\n\nI am mainly worried about what the future holds and frustrated at the severe negligence that caused these circumstances to begin with. To that point i am angry.\n\nDays blend together with no strict boundaries between activities and lethargy sets in quickly, in terms of some of the aspects this survey probed, i feel little expression in terms of desire or happiness as my feelings and motivations turn to apathy."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I\u2019m worried for my family in they getting corona and are taken very ill. My husband is a key worker and I\u2019m worried about him going to work each day. I\u2019m concerned about what will happen when this ends. I\u2019m unsure about when this will end and how people will come with going out again. I miss my family and friends and about keeping everyone safe. I enjoy my time with my family being so close and being able to play games with them and go on walks and runs and hope that this doesn\u2019t change as this would increase my anxiety further. I feel very lucky to have a safe house."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am anxious about the future. I feel there needs to a full lock down to make people take the threat seriously. I am angry at the people who are choosing not to social distance and sad about the people who have lost their lives, their friends and family and people of the NHS who are working through this.\nI am trying to remain positive by focusing on how I can use my time now to focus on a better future by studying more. I am sad that I have friends who are suffering with mental health at this time.\n"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel a general fear of the the future and uncertainty at how long things will take to get back to some kind of normality. I also feel frustrated at being stuck inside, but I know it's for the greater good. I also do feel connected to people and it's some sense of comfort that the whole world is in this together and pulling together to get through this tough time. There is a lot of uncertainty at this moment in time, and although I know we will get through this, it\u2019s scary to see what the world will look like on the other side. It\u2019s tough to know that things will probably get worse before they get better and this may take some time. Sometimes when you are a few weeks behind the scale of the issue in some countries, you read the news in that country and it can be scary to think that it may be quite like this in my country. Also there is the uncertainty of not knowing what the government will do and how much limitations they will place on us. It is a strange way to be living right now with having to plan each meal, and when to go the shops and how to go the shop to buy provisions at quieter times and to try and avoid any crowds. I also worry about my family and friends who are all quite a long way away from me, and there is a sense of powerlessness that I feel sometimes. This is all quite negative but on the flip side there is opportunity in this in that I can try and work on self development and to put things into perspective and to realise that the fast paced lifestyle that we all lead is actually not the best way to live and in the future once we get through this hopefully people will put things into some sort of perspective and realise that there are more important things in life. It\u2019s also interesting to see how nature is taking a big breather from the impact we as humans have on the world and if there are no flights, factories shut, and less people consuming energy without reason then there could be a positive impact on nature and global warming, which at least would be a good by product from this uncertain and depressing times. Hopefully this will end and people will get used to the new normality but we can be more positive and open to each other and pool together globally for the better. The other scary side product of this is the impact on the financial world, and I think that this may be further reaching and be quite tough. This does worry me to as I don\u2019t know how it will affect me personally and also in the environment around me. All in all it is a strange potential turning point in human history and something that will be talked about for years to come."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Last year, coronavirus was something new. No one knew much about it and it was scary the way it spread throughout the world. \nAt present, we have loads of information and loads of research being done which has decreased my fear of it. However, I feel sad when I think of the lives lost and how much the economy has been affected because we were not fast enough to stop it spreading. I feel like the coronavirus is going to be like the flu situation where we would have to get yearly vaccinations to stay healthy."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Extremely anxious about the short term and long term future. Very worried about health and friends and family. Feeling lonely and isolated and struggling to work from home. Unable to see how the nation will get out of lockdown as this seems to be something that governments across the world ate do not agree on. Feeling overwhelmed by the conflicting information coming from the government and scientists. Feeling angry that the government seems to have reacted quite slowly to the situation, and that the messages to the public weren\u2019t clear enough at the beginning. Feeling angry at those members of the public who are not abiding by the lockdown rules as this will mean the situation will last even longer. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am concerned that I will be unable to get the supplies I need from the supermarket and with the current restrictions of being unable to go with someone else my anxiety is becoming a problem as I can struggle in public on my own, particularly during more difficult situations.\nI am also concerned for my own health, as I have asthma so am somewhat more susceptible to more severe effects, but due to my young age people do not consider it that I might need help getting food and supplies.\nI also feel like the government are not providing enough help, yet are still insisting these fairly strict restrictions."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am feeling more relaxed than normal as people are being vaccinated, myself included, and i am safe at home and able to protect myself - I am shielding. On the whole, numbers are reducing at the moment, but i am concerned about returning to normal life. mostly i worry about interacting with people again as I am anxious, i worry about my routine as I currently don't have one if im honest, and addressing my ever-increasing work load which I have been ignoring due to lack of motivation is worrying me. I started a new job in the pandemic so haven't met colleagues yet and it is hard to gauge expectations over email"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel very tired and exhausted from the current covid-19 situation as it has been going on for a year now. I still feel very anxious about the uncertainty of the future and the months and year to come. I also feel angry that the government has not done more to support the people that need it during the pandemic. I also feel a strong longing and desire to finally do normal things again like seeing/visiting friends and family once covid-19 restrictions are lifted. I want to return to normality without having the constant worry of covid."}, {"index": 17, "context": "Missing my family who I have not seen in 16 months as they stay far away. This is affecting my mental health. But also enjoying more time with my 5 year old son. Upset at the things he can't do that he loves such as swimming and soft play but he is enjoying more time outdoors riding his bike going to the park etc. Worried about catching covid even though I have had the vaccine as I am a key worker and could pass it onto vulnerable people I support if I did not have symptoms. Looking forward to doing simple things like meeting friends for lunch. There are pros and cons to the lockdown"}, {"index": 18, "context": "Constantly worried about it all. Also extremely fed up and depressed with the whole situation. There must be more to the whole scenario and situation than this. The government are useless and do not know what they are doing when it comes to the corona virus situation which is absolutely diabolical. I am absolutely livid with the whole situation. \nI would like to end this with saying that the world has gone absolutely mad. People are so inconsiderate and they do not give any support for anyone else."}, {"index": 19, "context": "While still generally anxious about the situation, at this very moment I feel relatively calm. I have been very up and down during lockdown and can go from feeling OK in the morning to very worried, sad or anxious by the afternoon. I read about some nurses and a surgeon who died this morning and that made me feel really sad and worried for staff that are on the front line. I have periods of extreme worry about older relatives but don't worry so much about me or my husband getting it. I have been angry about people who are flouting the rules. I find the whole thing very surreal."}, {"index": 20, "context": "Im not so worried that i will get the virus my big worry is that as a sufferer of borderline personality disorder, dissociative identity disorder, anxiety and depression and being confined to a small room im cut off from my support network and fear i will never recover from the mental cost. I do have a few friends that are immundo suppressed but they are completely isolating so im not really worried about them.\nI feel on the whole as a country we will get through the crisis eventually and recover from its effects eventually."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel concerned about the lack of knowledge and unknown about the virus. I worry that someone I know might get very poorly and I\u2019m stressed out with my job as a key worker. I\u2019m worried that my daughter is still attending school due to my job. I\u2019m also worried about the financial impacts that this could have on my work, as well as my family and friends. Particularly those that are self employed. my stress levels have reduced in the last week compared to how they were previously. I\u2019m enjoying spending time indoors with my family but it is hard to explain the current situation to my 5 year old & she keeps asking me when the virus is going to go away. I\u2019m disappointed that my auntie who lives in Norway hasn\u2019t been able to come visit but most importantly I want everyone to stay safe."}, {"index": 22, "context": "it's getting better but we're now over a year into this and a lot of things haven't really changed. i understand lockdown is important but it's still difficult to have motivation to do anything when the country is essentially turned off at the mains. Isolation is hard to deal with over a long period of time and things you'd like to do but arent allowed to do is frustrating. I'm very much looking forward to when things get back to normal or close to what once was the norm. I also hope a lot of lessons were learnt from this. I feel like we could have avoided such a long time in lockdown if things were done differently at the start."}, {"index": 23, "context": "The unknown of it all is quite disconcerting and I really miss seeing my loved ones which has led me to feel more down than I usually would. I also have a loved one in the high risk group leading to greater worry. I do feel very fortunate though as I have a lovely garden to get some fresh air in an outside space and I'm making good use of online contact which punctuates the days and weeks with some valuable communication. I'm fairly productive at home and getting a range of tasks done, so feeling a reasonable sense of purpose and enjoying a short walk in my local area most days. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am concerned for the vulnerable people in my family and local community and about how long it will last. I am proud and happy about the sefless work that many people have put into keeping people safe. I am anxious about the affect social distancing will have on people and that isolation will cause alot of sadness, Not being able to go out is putting stress on me and my partner as we do not have a lot of space so we are getting on each others nerves more than normal. this is a few sentences I dont now what else you want?\n"}, {"index": 25, "context": "In the country where I live the government have set out a plan for the next few months as to how we will ease out of lockdown which I feel is unrealistic. I am concerned about the potential uproar if the government does not stick to this but more concerned about another potential spike in cases if they do decide to go ahead with the plan. I do not believe the vaccine will be as effective as people are hoping - I am hopeful that it will bring us positive results and believe everyone should be vaccinated but I don't think it should mean we try to rush back to normal life too soon."}], "length": 3977} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Im feeling a combination of anxiety and fear for my loved ones. Im also angry that reckless people allowed this to happen to spread in the way that it has. Im also annoyed that I had to cancel my holiday and will spend my 40th birthday in lockdown, though I feel guilty by being annoyed by such a trivial thing. Im angry that China have reopened the wet markets even this is likely to have been the source of the virus. Im also worried that governments will push through all manner of draconian measures on the back of this once things calm down."}, {"index": 1, "context": "just want it to be over with so can start seeing live music again and meeting up on dates with guys!\nmy mental health has been suffering a lot recently as I have Borderline Personality Disorder, as well as other things and its bringing me down being isolated, alone and having rules forced upon me.\nmasks are getting annoying again and people dont seem to be distancing as much, so i think others feel the same as me\n\njust want it to be over with so can start seeing live music again and meeting up on dates with guys!\nmy mental health has been suffering a lot recently as I have Borderline Personality Disorder, as well as other things and its bringing me down being isolated, alone and having rules forced upon me.\nmasks are getting annoying again and people dont seem to be distancing as much, so i think others feel the same as me"}, {"index": 2, "context": "i feel anxious as we dont now what is going on, as well as that, lockdown is mentally draining and i want it to all go back to how it was previously. i also feel anger to the people that arent following the lockdown rules as the quicker they follow the faster were out of it all hopefully. i also miss my friends :( but this experience also allowed me to discover my old passions once again. And has allowed me to get closer with my family even though its starting to be annoying. but it has also taught me that i am very fortunate as to where i live who i lve with etc because for some, this time is horrible\n\nidk if this is the end of the survey but stay safe and stay indoors :)"}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am concerned about how the UK government is dealing with things. They do not inspire confidence. They have been slow to respond, have got things wrong, didn't take it seriously early enough, etc. I have no confidence in them. I'm quite enjoying lockdown though as I have so much more time and have been able to jobs around the house and the garden which is nice. I feel more in control at home, but am concerned when I venture out because other people are more unpredicable and the government hasn't locked down enough so the disease is still spreading."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am anxious about the relaxing of restrictions, which were announced by the UK government a few weeks ago, particularly because they seem to be very quick and people are planning large events as if the past year hasn't happened. I'm scared that we will end up back in lockdown over winter because everything is thrown out of the window for the summer. \nSince last taking the survey a number of family members have had coronavirus and been very ill and I am still very cautious when I leave the house, which is having an impact on my mental health."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am hoping that the rate doesnt go up as soon as the children go back to school. I am worried that they will see that the vaccine doesnt work as well as they think it does. I am not sure how long it will be until I am prepared to go back to the life I had before as I am still scared of catching covid. \nThere will be another lockdown son. They keep lifting measures too soon. They listen to the public instead of us listenijg to them. Other countries are much more strict and getting better results. We should have a full tough lockdown."}, {"index": 6, "context": "It makes me feel ibcredibly ubcertain about the future, both job, health and relationship wise.\n\nMy job has been paying me 60% less for the coming months, I feel unsafe going outside and feel a little stuck inside.\n\nOverall I am very anxious and afraid of what will happen as I have just read there are over a million cases worldwide now, with 69 thousand deaths.\n\nThe UK seems to be doing as much as they can, but I don't think this is enough, there should be a lockdown happening to keep this from spreading as soon aa possible."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel a bit anxious about the Coronavirus situation because I'm worried about older members of the family such as my mother who is nearly 90. I'm happy about the lock down to reduce the likelihood of infection. I don't think it is too much of a hassle if it works. I have been a bit obsessive with the news - I've even watched the Orange Oaf's update from the USA on the BBC website when he shows what a ghastly human being he is. I do get irritated with stories of people visiting the beach, etc. on the weekends."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I\u2019m very anxious about the current situation. I want to see if the lockdown has had any effect in reducing the number of cases and deaths, but don\u2019t want to get my hopes up yet. It isn\u2019t clear if the day on day reductions will lead to any actual trend, and I\u2019m not sure when we would expect to know if the measures have worked. I think that people are getting fed up with the lockdown and there will be increasing civil disorder if the situation doesn\u2019t seem to be improving. On the other hand, I\u2019m truly horrified by the authoritarian streak that has been revealed in many people, and am disgusted at the way that rather than promoting community understanding some individuals are calling for people to be shot in the street for going for a walk. I\u2019m looking forward to when I don\u2019t have to work from home any more and I can do normal things like see my sister and my mum, and my friends. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel anxious and concerned now that the first two weeks of full isolation have ended. The newness has worn off and I now worry about how myself and society will proceed to cope with what may be months more of isolation and suspended life. I worry that there's no end in sight and that there will continue to be many more deaths and potentially disastrous consequences for the economy and employment.\n\nHaving to continue to work in an already stressful job is concerning to me, as I worry about what long-term effects this will have on my mental health. If there was an endpoint to this, then I might be able to grit my teeth and get through it. But with the unknown that this may go on for months or the rest of 2020, it's hard to live in that unknown and perpetually stressed state of mind."}, {"index": 10, "context": "Mainly, I feel worried at the moment. Worried about how long the outbreak will last, and the associated health risks for myself, my family and friends. Also i am worried about the economy and personally, my own job security. The longer this situation continues, the more worrying it is, as I think the economic impact will take longer to recover from. For example, it it continues for the next three to six months, I think that it will take the country and the economy at least as long again to fully recover from it. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel as though I am experiencing Deja vu. we have been in this exact position before with everything opening up far too quickly, and the persistence of the new variants run a very real risk of rendering the vaccines at least less effective, if not completely useless. I currently have the virus, and although I have been very lucky to only experience mild symptoms I'm so angry that I contracted it in spite of only leaving the house to shop for groceries or to go for a walk by myself in over 3 months. Watching people continue to flout the rules and not get the disease is infuriating while I 'did everything right' and still wound up getting it."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel uncertain. There is the potential for things to be much worse if people don't follow guidelines and guidance. I expect I will feel even more negative if and when someone I personally know becomes affected. I like to go on my daily exercise and I will be disappointed if this is taken from me due to the ignorance and arrogance of others. I watch each day's briefing and keep up with the daily figures but I try not to look too much into things as it just makes me more anxious. I feel for people who have less stable jobs than myself (or who are unable to work from home) as they will suffer more severe financial consequences than I. I am lucky that I have a supportive family to support me in these times even though I am sad I am unable to see my girlfriend."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel let down by my employers who are failing to provide sufficient PPE. I am a Police Officer, so don't have the option to stay at home. I feel nervous that I will contract the virus and bring it home to my pregnant wife and child. I am fed up of not being able to see my wider family, and I am fed up at not being able to do the things I normally enjoy doing, like training at the gym, and meeting friends. I feel hatred toward those who flout the rules and think that they can carry on as normal."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I do not find the isolation difficult. I am one of those people that does not mind my own company. It won't last forever. I do like to sit outside a cafe and watch the world go by, but I can wait. I worry about my partner who goes out to work every day in a nursing home. He has diabetes and has had angina. Fingers crossed. We have Mums, both aged 92. They are staying in of course. Getting an online grocery shop is the most frustrating aspect. But I usually get there in the end. I just wish people would obey the rules and then we might get through this quicker. All in all, it's something we just have to get through. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I had a vaccination this week and I fell less anxious about coronavirus. Overall, 2 days after the vaccination, I don\u2019t feel well; my arm hurts and I have experienced head ache all day. I will isolate for a further 3 weeks until I feel more secure. I am totally fed up with being in lockdown. I miss my family and there is little joy in life. The biggest part of my day leaves me suffering acute boredom, I haven\u2019t enough to do and I tend to snack far too much. I feel more hopeful for life after lockdown and feel the government has produced a sensible road map out of this situation."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am concerned for my family members and more vulnerable people I know, less concerned for myself. I know that I am lucky being able to work from home. I am concerned about what this will do to the NHS. I am finding the lockdown fine but concerned if daily exercise is stopped this may no longer be the case. I am very annoyed at those who are constantly flouting the rules. A few people not following the rules means that the whole country will have to suffer. Seeing people sat in parks etc is very annoying and I am glad the police are taking it seriously. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "At the moment there are feelings of frustration and anxiety.\nFrustration because there are many things that I am unable to do, and have not been able to do for long time. When it is possible to do these things, everyone else will be doing them as well, which will make those activities less, or even unenjoyable!\nAnxiety is about people being given permission not to take precautions anymore and therefore acting dangerous and cavalier ways. \nI also worry for the young children who have been in \"\"lockdown\"\" for as long as they can remember, I am not sure what this will do to their brains."}, {"index": 18, "context": "i feel very worried , if a family member was to catch the virus i would be upset .it is a scary time .life is at a standstill at the moment life is not normal and everything is worrying. i worry about the effect it is having longterm on childrens education and social activities. the elderely have been isolated from familiy members for such a long time in care homes and there own homes. it is going to affect a lot of peoples mental health in the long term the economy is going to take a long time to recover maybe a lifetime of recovery"}, {"index": 19, "context": "Right now, I am quite angry. Angry at the government for the catastrophic failures which have caused untold suffering. Angry at 'people', I'm the one who gets disgusted looks for distancing around groups of older people gathered on town benches having a good old natter, whilst my husband is shielding. Angry at parents who think it's now OK to gather around the streets after school to have chat, blocking both routes away from the school. Mostly I'm angry at society... not ONCE have I seen examples of patience of others, understanding or a shred of decency, to be honest. I've been sworn at, shouted at, and on one occasion almost assaulted- all for following the rules.\nI have lost my faith in humanity."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel very anxious, not being able to do anything with my 2 children makes it that much worse. I feel stressed and I wish people would follow the guidelines, it is very frustrating. I am glad that none of my family have caught the virus so far but it is so scary that they could still possibly get it having to do daily things like walking their dogs, shopping for essentials etc. Although I am really angered and upset that I cannot visit any of my family due to the pandemic. It is very isolating and lonely having to stay in. I hope that this will end soon so we can go back to enjoying the world around us. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel anxious about going to the supermarket to get food. At the supermarket I feel on edge and hurried. I fee angry with people who are not following the \u201cstay at home unless necessary to leave the house\u201d advice, it is very frustrating to watch social media headlines about these people. I do feel great sadness about the current situation and for families who have lost their loved ones. I feeL admiration for the NHS staff and key workers who are giving everything they have to save lives and support those saving life\u2019s. However I do enjoy making the most of being at home with my child spending quality time together. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I'm anxious for myself and my family. I worry that if one were to contract this they or I would be all alone with no one around us for support and comfort. \n\nI'm angry that this was allowed to happen. I feel better measures should have been put in place to prevent this. \n\nI worry that if/when things 'get back to normal' that it could happen again! \n\nBeing at home all the time is becoming difficult. My 7 year old son hasn't left the house for a few weeks now and I feel for him not being able to go to school, see his friends and play. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "It\u2019s been three weeks since the lockdown now and my feelings were first despair and extreme anxiety about being in contact with an infected person with corona virus and also worrying about family members who don\u2019t live with me but have significant health problems. This week I\u2019m feeling very apprehensive about even going out to the shops so I\u2019m staying in and haven\u2019t left my flat in 14 days. I feel sad as I haven\u2019t in that time seen anyone, I feel isolated but trying to keep myself busy in this current situation. I also feel bored and depressed at the prospect of not having a job when this is all over, not being able to currently pay my rent, council tax and electricity bills that are late already. I\u2019m not so worried myself about catching this bug as I\u2019m healthy, "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I have had a good day homeworking (no homeschooling due to the Easter break, although still taking care of my children) and am getting the hang of this now. I deliberately did not watch today's briefing, although I did receive my \"\"Boris\"\" letter today. I just feel I need regular mental health breaks from the news to lessen my anxiety, and keep me productive in my roles at home, and work. I feel much better for it. \n\nSo today I feel more relaxed, less stressed, more acclimaticised, and safe and well in my home with my children. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel worried and anxious, more for family and friends than myself. I would feel very helpless if I couldn\u2019t be there for them. I worry for the front line staff doing a difficult job. I get angry at the business\u2019s refusing to close as they sell a couple of tools therefore count themselves as hardware for example, putting profits before staff. I am angry at the minority of people who are risking the liberties of the majority and annoyed that the government is refusing to ban outdoor activities when that maybe the only way. I am also worried every time I go the the supermarket and take every precaution I can to prevent infection but as an asthmatic I am slowly getting paranoid about it. I know this is going to take a long time to resolve but I worry about just how long this will take and what our lives will look like afterwards. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel very apprehensive about my future at this current time. I am currently furloughed from my work and don't frankly know if I will have a job to go back to, this in turn increases my anxiety over money, paying for things etc. The actual virus itself whilst being the cause of these issues seems to be the least serious of them at this time. I am complying with the government instructions by not going out unnecessarily but when you see people flagrantly ignoring the distancing rules it makes me angry because they will be the reason for this continuing longer."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel this is an abomination, and i am very displeased i cannot see my friends and family. I feel very saddened by the world falling apart. I feel very lonely and anxious about the whole situation and wish we knew what was happening next as it is unknown. I am back on my medication due to the anxiety it has caused me and fear for my family and loved ones. I really hope for a resolution to happen as i miss the humanity and way everyone was together, i miss human contact and second guessing what we all will be doing in months to come"}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel very anxious about what is going on and I miss seeing my family. I am worried that friends and members of my family may catch Coronavirus - especially the people most vulnerable and those people who are key workers. I don\u2019t feel confident that the government have this under control. I hope people are taking the lockdown seriously and are staying at home. I am looking forward to this being over. One positive is that I am glad I can spend more time at home with my immediate family and feel lucky in that respect."}, {"index": 29, "context": "i feel slightly relaxed, i have more time, but also more anxious bout the virus. i feel like it being dealt with in a good manner but it will still continue to get worse before it gets better. i feel scared as i live with an essental worker and we may be all at risk. although i do believe the government and society will come together and we will all defeat this together, im confident in this. i feel slight boredom being cooped up at the moment however, im running out of things to do and feel like im going insane "}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel incredibly hopeless. As a single person who is around an age when they really should be finding someone, it feels like wasted time. People who are in relationships and married at least have someone they can confide in during this situation. \n\nI wake up with a sense of resignation, knowing that I won't see anyone or do anything interesting. One of the only good things is that I can work from home and for me this is so much better. I don't have to worry about commuting, so I don't waste that extra time and money. I can now focus on hobbies such as learning languages."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel quite anxious and angry about the corona situation at the moment. It seems that it is getting worse over time and i'm afraid the economy will be severely effected resulting in jobs lost. I feel somewhat angry and disgusted at the people who choose to break lockdown rules and go outside in public in big groups not caring about the health and wellbeing of others and potentially spreading the virus making this whole situation last longer, the fact that they feel that because they are not likely be affected by the virus or in danger of it they can go outside is very selfish because it still spreads to those around them that are at risk."}], "length": 4666} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Worrying tImes as cannot see family. Some famIly members do not have the Internet and therefore are stranded and unable to keep in touch.\nScared of losing not only elderly family but also any family member or friend. This is taking so many lives.\nAnxiety is sky high. Currently working from home but fearful of even leaving the house. Scared of going near people, or people even getting close. Afraid of touching anything outside the house. Neighbours have been amazing by going shopping for us, but even the fear of cleaning the food packaging is hitting me, not knowing how many people have actually touched the packaging. \n Fearing loss of job and money. \nEverybody fearful of current situation. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel quite anxious and unsure of myself during this whole situation. As a university student I feel the government hasn\u2019t done enough to put measures in place to help us finish our courses so many of us are unsure as to what is going to happen. I also feel that not everybody understands how serious this situation is despite schools being closed and only essential services being open and continuing to run. It makes me angry that people are risking the lives of vulnerable and elderly people just so they can try and continue their lives as normal, which makes the quarantining that everybody else is doing obsolete. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am very worried that things are going to be opened way to quickly and way too soon and having had my father due from covid 2 months ago I don\u2019t want other families to have to go through the same grief process. People are thinking that the virus is finished and are already starting to break the guidelines and the children going back to school will only spread the virus again and as not enough people are vaccinated it will cause sadly further deaths. We should wait as much as possible before opening to preserve lives. Borders should be fully closed to prevent more variants coming into the country and there should be no exemptions to the guidelines at all and any people not complying should suffer the highest penalties."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel pretty worried about the situation at the moment- mostly because my job doesn't feel secure. My employer advised us all today that we might be at risk of job losses. We have already had our hours and our salary cut by 20%. I'm worried I could lose my job and what would happen if I did lose it. \n\nI also feel sad because a relative passed away and I am not able to fly to my hometown to be with my family. My grandma is also is hospital and my mum has been made redundant so I wish I could see them to support them. \n\nI have fear about any of my relatives getting this virus, and about catching it myself. \n\nI also feel concerned about the future and hate not having any visibility on how long this will all go on for. It makes me anxious not being able to go about my daily life as normal."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I'm pleased that no-one close to me has been badly affected by Covid. I'm now anxious that the promised vaccinations are forthcoming, both for myself and for my family. I am sure that issues with the economy will sort themselves out, even if this takes time. I am concerned about reports of a third wave being seen in Eastern / Central Europe, and wonder / hope that the vaccines will prove to be adequate if / when a third wave comes to the UK.\nI am curious if we will ever find out who was awarded a contract by the government during the crisis, and if all public money spent will be accounted for."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am more worried about the lasting effects to society and the economy than I am about catching the Corona virus. \nI am getting used to the new way of life and am happy staying home with my family. We have a garden and safe jobs and everything we need. I'm worried for people who don't have the same luxuries. \nMy kids are out of school and need things as a result of that. I'm stressed but trying my best to make sure we have everything we need. \nI'm tired of selfish people who don't follow the rules. I have told s lot of people off. \n\n"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel sad that our freedoms are curtailed, but also know it's for the best long term. I feel that all the working from home and changes to living standards might help to slightly reform our society for the better when this is done - I look forward to that happening. I also think the world is realising (as a result of the virus) that we share the planet with each other and with nature, in particular I'm loving how nature is reappearing in places all over the world. I try and look forward to events I have planned further down the year - but remain nervous that these might also get cancelled each passing week. I miss my friends and social experiences - especially heading out together and going for runs together.\n\nI support our governments approach - appreciating they've had a very tough line to tread between economic collapse and public health. It's economic collapse that actually worries me more than the virus itself - that will last far longer than a few months of lockdown!!! If that can be averted, potentially at the cost of a marginally worse public health outcome, I feel the country would be happier on the whole in the long run. (Sorry that's a bit of an extreme view I know!)"}, {"index": 7, "context": "The corona situation is very worrying. Personally I have underlying medical conditions which puts me at greater risk. I am however a key worker and while can work from home to some extent, my risks are increased by my job. As such my anxiety is high whenever I am forced to leave home for work. I believe a vaccine is months away and will have to live with this fear for a long time. See8ng all the deaths on tv is very upsetting so I try to avoid the news as muc( as possible. Seeing idiots ignoring the guidelines is also a source of extreme frustration."}, {"index": 8, "context": "i just feel it is all over the place things changing all the time and not to sure what to do . i live in a small county and when going for walks and stuff have to leave it to find nice places but according to rules that isnt allowed and never nowing what to do rights and wrongs. it all just effects my mental states had alot of problems with depression over the last year and with getting layed off right at the start due to being a temp worker its been a very hard and pressing year. really worryied about the future and wheather i can get a job at the end of this im in a very bad area already for this and feeling more like we are heading towards some Judge Dreadd sort of world"}, {"index": 9, "context": "At the moment I would say i have a level of anxiety and fear as I am a key worker. Anxious about going to work and possibly catching the virus and fearful i may pass it on if caught to family members. I wish people generally would take the situaton more seriously and follow the government guidelines. On my travels to work i see numerous people out and about, far too many to make the environment safe for everybody. The situation in supermarkets is somewhat better than in recent weeks, however deliveries are very scarce and understandably for vulnerable people only. However this means that more people who are not classed as vulnerable are descending on supermarkets which is not ideal and i have seen numerous queues to get in, where people are not practising social distancing. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I'm feeling a little more positive about things now that the rates are coming down and we're getting closer to getting back to something similar to normal. I'm anxious about the vaccines as I worry that they haven't had long enough to be tested properly and also that people seem to think it's a miracle cure and they can carry on as normal once they've had it, when this simply isn't the case. I'm also a little angry that some people don't seem to treat the situation seriously and don't follow guidelines and are therefore putting other people at risk"}, {"index": 11, "context": "Very anxious and what is going to happen, when we we are going to be let our, when can I see my family again. I have a young boy who is missing out on alot of things, learning new things and exploring new places he is really struggling with staying in, staying in a flat with no garden and only go for a walk once a day. He just does not understand, he doesnt undetanad that hes now allowed out. He is stressed anxious not sleeping properly because he doesnt get any fresh air or enough stimulation. I'm anxious he will get it or I will and then what will happen "}, {"index": 12, "context": "There is a lot of misinformation in social media and people believe it which is very frustrating, if people were more educated and properly understood and didn't believe this false information we would be in a much better position. The stay home guidance is effective in some areas but there are too many people flouting this for reasons not defined as exceptions and just leading their normal lives without realising they are going to make this worse for everyone with their selfish behaviour. I am concerned as I am severe risk if I catch COVID-19 and I am therefore taking all precautions I have to but simple things like getting an online delivery is challenging, supermarkets still say I haven't been recognised as vulnerable even though I have had letters and texts saying I am. I understand this is unprecedented but I do feel it could still be handled better."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel that the World as we know it is going to be a different place for a short time. I feel that over a space of time it will just be as it was before the Global Pandemic.. People will forget about the Community effort, sacrifices by front line staff and the importance of identified key workers as life gets back to normal for the majority. It will be like the collected sorrow when Diana died but long forgotten now except by a few. It has been good to watch the mighty scrutinised by the Country and found wanting and to stand and clap for those previously ignored."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am feeling very anxious and unsafe. I don't know what tomorrow will bring. I don't know if I will still have my job or not. I am worried if I am going to be able to pay for my rent and groceries in the upcoming months. I am axious and worried about how long will it take to everything go back to normal, if it ever will. I am scared about my older members of family, how they are going to survive. I am stressed when I will be able to visit my family abroad and how they will manage to live their lives. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "Quite anxious about returning back to work as a teacher. Hard to social distance in school and in contact with hundreds of students everyday. Disappointed with how the government have handled lockdown and the pandemic. I am also so used to life as it is now that I don\u2019t know how easily it will be to adjust and go back to normal life when restrictions are lifted. I feel sad about the situation but also anxious about the future. I have not yet found a permanent teaching role due to less jobs being advertised possibly due to the covid-19 pandemic"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel very anxious. I am in an at risk group and I can't leave my house for 12 weeks. I can't see my family and miss them terribly. It just feels at the moment that this is never going to end and the people still going out, sunbathing etc aren't helping and are making me angry. Above all, I just need to make sure that I don't get it as this could end up killing me. It gets more worrying every day with all of the deaths being announced. I am angry with China for causing this mess in the first place."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I'm still really concerned about covid. So much has happened this last year and so much loss. Covid is terrifying. I'm not in the first 9 categories and not sure when I will get the first vaccine. Until then I feel exposed. I rarely go out but my son is due back at school next week and I cannot keep him off for his sake. I think if I catch covid I will get really ill and worry I will leave my children with no mother. New variants worry me greatly and there have been some found in nearby postcodes to mine. It feels like we are so close yet so far and have been through so much."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel pretty depressed and my mood is low due to having to spend so much time cooped up at home. \n\nHowever I also feel a desire to help and play my part, and a sort of 'Blitz Spirit' that this is something we must all face together and get through. I worry for those close to me who are vulnerable to the virus, but accept that there is very little I can do directly to help them.\n\nI do feel a sense of anger and resentment at the irresponsibility of China, in so much as they create the perfect conditions for pathogens to transfer from animals to humans by eating bushmeat, and meat from unhygienic sources, and process and sell this meat in unsafe conditions such as wet markets. On top of this, the CCP have repeatedly and deliberately mislead the world and their own people about the number and rate of infections and deaths."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel that there is a lot of unknowns which is contributing to people\u2019s anxiety. I feel that the government are not in a position to answer many of these unknowns which is a contributing factor to anxieties. I am personally feeling very unmotivated in my day to day living. I feel it is difficult to maintain a routine with changes to work patterns etc which is having an impact on my mental health. I do not personally feel at high risk if I was the get coronavirus but I feel many people who are in the high risk category are being complacent in their daily actions which could result in them becoming seriously ill."}, {"index": 20, "context": "Anxiously waiting for my mum to be vaccinated. Once she has been vaccinated I will feel relaxed and hopeful for the easing of restrictions in the coming months where I begin meeting up with friends and going to the pub again. My dad was vaccinated last week so I was happy then as it was the first time it felt like it was coming to an end. I am also anxious about catching myself from one of my six housemates as I am currently living in the house share and they are not following the rules very well"}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel a lot of disgust and anger towards the government for its gross mishandling of the current situation. I fear that people will become complacent too soon with the children returning to schools despite the data showing that schools cause a massive rise in cases. I also feel slightly optimistic that we may be nearing a point where things can become more normal with the mass introduction of the vaccine, though I fear that if the June date isn't stuck to the country will become complacent on any measures."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I have realised the complexity of the situation we are in. I am in a high risk health group and was in hospital A & E last year on a nebuliser because of my asthma. I am very fearful of how the virus would affect me were I to catch it. I am too scared to go into supermarkets but can't get a delivery slot so sourcing food from small local businesses is difficult and expensive. I feel that once restrictions are eased infections and deaths will continue over a prolonged period of time and as such I feel that there will be a serious risk to my health for the foreseeable future. As a lone parent of a young son who has autism this is extremely worrying. I still don't think the majority of people appreciate how lengthy this battle is going to be."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I\u2019m feeling fairly relaxed about it all. I\u2019m not worried about potentially getting ill, but I am very annoyed about the UK government response. They have been so ineffective in their implementation of a lockdown, they have failed the NHS by not providing adequate PPE and also failed all of us by pursuing a path which does not require testing of suspected cases. You cannot track a pandemic if you don\u2019t test everyone.\nThey have lied about ventilators, claiming that a company was making them specially despite the fact that companies which already made them were not ordered from. They claimed not to get the memo from the EU regarding bulk buying of ventilators. I really hope that once this is all over, this sham government are held to account by everyone, including the media who just seemed to nod and agree with everything coming from Downing Street."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel worried for my family. I feel anxious for my daughter whos has asd and cerebral palsy. Im scared that I cant keep my son safe from her anger. Im scared that theres nothing I cand o about any of this and just have to wait and hope we will all be ok I feel sad that people arent taking it seriously and are flouting the rules, I feel conflicted between needing to go out for a walk daily or my daughter will be climbing the walls making our house unsafe but knowing in order for the most people to survive that we need to be stricter. Im confused and scared and anxious constanlty"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel both drained and hopeful about the current coronavirus situation. It is draining hearing constant news of death and restrictions and trying to be positive when things didn\u2019t seem to be improving. I am hopeful as we are starting to see a possible way to get nearer normality with the vaccine and warmer weather dampening the viruses efforts. It makes me feel happy just knowing there is a possibility of some freedoms returning. I feel anxious as my partner has recently been placed on furlough so we are dealing with financial implications and means that every set back with the route out of lockdown is even more upsetting and frustrating as it will start to have a financial impact on us in the near future. I am also grateful as my partner and I have been able to spend a lot more time together both with each other and with our child which has brought joy and memories we would otherwise not have had at the moment."}], "length": 4066} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I'm worried about what the next few weeks will look like. I live really far from my family and friends, so feel anxious about when I will get to see them again. I've also been feeling like I'm spending too much time pre-occupied with work and am actually working longer hours than I normally would. Although I really enjoy working remotely, I miss seeing my work colleagues in person and wish there were stronger policies at work that encouraged us to leave on time. There's also some pressure to accomplish something with this time and for it not to go to waste. I'm worried that I'll come out of this with nothing to show for it, which I know is silly because there's nothing I specifically need too accomplish. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I'm largely worried about the situation getting worse. I'm worried about my mental health. I'm worried about my financial stability over the next few months. \n\nI'm missing the people close to me like my mother and my boyfriend. I miss my daily routines which involved going outside such as the gym and my regular shop.\n\nI'm wondering how and when things will improve. I'm also put off by others trying to use the situation to hurt others, like people stockpiling valuable resources or selling them for a profit to more vulnerable people.\n\nI'm wondering how small to large businesses and the economy in general will look after it is all over. There are many wineries near me and it would be a shame if they did not open their doors again."}, {"index": 2, "context": "At the minute I don't feel much about the situation, I avoid the news where possible. The vaccine programme is going well so that is what I'm focusing on, trying to have hope for the near future. I guess I have become numb to the number of deaths, it's too much to wrap my head around. \n I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I i I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I"}, {"index": 3, "context": "My mood fluctuates with the current situation. Some days I feel I am coping. Other days I struggle to get myself dress and find life pointless. I worry this is something we aren\u2019t able to fix. I worry for the future of my daughter and what impact this will have in her development. I worry for my nan and my mum and dad to have auto immune conditions. I am a SEN teacher and worry about my students and what will happen if some of them get coronavirus. Most of the time I just wish life would get back to normal. I miss family, I miss friends and I miss the structure of going to work."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am worried about what is happening and how long we will be stuck in the current situation and how this will effect the future economy as well as jobs but i am also happy about the effect this lock down is having on the environment. \nI am also anxious about my job and what is going to happen with it. I am also bored with not being able to see my friends and family, I have very little to do at weekends and time I'm not working\nFinally am I a little scared that some of my family will get it and how it will effect them and if anyone I know will die. \n\n"}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel helpless. I feel that no one has the answer to this problem at the moment and am not sure when the solution will be found. Will it be effective? Will I feel safe sending my kids to school in future? There is so much sadness. A kid dying and not being able to have his near and dear ones with him. It is heart-breaking. I am hoping an effective and safe vaccine can be found quickly and like other diseases like polio, Tuberculosis, measles etc., human kind will conquer it. It feels like the government has no strategy or answers yet. Even the prime minister has been hit by the virus and we as a nation appear to have insufficient resources. How can we be a developed nation and not have basic equipments needed by healthcare professionals."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Disgust at how the UK government has handled the corona situation the majority of the public has suffered as a result and it is completely frustrating that no actions has been undertaken over the outright lies.\nThere seems to be a cabal of people close to the government or within government that are shamelessly profiteering from the situation, ultimately at the cost of human lives. \nThere is hope in the vaccines but even then the UK Gov. are playing games with the supply to the home nations.\n2022 before things get back to normal i think and even then the loss of life should not be forgotten."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I support the UK governments\u2019 current strategy but wish that the lockdown had been implemented at least a week sooner. The warning signs from Italy and Spain were plain for all to see. I also don\u2019t entirely believe the figures released from China and suspect the infection rates and overall death toll is far higher than reported. \n\nSince the lockdown being implemented, it has really frustrated me to see some people still ignoring the rules (gathering in parks, on beaches etc.) but on the whole, the vast majority of the public are complying. I worry about the exit strategy and whether or not there will be another wave of infections before winter. Although research on vaccines has been swift (it\u2019s been fantastic to see the world pulling together on this) it won\u2019t really be able to help for at least 18 months. \n\nFinally, I\u2019m also extremely worried about the economy and how long the inevitable damage to that will last. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "Anxiety about what\u2019s to come and who it may affect.\nFear as people I know are key workers and they\u2019re on the front line.\nWorry as I am a teacher and am potentially exposed when I\u2019m in school.\nMore anxiety about how schools will manage after everything\u2019s back to normal.\nProud to be in a community that looks after each other as seen in our Facebook group and seeing signs in windows and on fences as I go out for my daily walk.\nI am avoiding watching and reading the news as it makes me feel even more worry.\nEveryday the situation is changing which is making me think we\u2019ll look back at this time and think about how the world stopped for this period."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am still very worried about the covid situation in the UK. I welcome the easing of restrictions but feel that it is honestly still too early to do so. I live in an area which is very popular for holidays and we have an elderly population who are extremely at risk once travel is allowed again. I am worried about my children going back to school and the chance they could be exposed to the virus. There are still too many cases and deaths in my opinion for us to be able to relax the restrictions now."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I do feel for all the people who are sick and as I have asthma I am worried. I wish the government would sort out the PPE\n The front line staff Are in danger. I try not to dwell too much as I am self isolating and not putting myself or any one else in danger. I feel we arent being told the whole truth. I have never lived through anything like this in my lifetime. I miss my friends and family. I am very lucky to have a roof over my head and a garden. I am safe\n Unlike so many other people. The fact this is world wide is very worrying. One good thing is that if this keeps going we may view capitalism In a different way. And if it is true our environment mag benefit. I truly hope so \n"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel slight anxiety about how long this situation will go on for and the lasting impacts it will have on the economy and society as a whole. Slight fear about someone I know or myself catching the virus, although I still believe there is a relatively low chance in the area of infection in the area I am living in. Uncertainty about when and if things will go back to normal in terms of social distancing, self isolation and businesses/ organisations closing. Finally, optimistic that the virus is being effectively dealt with by governments around the world and the infection and death rates will begin to slow down and decrease in the next few weeks and months."}, {"index": 12, "context": "On the one hand I feel we are close to returning to some sort of normality but I worry that something unexpected will happen such as a new strain tearing through the country. I'm fed up with lockdown but I also worry about the financial situation that may follow. We talk about returning to normal but I don't know what normal is going to be. After having been under lockdown for so long part of me is reluctant to rejoin the normal world. I worry that everything is going to be very expensive and the we are not going to be able to afford any luxuries in the future such as a foreign holiday and that we will simply be working to survive."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am very anxious and apprehensive about the current Corona situation. I am angry about all the people choosing to blatantly ignore the lockdown and social distancing. I fear how many people will carry on getting infected by not adhering to the guidelines that have been set in place. At this point, I think the lockdown should be made stricter as some obviously are taking advantage of the hour of exercise outdoors each day. I fear for my own health as I am in the vulnerable category as I have DIabetes and take immunosuppressants. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "im angry with the general population in regards as to how they have treated the situation, boris johnson definitely hasnt done the best job with covid but the public have not helped at all, they complain about lockdowns, break the rules knowing they shouldnt, and then complain when the lockdown gets worse because of THEIR actions\n\nim fortunate enough to have not have had any family of mine be infected with covid or anyone i know and my job hasnt been affected too negatively either\n\nim hoping borin johnson will be able to keep his word about lifting the restrictions on the set days aslong as the public can follow the rules"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I'm concerned and anxious about what may happen to certain family members if they were to be infected. I'm angry at the people who are spreading false information and conspiracy theories, angry at the people who aren't listening to social distancing requests and think it doesn't apply to them. If I'm giving up seeing my friends and family for weeks/months, how bloody dare they think it's acceptable to be having family parties? I'm worried about how we come out of this. What will be the effect on the economy? Jobs? The mental health of our children/adults? I'm stressed because I can't get a shopping delivery slot and don't want to have to risk myself or my husband going to a shop"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I\u2019m still very worried about covid-19 at this moment in time, mainly for other members of my family. My wife is 27 weeks pregnant with twins so is classed as high risk, even before the virus came. Everyone in our house is classed as vulnerable so we are all very worried. Life has completely changed and we don\u2019t know long for, so we are also concerned about mental health. My parents have underlying health conditions, so if they caught it then there\u2019s a good chance it could get serious. There is also a worry for the economy and potential job losses. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I still feel anxious about coronavirus. I generally feel calm but if someone gets too close or I see them taking a risky behaviour this is when I feel anxious. I also feel angry that this has happened and that our government have been incapable of dealing with it sooner. I never thought this would last for one year and it is still continuing. Conspiracy theorists also make me angry and frustrated. I feel very proud and grateful to all NHS staff and key workers who have risked their lives to help others during this time."}, {"index": 18, "context": "Mixed emotions as angry at people being idiots. Disappointed with government for not getting PPE sorted, I say disappointment as it\u2019s the Torys so we all know who much they love cutting public services, so it\u2019s no surprise we are in a mess. Upset for all victims. Anxiety about leaving the house to shop as no idea if you will be able to get what you need.\nHuge anger towards bosses of big companies that furlough staff and then come begging for state handouts (Philip Green!).\nSad about social media as too many bullies on there"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel anxious that this is the beginning of the end in terms of social stability and that the escalating climate crisis means there will be constant and worsening challenges like this. I feel frustrated that people do not take it seriously and angry at government and vested interests who worry about profit first. I feel anxious that I might get ill and die and leave my daughter an orphan. I hope that the imminent loosening of restrictions might be positive, but fear it will be fleeting. I feel anxious that I'm not sure how my working life will be when working from home is less enforced."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I'm tired and fed up of the unknowns. I feel some hope that things will get better but weary of close family members always focusing on the negatives and fear and predicting doom at every turn. Personally, I believe we are on the up and looking forward to getting out and about more and some semblance of new routines back this summer. I have some anxiety about that, especially as someone with mental health conditions who has just managed to get a long-standing eating disorder under control through a pretty robust routine of meal times and order to my day. I am a bit concerned about going back to a tiring commute too. I am worried for the economy for the long-term and believe we will be paying for the virus for decades, and that those who have continued to work throughout will not necessarily benefit."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel out of control. Overwhelmed by this situation. Overwhelmed by news about it in social media and other information channels. I feel highly anxious. I feel if restrictions would be stricter, we could deal with the situation faster. I feel not well informed. I feel lost and scared. I'm worried. I'm slightly angry with people who still don't take this situation seriously. I'm tired and I think that it will be even worse. I have constant negative thoughts and I cannot focus on anything else. I am worrying about the future, about tomorrow, this week... I'm worried about next month and next few months."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel anxious, worried, stressed, and sad at the current situation. Also some anger at those still going out in big groups etc. and putting others at risk. I miss seeing my family and friends, and even miss the ugly office I usually work in!\nIt was my birthday yesterday which I think has been / will be the hardest day, as it would usually be spent with friends and family, and all the plans I'd made got cancelled. Still, a lockdown is for the best if it means this is over sooner and more safely."}, {"index": 23, "context": "it is very worrying at the moment and i am concerned for my family who are old and clinically extremely vulnerable. However with the vaccines coming and the rising temperature i am feeling hopeful for the summer. I am excited to get back to normal and to see friends again and go shopping and drinking and eating in restaurants and pubs and bars and even to go night clubbing when that is open again. i cannot wait to go on holiday too when we are finally allowed to travel abroad, so i can go exploring somewhere and get a nice tan."}, {"index": 24, "context": "At the moment, I'm quite worried about the situation. I have Diabetes and asthma and I don't want to catch COVID-19. I'm annoyed that certain members of the population are not obeying the terms of the Lockdown and putting us at risk of catching the virus. I'm also angry at our ineffective government for not acting sooner with the Lockdown and for not putting enough money into the NHS. Actually, I'm angrier about this than I thought I was. Hopefully in the next 10-14 days this whole thing will start to resolve itself."}, {"index": 25, "context": "At this moment I have mixed feeling about the current coronavirus situation. On the one hand, I feel happy about how vaccinations are going as it's great to see the number of people being vaccinated. I feel like we are starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel but until I have had a vaccination I don't think I'm going to feel at ease about restrictions lifting and society returning to normal. So personally I still feel anxious and nervous about the current coronavirus situation."}], "length": 3875} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I\u2019m deeply concerned about the affect of the Coronavirus not just on those I know but my country as a whole. This situation has shown some as truly selfish beings and others as the kindest of kind. It\u2019s also not just the health implications but the financial and mental implications that scare me. I am currently awaiting confirmation from work that they will furlough me due to no childcare to allow me to work. If they won\u2019t furlough me I will be on zero pay and I\u2019m a single parent. Even with a slight top up to my universal credit I will still be hundreds down each month. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "My general anxiety (which is always a bit heightened) has been quite high lately, making me worry more about family and friends and my own health,but it also plays out in other areas of my life - I have trouble making decisions. I struggle to focus working from home when I can't go out and distract myself. I miss human contact and I cannot go and see my family in Germany. At the same time I feel relieved to be forced into a slower pace where I have time to dedicate myself to my hobbies and things i have been putting off. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am finding the situation daunting, as its just the unknown of it all. I am unable to see my family when I have a 9m old baby. \nI am meant to be returning to work and have already been furloughed and no idea when I will be returning properly. \nConstant update from BBC News app, is depressing me as the death toll does not seem to be dropping any time soon. \nMoney was already tight before this and now its only going to get worse. \nMy partner is still being sent to work eventhough he is not a key worker! But his company will not pay him otherwise. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "The coronavirus infection figure for Salford is scaring . I can\u2019t afford to visit the shopping centre. I am afraid that using the basket in the shop could be a point of infection. I am seriously praying that this pandemic should pass so that I can regain my sanity. My mental health is also been affected. I can hardly concentrate on my hobbies while locked down in my home. I sometime feel that the world is about to end. While I have tried al measure to stabilise , it seems it not working. Among my worries are the destabilising effect of this pandemic on my finance in the coming weeks. I am literally getting broke and the government palliative measures such as furlough doesn\u2019t cover the type of work I currently do.\n"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I'm going to have a baby in six weeks, coronavirus or not. But the current global health situation is affecting everything about that, and I don't know how to feel positive about bringing a new life into he world as it is at the moment. I'm resignedly self isolating, as is my husband, my work has vanished but happily his has not. We are both anxious about getting enough food, about the amount of hospital appointments I have where I may catch it, how you cough when you have a baby nestling against your lungs fighting for space. \n\n\nWe'll almost certainly get it eventually, but hope to at least get past the birth first. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "More than anything, I feel tired and borderline drained from the COVID situation. In some ways, it feels easier to try and have no expectation or hope for restrictions lifting. The constant relaxing and subsequent re-implementation of rules is difficult to continue to deal with, and almost feels worse than having one protracted lockdown. As I sit here on a Friday night, I feel a bit more relaxed than I usually would, but I also look at the calendar and can see that substantial relaxation is still months away, and it's an unpleasant feeling to know that we will still have months to go until things might go back to normal."}, {"index": 6, "context": "very anxious about it all and scared for my family and friends health and also the financial impact on me and the country. wanting to just get back to normality and get back to my work as a taxi driver and hopefully save my credit rating. I'm also angry at the way the governments have dealt with it all and the Chinese for not containing it. hoping that it will be dealt with by august and we can get on with our lives again and hopefully be able to look forward to Christmas this year and then a fresh start in 2021."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I find it hard adjusting to the whole lockdown situation and within a week anxiety hit me due to how overwhelming the situation is but I am slowly getting better but my work is pretty poor due to the very many distractions that are happening right now. I am currently trying to get my mind straight so I can focus more on the work I have to do as I have my dissertation due as well as summer exams where even though they won't effect my grade if I do bad, I still want to do well in these. Hopefully this will only last a few weeks this lockdown as I miss spending time with my friends as I am a very social person"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I\u2019m very anxious with the idea of the world returning to normal everything opening up and cases spreading once again. I\u2019m scared of my family becoming ill but also there mental health continuing to deteriorate if we remain in lockdown. My daughter is to sit a levels this year and my son gcse I\u2019m very anxious of how this will effect their future. I\u2019m daughter is currently very depressed her mental health is making me feel helpless I need the world to return to normal for her but also worry if it does we may catch covid"}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am upset that I live so far away from my mum.Angry that my husband still has to work. I'm angry that people are not taking the precautions seriously. People are still travelling into Wales for holidays, to caravan parks and holiday homes, to surf and sunbathe. I read an article yesterday about people from Sheffield that were in Bala Wales. Rural areas of Wales have less medical care, less hospital beds, less ventilators. People need to stay in their own areas, in their own homes.I try to watch some news every day but limit my exposure so as to settle my anxiety."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel like people aren't taking it serious enough. I worked in a pharmacy for 7 years and I want everyone to know how bad these things can be. Social media doesn't help at all.\nSeeing President Trump expose himself as someone who doesn't really think about the lesser off persons is a sad thing. I have friends in America who are from China and feel personally attacked every time he takes the stage. There's so many things that I want to tell them but the isolation prevents it. I can't understand how anyone believes anything that he says. Not listening to doctors advice, lying to the press and seemingly still having the support of any seems mind boggling to me. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "At this very moment, I am quite frustrated with the corona situation, the government has not handled the pandemic as well as it should have. Being in lockdown is not fun and I would like it to be over soon. I'm anxious about how the situation has affected people close to me, as many people have had a much worse time than I have. However, I feel positive about the future, I believe the vaccines are effective and that enough people will take them so that we will be in a much more normal situation come the summer."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel as though people are becoming complacent too early. I understand the excitement but I'm a little worried. I am really looking forward to normality...a safe normality. The pandemic has brought some positives but it has also bought lots of negatives and difficult situations for some. I'm hopeful. \nI'm very much looking forward to seeing my mother sisters and brothers again. I'm looking forward to my son seeing family and friends as he is only small so has missed out on so much interaction. I look forward to going into the office at some point and doing normal things. Like going to bars restaurants and cinemas. That will be great when we can do those things. Even going swimming or on holiday will be great too."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Worried. We now have local cases in our rural area which is an island. They predict that our area will peak in maybe 2 weeks. There are only 4 respirators on our island for a population of 27000. I am working from home which I like as there is only a small amount of work I can actually do! My partner is on furlough for the foreseeable future and we are both in the 'vulnerable' group. Whilst we have a lot of supplies at home, we are unable to book any supermarket delivery slot (I'm disabled and this is how we usually do our shopping)\n"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am very fearful of this pandemic, I am fearful for my family. It angers me that there are many individuals who are ignoring the lockdown rules and are then moaning about how long we are locked down for. If they had the intelligence they would comply for a short time period and then we would be out again. I worry about friends who are struggling to live as they work in the tattoo business and beauty business. I can\u2019t see us coming out of lockdown in June as I have noticed that people are back on the roads in a morning. I can\u2019t see it being \u201cnormal\u201d ever again. I can see face masks sticking around."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I'm incredibly scared of the whole situation and of those who aren't taking it seriously. Im worried that ill lose people in my life from it and im angry at the fact that my goverment has done next to nothing to help essential workers. Im scared for the people who work at hospitals and who are putting their lives and thta of their families at incredible risk. We should have been more prepared. Im disgusted at the companies who are attempting to stay open and futher risk their workers. Im also disgusted at the fact these companies \"\"higher ups\"\" dont have to work around people and can \"\"work from home\"\". If they expect others to risk their lives, they should be doing the same"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am pleased that we have taken steps to control the virus in the UK by way of the lockdown. I feel sad for the people who have lost their lives and those who have lost people they know from the virus. I am hopeful the lockdown is working as I believe most people are taking it seriously and I hope this means things will get back to normal before too long and the economy will pick up. \nI feel this will be forever remembered in history and we will look back and tell others about our different experiences. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I\u2019m feeling more down as time goes on I just hold on to the hope that the vaccines are helping. I think the cold weather makes it worse I miss my parents as they live miles away. I work in hospital near home and husband outside so feel so stressed.. Kids go back school Monday it\u2019s a nice normality but still a worry. I hope by summer I will feel better, shops will be open and I may be able to see my parents. I worry about the economy and how we will get back on track and I\u2019m worried about tax increases. Exercise helps as does been outside ."}, {"index": 18, "context": "At first I was watching the news thinking wow this is some disease spreading across china, then when it started to move to Europe I took more notice. When it hit the UK i became scared, but when the advice to stay at home was given that was frightening.\n\nI feel anxious and nervous for the rest of my family hoping they stay safe and well and I miss seeing them, and i hate that my sister lives so close but I can go and see her. I am not angry because I feel the government have done as much as they can to help keep us safe. I wish more people would take notice of the advice.\n\nI try to watch the news just once per day now, because it can become overwhelming"}, {"index": 19, "context": "Right now I feel quite nervous due to this pandemic. With hearing bad news daily about the situation makes me feel anxious and upset. I am trying to be positive but a lot has been put on hold which I find quite annoying especially that there isn\u2019t much you can do about this but to have hope things will get better. Observing the news can be quite depressing as well as we are constantly reminded of deaths happening and even towards the nhs. It\u2019s unbelievable what they have to go through and endure as it\u2019s a lot worse for them because they see this first hand. However, it does anger me that some people are not taking this seriously at all and are not social distancing, it will mean that we won\u2019t deal with this as quickly as we want."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am sick and tired of the situation. I\u2019m missing friends and family terribly and I can\u2019t wait for this to be over. It\u2019s been such a long year for everyone and I want it to be over and done with. I have two kids and I feel like this year they have missed out on so much. It breaks my heart to think my baby girl has seen everyone in masks for her whole life. She doesn\u2019t recognise facial expressions and she is very scared of people who come up to her. Kids think this is the norm, o know things won\u2019t ever go back to the normal we used to know, it will just be a nee normal for everyone. The anxiety it\u2019s crazy and I\u2019m actually a little bit scared to come out the other side. The vaccine scares me, the nee normal scares me and this whole thing upsets me. I feel so isolated with two young kids and the man I feel guilty for feeling this way as I know a lot of people are a lot worse off then me. Some days I enjoy my bobble and then others I\u2019m surrounded by guilt and fear"}, {"index": 21, "context": "I fell worried about my family, we are staying in and doing all that we can but I know other are not following this. I\u2019m saddened by how many deaths there are and it\u2019s going to keep going up. I just wished everyone would take this seriously. I feel confused as to why people are not taking it seriously. I feel saddened that this has happened and that no one was fully prepared, we were not fully prepared and I feel sad that people have had to give up ventilators and have died and that children are dying too. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "Sometimes I feel hopeful about the situation: I believe that at some point life will back to normal, that we will have a vaccine or cure to the virus, and that people stop becoming sick or died. \n\nBut, when I read the news, or friends share with me information about coronavirus in the UK or in my origin country, I get anxiety. It is hard being away from my home, family and friends in a foreign country and seeing what it is happening in the world. \n\nAt the same time, I have asthma and my husband has to keep working, so at some moments of the day, I feel afraid and nervous. Sometimes I also frustrated, because I don't know what to expect about the future. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "It's very sad to see the numbers of death growing each day due to this virus especially as we can see so many people not respecting the social distancing rule and to stay home the maximum they can when some workers ( ie : doctors , nurses , any healthcare specialists ) as so much risk to caught it and potentially die of it or having to lock down themselves too when for some they got they own family to protect from the corona virus. It's not been a great start of the year so far and definitely a first and hopefully last. Nothing and nobody could have prepare anyone for this. On top of that here in UK so so many people lost their jobs due to it and even the potential 80% of pay to come it will be hard to make it financially "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I don\u2019t want to relax. I feel happier now my husband is vaccinated. Strangely my anxiety and concern is about my family rather than myself. I feel angered about others relaxed approach. I\u2019ve been angered by seeing neighbours out and about with covid. I\u2019m excited about some sort of normality returning but equally this makes me thoroughly nervous. I think the government have had a hideous situation to deal with and no matter what they\u2019ve done there\u2019s always going to be people who disagree. I trust their choices even when I possibly don\u2019t agree. I am nervous for the future. I feel it will be a very different place. I don\u2019t see life as we knew it returning. I think this will permanently change society. In some ways for the better."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel anxious about the current situation, as I am worried for the health of myself and the health of my family. I am also stressed about keeping up with my university work online, as it feels more hectic than when it was in person. I am starting to feel more hopeful, as more people are getting vaccinated in the United Kingdom, however it will be a long time until I can get vaccinated myself. I am also worried that there might be another lockdown when things start to re-open in the coming months, if the current spread gets worse or a new strain begins to spread."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel like there\u2019s a lot of uncertainty which is really troubling. I\u2019m also concerned as I\u2019ve been shielding due to an underlying health condition and this is worrying. I worry rather a lot by how long this pandemic is going to lost, the overall impact on the economy, jobs that will be lost, peoples lives that will be affected of of course and possibly more important than anything else, the lives that will be lost because of this terrible pandemic.\n\nI feel for all the healthcare professionals doing a sterling job to keep people safe and well. I feel that they\u2019re doing a fabulous job but it\u2019s fire fighting at its best as I do not feel we are at the height of the pandemic just yet and the situation will get worse before it\u2019s better."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am worried that it is being poorly managed globally. It is especially likely to be a big problem in refugee camps, and i feel that global action is required immediately. equally, many affluent countries are not treating it with the seriousness it requires. I am concerned for my friends and family, but also for those i don't know. I think that staying at home (as i have been) is the least i can do, especially given the enormous sacrifices being made all across the country and across the world. i think that one of the major issues is that healthcare has been enormously underfunded over the last decade. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "At the moment i feel like i don't have enough information, as i need to know how to deal with the situation. There is a lock down in place, and procedures underway, however this could take a while to resolve.\nAs the problem is a biological and environmental one, it seems difficult to avoid and overcome.\nHowever, i am thankful for the efforts of world governments for keeping us informed, or at least warning people to stay away and self isolate, even if this is difficult.\nThat said, i still feel as though i need more information about what the virus/infection is and how to deal with it's effects so as to avoid becoming ill. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "Quite relaxed being at home with the children although we get a bit stressed when having to venture out shopping. Very worried for our older children who are a nurse and a prison officer. This is something everyone needs to be conscious about and do their bit. Its annoying seeing so many people out for walks, we have even seen kids going fishing. Their parents should be fined and taught to be more responsible, no excuses. Not happy with the herd immunity situation the government put us is, endangering so many and causing so many avoidable deaths"}, {"index": 30, "context": "I have anxiety about my future plans, like moving and my education. I worry about my job and finances. I\u2019m happy to have time to relax and sort things out however, I don\u2019t normally have enough time to do this so this makes me happy. I\u2019m scared about losing loved ones but I\u2019m grateful to see my parents more now I\u2019m home a lot more. I miss my other family members and wish I could see them more often but I understand I cannot. I stress about how the economy and country will recover from this and the education system as I am still a part of this system and my grades will be affected because of this."}, {"index": 31, "context": "It's an unpleasant feeling to be locked up in the house and not knowing when the normal activities will resume. The feeling of no control is overwhelming and as the days go by and the media coverage gets more and more grim it's hard not to start feeling more despondent. We are lucky as we have a house with a garden, so feeling like we are more able to cope with the current situation as a result. Just waiting for this lockdown to pass, however as noone knows when this will happen, the unpredictability is quite frightening."}, {"index": 32, "context": "The current situation makes me feel incredibly anxious. i have never been in a place in my life when I was worried about being able to feed myself. Whilst I know shops are open and have plenty of stock, its making sure you can make full, nutritious meals with those ingredients whilst navigating a store which you can no longer use your usual routes in and people are increasingly rude. This causes a lot of anxiety day to day as I am fully responsible for cooking and shopping for myself and two other adults. I also feel absolutely disgusted over the behaviour of others at the minute, as they have no thought for other people. Their reckless behaviour could kill someone and the thought that their recklessness could even lead to me being responsible for killing someone is absolutely terrifying. The lack of leadership in this country is also leaving me rather confused about the whole situation and how it will progress, leaving me fearful of what is really to come."}, {"index": 33, "context": "It gives me anxiety at the current situation which also depresses me. It also fills me with mistrust in the government, the who agency and many pharma companies. Most of the time I comply with the gov rules but some of the rules are pretty stupid and arguments are easily believable from both sides of the story. My life at the minute is mostly staying in the house where I watch tv browse online and listen to the radio or read books. Hopefully now that the vaccinations are starting to roll out we will see a major shift in the rules needed in place to enforce this virus."}, {"index": 34, "context": "I find it very worrying as people are not taking it serious enough .a bit of warm weather and people are acting that there\u2019s not a scary virus going around and it scared me to think we won\u2019t ever get this over and done with . I miss my family so much but know it\u2019s best to stay away and stay indoors . I just hope we find a cure so people can go back to work again and live life .i have lost a few people so far and it\u2019s so upsetting\nG that I can\u2019t say goodbye to loves ones and that they died alone "}], "length": 5191} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am increasingly anxious as the economy begins to reopen, and with new variants, I worry about a 3rd spike, as seems to be starting elsewhere in Europe. I think the vaccine will obviously help, but there's not enough evidence to support how effective it can be to the new variants in my opinion and I think people that get the vaccine could become more reckless and start to waver from the rules and restrictions. With parts of France currently about to go into another lockdown, and with summer approaching, I fear winter could return to parts of the country and economy being locked back down again"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel generally anxious about the uncertain and dynamic nature of the situation. This combined with a sense of frustration for some of the things I've had to put on hold due to the current restrictions on leaving home have been difficult. My apartment feels very small and cramped now that we can't go outside. I am also feeling very grateful for the weather that is at least giving some happiness to the situation. I am also enjoying spending more time with my partner which makes me feel relatively happy and having additional time to cook healthy meals and exercise."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel that I am doing all I can to protect myself and my partner by following the rules but the fact that others are not makes me angry. I worry all the time how bad I will be affected if I contract covid-19 and I cannot help but fixate on those who have died and how similar they are to me and how easily I could become a victim of this virus. I am unable to sleep at night for worry even though I know realistically that there is nothing more I can do. It makes me angry knowing that if I do get this virus it will be because of someone else not doing as they should, I am beginning to view people outside of my household with fear and I can\u2019t even open my windows for fear of someone walking past the house with the virus and spreading it to me"}, {"index": 3, "context": "Hopeful that the situation with Corona virus has dramatically improved from where we were and that restrictions will soon be easing meaning that we can plan for the future again and see friends and family. Happy with the vaccine roll out and that I\u2019ve had my first vaccination. Anxious for social situations / busier life and that case increases may not be acted on to protect the economy. Still annoyed at the government handling of the situation ie acting too late and making bad decisions. I feel for everyone effected especially small businesses who have lost their livelihoods."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel anger towards the government for their incompetence in handling the situation and for all the unecessary deaths. I feel disgust at the pitiful pay rise offered to nurses despite their incredible work. I feel worried to be returning to my work place as a teacher as literally nothing has changed in terms of risk to mine and my colleagues health. We have no protection yet are expected to carry on as normal in rooms which are overcrowded and not for for purpose. I feel slight relief because my parents and my wife have been vaccinated and this has had a very positive effect on my mental health as I worry much less now. And i feel gratitude to the people responsible for creating the vaccine."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I don't know how to feel. I'm not sure I even believe it. Is it fake? Is something bigger happening? Is it simply a trial for the 'real' thing?\n\nBecause of the above feelings I haven't taken any steps to avoid contracting the Corona virus. If it is real, I believe many of us have already caught it but the symptoms have been so little we didn't even realise. My job requires I still interact with the public.\n\nThere are a lot of strange happenings around the Corona virus that the media doesn't report on. There is a lot happening during the Corona virus that the media simply ignores. This is what gets my tin foil hit twitching. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "very scared that I'll get it, I am already in an at risk group. The likelyhood of serious harm to myself is high with my pre-existing conditions. My social situation is like everybody else's deteriorating and will take many months to improve judging by the progression of the virus and the impact on the social and economic life in this country. all activities that i used to participate in have been closed off to me I do not work so do not get much (any) social contact. The activities I would like to be able to do are not likely to resume in any particular hurry either."}, {"index": 7, "context": "The country is pulling together and working through the crisis well. Reading the daily updates of cases and deaths is uncomfortable however I believe the numbers are not easy to comprehend for many when simply presented as a figure. My employers response, I feel, is inappropriate. Expecting non urgent general maintenance tasks where social distancing is not possible to continue. This irritates me somewhat. It's unnerving to see Boris Johnson taken into hospital. I can only assume this would not have been done if it wasn't absolutely necessary. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "Although I count myself very lucky to still have a job. I am very anxious as I support vulnerable adults. I fear that I could spread the virus to those I support.\nI also worry about becoming ill myself as statutory sick pay is too low to cover the bills. \nI worry about the health of my family and I feel a lot of sadness for those that have died.\nI also feel upset about the way that key workers have always been treated. Underpaid and under appreciated. Yet now people clap for us. While this is nice recognition, I still believe that once this is over, we will return to the way it was before. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "The situation is not really impacting my life, I already work from home, and my job is not high risk to loose. It\u2019s a little bizarre not having our normal freedoms, but it simply presents new challenges for day to day life. This is a strange time to be alive. It\u2019s a good excuse to get on with diy jobs around the house. Not being able to go out to the pub is also a little depressing. Other than that, things are pretty much plodding along as usual, well as usual as being locked down can be. The news continues on its strange course. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel very anxious every time I leave the house as a key worker in the telecommunications industry. I feel that the government should clearly state a key worker in this industry to stop companies from exploiting key worker status to make money over people's safety. For example stopping any new customers unless they fall in to the vulnerable categories and they do not have a working service. Everything else should be stopped. I would love to be allowed to work from home. I only leave the house to go to work. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am feeling very anxious about the unknown, because nobody knows how is it going to end up. I have also been worrying about if my family catch the virus and lose their life to it. It is very scary and stressful time. I just want it to all be over. Hopefully it will be soon, but I fear it won\u2019t be soon enough. Stay safe everyone and follow the guidelines, please. If not for yourself then do it for your future generations. Stay at home and thankful forever for our amazing NHS workers! Absolute heroes"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel worried and anxious about the future and how unknown and unpredictable it is. I am concerned that the outcome of th situation is reliant on the behaviours of the general public that I feel we can\u2019t rely on or trust. I hope that we are able to \u2018flatten the curve\u2019 and enable the Nhs to cope under the current pressures and upcoming challenge, however I am concerned about what the outcome will be if we are unable to do this. I am greatful that I am able to safely stay at home, myself being on maternity leave and my partner being furloed, however admire and respect the key workers who are keeping the country going"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am anxious, mainly because I am responsible for a multi-generational household - myself, my 15 year old son (who would have been taking his GCSEs) and my 87 year old father, who has vascular dementia and is very frail. We have carers coming in and out of the house 4 times a day to do Dad's personal care, and I live in fear of one of them inadvertantly (and they do do their best to be careful) bringing the virus in, as I realise it would likely mean a distressing and horrible death for Dad. I'm also worried about the effect of all this on my son, who now cannot improve on his schoolwork in order to get the grades he needs (he was unwell eariler in the year). I'm also worried about income, as I'm self employed and quite affected by the crisis in that regard. On the plus side, it's like someone has pressed the 'pause' button on life, it's peaceful, we are lucky enough to be in a reasonable sized house with a garden, and when I'm not worrying, I'm actually very relaxed, with the lack of rushing here and there."}, {"index": 14, "context": "This virus has been massively underestimated by all around the world and China needs to face up to being responsible for trying to hide the fact of how dangerous this was righy from the start as, after all, it started in Wuhan province. The world should have taken note of what South Korea has done right from the start as they have the situation under control. Here in Great Britain we have been slow to react and failed to test, slow down the spread and slow to prepare for Covid-19. Luckily we have many dedicated staff in the NHS, the supply lines for food, police force, teachers, cleaners who have helped people in need to get by safely as can be in these strange times. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel we are in uncertainty circumstances and I feel anxiety. It change my daily routine and daily lifestyle because I have to stay at home. I work from home and does no need to commute to work during weekdays. This means I am more relax and feel more pleasant. I can enjoy more time at home and with the family. The weather is not too nice and warm.\n\nMy only outdoor activities is the 1 hour to jog in the park as permitted by the government.\n\nThat said, for the long term we shall prevail and defeat this virus once and for all. It will take some time and effort "}, {"index": 16, "context": "Feeling unsure what the situation is and how it will last. The society is not working together makes me feel sad and unsafe. The government should order peopke to a complete lockdown pkus a more educatuon on whats other conutries are doing right to fight the situation. We will get through this and this is what people need to know. I have experienced SARS when I was younger, Hong Kong people can get through this. British should just get it together and learn from the past experience. Nothing wrong with taking the safest precaution to prevent the the worst thing happen to the country."}, {"index": 17, "context": "overall, i am feeling generally relaxed about the whole situation as things are (hopefully) looking up. whatever worries i had last year had also been solved (family matters have changed - literally - overnight and things are getting better). i've started a new work experience which requires me to go to the hospital twice a week. so my employer has decided to support my vaccination and i have taken my first dose, and i'm due my second one in end of april.\n\ni am only anxious about what i should do after graduating, whether i will have a normal post-graduation experience (job-search, settling down in potentially new location, etc.). i am an international student which makes travelling necessary and it worries me that i cannot travel worry-free, and that quarantine is still a necessity. it seems like time is wasted for quarantining, even though i do know its necessary and i will still do it.\n\ni am quite angry at institutions still for not being transparent in where our money is going to. now that everything is online, i understand that funds are allocated for technical support, but i believe we do not need to pay that much tuition still. my university is also one of those who still apply annual increments to tuition fees, so i wonder where those increments are going."}, {"index": 18, "context": "Anxious over poor Government planning and trustworthiness. Disappointed in BBC news impartiality. Fearful for future of NHS. Anxious about spouse and daughters preexisting anxiety and depression. Anxious about daughters A- level results and progression or not to University. Uncertainty over employment and income, as well as future employment. Anxious over Sons future and Wife's teaching futures. Fearful over possible collapse of local infrastructure and stability of logistics locally, nationally and internationally.\n"}, {"index": 19, "context": "Fearful and anxious.\nNervous stomach and racing thoughts.\nWorry for the world and what it will become.\nScared for my family and my friends.\nSad for the elderly and those who are totally alone.\nSick of trying to get food into the house!\nFeels like a survival game or a science fiction novel.\nUnable to concentrate on anything for me than a couple of minutes - brain like a moth around a light.\nCross with people who are flouting the rules.\nWorry that this is a virus we know nothing about and so can't possibly know the outcome 6 months, a year or even 2 years down the track.\nEvery time I go shopping I see germs and fear other people - I see the fear in them too.\nWant to wak up and it has all gone away"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am still feeling anxious about the Corona situation but more in terms of economic implications than health implications. I am worried about how the economy will recover and if there will be higher levels of unemployment and higher taxes and how long this will go on for. Overall I feel that I have made a number of changes in my life in terms of living with Corona such as not travelling, using transport less and working from home etc and I\u2019m not sure if these will be permanent or not. I am also more dubious about information that we receive from politicians about Corona."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel that the effort to vaccinate has been great but is completely undermined by poor security at airports. The Brazil variant is in quite a few countries and not just the ones now being belatedly taken seriously. The government has been far far too slow to get adequate testing done. Even now they are targeting the wrong symptoms to some extent. I know a case of sudden unexplained acute pancreatitis where the patient was not tested. Other people misdiagnosed with tonsillitis. Right at the start of the first lockdown a doctor in China described cold symptoms and a sore throat as the initial symptoms. The economy has taken a dreadful hit and healthcare in the UK is wrecked for the next decade at least. The middle aged people will take the brunt of the crisis over the next few years."}, {"index": 22, "context": "Fatigued, tired, defeated, deflated and disgruntled. I just want to wake up from this bad and too long nightmare. I want to travel again and get some sort of stability and purpose in life. Now I am on standby for redundancy, self esteem collapse and depression. Just counting days for all these bad things to happen and this is on a fairly nice even slightly sunny day. When you have just a few years of your life left and every minute counts, so many unticked bucket list items are still there, the last thing you want is the lockdown inertia."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I fee angry that we have been in this situation, possibly by unsafe practices that appear to be continuing. I feel sad that I can\u2019t see my friends and family or access a doctor as I need to at the moment. I feel anxious that someone amongst my friend and family groups will catch it and not survive, including myself. I am worried for my health if this continues as I need to exercise and we may have to stop going out if the death numbers don\u2019t start to decline. I am also worried about the economy as a whole and how it will recover from this. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am very Bored and anxious about the whole situation. I am very Worried about my children\u2019s mental Health and education. They haven\u2019t seen their friends for so long and it\u2019s really starting to affect them. I really cannot wait for us all to be out of lockdown to start living our lives once again. It would be lovely to book a holiday or pop by and see my friends, out friends and my children\u2019s friends. It\u2019s been a very tough year and it will be fantastic to come out the other end. \nMy children are missing their friends and the routine of school and learning in a school environment."}, {"index": 25, "context": "In general I have gotten used to it, but it's making me stressed out as a current university student. My online classes aren't as good and it feels like a terrible way to end my final year. My graduation has been postponed, I can't visit my family over Easter, and I'm worried about my chances of getting a job when uni is over. Going to the supermarket makes me very anxious as people get too close and you have to wait in line to shop. The stock is also low which makes me worried about what to have for dinner as I like to plan out the week in advance (routine makes me feel stable, but this is becoming unachievable)."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I have a feeling of fear for not knowing what is to come\nIn the next few weeks. I also have frustration because of the people who are not following the lockdown guidelines. I have a great deal of anxiety about catching covid19 as I live with nhs frontline workers I don\u2019t want to be the one that makes them have to stay at home and not work. I hate having to go to the supermarket for essentials as this means having to be in close proximity of other people. I miss being able to go out for walks and to the shops "}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel concerned for those who lose people to the virus and I am very worried about my Mother who has dementia and is living alone.\n\nFeel worried about those that work in our National health service that they don't have proper protection.\n\nI am concerned regarding the future economy of our country and individuals impacted financially by this. Not sure how long this will go on for and the unknown impacts too.\n\nParticular concern for those countries who do not have great medical care or are unable or unwilling to provide economic support to their citizens.\n\nI am not feeling well today, tired and aching. Not sure what else to say as don't want to type rubbish"}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel very upset and uncertain during these periods as I am unsure what will happen to both myself and my family it is a scary time for everyone with this virus not taking any prisoners it seems to be going round like wildfire and we are unable to prevent it the best we can do is try and flatten the curve. If everyone follows the government guidelines this will help us to defeat the virus as early as we possible can but if people keep ignoring this it will be extremely hard for us to ever shift this virus "}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel scared, worried and anxious about the whole situation. Just heard that Boris Johnson is now intensive care and this just adds to my anxiety, poor man let\u2019s hope he recovers quickly. I feel worried about the future, about the health of myself and my family and about how things will progress. I worry for the future and what will happen next. I worry about the economy and the effect this current situation will have on both the economy of this country and of the world. I feel anxious every day about catching the virus, what that would mean and how I would react to it. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel concerned, both that people around where I live (London) are not taking social distancing seriously, and that I or my family may contract COVID-19. I feel some anger at people I encounter on the pavements who do not make eye contact or attempt to move aside, or who give me odd looks when I move into the road to avoid them. I feel anxiety about having to perform my job remotely, as I do not feel equipped to do this well. I feel especial anxiety over the transmission of coronavirus, and the length of time it can potentially be active on surfaces. I worry it may be in the air, floating."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am worried about the outcome of the virus in regards to how businesses and jobs will recover. I am also worried about how long it will take to get back to normal life and if we return to normal life we might have the same problem. I am worried that the virus might reoccur and we may never really be over it. I am also worried about catching it as I don\u2019t know how my body will respond and who I might pass it too. I am happy with how I am responding to the virus in terms of social distancing but I am also angry that others are not doing the same and are putting others at risk"}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel anxious as I\u2019m not sure why each day will hold everyday it gets worse progressively and I\u2019m not sure how long the situation in quarantine will last which makes me feel uneasy. I did have plans to start a new job swim but unfortunately this has been put On hold which also adds to my uncertainty. I also feel as though the government is not dealing with the situation very well but I also understand that each day they are also learning about the virus each day also. I also miss social environments including work and catching up with friends. My fitness has also been affected as I did enjoy going to the gym which I am no longer able to "}], "length": 4880} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am anxious about it, particularly as I am a nurse and cannot avoid coming into clost contact with other people (staff and patients) who might be carrying the virus. I am anxious that I might transmit it to my family. I am sad and worried because my elderly father is in a care home and I can't see him and I can hardly bear to think about the possibility of him getting it and dying without his family. I am also angry at the government for not reacting swiftly enough, and for making such huge cuts to the NHS and other public services that it cannot cope with this crisis. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "i think corona is ruining my time and stopping me from enjoying myself and i am never going to be this age again and its getting ruined by corona. i am very anxious about everything now.. i am currently struggling to communicate to others now due to the first few lockdowns. i am scared to go outside however not because of catching the virus however scared i might have to engage in a conversation with another person. i do not know how i am meant to go back to how i use to be before corona started messing up my life."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am very anxious about the whole situation.\nThe Chinese need to spill the beans as they are obviously not telling us all the information.\nThere is certainly more to this \nI will lose my job and it will be hard to get another at my age .\nThe shopping is also a major stress . I have to do it for 4 neighbors as well as ours . This means several trips to the supermarket putting my self at risk .\nIt\u2019s all ver surreal. I\u2019m not sure we Will get through it all intact . Not interacting with the human race is not good for mental health"}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel very anxious about the current situation and what is occurring in the world, I also feel anger at all the people who aren't abiding by the rules and are serving their own selfish needs. I can't wait for things to go back to normal and can only hope people still have jobs, will be able to resume their life without having had too much upset and I hope now, after all the hard work and having shown everyone the good they do, the NHS will be better funded. I miss being able to walk outdoors but I understand the safest thing to do at the moment is to stay at home. I am trying to make myself feel better by reading and tidying the house, getting odd jobs done with my partner."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Very frightened. Scared of the unknown and how it could be caught by myself or my friends/family. Not knowing if the cough that I have is related to the pandemic or if it\u2019s just a normal cough. Currently still in work albeit working from home. How long with this last for? Will my pay be effected soon? Will I loose my job? It seems a very small issue compared to all of the above but my health as in my weight and mental health. \nAnger. At the people that arnt listening. That are still out and about. If they aren\u2019t following the rules of staying in I have no faith that they are washing their hands! "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel very worried about the virus. I am a key worker and constantly worry about the vulnerable people I support and my own family. \nI recently brought a house and am renovating with my boyfriend. We do not currently live together so because of the lockdown I am unable to see him. \nI feel annoyed at the people ignoring the lockdown meaning it has to be extended and stops us seeing loved ones. \nI\u2019m worried the people still going out are going to continue to risk the lives of other people for selfish reasons. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel anxious thinking about the Corona situation and how it's affecting every part of people's lives. For me personally, I wouldn't say it's affected me that much, but when I think about everyone else, it scares me and makes me feel sad. People's mental health are worsening, people are losing money, people are dying. It's a crazy time that no one was really expecting. And to think about how this will probably last months is an even more worrying feeling. For now, I feel a little bit relaxed but my anxiety about the situation worsens every time I think of all the ways it's making things bad in the world."}, {"index": 7, "context": "Whilst I haven't been directly affected, I worry for people working in essential services and the general state of the world at the moment - there is a lot of uncertainty and worry as we don't know what will happen next. People are losing jobs and stability in their lives and there is no cure yet so we don't know when things will return to normal, if they even do. Life may never look the same again. Mental health is beyond breaking point for a lot of people and others are blatantly disobeying government guidance which will delay normality further."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am bewildered to be honest. Anxious about my parents and loved ones, less worried about myself. Isolation doesn't bother me, a lack of routine coupled with uncertainty does. I'm not convinced that one period of lockdown is going to work, especially when you see a return in China. I don't understand how some people are still not taking it seriously and are still socialising. I worry about the economy and the loss of front line workers. I think this could take decades to come back from and working life and expectations will be different from now on. I miss human touch. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel anxious all the time and worried for my family and friends. I feel lonely as I live on my own and only go out for a daily walk with my dog. I go to the shops to shop for my elderly Mum and then take it to her, leaving it on her doorstep. I hate just talking to her through the door and I feel sad leaving her like that. I am anxious going to the shops and would rather not go but my Mum relies on me. I feel sad watching the news and hearing the figures for the number of deaths that day. I feel confused and disillusioned by what we are told to do by the government and what they seem to be doing. I\u2019m worried we are not being told the truth by the government."}, {"index": 10, "context": "The Corona situation just seems to keep going on and on. I felt that once we had said goodbye to 2020 then the situation would improve but we are now a quarter of the way into 2021 and nothing has really changed. I am hopeful for the rest of the year now that the vaccines seem to be working but there is always the fear of another strain being just around the corner and us all going back to square one which I must admit makes me anxious. Even if everything does go to plan and we get back to some kind of normality by the summer months I am anxious as to what will happen towards the end of the year when the traditional flu season starts."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am worried for my familys physical health incase they become ill and also their mental health, particularly my daughter who is 9. I am angry and disgusted at people who do not follow the guidance in relation to staying at home and feel guilty if and when I leave the house, although I know I am sticking to the rules. \n\nThe news of Boris Johnson being hospitalised is concerning me, \n\nI find myself very emotional and crying easily at things such as the Queens broadcast last night and silly programmes on the TV. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am fed up with the politicians, grieving the unnecessary deaths, fearful that something will go wrong with the vaccines or the vaccination programme, and resigned to having to go on enduring the restrictions on my behaviour. I feel as though I have done my best for such a long time and that I have been let down by the politicians and their sloppy incompetence which has prolonged this crisis. For some time now I have been fantasising about emigrating to New Zealand and if I could I would seriously consider leaving this country although I would miss it a great deal."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel stressed that the Corona situation is affecting my daily life. I am worried that soon I may not be able to leave the house to exercise. I don't know what I would do if I weren't allowed to go to my allotment... this worries me more than anything other than actually getting the virus. I am concerned that my husband may contract the virus during his work at affected hospitals, and that there is a possibility that he could die from it. I am concerned for my father-in-law who is in his 80s, that he may contract it. I have a constant level of anxiety over the situation."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am trying to take one day at a time and not think how long the situation will be like this. Otherwise I get very anxious. I have never suffered with anxiety before. Lots of deep breaths needed to calm me down. Not all the time but a sporadic feeling. I am working from home (always do wfh) but trying to supervise my children at the same time is tricky. Even though they are old enough to get on with things without me, they still need help or advice on school work, getting things done and just my company. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel very anxious about vulnerable members of my family and key workers within my family contracting the virus, I also feel trapped and stressed and sad with having to stay home, which leads me to feel guilty as I realise I am very fortunate to be in the position I am and a lot of people in my country are worse off in terms of their personal situations and finance and health. I also feel lonely as I am not able to see my significant other, or very old grandad as he is extremely high risk. I feel that it is extremely difficult to find motivation to complete day to day tasks such as exercise and university coursework, which is adding to my feelings of stress as I am a masters student and this coursework is important. I also feel extreme gratitude toward key workers and frontline healthcare staff, and wish there was more I could do to help without feeling so useless at home. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel stressed, anxious and worried about health, money and employment. I feel overwhelmed and pessimistic about the future. I feel disgusted that it has been allowed to come this far. I am concerned about what is going to happen and how the UK will bounce back from all of this. The lockdown is quite stressful and emotional. It makes me feel nervous and worried for myself, friends, family and the rest of the country. I harbour resentment to the government and people of China for not putting a stop to the disease as and when they had it so that it didn't spread an affect all countries."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am very concerned and extremely anxious about the current coronovirus situation, particularly as a close member of my family is stuck in New Zealand with no apparent help from the government to get home. The recent images of people with the virus who are in comas and on ventilators, lying on their stomachs in rows with no privacy or dignity has stuck in my head and is making me feel very frightened. I am just trying to keep my family safe and I am also quite angry at and upset at the people who are not taking notice of staying home."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am angry how the British public have dealt with the situation. The virus, while not killing as many as Swine flu, could become far worse if people don't take the situation seriously. It feels like the public care little for those who are vulnerable and wish they would die so they can get on with their lives. I fear the public may soon begin to riot if the lockdown continues for longer than April, this would leader to further spreading of the virus and more deaths.\nI have been locked away in isolation for 37+ days because I am high risk. I am stressed and miserable. I live with my wife and try my best not to be stressed and upset as it would make the situation worse for her."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel anxious about the whole situation and the consequences it has had. I'm worried that my friends and family may contract the coronavirus especially the older members of my family. My Dad works for the NHS so I worry that he may contract it. I am also sad as I miss work and do not know when I will be allowed to return. I am happy that I can spend time with my immediate family and pets, time I would not usually get to spent as I should be at university. I am anxious about university as the coronavirus has made significant changes to my two exams, my assignment and the support I am receiving. I fear that the coronavirus will have a negative effect on my performance at university."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I was already anxious and worried about my family and friends who I cannot visit, especially when they do not reply swiftly to communication efforts. Today I received the news a friend's relative has passed from the virus which has made this fear and sadness increase. I'm also angered by the government and their lack of support to those affected by this crisis (e.g. how long it takes to apply for Universal Credit). Finally, I also find myself increasingly irritable due to being confirmed to my flat with a housemate. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel very sad about the huge number of deaths in the UK. I feel like the government are doing a terrible job. The constant \u201cleaking\u201d information to the media is a disgrace. I feel lonely, and bored, and frustrated re lockdown. I feel worried that new variants are constantly emerging. I feel exhausted because my work is much harder working from home. I am worried about money because my partner has been made redundant. I feel sorry for all the businesses which have gone bust or will go bust in the future. I am desperate to get my hair cut and see my friends!"}, {"index": 22, "context": "i feel anxious when i go out into public, its going to be difficult going back to normal everyday life. I feel safe at home but going outside is unusual as I have to stay away from others. Im in the vulnerable category so I need to stay safe and away from others. Im scared that if I get corona I might not make it. Staying at home is hard because I miss going out with my friends and going to football matches. Although, I know it is lives before anything else. I appreciate the hard work the NHS is doing in these tough times."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I'm honestly quite worried and scared, I know people who have passed away, some who weren't even that old, and it's really worrying. We have stayed home and not even been out for food shopping as it has been delivered. I miss my family and friends and some days it's taking a toll on my mental health. I'm trying to keep active doing workouts and making sure I spend time in the garden to get fresh air. I can't wait for it all to be over and we can go back to normal. It's made me realise how never to take anything for granted. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am concerned, somewhat selfishly, for my own health as I have had a cough now for two weeks and I'm terrified of it becoming worse or suddenly dying. I am also worried about my friends and family, who I am currently unable to see, and lonely. I'm also concerned about getting groceries, because I am unable to go out due to illness, but am not a \"\"priority customer\"\", so I'm finding it almost impossible to get a delivery. However, my only family nearby is completely isolated due to being on the list for an organ transplant, and so obviously can't help out. I feel upset, as though I've slipped through the cracks in the system. I'm angry at the morons who keep going out and ignoring social distancing, and people who don't seem to understand basic hygiene. I'm generally just scared for how long this will last and how many will die before we have a reliable course of treatment or vaccine."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I'm getting more and more worried about the coronavirus situation around the world. It scares me that my family and my cats could catch the virus, more than me getting it myself. I am trying to limit my news and media exposure to try and manage the anxiety that I feel. Most days I do feel a bit teary at some point. I was talking to a work colleague today who broke down in tears because of the isolation she is feeling at the moment. I feel like a lot of the time people are putting on brave faces, but actually this isn't an ordinary thing to happen. It isn't easy to change my way of life but I feel like staying at home and being careful is the best action to protect the people that I care about. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "Feeling anxious and worried but slightly optimistic that we might be able to move to something closer to normality in the next few months. Worried that life will never be the same and we will be apprehensive about going out and mixing for a long time. Worried about the affect the situation has had on the economy and how the country will recover. Worried about catching the virus when we are so close to being vaccinated. Anxious to see an end to lockdown and going out to shops and cafes again. Worried about long term effect on mental health of everyone."}], "length": 3856} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel stressed because of self isolation and fear because if I do there\u2019s the possibility of catching it. I feel anxiety for family members who have to work and may carry it and possibly bring it home and my household get it. Also annoyed as the government are not taking enough action to stop people going out for fun while the rest of us suffer at home in self isolation. I don\u2019t like that we are kept in the dark about the government and what their next steps are because I get angry thinking about them not putting lockdown in action"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel worried about the current situation, particularly how it affects my family from whom I am separated at the moment. Due to my partner being high risk, it means that I am anxious about passing the virus on to her, and thus it means that I have to be very particular about where I go and what I do. I enjoy playing sport, and thus the current situation is tricky in the sense that all of my fixtures have been cancelled as well, which whilst not being high on the list of priorities, it helps with my mental wellbeing."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I believe people cannot be trusted to follow simple instructions in all walks of life. Therefore there are still cases being found from people who allegedly have been ultra careful. So in essence I believe those people to not have followed the prime path sort by our weak governments. The naysayers of the pandemic should also be re-educated in how their words can alter the visions and actions of the masses, so tv companies also play a huge part in this re-education, their presenters sometimes appear to have their personal agendas for opinion, and not necessarily what the tv station would like to project."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am pleased that people have stopped panic buying but all this stuff going on with the US stealing masks destined from other countries isn\u2019t constructive at all. I am still relatively relaxed about the situation, but I have switched to online shopping but still try to get out when I need something essential but I just go into the garden for some exercise. I think the peak should come soon, and I, like many others, will most definitely be looking into holidays and trips for afterwards. When it does all finish, I hope people will support local business as much as possible."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I have continued fears and anxieties for myself and my family from covid19, including the way it has affected our youngest daughter's education. She is due to sit GCSEs next year and I wonder about how much notice will be given to lost classroom time etc. by that time. I also have worries about the longer term economic damage that may have been caused to the UK, especially on the back of Brexit and the Financial Crisis. However, the current vaccine rollout gives me some hope that the worst is now over as far as the loss of life is concerned, and that this time next year we may be living in a much more normal world."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel the entire COVID situation is or has been used for a pretext to take out freedom, and to install draconian measures. \n\nI do believe there is a virus, I don\u2019t believe in the media narrative at all. It has destroyed many lives, loss of employment, suicides etc\n\nI do hope we can achieve some semblance of freedom as we cannot give away hard won rights. \n\nAlso believe it\u2019s to wipe out the middle class (business owners) so everyone is dependent on the state. I do not believe the government cares about their citizens to entirely shut down the economy, do you?"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel very uncertain about the current situation, provided that my University and employment has been cancelled. This places a burden on both my academic and financial state., which further increases my worrying. \nI am also worried about mine and my family's wellbeing and health in general. I am trying to be cautious and follow the government's rules and regulations, but the whole panic in the news and society just makes me a bit scared and causes me further anxiety.\nI am also a bit lonely as I have had to cancel plans to see my friends and family due to the outbreak. \nFinally, I am really nostalgic about things that I used to enjoy before, while now I feel like I am missing out on experiences. \nSurprisingly, the experience of being so restricted makes me feel grateful and appreciating of everything that I was able to do before the lockdown. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel worried and anxious that we are a year into this pandemic and are still living under lockdown restrictions. When will it end? When will the vaccines be rolled out enough to become effective? Why are people not listening to rules and continuing to put others at risk?\n\nI am missing friends and family and want nothing more than to spend time with them, indoors and able to hug, however I am worried about being a carrier and passing on the virus to vulnerable family members.\n\nHowever, I have learned a lot about myself and have had to find other ways of coping so right now I am grateful for being able to relax more than usual and have time to focus on myself."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am a aware that it may still get worse so I'm very careful especially at work as I'm working for big company. I'm keeping social distancing as that's the only way to keep you a bit safer.\nFrom this week I'm going to use gloves and possibly a mask as there are a lot of new starters so I do not know where they coming from and I have a little baby so I'm a bit scared but I must stay positive.\n\nI'm also trying to do a shopping once a week as there are a lot of people daily and there is not point to go everyday. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "it is worrying and saddening to know its taking lives of nhs staff and is so random in who it affects. I think there needs to be stricter measures for safety. It is a difficult time for people from all walks of life especially those who are poorer and live in bad households where there is for example, domestic abuse. It is affecting everyone in both the same and different ways and I feel like it will take time for this country to recover. I lost my job and this really saddened me but i understand how important it is for this to happen for safety of those vulnerable and everyone from this co-vid19. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel scared. Partly for myself but more for my children who live closer to \u201chot spot\u201d areas of the country. I also feel guilty that I\u2019m not able to do more to help others and that I have a nice place to live where staying at home and staying isolated is relatively easy. I feel irritated with people who aren\u2019t complying with advice and who don\u2019t seem to know how long 2m is. I\u2019m worried that there don\u2019t seem to be sufficient tests available for key workers and that we don\u2019t know enough about the virus and how safe we are"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel that it's very concerning, especially now that even the prime minister is struggling. Though i'm sure in a year or two we'll have moved beyond then, the period prior to that is shaping up to be pretty hellish. It creates a feeling of anxiety and dread and of wondering when life will get back to something resembling normality. I'm worries a little for myself but mostly for elderly relatives and they would be less likely to get over this. Those in old peoples homes and the like are sitting ducks, and I feel like this is a terrible time for us all as a country and a world."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Having spent the best part of the year feeling very worried and scared of catching coronavirus and potentially becoming very ill I am now feeling much safer as I have had my first vaccine dose, as have the other adults in my immediate family. I am still concerned about the future and particularly the effect on my two children of having missed so much time at school. I have also been out of the house so rarely I am not sure I know how to do normal things anymore like go shopping. I am fortunate not to have suffered the loss of anyone close to me or ant great financial difficulties."}, {"index": 13, "context": "At the moment in time I Feel worried about the virus. Because recently I have felt a bit under the weather and I immediately panic thinking it could be the coronavirus but in fact it's just a sore throat and it's made me feel more anxious. Being around people when I go for essentials has also made me feel weary of them, I just hope that in the couple of weeks the news start to explain better news more positive to give the world hope again. I do like the fact that neighbours have came together again and the world is healing itself "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel sad for all the moments myself, my family and friends have missed this passed year and anxious about getting back into the world and living again. I'm worried this won't be the last lock down and I'm worried about new strains of the virus which may cause me or loved ones harm, mentally or physically. This past year has been awful for everyone I know, so many have struggled, I just want it over. I also feel sad and frustrated by our government, they could have done more and been more honest and realistic, Boris should resign."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel very anxious about the corona situation in that I just want life to return to normal. When it all first happened last March, it was new and unfamiliar. Communities came together, less traffic was on the roads, the weather was lovely. But now, it\u2019s been too long, people have lost their jobs, children have missed so much schooling, and a lot of people I believe, have had enough. Me included. I want to be able to go to the cinema, to meet my friends for a coffee and lunch, I don\u2019t want to wear a mask anymore. I get so sad when I think about elderly and vulnerable people all alone or poorly. I want to help them. And each time the government mentions new measures, such as easing ,lockdown, I worry that we will all build our hopes up only to have them shattered. What if we come out of lockdown too soon and we\u2019ll have to go back in it again? I feel anxious all the time worrying, please everyone, stick to the rules, let\u2019s get out of this situation"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am impressed at how the worlds scientists have worked together to tackle this worldwide problem.\nI am happy and confident that there are a number of vaccines available, however, I am concerned about the new virus varients that seem to be cropping up. I am also concerned that it may take up to a year for every country to complete its vaccination program and life to return completely back to normal.\nOverall i feel a lot more optimistic than I did a year ago and think normality is definitely within sight for all of us."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I do my best to keep away from others but then I see others in groups that are not family and this makes me mad. I also feel that if the PM IS NOT WELL HE SHOULD HAND OVERVTO THE SECOND IN COMMAND and get himself better. I also feel that we should take better care of our health workers, giving them the proper equipment for there protection. I am now worried that pets can possibly catch the virus and pass it on the humans. It is a worrying time for everyone and I worry when I will see my family anD friends . I also worry about them all."}, {"index": 18, "context": "Scared and worried for my children\nAnnoyed now one is listening and still goes out to socialise\nMissing my family like crazy talking on the phone just ain't the same \nConfused with everything going on as someone said one thing and others say another\nTrying to stay off social media as that makes things 10 times worse than what it is.\nWondering when everything can return to normal as my daughter is missing school and her friends.\n\nWould like it if someone could explain everything to me in a non scary way as everything I'm reading and seeing and hearing makes me feel even more scared and my anxiety is through the roof "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel extremely anxious, sad and unsettled. I can\u2019t sleep, I had a few panic and anxiety attacks in the past month. \nMy employment situation is up in the air with my employer saying that he\u2019ll furlough me, then changing his mind and then changing his mind again.\nI\u2019m scared because I might not be able to support myself, scared to catch the virus, scared that I have no family in UK and my grandad in my home country has coronavirus and is in the hospital and not doing well and is in his late 70s.\nI\u2019m scared and anxious and tired. My anxiety is through the roof and I can\u2019t wait for all people to just follow the rules and for this all to be over."}, {"index": 20, "context": "At the moment I am very stressed and angry with the situation. I am a third year university student, and it has completely ruined the year; I can\u2019t see my friends, graduation has been postponed etc. On top of this, we\u2019re still expected to hand in our assignments with no extensions which is extremely stressful since we don\u2019t have access to as many resources. As a member of staff at a supermarket, I am also at a higher risk of catching the disease and bringing it back to my family, and I feel as if the virus has brought out the worst in a lot of people."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel frightened for me and for my family, that if we get it we might get sicker and die. Young nurses dying has worries me - if they can\u2019t survive it how on earth do people have any chance to beat it. I am so fearful for my relatives who have health conditions, that they might get sick and not be offered any treatment because of poor outcomes. I am angry at the people hoarding, at the people socialising and flouting the guidelines. They\u2019re endangering themselves and others and it makes me so mad that they don\u2019t care. I am frustrated with the government, the years of Nhs underfunding. To dismiss the skill of so many for so long and to now want the help of all these long suffering front line staff. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I currently feel hopeful that we may be coming to the end of corona ruling our everyday lives. However I am anxious that we will once again have another surge and be plunged back into another lockdown. I am concerned that if we are placed into another lockdown the country will not recover economically, mentally or physically. As humans we are not designed to spend almost 12 months in isolation and confinement. I feel the whole population is desperate for interaction with friends and family and some form of normal life. I am trying to remain hopeful that we really are coming out the other end by looking at the falling numbers regularly and reassuring myself that the plan to come out of lockdown is well thought through and thorough."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am less worried about it than I was because I have been vaccinated and so have my elderly parents. I still get anxious if I am on a bus and someone near me is not wearing a mask. I also feel anger towards people breaking the rules. I feel like we are coming to the end of the really bad Corona times but maybe I'm wrong. I am still lonely and not able to see friends or my boyfriend in lockdown. I feel fear if I think about other new pandemics happening in the future and anxious about governments not preparing for this now"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel worried about how this will affect my degree, and I\u2019m scared I\u2019ll fail the year. I\u2019m looking forward to things opening up again, and being able to see my friends. It feels like the end is in sight, but I\u2019m often anxious and sad about my current situation, and angry at how much time has been wasted. I wish I could\u2019ve had a normal last two years at university, and I wish I could\u2019ve seen my friends before they graduated. I hope that the vaccine rollout goes well, I want to be able to see all my friends again this summer."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I have always suffered from health anxiety, so this pandemic has been really hard. I caught covid in Oct which wasn\u2019t pleasant but actually relieved the anxiety a bit. \nRight now it feels like things are getting a lot better with new cases and deaths coming down and quick vaccine rollout. The main thing that worries me is the new variants in case the vaccines aren\u2019t effective. I am also concerned we are easing lockdown too early and everyone that hasn\u2019t been vaccinated yet means it will just spread like wildfire."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I don't like lockdown and look forward to being free to go where I like. I am constantly confused by the statistics and analysis and am not totally convinced that this strategy is necessary although I comply with it. There is a background concern that I may get it despite all the precautions and I Sorry that members of my can't may become I'll.\nIt surprises me that there is not a global response in place for this pandemic since it has been a concern for the who.\nI am also puzzled that countries like Germany are reporting low mortality rates whilst other European countries report much higher rates. It's the same virus and similar populations.\n\n"}, {"index": 27, "context": "It has dragged on for a quite while and I am eager to see it die down. There are some promising signs with vaccination and easing of lockdown, but I still remember how last year was looking promising as well initially. Hopefully, the economy will not be too badly affected in the immediate terms and we will be able to return to a relative normalcy. I am excited at the prospect of making future plans again and possible making steps to develop myself and my career. We will see, it is hard to make any predictions nowadays."}, {"index": 28, "context": "The situation has put many things on hold and disrupted/disrupting many people's lives including mine. People are taken away from their daily routine, much needed and carefully planned holidays are on hold or canceled, couples looking to move in together have to put their plans on hold, people looking to buy houses or move jobs have to postpone it, families are separated. Older family members don't want their kids to visit them for fear of getting infected, younger people choose painfully not to visit their parents for the same reason. \n\nAt the same time, this unprecedented break has given people the chance to do all the things they never had time to do like finishing a book, catching up with friends on different time zones and generally slowing down what once was a very busy pace of life.\n\nAll in all although there are some pros, I feel the situation has made me really anxious with many uncertainty."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel indecisive and stressed as I can't get any food delivery slots at the moment and am trying to avoid all people other than my family who I live with. We are running low on food. I feel angry that I and my family have self-isolated to save lives and the NHS yet everyone has been walking around and going out like there is no lockdown. It makes me feel like people are selfish and deluded to think they'll be OK, or to just simply not care that other, more vulnerable people will be greatly endangered, or even die, from their irresponsible actions."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am worried that a large part of society is not respecting the lockdown and that makes me afraid more people will suffer as a result.\n\nI am afraid that my family or I may get it and what if we have underlying conditiond we are not aware of. \n\nAlso, its impossible to get medical care for anything else at the moment... I have had issues that have not resolved for three weeks and still have another week to wait on a blood test they told me I will be turned away from if I have a temperature... I have a suspected infection... So my temp is higher... I am afraid I will get ignored. "}, {"index": 31, "context": "I'm concerned about the effect it could have on my family and friends, apprehensive about the potential effects on the economy and sad that it has prevented me from seeing people. It's also been very frustrating the way that many people have reacted, by either panic buying or ignoring the advice and continuing to mix with others.\nHowever, I'm relieved that my job is (for the time being) safe, and that no-one I know has suffered any major effects. The reduction in pollution has been a positive side effect, and it may result in some positive changes to the way we live and work (such as more remote working)."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel positive with the situation as we have a vaccine and the r rate is down, especially within my area. I don\u2019t feel positive about the fact that teachers haven\u2019t been vaccinated though as it seems ridiculous that they are going back to work with children all day without being protected against the virus, myself included in this as I work in the education sector. I wish I would be vaccinated sooner but I still have months to wait as I am group 10 and my area is only working through group six at the moment."}, {"index": 33, "context": "I am very stressed about the situation. My main concerns are the way it effects work initially as that provides day to day stress. I am also concerned about my family and making sure they are all provided for and that my extended family is looked after. I am concerned that people I know may get sick and in the worst cases die, and I am scared of losing someone close to me. I am also bored when I am at home and stuck in the house, and upset that I can\u2019t take my daughter out anywhere that she would normally enjoy, and angry at the people who are clearly not following the government advice "}], "length": 4860} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I continue to be surprised at just how wide ranging and severe the impacts of the virus have been, and spend lots of time wondering how it might develop in the future, what changes it may or may not bring about. Mostly I lament that it has interrupted my studies and some of my hobbies. I am not too concerned about the situation itself, but am slightly worried for more vulnerable family members. I have some frustration towards the Chinese practice of operating wildlife markets and the role that has played in the origin of the virus"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel scared and wishing it all to be over, worried financially as well. I'm worried I'll lose my job resulting in me losing my house. I wish the end was here but I cannot see an end near and I'm worried we will stuck in isolation for a long time. I miss my family and friends. I miss the pub. I miss socialising and doing what I enjoy. I feel depressed staying at home. Before this all started I was having therapy for depression and now that's been cancelled for the foreseeable future and now I feel lost and not sure if I can cope any more."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I'm feeling annoyed that people don't seem to be taking a global pandemic seriously enough to just stay at home, however I do understand why that can be hard for some people. I'm worried about the impacts of COVID-19 - financially, on our health, the economy as a whole, how people will recover from it, but more so - how long will this last for? Lives are being put on hold (or sadly lost) and we have no idea when we will get back to 'normal' or what that will even look like. How long can people continue like this? What if we think it's 'over' and end up spreading it even more because we relax all the rules too quickly?"}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am very worried about the current situation and the long term impact the pandemic has had on everyone. We all crave some sort of normality but I fear people are becoming impatient and angry. I am sad and worried about the future. I am also is complete admiration for the scientists and the research to develop a vaccine so quickly!\nI am disgusted with the devolved governments and their handling of the pandemic. And over the last few days a 1% pay rise for NHS staff is appalling...clapping for them was a romantic notion to say thank you and now this 1% pay rise is shocking...they deserve more than that!"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I\u2019m feeling very anxious for the safety of my loved ones and quite stressed about the unknown nature of how long we will be in quarantine and whether stricter measures will be put in place.\nI\u2019m\nAlso starting to feel a bit frustrated about having limited daily choices which I was enjoying for the first two weeks.\nI want to know when I will see my friends and mum.\nWorking is difficult to navigate as all of our processes have changed and it can be complicated trying to keep up with the changes, especially as I am required to communicate them to others who have lots of questions due to their uncertainty."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel anxious as I don\u2019t know when we will be released from quarantine. I also feel anxious as I don\u2019t want any of my family members to become ill. It is quite nerve racking, I\u2019m also hoping that we will be back out by summer time. I don\u2019t want a summer to go to waste. I hope that at the moment, everyone is okay because it would be difficult to deal with any sort of illness right now. I\u2019m also quite angry about the people who are going out as they are compromising the safety of others and also prolonging the quarantine time; this is giggly agravating."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am fearful of the restrictions being lifted too soon, just because the politicians want to be popular. Ideally i would want them to remain in place until everyone has been offered their second vaccine dose. I also cant wait to return to normal. So i guess i feel conflicted as well as anxious. I also miss my extended family. I am anxious that my kids have missed so much school that they will find it hard to cope when they go back. I also like working from home and i dont want to lose that facility."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel scared to go out. I wish everyone would abide by the government rules so it can all be over and we can get back to normal life. I miss my family massively. I am scared for my friends who work in the nhs. I have never followed the news more than I am now. I hope that if i or anyone else in my family gets the virus then we will be able to overcome it and that it doesn\u2019t put us in hospital needing treatment. My husband has no work because of the virus so it is already affecting us without us actually having it. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel lost as I haven\u2019t been able to go to work due to having to shield and I just feel a little low because it has seemed such a long time that I haven\u2019t worked .I have shielded twice now and I worry about my job and a letdown to my staff members who are working through this And I feel I have down nothing to help support our work bubble .I feel relief that I have not caught it and feel safe at home and not worried as much but lonely as all my family work so I am at home all day on my own .I understand that it had to be done but concerned it will come back again as I feel people don\u2019t take it seafoods as when I go for a drive in the car the amount of people walking about in Greenwich it is worrying that so many are not taking this searioisly"}, {"index": 9, "context": "It has just gone on soo long, I am bored and anxious all of the time. \n\nI started a small business during the second lockdown because I didn't know what to do with myself and where to put my energy. Whilst in my full time job, the business kept me distracted in the evenings and weekends. As much as I love it, it just something there, and maybe does not bring me joy anymore. Because it's all i've had. \n\nMy partner and I live in a house that even though it's very full it feels empty and like there is nothing to do. \n\nOverall, covid is boring us now. I HATE that I haven't seen my family in over a year and we are taking it seriously but others we know are not. They are living life all they want, and we have been careful doing our bit."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel worried about the Corona situation. Our prime minister is currently in intensive care, and I fear for my elderly parents. I am dreading the prospect of months under lockdown. I am also concerned about the long-term impact on the economy - of my favourite shops closing - and the likelihood of austerity politics returning. I am concerned about the welfare of my family and friends, and whether or not they may be made redundant.\nI am working from home but don't particularly like this arrangement, and worry about the vulnerable patients that I work with."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel anxious and worried that my family might get the virus and I won't be able to help them. I'm concerned we aren't testing enough people and that the NHS doesn't have the resources to cope with the surge. I worry that the general public are not taking the social distancing seriously especially with Easter coming up. There are still too many people out and about whi aren't following the rules. I'm also worried my employer will have to make redundancies once this is over. when will it end? How can we get back to normal life without a vaccine?"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I'm very sad people are dying, some people are losing their jobs, i'm worried about my job and my finance.\n\nI'm worried i will get sick with the Corona because i'm still working, as i'm not self isolating and i'm in contact with my colleague this is particular worrying for me, we have been told to observe the 2 meters rule but this is impossible to do at my work please, touching surface at work is also very as we share computer keyboards.\n\nI have a lot of anxiety every time i watch the news there's bad news, i need a bit of positivity on telly, I have anxiety about my rent will i be able to afford it next months? \n\nMy mental health is deteriorating, i think it's a mix of not knowing what the future holds and if my saving will last till the Corona situation is over.\n\n\n\n"}, {"index": 13, "context": "The situation is frustrating as people aren't following guidelines. I think if people did follow these guidelines it wouldn't be as bad as it is now. Isolation and lockdown are upsetting as we can't really go out unless we have to, which just kind of feels like we dont have much freedom. I believe the government are doing what they can, but even this is limited as it is a virus, and it will be difficult to stop. Overall, it is a horrible situation, that has worsened the mental health of everyone I know."}, {"index": 14, "context": "As I'm self employed and work from home this situation hasn't impacted me financially or affected my day to day life. I'm worried about my older family getting the virus and how badly it would effect them, also their mental health as they're not used to being on their own for any time at all. Also I'm worried how the economy will be impacted as a result of the lockdown as well as this coinciding with brexit. Overall I consider myself very lucky and I'm following government advice strictly to protect the people most at risk. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "Anxious with my line of work being at high risk (healthcare). Stress of exposure. The team I work with are very supportive but also anxious of staffing issues. It frustrates me that people are not taking this seriously and ignoring the advice, putting me and my colleagues at work at risk of exposure. The government advice was very variable but has improved. I am not hopeful that it will be resolved in the near future due to other people ignoring advice. There is uncertainty over our financial situation due to the economy, which has caused stress for everyone. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel exhausted after more than one year of lockdown because of Corona, my mental health has deteriorated as i haven't seen family and friends all this time, not having holiday.\n\nAlso because i have worked and still working during this crisis, i'm worried that i might catch the virus, so everyday i'm extremely anxious.\n\n i'm fed up with the whole situation ,i just want things to get back to normal.\n\ni'm anxious, worried about my job, my finances and my health as well.\n\ni'm worried about the vaccine, i don't know if i'm going to take it or not, i guess will see."}, {"index": 17, "context": "That's a harder question to answer than it seems, because the more I think about the situation, the harder it is getting to deal with. I'm at a higher anxiety level than [the current] normal as I have just finished the food shopping. Fear is contagious too. Uncertainty about the future and to what extent and severity of the fall out. Mainly, I feel deceived, even weeks on and we still have no clear idea on numbers of deaths/infections. Also doubt, that all my loved ones will be safe at the end of this, I am already bracing myself for awful news."}, {"index": 18, "context": "The corona situation makes me feel very anxious because there are so many unknowns and i believe that there is more information out there than we are being told. \nThe situation makes me very annoyed too as the people who are complaining most about how long lockdown is lasting are the same people who are breaking the lockdown rules and causing extensions on lockdown to be necessary. \n\ni think the governments of all countries need to be more transparent with what is going on and the newspapers need to stop scaremongering and using clickbait to get people to read their papers. This is only causing more fear and anxiety. \n\nI also believe that the UK government should provide more testing so that the statistics only reflect the true numbers\n"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel anxious, I feel scared about the effect this could have on my family and the people close to me and the vulnerable people I look after at work in a care home. I feel unsure about how long this will go on for and how bad it will get, I feel frustrated at the people not taking it seriously and social distancing themselves and I feel frustrated at the insufficient protection, support and funding the NHS and healthcare professionals are receiving from the government. I feel sad that I can't see my boyfriend or my friends."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am worried that it\u2019ll effect my family. I am not that worried for me but for my older family members. I like how it has bought the country together and bought out the good in each other. \nI work in the NHS but I am still happy to go into work. Everyone is very supportive and helpful both at work and at home in the community. Staying home is hard but it is the right thing to do and shouldn\u2019t be for too long hopefully. I am thankful for the hour exercise a day to get my 18 month son out of our flat. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel extremely worried about my family, friends and myself it has caused my anxiety to massively spike. I am sad I can't go and come as I please. Completely overwhelmed by this situation and the unknown outcome of what happens and how life will be on the other side after this is over. I am fearful that I and/or my partner will lose my job. I am particularly worried for the long-term effects of our way of life. Feel quite helpless as it seems society is ready to judge or turn on each other. It is very depressing especially when you realise we are no where near the end of this horrible pandemic."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel it is a great concern to 'everyone', this includes infants and babies. As they also can find it hard to breathe and have symptoms that can relate to it, even if it isn't. It is still a worry, as 'everything' evolves around it. Not just for adults or the elderly.\n\nAlso, there are many other key workers/sectors who are not NHS. Who are also doing a tremendous job to keep humanity safe, hygienic, streets clean, vulnerable people of young and old on drugs and alcohol, ill mental capacity safe as possible with a sound mind with their health precautions in place, government legislation in check the list goes on. 'They' too should be included in the media/adverts and be able to attend supermarkets at set times for them as well, not just the NHS. Those additional key workers/key sectors DESERVE RECOGNITION 100% TOO."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel like there is reason to now be optimistic. I feel like we, as a society, need to learn the valuable lessons covid has taught us such as proper hygeine and social cohesion. The vaccines have given hope to many that there is light at the end of the tunnel. However I still think we will have restrictions globally by the end of 2021. For that reason I do not want to be overly optimistic as we are not going back to normal quite yet and things could change for the worse pretty quickly e..g vaccine supply issues, new variants etc."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am hopeful for the future but concerned that in the UK we might snatch defeat from the jaws of victory. I think we need to continue to be more cautious. I am so pleased to have the schools reopened and to have my children see other children again. I am really looking forward to having the chance to see friends and being back in the office again. This has all taken so long and feels like its changed everything. I'm still anxious and worried about my family so I am hoping that by summer I won't feel so anxious."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am Currently feeling anxious and afraid for my friends and family and sadness for the people dying. I am also anxious for the amount of time we are locked down for and the economic consequences that this will ha e in the future both on a personal level and for businesses. I am also very angry at the people who appear not to be following the governments restrictions. I currently think the government are handling the situation as best they can given the unprecedenet circumstances we all go d ourselves in. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I'm fearful as kids have gone back to school today so it's a bit daunting as we don't know what to expect. It does seem the virus isn't spreading as much but deaths are still being recorded which is scary. I am not optimistic that we will be back to normal life by June as the PM hopes. I guess we just need to wait and see but it leaves me feeling very anxious especially as I'm expecting a baby later on this year. That alone makes me very nervous, as well as worrying about my child who has just gone back in to school. I worry that the teachers who haven't had vaccines put our kids at risk as well as those travelling in on public transport."}], "length": 3904} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel a little bit more hopeful due to the vaccine but also hopeless because I miss my elderly grandparents and my old life. I also feel guilty sort of a survivor's guilt because so many have lost their lives. I am quite anxious for my vaccine and understand the order of priority but am worried incase I get covid beforehand. This past year has been one I cant wait to forget but I feel I may suffer longterm effects such as anxiety and depression. I am also fearful of going out too much. Realistically I just want things to go back to normal whatever the new normal will look like."}, {"index": 1, "context": "Perversely it's created a shared spirit, albeit an anxious one. \nIt's like a reset switch, but more bad than good is going to come out of it. Sudden hardship will cause large problems and there needs to be full empathy from large organisations to reduce those problems. \nThere's not really a 'win ' situation here, it's a damage limitation exercise.\nLarge corporations (especially banks) need to be sympathetic rather than looking at opportunities to boost their public relations and marketing,\nMost people I am aware of are keeping to the rules laid out by the government. i.e. keeping 2 metres apart, staying in the house, etc. But exercise is important, especially for those people in small houses with no garden, and I do not believe in demonising people who go to parks to get fresh air. If 20 odd people are hanging out together, that's something altogether different"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I'm feeling anxious about the situation because we now live in a changed world. This is an event that will be written in textbooks in the future and it's hard to fathom how truly extreme this will become. There is a peace of mind that I live in a country that has free healthcare if the worse was to happen and me or my family got sick. I know that i/them will be looked after and also thankful that despite an embarrassing week of panic buying. the country is coming together to help people through this "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel anxious about the situation. I am waiting to find out whether I am being furloughed. My other half has already been furloughed. I miss my family. It\u2019s my mum\u2019s birthday today and I can\u2019t see her Is she is shielding. Is this life now? When will it end? Will I know anyone who will die? I have messaged my friends and they all seem okay but it\u2019s not the same. Tv is boring after a while and I feel like I will soon be crawling up the walls. \nI feel like the government is doing a good job, they have channelled the NHS. An institution that is properly the only thing all Brits agree on. We police by consent. Britons are turning on one another screaming stay at home to save the NHS. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "i'm scared that i will catch it and spread it to my partner and children. i have underlying health issues, asthma and i think if i catch it, then ill be a gonna. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm"}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am afraid for my friends and family. My grandparents are elderly with health complications and live in Nashville, if they became ill we could not go to them. My exams have been majorly disrupted, there are no job openings I can apply for and my private landlord at uni is still making us pay full rent with utilities included although we have been sent home by the uni. I feel uncertain about the future and how life will adjust to a somewhat normality after this pandemic. I have bad anxiety which is being exacerbated by this situation."}, {"index": 6, "context": "More than anything the uncertainty regarding the length of the quarantine is the most concerning. The situation overall is not that difficult for me personally, but the quarantine began sooner than I expected so I didn't prepare as much as I could have. As a third-year university student, the changes in methods of teaching has taken some time to get used to. The preestablished weekly routine has been disturbed so there is a sense of losing track of time; every day feels alike, and consequently my sleeping habits have worsened. There are broader concerns regarding aspects such as graduation and the unexpected lack of certain resources. The biggest difficult that I have experienced is perhaps the separation from family members as I chose to stay within the university city."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am quite anxious about the situation currently as I cannot go and see my mother as she is in a high risk category so all I have been able to do is drop food at her door and wave through the window. I am a key worker and whilst I am working reduced hours, I am still having to work and are therefore more at risk than if I could just stay home. It is annoying when people don\u2019t seem to be paying attention to how they need to stay at home or when greedy business owners decide that there \u2018non essential\u2019 business is key. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I've just heard about Boris Johnson being moved to intensive care so it feels very surreal and my anxiety has intensified. I feel unmoored and anxious. I don't see an end to this which is very hard to come to terms with. When i have delay with anxiety before i have told myself things are temporary and will change but this is hard in current situation. I am scared for my children and my parents but there is nothing that i can do. Sometimes it feels so unreal that i can disaasociate from it for a while but it soon creeps back."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel quite frustrated at the little choice and variety of things we have to do, but I also feel sad and a bit apprehensive. My closest friend lost her brother to Covid a week ago which is both frightening and tragic. He was otherwise healthy and it just goes to show how vulnerable we could all be to this illness we still know very little about,\nI miss spending quality time with the people I love and am sick of speaking to people through screens. I also worry I have forgotten how to socialise well and have become more reclusive."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I have not found myself yet infected with civid but I feel sadness for the people who have and surcomb to the virus, my anxiety is made worse when I do have to go out in public once a week and I feel anger watching the news because the NHS should never have been in the state it is now, and anger when I see groups of people not following government atvise, I just want to slap them if it wasn't for the 2 metre rule, I feel there is light at the end of the tunnel if people just cooperate, I have found that the lack of freedom has made me feel more depressed than usual however my spirits are kept high knowing this whole situation will end at some point and life will return to normal for the majority of us, infact after isolation for so long it will be like entering a new world, now I feel better"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel stressed, anxious and sad all at the same time about the situation in the world at the moment. I am a highly anxious person anyway amd this has greatly exacerbated it. \nAnger is another feeling that surges up. The fact that this is happening and a lot of people are not taking it seriously and still going out is beyond me. I am very confused as to what needs to happen to make some people understand the gravity of the sitation. Many people are dying and a lot more will unless people do what they are told. \n"}, {"index": 12, "context": "My anxiety is at an ultimate high especially living with an elderly mother. Sometimes not knowing the unknown is the most frightening. You dread to wake up that of of your loved ones maybe affected and you may never see them again. i am aware that already two people have lost their lives on my road, people who i have grew up with. It's absolutely devastating that neighbours, who you have grew up with cannot join and grieve with the families. Its worrying that you will never really know when things are likely to return to normality, and though we have never experienced anything like this before we should count ourselves lucky this isnt war where we could lose our homes and run for our lives."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel a bit worried as my best friend just died on ITU from this virus. I feel I have not done enough and cannot believe this is still going on. Sorry about that. That is why I am a bit anxious despite being relatively young. In normal situation I would not feel like this. I never really feel anxious and never knew the feeling till now. But I am hoping this virus will stop and we will be able to live our normal lives soon. I hope this is only temporary and now with the vaccine hopefully things will improve and life will go back to normal."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am feeling quite anxious about the corona virus due to being a key worker and so I am coming into contact with more people than I would like to and so I feel more at risk. Moreover, I have just had a notice from my work to say that we will be doubling the number of customers allowed in the shop at one time from 20 to 44. This has made me quite angry as I don't think this is the best action to take right now and I think it is very irresponsible. However we have been provided with face masks and gloves."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am worried about family members with prior health conditions catching the virus.\nI am also anxious about my finances as I am on furlough and I am the main income earner.\nI am constantly trying to think of ways to get through the situation financially.\nI feel a lot of pressure to do the right thing and make the right choices for my families health and financial future.\nAll this worry is having an adverse effect on mine and my families mood.\nMy wife already suffers from depression and I fear the current situation will be very detrimental to her mood and our relationship as a whole.\n"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel very afraid and tearful, my mind is constantly distracted.ive lost my income,I miss my family and I\u2019m scared for the future. I think we as a country and my own family can get through this virus but it\u2019s going to get tougher before any progress is made. I find myself picking arguments with my husband because I\u2019m angry and frustrated with him being home all the time as we are both used to being at work and are spending all our time together. He seems constantly angry at me and I don\u2019t know why I cannot help our situation at the moment nobody can"}, {"index": 17, "context": "Me and my family feel very uncertain at this moment in time, however we are very aware that the most we can do is to stay home and follow government guidelines. I am feeling a sense of relaxation and I am able to connect with my family a lot better than I usually would which is a positive. \nThere is a part of me that is feeling a sense of unity as it is great to see the whole of our nation work together to overcome this. Although many are taking this seriously, many people are still not taking this seriously, and are continuing their daily life like nothing is going on, leaving me feeling angry and annoyed at times. \nOverall, I am slightly worried about the situation but I feel as though this will improve over the next few weeks/months. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am massively disappointed in our government, and a certain element of society who have been very selfish in regards to peoples lives and wellbeing. If the government had acted with people interests at heart, and not money, this would have been a very different time, with many lives saved. This has left me feeling sad, and anxious about the who situation right now. However, there has been a large part of society which has amazing and cheered me greatly, showing generosity, heart and kindness in supporting others, and working together to reduce the spread of the virus."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am feeling very anxious at the moment as I am so unsure about where and when this will all come to a head and questioning if life as we knew it before will be back.\nI am also annoyed at people not following the rules and being so selfish by breaking the lockdown rules.\nI am worried about being judged when I need to go out and get essentials also as I live alone and have nobody who can get essentials for me.\nAnxiety and worry are definitely the emotions I am currently strongest feeling. Worry for myself and for my family and loved ones.\nI am sad also because I miss the loved ones in my life."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I\u2019m feeling fed up of the covid situation, fed up of social distancing, not seeing family and not being able to go shopping. I wish my son and daughter could return to their educational settings as normal. \n\nI\u2019m also desperate to get my hair cut and visit friends. I just hope the vaccines enable us to live more normally very soon and that people stop getting seriously ill from COVID. \n\nHopefully this nightmare will soon be over for the World. I also hope the financial cost of this crisis is not as severe as imagined."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel generally okay at this moment in time. I have food and supplies at the moment although I am concerned about the thought of having to venture outside should I need to buy anything from stores. The last time I went out to the shops, over a week ago now, there were large queues outside every one. Most of the anxiety stems from the behaviour of other people and my distrust of them. Anytime I have either visited shops or had an online delivery to my home, there have been items unavailable due to the ridiculous stockpiling of others. Most of my concern is for my family and their health."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel really stressed. My sister is an A+ E doctor and I\u2019m so worried about her. She doesn\u2019t have enough ppe. I\u2019m worried about my parents - they have existing health conditions. I\u2019m worried about my employment prospects. I\u2019m a musician and everything is shut. I\u2019m looking at stacking shelves. I feel that the government responded too late and too little. This makes me very angry. I\u2019m not sleeping very well, I\u2019m often awake in the middle of the night for hours. This is also really stressful. I can appreciate that my husband and son are very stressed right now."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am concerned about the efficacy of the vaccines given the new strains and the impact of children returning to school and the gradual opening up of shops, hospitality etc. I worry that people think it's all over and I dread another wave developing and us being sent back to square one again. I am trying to be cautiously optimistic about the vaccination roll out but anxiety still is the dominating feeling for me. I worry that people are once again going to prioritise wealth over health and this troubles me. I think there is a lot of anger in the world at the moment with people so divided on their views about what is right and wrong in relation to how proceed and this in itself leaves me feeling very uncomfortable."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel very anxious, I am the daughter of a key worker (radiotherapist). Although my parent is not high risk or frontline he still treats suspected COVID patients which is anxiety inducing.\nEverything is very uncertain which adds to anxiety and fear.\n\nI am also a physician associate student. My placement has been cancelled and my future uncertain. There is talk of us being paid and working as if we are qualified to help on the front line which, to be honest, scares me. From what I have seen, PPE is not up to CDC or WHO standard.\n"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel anxious that myself or my loved ones may get it. I am worried that people are not taking it seriously enough. I would like to see the lock down be enforced more, this would reassure me. And a curfew would be helpful too, and that would reassure me further. I worry about my husband, who works in the NHS, face to face with patients.\nI feel incredibly grateful that we have a garden, a safe roof over our house and that money is not an issue. Going out for a walk (once a day with the dogs) always makes me feel a little better, as does doing exercise indoors."}, {"index": 26, "context": "Im feeling ver very bored and anxious about this virus and its messing up my mental health a lot. This virus is making me not enjoy the things i do on a daily basis and its also very tiring even tho i am not doing anything and just sitting down. Also i miss interacting with people n the out side and just going out for some fresh air. I am unable to go for walks outside as i have a very low immune system and i am scared of catching an infection so for this reason i acoid outside and tend to stay in."}, {"index": 27, "context": "At the moment I am slightly anxious, more so of the thought of my little one being in hospital alone if she got ill rather than me or my partner getting ill. I'm disgusted at the amount of people swanning around not taking this seriously. It's hard to not feel anxious when so many things are shared on social media... as you never know what is fact and something can make you scared or annoyed just like that. \nI'm hopeful that I'll be able to pop out now and not struggle to get basic food that we need . "}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am extremely anxious about the situation. In particular I am worried about losing a family member or friend because of it. I also worry that if I get ill I would not be able to look after my children. It also sounds like a very unpleasant illness with being unable to breathe. I am also worried about the financial impact for my family and I am uncertain how I will continue to care for my children if my workplace (non essential shop) opens before the schools and nurseries. I am worried I will end up letting my work down or losing my job. I think I have become more anxious since Boris Johnson was admitted to hospital as it makes it feel even more serious."}], "length": 4182} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I think that this current pandemic is absolutely crazy and mind blowing as this is something that none of us is used to. I appreciate what Boris has been doing however he has still been working despite being ill and been in areas less than 2 meters of others which is not setting a good example. This is a horrible situation for us all and creates such an anxious feeling amongst us all, the best thing for us all is to stay in although some are not keeping to this therefore the government and policing should be a lot more stricter to keep it at a low. It has caused a lot of stress on people and I can\u2019t wait for this all to be over and everyone to be recovered. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I'm fed up of it honestly. It's affecting my and my sons mental health (although thankfully he is now back at school which greatly helps). My employer is not handling the situation as well as I would hope and we are considered essential so have to be at our place of work as well, and are unable to work from home. Often it is impossible to fully socially distance there and we've all but been told that they've \"\"done everything they can\"\" so if we catch corona it's our own fault which is just ridiculous as the place is a nightmare. I just want some normality back and to be able to live my life without this constant stress, worry and anxiety."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am not concerned at present, I have had my first jab, more concerned aboutthe people that are avoiding the jabs. I am enjoying working from home and more anxious aout having to go back to the work place just because of covid but I am finding a better work life balance now because of covid, it has actually done me a favour! I worry for some of my friends thae have been caught up with financial loss because of Covid and those that have been furloughed or lost their jobs because of it. I dont believe that life will go back to what it was and things will become harder for people, the financial loss for them and the UK as a country could effect what happens in the future and a new rich/poor boundary could be created because of it. I am a little cross with myself because I could have been alot better of but because of the boredom I ended up still spending just as much, if not more, on shopping and gamling and my friends were not there to discourage me. My son has not been able to start his adult life after college closing and he is not suffering anxiety because of it, this is hindering him from looking for a job in an already difficulty and flooded environment."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel much more resigned and pessimistic. I don't feel excited about things reopening. I feel anxious about readjusting to a more normal life. I feel tired even though I do nothing. I fear we will be back in lockdown by winter again. The government has failed absolutely everyone and has relied on people's goodwill for too long. I worry coronavirus is just the beginning and we will experience many more pandemics and the government will have learned nothing. I worry about the long term effects this will have on everything, how people's personalities and course of their lives has been altered by this."}, {"index": 4, "context": "The current situation fills me with anxiety over the uncertainty of the whole situation. When will it end and will I become seriously ill. When will I be able to resume my normal life again. How will my mother receive treatment for her diagnosis of lung cancer and when will I get to visit her safely. I feel upset that some people are not following the social distancing guidelines and when they come within the required two meters feel that they are putting me at risk. I am also currently in the middle of moving to an overseas house and have had to leave it empty. I have many commitments and am not sure when I will be able to complete them."}, {"index": 5, "context": "Feeling very worried about the future, how it will affect all of our lives going forward and whether a vaccine will be found. Feel sad and anxious to be living like this and hate not having freedom. Makes me feel depressed and bored and frustrated. Worried about my children and finances and how we will manage. Worried about me and my family becoming poorly and how that could end up being catastrophic. I can't stop watching the news and analysing figures and statistics. Waiting for daily totals to come out each day to see where we're at with it all. A very stressful and anxious time. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel quite anxious about the situation at the moment because more and more people are getting sick and dying everyday. I am still working and that makes me worried too. At work we have to sanitise which is positive but it still makes me more anxious. I work processing benefits and there's lot of sad stories that I hear from people everyday. Sometimes this makes me upset and it means that I take these feelings home with me. It makes me sad and anxious during my free time In the evenings, although I am grateful to still be working just for some Human interaction"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel odd... over the last year I\u2019ve come to embrace quiet family weekends at home and not having to rush out the house to work and school. I miss some friends and family but I don\u2019t miss constantly being busy and having to please everyone. I feel worried about the potential impact still on my business but also like there may be a light at the end of the tunnel. I hope we can have a family holiday this year and birthday parties for my children. They are much more resilient than we give them credit for!"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel like this has gone on for a so long now, it's unfortunately starting to feel normal. I'm anxious about getting back to normal - it's going to feel strange not having to wear a mask in a shop or social distance, although looking forward not having to wear masks! I'm looking forward to doing more & going to more places, but hope people continue to keep their distance - having someone breathing down your neck in a queue was never nice! I think the vaccine is our route out of this pandemic, and really hope we do get out of it in June, but getting annoyed when I see people not following the rules, or pushing their anti-vax propaganda on people without doing research. I'm personally looking forward to having my vaccine, I want to get back to normal, even though it is a bit daunting!"}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am feeling a great deal of anger and frustration towards the Tory government regarding how the coronavirus situation has been handled in this country. Our government has always taken far too long to respond to it which has meant that far more people have died unnecessarily. Not enough has been done to protect the most vulnerable. It makes me particularly angry that vulnerable people have had their lives sacrificed and I currently don't feel that things will pan out positively for the rest of the year. The additional kick in the teeth is that the government aren't giving medical staff the pay rise that deserve considering the risks that they have taken over the past year."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am afraid to lose any of family members. I don't want to live 24 hours a day with my wife anymore. I lost 2 business opportunities, I feel very bad about them.The government announced a support program which doesn't cover me because I opened my business 8 months ago (as a self employed). I am very disappointed due to this. I really bored at home. I begin to dislike traditional Chinese who can eat everything which can move. On the other hand you didn't say that I need to write a text which must be 500 character at minimum, at the beginning. Yes you should say that before I start the survey."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am not very bothered by it currently. I don't like that others are suffering but I am dealing ok as I'm introverted.\nI don't go out that much so restrictions aren't affecting me too badly.\nI am still working and not much has changed in my life.\nWhat more can I say?\nI'm not entirely sure what more I can say about it to be honest.\nI feel okay and my situation is ok.\nMy feelings are fine and not much changed.\nI literally have nothing else to say I'm afraid.\nam still working and not much has changed in my life.\nWhat more can I say?\nI'm not entirely sure what more I can say about it to be honest.\nI feel okay and my situation is ok.\nMy feelings are fine and not much changed.\nI literally have nothing else to say I'm afraid."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I'm hopeful that vaccines will help us to learn to live with the situation. I feel angry with anti vaxxers and people who don't abide by the guidelines. I worry about what the world will be like for my children. I'm scared about catching the virus and maybe being badly affected so I'm not going out very much. I'm really missing seeing my family and friends and I can't imagine ever wanting to go on a plane again at present. I wish the government had been stricter with lockdown earlier on because now in think in people don't believe what they say"}, {"index": 13, "context": "its a scary situation to be in, we've never had a lockdown like this before and no one knows how long it is gonna last, which causes me anxiety. I hope things will go back to normal soon. It makes me fearful that i could catch it and be seriously ill or worse. I wish it would go away and things would get back to normal. there is alot of different information online and it is hard to know what is real, like how many people have it and die from it. Especially now that the prime minister boris johnson has it and has been hospitalized proves it can get to anyone "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am worried about the world that we are going to come back out to. I might not have a job, businesses are going to struggle for years following this economic downturn.\n\nIf I lose my job and can't get another one quick enough I am going to lose my flat which is very stressful.\n\nI am fed up of being stuck inside. I am living with my parents again and losing my independence is very difficult. \n\nI miss my friends and my freedom. \n\nIt is very hard on my mental health. I am getting wound up very easily and people are losing their temper. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I believe that our basic freedoms are being infringed upon by the government under the guise of \"\"protecting people\"\". Although the pandemic is obviously a threat to some people's lives, I believe the draconian measures are just another form of control. It is also not worth tanking the economy for future generations for a virus that only kills a minority of people. Unfortunately, it is easy to scaremonger or guilt-trip people into submission with the hysteria of the pandemic. I think that is very upsetting and worrisome for the future of the country."}, {"index": 16, "context": "Very worried for my family,very bored with lockdown and aching to get back to work ,concerned just how much longer lockdown will last and just want an end to the uncertainty .Boredom is a big issue and finding it very hard to maintain this pace of life,not something I am used to and anxiety us getting harder to cope with as is the daily UK update on those who are sadly losing their fight with the disease, this is hard to hear every day.I have ti continue to caress for a disabled family member which means I put them at risk every time I enter their home"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am very anxious and scared about things i bring into the house, and very anxious on the uncertaintity that still surrounds the whole situation as I believe we will be stuck in lockdown for a long time. I am worried for my mum and brother and being so far away from them I wish i could be with them during this time\nI am taking this time to look after my personal mental health and trying to relax more but this is proving difficult as I live in a tiny studio with another person and don\u2019t have a garden or any other space to go to "}, {"index": 18, "context": "Anxious when I leave the house and entering shops etc. Have seen a lot of people not following rules and not sanitising etc. Makes me angry when people won\u2019t follow the rules as the pandemic will not improve. Scared about my own families health as we are sheilding and in the high risk category so we are doing the best we can to limit ourselves from going out to shops, leaving the house. Feel like a lot of people think one day it\u2019s all going to be gone and it will be safe to mingle and return to normal but I believe it\u2019s going to be a very slow process to return to normal."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Anxiety of not knowing when this will be over and uncertainty of whether this will be the last lockdown, and when we be able to go back to normal life and do the things we enjoy and have freedom back again. To be able to see friends and family without worrying and taking a mask everywhere. My main feeling is anxiety of not knowing when this will be over and go to events and go out with people again, the thought that this might not be nearly over and a circle like event may occur again so we repeat this process"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am more worried for the safety and welfare of my parents than that of myself, as they are over eighty. For myself, I am just concentrating on not going out and avoiding unnecessary journeys to reduce risk. , until I get my vaccination. I am happy to stay at home, as the risk of catching Covid when out in the community means that it is not worth it. I think that we will not resume 'normal' life until 2022, however, so I don't think that I will holidaying abroad until then. The vaccination take up in this country will hopefully mean that it is safer to stay at home."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel mainly anxious and unsettled. I am checking the news more often than is good for me, but can't help it. I am very emotional and find myself teary when I see videos of nice things people are doing for others in the community. Clapping for the NHS on Thursday night made me cry. I am living alone and feel isolated but grateful for good relationships with my family, boyfriend and friends which are keeping me going. I feel scared when I go out because other people aren't careful enough about keeping their distance. I am therefore not going out much. I might stop going out for a walk every day and just go every other day. Obviously this would not be ideal for my mental health"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I don't have any feelings regarding the virus as for me it's a normal day as I continue to do the same things. Now and again I'm anxious however this is a rare occurrence. It can be scary with the amount of deaths there have been and there is no cure or vaccine for this. I have hope that this can be beaten if we as a country and the world unite together. I feel that this is going to be a long process and we all need to be safe and follow the rules that have been set. It angers me when people blatantly disregard the rules and put other peoples life at risk."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel anxious about the current coronavirus situation at the moment. Although the cases in my country are currently going down, I worry that when we come out of lockdown again they will start to rise and we will return to square one. I also worry about other people\u2019s response to the situation and think that it is not being taken seriously enough. I think the government\u2019s response to the situation has been wholly inadequate, they took too long to respond to the rise in cases and as a result we have ended up in a much worse predicament than we could have been."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Extremely concerned for loved ones who are more vulnerable than me. Anxious about being able to order/collect meds in a timely manner without risking infection, and fearful of shopping for food and other vitals. It's not the shopping itself, although that is potentially fraught with hidden dangers, it's more the thought of having to queue with strangers that worries me. In a bigger picture, is this the quiet apocalypse? IF not, then how long will we be under these restrictions, and will they get worse before they get better? Too many questions."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel really worried about it and family and friends being affected by it I feel really sad that people aren\u2019t sticking to the rules I have and have been staying at home which has made me feel a little more relaxed but I get stressed thinking about what is going to happen and how it is going to end. I take the dog for a walk in the morning and when I\u2019m out I feel really nervous and also feel like I have picked up lots of germs and it makes me feel worried I also worry the dog might get something as it\u2019s unsure whether animals can get it. I feel quite secure that I have the nhs and proud for all the hard work they are doing "}, {"index": 26, "context": "Very worried about the affect on jobs and the economy. It will take a long time before things clear up, things may never return to normal. There will be long lasting social and economic scars from all of this. World leaders were clearly not prepaired for a crisis on this level. I worry aobut my parents as they are in the higher risk age. I worry about those out of a job or trying to find a job in this time. The government is not doing enough, especially those self-employed or running a small buisness."}], "length": 3926} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Worried about the health of my loved ones as I have a few family members who are elderly and also have under lying health issues. I am also greatly concerned about the long standing impact the corona virus will have on the economy as me and my partner are young and have a mortgage. We are also saving for our wedding next year so our plans may be impacted. I am angry at the conservative government in the UK as I feel they are morally corrupt and inept to address the issue properly as they are renowned for being inept and compulsive liers. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am generally very worried, but am managing to not focus too much on it and am managing not to catastrophise. \nI worry though about my children and hope they are being sensible. I worry about the effect on my grandchildren. I am managing to relax at home by not thinking too deeply about anything for any length of time. I have plenty to keep me occupied and am managing to keep in touch with everyone. I am a little anxious when I have to go shopping and am very cautious with post and parcels. I will be glad when it's all over and will appreciate everything and everyone much more. I'm not sure I will ever stop all the hand washing! "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel really anxious and concerned about the way the country is handling this. Effects on the mental health of people as well as the economy will be really difficult, if even possible, to combat when this is over. The government is keeping us in suspense and giving very little out. They are not keeping us informed, they make statements that do not actually mean anything, e.g. they told us that boots and amazon would stock tests for individuals and that this was days away but now two weeks on or so, there is no sign of any sort of progress. They are avoiding questions and responsibility for their actions which caused this epidemic to worsen."}, {"index": 3, "context": "Things seem to be looking more promising, thanks to the vaccination programme but, with a 3rd wave feared in mainland Europe and schools having reopened here, as well as mutant variants, things could turn bad again.\n\nThere's also the fact that few people have received their second dose of the vaccine yet. Until that happens, there still have to be concerns.\n\nPersonally, I feel I can make it through this period without getting infected (assuming I've not already had the disease), provided I continue to take sensible precautions."}, {"index": 4, "context": "At the very moment i feel very restricted and without much to do. although i do appreciate the fact that i get to spend a lot more time with my family and talk and do other stuff we put of as there was no time, but there is a lot of time left for that now. Also, with the whole lock down situation which i completely understand and support to reduce spreading is making sure a lot of people have no jobs and cannot really go out or do anything socially. i also find that there is a bit of confusion and not knowing as i do not know when the situation will improve and when the lock down gets removed etc."}, {"index": 5, "context": "Its so horrible that people are not taking it serious when all they need to do is stay at home and know the fact that they will not be negativity affecting anyone, also the goverment should become more strict on the 4th of april london parks where full of people socializing and its just outrageous how you can be so selfish, its also so scary because its not just our country but so many others who maybe dont have the same kind of help pavabile\n\nThe only slightly good thing i can take away from this is that everyone in the world will be much better prepared perhaps for something like this if it was to ever happen again you cannot expect anything like this to happen in the world"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I'm worried for my personal well-being and mental health. I am a self employed performer, so currently have no in-comings. I am thankful that my partner is still able to work (from home) but it is difficult as we have two small children, so i am anxious that my youngest (8 months) may be socially behind with her development.\n\nI'm concerned for the whole economy and how it is going to cope.\n\nI'm frustrated at being stuck in the house with said small children (eldest 3) who don't really understand whats going on, and i'm annoyed when i see people using the park equipment, which we shouldn't be using.\n\ni fear for how long this whole thing may last, and i'm dissapointed that so many great things have had to be cancelled that i was looking forward to, concert tickets, holidays etc.\n\ni'm unsure about when its all going to end and we will start to get back on our feet.\n\nand finally\n\nI'm grateful and thankful for all the keyworkers on the frontline, putting themselves and their families at risk to try and salvage what little is left of normalcy.\n\n"}, {"index": 7, "context": "If anything, I find the current situation very frustrating. I can cope no problem with the lock down situation but now and again I need small things which normally would be a quick visit to the shops but that is not as easy now. Buying online is an option but when you want something now it is not really an option. We need to stock up on a few supplies but feel a bit anxious with regard to going to the shops and online options are limited as delivery slots are not available. In general I am quite happy as I am attempting to grow some produce at home for the future. If anything, Covid 19 is a bit of a wake up call."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I\u2019m a final year university student so I have been doing online learning since March 2020, as a result I don\u2019t feel like I\u2019m getting enough support from my supervisors as I would of Coronavirus wasn\u2019t around. \n\nI do like lockdown because i\u2019ve got more time to do things but at the same time it feels like i\u2019ve got no excuse to do things because I\u2019m at home all the time. I\u2019m currently experiencing major burn out but I don\u2019t have time to rest.\n\nI do feel sad but i can\u2019t imagine life ever going back to normal and i fear that if we come out of lockdown early April like Boris plans in the UK then we\u2019ll just be back in lockdown again for the summer."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am very anxious and quite depressed over it, I feel myself being upset and lost and I cant seem to get out of this feeling. I am angry that there isnt a tighter lockdown and that people are still going out. I am nervous and worried about my parents and other family members. I am finding it difficult to not be able to get any alone time or go for a long walk on my own. I am angry that my partner has to work as he works in a hardware store. I cannot wait for it all to be over with. I also feel sad for people who have lost loved ones to this awful virus and fear that I may be in the same situation if a relative dies. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel very anxious. I didn't live with my family and the thought of something happening to them without me being able to even go back terrifies me. I'm worried about what will happen in the future and if life will ever be the same. It's difficult to imagine a future without these worries. I'm not sure how I cam help myself with this because I'm scared anxiety like this will be worse for my health than the actual coronavirus, but I feel helpless. I keep thinking I have symptoms and start getting panic symptoms but as soon as I manage to distract myself the symptoms go away."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel slightly less concerned than I did a year ago. I've managed to avoid Covid, as have my husband and two children, and now with the vaccination programme we feel slightly less anxious about contracting it. My husband has a weakened immune system so it could have been deadly for him. I am hopeful that things may return to normal soon. I feel sorry for my children who have had a year of on-and-off schooling and not as much fun as they normally would have had (at parks, playgrounds, attractions etc)."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel quite anxious about my family and not wanting any of them to catch it.\nI also feel uncertainty with regards to how long we will be in lock down for and what it will mean for the economy when this is all over.\nI am enjoying spending more time with my family but i worry about my sons schooling because i don't want him to fall behind.\nI am also anxious because we don't know how long it will be until we get a vaccination for Corona or how effective it will be.\nI am also worried and anxious about money and if we will be alright in the future"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel anxious. There is a promise of relaxing the rules in the summer, this is too soon. We have all been accustomed to social distancing, washing our hands and wearing masks for a year and i feel it is going to take time for me to get back to normal. As we gradually open more and more things to normal I think I\u2019m going to find it really difficult to be in crowds of people. I also am going to anxious about returning to the office, as I work in shared building with multiple companies and I\u2019m not sure if they will have the same safety standards as my company. I think I will have to ease myself back into it, maybe starting off by meeting my family for a walk and eventually reaching a phase where I\u2019m comfortable having friends over to my house for a garden party."}, {"index": 14, "context": "Due t my course midwifery I am very anxious as I still have to attended my placement in hospital. Unpaid or defer a year. Although I am still attending so I can get my degree our placements can be cancelled at any given moment meaning we have to take an extra year of student finance out, my boyfriend has asthma as well and I am worried if I catch it I may pass it onto him. If I also get sick and have to take two weeks of I will still not complete my degree this year. University is now online and we don\u2019t have access to the same resources we did before but are expected to complete all the work at the same tkme"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am feeling tired, fed up, lonely burnt out and anxious about the whole thing, especially as it's now been a year since the start of the pandemic - this means my second birthday in lockdown will be in a few weeks, and last year I definitely wasn't expecting two lockdown birthdays! However I am optimistic that there is now a light at the end of the tunnel and grateful that I and my loved ones are alive and healthy. I'm also a bit worried about whether the world has changed forever and that things will never be the same again."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel stressed and anxious a lot of the time. I have had to limit the amount of time that I watch the news as it was getting me down - I now check in a couple of times a day. I have family who are at risk and this is a worry. I feel safer in doors and see things like shopping now as a bit of a frantic time, getting in and out as quickly as possible so as to reduce exposure. I fear what will happen and cannot see an end to this but hope that a few as people as possible will die. This is unprecedented times and it feels very strange to have life changed so much just something which we cannot see."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I'm quite stressed about it all. I want it to be over so life can go back to how it was but I don't want to rush back to that state and put more people in danger. It's a delicate balance and it's hard to know what's best for everyone. I miss my friends and my family but I'd rather keep them safe than have them catch the virus and get seriously ill.\nI'm also very sad that my university experience has been so disrupted and that I'm missing all of the practical work that was such a large part of why I wanted to go."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel slightly anxious about things going back to normal and going back to the real world again as Iv adapted to this change but I\u2019m also fed up of lockdown so i want things to go back to normal and see all of my friends and go out and about and doing the things I used to enjoy like going to the pub. However I\u2019m on maternity leave at the moment and I\u2019m due to go back to work next month so I feel upset I haven\u2019t had a proper maternity leave and anxious about starting work again after such a long time off and in new conditions. I have to put my baby into nursery so also anxious about them catching Covid there"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel very anxious currently. I have two small children (3 and 6) and an immunosuppressed husband so I'm very nervous that we might contract the virus. It could kill my husband who has many medical issues including asthma and my youngest child also has suspected asthma. Both myself and my husband have also been furloughed and the uncertainty of not knowing when we'll be getting back to normality is a worry for me. \nI'm also concerned about my eldest child and the fact that schools are closed, while we are getting her to do school work at home it isn't the same and she is missing out on her SATs exams. \n"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am very afraid of catching it as I feel it would be life threatening. I support heavy lockdown and am frustrated at people who don\u2019t take it seriously. I am pleased with the speed of vaccine development and rollout and see that as the only way out. Too many people think it is over or cannot be bothered to work to stay safe, which upsets me. I am frustrated that governments are reopening society too quickly which will lead to increasing death rates again, and have not been impressed with how Britain has handled this."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I'm really concerned about the outcome of this. Some news says that this situation could keep going for a couple of years, and that scares the hell out of me. I certainly can't keep living like this. I think they're trying to control us more than they already did. I just want to be free. The theory I like the most and the one I hope that is true is that they're trying to force the economy to become online based. My mental health is the worse it has ever been since this happened but also it was thanks to this lockdown that I could focus on my small business and it thrived so I'm grateful for that."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel uncertain and stuck in limbo at present. I am not sure how arrangements around my current pregnancy will progress. I am working from home full time and I am aware that I am very lucky financially, but I am finding it difficult and stressful, particularly with a small child at home. We are thinking of moving in the fairly near future, but that is on hold for now which concerns me a bit. I enjoy food and cooking, and being more restricted in options there has irritated more than I expected it would."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel quite anxious and afraid of what comes next.\nForced to stay at home and not go anywhere.\nI worry about my work. I may lose my job because of this epidemic. I am afraid of losing my savings. The stores lack food. Permanent queues. I am afraid our medical system may not cope with many patients\nI constantly worry about my parents.\nI'm worried about my family.\nI have a state of constant anxiety because of the epidemic.\nIt is very boring to stay at home without work\nI do not like this situation, I am rather afraid of what will happen in the future."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel a sense of uncertainty about the situation, which in turn is making me anxious. The UK is in lock down at the moment and this alone has made me feel uneasy. There are numerous things to feel anxious about. Firstly, hearing a lot about the the death toll in the UK and who has the virus from social media and the news has made me feel anxious. Not only this, but the worry of my current job at the moment i.e. will redundancies be made if this goes on for the rest of the year. I think my biggest worry is that no one at this time knows how long this will go on for. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel very worried about the future. Especially what the future holds for my children. Their education and what they are missing out on, simple things like swimming lessons. I worry that there are many lockdowns to come even though they say it will be the end in June I really don\u2019t believe it. I don\u2019t want to believe the conspiracy thearists but the longer this goes on the longer I wonder is this all part of a great reset. I am worried about the economy and how we are ever going to recover from this."}, {"index": 26, "context": "Mainly anxiety, that more people will get the virus - including me and my loved ones. I\u2019m also anxious we\u2019ll be in lockdown for a lot longer than expected, and things won\u2019t return to normal for a while. I\u2019m getting married at the end of the year and I want it to go ahead - as we\u2019ve already postpone it once before. But I\u2019d like things to go back to how they were before. My job seems stable for now but I\u2019m nervous if this goes on for longer there could be redundancies. I was set to be promoted before lockdown as well but that\u2019s been put on hold, so I felt slightly sad about that too. I guess it\u2019s just a lot of uncertainty."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I'm scared and anxious I don't know the best way to put it into words. We don't know what each day is going to hold. People arnt paying attention to how serious this is and putting others at risk. I feel so nervous thinking about the future how it will it affect jobs. Money travel. Will I survive if I catch covid 19. Why has it happened. Right now my heart is pouncing. Hands are clammy. When I have to leave the house and I see someone I could cry what happens if they have the virus and what if they pass it on to me. I'm also so sad hearing about the other key workers who have to face it all on a daily basis \n\n"}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel frustrated that I am unable to participate in my usual activities. I feel anxious about my future financial situation as well as the state of my mental health. Most of all, I am concerned about the very vulnerable people in the society, for example the elderly. I am not very optimistic that people in general will care about them. In addition, I am concerned about the long-term economic impact and the effect that the pandemic will have on businesses. Furthermore, I am not sure how the National Health Service will deal with the pressure and its long term future is very much concerning to all of us."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I\u2019m frustrated at people that are still going out and meeting friends after being told by the government; because I\u2019m doing my bit by staying indoors yet they\u2019re jeopardising people\u2019s futures by going out. I\u2019m anxious for the future and what that holds, and how my studies and life will be affected but I\u2019m hopeful that it won\u2019t all be bad and that we can get through this strongly if everyone works together. I\u2019m happy at how seriously the majority of people are taking this, and I\u2019m so thankful of the work of the NHS as without it we would of been struggling much worse than any other country. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel anxious as I don\u2019t want any loved ones to catch this virus. I\u2019m worried about my children missing school, I\u2019m worried my partner takes this virus and can\u2019t work, or I get it and can\u2019t care for my children. Also not seeing grandparents is very hard for young children and watching the figures rise in my country and around the world is devastating. Also you feel anxious when you do have to go out as you never know who has this virus, and you hear now of more cases closer to home and actual people you know now having symptoms "}, {"index": 31, "context": "This currant situation is a very scary time period in our lives as it has never happened before and no one really knows how to handle the situation. I\u2019m worried what will happen to my job role the company I work for, I\u2019m worried for the elderly everywhere as they are very prone to caching the virus. Was this set up? Was it a man made virus ? There is not enough information that what is causing this fear of the unknown. How long will I be off work for? How long is this going to go on for? Will there be a vaccine? How much this is going to change the world and economy forever. So many thoughts as to what life will be like after this all ends. "}, {"index": 32, "context": "I'm incredibly worried. I know people are recovering etc, but the news on TV paints a much bleaker picture and it's such a worry. I have (mild) asthma and I really hope I don't get it because of that. I do only go out rarely for urgent things but other than that I am incredibly careful with washing my hands etc. I suffer with bad anxiety anyway but all this going on is making it much much worse. I miss everyday things, I miss my family and I miss normality. I pray it's over very soon because it's becoming a nightmare."}], "length": 4808} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I'm not really frightened for myself but for my parents who are immune compromised and at are risk, I also have to continue working because I run a grocery shop so I'm in risk of catching the virus and exposing them to it.\n\nThe virus seems to be dangerous to people who are old or have health issues as far as I can tell but the deaths rate have been going up and I'm not sure when this will end. \n\nThe government is saying everything is fine as long as everyone stays home but the death rate is still increasing as the days go by"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am anxious about the way the situation is developing as well as the open ended nature of it. As someone who lives on their own the past few weeks have been quite isolating. The constant fear of the rumours about having the ability to exercise outdoors once a day taken away from us also cause me lots of worry as this is the only thing getting me through the isolation. Despite regularly talking to friends and family on the phone, this can't replace physically interacting with people. I am also anxious about work and the possibility of being furloughed and being stuck inside all day with no purpose."}, {"index": 2, "context": "Covid-19 is very stressful, anxious situation. Not knowing whether I will lose my job. Then no money and house in the long term. Covid-19 is scary for everyone. I feel very closed in where I live and I assume a lot of people feel the same way. I do not know think it will end anytime soon. Maybe a 1-2 months time. It is a situation that no one has panned or dealt with before. The government are doing an amazing job to make sure all everything is in place and looking after as many people they can. Covid-19 wont ever go away but at least we can all try and stay safe in these uncertain times. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I'm a bit scared and trying not to leave my house when it's not needed. I'm taking care of my baby son so I must be ever more careful as I'm also responsible for him. Im not doing shopping anymore as this is getting done by my husband from now as going to the shop with a baby that just started to walk would be a huge risk. To catch some 'fresh' air we are having fun at the garden from time to time as sitting at home can become really depressing especially with the little one alone. It's a tough time for everyone and in my opinion people should stay at home if they have a possibility but at the weekend I hear groups of drunk people outside so I do not really think that all the people taking the situation seriously."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel very anxious about how's long this will last for. The isolation situation is not helping my mental health at all. I am worried about work and how this will impact it long term. The advice is constantly changing and mixed messages are rampant. I have to go to a second NHS job and don't know if I will have protective gear. I'm scared I could not only catch it, but pass it on to someone. This would distress me greatly. My motivation is very low and I'm worried about annoying my partner and his family whom I'm in isolation with."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel concerned about all the critical workers, like myself, becoming ill due to being forced into work. I worry about my vulnerable family and friends getting sick and becoming very unwell. I am worried about becoming unwell myself. I am missing my freedoms, but I understand why they are gone and am 100% abiding by the rules. I am worried for the prime minister and hope he has a healthy and speedy recovery. I am annoyed that the press are sensationalising and not caring for others. I am proud of the community spirit but anxious about working."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am liking the time I m spending with my family in self isolation but at the same time very worried about out health as well as everyone else. Thinking about how we going to cope financially, anxious about if we be able to go on a holiday this year. Upset about people dying globally. I am also worried about my brother and his family in Spain as it\u2019s really bad out there with Covid 19. Feeling helpless that I can\u2019t go out to get essentials as we all are self isolating and food is almost running over. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "We don\u2019t know when it\u2019s going to end and what the economy is going to end up like in the future. Deaths are continuing to rise so it\u2019s slightly worrying incase a family member or friend will catch the virus and be extremely ill. I\u2019m currently in a situation where I have no job and have no idea when I next will be earning any money to plan future plans and actually go and do activities. Me and my girlfriend were travelling when the virus started so we have no idea if we will ever get to continue with our trip or will we forever be angry because of the corona virus."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I find my mood changes very rapidly - at present I am feeling more relief (as my father is just home from hospital after contracting the virus) but anxiety for what the future holds, especially for my own family (including my mother) as this has brought it very close to home. I also feel very tired from the ongoing strain, disturbed sleep from the stress and the monotony of being inside as well as the feeling that this has been going on forever... yet the knowledge that it has only been a few weeks and is likely to continue in a similar way for the rest of this month at least."}, {"index": 9, "context": "CUrrently i am quite concerned about the current situation. although none of my household is high risk i do have family members who are.my work are closed due to lockdown which is allowing me time i dont normally have to spend with my son which is brilliant but the circumstances are definitley not. i am angry that so many people are ignoring government guidelines and putting so many people at rsk.the future beyond lockdown is also quite a big concern. i work for a famiily business which is probably going to struggle with the economic climate after lockdown which then puts my job at risk and my husbands because we work together. i think its going to take a long time for us to recover from this."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I really feel fine, I have all my family home with me and I am able to work from home fairly easily. I am missing my friends and going out as a group but that will pass. Would like to take the kids to visit my dad but he is 80 and is in isolation that is the only thing I am worried about personally.\n\nOn a wide scale i feel very sorry for those losing loved ones without being able to say goodbye and all the little kids losing grandparents.\n\nI am concerned about the effects of the lockdown and the wide effects that will have on society as the economy has slowed right down. I hope the government supports everybody and the cost of borrowing remains low so everyone has a chance to get back on track."}, {"index": 11, "context": "Frustrated at how it is limiting my life opportunities and that of my children. Anxious that my family may catch it and become ill. Worried about the financial impact on myself, family and friends. Without an end date it is hard to keep motivated. I don't know how well it is being handled. Some people seem to be taking opportunities to make money or claim 'glory' when they're not really helping the cause. Others flout the rules without concern whilst my family are caused sadness by the restrictions. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "In theory it should all be so straight forward. The vaccines are rolling out. We have all been isolating. (Well except for the idiots). That is at the heart of this really. I just really hope that as the restrictions are relaxed, people will not go mad in their behaviour. We still need to be careful. There is the frightening prospect of those who have not been vaccinated, or refuse to be vaccinated spreading the disease. I am 100% for vaccine enforcement, with medical reasons being the only exemptions. Why should be all be endangered because of the selfishness of a few."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel anxious for what the government chooses to do next and I anticipate their next move.\n\nI\u2019m nervous for the safety of my family but not so much for myself as I\u2019m not at a great risk for coronavirus or to die from it.\n\nTime off work, working from home and having a more relaxed day is easier when it comes to stress and time management. It has been relaxing overall to do a lot less work and I have been exercising often and taking some walks. \n\nAlso, coronavirus has made some frustrations such as stocks for products in stores and online products being extreme low which is very annoying. As we have been shopping a lot less there are times where we often run out of supplies and have to make do for days at a time. Services I would have used a lot before I now use a lot less which is slightly annoying."}, {"index": 14, "context": "Worried about my friend and family as my dad has been classed as at risk because he has heart problem also cancer in the past and my 7 year old daughter suffers from asthma. Worried about the situation at work as a lot of people could die if someone gets corona virus as I work in a care home and a lot of the residents are all ready suffering from lots of problems. I starting to feel a bit trapped and my children are started to get agitated with being in doors all the time. and everyone is started to get annoyed and frustrated with each other."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel anxious for my family who suffer from underlying health conditions but am not personally worried for my health\nI feel cooped up inside the house due to restrictions on travel and this is severely affecting my mental health\nbut i do understand the necessity to stay inside the home and so am willing to follow the advice of the government.\nbut i do feel very hopeful and confident that this will pass very soon and everyone will be back to normalcy as soon as this is over. eventhough it is difficult currently to be isolated and worried about your family and their current situations\n"}, {"index": 16, "context": "The situation seems to be escalating towards its peak. I am concerned about the safety of those working for the NHS and frustrated that the government have not handled the situation as well as some other governments - that said, I'm glad they've taken the measures they have, I just don't feel like they were implemented quickly enough.\n\nHowever, I feel very lucky and stable in my current employment/financial situation. We are a two income household, with no dependents, with two secure public sector roles. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "Not convinced this will be our last lockdown restrictions not even lifted and people are making plans to do things that are currently restricted do feel like it is a gradual lifting of restrictions feels unfair to the younger people who won\u2019t receive vaccinations until nearer the end of roll out. Worried that we will need to lockdown again would rather stay restricted now for longer than do another lockdown later. Think a lot of people will go overboard once restrictions are lifted. Worried about the kids catching up with school work don\u2019t think some of the suggestions will work for a lot of families"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am mostly concerned for those people who are particularly vulnerable to this virus. I live with two people who fall into this category, so have been rather aware of the need to try and prevent unnecessary spread.\n\nI am also somewhat angry with the people who do not seem to be able to grasp the potential seriousness of the situation, and who feel that because they aren't particularly at risk of serious illness from it they don't need to worry about spreading it. Fortunately those people appear to be in the minority."}, {"index": 19, "context": "The whole Coronavirus situation is very scary. I think the government are doing a decent job at keeping us informed and could possibly have done more at the beginning but that slowly we may be getting there. However I am loath to go outside for fear of catching or passing on the disease and am wary of when it will all end. I am mentally prepared to have to work from home for at least 12 weeks but wonder whether that is too optimistic. I fear any of my family getting the disease and hope that a cure is found sooner rather than later."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I worry about my friends and family. I really miss seeing my Mum who is isolating at her house all alone. Even though we communicate over video on my phone \n\nI feel very penned in at home. Somedays i feel like i'm climbing the walls.\n\nI hope things go back to normal soon! It's my Birthday today and it's been a very strange sort of day not seeing friends or family or being able to go out for a meal.\n\nI struggle to keep my daughter who is nearly 4 entertained all day and try to take her for a walk in the fresh air every day."}, {"index": 21, "context": "Anxious how long it will continue before it peaks and how many more people will suffer and die from it. As I\u2019m following the self isolation rules myself not too concerned personally as I haven\u2019t been in contact with anyone outside my household for nearly 3 weeks but conscious of social distancing to help my family and to stop them getting it. Keeping busy as I\u2019m working from home but hoping I don\u2019t get called into the warehouse as a last resort as I work for a large online pharmacy so are key workers. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel like I want to be angry about the whole situation, but I don\u2019t know what to be angry at. I find it difficult to get my head round just how quickly everything has changed. I worry about how things will be in the future. I feel like I cannot plan anything for any time as I don\u2019t know what will be happening. I feel like I can only live from day to day, one step at a time. I can\u2019t see an end to things at this point in time. I have travel plans for later in the year but I have no idea if I\u2019ll be able to go. I worry about losing people I\u2019m close to. I know things are never going to be the same ever again and I hate that uncertainty. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "My children go back to school tomorrow and my anxiety is running high because of this. I feel tired with worrying and fearful for the future if this virus does not go away. I am also looking forward to having my vaccination and will feel less anxious I feel then. I am feeling a bit cross also that some local people, strangers and people I know are breaking the rules. I don't understand why they are doing this and don't seem to care about the seriousness of the situation. I don't like judging people but I admit that I am and have already decided to end a friendship on the basis of the person's action over this last year."}, {"index": 24, "context": "i feel worried and scared about not knowing whats going to happen and when all this will end. I am worried about leaving the house for essentials because i dont want to put my family at risk. i will feel alot less worried when the worst is over and an end is in sight, although i fear that things will never return to the normality we once had, this is a very worrying time and causes lots of anxiety for me and my family. its nothing that me or any of my family members have ever experienced in our lifetimes, and somthing i hope never happens again.\n\n"}, {"index": 25, "context": "worried about family and elderly people catching\nstressed about the state of the world and restrictions- university closing in final year.\nfrustrated being stuck inside all day- used to being out and about\nworried and stressed that food shortages may occur\neager and anticipating for life to begin again\nangry that my uni experience was cut short and I won't have the same experience as previous years students.\nupset that summer won't be as fun as expected.\nstressed that I don't have a job and cannot work- won't be compensated- not sure when I will be able to work again\nclaustrophobic being stuck inside and not being out and about.\nbored being inside all day.\ncontent with current company- not lonely .\n\n\n"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I do feel anxious about the long term impact. I'm anxious about businesses and the economy. My own job could be under threat and I feel that many bars, pubs and restaurants simply won't bounce back from this. I am feeling sad that I don't get to go out too far from my house and I miss my friends and family. I am sad for those that live alone or who are ill. I'm incredibly sad for people who have died alone and will not get proper funerals. I'm angry at Boris Johnson and his team for not taking this seriously enough in the first place. I fucking hate Donald Trump and the only upside of all this may be that he gets voted the fuck out. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "Mostly just anxious. Not a lot of people seem to be taking it as seriously as they should be and a lot of people could die before their time due to the neglegence of others. From people on the street to people in the government. NHS workers are being thrown to the lions with basically a stick as protection in regards to safety equipment. If there's one hope it's that this whole thing will make people realise how underfunded the NHS has been all this time and how it's necessary to pump more cash into it. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "My husband has just been out to get essential food which made me anxious of him going out of the house. Other than that I feel relaxed when we are all in the house and I know we are doing the right thing by staying in.\n\nI get angry when I read on social media about people meeting up and going out. And sadness for the many many people that have lost their lives. \n\nI get annoyed when I watch the press conference as the journalists seem to be asking the same questions over and over. I wish they would think harder over the questions they are asking as they are getting repetitive now."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel very conflicted right now. I am hopeful for the future and about to have my vaccine and can see some things returning to normal. But I am also angry about how the UK handled this as we have some of the worst death rates in the world and the money wasted on things that were meant to help us but went to the friends of politicians. I am also realistic and I follow a lot of scientists on this and know that the vaccine is unlikely to be the end of the pandemic as most 3rd world countries will have to wait years for it and there will be those who refuse it. Plus the virus will mutate and the vaccine gives evolutionary pressure yet we aren't looking at permanent vaccination centres or how we would deal with this. I have been shielding for nearly a year now and want to feel safe but I feel most people my age just want to go back to the pub. I also feel that disabled people have been largely forgotten. I have severe asthma that doesn't count for group 6 with the vaccine but I am too fat and getting it for that reason. I think obese people should have the vaccine as we are at risk but I am sad that thin people who have asthma as bad as mine and are young have to wait"}, {"index": 30, "context": "The most difficult thing about this situation is the uncertainty and being such a dynamic scenario there is little reassurance any can give about the future. I already had physical health, mental health and financial difficulties before this began so I am anxious about how the Coronavirus will impact my recovery from those pre-existing issues. I am not the only person in this situation. Many are still trying to get back on track from the recession that is now over a decade ago and my anger relates to the failure of the UK government and others to support those who have lost so much since 2007 and now have this to deal with as well."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am scared that my family will become infected. Members of my family are high risk and could easily be lost to this virus.\n\nI am angry at those who are not following government guidelines. They are prolonging this situation by still going out and not practicing social distancing.\nI am stressed bout feeding my family without endangering them by going out. As i am carer for my partner, I have had to isolate with him and our young sons. Otherwise i would bot be able to provide the needed assistance.\nI am grateful for my friends support. Without these people we would have run out of food a long time ago. "}, {"index": 32, "context": "I am feeling that things are starting to improve, but will have to see what the effect of easing lockdown does and the impact on cases and hospital admissions. I feel optimistic for the future but worry if things will ever be like normal was before covid. The whole world seems to have changed, I am not sure if it will ever go back to how it was. Also whether the vaccines will be required every year and how the nhs will cope. Also how we can fight mutations if borders are opened up."}, {"index": 33, "context": "feel anxious about how its going to spread, how long the lockdown is going to last and the uncertainty of it all. worried about family catching it or being in contact, so feel quite isolated at the minute as not seeing family or friends. am worried that food might fun out and shortages come because of supply problems. feel anxious seeing and watching stuff about coronavirus all the time, feel suffocated the amount it is talked about on television and am worried about it coming back when he open back up the country "}, {"index": 34, "context": "Still quite anxious and worried about myself and family members catching corona, some already have done so but thankfully they\u2019ve all made a full recovery, feel bit better now iv had my first vaccine but worried for my 15 year old who\u2019s diabetic and won\u2019t receive the vaccine. Still feel there not enough being done regards to loads of groups of young ones hanging around the streets, and nothing being done about it especially when other people are trying to follow the rules and staying in no matter how hard it is, we are all in the same boat afterall."}, {"index": 35, "context": "As of 06/04/20, my overwhelming feeling is one of disgust. I am disgusted that thousands of members of the public are ignoring the governments guidelines about staying at home. It is NOT hard to stay at home, what IS hard is me volunteering in hospitals as a second year medical student and watching the wards collapsing under the pressure. It makes me ashamed to be a part of this nation. Italy, Spain and China are all under lockdown and are doing it correctly, so why are the people of Britain so selfish? It is appalling and shocking and as a member of the NHS, I am ashamed, "}], "length": 5088} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I generally feel ok regarding the virus as it\u2019s quite easy to keep busy at home with the kids and not take too much notice of social media and other news outlets. The biggest thing at present is that I can\u2019t see my friends and family and enjoy the usual freedoms of life.\nI\u2019m also a keyworker so work life goes on fairly similar, although our services are dramatically reduced to emergency work only. People in work are quite stressed and this can breed further anxieties in the office. \nI have two young children so my main concern Is their wealth fair and making sure I can protect them "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel that the situation has not improved in this country as the government seem to have no consistent plans in place. The only thing currently going to plan is vaccinations. I feel somewhat less anxious knowing that a vaccine is being given out, however I am still highly concerned about catching Covid. I feel as though the current lockdown situation will be repeated in the coming months, as children are going back to school tomorrow, thus spreading the virus again. The re-opening of pubs is also a sure fire way of spreading the virus quickly."}, {"index": 2, "context": "i feel very anxious. Life in prison. No pleasure, no happiness. I'm afraid to go outside. Large queues of people. There are few products. This is extremely embarrassing to me. I worry about all my old parents. How will they survive this? If something bad happens, it is unlikely that they will be cured. Very high mortality among the elderly. I'm just shocked at the prospect of losing my job. I talked to friends who had lost their jobs. It's just horror! Our lives have turned into a total hell. And what is it for us?"}, {"index": 3, "context": "I have felt anxious throughout the pandemic and even with the vaccine, I still feel worried about catching covid, especially being high risk. I worry about sending my son to school and have been shielding for the best part of a whole year now. I miss seeing my family and friends and I worry about my son missing out too, especially as he\u2019s an only child and hasn\u2019t been able to socially interact due to covid.\nI feel anxious about all my relations, but especially the older ones who would be far more at risk if they were to contact covid"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel anxious how corona could affect my family. I'm also worried about the upcoming months because more and more people could be losing their jobs. I'm upset because people don't listen to the advice and stay at home and make things worse by leaving the house and prolong the quarantine. I also fear the economy dropping and how it might affect the jobs in the future. I'm worried that I might get it and I would be in pain for quite some time. Overall I feel very anxious about the future and what is yet to come"}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel worried for vulnerable people around us who could be severely affected by Coronavirus. I am worried that many people aren\u2019t abiding by the lockdown restrictions. I am anxious that no-one in our household gets the virus as my husband is vulnerable. I am trying to limit how much I go out but I really feel the burden of anxiety when I go to do the food shopping and try so hard not to touch things, to make sure I disinfect everything and reduce the chance of any infection being passed on. I would feel awful if I was to bring the virus into our household."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel that in general some people are making it worse for everyone else. Also, the media has been awful and made everything worse.\n\nThey spread lies and they are as bad as social media with the false information going around.\n\nPeople don't seem to understand the social distancing methods, i have even walked down a path to get essentials and two police have walked passed me next to each other when they could have just walked in single file down the small path. People in general are idiots here in the uk, sunbathing in parks and not taking the issues seriously. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am mildly concerned for myself but very concerned for a number of friends and relatives who have underlying conditions. I am also worried that the economy as a whole in my country and internationally will take a long time to recover and that vested interests will be trying to acquire as much of the emergency expenditure as possible. There are positives too in that air pollution from air travel and cars/vans etc. has fallen dramatically which does cheer me slightly. Overall though, these are worrying times with no obvious end point and poor government response the order of the day. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am anxious about the situation as a whole but mainly worried about the more vulnerable people in my family, however I know we are all taking precautions and following the correct guidelines at this time. Being in lockdown is manageable although difficult as I normally use my friends and busy university life to keep my mind busy most of the time, so being isolated has had a slight negative effect on my mental health but I am doing my best to deal with it. The only anger I feel about the situation is perhaps how the government handled this originally (but they're better now) and the people who ignore the lockdown rules who I feel are very selfish in a time like this. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel concerned for my family\u2019s and friends health and for my health. I am worried about one of us contracting the virus as it does not discriminate and people of all ages are dying. I also feel angry and frustrated that people are defying the Government guidelines and not social distancing. Also found some people to be incredibly selfish as well as people who have been extremely kind to others. I am an admin worker for the NH and am busy working long hours from home so feel proud that I can contribute to the fight against COVID."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am concerned how long it will be when life gets back to normal and can get back to work. I am also worried for the NHS and am very annoyed with the idiots who do not abide by the lockdown restrictions which will make the situation a lot worse . There should be higher fines imposed on these individuals and they should be named and shamed . I live in hope that a cure is found soon so that we live again without fear . When this is over China should be hold accountable for trying to earlier trying to cover this up and sanctions should be imposed on them and also a lockdown of travel overseas if they do not make sure all wet markets are shut down ."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I have mixed feelings at present. I am worried about all the people who are ill, the pressure put on the NHS, all the staff who are faced with dealing with the virus and its consequences. I am also concerned for the economic impact it will have on individuals and businesses etc as well as myself. My current home situation however is very pleasant so I feel safe and relaxed in my home which I am incredibly grateful for as I know not everyone is in the same situation and I wish there was something I could do to help those people. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "I'm feeling tired and anxious about the future - job prospects, the economy, and what I will do. I am sad about not having been able to see my family for about a year and a half now, and I haven't seen most of my friends either. I am glad that there are at least vaccines in the world now, but worried about how the whole situation will play out in terms of international borders opening up and countries having access to all the vaccines and treatments they need. I am also a bit worried due to news about new variants popping up quite frequently, and whether the tests and vaccines will be able to keep up with that."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel hopeful now that people are getting a vaccine. However as I am 48 yrs old I am worried that I still have to wait a long time to get mine. I just need a holiday!!\nI also lost my well paid job in August last year and so now I am working as a delivery driver for Tesco getting the minimum wage. Not a good place to be in at the moment.\n\nI want it all to be over to be honest. i want to have a BBQ at my house with the hot tub on with loads of family here enjoying a party. It's my partners 50th in a couple of weeks too and we wont be able to celebrate. Very depressing times"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I'm still anxious. I am at high risk and feel robbed of the last 12 months, and sad for my son who's missed so.much.\n\nI'm moderately concerned and certainly less anxious than I was, having had a first dose, but the overall feeling is that this won't ever end. I am struggling with major health anxiety which, for the last 12 months was focused on catching and dying from covid, however now I've had a first dose the feeling of concern around that is slightly less but instead has been replaced with other concerns. A painful toe? Must be diabetes. Back ache? Must be a reaction to the vaccine. IBS, must be concern. And so on, I can often only think of catastrophising any minor niggle. Of course, these are minor things but the impact of the pandemic on my mental health is absolutely massive"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel not too concerned, certainly not as concerned as I was. I am anxious for my sister who is on immunosuppressants and my dad who has an autoimmune disorder, but overall I do not feel that anxious. I feel guilty about saying it but there are some positives to the situation. I am a keyworker so I still have to travel into London to work and the trains are very empty so my journey has improved significantly which I am happy about, but I feel guilty that I am happy about that. Apart from this I feel anxious, a bit concerned, but not necessarily fearful."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel worried for those at risk, particularly in my family, those who are older or have had health issues such as my grandparents. I am angry at those who are breaking the rules as if this continues we may not be able to go out at all, and my one walk a day keeps me sane . I am anxious about how long this will go on for and if I can go back to college, I am in my final year and want to be able to finish properly. It's a massive fear of the unknown as nothing has ever happened like this and the whole world is on lockdown. It's hard on many people's mental health, having to stay at home and not being able to go out and socialise and be with family members."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I\u2019m extremely anxious about the situation that the world currently finds itself in. I am really struggling in my mind to come up with how things ever get back to normal with not only my life but everyone\u2019s. It worries me that society may never be the same again. Even though the coronavirus hasn\u2019t directly affected me or anyone that I know, it has dramatically changed our life\u2019s for the worse. I\u2019m very worried for my future. I am certainly more anxious about my future, my job, the economy etc than I am scared about my health during the pandemic. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel very anxious about the situation, due to the uncertainty of the extent of it. I feel we won\u2019t know the full extent until people abide by the lockdown rules, so I am fearful of the full effects on the most vulnerable! It\u2019s hard to comprehend but also it\u2019s easy to stay inside unless essential, in order to help reduce the pressure On the NHS and reduce the spread. It\u2019s very hard not seeing family and friends, especially as it\u2019s unknown how long we won\u2019t see them for! The corona situation is showing how strong we are but also that we need to help others around us!"}, {"index": 19, "context": "Worried about my friends and family getting sick and me not being able to see them or look after them. Concern over our household finances now that my husband is unable to work due to the lockdown. Grateful that I live in a nice house with access to a garden so I am able to still enjoy the nice weather without leaving my home. Happy that I am able to keep in contact with my friends and family virtually and that I am still able to work from home during this time so I still get paid. I feel like this is a good opportunity to try and rest and relax at home with my partner and also try and get things done around the home that I have been putting off. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "Feel very scared of the virus...not out of the woods yet...frightened that people think the vax will solve all the problems and take advantage causing the virus to continue spreading...still need to be very careful for a long time yet. Stopped me from socialising but wont be in a hurry to do it. Will continue to wear a mask for a long time yet and distance myself from other people. Not interested in any interaction with people outside my family...will continue to shop online and wont be eating/drinking out at all."}, {"index": 21, "context": "It's been a very difficult and stressful situation, in extremely unprecedented circumstances. The uncertainty for now and for the future is unsettling. It is illuminating the class divide and all its injustices, the disgusting underfunding of the NHS and the poor pay of what are now essential workers. Life and society will change forever. I feel stressed and worried about people getting ill, being able to get food and drugs and how this will work out for the future. The Government is woefully underperforming, putting us all in danger. So many people are out of touch. The government are scapegoating anyone other than those who should be guilty."}, {"index": 22, "context": "Feeling quite helpless in the situation as there is not much to do but sit at home and wait. It's also been quite boring and tedious listening to negative updates on the situation as there doesn't seem to be any resolve anytime soon.\nIt has been very frightening hearing about the effects the disease is having on people, especially those with pre existing health conditions. \nI am hopeful that the situation will be resolved by June and a sense of normalcy will return afterwards but afraid the aftermath may be long and difficult for most in this country and the world. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "At the moment I\u2019m concerned, feel it hasn\u2019t really hit in our area yet. Worried about family particularly my kids and my parents. Also worried or anxious about the timings and the unknown, how long will it take to get back to the new normal. The uncertainty, worried about work as self employed income has disappeared. \nAlso worried on a personal level, I really would rather not get it. As it sounds nasty. \nStaying in is fine but daunting knowing I have 2 kids to teach, business to keep running from home, house to keep. All very daunting, hard work with no end date. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel incredibly sad that so many people are dying with this horrible virus. It seems to be a real genetic lottery at the moment and it all depends on your genes to see if you survive or not. \nI am also angry at the government for not investing in the NHS which they are now relying on heavily to pull everyone through. \nI also feel anxiety for the people currently suffering and for my family. If the age at which people die from the virus now no longer just limited to older generations, then it stresses me out that anyone close to me can die. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "Sad and angry as people aren\u2019t following rules. Anxious as we don\u2019t know when this will end. Angry as people don\u2019t understand how it\u2019s affecting everyone and their lives id they don\u2019t take it seriously as people are dying and losing their jobs as they are out of business. Including myself, I have not worked for 3 weeks and I am sad that my life is now stuck inside while people are still meeting friends as if that is ok. I am annoyed as well as they need to enforce how important it is to stay at home to prevent the spread of this. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "Coronavirus has been really unsettling and dwindling, fear of the unknown and all the uncertainty has been really difficult. It feels like an endless cycle. The insecurity and added fear mongering has also been difficult. Social distancing has made things really cold and cynical. I hope to see a more secure time soon. A lot of people are consumed by the media and publications which I believe adds to the hysteria. Of course justified because many people have tragically died and lost lives, but I feel the way in which it has been handled is somewhat neo authoritarian."}], "length": 3687} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I'm enraged by the government's mis-management of the testing that's needed. We don't need an antibody test right now, we need to be testing for the antigen. NHS staff first, patients second, key workers third, and nowhere on that list is politicians. Nowhere.\n\nI'm enraged by the promise of 100,000 tests a month for a test that doesn't exist in any meaningful way.\n\nI'm enraged by the government's inability to tell the truth about the supply about ventilators, or to actually use the UK firms that could have started manufacturing them weeks ago but didn't because the government wasn't interested.\n\nI'm frightened of my 73 year old partner getting the illness and dying. He's in excellent health, but he's 73. I'm a bit concerned that as a 63 year old getting it wouldn't be pleasant for me, but not as worried as I am about my partner's age. \n\nBut mostly this evening while doing this survey I'm relaxed and very pleasantly tired. I've done a bit of cooking today, played tetris with the freezers, done a bit of gardening, fixed a couple of things, done a bit of voluntary remote working, walked the dog and had a thoroughly satisfying day. I have no other concerns in the world, and as a result I'm very conscious that I'm in a privilged tiny, tiny, tiny minority and a very lucky woman. I hate to admit it, but Lockdown seems very peaceful to me, with loud birdsong and no traffic. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "The current situation is making me feel anxious and I feel very on edge when going outside for exercise or to buy supplies. I am fearful of the impact it will leave on mine and other peoples lives and how the country will cope after this pandemic. I miss going about my daily life and am upset that I took it for granted. I have been feeling very irritated due to spending so much time around my family and being unable to have some quiet time to myself. I am angry to see that some members of the public haven't been following the new rules set by the government."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel scared and feel physically sick when I think about the situation a lot. I have friends who are nurses and care workers or other key workers and the general public has no real idea of what is going on. The extent to which this is causing problems for our NHS. I feel sad for my relatives who have health conditions and those that have lost their jobs. It's a scary time.\nI am worried about the future of the economy once this is over. It's something that has never happened before so that creates huge anxiety."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am stressed and afraid, worries about my family and friends. I'm angry at the government who ignored the warning signs and didn't prepare for such an event deposits being told years ago that they were underprepared. I'm also angry at the people who are letting everyone down and disgusted by the celebrities and billionaires claiming we're all in the same boat while they are living in mansions with pools and grounds and with the money to help but doing nothing. I miss my partner and hope this will be over soon. I am inspired by communities as the whole."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am just feeling burnt out and fed up with the whole situation now. We have all been in lockdown for most of the past year, and it has taken a big toll on my mental health, which I\u2019m sure is the same for so many other people as well. I feel that the COVID restrictions should be loosened much sooner than set out in the Boris Johnson \u201croad map\u201d, as positive cases etc are falling every day. I feel we should all be living as close to a normal life as possible by May at the very latest, and also that we shouldn\u2019t have to show any sort of vaccination certificate to access work and services etc, as vaccination is a personal choice and should be confidential to the individual."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am, fluctuating between feeling calm and carrying on at home day to day with tasks and looking after my children and husbandm but then there are moments when I get very anxious when I watch the news and hear about others around me. I cant help think about the sadness of others and the worry for the future. I worry to for my extended families health and for all our financial future . I worry now when I hear about the prime minister, but then I do get a little comfort to hear China is doing better and life is getting back to normality"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I\u2019m anxious about the future for my grown up kid (in their 20s) and the health of my mother and her partner. I fear that my responses as a key worker will further affect my daughter who has a diagnosed mental health condition. I am also anxious for friends and relatives who work in the NHS. I am not particularly concerned for myself but for the world in which my children will have to navigate as they look to establish themselves in the workplace. I feel my privilege more than ever being able to continue to work and feed and house my family "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel a little worried but understand it is only a temporary situation that everybody in the world is in at this point in time and put my thoughts to a more positive outcome in the future. I try not to observe the news too much and look for a balanced view of what is happening in the world I try to be productive in any way I can to take my mind off the issue, ie hobbies, walking, gardening, tidying, cooking. I think that this sort of thing has happened before to different degrees and that eventually things have and will get back to normal. This does not mean that I havent been worried, I have been and my concern level changes day to day"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I'm very anxious. It's been well over a year since I could hug or have any real contact with my young niece and nephews and other family members. Although we now have vaccines, I fear that new mutations will cause a need for further lockdowns. I am not overly concerned about being seriously ill from the virus, I am aged 40 and in good health, but I do worry about suffering from long-Covid as I have chronic fatigue and fear that that could be made worse. I obviously do worry about vulnerable family members too."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel very anxious as it\u2019s an uncertain situation and not sure how long this will last or what future implications will be. I am scared and wonder how it will affect everyone. I think people aren\u2019t taking this seriously but the government should put orders out rather than instructions as there are people that think they will be the only ones going out etc. but that isn\u2019t the case. I don\u2019t understand how people are thinking like that or why people are letting them go out etc. as I know that if I said something about going out or whatever that people would tell me to stay in and hold me accountable. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel anxious about the thought of leaving the house. Whilst I am very careful, I'm worried about others who don't appear to be taking it seriously. There have been too many people taking advantage of perceived loopholes to allow them to do as they wish. I wish they would adhere to the rules and advice so that we can all recover from this quicker and with more of the population alive at the end of it. I also wish that the NHS was better looked after to be able to cope with this. I hope that when this is all done that the NHS and other key workers are paid a better wage that truly reflects their hero status at times of need."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am so frustrated and annoyed with the coronavirus restrictions now, I feel trapped and I hate it. I can\u2019t live like this for much longer. It\u2019s affecting my mental and physical health. My neighbours are being really intimidating and I am scared being trapped here with no escape is just unbearable. As soon as the restrictions have eased I will be going to see my family. Going to the beach and having fun, instead of stepping on eggshells and feeling unsafe in my own home. Boris Johnson has absolutely no idea on how the poorer or working class live, and before I was in this situation myself I had no idea how hard life is when you have less money and support to get the security and safety that a person needs in life. I feel like I don\u2019t have the basic human rights that I should be entitled too, just because I have less money than other people. My husband works full time and I am a stay at home parent, and we are struggling financially because of the current climate."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel really unsettled and anxious. I do not like the uncertainty of it all, the feeling of uneasiness and not knowing what will happen and when. I try to avoid reading too much about it online or watch the news too often, but at the same time it is impossible to avoid. I also want to know what's going on at the same time, even though it is scary to hear. I just hope that what we are doing is enough and that things get back to some sort of normal soon. I also hope that everybody is taking this seriously and following the government guidelines."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am scared, anxious, worried and very angry at people not taking it seriously.\nI am stuck indoors alone with 2 children, this is extremely stressful.\nScared about losing my job and where money is coming from, this makes me upset.\nMy job is my \"\"social\"\" life, the only time is see other adults. I am so lonely.\nMy children are angry and do not understand why they cant go to the park when other kids are there. They think I am being mean which also upsets me.\nI am tired of not doing anything (I am actually tired). "}, {"index": 14, "context": "Tired and anxious. Worried about my parents, and about a friend who has the symptoms and is vulnerable. Angry at the government's initial handling of the situation. Shocked at the death toll. Relieved that my employer is in decent shape to weather this but worried for the people who aren't so fortunate. Anxious for friends who work in the NHS or other essential roles. Concerned about the current and future economic effects. Looking forward to when this is over, and considering how we can work together to ensure a better society comes out of it."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel very anxious. My partner has cancer and has now had two operations cancelled in two weeks due to pressure on the NHS. I am still working from home, as is my partner but our two young children are also at home. I feel like I'm failing at work, failing as a wife and failing as a mother as I can't give any aspects of my life the time and energy they need, yet we're all stuck at home all day everyday. So I feel anxious and worried about my family and we are struggling to get food deliveries booked as we're not classed as vulnerable, although we can't leave the house as we can't afford to get ill and cause my partner to miss their vital operation. It's just a horrible time and our government is failing us, they were too slow and too ineffective. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "My main feeling with COVID-19 is I just want everything to be back to normal. I want to be able to see my friends and family and I want to live my life normally. I'm worried about loved ones becoming Ill especially those vulnerable. I feel slightly frustrated that some people still don't see the threat and are going about their everyday lives. However I do feel hope in the way the UK government is handling the situation and how the majority of people are supporting them. I do also feel upset for those businesses who have been economically effected and will no longer be able to carry on. I also spent my birthday in lockdown which was not pleasant as we had intended to have a family get-together in which I would have seen distant relatives. So overall I would just like life to be back to normal."}, {"index": 17, "context": "The current situation of coronavirus makes me feel very anxious and worried. I feel that life has stucked up and there is no social life at the moment and infact everyone is in the same situation. I feel that we need to play our part in order to make a safe environment for everyone, atleast that's what we can. I don't see life coming back to normal soon. Despite feeling isolated, everyone needs to be responsible in the current pandemic and follow the rules of social distancing and wearing face masks for the sake of safety for everyone and to come out of this situation in the near future."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I have become somewhat numb and generally have gotten used to the sad state of the Corona situation and the toll it is having on the country (and the world), however I still feel an underlying sense of anxiety. I feel somewhat restless due to the uncertainty of the future and what lies ahead and how long this crisis will last. I have a feeling of longing to see my loved ones that I have not been able to see during the crisis. I feel slightly upset and angry at people still ignoring the government and scientific advice to stay inside."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am still scared and worried me or my family could get it and get very ill but if this plan to get out works then I\u2019ll be happy and I feel slight hope right now.\nI\u2019m staying very optimistic as I\u2019m still 50/50 whether we will be able to actually have a summer where we can do stuff and have fun! I still get annoyed when people break the lock down rules a lot as it\u2019s not fair on the all us other that stick to them and haven\u2019t been able to see family. I wish they got / get caught as it\u2019s not fair when lots of us haven\u2019t been able to see our family and friends and comfort them when they have been ill or lonely. I feel like wearing face masks is a good law but a lot of people don\u2019t care which angers me ! Some people don\u2019t bother wearing them, some will wear them wrong with their nose out or them wonky and not properly covering the mouth and nose which is frustrating as all the nhs key workers have to wear them constantly all day! I wear one all day nearly every day and it\u2019s not nice to wear at all it gets hot and horrible but we do it to save ourselves and other people and when I see someone not caring and only wearing a bit of it and not properly it does anger me as it\u2019s such a simple thing to do and people can\u2019t even do that!"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I don't feel that the lockdown was the appropriate response. I am unhappy that I'm unable to see my boyfriend, friends or family. It is an anxious and stressful situation and it is made worse by the isolation, as you are unable to go an visit the people you would usually turn to for support. I am not scared of catching it I am more worried about my own mental health and wellbeing due to isolation than I am about catching coronavirus but I understand the issue is elderley/vurnerable people. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I'm worried about the health and wellbeing of my family and friends. I'm concerned that this could become more dangerous due to the actions of others. I'm worried about my own personal financial situation and how I will manage to secure employment going forward. I hope that everyone pulls together in order to minimise the impact of this virus while health services try to deal with what is going on. I admire all those key workers who are putting their lives on the line every day to help other people in society."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel indifferent at the moment as I don\u2019t know anyone personally affected by covid, I\u2019m anxious because I have young children and if anything happened to me I would fear the consequences for them.\nI also worry about my parents who live far away and we can\u2019t see them at this particular time of year.\nI\u2019m finding it difficult to go out for a walk as I can\u2019t take all of us out and I fear for jobs and the high street as it was already suffering.\nI think that asking for at least 500 characters is a bit much as not everyone has the mental sense at the moment to make the most clear and concise answers."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel that the situation is slightly improving, with the lockdown and vaccinations. However it is annoying when out on essential purposes and seeing groups of people, or people not wearing their masks (at all or properly) or not following the rules. I feel that the situation will get worse again when lockdown is relaxed as the numbers are still very high. I also feel some anxiety for the future as we don't know how long the vaccination immunity will last and what will happen in general.\n\nI feel that covid will be around for a long time and it's been a year today since the first lockdown began and I still don't feel like the world is in any better of a place."}, {"index": 24, "context": "At this point I do not care much for the virus. Emotionally it did not bother me much from the beginning but I recognized that it is a dangerous threat. Now I do not even know how many cases there are or what restrictions are lifted/enacted and I am not interested enough to check. I work from home, but otherwise I live my life as usual, try to go for a long walk daily and for groceries twice per week. \nI am not interested in eating out or other aspects of having social life, so lockdowns do not bother me much"}, {"index": 25, "context": "At the moment I feel anxious about the future and the risk to myself and family. I am frustrated at the way it's being handled by the government and by deniers. I am hopeful the vaccine will get everyone together to be safer and start living normally again. I worry about the long term repurcussions on finances, relationship's and mental health. I'm not sure that everyone can make a full recovery or that the government is committed to helping everyone. It's going to take years to fully recover and I don't know if it's even possible."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel like I'm no longer fully in control of my life. The situation changes day by day so its not currently possible to adequately plan even days ahead with any proper certainty anymore. \n\nIt's extremely frustrating being cooped up inside, and its negatively affecting my mental health. \n\nI'm a very socialable person so not being able to interact face to face is difficult. However, paradoxically I'm actually communicating with people I wouldn't ordinarily regularly communicate with since I'm now more aware of how valuable, and important, social ties are."}], "length": 4184} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel very sad as my grandfather has recently died after contracting covid in a nursing home. I have anxiety about my grandmother staying healthy and I am sad about not being able to see her and I am also very sad about not seeing my five year old nephew who I am very close to. I am also very worried about my dad as he has asthma and in the past had pneumonia so I am anxious about him. I am thankful to all the doctors, nurses and shop workers, school workers, everyone on the front line who has gone to work every day and looked after the country."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel sad for families who are suffering with the Covid19 and who have lost those to the virus. I feel angry about people who are not taking the pandemic seriously. It is a joint effort - the idea of being stuck at home should be transformed into safe at home. I worry that I will get it, even when I limit my time leaving the house to one excerise a day or going to the supermarket when I need. I also worry about the lack of knowledge on it. I feel hopefully knowing that other countries who were suffering have started to recover. I feel comfort knowing I am with my family and that we are safe and healthy and I have hope that others will keep safe and healthy too. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I find the situation very concerning. We have not reached the peak of it yet so it is very worrying. I am currently tly off work for the time being and I am starting to be worried about whether I will have a job in 3 months. At the moment the current news story I am watching is with regards to Boris Johnson being moved in to intensive care. Also earlier today I read that Pep Guardiolas mother has died of the corona virus. This is a depressing time for a lot of people around the world and one can only hope that people take heed of the advice given to stay indoors and keep their distance if they do have to venture outside."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel very anxious with everything that is going on at the moment as I am terrified a loved one will catch this, especially as I have relatives who are vulnerable. It also upsets me to think of people who are alone during this time and people who are in hospital dying without loved ones. It angers me that people will not follow the simple rules of staying at home as they are putting others at risk and they do not seem to care. Having a young daughter it terrifies me that she could catch this, even if it is something she could fight it would hurt to see her in pain like that. Thinking of other people who are alone, vulnerable, etc it irritates me more to see people not following the rules. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am anxious about getting the virus. I am saddened by all the death and suffering including our prime minister. I am thankful that so far my immediate family is healthy but worry when that might change. The future is so uncertain. I hope God protects us all. I am angry with those who are breaking the social distancing and putting the rest of us at risk. I feel sorry for those that are struggling financially as well due to this virus. It has worsened my mental health as well. I worry I may fall back into a deeper depression. Thankfully I am still able to receive counceling over the phone. I think that too many people are NOT taking this seriously and thus put more people at risk due to their actions. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel sad at losing family members from Corona... I feel anxious as to when will it be over, can we return to a 'normal... I feel afraid in regards to any more of my family members catching Corona... Our children have gone back to school, and although we are happy they have gone back, we are afraid they might catch Corona and bring it into our household... I am looking forward to when it will be over and meeting with friends and family... I haven't seen my parents in over a year, and we can't wait to go see them..."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am quite angry by the way this has been dealt with and how people have reacted. It was delayed for too long which caused more deaths and some of the general public are living their life normally like there isn't a virus going around. Unfortunately, one of my family members have died of the corona virus. People must stay indoors and abide by the rules or we will all be trapped in our houses for a very long time. This virus has changed my life, my kids are at home and it is stressing me out so I hope we can go back to normal as soon as possible."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I'm still very anxious about the situation as I don't know when I will receive a vaccination. It's been very tough not being able to see family and friends. I am working from home at the moment which has been nice and a lot less stressful than going into the office with 10+ people, but I do worry about going back if I haven't had a vaccination before. Hopefully we'll be able to get back to some normality by summer, it would be really nice to start seeing people again and being able to get out of the house and go places."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel very fatigued by the Coronavirus situation; after almost a year or terrible management by the government with devastating consequences for so many people, emphasised by corruption and Cronyism. It has been tiring to be constantly angry, confused, anxious about the uncertainty and instability of daily life, and about the future as we attempt to recover from this under a government who refuse to offer the necessary financial support. There is some hope now that the vaccine is being delivered and the weather is heating up again, but I feel like so much avoidable damage has been done that it is difficult to feel truly relieved."}, {"index": 9, "context": "Its getting better. But I'm worried when things are relaxed it will spike again and we will forever be in a lockdown if the vaccines dont work. Hopefully I'm working but we just dont know but when the summer comes we will have a better idea. It has been a very bad year mentally and financially abs I'm hoping we can all go back to normal at some point soon, that would be very pleasing indeed. That is all I have to say really on this matter at this time, I hope its what you are looking for response wise and hope the researching is going well."}, {"index": 10, "context": "A little nervous but in general okay. The amount of cases in my town are very low, and I am I good health. I am sticking to the guidelines not seeing friends and family. Only going to work and staying at home. Shopping can be a little stressful as you come in contant with people you dont know. Even with the distancing rules it's difficult to look on shelves. Plus you dont know who touched the items before you. Other than shopping in general people around me stick to distancing guides and everybody in good spirits. Try to keep home a fun place to entertain the family."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel very anxious that my children have gone back to school when a lot of people have still not been vaccinated. I feel that our government lies purely for their own financial gain and don't care as much about peoples health and welfare. I am a little worried about side effects or effectiveness of the vaccines but at the same time remain hopeful they will help us in tackling covid and provide us with some more protection. I will still continue to be very careful with hygiene and what I do as lockdown eases. I definitely don't feel like I want to rush out to restaurants, shops and go on holidays any time soon."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Staying at home has me very lethargic and unmotivated to do anything productive with my time. I very much miss the little things of life like meeting friends and going out which made me happy. I long for this to be over honestly but I know that can only happen with the hard work of our health services and whatnot. However, I am extremely angry at our government's handling of the situation (e.g lack of PPE for frontline staff), I think the lack of preparation was very irresponsible and thus I am a little disgusted by it. Though I feel like this time has brought a big collecive spirit together and I feel like I'm more appreicative of my friends and family."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am fortunate that I can work from home but I do still worry about the long term affects that it may have on our business and in turn my and my colleagues jobs. More than that though I am concerned about the health if my family and those most vulnerable in society. I hope that there is an end in sight at some point, even if it is many months away. Things like antibody tests will help, and personally I would be very keen to be tested to find out if I have had the virus and whether I am part of heard immunity."}, {"index": 14, "context": "Concern for the PM being in intensive care. Fear of the illness being brought into my home by my husband having to keep going out to work or shopping. Frustration at not being able to go out and live a normal life. Frustration at not being able to order in shopping when that's what we've been told to do. Missing my friends and family - video chat isn't the same as real human interaction. Bored of being stuck at home, bored of the same company. Trapped. Claustrophobic. Irritated by people judging others - especially on social media - without knowing other people's circumstances. Worried for my children's mental health and their education during this time "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel afraid because it's likely that my family or friends may be affected by this. I believe the government are doing everything they can but a lot of it is so unknown that it is difficult for them to know what action to take and this worries me. I also worry about the impact on the economy and how this will affect my children as they grow up. It is the unknown element of all of these factors that makes me feel anxious about this situation. It has been nice to spend time with my family but that is overshadowed by the horrible disease and the amount of people dying from it.\n"}, {"index": 16, "context": "at the moment i am very afraid for my own health and my families help.i am very worried about my job and my financial position. i am sad and a bit depressed at all the bad news published on social media and television just hope we dont get the virus.my childrens education is in crisis the economy is in crisis the nhs is in crisis and the social distancing laws are making us less connected.no one is safe and the atmosphere is one of anxiety and uncertainty .the future is very uncertain and we wonder how long this crisis will last and how the world will be when the crisis is finally over"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am very anxious about the Corona situation. More and more people are dying every day and people are not allowed to have the send off's they deserve due to social distancing rules. Being separated from family is difficult and it is hard explaining to young children why they cannot see their friends and loved ones. I am also pregnant currently so it is a very worrying time. Not only do I worry about me or a member of my household contracting the virus, I am worried about the implications social distancing may have if they are still in place for the baby's birth and newborn period. To not have my family by my side or to be able to meet my baby after they are born would be really upsetting."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am worried that it has not been taken seriously and may be too late. I am angry that people are still flouting the rules and are not being punished for being a detriment to their own health and that of others.\nI'm nervous because I have to work in healthcare and am exposed to patients who may or may not have the virus day in day out without knowing what I could be bringing home to my parents who are at risk.\nI think that the Government need to be harder. Yes, they may not want to tighten lockdown rules, but if people aren't listening to them - they must. It is for the benefit of the country.\nAnd I hope that we learn from this, and should something like this happen again, we be far better prepared and take it seriously from day one."}, {"index": 19, "context": " I an feeling increasingly bored with days and weekends feeling like groundhog day, slightly anxious for food supply chain, it being squeezed, medical staff falling I'll and the NHS being overwhelmed and that of having to put mine and my families lifes in danger by something as trivial as going to a supermarket.\n Anxiety is also there in the realisation that with SARS and now COVID19, that this is only going to become more frequent and not less.\n The 'holier than thou' attitudes of those on social media also makes me want to invent a way of slapping people over https;\n The sneaking in of anti-privacy legislation is also disgusting."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I'm feeling worried because I got arvc which I think would make it worse if I caught covid 19, I get really bad panic attacks aswell, so having this going around is really scary, I can't wait till they get a antidote for it, so then it can help people and people would stop dying in every country and now the pm is in intensive care shows how serious this is getting everyone needs to start listening and follow the rules, stay at home and only go out once a week it's not hard people, they should start fining everyone that's dosent listen to this, fine them a Hugh amount like 500-1000 pounds then people might start listening or even put them in jail for a bit "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am worried about the safety of my family as I am not able to be with them, especially my vulnerable father. I am also a key worker and worried about getting sick myself, as it seems young healthy people are not safe from serious illness. I also worry now the prime minister is in intensive care that the morale in the country will be even lower, and am anxious about what would happen if he were to pass away. I am angry at people who continue to flout the rules and sunbathe and meet friends, and do not understand why these rules are important."}, {"index": 22, "context": "As a healthcare worker I feel very anxious about the situation, mainly the risk of bringing the virus home to my family but also the lack of PPE and the uncertainty at this time. I am also embarrassed of our country that they are unable to stick to the rules of social distancing. This makes me angry and upset as I don\u2019t think people understand the severity of the virus at all and think they are invincible. I am naturally worried about my family who I miss massively and am struggling from a social point of view. I do however feel that a lot of positives will come from this experience, "}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am very concerned about catching the virus and getting seriously ill then making my wife and children ill. I am also very worried for my parents. I am worried about my job, at the moment it is safe. I don't like going shopping when I have to. I angry that some people are not following the social distancing rules which will make this last longer. I also worried that people will become more xenophopic after this is over blaming foriegners for these problems. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel lucky that I live in a house with my family and that we have a relatively stable income. I feel grateful to health workers putting themselves and their families at risk. I feel slightly guilty for not contributing usefully to the situation. I feel annoyed that my husband lives in France and I live in the UK as I don't know when I will be able to see him again. I feel uncertain about what will happen in the future as all my plans are disrupted, I have had to delayed plans for moving abroad and I need to do this before a possible no deal Brexit at the end of the year, so the time is running out."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am disappointed that it has gone on for so long and that the government handled the situation so badly at the beginning of the pandemic by delaying a response such as appropriate lockdown early enough. I am slightly hopeful that with the vaccine roll-out that things may begin to return at least a more \"\"familiar\"\" normal by the end of the year. I am anxious about how the situation has affected work opportunities and potential wage reductions in any available jobs. I feel that I am fortunate in that while I am out of work that my financial situation is not yet in a bad situation and I'm hopeful that I will be able to work again before I get into any possible difficulties."}, {"index": 26, "context": "Definitely feeling very anxious, however, I do feel optimistic and think that we will soon come out of this situation we are in. I am worried about my family and would not want them to come down with this virus. I feel the government is doing everything they can at the moment to combat the situation and feel satisfied with their efforts at this moment in time. I also think, that as a society we will benefit from this in the long term as we will learn new habits such as washing your hands coming back from the grocery store or taking precautions. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "It has made me look at life in full, never take anything for granted, especially after not seeing friends and family for months and even a year. I have felt like I was and am at current stuck in a box! Seeing the news regarding coronavirus everyday is an eye opener considering nobody really to it to seriously at the start. I think the youth do not understand and think it\u2019s just some joke as they clearly do not social distance and are always socialising without any worry which is extremely worrying"}, {"index": 28, "context": "I think there is light at the end of the tunnel with the vaccination programme but wish people would continue to obey social distancing rules in the meantime. The gradual release of lockdown is a good thing as it gives time for more people to get the vaccination. I feel less worried about catching coronavirus now than I did before as the treatments are better. I have had my first vaccination but continue to social distance. I am less concerned about my daughter going back to school now that I know that testing will happen."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel that it is only going to get worse if people refuse to listen to what the government have to say and it is worrying because it will keep getting worse.If everyone stays at home and only leaves when necessary then the situation should hopefully be able to improve faster.I feel that not everyone is listening and some are not taking the necessary precautions needed to help prevent it and to keep people safe. I also feel that we are not being provided with enough information and people don\u2019t have access to tests until it is too late and they have already got the virus."}, {"index": 30, "context": "That a lot of people within the uk are currently not taking it seriously, for instance people are still going round to other people's houses and meeting up at parks and commons.\nFairly worried for the elderly members of my family and all elderly people in general.\nNever experienced anything like this in my life. It is almost like we are in a war time scenario and it would be a lot easier if everyone would adhear to the government so that it will be over quicker.\nIt is quite upsetting not being able to see my family and friends at the moment but know that this is needed to get over the virus.\nAlso, it will have a negative impact on the economy and think it will force it into a recession."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel very anxious about the whole situation on a global level not just a national level. We do not know much about this new virus and what little we do know about it is now assisting in trying to stop or level out the spread. I think Boris is the best man for the job to handle and guide us all through this event in the best way possible.\nI do fear it will take the world at least a year to get back to some sort of normality, there have been so many deaths from a situation that is hard to control without the guidance of the MP and the medical scientists who are working to find out more about this virus.\nI also thing there will be big changes in how we all do things such as payments, could this see the end of cash?"}], "length": 4494} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Constant feeling of worry for my family's safety as they are all key workers. As I'm not living with them I worry if I go a day without hearing from them.\n\nAnnoyed at the people who are flouting social distancing rules, especially if it results in daily exercise no longer being allowed for the rest of us who are following the rules. \n\nTrying to filter out the media that is trying to scaremonger, but daily death toll makes it hard to not take the threat to public safety seriously. \n\n\n "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am fed up. Mainly because I'm working from home at the minute so not seeing anyone during the week. I'm also lonely as family can't visit from overseas and all my social opportunities have been cancelled. I feel isolated and like rubbish generally because my routine is gone and every day is like the last. I keep having stressful dreams so my sleep is poor and overall I just feel on edge all the time from anxiety. Everything and everyone is strained and stressed and it's horrendous. I really can'twait to this is over. The worst thing about it is that noone has any idea of when that might be."}, {"index": 2, "context": "Best word to describe is anxious for my families and my own health/finances. The question of our unforeseeable mortality is playing a lot on my mind. I am Sad to see all the news of the affect it is having on everyone and scared that we will in some way be affected in even more ways than we've been so far. There is so much unknown it's like you waiting around for the worst to happen. But still keeping positive things will work out ok and hopefully better in the end. And feeling happy and appreciative that I get to spend more time with my partner and kids. Times like this certainly puts a lot in perspective. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "During the current Covid-19 situation that is happening world-wide, I feel apprehensive about the future and the economy. I am anxious about the impact the virus has on my family, and the potential seriousness of the virus on them. I worry about the country, specifically the UK, and the pressure that the NHS frontline staff are facing. I am angry that they are not given to access to the personal protective equipment that they desperately need to keep themselves safe. I am worried about their families and their exposure to the virus. I feel as though teachers are undervalued during this process as they are also caring to children of NHS frontline workers, which in turns puts themselves and their families at risk. I am disgusted that lots of high earning footballers are disputing that 30% of their wages should be sacrificed during the pandemic when there are so many workers in the country that have to be furloughed, sacrificing 20% of their wages, many of which won't be able to meet many demands of their lifestyle because of this. \n\nDuring the current Covid-19 situation that is happening world-wide, I feel apprehensive about the future and the economy. I am anxious about the impact the virus has on my family, and the potential seriousness of the virus on them. I worry about the country, specifically the UK, and the pressure that the NHS frontline staff are facing. I am angry that they are not given to access to the personal protective equipment that they desperately need to keep themselves safe. I am worried about their families and their exposure to the virus. I feel as though teachers are undervalued during this process as they are also caring to children of NHS frontline workers, which in turns puts themselves and their families at risk. I am disgusted that lots of high earning footballers are disputing that 30% of their wages should be sacrificed during the pandemic when there are so many workers in the country that have to be furloughed, sacrificing 20% of their wages, many of which won't be able to meet many demands of their lifestyle because of this. \n\nDuring the current Covid-19 situation that is happening world-wide, I feel apprehensive about the future and the economy. I am anxious about the impact the virus has on my family, and the potential seriousness of the virus on them. I worry about the country, specifically the UK, and the pressure that the NHS frontline staff are facing. I am angry that they are not given to access to the personal protective equipment that they desperately need to keep themselves safe. I am worried about their families and their exposure to the virus. I feel as though teachers are undervalued during this process as they are also caring to children of NHS frontline workers, which in turns puts themselves and their families at risk. I am disgusted that lots of high earning footballers are disputing that 30% of their wages should be sacrificed during the pandemic when there are so many workers in the country that have to be furloughed, sacrificing 20% of their wages, many of which won't be able to meet many demands of their lifestyle because of this. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "Anxious about what the future holds, but also rather worried about what is going to happen as schools go back next week and as lockdown is gradually eased and lifted, not sure I can take another wave and another lockdown. Slightly optimistic for the future and returning to some sort of normality, whatever that may be. I do feel masks and perhaps distancing are going to be the new normal but if I can see and hug friends and family again that is a compromise I am willing to take. Lockdown has taken a huge toll on me and I am ready for it to be over."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I find I'm very anxious about many things. Worried about my family and missing them very much. Worried about university and my final postgraduate MA classification because I have no access to the equipment, teaching and facilities required. I'm very anxious about the impact this (and the rest of the crisis) will have on my plans for further study (PhD). Also very concerned about income/finances and the very real prospect of being unable to pay rent/bills and student fees. I also feel that more needs to be done to support students and those just starting out as self-employed. Too many honest working people are falling through the support net and being left with nothing."}, {"index": 6, "context": "It's very frustrating and when I think of how long we all have to stay apart I get annoyed. Also the fact that you can't physically go shopping, or get a Mcdonalds or anything is annoying. All because China can't be trusted. They've done it many times before creating pandemics, and they're pretty much the only country that has. You wouldn't see huge flu pandemics originating in the United Kingdom! There should be laws placed on the things they do in that country. \n\nHowever at this precise moment I am trying not to think about it too much so I'm fairly relaxed. I don't really watch the news, go on Facebook etc because it's all people can talk about and I've had enough of seeing it."}, {"index": 7, "context": "Worried for the safety my family, I\u2019m desperate to keep them safe. I\u2019m Disappointed at the number of people who aren\u2019t staying at home and ignoring the government\u2019s instructions to stay home. Extremely proud of the NHS and Boris Johnson and the supreme effort that they have put to help us all. Also I\u2019m very bored at home and I am struggling mentally to cope with stress of the situation we find ourselves in. I just hope and prey that together by following instructions we can all get through this together and when we get through this just maybe the world will be a more kind place."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I don\u2019t feel worried about catching it myself, I\u2019m young and don\u2019t really care about myself. But I worry about my vulnerable friends and family, and about accidentally catching and spreading it to people. \nI feel disappointed that I\u2019m anxious instead of enjoying the opportunity to do nothing. I can\u2019t bring myself to do university work, everything feels so pointless. I\u2019m sad and miss my friends, but feel very lucky to be quarantining with my housemates who I love. I\u2019m sad that my graduation is cancelled, and that I will miss out on my summer job and seeing university peers for the last time. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel slightly hopeful that the government's current plan will work and we'll be able to get back to some sort of normalcy and the death rate will decrease but I feel like people are rushing things and are too ready to do things without precautions like wearing masks or keeping their distance. I feel like it's gotten to a point where the government themselves are ready to put everyone in danger if it means the economy will start moving forward again. I really hope that we're able to move forward from this pandemic but in a way that's sustainable"}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel that the current situation is disheartening as it feels like all the effort and sacrifices we\u2019ve made over the last year have been redundant as we are in the same position a year on. I feel frustrated at the government\u2019s hesitation to enforce a stricter lockdown much earlier in the year that would\u2019ve perhaps allowed us more freedom now and would have reduced the losses suffered from the end of last summer onward. \nHowever after having had the first dose of the vaccine, I feel hopeful that we are finally moving forward. I feel more secure this year on a personal level as my wife and I were both made redundant but found new jobs in more secure sectors than hospitality and moved closer to our families so although we are not allowed to see them still, we will be able to when restrictions are lifted to allow outdoor meeting in the local community."}, {"index": 11, "context": "As a student, I am very concerned about the future of my education due to the recent uncertainty over exams and university. I am also concerned about family members and making sure they are kept as safe as possible. It is unnerving to me that people are ignoring government guidelines and continuing to go out in large groups and attend gatherings in public places. I am reassured to a certain extent as the death toll is very low in comparison with the entire population of the United Kingdom, however it is concerning that so many people are falling ill with this disease. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "I have had generalised and social anxiety for most of my life (currently treated with daily medication). I have also worked from home for the last 15 years, so am coping surprisingly well with the current lockdown situation, especially compared to a lot of the people I am seeing and reading online. My daily life is not hugely different to the way it usually is. However, my partner is a keyworker, going out and facing the general public on an almost-daily basis. I am incredibly concerned about his health risk, and about the possibility of both of us contracting the virus. He is a smoker, and I had TB in my teens, so we are both at risk. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "With the current vaccination rate I feel we are seeing the light as the end of the tunnel.\nI am anxious to see family and friends again.\nI do have concerns about the effectiveness or possible long term effects of the vaccination, but it is a gamble I am happy to take if it means we can safely visit loved ones.\n\nThe paranoia and fear seen on social media news comments has been enlightening, quite worrying seeing how a minority think!\n\nI was asked to write a few sentences, not an essay, this box is refusing me to continue until I have written enough text, I hope this does it..."}, {"index": 14, "context": "My husband has been ill with it for 18 days and now how pneumonia. He has been self isolating in another part of the house. His symptoms have been very varied up and down throughout the whole time he has been ill, thinking he's been improving then getting worse. I have an elderly disabled mother who I look after who I am very concerned about as well as my two children. My husband is very fit and strong and eats well etc. and this has completely wiped him out. The worry of catching this and passing it on is very much on my mind. I haven't slept properly for the last 2 and a half weeks. It is making me feel awful and I am on high alert that I don't catch it to and become unable to care for him. So all in all a very scary, difficult time."}, {"index": 15, "context": "Very anxious, I've tried to not follow the news so much with the death toll and new cases statistics constantly increasing.\n\nAlso stressed out due to my current living situation - not a good environment at the best of times let alone when we're all anxious and are together all the time. There's no respite from the environment I usually go to work or to the pub or to see my family and friends to escape.\n\nI'm worried about not having a job to go back to or the government subsidy of wages stopping if the lockdown exceeds a few months.\n\nDue to the news earlier about the prime minister going into intensive care I'm worried about the future of the country and what will happen if anything happens to him."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am fed up but hoping that this is the final hurdle and that we will soon be back to normal life in the very near future, fingers crossed. This being said, it does feel never ending and I do feel like this has been the worst lock down yet. For this lockdown it started in the depth of winter and is so cold that I feel that there is less joy around the place. It was easier to stay positive when the weather was nicer. All I can think about is when life returns to normal but I don't know wheh this will be. I am hoping that it will be very soon but I just don't know. I also miss seeing my family and friends and can't wait to see them again once this is all over."}, {"index": 17, "context": "At the moment I'm really worried about the current Covid-19 situation. I'm trying to occupy myself and keep busy doing different things around the house, and not watch too much of the news so that I hear less about it. I find that the more I read about it, the more worried and anxious I get. I become more anxious when I have to go to the supermarket and am in close proximity with other people there, especially when they aren't following the social distancing rules. My partner is a key worker and is still interact with people, so I fear that he may contract it and bring it home. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "Some of the older members of my family have had their first vaccine so I am feeling a bit reassured and less worried about the virus itself, although I do sometimes worry as from what I have read it sounds very unpleasant and takes a long time to recover from. I am looking forward to my children being able to have a more normal life. I do have anxieties about the impact on my job - my hours have been reduced from 22 to just 8 due to the virus and I am struggling to find a new job at the moment. I do also have a few anxieties about returning to normal as I have got used to life being like this but I am sure I will quickly adapt back to how things were. I think it is important for my children to have a normal life. They have had very little to look forward to this last year."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Im afraid that the virus will find its way into my home. My other half is extremely high risk and we have been isolated since 2020 to protect him.\nI am angry at people who don\u2019t follow the rules and could result in wasting our sacrifice.\nI am tired as a result of stressing.\nI feel completely cut off from the world and like i could probably benefit from medical help. My anxiety has never been this bad. I get a migraine everytime I have to leave the house.\nI am only leaving for unavoidable reasons and would not leave at all if there was any way to do this."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel if everyone obeys the rules we will get through this. However too many people are not so it will be ongoing for a while. The whole thing is very frightening and the slightest cough makes you wonder if you have caught it. I think the government are doing a good job with the advice from the scientists but the general public, especially in cities are not taking it serious enough! Being unable to see loved ones is hard but thanks to modern technology it has become bearable. When the crisis is over then serious questions must be asked of China, starting with why they sat on the epidemic so long before warning the rest of the world. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "Very anxious about my situation and what will happen in the coming months. All the older people dying is heartbreaking and it\u2019s scary that anyone can get infected without even knowing. The governments response has been very slow, and very sad to see them take so much time to implement any measures. People are barely even listening and it\u2019s all too much to handle . I\u2019m not sure if we are going to make it as a whole. I pray we do and find solutions to help everyone both I\u2019ll and those affected financially and losing loved ones"}, {"index": 22, "context": "At this present moment I'm feeling anxious about the easing of restrictions within the UK. I don't know how it will go and worry that things will get bad again. It's also preventing me from planning things and having something to look forward to. Although we have the date of June 21st for restrictions to be lifted, I don't think we'll stick to that date. I also feel sad for all of those who have lost their lives due to the governments incompetency. If we had acted like other countries and had a proper lockdown early on, we wouldn't have lost as many lives."}, {"index": 23, "context": "It\u2019s an anxious time. People aren\u2019t listening to advice which will make it worse for everyone. This makes me sad as we this is a great time to prove to everyone what a great country we are. I\u2019m scared for the future, not about my own health, but the health of those around me. However, I feel this is driven a lot by the media - daily messages about the number of deaths etc. Really brings it all home. It also makes me anxious that I still have to go to work in hospitality to be a security guard for the building. It worries me that a pandemic doesn\u2019t even keep you safe. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "A slight sense of unreality, like the world is a little strange right now. People behave in very irrational ways, there's lots of anxiety and distrust going around. People are fed up being stuck at home with nowhere to go. I miss outdoors so much. I am not a very sociable person even without a pandemic, so I feel comfortable not going shop or visiting friends, but bot being able to travel as I please is a bummer! We need outdoors for our mental health. Also, I feel there is a lot of disinformation and fake news floating around, and some of my friends and acquaintances have really embraced it. I am often left feeling that either I am the last rational person I know or that I'm completely wrong and everyone else knows something that I don't. Luckily, I am not that easily swayed by opinions. Wish this were over soon and I could go back to travelling and exploring, as well as visiting my family. Oh, and I have never had to work a much as I am working right now. This past year my workload has doubled, and my average hours have increased from 48 to 58."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am quite calm about it , but mostly annoyed at the government and how they are not dealing with it. I am unsure if the main stream media are helping, and the hypocrisy towards the nhs from the media and government is galling. Hopefully the social isolating will work, but we will not get back the 3 weeks lead we wasted.\nHopefully we will follow Italy's lead in a bit, but there is no real structure for an exit strategy to the voluntary lockdown.\nThere is a possibility that there will be a bounce when that happens if it is not handled correctly "}, {"index": 26, "context": "At the moment I feel anxious about going out for my food shopping, making sure I am careful I\u2019m anxious about seeing other people around not obeying the instructions. I feel worried if I were to bring the virus back to my home and my childen. But I\u2019m happy that we are all safe together and enjoying some quality time together. unfortunately we can\u2019t see our extended family for now bit it is the best thing to do for us and the country. I hope that the people not listening to instruction will soon."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel as if a sword is hanging over me, but there is no way to know when it will fall. My health is not the best, and though I am in a more fortunate position than a lot of others, I am terrified of catching the virus. I feel as if my life is paused during the lockdown, and though it is peaceful here, there is an undercurrent of anger and fear from everyone I see when exercising or going to the shop. I worry about my family and friends and feel somewhat isolated from everything. I miss my job, not only for having something to do, but interacting with people normally."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am worried for my families safety and whether others will follow precautions.\nI believe there are a lot infected then we are lead on to believe.\nWe need to all quarantine and let it pass\n\nI am concerned for my family in africa who will not have the same safety that I do here\n\nI do not fear death. But I do not want to die this way. I do not want to leave my family behind!\n\nThe government is not doing enough to enforce the quarantine and as a result more people are dying from people negligence it is enfuriating "}], "length": 4902} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "It's hard for me as I work in a hospital. All our clinical staff has been redeployed on to the dementia wards. So its out admin team who are the backbone of the service.Every day feels like groundhog day. More and more people diagnosed. It does not feel like there is an end in sight. All my favourite things have been cancelled, music, sport, events. Can't visit relatives, supermarkets busy, social distancing, no big gatherings. NHS overstretched. Using football grounds as hospitals. Asking footballers to take paycuts. Funding for lower ranked tennis players. Spending time at home in isolation. Domestic violence up 25%. prime minister has Covid 19."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel very anxious. The government has dealt with covid appallingly badly, not locking down in time, making a total farce of test and trace, causing tens of thousands of people to die unnecessarily. I'm scared that under the strong influence of the tory right, which objects to any kind of restrictions, the government will reopen everything too fast and we'll go into a third wave, and another lockdown. I'm worried about my teenage daughter's mental health. The only thing I feel slightly better about than before is the fact of the vaccine. Other than that, it's all very grim."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am anxious. I have a disabled daughter with rare, complex disabilities and I do not know how the virus would affect her if she caught it. We have been shielding her and self isolating as much as possible.\nI am stressed as I have been juggling looking after my daughter, my 2 school aged children who are at home and my toddler. My husband is a key worker and is still out working, leaving me at home. My 2 school aged children are being home schooled requiring help and supervision.\nLockdown is hard with children keeping them amused, active and engaged."}, {"index": 3, "context": "Very anxious and worried , there is no time frame so that\u2019s worrying and there a lot of people dying. For me I need a busy lifestyle and this is preventing this from happening making me more anxious and upset. I feel like a lot of my life was on pause. I just want it to be all over and I\u2019m praying for everyone that has a had a loss in this time and the nhs for doing such an amazing job. Everyone has come together but it is a very sad and confusing time which will be looked back at for years. I feel fustrated because there isn\u2019t a cure and hopefully this will come about it. It\u2019s just a very difficult time in general."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel reasonably relaxed right now as it is a sunny afternoon,though I do think about how others are coping with this situation at hospital,the safety and welfare of the health workers and care for patients.\n My thoughts on people disregarding setout rules to follow,I am angry about people not listening and following government advice.Sure people want to break the rules,but that comes at a cost right now to many people as this virus can be highly infectious.I do my part to self isolate at home,as a family we only shop few times a week and make sure to keep to the social distancing measures as much as possible.I am mostly working at home now due to this situation.\n"}, {"index": 5, "context": "Annoyed at the people leaving their house when there are frontline NHS staff risking their lives. Anxiety for my family and grandparents if they get coronavirus. Annoyed at the lack of leadership from the start from Boris. The media is making people fearful as it is all negative stories and deaths and constant fear mongering. However, I am hopeful that there are some positives in this e.g. ozone layer is healing, Less pollution. I am also grateful that I am in a fortunate situation compared to others and we're all in this together."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am starting to think we are coming out of this now. The chances of anyone close to me getting it are slim as everyone I know has been so careful about isolating and social distancing. I was definitely more worried last week but the figures today are going down. I am suffering from a very bad rash in my neck which is causing me discomfort so I just want everywhere to get back to normal so I can sort it out. I am worried about the economic side of it and are just thankful that we are lucky to have jobs."}, {"index": 7, "context": "Its frightening that in this day and age we have a disease we cannot control. I am disgusted with the Chinese as this disease evolved from them and their lack of hygiene. The Chinese government should be held responsible and should compensate us for the debt our country will be left with. I hope USA take them to task.i am fearful for members of my family, some of whom are classed as vulnerable, I am so angry they have been put in this position and I cannot see my family in person for the forseeable future. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel very worried about the Corona situation at the moment. I feel very restless and can't settle to do anything or concentrate on watching anything as my anxiety is quite high. I have heard that up to 80% of the population will be infected so there is a good chance I will get it and not only the old and weak are the ones dying so it seems like a bit of a lottery as to who will survive and who will not. I miss visiting my family and friends although i do have family living with me so I am not completely alone."}, {"index": 9, "context": "Background: depression, anxiety & PTSD; medicated venlafaxine 150mg.\nCurrently feeling abandoned by the govt. Both fear & despite are warring for supremacy for them. I am barely able to motivate myself to get up, even when I have to reorder meds (which I did today).\nMoney talks, and bullshit... rules us with a thorough lack of empathy or compassion.\nThis government of narcissistic sociopaths are going to kill thousands more than they have already. And it might include me, as I'm part of the lowest decile in society.\nNot a good feeling when you're trying to stave off suicidal ideation, 8 months after being hospitalised for it.\n\nBefore dismissing (should you be so inclined), please investigate the state of DWP payments to us, as opposed to the promises. None of us are in a good state."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel anxious about what is to come and how we can get back to normality.\nI wish everybody would follow the rules.\nI feel sad and angry as I cannot see my 2 year old son as his mother has flouted the rules by visiting and moving in with her mother 2 weeks after lockdown. \nHopeful it can bring country together and grateful for our wonderful people in the nhs.\nExercise has been massively important to my physical and mental health and the whole situation will be exponentially worse if we were not permitted to have daily exercise."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am fed up with the disruption to our lives the coronavirus has caused. I've been through the infection and am not scared of getting it anymore. I do appreciate it can be serious for a lot of people, but everyone should be allowed to make their own choices with regards to travelling, going out etc. I am anxious about what will the world look like afterwards and how will we all be affected. I think that our mental health will suffer because of the restrictions, especially the young people's (teenagers especially). I am frustrated and worried most of the time, but right now I just feel tired of it and a bit angry that I'm not allowed to do what I want."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I'm disappointed at our country's lackluster response so far and rather anxious about how much further this is going to escalate. I have had the virus myself and am now feeling much better so am more concerned about others than my own health, as I felt dreadful during it and can only imagine how it might effect those in poor health. I work in the care industry so obviously my number one concern is our residents, most of whom are extremely vulnerable. I have been isolating for the past two weeks and am due to return to work shortly, and hope that none of our residents have contracted the virus."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel mainly anxiety for myself and fear for my family - I am a front line health care worker, and care for a frail relative, my anxiety stems from being worried about passing on covid to my relative. Work is very very stressful and demanding at the moment, but I am able to leave that at work to a degree. I am somewhat envious of friends complaining at being bored while stuck at home on full pay.... I tell them to stop moaning, enjoy the headspace they are getting and stay home to make my job easier!"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel lonely at the moment and stressed about all the work I need to get done amid the coronavirus pandemic. I wish we could all be a little kinder with each other and recognize the struggles of having to adjust to this complex situation. I would like to return to my permanent address so that I can interact with my family while practicing social distancing policies. Instead, I am lonely at home and not many people have reached out to check on me. I hope I feel better soon and that I can take a more optimistic view about this current situation."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I'm tired and fed up of the situation now. I have tried to follow the lockdown and social distancing measures throughout the pandemic but regularly see people flaunting that they aren't following the precautions and it makes me sad for my daughter. She gets confused on why she is told not to do something, only to see grown ups doing that exact thing. Homeschooling has been hard alongside working from home, and I'm scared that the schools may close again even though they've only just opened up again after so long.\nI have had the first covid vaccine and can not wait for the second and for others to have had it too. My mother is also coming to the end of cancer treatment that we only found out about at the end of 2020"}, {"index": 16, "context": "We live rurally so contamination isn't as big an issue as others. However, I am anxious when visiting the local town for shopping etc. Due to the amount of people still walking around. Social isolation is a necessity to keep fighting COVID-19. Our financial situation is also a source of anxiety. I don't work and my wife is severely disabled so all of our income comes from benefits. We worry that out situation will change and our current landlord will evict us.\nThe other issue I have is with the apparent non-discriminatory approach the virus has. It affects everyone, old, young, fit, unfit, rich, poor and, with the current attitude towards social isolation, it shows no signs of letting up. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel very anxious about the current situation with the corona virus. I miss seeing my friends and family and it makes me very sad and upset not to see them but I know how important it is to stay in isolation to reduce/slow down spread of the virus. \nI'm worried about the economy and how it will affect my day to day life after the situation passes. I'm worried about my financial situation in the future. I'm also worried I will not be able to see my family that lives abroad due to travel restrictions."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel that I am in a strange place at the moment with the current Corona situation. I feel that we are approaching the home run and that things will get back to normal again to some extent this year. Though I have found this winter lockdown really challenging on my mental health. That worries me a lot, having inappropriate anxiety is something that is kind of new to me. I feel there is some hope with the vaccine but I am also a bit hesitant to take it when I am called as I had a severe reaction to the flu vax over 20 years ago. The nights are getting lighter and spring is approaching though I still feel anxious about the future what with new variants being found also do we really know what all the side effects of these vaccines."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Angry with the powers in charge of the country at how bad they have been sorting out the pandemic, the missed cobra meetings, the general disregard for their own rules. How so many people abuse the rules on a daily basis and find it funny or have no feelings towards others and how it could effect them. They care about themselves and that is all, selfish behaviour. Cautious about my own situation in making sure I look out for my family and others with my actions and how I can help people out in what ever way is possible given that some people are in a worse position than i am"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel anxious for my family, especially about my mum and dad who I live with as I work in sainsburys. Thinking that i could bring it home to them upsets me because i would never want to give them this disease. I dont mind being in lockdown though and i have really enjoyed spending the extra time with my parents after being at uni for a year. I am cherishing the days with my parents as this is probably the longest i will ever spend living with them again. So right now it is a very bittersweet time of worry but also happiness with my parents."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel anxious when my husband gets back from the shops- worried about germs from the shops and trying to clean them. Otherwise I feel a bit detached and numb about it - I live in a village so it\u2019s very quiet, so it almost feels like it isn\u2019t going on at times. I feel very sad that I can\u2019t see my family at the moment. My dad recently died (not of covid) and I can\u2019t see my mum to comfort her. I feel worried about disrupting the routines of my little girl who is 2. She normally lives going to nursery. However, despite all this I am having some nice quality time with my children and husband and enjoying preparing nice meals. My husband isn\u2019t getting lots of good jobs around the house done which does feel satisfying and motivating despite other things going on. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "ANXIOUS FOR MY CHILDREN GOING BACK TO SCHOOL. i AM WORRIED FOR THEM AND HOW THINGS HAVE CHANGED SO MUCH. i WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO SEND THEM BUT I WILL GET FINED IF I DONT. I REALLY FEEL FOR THEM AND I WORRY FOR THEM. I HAVENT SLEPT FOR A WEEK THINKING ABOUT IT. I KNOW THEY HAVE MISSED OUT BUT I PREFER THEM AT HOME, ESPECIALLY THE OLDER CHILDREN. ITS NOT LIKE SCHOOL , SITTING IN MASKS ALL DAY, MY DAUGHTER IS A GLASSES WEARER SO THEY STEAM UP. THEY HAVE TO WALK TO SCHOOL ALONE AND NOT TOUCH ANYONE. SAT IN A CLASS AL DAY WITH WINDOWS AND DOORS OPEN, WHEN THEY HAVE GOT USED TO SITTING IN A WARM COSY HOUSE AWAY FROM OTHER PEOPLE"}, {"index": 23, "context": "Awful situation, I feel annoyed with the Chinese government who suppressed a Doctor in Wuhan who was attempted to warn people of the situation.\nI feel infuriated with how Borris proudly claimed how he would shake everyone's hands, even boasted shaking hands with people in a hospital which had Corona virus patients - His ignorance may have infected parliament, but also been a sign to people not to worry when in reality we should have been preparing earlier on.\nAnd I'm worried due to elderly members of my family possibly contracting the virus and that finishing them off."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Life would be simpler without this. Life would also be simpler if we had a Government who were even borderline competent! I'm very concerned about the health of my elderly relatives (my mother-in-law is currently in hospital with CV, and my mother -- who is in a nursing home -- is showing symptoms which may be it). I'm also annoyed that the virus has taken away many enjoyable things -- like the celebratory dinner party I was supposed to be holding last weekend, and the holiday I was due to leave for tomorrow."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am worried and so very anxious. I worry about my own health as well as the health of my loved ones. I worry about the economy, both UK and global. I'm scared that my house move will fall through, it matters so much that we move soon, but I also feel guilt that I'm so upset about a house move when people are dying. I worry about my career, I'm on a fixed term contract in academia - what will happen to me now? Will there be a job for me next year? Will my husband still have a job? Maybe we shouldn't move house after all... Mostly I'm just afraid. All the time."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel sad, parents have five it hard due to being furloughed, my business which I just started a month ago has collapsed, it's a hard time for us. I spent a long time trying to make the business work, even getting a mayor to come and open the store, for it to be shut, the first week was great sales until people started realising about COVID, then the streets become pretty empty and sales went down, now it's been a month and I have people's work in the shop that may be damaged. Which I'm responsible for. It's unfortunate and annoying, especially since the economy might not heal for a while. I'll have to change my plans. My parents are using their savings and yes, they have enough but it's hard."}, {"index": 27, "context": "im feeling quite burnt out by it all but at the same time quite used to it. im missing the old days when you didnt have to worry about everything you have to worry about now. the hardest thing for me is being unable to visit my partner who lives in a different continent. i hope people continue to be safe and conscious even though the vaccine is here and numbers are generally going down. im looking forward to things being somewhat back to normal, although i dont think that will be for a while. i want my family to stay safe as it quite tiring to be worrying about them and myself."}, {"index": 28, "context": "Im on constant edge about corona. Ever changing sityation is taking its toll on my mental well being. Now Monday with schools reopening my fear is it is too soon. What if this triggers another lockdown can people cope with another lockdown. U fear that too many jobs are lost and we will be payingbthe debt back for my lifetime. I'm scared my family will get the virus becayse they are wanting to get normality bak. Will they rush qnd fall foul to not following safety precaution. My head is full of worry i want to seey friends qnd family but i want to be safe and i don't know how that can be."}], "length": 4334} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "As a key worker I am still working at the moment albeit on reduced hours. I have a young son who cant go to school so I and my wife are home schooling. The lockdown measures, whilst understandable, are really frustrating as there is nothing much to do at the moment. Also very frustrating that my holiday in May wont now be going ahead. The overiding boredom is the thing that is more annoying than anything. From a county perspective there doesn't seem to be any real let up in the number of cases and fatalities so there doesn't seem to really be any light at the end of the tunnel."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I\u2019m certainly relieved that the vaccinations are going ahead and that older and vulnerable family members have had them. Looking forward to my husband and I getting ours. My children have been into school to do lateral flow tests today but haven\u2019t had results yet (supposed to be in 30 mins) so a bit concerned about that as it\u2019s all up in the air enough as it is. There is concern about the mutations but am trying not to think about that too much. I would definitely be keen to see able again though"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am in week 3 of 12 due to health issues. I suffer anxiety and depression. Today has been a bad day as stress and poor sleep patterns are taking its toll. I do not fear the virus even though I am high risk but the tension and need to do something is getting too much. I have no doubt the world will survive and there will be changes, I think we will live more like we did when I was a child in the 70's and 80's, much simpler with more emphasis on balancing home and work. The ridiculous so called celebrity culture of 4th rate nobody's has been seen for what it is. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "To be totally honest, I've been utterly miserable this year. Not seeing friends, family and doing the outgoing things I enjoy. Mental health took its toll for certain and I'm just numb now.\nScared for myself.\nI'm not sure I will adjust to normalcy easily, but then again I don't know what normalcy is anymore.\nI had such big plans for 2020, and they all came crashing down for me and made me feel oh so small.\n\nMy life seems like a distant blur at the current time and I'm not sure where I can go from here, I'm not getting much support."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel anxious about the situation. I know the vaccine roll out is ongoing, but I worry that it might not be enough to contain the spread of the virus and that we might have to go through yet another lockdown. It feels like the whole pandemic situation is dragging on and on without any real end in sight. I wonder how much longer I will be separated from my family and friends. I was hoping to be able to go on holiday at Easter and now this is not possible. I also very much doubt that we'll be allowed to travel abroad for the summer, which makes me sad."}, {"index": 5, "context": "The COVID-19 pandemic is currently making me feel extremely anxious and nervous about leaving the house. I see people who have taken it upon them selves to go to friends houses, go to the park and up my rural road for walks, not following the doll I\u2019ll distancing guidelines. It\u2019s extremely frustrating as someone who suffers with anxiety and depression because I feel like I do not have control, not over people as they can make their own choices but over my mental health as I\u2019m forced to stay in where I won\u2019t see my friends etc and it\u2019s difficult. However, this can also be a blessing in disguise to me. I study French language and have been able to focus more on my studies now that I\u2019m stuck at home. I feel on top of things for once and feel like I can catch up and keep up on all of my work as I\u2019m doing it in my own time while also to deadlines. It\u2019s a very contradictory time for my emotional and mental state but for everything else it is frustrating as I love being outside. However, it is selfish of others to go out when realistically that\u2019s what\u2019s making COVID-19 and it\u2019s spread worse. The quicker we all stay inside and self isolate, the quicker this will all be over and we can be vaccinated etc. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am so fed up of this whole pandemic. We are on our third lockdown and I miss my family. It's my birthday tomorrow and I'm absolutely gutted that I can't see any of my family. My anxiety is at an all time high and I am worried as people I know have got the virus. I'm also living in the town with the highest infection rate in my area. I am wanting coronavirus to go away and never come back. I want things to open up again. It's been a year now. It needs to end one day. Hopefully soon things will go back to normal. I don't like how when I go to supermarkets some people have no concept of following the rules and get in your space etc. I hate how some people refuse to wear masks for stupid reasons. I hate how some people are so selfish they are still having people round to their house and having parties even though we are in lockdown. I feel so trapped."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel anxious and apprehensive about the future and as a mother of young children I\u2019m sad to be missing out on opportunities in the present. I also have a slight underlying feeling of anger towards the wet markets where the disease is rumoured to have originated from. I\u2019m happy of the positives and lessons that I\u2019m learning in lockdown, I no longer feel that material objects or showy days out are needed to bring happiness into our lives, we are having more quality time than ever together as a family and there is a sense of community spirit in our neighbourhood. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel stressed. I was visiting my Mum to look after her and had been away from home for five weeks and due to go back but then came lockdown so I'm stuck here. My Mum is one of the countries most vulnerable and has received a letter saying so, so I'm worried about her. My partner back in London who I haven't seen in ages currently has Coronavirus and is very ill and I'm incredibly concerned about him but can't do anything.\n\nI'm also asthmatic so worried about myself if I get it and the whole situation is just stressful and draining. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "My main issue is due to the lockdown because I am not able to visit my family and friends, I am worried for my grandmother since I am not able to visit her.People also stockpiling food and supplies is a huge problem. Specifically for older people since many of them are not able to visit a number of different shops which I have to do. I am worried when I do go outside for exercise or to the shops because I try my utmost to comply with social distancing but other people do not seem to care for it. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "Worried about catching the virus and the impact it will have and financial implications Concerned about our elderly parents, not being able to see them whilst they are self isolation. Fustrated about not being able to go out and enjoy the sunshine due to lockdown. Stressed as I am now a full time teacher home schooling my children. Guilty as I am working from home and trying to strike a balance between managing the children and trying to work. Resolute and trying to stay strong as I am not alone and every family is experiencing the same."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I'm just worried about my partner who is imunocompromised. Every time I need to dash out for supplies I'm paranoid about catching anything that could affect her. I know if I get it I'll survive, but I'm worried about her.\n\nI'm also annoyed at all the idiots who dont need the social distancing and stay at home measures. They're just going to make it all worse and keep the lockdown in action. \n\nI want the world to get back to normal, and that will only happen if people follow the advice and do as they're told"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am worried about covid 19 and I fear for my family. I have done everything I can to make sure my family stay safe and hopefully we will get through this virus. We have followed the advice from the government and have stayed Inside. I also worry about the food situation with all the people panic buying. I am grateful for the NHS stay and key workers who will help us through this. We watched the queen give her speech last night which I feel would have given some co fort to the country. I have read up on this virus and tried to prepare myself incase I or any members of my family get it."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am worried more than anxious. There have been so many inconsistant information thats it difficult to know who to believe. I am concerned about the financial implications just as much as the virus itself.I am worried about my child and how he will cope. I feel tired due to mixed sleep paterns and like others totally confused as to what day it actually is. I sometimes feel alone and miss the contact of family and friends. I don't want to celebrate when this ends and just want life to go back to some normality."}, {"index": 14, "context": "my feelings are one of protectiveness towards my wife and anxiety that I will fail to shield her, I have no fear for myself but worry about others. I a, stress free though and most of the time can relax and distract myself working form home, gardening or walking my dog. In fACT I HAVE SPOKEN MORE TO MY NEIGHBOURS THAN EVER BEFORE AND PEOPLE ARE DEELOPING A COMMUNIOTY BOND, A COHESION THAT WAS NOT THERE BEFORE.. I FELE MORE ATTACHED TO OTHERS AND MY COMMUNITY, BUT FEEL EMENSE SADNESS WHEN I SEE THE DAILY LOSS OF LIFE AND THE HARD WORK nhs STAFF AND OTHERS ARE DOING, I FEEL GRATITUDE AND ENDEBITIDNESS."}, {"index": 15, "context": "to be honest i cant really identify what i feel right now. i dont mind not being able to go home (i reside in the uk for my studies but i go home to indonesia every summer - or supposedly) as i dont really enjoy being with my family anyway. my only concern is if i cannot go home at all this summer, and i cant spend time with people i care about at home especially my friends. i am also worried about the current economics (the exchange rate from IDR to GBP is on a consistent rise and if not it sits on a very ridiculously high rate) and that i have to spend more money (IDR) by staying here."}, {"index": 16, "context": "It's a scary situation we are currently in as you see in the news the amount of people that have died so far due to this. Can affect anyone from people with underlying condition to healthy individuals. Would like this to be over and done with. Annoyed at the fact there are people who are not following the government's advise and are going outside, and not staying indoors. Due to this it's going to take a longer for the coronovirus to peak down. Scary reading about not being enough hospital beds and ventilators available so may not be able to treat everyone. I feel the government has let the people down on testing and how the frontline key workers won't all be tested to see if they had the virus or not."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel exhausted all the time. I have to stop myself constantly refreshing the news to see the latest awful death statistic. It dominates every conversation I have with anyone, and all those conversations are online because of physical distancing. I'm concerned about how this will affect society and the people I care about, but I'm not so worried about getting it myself because I'm young. I feel frustrated by the people not taking this seriously, and I feel let down by the government who continue to act too slowly. I am grateful neither I nor my family have got COVID-19 yet, but I expect we will get it eventually."}, {"index": 18, "context": "IM VERY ANXIOUS ABOUT CORONA FOR MY OWN HEALTH AND MY FAMILY. ALSO, I HAVE A RELATIVE IN HOSPITAL AND WE CANT SEE HIM. I WISH THIS VIRUS WOULD GO AWAY.IM SCARED OF THE FUTURE AND HOW LIFE HAS CHANGED.THERE IS A DETRIMENTAL AFFECT ON MY MENTAL HEALTH AND I HAVE NO OPTIMISM FOR LIFE IN THE NEAR FUTURE.I DONT KNOW HOW WE CAN GET BACK TO NORMAL OR IF THERE WILL EVER BE A NORMAL AGAIN LIKE WE USED TO THINK OF IT.I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE AFRAID TO GO GO OUT AND MINGLE WIYH PEOPLE BUT THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL AND ITS GETTING WORSE WITH EVERY PASSING DAY."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Whilst I'm relieved that I've had the first vaccine, I'm still very worried that it will be some months or even years before 'normality' returns. I'm wondering if there will be a much worse third wave from some of the virus mutations, given that some who have yet to have the vaccine appear to be suffering from 'lockdown fatigue', and are now selfishly carrying on as if there is no danger. I see many people on a daily basis not wearing face coverings, and the roads seem to be as busy as they were pre-lockdown."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel that as a nation we need our lives to get back to normal now and we need to start living again. We have lost people but also saved people from not having flu this year. The impact on mental health now is very concerning and we are wasting time that we should have with our families and friends. The government have done the best they can and people need to stop judging. We are all in this together and i feel that has been forgotten. We aren't able to move on unless the media let us. As a single full time working mum i need my life to start again and am fed up of being lonely and tired."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel a little less worried than I did a year ago mainly due to the vaccine. I am still somewhat anxious due mainly to the amount of people who are willing to flout the restrictions imposed for our good, as was seen last weekend when the weather was better. Their actions are not condemned by the main stream media who seem to be going out of their way to find a way of undermining the good work that the majority of the UK have been doing to control the virus. Their is a slight glimmer of a light at the end of the tunnel but it will still be a long while and I'm not convinced we will ever return to truly \"\"normal\"\""}, {"index": 22, "context": "At the moment I am worried and anxious about the future regarding corona. Recently the government announced its plan to reduce lock down measures and open everything up again and it worries how excited people are getting for this when I think if everything opens too quickly we will just be put into another lockdown. As a result I am apprehensive about moving forward and it is negatively affecting me in the sense that I don\u2019t want to plan anything for the near future for the fear that corona will ruin it."}, {"index": 23, "context": "Extremely anxious at the Unknown\u2019s in the whole scenario. No one knows when the current situation will end and there doesn\u2019t seem to be any clarity on the best treatment or whether this could all happen again in the future short or long term.\n\nI worry about keeping my family safe and it makes me anger that people are using the situation for political gain. Arguments relating to political parties, 5g etc are not helpful at the moment and I don\u2019t think people truly realise how much their actions are affecting the health of those around them."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I just feel a bit anxious about the whole thing - the unknowns. Will we get a vaccine for coronavirus? In the mean time, are people who have had it actually immune? How long will the lockdown go on for? Will it affect my job? Will relaxing the lockdowns cause a resurgence. It's all a bit scary. There are so many questions that we do not know the answer to. But despite this, I am hopeful, and I just take every day (stuck in my house, but at least I have a garden) as it comes. It's quite relaxing, but a good deal boring at the same time."}, {"index": 25, "context": "very anxious and worried for my family and friends and myself. also worried about my job and also money in general over the next few months.\ni am also worried about the nhs and the strain they are under at the moment and also worried about the number of people dying every day in this country and all over the world and that the cases are going up every day ,and show no signs of slowing down at the moment.\ni am worried that this could go on for months or even years, and also being in isolation will affect a lot of people mentally, and a lot of people who suffer from depression and anxiety, will find being confined to the house hard to cope with."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel very anxious at the minute. I suffer from anxiety in general life anyway so this is an especially horrible situation for me. I hate being stuck in, it is really affecting my mental health. The whole situation is very scary, i am worried about friends and family, worried about money since loosing my job, it is all very worrying. For me the worst thing is not knowing when it will all be over and having no idea if this is going to be our lives now for weeks, months or even years. It is so hard for everyone and right now the world is indeed a very scary place to be in."}, {"index": 27, "context": "The situation seems never ending even though there is an end in sight (hopefully). I hardly leave the house as I feel anxious about catching covid. I can't wait untill I can go out to do leisurely things again and missing my family which I am finding difficult. I hope the vacine will ease infections so the world can get back to normal again and I can and everyone else can get their freedom back. I hope this will be the last national lockdown to try and make up for lost time that we have all missed out on and hope that infection rates do not soar again."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I'm still concerned about the virus especially given that some people will refuse the vaccine. I'm soon getting my 1st jab and have no fear of it. It is a beacon to hold onto , in thinking that in 6 months things might be able to begin getting back to some semblance of normality. \nStill not overly happy with the Govt handling of the situation in the beginning, but the vaccine rollout is going well. Can't wait to see my family and friends again. Being stuck indoors so much is tough and frankly boring, which has led to a \"\"can't be bothered \"\" kind of attitude to doing mundane chores. Thank god for online friends."}, {"index": 29, "context": "Quite anxious about financial issues but also looking forward to the world going back to normal. I've missed my friends and family and can't wait to click unpause on life. My anxiety has been awful and I don't know how to deal with it really. I have since signed up to the doctors in order to try and get help with these issues. \nI've dropped out of university due to the fact that the online teaching through zoom was not very useful for a masters degree. Along with this, the funding I was getting wasn't enough to live on so now I'm trying my best to find any job whatsoever."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel optimistic we are moving in the right direction but I am frustrated that people are not sticking to lockdown rules. \nI also hope coming out of lockdown my work maintain some remote working measures as I would prefer not to waste 2 hours a day commuting. \nThe vaccination programme has given a lot of people a far more positive outlook on the situation in the Uk but there needs to be a final push to stay at home and make sure there isn\u2019t an increase in cases so thing cans reopen as soon as possible."}, {"index": 31, "context": "At the moment i am a strange mix between fearfull and weird.I just do not know what to think as although i am not bothered about getting covid 19 myself,i am more bothered about spreading the disease.Lockdown is not very much different for us,only the food prices have gone up with no shop branded stuff.We are struggling financially as i am disabled and on a low fixed income.We have hids at home as well so not them getting freee school dinners does not help.My feelings with coronavirus and my kids are that i hope either me or my partner passes it to them or they do not get it themselves."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel a little worried - I'm sleeping well, not waking in the night but I am concerned about the risk for my family and myself. I don't have any underlying health conditions but I'm a single parent and want to be able to get through this safely. I work for the NHS in an administrative role in a psychiatric hospital and I am still working so more exposed than those who stay home. Sometimes, I feel scared about the risk, slightly scared and anxious about having to go into work where I feel I am more at risk."}, {"index": 33, "context": "I feel stressed because I can't get the protection I need (PPE/sanitiser), angry because the government doesn't seem to care about making sure people can stay safe and afford to live and bitter because I'm now stuck in this country which we had plans to leave by October 2020. Also stressed and upset because I work monitoring a Covid-19 mailbox where I get to see all kinds of issues about self isolation vs getting paid, lack of help, vulnerable people who can't get confirmation that they can work from home and emails about a major pharmacy chain in my area refusing to deliver medications to vulnerable people. Upset, disillusioned but not surprised."}, {"index": 34, "context": "I feel very worried, anxious and fearful for myself, my loved ones, my community, NHS workers, keyworkers (including myself) and all those who have been forced to work to keep a living (not key workers). I am very concerned about people who have lot their incomes and people who are homeless. I am very concerned about people's mental health as well as physical. I am deeply worried about possible continued austerity measures in the longer term for people already vulnerable and struggling. I am angry that more wasn't done sooner - PPE and testing should have been sorted out very early on. I am angry that a minority of people are openly flouting the rules.I am also very proud of our key workers and many others in a myriad of ways, big and small who are playing their part to help. "}], "length": 5264} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel very fed up with it all and demotivated and like I have wasted a year of my life. I feel i have missed out on so many travel opportunities, time with family (especially seeing my niece grow up), and making memories with friends which is sad. I am feeling hopeful though that there is a way out of it this time though with the vaccine. But I am also nervous and anxious and worried in case it all fails and we end up in a never-ending lockdown. That would be really hard to deal with so i really really hope this is the final lockdown. I am also worried and stressed as i am supposed to go to a friends wedding abroad and i dont know whether it will happen or not. the stress of not knowing is worse than just knowing it wont happen"}, {"index": 1, "context": "Right now I\u2019m apprehensive. I face redeployment to the frontline in the next few days. I feel anxious about impact of that on me and my health, I fear the impact on my children. I\u2019m angry that there is an unfair division of labour and some are expected more than others. I\u2019m also relaxed in some ways as My husband has been furloughed and can look after the children. It\u2019s a complex ever changing mix of emotions that is continually evolving as the situation around me changes quickly. I\u2019m acutely aware of my feelings and my response and am tracking my emotions closely and implementing coping strategies to keep me calm despite my concerns. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "somewhat anxious but doing my best to stay balanced. I hope we won't be affected, we are following the recommended advice in order to stay safe. Not sure what else I can say. It is worrying but we are adapting to the situation. It is frightening hearing some of the details, and it can also be annoying to hear of people behaving in helpful ways, and to have to listen to colleagues boasting of their isolation activities. I wonder how long it will go on for and hope we can cope. we are trying to be brave"}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am worried about the current situation. I feel anxious most of the time although I do try to keep myself busy around the house and try to keep a positive mind. I try not to dwell too much on the situation because there is nothing I can do to change it. I am not sleeping well at all. I am having vivid dreams and wake repeatedly in the night. I can't concentrate on things during the day like I used to be able to do. I am worried about myself and loved ones catching covid but I'm also worried about needing other medical help and the services not being available to help us due to being busy with covid. I am worried about the mental impact on my children and their physical well being due to lack or excercise. I am also worried about the impact on their education. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "I would say I feel downtrodden, very low low energy, cautiously optimistic, as usual etc. A few weeks ago, I was unable to sleep with stress/worry and slipped into a depression over the Corona situation last month, thankfully I'm better now, just downtrodden, but not hopeless anddespairing etc. I feel hopeful, overall positive, etc- yet at the same time a little sombre, I find it difficult to relax, I am stressed etc. I am high risk because of my asthma, but as there's no delivery slots, I still have to put myself at risk and go out to buy food etc..I am also a carer for my girlfriend who suffers from mental health, so I have quarantined myself with her in order to care for her a best I can during all of this."}, {"index": 5, "context": "The sun has been out today and have managed to be quite productive with my work (hasnt been the case over the last week) so am actually feeling quite content, as long as I don't think about the world outside my 'bubble' - house / garden / husband / dog / immediate locale.\nIf I allow myself to think outside the bubble i very quickly cycle into a downhill of extreme anxiety and fear, for myself (high risk), my parents (both high risk), grandmother .... I miss seeing my sisters desperately - they live in the same small town as us ... I feel quite at a loss with my work - totally overwhelmed by the implications of it all i am finding it hard to move forward or make any decisions beyond the day to day"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel nervous as I don't know when the lock down will end, missing my friends and loved ones, but also feel angry that people aren't all treating it in the same way or as seriously. I am looking forward to not feeling trapped in my house. I feel upset that I am far away from some family members and nervous for family which live overseas, because I now definitely don't know when I can next see them. I am really missing being in university which makes me sad that I'm missing out on the final few weeks of spending the summer with all my friends. I am grateful and thankful for all the staff trying to keep us safe."}, {"index": 7, "context": "Anxious about when it will end, it has the potential to go on for months, which will not be good for my mental and physical health. Worried about friends and family, but have to face the challenges and be there to support them via technology. I am working at a supermarket so am very aware of everything going on and the importance of social distancing. Annoyed at those who are ignoring the new laws. Think more lockdown measures should come into place before we peak, we are doing less than other country\u2019s world wide, our airports aren\u2019t even suggesting isolation to those returning from abroad. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "About 15 minutes ago, the news broke about the prime minister being admitted to the ICU, so that was a shock and made it even more \"\"real\"\" to me than it already was. My anxiety has definitely increased, especially as I am high risk, but there isnt much I can do about it other than social distancing, intensive handwashing and trying not to touch my face. There have been reports of people ignoring the lockdown too, so that is adding to the stress of it. The increase of sinophobia I've been seeing on the internet, blaming Chinese people for the virus (mostly from Americans) is making me worry that there might be another pointless, stupid war that will kill millions."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am not unduly worried about the situation as I am not in a category of increased risk, nor do I live in an area with many cases so far. My Friends, partner and wider family are fine and in good health, and my job is highly unlikely to be at risk no matter how long the lockdown continues. I own my house and therefore have no worries about landlord issues. I hope that the situation resolves itself as quickly as possible for the benefit of the whole world, but I am suitably prepared for things to get worse before they potentially get better."}, {"index": 10, "context": "It feels like we've all been driving along on a coach journey and suddenly we all have to get off and sit in the service station, for an unknown period of time. No-one can tell us when we can get back on the coach again, and continue as before. \nThe days start to roll into one another and you lose your footing, but at the same time you're enjoying the quiet, and the slower pace of life, while missing the things you usually do. \nItaly is worrying, with its disproportionately high number of victims. And also the PM being ill and hospitalised. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "I'm feeling quite hopeful that things will improve in the UK - the number of deaths will go down and that we'll be able to loosen restrictions soon. There is still an underlying anxiety, though - will I or someone I love get the virus? Will I and they be OK? Finances are OK at the moment but, if the situation goes on for several months, money will be very tight. I'm also a bit concerned about the lack of some essential food items in supermarkets, eg. bread and milk. Is this the beginning of more severe food shortages?"}, {"index": 12, "context": "At this moment I am especially anxious about the situation as it develops, with more and more deaths being recorded each day. As well as this, despite strict 'lockdown' instructions being issued in the UK, many people still see the nicer weather as an opportunity to flout these instructions, not only putting themselves at risk but others as well. This disappoints and worries me, as I have an elderly grandma who if she were to catch the virus, I fear she would not survive. I myself am young and of good health, so my concern is not for my own health, but those around me."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I'm anxious but hopeful. I am worried about the situation, I worry we will plough ahead out of lock down even if things get worse again. I am worried we will let people in and out of the country bringing in New variants \n\n but I am hopeful the vaccine roll out will change things and keep everyone safe. I am pleased this is being done quickly.\n\nI am angry the self employed grant isn't being paid till the end of April when we need it now. I am angry the Tories have no idea how it is to survive on no money"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel as though not enough people are taking this pandemic seriously. The sooner people follow the lockdown rules the sooner this will all be over. There are so many people dying from this horrible virus everyday - this is serious. My friends grandma sadly died from the Coronavirus last week and because some people aren\u2019t sticking to the lockdown he is not able to have a proper funeral and send off for his grandma. This makes me feel awful for him as I know how close he was with his grandma. They are distraught with this and how little people seem to care about this whole thing. I am also not able to see any of my family or friends because of the lockdown, this saddens me but I know I have to stick to these rules put in place by the government because the end result will be worth it when I know I can see my family again and not be scared about any of us having the virus. Unfortunately not everybody understands how serious it is and are being careless - still going out to see their friends and family - still leaving the house more than once a day for non-essential things. Just two days ago I went to the shop to do a weekly shop for 4 people in our house, a young teenage couple in the line in front of me waited at least 20 minutes in the queue to go in and buy one energy drink - things like this ARE NOT essential. Their parents need to sit them down and talk to them until they understand how much things like that are affecting the whole county. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "i am worried how long this is going to go on, i am shielding as i have stage 4 cancer, how much longer can i live like this. The NHS can only do so much, this problem is going to get so much worse. My anxiety levels has risen extremley my depression is worse. How are people who have no one to ask for help going to manage? The poor have no chance of surviving this, the rich are going to get poor, the country is going to pot. I have cancer my treatment has stopped, what if i get more ill will i get treatment then? I have no one to help me, i am stressed, anxioux, depressed and my mental health is getting worse"}, {"index": 16, "context": "Very worried about current situation, concerned about the health of my family and the risks to my grandparents.\nUnsure about future and what will hapen in the next 6 months.\nVery difficult living in lockdown and no being able to see family and friends. Concerned about mental health and aftermath of covid virus.\nFeeling very sad and have no desire or energy. Have only left apartment for food, do not like being in contact with large groups of people. Wear a mask everywhere I go and clean my hands constantly, am upset when watching news reports on covid"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I find myself feeling quite short tempered and anxious. I feel that \"\"life is on hold\"\" at the moment, and there is nothing I can do about it.\nI feel upset that I have had to cancel my holiday in May, and frustrated not knowing when life will return to some sort of normality.\nI would like to be able to see my granddaughter, and to help my son and his partner move house, but I don't think I will be able to.\nIt is very frustrating. I have re-booked my holiday for next April, I hope I will be able to go then. I also hope that I will be able to go to visit my Son, his partner and my granddaughter in their new home in Devon."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am incredibly frustrated at the numerous bad decisions taken by the UK government, especially in comparison to other countries like New Zealand who took more precautions and are now in a much better position than us. The government have continually prioritised themselves and their money above people's lives, and have spent an insane amount of money on bad decisions (i.e. billions to their friends for track and trace which didn't even work, not closing borders or enforcing measures, eat out to help out)"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I think that the British Government acted very slow to the realisation that COVID19 was such a big problem. I think the UK could have nipped it in the bud and done something sooner rather than strain the NHS so much as it is now. \nI feel anxious about who could get it and anxious for my parents who are over 60 and have previously had pneumonia. It frustrates me about the people who do leave the house and don't take social distancing into consideration. when i graduate i hope to work in the NHS and from what i know already, working in healthcare is already so difficult, let along at this really hard time."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I largely feel more hopeful about the corona situation. The statistics look promising \u2013 it appears as if the vaccine programme is working well and the UK numbers have rapidly fallen over the lockdown period. I've been fortunate to have already received my first jab (far earlier than I expected for my age and the level of my asthma). I'm still being super cautious and have been living like I'm in lockdown for pretty much a year and feel lucky to be able to continue doing so until after my second dose. I'd still be afraid of contracting the virus right now, do worry about whether there's going to be another big variant bombshell in time, and also for others re jobs etc."}, {"index": 21, "context": "At the moment I feel worried that myself or family may have the virus but not know. One person my partner worked with has died from the virus so we are aware of quickly and devastating it can be. When I go to shop for food I am anxious that I may come in contact with the virus. I feel like a portion of society are not taking the situation seriously enough. The government should introduce stricter lockdown plus tougher punishment. I am worried about my children and the impact this will have, they miss school and their friends. We try to fill the gap but it is still a concern."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I mostly feel resigned waiting for events to develop. I feel somewhat anxious, but anxiety is not overwhelming. Sometimes I feel lonely and discouraged because everything seems uncertain and nothing seems predictable anymore. Somehow I think I don't feel about the whole situation as much as I should. I think I should be more frightened, or more worried. Instead, I let events pass. I often ask myself whether this is the best way to cope with the situation, or whether I'm just trying not to think about it too much. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am very anxious about the situation and that myself and my family may get ill. I am also concerned about the financial impact, both personally and for the economy. I long to go back to 'normal' and the freedom that we all didn't appreciate. I long for no more suffering and no more deaths. I am very worried and concerned. I am desperate to protect my family and keep them safe and I am trying my hardest to do this therefore I am stressed, tired and anxious a lot but trying to put a brave face on for my children."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel some anxiety about how things will develop in the country and in case a member of my family or someone I know contracts it and becomes seriously ill as a result (although I feel this is fairly unlikely). I also feel hopeful that the situation will \u201clevel off\u201d and begin to improve. I am limiting my exposure to news reports and only checking this a couple of times a day in order to limit anxiety. I am finding the \u201clockdown\u201d quite frustrating although also feel fortunate to have easy access to safe outdoor space, I\u2019m aware that not everyone does. I am trying to help elderly neighbours with shopping."}, {"index": 25, "context": "The COVID-19 situation has caused me a great deal of worsened anxiety, especially bad as I suffer with it anyways. I am so sad that I cannot see the majority of my family due to themselves and myself being in the high-risk category. I have self-isolated for 3 weeks now and will continue to do so for as long as necessary to help overcome this pandemic! Nonetheless, it is still a rather scary time as it has been proven to impact anyone. The virus does not care who you are (nor can it) and it will take anyone's life. The unpredictability of the virus is one of the scariest things, as we do not know when the peak will arrive nor do we know if we can overcome this and restore the country back to its original sense of normality."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel anxious because I have to go out to get the groceries. There is no online shopping available. I don't want to catch this and pass it onto my family, anyone can die from this not just the elderly and poorly. I worry about my husband's work because he is by far the bread winner, but I cannot control what is going to happen. I worry about going to the shops and you can never get everything you need, so you end up having to go to several supermarkets several times a week instead of my usual two shops once a week. We are home all the time, we need more food but the shops have placed restrictions on how many of the same items you can purchase. I don't mind staying home for a short period of time to keep us safe, but I'm having to go out every couple of days to get food there by putting my family at risk.\n"}, {"index": 27, "context": "Anxious about the behaviour of others. I'm socially distancing myself and actually going back to work in a clinical role to support my colleagues, but there are lots of selfish people who are just not appearing to take the situation seriously or are taking advantage of the situation. I'm fearful for my parents, in-laws and other relatives who have underlying health conditions / are vulnerable and aren't getting the support they need. I am thankful that I had a relatively minor case of Covid-19 (I'm 90% it was Covid) and that it didn't affect me or my husband as badly as some people. I'm also thankful that I have a supportive husband who is helping me to take my mind off of the anxiety that I'm feeling at the moment."}, {"index": 28, "context": "Scared for my elderley parents and myself. Self isolating and following strict guidelines. Feel bit more positive than I did last week, watching the governments daily broadcasts makes things more understandable, hopefully staying home is having a big effect to win this battle. So thankfull to all keyworkers especially NHS staff who are putting their lives at risk to help us.....very much appreciated. We all need to do what it takes to save lives and help the NHS.... and maybe it will be over sooner than we thought."}, {"index": 29, "context": "It makes me anxious as there are still a lot of unknowns. I'm also sad that I cannot see family and friends. I am lucky that I can work from home and I am thankful for that, as so many cannot do that. I would like to know how long we will kept locked down but understand that it is difficult for that to be done. I am trying to eat healthily and do exercise each day. However, I am missing my usual activities. So many things have been cancelled, and I suspect they are not finished yet. I am in awe of the key workers and the NHS - they are truly amazing"}, {"index": 30, "context": "I\u2019m not scared of the virus itself, I just have some anxiety over what our normal will be once this is all over. What our financial state will be for my family and many others, will my partner still have a job after this? Will my job go back to normal ( nhs ). So many unanswered questions that nobody knows the answer too yet, I wish more people would abide by the rules though we have been told to stay at home, only go out when nessacary and get people still aren\u2019t following these rules which will result in longer lockdown for the UK! "}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel slightly frustrated about the lack of preparation for the virus. I'm worried about how the virus will impact the economic state of the country and job availability because of this. I'm scared the virus will effect older members of my family, and really, anyone else I call a family member or friend because as the days go by, the original information given seems less real. The only real positive I can takeaway from it is the increase in familiarity with people, and the creative outlooks people are taking because of it. "}, {"index": 32, "context": "I find it quite stressful, as although my family is abiding by the guidelines, others around us do not. The govt needs to enforce stricter lockdown rules or this will just go on and on. Employers is particular need to stop calling themselves essential and making their staff go into a shared space needlessly. Most people want to do the right without the fear of being sacked. Loan repayments, mortgages , bills etc need to be frozen with NO interest being added , we should not be made to pay for something out of our control and not reacted to quickly enough by the Govt. \n"}], "length": 4999} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am sad and shell shocked at the global level of death. I am worried for the economy, both locally, regarding local jobs, and globally, including my pension investments. I am concerned about how we come out of this crisis and worry how we regain our confidence to go out into society and mix. I think everyone has to be vaccinated for it to end. I am impressed at how my community has come together to help the vulnerable, I hope we learn lessons as a society on how to be kinder to our neighbours. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "At this very moment I\u2019m just tremendously worried about the lasting effects of coronavirus. The deaths it may cause, the damage to the economy and just a general negative lasting effect on society. The NHS is a system we are incredibly lucky to have, and the thought of it suffering due to this is very worrying. I also feel extremely proud of all the key workers, this situation really has brought out the best in some people. On the other hand, a minority of people aren\u2019t staying inside as they should be, and are flouting the rules to enjoy some warm weather. These people make me extremely angry, as there are NHS workers putting their lives on the line every single day, while some people can\u2019t seem to deal with not sunbathing for a few weeks. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "It's weird. I have a better understanding of the Corona pandemic but I'm still anxious as I haven't had the vaccine yet. Maybe that'll change when I do receive the vaccine. I'm less anxious if I know I'm doing everything I can and I'm staying at home safe, but I feel like there's always still a risk which is why there's still a level of anxiety.\nI have some levels of anger towards people who aren't following the rules and are making it harder for everyone else. It's really frustrating seeing everyone prat around and doing what they want, when there are still many people who are at high risk."}, {"index": 3, "context": "After just seeing boris Johnson has been admitted to intensive care after being seen on tv 4 nights ago looking fine, it's scary how quickly this virus can develop very seriously. I am worried for my family, who are at risk. It's a very scary time for everyone, I hope everyone stays inside and follows the governments rules to try and get rid of it. I also feel very sad for all the people who have lost their lives around the world, makes me a bit angry too. I feel anxious when I leave the house to get food and guilty in case I bring anything back into the house to put my elderly family members at risk"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am anxious at to the future and worried yet excited about what comes next. Looking forward to seeing people and yet also nervous about seeing them after it\u2019s been so long. \n\nI am also feeling angry and frustrated about the people not following the rules and causing major issues for the rest of us, and putting pressure in the NHS who are working ridiculous hard. Especially when I am awaiting healthcare myself for a diagnosis and I am delayed due to covid. \n\nI hope that there is soon light at the end of a tunnel and this will all be a distant memory especially now more people are vaccinated. I had mine yesterday and feeling positive about it :)"}, {"index": 5, "context": "Fed up with the UK's situation, even though everyone is claiming its the beginning of the end of the situation i dont think it will be. Im angry at how so many people at sticking to the rules at all and making the situation worse, and im sad for losing out on so many experiences i wont ever get to have now. Im also sad for the key workers who are not being treated properly. Im apprenhensive about my future, there arent many opportunities to get a job as a graduate in my field now, i want to move out but that doesnt seem like, im angry that my life should be starting but its not."}, {"index": 6, "context": "This whole situation is making our lives worse as we just leave in fear,in the house,lonely and while most of the days are fine,some are just unreal and I wish the focus could be on something else rather than corona.You hear about it everywhere,its incredible like the whole world stopped and we forgot to live.People are going against each other and emtying shelves.This siuation has shown how egocentric the british people are.We are trying hard to show to whole world how deservant us british are,but this corona situation has shown the worst out of people"}, {"index": 7, "context": "A confusing time with many contrasting thoughts. Future seems extinct and very lonely, sad, skint and worried. The uncertainty is the worst thing. I feel the big businesses and banks and super rich will be the only beneficiaries of this. A cruel world. I feel like its dog eat dog and the only way is to be ruthless. The government have been indecisive, however I think they are just puppets dancing to the pied piper. How much longer can we go on? What will the country and indeed world look like after this? Are these measures necessary?"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel anxious moving forward what is going to happen and whether there will be another spike of cases and how people will be once lockdown restrictions are lifted. I am still hesitant to go about normal activities due to me trusting those out there to follow the rule as I do not believe many have. I'm sad a lot of things have happened over the year, it has been an extremely tough year for me and been a struggle at times. There have been few happy periods and I can't wait till things improve so I can feel happy again. Overall I am feeling hopeful for the future but that is in a year or so."}, {"index": 9, "context": "Hopeful that we are emerging from the terrible year we've had. \n\nAngry that the government has mismanaged this so badly we are still in lockdown a year after the pandemic started. So many lives have been lost unnecessarily that it is hard to comprehend the loss so many people have felt.\n\nDesperate to get this over and done with so we can return to normal life. The people just need to stick with the guidelines for another few months and we have every chance of beating this.\n\nProud of the NHS rollout of the vaccination programme that is helping us move towards a return to our lives."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I lost my Mum to multiple cancers at the end of August last year and I never thought I would be grateful to say that she wasn't here but with all of this going on it would have been such a worrying situation that she could have been made worse by this virus. If I get it I get it won't matter to me, although I had a virus starting in 2013 that gave me a cough for a year and I did survive it, so who knows. I am convinced that this virus was either deliberately released or unintentionally leaked from the Wuhan Disease Research Lab"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel like it has been greatly overblown by the media and authorities. At present I do not feel like any government will allow us to return to normality and any promises made about not infringing on people's freedoms are now obsolete. I feel more concerned about the possible dictatorship-like measures that might become reality than the virus itself (e.g. outrageous things such as vaccine passports and other subtle sanctions on people who don't wish to be forced into anything). In my view, perfecting treatments will eventually produce greater results in battling the virus than overrelying on a vaccine as if it's humanity's saving grace"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel anxious that I may get it and sad for those who have died. I feel stressed every time I need to go to the supermarket because everything feels unclean and I'm worried that the people around me may have it. I am also anxious about my future plans to emigrate which have been put on hold for the foreseeable future. After ten years of being stuck financially and in many other ways, I am finally unstuck, then this happened. I am trying my best to make my life go on as normal as much as possible in these strange times because I refuse to let the fear and negativity consume me"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel quite relaxed yet a bit anxious. The structure of my day has differed a lot and I don't feel like I am accomplishing anything. I am spending most of my time relaxing and not being productive. I hope that I change the structure of my day and start being more productive. I also hope that I find a hobby to occupy me. I also feel quite sad due to not being able to see any friends or socialize. However I do feel a bit happy due to me being given time to relax from many of my studies and taking a break from many of my responsibilites. However I do find that I am quite lazy and more lethargic which usually ends me up in not completing some of my duties."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am feeling anxious about what will happen next and am worried about what sort of world we are going to be in once this is all over.\nOn a personal level I am currently not able to work and do not qualify for any of the help available so am worried about how long this will last because it will have financial implications.\nI have felt quite relaxed over the last few weeks because it felt like I was on holiday but the reality is now sinking in and concerns are growing about how long this will go on ."}, {"index": 15, "context": "Its extremely scary as it seems to get worse by the day. the quarantine is making me feel very sad and detached from my friends. its frightening, and provokes my anxiety. I'm frustrated that people are not taking the situation seriously and this worries me too, especially with the mind set some people have; they think they are invincible to the coronavirus and this puts many people at risk. I feel very unsafe in the current climate as the coronavirus has no cure and the death rate is currently very high within the UK."}, {"index": 16, "context": "It's very difficult to express emotion without guilt - I have a roof over my head, food, a reduced income (but enough), and relative personal safety for myself and an elderly parent. \n\nMy entire identity as a musician has been erased by Covid-19. My diary is empty. I can't see the theatres opening again this side of Summer 2021. \n\nWe just hear about death. The mortality rate would appear to be 10% (even though I know that the confirmed cases only reflect 8-10% of those infected). Deaths in ITU would appear to be 50%. The day is spent in constant low-grade terror. \n\nRumours today that Boris Johnson is on a respirator. Dominic Raab is our very own Dan Quayle. Please let these just be rumours. \n\nPeople. Why can't people just stay home? Why do they think it won't touch them? \n\nExit strategies. We don't have one, and the government isn't even willing to talk about one until we're past the peak. \n\nI don't think I am ever going to see someone I love again. This is irrational. We're speaking every day on the phone or by email, and yet this isn't enough. They don't seem real. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "i feel really down as i suffer with depression and going fishing helps but cant go at this moment in time so it is really getting me down, i have managed to get a lot done in the garden that has needed doing so that is a positive but really need to get things back to normal asap, for myn and my families sanity, iss seing my father as he is in at risk group and havnt seen him in over 3 weeks now, my children are getting bored of not being able to go out and see friends, they also miss school its just not the same learning from home as in school with all their friends"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am confused, there are conflicting opinions from different sources about the best way to handle things. I am sad, mainly for others who are suffering greater hardship that me, but also for myself. I am missing my family and friends, I worry for them. I am anxious about the outcome, not only in terms of the health implications, but also for the economic future of the world. I also feel proud of the way the uk government are handling the crisis, and pleased that the vast majority of citizens who are complying with the new rules. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel that there is hope for the future now, but I have an underlying condition and still haven\u2019t been vaccinated, so I still have some anxiety at catching COVID. I\u2019m glad that my parents are feeling happier and more positive, but do worry about bee variants reopening the can of worms and the extreme ideologies that are being fuelled by the economic uncertainty this is causing. Coming at the same time as Brexit a lot of people are going to be significantly poorer and in times of strife extremism can breed."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am very nervous about the heath of my family and results of my exams which have been cancelled due to the virus. However I am not worried about my own heath due to the virus as I am young.\nFurthermore I am frustrated at the quarantine not being followed in the UK as it is increasing the odds of outside activities such as running being cancelled. This is as the only positive from the virus I have experienced is having the time and lack of distraction to get fit. As a result if outdoor activities are banned I would be rate the prior scales 8/10 or above for anger and anxiety."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I fear the situation mostly because of the large parts of the population (not just in the UK) that are not taking it seriously, as their actions threaten the survival of vulnerable people in the population. It is increasingly dangerous that some people do not listen to scientists, and I fear the lack of control that we have. I hope that better things come out of this. I also feel that mental health is taking a hit as people stay confined; I personally am lucky that I managed to join my family before lockdown hit, as otherwise I would be in a very bad place. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am worried about how the virus is progressing. The recent news about the PM is worrying as he will have been following the guidelines and had the best medical care. Myself and my children have asthma so I worry about how we would manage if we got the virus. My husband still has to go to work so I worry about him bringing the virus into the house. I am happy to be spending time at home with my family but a bit frustrated at not being able to go outside. I am missing my wider family. We are having regular video call conversations but it isn't the same as a hug from your mum. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "Feeling relaxed at home. I will currently at home for next five days as work has changed to one week on one week off, feel anxious incase a family member comes down with virus and needs hospitalised couldn\u2019t cope not being with them during hospitalisation. I feel slightly angry that some people are really not taking lockdown seriously or they are not following guidelines given to protect as best we can. Kind of hoping that lockdown can be relaxed sooner rather than later. Testing would be good all round.\n"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am feeling very helpless at the moment because I am missing my family and friends. If coronavirus wasn't around I would be looking forward to the spring and being outside with family and friends.\n\nI am scared as to how I will pay my bills in the next few days and I am very hungry as I've no money for food shopping. I am feeling very stressed and I would like covid to stop affecting my life now. \n\nI am currently self employed and my lack of work over the last few months has left me feeling delated and anxious."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel scared, and worried. I am afraid for my health, and for my loved ones. I am afraid of how this impacts my job (I\u2019m a lecturer and having to deliver classes online). I am afraid the government aren\u2019t telling us to do the right things, especially now BJ us in ICU. I am worried about the economy. I am bored out of my mind stuck at home, and concerned about mine and my partner\u2019s mental health. I am grateful we have a reasonably big house, and a big garden, and also for our little cat who is a great wee chum, and a nice distraction. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "It\u2019s scary and is making me very anxious. I am worried for my family and my friends. I\u2019m also concerned that a lot of people aren\u2019t following the government guidelines and aren\u2019t taking things seriously. I just want it all over and for life to go back to normal. I really miss seeing my mum and I know she is missing her grandchildren. Life has completely changed and the uncertainty is worrying. I\u2019m currently on maternity leave and this situation is making me worry that I\u2019ll have no job to return to in July. It\u2019s scary, disconcerting and worrying. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "I'm starting to feel very worried about the secondary impacts of the pandemic and not the pandemic perse. I am really struggling to progress my career. My son in particular has missed out on so much. I am also so sad that my family have missed out on my baby daughter growing up. Its just so sad that I cant see my family.\nAll of this has left me frustrated and if I think about it too much really sad and down. Ive stuck to the rules and life is v dull.\nI honestly cant believe that this had been happening for a year now. I dont believe the june 21st date but Id be happy if we could go back to normal!"}], "length": 3989} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am currently shielding this lockdown and although my husband is now working again (which he didn\u2019t from Feb 20 to Oct 20) and my daughter is now back at nursery, I can\u2019t help but worry. I am very much looking forward to seeing family and friends hopefully soon. End dates are in sight and there is light at the end of the tunnel. This lockdown has been the hardest due to weather and a feeling of de ja vu. I am also now pregnant which adds an extra worry but baby is due in July so I am hoping everything is pretty much normal by the time our family becomes a 4."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am worried about catching the virus, as us everyone else. I am not going out, except for food shopping when I can\u2019t get home deliveries. I have started to use a meditation app in order to control my anxiety and enable me to sleep at night. I started to use this tool after suffering a few nights of broken sleep. On occasion I feel overwhelmed by the risk of catching the virus and have taken to watching less television news to control the overload of information. I miss seeing my son who lives in his own house and also my dad who lives in a local care home as he has dementia. Bathe home has a \u201cno visitor\u201d policy in place. I worry about him getting the virus and dying alone."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I don\u2019t feel worried about catching coronavirus or anyone around me catching it anymore. I\u2019m now more annoyed at how it has gone on for so long and how the government have dealt with it. I feel fed up of being stuck indoors and not having any motivation to do anything, I\u2019m sick of wearing masks, I\u2019m sick of other people not wearing masks. I don\u2019t believe anyone is exempt, as it doesn\u2019t hinder anything as it\u2019s constantly plastered all over yet they\u2019re allowing those who can\u2019t be bothered a get out card making the rest of us sheep to carry on regardless, proving it is a joke. It\u2019s been a complete farce from the start and the only thing I can say about how I feel is just fed up. Completely fed up."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am still concerned about delivery slot availability for grocery delivery. I am on the very high risk and vulnerable register so should be priority but the supermarkets have only just received the list so it's taking time to role out priority. I am obviously concerned about catching the virus but am at home for at least the next 12 weeks other than for my medical appointments. Getting a bit lonely. Missing seeing my mum, who I normally meet for lunch 3 times a week and miss checking up on her other by phone as she is quite elderly and has health issues too."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Concerned for family and friends and worried re potential work and financial implications. Saddened for people across the globe, particularly in places such as the Mumbai slums where social distancing is impossible and death rates could be absolutely catastrophic. The UK lockdown is not impacting too much on my emotions and enjoying the time with my wife. I think working from home gives me some necessary structure to my days and fear for a time I may be furloughed and lose that. Social media platforms have eased the difficulty of being apart from family and friends."}, {"index": 5, "context": "i am very worried but not quite as much as last week. Italy and Spain seem to be close to turning the corner so i am hoping we can do the same. I was unhappy to see on the news that there were dozens of people by the river in my part of London over the weekend. staying in is probably the hardest thing for me as i live alone but i did so so these people most of them seed to be couples. so in the poll i said i was 0% angry but i guess i am angry with those people. overall i am optermistc that i will get through this but i am sad that the world wil not be the same again meany shops and bars will never open again and the internet will be a huge part of our lives so even when scocal interaction is back on the cards there will be a lot less of it for ever"}, {"index": 6, "context": "Apprehensive about the future, even though we are very successfully self-isolating we need to go food shopping sometime this week and are apprehensive of avoiding any crowds. \nWe have enough tasks to do around the house but are getting increasingly frustrated about not going out and meeting up with our friends\nThe future still looks rather bleak and when this wave of infection is over there will undoubtedly be a second(and third?) wave in the future. It will be a long time for things to return to normal."}, {"index": 7, "context": "Primarily, I am extremely anxious about the whole situation. I am worried about the health of my family and friends, myself and the world in general. I am worried about the economy and everyone\u2019s livelihoods. And I am worried about my future plans, which this whole situation is threatening to affect quite profoundly. \nI am also very angry. I\u2019m angry at how people making poor decisions and breaking the law led to this outbreak starting in the first place. And I\u2019m angry at how unprepared governments around the world have been for this sort of situation. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "Currently I am very worried about the corona virus. People here do not seem to be taking it seriously. I am a student radiographer about to go into emergency practice and my wife is a midwife. We are having to manage childcare between us and it really angers me to see some people not heeding the government advice about social distancing etc. I do hope we can make it through this, but I think the UK is going to follow the same route as Italy and I think lots more people are going to die. I am also very angry at China and really feel something needs to change in the way China conducts it's business in the future."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel as though the situation is becoming worse and I fear for my families safety should one of them contract it. I worry about my financial safety in terms of paying rent and finding a job after. I am optimistic though that it should get sorted out sooner rather than later and that life should start returnign to normalacy sometime down the line. I feel isolated and cut off, but have not quite reached a point of frustration just yet. I worry that my summer and quality of life shall be affected and I am very wishful that the sitatution improves enough to be able to enjoy the summer time."}, {"index": 10, "context": "At first I wasn't too worried as I didn't truly believe I would be affected in any way. As the weeks have gone by (and I have not left my house in over three weeks now) and the death rate is rising daily I find myself not being able to believe how quickly the world has been changed. I am proud that our country is doing what it can but also disappointed in the few who are acting selfishly and not in society's best interest. I don't feel 100% assured the government are doing as much as they can to protect NHS and other essential workers' safety and that, along with the obvious concern of myself or a family member catching the virus, are my main concerns right now."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel it has been a very hard for those throughout this pandemic whether still working or not, I have been in retail throughout and have seen the public change, some good some really bad, I feel the long term restrictions that were put in place have done a lot of damage. I am eager to make plans for the future again. I miss social interaction and luxuries like going to the hair dresser, it has now been a year and a half since my last visit! My nephew was born at the start of the pandemic so unfortunately this lack of outside the household connection is a normality for him at the moment."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am getting more concerned by the day. I am out getting essentials at the moment and I've had to wait an hour in a queue so I'm frustrated! I am concerned that I cannot get hold of a mask anywhere that I see so many people wearing them. Today people have been visibly affected, showing their anger and frustration inside the shops. I have been admonished on two occasions in the shop I am currently in, by shop assistants who are barking orders at me. I am frustrated because each shop seems to have different rules, therefore making it difficult to follow their individual protocol."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I still feel anxious about it. Normal life feels a long way off and I would not be comfortable with it until I have been vaccinated and the rates are lower. I think it is irresponsible to allow people to travel abroad or even plan it until we have a better idea of how things are. Other countries are way behind our vaccination progress. Allowing people abroad could jeopardise the progress we have made. I feel safer with with current restrictions in place. My day to day life has not changed so much because 9f the restrictions and I feel relaxed in my bubble."}, {"index": 14, "context": "Very very unsure, largely because of my personal financial situation, the future of my education and the looming recession. We are unsure whether we can afford to be out of work for this long, let alone whether I can pay for university going forward. Even if I can afford to go back, I am unsure when my education will continue as all educational institutions are currently in a state of limbo. In addition, there is plenty of fear for myself and my family due to our statuses as at risk persons. In particular, the isolation, uncertainty and lack of a specific time frame has taken a great toll on my mental health."}, {"index": 15, "context": "it is really scary not knowing what will happen, when things will go back to normal. its also worrying as im a single mum to 2 kids with special needs so i cant even go out to shop. kids are missing there nan and uncle and dont understand why we are stuck inside still and how long we will have to remain this way. my sons birthday is next week and he will have to spend his birthday just stuck at home and its really not fair at all. i will be happy once all of this is over and we can go back to normal"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I have general anxiety about the situation and I find it very sad. My anxiety has gone down in the past week though as none of my family or friends have symptoms anymore and are taking it seriously and only going out rarely. The whole situation is very sad with a lot of people dying. I do feel positive and happy a lot of the time though as I believe that is the only way to get through this and I achieve this by doing things I enjoy, going outside once a day, and not reading the news as much as possible"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I Feel anxious when out and about, I have had my 1st vaccine but still feel scared of other people who dont keep a social distance from me ot when I have to go inside a shop.\nFeel happy at home and glad that the cases are falling. Financial worries dont help. My son will be starting back at college which is making me a bit more worried incase he brings the virus back home. My partner is a school bus driver which is worrying me incase he catches it from the children at school, he has also had his first vaccine which will protect him a little. I worry about the virus mutating again and if the vaccine would be effective."}, {"index": 18, "context": "A bit bored. Fed up. Anxious about who it will affect and how. I'm just waiting for it all to he over. I live in a rural area but I have to work in the epicenter this week. Which makes me very worried considering what I have seen on the news with regards to peoples attitudes to Social distancing. \nI'm worried about my nan who has had lung issues recently and lives in social housing. \nI'm hyper aware of everything my body is doing right now. And it's just annoying. Every cough I analysis. Every ache. Every sneeze. I feel like I can't cough or sneeze in public. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am more worried about my family and close friends than about myself. I feel quite anxious about my parents and other older members of my family. Furthermore my young child is at risk as well so I am avoiding all contact. I do feel scared most nights because I do not know what will happen to my family. Finally I feel the situation will become worse of the following weeks and I am unsure on how I will get food and medicine for my family. This frightens me quite a lot as delivery slots are all unavailable, which means I will have to leave the house to buy necessities."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I'm feeling quite calm as I don't tend to venture out much anyway, I'm not a very sociable person. I'm relaxed as there is very little traffic which means there is a general air of calm and we're seeing more of nature coming to the fore. If I'm honest, I'll be sorry when somethings go back to 'normal'. The only time I feel anything other than calm is reading certain posts on social media but I can walk away from that and go back to my 'bubble'. I feel that the situation may be tightened up due to people not taking things seriously, or even that it may be prolonged. As it is at the moment, this isn't causing us major problems. It's probably the only time I haven't worried about us both being unemployed"}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am feeling completely and utterly fed up with Covid 19. I resent having to give up so much of my normal life and resort to attempting to teach my children and leave my job to do a teaching job which I am useless at. I am also fed up with not seeing any of my friends or family for over a year and living within the same walls for the majority of my time. I didn't appreciate how much freedom I have in my life and to have it curtailed due to government restrictions has been a shock. I understand why these lockdown restrictions are necessary but I feel that these have to come to an end and that normal day life has to start at some point."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel anxious and fed up of it. I feel drained by the constant news about it. I'm worried about my elderly parents and how it would affect them if they contracted the virus. I don't think they would survive. I am in a constant state of anxiety and can't relax. I only go out once a week, to take groceries to my mother. The constant and conflicting news stories are relentless and I find myself doomsurfing on the internet and social media most days, including late at night, which is preventing me sleeping"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel scared that the virus is going to go on a lot longer yet possibly until at least the end of this year. I am really Worried about mine and my partners job security & if we will ever get to travel again. The new variants seem to be more of a threat at the moment especially in Europe which is very scary and concerning. It just seems like a nightmare which is never ending & that is still affecting a large part of the world. Although you hear little about some other countries in the news now which you heard a lot about at the start of the pandemic. The vaccine shortages and the arguements over the supply of the vaccine with Europe is also scary & could affect the effectiveness of the vaccine."}, {"index": 24, "context": "In general I'm confident this will be resolved over time, I'm annoyed that people continue to ignore government advice when I'm stuck at home and would very much like to go out and visit friends etc. Most of all I haven't see my girlfriend for a few weeks and that is becoming increasingly difficult.\nI believe the NHS are doing all they can and we, as a nation should do everything we can to support them, which includes staying indoors unless completely necessary but people can't even manage this.\nI understand this is a frustrating and scary time for everyone, from a selfish point of view I have my own worries about stuff like a holiday I have booked next week but I know in the grand scheme of things this is not as important right now."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel anxious about the future after Covid. But I also feel hopeful at the fact that the vaccines are working better than expected. I think that we will be back to normal before the end of the year. I am optimistic. I feel sad for everyone who has lost someone during the pandemic and have done what I can to protect those around me. I think that it has been a learning curve for everyone and we will come out of this appreciating the little things in life more. People will complain a lot less and appreciate what they have in life more"}], "length": 3725} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "The current situation regarding COVID 19 in the United Kingdom is worrying. I personally find myself being unable to sleep at night due to the fear of the contagious virus. I have feel this virus will be resolved in the future therefore I feel slightly at ease. I have felt a little depressed as having to stay in takes its toll. The mood within our household is getting increasing angry as family member are stepping on each other toes which gives me extreme anxiety. Whilst we watch the news slight fear kicks in until we hear something positive then we adjust slightly. I am angry at all the individuals stock Pilling I feel worried for elderly residents in the neighbourhood. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "Frustrated that it\u2019s not over. Angry that we got it so wrong in this country and have put money before lives. Worried that it\u2019s still as contagious and deadly and worried that the vaccine won\u2019t be the solution everyone is banking on. I feel sad that so many are still drying but because the numbers are lower they somehow count for less. Also the overall number is clearly higher but the figures have been swayed by the rules of what does or doesn\u2019t count in the figures. If you die after 28 days of a positive test you aren\u2019t classed as a death from Covid. This is insulting to the memory of loved ones lost."}, {"index": 2, "context": "The whole situation is unnerving and quite scary. The world had completely turned upside down in the matter of weeks/months and there is no certainty about how long it will be until normality returns. It is worrying as its likely and probable that myself and my loved ones will contract coronavirus at some point - it's almost inevitable. Its just hoping that none of us get a very serious, deadly, version of the illness. It is scary that going outside for your daily exercise of for essentials could be the cause of you contracting a serious virus - especially when people are not observing the social distancing rules. Living in London especially, shops are generally small and it is not possible to stay 2m from other people, which puts myself and my family at an increased risk."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am quite anxious about going out anywhere. I wish I could meet up with friends and family, and be able to plan things for myself and my family in the future. I think people are becoming very angry about the whole situation and not being nice in general. It is hard on my children to understand the way things are and readjust their lives, not always for the better. Everyone just wants a bit of normality and something to look forward to in the near future. I think it is putting strain on relationships and it is definitely not making the world a better place at the moment."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel stressed at this situation because people aren\u2019t listening to the government. I also feel stressed because my job as a healthcare assistant is 10 times harder due to having to isolate our residents and pushing them out of routine, therefore watching them deteriorate. They also can\u2019t see their families so they feel abandoned and it\u2019s sad to watch. It also stresses me out that the government have said children can still move to each home because they don\u2019t want to \u2018knock\u2019 their routine, but not once have they thought about the elderly in homes or autistic people who thrive off of routine."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel worried and exhausted, because my close people are at high risk group. Both my MIL and FIL are cancer survivors and have weak immune system. Also I'm worrying about financial situation in my family and our economy in general. I'm working from home and homeschooling my child, so I'm also tired more than usual, because of the added responsibilities. And I miss my mum, siblings and friends. All that makes me feel sad, worried, sometimes anxious, exhausted, sometimes restless and unable to stop worrying"}, {"index": 6, "context": "This virus is becoming very serious therefore i am worried, however i am taking the right precautions by staying at home, so i shouldn't be worried about getting the virus. A downside is that i don't get to see my friends or family that don't live with me, it's becoming lonely. I can only hope that everyone listens to the government and stays home so we can beat this virus and lock down can soon be over so we can all get back to our daily lives, especially the people who are out of work right now due to Corona and aren't getting paid. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am worried and want to know/ be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but I can\u2019t see where it will end. It\u2019s an uneasy time, and I just spend most of the time hoping for the best. I am willing to get the vaccine as soon as it becomes available to me. It feels like the whole year has been wasted since corona came around a lot of life has been put on hold. Hopefully a year from today everything will be back to some kind of normal , but probably not the normal we knew before. Life will forever be different now"}, {"index": 8, "context": "A bit anxious about how long it is taking to get things under control, especially considering Europe is the worst affected place in the world with the USA a close second. Countries with good healthcare systems struggling to contain a virus isn't a reassuring sign because once the virus gets a foothold in poorer countries and countries with a lower quality of healthcare, it can spread and kill like wildfire. I'm also confused about the UK government's management at times and what I, as an individual, can and can't do. As I write this, I am in my house I live in during term time for university, and I am unsure whether I can come back home to family"}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am terrified about the current corona situation. I am not worried about my own health but the health of my family members. My Nan has suspected Covid-19 and I am terrified as although right now she is okay, I am worried about the unpredictability of the virus and how it could take a sudden turn. I miss my family and friends. The only positives is it is giving me time to wind down and get jobs done etc that I wouldn't otherwise have time to do. I prefer not to turn on the news as it makes me sad and worried. I can't wait till this is all over. I am responsible for my families main shopping but this fills me with anxiety. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "At the moment I feel a bit fed up of it, I'm sad I can't make plans at the moment and I miss having a social life. I feel anxious for my friends and family but I also feel safe and a little more relaxed than usual to be temporarily in isolation. I feel hopeful that the situation will improve in the coming weeks. I feel anxious on a daily basis, at this moment I feel a little less anxious than usual but nonetheless anxious and I feel fear most days, including today. Even when at home right now I feel fear due to the constant headline updates."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am very worried about the corona situation as I have an underlying health condition putting me at risk. I also haven't left the house in over 2 weeks now, and struggling to get a grocery shopping slot, and am worrying how I am going to get my groceries as I don't drive nor have anyone to help, so it is scary. I also do not like the uncertainty of the situation, as no one knows when we will be out of lockdown nor when we will be back at school, as I am doing a placement in a school and I was near the end of my course, so I may not even be going back to the school, which sucks."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I currently feel okay, I am safe in my house and neither myself or my partner have any symptoms. I am beginning to feel restless at the thought of the lock down lasting for many more weeks, but I'm still happy to comply to make sure myself, my family and community will be safe. I have stopped looking at online news and restricted my social media time as the constant influx of information and opinions was taking a negative toll on my mental health. I am beginning to question a number of things about the virus and its spread, but am trying not to get too bogged down in the idea of conspiracy theories, as this is not conducive to my mental health either. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am sad that my life has changed so dramatically. I miss doing the things I like to do, and my friends.\n\nHowever I also feel guilty about feeling sad, as I know I am very lucky as I have a job, I am working so that fills my time, I have a roof over my head, space to exercise, and nice people around me. \n\nI have not yet known anyone to who has had coronavirus to any level of severity, and I am worried about when this will happen and who it will be. I am worried about my friends who have lost their jobs. I am worried about my relationship. I am worried about the economy. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel hopeful that things are getting better the covid infection rates are decreasing and there are fewer deaths this week. lm in a better space mentally compared to before. I'm hoping life will gradually get back to some sort of normalcy. The situation currently is not as bleak as it was at the beginning of the year and I'm coping with the present Corona situation much better than I was previously. I'm feeling optimistic about the future and look forward to the Summer as this will help lift my spirits and hopefully I will be able to visit my family and friends, go out a bit more."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I have just heard that the UK Prime Minister has been taken into the Intensive Care Unit, this is absolutely shocking and I feel very anxious and a bit frightened. I was already feeling pretty anxious and slightly fearful but hearing this news has totally shocked and appalled me. I have felt a lot more anxious since the virus has become more and more widespread, this anxiety partly comes from being a key worker and partly due to having a child with asthma. I fear that if I catch the virus I could pass it to my husband or my son."}, {"index": 16, "context": "i am struggling with not having contact with people as as my mum works at a hospital i am not able to see her at all. i am just very scared at the uncertainty of everything and the not knowing of how long it\u2019s going to last. I also feel the government are being hypocritical as one minute they say every stay inside for 14 days with any symptoms, but then their health MP is around people 7 days after having it. I think boris is doing a good job but it\u2019s hypercritical, also my girlfriends dad is NOT a key worker, he is a construction manager, and is having to go into london every day on the underground from a safe rural area... it just doesn\u2019t make sense and there needs to be a lot more clarity, i feel confused, and distressed"}, {"index": 17, "context": "It worries me a lot, because my husband is a High Risk individual and I'm scared he will get sick and die. I feel angry at our Government, because they have been systematically underfunding and mismanaging the NHS for almost a decade and now, when we need it most, it can't support us at the capacity we need it to. I'm angry because people are being so very stupid and I just want everything to STOP. I don't mind being asked to isolate, that's not the problem, but others being stupid and ignoring the rules is just really crappy."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am pleased to see the numbers are coming down quite significantly although the death rate is still high but am anxious as to how the changes that have been made recently re opening schools etc will impact on those numbers. Again, the impact of the vaccines have made a difference and I hope that this will continue. I do fear though that vulnerable people are being made to go back to work/normal life far too quickly. I think the economy will get worse too which makes me anxious and I think it will have an impact for years to come."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel apprehensive for my elderly parent but fairly chilled about my own situation. This varies from day to day of course. The good weather really helps. If this happened at winter it would be a different matter. I often wonder how much longer this can go on for. Will people stay patient? Id like to know if Ive had it so I can help other people without worrying about infecting them or getting infected. 500 characters is way more than I thought it was. Im startimg to have quite strong feelings about that. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel very concerned about people I'm close to getting the virus. I also feel concerned for the economy and what this means for people's livelihoods. I feel very concerned about what the world will look like when we get out the other side and how long it may take to get back to normality. I worry about the impact of lock down on people mental health and relationships with those in their households. I also feel some hope because it's been great to see the impact the virus has had on the sense of community"}, {"index": 21, "context": "At this moment in time, my feelings are anxiousness not only for my own and my family personal health situation but also the public at large. Also at my age, I am anxious about where this leaves me regarding pensions once the fall out from all this occurs, IE level of pension investments and will they be enough to retire on?\nThe stupidity of people is also a worry in not abiding by the very simple guidelines, and I find it disconcerting that even so called experts in the media seem unable to comprehend a simple message, without resorting to melodrama."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel anxiety and a sense of helplessness and dread. It\u2019s difficult waiting for something awful to happen and not knowing when it will hit. I also feel cut off from others, despite the use of social media to keep in touch. It\u2019s just not the same, and I am worried about security of Zoom etc. \nStill working, I feel fear of being in the office, perhaps with people who have the virus. I resent those who can work safely from home full time and choose to go out more than necessary. I feel huge gratitude to others keeping key services functioning but I find the restrictions on shopping difficult-one way systems in supermarkets are strange and feel awkward, and the shortage of some basics is infuriating. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am feeling very let down in regards to Coronavirus, I do not feel enough is being done to protect the vunerable and elderly. I am angry at the people who can't abide by social distancing rules meaning this is going to go on for way longer than is necessary and i am upset for all the people who have died and those who have lost loved ones and cant be there in those last moments. \ni do not think the government is doing enough to protect our county and i am angry that it took them so long to put the country on lockdown when they knew what was coming based on what we witnesssed happening in china and still they did nothing, \n\ni am also angry that not everyone is being tested, as some show no symptoms this means that those doing their 'essential shopping' can be passin around this virus without knowing and causing more damage, we should not have to wait until we are hospitalised before further exploration is done as that is proving to be too late for too many"}, {"index": 24, "context": "If people would follow the rules and not go out when they aren't supposed to, we'd be a lot better off. They're selfish and have blood on their hands. We are following the rules and it's disrespectful for others to act like the rules don't apply to them. Also, if the government had done the lockdown sooner, we wouldn't have as many cases/deaths. Because of this, I'm very anxious and scared. Everyone in our house is high risk and some people are not taking this seriously. \nI know we can only control our household but it's scary to think about coming in contact with one of the people who don't care about anything but themselves and what they want."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel anxious about what\u2019s going to happen.will I keep my job and afford my bills or will a loved one get it and die. I also feel like I\u2019m going mad because I have ore existing health conditions I feel like every sneeze or cough and I\u2019ve got it and it\u2019s game over. I live alone so have nobody to help combat my anxiety or entertain me and take my mind of things. I feel angry at times because some people are not listening to the governent and I don\u2019t understand why.i also feel sadness that some friends have lost loved ones to this"}, {"index": 26, "context": "exhausted and fatigued by it all, however starting to feel as if there is light at the end of the tunnel, just wanting to get back to a life without restrictions that we face at present. Weekends at the minute are just the same as weekdays so it doesnt feel like your working towards a break at the end of the working week. Homeschooling whilst juggling my own work has been tiring and then worrying about my and my families health has been another issue which has meant we have no social life at present compared to how our lives used to be."}, {"index": 27, "context": "Worried about my family and friends. Our health and financial Repocussions. It's a mess that no one knows what will happen next. I have already been furloughed from work. Worried about redundancies or that our businesses could go under. Cancelled and missed holidays. Our children's nursery may also close. We have a good few months of uncertainty at least. Even with the government helping the money has to come from somewhere long term. This will undoubtedly but most of the world into rescission and who knows what life after will be like and for how long g for"}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel hopeful that change is on the horizon and a sentiment of normality will come back soon with things like non-essential retail opening. I am saddened by Europe\u2019s political agenda to weaken the UK\u2019s role in pushing out the Oxford-AstraZenica vaccine, but I\u2019m glad that at least those in the UK who are eligible so far have been vaccinated and will hopefully get to see their children and grandchildren again soon. I think we will have a 3rd wave at some point in the next few months, but it\u2019ll effect primarily the younger people who haven\u2019t had the vaccine yet."}, {"index": 29, "context": "As a front line worker (emergency services) and family man I am very concerned about the current situation. I am having to go to work as a key worker and continue to enforce the law and deal with fast moving situations. This is nothing different to any other \u2018normal\u2019 day at work but yet there is always a concern \u2018Covid -19\u2019 and having to return home having maybe bing exposed to the virus in day to day dealings with the public. I do try and shield my concerns and fears from my family as after all I have a job to fullfill which I am dedicated to. These are concerning times for us all.... but let\u2019s just remember, stay at home, protect the NHS and save lives\u2019"}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel weary of it all. I\u2019ve had enough of the restrictions and all the misery it\u2019s brought. I just want to go out again. I want to get back to my normal life. I do like some aspects. For example I like working from home and want to keep doing this in future. I also like going to the pub without having loads of people crowding round. That\u2019s all I have to say. I can\u2019t think of anything else. There isn\u2019t anything else I can think of about this but I think like everyone else I\u2019m a bit over this. Maybe the prospect of the vaccine is making me lower my guard like everyone else. I\u2019m also hoping we can go away this summer and have some day trips like we used to."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am just feeling fed up with it all. I just want everyone to be vaccinated and for things to get back to some semblance of normality. I am also angry at the ineptitude of our government for allowing so many to die and for not giving nurses the pay rise they deserve. They have been an utter shambles; it is embarrassing. The only positives in all this are that people discovered it is possible to work from home if they so wish to do so after this; some people have found great ways to relax; we have a much better appreciation of teachers; and that science and vaccines are still things the UK does well."}, {"index": 32, "context": "The current Corona situation is completely consuming - my 8-year-old daughter is required to shield due to her health issues and as a single parent, it means I'm with her at home alone. I feel engulfed with so many emotions; relieved that we're not ill at the moment, petrified if my daughter does become ill, lonely beyond imagination yet guilty for feeling any of this when we're at home where it's safest to be at the moment. \nI feel helpless and dependent on the kindness on the others to ensure we have food and essential supplies.\nUltimately I feel scared for the first time in my life as a parent that I can't absolutely guarantee my daughter's health. "}], "length": 4755} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel anxious mostly. Around the safety of my family/partner, but also around my own health. The thought of getting a severe respiratory illness is terrifying, even if it is unlikely that I'll become severely unwell, it is more possible now than it has every been. Time at home, reading news reports only compounds this. There is also an element of boredom and loneliness associated with isolation, not being able to see friends. Having very little to do and not being able to do the things that I want to be able to do."}, {"index": 1, "context": "This is all making me feel a bit sad at the moment and need this to be all over as soon as possible so we all can get back to normal. I think that the government should not be treating the country all together as a whole as there are obviously differences between what steps need to be undertaken by people in large cities such as London as opposed to people living in rural Scotland. I think there is too much ambiguity about what citizens can and can't do and the fact that some people seem to be swanning around and behaving as normal is galling to others who are following the governments rules to the letter. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "i am worried, not for myself but for the future of my family members jobs. i am also worried for my elderly grandparents as they are at risk of getting much worse symptoms then people who are younger. i am also worried for the future of my country as although i do not agree with tory polacies dominic raab is no where as good as boris johnson. raab will be much stricter on people and make more cuts to the nhs. my parents are much more worried then me and i'm not sure if thats me not understanding the situation or them overreacting and that makes me very uneasy\n"}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel anxious about the future and I also feel a bit helpless to do anything about it. I feel annoyed to that people didnt think anything like this could happen to them and didnt listen to me when I warned them the good times have gone on too long. I think its worrying how ill prepared people are financially but also in having skills to cope with the bad times. I am taking this time to learn new things such as baking and gardening as I dont think tbis will be over quickly at all, this could go on for years and so we need to all become more self sufficient in order to cope and rely less on a globalised world."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Personally, I am fine, I am healthy with no underlying conditions and am working from home. The personal impact on me is that I've had to cancel several holidays and social activities I had planned. My day to day life hasn't been really affected. The only people I am concerned about is my elderly father but I spoke to him yesterday and he is currently fine.\n\nI've been affected by having to go food shopping less often and it taking longer because I have to queue and go to several shops.\n\nI'm anxious about how long this lockdown is going to be, I know we need to do it but I am not particularly enjoying not being able to go out. I feel the government aren't doing very well at managing this given many nurses have said they have no PPE and the govt initially ignored offers for help from some companies"}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel anxious about both the global situation and my personal situation. I feel restless and unable to relax. I feel unproductive and worried about the future, which is uncertain. I feel angry at people not listening to government guidelines. I feel worried for them and for those they affect. I am grateful to researchers for the work they are doing. I am grateful to essential workers but I am worried for them and their health & safety. I am proud of communities pulling together to help those who are vulnerable. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I work from home so day to day my life has not changed too much. I worry when going to the shops but I limit this to once a week and never go out of the flat otherwise. It is a bit surreal but I have no problems carrying on with the government advice as long is helps. I hope that we can all just follow the advice so that we can get through this as quickly as we can. I do get rather angry with the people who flout the rules and go out to parks etc. as this is so selfish of them and is going to delay the outcome and also cost lives."}, {"index": 7, "context": "The Corona situation is a very differcult thing to take in. Watching the news Daily, hearing about more negative news has been hard to take on my anxiety and I fear it so much. I'm worried about my loved ones as some of them have their own health problems that could put them at massive risk and that's the most scary thing about this virus. I fear it will get a lot worse before things get better which could go on to last months which will have such a negative affect on so many people mentally, physically and financially. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "It doesn\u2019t spare anyone. Hospitalisation is the worst. No one knows where you are or what is happening or visit you. That is the scariest part.\nAnd now Boris is in ICU. As if Brexit and Coronavirus weren\u2019t enough. Economy lent down, job losses. Hope he\u2019s better soon. \nHoping people are sensible and maintain social distances and contain the virus. \nThe Coronavirus has spread throughout the world. Although the family gets time with each other but the rest of the family is spread the world over. So scary times. The best thing is to equip yourself and learn something new and make the most of the time available. Hope the weather stays warm and sunny and then it woo be bearable. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I'll be anxious until all of my family and friends are fully vaccinated I think. My parents have had their first jab which helps a lot but I'm still terrified that I could catch it and pass it to them. If they died I'd never forgive myself. I'm angry about how appallingly the government have handled this, giving contracts to their Tory friends instead of companies who can actually do the job. I'd quite like Boris to be strung up by his testes until he at least gives nurses a proper pay rise, and I haven't failed to notice that the day the restrictions fully end - June 21st - is Boris's birthday. So I think rather than listening to scientists he just decided he wanted to go and be a drunken weasel on his birthday."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel sad that this is happening in the United Kingdom and the rest of the world and i completely understand why the government have taken the steps they have at this current time to keep us all safe. But also frustrated at the general public who don't seem to be listening to what is needed to keep us all safe! If we continue to do what we're doing we can out live this and get back to how we were before! I definitely think boris should be a little stricter to show the UK that he's being serious, and the lockdown is needed."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel that the Corona situation has brought a lot of upheaval to people's lives as they adapt to social distancing measures and get used to the changes in their daily lives. It has also brought communities and people together as they selflessly help each other through the pandemic. I feel that people will learn a lot once the pandemic is over such as appreciating their freedom and valuing the service provided by workers in the NHS. I think in the future the world will be better prepared in the event that another pandemic arrives."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel nervous cause it's getting worse and people are not listening about the self islotation and still going out enjoying the sun, risking speading it more. I'm starting to get really bored and agitated as we arent aloud to go out. My daughter is really bored too. I hope it hurts and goes so we can get back to reality. I feel like more and more people are dying as the days go by, I've had a few people I know who have passed away alone this year which is scary. My sleeping pattern is rubbish at the minute because I'm not doing much throughout the day like normally. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am Nervous as it hugely affects both mine and my wife\u2019s industry as we work in hospitality. The Spain and Italy situations gives us hope that we are only a few weeks from the outbreak slowing. I am very frustrated at the people abusing the lockdown and going out on the weekend as it\u2019s incredible selfish and stupid. Very sad to not be spending Easter weekend with my mum and family, feels odd to not have any plans but I am going to make the most of it and cook a big meal for us and possibly try and deliver some to local people who are alone "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel worried about my job, my children and my family\u2019s health. I am concerned that this may go on for a long time and that the chance to buy a house will not be possible.\nI don\u2019t know anyone who has illness and I am concerned that my friends may catch it and be very poorly due to existing health issues. I am a single parent and if something happens to me the children would go to live with their father who is completely feckless. \n I am enjoying having no deadlines and the freedom that that brings but I miss the structure of the day when I was working and the children were at school. \nI\u2019m concerned that the children will fall behind in maths and English but I am enjoying doing things such as baking and gardening that we wouldn\u2019t usually have time for.\n"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel unsure of the future but a little more hopeful that we will eventually return to something closer to normality.\nMy parents have received the vaccine so i'm happier knowing they are more protected.\nI'm confused as to if i should accept the vaccine or not, i'm still unsure on it's long term side effects, however I think we will have to take the vaccine to be allowed to socialise normally in the future. \nI'm enjoying working from home and feel that is where my anxiety lies. If we do have to return to full time office work, I think that would have a very negative impact on my mental health."}, {"index": 16, "context": "Concerned for my Mum who lives aay from me and how she will cope if this situation goes on for weeks/months.\nAs I still have to work I'm also concerned that I may pickup the virus as I work in a very busy place wjhere it is very difficult to manage social distancing. Not sure what else to write.,\nAlso want the pubs to open again soon as I really miss socialising with my friends. \nAgain...not sure what else to write\nAgain...not sure what else to write\nAgain...not sure what else to write\nAgain...not sure what else to write"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am scared mainly about schools opening, I feel the UK government has been very poor in their handling of the pandemic and I don't believe this will change. I am angered by hashtags on twitter supporting the cause of children not wearing facemasks in school when this is a way it has been shown to protect selves and others. I am angry about the ex Ofsted chief suggesting teachers should be prepared to sacrifice their lives for this pandemic - have lives not been sacrificed enough. I am scared we have all become desensitised to death figures or ICU figures etc. that hearing of people dying due to covid means less to the normal person - every death is a death which shouldn't have happened - its horrible"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel really anxious as I'm out of work, unable to see friends, and have had family loss due to COVID-19 already. I also just feel angry, as people aren't taking it as seriously as they should be - seeing people out sunbathing and going for picnics is blatantly wrong, we have a lockdown for a reason and it angers me people won't listen. I want to return to work as soon as possible as the whole situation is just making me uneasy, and making my Mental Health worse. I'm not used to being inside all day apart from going for food, I'm used to a 9-6 day, on my feet at work all day. So being at home for so long is making me sluggish. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I have had a breakdown in my mental health. I work for the NHS and have had to take 2 weeks leave as I am that scared. My trains no longer get me to work on time and I am constantly worried about family members. I know of 3 people who have been tested positive so far and also know someone who has passed away from it. I have become quite depressed and withdrawn. I think that it is very sad that many people are losing their lives. As someone with a background in medical research, I am also interested in the research that will be produced from this pandemic and I am trying to follow it closely."}, {"index": 20, "context": "Tired of the restrictions, and really wishing we didn\u2019t have to live this way. Bored. Unfit. Exhausted by the extra pressure at work, with more to do, fewer people to it, and everything having to be done differently. Frustrated by people flouting the rules, and appearing to think it doesn\u2019t apply to them. Grateful to have had first dose of the vaccine and impressed by the speed of the roll out. Concerned about friends and family members. Desperate to be able to meet up with people and socialise again."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel extremely worried about loved ones contracting the virus. I\u2019m not so much worried about myself catching it - in fact I feel like I have already had it, but my worry is either family catching it or my catching it (if I haven\u2019t already had it) and passing it on to them. That is a worrying thought to me. I am also concerned about the impact this virus will have on a wider community scale in terms of deaths. I\u2019m not too worried about the economy and feel like it will slowly rally. Also concerned about the impact this will have on the nhs and its resources. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "Boris has been taken to ICU so I feel apprehensive about that and I feel confused about how I\u2019m supposed to feel and what I\u2019m supposed to do during this time. I miss going to see my family and my birthday plans have been cancelled which I\u2019m finding difficult. I am trying to use this time off to rest and recuperate but I\u2019m finding it all so surreal and I feel like my mind is constantly racing - I don\u2019t sleep later than 6.30/7am any more which I hate. My heart breaks for all those NHS workers who have been underfunded for so many years "}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am slightly worried about the thought of getting the virus and worried for my family. I am hoping that this pandemic will be over in six months. It has impacted on my family life. We planned to travel, this now cancelled and we have to adapt to many changes governed by the Prime Minister. We have to plan most of our shopping in advanced and ensure we have the main items written down. This is new for us as we did not do this before. It, about conforming to a new way of life for us, for me and my family. I am a bit overwhelmed at times and I have to take time to process what is happening around me. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "At personal level it is really scary, because there is no cure for the corona virus and there is only so much that hospitals can do. The only thing now is to just wait that smart people around world are able to find vaccine for the virus and that the people who are in the intensive care are able to recover. The situation is very bad in generally, but I hope that the situation is not going to get any worse. \nI am also bit disappointed about the fact that some people still do not listen the government instructions to stay home and only if necessary to go outside. I find it frustrated that to decrease spreading of virus people should try to stay at home. \nAlso, the reason that I am personally scared and I think everyone else is because we do not have enough information about the virus, and how it is spreading or affecting different people. Some of the people get mild symptoms and others get severe symptoms that might cause death. Also, the fact that there is only limited resources at the hospital for the equipments (masks, gloves, protective gear, respiratory ventilators and etc.) which cause the ones working in the hospital more potential to get the virus. Included in the limited resources is also the fact that there is not enough space in the hospital for people, so if you have severe symptoms there might be not for chance to get in hospital. That is the another issue, that even if you get severe symptoms and you get to hospital, how long you can get support for your situation until your body is going to fail. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel unmotivated as university is now based at home. I am also feeling sad for the amount of future events that have been cancelled. However I'm feeling quite optimistic for the future and I am confident that things will improve. I feel anxious for my family and friends as I do not want them to catch the virus and so i worry about them a lot. I feel confused as well as there are varying sources of information and it is very hard to know what to believe and what is true. I feel uncertain as I don't know what will happen in the future. "}], "length": 3917} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am tired and anxious in general. I am angry and upset that due to the situation I was unable to see my nan and then she died unexpectedly.\nI would like to see people and experience life once more but I understand the reasons for not seeing people at the moment. \nI am generally trying to remain healthy, active and positive that hopefully soon life will become a bit more normal and we will have a bit more freedom again.\nI am anxious about all children returning to classrooms in one go on the 8th March, I am a teacher and as much as I am looking forward to seeing my whole class again I do have concerns about what will happen if the infection rate goes up again."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel worried and anxious about how this virus is going to come to an end. I am also thinking and worrying about my elderly in laws and parents and the fact that my husband and I can\u2019t be with them not helping them at the moment. \nIn other hand, I feel more and more the weight of privilege, right now, I\u2019m not working but being paid my employer, I have a safe and nice house to be, with a bit of a garden when there are sunny days. I\u2019m in a loving relationship so don\u2019t have the worry of being abuse in my own home, I don\u2019t have children to worry about nor to think about homeschooling, I have time to cook a healthy meal, I have money to do so, I have times and wifi for exercise, getting in touch with family and friends online. So I\u2019m really grateful and privileged, how about poorer parts of the country and the world where there\u2019s no space like shanty towns and favelas? This worries me a lot. \n\nBut also hopeful and happy that perhaps this will bring about a new normal - where the rat race isn\u2019t going to be so overrated as it was. So I\u2019m always thinking about the both sides of the coin which makes me anxious and helpless. My main question is - how to help others in this situation? \n"}, {"index": 2, "context": "Anxious that we might still have to go into isolation.my son is returning to college on Monday, they seemed to have a lot of positive cases before the last lockdown . I worry about his health and this will affect my work situation. I am trying to move house, so hope Covid doesn\u2019t impact my move. I would like to fast forward time as I miss seeing my family . I understand the restrictions and do understand the importance of following them. I am looking forward being able to see family and friends when we can. I am frustrated that as someone who works in early years we haven\u2019t had access to the lateral flow test that staff in school have had. We have had to remain open to all. Working in this environment you get to discover that children do not show positive for Covid in the same way as adults. Parents are also rightly reluctant to test their children. So I don\u2019t think we will ever get a honest result of how it effects early years. I think they are carriers and that they can pass it I. Without too many serious symptoms themselves."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel angry at people not taking the situation seriously, and those who are ignoring government advice. But I also feel anxious about how long this will last, and whether the situation will get better at any point. There is also a sense of fear about potentially getting the virus at some point. Really it is a bit of a jumble of emotions, and sometimes I feel guilty for being anxious when there are people on the front line putting themselves to real danger to help us all in this time. It is a very weird situation to be in at the moment."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel frustrated that we have been in this position standing still for a year with the outlook in Scotland and harder line taken by the Scottish government less optimistic for the future. We have nothing on the horizon to look forward to and every day is the same. My children have missed out on a year of experiences such as learning to swim, and I have missed seeing relatives which sadens me greatly. I have anger at the way in which this situation has been allowed to develop and can only hope that vaccines are our way out."}, {"index": 5, "context": "Relaxed as working from home but worry about family and friend, my sister is a front line nurse so Im concerned about how much contact she comes into with people who may have the Corona virus.\nIm also concerned for my job as the business I work for is affected by Corona due to falling sales due to the lockdown the country is currently operating under. If the lockdown continues we will have to make redundancies and reduce hours, therefore reducing salaries and there is also a chance that the business may well go out of business if this continues for too long."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Very angry at people who are still going out and not social distancing from others. Nervous and anxious about what\u2019s to come and when this will end. I feel very isolated being at home constantly like very trapped. Feel very distant from everyone and miss having freedom of being able to do things that I like such as the gym. Proud to be from the UK and having just amazing NHS workers. At this minute, I am very bored and I have ran out of activities to do and I am spending mad amount of time on my phone."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I grow frustrated at idiots who aren't taking it seriously and whose actions and selfishness puts others at risk. I risk my own health daily as a key worker and they show a lack of respect for me in doing so. I lose my voice from directing people and I stand in in the wind to have to deal with morons who can't follow simple instructions like being asked to stand behind the line. I have to stay professional while they go shopping for red bull and crisps, when all I want to tell them is to stay the fuck home. I think the profanity there sums up my feelings on the matter."}, {"index": 8, "context": "im very nerbous and anxious about the cornovirus. i think it will get worse before it gets better. to many people are dying of it so it makes me more nervous about the whole situation it is scary thing to think about especially for the older and more vunerable people.. i think it will take a long time for the country and world to get back to normal after this as it had disfunctioned many peoples lives. i also think a lot of bysiness have been ruined and unfortunatly lost a lot of money due to this terrible time. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel pretty fed up and resigned to staying in for weeks. I'm very sad for my children who can't see their friends and extended relatives.\nI feel like the neighborhood has become very judgemental and is encouraged to spy on each other to tell if someone is breaking the lock-down rules. \nI'm appreciating how much freedom we had before this lockdown but everyone just took it for granted. Now people are getting outside and enjoying exercising. Suddenly things seem so much more appealing when you know you're not supposed to be doing them."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel very anxious and scared about the whole corona situation at the moment. I am currently pregnant and very worried about the safety of me and my baby. I am worried for my loved ones and I am also very angry at everyone who is not adhering to the rules and continue to go out and not self isolating! I am angry that people don\u2019t care about the safety of others and think it\u2019s acceptable to continue doing things that they should not be doing. I hope and pray that this whole situation will disappear soon"}, {"index": 11, "context": "Due to the vaccine there is some light at the end of the tunnel, but we are still under-lockdown and I have noticed lots of people not wearing masks in shops and generally getting to close with no regard to social distancing. I've heard a lot of fake news about Covid19 and people are still acting as though it is a government construct to bring about the 'New World Order' so there needs to be better communication of the facts. People are still getting ill and dying and the prospect of spending another birthday under-lockdown doesn't appeal to me. I've been told I've been reclassified into the 'clinically extremely vulnerable category,' and been told I need to stay in after a year of not being told that, so I feel perplexed as to why this wasn't told to me earlier and a little incredulous about the fact that I've been having to shop for myself and now suddenly the local council are telling me they can help me, just as things are improving infection-wise."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Uncertain about how long the Lockdown will last, would like to know more about time so I can prepare. The length of uncertainty isn't helping work as the moment I'm planning as if things get back to normal in few weeks but might not be and it's frustrating to make plans that might not happen and it be wasted effort. I'm on annual leave this week which is a good break but giving me more time to think. This morning was particularly hard as I felt quite stressed but had a bath. I'm frustrated about the suggestions to stop exercise as going for walks / runs are important for my mental and physical well-being and I'll miss them if I can't"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am quite shut off from it so not too worried about the immediate concerns. However feel worried about my plans for the future because of it e.g. graduating. And i feel quite saddened with so many people dying without loved ones near, but feel proud and hopeful as to how people have dealt with this and how it is bringing people together. Feel scared and angry about the nhs not having enough ppe and lack of testing, am worried of how this may affect healthcare. And am feeling anxious and a bit lonely missing seeing my friends, being social and going to do activities with others or just being able to get out of the house more. Also feel lucky and grateful that i am in a good situation, as i am healthy and live in the country with my family where i have lots of access to the outdoors and fresh air unlike others and i have also not been affected income wise."}, {"index": 14, "context": "i am currently furloughed, so a little anxious of the situation with work, and when that will re-start. I Am trying to busy myself with jobs around the house to keep the worst of the anxiety at bay, and trying to turn the situation into a feeling of positivity. This has been fairly successful for now, but who knows how long this will go on for. I guess I feel a little guilty not being at work when others are. I Feel for those directly affected with the virus and who have lost loved ones or those close to them. Very sad situation"}, {"index": 15, "context": "Emotions and anxiety are quite debilitating \nI miss my family so much and I worry for them\nI'm so proud of my NHS working daughter but so worried for her safety\nIt is an alien situation. I am proud of my elderly parents who seem to be managing better than I am.\nI am fearful when I leave the house and am paranoid not to come into contact with anyone. I take antibacterial wipes everywhere and constantly wipe surfaces and my hands\nI feel helpless for my family and I am fighting not to be redeployed frontline with my nhs job"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel very worried for my friends & family, it is a very anxious time & being on lockdown although it is very.important is quite lonely for me. I work for the HS & I worry I may catch the virus & I worry also that there is not enough protective clothing for staff. Each day I give thanks to God that my family &friends are okay.it is also very frustrating that we can no longer make plans or worship in Church but hopefully the day will come when we shall be able to do this again & never take anything for granted again"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I fear that someone in my family will get the virus. I am worried for my children if I were to get it. I am anxious about being able to provide enough food for my family. I am anxious about having enough money to pay my bills. I try to keep my anxiety and worries to myself so my children aren't affected but they are missing their grandparents and friends. I am worried about what will happen afterwards - if my job will be safe. The economy will surely suffer and no one knows how long it will take to recover."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel a bit anxiety but not too much ever since we are locked in at home.\n\nI do enjoy working from home and does not miss waking up early in the morning for my commute to my office. I am happy to avoid the rush hour every weekdays. \n\nThat said, my weekdays and weekends feels the same and can be a feeling of monotony\n\nI go for my daily jog to the local park which helps me reduce my mental stress and cabin fever.\n\nI also enjoy seeing the local wildlife which makes me less stress and more relaxed "}, {"index": 19, "context": "At the moment I feel guilt for enjoying the isolation, I suffer with social anxiety and sadly, this staying inside has allowed me to regain control of my routine and fall back in love with my hobbies, but in the same vein I'm scared for what's to come when it's all over or even before it is, I'm worried about my family members, my job and when the world will be back to normal. \nCurrently my place of employment is closed and as it's a small business there is a good chance it will go under as the local authority isn't supporting them as best they can. I honestly have no idea what life will be when this is all over. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I don't like being in lockdown, I feel quite trapped and it is causing my anxiety and depression to flare up. I also don't like that I can't always buy the food I need, being on a budget I have to stick to the cheaper options and am unable to buy the alternatives. I find people have been very selfish in panic buying when there really was no need for it as we can all still go to the shops. \n\nBeing in a small flat isn't helping how I feel either and I miss my family, especially as my nan is getting very depressed and has all but given up and needs to see me."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am young and healthy so not too worried about myself just other more vulnerable people. Although reports of young people dying are becoming more common which is a concern. I feel I might get it since I work in a small supermarket where lots of people come in and out everyday. we are cleaning more and limiting the number of people but coronavirus is known to be more infectious than flu and many people are expected to get the illness. I feel quite anxious about the global situation and find it very sad that thousands of people are dying. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "It is hard to relax at the moment with everything on the news and so much disruption to basic living. I feel frustrated at not being able to pop out to the shops to get food, without feeling like I could be in serious danger! It has meant I have had to order things from various websites other than the supermarkets (who are completely booked up and unavailable) which is a hassle and doesn't include fresh produce. But it is better than nothing and at least I feel safer with an older family member here so we are not risking ourselves by going out. Just have to hang in there and hope this too shall pass!"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel bored. I feel trapped at home.\nI feel upset for my gap year daughter who had to be repatriated from Costa Rica and cannot see how she will get back to finish her volunteering there and in Fiji.\nI feel confused. I do not understand the context of this virus. They say there are so many infections, deaths etc. but they never tell us how that compares to an average year with average number of flu infections.\nI feel worried about the restrictions that may remain in place for a significant time.\nI feel unable to plan.\nI feel as if I need a holiday!!"}, {"index": 24, "context": "For me the whole pandemic hasn't really had much of an effect on me at all. I suffer from schizophrenia and even pre-pandemic my affect was totally blunt, I was in a state of intense dissociation. This started in 2019 and carried on through the entirety of 2020. Because I was in a state of dissociation - I was not going out at all, I would never leave my bed because I possessed no emotions and will/desire to move was simply not there. \n\nRight now in 2021 it's quite different as I'm out of that state. I am moderately anxious about the future because I don't know how I'm going to fit back into society, it's too much to take in."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I'm not especially concerned about my health, more how it will affect my parents as they're older and more at risk. I'm fed up of lockdown - I understand why it has to happen but I live alone so it's very isolating. I have moments where I have mini breakdowns and have to accept those which isn't always easy. I also like being in control of things and I have no control at all. I'm uncertain about holidays I have booked for later in the year (I've already had to cancel two which is rubbish but in the overall scheme of things relatively minor.)"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I would say I am cautiosly optimistic currently, as I feel that progress is slowly being made and we are through the worst the pandemic. There is stil a way to go yet, but I am hopeful that within about 6 months the world will be mostly back to some sort of normal. I'm still appauled at the way the government handled it from the start - a great many lives have been lost that could've been easily avoided with proper management of the situation. I appreciate that it is an unprecedented event recent history, but it is very much an expected event in long-history: humankind encounters pandemics like this every 100-200 years, so we knew it was coming - we had been warned years ago by people like Bill Gates and virologists and generally more globally aware people etc ...at least now we would be better prepared for the next one."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am extremely worried for the future prospects in my personal finances and in my employment situation. I'm asking myself lots of questions: Will I still have a job in future? can i enhance my career? I'm very worried about my personal health as well as the health of my partner who works in the care industry and has a heart murmur. My parents are also a point of concern with them being elderly and vulnerable to health issues. Also, the enforced isolation is having a negative impact on my mental health with a feeling of imprisonment. The constant media coverage is exhausting."}, {"index": 28, "context": "Although I feel happiness that I can have a break from work to focus on other things, I feel anxiety on a daily basis. I feel anxious that I cannot see my boyfriend, and I feel I have no freedom. I feel depressed not having a structure to my day anymore, as it leaves me lost and without a purpose. I miss being at work as work gave me a purpose to get up and get ready. I enjoyed mixing with a variety of people and I miss that feeling of coming home and relaxing after a long busy day. However, I feel slightly optimistic for when this time passes and I can see my boyfriend again. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "Uncertain. It's going in the right direction and my mum has had her jab without side effects so that is something. However I am unsure and feel uncertain about the children returning to school next week. My friend has been seriously ill with covid so for a while it was all very close to home but it feels like the threat has retreated a bit and I am quietly hopefully that the scientists can solve the problem but I don't trust our government so things feel like they are rather out of my control. To be honest I have bigger immediate worries in my personal life and so I am less focused on the corona situation than I would be and I am not particularly enthusiastic about getting life back to normal. It doesn't feel relevant to me currently and I am more interested in getting the infection rate as low as possible rather than opening things up"}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel people are making the situation a lot worse than it is. And that a lot of people also try to.make profit off it. It's certainly something that needs attention and care, we all need to be careful, but the overreaction of everybody makes the situation immensely huge. Off licenses also try to make profit off peoples' fears and anxiety, and/or health conditions. It's really sad to be honest, but at the same time it's really a good \"\"mask off\"\" moment for a lot of people. You truly see a lot of the \"\"true intentions\"\" of people during situations like this one."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel promising, as the vaccine should be working and protecting people and things should be opening up again soon and returning to normal. I'm looking forward to some normality but worried about the virus spreading rapidly again. \n\nI hope that we are not opening things up too soon and risk having to lockdown again. I'd rather we did it once and properly, and did not rush into things. I therefore feel fearful that we might be rushing into opening things back up again and perhaps we ought to wait a bit longer to ensure the spread of covid does not engulf us again."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel hopeful that the vaccination programme is doing enough to bring the pandemic to a manageable level but am afraid it won't eliminate it completely. People are still not acting in an appropriate way to completely remove Corona virus from our country. Even without my own household the rules are not being followed, even though I am explains to household members how vulnerable to the virus. I am disgusted at how the UK government has acted, spending a stupid amount on test and trace and then failing to reward or encourage NHS staff to carry in fighting"}, {"index": 33, "context": "I am worried about my mother and partner who are both high risk. I am sill owing regulations and trying to \u201cdo the right thing\u201d and help them, but I feel powerless.\n\nI also feel isolated from my parents and siblings as I am unable to see them. Video chat is ok, but I miss human contact with them.\n\nI am also worried about my financial situation after being furloughed from work. There is no end date and that worries me.\n\nI am overwhelmed as I feel like I have little control at the current moment.\n\nMy pre-existing anxiety is very high and I wish I could find more ways to calm my nerves."}], "length": 5100} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "its stupid and sad that so many people are dying when this could have been completely avoided if it wasn't for the stupid Chinese. china should be completely responsible for this and should ber blacklisted and noone should be allowed in and out of the country for absolute good. i believe everything to do eith this is all chinas fault. something should be done.\n\nI hope people can recover from this and the world can recover from this,.\n\nespecially all the people in power which i dont think anything good enough is actually being done to actually prevent this, people are still going outside which tbh should be illegal"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel very apprehensive, last year I was told to shield, my husband to shield with me. The figures were very low.\nThis year my husband has to work, the figures are high and him and I worry we are at way more risk. The support for shielding people is not taking into account partners.\nUntil he is vaccinated we are going to be vulnerable. I have been in a full 13 months next week and it seems that the government are not really protecting people like me who have other people in the house having to work.\nI feel sad as I have not seen my children or grandchildren to hug for over a year."}, {"index": 2, "context": "We scared but wish the gov would do more to stop people going out all the time. Our neighbor is acting like nothing has happened. Going out every day and having her boyfriend visiting and visa versa.\n\nWith Boris being in hospital has hopefully shown people how important it is to stay safe, protect the NHS and save lives.\n\nWe need a lockdown like other countries. I am scared, I'm scared to leave my house scared to go shopping and worried to death about my elderly parents who have had letters to stay inside.\n"}, {"index": 3, "context": "The corona situation has virtually ended. My emotions listed in this study were NOW not about the coronavirus situation. My feelings about the coronavirus situation are virtually non existent. I don't think about it now. I am just having a stressful situation of a personal nature, hence my answers. I truly feel that the covid 19 crisis will all be over by mid summer. The economy will also bounce back by the winter. The vaccine has been a medical breakthrough and a magnificent feat of human intellect"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am currently pregnant with my 2nd child and a toddler at home. I am in a fortunate position in that I wfh and can continue to do so but am sad that I cannot see my family or go out if I want to. I have been social distancing for 4 weeks already and will continue to do so. I am also sad about the people still not abiding by social distancing and flouting the rules. There are so many that are trying to follow the rules and get through this when many are not. I am happy that I have a very good situation at home, am comfortable still paying my bills and earning 2 people's incomes. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "Frustrated that certain members of the public are not taking the threat seriously. \nGenerally the issues with getting essential food from the supermarkets is a little bit time consuming but safety matters to everyone and social distancing is there to help prevent the spread of the viral infection is a necessity.\nWorking from home if available does offer additional security when it comes to self isolation. \nHowever some companies appear to be chasing their revenue streams rather than thinking of their staffs welfare. It appears as if staff are expected to be very flexible with their work schedules to avoid companies cease trading (Taking annual leave forced shutdowns). However whenever we get back to some form of normality I expect companies won't remember what their staff did for them.\n"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am bored to tears of the whole situation. I am pleased, however, that we have a roadmap out of this mess and I am looking forward to when everything opens again.\n\nI fear that if we open too early that we will then end up back in a lockdown situation. I think that Boris has the right idea of opening things on a staggered basis, so that the virus will hopefully not spread again and there will be less of a chance of a variant. \n\nI am looking foward to non essential shops opening up as I would very much like to buy another cockatiel as a friend for my current bird Freddie Mercury. Now we have some dates, I am now able to plan for this event."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel a lot of anxiety due to the fact both of my parents are essential workers and are risking their health every day. There is also a man from my church who is seriously ill and I'm praying that he recovers as he has a wife and child. There is so much uncertainty and there are so many people who still aren't taking this seriously so I think this is going to take forever to get over. I miss the freedom of being outside, I miss my friends and I genuinely believe that things are going to get so much worse before they can get better.\n\n"}, {"index": 8, "context": "even though the figures of new cases and deaths are coming down daily I still feel anxious surrounding being near other people. I am happy that lots of the older and at risk members of the public have now had their first vaccine. I am uneasy about the figures rising again once the schools re open on Monday. Hopefully the new cases will continue to fall and the shops will be allowed to re open and this awful virus is starting to fade away. Life getting back to normal is what everyone wants but I do feel that maybe the shops re opening in April is going to be pushed back a few weeks to make sure we are all safe. Our lives are more important than the economy but I do understand that the economy is extremely important for our country too."}, {"index": 9, "context": "My dad passed away 3 weeks ago, got diagnosed with aggressive lymphoma but then caught covid in hospital and that was it. I feel in shock, numb, worried, anxious, depressed. A lot of my family 50 and above had had the vaccine, which is a big relief as i was concerned about them. Now i am concerned for myself keeping safe. I have M.E , exactly what long covid people are suffering and life is very difficult. I want the vaccine but i'm also scared of triggering relapse. Also scared of catching covid. Life feels in the balance right now."}, {"index": 10, "context": "It is very worrying both for health reasons and for the long term economic impact. I feel the government is doing all it can to scare people and make them accept the draconian restrictions on civil liberties. People should be given some indication of that the exit strategy from the lockdown will be and when it will happen. For once I agree with Trump that the Coronavirus cure cannot be worse than the problem itself\"\". It does not make sense to implement a policy with no clear plan to get out of the situation. As someone said, the government appears to have painted itself into a corner."}, {"index": 11, "context": "The corona situation originally made my lose my job, however 6 months ago I found a new job. With the new lockdown in December I have again lost my job. I feel very anxious about my personal future, however with many people taking vaccinations hopefully coronavirus will be gone for good. Me and my family have lived through lockdown stuck in our home and occasionally going grocery shopping. I am very worried about our mental health as things are becoming very boring and stressful due to my parents work online having no proper breaks or social time."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel good that the vaccine seems to be working and should all be over soon but anxious about something going wrong that sets us back to square 1, especially with there being so many new variants and also a desire to start opening things such as schools back up now as I think it is too soon. I am also anxious about catching it as I have not had vaccine yet and I think people who have had Covid and/or the vaccine will become less concerned about distancing, and some are just ignoring distancing anyway. lastly I am worried about what happens after Covid in terms of the economy and jobs/increased prices"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am more worried about getting access to my normal healthcare at the moment, than being concerned about Corona. My usual treatments have been halted, so my health will deteriorate even if I don't catch the virus!\nI am struggling to get routine prescriptions and medical appointments, which is making me feel powerless and anxious.\nI am also feeling very sad, as I can not see my children and grandchildren and can not celebrate birthdays and anniversaries with them.\nI have been advised to stay inside my house for twelve weeks. The thought of this is making me unhappy, as all that I want to do is to go outside for a walk, but that is not possible right now."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I'm stressed and feel helpless at the moment with my lack of income. My sources of work have dried up and we look to be getting very little help from the government, because we have savings to fall back on. Really makes you wonder why you are careful with your money and save when many others don't and just stick out their hands at times like these, so you could say I'm disappointed. Currently my family are symptom free and keeping as safe as possible, so that is a plus. I'm also disappointed with the people who are not following the stay at home guidance and making unnecessary journeys, I know a few of these people."}, {"index": 15, "context": "Mixed emotions at the moment. It's my husband's birthday and we had some good news too that will help us to cope financially, so feeling happy about that. Feeling very anxious about the coronavirus in general. My husband is a \"\"key worker\"\" so there is a chance he could infect us even though the rest of the family are staying at home. I'm worried for people's health, that their relatives might die, their financial situations, and I worry for my mum. I don't know when she will be able to leave the house again. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I'm saddened that I'm not able to travel at the moment, I had quite a few plans for April that have been scuppered. In general I'm not all too affected due to being an introverted homebody, but am shocked at the sheer level of contagiousness of the virus and in the longer term really hope it shows those in charge how important the NHS is. I really hope that people can pull together and don't drag this out longer than it needs to, although the pessimist in me isn't expecting that much.\n\nAlso, although I feel a little bad for it there's a certain amount of schadenfreude gained from knowing the Prime Minister is now ill with coronavirus after his being so weak-willed for so long when the dangers first started appearing."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel sad for those who have died and their families primarily. Personally I feel anxious for myself though am hopeful that I will escape it through distancing and wearing PPE when out in public. I hope/think that if I was to contract it I would have done before the lock down and have no symptoms as yet so think/hope I've missed the most personally risky part. I'm happy to see the numbers of those who have died fall over the past couple of days in the UK and hope that this trend continues. I'm glad that the virus also seems to have created a sense of unity in the community and country to a degree and hope that this will continue though I'm not too hopeful."}, {"index": 18, "context": "Anxious about the uncertainty about how long this will last, disruptions to university studies, being away from family. I hope they don't ban all outdoor exercise because that's one of the few things that are keeping me sane at the moment. Uncertain about the future, and how the changes to my studies will affect my career after university. Low motivation to carry out daily activities and studies. Social interaction is greatly reduced, leading to feelings of isolation. Disappointed at how some people have reacted to the situation, such as hoarding supermarket items and disregarding rules around social distancing."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel very frustrated at some individuals who are not sticking to the rules. I am anxious that they are going to make the process longer and worse. I feel isolated as I am a single parent and also very worried as I can\u2019t visit my dad who is dying of cancer. I feel sad that I may not see him alive again. This turns to anger when I think about the people not doing as their told again because I\u2019m sure if they were in my situation they would be wanting this over with as soon as possible. The public appear to be very selfish and this has shocked me as I thought everyone would pull together "}, {"index": 20, "context": "Currently feeling anxious about the country as a whole, and the economic effect this will have in the short to mid-term. Personally feel tired but somewhat proud of the work myself and my colleagues are doing (we work in a pharmacy). Also feel uncertain as to when things will return to some kind of normality. Feel more tired than normal but not sleeping so well. Feel saturated by the news coverage. Generally feel that people in my area are observing the advice to stay home. On a global scale am very concerned for the potentially catastrophic effect the virus could have in Africa."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel very worried that someone close to me will suffer from COVID and potentially die, especially a family member that currently works in the NHS and lives with my elderly nanna. I'm also scared that lockdown will be stricter and that I can't go outside, I'd really worry for my mental health as I already struggle with anxiety. I've worked on my anxiety for years and developed a routine of going out, going to work etc. and I feel stricter lockdown would undo all of that work. I'd be worried about returning to normality afterwards and how I would adjust and cope to it."}, {"index": 22, "context": "i feel upset that i\u2019ve missed of most of my younger adult years and i feel extremely lonely and miss my family and friends. I also feel anxious about when things are allowed to return to normal but now i see the light at the end of the tunnel and am looking forward to the future. I feel like i\u2019m going to try and live life to the fullest as i have had a lot of time to reflect on my past self and feel like i should have appreciated the smaller things in life a lot more. I plan to take every opportunity as it comes and make the most of everything by travelling and seeing the world, and never saying no to making plans with friends and family. i appreciate everything a lot more nowadays"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I personally feel that corona situation has kept be bored and depressed as there is now nothing to enjoy other than binge watching tv shows/movies and play games. my day to day life has now become repetitive and exchausting. \nfurthermore i feel as though the precautions that have been taken to prevent the spread of the virus are a bit extreme, needless to save necessary but the way they have implemented them has seemed to be excessive to the point where i feel like my freedom has been natched away."}, {"index": 24, "context": "3 weeks today I had my last shift in the office I work at. The next day I went in to get my belongings and haven't been back since. I haven'r seen my friends since then, I feel very lonely. Talking to them via Zoom helps but it doesn't feel right. I am finding it hard to have a work life balance too, either I am spending way too much time working or not enough. I always feel scared to go shopping incase I can't get what I want but it's getting better now. I hope all of this ends sooner rather than later. I try and walk daily but I am finding it hard to find the energy to."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel anxious about the unpredictability and uncertainty of the situation. The fact we dont know when the lockdown will be, lifted, when we will be able to travel abroad, when we will get a vaccinations is all stressful. It's scary to think what life will be after all this, will it ever be the same again? I have anger towards the people who are not following the government advice, if we all listen the curve could have been flattened more. We could be back to normality earlier. I am annoyed at the fact that I could have been working many more hours at my part time job to earn more money but instead I am stuck inside just existing, sleeping pattern is all over the place, and appetite is gone."}, {"index": 26, "context": "With all that is going on at the moment my anxiety levels are very high I really don't want to leave the house even for shopping\nI fear what may happen next and to be honest feel quite scared a friend of mine who was a nurse has just died at the age of 29 she was trying to save lives and lost her own\nI really don't know what will happen next I feel scared as the death toll Rises each day I worry for my family and friends\nIs the scary time in the world with everybody on lockdown also not working at the moment so I have money worries as well it just had the stress s of being in the house\n"}, {"index": 27, "context": "Anxious about when this is going to end, and how, anxious about friends and family and other people since my family is mostly from the north of Italy where the contagion is particularly acute, as well as anxious about my future career in academia connected with the fact that universities are shrinking their teaching and research staff because next year there will be most likely much fewer students and, hence, they will receive much less money in tuition fees. I am also happy that the numbers of deaths and new cases are dropping across the board, especially in Europe. I hope that Global South countries won't experience dramatic outbreaks."}, {"index": 28, "context": "We are fortunate to be able to stay home at the moment and to have had food deliveries. This means the only time we leave the house is for medicine or to exercise. Therefore, we feel content for the time being. However, knowing what the situation is like is making me feel anxious about those I know and love. My parents are still having to go to work and work with vulnerable adults. Also, hearing the stories on the news makes me feel sad. Most of all, there is pride in how our NHS workers are coping with the hand they've been dealt and the stories of how they are saving lives makes me feel hopeful. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "I'm anxious and concerned about the entire situation. Very sad regarding everyone who have lost people over the entire world.\nUncomfortable re whether or not the correct message is getting through to people.\nSome other countries are facing a dire situation and I am concerned that inappropriate desitions may be made that may cost additional lives.\nAt home I worry for some of the elderly members of my family plus it is frustrating trying to get younger members to appreciate the full danger s of the situation."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel absolute sadness at the way this virus is indiscriminatory. The speed in which it kills is frightening and to see the death toll rise on a daily basis horrifies me. It saddens me that every day people are putting their lives at risk to save others and there is no way of knowing who has it until it is too late.\nI wish that people would take it more seriously, that everyone would adhere to the restrictions that have been put in place for our own good, I feel for the medics who are coming into contact with people who have it everyday and for the people who have lost loved ones and never got to say goodbye. It's a truly horrifying - and terrifying - virus,"}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel like lock down has made me very anxious person. I get stressed out very easily and it\u2019s showing on my skin. I also miss going to work and seeing my co workers. I feel distant from my friends and family. I do not go out for grocery shopping as often as I used to and I am also not very active. I think I have gained few pounds. I also feel like I am not very close to my co workers. I tend to work more hours and take very few work breaks. I also find that work is getting more hectic and work load is more than before."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel anxious for myself and my family. The knowledge that this will go on indefinitely and relationships and approaches to life will now be changed forever make me sad. I try to be upbeat for my kids but it\u2019s difficult when I don\u2019t have answers for them. \n\nI worry that the hospitalisation Of the prime minister will instigate panic amongst people and I already try to avoid social media as it makes me more anxious. \n\nI miss being able to see friends and family easily and the simple pleasures of picnics in the park with my kids, being stupid know a flat with no outside space "}, {"index": 33, "context": "I\u2019m not worried for me, as I\u2019m a 32 year old \u201chealthy\u201d male. I worry about my wife who has asthma and my elderly mother who has underlying health problems. I don\u2019t worry for myself I worry for others if they were to get it would have complications. That is my only concern. I know others are worried about their financial situation but fortunately mine isn\u2019t going to suffer due to the virus. Hearing the death toll everyday makes you anxious and hearing the news around the world. I try to look at the news once a day just so I know the essential and then tune it out so it\u2019s not overwhelming. "}, {"index": 34, "context": "I feel anxious, have no control over the situation, what we can do, who we can see. Having to sacrifice a lot, personal and professional development. Hard to get on with lives at the moment especially when used to geographically being spread about and not in one location. Now having to be based in one location is hard. \nIt is difficult to look to the future and to feel happy and positive as we don't know when our freedom will come back again. \nI feel trapped and that I can't get on with life for now."}], "length": 4942} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "It's very unsettling seeing the amount of people that are dying everyday, not only in my own country, but around the world. And that that figure is rising everyday.\n\nHow it may affect my family that are elderly and with pre-existing conditions is making me very anxious. I am not able to leave the house that much and do not get much exercise or sunshine. \n\nIt is impacting my ability to go see my friends and go to the gym which is something that I really need to keep my mental health in check and stay sane.\n\n"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am very worried about the no of cases increasing daily and scared that my partner will bring the infection home as he is a key worker. It\u2019s just a matter of when. \n Another aspect is the fact that the virus seems to be constantly adapting and is now causing deaths in kids as well. Being a parent, this is a very scary scenario. \nI also worry about my elderly parents back home in India and this increases my feeling of loneliness in the case of anything happening to me/my partner. \nThe added stress of keeping the kids occupied, housework, staying inside etc. doesn\u2019t help with this situation."}, {"index": 2, "context": "some days I wake up positive but some days I don't want to get up as there's not much to look forward to in these current times. At this moment I feel tired and dejected, probably as a result of not sleeping very well. It is taking me longer to get to sleep at night at the moment. As a result I am very tired in the mornings. The one thing that is extremely good for my wellbeing is getting out to do a run daily...or most days. I am hoping that this will be able to continue and won't also be taken from us."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I can see the light at the end of the tunnel and deaths seem to be done, so the economic impact and long term social and health impacts that has is becoming more important to me. Travel appears to be opening up earlier for vaccinated people, and in my country that means the elderly and ill, and there are also reports that the elderly are breaking lockdown more once they are vaccinated. This really angers me as the working age population and young people have suffered so much to protect the elderly and now they break the very rules we put in place to protect them. I am very worried about the long term tax burden working age people will face to repay the money the government has borrowed. The older generation already control most of the capital, and the young were already in an increasingly bad situation and it seems like this trend will continue and even accelerate."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am very anxious about the Corona situation and its many aspects . Firstly the people directly infected with the illness and those who have died and their family. I am deeply concerned for healthcare and care workers who are exposed to the virus and who do not have the proper equipment. I am concerned that the government don't seem to know what they are doing and I am concerned that the Health secretary and other ministers in the health section who have got ill themselves are a bad example to the general public - how can an effective government have let its own PM get infected? I am also concerned at the economic effect for those that have had their livelihoods taken away over night - those that are low paid any way (self employed, freelance/gig workers) and fall beneath the net while those employed with sick pay provision get a generous hand out from the government - it all seems grossly unfair. It will be impossible to abide by the stay at home restrictions for those in the gig economy who have no other income - UC is not enough to survive on."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I think it's a situation that could have been resolved a lot better if lives were deemed more important than the finances of the country. However, I don't feel fear for the virus and have already had it. I just think more could have been done to keep us safe in public areas, e.g. sufficient cleaning of tables during the 50% off eat in to help out. or proper guidance on how to properly dispose and wear masks, the same way we get taught in clinical environments. Putting your dirty mask on a table that has not been cleaned happened far too often because people were unaware of virus transmission."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Despite the UK vaccinating over 22 million of the population, Coronavirus is still a very real thing as we're still having thousands of people infected and hundreds dying every day. I was fortunate enough to receive my first dose of the shot 2 weeks ago (I was not expecting it at all). I took the opportunity of course. That doesn't mean that I'm relaxing or being less careful. We have had a number of cases within my place of work so it's still very much present and closer than ever. I suffer from chronic asthma so have to be very attentive."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel anxious and stressed about how long this situation will continue and how long we will be isolated. I worry for my mental health, as I suffer from anxiety and depression and isolation has always been a trigger. \n\nI feel sad for those who have lost loved ones, especially when I hear of front line workers losing their lives. \n\nI feel further away from my family than ever before. \n\nI feel like I'll be judged when I leave the house, even though I am only going out for legitimate reasons. \n\nI feel angry at stupid people who carry on sunbathing in parks and visiting friends. I also fee angry at people on the street or in the supermarket who don't try to keep their distance."}, {"index": 8, "context": "At the moment I am feeling very worried about the corona situation as my mum is diabetic and has other health problems and I live at home with her, I am scared I will catch the virus from visiting a busy place like a supermarket or other essential place I need to go and pass it onto my mum, this thought is giving me a lot of anxiety. I am also worried about the number of deaths in my city as the number is slowly rising and the number of infected is getting quite high too. I'm also worried that I wont be able to find a job as I have been unemployed for several months now"}, {"index": 9, "context": "I'm finding it a little more bearable than a week ago, because there is not quite so much overload of scary information and situations getting exponentially more dramatic - BUT still preoccupied every minute of the day because of the threat to myself and those I know in my age group. So whereas at the start I was wanting to communicate with friends and family, making sure they were ok and being sensible, now it's the getting through it stage. And that is fairly dull and saddening, thinking of all the things in life one is missing out on, on a beautiful warm day in the country.\n\nBut let's be clear, the real anxiety-inducing factor is when the politicians and their advisors look like screwing up. I was completely panicked when they talked glibly about the herd immunity strategy, because it was obviously a mass experiment without informed consent. And every day I try not to watch the 5pm briefing, because the performance of Raab, Whitty, Harris etc makes me even more concerned they are inadequate to deal with a national emergency. And that makes me anxious again. I was quite calm today until I caught a few minutes of their latest performance. Some of those mentioned above would be overpromoted if they were in charge of a bank branch in a small provincial town."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am very anxious, both for myself (as I have underlying health concerns which would make contracting coronavirus more serious, potentially fatal) and for my family. I am also concerned about the financial impact, both personally and for the country, and indeed the world economy. Should I emerge the other side, I will be much worse off financially and many of my plans will have to be changed as they will have become impossible in a more difficult Labour market.\n\nWhilst of secondary importance, it is frustrating to be stuck inside my flat. I fear I might go a bit stir crazy!"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel a bit bored, like everybody. I'm lucky to have a job where I know I'm safe to go back. I feel quite relaxed about things generally, although there's bound to be an economic hit down the line for the country. I don't know anyone who has been affected with coronavirus so in that sense it might not have hit home as much for me as it has for others. I have also not had to see how this can affect hospitals etc. I can see why some people feel as if it's exaggerrated, but then I epxect they wouldn't think that if it was affecting them as it has others."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel a little surreal as if I am watching a film but when I think about it seriously and watch the tv reports it makes me anxious. I feel anxious that I might catch it but probably more that a loved one will. I do not know anyone personally yet who has the virus so it hasn\u2019t directly impacted on me in that sense. I am concerned that the PM has it. I am concerned that I will run out of food as I don\u2019t want to go to the supermarkets and am struggling to get online orders.I miss my family my friends and my social life."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel angry that the government is not providing NHS staff with correct safety equipment and thinks that a few token claps will make up for austerity which has harmed our NHS' ability to cope with the crisis. I'm angry that they're blaming people not socially distancing on the rise of cases, when it was their initial complete lack of action due to the \"\"herd immunity\"\" strategy that has caused it. They're making us pay for their incompetency. I'm angry at the fact the government is encouraging health service to withdraw ventilators to those they deem to be less deserving of it, i.e. the disabled, sick and elderly. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "Just watching the daily briefing - another advisory that mask wearing makes no difference to protection of the general public while observing social distancing.... apparently this is based on a scientific study. BUT given that the way the virus spreads is not an exact science, surely throwing everything at it isn't a bad thing? Why not just say if you already have masks and it makes you feel better when shopping crack on? Obviously with PPE being in short supply frontline workers are now a priority, but those of us who acquired masks before the whole thing kicked off shouldn't be made to feel almost as though it's bad to wear them? Masks seem like common sense to me."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel very anxious about catching the virus whilst I am either working as a teacher or while shopping at the supermarket. I am frightened about catching it and spreading it to my husband and children at home. I also feel sad thaT I cannot see my extended family and sad that the whole world is so different. I am hopeful though that the actions That my and I family are helping to improve the situation. I constantly feel anxious when I go out to the supermarket because although I am taking precautions, not everyone is doing the same. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I\u2019m extremely anxious and scared about the Coronavirus and the impact it will have on the world. I am worried about my elderly family getting the disease. I am worried about taking my son to the shop for food in case he touches anything. I also feel anxious about how long the lockdown will last and the effect staying at home will have on my mental health as well as a lot of others mental health. The world will be a very different place after this and society will have to learn to adapt. Also I am worried about properties and moving as I am meant to do so soon and wonder how this will be impacted."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am concerned that the true impact of the current situation is not fully understood and although the main focus at the moment is on the short term spread and death rate of the virus (which is of concern given a close family member works for the NHS) i am probably more concerned about the long term effects. Specifically the impact of the virus remaining the population and the potential for repeat outbreaks with resultant loss of life. I am also very concerned about the longer term impact on the economy, the impact of the government stimulus will have on future government spending, social support and tax requirements. In particular I\u2019m concerned that further rounds of austerity may be required, or that inflationary or deflationary pressures may arise which require further government intervention which may further impact our way of life. Fundamentally I\u2019m worried how the current situation may impact it will have on the world in which my children will grow up.\nI also have some concerns over the potential for social unrest should the current measures be required to be in place for longer or require tightening. I worry that this has the potential to impact our democratic way of life in the medium term. \nI guess I also have concerns about how governments have reacted to the situation and the potential for the rise of nationalism.\nLots to worry about and probably a bit depressing now I think about it. \n"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel that the corona virus is scary because it has taken many lives and also negative,y impacted businesses. It means that I can\u2019t have a social life and not see my friends in person as places of social recreation are all closed and I can\u2019t go about doing my daily hobbies and tasks. It also feels weird as the city feels unnaturally quiet and docile, because everything is being stripped back to the bear minimum. Finally I feel it\u2019s also effecting people\u2019s finances as there are mass job losses. But having said all that I feel that there is a silver lining because people are somewhat saving in a way and also the fact that low paid work is seen as the backbone of societal progress and continuity "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel worried and anxious, predominately about what the future holds. Whether I will still be employed soon and I\u2019m also worried about my husband/children and family that live further away. It makes me feel sad thinking about people who are less fortunate and don\u2019t have enough money or have lost jobs. I worry about the impact on their children. It makes me really sad and it also angers me that I can\u2019t do anything for them to help them. I fear for my mental health, I fear that this is now going to deteriorate as I\u2019ve recently moved areas and I don\u2019t know when I\u2019ll be able to get treatment again. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel anxious about what will happen to the economy, whether I will have job to go back to and if I will be able to pay my bills when my furlough has ended. I'm scared that i will get Covid 19 and not survive it, even though I am not in an at risk group. I'm even more scared that my eldest grandparents or my mum who has MS will get it and not be able to fight it and will not survive. I'm worried that people are not taking the lockdown seriously Nd are still going out and socialising and therefore risking the spread of the virus."}, {"index": 21, "context": "This is such a difficult position to be in. It is definitely the uncertainty of not knowing when this situation will improve that I find most difficult to handle. I am scared that my family, my loved ones or myself could catch the virus. Reading the daily gloomy news from across the globe is so sad and makes me feel incredibly helpless. Knowing that I will have to do the weekly grocery shop soon feels me with dread. I also find it hard to explain to our children what is going on. They are way too young to fully understand, but they know that life looks a little different right now. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "Back in September i was made redundant, now I worry about the future for me and my kids as there are very few available job opportunities and to more and more people with much better qualifications than me applying for any job they can in order to make ends meet. I think at the moment i feel like a bit of a failure, i know being made redundant was beyond my control as it was due to a company breakdown due to Covid-19. There is still the feeling in my head that I should be in work again by now but it doesn't seem to matter what I apply for, replies to my application are never given. \nAs for my feelings towards C-19 as a whole, i am fed up of lockdowns, tier lists, shop closures and school closures. I have been fully supportive of all the measures taken so far and follow the guidance whenever I can. I find myself getting really annoyed and angry when I see groups of people in the street or walk past a house that is having a party. I honestly blame these people for making this situation drag on as long as it has done. The reason i am so fed up of the measures now is my general feeling towards these people that break the rules, thoughts going around in my head such as \"\"Why should i follow guidance to protect those that aren't willing to protect their selves and instead put other people at risk.\"\" Well, I will continue to follow the guidance in hope that these people don't completely ruin our efforts. Not for myself or those that won't give the same curtesy but for those that are vulnerable. \n\nThank you for the invite to the study.\nSM"}, {"index": 23, "context": "On the positive side, the closure of my University has made passing my year a little easier. That is the only good thing to come of this. \n\nAnd on the negative side, I am unable to receive any financial aid due to being a student. I would normally be working part-time along with my studies, however I am currently unable to do so as my place of work is closed, putting a pretty hefty strain on my finances. I'm also extremely anxious about going out, even though it's still very necessary for getting essentials. \n\nFinally, the uncertainty as to when it will all be over is rather concerning. I understand that it's impossible for any government to provide a solid date, but when you're told 3 weeks, 6 months, 1 year, it starts to take a toll on your mental wellbeing."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I just wish it was over but it won't be till some ppl stop breaking rules iv had s family member been in hospital for months cus of covid. I been working from home mainly for months now and it feeel like bring trapped in prison I just want a bit of normaliy . My child is going bk to school next week and I hope the teachers and students stay safe but my daughter says that some teenagers don't care so much they seen to think there invincible which just ain't true.\nI can't wait till we can go out for meals go out clothes shopping. Go on holidays even simply just to be alowed to see family and friends"}, {"index": 25, "context": "Unsure as to what may happen over the next few weeks. \nWorried about family and friends and have the added anxiety from being asthmatic.\nFeeling not enough is being done to prevent the spread, too many people still outside at all times walking around as if there isn't a pandemic.\nI think that government really needs to step up and take action as there is not enough care being provided for the elderly and homeless.\nI'm glad that people have finally stopped hoarding bread and toilet paper and that I can actually make a full meal for the first time in weeks.\n\n"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel that my govenment is doing a good job to try to bring the situation under control. I feel anxious to know when this will end but calm that my family will be ok as we are at home and not putting ourselves and others at risk. I feel anxious about other members of my family that I can't see at the moment but we are in regular contact. I also feel annoyed at people who don't follow the lockdown rules as they are putting others at risk. I am thankful to all the people who are still working and putting themselves at risk."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I'm anxious about catching covid and so tired of dealing with this, of restrictions, of isolation. I'm angry at the people breaking the rules and at Boris Johnson's government for failing to take the needed steps to protect us. I'm sad that the situation is continuing to happen and continues to take more and more valuable times from my life and that of my family and friends. I'm lonely and frustrated and bored but I'm also anxious about trying to go back to normal. I................."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel right now that the situation cannot be helped, and all we can do is try our best as a community to prevent it from getting worse. I'm encouraged by how people have been coming together and supporting vulnerable people, but disheartened by people who seem to treat this as some sort of holiday and won't stay at home.\n\nOn a personal level my employment and income has been effected, and I haven't seen my family in months, which is worrisome. I do not have children so I have no need to worry about them, but I am deeply concerned I may not have a job in 3 months time if things continue, which would be disastrous for me on a personal and professional level."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel like the Corona situation has been going on for far, far too long and it has gotten to the point where it has entirely exhausted me. I no longer find myself entirely missing things I could no longer do during the pandemic, but instead feeling a strong ache of sadness whenever I am reminded of them, such as when I call my friends. I am anxious that the vaccines are not the miracle fix-all that many seem to think they are (despite the fact that they will help the situation considerably) and that many people no longer take the coronavirus seriously and will cause further problems and outbreaks."}, {"index": 30, "context": "My anxiety levels have gone up as I fear for my elderly parents and young children. I worry about the finanical fallout from all this as my partner is currently furlonged and bills still need to be paid. i feel extreme;y stressed as I have to work from home using unknown technologies all while having to answer questions from the general public. I feel aberhension at the thoughts of this continuing for a long time. I worry about how this is going to effect my childrens educations especially my youngest as he was just about to sit exams to decide what secondary school he could attend"}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel not enough is being done from a government point of view as so many people co to us to \u201cbreak\u201d the rules and put other people at risk. \n\nI fear for our NHS and the fallout that is yet to happen. I worry more young adults like myself will die. People don\u2019t seem to understand how serious this is and what could happen.\n\nOur economy is also suffering greatly and I worry about all the poor people who have been paid off or are self employed. I know money can\u2019t just magically appear but I feel the government could do more to support these people."}], "length": 5161} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Isolation and staying at home is very depressing. The information we are flooded with on television about dead people is even more depressing. For this reason, I feel very sad and desperate. This greatly affects my emotional health. And in addition - the financial shortage.\nTo constantly live in fear, to have our rights restricted. It is also not normal for children not to go to school. The government should change the measures and provide other ways to fight the virus. Now everything must return to normal."}, {"index": 1, "context": "at the moment i feel frustrated the main reason is the slow pace of lockdown and the continued high death rate i am hopeful that in time the vaccinne will work but it does seem sadly a long way off.my work duties are tied to home working and i find it hard to keep interested in my work at this time luckly i am on full pay so that helps my income and outgoings ,my family are returning to school soon and my partner is arranging childcare for the next phase of the normalilisation of the siduation.the children going back to school should help to make things easier as they are bored and home schooling is a nightmare"}, {"index": 2, "context": "It\u2019s exhausting in many ways after a whole year of having to socially distance from people, working at home with constant video calls. I feel hopeful that we can get back to some sort of normality again, see people etc, at some point in the future. Vaccines are very hopeful and positive. It\u2019s frustrating to not know when that time will be but understand that for the good of everyone it is what it is.\n\nI don\u2019t have anything more to say but trying to make up the 500 characters and again trying to make up the 500 characters. Want to say something meaningful."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am anxious abot whether we will go back to normal as the road map plans out. I am worried they will have to change the plan if numbers spike again. \nI am also excited about the prospect of normality! I just had a baby and so am desperate to see family, attend groups and be able to meet others. This lockdown in particular has made me feel very isolated - previously I was working full time and am now on maternity leave and have to stay home for most of the time. I hope the vaccine programme helps us out f this mess but also feel anger towards the government that they have helped add to so many deaths."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I'm rather lucky in be in a situation where I don't have to go to work, I don't have any underlying health issues, and I live in a less densely populated area/town. So in a sense I have been feeling a lower level of fear about the corona virus, because my chances of coming in to contact with the virus is a lot lower. However, I worry for my elderly relatives despite them taking the advised precautions, and I worry for friends who do still have to go in to work and live in an area that has a high amount of cases."}, {"index": 5, "context": "It has caused me anxiety and sadness, as I'm unable to see my partner, family and friends being that we are on lockdown. I'm also worried about my dad catching it, as he is high risk with having lung problems and poor health anyway. I worry too about the effect on our mental health and economy, many people are losing their jobs and small businesses will be affected too. Thankfully my job isn't affected as I am a key worker but my friends work in retail and hospitality and they have been unable to work because of it. It is also a strain on our NHS, which has not been funded properly for years "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I mostly feel worried about the virus as it has not infected people I love. I am also angry about it because there are people who arent taking it seriously which is stopping it from dying out. There are still people who are going out and not staying at home in the middle of a pandemic. This frustrates me because I have spent the last 20 days at home and haven't even stepped foot outside when there are people going to parks and stuff. that's awful and it angers me so much. somebody in my family is also infected by this virus and seeing how easily it took her health frustrates me even more because there is nothing that I can do about it unfortunately."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am fortunate that Covid has not hit my family hard, but the financial knock on effects are being felt which are causing the anxiety, as we cannot progress with extension or re-mortgage due to being furloughed. \nGenerally most days the household is happy as we try to keep it balanced for the kids, and it helps that spring has arrived and we can enjoy the simple things like time in the garden finally. \nIts been hard this past year not to see family, cannot wait for the restrictions to be lifted so we can finally give my parents a cuddle."}, {"index": 8, "context": "Forced to stay at home and not go anywhere.\nI very worry about my work. I may lose my job because of this epidemic. I am afraid of losing my savings. The stores lack food. Permanent queues. I am afraid our medical system may not cope with many patients\nI constantly worry about my parents.\nI do not like this situation, I am rather afraid of what will happen in the future.\nI have a state of constant anxiety because of the epidemic.\nI'm worried about my family.\nIt is very boring to stay at home without work"}, {"index": 9, "context": "The corona virus situation is a serious matter that has poses a threat to many people's lives, knowing this makes me anxious. This anxious feeling expands into the unknown regarding the situation, we do not know for how long this situation will be going on for. I am annoyed with those who do not follow the government's lockdown and social distancing rules and those who are panic buying for no reason, whilst the rest of us sit at home bored with limited social interactions. Despite all this, I am currently relived to be healthy and not be suffering from said virus due to government intervention. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am anxious about being redeployed in my job and not knowing what to do and meeting new people \nI am angry at too many people still going out in the sunshine; I want them to stay home as much as they can; no one should be out apart from certain reasons\nI hope my family and friends stay well and do not get affected by this terrible virus\nI fear them getting ill at this time\nI hope the prime minister gets better and gets out of hospital soon \nI am worried about it spreading on any surface and knowing what to touch "}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel okay about everything at the moment because the vaccine rollout feels like we are finally coming close to the end of it. I am hopeful that things will be back to normal this year even if it isn't end of June like the roadmap is aiming for. I can't wait to get my vaccination and to see people, do nice things and go on holiday again. Even the thought of being able to have people round in the garden as the weather starts getting warmer at the moment is lovely and I'm excited to just get a little bit of normality back with that and then the gym and shops opening in the next month or so."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I really feel a bit happier that things are a bit better than say over the last Christmas period. Consequently, I think that recognisable improvements will be seen with increasing frequency as the vaccines take hold & immunity in the population builds up. That makes me feel more hopeful than I have been since it all started. I don't think we'll be completely free of its effects for a while however, if at all. That makes me feel apprehensive about what problems it could still cause. Additionally, looking back from the current time, the sheer amount of heartache, pain & death Coronavirus has caused makes me feel somehow very frustrated and monumentally sad. I almost can't process just the amount of negativity it makes me feel really."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Sick of being stuck indoors because idiotic people cannot follow simple rules. Worried because my mum is still going to work and that she might catch the virus. Absolutely fed up of being at home with nothing to do and not being able to see anyone. Lost my job and sick and tired of having no purpose at the moment when I wake up of a morning. Annoyed that people are still venturing out and not social distancing which means this will just drag on even longer! The PM needs to fully lock the country down and he should be hanging out massive fines for people breaking the rules. Not a measly 30 quid fine. Nobody will listen until more strict rules are enforced. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I'm still concerned that we're opening up too quickly, our government seems to fold every time the business sector even mildly leans on them and it just gets us in a cycle of lockdown, then reopening, then infection rates predictably soaring, then lockdown again. We would probably be in a much better place if restrictions had stayed somewhat strict until vaccines were ready and at least partially rolled out.\n\nOther than that I'm not especially looking forward to finding work again and feel rather down on myself for not making better use of my free time."}, {"index": 15, "context": "i am very anxious about the corona virus situation and very frustrated when i see so many people disregarding advice out congretating and enjoying the sunshine. i feel angry that people are acting this way when others like myself are following the guidelines. Their irresponsible behaviour will affect us all and make the situation worse and last for much longer than is necessary. I am very worried anout my elderly relatives and keeping them safe will get harder as the situation lasts longer than it should. i think my country should be on total lockdown for longer for quanartine situation to be effective."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I'm scared that I may lose loved ones or my job. I'm scared I may lose the roof over my head. I'm scared that life isn't going to be as we know it even when the lockdown uplifts. I feel a global economic downturn worse than we have ever seen before is on the way and we are just not prepared for this. I hope that I am able to see my family soon and that people stop being selfish and see this as a holiday.\nI hope that the death toll reduces and that more people's families and lives are not affected too severely."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I\u2019m scared how long this will go on and how it will effect the economy. We were due to move in to a new build on the Friday after lockdown and this has now been delayed for the foreseeable meaning we don\u2019t have a house and don\u2019t know if we will have jobs to buy it after this has gone. Our mortgage offer will expire and as we have both furloughed we may not receive another mortgage offer. This was supposed to be our family home. I\u2019m also concerned about the spread of the virus and how this is possibly going to be contained in any way shape or form. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel a bit hopeful as I will be getting my first vaccination shot this week. I also feel frustrated that things have not opened up yet in my area here in Aberdeenshire where the numbers are very low. I also am fed up with such emphasis on the schools whilst the rest of society is suffering. I am hopeful that this time next year we will be back to a bit more normal life. I am angry at those who had flouted the rules and continue to do so as it has meant longer in lockdown for all of us. The thought of getting back out there once things open is also a bit more daunting. Will I be safe? will there be another lockdown? How will I adjust after staying home for so long. I am very sad that corona virus has stopped me seeing my family for over a year now. I miss them."}, {"index": 19, "context": "hope it slowly eases my sister is a nurse and I worry about her health with her having kids but other than that Hope Borris takes more care of himself and he recovers well. People just need to stay home and heed all advice that the government give out to us. \n\nPlease don't sunbathe I know its really nice out but it doesn't help the rest of us staying in, Also if you find yourself needing loo roll you are not ill with corona and you are likely suffering from a stomach bug which is going around (I have had it and I feel rough after it) "}, {"index": 20, "context": "As a teacher, life has not changed much. We are still working and welcoming all children back in on Monday, this is worrying as I don\u2019t know what I will be coming in to contact with and then bringing home to my family. My parents look after my children while I work so I do not want to put them in any danger. My sister lives in the states and I am sadden that I have never met my nephew. He was born during lockdown and for obvious reasons we cannot see her. I obviously do not want any one to get ill or die for this virus but I would very much like control of our lives back."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am anxious because i think the plateau we are in is going to lead to a false finish. People are going to see the numbers this week and then start forgetting about social distancing. I imagine another spike in June and then maybe another in octobre. I fear that next winter is going to be the \"\"real\"\" hit, when we think we are past it and stop taking precautions. I dont expect medicine to be available for a while because vacines are hard and rushing them through will cause more damage if they end up hurting people or not having a good enough efficency to curtail covid."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I'm feeling very anxious about the number of deaths and my perceived inability to prevent myself catching Coronavirus. I am staying at home with my family, have kept deliveries to food and essentials and have only left the house to deliver food to my parents and my mother-in-law, who are both on the extremely vulnerable list. \n\nI have been very angry in recent days at people who have been ignoring the social distancing rules - specifically my neighbour who had a small gathering (of at least three different households) in her garden at the weekend. It makes me very sad that some people have such disregard for others' health and safety."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I'm feeling slightly worried about this but overall optimistic. I'm worried as if my dad gets it he has an extremely high chance of dying as chemo has left him with an extremely weak immune system, but I'm feeling optimistic as we're all coming together as a community and are working together and I know that we can get through this as long as we stick together as a community and as a team. Our governments have been doing all that they can and our essential workers and NHS and healthcare staff have been putting themselves on the line which is why I have hope for us that we will get through this."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel exasperated. It\u2019s been handled badly and people are getting to the point where they don\u2019t care. The focus is on the economy, holidays and money which I understand but they\u2019re rushing things and not making sure people are abiding by rules. It seems the country should\u2019ve been harsher at the beginning and reopening too much cause the second wave. The rules aren\u2019t clear and don\u2019t cover enough instances. The fear is that more things will be open and people will rush out and we will be back to square one"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel really conflicted - on the one hand I am worried about my parents and how my family would manage if I got ill. But in a very strange way, I am enjoying certain aspects of lockdown. Life is simpler, we are being kinder to one another. We have more time for domestic things. But then I feel guilty, knowing that I only feel this way because my life is quite privileged - how different it would be as a single mother living hand-to-mouth. I worry about how we can begin to resume life and about the people for which it will never be the same."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am hopeful that the vaccine has started to be given out in mass and this is the first time that the end is potentially in sight. However, I am still quite anxious about catching the virus as I am low priority to receive the vaccine and more people I know are catching the virus now than a year ago. This makes me feel anxious. \n\nI recognise that the end may potentially be in sight and this makes me happy and has given me motivation to carry on with life. The pandemic has made my studies difficult and I wish that normality would resume so that my education can be unaffected."}, {"index": 27, "context": "The Corona situation itself doesn't bother me too much as there are only a few cases in my area but since the UK has gone into lockdown I have become anxious about how it is going to affect my mental health and the mental health of other people in the country. I'm also scared that people living through domestic abuse are trapped with their abuser with no way of escaping. I'm worried that the government has failed to get the message across to the British public about how serious the situation is and how essential it is to practice social distancing. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am worried about the current situation. I am worried either me or someone close to me might get it and die. I am most worried about my wife who is struggling as she can\u2019t go out and is having to look after 2 small children whilst I\u2019m at work. I am also worried what life will be like afterwards. It all has to be paid for somehow and I can see some astronomical taxes and price hikes coming. Although I have a job for now as I\u2019m a key worker this will cost my employers a lot of money and I\u2019m sure they\u2019ll start looking at redundancies to save cash and I hope I won\u2019t be one of them. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "I am feeling fine. It is like living the dream. Now I have time for doing lotsof stuff I want to do before. Such as learning new things, reading new books, watching newseries and films. However, I feel a bit anxious as I am not a UK citizen who lives in the UK. I feel safe, but still being at home country is different. For example, health system is different in my country. They care more. UK system does not care that much about us. In my country I can get an appointment for the next day while in the UK to see the GP takes 2 weeks at least in normal times. Now, it is impossible."}, {"index": 30, "context": "Worried that others won't take lockdown seriously. Worried for my friends and family. Anxious that if anyone were to become infected that they'd be the small percent that would become severely ill and be hospitalised. The overwhelming impact this situation will have on the global economy is also another element of worry. Fear surrounding getting the infection myself and my body not responding as it should. There is an element that of relaxation in having a simple home life and knowing that during lockdown people are safer than if we were all wokrking"}, {"index": 31, "context": "I generally feel relaxed and hopeful for a brighter future for myself and the world ingeneral. I feel relived that vaccines are helping the situation, but still a bit apprehensive that the virus could still be c around and having an effect for some times to come. A at some times I feel better but if ib are e the news reports they can some times have a negative effect on how i am feeling at that particular time. There is nothing more i can say this covers my feelings on this issue completely."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I'm in the high-risk group so I am very anxious about the corona situation. I feel some relief that a lot of people are now being vaccinated, myself included as I have already had my first dose, the second is due in May. I worry about children returning to schools and college as my youngest will go back to college and she spends a lot of time with me. I want to be optimistic about the lockdown ending in June though I can't help but feel like this may not happen. There are still so many people who don't take this seriously & they are not wearing masks or adhering to social distancing etc."}, {"index": 33, "context": "I currently feel worried as the death rate and amount of people testing positive is still really quite high in all age groups. However, there is hope with people getting the vaccine but obviously it takes time to roll out the vaccine because everyone is just as important. I do feel that the government could have prioritised a different selection of people. Worldwide the vaccine is needed not just in the UK as this is a global pandemic, so everyone needs to work together. \n\nIn addition, it\u2019s worrying with the vaccine as we can\u2019t be 100% sure of the effects of it until years later down the line."}], "length": 4661} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Although I\u2019m still quite anxious I don\u2019t feel scared though, as I can suffer from anxiety in general life anyway, it\u2019s just more heightened now because of t the pandemic. However I am trying to keep positive and hopefully that the end is near or normality may resume in the near future now there is a guideline as to when things may be begin to re open but at the same time still remaining realistic as the past year as taught me things may not go to plan. This will hopefully reduce my anxiety caused by having the same repetitive routine day in day out for the past 12 months."}, {"index": 1, "context": "Anxious about will happen now and in the future and sad that a lot of people are dying and that the government didn't take much stricter actions sooner . I am very angry for those people who are still going out and about and sunbathing even though we are on lockdown. I feel for those that are frontline workers who have to work through this tough time risking there lives and the lives of their family and loved ones.\n\nI am also angry at the government because not enough people are being tested especially frontline workers like doctors, nurses, pharmacists and parademics, bus drivers and supermarket workers etc. They also don't have enough PPE to protect themselves therefore frontline workers are dying because of inadequate protection."}, {"index": 2, "context": "While I myself am not that worried about corona virus in general, I can't deny that I am feeling the strain caused by the outbreak existing. By this I mean that my country is currently in lockdown and the stress and anxiety of my household in turn gets absorbed by me as well. I find myself worrying for the mental and emotional state of my loved ones during these hard times. I can say with certainty that not everyone is handling the lockdown well and being stuck at home for long periods of time just makes everyone anxious and stressed. I believe the world will manage to beat this outbreak soon, as long as people cooperate."}, {"index": 3, "context": "As a route out of the pandemic looks likely, I feel that the Westminster Government is trying to shift the narrative over their incompetent handling of the pandemic, into one of vaccine saviour. I feel their lack of humility and honesty has adversely affected the public's confidence and uptake of the vaccination program. I am also very anxious over the financial and future life chances of the most disadvantaged in society. As modifications, to existing vaccines, are hopefully effective against new mutations of the covid 19 virus. An annual booster for the most vunerable may eventually be all that is needed to prevent any further national lockdowns. However I do not see the current Westminster Government \"\"building back better\"\" on idealogical grounds."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel very anxious about the amount of resources and man power available to our NHS which are essential to overcome this, but don't seem to be able to cope with the number of people getting ill due to the lack of funding and support given to the NHS over the last decade. I'm extremely worried about someone I love dying from this, and about accidentally passing the virus on to someone, though as far as I'm aware I've never had it. I'm very irritated by the people who refuse to take it seriously, and by those who put themselves above everyone else by taking an unfair amounts of food so that those in need or who are more vulnerable suffer. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "Generally I am very scared about catching the virus and becoming seriously ill and requiring hospitalisation. I have previously had pneumonia so the thought of a similar and potentially worse experience is extremely frightening. I also have two children who I am concerned about the effect on their lives of the restrictions and the lack of certainty over the potential longterm outcome. I am also stressed by working from home and simultaneously supervising my children so I would prefer to have the stress of working removed so that I can concentrate on just getting through it."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am quite concerned about the current epidemic. I hope that my family and loved ones will be okay and that no one I know loses their lives to the virus. \nI am also worried about the economic impact this crisis will have on the country. I am concerned my employer could make me redundant as a result of this. \nI hope life as we know it resumes before too long as I fine the confinement period a little difficult. I have not seen my family and friends for a while now and hope to be able to see them again soon."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel hope that the vaccines are here but I still fear going outside. I miss my friends a lot and it\u2019s starting to grate. I\u2019m irrational and irritable and I lash out at people. I want to be out and I want this stupid virus to be gone. I want to be able to travel. Or move where I want. I fear what we\u2019ve lost thus year. Will we ever get it back. Working from home has been okay, the technology has always been there. I hope it can carry on being used. If we are out of this in 3 months, I hope we can still have a year to remember"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel like it took too much for us to go into lockdown, which meant that it spread a lot more. The government also failed to recognise that opening schools would spread it a lot more and making the situation worse. This was then proved through the cases and deaths sky rocketing, which the government, once again, failed to recognise. There are also very ignorant people who still don't believe that covid-19 is real and think the government are trying to control them. Thankfully, the vaccine is being distributed to everyone at the moment, and, hopefully, the vaccine prevents the spread of corona virus."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am a little fed up with the Corona situation. It has made work a lot more challenging over the last few months and that has made me frustrated. \nIt also has made it harder to unwind since we have not been allowed out to see friends and family. \nI am optimistic about the future though since we now have a path out of this and the vaccination scheme appears to be working very effectively. \nI am looking forward to next month when we will be able to visit family again and stay away from home. This will be an opportunity to escape what has been a very repetitive life for the last for months."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel quite anxious and worried due to reading how so many people with no health conditions are dying.\nI am more worried about a family member getting the virus as opposed to myself.\nI do feel angry at the point that people are not helping themselves and other people by constantly being out and about in parks and large groups and not keeping the distance.\nI am very concerned about how the encomy will be able to recover from this due to so many shops closing and people losing their jobs which will cause such a major impact and will be so much worse than the 2008 recession."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel worried as even people who are usually healthy are starting to die. I feel sad for all the people that have lost their lives and can\u2019t have many people at their funerals. I also feel very sad for people who have lost their family. It is a very sad and worrying situation but I feel hopeful that things will start to improve. I am wondering about when we will be able to go outside and things are going to open again. I also feel anxious about my family and friends health. I feel sad for all the businesses that have had to shut and feel sorry for those people who have lost their jobs."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Really fed up can't even go fishing which helps my mental health. My eldest is struggling he has not been in school since last November and is struggling with working from home. Not even being able to just go for a walk without people giving you dirty looks it's turning people against each other. Not being able to buy stuff when you go to the shop and can't buy things because the government says they are non essential is crazy something that is essential to one person is not to another. It's frustrating not being able to browse and meet frienda"}, {"index": 13, "context": "Hoping people take in the advise to stay at home so as not to spread it more. I went to get some food shopping and two runners past by me less then a metre away. Also hoping my family and friends stay safe. Would really like the UK government to step up the testing because a lot of people are going out shopping who are probably carryng the virus, at least testing frontline workers. Also I hope people learn from this and become more stainable with products then the panic buying wouldn't be a thing. I don't think people will change theirs ways but I'm hopeful. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am currently anxious about family living in different parts of the UK and abroad but thankful that I am able to work from home. Worried as I am classed as high risk due to underlying health issues. \n\nI am stressed that I am unable to get online groceries deliveries yet I am supposed to remain at home for 12 weeks due to being high risk, yet when I go to the supermarket, they are constantly sold out of essential items such as toilet roll and pasta. Panic buying is selfish and unnecessary and is detrimental to those of us who are unable to stock up for various reasons, Social distancing is not being followed strictly enough in the UK compared to other countries such as Dubai. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am fairly happy but I have been going out each day, usually for a walk but sometimes to run errands for my parents who are remaining in their house. I am a little frustrated at the media portrayal of people just being out in parks as doing something wrong. The pictures clearly show folk sittling appart. It seems to me that folk with cash and big gardens are trying to shame people who don't going out and acting sensibly. I think the government are doing an OK job but I really hope they don't try to become more draconian. When oit and about it is nice that people seem to be nicer to each other and I am hoping that this means we are getting past the Brexit issues. Hopefully the loudmouths on both sides can fade into memory."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I think that the lockdown is being lifted too soon, especially when it comes to schools. I think that we should wait for more people to be vaccinated before things begin to go back to normal. If schools have to go back, then I think that teachers should be vaccinated as they are being exposed to high quantities of people and so should be protected. I am worried that the lifting of lockdown will lead to there being a higher infection rate again, which could lead to another lockdown that would continue to worsen the country's situation."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I stated I felt number 8 in respect of anger and disgust and that is aimed at people who are still socialising with various people and are ignoring the lockdown rules at present. I did not state number 10 for these two because I suppose I empathise with their desire to keep mentally sane by seeing their family and friends but I feel they are being unfair because the more of us that keep to lock down rules, the more positive our future will be with respect to Corona and the death tolls rising. \n\nI am anxious for each oerson's future and what this holds, especially my daughter as she is only 8 years old and I can tell is constantly growing fear rapidly, the more and more we hear about the effects Corona is having on people daily, all over the world."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am worried about the virus and the amount of deaths and the strain on the NHS and other businesses, I am worried that my partner may lose his job and I am fearful of my family catching it, I also miss seeing my family and wish I could be there with them now. I am happy and greatful that my family is safe and well. I know that this is not going to last forever and I'm hopeful that the future will be good. I am lucky to have a job I know is secure for the future but unsure about my partners job. I am hopeful that this will allow the government to see how valuable key workers are and appreciate the jobs that matter more than finances and business men. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I'm feeling positive about the vaccine programme and the plan to ease lockdown.\nI'm worried about the new variants that pop up and the effectiveness of the vaccine.\nI feel something should have been done sooner with regards to travellers entering and exiting the country.\nI hope that we have good systems in place and a better track and trace service so we can return to some semblance of normal life.\nI am getting married later this year which brings a lot of anxiety about whether the wedding will go ahead as planned.\nI have friends who are also getting married so I worry about if their plans will be affected."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I\u2019m Feeling a bit worried and anxious about corona. I\u2019m concerned that my sister will catch it and be seriously ill or die as she has congenital heart disease. I\u2019m also feeling bored at being cooped up in the house. every day is very repetitive with the same activities and I feel that life is just passing by.\n\nI am also annoyed at people who are carrying on as if nothing is happening as they are spreading the virus and will make us all stay in lockdown for much longer. I am annoyed at people going shopping to unnecessary shops to buy items that are not essentials. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel very frustrated that I'm isolating, and therefore cant see my family, and particularly can't help my grandma.\nI feel very grateful to the NHS workers who are so brave and putting their lives at risk.\nI am enjoying spending quality time with my husband and stepson, but we don't have a garden and I'm really missing the fresh air.\nI am worried about how long this will last for, and I am sad for all of the events that have been cancelled this summer that i was really looking forward to. I am disappointed to have had to cancel my holiday.\nHowever, I am grateful that my loved ones are safe and well, but I am worried that any of them will contract Corona.\n"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel worried and anxious although a sense of relief that having seen other european countries having reached peak that we will to. I know that this wont last forever and i cant control things outside my home but i can control my family and what is in my power to get through the worst. i feel the fear of the unknown is what is making it worse, not being able to plan things. i feel worried that when things to start to return to normal that im not sure how i will feel. i just want to be able to fast forward time when this wont consume my thoughts 24/7"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel very anxious and worried about the coronavirus situation. It's affecting my sleep and my health anxiety levels have definitely gotten worse since this began.\n\nI have also had to delete all social media and limit the amount of time I spend consuming news on the subject as I felt it was making my anxiety worse.\n\nI have also found spending more time indoors has caused a lot more arguing and feelings of anger to emerge. It's very hard to be stuck around people 24/7 with little to no break.\n\nWorking from home has also been a struggle as I do not have a quiet space where I can shut myself away from noise and distractions. I have found myself being interrupted constantly throughout the day when trying to work. This in turn causes more anger/frustration so there has been a few arguments about this particular situation."}, {"index": 24, "context": "More than anything I feel anxious. The current situation in which we're living and the not knowing what is going to happen in the future is very anxiety provoking. I am annoyed that the government took so long to enforce social restrictions and lockdown procedures, especially because we could see how severe the disease was becoming in other countries. Even considering trying to develop 'herd immunity' was a selfish bid to protect the econonmy over the health of our people. It lead to a delay in us entering lockdown which I fear will have significant consequences that will be highlighted in the total number of infections and deaths. Excuse my language but: #FuckBoris. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel like I am living in limbo due to the lockdown. Everyday seems the same and it is kind of depressing. I know it if for our own safety so I am happy to abide by it, but it is still making me feel really down. Also I think the press and media are scaremongering and creating even more fear amongst the population. I think it is the uncertainty of what is happening and what is going to happen which also creates fear and panic. I just want this to pass and for life to return to normal as soon as possible. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I'm extremely tired of being home all day, I'm tired of having my university experience being robbed and having pre-recorded lectures as an alternative, while still paying full price of the tuition fees, I'm tired of not having any motivation besides wanting to sleep through this until it's over, I'm tired of this routine of doing the same things for pretty much an entire year, now. I just want it to end at this point. It's been more than a year since I've last hang out with a friend or do something social, no person should live like this, the damage this has caused to my mental health is probably something I won't fully notice it until this is over, I spent my birthday this year alone looking at a computer screen. I'm fed up with how university still asks the students to have the same level of productivity, ignoring the whole going-on situation, as if this doesn't affect anyone, as if it is okay to consistently fail the students delivering proper education to the expected level, and pretend everything is normal as it is. Besides, the Corona situation having entirely messed up with any possible plans for the next years, the major anxiety of not knowing how things will turn out is not only crushing, but dis-motivating to the point of causing the naive hope of any decent future to die out and completely prevents any possible course of action, the previous generations won't know how this will feel because most of them already had their lives planned out, but will expect each and every one of us to be on our best behavior and everything about that makes me disgusted, this system is hell."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel really worried at the moment because nobody knows who\u2019s going to get it and how severe it\u2019s going to be in each insidividual. I also feel scared as nobody is aware of how to cure it or how to treat it and it is becoming a widespread issue all across the world and this is impacting not just me but everyone else about in the world and the country. I am happy that they are sorting out the test kits and that their soon will be a test kit out for people to see if their is a way of curing or seeing if you have had the virus which will be beneficially to a lot of people"}], "length": 4264} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Not to happy doesn't know when this will end just feel imprisoned. Just can't be socialising missing friends and family. I can manage to excercise and cycle. But miss the gym. Think alot of people are grumpy. Which doesn't help. As we're all in this situation together. Every thing seems to be coronavirus. You switch the TV on all you hear about. Just want positive hear they have a vaccination and cure. I am very anxious what is going on as everyone else. Plus I usually go cycling alot for days out but unable to manage that. I seem to be sleeping very well parhaps to much. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "My mum is a front-line worker and so I am perpetually anxious about her and my family contracting the virus. I'm extremely worried about my chances of survival if I contract it as I am chronically ill. I'm also deathly worried for my parents, who aren't really in the most at-risk age group but are still 'older' and my father has a history of strokes. It kind of feels like an inevitability that we will contract it and feeling like someone (or possible multiple of people in my family) could die feels like a mind-numbing reality. I feel like I'm sitting around waiting to die all the time. \n\nIn general the situation feels bleak. I feel like I have the most sympathy and concern for still-developing countries and refugees who are either displaced or people from war-torn countries. What hope do they have. The knock-on effects from this on a global scale will be so painful. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am feeling scared about the fact I don\u2019t know if life will ever return to normal. I\u2019m feeling lonely as I am on my own in my home. I am very worried about finances, especially as one job was due to end at the end of the school year but obviously I can\u2019t be searching for work to replace it right now. I am missing my friends and family and feel anxious when I think about the fact I don\u2019t know when I will be able to see them again. I have to go to the doctors for blood tests because of my underlying medical issues and had a panic attack actually leaving the house properly for the first time. Looking out of the window everything looks great and then suddenly you remember that things just aren\u2019t what you are expecting them to be, and it\u2019s terrifying that you just don\u2019t know what is coming next. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel anxious about the effects on my family as I am currently away from them. I am grateful that my job is safe but feel sad for those who lost their jobs. I am grateful that my family's business which is a convenience store is doing well and so is my brother's job. I am stressed about the pressure for me to go into work soon as I work in the NHS but am currently working from home which feels safer and more appropriate as I can still fulfill my job from home. I am also stressed as I am supposed to be moving out of my flat at the ed of May but everything is up in the air right now."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am scared by the uncertaintly of the situation and how heavily it has affected my life already. The UK is hardly in its hardest times yet so many things have gone wrong or have been negatively affected already. Personally, not being able to see the people I have been closest to recently is having a detrimental effect on my mental health, and self-isolation is proving to have an effect on my physical health. I wish to see my friends and to go about my daily life however I understand that these are things I will have to put on hold for the time being. I am just scared that others will not be so sensible and do not understand the consequences of their actions"}, {"index": 5, "context": "I worry about my financial situation, especially concerning student accommodation rents that are due and loans as well as the lack of work and employment out there at this time. I also worry for my family, friends and loved ones. As i have no real way of earning any money, I have incipient and increasingly worrying thoughts about the future at university. although one an say the world is paused which is nice, however at the same time its difficult as there is a tangible disconnection with people."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Mostly concern for the health of loved ones and anxiety at my personal finical situation, as a self-employed small business owner I currently have 0 income which is of course very worrying as the total bills all remain the same amount and equally require paying. My job involves entering peoples private homes which is generally not something people are happy to have happen at the moment, fully understandably so. However this does leave me in a very financially exposed position. I also have fear about my own health when/if entering peoples properties, even when keeping direct contact to an absolute minimum there are still risks of exposure.\nI also have an 85 yr old grandmother and we have a few small children in the family, obviously I feel concern for their health and well being.\nI am hopeful however that the situation will return to normal moderately soon and all will be well again."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am feeling anxious about the job uncertainty, the economy and the financial impact that the situation will be having on my family for some time to come. I am also very worried for my key worker relatives, especially my mother who is 60, I am slightly concerned about catching it as I'm pregnant and asthmatic. I am concerned about being able to get medication and food when my children are at home and I can't take them into the shops as well as who would be able to look after them if I was to become very ill. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "i feel anxious mainly about the economic impact of the coronavirus more than the actual illness itself. \n\nI think that the action of the government is good, but ultimately it's setting up the younger working generation up for years of austerity and there doesn't seem to be a clear exit plan from the lockdown. \n\nIt worries me that there doesn't seem to be enough PPE doctors and nurses and that there may not be enough ventilators when the virus peaks. \n\nI also worry about the mental health impact of the situation. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am just bored of the whole lockdown situation. I want things to be back to normal as soon as possible. I think it's affecting people's mental health a lot and we just need normality back. I want to be able to see my family without worrying about them getting poorly. It's not fair for the kids either. They've not been able to do anything fun for a whole year now and it's sad to see. I just want the vaccine to be rolled out as soon as possible & lockdown restrictions lifted so we can start getting our lives back on track."}, {"index": 10, "context": "A lot of anxiety for the health of my friends and family, namely those who fall into the vulnerable brackets or have underlying health conditions. Fear, sadness and also the utmost respect for the health workers on our frontlines. Under paid and under appreciated for so long. Anger at the current government doing the bare minimum and being applauded for \u2018trying their best\u2019 - that isn\u2019t good enough when their inaction is killing people and their vague rules easily misinterpreted. Is the message stay home at all costs, or is it \u2018go for one run a day\u2019? It just doesn\u2019t add up. Furious at people who continue to flaunt the rules. But mostly just anxious, tired and sad and ready for this to be over so my friend can get the chemo she needs hopefully before it\u2019s too late (at the moment it is all on hold for at least 3 months because she is deemed too high risk). \n\n"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel fearful for mine and my family\u2019s health and well-being as many people have suffered from COVID and have had long term health implications since. I feel anxious that things are not yet back to normal and not knowing what will happen in the future. It\u2019s difficult not to be able to plan to celebrate important moments with extended family. I feel sadness because I feel over a year has been taken away from us all and we\u2019ve all been trapped in a cycle of lockdowns which improve the situation with regard to protecting our physical health but it has a detrimental effect on our mental health. I feel anger that there is little support for the many experiencing poor mental health and physical health (long COVID or non COVID related) at this time."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Corona does not worry me that much per se - one can die from the cancer, stroke or heart failure anytime so additional risk does not affect me much. Initially I checked the websites that track corona cases/deaths multiple times per day, but by now I probably got used to the situation and become less concerned. I am worried a bit about my older relatives, but they seem to be even less concerned than I am. \nI am more concerned with longterm economic consequences of the situation because I am the only breadwinner in the family.\nI live rather solitary life, so my daily routine almost did not change. I hope things become better by summer."}, {"index": 13, "context": "i am worried about my family's health and the state of the economy. i am worried about my nan and older relatives. i am worried about how long this will last and when things will get back to normal. i am worried about the elderly in society and people who have nobody to talk to or help them. also how it has spread around the world so fast it is very worrying and it can affect the global economy. will the nhs be able to cope in this situation. what about the education of children and their gcse and alevel results going to university"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am feeling very anxious about everything right now. I don't know how my degree is going to pan out or where I am going to live. I am anxious and scared about the safety of my parents who are at risk.\nI feel angry about the whole situation - I can't go home and see my friends, I can't visit my family, I cant finish my degree. I feel lost and sad and upset but there's no one that I can blame for it.\nI am anxious every time I leave the house because I am scared that if I come into contact with people that I will get ill myself, or that I will pass on the virus to people that would be dangerously affected by the virus. I have been anxious and paranoid and washing my hands until they bleed. I am scared about when this all passes, as I can't remember what life was like before this and how bad the economy will be afterwards."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am stressed as i do not know what is in store for the rest of my degree. I have no motivation to complete my assignments. I don't think its fair for universities to expect us to produce the same quality of work. I am also worried for my grandparents, who are high risk. But in general I am hopeful that it will be over soon. I am avoiding excessive exposure to news outlets, as i do not want to increase my anxiety surrounding the situation. I am aware of the seriousness of the pandemic, but i feel others are not taking it seriously. Therefore, it is quite stressful, as the minority are really letting us down."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel anxious because it is so unknown and I do not have much trust in the government after their cuts to the NHS. I worry about my family since some of them are high risk, but I am not too worried for myself because I am healthy and young. I miss my partner who is in another country and whom I may not see for many months. However, I am not concerned for the fallout post-coronavirus because that is out of my control and I will just be happy to be reunited with my friends and girlfriend. And a small part of me is fascinated by witnessing a crucial historic moment unfold before my eyes."}, {"index": 17, "context": "At this moment i time i feel relaxed, i am doing everything i can to protect myself and the people i love and care about. I am staying in and only going out to replenish food supplies every 10 or so days. I feel that i am doing everything that i physically can to protect myself and my family. I am not as anxious as i was last week, i can see that people around me in my local area are also keeping to the rules and advice from the government about staying in and everyone seems to be practicing social distancing. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I\u2019m worried. About infection reaching my family, particularly my high risk vulnerable dad. \n\nI\u2019m worrying about money. I\u2019ve lost most/all of my self employed projects, and the fear of how long this is going to go on for is enormous.\n\nI\u2019m sad. I miss my friends. I miss having a hug. \n\nI\u2019m currently classed as a part-time key worker in a supermarket, but customers aren\u2019t completely adhering to the social distancing rules and it gets me very nervous. I can\u2019t afford to not work. I fear for my family, and should anyone get ill, would it be my fault? \n\nI suffer from a few chronic conditions myself, so I\u2019m not entirely sure how I would even survive the virus to be honest. I\u2019m previously diagnosed with contamination/health OCD, so I\u2019m pretty impressed with how I\u2019m handling things so far. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I have stopped watching the news as everything being shown is negative. Several people have recovered but we are not told this. Since I have stopped watching the news I am less anxious. The public are not taking this serious as people are still going out in groups. I think the government should be stricter. I still have to go to work as I work in the NHS and I like that I still have a routine so I understand it can be hard being stuck home. We need to stay in unless we're working or have to buy essentials to ensure the virus doesn't spread."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am loving working from home - it was the break from the office I needed and I am gutted that I will have to go back to work soon. I have been able to save money and also focus on what I really want to achieve in life and I love having clear goals for the future. I am enjoying spending all my time at home as I get to spend time with my two year old - it feels like I am on maternity leave again. But I am worried about catching the virus and passing it onto loved ones when the lockdown is over and how it will impact on my job in the longterm."}, {"index": 21, "context": "Hopeful for the future because of the roll out of the vaccines. We need some sort of semblance of normality by Sep 21. 2020 and 2021 so far have been utterly dreadful and wasted years. Hopefully when the nice weather comes people won't be silly and ignore SD rules, fines should be far tougher with more stopping of cars and motorbikes who are quite clearly flouting the rules. Passports should also definitely be mandatory for those who choose to be vaccinated, this is a civic duty that should be mandatory for everyone."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel anxious and worried about my family and friends. I worry about all the people I know and love who work for the NHS. I am scared of leaving the house, scared for my own health. I don't enjoy going to the shops at the moment as it feels really scary and like people don't respect the distancing, they all come too close and I get scared. \n\nI have been ill and was worried the entire time that I wasn't going to get better. My chest was painful and it was scary not knowingwhat would make me feel any better.\n\nI am angry and frustrated by being stuck at home. I keep arguing with my wife"}, {"index": 23, "context": "For all the technological and scientific advances that the human race has made, most societies still function through exploitation of people for the main purpose of personal wealth. Its about time we focused more about looking after all aspects of life on our planet and less time and resources on disposable consumer goods. Viruses will devastate the human race during a time in which the world is driven by consumerism and globalisation. We care less about the preservation of the only known planet in the universe to contain life and more about exploiting its limited resources for profit. Unfortunately, I am a firm believer that we will lack the knowledge and resources to combat a more serious virus in the future if the global community doesn't shift its focus away from capitilism in its present form."}, {"index": 24, "context": "For me, I feel a great deal of sadness of everything that we've missed out on. A whole year, gone. I still worry about the threat of Corona virus and the impact it would have on my family, it is like a ticking time bomb. Hopefully when we look back, the time will seem shorter than it is. At the moment, I feel quite relaxed but the longer it goes on, the stranger it is. Eventually, I hope that life will return to normal and that I'll be able to return to my parents' house, that they'll have a relationship with my son."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am worried about my friends and family. I am also worried about the economy short and long term. I am worried about holidays that are booked - we currently have 3 this year that we must contnue paying for without knowing if we will be able to go or get out money back for them. I am worried about money as i have had my wages reduced and my partner is self employed in construction. This all leads to the worrying about the future of my household. The NHS is doing an amazingly great job but I worry about the strain on them. My anxiety is pretty high at the moment and I hate not being able to go out. I am hopeful that this will not go on for much longer as I miss my family and friends"}], "length": 4000} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel that the institutions of government and the media have quite likely put a lot of people in danger. The government has been woefully unprepared to deal with the situation and the media, for the most part has been unwilling to ask serious questions about this and put the required pressure on them to sort it. The fact that up until two weeks ago, the strategy was to be focused on 'herd immunity' has been completely memory holed and the shortage of protective equipment for NHS workers has been obfuscated by constant repetition of the phrase 'whatever it takes' to pliant journalists. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am concerned about how many people are getting it. I feel anxious that I can\u2019t be with my friends and family and I\u2019m scared they will contract coronavirus and I won\u2019t get to be with them. I am angry at people who are abusing the system and still going out. I worry about the future of society. I know my job is safe and I am grateful but I am worried for those who have lost their job. I fear for the brave key workers putting their lives on the line and risking everything to save the population. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "Angry at the government for the propaganda and trying to defend decisions they made that were wrong - they should just say they got it wrong. They should not be politicising this. Hopeful that people are trying so hard to help, the health service workers, teachers etc. Worried about getting it as I have asthma and I don't want to make my kids worry about me. Worried about the future for job prospects, education, finances. Hopeful that this could bring about social change once we get through it. Glad that my mum died recently so doesn't have to go through this. Concerned about how I will cope getting back to normal when this is all over."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I'm worried that I may get it badly and wor't be able to breath. I also worry about my family. We are living in uncertain times. I don't feel at ease and often feel anxious. I also miss going out to visit family and friends. Things just feel strange. I'm also worried about money and bored. Wondering when it will all end. It dosen't feel real. It feels like a dream or a movie. The street seem very quiet. I have started to hear the birds singing more though, in the morning when I wake up I notice it. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am quite frustrated at with all the restrictions, and disruptions. Planning for the future is so challenging. It is as if my life is in limbo. I am looking forward for all this to be over, and life to return to normal. \n\nI am also employed as a front line health professional, work is just so draining, there are demands from the public, there are extra demands from my employers, there are also additional challenging demands put on us centrally from the NHS, yet there is not enough support, and this is really draining. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am more relaxed now compared to a few months ago, as vaccines have started to be administered throughout my country. I am still worried about the spread of new variants of the virus, but I'm mostly more optimistic about the direction we are heading to eliminate COVID-19. \n\nAt this moment, I'm still worried about loved ones who are vulnerable to the effect of the virus and ones that work for the NHS. I know some acquaintances who have been affected by the virus and people who have died from it, so I have taken extra caution to ensure I can minimise the chances of contracting it and spreading the virus to vulnerable people within my family and within my local community. \n\nI have taken a very cautious approach to the outbreak and have mostly reduced my hours at work."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I have mixed feeling at the moment, all is so uncertain here in the U.K. as well as in the rest of world.\nThe kids are about to come back to school and I get worried about my husband - who was declared \u2018key worker\u2019 since he works for the government at the begin of the pandemic. He\u2019s been going to the office all this time and kept safe especially on public transport. Is that social distancing will be kept? I\u2019m not sure - people are being shortsighted, they think that cause they took the vaccine is back to normal life in a flick of a switch and they are not respecting social distancing or even wearing masks anymore. People are already breaking rules after rules, and that makes life harder on people that can\u2019t work from home and needs to use public transport. \nAt the end of the day, I just want myself and my family and friends to be kept safe, as selfish as that statement might be."}, {"index": 7, "context": "feeling boxed in like i should be doing more. theres all this time now to get stuff done but little motivation. the prospects of not being able to work all through summer is deffinatly worrying. mainly because im missing out on this great experience, i really need the money for tuition and it will look great on my cv. \n\nits also very sad the images of people dead as the death toll increases, all that sadness. I have read all these stories of how this has been really good for the environment and i think to myself where peoples priorities lie. truthfully maybe so, but i would hope all resources and media coverage wold be going towards shedding light on areas where covid-19 has left communities lacking. raise awearness on how to provide medical equipment to hospitals and food to the needy.\n\nNow my feelings towards the current economic effect; firstly I dont know much in this area. from the little i know, i figure the government should worry less about the hit the economy will take post covid-19 and focus on taking care of the needs of the people on a personnal basis. because no matter what the citizens will remember this and can channel this back when its time to re-build the economy when this is all over. God help us in Jesus name."}, {"index": 8, "context": "Anxious about the children going back to school as I really want to get out of lockdown soon. I'm hopeful that restrictions will begin to ease soon but I'm worried that cases of Coronavirus will continue to rise again when the children are back at school. I've had Covid as well as the vaccine so I feel I'm quite safe from the virus. It's exciting that people are beginning to get the first doses of vaccine and I can't wait to be able to do things again like go to the pub, eat out in restaurants, maybe go to a festival or go on holidays abroad."}, {"index": 9, "context": "Really concerned about health of vulnerable family members and my own health. I have already lost one vulnerable relative to coronavirus and have many elderly relatives and vulnerable friends. I feel some anger at the inadequate and delayed Government response to the virus. I am anxious about the economic and social consequences of the pandemic with one daughter furloughed with her job at risk and another trying to follow a degree course through online working with no university contact. I am also concerned that a small number of individuals are not following guidelines for social distancing."}, {"index": 10, "context": "i feel like nothing will ever be the same again and that humans will take a long time to get back to some form of normality.\nI am fearful for my parents health and wellbeing and it is very frustrating not seeing friends.\ni am hoping that humans will learn a lesson from this and fund the correct things in the future, like research, medicine, hospitals etc.\nI have seen the best of and the worst of the human spirit recently with a rise in crime =s like theft from the poor but also seen some great volunteers out there helping those in need."}, {"index": 11, "context": "The Corona situation has been going on for a long time. I feel the government hasn't really supported the self employed people to well. I think this is forcing me to rethink my career and opt for something else. I'm also feeling depressed and unmotivated to do things. Everthing seems like a big effort. I'm hoping the vaccines will have enough of an impact to change things for all of us in the long run. I've also been disappointed with people's selfishness during these times as evidenced by the panic shopping over the last year. It makes me trust people less."}, {"index": 12, "context": "If people are smart and follow the guidelines of staying home and only going out for essentials then I think we will be fine. The economic impact of this however, is what worries me.\n\nIt is a very strange time and a stressful one sometimes. Everytime you leave the house, you have to be on your guard and avoid people, especially when grocery shopping.\n\nI really don't have anything else to add nor does anything else come to mind. I really don't have anything else to add nor does anything else come to mind really. I really don't have anything else to add nor does anything else come to mind really. \n"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel disappointed in my countries response, more should of been done sooner similar to the South Korea response, and more support for workers should have been given rather than having to rely on companies being sensible. It has also made me more annoyed at other institutions, such as my University and the overall funding situation. However I am hopeful that it should blow over relatively soon and I do believe measures need to be taken that will affect me to protect others. I do wish this urgency could be used for issues that would be more likely to affect me as well."}, {"index": 14, "context": "i am worried with the opening up of the country that the virus numbers will rise with more varients arising and more people being ill.\nIts hard to know how we are ever going to get back to a normal way of life, and I can see this going on for over a year with different countries re-infecting us. I have a young grandson that we have never had over for the day or to stay, and when my daughter returns to work it is going to be difficult for everyone, people will stop taking as good a step to make sure they dont get it, if they are vaccinated they wont be so concerned with not catching it"}, {"index": 15, "context": "Coronavirus is a virus none of us understand. That is why I am very worried. The scientist believe they know what they\u2019re dealing with, but yet haven\u2019t found a cure or something to slow down the virus. I live with my grandmother who is very old and has health conditions. I am not leaving the house for anything, not even food; we get that delivered. I make sure to wipe everything down that comes into the house. However I am doing all of this, and we still have the public going out in groups and seeing their friends/families. The government need to crack down before this virus kills every last one of us. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "i am anxious about what the future holds regarding the virus. my parents are 70+ and I am pregnant due in august. i want my family to remain safe. i am fearful of the unknown.\ni also feel angry that help is not getting to those who need it most. my neighbours at in the at risk group, one has COPD and yet they are unable to get online groceries having not previously registered, whilst my neighbour the other side stockpiles. everyman for himself?! of course i have offered to help my vulnerable neighbours as much as possible and its nice to see how relieved my neighbour looks when i offer help."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am quite worried at the moment. I have not been sleeping well, which is quite unlike me. My dreams are rather scary at the moment. I do feel a sense of relief when I wake up in the morning that I don't actually have to go into work, but then I remember the reason why, and I get quite anxious. I am always thinking, what next. All through this though, I try to reassure those who are older and more vulnerable than I am.\nI would hope that my anxiety level doesn't cross the telephone divide as I wouldn't want them to know just how scared I am. I am also wondering if I should discuss with my family about whether I would want to be resusitated if the worse should happen."}, {"index": 18, "context": "i feel very sad and have lots of anxiety at this moment in time, but i am trying to keep a good positive attitude and hopeing that this is going to end right now, it to me, is like a bad dream and out of one of the sci fy books i read, i still can not believe what is happening and i cant see any thing positive happening right now. feel sad for people who are ill and losing loved ones and know it could happen to me and my family at any time, sad for my daughter who can not work right now as a flight attendant as she loves people, but happy she is safe and we are all alive"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel like we are nearly at the beginning of the end of the pandemic, but I recognise that we still have a long way to go before life gets back to normal. \nI am weary of working full time throughout the whole pandemic, it has been relentless and it is getting even harder as we need to maintain compliance with government guidelines.\nI am long for gatherings with my whole family, going on holidays and having carefree days out.\nI feel sorry for my youngest sister who is missing out on a crucial time in her social life, to develop and create new friendships with new people in her year at school.\nI appreciate the simple things in life a lot more than before."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel that this has been a very hard year and the lockdown that took place over the last few months was the hardest of the three because of lockdown fatigue and the cold weather. But now I feel grateful and hopefully because I've had my Covid-19 vaccine and have been lucky enough not to lose any friends or relatives to the virus. I am looking forward to seeing friends and family again but I still feel scared that I could lose my job if the economy doesn't pick up again and I also feel scared that another virus might come along."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I think it\u2019s very worrying. It makes me anxious that my friends and family are key workers and exposed to the virus whilst I\u2019m in isolation. It makes me sad that I cannot see my loved ones and that I can\u2019t go outside for anything else than essentials. \nI do feel however that I\u2019ve had more time to spend with my fianc\u00e9, as he usually works all the time. Now we have the chance to spend time together. \nI fee that I am trying to eat healthier as I am doing less ex cerise due to the lockdown situation."}, {"index": 22, "context": "i think this is a very worrying time and i am confused as to how we are going to get out of the situation - the lack of clear ongoing plan other than lock down worries me. i am also worried for the health of my family and friends - not just physical health but mental health. its been very difficult to explain to my seven year old daughter. i am also working full time from home, home schooling and caring for three vulnerable family members who are in shielding. very difficult time for me and my immediate family. i dont want to go outside but have to daily as i need to care for others "}, {"index": 23, "context": "Scared - currently showing symptoms so I am self-isolating. As a carer & student nurse, I wish I could work as I\u2019m worried about my patients but I also know how important it is to stay away from others in order to reduce the spread. I am worried about those I care for (I predominantly work in elderly care so my patients are very vulnerable with lots of pre-existing conditions); my family and myself. \nI hope my husband and I can use this time positively at least and not just watch tv! I\u2019m worried about my husband as he is currently furloughed and clearly feeling low. All the usual things I would suggest to help can\u2019t be done at the moment."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am upset about the delayed action taken and about the risk front line staff are putting themselves at because the government have failed to prepare by stocking up on equipment and other things needed. I'm am concerned about the deaths to come and that the public are still not taking the situation seriously. I am concerned the PM is unwell and could die through his own foolish ignorance and the economic impact this entire event will have on the world. I am concerned for my job and my own wellbeing and health as well as that of my family I am worried about what the future will hold. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I woke up today feeling very anxious and I haven't been able to shake it off all day. I am hearing more stories about people dying. These aren't people known to me but friends of friends. It all seems so close to home. \nI have a pain in my chest when I get anxious and I have been feeling it all day. \nI went to the post office earlier and most people are taking the social distancing seriously but the ones who don't really wind me up and it makes me feel worse. I asked a woman to stand back and she rolled her eyes at me and it made me so cross. I wanted to have a go at her but i didn't want her talking in my direction because the disease might be airborne and I don't want to breathe in her breath. \nIt's horrible because I feel out of control and that's what gives me the anxiety. I feel safe inside my home but when i have to go out it's horrible. \nMy kids are ok, they don't seem to mind but I am really feeling the pressure to home educate and carry on working. My eldest has extra help at school and I am worried he will fall behind because of this. \nThat gives me extra anxiety.\nAlso the age gap between them (3 years) makes it hard to do home school because the youngest is 4 so he ends up watching tv half the day which makes me feel like a terrible mother. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel a little bit worried about how long we will be in lockdown for as a lot of businesses will go bankcrupt. The health of the majority of the country could seriously deteriorate and people will probably develop mental health problems from staying in all day which makes me feel concerned.\n\nThere is also a Great deal of uncertainty about when the restrictions are likely to end which causes me to feel a little anxious and nervous.\n\nI feel concerned about the elderly population including my parents who are both in their 70\u2019s and not in the best of health currently."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel anxious that I, or someone close to me will be seriously harmed due to coronavirus. I feel angry at others ignoring social distancing rules. I feel anxiety over the uncertainty of the current lockdown. I have been surprised at how I have enjoyed spending time at home though, getting to see my partner and pet more often and working from home has sometimes been more enjoyable than being in an office setting although the lack of choice in the matter is frustrating. Social media has been difficult to use in these times as many people are taking to their profiles to rant and scare monger theories which I don\u2019t think helps the situation. It\u2019s important for me to stay realistic in my mindset to reduce any anxiety I have. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am concerned that nobody knows enough to guide us through successfully and so all action being taken isn't necessarily correct.\n\nI feel almost as if we are free falling and hoping for the best.\n\nStaying indoors can not be effective when household members are key-workers. we are permanently at risk here despite staying indoors and I am anxious.\n\nWhat happens when it's time to rebuild the economy and how do we know when is the correct time to do this. What if it's too soon and we risk a new wave of the virus."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I am mostly worried about the future and not so much about the present or about actually catching the virus (thought that is still a slight concern). Since a large part of my life and my family's life revolves around the airline industry, I am worried about jobs and what the future may hold as I was just starting to gain qualifications towards working in the industry. Also, the majority of my family lives and works overseas, and with the border closures we are unable to see each other in person for the foreseeable future, which also causes us concern. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel frustrated because a lot of things have been taken away from me, such as my ability to see my friends and family, to go to classes, to take part in exams. As a final year student, this is exacerbated since I won't be able to see some of my classmates indefinitely and the change in assessment style is stressful. It is also frustrating that not everyone is taking the lockdown seriously, which makes it more dangerous for other people and it will prolong restrictions for longer than necessary - it makes the effort that I'm putting into adhering to guidelines feel futile."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I'm frustrated at people in the local community not taking the situation seriously, they are taking their whole family to the shops, breaking into closed parks and putting other members of the community at risk. \n\nMy daughter is in the high-risk category which causes anxiety and concern. We've been advised not to leave the house for 12 weeks. \n\nWe're trying to help people in need and my partner is going to run a marathon around the garden, we're hoping to raise money for the local families who are struggling to feed their family. \n\n\n"}, {"index": 32, "context": "I do feel anxious about life returning to 'normal'. It's been a year of living like this and I almost feel like this is my normal now and I'm anxious to go back into work and socialise again. I'm worried how my life might change as I've become used to this way of life. It would be lovely to see friends and family once again and hug relatives but I am anxious to go back to work as my work-life balance and mental health has improved significantly since working from home. I hope employers see this as a good opportunity to allow more remote working to better the well-being of their employees."}, {"index": 33, "context": "The government have done nothing but jeopardise peoples health and safety whilst trying to save their own careers and line their friends pockets. A lot more could have been done much earlier and we wouldn\u2019t have so many deaths and our economy would have recovered much sooner. After all that\u2019s been done they still refuse to value the NHS offering pittance when they should be doing all the can to prevent the next pandemic by supporting our health service. We are now the laughing stock of the world."}, {"index": 34, "context": "People in the UK are conditioned into thinking that they deserve certain freedoms without accepting consequences of their actions. Too cavalier about rule breaking and doing nonsensical self gratifying gestures like clapping. Simply put the United Kingdom has got to over 100,000 death through nothing but incompetency and corrupt politics (Westminster) let's not do token gestures anymore and actually learn to behave like adults. Fines only discriminate against the poor unless they are proportionate (ie Rita Ora's ridiculous conduct)"}, {"index": 35, "context": "I currently feel very worried and scared about the whole situation. I will be glad when everything calms down and hope we can defeat this virus. I have elderly relative and family on the front line therefore I am extremely worried for them and their safety as well as my own health. I do hope that the public start to listen more closely to the Government guidelines to help prevent the spread of the Virus. I agree with the arrangement to close down most stores apart from those providing essentials and decision to ask the public to stay at home."}], "length": 5316} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am mindful of the risks of COVID and have done all I can to minimise exposure for myself and family. As we have people who are high risk in the household we have been shielding. Lockdown can be difficult mentally, but I understand the need for it and I wish others were mindful too as I feel we, as a nation could have had fewer casualties if people, inc the govt had acted with a modicum of common sense. \n\nI am now waiting to hear when the vaccine will be available. I have no issues with it and will take it in the hope that we are taking steps to getting back to a new normal."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel apprehensive, worried more about vulnerable friends and family and people I cannot travel to see. I am annoyed at the lackadaisical attitude of some people from all generations who are not following advice. No government in the world has experienced this before, so time will tell which have made the best decisions for their population. \nI am worried about my income situation in a few months time, paying rent and getting food when others buy in bulk. I am conscious that it is difficult to force people to stay indoors and I know people whose jobs cannot be done online who have had to relinquish their jobs because employers are not classed as essential."}, {"index": 2, "context": "At present I am incredibly worried about the COVID-19 situation and very worried about contracting the virus as I am a high risk individual. I am also very sad due to the fact I am unable to see my partner during this time and haven\u2019t done so for 3 weeks now. I am currently unable to go to work due to being high risk which is incredibly frustrating as I am a key worker and as I am currently on statutory sick pay which does not cover my monthly bills. I\u2019m hoping that this pandemic will be over as soon as possible. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel anxious for what is to come, scared that people I know may be seriously ill or die. I am annoyed that some people aren't taking it seriously. I feel scared to go to the supermarket. I am worried about the impact it will have on my job currently and on its future. I am sad that I cannot visit any of my friends and family at the moment. I wish I had an outdoor terrace or garden and a dog where I live. I am unsure how long this will all last for. I miss the simple things in life. On the other hand, I am enjoying being less busy and taking time to relax and do the things I always put off because I don't make time to do them."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Deep-seated hopelessness; I'm someone who is chronically ill, with friends and family who have their own health concerns. I worry constantly for them, and especially for the one who most helps to look after me and the family, and for the people I can't be with in-person. It's a heavy blow to my depression and anxiety, and the past few days have been a struggle with many intrusive thoughts that worsen with each news story. Being stuck inside, in less than stellar conditions, feels like it's choking me."}, {"index": 5, "context": "It's dangerous and is not being taken seriously enough. People are still ignoring the lockdown rules and I am sad because I am stuck in my house alone and if they keep doing this I am going to be alone for a long time. I wish people would take it seriously as my university has been cancelled too which is stressful as well. I am sad that the lockdown is being extended as my first holiday in over 10 years is being cancelled and k was really looking forward to it as a celebration of my graduation. I am disappointed that I never got to say goodbye to my university friends and I will miss them"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am hopeful that this will be the last lockdown, however I do not fully trust the government. I have been working through this lockdown as a key worker (special needs teacher) so although my job has changed in its approach I have had routine etc. I have not struggled with this lockdown as much as others, however I do want things to ease so I can go see family without guilty (even though they are my support bubble) and have plans to look forward to. I have been following government guidance and may continue to do so even when life is 'back to normal' such as social distance from people I do not know. When out in public (such as running) I see people that are not following guidance and it makes me annoyed"}, {"index": 7, "context": "Hope it don\u2019t spread again because of the new strains and we would have to quarantine again.Hope there is no long term side effects from the vaccines. They also need to stop letting people in the country without doing the proper tests,Because when we get a strain that mutates that the vaccine don\u2019t work we will be back to square one. To many people died because things wasn\u2019t done properly and people made the wrong decision or not quick enough. Families broke up a lot people being left on there own especially the elderly. Also A lot of vulnerable people who need help can\u2019t get the help they need."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel a lot more relieved now than I did a year before especially with the vaccine and employers allowing staff to work from home. A lot more relaxed since schools open tomorrow so less pressure to home school and so that\u2019s one more load off my mind. It\u2019s been interesting to see how women have borne most of the pressure during this pandemic and now with IWD looming there\u2019s the challenge to change include more women in leadership roles to help make policies that are favourable to all including women."}, {"index": 9, "context": "Terrified of Corona virus. It has already taken one member of our family who was practising government guidelines . The state of the country and what we have to do to survive this is frightening and where we will be at the end of it. i worry for my children and grandchildren , finding it difficult to sleep and i am in here for 12 weeks without seeing them. I want to believe the government are telling us the truth about figures and equipment being sourced but it is hard to believed them. We have had different figures etc from different people . I also know the government said there were no corona patients and there was because a family member ( a nurse) works with the patients . It does not help with anxiety or trust"}, {"index": 10, "context": "The situation at the moment still seems slightly hopeless. I struggle to see a clear way out of it that doesn't end with huge amount of deaths and a decimated global economy. Even if we do get through this we'll be paying back for years, with potentially decades of austerity measures. Obviously human life and health comes first though. I feel a bit sad and angry that more wasn't done sooner by governments to combat the spread, as they were equipped with more than enough evidence. But i mainly feel anxious, scared for my family, and completely unmotivated to do anything."}, {"index": 11, "context": "It\u2019s very worrying as you don\u2019t know how long this is going to go on for, we think my grandad may have Covid-19 and also has COPD so we\u2019re very worried for him. My children are bored and it\u2019s causing a lot of strain at home so I\u2019m feeling very stressed and I\u2019m also 5 months pregnant so I\u2019m worried about what this means for me when I have to give birth in August, I would like to have a home birth if covid-19 is still going around but at this moment in time my understanding is that they have put a stop to this due to staff shortage, I\u2019m worried about not being about to have my partner and my mum there as I know I couldn\u2019t do it without my mum. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel worried that we haven't done enough to contain this issue and that we started far too late. I'm worried for my parents who are at risk and for my job. I do not believe our government is competent or honest, I believe they have botched and will continue to botch this problem. \n\nIt's good that they've taken steps to help the economy but I imagine they'll need to go further. When this is over a lot of these measures should continue - to genuinely provide help in society for those that need it most. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "Absolutely terrified, felt like I had coronavirus but was never tested for it. Deeply anxious and very isolated, feeling quite sad as well as th eWorld is at a standstill. Know many people through social media/news who have been infected etc and therefore more anxious than ever. Furthermore really scared about getting help for future medical hospital appointments, as it feels like there\u2019s a greater risk of contracting it by attending those. Haven\u2019t stepped out of the house in 3 weeks. Worried about university (it\u2019s my final undergrad year). I\u2019ve been furloughed from my work as well, so I\u2019m poor right now."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel as though I can\u2019t control the situation which is extremely stressful. I am hoping that we will be able to get through this pandemic as soon as possible. I miss family and friends who I\u2019m not able to see. I also feel angry to those who are ignoring the governments rules. I truly believe that we can get through this, but I do think it\u2019ll get a lot worse first, and I\u2019m not sure how well prepared I am to accept some of the consequences of this. I feel upset because important events such as my 21st birthday and graduation were coming up this year, and have now had to be cancelled.. however I do understand that there\u2019s not much that can be done. The most effective thing that can be done is a vaccine. I have seen that trials will be taking place, however by the time they will be available it could be up to a year, which if of course frustrating as lives are being lost. I feel as though the government are down playing the severity of this pandemic, and I think most people would feel more comfortable if they were more honest so that we can prepare ourselves for that."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel anxious for my older relatives as they have underlying health conditions, and about my mental health as I suffer from depression and anxiety and don't know what I will be like over the next few months.\nI am fearful over not knowing when everything will go back to normal.\nI feel sadness at not being able to go to university, socialise with friends or leave my house when i want.\nI am worried about my financial situation as I cannot work during this time.\nLonely as I live alone and cannot be in physical contact with my family or friends. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "At current times, I feel that the coronavirus situation is becoming progressively worse, most of all, I fear for the people who are not taking the governments advice, from my window i can see a large public field and there is many people walking and sunbathing on it despite the current situation, this causes me much anger as these are the foolish people who are preventing the government's measures from being as effective as possible.\n\nFurthermore, i feel that people need to start taking the coronavirus situation much more seriously, rather than treating it as a joke, i see people when am out laughing and making jokes whilst wearing their face masks, thisangers me greatly, not because i don't support the use of face masks but because it is a serious situation and they should just wear the masks rather than joking around with them."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel more hopeful about it considering there appears to be a light at the end of a tunnel. I am very tired and mentally drained as lockdown has taken its toll. I have friends and family who support me and I\u2019m still struggling mentally - I don\u2019t know how people lacking a support group must be coping. I am worried about my family catching it but the vaccine has alleviated those worries slightly. I just want something to look forward to. I feel I\u2019ve lost a portion of my youth to COVID that I\u2019ll never get back."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I'm worried mainly. Both for my own and my families safety. But also for what this future and when things might get back to normal. I'm also angry that it has gotten to this stage, and some people are still refusing to take it seriously and follow basic rules which will help protect their own safety and the safety of others. This includes anger towards the government for not reporting things more clearly, and also not preparing effectively for such an outbreak. I really just want things to get back to normal asap!"}, {"index": 19, "context": "Its giving me anxiety especially with this new vaccine they come out with. I do not want to take the vaccine but I believe in the end everyone is going to be forced to take it. Its just been tested recently. We do not know if ifs gonna cause long term effects later on in life. I also do not believe the government and am convinced the world is run by sick people who just want to make money. They want people to die so they create illnesses. Then they create a \"\"vaccine\"\" that's gonna \"\"cure\"\" us but that's not true. If we all get cured and no one is sick how are they gonna make money? They want us ill. They want us to be like sheep following blindly. Anyways, thank you for joining my TED talk."}, {"index": 20, "context": "It is a worrying time for personal and professional reasons, but as a family we are trying to keep a sense of perspective. Health is the main priority- I am sad and frustrated at being separated from family, but glad if time with my children. I am worried about other family members with underlying issues, who are vulnerable, as well as another family member who works in the NHS. We have a close family member overseas who is in the final stages of a terminal illness and cannot get hospital care. It hurts not to be able to hold their hand and say goodbye. My eldest should be taking his GCSE\u2019s this year, which has generated additional anxiety and I was furloughed last week. There is much uncertainty about the future, but the fact that everyone is in the same situation makes it easier to bear. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel like it\u2019s a wasted time in many peoples lives that could have been prevented through simple empathy from government leaders. Logical minds told them this could be over with a full lockdown, but the economy took priority over peoples lives. \n\nThe pandemic has proven how incapable our leaders are, how little they care about the lives of those poorer than them, and this situation has gone on for way longer than it has needed to be. Many people are angry about the stolen time they won\u2019t get back."}, {"index": 22, "context": "At the moment I am quite anxious about the whole situation, it\u2019s hard to understand what\u2019s going on when there are so many conflicting ideas around it and how dangerous it is or the realism of figures. I\u2019m scared for my family and close friends, and it instills a fear into you whenever they report symptoms as now everyone is thinking that any symptom they get is coronavirus. I am confused about the figures, because social media and news outlets are showing them to be misleading in some aspects, so I feel like I\u2019m in the dark as well as everyone else about whether coronavirus is actually as bad as people are saying. However at this current moment, I am hopeful because today\u2019s figures have shown a decrease in the jump compared to previous days."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I have a young family and older parents, both of whom I'm really worried about. I know I'm in a fortunate situation because I haven't yet been impacted economically and I am trying to enjoy the extra time we are spending together as a family, but I am anxious about the long term implications especially with regard to my children. I am also worried about relaxation of rules which might put my parents at risk. I dont want to stay in longer than we need to as I am keen for my older son who is 6 to be back at school as I feel I'll equipped to deliver a terms worth of school and work full time. I am also concerned that he will miss so many social experiences over the summer. I'm concerned my younger son will struggle to settle back into childcare after spending this extended period of time at home. Both my parents have underlying health issues and I hope they stay well enough that they dont have to go into hospital at any point as I worry they would pick up covid-19 while there. I am also anxious that Boris Johnson is seriously unwell and the lack of leadership within govt if he isnt back soon. Not because I think he is competent, but at least hes not dominic raab."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel all sorts of feelings towards the Corona situation, firstly I feel anxious of how long it is going to last, when I will be going back to work, and when I would have some actual face-to-face interactions with my friends. I also feel sad because I had plans for the year, I wanted to start fresh, get a new job, maybe move house, go festivals and go on a few holidays. I also feel slight anger as I had gone to an interview for a new job just before the Corona situation and I still have not heard back from them as their department is closed, that feeling of just not knowing it upsetting, especially when being stuck inside all the time. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel annoyed and frustrated at all of the people who are ignoring the social distancing guidelines and putting more people at risk, especially when we are being asked to simply stay at home apart from a minor number of exceptions.\n\nI am retail supervisor, a key worker, so I am currently still working. I am amazed by the number of people who still flaunt the rules and find it difficult to hold my tongue and not call people out when they do not do as they are advised.\n\nWhile I am not worried about the personal effects coronavirus would have on me, my grandparents are both in the at-risk category and are shielding for 3 months, I am worried about how they will cope with isolating for so long."}, {"index": 26, "context": "Very Very anxious about work, about juggling family life, about my kids missing out on their lives. It\u2019s impossible to juggle everything and stay sane. We\u2019ve lost our first holiday in 2 years to this, and we can not afford another holiday and we\u2019ve lost all our money on it. I\u2019m Desperate to get outside properly and interact with family and friends. I\u2019m totally sick of this shit situation. I think there\u2019s a point that the economic fall out will be worse than the virus and I\u2019m very anxious about what the future holds financially. I\u2019m worried about my parents health but not about mine. I wish there was a way to tell who\u2019s had it so life can return to normal. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "Concerned for the health of others in general and more specifically my close family and friends. Concerned for vulnerable members of society and people who may be feeling lonely and helpless during this time. Concerned about my financial health short term and long term due to the impacts on the economy, a widespread recession seems inevitable. Concerned about long term impacts of the coronavirus even after the worst has past such as restrictions and major changes to daily life. Grateful for key workers, specifically NHS staff for bravely battling on to support others, they deserve endless praise. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am fearful for my children and grandchildren . I feel i am shielding but the children are back at school . I do not believe the vaccine is going to get us out off lock down any time soon and there will be another spike in the virus. More people are going to die because of this and the government should have acted sooner and closed all borders to foreign travel and travellers . Only good and medical supplies should be allowed across borders. I fear that this virus will last a very very long time."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I am at home at the moment, with my family, and none of us yet have experienced any illness.\n\nHowever we are all locked down in the UK at the moment and I am sad that I cannot see my usual friends and family.\n\nWe are making the best of it by keeping busy, and trying to eat well, but it\u2019s a constant worry there, as I have asthma so may not fade to well.\n\nSeeing the numbers of dead shooting up across the world every day brings me great sadness for those people and their loved ones, and particularly worry that it may also take someone I know.\n\nWe are actually quite content at home without thinking of the wider picture, and I feel that we are very lucky. We have enough food and things to keep us entertained, and we all get along very well, so actually spending more time together is very lovely, apart from the low level anxiety whenever we tv ink about what is happening."}, {"index": 30, "context": "when I am at home or in my local surroundings I feel ok, I am comfortable that i am complying with regulations and looking after myself.\nwhen i think about having to travel again for work, i feel sick and anxious, I do not want to be sitting on crowded trains and getting pushed at tube stations all to get to work, and put myself at risk.\n\nthese are risks I feel are not necessary and my Employer should take that into account. I have been able to do my job at home for a year, so why can I not continue like this"}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am anxious about what the future holds, and worried about family members becoming ill. I miss my family and friends and I find it difficult not knowing when I will see them again. I don\u2019t feel in control of the situation and I worry about how my job will change as I work in the NHS. I am trying to stay positive and take things day by day, and not reading too many news articles. I am at home with my young family and I am enjoying spending quality time with my husband and children.\nI worry that the government may not have control of the situation and there will be many more deaths. I also am angry at people who are not talk n the situation seriously and endangering others."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I\u2019m worried about financial problems me and my partner now face, I.e him having to take a pay cut while I\u2019m only getting maternity pay & wondering if we will lose the house and have to start from square one again! I\u2019m scared for my 5 month old son and sad this has been the start of life for him! I\u2019m also missing my family terribly, especially my mum who I\u2019m extremely close to, I\u2019m excited to be able to see her again when all this is over! I\u2019m also really anxious for my friend and her family as her mother has contracted the virus and is currently in hospital recieving treatment, we are all hopeful she is going to pull through "}, {"index": 33, "context": "I am anxious about the potential that myself and family will contract COVID. Generally I am more anxious about my family\u2019s health than my own. It makes me nervous when leaving the house for food etc. I am saddened by the news of deaths that I am constantly hearing. I feel angry at those who still go out and do not practice the distance rules. However I am hopeful that my family and I will all get through this healthy. Coronavirus keeps me motivated to eat healthier and stay fitter through daily exercise, however this is driven by anxiety of contracting the disease. Overall coronavirus makes me feel anxious and on edge. "}], "length": 5242} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Worried. I have symptons - my 14th day with a cough. I should be ok but this disease has a lot of unknowns. I'm better than I was so I am optimistic. I am worried for Boris Johnson our Prime Minister. I also worry about my family though they are fine at the moment. The economy is a worry and I dare not even look at my pension pot for fear how much it has diminished. I fear for the economy in the short and medium term and I feel so sorry for small businesses like garden centres. I am happy that the weather is getting warmer and that I can sit in the garden and also go for a walk and cycle for exercise."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am very worried about the future.I have 3 part timejobs but i'm not getting paid or furloughed from any of them at present I have diabetes so i'm classed as at risk..My daughter is stuck over 100miles away and a have lost a friend and relative in the past week . My brother lives in the USA where things are getting worse.The uncretainty is the worst part,nothing like this has happended before so no one knows what the future holds. Cant think of anything else to comment on at present, this is like doing an English assisgnment"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel frustrated that we are still experiencing the lockdown, but I do feel hopeful about the end of lockdown being around the corner.\nI feel guilty as I have been socialising probably more than has been advised, but I have felt this necessary to get through the difficult situation.\nI am worried for my family still but I am relieved that my parents, parents-in-law and grandma have had their first vaccines. \nWork is stressful but I am enjoying working at home more than I thought I would. \nI am excited to start making plans with friends again, to book restaurants and go to shops.\n\nI don\u2019t think I\u2019ll feel \u2018normal\u2019 again until we don\u2019t have to wear facemasks in public again. That has been stressful and makes me feel claustrophobic."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I\u2019ve been very relaxed about the whole\nSituation up until this week where it is starting to make me very nervous how it is developing. I am worried for the older people in my family and I am also worried that many people are still not taking this seriously. I really hope that we can still exercise as I am a keen runner and need to run for my mental wellbeing and I don\u2019t see how it effects the spread of I am alone and away from public. I have just heard that the prime minister is in intensive care now which is another reason for the whole country to panic "}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am extremely anxious and worried about the current situation as I am separated from my son and daughter. I don't know when I will next see them, this causes me great distress. I have daily conversations with my daughter, normally I can reassure her but this is something where I am totally out of my depth. Trying to be positive when I don't know myself how this will end. I feel sad when I hear the news and I struggle to concentrate on anything. I am continuing to work from home but not sure how long I will be employed for as I only started the job last month. I am extremely worried how we will all go back to normal life without catching the virus. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "Overblown and a tool being used by various world governments to control the population and economies.\nCOVID is a dangerous virus, but unless you have a pre-existing illness or condition or are in the unlucky percentage to be affected by it (like the flu), people recover or don't realize they even had it in the first place.\n\nLife needs to go on, as the current social, business, and government actions are killing not just economies the world over, but the Western way of life.\n\nI say this as someone who may be vulnerable to COVID compared to healthy people due to an undiagnosed, suspected kidney condition: it sucks for us/them, but life needs to go on."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel very anxious and worried about the future. I feel upset that I cannot see my family, other than my mother who I live with. I feel like it's going to go on longer then any of us are currently expecting and this worries me greatly. I feel scared that some of my family may catch the virus and possible die, especially my grandparents who are old and currently sick. I know that I won't be able to see them for 12 weeks which is upsetting. It's currently everywhere and unavoidbable no matter where you look. It's online and on the television constantly which means you can't get away from the constant stress and anxiety it causes. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "Very worried for certain elderly and compromised relatives. Can\u2019t see a good ending to this. I\u2019m fearful that elderly relatives will need to stay in isolation for many months to come until a vaccination has been developed and don\u2019t know how they\u2019ll be able to stay inside for so long. Anxious about getting enough supplies when supermarkets are struggling to keep their shelves stocked. Can\u2019t see an acceptable way forward because as soon as restrictions are lifted the virus will pass to the vulnerable. Anxiety that the fabric of society is disintegrating. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am frustrated that we are still in this situation. I am fed up working from home and having too much time on my own. Not seeing my work team can be challenging waiting on people to action things. I am annoyed that people still break the government's restrictions which are in place to protect the NHS and keep people safe. However, I am looking forward to being able to see family and friends both in my local area and further afield. Being restricted for so long allows me to value my freedom a lot more."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am very concerned about it all to be honest. am scare for my at risk loved ones, who are more likely to get it and suffer badly because of it. I am worried for myself, as i don't want to get ill either. I am scared about my work, and how it will affect the running of it going forward. I am scared about my place in the world. I am sad that i cannot see those who mean the most to me, and about all the plans that i have. Not only are they on hold, delayed or cancelled, but i a scared my motivation will never return. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I'm feeling less worried about it now than was before, especially as it seems now we have been through the worst of it. It's nice to know the end of it all is in sight and eventually life will go back to normal. However the idea of normality at the moment is quite overwhelming, and it's going to take a while to get used to it again. I'm worried about the job market as I graduated last year and am yet to find a job in something I want to do. I'm also worried about not having COVID as the excuse to not be able to do things or use when im putting something off."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I suffer with anxiety and feel that the current situation has made this 100% worse. It feels like it isn't going to end anytime soon and that concerns me as I miss seeing my friends and family. It upsets me that some people are still acting like nothing is wrong and are going about their daily business, this is only going to draw the process out for a longer time. I avoid watching the news as it is all negative and upsets me. I worry about my mum as she works for the NHS and is still having to do home visits. I also worry about both my nan's as they are feeling very lonely at this present time. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "I understand the need to self isolate to protect ourselves and others but I feel sad that I can't see my friends and family.\nI am living with my partner but I feel lonely.\nI am classed as vulnerable so I can't go to the supermarket and it feels like life is on pause.\nI am lucky that I can work from home, I have a house and I am not on my own but the uncertainty is worrying.\nI'm scared that someone I love will catch Covid 19.\nI have anxiety about when lockdown will end and how it will end - if life will be the same or not.\nI worry about lockdown ending too soon and a second outbreak happening - but how do we know when the right time will be?"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am worried about my mother who is over 65, and also feel sorry for her as she lives alone and hasn't seen anyone in ages. I am worried about caring for my baby. I want to go out and meet friends and go places. I am bored. I feel sorry for anyone who dies and their families. I am worried about the financial situation in the future and how we will survive financially in a few months time. I am worried I will lose a lot of work and also I was planning on looking for a full time job and I do not think I will be able to find one. I also feel sad for all the nice plans we had for travel and meeting up with friends that cannot happen"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel quite pessimistic in all honesty. I just feel extremely worn down. My living situation and finances have suffered a lot due to the crisis and I have become increasingly depressed and anxious over the past few months. I feel quite hopeless about the future and my prospects, despite having graduated my MA and feel that there is very little to look forward to. Coronavirus is not my only concern, but it seems to have negatively impacted every aspect of my life. Health, finances, employment, standard of living and future outlook. To be frank, I'm more concerned about my mental health and state of mind than catching the blasted virus at this point."}, {"index": 15, "context": "It's a unfortunate situation and has taken a toll on everyday life for normal people and has caused fear amongst them. At times I'm frustrated since the weather is just becoming beautiful and it's wasted indoors. At the moment I've come to accept the actions we have to make to combat coronavirus and I'm thankful for medical professionals who still work and get infected to treat their patients. I'm not really angry or sad but bored at times. Sometimes I feel frustrated since my education is affected aswell. I cannot study on my own will so it's hard to maintain discipline whilst being at home during the lockdown"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel anxious due to the fact that I know people who have weak immune systems. I myself would most likely be fine if I caught the virus, but I'm worried about people I know surviving. I'll be honest I've summed up my thoughts as much as I really can without just stretching what I've already written so I'm writing this to meet the character limit. I feel that five hundred characters is far too much unless you are expecting people to do exactly what I am doing. I just have nothing else to say but still need to get to the limit."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am very anxious about my future financial situation and commitments, if I am made to be on furlough too long. I am also concerned by the level of power the government is able to wield during the country's lockdown and fear it may develop into a police state. I am also missing my friends and colleagues during this time and my freedom to go and do what I want. I am also fearful that China will recover while the rest of the world is still going through the worst of it, which can leave us in an incredibly vulnerable position that China may wish to take advantage of."}, {"index": 18, "context": "Whilst I am sure the Govenment is doing it's utmost best, with Boris Johnson being in hospital the country must be worried. People who do not stay at home and follow the rules (not guidelines) are very selfish. We all need to work together to beat it, or we will be back to square one when the rules are relaxed. I am lucky as I have a garden, and a dog who needs an hour's walk each day, but am missing seeing my elderly Mum and other close relations. What is annoying me is other people down my road not following the rules."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am very hopeful and optimistic about the Covid-19 situation at the moment. With the vaccine rollout in the UK going very well, there is light at the end of the tunnel at last!I am hopeful thinks with return to some semblance of normality soon albeit with a lot of economic pain still to come. I am very hopeful that my financial situation will improve in the near future as this pandemic has affected my work very badly and I have suffered quite a lot over the last year. My anxiety levels have reduced with Covid cases going down at the moment and I believe a lot of my work will come back in the next few months as restrictions are eased gradually."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am glad that the number of new cases in the UK is decreasing and I am optimistic about the impact of the vaccine. I am somewhat happier that the UK government finally decided to implement lockdown this year and that it seems to be working. However, I am still worried about contracting covid-19 and having long lasting symptoms (long covid). I am also worried about the economic impact of covid as I have had difficulty finding work during the pandemic. And I am also sad because I cannot visit my family who live abroad."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel better about the general situation since the rollout of the vaccination programme. My personal situation is still difficult because my family are abroad and I don't know when I will be able to see them. I am also worried that I will not be able to find a job in the current economic climate. But the vaccination makes it seem like there is a light at the end of the tunnel, as long as people take it up. I understand now that we will all have to come to accept the 'new normal', and at the moment I am more worried about the climate crisis than I am about the Covid crisis and I hope that the agenda will return to fighting the climate emergency soon."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I just have no hope whatsoever anymore and its led me to not care about anything. \n\nIm not even looking forward to be able to go out again or see any of my friends because i'm so anxious i wont fit in any more and am no longer attractive due to every other girl spending their lockdowns doing makeup and putting up naked pictures for everyone to see. \n\nI have became silent and numb. I have considered self harm a lot and have a new extreme hatred for myself.\n\nAlthough i go into work in Tesco every day with a happy face and everyone views me in the way i've always been viewed as this happy bubbly person, but when i come home at night i just sit there staring at the walls feeling extremely sad. I was supposed to be off this week and am now choosing to work instead because i know ill just stare at the walls and cry."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I find it quite stressful and although I sleep and function normally it's at the back of my mind constantly. What worries me most is the financial aspect of it. Every time I read the paper and look at the latest numbers i feel sad and worried about the health of my family. In a weird way I also find it fascinating - the impact of the virus on the world is really though provoking and I often find myself thinking 'I wonder what will change after...' I really hope there is some silver lining somewhere."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I cry every day, and feel hopeless a lot of the time - the complete turmoil in routines and permanent uncertainty is really difficult as someone who's struggling to cope healthily with anxiety and an eating disorder, and my little time in nature each day is the sole source of solace at the moment. I deeply miss and worry about my family and feel terribly sad for everyone facing similar feelings and far worse. I am doing what I can to help, including volunteering, and trying to focus on work, though I feel frequently distracted, unable to focus, despairing, and though I can't concentrate a troubling amount of the time. I feel sorry for the country and world in the long-term as well as the current time. We need each other and connecting only online or by phone feels exhausting and draining too much of the time. I am grateful and feel lucky to have beautiful countryside around me and the ability to walk and run in it. It is one of the few calming presences in my days. I know there are many facing far more awful situations and feel guilty for struggling so much. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "The entire COVID situation is just completely and utterly frustrating and surreal. I would never have thought in a million years life would be like this. At the moment, I feel stressed and full of anxiety especially knowing this situation is not ending any time soon and the uncertainty is killing me. The uncertainty of things being able to go back to normal- whether that will ever be the case. The anxiety of what is to come- can this happen again? There are so many strains and other viruses that could potentially cause a pandemic again. It stresses me out knowing that I feel sad and lonely and very self isolated as I haven't met any friends and family- in fact I feel more disconnected to the people around me more than other. I am worried about my health and future prospects, knowing that all my plans for the future can be destroyed by it. it scares me knowing that so many people I know have died from this virus and no one is really safe."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel frustrated at how it's been dealt with by the government, how the public have been irresponsible and how rude they can be. But on the other hand the situation has also shown how the public can be kind and caring. I suppose you could say it shows the true colours of people in power and the public. We can only hope that people's memory aren't too short and that lessons cab be learnt from this and hope that the same mistakes aren't repeated the next time this happens. I, like many, am very much looking forward to being able to hug my family and to see live sports, go to the cinema, go to a restaurant like before the pandemic. I feel China have a lot to answer for and why aren't the questions being asked now by other countries."}, {"index": 27, "context": "Well, I feel anxious. I have kids and I'm worried about them and my husband. It's hard times for all of us and I'm trying to keep myself calm because of them but I can't help being worried about the coronavirus. I really hope that everything will be ok and we will be back to normal soon. Still, I am sad about all the people who lost someone they love. It's hard for the kids as well. My biggest one knows everything about the coronavirus but my little one doesn't understand why she cannot go to school and why she cannot spend time with her grandparents and her friend. We are all in this situation and I pray that it's going to be over soon."}], "length": 4278} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel that there will be a big shift in how things are done on a global scale after this pandemic. Viral outbreaks occur occasionaly in some countries and are often ignored by western society. With this affecting the westernised world on a catastrophic scale, there is a lot of anxiety on how things will return to some form of normalcy, both socially and economic. I remain relatively calm and try not to stress on things that are out of my control. I feel this pandemic does highlight the flaws of a monetary system of society, governments are bidding against each other for supplies and countries are becoming more insular. I worry about the time ahead and I think this will impact the western world more as it was caught off guard and unprepared to take measures over profit in the early stages."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel like it will continue and after life still won\u2019t be the same. I feel even with the vaccine there needs to be changes. There also needs to be changes in giving false hope that everything will get back to normal soon. I have worry and fear for my elderly grandmother and others around me that they will get sick. I have become fed up with lockdown and news on different channels and it has been draining this second lockdown. I do not like people are deciding to break rules because they don\u2019t care anymore and actually worry about some of my friends and family and helping there mental health"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am scared for me and my family. I have 2 boys living with me who I am concerned about and I also have a disabled daughter who lives alone who I am very concerned about. I don\u2019t want carers coming in but I can\u2019t do it myself so I have no choice but to have carers into her. But it worries me that she may contract it through carers. I am feeling worried and anxious but can\u2019t talk to my boys because I don\u2019t want to worry them about my fears. It\u2019s been a stressful time and homeschooling I am worried I can\u2019t help my child with that and he will fall behind "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I find the corona virus very scary as I don\u2019t believe the UK are very equipped. We seem very reactive to the situation. I am a key worker therefore that makes me more scared. With the recent news that the prime minister is in intensive care that scares me even more as that means his case must be bad, and he has been very active in trying to keep people calm and safe however he got it himself. I feel very anxious at not being able to go outside as I am stuck in the house which I believe worsens my mental health. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel nervous about certain family members of mine getting the coronavirus and also about the dire economic situation the country is going to be left in after. It seems inevitable to me that the poorest in society are going to take the brunt of any financial cuts that are made by the government after this is over as per usual. Bored is also playing a part in my psyche as we are currently locked down. It's not the most extreme of emotions and it could be much worse but it is rather unpleasant at the moment. The inconvenience when it comes to shopping for food and household iterms and having to plan ahead so much is also quite stressful "}, {"index": 5, "context": "Very worried not so much for myself but family members. Grandparents which are elderly. A father who is a delivery driver and out and about in it. The rest of the family work in education.\nFrustrated about the not known element of it - when will it end, how long will it go on for etc?\nFinding isolating and staying at home hard\nStruggling with lack of routine.\nI am a key worker but days are sporadic so its hard to adjust to different circumstances etc. I am a teacher and am now working in a hub school."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel so frustrsted, I want things to go back to normal. Majority of the population have now been vaccinated so I really do not understand why we are still living like this. I hate living in this way it makes me so sad. I think the government need to be honest as I feel we are all being strung along. I have noticed my own mental health has deteriorated during this pandemic. My work has also suffered. Everything has been hit hard. It is difficult at the moment to imagine that we will ever be normal. It really affects me with other people in terms of personal space."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am quite anxious about the Corona Virus. I have an elderly mother, she is 88 and has kidney disease. If she were to contract it I think it may kill her. Also I am 59 and have not written a will. If I die my personal estate would not pass to my partner. I intent to try and write a will using online services within the next few days. However my local community have been great at helping others. I so happy to hear about all their selfless actions. We all need to help each other. Stay home, only go out for very essential things. Look after each other. And if you need cheering up then watch a film, read a book, listen to music, play with your pets and if you\u2019re really desperate download tik tok!"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel very lonely and isolated. I'm not sure how I'll feel when everything starts to open again. I have anxiety of what the next few months bring. The situation is still very unknown and whether or not we are still in lockdown for longer. I have fear that maybe things we never go back to normal and everyone will have to continue living like this. I take each day as it comes and try to not think about the current situation too much. Although sometimes you can not help it as it is everywhere. My feeling at this very moment are very mixed, sometimes I'm happy that I'm working from home and I'm safe however at the same time, I'm very lonely."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel like we\u2019re going to have to learn to live with this virus and things are never going to be the same again. I\u2019m actually nervous about coming out of lockdown and scared that if life went back to \u201cnormal\u201d tomorrow, I\u2019d find it incredibly overwhelming. I don\u2019t like that I can\u2019t socialise or go anywhere but at the same time, I feel like I\u2019m never going to feel safe enough to do the things I did before. My anxiety is constant at the moment and I\u2019m not sure what the future holds for any of us. The vaccine is a positive but the new strains may make it redundant so even that doesn\u2019t feel so positive right now."}, {"index": 10, "context": "Seeing how other countries with higher populations are coping better with the pandemic than the UK (through lower daily cases and deaths) makes me slightly annoyed at how complacent people are when they are asked to think of others and just stay at home. The government response, and that of the opposition has been shambolic, with the vaccine roll out vastly differing depending on where you live rather than your age / physical condition. This makes me anxious when people who are too selfish to follow sensible guidance could infect me or my family before I get a change for my vaccines."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I have really bad anxiety about it all to the point where it is making me feel sick. The Prime Miniater currently has is and that kind of hammers home that anyone can get it (although we're not all shaking hands with covid+ patients so should be okish on that front). I'm worried about my family getting it as currently know someone who is in ICU suffering from the effects of it. I'm aware of how horrible the suffering is and I wouldn't wish that on anyone. I'm also anxious regarding my job and how this will affect it going forward. Will I be furloughed or will I eventually lose my job all together. My two year old is also struggling with not seeing his grandparents and it's beginning to affect me seeing how much he is confused and upset by it all. Could do with it disappearing and things going back to normal as soon as possible."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel fed up with waking up and doing the exact same thing everyday. I feel frustrated that there's nothing I can do about it. I feel anxious about what is going to happen over the coming weeks. I feel angry that some people seem to be ignoring the rules based on what I've seen on the news - if I am going to be spending my birthday on my own and not seeing half of my family or any of my friends, then what gives others the right to picnic in parks as if lives aren't ending every day? It is a really frustrating situation. However, I also feel excited when I think of the lockdown lifting and being able to see my boyfriend again. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel like a lot of people have lost their lives because of another countries actions. This is'nt new, buts its not due to a war, or a political fallout. I feel like alot of countries were too slow to act, mine included(uk) I remember worrying news and videos in feb from china, but nothing was done in other countries then. \ni wish we could learn from this, but i feel like history shows we wont learn. I feel like in a years time, if the virus has been contained, everything will go back to normal. rich vs poor, wars, political bulls**t."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am worried in particular about the long-term. I hope that normal life can resume quicker than I expect it too but only if it is safe for everyone. I wish that everyone would follow the rules, so that we can get through this quicker rather than cause more issues in the long-term. I hope that a vaccine will come sooner than the current projections. I am not currently struggling with the lockdown but moreso just missing being able to go anywhere I want at any time. I am having trouble trying to find some type of work I can do at home in order to earn extra money."}, {"index": 15, "context": "i feel worried about catching coronavirus before i get the vaccine. i worry about getting ill and not being able to look after the kids.\ni am also worried about new strains and whether the vaccine will be effective against them.\ni am looking forward to the schools going back though and things opening again in the next few months. i really hope there isnt another lockdown as this one has been so difficult. i am worried there might be another lockdown in winter as there migh be another strain or cases rise again. i am hoping things will be better in the summer."}, {"index": 16, "context": "It's changed how I've lived my life for the past year, but it's done so because I chose to willingly follow the guidance from scientist. It's important that I helped stop the spread, and protected my family and friends from contracting it.\n\nDespite doing this because I believe it's the right thing to do, it has caused anxiety and I haven't been able to go out much and see my friends. Now that vaccinations are being issued I hope things will start returning to how it was before, but I know it's still a long road. I hope that the current government learns from this when the next pandemic inevitably happens, and puts measures in place so we're prepared as a country."}, {"index": 17, "context": "Im feeling scared for mselfand children and extwnded family and friends. Im worried about my husbands job. Im worriedabout finances and how we will cope. Im worried about the childrens schooling as schools are closed. Im worried about food as certain items arent available. Im.worried about how this will affect everyones mental health. Im concerned about the impact this will have on the country and world as a whole. Im worrying about the day to day stagistics shown on the news. Im worryong about the stress on the doctors and nurses"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I have a state of constant anxiety because of the epidemic.\nI constantly worry about my parents.\nI am afraid of losing my savings.\nI very worry about my work. I may lose my job because of this epidemic.\nI am afraid our medical system may not cope with many patients\nThis outbreak situation is of great concern to me. Many of my friends have lost their jobs. The government is not helping. The money is running out. In the shops queue. Food is running out. \nBut I hope the situation will change for the better soon. And we will return to our old life"}, {"index": 19, "context": "The current situation is very bad, the pandemic has taken over our lives and lockdown makes it much worse. life is not how it used to be and theres not as much to look forward to. there is more darkness and a lot of anxiety surrounding the vaccines. I dont know what else to say, its bad for all of us, or at least 90% of us. I won't bother planning the summer or any holidays because its not guaranteed that we won't be in lockdown during that time. its difficult to trust the government at this point. A lot of people have been affected by covid, one way or another."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I still feel anxiety at the current time. I will be happier once I have had my second vaccine shot. My anxiety is lower than it was a few months back and I see light at the end of the tunnel now. I worry about my friends and family both in terms of their physical and mental health. I am looking forward to seeing my friends again in the not too distant future and being able to attend sporting events once again. I worry still when I have to take public transport or visit the supermarket but have been washing my hands in the correct manner and taking the appropriate precautions to try and reduce my chances of infection even further and will continue to do so until advised otherwise."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel fairly relaxed so far, although being locked for 3 weeks starts to take its toll and do miss social interactions. We do try and have some calls/videos with my friends as much as possible. Staying in touch with my family back in France is also important for me\nI feel a bit worried for older people at risk and that the NHS is being overwhelmed.\nI also hope things will get back to some sense of normality and not too many people will die as a result.\nI personally feel lucky I have a job I can keep and be paid."}, {"index": 22, "context": "Very worried about how much the situation will worsen and how to keep my loved ones safe. \n\nAngry about the number of people still failing to take it seriously and endangering others.\n\n Anxious about how to keep my little one safe and entertained whilst isolated.\n\n Anxious about my own job prospects and sad about not seeing the wider family regularly.\n\nSad for those in less fortunate positions who cannot stay safe, have no one and have lost their jobs.\n \nProud of the response of the government and nhs workers."}, {"index": 23, "context": "Feeling concerned about contracting COVID-19 as i believe i would be one of the ones hardest hit as well as my finanical situation once this is over which will take a hit. Feeling anxious about others, friends and family and people in the world who are suffering. Feeling disgust at politicans who play politics and think more about the economy rather than people lives and who make excuses and blame others. Concerned for health workers the world over and the lack of PPE and tests which keep dragging on. Worried that politcans who blame others including other countries will spark long lasting hostility once the virus has gone."}, {"index": 24, "context": "anxious about people dying before we get everyone vaccinated and also the ones that will refuse to take it, they should be made to. the government have also taken decisions that led to the death of thousands and yet still ride high in the polls, i am disgusted by this. they should resign. i am upset about the nurses being offered a one percent pay rise, all the empty thanks and clapping meant nothing to a corrupt, heartless money orientated government. \nThe vaccinations are going well but every action hasd been too little too late."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel very anxious, worried about the situation for my immediate family and especially older members. I am very concerned as I haven\u2019t yet had the vaccine but I am very close to getting it as it is currently being offered to over 60\u2019s and I am 50. I teach adults and some don\u2019t believe it exists and have said they won\u2019t have the vaccine. I want to keep my distance from people until I have had the vaccine. I have two boys who will return to school next week after the 3rd lockdown as I will also return to the classroom and hence risks increase."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel tired of the situation now I feel anxious about it ending and things returning to normal.I also feel hopeful that the time for things to get better is coming. I feel boredom at not being able to go anywhere. I feel resentment towards masks and I hate wearing them. I feel sad I cannot see my friends and do the things that we would normally do or go places we would normally go. I am tired of the situation and fed up of it all now and just want to return to some kind of normality and be able to go and do what I want and socialize"}, {"index": 27, "context": "I'm very worried about the current coronavirus situation, particularly for my family and close friends. I'm also concerned that we may not be pursuing the correct government approach, which may lead to a longer lockdown or greater number of deaths. It's very hard to know what to believe in the media, and the conflicting reports are making my anxiety worse. \n\nI'm also struggling with the lockdown, Although I am fortunate enough to not have to travel, the loss of freedom is affecting my mental health. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "The most difficult thing is not knowing what's going to happen next. It makes the anxiety much worse. I'm also concerned about the government's response as it seems lackluster at best. \nI'm also quite relaxed as most of the pressures/responsibilities in my life have disappeared. I'm really happy about how most people have acted as there is so much support and comiserating online and local practical support for vulnerable people. \nI am, however, angry at people who don't follow the social distancing rules as not only are they putting lives at risk but are only going to make all of this last longer and I have things to do."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I am concerned to a certain degree, although I feel this has lessened since last week, and the week before, when I felt much more anxious. This anxiety and worry is generally about the unknown, i.e. how long this will last for and the effect it will have on my finances. I do also feel a little anxiety in catching the virus itself as the supermarkets are busy and its very difficult to keep socially distance.\nI do feel this anxiety has lessened in the recent days due to being proactive with finding alternative business ventures and looking at a more long term view instead of just the next month or so. This has made me feel more hopeful and excited about the future rather than fearful."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am very worried about this corona situation. I have only been to the shop twice and I was so anxiety\u2019s and scared each time. I was scared about whether I would get it and also scared about what ppl would think about me being out and about. People who are not following guidelines are making me angry. They are the ones who are spreading these germs around and making this situation a lot worse. Lockdown is also going to be implementing more stricter guidelines. I am upset also that I have not been able to see my family. The are on isolation and I have had to drop them shopping off in the garden by doing this this made ya all very upset. I just want this to be over now "}, {"index": 31, "context": "Um, well it's nearly at the end... right? I dunno. I'm saddened by the loss of life, and the loss of lived-life. By lived-life I mean, not being able to live life as we normally would for about a year. Relationships, friendships, any other -ships have fallen by the wayside. Some have strengthened--true. But, our Arts industries are almost dead. What's even the point of being alive and human without art? I have depression. Have done for years. I take medication. So I fight a daily battle to try and find happiness--hell, I'd take even contentment at this point--or any kind of hope in an increasingly hopeless world. What even is the world, though? What is the point of it? Life just spontaned on this rock? Give over. I miss the cinema. Going to the cinema was my chief coping mechanism. That has been taken away, and it's kind of a miracle I'm still alive. Or some of the people who live in the same house as me--ha. \"\"Yeah but you can watch movies at home\"\"-- NO. I don't care how good your home set-up is, nothing compares to sitting in a dark room filled with strangers sharing the experience of viewing a new film for the first time. I have my covid vaccine tomorrow morning. Which, if they've gotten to me this quickly, and all I have is a measly, not life-threatening auto-immune disease, maybe there is hope for the rest, and it won't be too long before everyone has had at least the first dose."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I have just had my first dose of the vaccine two weeks ago, and my outlook is more of hope now than it was a couple of weeks ago without the vaccine. I can see better days ahead, but I am also disgusted at the amount of people that have died when they didn't need to over how the uk dealt with the situation as a whole. I am anxious for my children and myself on how the world is going to be afterwards and if things will be able to be the same again. I feel that not everyone is going to take the vaccine which means that covid will still be able to spread around those people and mutate in the way we don't want it to, and the vaccine won't be enough it is a scary time still for everyone."}, {"index": 33, "context": "Worried about how bad the death toll is going to be, how this will impact on vulnerable people in society. Worried about how we will pay for this later on as nothing the Tories ever do is for the good of the people and will be us normal people who repay. Sadness for everyone who has been impacted. Anger at those ignoring the social distancing rules. I am anxious and want to know when life will get back to normal. It is a very uncertain time and I am so grateful for all the key workers doing their daily work and putting themselves in the firing line."}], "length": 5111} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "The situation makes me feel very anxious. Anxious for the world, how will it ever get back to normal after this? It makes me feel so sad that people can\u2019t see their friends or family. We all miss each other so much. I know it is for the best and of course We will stay inside to try and help the NHS and to save lives. It just frightens me how bad it\u2019s going to get. The numbers keep increasing, are we at the peak? Is it going to get worse? Are we anywhere near the end? We all miss our family, we all miss our friends. I actually miss going to work! It\u2019s such a huge change for everyone, it\u2019s a massive change "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel stressed and my skin has taken the brunt of that.\nI have no open and go no more as we're not allowed out and what makes it worse is the cold days.\nMy anixety when I do the weekly food shop is through the roof as most people ain't social distancing or wearing masks. Or if they do wear masks they have there nose hanging out. I hate going out and I've turned into a hermit when I was usually the girl who never stayed in.\nI feel tired all the time and all I seem to be doing is being a coach potato."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am angry that the government has taken too long to act, and that nearly 5000 people are dead because of them. Too many people are struggling for money due to lack of work, and this is further proof that universal credit is a failed system, and does not work in the interests of the needy. I feel afraid to catch coronavirus because of my underlying health conditions, and I am also angry at the government for underfunding and gutting the NHS for over a decade. I am angry at the government at the best of times, but their handling of this situation has only furthered this."}, {"index": 3, "context": "My feelings about corona is mixed. I feel anxious for my family and friends especially my parents who are at high risk. Also my work colleges who are looking after the children of keyworkers. I am angry when I watch the TV and see scenes of people gathering in groups as theses are the people who will cause this to never go away and we want life to get back to normal the government is trying to do their best in a difficult situation and the minority of the public are not heeding the advice given. I have even seen in the supermarkets people not following the rules that they have in place to keep us safe,"}, {"index": 4, "context": "Feeling quite depressed and down. Too much time on my hand to think so thinking and worrying about the future in terms of financial stability...managing the family and being able to do the things which were planned for this year such as purchasing house...having another a baby. Also worrying about losing loved ones and not knowing how long this is going to go on for. Stressed with kids and husband at home...don\u2019t know what to cook for meals...kids not sticking to routine and structure so the days are all over the place! "}, {"index": 5, "context": "The most impact on my situation is economy which is going down. I fear for the future when i have no work and i would't be able to find new one. Also i have anxiety because i don't know what's going to happen to my mother, she's in risk group. I can call her and ask about situation but in no way i can help her. I don't know if i had corona virus with no symptom or will i have one. Whole situation right now is making slowly my brain go nuts because of lock down. I understand reason but there is no sport, cinema, pubs. I feel boredom. And i'm gaining weight and i really have not enough exercises. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "Unsure, stressed, anxious, \nI love to surf (4 times a week) and live 2k from the beach, I can not walk to the beach as it is too hilly. We are told not to drive. I am unable to surf due to the driving and car park closures along with the stigma. It makes me feel incredibly sad, shaky and almost like an addict not going. I know I \u201ccould\u201d go but my morals won\u2019t let me as I an a key worker working with general public so I am more likely to have the virus and spread it to others. \nI have a family and the thought that I may be bringing it home to them also is causing me night mares. I work for a bank and really feel we are not key workers and banks should be closed. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "Worry is what I feel most.\nI am no longer working so I worry about being paid, paying rent, feeding my family.\nKnowing that there is no end date increases my anxiety. \nMy partner is a keyworker with no PPE being issued. I worry about him and him coming home to our children.\nAlthough the children's teachers have been a great support and I am trying my hardest, I'm worried about them not being in a school setting in case I am not teaching them like they are used to.\nWe all miss our extended family and not seeing them is hard."}, {"index": 8, "context": "Very worried for myself and my family, some of my family have health issue and i am concerned for them. Hopefully this will go soon. i am also worried this may come back year after year. Also that it may effect the economy and my job. I think if we do get a vaccine it will put mine and a lot of other peoples minds at rest. I have tried to limit the amount of time i am researching and looking into the virus as doing so makes me worry more and more. I am off work at the moment which is making me more anxious about this and i am trying to keep as busy as possible so i can avoid thinking about this and causing myself more stress. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "The corona is going to greatly impact the economy of many countires, it saddens me that due to it, we have to practice social distancing and are unable to travel. It greatly affect the larger group of more outgoing people, or those in need of jobs that currently have to be let go from work or stay at home with a very low paid holiday wage, Students of seconday schools and those who are due to do their test next month are also postponed with their exams which means most of their studies have gone to waste."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel quite anxious and worried about the whole situation. I worry about the health of my family, especially if they have to go to hospital and have to die on their own. I have a grand son who has special needs. He has been waiting for 2 years for help and now we have no idea when he will get the help he needs. I worry about my daughter on her own with a special needs child 24 hours a day , 7days a week, i worry this will break her. I worry about y sons job , he has a young family to support and a wedding to pay for next year. I also worry about the whole economy of the country, i think we will be paying for this for a very long time."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel like it is still something to be worried about, however i think now that the majority of vulnerable people in this country have had their vaccines, we should start opening up the country again. I still get anxious when around other people, as even though the number of cases is quite low at the moment it is still a concern, I feel like outdoor activities should start to open up first, then move onto indoor, such as opening shops and cafes etc. I feel like this would be the best approach. Overall I am quite happy how the welsh government have handled it, however the uk government have handled it very poorly."}, {"index": 12, "context": "As a clinically extremely vulnerable person I have a lot of anxiety about the virus. However, I just received my 2nd vaccine today and hope that helps.\n\nI would feel better if things were slowed down - I don't think we are ready to move forward yet.\n\nI have nothing else to say. But I'm not hitting 500 characters so cannot proceed. Therefore there will not be any useful information below this. Not sure what else I can add.\n\nI worry about my relatives too - my sister is reluctant to have the vaccine unless it can be completed in the initially recommended period of 3 weeks."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I don't feel anything strong at this exact moment but I'm nervous about the death toll still rising and I'm worried about the quarantine lasting potentially until the end of May. I have exams to study for and I miss my friends a lot. I have had my therapy and piano sessions cancelled due to Covid-19 so I am finding it difficult to stay on track. I am worried about if we as a society will learn from this pandemic as well and how long it will be until the next pandemic. I am starting to get cabin fever from being at home too much."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel like the situation is all very uncertain, I\u2019m really worried about my grandad who is staying at home for 12 weeks! I\u2019m not sure how secure my job will be when this all goes back to normal, I am furloughed at the moment but there is no telling as to how long it will be until the shops reopen again.\n\nI\u2019m annoyed at people who aren\u2019t taking this seriously and I\u2019m concerned the government will loosen the lockdown too early. I\u2019m not too bothered about my own general life being affected, I can cope without going out for food and to the pub, that can all wait! "}, {"index": 15, "context": "Right now, I am constantly thinking that I have this disease. Living with health anxiety makes things very raw and drives me up the wall. On the other end of the scale I am happy, and relaxed because I am doing things in the house, that I had been missing, or never had time to do. I have a lot of mental problems and also an eating disorder that I feel could be triggered off with all this. At this moment I am feeling optimistic and ready for the surge ahead, but I am very scared. I think the unknown is a really lonely and sad place and I think that everyone is in the same boat, which does fill me with a sense of power and that we are all going to beat this together. Community was gone and now it is coming back which was missing in our busy lives. A good thing to come from this is that the world can breathe for a moment while we are all stopped in time."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel very anxious that my family will contract the virus as my mother works for the NHS, and my brother is still going to work every day. I am worried about contracting it because I develop chest infections once or twice a year. Nobody is taking it as seriously as I am. I feel like the government should enforce a tougher lockdown as people are doing whatever they feel like. I also feel the government is responsible for this as they led people to believe that only the elderly will die from it. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel that at the moment people are in a better situation now than we were a year ago now that a vaccine has been developed that works and that scientists and people of the medical world know more about it. Although the long term effects of the vaccine are not 100% sure of, if it helps to get us out of this isolating period that would be a good thing. I still think there is a lot to Learn about the virus as there appear to be so many new strains appearing that I do get anxious that any vaccine that has been developed will not help against the newer strains.\nSo many people have been affected in one way or another whether it be a death of a loved one or the loss of their job or business I do fear about if we will ever return to as normal as we can. I think things will change because of this and feel very apprehensive about what the future will unfold"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel a little bit imprisoned by the current restrictions. I am not fearful of the virus per se at this moment, although I do follow all measures strictly as I respect and acknowledge the seriousness of the current situation. I feel frustrated that it's been keeping me away from my loved ones as we do not live in the same country. I feel upset and a little bit hopeless about not being able to travel further than my own city, as well as the fact that the current restrictions really limit the number of things I get to look forward to to 'get away' from my work responsibilities."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel so anxious, for my family, friends and my self. I feel sick to the stomach of what we could potentially go through. I feel sad that people are currently living through this. I can't believe that this is happening. Every time i think about it i feel like i am going to die. I am getting scared of going outside and i'm not sure how we're going to get through this and back to a world we knew before. Everytime i hear of somebody else dying i get petrified that someone i am close to will be next. At first i was dealing with it okay, however as time goes on i am truly struggling"}, {"index": 20, "context": "It's a very anxious time as the financial situation is incredibly hard at the moment, not knowing when you will next get paid and be able to pay your bills. Not knowing whether you are being furloughed or whether you are getting made redundant. Everything is up in the air at the moment. Apart from this it's the fact of not being able to see family and friends and going out to town to have a few drinks with friends. Can't wait for everything to be lifted including the restrictions however I think these will be ongoing for the next 3-6 months which will cause huge amounts of issues."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel optimistic that the end of the pandemic is near. Cases and death rates are falling daily and hospital admissions are reducing. The vaccination program is going very well. I\u2019m hopeful the risk of covid is finally reducing abc becoming manageable. I expect annual vaccine boosters to control new variants of the virus.\nLockdown has been difficult and hard for everyone but the efforts and definitely paying off and I\u2019m hopeful normality will return shortly.\nThe difficult part will be keeping to current restrictions and not becoming complacent and relaxing too soon."}, {"index": 22, "context": "Feelings about the situation have peaks and troughs. Sometimes I worry about leaving the house, sometimes I don't. Should we where masks? I own one but I have no idea if it is overkill.\n\nI have no trust in the numbers told by every government, I believe it is much much more. I really do hope loads of testing happens very soon so the numbers can show that the mortality rate is lower\n\nFamily members with illnesses such as asthma worry me. Also knowing many people who work in care or in a hospital are struggling to get safety equipment and this makes me angry"}, {"index": 23, "context": "This is a very scary time. The unknown and the virus scare me the same amount. I do feel like I am always anxious and my head spinning with multiple questions... \nwill I get it? \nWill my family get it? \nHow long will it last? \nWill my job be safe? \nHow will my mental health cope with very limited outside time? \nHow much Will the economy suffer? \nWill there be a recession after? \n\n\nI think the government are now doing a better job but they still have to test more and that would help my anxiety. \n\n\n"}, {"index": 24, "context": "The government made an absolute mess. We had time to prepare and learn from other countries. instead they wasted time with the idea of herd immunity. Now we are royally screwed.\nMr Charles Windsor trip to Scotland is the umpteenth proof of the contempt we are hold, it is disgusting and he should pay for the care of the entire village he infected.\nScotland is trying to resolve this matter using devolved powers as much as possible but the Westminster government should do more, or nothing at all and leave devolved administration free rein and funding. Either they give the money or give instructions, can't do neither of them.\nMr Johnson illness, while we all wish him a speedy recovery, is just a proof that this virus is a serious matter."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel sad about everything that happened up to date, from deniers to politicians who acted too late and the deaths that were the consequence. I feel hopeful about the vaccination. I feel anxious about the consequences of everything like the lockdown - the economy crashing, people not trusting each other, and entire generation not learning social skills for a year in school or with friends. I even feel anxious about \"\"going back to normal\"\" now. I feel like I am much more scared about germs in general too."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I mostly feel frustrated, by the poor and underwhelming actions of the UK government. I feel they have done the bare minimum, responded far too late at every turn, and have been callous/unfeeling in their willingness to let people die. I also feel some anxiety for the wellbeing of myself and my family; that we will be financially secure during and after the crisis. I am worried thinking about my uncle, who has very serious MS and would be at huge risk of dying if he contracted the virus. However, I feel some hope/admiration at the way many people have responded, with expressions of solidarity and support for each other and for the key workers on the frontline, for example NHS workers. Then again, I feel frustrated that the NHS has been deliberately underfunded by various Tory governments for a decade, and now are being placated by 'thanks' and claps, when the most important thing the NHS needs is money."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am at my limits of lockdown - the winter months have taken their toll on my mental health and wellbeing - particularly as I live alone. I feel isolated, lonely and frustrated. I want to see people and resume normality. I really hope that with Spring approaching and the vaccination programme progressing at pace that we can see the end of being locked away from friends and family and we can enjoy better weather and freedom from this seemingly never ending nightmare. I hope that nothing gets in the way to put any blocks in the way"}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel quite stressed about the uncertainty of this time and how it might affect my future. I also feel worried for the people I know who are more at risk than I am because I don't want them to get COVID-19 and end up in hospital or even die from it. I am also anxious that, being at university, I will be in a worse off situation for completing my degree as everything is so uncertain at the moment. Despite this, I am optimistic that we will get through this and that we will come out the other side with a new perspective and new values."}], "length": 4193} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel there is starting to be more hope at the moment. \nVaccine rollout, schools returning and the dates for the relaxing of restrictions. \nA part of me is nervous for things to return to normal after what happened at Christmas but I am hopeful that even if large events can't happen that we will be able to see family and friends soon. I have a 7 month old baby who has not met important people in her life but would be expected to start nursery soon, in a room full of strangers when she hasn't even been able to spend time with relatives."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I'm incredibly concerned for the health of my close family. My parents are both in the most vulnerable age range, and my father in particular has health concerns. My sister works in the NHS as a home carer, visiting people in their homes, which puts her at tremendous risk. Personally, my finances are in a bad state of affairs as I work in entertainments and have had no work at all for several weeks and no income. I'm struggling to pay for food.\nThe lockdown itself hasn't bothered me too much, I've been able to keep myself busy so far, but the general anxiety of the growing crisis edging ever closer to my life is causing me some distress."}, {"index": 2, "context": "There is nothing I can do, it's out of my control so I'm just taking it day by day. As a recovered agoraphobic I worry about getting back out there in the future and hope my anxiety about going out isn't increased. I do get annoyed at people who do not adhere to the 2m rule and walk right by me on the street when I have no place to move. Its infuriating when people don't listen to the advice, today I saw people playing football in the park. Sometimes it's hard being stuck at home as you run out of things to do but I try to be productive, exercise and that's all we can do!"}, {"index": 3, "context": "Feel worried for myself and family. When will this end seems like anyone who goes into hospital Doesn't seem to make it.\nI feel a bit confused as to how long this will go on. I feel anxiety when I feel a bit unwell such as when i get a bit if tickle in my throat. I have family who have underlying health conditions and i cant visit them. Seems a bit surreal within the lasst few week how the world has changed. I feel everything will not go back to normal as it was in January, people will be scared and traumatized."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel happy and fortunate to be with a supportive family, and lucky to be at home, with a garden and fresh air. I feel sad not to be with my partner, and to be isolated from my friends and wider family, as I get a lot of joy and happiness from socialising with them. I feel anxious about going out and leaving the house to go grocery shopping, so usually let my parents do this. I feel anxious in general about the uncertain nature of how long lock down will be lasting, and how I will cope once this is over. I am also aware of how different the world will be following the end of the pandemic, and am anxious to have some sort of timescale announced as to when it will end. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "The weight of the anxiety I feel is so intense it makes me wonder if I'm symptomatic - the tightness of chest could be illness or simply suppressed fear. I worry in case I die and leave my daughter alone. I worry I won't keep my job. I worry this is the beginning of the end for us all as the climate changes. I wish I knew if I had it/had had it. And I also hope that this could be the last chance to turn things round for the planet, a chance I didn't think we'd get. I love to see the wildlife creeping back into the world. And I hope the government bail the right people out."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Very terrified, not for myself, but all my older loved ones and relatives who currently work in the hospitals. Terrified for the economy, how long will this lock down go? How many businesses will fail because of this? The anxiety is very hard when trying to live everyday when everyday thousands of people are dying from a disease that we have no real defense against. I'm very nervous about being able to pay bills in the future because I'm not sure if one day in the following months my job might end. The uncertainty of the situation makes me feel very uncomfortable. The only relief I have from the stress is knowing that many other people are feeling the same thing and that we are all in this together. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel anxious about what might happen next. There is so much uncertainty. I am worried for friends and family. I wonder how long lockdown will last. I worry they will take away our ability to exercise once daily as it\u2019s something that helps with my mental health. However I am fortunate to have a garden and understand that we need to protect vulnerable people and our NHS.\nThere is a lot of misinformation which is very frustrating. A lot of squabbling about hoarding and how long it is appropriate to exercise for. It\u2019s difficult to tear myself away from social media and news - I know it\u2019s not helpful for my mental health, it\u2019s exhausting but it\u2019s compulsive. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel frustration at my current political system here in the UK of the handling of COVID, as I feel our numbers are way too high even now, and with the new variants seeming to come into the UK like it's nothing, I'm angered and anxious about the state of the UK and possible new waves. I don't really go out to try and protect myself as best I can, I feel isolated and longing to start my therapy again to get out and about and travel, but I can't do that with COVID in my area. I live in scotland, and I feel scotland handled COVID better than england, however we're still their doormat, and english people are still allowed into scotland to spread the results of their poor policies everywhere. It's really not fair, and I wish we could just close our borders solidly until it's really gone from england and scotland."}, {"index": 9, "context": "Very anxious about it and if you get it how bad it will be and the resources available to help you. I\u2019m worried also about my family and how they will cope. It\u2019s a very worrying time for everyone. Also I don\u2019t know if part of the media reports is scaremongering. It\u2019s hard to know what to believe. Not sure what else I can write in this topic really. I do worry about how long lockdown will be for. I am wanting to get back to the gym again see my friends, also I want my daughter to be able to see her friends back at school before she starts her new school in September. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "Im worried i may have underlying issues that may come to light if get corona. \nI am concerned about my diet and lifestyle without being as active as normal. \nI am concerned about my mental health not seeing everyone. \nI am concerned about my husband and his vulnerability. I have massive anxiety about shopping but not about stock piling but not being able to get what i need. I am struggling with my routine being out of sync. It is effecting my sleep and wearing me down which in turn i worry will go against me when i get the virus. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "It's a very worrying situation because anyone can catch this virus and it doesn't judge who it takes with it. There is something going on and with the current guidelines people are still flouting the rules and going out unnecessarily. I can't wait to be able to move around more freely and go out when I want to and not worry about catching this deadly virus. Currently I feel anxious about getting this virus as I am a keyworker and have no choice to go out to work. I'm not worried about money as I always have something to fall back on. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am very worried and anxious about my close family and friends health. My father has just come home from hospital after a 9 week stay, he has a very low immune system so I am terrified of him catching it. My partners father only has weeks left to live due to cancer, we are distraught at the fact that we may not be able to attend his funeral. \nI am also very worried about money due to my partner being self employed for only 7 months which means we do not qualify for a grant. Also all his jobs have cancelled. We have a 1 year old daughter who is luckily to young to understand, but I am worried about the world she's growing up in. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I worry about my parents who are both over 75. I live with them and I worry that I could pick up the virus and pass it on to them, and that ultimately I may be the cause of their deaths. At the same time I have to do everything that they would otherwise do outside of the home. It's a weight on me and I feel it everyday, even for simple things like taking out the bins or doing shopping. I also don't see this ending anytime particularly soon, and I worry about the effect it will have on my own mental health."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel generally hopeful that things are improving in the Uk. However my anxiety comes from the fact that I am acutely aware that this is a global issue and that the coronavirus situation elsewhere could very quickly affect the improved situation we have here. The rising cases in Europe are worrying. I am also concerned for poorer countries with densely populated poor districts where basic health precautions are challenging. This makes me both sad and anxious. I can't take full pleasure in our improving situation here whilst others are still suffering. I feel that the situation is precarious and so I don't feel that I can take full pleasure in the situation improving as I feel it could quickly go backwards as it did last year. I appreciate that we now have vaccines but the global vaccine supply is a major issue as is the ability of the virus to mutate. I think we should appreciate and make the most of the increased freedoms we will shortly be getting in UK whilst still being aware that we are a long way from this pandemic being over yet and that these freedoms may be curtailed again."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel many people are not taking this seriously and it doesn't help that our government seems so unorganised, as it makes me feel they aren't taking it seriously either. There are still people going out for the sake of it and there simply isn\u2019t enough being done to make sure people stay home. There are still people panic buying and they do it even online meaning people who actually need medicine at this moment can\u2019t get it because there\u2019s people buying it just in case they need it. It makes me angry that people are so selfish and ignorant and I\u2019m scared because it means my parents have to go out for shopping and my father is at high risk and soon we will be in a predicament like Italy."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am very concerned as I work in a vulnerable care home and suffer from an underlining illness which could cause lots of health issues and could end up in the result of deaths. The way the public are treating this is beyond a joke, they need to understand that the longer they disobey the guidelines set out the more people will suffer and die. If these people were too see the suffering that is occurring by people with covid 19 and how bad they are struggling and how close they are to death they would change their tune and start listening to what they have been instructed."}, {"index": 17, "context": "Due to current vaccination process in the Uk I feel more at ease as the numbers of people being affected has now decreased. This has allowed schools to slowly reopen and staff to return back to work. I am most looking forward to normality returning to Uk and being able to visit family. This has been the biggest takeaway from the pandemic how lonely one can feel when they are away from their loved ones. However this is not to say you should not take care when you are out and about. There are still several variants of the disease and still a vast number of the population being affected although not in the thousands like December 2020."}, {"index": 18, "context": "Sacred for the whole country, but really scared for my elderly parents. Scared of the financial implications for myself and my husband. Worry that the value of our house will deteriorate and we will be in a much poorer situation as a result. Think that the country will go into a recession. Am now worried that the priminister is now in intensive care. Miss seeing my friends and loosing contact with them. Live in fear of picking something up and transferring it to my parents and worry about them dying"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am worried about the people who are not taking the situation seriously and are putting others at risk. No one should be selfish and behave like they can do whatever they want. I\u2019m not scared of getting coronavirus but I\u2019m worried about passing it on to others who might not survive having it. I am finding staying at home to be quite easy because the stakes are so high. I find being alone suits me and it\u2019s the right thing to do. I live alone so I\u2019m having lots of time to myself to do the things I want to do. I\u2019m a musician and I can record alone, so that passes the time and is fun. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel scared about what is to come, and anxiety about whether I will lose people I care about to this and the impact it will have on our future lives. I am worried about my parents and my partner's parents who are elderly and have breathing problems. I know they would not survive this. I am worried about future employment situation and worried that there might be a depression. I do not feel confidence in our government's ability to manage this situation. I feel sad that my son can't see his grandparents and we are stuck inside and I can't take my toddler on the swings. As I type this I am tearing up about it. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I'm not so much scared for my own health but my parents. They're in multiple risk groups and I'm terrified that if they catch it they'll die. My mother particularly has a violent cough she's had for almost a year, but despite seeing her GP multiple times, it's undiagnosed and continues. If she catches Covid-19 on top on that, with her two other risk groups... I'm genuinely frightened she'll die. If the situation gets worse, she might not even get a ventilator if she needs one. (I have several very choice words for Boris about that and none of them are polite.) I'm just anxious, constantly, that not only might she catch it but I might be the one to give it to her. I couldn't live with that. \n\nI want this to be over as much as anyone else but we're not even halfway through the woods yet, let alone out of them. I hope you're doing better, researcher, because it's a fine line between monotony and despair here. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am worried about my family as they come under the vulnerable category. The government needs to do more and probably needs to initiate lockdown as people are still going outside for non essential reasons. This is the only way we can reduce the number of new cases and deaths each day.\n\nLots of anxiety over the fact that this has spread all over the world and the death rate and new cases are increasing day by day.\n \nI'm scared that the economy will take a bit and worried about my job as well as my husband , how will we be able to manage if we are not able to go to work and earn money, being furloghed means we only obtain 80% of salary which eventually will not be enough to sustain our family \n"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am angry people are not listening to lockdown although me and my family are. I am having to work through it and they are ignorant and do not care about my welfare. I am anxious about the financial situation as i have money invested which has gone down. I am young so not too worried 're my health but my son's mental health as he is not at school and he is asd and my father is alone and his wife stranded in australia and i have not been able to see him. My wife just started a new job so I'm worried about that."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I'm starting to feel like this whole situation will probably never end, or we'll never be back again as to how we were, I'm really confused, and my mental health is steadily deteriorating.\n I feel like everything's hard and care about other people is slowly declining, everyone is becoming a lot more self centered and empty.\nIt's a really tough situation, one that last year I thought it might end, but right now I'm thinking back to it and I sincerely do not know how to feel about it\n I hope this is over, with not many dead people, not many broken homes, broken people and broken mental health. \n With people of less fortunate economical backgrounds able to stand on their feet.\nLow income people are on a really tight spot right now, and it's crazy thinking that you can't go to work, but there are people also not getting paid as well with stimulus checks etc"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel worried as I am returning to work as a primary teacher on Monday. I still have had no vaccine and I\u2019ll be around 30+ children from different families. This is making me very anxious. I feel locked in with nowhere to go. It feels like I have nothing to look forward to and that this situation will never end.\nI miss my friends and seeing all of my family. I haven\u2019t seen my Nan/aunties/uncles/cousins in over a year. \nI am currently indoors and feel safe as can be at this present moment but the outside world is what makes me anxious."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am more concerned that the government still isn't handling the covid situation well than I am about actually catching the virus myself. The idea that we could be put in another lockdown after the current one worries me especially with the amount of vaccines and time that has gone into trying to return life back to normal. Although I understand it is a horrible virus that has affected people all over the world, I haven't personally had it nor anyone else I'm close with, the main way I've been affected is since last March I've only been to my university once for a practical and so my education has been negatively affected."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I\u2019m generally an anxious person, ad have been clinically diagnosed with anxiety and depression but lock down has strangely eased some of my anxiety that. Before lock down I was anxious about me, my children, husband, siblings, parents and whilst i\u2019m Still anxious and the occasional trip to the supermarket has been heartbreaking as you can see how desperately sad everyone feels, the anxiety I had about lock down and the children coping were largely unfounded and the anxiety is now first and foremost about the virus."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am grateful that school has returned for my daughter, but I am still on furlough with no real end date in sight. A lot of my family members have been vaccinated now which is a relief. I am anxious that school will close again and that there will be another lockdown; I don't think I have it in me to homeschool and juggle childcare with no outside help or outside activities (playground, groups, soft play, etc.) again, I think my mental health would suffer to a dangerous extent. \n\nI think it's nice to have hope about things reopening and going back to normal in the next few months, but I just feel very apprehensive. I feel anxious about the demands that will be made on me once things do open up (family members wanting to meet up, activities with friends and my daughter's friends and their parents) - I'm not sure how ready I am to travel or to be around large groups of people. It's a weird situation to be in."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I am very anxious for my children and relatives. I want normality back again for my children. I just want to do simple things like walk in the forest and 'pop' out to the shop. I just want the world to heal and this be behind us. I wish for freedom again and safety for the people who are risking so much. These people are going beyond the role that they are paid for. I hope after this that the government will realise they should be funding the NHS in a better way. I hope that our Prime Minister sees that things need to change."}, {"index": 30, "context": "Anxious. The Prime Minister is in Intensive Care as of this evening. \nAs a former nurse I have a good understanding how serious this is, and how fast people can deteriorate. I feel until now an awful lot of people have been dabbling with obeying the rules and this is a HUGE wake up call. \nFour weeks ago I instituted a handwashing station at home, beside the front door, in my utility room. Liquid soap, single use hand drying cloths which go straight into the washing machine. \nA week later I tild my son who works in a supermarket that his uniform had to go straight in the wash when he comes in from work and I started wiping down the groceries with dilute bleach. \nI haven't been out apart from grocery shopping for three weeks and haven't seen my partner, who lives 40 miles away, for three weeks either. I am taking this VERY seriously and was doing all this stuff a long time before my friends were. They thought I was a bit mad, to be honest. \nThis is a time where the government say JUMP and the correct response it How High?"}, {"index": 31, "context": "just feeling a bit anxious about the whole situation as i have asthma and elderly grandparents/older parents which puts us all in the high risk category. Also not being allowed to freely go outside is worrying even though it is much safer. But some family members still commute to work which is kind of worrying as they could unknowingly bring it home. I'm not really sure what else to add as for the most part i am just working from home so it is a pretty big distraction even though a lot of the time it is hard to concentrate on my tasks as I havent worked from home before."}], "length": 5053} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "It's worrying how things have escalated as much as it has. I keep up to date with the news and it does make me feel a bit anxious, but I think it's essential to know what's happening. I'm not a high risk person but my parents are, so keeping them safe is a priority. It's frustrating having to stay home but it's the only way to curb things while waiting for a vaccine to be developed. I never really left the house much before the lockdown anyway, although now it's enforced, I now have more of a desire to go out. I've been washing my hands a lot more frequently, and also started to use hand moisturiser to keep them from cracking."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am enjoying the down time and doing things at a slower pace, I feel relaxed. I feel hopeful about my future as I have done some contemplation about the future. I feel a little annoyed that people are not following the lock down. I feel happy that I am relaxed and have more time to myself. I feel less stressed too, which is a great thing and I am keen to keep this feeling of relaxation. I am grateful that I still have my job and can earn a living. I am not really missing friends. I am suprised that I am enjoying the lockdown."}, {"index": 2, "context": "Slightly worried as I'm in a high risk category but am doing everything I can to keep safe and occupied mentally and physically while I remain inside most of the time. I feel lucky to have a garden to relax and exercise in. Concerned about older relatives around the world and how other places such as the US are tackling the situation. As I'm self-employed there's a constant sense of anxiety that I haven't been able to work for several weeks and government help won't be coming as quickly as would be useful. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel worried about the effect Corona will have on the economy and also anxious about any of my loved ones getting this virus. I also feel unsettled as this is such an uncertain time. We do not know how long lockdown will need to last. This open ended situation makes me feel extremely anxious and nervous for the future. I feel happy and thankful to have had no symptoms, nor any of my loved ones have had them. I am also worried because I have no current income. Relying on universal credit will be something I will find hard to do. Not being able to work is having an effect on my routine and I\u2019m therefore sleeping differently to my usual sleep pattern. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "i feel scared and worried about the current situation as a lot of people in my city have corona virus.also, i feel a bit devastated as i am missing out on learning that is very valuable for my future. furthermore, i was looking for to summer and now that has been ruined due to corona virus and feel very sad because of this. also, i am quite angry because i am a sport enthusiast and there will be no football tournament which would have been the euros and also i like to watch athletics and this year there was planned to be the summer Olympics and because of corona there will be no Olympics.furthermore my friend was going to get married but now that is not gonna go how it was because of corona and i was shocked at first as he waited two years for his big day and now he can not have his wedding because of corona virus."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I think the news ect, has escalated it more than needs to be, causing fear for a lot of people. I have Anxiety and depression, I have a fear of leaving the house, and have only left the house already a handful of times since last year, with all this going on now I'm unable to even leave my bedroom because of everyone's actions around me, seeing how anxious and stressed, they are. \n\nI'm a carer for my mum, she cant get up to even make food to get her tablets with, because we couldnt get a food delivery, I had to force myself get her some food from the corner shop, less than 2 minutes away, but because I was anxious with everyone around me, I ended up having an anxiety attack, everyone around me thought it was corona virus, since they're all clueless listening to what everyone else says, and it ended up making me worse. for 2 days I was in agony only sending myself worse cause of the whole situation, I can still hear there reactions towards me.\n\nIm also now unable to get my medication, from my doctors, or have my follow up appointments, at the doctors, and meetings to help with my anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Currently, I feel anxious that the situation in the UK will not improve due to people flouting the lockdown rules. However, this period has been, so far, a time of rejuvenation and therefore there have been happy moments at home. I have also seen the emergence of a greater community spirit in my area. There is also a great sadness for the lives that have been already lost, especially health workers who are putting their lives on the line to help others survive. I hope that people, especially the government, will recognise this after the corona virus."}, {"index": 7, "context": "The most vulnerable members of my family have all survived and have all had their first dose of vaccine. Therefore, I feel lucky to have come through the last year relatively unscathed. The Corona situation feel like it is almost over but I am still cautious because my relatives still need their second vaccine dose and I haven't had my first dose yet. I do not spend as much time thinking about the Corona situation now as I did last year but I am ashamed of how my country failed to handle the outbreak and how certain MP's have used the situation to enrich themselves and their friends."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I\u2019m feeling worried because I\u2019m not sure how I feel about going back to school on Monday and I haven\u2019t had a vaccine yet. I want to be able to give my mum a hug and can\u2019t yet because it\u2019s not safe. I don\u2019t want to catch covid and I don\u2019t want my family to be infected with it either. I want the world to go back to normal and to be able to go into a shop without risk. I want to be able to visit family and friends and to get my hair cut and my nails done. \nI think my daughter has missed out on a lot by not being able to go to play centres and ballet classes etc. I hope the projected route out of lockdown is able to go smoothly."}, {"index": 9, "context": "It quite exhausting especially when the corona virus has been so long time. I would want to get back to new normal, where there is no restrictions on socializing with people and going outside for activities. I especially look forward going back to work, because staying at home has been quite difficult. The difficulty is to stay inside and having the same routine everyday, with no chance to explore new things outside. It is bit difficult to continue doing same things over and over again. Even though it has been nice to do your own thing it is difficult to have the meaning on what you\u2019re doing."}, {"index": 10, "context": "Frustrated that a year on, we seem to be in the same position we were back then. Hopeful that it will all be over by the end of the year thanks to the vaccines. But anxious that it won't be enough and things will never return to normal. Because of all the above, I have a rush of mixed feelings that can feel very confusing and disorientating. However I try to stay feeling as positive as I can, rather than letting it all get to me. So a lot of people probably don't even realise how I'm truly feeling."}, {"index": 11, "context": "It is quite concerning, not just the impact the virus is having on those catching it but the future economic impact it is going to have on people\u2019s livelihoods etc. You can envisage an increase in mental health issues, increase in suicides and the potential for social disorder as people struggle financially. Currently due to lockdown you are hearing about increase in domestic violence. For people with other health conditions the requirement to respond to the coronavirus outbreak is potentially proving detrimental to them receiving treatment."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel trapped in my own studio. I have absolutely nothing to do. I just keep watching Netflix and I hate myself for doing so. I have no motivation to do anything. I'm tired, anxious for not knowing how much longer I'll have to do this for, scared for my family and myself. I feel extremely lonely. Videocalls feel fake like I'm not really talking to my friends or family. I really hope the quarantine state ends soon. I feel unsure about the future. Every day feels exactly the same and I hate it. I think I'm becoming depressed."}, {"index": 13, "context": "At the moment, I feel as though I am stuck, paralysed and inert. I do not leave my house and, I know this is odd, but I do not want to leave my house when lockdown ends. I am fearful. Fearful of the future. Not only are we dealing with the pandemic, but we are dealing with Brexit and an inept, corrupt Goverment. This is frightening. I am scared and I am anxious. Even though I will be getting the vaccine soon, I don't feel as though I will be safe. I lost my job last year due to redundancy and I cannot imagine how I will get back to work. I have very little money to live on. The future is bleak; I am tired all the time and I have terrible thoughts."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel really uncertain about everything that is going on, it is quite scary not knowing when things are going to go back to normal. I am really sad about everything I have had to leave or put on hold during this time. I am anxious about losing my job and not having work. I am really unmotivated to continue my studies during this crisis. I feel more isolated than ever and don't know how I can continue to cope. I am worried for all the people in vulnerable situations and angry at how this situation will be affecting them and the lack of help available"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel fearful of the health of my family, especially my grandparents. I am sad because I have lost my job and I'm losing my apartment this week. I feel anxious because I don't know what's going to happen.\nI feel driven, a desire to retake control In my life\nI feel lonely, I live on my own and I miss my friends, family and partner greatly.\nLosing so much due to the outbreak and not being financially stable for it not to effect me makes me feel like a failure \nI try my best not to be negative or let in depressed emotions"}, {"index": 16, "context": "Just worried about the future. There's so much uncertainty about my health, my family's health and our financial state that we just want it all to stop and go back to normal. That's the key to the situation, normality. Adapting to new ways of living (e.g. staying at home all the time and working from home without getting out) is proving to be increasingly difficult day by day. It's hard staying shut all day without getting any fresh air. I just want life to go back to the way it was where I could come and go as I please and go out and play sports/see friends/go out to eat etc."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel anxious about what the future holds. I am working from home and staying indoors. I am angry at those they are not obeying the rules of lockdown. I feel a lot of uncertainty about what our future holds. We are in the middle of a house sale which is adding more anxiousness into the situation, not knowing whether this will go ahead. \n\nI am frustrated about shopping online. Ocado have cancelled our weekly slot meaning we now have to go to the shop which goes against lockdown rules. When we do go to the shop, we can only manage to buy half of what is on our list, with basic ingredients being compromised. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel quite strange and scared to be honest and feel upset that I can't see my family and I feel like I don't really want to go out as I feel safe at home. I just want it all to be over and everyone to be ok which I don't think is going to happen anytime soon. When I do go out at the moment it is just to the shop to get food and I go out to exercise maybe twice a week I miss going out as I like to run with my friends from a running club I am at but cant even do that at the min so having to run on my own which I don't like really."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel very angry at the situation and anxious that my family will be affected - especially my mother who falls into the high risk category. I feel disgusted at the Asian warm meat and wet markets, for their barbaric practices which allowed this virus and others before Corona to spread to humans. I also deplore the way they treat animals it is disgusting and beyond cruel. Ideally I would like to see these markets closed down. All precautions must be taken to avoid this happening again. The whole world must work together and put changes in place to make sure this never happens again"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel it has drained me and more than anything I feel exhausted by it all. I feel happy that there is a road map and schools have returned today but I am anxious about the impact this will have on the R rate. I am also worried that people will start to flout the rules and regs sooner than allowed which will backfire and I fear that this could send us into another lock down once more which I worry would be utterly devastating for society, the economy and people in general. I am sad that a pandemic has caused such hurt and pain and sadness for the world."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel very worried, i know the figures have dropped in the UK but that worries me in the sense that we will come out of lockdown and a second wave will hit.\n\nI really hate the lockdown and not being able to see my family or friends for over 3 weeks now has taken its toll on my mental health. Its hard when there is no end in sight.\n\nI wonder what will happen if god forbid, boris dies. will the country carry on, will we all be too shocked to believe it? there are so many unknowns my anxiety feels very unmanaged at the moment."}, {"index": 22, "context": "At this moment I do not have much fear for myself as a healthy 22 year old. I do however have fear for my parents, both of which are high risk and could be seriously affected if given the virus. This gives me anxiety in going out as I cannot risk picking it up and bringing it home to them. I also feel both disgust and admiration for officials who are acting in this situation, given that we are having to improvise I am impressed by high ups and especially, as a third year uni student, admire educational staff for adapting quickly."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel Very confused and stressed. I don\u2019t know what\u2019s going to happen about my mortgage or my rent payments or how to pay all the bills when my job has cut my pay and hours, though I still have to go in. I was also supposed to be starting a new teaching job in September and gaining some in class experience by viewing the current class sessions with their teacher, find out what levels they\u2019re at, how they teach, the schools dialling system etc. I\u2019m also upset about my current job and if about my school will reopen. I haven\u2019t been able to give the children s proper send off or say goodbye as I won\u2019t still be there in September. Some of the children are experiencing loss and I can\u2019t be there for them which also upsets me. I\u2019m confused and anxious as we have no idea what\u2019s going on or what to compare this to. I\u2019m also angry that people still aren\u2019t obiding by the rules enforced. Also, nothing is more irritating than being isolated with a lazy partner and a screaming 3 year old that doesn\u2019t understand why we can\u2019t go outside. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel happy that things seem to be moving along with the Corona situation. It put my mind at rest when we were given a roadmap out of lockdown. I'm sad that my wedding has been cancelled twice but hopeful that I can get married later this year. I'm concerned about my finances as I've lost a lot of income due to Corona but again hopeful that I'll be able to sort that out soon. My Dad has had his vaccine so that is good news and we hopefully will get ours in the next few months. I'm looking forward to be able to go out and about again."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Whenever i think things will get better, business can be reopen, there are always something make me feel depressed. Too much mixed messages out there, locally and internationally. People should stick together and make things back to normal again. However, I think its a bit too early for students back to school when there are still 10K new cases a day...I really wish the number will not rise again because of that. It is not easy to bring the new cases down from 60K a day to 10K, the government should really be very careful about this as I think it is the main reason why the number was so high before. In fact instead of school, they should let non essential business to open first with a very very strict measure."}, {"index": 26, "context": "The current Corona situation makes me feel apprehensive. Although some countries are seeing a slow decline in rates of infection and death, there is still a lot of fear in other countries. How the world will change when the infection has passed is also a cause for concern. There seems to be a lot of misinformation being reported within in the media and it is hard to know which sources to trust. The government are doing a fairly good job but I feel having the antigen tests available would ease some of the concerns."}, {"index": 27, "context": "i am feeling scared and anxious about what this holds for the country and economy. i am concerned for my family's finances and health. I am worried about how long and how grave this will be for the world. I am trying to avoid the news, it can easily become overwhelming. i am trying to distract myself and appreciate what I have. I also am trying to help those who have less than me, like vulnerable neighbours. I also ring family members, if i don't hear from them I am more worried than I normally would be."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am worried for the safety of my son as, of course, I still have to leave the house and am fearful of contracting the virus while out or passing it along to him. I am a little angry (though rather more annoyed) with people who flout social distancing guidelines and continue to meet in large social groups or travel unnecessarily as they are preventing others from returning to normality.\nI also worry that I go out too much, however these are only for trips to the shop for food for myself or vulnerable family members, though I know there is more I could do."}, {"index": 29, "context": "My current feelings is mostly anxiety as I suffer from depression anyway way before this pandemic so staying in and working from home is a welcome relief . I try and avoid the news as they focus on negativity too much . I see this pandemic carrying on for longer than expected for some reason , also one good thing to come out of all this is that crime levels are down and it keeps kids/gangs off the streets ect . One of the down sides is the waiting in hospitals for people with life threatening illnesses as myself have a issue with health and have had hospital appointments cancelled like many others , not that its anyones fault it's just the way it is . I believe lockdowns should carry on for a bit longer to be on the safe side ."}], "length": 4435} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I think the Corona virus must be intricately related to how we have destroyed our global environment. I feel conflicted about it, because in many ways the current economic shutdown, especially the downing of planes, should have been the response, or similar, to declaring a climate emergency. We are still hurtling towards runaway global warming, and that is a collective insanity by any reasonable definition. The reduction in air pollution is also double edged. There is a phenomena called Global Dimming (which is in the IPCC report), where the pollution layer is blocking about 1 degree of extra warming about that pollution layer that has already occurred. The reduction of that pollution layer removes that reduction, and will potentially push us to the edge of runaway global warming. Global Dimming should be discussed. All of these crises are interrelated."}, {"index": 1, "context": "Fairly optimistic about the likelihood of this being got under control and finding a vaccine. I am trying to see the positives of social distancing: more time with the family, together. At least its Spring and the days are longer and weather warmer. A little nervous for my parents who are elderly and saddened for those who have lost loved ones. Gratefull and awestruck by the work of the NHS and the others putting themselves in harm's way. All in all it will be ok, we have dealt with worse as a species - it's not 1346, after all."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I didn't think the pandemic would last this long but our government haven't helped matters by delaying lockdown. The closure of shops and other travel restrictions are annoying and frustrating but I see why they are needed and I wish everyone would stick to them. Human life is more important that the economy. I have no problem with masks and social distancing but I'm hoping that vaccination means the virus will soon be under control but I think vaccination is going to be a permanent and standard thing like vaccines children get at present . I'm not sure where the virus started."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I have not been tested but have had cv for last 10 days and been very unwell. I am worried that my lung function will never go back to normal but I guess also relieved that I seem to be getting better now. I think most of my family had milder symptoms than I did. The fevers were Terrible. I am hoping we can begin to release some of the measures in a few weeks but know that will depend on impact. A lot of negative a have happened but have dealt with those so far. Now I am worried to some extent about how we get back to more normal living and keep infection under control. Also I don\u2019t want to get reinfected so hope that immunity is actually a thing which applies for a period of time."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel sadness at those who have been effected by the virus. I feel anxious about my loved ones and myself contracting the virus. I feel anger that people are not taking the suitation seriously enough. I feel we all need to be actively playing our part in helping the NHS and communities to fight this virus. It is worrying how the country is going to recover and when we will be able to go back to our day to day business. If anything good can come out of the situation, it is that the planet and environment has less pollution and people are being less wasteful"}, {"index": 5, "context": "I have had my first vaccination so feel a bit safer from the virus, but I am worried that people are not taking the lockdown seriously as it's not the same as the first lockdown when everyone stayed at home. I think it will all come back again as people are going out and mixing. I dont want to ever go to a pub or restaurant again as this will always be around and could come back at any time. The virus will change as it has been already, and I think this fear will be here forever now. I am worried about some people saying that covid doesn't exist, and its all made up by the government. They are going to get us all infected."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am exhausted with and by it. I wish life would go back to the way it was before, we've been locked away for too long now and eventually we will have to live with it as a risk we're willing to take. I think a lot of serious things have been undermined or covered up under the guise of the pandemic, and think this should come to light. I don't doubt that the virus is very real, and serious, however I think it is being used as a way to bring in harsher and more stringent measures to monitor, control and manipulate society by the government."}, {"index": 7, "context": "it has now become the new normal and most people have adjusted. the relaxation of lockdown measures and the vaccination programmes provide some hope that normal life may resume soon, therefore, compared to last year I am more hopeful. being able to go back to university and having distractions has also helped me forget about the extent of the situation at points. i still feel anger and resentment towards the government for not handling the situation better, and letting the situation get worse again when scientists had provided predictions and there were ways of reducing the amount of people that died."}, {"index": 8, "context": "Currently working from home missing normal daily work life and colleagues. Missing and worried about my parents who are at high risk and self isolating. Just wanting life to get back to normal and everyone be safe and well and listen to advice about staying at home and keeping there distance from other people to prevent the virus from spreading further. Looking forward to travelling again and taking trips with my partner to parts of the world we have not yet seen or discovered. Even just going on nights out for a meal and to the pub or socialising with friends and family. Gutted to have had to cancel a family holiday already and some special family birthdays which we had plans for and was looking forward too. Having to post presents instead of giving them to those celebrating in person. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel proud of how quickly we have all adapted to our new way of life. I feel angry at those who think that quarantine rules do not apply to them - they are putting all of our lives in danger. I'm worried for myself & my family, I just want to make sure my loved ones will be okay. Like most people, I am close to some of those that are within the vulnerable groups. The ship is sinking, but all of mankind are in the same boat, so I am anxious but not overly afraid. I am still working, as are my parents, and I know that our jobs aren't 'essential'. It feels as if the government aren't putting in a full 'lockdown' in order to prevent the economy crashing and keep our online businesses going. I am one of the naive ones that put my work first, so I am going into work 5 days a week regardless of the deadly disease. \n\nMy main emotions are anxiety & missing my family. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel a lot of anxiety about the virus because you just don't know what's going to happen. I miss my family and not knowing how long we'll be apart adds to the anxiety and makes me upset. Even just doing something as simple as popping to the corner shop is a huge stress now because you're constantly thinking about where the virus could be and how easily you could catch it. Seeing the death toll everyday is scary and reading how it hasn't even reached the peak yet is terrifying. It's hard to adjust to this new life of barely being able to go out."}, {"index": 11, "context": "Anxious. More so about lockdown than catching covid. Will things go back to normal following the vaccine or will the rules be relaxed only to see us return back in lockdown in a few months time back to where we are currently? It's very worrying as I don't think many would go for a third lockdown, especially with people's mental health suffering as it is at the minute. My child has just been able to attend nursery and if we were to go back in to another lockdown and he's not able to attend, then their mental health may also end up suffering more with things just getting back to normal finally."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am a little anxious how long we will be on lockdown for because there is a minority of people who do not listen and the less people listen the longer the lockdown will last. More people will get ill and some people arent taking this situation serious which is frustrating. Lots of people are missing their family and friends and idiots are ruining it for everyone.\nThe schools being closed is having a huge impact on children and their lives. Lots of schools are a child safe place and that has been taken away."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am very distressed, my mum is currently being assisted with her breathing in a London hospital because of this virus so I am sad, scared and not hopeful for a good outcome. I am very worried about sending my children to school as I am a key worker and concerned that I will not make it should I contract the virus as I have underlying health condition. This combined makes me very scared and anxious. I am fearful for our futures and how I will safely get food for my family without exposing myself to risk and potential transmission "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I hope that whatever powers the government use to combat this pandemic will not be abused to further restrict individual rights and freedoms once this virus has abated. I am also angry that China's appalling culture of wetmarkets has caused this pandemic in the first place. If it wasn't for their wildlife trade and lack of animal rights, this most likely would never have happened.\n\nI am also deeply worried about the impact this will have the economy long-term. As ever, it will be small businesses and the average worker that suffers.\n\nOn the other hand, at least people are spending more time with their children at home, and people are realizing just how worthless sports really are."}, {"index": 15, "context": "Lockdown needs to end sooner than the proposed roadmap. It is insane to think that 'normal' life has been on hold for one year. So much damage has been done to our economy. The government has delayed taking important action to try to prevent the spread of disease. The death toll in the UK is terrible and there should be an independent inquiry into government handling of the early stages very soon. Also, the government must be held accountable for giving contracts, without scrutiny, to party donors."}, {"index": 16, "context": "When the coronavirus was first heard of I was quite relaxed.I never thought it would turn into a pandemic.As more and more countries have infected cases it makes myself worry more.As each day goes by I find myself become more and more nervous and anxious about the situation.The lockdown has brought out sadness in the fact our way of life has changed for the time being.I try to think positive and abide by the rules of the lockdown and hope one day life will be back to,normal.THe more cases that are confirmed in my own city brings the virus even closer to home ."}, {"index": 17, "context": "At the moment I am still worried about my family getting it. I am not so much worried getting food because the panic buying seems to be over. I am feeling anxious about how the situation is going to change over the next week but the daily updates from the government and news outlets provide quite a lot of information. I am concerned about the long term effects of what is happening at the moment but my primary concern is my family, especially my parents.At the moment I am still worried about my family getting it. I am not so much worried getting food because the panic buying seems to be over. \n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nlhj\n\n\n"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I'm finding the whole situation very anxiety-provoking and hard to deal with. I already suffer with OCD and general anxiety, and this has been a huge trigger. I feel hopeless about the future in general and like things are never going to get back to normal again. It's like being in limbo, nothing feels completely real and I've been having issues with derealisation/depersonalisation. \nI'm worried about family members and friends and how they're coping, and about side effects such as the chain of supply for food, medication etc being broken."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel overwhelmed by the constant news and inconsistent advice. I have family and close friends in different countries - here in the UK, Australia, New Zealand, China, Hong Kong, the US, Singapore, Japan and Canada - and everyone seems to be treating it completely differently and have completely different restrictions in their daily lives. I am worried about the long term economic implications and how that will impact people's lives, just as the austerity that followed the 2008 financial crisis caused huge suffering and reduced life expectancy for many. I am frustrated at people I see not following the restrictions in place. Sacrifice doesn't feel fair if some people make exceptions for themselves."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I'm sure my anxiety levels are significantly higher that usual. I know someone who is being treated at the moment and it could go either way so this is upsetting me and my sleep has been interrupted, When I watch the news or speak to a friend or family member it is the main or often the only subject of the conversation so the focus is on Coronavirus pretty much all the time. I find the best time of the day currently is when I go for a walk as my daily exercise opportunity. Although the social distancing measures make that seem a little strange as well when you have keep at two metres away from people you actually know, should you see them."}, {"index": 21, "context": "At the moment I am really fed up with the lockdown. Not so much for myself but for how it is affecting my (and other people's) children and families. I feel that the young people have been dealt a bit of a raw deal throughout this, made worse by the school closures. I'm quite third of all of the restrictions as we have completely stuck to them, but a year is a long time. Now that the schools are starting to feed back in up in Scotland, and the vaccine programme is being rolled out I feel a wee bit of optimism for the future, but also rather anxious about it all shutting down again. I think if there was another lockdown after this one it will break a lot of people, and I'm not sure how much compliance there would be next time around."}, {"index": 22, "context": "On the one hand, I am really glad that the vaccination programme is going so well in the UK. But I'm unsure whether even slow re-opening will lead to sufficiently low cases. I am just unsure if I will ever experience a normal time at university again, it all just feels so distant.\n\nI am also worried that my family in Germany will have to wait ages for vaccines, which will not help me feel good about visiting them. I haven't seen them for 7 months now, and I just want to hug them again. The high number of anti-vaccers also really worries me."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am appreciating all the time at home with my children and husband, but I am extremely concerned about having to shut my business for the forseeable future. The unknown is the most frustrating part - how and when will we be able to reopen? Will we stay afloat? Will we get the financial help we need? The anxiety is constantly at the back of my mind. The actual prospect of getting ill is less worrying - we are self isolating bar a daily walk and shopping once a week. I would hope we are strong enough to fight it off if we do catch it."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Corona situation fearfully kids are back next week they could bring it home then spreed around the house and i still have a shielding child at home scary that they could catch it , worried that my other half will catch it for a 3rd time in work at the hospital and worried that they have now found another new strain in the uk that it is going to spread again and the jabs will not work against the new one , hateful being stuck in all the time bored of it all wish it was over now and hopeful get back to normal"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel sad that I am away from people I love. I feel disappointed that not more is being done to stop the spread. I feel at peace in isolation. I feel proud of the NHS. I feel inspired by peoples creativity during this time. I feel the pandemic has been taken as a joke until it approached a persons native country. I think Donald Trump is putting millions of people at risk. I feel proud of Rishi Sunak supporting small businesses. My girlfriend misses me and I miss her. I am proud of my neighbour's daughter. He has corona virus and is a front line doctor."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel extremely anxious about the situation and when it will end. I am worried about my elderly parents getting sick. I am worried I might stop getting paid the longer the situation lasts. I was in the middle of buying a house before lockdown and now I have no idea what will happen with that. It makes me worry about where my life is heading. I\u2019m not in control of it now and it\u2019s future is being changed because of a virus. I worry about the front line workers getting sick when they have no choice but to do their jobs; I have several friends who are medics. I am grateful for all the work they and other emergency workers are doing right now to help us all. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "Anxious and confused about when life will go back to normal, frustrated that not a lot of information is available has been provided by the government. I'm feeling sad that I can't be with friends or family and self isolation is a very difficult period for anyone to be going through and makes me and others feel very lonely and distant from the outside world. Mainly it feels like a waiting game to see how the virus reacts to lockdown measures and hopefully should be decreasing very soon, seeing the death figures is also very frightening and sobering to see how many people are being affected by this globally"}, {"index": 28, "context": "At the moment it feels like suppressing sadness. You forget it\u2019s there for a while, do \u2018normal\u2019 tasks and then it hits you how scary the current situation is. It\u2019s the fear of the unknown. You\u2019re pretty sure you and your family are going to get the virus but there\u2019s no way of knowing how bad the symptoms could be. It\u2019s anxiety for family and worry for yourself. It\u2019s wanting a cuddle with parents and family who aren\u2019t close by and wondering if and when we\u2019ll be together again. \nI would describe my emotions like a roller coaster. Having a young family helps as during the day life goes on and I can generally focus on them and I feel grateful that we\u2019re getting extra time together. When they go to bed I seem to get a half an hour come down where my adrenaline kicks in and I process the days events. I\u2019m trying to take extra care over my media use as my stress levels seem to increase when I read or watch too much news."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel like we are about to get out of this situation as 20 milions of people in uk have been vaccinated. I just got the bloood test result yesterday saying that I have antibodies for the virus as result of the vaccine I had in January and most of my colleagues in healthcare are in the same siatuation which means that the vaccine is working and once we vacccinate more than 50% of the population we can slowly return to normal. However, the government is wasting/stealing billions of pounds on strange contracts with friends that don't come to fruition and then they offer a 1% 'payrise' for NHS staff, which actually is paycut as the inflation is higher than 2% in the past year"}, {"index": 30, "context": "The rate r will go up in the coming weeks due to the number of school children returning to educatuion all at once. This will have a significant impact on the r rate and we will see morre resrictions t in place due to this. Another wave of coronavirus is inevitable in the coming months when more of the restrictions are lifted. The current government are only concerned about money and not the effects to the health of the nation. This can be seen with the paltry 1% offer to NHS workers aa pay rise. Without hem many more woud die."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel many opportunities have been missed to bring the virus under control and as a result it will take longer to return to normality. I worry about the impact this will have on my future as both my family and business plans are still at an early stage despite my progressed age. It is hard with so much uncertainty about the virus to see the path ahead. My main concerns are that some restrictions such as masks, social distancing and travel may be with us for a long time to come without some stricter measures in the short term."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I think people are incredibly selfish. I am a Police Officer and have to go to work. People need to stay home and stop socialising and stick to the isolation rules aet by the Government so that people can see their family members sooner rather than next year! If people don't listen the government will have to impose stricter restrictions. I feel let down by neighbours who will not stay inside. I get people need to exercise for mental health but there is a limit. The amount of people I have seen out and about is disgusting. There is more cars driving around everyday which just proves the issues. \n"}, {"index": 33, "context": "I am anxious about going out incase I catch it, I try to go out every couple of days, but find it difficult to relax when I am out.\nEvery day seems the same at the moment - there is no difference between weekdays and weekends. I try to keep to a regular routine going to bed at the same time eating meals at the same time with my Husband and son. I go into the garden a lot for a break from the family which helps a lot. I have planted some seeds and waiting for them to appear gives me a reason to go outside in the garden."}, {"index": 34, "context": "At the moment i am feeling anxiety due to the possibility I could contract it and recieve long term health effects like reduced lung capacity. I also feel my government, the UK government have acted on reactions and is therefor responsible for a large percentage of the mortality rate. I am concerned about the older members of my family and angry at the people who are still leaving their homes unnecessarily. The coronavirus has put stress on my \nbusiness as it is difficult to get the resources i need and even if i had them, the customers aren't purchasing as much now due to fears that they will get the virus from a package."}, {"index": 35, "context": "Currently I feel very worried about covid-19. I feel many people will sadly loose their lives. I feel the frontline workers are under extreme pressure and are not safe from the disease. I worry about my family and friends. I miss my normal life and my freedom. I worry how this pandemic is destroying many lives and families across the world. I worry about poorer countries and how they will cope in these times. I hope a vaccine will be created to beat it and save lives do that we can try and resume our lives as best we can."}], "length": 5143} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I've tried to avoid the news due to having no interested in watching the death toll increase, but keep up with breaking news with alerts on my phone. I am currently self isolating and only leaving the house for essential journeys so I feel relatively safe from the virus, but I can't help but feel a little anxiety thanks to a major change in lifestyle that isolation requires and worrying about elderly family members that are high risk and struggling to come to terms with the governments requests to stay indoors - their routines have been ripped apart. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel that it is something society must go through sooner rather than later, and the sooner we finish this the sooner we can get back to our daily lives.\n\nI feel that most people are worried without good reason, and that the media are taking advantage of the situation to further their own agenda.\n\nI trust the government to make the right decision and to protect the interests of the public and the majority of people. I am not bothered by the lockdown, but I am, however, worried about the impending recession."}, {"index": 2, "context": "Feel desperately sorry for NHS staff and the danger they are in.\nFeel let down by people not conforming to social distancing.\nFeel low about not seeing my partner, family and friends.\nConsider myself very fortunate I can cope on my own and entertain myself with working at home, gardening, dog walking and decorating along with relaxing time too, reading, puzzles, TV. \nWorry a little about the long term effects on economy, getting back to any sort of normal and what will that look like?\nThe media are asking questions of MPs that they know they do not have the answers to."}, {"index": 3, "context": "surpirised this hasn't happened before now, people need to be calmer about the situation in general and focus on improving their own sitiuation rather than deflecting blame onto others. People who don't quarantine are disgrace on society and should forfeit any help given to them by governments. Hopefully this will help people be better with finances than they have previously been with spending on non essentials. Will be surprised if things get back to how they were previously and think that quarantines will continue for at least 6 months"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I thought I would be struggling a lot more than I am so far. I am working from home and not leaving the house and have been doing this for about 3 weeks. I thought I would have been struggling by now and getting upset about it a lot but I'm okay, I've had a couple of wobbles but that's it. I don't think it's really sunk in properly/I haven't processed the situation I'm in personally with being stuck at home as I find it very surprising that I'm coping at the moment. I feel grateful to still have a routine and be working Monday-Friday as I think this is what's getting me by, I feel like the time is passing very quickly."}, {"index": 5, "context": "12 March 2021. I suspected a year ago that this would still be the major part of everyone's life now. In terms of positives now, the UK's vaccination programme is exceptional. Having had the first Oxford jab myself and taken a vulnerable person for theirs I am endlessly impressed by the cheeriness and astonishing efforts of the staff and volunteers at the vaccination centres. I am appalled in equal measure with the casual arrogance and treachery of the Government in terms of the Track and Trace debacle. The vaccination programme and the pace at which that is taking place allows for a little optimism despite somehow new strains of this terrible virus emerging while apparently the UK is in lockdown and not allowing new strains into the country. I am massively fearful however of the relaxation of lockdown before the entire UK population is fully vaccinated. Opening the schools again will result in additional deaths. Further the determination to follow a 'road map ' that the virus is unable to read is foolish, stupid. We have come so far and we risk it all by impatience. In terms of the economy, it is a false economy to jump the gun. I as am impatient as the next person to see my family, spend time with friends, go for a casual coffee and heavens, the idea of foreign travel but that to me is a long way away. My birthday is 24 this month, the last one was 'celebrated' on the first day of lockdown, this is personal, I loath the damn virus but I respect it and we all need to, otherwise you may be asking me these same questions this time next year and with all due respect, lets hope we are all far too busy living life by then! Stay safe, the automatic close to messages from both loved ones and strangers, lets hope we can sign off with 'best wishes' again soon, but carefully."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am both frustrated and anxious about how some people are ignoring the lockdown rules. I want to have hope but just cant see it at the moment and instead have an overwhelming feeling of despair. If attitudes don't change soon they may either go on until next year or never get any better.\nAs a key worker myself (as well as my wufe) I am constantly anxious about infection and bringing it home to my children. It is a horrible situation to be in when you are constantly scared to do your job or be suspicious of your coworkers and be worried about working with them"}, {"index": 7, "context": "Everyday I am checking news websites for updates on the coronavirus and checking my local area. I am quite worried, mainly for my parents who are a bit elderly and other family members who are vulnerable. The main feeling I experience now is anxiety and uncertainty about the future and how long this situation will go on for. Other feelings that come to mind also include frustration and anger at hearing about people who break lockdown rules. I feel that my life is on hold as i'm sure most other people do as well, and I just hope that we can find a solution to this sooner rather than later. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "Being stuck isolating is very much a toll on my mental health. My feelings of anxiety have gone through the roof and I'm finding it quite hard. I dislike complaining though as we are doing this to help everyone and I feel determined to get through this all and work together to make it through the other side. I feel optimistic about that future and hopeful that things will return to normal. I am anxious about my current employment though. I am struggling to get by financially but am also scared to put myself or my family at risk right now."}, {"index": 9, "context": "It's very sad not being able to see your friends due to the lockdown. Also, a massive concern to me and probably a lot of other people is their tenancies which might end before the end of this coronavirus situation. Personally, this stresses me about the future. It also brings great concern that both my grandmothers are in their 80s, meaning that if they catch COVID they'll likely die, while I won't be able to go see them. Finally, another source of anxiety is the looming economic crisis. People who didn't have the best financials before COVID -like me- will probably have a hard one to two years ahead of them. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I\u2019m very worried and anxious. Also scared for my older relatives . This is uncertain time we do not know what\u2019s going to happen and need to stay indoors to protect the vulnerable and elderly in the society. I\u2019m worried the numbers will keep going up and we will never be able to go outside again. \nI\u2019m very worried and anxious. Also scared for my older relatives . This is uncertain time we do not know what\u2019s going to happen and need to stay indoors to protect the vulnerable and elderly in the society. I\u2019m worried the numbers will keep going up and we will never be able to go outside again. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "Very anxious, I am sceptical about the origins of the virus. Everything is very surreal and this is the first time, as it is for many, I've experienced this collective behaiviour across the world. Odd times. I feel the nation's response is inadequate which makes me angry.\n\nI would say a positive is having a more introverted lifestyle, which I am known to enjoy. There is less commotion and urgency about my life personally so I am more relaxed but it means the mind has more time to think.\n\nOverall these circumstances make me think and ponder a lot more, probably as I have more time. It has both negative and positive impacts."}, {"index": 12, "context": "The whole government needs to resign. \nIt is good that vaccinations are now coming to all, but the general handling by the government has, literally, been lethal. \n\n\n500 characters is needed but I have nothing further to say. \n500 characters seems excessive, so I am now going to repeat everything, but with added CAPS. \n\nTHE WHOLE GOVERNMENT NEEDS TO RESIGN.\nIt is good that vaccinations are now coming to all, but the general handling by the government has, literally, been lethal. \n\n\n\n500 characters is needed but I have nothing further to say."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am so worried about my family members as i just had my baby and he is only 2 weeks old so i am so worried about him as his immune system is still developing. I feel like still there are more people don't take this serious and because of that it will be hard to control.It makes me so angry towards those people and making my anxiety level very high. Even we are staying at home and obey all the rules i am so worried still this can catch any of my family members. So i think country shoud go for a total lock down for few weeks at least so this can be controlled than now"}, {"index": 14, "context": "In some respects the isolation is not much different to me, being quite lonewolf and isolating myself usually anyway. However, I do fear for family members who are older, and I am totally disgusted and annoyed by how stupid the british public is in genral, by continuing to go against lockdown rules. It is also quite stressful when going sopping, because I do fear catching something dangerous, and also a lot of foods I ate on a regular basis being a healthy person at the best of times, are out of stock. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel anxious and worried. I am really about to go nuts. I can\u2019t see my future financially. I can\u2019t benefit any government aid because I don\u2019t have national insurance number in UK. Also I concern about my family\u2019s health. They are living another country. I try to find a job and I afraid to be sick. I don\u2019t have money and I don\u2019t know what will I do. I have trouble sleeping at night because of anxiety. I am scared, nervous, unhappy and I can\u2019t believe these days are real. When I wake up I wonder the world back to normal. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am annoyed with the people ignoring the rules, such as breaking lockdown or showing an inability to wear a mask correctly/at all. I am worried about the future of the economy and the thousands of jobs that could be affected. I am bored of being stuck at home and desperate to be able to take my daughter on trips and outings again. Despite all this I am grateful to still have a job and have actually financially benefited in the short term so am aware that my position is actually better than many others."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel anxious that it is affecting so many parts of my life. I feel even more anxious than my boss is expecting me to carry on as normal as work and break rules to do so. I am bored of life being this way and want to get back to some sort of normality. I am annoyed that I still follow the rules but others seem to do what they want to serve themselves. I am a little hopeful but still sceptical that the vaccine will help change things soon. I am happy that my parents have now had their vaccine as this was my main concern."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel very anxious about the pandemic at the moment, I am worried about the health and safety of myself and my family during this time. I am overwhelmed by the news coverage and the fear that is being instilled in us. I am scared to lose people I love to this virus, it keeps me up at night and I am having trouble sleeping. I am feeling frustrated that events I had planned and booked are cancelled and I am losing out on money. I am stressed that my job is under threat and I am now faced with financial insecurity."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel confident of how the pandemic is turning. With a roadmap out and prospects that we can socialise again normally in the summer has cheered me up.\nI currently feel frustrated though as live with vulnerable parent and means even when restrictions start to lift caution will still be needed. But i do feel safer as both me and my dad have had the vaccine so gives you a bit of boost.\nI am pretty annoyed with peoples lack of compliance with rules at moment though, with people acting like its all over. This does make me worry that they will mess it up for everyone."}, {"index": 20, "context": "Personally i am mostly anxious about how it is likely to affect my employment, as i am working a fixed term contract that ends in august and I do not expect it to be renewed. I haven't been too worried about the virus itself affecting me or anybody too close to me, as my father is the only person I know who falls into the vulnerable categories, and he seems to be self-isolating reasonably sensibly.\n\nI have been working from home, but I haven't been very productive at all and my boss seems to expect me to be (because i live alone), but i am finding it difficult to concentrate. I think this is mostly because of my isolation rather than fear about the virus directly. I do think that workplaces in general seem to be assuming that if you are working from home and not caring for children, then you should be working at 100% efficiency, but I don't believe that this is realistic."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel nervous, constantly in a state of what if. I\u2019m currently out of work for the foreseeable future and I keep thinking that I\u2019m having a long dream.i feel like a lot of people aren\u2019t taking it seriously enough when people are out there dying every hour. The government isn\u2019t taking control so people still don\u2019t know the full effects it\u2019s taking as there is no brutal honesty about it. It\u2019s scary going outside; they\u2019re saying we should do essential journeys but the essential journeys has huge effects on everyone still "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am relieved the vaccine roll out is going so well and that we're already at vaccinating 55-59 yr olds, but very worried there'll be a rise in cases again as we come out of lockdown and we'll be back in the same position of immense pressure on the Nhs and end up back in lockdown once again. I'm also worried about the expectations people have once lockdown is lifted and that people will forget there is still a great risk. I'm also worried about how the economy is going to survive this, with high rates of unemployment"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel scared and anxious about what is going to happen of the next couple of, weeks even month. The unknown is worrying to me. I feel angry towards the people who are not listening to the government ruled as they are selfish. I am extremely thankful for the NHS for helping everyone who needs it in this awful time. Being a key worker myself, going to work (in a nursery) makes me anxious as I don\u2019t know what germs I\u2019m coming in contact with, no matter how much I was my hands and use the appropriate PPE."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I just want people to start listening to the government and staying inside so it can be safer sooner. I'm frustrated that people aren't listening. I'm fed up of being stuck in the house and these people are just making it worse.\nI'm also worried for my elderly relatives and neighbours. It's so sad that this is happening.\nI feel hopeful for the future though. I can't wait for normal life to resume. I hope people have started appreciating things and the people around them more. \nI also feel lucky that we have technology and I'm grateful to have a lot of things keeping me from boredom."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Worried about elderly and people with long term health conditions like my brother. Worried about the pressure on NHS staff and nurses working with sick patients without appropriate PPE. Some people are still being silly and not obeying the guidelines from the government. They could ruin It for everyone. There could be food and medicine shortages which is a worry for my family as my brother has type 1 diabetes. But I\u2019m also encouraged by the caring side that society Is showing and I am confident in the researchers and biomedical scientists that are researching COVID-19 and working on a vaccine. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "A short 3-week lockdown is bad enough but there is the possibility that it could be extended well beyond that. As it is, this is having a major social impact and the economic cost will surely be great: the longer the lockdown continues, the worse such effects will be. Given the low fatality rate of Corvid-19 and the ability of most healthy people to recover from it without overwhelming symptoms, it can be argued that this lockdown is Draconian and unjustified.\nBusinesses and jobs will collapse."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am still concerned about the coronavirus even though there\u2019s now a vaccine,I think that people will be too relaxed about social distancing when we come out of lockdown and it could lead to infection rates rising again. I hope I\u2019m wrong about this.Different variants also worry me in case the vaccine doesn\u2019t work against them, I also think travelling abroad should be seriously thought about as it could bring infection back into Britain. I think lockdown has been very hard on some people,especially children and we need to get schools open as soon as possible but not to the detriment of the rest of society."}], "length": 4131} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Going into week 3 of lockdown I still have some anxiety about getting the virus it is very scary looking at how many people are actually dying from it not just getting a bit poorly, I am not normally an anxious person at all so I don\u2019t know if that actually makes it worse especially as at work and at home people look at me to be the calm one and if I show panic then there really is a problem as I have so many underlying health conditions I think it would be catastrophic for me to get it. Surprisingly I think I have adapted to these new living restrictions quite quickly, the shock has worn off a little and the lockdown measures seem to be being accepted quite readily which gives me some confidence that we will get through this ok "}, {"index": 1, "context": "Mostly I am continually anxious. Stuck in a weird dichotomy of trying to relax and make the most of working from home and the opportunity that extra time presents, and the angst and fear of losing work, possible health impacts on friends and family and having to survive on even less money.\nThis is amplified by the constant frustration that the truth surrounding government response is clouded in obfuscation and political games. \nI am generally skeptical of consensus and as we are presented with a narrative that suggests that we may harm ourselves or others severely If we choose to question the narrative, this presents a hard pill to swallow. As such I am finding myself immersed in the horrendous story as it happens, and simultaneously horrified by my complicity in my own mental torture."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel anxious (but I have had pre existence no anxiety and panic attacks for a year or so before the lockdown anyway) and this has been heightened with the corona situation. I am mostly worried because I have lost my source of income for the foreseeable future and I\u2019m also anxious I won\u2019t be able to get my medication as easily when it runs out.\n\nHowever it is nice to have a chance to reset, allow myself to be at home and not feel guilty (or as guilty as I normally feel when I\u2019m not being productive) and spend time creating with my housemates."}, {"index": 3, "context": "seems to be going on forever\n\neach day i don't know what day it is...groundhog day\n\nam not supported by government and am selling possesions to stay afloat during all this disruption to daily life\n\nseems to be going on forever\n\neach day i don't know what day it is...groundhog day\n\nam not supported by government and am selling possesions to stay afloat during all this disruption to daily life\n\nseems to be going on forever\n\neach day i don't know what day it is...groundhog day\n\nam not supported by government and am selling possesions to stay afloat during all this disruption to daily life\n\nsorry can't write any more is depressing"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am starting to feel a bit more hopeful that we may be over the worst. I had my vaccine yesterday and my mum has had hers so I\u2019m starting to look forward to making plans to see her, as it\u2019s looking ever closer to being possible. There is still a lot of worry and sadness but the vaccines are rolling out fast so hopefully it won\u2019t be for much longer. For the UK atleast... there is still a lot of work to do over the rest of the world which I fear will take a long time. \nIt is frustrating to see people breaking the rules. I don\u2019t understand why everyone can\u2019t work together to get it over with faster and get the transmission rate down."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I'm very anxious for my family and my job. I have just been furloughed regarding my job and this means the government will pay 80% of my wage which is amazing considering others have been laid off, however, it has got me stressing with money as I'm only part time and I struggle with 100% of my wage nevermind 80%! As I said about family also, I don't live with my parents but both of them and my little brother are all classified as essential workers which means they are still going to their jobs. My partner who lives with me also works with my mum and so he is classified as an essential worker and I'm worried for their safety and health. My grandparents also have health conditions and I'm very worried for them. It's just a stressful time for everybody but it's making me more anxious than usual (I'm diagnosed with anxiety as it is)."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Things are hopefully getting better and we can get back to normal soon. but there are still risks in doing that and i feel hopefulful but scared at the same time. the vaccines are being rolled out now which is good and everyone is getting thiers. I hope i get mine soon but i understand why it may be awhile. I hope we dont go into another lockdown once this one is done, but i don't think we will with all the vaccines being given out. The hope is things will be back to normal by the end of the year and we wont have to worry about it any more or have to wear masks"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel very worried about the virus.Its so easy to catch .There,s people everywhere some not bothered about social distancing.Its worrying that holidays will be starting up again.I feel its way to early for that to happen. Shops etc is fine but not people travelling everywhere.Too risky.Holidays really should be put on hold until this virus is almost gone. Then there is others that dont believe it exists. Schools are opening up which i agree with , but if people dont travel then that will help so much."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am scared to catch the virus although I do everything I can to keep myself safe I am still aware that it could happen. \nI am desperate for the vaccine and feel positive towards what outcome it can give the world. \nI just want to be safe, the world doesn\u2019t have to instantly go back to normal but I want to feel safe doing some normal things! \nI also really miss my parents who live abroad and I want to be able to travel to them safely! \nI am a little bit worried about getting some side effects from the vaccine but so far people I know have been ok! \nI do fear getting covid and not being able to breath, suffocation is a fear of mine so this does fill me with horror! \nThe whole covid situation has also hugely effected my anxiety with normal situations and will no doubt cause me bigger issues when we are allowed to travel and be more normal again!"}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am very worried about me and my family getting coronavirus and getting seriously ill and dying. I am also worried about my partner losing his job and struggling financially.. I am finding is stressful having my daughter off school and not knowing when she will be going back. I also have a newborn which I think makes the situation more stressful and I think is affecting my mental health as I have lost my support network. Not knowing when the lockdown and restrictions are going to end is hard to deal with and knowing it will probably be for a while."}, {"index": 10, "context": "Glad everything is getting better, my family members are getting vaccinated and things are getting back to normal, though i feel mentally affected from the long run of being stuck indoors, I can take it upon myself to finally start fixing my life, i got through college despite everything and it all seems to be ok, however i still am cautious for the future as we have no idea how things are going to be by the time June 21st rolls around, Just a few more cautious steps towards the end for life to get better again."}, {"index": 11, "context": "The Corona situation in the UK is very worrying. Top politicians and dignitaries cannot escape this virus. Young people are dying as well as the elderly. I am worried for the nurses who work in the NHS as I was an RGN years ago and cannot imagine how stressful it must be going to work without the proper equipment and protection. In my lifetime there has never been a time such as this. My elderly mother lives abroad and if anything happens to her I will not be able to fly out there and even if I could get a flight I would have to be in quarantine for two weeks. This is very worrying. I'm worried about my sister who is unable to get her drugs and I am worried for myself as I have asthma and other immuno-defieciences and well an auto-immune problem - SLE. The internet seems to be a lot more unreliable and slow since the lock-down. When going out for my daily excersise today I notice how careless people were. I noticed one woman standing on the park path far away from her two children who were cycling in opposite directions to each other. A neighbour of mine was walking up the path and the woman made no attempt to move and there was only a couple of inches gap between them. They didn't seem to mind or notice that they were breaching the social distancing rules. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel much more relaxed about it due to the vaccination programme going well and reaching good target numbers lately. I still adhere to social distancing and find mask wearing and lockdown very depressing, but there's a light in the tunnel and this keeps me going most of the days! I look forward to getting my vaccine. I think I might have normal-ish summer holiday if I get both doses of the vaccine. Hope levels are much higher than last year. I'm still scared of corona and anxious about getting infected, and I dread going back to the office before being vaccinated."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I have been laid off from my job and have no income whatsoever anymore nor help from the government, it is the uncertainty that is the worst part. The introspection that comes with the lockdown is also very anxiety-laiden. I worry about how or when I will be able to next receive any income. All I can hope is that Keir does a UBI, otherwise, young people like me have no reason to look into the future with any hope whatsoever. I have been driven to filling in online surveys for 50p a pop, and hoping I can learn some skills somehow so one day I can be able to pay my own rent and buy food that isn't tinned beans. I am scared."}, {"index": 14, "context": "i feel i have come through the worst of corona situation and i cant wait to be able to escape the house ,and get back to some normality, I still feel anxious when there are too many people around me but to go to the hairdressers and meet my friends and go for a meal out, i just cant wait to see my parents without waving through a window and having a certain amount of freedom again.it wil be interesting to see how relaxed we can be without the lockdown and hopefully with the vaccine we should all be safer"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I think the world is in a very strange state of limbo, which is reflected in my mood. I am worried about loved ones, family and friends, who still have to go out the world. We are all in a liminal, uncertain state of being - I feel a bit hollowed out rather than any one emotion. The anxiety and fear has tapered off in recent weeks but I think this is desensitisation rather than it going away. It feels like a never ending situation that I would like the world to collectively come out of, as if exiting a bad dream. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am angry that the situation has worsened without being contained, I think the government acted too late.\nI am sad that all of my Summer plans have been cancelled and that I can't travel abroad anymore.\nI am worried about the health and wellbeing of the elder members of my family. \nI am appreciative of the NHS staff for putting their lives on the line to help others. \nI am anxious when I have to leave the house for essentials (like buying groceries)\nI am enjoying spending extra time with my mother, father, and brothers since we are quarantined together but I am restless because I cannot see my friends and go outside as much as I would normally do."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I'm very bored of the whole situation. I am really miss having human contact at both work & in social situations. \n\nI've kept my job, but know lots of other friends who have not and it's quite diffcult to see the eoconomic issues created by coronavirus. \n\nMy anxiety levels are much higher than they should be because I'm constantly in a state of worry & the quality of my sleep is terrible and has been since the start of lockdown number three. \n\nI think i'll feel better when i CAN SEE MY FRIENDS and also go to the gym and exercise more regularly."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel very anxious about the current situation the world is in right now. It has left me feeling very anxious and scared about what is to come as I am aware that a long-term fix such as a vaccine is very far-off, there is limited NHS supplies of ventilators and the economy is going to be hit very hard and take a long time to recover. I have no idea about my job security in the long-term as I work in the hospitality industry and I feel trapped as I don't know when things are going to change. It feels like even when the current virus situation is contained eventually, the worst is yet to come in the aftermath of it all. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel immense uncertainty. Its like this situation is either going to be quite bad, or much worse (with lots of collateral damage)if the authorities miss-manage it. It feels like people on the street are becoming paranoid and mistrusting of each other and if the current climate goes on for too long then I fear permanent/long-last damage to the social fabric. \nI also worry for the future. If this much havoc has been wrought by a moderately harmful Virus then it seems like something more severe could pretty much collapse modern civilization."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am anxious that a family member may contract the virus as I have a close relative who is a \"\"key worker\"\".\n\nI initially worried about how the government is acting upon setting up measures to try and prevent fast spreading, however they have recently in my opinion made far better and faster decisions in trying to tackle the current situation.\n\nI am also grateful towards all NHS staff for their efforts in fighting off the pandemic and everyone around the UK for abiding by the government's advice to stay at home."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am worried that two seemingly different people can get it and show such different symptoms. So it\u2019s not just fearing that I get it, but how bad I will get it. I am a key worker and I worry that I am having to change my life to ensure that I don\u2019t spread it to other people. I am angry that I am having to stay indoors and the virus is still spreading. I thought this would be over by now and we\u2019d be back to normal but I fear it will still get worse. I am happy that I am doing what I can to stop the spread. I do not enjoy watching the news as it seems to just be bad news and never about good things"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel very anxious about Corona. I am scared when I think about being around people. I wear a mask everywhere I go, even if I'm just walking on the road and I wash my hands constantly. My anxiety is hard to control and I feel sadness at not being able to enjoy things I used to due to being scared of corona. Thinking about doing things in the future scares me but I am trying to be less anxious. Thinking about going to a restaurant worries me as I wouldn't be in control of what was happening. My anxiety is hard to deal with but I have a great support network and talking helps me."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel deeply saddened for the lives that have been lost all around the world. i have a lot of anxiety regarding myself and family's health especially those who have underlying health conditions. I'm scared about what might happen to the economy as a result of the coronavirus such as interest rates local business and how it will impact all of our lives. I'm stressed about how the gcse cancellations will affect my daughter, but i am trying to be thankful for the time in lockdown that I've been given with my children and partner, but frustrated with people who are not following the rules."}, {"index": 24, "context": "the pandemic has completely ruined what little stability i still had gained in my mental health, and made my symptoms surrounding fear of illness and dirt and obsession with handwashing and cleanliness so much worse that I am unable to see how i will return to the progress i had made before the pandemic.\nhaving OCD and having the world tell you that if standards of hygiene are not kept up then millions will die has led to my compulsions being stronger than ever, and having to remain inside where they can run amok in my head is driving me beyond the point of insanity"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel confused by all of the online news surrounding the situation and fearful about finances if the situation worsens.\nI fear that people with or without the virus will find it difficult to get any help that they might need at this time.\nI do feel thankful that I can focus on the household jobs that I don't get time to do when I am working and I have time to be creative if i feel like it. I am happy I can spend time with my partner but I do not like the feeling of being constricted to staying indoors."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am feeling really anxious about the whole situation, both because of anxiety surrounding possibly getting Covid-19 and being very unwell and because of the changes to our way of life. I don't cope with change of any sort, even small things like a weekly appointment at a regular time being altered and there have been so many changes that I am unable to cope. This has caused my anxiety levels to increase to levels I haven't known for years. The anxiety is also preventing me from going out. I have a terrible feeling of fear as well, about what the future holds. I think that this is making me feel that something bad is about to happen all the time and is having a knock on effect on my level of anxiety."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I'm glad that the vaccines are being distributed and cases and deaths seem to be dropping. A little frustrated that I probably won't be offered a vaccine until May or June, depending on uptake. Disappointed that a cruise we had booked for the end of May was finally cancelled, although I knew it was inevitable. Frustrated because I've done nothing for the past year, work-wise, but I finally have a few days of work coming up in a few weeks time. A little anxious because it'll be the first time I've gone into London, and thus on the trains, in over a year and I'm worried about being amongst a lot of people in a small carriage. I've managed to avoid catching Covid so far (or at least, to my knowledge anyway) so I don't want to get it so close to being vaccinated. Just waiting for things to return to a semblance of normalcy. Not entirely normal, but a state where I can go out without worrying about the people around me."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am very anxious about contracting Covid-19 and passing this onto another person, in particular a vulnerable or elderly person.\nI am not particularly worried about the effects of me catching the virus, but more of passing it onto a third party.\n\nWith regard to the economic effect of the virus, i think that this is going to be far-reaching and pretty devastating, which many have not yet appreciated. I am pretty fearful of this aspect of the virus.\n\nI think that the virus has also brought out the good in a lot of people and has revived the community spirit and brought people together, which is a positive effect."}], "length": 4489} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel very frustrated and fed up. I miss my family and \u201cnormal\u201d life. I am losing all interest in doing anything I enjoy and feel lazy all the time as a result of no motivation. I am anxious about how the situation will play out in the next few months but feel extremely anxious about things opening up again because I feel like cases will rise again, but there will be an expectation for me to return to \u201cnormal\u201d - back to the office, shops busy again etc. I don\u2019t feel ready for that. There are some things I am looking forward to like seeing my family. I feel very alone and more so because I am feeling such a lack of motivation to do anything. All I do is watch tv because anything else seems too much effort and my brain feels like it\u2019s not really working. I am angry at the situation because I was made redundant and I hate my new job but I am stuck in it because I cannot afford to leave. I feel very miserable and low"}, {"index": 1, "context": "Concerned about the economic impact for myself and the country. Worried that front line NHS staff are being put at risk due to a lack of PPE or planning. \nSadness that the world will go back to how it was before, forgetting about how we could change for the better as a result of this pandemic. \nFearful that lessons will not be learned and that the destruction and damage to the environment will continue resulting in many more globally damaging events. \nConcerned that a drive towards a carbon neutral world will pushed aside as country's try to rebuild and use this as an excuse not to drive forward these initiatives. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I'm just getting scared now as more and more people are being admitted to the hospital. I don't know what the future holds for this country or even world and it makes me very anxious. I think the situation will get worse before it gets any better.\n\nIn the beginning, it was only old people and the vulnerable that we're getting this virus and being admitted to hospital, now younger people with no medical issues are being hospitalized and even dying. I don't know why or how. People are starting to think this didn't start from someone eating a rabid bat. It seems deeper than that. I also think a lot of people's mental health will be affected, as well as financial health. What will happen when this is all over? The impact on the economy will be drastic."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am a bit fed up of everything now my work and home life has been effected I just want life back how it was. I understand why we have had lengthily lock downs but I think only the elderly should shelter and we should look after them with shopping etc until they\u2019ve received the second vaccination. It\u2019s causing me stress at work and at home now and I can\u2019t wait for restrictions to lift just to take my little boy out for the day! He is almost 2 and can\u2019t remember what it\u2019s like to play with friends at soft play or to hug his grandparents which is really sad"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel very confused about coronavirus. Living in a time where I feel I know as much as the government is very serious. I feel I have learnt the boundaries of trust. Without devoting my trust to various people, I feel it would encourage negating thoughts and anxiety. However being kept in the dark and relying on trust can be as equally testing. On a more localised level I feel content that I should be ok, based on the main risk factors I don't fall under. I have more feelings of concerns for others close to me who do fall under the risk categories, such as grant parents."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel that the situation is improving, but so did I after the other lockdowns, I\u2019m just not sure what is going to happen next, I just want life to return to normal so that I can be with my friends and have fun.\n\nAlso I am uncertain about the new strains of coronavirus and that they may cause us to go into another lockdown, I am also unsure about the effectiveness of the vaccines a gain at these new strains, especially with some of them being able to evade the bodies immune system. \n\nI also have concerns about going on holiday,as I want to relieve a lot of stress, but unfortunately I am unsure whether we will be able to travel any time soon, I just want to leave my house to be brutally honest."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am slightly worried about the pandemic situation. I think people are starting to get fed up, want things to go back to normal and so it may be being rushed through before we can be completely safe. I am trying to stay as safe as I can and there are certainly some people that are appreciative of the role of healthcare workers, but unfortunately it seems to be the few ruining it for the many!\nThings need to be taken at a safe pace to ensure we do not peak again - though this is likely to happen over winter, but if everyone used common sense, the situation wouldn't be as bad as it has been"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I have started to feel optimistic at the plans moving forwards. Frustrated of how long it\u2019s taking but understand it\u2019s for the right reasons. I have been working from home for 6 weeks and it has been a long 6 weeks with minimal interaction. I am however grateful I haven\u2019t been someone at home for the last year and was lucky enough as a nurse to still go out to work. We are due to have a little baby boy at the start of April and I am hoping we will be able to meet with family and friends whilst he is still little. I don\u2019t want to lose out on those precious memories."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am worried for the country with Boris in hospital. Feel OK in self and with family at moment all well. You just don't know what may happen next and our family has a newborn baby. Its sad not even able to go and visit as we had planned. Happy that family well so not all bad. Relieved shops not as chaotic as they were. Although seeing more emotional flareups than we usually do. In balance have a good feeling of community support. See that on thursday clap for the cares and support staff that continue to work. More good than bad people. Just wish was back to normal."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I can't imagine how to live on my own\nI have a state of constant anxiety because of the epidemic.\nI'm worried about my family.\nIt is very boring to stay at home without work\nI worry about my work colleagues\nI constantly worry about my parents.\nI am afraid our medical system may not cope with many \nI very worry about my work. I may lose my job because of this epidemic.\nHorror and anxiety!\nI am afraid of losing my savings.\nGOD HELP US!!! Help my friends.\nIt's just some misfortune\nIt's a dead end\nI wish everyone to be strong and to overcome this disease"}, {"index": 10, "context": "I'm angry at the poor response from our government, and the attitudes of most people. It's extremely frustrating to see people wandering about every single day doing non-essential things (I work in a pet store so see this every day I go to work). The attitude of our government is reflected in the people. This won't go away if we bury our heads in the sand and pretend it's a holiday; people are dying, other people are suffering. It's not going to just wear itself out. This will only go away when EVERYBODY makes a commitment to isolating themselves."}, {"index": 11, "context": "Mostly anxious for my own job security, but also for the economic impact of the current situation on my householf finances and income, but also for the UK/World. I am also worried for the health of my family, especially those who are considered high risk. I also lack planning for the future due to the uncertainty of how long restrictions could last. I am also anxious about being in public due to the increased risk of catching the illness from other people. But I am thankful that I am healthy and getting an opportunity to spend increased time at home."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Although the vaccination rollout is underway, I'm still worried about the coronavirus situation - especially given the new variants of the virus that have emerged recently. I'm also disappointed with the way that the government has handled the pandemic, both in terms of containing the spread of the virus and in making sure British citizens have the economic resources to survive during these trying times - which doesn't fill me with hope as to how the government will likely act post-pandemic. That said, I am very excited to receive the coronavirus vaccination and I am beyond impressed with how the NHS has handled the pandemic."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am very worried what my happen if I get the virus.I\u2019m thinking about my family and if I will need hospitalisation .I hope I will be called for a vaccine soon to reduce this anxiety I\u2019m feeling.\nI\u2019m also worried about my children if something might happen to me.I\u2019m worried about their emotional health because they haven\u2019t been able to socialise with their peers.\nThis whole covid situation has turned my life upside town,I suffer with insomnia worrying about it\nI have been working from home and I\u2019m also worried to go back to work and expose myself to the virus"}, {"index": 14, "context": "Having had my first vaccine I feel a lot safer and am looking forward to the easing of restrictions and getting back to some kind of normality both personally and professionally . I have a greatly reduced level anxiety in catching Covid and confidence that if or any of my family do catch it we won\u2019t die, and I would dearly like to see my parents and hold them especially my father who is battling cancer. I do have a lot of hope for the future and for the rest of this year. The success story of the development and deployment of the vaccine in this country is something we can all be very proud of."}, {"index": 15, "context": "My main moods during this time are anxiety and worry. I am worried for family members that are high risk from this coronavirus, and I am constantly anxious about the situation and wish for it to be over as soon as possible. I am sad for the world and all the people it has lost and concerned that we will loose loads more. I'm also angry at the government for not putting anything in place sooner to stop the spread of the coronavirus. I'm also worried that my husbands work place will soon close down if the virus spreads in our area."}, {"index": 16, "context": "It makes me sad about people not following rules and anxious about being around people. In supermarkets there is little social distancing which makes it hard to shop safely. I am worried about catching covid and passing it on to my family. My children go back to school tomorrow and though I am happy for them to be back I am also worried for them. I do not feel good about not having a holiday this year again but I cannot put my family through the risk of catching covid from all the people who do not feel the same as I do."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am deeply concerned about the corona situation. The daily death figures are very grim and worsening by the day. Watching the news of other countries such as Italy, struggling with the daily death toll is quite terrifying. Knowing that the government have no real idea when the pandemic may be under control is both a great personal and financial worry. Having heard the news that the Prime Minister has been admitted to intensive care today shows that none of us are immune to catching Covid-19. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I still feel anxious as I don\u2019t believe the end is in sight yet. I am reluctant to place too much belief in the vaccines helping us return to normal. There is a lot of different information out there regarding them and it\u2019s difficult to know what to believe. I worry about the new variants and the problems they could cause. I am also worried about the social and economic consequences of the pandemic. Overall I feel too cautious to feel happy or look forward to the future, especially as even if the pandemic is almost over there are the economic and social consequences to deal with. Finally, I feel disappointed in the way that the U.K. government have handled this whole situation"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel anxious because so many people continue to flout the clear rules and government guidelines put in place. To know that these people could be putting my loved ones at risk is the most upsetting part. I'm not too concerned about my personal situation, as I think I may have already had a mild version of COVID-19. It's the effect that strangers' selfish actions could have on my loved ones which is the most distressing aspect of this situation. Doing things like working from home and self isolating don't bother me too much, it's just an odd change of routine that I know is for the greater good."}, {"index": 20, "context": "Just a lot of anxiety. I'm constantly paranoid that anyone I see could be carrying coronavirus so I've ended up just isolating myself from the world which isn't great. I also avoid people in my house as much as physically possible as they all leave the house for various reasons and for all I know they could have coronavirus, or someone they interact with outside could have coronavirus and I find it easier to just essentially hide from everyone I live with. So yeah, in conclusion, I've become a paranoid mess due to coronavirus. Also 500 characters is too much and I ended up having to repeat myself as I didn't want to make stuff up."}, {"index": 21, "context": "At the moment a little anxious as i have been furloughed and I'm not sure i will have a job to go back to. Also it is unclear when this is likely to end so we don't know what the economy will be like.\n\nThe anxiety comes as if i lose my job I'm wont be able to provide for my family and if there is a recession also then it will be difficult to get a new job. The main anxiety is around my family and if i will be able to provide for them as well as other members of my family who are in the high risk category. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel frustrated that not everyone is taking the guidelines seriously and I feel angry at the government for not properly dealing with the Corona situation when it first started. I don't feel very hopeful about Corona being gone anytime soon and I think it will be here for a while. It's been harder for me to attend college and I've had to drop out due to mental health reasons but it's also been very difficult to find any sort of work. I miss my friends and I haven't been able to see them for a long time because of lockdown regulations but I understand that it's something that must be done."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel scared that my family may become infected. I feel lonely and sad as I am unable to see my family and friends. I often feel anxious as the future is uncertain and i feel stressed that I cannot plan anything as I have no idea when this will end. I\u2019m concerned about when I will be able to return to my normal life but also feel uncertain of what normal is now. I hope that soon things will be able to get back to normal as I miss many parts of my normal weekly life. Due to the government restrictions I am unable to have a social life, do my usual physical activity and attend school which has a had a huge impact on my mental health and it becoming worse every day. I often feel depressed at night and find myself overthinking a lot more than usual. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "It concerns me that people are going about their daily lives like nothing is happening. People who\u2019ve had their first vaccine seem to think they\u2019re now immune and can do as they please. Two people I know have died from covid since 1st February, it\u2019s still a very real threat. I\u2019m worried for everyone I know, and concerned that people who\u2019ve stayed safe up to now have become wreckless. Im still shielding almost entirely, and will do so until I\u2019m allowed not to by law AND have had both parts of my vaccinations"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I think it's an incredibly sad situation that the world will take a very long time to process and recover from. I think it is essential we learn from this and invest more heavily in healthcare and scientific research, whilst also increasing political pressure on countries that fail to adhere to ethical practices. \n\nI wish there was more I could do to help, but at the moment I think the most important thing is to stay inside and refrain from social contact with others. I hope this is over soon and things can return to normal"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel sad that there have been so many deaths, but also feeling hopeful as more people get vaccinated. It\u2019s been a scary year and I hope we are finally on the up. I have been abit anxious about the virus and vulnerable members of my family, and those who are most at risk. It\u2019s just turned the world upside down and has been hard times for everyone. It\u2019s uncertain times and uncertain future, and for the population as a whole. I hope that we can get back on track and get back to normality sooner rather than later"}, {"index": 27, "context": "I\u2019m worried about my Dad who is not willing to take the vaccine, also worried about my Mum who wants the vaccine but doesn't want to have to put up with Dads complaints if she takes the vaccine.\n\nI\u2019m worried about my sister-in-law who has been working on the Corona ward for the past 8 months and questioning her decision to be a doctor due to the situations she's been stuck in.\n\nI\u2019m anxious cause I haven\u2019t left the house in a year and I might have to soon\u2026 how am I going to cope with people again?\n\nI\u2019m hopeful that an end to this is in sight but also worried that the virus might mutate again, making the vaccine useless and enforcing a new lockdown."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I'm worried that I haven't been able to see my parents for months, and haven't seen my closest friends for 18 months now. My background anxiety levels have increased, how is it already March 2021, and we're in lockdown almost one year since this started in the UK. I'm grateful to be able to work from home, but miss the contact in person with my colleagues. We've lost 40% of our colleagues through redundancy as a direct result of the lockdown and the reduction in demand for hydrocarbons - and we're now having to cover the work previously done by those people who were made redundant, so I'm tired. I've also lost a close friend to cancer in the last couple of months, and have felt robbed of seeing him during his last few months, and frustrated at not being able to give our mutual friends and his husband a hug at the funeral. I just want a holiday, but a holiday that doesn't involve walking round the block, or sitting in the lounge. A holiday that involves getting on a plane and visiting friends in the Azores, and I hate that we can't (sensibly) book anything for fear that we won't be permitted to leave the UK or enter Portugal. The uncertainty of the future is frustrating...but the success of the vaccination programme is to be celebrated, and I can't wait until it's my turn to get the jab!"}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel very anxious and concerned about coronavirus, in terms of the impact it is having on peoples' health and mortality in my country, whether it might impact my family and loved ones in a similar way and also anxiety at the lockdown and sudden restrictions that have been placed on our every day life. I find it very difficult to explain to my children why we are unable to go out and do the things we usually do but, as a positive, I am very proud of their resilience and how adaptable they have been to this situation. It feels difficult to see the light at the end of the tunnel but I do believe this will pass eventually and we will look back on this time as being awful but that we got through it. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "Fearful of what it to come and worried about how it will affect my family. Both in regards to their health, especially my parents and how it will affect my immediate family financially, my husband has been asked to take a 20% pay cut and will will struggle. However we are in a better position than many as at the moment he keeps his job. What will happen when the crisis is over though is undefined as far as his employment is concerned.\nFor the first time I fully support Boris Johnson and the policies put in place by the British government, I am thankful that our leadership appears to be basing their response on scientific data and common sense which appears to be wholly not the case, particularly for countries such as the United States and more extremely Belarus. Inappropriate decisions by governments will cause more people to die."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I've been unwell with breathlessness, cough and Temperature for nearly three weeks. Have had phone contact with doctors who have said I'm not bad enough to be in hospital yet. I'm terrified of getting worse suddenly or of my children getting ill. The uncertainty of what to expect from the illness is terrifying. I'm also worried about what will happen to us in the longer term if we survive. It's such a frightening and difficult time. Even rich and famous people can't escape it and the best healthcare doesn't seem to mean anything, people still die. But I'm also worried if I don't have it now, what if I catch it, how will I fight it after having been so ill."}, {"index": 32, "context": "My father has just died of Coronavirus. I feel very upset and low. I am going on tablets to help me sleep. I feel how you would expect me to feel as it has killed my father. It is a very scary time. It is hard being in isolation. It is hard as I cannot go to the funeral and I don't think he stood a chance as the virus was so easy to catch and there is not a cure. I think that the news is always negative on the tv and it his hard to know who to believe and it is hard to know if it is ever going to get any better and I want it all to go away but I don't know when it will end."}, {"index": 33, "context": "The NHS staff are not protected enough and the guidelines in supermarkets are not being followed social distancing needs to be stricter. \nThe media needs to address more positive stories to boost moral as many people have died yet many have survived and there is only talk about those who have passed away not who have beat it. I feel there needs to be a punishment for those acting inappropriately such as seeing friends social gatherings as despite warning the few are still ignoring. Families in supermarkets should not be allowed single parents as an exception but couples coming into shops with children should be tuned away and only one member allowed in, its pointless closing schools yet allowing children to run around the shops (which is happening still) "}, {"index": 34, "context": "I am very worried for both my own health and that of family and friends.\n\nI am concerned for my work colleagues who are even busier due to the crisis and feel guilty and depressed that I cannot help them as I am having to self isolate due to my own health conditions.\n\nthis is a strange situation, as I have no control over anything, and no cure or solution in sight, if the lockdown ends, I would still think that everyone would still be susceptible to the virus.\n\nI want to do something to help, but feel inadequate that there is nothing that I can do apart from remain at home, unable to see my loved ones, and just listen to the news of the worldwide crisis."}, {"index": 35, "context": "The corona virus pandemic has prevented us from doing many things, and has take people away from us. Staying indoors as the government instructed to has caused the mental health of myself and many others to degrade over time. Working and studying at home has made studying at home quite difficult.\nOn the flip side, it has given all of us much more free time which many of us spent of hobbies and learning new things of which some may help us advance in our careers in the future. We have become more aware of the importance of mental health and keeping contact with friends and family."}], "length": 5448} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel really anxious about the situation; I'm worried for my parents and their health, as well as people still working in hospitals. I feel like we're in limbo, like we can't plan anything, which I think makes me feel more anxious and tense. I'm angry knowing some people aren't following the social distancing rules correctly but I also feel like an arse when I'm calling them out because everyone is in a difficult position right now. I'm feeling fairly lost when I think about it, and I'm also feeling anxious about showing my parents how worried I am about them."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am really worried for the future I\u2019m scared of losing my job and how I will pay my mortgage I\u2019m worried about my health and the health of my loved ones friends and family I don\u2019t think we will ever fully go back to how we used to live I miss going to the theatre and the cinema and meeting up with my friends I have stayed focus on eating healthy and keeping fit by exercising to improve my mental health and try to stay as active as I possibly can. I\u2019m trying to support my friends who are struggling with isolation and I am currently working from home and would like to continue to work from home post pandemic as I feel this would help with self motivation"}, {"index": 2, "context": "At this point in time, I am not overly worried about how the situation will affect me. I am content in working from home and staying inside the house. I am currently self-employed though so this will change depending on how long it lasts for. \n\nI am more anxious and worried about how this will affect life as we know it going forward and of course for everyone involved in this in a more direct way than myself i.e. NHS and key workers. Having this last at least 6 months could have catastrophic consequences on the whole world. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am scared that when the schools open the virus starts spreading again, and we end up in a cycle until we are all immune or dead. As soon as spring comes, lots are going to mix regardless of rules, because they spent winter locked up. Its very stressful. I depended on home delivery before covid due to my agoraphobia but now its so difficult to get a slot. My partner goes shopping and social distancing is non existent. I am on legacy benefits so was not included in any covid relief, I have extra costs due to covid too. I live in a bedsit with my partner, I don't go out and now he can't, its definitely causing tension"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am feeling frustrated at being cooped up but I agree that we should be staying indoors. I feel more positive about the situation since the lockdown - before this I was very anxious and I am not normally an anxious person. I still feel anxious about the lasting effect this will have on the economy and how long I will have to stay home without going to work. I am reassured that my mum, who has severe asthma, has been now been allowed to stay home from work as initially she had been required to work with the public and this caused me to be fearful for her safety."}, {"index": 5, "context": "i am not directly affected by the coronavirus however catching up and staying motivated to do uni work at home is incredibly difficult. most days i feel useless and from that feel anxious. if i had no work to do, although i would be bored sometimes, i think in general i would be happier to just take time off doing work. i feel alarmed at people not using social distancing rules as being back from uni is the perfect opportunity to see friends, its something i am unable to do. the lack of direction from the gov and unis is alarming."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I'm mostly just worried about the whole thing. I don't want to get poorly so i am afraid about that and even more afraid of my family getting unwell. Im also anxious about what the future holds for not only me but the country in general as i fear its going to be a long time until things are ok again. And im upset as i am struggling to be stuck in the house and i dont know if theres going to be any food shortage so its a constant state of stress and worry. im not sure what else to put as ive explained really. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "Anxious and uncertain about the future, don\u2019t know what to expect or when things will go back to normal. It\u2019s also very sad what is going on and the mood is mellow at the moment because so many people are suffering. It is also not nice to know that we potentially will not get a summer because that is the most exciting time of year and this might not be over by then. Like anybody else I am waiting for things to go back to normal because right now it is a very strange time and nobody knows what to think "}, {"index": 8, "context": "It is never going to go away, and I fear that the economy will struggle to recover. The vaccine program is a little light at the end of the tunnel but we must remember it is not a cure. The children have missed out on valuable education, which will take same gathering back. The government has lost a lot of credibility with their handling of the situation. They seemed to do everything with half of the possible effect. People are angry at the minute. Let's see their reaction when we go in lockdown in the winter after a summer off."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel anxious about the future, I don't know what's going to happen in next few months and how the economy and society will start living again. Nervous about holiday and trips which were one of the things that helped me relax and de-stress.\nI'm nervous about passing people on the street or not wearing a mask on street. It is also unclear if the UK government is doing enough, as it introduced the measures really late. I feel I have no control over future and that nothing will be the same anymore after everything is over."}, {"index": 10, "context": "Scared and nervous as not everyone is following lockdown rules which will make everything worse. People are overreacting by stocking up on non perishable items leaving others including the elderly without food which I don\u2019t understand. Scared and nervous as not everyone is following lockdown rules which will make everything worse. People are overreacting by stocking up on non perishable items leaving others including the elderly without food which I don\u2019t understand. Scared and nervous as not everyone is following lockdown rules which will make everything worse. People are overreacting by stocking up on non perishable items leaving others including the elderly without food which I don\u2019t understand. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "Whilst being more accustomed with the measures taken to slower the rate of infection, which is leading to being able to relax more easily, there\u2019s a constant undertone of anxiety and fear exacerbated by news bulletins and social media. It\u2019s hard to see how this will end and my own personal job security remaining in tact. I worry particularly about the health of my parents and grandparents, but hopefully their self-isolation will help with this. Despite the underlying anxiety and fear, I\u2019m altogether quite happy. I feel very lucky to have a loving girlfriend who has helped greatly and whose company I\u2019ve enjoyed. The situation is bringing us closer together."}, {"index": 12, "context": "feel quite worried how it will affect me and family now . then what the next few months will be like . how we will all cope is worrying. will i be still in a job . what will finances be like in a few months it is all a worry when you have a family to look after and elderly relatives. no one knows how long this is going to last and it is worldwide which is quite scarey if a vaccine becomes available things will not feel so bad and people will see light at the end of a dark tunnel. it is a strange virus as it effects everyone. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "My feelings at the moment are that this country is ill prepared to face this pandemic. I think there are a lot more cases than is being reported in the news. I'm also wondering who is leading us with the prime minister being admitted to intensive care and when are we going to turn the tide in our favour. I am restless from being cooped up indoors and have recently been furloughed which brings money worries into the equation also. I have written this as a string of conscious thoughts which are looping over and over in my head and kick back in with every coronavirus headline notification I get on my phone."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel that we've been caught with our pants down. There were warnings. We knew what was happening in China. yes, their government played it down, but our own intelligence services operate in that country (I'm sure). Where were they?\nWe also didn't lockdown as soon as the crisis in Italy became apparent. Too slow to react. \nI know we try to police by consent and the government doesn't want what the police do today to have long term negative impact on relations with the public, but when people are openly flouting the lockdown we need to make an example of them. They're putting people's lives at risk."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel hopeful for the future. I feel the vaccine rollout is going well and can\u2019t wait to be vaccinated . I am hopeful that we can see a way out of the pandemic. It will be lovely to see family and friends and return to work and return to some form of normality. I feel the NHS had been wonderful and deserve lots of praise and reward. It is heartbreaking that many NHS and health professionals have lost their lives or been very ill with Covid. I do worry about the economic problems that the country now faces though and worry for many people who have lost their jobs. It has been a very worrying time for many people."}, {"index": 16, "context": "Anxious as the future is unknown, fearful of the amount of deaths. Continuing to remain hopeful about my friends, family and loved ones remaining in good health. Worried about the financial impact on the economy and the NHS. Anxious on the impact this will have on people\u2019s job security and young people\u2019s education. Anxious about how long I can actual manage remaining in the house without much outside activity and interaction with other family and friends. Overall, it is a anxious time for everyone and the saddest thing about it all is that no one knows how long this will last for so at the moment everyone is battling the fear of the unknown. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I'm worried. I'm missing my family, I normally see my parents, sister and nephew every week at least and I haven't seen them for a few weeks now because of this. I'm worried about my finances and my family's health. My son wants back to school. It's scary and many people aren't taking it seriously enough and are still going out. I'm furloughed right now and I'm thankful that for now I still have a job but it's an ongoing worry about what will happen in the future, depending on how long this situation goes on for. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I fell very sad about the current situation and fear for my family and sad because I have lost some good fiends and even members of my family which made very sad. I really also feel very sad because of the uncertainty surrounding the current economic situation. I also mis going out socialising with friends going to pubs and and clubs and goings to gigs. but the most frustrating thing is that i can not travel abroad to some other countries because of the travel restrictions.. but the most important thing that i feel is worried about my childrens going back to school"}, {"index": 19, "context": "After 3 weeks, slowing down a bit. Noticing people are generally much slower in replying to work emails etc.\nBy now, I've finished reading the internet & hit the credits on Netflix...\nIt's Monday and things always speed up on Tuesday though. (I work in live music industry, so not much going on now).\nThanks.\nOh. 500 characters?\nNot particularly worried about corona situation at this point, everyone in my area follows the rules, even when out & about.\nMissing seeing friends and going to live music. Money is ok for a few weeks. Erm... That's it.\n"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel fearful of catching it and for the future. I feel anxious being at work at these times. I feel sad for the loss of life. I feel anger of the people ignoring the guidelines. But i am also relieved and happy to be alive and my family too.\nNo one knows what the future holds but there must be repurcussion of the chinese government for letting the virus loose and not telling anyone about it.\nI am hopeful for the day that this is all over and hopefully society can rebuild and maybe people will be better and governments better equipped in the future for possible like things being spread globally."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am just sad everyday especially when i hear the daily statistics of how many people have been infected and how many have died all alone. It is a vey unfortunate situation for the world and everyone to be going through. I hope it gets resolved as soon as possible as the world has been changed forever by this virus. We definitely will not be able to go back to normal again whatever normal is. I hope the people at the frontline doctors/nurses and all essential care workers are protected and well rewarded now and when all this is over "}, {"index": 22, "context": "My main concern is the long term economic impact of the virus. This is because I will be graduating university at the time where I feel the economic effect will be the most visible and I am scared that I will not be able to find a job. \nSecondly I am concerned about my boyfriend as his dad is showing cover symptoms. He is isolating with him and his sisters. \nMy third concern is the health of the doctors and nurses. I feel like if I was to get sick now I would not be treated for anything but coronavirus. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "I think the situation is improving and itseems as though the vaccination program will give us a way out. However I still feel anxious about going outside and worried that people will not respect the rules once they've been vaccinated or the government will relax the lock down too quickly. I also am unsure how much personal protection the vaccine will give and will carry on with wearing a mask and social distancing. I would like to know more about how long covid can live on surfaces as this is a concern for me."}, {"index": 24, "context": "At the moment I feel positive about the vaccination programme and feel like I can worry less about my family. I think that in the summer things may start to return to normal which makes me excited. However, I am worried about the economy coming out of lockdown as well as the long term effects on people\u2019s mental health. I am also concerned about jobs in the long run and pay. Overall, I feel positive about the coronavirus situation however I still have increased anxiety because of it than I would have had normally."}, {"index": 25, "context": "At the moment I feel really stressed. This is mostly because of my mum, who has been in isolation for 3 weeks and is 77 this summer. I worry that she will get sick, not from the corona virus but from something else, and I will not be able to get treatment for her. I wake up in the middle of the night worrying that things will never get back to normal for any of us. I don't miss work because I hate my job but the lack of normal routine is having an effect on my mental health. I am trying to keep healthy by exercising each day but it is a real struggle. I can't believe I am living this. The terrible news each day and the losses people have to endure is unreal. How can someone survive having a child one day and knowing that they are being buried alone the next?"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I currently feel sad about not being able to see my mum. I go shopping for her but I can\u2019t go in or kiss her goodbye. That is upsetting. I\u2019m also becoming anxious which brings on funny symptoms such as pains, headaches etc which in turn makes the anxiety worse. I know this will pass. One thing I do like is how quiet it is, the birds singing, the air is clearer and nature has started to take over in places just from a few weeks of being left untouched. I know this will all come right in the end but I reckon everyone will be a lot different and also the planet. It has to be. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "I work as an emergency department nurse. I am seeing sick patients. Whilst worrying about contracting Coronavirus, I feel I have done good protection.\nI have anger that some people are oblivious to the danger and digitalising as normal.\nI\u2019m irritated that others are paid 80% of their wage to stay at home, whilst I am paid my normal wage to put myself at risk.\nI worry that I could contract the virus at work and pass this onto my immediate family at home.\nI am also concerned that Boris Johnson is in hospital and suspect his health is worse than has been disclosed "}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am feeling quite anxious about the whole situation. Fortunately I am in a good position, but I know there are a lot of people out there who are struggling either with the virus or knock on effects of it. I feel anxious as I don\u2019t know when it is going to end, and helpless as I feel I can\u2019t help much in these uncertain times. They are unprecedented times, and no one really 100% know what\u2019s going to happen in the long run. I hate that there is so much unnecessary death going on right now.. but I also feel very grateful we have the wonderful NHS and all key workers onboard to battle this virus as best we can do as a nation. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "It's worrying, I don't think it would be fatal to me but I fear for my older family and other friends and relatives, I also fear formy job as the economy if bound to take a terrible turn, while I am currently still in work just now (which I am thankful for) I don't know how the situation will play out after the virus. The social situation is hard to bear aswell, especially coming into the summer months, it is becoming harder and harder for people to stay away from each other in the warm weather and I think people's patience could wear off after so long, hopefully it doesn't get to that point. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "It is a concerning and worrying time for everyone around the world. A lack of control in that there is nothing one can do to eliminate the chance of getting the virus. There is frustration and lack of trust in the government leadership and believing what they say. It is appalling about the lack of sufficient testing being done and the behaviour of public figures evidences a case of \u201cdo as I say, not as I do\u201d. People have and will die, some people will be prioritised treatment over others, some will be tested who should need to be, whilst others will not be tested who should. The failure to provide adequate resources and protective equipment is inexcusable. There was a scenario a few years ago to test the ability of the UK to handle a pandemic. It found serious failings but little or nothing was done. "}], "length": 4273} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am mostly feeling ok. I'm coping well with isolation as I've had to work in very isolated places for reasonably long periods of time before and at least I'm in my own house. There's just an undercurrent of anxiety that kicks up every now and again. I'm worried about vulnerable family members, though not as worried as I was a couple of weeks ago. I'm finding it difficult to focus on my research, but I was never great at working from home. I was definitely more anxious right before lockdown but I think now I'm in a routine and not having to watch other people behave irresponsibly I'm less stressed."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel a strange mix of disappointment that we are in this situation due to not managing to contain the virus, frustration at a number of competing practical demands, and some excitement about some of the work I have had to stretch into. I've been working from home for years and been asked to share some expertise, as well as given new work producing media material and assisting groups of people to meet and communicate well online. I feel very lucky not to have been ill yet, and grateful that my wife, who works in a hospital, is able to contribute her talents and has also not yet been ill. I've been annoyed today that it does not seem appropriate to celebrate Easter with others in ways that we would like, and a bit guilty for focusing on our comfort at times when some of our neighbours may be short of basics and more worried than we are. I've also been feeling determined to make the most of trying to learn what we can from our situation, especially in terms of how we use technology better, now and in the future. I feel hopeful about the future."}, {"index": 2, "context": "Nervous about mine and my families health.\n\nAngry at people flaunting the \"\"lockdown\"\",just so they can be selfish.\n\nAlso Anger at how the British Government have been very slow in making any attempt to halt the spread of the virus.\n\nDishust at the media for how they are acring throughout this Pandemic,certain outlets seem to be trying to goad the public into hysteria,which does nobody any good and just causes more fear and anger.\n\nNothing more to add,why the need for a 500 minimum?\n\n\nzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz"}, {"index": 3, "context": "Currently feel mentally and physically drained - it\u2019s caused really bad anxiety as it\u2019s very unnerving not knowing if you or family will contract the virus and not being able to hug and see family is so difficult. Currently working at home but so hard to focus and have motivation to carry on with work based topics when partner is furloughed which is an financial strain and balancing boredom. Beginning of lockdown was excited to get things done in the house but also due to lockdown are unable to get any items in particular fence paint. I get really heightened anxiety at the thought of going food shopping during this time."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Very anxious that schools are reopening on Monday despite local rates still being higher than the rest of the country. I feel it was a mistake to give an end date of 21st June as I feel people will start ignoring the rules, as previously proven when dates are given too far in advance. I will personally feel like I can relax a little bit more when both my parents have had their vaccine, and there\u2019s a more concrete idea of when I might be eligible for my first vaccine. I hope that this is the last lockdown we have to endure as I\u2019ve found it very challenging from a mental point of view this time, largely due to cold weather and shorter days."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I would not usually be at home during the day as it negatively affects my mood. My house is small and I have young children. It is difficult to keep them entertained in one room all day. I went to town for the first time on Sunday to buy cat food and found it very scary. There seemed to be more people with mental issues in the streets and much fewer other people to ask for help if there were problems. Most of the shops are shut and there\u2019s no access to public toilets. People who are out do not respect the 2m rule and others and abuse the staff who are trying to enforce them. I am scared to go into town where usually we would spend most of the day there before. When I got home my anxiety and fear was so bad I felt I couldn\u2019t breathe or think and I don\u2019t usually suffer with anxiety. Now we go for exercise before 6am because we don\u2019t trust people and if we have to shop we try to be home by 8:30am and we go to local shops and not the supermarkets. The queuing system is terrifying and full of people coughing and smoking and grouching about the stupid rules. I do not want to queue to potentially catch something that kills me or my family. Shops say one family member only and forget that we can\u2019t leave our children outside alone, and that to buy a weeks shopping is often not possible. We have four cats, three children and no car. The cat food weighs 10kg for a week. The litter weighs 3kg. Milk for all of us is 30litres. I\u2019m pushing a double buggy with 20kg of children in already, how do I carry everything? We can\u2019t get home delivery, there are no slots and we\u2019re not vulnerable. Shopping every second day is the least we can get away with at the moment. That means we have a higher chance of meeting the virus. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "Honestly it mostly feels very surreal. I spend a lot of time at home anyway (I work from home as a freelance artist) so it doesn't feel too different from my everyday life, but I just feel like there is a big dark cloud of uncertainty and anxiety at the back of my mind at all times. (It feels shared though, like everyone else is also feeling this.) I live with my partner and we get on very well so I have felt supported in that way, but feeling ever so slightly afraid every time we leave the house and not being able to see our friends is quite difficult. I think it feels almost like a grieving process. You can be distracted from thinking about it for a certain amount of time, and when you are reminded, all the fear and confusion and frustration comes back anew. I am worried for the economy and I'm saddened for people who will lose people or suffer, and for the NHS and its workers. I'm angry at the government for stripping back the resources needed to fight it, and for being lax at every opportunity. It feels very like we are helpless. There is next to nothing we can do, besides supporting our friends and family (remotely) and reaching out to neighbours. It's very hard to get my head around the entire situation as a whole, and as such, it feels very surreal."}, {"index": 7, "context": "This situation has caused some anxiety, especially before the job retention scheme was launched by the Government. It worries me if my family members or friends get it, but I try not to think about it. I also wish people would take note of the advice, and stay at home! Our ancestors had to go to war, we\u2019re just being asked to stay at home & sit on the sofa - it\u2019s not that hard! I\u2019m taking it as a chance to slow down & get stuff done that I wouldn\u2019t have been able to at home, although I can\u2019t wait until I can get back to work! "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel a mixture of emotions when I think of corona virus. At the moment there is quite a bit of hope that the situation is getting under control - the vaccine roll out has helped massively to increase optimism. I also feel quite sad when thinking of the impact the virus has had, and continues to have on people's lives. It is upsetting to think how many people have died, and how restricted our lives are right now. I am fearful of the potential health impact on my family and worried about our safety before we get vaccinated"}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel extremely scared regarding the whole situation. I also feel ridiculously angry that whilst a person close to me is fighting for their life in hospital with corona, there are some people that are not following government guidelines and are still proceeding to see their families and friends. I think it\u2019s extremely selfish of them. I\u2019m worried about the health of my elderly family members rather than myself. I feel a deep sense of sadness for everybody who has unfortunately lost a member of their family and cannot properly grieve their loss at this time. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "fed up with it so much by now, people are behaving like animals. its all been overblown and it NEEDS to go back to normal.\n\ni am fed up with the queues at every single shop, I only need a couple of bits usually and am forced to wait ages just to get them. people are acting weird and being schmucks everywhere.\n\nfed up with it so much by now, people are behaving like animals. its all been overblown and it NEEDS to go back to normal.\n\ni am fed up with the queues at every single shop, I only need a couple of bits usually and am forced to wait ages just to get them. people are acting weird and being schmucks everywhere."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I'm annoyed at the people who are still going out to be social. I'm frustrated that the NHS has been so under funded, that the government for all they preach about helping the UK have done fuck all and it's mainly the NHS (Who they wanted to privatize) who are helping. I'm worried and stressed because of my family and friends in this situation, especially as I take care of my elderly dad. I'm fortunate to be able to work from home but I'm not in a great financial place, and honestly, just everything is horrible and some idiots don't seem to realize they should stay inside for other people's sake."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am 6 months pregnant, so I feel worried about the impact that getting the virus would have on me and the baby. My husband also has asthma so that is a concern too. I am worried about the impact that the lockdown will have on my ability to access the healthcare I will need when having the baby, and also about the exposure to the virus I will have to subject me and the baby to by accessing that healthcare in the coming weeks. I am also very worried for my mum who has quite a number of existing health conditions that put her at high risk, but also lives alone and suffers already with her mental health which has gotten much worse with this situation, and we are not able to offer her the usual support to make that better. There is just so much uncertainty about the future and what the coming weeks and months will hold for me and the people I care about."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Currently I feel very anxious. I have a family member in the 1.5 million highly vulnerable people and it\u2019s terrifying. People still walking around like nothing is going on, having bbqs etc are making me angry and I wish everyone just got it, just understood. If we all did what we were supposed to do then maybe everything would be alright, but there are still those selfish people who think they are above everything and everyone else who are only going to make it worse. \n\nOn a personal note I struggle with an eating disorder and the lack of routine is really making me relapse. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel frustrated about the number of people who don't seem to be taking the matter seriously and are still going about their day as normal. I work in a food shop and therefore still come into contact with a lot of people and I live with my parents who each have their own health issues, so I am worried about the possibility of taking home the virus to them. I'm also concerned about the long term effects on the economy and the number of people who may be put out of business or work as a redult of the pandemic"}, {"index": 15, "context": "Feeling worried but not as much as before as I have experienced symptoms, been ill, been to hospital and come out the other side. I am concerned for my mother who is 65 and a cafe worker with minimum PPE. We should be doing more to test, the response by the UK government has been terrible and I am angry about this. I am worried about working from for the foreseeable future, and I feel sad that I can\u2019t see my friends. I get very angry when I see others not sticking to the rules - they are extremely selfish and stupid. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "Right now I feel like I have had enough of this whole covid 19 situation, my youngest daughter has just tested positive within the past few days for covid 19, which she contracted at school now we are self isolating and having to home school again after they have only been back at school for about three weeks. thankfully she doesn\u2019t seem to have many symptoms apart from being a bit warmer and feeling a bit tired, I\u2019m now waiting to see if the rest of the family have caught covid 19 aswell. I haven\u2019t seen my own parents or sister in nearly a year, and my children are missing the grandparents and it is just starting to feel stressful"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am worried about the cornovirus situation and I am worried about contracting the virus. I am worried my friends or family may get the virus. However I feel optimistic about future and that the situation will be controlled and managed. Also the vaccine is a great step in the right direction. I hope life does get back to normal in the coming year so I can meet family and friends. I feel isolated without meeting my family and friends and not socialising as before the cornovirus outbrake. I have however been able to take care of myself and reflect in the meantime."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I'm constantly anxious that I may have the virus and pass it on to others. I have existing health conditions so I don't know what 'well' feels like. I'm often wondering if this is a regular symptom or a vivid symptom. It breaks my heart seeing the destruction that this has already caused and I'm extremely worried about my family. I miss them so much and really took seeing them for granted. I feel there is a pressure to be really productive and do lots of things during lockdown but I just cant find the motivation. It makes me angry seeing people breaking the guidelines and not being concerned with spreading it. I wish everyone could understand and care."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel like there is a little hope for the future with the roll out of the vaccine, but the government has mishandled the pandemic at every turn and caused so many people's needless deaths. I feel anger because money has been wasted and given to Tory cronies instead of spent on things that will actually help people. My husband has lost his job so we are worried about making ends meet. It's a very stressful time because there is still a lot of uncertainty. I am also worried about the new virus variants as, although it seems hope is on the horizon, they may ruin things once again. I am tired of not being able to see my family, especially my 1 year old nephew as I feel that I am missing seeing him grow up."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am feeling Fed up of the current COVID-19 situation wanting to be able to do things again in the future feel like we\u2019re wasting life. The constant uncertainty is draining mentally.I doubt we will ever fully go back to a pre Covid life this is the new normal I fear will stay now. Human beings need to socialise and work!I fear for my children paying for the loss of education and the tax costs that\u2019s will come to them later in life due to this situation. There will be a massive divide in the rich and poor homes."}, {"index": 21, "context": "Today I feel very sad because I miss loved ones, especially my partner, my mum and sisters etc. We are shielding due to my son's serious heart condition. My partner moved out to continue to work and bring supplies. I feel anxious about the number of people dying. I am struggling to juggle my work from home, look after the kids and tidy the house etc. I feel overwhelmed. I'm tired because I can't sleep. I'm finding it hard to concentrate. I've been tearful all day. I'm lucky we have a garden so can get fresh air but today it all feels too much."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am hopeful and can see an end in sight but I am also very anxious in case something goes wrong eg another surge or worse variant. I\u2019m anxious for my children, I want some normality, I miss my family and friends. I have had my vaccine but my husband hasn\u2019t and he is a teacher going back to school next week. My children have missed out on so much at such a young age, my son in particular is struggling hugely with socialising and behaviour. We don\u2019t want to get our hopes up too much, and haven\u2019t told the children what will happen in case it all goes wrong again."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I\u2019m annoyed at how some people are ignoring the government guidance but hopeful that something will change soon if the government act fast. I think the government should be harsher on the rules of the lockdown in order to contain this quickly and efficiently. I am agitated as I am bored at home and don\u2019t have an income. I am fearful that things might go wrong and the country will not recover in the way it should do. I believe we are not doing as much as a country compared to other countries, who went into lockdown from the start and are starting to see cases drop. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel tired of constant restrictions and lockdowns, especially since they feel never ending as they keep being extended. It's made me feel nervous and anxious at the thought of being closer to people like in pre-pandemic times because this has gone on for so long. I am annoyed about the way the situation was dealt with and frustrated that those responsible are not being held accountable. Trying to focus on positives include perhaps more freedom in terms of working from home in the future, as it's evident a lot of office jobs can be done remotely so this allows for more flexibility in your life. However, I'm not sure how I feel about the government's roadmap to re-opening things, as I don't think it will happen, there will be a rise in cases and another lockdown if the vaccine doesn't improve things."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Whilst the situation is improving with vaccinations happening there is still uncertainty over my job which is making me anxious. \nWhen out exercising some other people are making me angry when they don\u2019t respect the 2 metre rule, this is very rude. I have been lucky that no one close to me have had the virus but this has been hard won with us not seeing each other. I am hopeful that things will improve but uncertain. I\u2019m very concerned about the consequences of how the government will recoup the money they have had to pay out as feel that it will once again be the poorest who will suffer the most."}, {"index": 26, "context": "This situation is just shocking! For the first time in history, this is what happens to us. How do I feel? I am in complete despair. I feel the situation is getting out of hand.\nMany of my friends have lost their jobs. The government is not helping. The money is running out. In the shops queue. Food is running out. I'm shocked! How it is possible to live. I'm tired of the bad news. My family is suffering. We can't walk down the street normally. We are afraid to get infected. I'm worried about my family.\nI worry about my work colleagues\nI constantly worry about my parents."}, {"index": 27, "context": "At this current moment I feel very indifferent. I\u2019m not sad or happy, I\u2019m not extremely one emotion over another. I don\u2019t want to get my hopes up to be let down and not be able to see my family. I\u2019m not scared about catching it as it is what it is and I work in an environment where I could easily catch it. I\u2019m just abit bored of the situation as a whole especially as I\u2019m following the rules but other people aren\u2019t. I just feel like I cannot be bothered to hear about it anymore or discuss it anymore.!"}, {"index": 28, "context": "In this very moment I am flipping between two sides of emotions. On one side, I have cleaned my house so my environment to work from is really nice and I have spent the day in the sun. This is genuinely nice. On the other hand, I am fearful for my loved ones and my sick relatives and my relatives at risk. This fear grips me. I am angry in anticipation that they get sick and I cannot say goodbye. I am anxious they will stay healthy, to the point where I EXPECT one of my relatives to get sick (most of us are at-risk because of health conditions) and this expectation makes me feel sick with worry. "}], "length": 4790} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am sick and tired of it all. I live in fear most of the time and being stuck indoors is really hard and getting harder. I miss my friends and family so much. I miss normal life. It feels like it will never end. I feel like my mental health has suffered greatly and I already had a mental illness. I don't know how I will ever adapt to normal life even when we can have it. I feel like the whole situation has been handled disgustingly by the government and its really shown me people's true colours. It has wrecked so many people's lives in a multitude of ways and it feels like there is little hope for the future"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am surprisingly calm. I try to stay in the moment and force myself to accept that I personally cannot improve the situation more than adhere to the advice and rules put in place. I thought I would be more anxious but I seem to have settled in a \"\"I'm doing what I can\"\" and \"\"I cannot change or prevent any possible outcomes by worrying about it\"\" This is not typical for me as I am a very anxious person normally, which makes me suspicious that there will be reprecussions later. I still \"\"go\"\" to therapy once a week over video call which keeps me sane."}, {"index": 2, "context": "Tired and overwhelmed - rationally I know that this is a trauma response and that it should ease over time, but that doesn't clear the fog of tiredness and feeling overwhelmed. I am lucky - and aware of that privilege - that I can, and am, working remotely, but I am ill at ease with it and feel like I am not being productive enough. My employer has made it clear that they don't expect full productivity but that is hard to keep in mind in the moment. \n\nI am worried about my father, who lives overseas, and what I would/would not be able to do should anything happen to him. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel that once again, we are rushing back to \u2018normal\u2019 too soon. I am anxious for my child who has to go on public transport to get to their education setting. I despair of some people and their anti-science stance. I am depressed and would like to go out. I have a holiday booked in the UK but am not confident that it will be safe to go. If people behaved themselves and the government gave responsible advice and guidance, we might be living like New Zealanders now. Life is slipping by, my children are getting older and passing milestones. Relations with one of my parents is damaged because of them putting us at risk."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel relatively relaxed in my current situation but anxious about how this is going to affect the Uk. i feel anxious going to the shops, it seems very stressful doing that but I limit myself to once a week. I am also trying to keep myself busy so not to let my thought get carried away and over think the situation. Learning new skills keeps my mind focused and in a relatively happy mood. \n\nThe main thing that worries me is what if the older members of my family who are high risk become sick with the virus, what would happen to them, this is what causes me the most worries. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "Annoyed at people not following government advise. Frustrated that there\u2019s nothing I can do to help. Anxious about the future and the impacts it will have, not just on health but the economy etc. Sad and worried about my friends and family I cannot see. Tired as I no longer have routine also mixed with anxiety is making my sleeping pattern all over the place! Bored of finding things to do and doing the same things day in day out. Quite frankly I feel like a chicken who\u2019s been kept in a coupe! I don\u2019t feel optimistic about the future at the moment as I\u2019m finding days and weeks extremely long and am coping with that by just taking one day as it comes. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am quite scared and anxious because the situation is uncertain and I don't know what will happen in the near future. I also feel a little guilty for relaxing in isolation when front line workers are under such stress. I am hopeful at the moment that the country will be able to band together and get through isolation relatively safely. Mostly I feel very anxious as the situation has escalated so quickly and I dont know when it will end, how it will end, or when I will get my job and my school back."}, {"index": 7, "context": "Anxious due to not being able to go outside freely and travel to see friends and family. Also anxious as I am trying to complete my university studies and exams but this has been majorly disrupted. Not scared for my own health as I am young and healthy but more concerned for elderly relatives. I am also concerned for what the after effects will be, such as the employment of my family members, and myself as I am looking for employment. I also feel anxiety around gaining weight during this time and not being able to keep as fit and healthy as I would like. I also have some worry about other health concerns should they arise, as it would be unlikely I can seek help about them during this time. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I gave birth during the first lockdown and I'm worried about how the effects of covid are having on my son and I. He hasn't interacted with any other babies due to restrictions and also my anxiety around covid and has grown a very strong attachment to me. I feel I have lacked the support and socialisation from friends and also professionals that I have needed as a first time mum. I feel anger towards how the government have handled the situation, and also towards the people that have ignored restrictions."}, {"index": 9, "context": "The vaccination programme is going well and proving to be effective, so it does feel like there is good reason to be hopeful that it will be much more under control before too long; I'm wary of being too optimistic though as all sorts could happen still, e.g.with the variations, and it's impossible to predict; wouldn't have imagined this time last year that it would still be having such an effect now. And even if/when the spreading of it is controlled, the damage it has caused will be felt for a long time so hard to feel much relief."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel extremely anxious about the situation, both for my health and that of my family. I feel worried about the implications for my job and for my sons job. Things are getting worse all the time for many people and I worry also about the financial implications for future generations. I have started to not watch the news too much as it was quite depressing, it was affecting my sleep, so I've learned to distract myself with other things which has helped. it's very sad to see that businesses have closed and people have lost their jobs and it's difficult to see how the economy will recover anytime in the near future."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am currently shielding, as I have been for 12 months, waiting for an operation which has been delayed since nov 2019, therefore I don't feel too at risk, but I am lonely, anxious and desperate for the operation. My wife is a key worker and has worked throughout, although recently the company has been providing weekly covid tests. Not happy about school reopening next week, we feel this is far too soon. The whole previous year has been mishandled by the government, so much more could have been done. Schools closed right away and learning provided via unused freeview channels, one channel per school year, there is ample unused airspace and it would have been available to every child."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I want to help in some active way, not just passively staying at home. I'm OK, I have the resources to stay home, although I'm frustrated that my job search has been interrupted, but most of all I want to help. Sooner or later, I'm going to need income, and I'm worrried about that too -- I don't qualify for any of the government's relief aid. And I'm tired, tired of following the news, and the stupid decisions other people are making. There isn't any good news. At least the weather is improving, that should lift my spirits."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel like we are heading into a new phase and am looking forward to things starting to open up such as hospitality and particularly the cinema and I am very relieved that schools are opening again. I am pleased not to having to home school anymore. I have had my first vaccine so am feeling a bit safer than I was previously. All in all I am looking forward to things returning to normal but at the same time very aware of the fact the virus is still being spread.\nI am dismayed by the government and their handling of this crisis."}, {"index": 14, "context": "The initial worry has passed, mostly due to how long the situation has been going on for. Mild anger or disappointment toward people not following the isolation measures, but I have felt overwhelming positivity, pride and warmth due to the support and efforts of the NHS and other key workers. The anxiety of this situation is mostly toward the financial implications and unrest. The media are very good at reporting the bad things which makes for very negative news mostly, but I suppose making people scared is the best way to ensure they stick to the isolation measures. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am currently working from home so know that I am in a privileged position financially but it is really tough not having physical contact with my colleagues. I am starting To get angry about the people who are not taking the restrictions in place seriously as in the long term it will not do the country any favours in fighting this virus. I am also starting to feel anxious when going out as I am concerned that I will pick up the virus and spread it to my loved ones in the household who are classed as vulnerable. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "Scared for my family. Scared for my friends who live far away or who are working on the frontline. I have two friends who are doctors working in ICU's at the current time. Happy and proud of the actions of the many of the people in the country to the events, but saddened and angered by the few who are breaking the rules and jeopardising their own lives and others.\nI know I'm doing the right thing by staying home but god it feels horrible. I'm stuck in here doing nothing whilst people are basically in a warzone giving their lives."}, {"index": 17, "context": "i feel mostly frustrated not knowing how much longer there is to wait until we are able to go outside, see friends and attend gigs and festivals. i feel lost and more alone than i usually do. i feel confused because i do not know how worried i should be about the virus itself. i am concerned about my own wellbeing and mental health. i feel relaxed because my daily life which i was already feeling aimless in, has stopped and i can enjoy time at home without the weight of pressure i usually feel. i am also slightly excited about experiencing what will be a massive historical event to talk about in the future (i'm a history student i'm not crazy)."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel scared and angry. Schools are opening again. It makes me anxious because I have family who are at risk and they're being told to shield, but that's useless if I have to go out because of how incompetent our government is. I don't want to lose anyone. I also feel the pressure of school and sometimes it feels too much. I'm stuck at home and while it's meant to be my safe space I feel like I can't stay here anymore either because school has intoxicated it so much into an environment I hate. It's gotten so bad sometimes I wonder whether hurting myself would be better. my mental health is suffering and no matter how much I try explain to my teachers the work is piling on more and more and I can't take it. This is all happening because first time we had a lockdown our government were to concerned about losing money to do it properly"}, {"index": 19, "context": "My feelings are essentially of anxiety and fear for my family - both young and old. I am also extremely proud of how the country has pulled together though, including the NHS and other key workers. I am not sure how I will feel as the situation continues and the lockdown lengthens. While it was a novelty at first - this has long since passed and my stress levels are increasing. However, I try to be optimistic - I am in a good position compared to others and we must all try and continue as best we can."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am extremely exhausted. Seeing different parts of the world open up and resume life is so upsetting. Our government has failed us big time. I just want life to return to normal. Light is ahead, but I am apprehensive but optimistic. There's slight happiness seeing a way out now, but frustration comes into play because people still aren't following the rules (like a lot of people haven't been since the beginning). It makes me extremely angry as the West is so self-absorbed and all about themselves, that we can't get out of this mess."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I\u2019m worried about my older relatives getting the virus and possibly dying. I\u2019m anxious about my job situation and that of my immediate family. I have had my contract hours cut and my little brother has been made redundant. My partner has only been self employed for 10 months so gets no help from the government either. I\u2019m scared for my mum, who has some serious underlying health conditions. If she gets the virus, it is likely that she will die. I\u2019m angry that people are ignoring the social distancing rules. I\u2019m concerned that my mental health will deteriorate if the lockdown lasts much longer. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I fell exhausted by the Corona situation. I am glad that vaccines are now being distributed but as a healthy young person I am anxious about the wait time and wondering when i'll be vaccinated. I am also very anxious about returning to work (particularly as this would involve a train journey) and the travel costs and tiredness associated with in person work (though I have been working full-time from home). I also wonder what changes, if any, will be implemented to keep everyone safe (by the government and more locally by my work place). Finally I cannot wait to be allowed to travel once more but also again feeling extremely anxious about being in a tin can in the air."}, {"index": 23, "context": "At this very moment, I feel anxious about friends and family who could be affected by COVID-19. My grandma and aunt are both in a care home which is under lock down, and I am concerned about them after hearing stories on the news. I am also worried about my friend who is in the 'severe risk' category due to an underlying condition. I am concerned for everyone who is struggling at the moment and am worried about the longer term effects on the economy. However, in my immediate family unit we are all fine, and not finding the lockdown too challenging. I feel a bit guilty that I am actually enjoying many aspects of being at home as a family, and taking time to slow down and appreciate the small things together. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I think we have gone from high fear and little cases to low fear but high cases. luckily I have not been personally affected so I do not have many strong personal emotions however my heart does go out to all those affected. even if they say death toll is down to 60 people a day, that is still 60 families everyday dealing with the loss of a loved one sooner than they should.\ni think the government are doing what they can at the moment but should've handled it better at the start. I think they should delay the opening of gyms and non-essential shops to try and reduce the spread since we still have thousands of cases a day."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am anxious for my family - my wife is an NHS frontline worker and my parents are in the high risk cohort for the virus. All of us are staying in the same house as we have only one house. Further, I am to start a new job soon but I have no idea how I'll do that since the entire nation is under lockdown. \nI am also worried whether they will keep me in my job once normalcy is resumed given the economic downturn. I am also worried about my grandparents who are staying alone, and away from all of us."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel relaxed and safe in my home right now, having had the vaccine earlier on today. I feel a little more hopeful for the future and getting back to normality, seeing friends and having some physical contact. I'm looking forward to getting out of the house for a walk tomorrow, into the fresh air after being cooped up in front of one screen or another for the majority of the week. Even though I've had the 1st dose of the vaccine, I know I still need to be socially distanced when out and about, and to wear a mask when in shops."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I mostly feel worried about the people who are in a high risk category of getting the virus. I feel angry that there are still people who are going out and not taking others into consideration, as the sooner we self-isolate, the sooner this will all be over. I am annoyed that it is only getting worse in my country because people are not realising the severity of the situation. I also am sad that all the things I had planned are now cancelled, and I feel like I am grieving the loss of my time as a final year university student, but I feel safe and happy in the knowledge that I am not the only one experiencing this."}, {"index": 28, "context": "Until I am vaccinated, I will still feel very worried about the current situation. I have a constant fear of catching the virus, especially now that schools are back open and we have no control over the fact that our children might bring the virus home from school, We do everything we can to protect ourselves, but I still feel helpless in this situation. I know that even if we catch the virus, our chances are good of not becoming too ill with it, but if we can avoid getting it, than this is what we will most certainly do."}, {"index": 29, "context": "It's a very scary time as I'm worried about family members and friends especially those with pre-existing illnesses. I miss my other family members that I don't live with but am relieved the majority of people are following the governments instructions.\n\nI feel very grateful to the NHS and the workers who are risking their safety and their families' safety to help others; they're incredible and are severely underpaid. I also fear that there isn't enough equipment or medication to help people and people will die unnecessary. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel will are possibly heading for another wave as the kids go back to school. I am totally sick of everyone using it as an excuse to judge each other about everything! From wearing masks to getting the vaccine people are judging each other harshly. It seems similar to the flu so I think we should just be protecting the elderly and vulnerable and the rest of us going about our business. most people i speak to feel the same as me. I think there is an error with this survey as it wont let me continue"}, {"index": 31, "context": "I think its just a feeling of groundhog day, every day seems to merge into the last when you cant really leave your house very much.\nAlso the feeling of lost experiences for the year, with sports/concerts etc being cancelled, there isnt much to really have to look forward too which is a big shame.\nUncertainty for how the future looks and what the exit strategy looks like. It seems pretty obvious that this thing is unfortunately going to be around for a long while and with a vaccine likely 12-18 months away, rolling lock downs seem like they will be the way forward until some kind of medical process appears to allow the easing of symptoms.\nI am hopeful that the current lock downs and social distancing measures will yield the results that we all want at slowing the spread of the virus as this can be seen happening around Europe at the moment.\nI also very much being able to visit my friends and family, although video calls are a good alternative its not really the same, and you do wonder how long it will be before we can meet up with them again."}, {"index": 32, "context": "Hopeful that this is the last full lockdown. Anxious as to what the new normal will be like and how we will all adapt. Feels good that the vaccine is being rolled out. Although that's the only part of the UK Covid situation that seems to be positive. Will we be expected to just go back to normal? It feels like we might and people are going to struggle with that. The effects of this will be long lasting as so many have lost family and friends. Jobs and livelihoods don't exist. The government have done such a poor job to date. I can't imagine another lockdown. People don't follow the rules anymore compared to at the start. There's so much apathy"}], "length": 4640} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I'm glad that vaccination have started to happen And there getting them done quickly, soon hopefully it will be coming to an end. I can't wait to be able to see my family again. I haven't seen them for over a year and I miss them so much, they live over 200 miles away and can't wait to it's all over, I haven't really been a shop for such a long time. It will be nice to get out and about again and my two kids are really worried and they can't wait to go to school and start going on days out again to zoos and parks and lots of different places"}, {"index": 1, "context": "Trying to feel optimistic about future but checking the news every hour and not seeing any improvements is depressing. In general, I feel that UK is getting better in terms of fighting with virus and NHS seems like doing a really good job. Nevertheless, I fear of the virus to affect me. Not that it's gonna kill me but for the people around me. And I'm not sure how NHS would handle this. Would government take care of me when I'm in hospital? Not really sure of that. \n\nNot being able to work is another issue. I'm self-employed and came to London 10 months ago. Therefore I didn't pay the tax yet, fiscal year will be in May and I have to wait. I feel anxious how am I going to pay the rent next month since Government is covering only people who had tax returns. Now I'm in between 2 months, stuck and don't know what to do. This is sad."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel optimistic that the most severe impacts of coronavirus have been felt and that there is some light at the end of then tunnel for a return to normality. That optimism is tinged with a little sadness at having seen my 2 boys go back to school today, ending a really unique period of time in my life when I have been able to be active and fully involved in their education and learning. I am looking forward to picking up some normality, inparticular I am keen to see family members whom I have not seen for a considerable length of time now and it is good to have some visibility around when we may be able to do that."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel anxious all the time to varying degrees, sometimes becoming fearful particularly when the news deteriorates. I am worried about my family, the country and what is going to happen. I am finding it difficult to sleep. I am trying not to watch too much news on TV or on my phone, as a means of trying to control my anxiety, however I am still very worried. I desperately hope that a vaccine can be found as I think this would be the most likely way out of the situation. I am washing my hands a lot and am worried that the virus could be transmitted by packaging or via the post."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel unmotivated and have little interest in things I used to due to the national lockdowns caused my the Covid-19 pandemic. It is a struggle to get through the days as I have so little to do. I rarely leave the house due to my university course being online, meaning I am not getting any environmental stimulation. I am really hoping that the lockdown restrictions will end very soon and we get our freedom back. This will mean that the mental health of myself, my friends and my family will improve and I will find a reason to get up in the morning."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am worried about the situation with Covid-19 as I have just glanced at the news five minutes ago. I have family members who are key workers in the NHS and working around the virus every day. I worry about them, friends or other family getting the virus as it looks to be very serious. I also worry about the possibilities of myself having the virus at any time. \nAs I am so worried I am quite tense and unable to relax. This means I am fidgeting and looking for ways to use up some energy, I don't feel particularly happy and am starting to feel a little bit sad, "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am anxious for the end of the restrictions because I don't know how to assimilate into the 'new normal'. I feel quite lonely. I am however happy because I get to spend a lot of time with my family and out in the countryside. I have also had my first vaccination so I feel a bit safer than I have done. My anxiety is largely around my mental health, and how to interact with people. I am also really missing my friends, and as I started university in the pandemic, I have had little chance to make new ones."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel a bit more concerned and anxious than I did yesterday. Although the overall situation in England is following the trend I expected (or is, perhaps, better than that, as overall new cases and deaths are declining - I expected the peak to be next Tuesday), I heard today that a resident of my mother's sheltered accommodation complex had been taken to hospital last week, and has now tested positive for the virus. So I have to decide whether she should stay where she is, or move in with my wife and me. Either way has risks; but now staying put is considerably riskier than it appeared yesterday."}, {"index": 8, "context": "My overwhelming emotion is anxiety about the health and well-being of my family, especially my parents (dad in particular, because of his disability and a lifetime of chain-smoking). I also dislike the feeling of my world getting even smaller than it already was. I still go to work, which I am grateful about, and then I go home. My best friend does all my grocery shopping for me because I fear becoming ill (she does as well, but to a lesser extent). The high-light of my day is our daily 5km walk around the canal and fields on the outskirts of the little town we live in. I know it is contrary to the advice, but we both need to walk off our anxiety for our mental health. There are no people where we walk, just friendly sheep, two horses, two llamas (seriously), lots of swans and ducks and birdsong. It is the only time during the day when I feel somewhat relaxed, and it helps with my insomnia. I really hope this situation improves before more lives are lost and the economy deteriorates beyond repair. Many people around me are anxious and angry; a few are angry about being forced into non-essential work with social distancing that looks good in front of an inspection, but does nothing to actually protect people from contracting the virus."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel lots of worry about loved ones, what will happen if they get the illness. Also feeling anxious about what is going to happen, how long this will last for and long term effect it might have. Anxiety is mostly driven by unknown things, living like this is doable but harder with not knowing all of these things, Relieved that me and husband have secure jobs, mine being In key worker sector (education). We are feeling proud of key workers in NHS and supermarkets etc who are supporting at possible expense of their own health."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel more lonely than usual and isolated from my friends who I would usually see on an almost daily basis. I'm frustrated at being kept at home but obviously understand the importance of doing so. I hope the situation is over quickly so we can go back to normal - partially at least - and meet up with friends again even if mass gatherings are still banned. I would definitely feel more positive if there was a clear end date for the lockdown but this is obviously hard to predict. Lastly, I feel sad on behalf of all the families who have lost any loved ones due to the virus."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel very concerned about the outbreak, also hoping we can get a grip on the situation. I suffer anxiety so it\u2019s reeking havoc on my condition. I suffer tightness in chest, so I\u2019m now thinking that is corona virus, would love to be tested. I\u2019m hanging in there but increasing worry each day.\n\nThe news isn\u2019t helping the populations mental health, it\u2019s nonstop morning to night morbid news coverage, I\u2019ve stopped watching.\n\nI haven\u2019t left the house in over 3 years due to anxiety so I can cope with the quarantine side of things \n\n\n"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am frustrated and angered by handling of situation by UK government. The Tories have shown themselves to be both incompetent and inadequate in the current crisis. \n\nI am worried about my children, their future and their prospects. \n\nI am worried about the risk \"\"essential workers\"\" are putting themselves in. I feel they are being put under unnecessary risk. \n\nI am discusted by Boris Johnson and most of the conservative party. \n\nI am hopefully the new labour leader and shadow cabinet can have a positive effect on the current situation. \n"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel it could have been handled better - frustrated with the government\u2019s mixed messaging. They continuously praise key workers yet no real reward given for the hard work they have done during the pandemic. Feel that everyone is in limbo. Quite frustrated and not sure if this will be the last time that we have to put our lives on hold. Worried about getting \u2018back to normal\u2019 and that it will be a new normal, such as quieter high streets as many shops have gone bust. Also public services being unable to operate in the normal way, such as face-to-face work with service users."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel very sad watching the news and about the people affected by this. I feel worried about my own family's health. I am worried about my financial situation as I am a supply teacher not on a contract so am not getting paid at the moment. It is difficult to sleep. I am worrying about doing a good job home schooling my three children, aged 14, 12 and 7. All these things are making me anxious. I can see some positives I am enjoying spending time with my children not rushing around to work, people coming together and supporting the NHS is a good thing."}, {"index": 15, "context": "The unknown is what makes me anxious, I\u2019m healthy so am not to worried if I catch it, as I think I would recover. The feeling of not knowing when we will come out of lockdown is daunting and the bad behaviour of the few not social distancing makes me feel that the lockdown will become stricter and longer. I started a new job and was made redundant within 3 weeks so have the worry of my future, I worry how quickly the economy will recover. The fear of being out of work is very concerning as I\u2019ve never not worked and this more than anything causes me the most anxiety. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "This is the biggest catastrophy I have lived through - with unknown outcomes - I am at a stage in life where I want to make the most of however long I have left and Coronavirus could negatively impact the quality of that remaining time. I have had difficult times in the past and felt I was now on an even keel and here is something out of my control which will have a significant impact. I want to remain in control of my life but now I have plans I cannot fulfil and I have to twiddle my thumbs and wait for things to improve \n"}, {"index": 17, "context": "Part of me is anxious because I miss being free to go outside and go to places, but I also feel somewhat relaxed because I am fortunate to be in full-time employment and can work from home. I am also enjoying being able to spend more time with my family. I am very busy so cannot fully enjoy the many free leisure activities now available to us!\nI am worried in case any of my close family, especially my children or my grandparents, get Covid-19 and what that could mean for us. This would somewhat change how I currently feel about the situation. Although things are bad in general, for my family here we have it relatively good."}, {"index": 18, "context": "had enough of it all now, we need to feel how we did before it all started. Kids doing back to school without anxiety, their work not suffering, Our usual activities need to be resumed and we need to be reunited wit our relatives and friends. When all this returns we can start to adapt back. This will take a while in itself as it has been so long and we have fallen out of our routines. This causes anxiety in itself. At this moment I want to be back to normal but fear how easy or difficult it will be."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am concerned about the situation, it seems as though it's coming closer to home, as my family now know of a few people who have died from it, and one who fingers crossed is on the mend. This evening just underlined the seriousness of it when it was announced that Boris Johnson had been moved to intensive care. I think it's a concern because it isn't just elderly people or people with pre-existing health conditions, nobody is safe from this. I have read that the peak is expected to be at Easter, which is still a week away, so that is worrying."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel anxious as the numbers keep rising ..it makes you worry about if you do catch it because even though got no underlying health problems , younger people do still die. I am hoping the deaths start to go down now because there was a decrease today and it's been 2 weeks since lockdown so hopefully will start to see the effects of that. I'm scared to go to supermarket but know I have to as here are no online delivery slots . And I appreciate these are for vulnerable and I can get to the shop, but it's made us all so scared and have to disinfect all the packaging when get home because loads of people would have touched the items. Also become anxious about cleaning and disinfecting the house every day even though not been out. On a plus note, it has made everyone just slow down which I think is great. It makes us all realise all the money we spend on stuff we dont need and we have time now to sort stuff out in the house, read a book etc. But I miss being able to go for a picnic or drive to a nice place for a walk "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am worried about my family/self getting ill as my husband is a key worker. I am bored and frustrated being stuck in with children including 2 with autism and a 9 week old baby. I am scared for the world right now as we have no idea when this will end or how it will end. I have anxiety creeping in. I can't bare the thought of losing any of my children or husband. I am scared of getting sick, I am nursing my baby and she wont drink from a bottle. I am trying to prepare my mental state for all eventualities but its hard with all the chaos at the moment."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel anxious about the health of my friends, family and colleagues. Life has changed significantly and I so I am anxious about the change and loss of control over basic aspects. I am saddened by reports of death and the grieving experienced by families - it makes me feel sad to watch this on the news every day. What\u2019s happening at the moment feels very unusual and at times I notice I am fearful. My sleep has been impacted and I think this is related to higher levels of anxiety. sometimes I feel angry and despair that the community aren\u2019t all pulling together to protect the NHS. I feel disgusted seeing images of people not social distancing on news reports."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am anxious for my older relatives in case they catch the virus and fearful of their safety, especially when they have other health issues that mean they have to go to hospitals for appointments. I feel anxious when I go food shopping that everything we are doing is being watched and scrutinised for errors. I feel sad when my 3 year old is crying because she misses her friends and wants to go the park and she doesn't really understand why we can't go. I feel lucky to have a safe house and small garden to spend our lockdown in and happy to be seeing more of my husband and daughter."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I'm worried for the health of my children, my wife and myself. Im worried for my extended family and friends. Im worried people i know and care for will die. Im worried lots of my family and friends wont have jobs to go back to once the crisis is over. Im worried about the long term effect on the economy and my community. I dont think life will return to normal for many years. I fear for the stability of the peace process in northern ireland ss we have only recently started to properly move forward. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel optimistic that people will play their part and help us get back to normal sometime soon. However, I'm worried about the economic impacts and what that will mean for the most economically vulnerable. I also worry for my parents and other family members who won't be able to see each other for a while, and for those older family members that aren't taking mitigation measures advised by the government seriously. Additionally, I feel angry at the government for what looks like several major failures along the way."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am quite scared and anxious about the current coronavirus situation. I recently got my letter to shield. This was quite shocking as it means that I should have been shielding from March last year but I didn\u2019t know.I am particularly worried because I live in a household with others who are not shielding.\nI do understand that the government has been trying to deal with this issue and make the right decisions but it can\u2019t be easy. My family is overseas and it means I can\u2019t travel to see them.\nMy weight gain since in lockdown has also been a major cause for concern. I am hoping that things will ease soon so that I can return to taking daily walks without disruption.\nI also have concerns for children and adults who have been locked in with their abusers. This must be difficult and I think about this a lot.\nMy other concern if for my neighbours and the atmosphere we live in."}, {"index": 27, "context": "Very stressful with university deadlines coming up and work not being the same, everything being online for education has proven to be a struggle. Difficulty with everyone being at home and slacking so difficult to get in touch with tutors for work or asking for help is brushed aside often. Also being out of work for so long has been tough, very low income compared to usual and the struggle of getting by, mainly frustration that a year later we are still in the same position. Anxiety has definetely changed over the year, never use to feel it and now its frequent when attending online lectures and semiaes or leaving the house"}, {"index": 28, "context": "Quite worried about it given the number of people dying, especially those around the same age as me. Having developed symptoms over the last 24 hours, I am becoming increasingly concerned for my health/wellbeing. Whether or not I will survive the next few weeks is something I never thought I'd have to be considering. Not knowing for sure whether or not this is the virus or just unrelated issues, due to lack of testing, only increases anxiety about this situation. Trying to relax is almost impossible as it's always on my mind and can't seem to get it off. Whenever I start to feel a bit better, I start coughing again and all the worry comes flooding back. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "This is a very concerning time for many. It is unsettling to not be able to freely leave my house and visit my family and friends. However, whilst the corona virus in itself is scary and frightening for many, I am also enjoying spending time at home as well as working from home without the pressures of being in an environment with colleagues. I am concerned about the lack of food supply available and the health and safety of my family. I have anxiety about the situation, but my main concern with that is returning to work in an office environment. I am very content working from home and feel very lucky to be able to do so. The government should be doing further tests, particularly to NHS staff, to ensure they are fit and able to continue looking after themselves and those in the hospitals which they are caring for. \n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n"}, {"index": 30, "context": "While I am appreciating spending more time at home with my immediate family, I am missing seeing my parents and friends. I don' really like phone calls and prefer face-to-face communications, so it is hard in that respect. I feel a little anxious as to how long this will go on for. I also worry about whether my parents will get ill. It's also hard not having things to look forward to, as you can't plan anything at the moment. I do like having a bit more time to myself (when my son and husband let me!) but I'm also working full time from home so that means I don't have limitless time. "}, {"index": 31, "context": "I'm mostly worried about my 65 year old mum with asthma getting it, but I'm reassured by the low death percentage and the fact that we live in a more rural town. Also a bit bored of staying at home and not seeing friends, but i don't mind really, if it's for the good of everyone. I'm naturally more introverted anyway so it's not affecting me as much as it is other people. My gran is also very vulnerable but she lives in a rural area as well and seems to be okay staying at home for as long as she needs. I'm doing all of the outside work for my mum, like going shopping etc, which I won't miss when everything's back to normal. But other than a bit worried for my mum I'm doing okay."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel that although within the uk there are glimmers of hope with the vaccine i still feel very sad. Whilst my family and i have been very lucky the repetition and monotony of the situation are grinding me down and sometimes it feels unbearable. When sad/down previously i have always been able to reassure myself that it was a temporary situation and that things would change, now i don't feel that and i am sad and afraid for my children's future. The covid pandemic seems to be intersecting with a lot of other things that i am worrying about, climate change, problems at work etc, and everything feels hopeless. Not every day is miserable, we can still have fun together but i still repeatedly. return to this state of sadness."}, {"index": 33, "context": "I feel angry and disgusting at how people are behaving e.g. still going out in groups, masses of people sunbathing in parks, coughing in other peoples faces if they are not getting what they want (such as at pharmacists). I feel frustrated with the government as they are not being explicit about all the guidelines they are making. I am also annoyed at the fact they are voicing how important social distancing is but have not stopped public transport or shut down certain businesses that do not need to be open. I feel anxious as I am still having to go to work, being a frontline member of staff, and worried that I will become ill or pass on to others. I feel low as there is no real enjoyment at the moment and am missing my family and friends. "}, {"index": 34, "context": "The coronavirus situation is making me very worried, not so much for myself but more for those around me. I constantly live with the fear of losing someone close to me from this virus and it darkens my mind day by day. Total isolation also bares issues for my mental health. Extreme loneliness has me burrowing through my brain for entertainment leaving me with nothing but my worrying thoughts of the death of my loved ones to comfort me. These are very dark times that we live in. Daring to go out creates even more fear. Not only does the threat of the deadly virus warrant horrible concerns of loved ones in hospitals, the possibility of a fine or being arrested just for leaving your house is truly terrifying. Normally, the thought of prison is harsh enough. However, at this point the fine is worse, not only have many lost their jobs or at least suffered massive cuts to wages. Now the government is trying to take more money from us."}, {"index": 35, "context": "Covid 19 scares me for what the future may bring not only for myself and my family but the whole world. I don\u2019t think the world will ever be the same again. It will have a massive impact on society. Core staff will become exhausted and drained, putting strain on their job. The people ignoring the rules are annoying me, they are not doing their part in this, making the situation worse and causing a greater impact once again.\nIt in a grim light may help with population control but the economy is going to plummet putting everyone in financial strain "}], "length": 5528} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel anxious at the moment - this anxiety is coming from a place of fear and uncertainty. I am fearful that people I know will get the virus and becone ill. I am uncertain as to how long the lockdown situation will continue for, and the longer term effects on the economy etc. I feel helpless as thete is little I can do to affect positive change. I also feel sadness when I consider the sheer number of deaths. I think we all just want to go back to normal now, we just don't know what the future holds. I think I am getting increasingly frustrated with people who are not following the rules of lockdown and social distancing and isolation- they are causing deaths every day. I think there is now a distrust of others because of this - this virus has bought out the worst in people."}, {"index": 1, "context": "very worried about my family health, especially my children. I still have to go to work and face numerous customers face to face daily in an office and it worries me sick I could bring it home and pass to my children. I have just seen that Boris Johnson is now in intensive care which makes you think if he can be in this position than anybody can end up in this condition. I am losing sleep each night , waking up worried , I suffered my first anxiety attack of my life as I am constantly on edge. Also worry about my childrens mental health being stuck in the house for so long and I take them out very early in the morning for a walk in the hope that we do not encounter other people whilst out."}, {"index": 2, "context": "At this moment I am anxious because we are exiting lockdown and when economy reopens covid will again spread to high levels of cases as has been proven to do before. There are new strain cases and no new guidelines for schools etc (my son is 5 and can still cuddle ALL his classmates). I feel there are too many of the public not adhering to the rules put in place to keep others and self safe. Schools run a major risk of transmitting virus as simply can't implement the safety needed, its nurseries and younger years having case loads. Cant expect older children and teens not to socialise closely either, its unrealistic. In my opinion there should be a lockdown style approach until everyone is vaccinated even if it takes a couple of years. Wellbeing may be affected but we are in a PANDEMIC so sacrifices for the long run need to be made. Going in and out of lockdowns with mass deaths and cases per time isn't doing any good. Problem with the UK is compliance, government don't know how to enforce as public have zero respect. \nSince the beginning and even now I was/disinfect products from shops, limit my outings to places like the shops (deliveries instead), have not seen friends and family properly in over a year, take my son to outdoor parks/public areas, my son doesn't get to play after school with anyone.. we do everything more than by the book to stay safe as son has asthma and I'm a smoker so our lungs not the best. Whats the point when half the public not even bothering and the government can't wait to reopen everywhere and end up back to square one? Thats where I'm at."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am very excited and hopeful about things opening up. I feel it is almost possible to make plans in the future. I feel confident in allowing my child back to school although I would prefer that children did not have to wear masks in the classroom. \n\nI am very excited about having my vaccine and i check most days if I am eligible yet. \n\nHowever I am shocked that this has happened and feel that it was handled very badly by the Government. I am particularly cross about money being made by friends of Ministers. I think a lot of very bad decisions were made last year, although this year has been better."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel frustrated that this situation has caused us all to have to sacrifice our freedom in only being able to leave home under certain circumstances. I also feel very anxious about my future job security and anticipate long term economic affects from this situation. I feel more concerned about that than I do the health implications of Coronavirus, although I am concerned about contracting the virus and passing it onto my wife, who's health I am worried about more than my own. I also feel quite frustrated at not being able to see my relatives. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "Completely fed up with the whole situation and feel that it could of been avoided by China.\nIf they had closed their borders and stopped all travel to and from the country there would be no problem, but instead they were bad at handling the situation and now everyone has to suffer.\nThere always seems to be a problem with virus's coming out of countrys like that so maybe they should be held accountable for all the issues people have faced due to this.\nIt has made the whole world panic and have to adjust to being stuck at home all the time and even people have lost jobs due to this."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel a bit anxious about the Covid situation. My wedding in September last year had to be rearranged, so I am nervous this will happen again.\nI am also nervous for my family's and friend's health. I have had two family members die during the Covid pandemic and neither from Covid, but one due to mental health issues. It worries me that if this carries on much longer then people will feel more and more under strain\nFunnily enough, I have actually benefited from some aspects of the pandemic, I have been able to do overtime and save enough to buy a house"}, {"index": 7, "context": "As a final year university student, I'm very sad to have missed the end of my degree, will miss graduation, will miss saying goodbye to many friends + the ongoing uncertainty of when things will go back to 'normal' and if I'll be able to reorganise things. Naturally, at this time of year would be sat indoors revising and working anyway, but with everything feeling like its been paused, it's very difficult to continue with the same motivation. Personally, I feel safe but am very angry seeing the disregard and disrespect from so many that are making this last longer than it needs to.\n\nAlso - KCL forever. UCL is a poly xx"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am very worried about the corona virus in particular for my 87 year old mom son who has immune deficiency due to chemo last year future daughter in law who is a nurse and my daughter who is still working and taking 999 calls. My anxiety levels are very high and am waking up early and working harder to try and take my mind off it. I feel great sadness and have cried at the death toll . One of my sons friend dad who has cancer has died from the corona virus and a local teacher. I just wish things could go back to normal."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I think the government should have put precautions in place much earlier to avoid the current situation in the UK.\nI do miss my friends and family and get so anxious with isolation in general so this is really damaging my mental health.\nIt's scary and I just want the nightmare to be over so I can go back outside and be happy again.\nMy boyfriend lives in The Netherlands and it's so hard having the restrictions with flights etc. as he makes me happy but I understand why they have been put in place. \nAt the end of the day, everyone should be trying to keep eachother safe and limit the death toll as much as possible."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I think things are improving in the UK. However I am fearful that I might get infected and pass it on to those that I live with. I also worry that lockdown will last for ever and I'll never see the sea or my friends again. You get your hopes up and then something on the news takes it away again. I have trouble sleeping. My world has shrunk to the size of a pea and I can no longer hug anyone. It's the uncertainty that is also getting to me. When will it end? I am very tired and sleep deprived. If it wasn't for my garden it would be impossible to cope."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am worried about more vulnerable members of my family getting the virus and becoming seriously unwell with it. I am also anxious about family members who I can\u2019t see at the moment. \n\nI am worried about my job as I work with vulnerable families and I am currently working remotely which means that they have less support. \n\nI am anxious about going out now due to the risk of coming into contact with the virus. I feel that some people are not following the restrictions which makes me feel worried. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "Worry and fear for my own and my family\u2019s health. I have underpaying health conditions so I am scared. Anger that not everyone is following the rules, my family and I are following the rules and other people continue to visit family and friends and go out and about . Happiness that I am at home with my family and get to spend time with the people I love. I feel worry and stress that my financial situation could change is my work has to close permanently or if my job gets furloughed as I can\u2019t not afford as a single parent to loose any income. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "im worried about the amount of people who will get it. also worried about myself and fanily being affected. the lockdown is also very boring and its hard to find things to do. the longer it goes on the more boring it will be, but its important to protect everyone. i also hope the ecomomey can recover very quickly afterwords and that too many people dont suffer as a result. its a very trying and difficult time for everyone. i just hope that everything turns out ok and it doesnt drag on for ages and ages"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am really concerned that someone in my close family (particulalry my elderly parents and parents in law and my young children) will be impacted significantly by the coronavirus. I'm equally worried about the economic impact a lockdown will have and the impact that may have upon my job security - should I lose my job then I would have significant difficulty meeting financial obligations. I feel sad that, as a community, we have been diustanced from each other - though there are some positives in the fact people have found alternative ways to communicate despite this."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I\u2019m concerned about how long we will remain distanced from our friends and family and normal everyday life. It\u2019s particularly hard going being in lockdown with a 2 year old. I hope people continue to respect the social distancing rules so that the freedom to go out to exercise isn\u2019t ruined for everybody. I think that if that right was taken away from us then I would struggle immensely with the situation. I would feel incredibly trapped and both my mental and physical health and that of my family would suffer."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel quite anxious about how little we know about what is coming. Additionally, telling myself to not be anxious usually results in me becoming more anxious, which is what has been happening. However, I've also luckily still got my job as I can work remotely, which is very reassuring. I have been trying to maintain the social distancing rules set by the government, which does mean I have a lot more free time than usual. I need to start exercising more, so that has been on my mind recently. Taking walks relaxes me and really helps, but it's very difficult to motivate myself to leave my room sometimes, which can make me feel even worse."}, {"index": 17, "context": "scared more for the health of my elderly parents than my own, slightly worried and anxious about the situation and being locked down doesn't help, making things worse is the fact our prime minister is unwell in hospital from corona virus, hoping the social distancing and restrictions don't go on to long but understand if they have to, the financial knock on its likely to last in the UK for a long time, right now I am honouring the rules and feel optimistic that me doing that will decrease my chances in catching the virus"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am worried that we are opeining up too soon but at the same time, know that we need to get back to some sort of normality, It still angers me that people are not taking this seriously and that so many people are stull dying and will die. I am worried about my children who are not of an age to be vaccinated, that they will suffer from the talks of the proposed vaccination passports and will miss out. I wish we didn't have the need for them\nI'm finding it hard to imagine going back to normal life - will I be anxious about going to a gig, to a football match? Will we forget as soon as things are open that this is how we lived for a year?"}, {"index": 19, "context": "Sometimes I feel quite calm because I am isolating/quarantining at home and I am used to being at home quite a lot due to being a student with low contact hours. I also have a lot of university work to keep my mind occupied. However, I am finding it hard to concentrate and get motivation to do my studying. I try to avoid too much exposure to information/news etc about the Corona Virus, but deep down I am worried when I see the daily death numbers increasing in the UK. I worry that even a short trip to the supermarket could result in myself or a family member catching it and possibly becoming seriously ill. Everything is very unknown at the moment and even the government are unsure about how long this will last. I am glad that the government are putting stricter measures in to enforce lockdown and social distancing, but news reports don't seem to indicate that this is working yet. I fear that people will stop isolating as time goes on and they become more fed up with being at home all the time."}, {"index": 20, "context": "Anxious in case i catch it. Anxious in catch a loved one catchs it and dies. Concerned how the economy will change, and how it will affect my future. it will change my fincial future. worried about children future and education. My child will be behind in his education conpared to other children. my fincial and job will not be secure. worried about when life will go back to normal. feel sad and depressed. no urge to meet others and go outside. stay in the house all day and feel tired. not happy and dont see any future. depressed."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel quite relaxed and secure regarding my personal situation but my anxiety stems from my partner losing his job as the company he works for has filed for bankruptcy and also I feel that there is a minority of people who are not paying enough attention to the social distancing recommendations and staying at home unless it is essential they leave their homes.\nAlso at the moment, no one in my close family or friends has suffered any severe effects of Coronavirus so I do not (yet) feel personally affected by it. I am doing all I can though to socially distance myself from everyone outside of my household which only includes myself and my partner."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I have been furloughed from today due to corona. It\u2019s disappointing that people aren\u2019t following social distancing rules either impacting everyone\u2019s potential freedom during the lockdown. My partner is working from home and I\u2019m looking after our 13 month old son but I have to go out to get groceries. It makes me anxious going shopping and potentially bringing something back to infect my family. I\u2019m disappointed with the Chinese cover up and how they have no respect for life at all and carry on eating the weird and wonderful. I hope governments across the world impose sanctions on them for literally ruining many people\u2019s lives."}, {"index": 23, "context": "The future is extremely uncertain and nobody knows how long this crisis will last for. I am really anxious and somewhat fear for the future, many opportunities have been ruinied for me because of this pandemic and as a result I am no longer as confident or less stressed as I was before this crisis.\nI fear for the lives of many loved ones around me, knowing that it takes just one person to be infected to be able to infect an netire household really scares me. If a patient in a hospice or retirement home get infected, it is extremely likely that everyone in the entire building would be infected, which is extremely lethal for the old and others who have pre-existing diseases."}, {"index": 24, "context": "The whole situation makes me very anxious. I do not believe, as a country, we are doing everything to prevent the spread. I believe we should be in a full and proper lockdown like other countries. I fear for my children and their futures. My son is 4 and just about understands school is closed and we aren't allowed out and we cant see family and friends. My husband has been furloughed and that worries me as we're not in control of things. I hate going to the supermarket because there's always a minority of people who wont or dont socially distance themselves."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I think its very saddening. I feel for all the families who have lost someone close to them. I think people should take this situation more seriously and start actually following the rules by not going out, unless essential like buying groceries or going to work. I'm very thankful to the nhs and everyone is helping with this crisis. Hoerver, I understand there has been a lot of pressure on the nhs but I think there should be more testing in the uk. Because there are many many people out there who possible have the corona virus but are still waiting to be tested. I think this is worsening the covid crisis as its a lot more likely that the disease can spread to others. And since self isolation is advised its also likely that people will spread the virus to other people within their household. I am really hoping this will come to an end soon."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel that its sadly gone on for too long shot he economical aspect is ruined as well as peoples mental health. If the giv locked down sooner this would have been avoided. I have had covid, and a lot of my friends have had covid and as worrying as it may seem I believe the media is scaremongering and making people scared and worried. I am not saying its jot real because it certainly is, but i think personally the government are blaming this on the public to hide the fact they know they messed up from the start"}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am anxious as to how the symptoms would present for myself, my friends and family as no one really knows the level of severity you would experience until you get it. I am relieved there has been a drop in deaths today however there are many more days to come and we must not be complacent. I worry about my husband who still has to go out to work. I am angry at those people who choose not to follow social distancing instructions. I am happy myself and my children and wider family are currently safe."}, {"index": 28, "context": "The corona situation has made me realise how unfair the system in the UK is. From cleaners and other small workers in stadiums having to take a pay cut whilst footballers earn much than their annual in one week, to NHS workers having a shortage of test kits for the staff as well as the general public yet celebrities are testing 24/7 as if it is nothing. The sense of priorities within this country is highly unethical as it does not care about the majority but rather than the happiness of an elite minority. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "At the moment I\u2019m feeling nervous about coming out of lockdown. Like others I have got used to working from home and not going out and need to get used to going out again which makes me anxious.\nI also feel relieved that vaccines are being rolled out, family members have been vaccinated. The number of cases and deaths are going down which is promising. Shows that there might be light at the end of the tunnel and the end in sight.\nIt also makes me nervous if we need to have another lockdown in future. I think like a lot of people each lockdown is harder to do- the current one was the hardest! Especially in January when it\u2019s dark all the time"}, {"index": 30, "context": "Feels like we've reacted very late to things, now that measures are in place people are not taking them seriously , groups of people still walking around parks.\n\n\nAlso not sure for how long people can stay in lockdown before restlessness and people just start to do whatever they want as staying indoors for months on end seems very unlikely.\n\n2 Year university student aswell, not too sure what's going to happen for the few months that are missed within the year, can mess up future plans for summer, throw off any kind of routinely family visit"}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am worried as don\u2019t know when this will end and when it does end what the world will look like. I find it upsetting that people aren\u2019t following the rules and are being selfish. I am also worried about the economy and jobs once this is over. I am finding this situation quite unsettling but I know that my situation is not as bad as many others and I am glad that my family and friends are all safe currently. although I am making an effort to connect with loved ones but it is not the same when you cannot be with them in person and many of our conversations revolve around the virus which is stress inducing itself."}], "length": 4728} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel very worried and scared that it might take a long time for life to get back to normal. I'm wanting to try out new experiences such as food but I am unable to do so because nowhere is open. I've enjoyed my time at home but it's getting boring very quickly and it's the same old thing every day. It's been super stressful as the supermarkets here have massive ques outside of them so just to get basic necessities is a big pain. The number of cases is only rising which is super scary to me, there are a number of people in my area who have the virus which again gives me more anxiety"}, {"index": 1, "context": "i am worried about my family, and not being able to see them as much as i would like. \napart from contacting them through phone calls and video calls i rarely see them at the moment.\nmy workplace is exercising extreme social distancing measures so i feel comfortable going there, and my wages haven't been affected so i'm okay with this situation.\nI feel anxious about people standing too close to me in shops though but i do try shop in the 'vunerable hours' due to having Multiple sclerosis.\nthe distancing measures in shops is excellent if people would actually adhere to them, one way systems are great too,\n"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am a little bit anxious as I am working from home, but I do not feel like I am being disciplined or productive enough. However I am quarantining with my partner. I am going to be moving into his place in September so this has been a good test. Fortunately it has been going really well, despite the fact that his flat is not very big. As he normally works away during the week it has been nice to spend so much time together. Apart from that I would consider myself to be coping pretty well with quarantine. I feel like I am suffering from some boredom like everyone else, but appreciate being able to commit properly to my running and exercise program. I now know someone who has died from coronavirus so I am still saddened by that, but overall am not overly concerned about the risk to myself as we are sticking to the government recommendations regarding self isolation."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I spend too much time worrying so much about life in general, let alone since COVID-19 came to light. \n\nSometimes, I worry so much I feel as though I\u2019m going to have a panic attack and it\u2019s terrifying. I am constantly thinking about \u201cwhat ifs\u201d and they usually involve situations such as me losing a family member or my daughter growing up without me. Even just typing this I feel sick to my stomach. I know there\u2019s not much I can do about the future but it is constantly on my mind; how to prevent things from happening but there\u2019s only so much we can do, I know that but it\u2019s still scary."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Fearful more for my elderly parents than myself...hoping everyone comes out safe. I feel anxious as I dont know about the future. I also find taking each day as it comes helps. These things are put of my control so i will live life with the flow. I worry for my children and hope they stay safe.,, I try not to overthink things because I don't want to worry about the future which is not in my hands. I worry about the Peak in terms of the number of deaths I also worry about out the financial strain on households "}, {"index": 5, "context": "Fearful about the easing of lockdown in case cases rise and we have to lockdown again.\nStill worried that someone I love will get sick but trying to keep the odds in perspective\nHoping that the government stick to their promise of 'data not dates'\nWondering when it will all be over and we can live normal lives again.\nSick of hearing about the vaccine. Will not be having it but wonder how that will affect my freedom.\nAngry about the possibility of 'immunity passports'\nWorried that masks will become the norm - hate faceless people"}, {"index": 6, "context": "It just all so stressful. The virus fallout has disrupted my life, I'm out of pocket & have rent arrears. Getting normal supplies/groceries is a near constant frazzling battle. I'm quite worried about how to resolve these problems, especially as I'm unlikely to get a better-paid job now. I live with my disabled mother who's over 60 so that's another cause for concern for me. On a bigger scale, the global death toll is so saddening. The amount of lives & jobs & families & businesses it's disrupted is astonishing. It makes me frustrated, concerned, unhappy, and exasperated in equal measure."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am so fed up now i have been home for a year, i have left my home four times all to go doctors or get vacine, I am worried that we will get different strains and just keep getting vaccines over and over, mental health suffering missing family. Dont want to sound pessamistic so looking forwrd to my daughter visiting in garden soon. I am hoping in summer we can have some sort of normality back even if social distincing is still in place. Its good that children going back to schools as they are suffering and care homes can get visitors. But im worried still lets hope this is the last lockdown."}, {"index": 8, "context": "Very anxious and fearful. \nI think it\u2019s mainly the fear of the unknown. Will I catch it? Will I die? How long will it go on for. \nThere\u2019s so many unknowns \nVery worried for my family members and then my child. She\u2019s the reason we\u2019ve been isolating for the last 3 weeks, to protect her \nIt worries me like mad when my husband has to work, as he\u2019s in and out of people\u2019s houses fixing boilers. We\u2019re being very cautious and just taking each day as it comes. \nHopefully people will listen and stay at home, although we did just go for our daily walk and see a group of teenagers playing football. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "Feeling trapped within the house, anxious and irritable. Fear fueled by the news. No end in sight. Conflicting information form the government and a constant list of government advisors in the media. Feel like health is suffering, can't get teeth checked. For situation means not able to shop for the healthiest diet. Exercise is severely limited. House is dark and am desperate for fresh air. Not able to see my family or friends. The children are struggling not been able to see their friends. Money worries and the future is not available to view."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am not worried for my own health but I do worry about my family especially my elderly parents who live far away and do not have much local support. I am concerned for my financial situation. I have been made redundant so will soon have no income and my husband is on 80% pay, so I worry about us getting into debt. I also worry about trying to get a new job as many people will be in the same situation. I mostly feel calm, but sometimes worried and anxious, I also find I am waking up in the night most nights."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am hopeful that the vaccine will help to bring back normality, but I am also worried that sending children back to school next week will start another wave of the virus, as numbers of infected people are still quite high.\nI hope that I can see my family again soon. It has been a tough year for us all. Five loved ones have died, and a new baby has been born. We have not been able to either mourn the loses or celebrate the new baby. It has been a time of mixed emotions for us all and we need to know that we can come together some time soon to support each other."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I'm excited that things are slowly getting better. I'm happy that I've had the vaccine and things are looking more hopeful. I'm really excited for things to get back to normal and for life to get so much better. I'm scared that it's never going to go away and sad at how much valuable time with friends and family has been taken away from me because of the virus. Plans for the future, because of the vaccine, are starting to appear and that gives me so much motivation and positivity to keep pushing through."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel hopeful for what the future holds, currently the situation is not very good and I feel very sorry for everyone affected, We need to realise this is a small blip in our lives and we can get through this. The majority of people are sensible but the few who are breaking rules continue to extend the length of the lock down we have. Everything will be okay in the end but the catastrophic consequences of how poorly this disease has been managed has resulted in lots of unnecessary suffering. We will come out stronger"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel anxious for how things are going to progress over the next few months, what it will mean to my changing work situation and how that will change, and when I will be able to see my family next. Everyone seems to think in June everything will suddenly go completely back to normal and I don't think that will be the case. I am a little sad as I have so many friends I wish I could see, some who have had babies during lockdown I have been unable to meet so far. I am quite relaxed as I am good at staying at home but I miss seeing friends and family whenever I want. I also wonder when I will be able to get the vaccine."}, {"index": 15, "context": "Currently I have an array of emotion. I feel anxious and fearful for the future it is likely that me and my partner (who both work for the same company) will be furloughed, my partner earns considerably more than me and with the government cap at 2,500 before tax I don\u2019t know how we\u2019re going to cope. We have no savings and whilst I agree our combined earnings were more than perhaps some of my family and friends it was in no way above the national average and our our goings for bills is quite high. I\u2019m also fearful we will end up losing our jobs and with the country on its knees economically I can\u2019t see getting another job as an easy task.\n\nI am sad as I miss my two young nieces immensely, we would look after them fortnightly whilst my sister worked and I miss them so much. At that age they change so quickly.\n\nI am content that currently we have a nice house for me and my partner and my son to shelter in and that we have each other with no health issues yet but I feel guilt for feeling this when I do because of all the pain others are experiencing. I feel useless that I should be doing more to make a difference when it comes to my grandchildren one day asking me what I did I\u2019ll only be able to answer stay inside. \n\nI feel fearful that we may catch the virus I get extreme anxiety food shopping it reminds me of an apocalypse. \n\nI have hope when I see people coming together and helping to best this disease from nurses to food delivery drivers and I am immensely proud of my country. As you can see a whole rainbow of emotions. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "Very stressed and tense, working from home I have no boundaries or switch off. I am struggling to parent, school and work effectively, I am overly offended and upset. The slightest trigger keeps me awake worrying. I don\u2019t go out, I don\u2019t go for walks, I have no privacy or peace. I just repeat the same day over and over until I can\u2019t sleep at night. I am under exercises and overeating. I need a break, a change of scenery and a change of pace. My son has lost a year of developing with kids his own age and learning, he misses his friends and is stuck with adults all the time."}, {"index": 17, "context": "At the beginning I didn\u2019t think that much of the virus. But once it spread to our country and there was people passing away this is when I started to feel worried. This has now made me make sure me and my family our safe. We are washing hands and not having personal contact with others, to minimise the risk of my family being infected. This should hopefully work. If the virus had not spread to the UK. I probably would not be worried about having contact with other people. I have always had the same hand hygiene. So this would not change much. But I have definitely washed my hands more often. And made sure I wash them to the best of my ability. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel anxious about the situation, normal life has been completely disrupted, finances are up in the air and no one knows if and when things will return to normal. \n\nAdded to this people, of all ages are dying suddenly from such a horrible virus. The virus doesn't discriminate or care and there is very little, it seems, we can do to prevent or recover from this illness.\n\nI feel nervous about how long this will go on for, what the future will be like and how both mine and my partner's professions will recover following this. I am also nervous about my health and the health of my friends, families and colleagues."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel trapped. I haven't been out of the house since Friday afternoon. I am working from home. I want to go out for a walk but get anxious about the thought of it. So I stay in doors. The days are just rolling into one. I am happy on the whole but the want and need to go out is overwhelming sometimes. I feel like every day is wasted. The news is draining. I try not watch. Just want to do the time and get it all over with so I am just staying home and getting on with is. Like a prisoner doing their time."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel like it is under control and that the correct measures have been put in place by the government. Although the social distancing measures are annoying, it will be worth it as it will reduce the number of new cases and means life can get back to normal quicker. Staying at home is getting boring although allows time to develop as a person such as; doing more exercise, learning a new skill. \n\nI am annoyed at people ignoring the social distancing measures as it is selfish and annoying for the people who listen to the rules. If everyone stayed at home we could deal with covid quicker."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel like people are not taking it seriously enough and as a result are not abiding to reccomendations like they should. I feel like there is a lot of people passing away that could have been prevented and additionally China are hiding information from us and should be punished as a result. It will be interesting to see what happens the months following on from Corona and how the country and world will change as a result from it. I have enjoyed the time off though and people should take the postives from it rather than only looking at the negatives"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I'm scared for my family, my friends, for my job. For my self-worth and those of others around me. Scared my company will go under. Angry that not enough has been done to keep peeople safe. Furious that NHS workers are like lambs to the slaughter.\nWorried I'm not doing enough. Concerned that my allergies are the virus taking hold, but knowing this is irrational. \nWill I ever see my parents or grandparents again? Will the virus take someone that I love?\nWhen will I go back to work> Will I have a job that i can go back to? Am I being selfish>"}, {"index": 23, "context": "This situation makes me feel very anxious as I am looking after my elderly and vulnerable father who lives independently but needs care as he is shielding. I am not anxious for myself, just the fact that I could pass this on to him and others. I also worry for my sister who is on the front line within the NHS and is still awaiting appropriate PPE and to be tested. I am also concerned about our economic future as a country and wonder how this will affect us long term in terms of job security. Another anxiety of mine is the children who are vulnerable at home. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I\u2019m very anxious about the situation. Boris has just been sent into intenseive care which has worried me more. I hate not having a normal life. I hate being stuck at home not being able to do my\nJob, or go into a coffee shop just because I wanted to. I miss seeing friends and family when I want. It\u2019s all very frustrating. I\u2019m lucky I have a girlfriend and cat I live with, as they are good company. But everything is a lot more intense than they usually would be. I hope things go back to normal sooner rather than later. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am due to give birth in two months and am very scared that this means that I will no longer be allowed my partner and mum with me. I also worry about the lack of support when my baby is born, and even now as J go through my pregnancy. I am worried for my vulnerable and elderly friends and family and work is very stressful due to the situation. \nI am angry at people ignoring the stay at home orders and concerned that this this mean that this isolation will have to go on longer. \nI feel really sad for those who are financially affected by this pandemic. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am concerned by the level that people are not following the guidelines. I am disgusted by yesterday's events from both Nicola Sturgeon and the ex CMO Catherine Calderwood, this was no mistake this twice blatantly flouting the rules,. Now many people in Scotland thinks it is all a hoax. So am anxious as this will prolong the mess now. It is bad enough getting people to be sensible without the so called medical expert being a complete two weekends in the running especially as i live in Fife just along the road from her so called holiday home. She should be fined not warned, the police messed up, shpws one law for them and one law for us"}, {"index": 27, "context": "At the moment I feel very sad about the Pandemic. I am sad that I can't see my friends and my family and I can't embark on new adventures. I am anxious about my future and what lies ahead. I am concerned with the welfare of friends and family.\n\nI feel anxious with my work situation because I was working abroad and now I am back in the UK living with my mother which I haven't done for 12 years since I was a teenager! \n\nI also feel trapped because we are unable to travel, go out and enjoy life, however I feel a little peace as I am able to enjoy doing things for myself such as read and fitness and get in to a good routine. \n\nI worry about work because it is hard to do without being in an office with people and I miss the comaraderie but it has also made me realise that actually I don't really like my job and I would like to do something different now (career change?) which is a great realisation. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "Anxious that I might catch it, anxious that someone I love might catch it. Anxious about how dangerous it can be and what the possible outcomes are as well as the worry over the practicalities of going to hospital when you can't be visited. Stressed by the social distancing measures and how people don't stay far enough away when you go out. Unsettled by the lack of firm plan for the future and the uncertainty for my employment and that of my partner. Worried by the long weekend and how we can keep ourselves entertained if we're unable to go out of the house. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "I no longer feel that anxious about what harm the virus may do. I am now more anxious about what the world will look like going forward and a bit worried that it seems to be dragging on and on. But all in all I'm happy/relieved that the world is not ending like some were saying early last year. \n\n I am also relieved as my biggest concern when all this started was for my elderly relatives and thankfully none of them have succumbed to Covid.\n\nI am eager to resume my pre Covid life as soon as possible."}, {"index": 30, "context": "At this current moment i am mostly worried about the corona virus affecting my friends and family who are more vulnerable to the disease. \n\nI am also slightly upset at the negative effects the disease has had on my time at university and how it has affected my education but i do understand the seriousness of the situation and that the calls made are justified.\n\nI am slightly stressed out in the current situation due to the limiting effect that it has had on my daily routine but i am also enjoying the time i have at home with my family memebers."}], "length": 4640} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Scared angry worried and anxious about corona virus I feel helpless and that it is out of control. Feels like there's no hope left and full of despair and anxiousness about the future and what is going to happen. Feel sorry for all lives lost and worried about more deaths. Feeling optimistic about the vaccine and that it will save many lives and hopefully bring back a bit of normality to everyday living. Feel like the government have not done enough to save lives and that there is much more that could have been done."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I'm genuinely petrified about what the Coronavirus means for me and my family. I'm scared of catching it, but there's also a small part of me that's scared of NOT catching it - I know that if I don't catch it, this crippling fear will continue to live with me until I do. I'm also ashamed that some of my family seem to think the rules don't apply to them, because they're putting themselves, and me, at risk. I'm concerned by how long the lockdown will last for - I understand it's essential and personally have no issues with it, but I think the longer it lasts the less others will comply with it."}, {"index": 2, "context": "The situation brings about a lot of uncertainty which naturally raises fear as we do not know how the future looks like. I am grateful I still have my income, the lockdown situation has helped me save money which makes me happy. However I am concerned for those families who do not have an income or the support they need. It has raised some feelings of anxiety in terms of the precautions which have to be taken when going outdoors. It is scary how fast the situation can change and seeing the news be about nothing but coronavirus."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel fine I\u2019m not worried no one I know is worried the situation is a joke to be honest. I\u2019ve been happy at home and home schooling has on the whole been great teaching my daughter. Closing the world and destroying the economy for something that\u2019s 99.% recoverable it\u2019s a joke the economy needs to open up. \n\nNo one I know has had it or died from it all it is flu just renamed exagurated figures to make covid seem worse than it actually is. I won\u2019t be having the vaccine and no one in my family will either."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel that getting everyone vaccinated is paramount now, and that governments need to cooperate to make medicines available to all. Locally, there is a low rate of coronavirus at the moment but I also feel there is a lot of complacency which makes further outbreaks inevitable.\n\nI feel that the UK situation as a whole is improving but considering it has been dire for the last few months it's not a great improvement.\n\nI am still afraid for myself and my family, I think the government needs to do more to support people and businesses."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am scared and worried. I am a key worker in retail and in the front line serving and touching people all day. I am scared of getting covid 19 from someone and as I\u2019m 51 and my partner 56 it could be risky. \nI\u2019m scared of customers getting abusive if they can\u2019t get the goods they need or they have to queue. \nI\u2019m scared of having to go off sick and not being able to afford my bills. \nI miss my mum and siblings and niece and nephews as I can\u2019t see them. \nI miss being able to go out for a meal or drinks when I want. \nI\u2019m scared of anything happening to my loved ones. \nI just want life to go back to normal. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel ok but just really bored. Want to go out with friends and family. I feel scared for me and my loved ones and just want it to al be over. I wish everyone would stay safe and follow government guide lines to make sure everyone is safe including their own families. I also miss going to work as the people I work with really are fun compared to Skyping everyday. I\u2019m sick of the conversations as they all seem to revolve around the virus and the impacts on daily lives. \nI\u2019m also concerned about the future, I\u2019m thinking that as we have all been about to work effectively from home, this will become the normal "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am very anxious about how Coronavirus is going to leave our country. I am worried as i have some vulnerable members of the family. I also fear when my mum leaves for work as she works in a pharmacy and is dealing with ill people everyday even if they are after some paracetamol or some sickness bug tablets. i havent left the house is 15 days and cant wait for all this to be over. I miss my family as i am having to FaceTime them and i have nieces and nephews who dont know who i am. I feel like the government are doing the correct thing and i back boris johnson in all his decisions. I am very annoyed at people that are still going out to visit family or gathering in peoples back gardens, as this is cancelling out what other people are doing to prevent spreading the virus."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel scared and anxious about the situation, and generally not knowing when this is all going to end. I hate that we can't do our usual daily tasks, or see friends and family, and I am also quite worried about my job - as for now my workplace is closed (temporarily) but who knows what will happen if this continues. It's obviously the best thing but it worries me that over time, it will be less and less likely that we will be able to get back to normal. I don't know what else to really say that I haven't already said"}, {"index": 9, "context": "Mismanaged by any of the worlds disease control departments, we know that Lysol evidently fights the control of Human Coronavirus (as described on its label), but chose to not do anything further. The US/UK have known about the potential for COVID-19 but again chose to not take it seriously. As these departments and people are employed to stop/assist in these outbreaks they are now culpable for the deaths, along with the Chinese area of Wuhan for allowing this atrocity to spread world wide. It appears at least there is evidential e-mails showing the head of the Control Disease Centre (CDC) dismissed the outbreak as only an extended strain of the common flu. If as is his title he is running a $40 billion budget each and every year, the buck must stop with him in the US..."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I\u2019m very stressed every single day, much more than I\u2019m usually stressing at work. I\u2019m scared of tomorrow...about my siblings, friends, colleagues and our future. I never been so disappointed and tired of media. We all waiting for updates to bring us back to normal routine to start having plans and ideas of what next...currently our life is on pause. I\u2019m tired of staying home for the third week and seeing people outside who just ignore social distancing and keep living their normal life\u2019s like nothing happens. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "I still feel anxious about it as I fear we're not out of the woods yet. A vaccine gives us hope but only on top of other measures. There are still question marks over new variants that make me worry. Life is not going to go back to normal anytime soon, I still feel fearful anytime I go indoors somewhere other than my house, that I am relying on masks to protect me. I can't see that easing soon. I am angry at the government for still not doing enough. The vaccine rollout has been mainly the scientists doing. The government don't care about people's health and just want to get the economy back on track."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am very scared for my loved ones, I don't want them to get it. I am worried about how it will affect my job. I just want things to go back to normal. I feel sad and lonely because I can't see my loved ones that do not live with me. I feel a lot of uncertainty and overall it is a very frightening time. I feel guilty when I complain about anything as it feels like nothing compared to other people. It is hard to know when things will go back to normal so I don't know when I will feel happy again. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am feeling very scared. Scared for my partner, for my children and for myself. I am paranoid about one of us catching it. My OCD has intensified and my anxiety is spiralling out of control. I am petrified one of us will get ill. I am worried about losing money/jobs. I am struggling to cope with being in lock down. If lockdown gets stricter I fear I will not cope. I am so very sad for all of the lives lost and scared for all of the frontline workers battling to save everyone. I can\u2019t see a way out from this."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am feeling a mix of different emotions. I am worried about my loved ones and saddened by the amount of people who have already passed away. I am angry with people who do not take social distancing seriously as they may be a threat to themselves and people who are more vulnerable due to age or other health issues. I believe our government should be more strict and I am angry that self-isolation was introduced so late in the UK. However, I am glad to be in self isolation with my partner and child otherwise i would be very anxious about their well being. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am terrified of my family being ill. I feel total despair and cannot see the end of this situation. I am so sad that I cannot travel as that is my passion. I watch in horror as Trump spouts his insane ramblings putting peoples lives in danger. The uk government is just as bad, they want the old and ill to die so they don't have to pay as much in benefits. The true situation in hospitals is being kept from the public and key workers are being put at risk by not being given the correct protective equipment"}, {"index": 16, "context": "Concerned for my partner who is pregnant and type 1 diabetic. Hoping the situation improves quickly before we are due to give birth. At the moment I will not be able to join my partner in theatre if it is required which would be very upsetting to miss the birth of my first child which is meant to be a magical moment with skin to skin. I also fear for my job, which has been thurlowed for now but I worry if it lasts much longer if it will\nMean I lose my job and I worry about having enough income to support my new family. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "This is a difficult time for everyone, but do feel the Government should have taken action to stop the virus spreading in the UK sooner and ensured all those in need would have access to the PPE they need. As a family of mainly self-employed people we have no idea when we be allowed back to work and this will cause hardship and debt to many. Although, thankfully, I should be okay. Also, I do not feel we are being told the truth. Only those dying in hospital are included in the figures, thus we are not given a true picture of the scale of the epidemic."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I had only just started to get my life together, and started to do things socially eg, attending lectures, swimming etc. And now that has all been taken away from me. In the sunny weather, I had planned to go to the seaside several times. Again that has been taken away from me. I even lost money on a hotel booking. I will really feel cheated out of this summer. I also feel annoyed, and frightened by people who are in denial, as they still go about their business, as if nothing has happened, potentially spreading the virus. We must all pull together, then the quicker it will be over."}, {"index": 19, "context": "We are all at risk..it is like a lottery. Myself and my family are fearful and self isolating. We are even anxious about going outside, even for a walk and doing simple tasks like putting the bins out. We are lucky though to have a garden and to be able to order food online. I would like to do more and volunteer, but I have been advised not to on medical grounds. I feel fearful and helpless. I have felt all different emotions..anger at the government regarding ppe, sadness at watching news of people dying, fear that my family will get the virus, as I have elderly parents. I feel happy about the way the local community has come together at this time, and met people locally online, which zi would never have met previously. I have better understanding of charities and which ones are available in my area. I feel for the people who are alone at this time, and also larger families who are struggling to eat and dont have any space for the children, eg in high rises and BnBs, also for people who are unable to receive a high level of care at this time, those unable to progress with cancer treatment etc. I am very fearful as what is going to happen after the lockdown. The government does not have enough money to keep businesses afloat after June time, so I believe money and economy will take priority over health. I believe we should self isolate for 6 months. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am absolutely terrified. I have asthma and I am scared to leave the house. Every time my husband goes to the shop and home I make him take his clothes off and wash them as soon he gets in. I'm scared of dying from this and I'm terrified anyone close to me gets this virus. It is becoming increasingly worrying and closer to home. I am furiously looking at the news constantly and hoping for remedies and prevention techniques to help myself fight this horrendous virus. I have a 2 year old child and the thought of leaving him without a parent is just unimaginable. Thinking that he might get it is horrific, I'm utterly terrified and so anxious about the situation."}, {"index": 21, "context": "It is a very worrying time, as there are many shortages in shops and it\u2019s becoming increasingly difficult to get essential items. It\u2019s also very concerning how rapidly the number of cases and number of people dying from coronavirus each day is increasing, despite being under lockdown. I hope that tougher measures can help to get the situation under control, in order to help protect those most vulnerable. It is also worrying that frontline workers have not got the essential equipment needed to look after those suffering, as they are risking themselves to help save lives, which I hope can be improved soon."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am vunerable been told i have to stay home for 12 weeks i already suffer anxiety and panick attacks so im very afraid also brought on with continues cleaning continues washing my hands now an obsession. Although i will do all that is asked of me stay home etc im worried for my family friends and am crying most days . I am also very angry that i cant order the shopping i need i dont want family to go out incase they get sick and finally got order and there was no essentials left. IT SEEMS THAT NOTHING IS GETTING DONE BY THE GOVERMENT AND IM VERY WORRIED THAT THEY HAVE JUST LEFT US ALL TO IT NO DIRECTION AT ALL PLUS THEY LEFT EVERYTHING TO LATE"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I'm terrified. I constantly worry about catching the virus and dying..\nI'm not allowed out of the house at all as I am in the most vulnerable group so am feeling very depressed and tearful.\nI think it has all been dealt with badly by the government. They should be arresting people who are going out for no real reason these selfish people are killing others with their stupidity.\nThe sooner people realise how dangerous this virus it's the better, sadly some people just don't care and think the rules don't apply to them."}, {"index": 24, "context": "i feel frustrated as everybody has to work together to get out of this but some people just want to look for trouble.\n\ni also feel confused why people are not following the rules and simple instruction or being greedy.\n\nthis also makes me worried if UK do not make the situation under control in the next few weeks. there are also constant feed of news that are unbelievable that makes me speechless. \n\nbut all in all i am still grateful for the people that are keeping the society functioning, for example the health workers, people delivering and supermarket workers. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel really fearful of Coronavirus I\u2019m not going to lie at first when it came out in China wasn\u2019t one of the people who took it serious as I guessed it didn\u2019t really affect me. Now it seems to be getting closer and closer to home. I just can\u2019t wait for it to be a distant memory. I especially send prayers to those on the front line such as the nhs workers.\nAlthough I\u2019m a key worker I wish I was able to work from home but u unfortunately it\u2019s not a possibility for me, it worries me every day getting on the train being around people who are not taking the 2 metre protocol seriously. I worry about bringing the virus back home to my family, especially as I\u2019ve recently found out my aunty has been diagnosed although she was self isolating ? "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am feeling worried and anxious about the situation, if we do get it I fear that we might develop mild symptoms at the beginning and afterwards develop serious illness . I also worry about our parents and worry when we go to do our essential shopping that we will infect others or get infected.I feel like this is having a bad impact in our mental well being, looking at the news isn't good and we can't go outside for fresh air. Even though we are allowed once a day, feel like it is too dangerous to go out at the moment."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel saddened that this situation has risen and the UK government are not doing very well with dealing such a situation. I feel better than I have felt earlier as I hope soon we will be on a good path to less deaths and infections occurring. I feel angry that things took ages at the start and it was covered in china and not told till dec 2019 and this could all have been prevented in europe a lot sooner without escalating. I am hoping in 3-6 months it can be in the past and we can all move forward. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am feeling calmer now we\u2019ve been isolation for 3+ weeks but I feel so scared for family and friends. I continue to feel anxious about deliveries and the \u2018outside world\u2019 coming in to our bubble. I am in awe of those on the front line. Normally I am very impatient but I\u2019ve come to terms with the fact this will be a long and painful process in many senses. I feel concerned for my son that this social distance will ostracise him from learning opportunities and the ability to socialise. At 2 years old I am relieved that he does not understand some of what he is missing out on. The only positive emotion comes from the opportunity to spend quality time together as a family without interruption. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel very uneasy about the Corona virus situation. Not knowing how exactly it is getting spread and the social distancing instruction is worrying. The uncertainty of when the lockdown will be over is very draining and the inability to move about freely makes me feel depressed. I also feel fear for myself and immediate family as the survival rate are not great.\nWatching television all day and sitting in the garden doesnt feel fulfilling enough and my inability to go to work and interact physically with my colleagues at work is demoralizing. I worry that this will not go away in a few weeks"}, {"index": 30, "context": "I have a sick father. He is 65 years old. It is very difficult for us to experience. He may die. Doctors say everything will be fine but I don't believe it's just a horror of some kind. a lot of my friends got sick. I think the government is silent on the real statistics of infected and deaths. I fear for my life and the life of my family. I pray for us. good god. The stores run out of products. no one brings up new ones. What happens next? I don't know, but you need to hold on and not be discouraged"}], "length": 4601} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am less worried about the corona situation than I have been in the past. I am reassured by the speed of the vaccine roll out. I am happy that children are now returning to school. The testing that my older children have received has been well organised. Other school implementations, such as mask wearing are working well. I am also pleased that the roadmap out of lockdown seems considered and that there will not be a rush to open things up. I'm concerned only that there may be a backlash if some things are put back."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel hope for the future and getting back to normal but have anxiety that new strains of the virus will delay things and poor uptake of the vaccine will also affect our progress. I also have concerns about the economy and worry for my son who is shortly to join the job market. I would dearly love to get back to doing some of the things I used to enjoy such as holidays and even just going for a coffee in a caf\u00e9. I think the pandemic has polarised people and driven us apart rather than us having a shared fighting spirit."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel very scared and afraid about myself and my family catching the virus. My anxiety levels are very high at the moment. I stay home with my two children while my partner still goes out to work and I am petrified that he could catch the virus and bring it back to us where we could all become ill. I also know and have read that healthy people with no underlying health issue's are dying from the virus also. I feel lonely and miss my family and social interaction and I think this virus could be around longer than people are expecting which means longer social distancing and not seeing family and doing normal things."}, {"index": 3, "context": "The situation with coronavirus at the moment is rather worrying. The amount of cases and deaths is raising rapidly. The fact it came from China\u2019s wet markets, and they have now reopened those wet markets disgusts me. They should learn from their mistakes! I am proud of Britain coping the way it is. I am angry at the selfish people though, who continue to go out and enjoy the sunshine. My partner is classed as a key worker and I am worried that he will come into contact with someone with the virus and that he will get ill.\nI hope Britain can get over it quickly and the country can get back on its feet."}, {"index": 4, "context": "At the moment I'm rather calm, just trying not to think about it, but I'm also scared and anxious. No one knows how it will be like in couple of weeks, there is not much we can actually do, just hope we're gonna be fine and nothing will happen to us and our loved ones. Also we need to hope that other people will do their best to follow government's advice, but in that case we're literally hopeless. Some people don't realise it's serious and their behaviour is just selfish so normal people who want to follow government's advice need to take extra precocious to stay safe."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel helpless. I also feel worried about my health. Also my girlfriend is a teacher so I worry about her being a key worker As she still has to go in with NHS children. Teachers yet a bad enough rap and it makes me angry with the current situation that they are not recognised. I am feeling guilty about being bored as I know that previous generations had it much toughter than we do. I feel I don't have any motivation to do anything worthwhile. Life for me has just become groundhog da I have no idea what day it is, no motivation to get out of bed in the morning. Life is so mundane at thr minute y "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am very worried. I am a care worker in vulnerable people\u2019s homes so therefore this puts me and the service users at greater risk of contracting the disease. I now know of people who have the disease and people who have died from it so now it has become more real and therefore has increased my fear and anxiety. It also makes me angry when I see people congregating in groups when it is clear that this should not be happening. I also feel that not everyone is taking things seriously and taking the necessary precautions to prevent and minimise the spread of the disease. It also angers me that people are buying lots of items in the supermarkets at once as this means those who have to work may not be able to get their necessities when they have finished work"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel safe in our family bubble, finding joy in the little moments with my children and this time we have together but I miss my wider family and friends and worry about them all. I worry about money and my out jobs and what\u2019s going to happen after. I worry about how my children will be affected by this. I feel sad that things will never be the same again. My gran is 87 and I worry so much about her, I mean we were worried anyway because she has heart failure. Every time we travel up to visit I wonder if it\u2019s the last time and now we have to stay away. It feels like we are collectively grieving, the things we have had to cancel and the life we once had. We have been saving for a deposit for a house but will probably need to spend our savings to keep us financially afloat if my husband gets furloughed. My business is not running just now as I work in the wedding industry. That being said I am enjoying spending time with my children and my husband at home together. We are lucky to have not long moved to a bigger house with a huge garden surrounded by fields and we are still able to get outside and enjoy the fresh air. We have done lots of things together we otherwise wouldn\u2019t have time for and I think they are enjoying that too. They miss their friends but at the moment it\u2019s not too hard on them. They are worried about getting sick too but I think it\u2019s easier to put it to the back of our minds in our little bubble. I think about the people who are in less fortunate situations who are struggling to be stuck inside. I feel cross at people not taking it seriously enough and not adhering to the rules. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "This outbreak situation is of great concern to me. Many of my friends have lost their jobs. The government is not helping. The money is running out. In the shops queue. Food is running out. I'm shocked! How it is possible to live. I'm tired of the bad news. My family is suffering. We can't walk down the street normally. We are afraid to get infected.\nI worry about my work colleagues\nI constantly worry about my parents.\nI am afraid our medical system may not cope with many patients!\nI am afraid of losing my savings!!!\n\u00a0\n"}, {"index": 9, "context": "Corona is very scary although things are easing off still scared of potential relapse in virus causing future lockdowns and causing depression.\nLife has been totally turned around and frozen due to everything going on and I do not see an end to this way of life we are all going to have to rethink how we go about day to day business and be mindful of who we come into contact with especially family members who are vulnerable to prevent them being put at risk.\nAlthough vaccines are about it is nerving to know that other variants could be perking about and potential re infect family members."}, {"index": 10, "context": "At this moment the way I feel it's a mix of emotions that is draining my confidence and hope in the future.\nI feel very said for all the people who died all over the world, worried about my dear one living with me and the ones not living with me.\nWorried because I have health problems and worried and thankful because my husband it's still working but that puts him in danger.\nWorried because I have lost my job due to this virus an economic crisis and because I don't know if I am going to get a new job on a near future.\nWorried because when I watch the news about what's happening around the world I don't think we are doing enough. I'm staying at home with my child but I don't think people are understanding the real estate of things and they are taking it lightly.\nPeople must understand that staying at home it's not a bad thing. A bad thing is not to have a home and not to be alive tomorrow."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel really worried as each day the number of deaths are high, i have been at home for the past 2 weeks and this has caused my mood to be low as i have struggled from being very socialable to very reserved. I feel sad when i hear about the deaths and how they are affecting not only others but close friends too, im missing my family and friends and feel very unsure about the future and when this will end. I do feel greatful to be at home and feel safe at home, i feel admiration for all the health workers who are very brave."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel very afraid that me or my family could be victims of this illness and feel a full lockdown is needed. I have elderly parents who I can\u2019t go and see or go the shopping for and due to selfish people getting 3 home shopping delivery\u2019s (who I know of) I can\u2019t even get a delivery to me and have to go to supermarkets and be in closer proximity than I would like. It would help to have done more to increase click and collect availability as there is a way to keep people safe by allowing a greater amounts of click and collect to help people keep safe distance by just pulling up at the time allocated and put dhopping in the car and drive away. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "angry there still people out and I about I have neaver seen so many people on bikes walking makes me so cross do people not get stay in and stay safe upset hurt that so many people have died just from this cross my partner is a key work at the hospital they have no ppe at all and now he is in ICU as there has not been the correct ppe so now he is lying in ICU get so mad at the way keyworks can not be covered, there is that many people in hospital makes me upset angry any onew could catch it , young old , why has this happened "}, {"index": 14, "context": "i think personally i feel worried about my family catching the virus, my parents are over 70 and have health problems. I have 2 children (Both are ASD) and a partner we all suffer from asthma and i have diabetes. The risk of getting the virus seems pretty high, but we also have to do the normal day to day activities such as shopping, taking out the rubbish, etc. \n\nI fear if i catch the virus it will kill me, i take a long time to heal from cuts due to my blood sugar problems and history of infections. \n\ni look forward to this being a thing of the past "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am hopeful for the future and to return to work as normal. Also, I am excited to see my family and friends again, especially my elderly relatives who are in self isolation at the moment. However, I am worried about what will happen in the coming months regarding my families health. I am emotional about the deaths that have occurred already and am scared for the deaths that will come. Also, I fear for the economical effects of this and how our daily lives may have changed forever, and the effects this will have for generations to come. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "i feel sad and lonely and scared , today my husband was confirmed to have prostrate cancer and i want to see my family and i cant. i feel scared.Once lockdown is over i can see my family again but its not the same talking on the phone as opposed to getting a hug and a cuddle.\nI just so worry if i will ever see my family again , but then again a lot of people are probably hfeel how i am , I just wish they would get a vaccine and make us all safe again , this has affeted us all in diffrent ways but as my husband is on a pension at lease our money is not affected"}, {"index": 17, "context": "Nervous about schools opening up next week as there is no social distancing or protection. Nervous in case either I or my children have to isolate because of close cases in schools. Worried about my husband working on Covid wards. Fearful that numbers will rise and pause the reopening of society and push back the planned openings. Frustrated that I can\u2019t do the things I want to or go to the places I would like to go. Shopping online for everything is difficult and not always practical. It also impacts finances while waiting for refunds."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am worried if my wife or I contract the virus because we have children to look after. I am annoyed that we can't go out and live our life as usual but understand that isolation and lock down are the best things we can do.\n\nI am working from home but it is difficult to concentrate fully.\n\nWe have to home school but are concerned that we aren't giving our child the best education because we are not teachers.\n\nI can't think about anything else to write.\n\nI can't think about anything else to write.\n\nI can't think about anything else to write.\n\nI can't think about anything else to write."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Really scare situation. I am worried about my family my loved ones. I feel what if something goes wrong. I really want to do something to help everyone in this situation. I don't want anyone to die anymore. Really want to see the change as quick as possible. I Hope the government helps the poor people, to get their jobs back and everything goes normal again. There are certain group of people not talking this serious and roaming around and spreading and passing the virus to everyone . This people should be punished and not given any medical treatment if they get the infection. They not worried about their loved ones or care about them then why should they be given any treatment. This is fun time for them they don't care about our NHS and all the worker who is working hard to get back to normal but because of this few people everyone will suffer. God bless our country."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel upset because this was provoked by China and this country failed to inform the real truth of the situation. I am very angry at the people who are still going out careless while I am at home with my family doing the right thing. I am upset we may be in a worst situation because of the selfish people.\nIt also upset me people doing those virtual parties while outside their homes many people dies in a horribly way because of this disease, not many people seem to care about others people and families suffering."}, {"index": 21, "context": "It is a very worrying situation i am scared for my families health, i am worried about the economical factors this is likely to effect. I have lost my job due to the pandemic, one of my family members contracted the virus and was severely ill - he had high fever, bad cough and breathing difficulties, lucky they have improved. I fear that most of the British population do not understand the seriousness of the situation and it is likely to only get worse if we don't all work together to quarantine and avoid unnecessary social contacts. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I'm worried about my parents, who are in their mid-to-late 70s. I'm due to graduate in a health-related field and take up a job in a hospital, so I'm concerned about the coronavirus making my experience as a new employee more stressful. I miss my partner, who lives in a different city, since we can't travel to see each other at the moment. Due to social distancing and the loss of my usual outside hobbies I feel quite disconnected from the passage of time. I feel unsettled by the lack of a clear end to this situation."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel very nervous with the current situation - I dread to wake up and watch the news - as I don't know what I will learn or what is the bad news.\nI tend to follow the news on a hourly rate to keep up to date and again there are some positive articles but then there are some negative articles, and for the negative articles I feel low again. However I try to keep positive and spend time with my family to avoid listening to the news and I don't like to receive any forwards from whatsapp as alot of them is fake news"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel somewhat relaxed about the entire situation, now that the Government has began to increase the pro-activeness of Covid-19 prevention and testing.\nHowever some anxiety remains, and is likely to continue until the entire situation is resolved. I feel that the primary source of fear/anxiety is due to the delay in Government action, along with individuals not following the 'lockdown' rules in place throughout the country.\nAlthough from another perspective I'm slightly relaxed after adapting to a working from home lifestyle."}, {"index": 25, "context": "its such a sad thing to happen and lots of people are going through such hard times now with money , job and also not being able to go out and enjoy the outdoors like they did. the elderly are at risk which is also very sad to see , people panic buying meaning things are limited which is also hard . the NHS are doing an amazing job but people are still worried about everything getting worse .\nI feel pretty worried about money and food at the moment. things are stressful I hope corna get less and less and they find a type flue jab to give in the future so less people are at risk ."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel really anxious about the current situation. I am worried about my health and for my young children. I\u2019m fearful of what is to come and if, how and when we are going to make it through. I wish that we could all be tested right now to find out if we have had it or if we have immunity to it. I find it uncomfortable seeing my children confused and I fear that it\u2019s going to get a lot harder before it gets better. I think that we\u2019re going to be in more severe lockdown and I know that will be detrimental to my mental health and I will struggle to cope "}, {"index": 27, "context": "its a bad thing.everyone should stay at home safe. and I'm a little bit scared about the virus, because it can come to my house. and i don't know how would it go to all my family. we have a newborn and his immune system isn't strong yet. we don't want to loose him. what if the virus comes here?what will we do? who will come to help us? we will panic. we will be useless. and no one will help us. because too many people will be in a queue for tests and help. there would be more inportant people in priority."}], "length": 4152} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel very sad at the minute with so many lifes being lost all around the world.People are dying on there own,the nurses are putting there lifes at risk to save others.The worst thing is a small minority of people are not taking it seriously and still going out with friends.I feel a full lockdown would benefit everyone and help save lifes of drs, nurses etc.If that was to be done, then life would get to normal alot quicker...There,s so many vulnerable people out there, then you get the one,s who think its ok they wont get it, and its the poor innocent ones that will suffer"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I have just read about the UK deaths for today, so I'm feeling quite sad. At the same time I'm feeling frustration that people in the UK aren't taking social distancing seriously and going out for picnics and gatherings despite the spread. I miss my mum too as I'm unable to see her, due to her being high risk and living an hour away. I feel lucky that I have my partner to see over self isolation, so feel very grateful that I have him. Overall I'm feeling quite sad about the situation, not to mention worried financially as I'm self employed and currently out of work. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "There are a lot of fears and anxiety around coronavirus and how long it will last for - with so many rumours and much hearsay about it, it can be hard to believe what is truth and what is media panic. Personally, I have a lot of fear around it. At the beginning of the pandemic, it was reported that it mostly affected the elderly but now so many people of varying ages are losing their battle with it. It's a very worrying time, especially if you are high risk and vulnerable. Also with regards to mental health, isolating can have a very detrimental effect on mental health "}, {"index": 3, "context": "It is very scary as don\u2019t know what is happening and scared to get it as I have kids. I haven\u2019t been outside at all and all the people on streets are not helping. We need stricter laws as people are using exercise and 1 walk as an excuse and making it worse for everyone. People are not taking the serious about it. People complain about how long it\u2019s taking to get back into work and the wages crisis so if they don\u2019t stay at home how are we ment to deal with the sitioation faster. They are lengthening the time for everyone and passing. There is no social distancing with kids. Teenagers are still on the back streets on bike cars quads and it\u2019s ridiculous. The government need to put a total ban on going out except work people. All shopping should be online only in food stores as I find the Long queue stupid, like people are still stocking or something. My opinion is I think it\u2019s just an excuse to be out and that\u2019s the only way they can be out longer. Get all shopping online and make it safer for retail aswel as ourselves. Book online and get it dropped off or picked up, it will be much faster. This way everyone will be inside except workers "}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am very concerned about the health of my family and friends. Where I live is a popular tourist location and I am furious that people are ignoring travel restrictions and visiting our area. I am doing everything I can to keep my children safe and happy but I am constantly worried about the future and how long this outbreak will last. My husband is also very anxious and this has led to more friction between us than usual. I hate arguing with him and I am so angry that the response to this virus has been so slow worldwide. My children are 13, 6 and 4. The two youngest don't understand how serious the situation is. My oldest does and is very scared for her friends, some of their parents are in the high risk groups and her best friends mother is currently hospitalized with coronavirus. It is hard to reassure her that it will all be alright in the end. She misses her friends terribly and at her age feels like the restrictions will never end. I am tired, frustrated and frightened at the moment. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "Scared and frustrated by people not following guidelines. Anxious about what will happen if I or my partner get the virus. Sad that we are in this situation and that we are so unprepared. Missing my family and friends. Lonely despite being with my partner 24/7. Relieved that moving in together happened when it did and has worked so well, guilty that he has had so many financial difficulties caused by this. Happy that despite everything we get to be together and that, while this is a horrendous situation it has come now and not a year ago when we wouldn't have been ready for living together. Guilty that there is anything in here that I am happy about."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am quite relaxed as of now due to the number of cases going down due to lockdown and the vaccine. I just hope this is all done by the end of the year. The way the government has approached this has confused me as there was no reason in opening schools which drastically increased the cases and closed after a couple of months. They should have just kept them closed until the vaccine was made to prevent all these deaths. I like the lockdown because I was able to relax and spend time with my family and luckily no one in my family has contracted covid."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I'm extremely anxious and concerned about the current situation in the UK regarding the Coronavirus. Some people just don't seem to understand what staying home is and what the implications of them staying out sunbathing in a park or visiting their mates are. People are stupid and inconsiderate and it's a very tough feeling because you're stuck at home feeling helpless and waiting for this all to pass. Also, I am in panic every time I go to the shops and see there's a lot of things missing in the shelves. I'm also extremely concerned about my work and the livelihood of my job as so many people are being made redundant or are being furloughed. This has resulted in some sleepless nights."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I did start to relax and think that when the vaccines are here then we can go back to normal but I\u2019m now starting to fear that we won\u2019t. I feel that the government don\u2019t seem as positive about when the lockdown ends and when the majority are vaccinated. I\u2019ve also been anxious the last two weeks as my brother and his children caught coronavirus even though he had been careful. I\u2019m also still suffering the effects of coronavirus from last March and am worried about having the vaccine and what effect it could give on top. My child also has multiple allergies so whether he can be vaccinated remains to be seen and if not I will always have that fear."}, {"index": 9, "context": "Feel worried about catching it or passing it on to someone else. Feel worried about going out the house. Feel concerned how long this will go on for - can\u2019t go on forever and feel nervous about staying in the house all the time (although am doing so). Worried about income as that has dropped for me so added worry about how long we will be in lockdown. Feel angry that people aren\u2019t sticking with the lockdown and could mean we can\u2019t go out for exercise\nEvery time you get a sore throat or anything you feel worried in case it\u2019s Coronavirus "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I\u2019m feeling apprehensive about the next few weeks, how long we will be on lockdown. I have older family members who I worry about catching corona virus and not making it. \nI worry for my kids education, exams missed and education stopped. Will they be able to pick up where they left off. Will this affect their future?\nI\u2019m anxious about the food situation in supermarkets. Whether there will be enough to get through to the end of the lockdown. People are tending to over buy and not leaving enough for everyone else. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel frustrated as cannot see loved ones who are not in my household. I am worried about my family and friends contracting the virus and becoming seriously I'll from it. I regularly have nightmare about feeling chlostraphobic and loved ones dying which doesnt help. I feel like I need exercise to get me through this, especially with working from home. It is also hard when others around me are all off work being furloughed, but I still need to do my work. I feel like I am becoming obsessed with watching the news. Uneasy, unknown, agitated. Wondering when this will all end\n"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel worries and fearful for the heath of myself, family and friends but am enjoying time at home. I am happy with what the government is doing. I am sick of the stupid media questions though. I am worried for my job and also my family and friends. I am worried we will not be able to go out to exercise soon. I think the government is doing all it can to help everyone. I think people are scaremongering on both social media and in the press. The panic buying and stockpiling is getting on my nerves as it doesn\u2019t help anyone."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel anxious and sad about the coronavirus and situation particularly with respect to the number of deaths that are occurring as a result of the outbreak. This makes me feel scared about my wellbeing and the wellbeing of my friends and family. The fact that this situation is something completely out of my (or most people's) control also makes me feel frustrated and helpless. This makes dealing with the situation more difficult for me. I think that the lockdown measures imposed by the government are the right thing to do but I do find them difficult and they have had an affect on my personal mental health. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am very worried for my daughter my family and my friends. I'm worried about running out of food because I haven't been stockpiling. The shops are scary and frightening so I am running low on lots of basic food. I miss working. I'm worried about running out of money and losing my house. I'm also worried about when this is going to end if it's going to keep on for ages. I dread seeing the death toll every day incase its higher than yesterday. The death toll shows people as statistics instead of the people they were. Its dehumanising. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I\u2019m feeling very anxious and scared that either I, my husband or daughter may become ill due to Coronavirus. I\u2019m afraid that despite adhering to all the cleaning and washing and social distancing rules we may still get it.\nMy husband and I are both key workers with me working in the NHS. I am on annual leave at the moment but am scared that I may catch it at work when I return there next week. It frighten me that there are people younger than me who are in hospitals on ventilators or worse still dying when they were fit and healthy before they caught the virus."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel anxious and scared as I am on immune suppressants.\n\nI have been furloughed from my job as I work at the head office for a hotel company and the majority of our hotels are closed. \nI have to hope that the hotel business returns to normal in the future in order to guarantee my job which is a scary feeling.\n\nI feel bored as I have nothing to do. There is only so many walks, zoom chats and watching TV that I can do. I am trying to mentally stimulate myself by doing online courses that will help me within my career. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I worry about my work. I may lose my job because of this epidemic. I am afraid of losing my savings. The stores lack food. Permanent queues. I am afraid our medical system may not cope with many patients\nI'm worried about my family.\nI have a state of constant anxiety because of the epidemic.\nForced to stay at home and not go anywhere.\nI constantly worry about my parents.\nI do not like this situation, I am rather afraid of what will happen in the future.\nIt is very boring to stay at home without work\nI feel quite anxious and afraid of what comes next."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel afraid of how the U.K. will cope over the next few weeks and I how it will ever recover. How will the children cope going back to school, how will the country cope financially? How and when will people mourn the loss of loved ones? I am also afraid that there will be so many investigations, looking for blame and how we could\u2019ve dealt with this pandemic better when more time and focus needs to be on recovering as a nation and as smaller communities. Many people are not adhering to guidelines and although this has been a dreadful start to 2020, storms and now there is sunshine people want to go outside and they can\u2019t. I worry about how police service will cope and NHS staff and the other key workers. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am scared sick of it and think I will die. it's awful as I keep thinking I have symptoms and I'm a key worker which scare me more. The media is making it worse, I can't watch the news and I worry about it in case I die. I am scared for my children and worry about their future without me. I am scared for my elderly mother, she has medical problems and is nearly 90 and I haven't been able to see her. My father has died so I am dealing with that too. It isn't helped by not having support, just me and my children, no family to help. I haven't been out for over two weeks."}, {"index": 20, "context": "At the moment, I\u2019m not only fearful for those catching coronavirus but also the easing out of lockdown. It\u2019s intimidating and scary to think about after a year basically trapped inside. I\u2019m nervous about how I will cope when the world is back up to full speed. I also fear for the well-being of so many people; coronavirus has been the biggest life adjustment for so many people, and many are more isolated than ever. Mental health problems are rife and there\u2019s not enough support in place for people suffering."}, {"index": 21, "context": "Anxious about the future weeks to come, unsure about the outcome and how it will affect my job and the countries economy. I am hoping that lockdown will end soon and hope that everything goes back to normal very soon. Would like to say I am able to volunteer and help the NHS but I have no car. Waiting for the death statistics everyday and praying that they starting plateauing or declining very soon like Spain. Sad about everything being missed over summer and how my first year at university has been ruined and cut short. Extremely bored and hoping this ends soon. Praying that all my family and friends are safe and well, upset that I cant go and see them. Proud of the NHS!"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I fear that the virus is more deadly than we have been lead to believe. I wish it were all over. I hope things improve rapidly. I really do wish it were all over. \n fear that the virus is more deadly than we have been lead to believe. I fear that the virus is more deadly than we have been lead to believe. I wish it were all over. I hope things improve rapidly. I really do wish it were all over. \n fear that the virus is more deadly than we have been lead to believe. \nI fear that the virus is more deadly than we have been lead to believe. I wish it were all over. I hope things improve rapidly. I really do wish it were all over. \n fear that the virus is more deadly than we have been lead to believe. I fear that the virus is more deadly than we have been lead to believe. I wish it were all over. I hope things improve rapidly. I really do wish it were all over. \n fear that the virus is more deadly than we have been lead to believe. \n"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I'm very worried about myself or someone I know catching the coronavirus/COVID-19. I am fearful that vulnerable people I know will die as a result needlessly. Irrationally, though I am fit and healthy, I worry that I will suffer greatly or even die if I catch the disease any time soon. I want to stay inside but miss going outside very much. I'm upset with the disruptions it has brought to daily life and I long for normality to return as soon as possible - it's essential that I have a routine for my mental well-being, in my opinion."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel afraid for myself my friends and my family. I hate being under house arrest but understand the reasons why I have limited movement. I am very angry that the UK government are still allowing foreign nationals to enter the UK whilst this is going on as it defeats the object of doing all this in my opinion. I am not sure when all this is going to end but I get the feeling late June/July is the first time I am going to see a resemblance of normality. I am glad that at least on my weekly trip to Tesco's that the shelves are now returning to normal and that people have stopped panic buying items which was just totally stupid. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "i feel anxious about my husband who is vulnerable and on immunosuppresants and for other elderly relatives. Hopeful that the vaccine will help the situation but sceptical also. i have no faith in our government anymore as they have showed themselves to be a complete bumbling shambles and have other agendas other that the peoples well being. I think its disgraceful how they actively put corona virus patients in nursing homes without testing. They should be held accountable for all of those deaths and should be taken to court. I think the virus is here to stay and worried about future mutations, feeling pretty vulnerable and looking to become more self sufficient with my food etc so that i dont have to rely on a system that has such massive flaws."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I\u2019m scared someone in my family home will get the virus and end up severely ill in hospital. I\u2019m constantly worried that if any of us go into hospital they may die alone. This worries me more with my two children. I\u2019m being eaten up with anxiety at the thought of them being scared and without their mum or dad to make them feel better. I\u2019m paralysed with fear that there may not be life support equipment for any of us should we need it. I\u2019m concerned that if any of us get the Corona virus it\u2019s missed as being severe enough to go to hospital and we die at home in pain. I am doing my best to keep my family away from other people so we can stay as healthy as possible"}, {"index": 27, "context": "Terrified for my family and friends. Worried about the whole financial situation and how we will cope. Fearful for the future in general! Worries about how everyone will recover from the whole corona efforts as its so bloody scary. It has caused me so much anxiety and worry and fear and general panic. I hate thinking about corona and i am so fed up of seeing it all over the news, facebook, and all social media. It is complete scaremongering. People need to stay home and they are utterly stupid when they dont."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am verry worried at the moment...and all over the world it doesn't look any better..i am afraid we we'll be in this situation or worse for months to come....people need to stay indoors but that doesn't happen everywhere ...some don't take it seriously untill it happens to somebody they know...very sad how people don't think...now withe the warmer weather it will be worse..a lot of people think they are imune to the virus...even kids die because of it ...nobody is imune..stay indoors..................................................."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I'm bored stiffless. When I go to the shops once a week this is the highlight of my day. Im tending to be a bit more adventeous with cooking as this the only variation in my everyday life. My house is the cleanest it has every been as I clean it everyday. I do enjoy going for a walk everyday and have ventured to parts of Sheffield lined up for us to potentially live in the future. I never thought I would be excited to go back to work. I'm scared about the economic future and house prices as well as my pension "}, {"index": 30, "context": "Fed up of the whole situation. Lockdown has created so many issues both health and mentally. I have struggled coping not seeing people and worried when I do leave the house. It plays on your mind constantly. I worry when I do meet people or even when things are delivered to the house. I'm stressed about going back to the office at some point. Angry with the lies from the government and lack of honesty with no direct confirmation of how many people have actually died of covid rather than bumping up the figures based on the deaths being 28 days after confirming being tested positive for covid. Angry that there are no figures to even show how many people have died after the covid vaccine. Sick of all of it."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel somewhat fearful of what's to come in the future as I believe that we're not even close to having seen the worst of the coronavirus yet. I am worried for my family, especially my mum who is even more vulnerable to the situation due to having a chronic illness. It makes me angry that some people aren't following the government guidelines of social distancing as this is only going to make matters worse and lengthen the time that this lockdown and virus continues for. I feel that they are being selfish and not taking the situation seriously as they should be. They are not only putting themselves at risk, but also other people. "}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel as though something awful may be on the horizon and that I will have no idea it is coming until it begins to happen. It feels as though we are all teetering on the edge of something bad, and I fear that everyone will start to panic in a way even more detrimental than the virus itself. I'm worried about those I care about getting ill and not being able to do anything about it, and it feels as though the problem isn't even real when you're not allowed to leave your house to see the extent of change that has happened outside."}, {"index": 33, "context": "it is not over yet we all need to continue to stick to the rules. I feel that a lot of people are acting as if lock down is over and this will not help. I am frustrated by the number of people going shopping unnecessarily when we should only be going out for essential shopping. I also feel annoyed at those who are calling for places to open up quicker than planned as we need to re open slowly so there is no sudden surge in cases. We all want to return to normal but we need to do so slowly and carefully."}, {"index": 34, "context": "I am very worried that I might contract Coronavirus I have to care for my elderly father and I worry I might pass it into him I\u2019m also worried about job security and paying my bills I am also very scared when I go and do the basic things like shopping for groceries and I will put this off until the last minute. I am also very angry that some people are just ignoring the social distancing and not following the rules that the government have laid out. I am also concerned that our leader Boris Johnson has been admitted into hospital with Coronavirus symptoms and I hope for a speedy recovery as he was doing such a great job and I worry that his replacement will do such a good job the nation needs him "}], "length": 5366} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel very worried and so unsure about the future and those of my loved ones. I cannot imagine life ever being the same again. I am not sleeping well, it all feels so surreal and like a never ending bad dream. I worry that we will never beat this virus. I think we have a lot to learn still about it. And what we thought we knew about it keeps changing. I no longer feel any comfort that my children will be fine if they get it. I worry what this is doing mentally to my children (age 10 and 12). Being isolated from their friends and normal ways of life is taking it's toll and it's only been 2 weeks. My elderly parents are not coping well. I need to help them more but other than leaving shopping on the doorstep and talking at the end of the phone I can't do anything for them. They need help in their home and the whole situation is just so hopeless and sad. And the worst of it is , is the not knowing. Will it ever go away? Will we find a cure? Or will this wretched virus keep on getting stronger. Will we be all in and out of quarantine? "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am very fearful for my family and friends, I am scared in case anything happens to any of them or they become ill. I am concerned about money and what will happen going forward but that is outweighed with the need to keep everyone safe. The time this will go on for is worrying as it may start to impact my family's mental and physical health and it may mean I do not have a business to go back to. The way people are not listening to the government is a concern and people are taking risks that mean we are all at risk.\n\n\n"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am still feeling very anxious and worried about the coronaviris situation as I am classed as vulnerable and my partner works in a primary school so is unable to socially distance himself away from the children, although I have had the first dose of vaccine which makes me feel a bit more reassured about the situation. \n\nMore so feeling angry with the government and the way they have handled the coronavirus outbreak. Just seems to be a complete shambles when compared with other countries and the way they have handled it."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am worried about family and friends being affected. I am worried about the prime minister who has now gone to ICU. I am worried about the security of my job and ability to pay my bills. Overall the whole situation is worrying and scary but I am hopeful that we will see an end to it looking at the way other countries are going. I am also a little bored and fed up with having to be at home all the time as I am now working from home and concerned about my children's future and education. This is the scariest situation I have lived through and I find myself following the news constantly and looking and analysing the figures from arouns the world\n\n\n"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel worn down by the situation, it feels never ending and i am missing seeing my family properly. I am grateful, however, that the UK is in a good position with the vaccination programme and this at least creates hope ..... i just want to give my elderly parents a hug and im counting down until they have had their 2nd dose of the vaccine and we can be a family again. Some family's have had a terrible time suffering terrible grief. The pandemic has showed good characteristics of humanity, eg Capt Tom Moore"}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am very frightened, the news has just come on that the prime minister has just gone to intensive care and suddenly I feel very vulnerable. I want to pray, I hardly ever pray and I feel so helpless. I have no idea how this will end. I feel that the planet is saying \u201cI need a rest from you and I\u2019m punishing you like you punish me\u201d. I want to cry, I can\u2019t sleep and I am so very, very anxious. I am frightened for my grown up children who do not live near me, I miss them and hope against all hope that they stay safe. One is a key worker, I just want them home with me."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am fearful for a lot of things. Mainly how the economy is going and dont really see an end to the situation currently. I dont feel the government are providing enough information regarding the situation. I fear losing family members, parents in particular, due to Corona. I am also sad I cant see family members. At times I feel bored and isolated. I worry about the food situation. It is difficult to get to the shops and get food, but at the same time impossible to get delivery slots. I worry that if I get corona, or abother family member gets it, how well will our bodies cope with it. I have known people get it and come through the other side, but there are so many deaths I worry would I be one of the unlucky ones. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "Apprehensive about the future in every way, eg. Work, economy, \nCost of living and wellbeing. Fear about the situation and great anxiety, which i have felt for sometime now. By this I mean about what is happening in relation to this situation and how it is being handled. My main worry is not being able to access health care as we normally know it, if needed. The risk of going outdoors even to shop for essentials is a concern, but necessary as it is difficult to find available slots with supermarkets. some people are not taking it seriously and people with symptoms are even carrying on as usual. This is sadly putting the eternal public at risk. Not knowing when things will begin to improve and get better, will it be weeks or months. This is completely the unknown and very frightening. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel extremely worried that my or my immediate family will be affected and may not be able to fight it off. My anxiety levels are constantly through the root and I am extremely irritable. I have recently been test for coronavirus myself and this makes my anxiety even higher as I have an idea of the severity of the virus. I find myself googling coronavirus very often and addicted to watching the news and numbers which deep down I know dosnt help me but whilst in the moment I cant seem to help myself."}, {"index": 9, "context": "At the moment I feel sad everyday that so many people in this country are dying. Then I feel fear for myself and my family and friends. I worry a lot about the state of our finances over the coming months and if this will affect my daughters chances of getting into university. I worry every time I go out in case I pick the virus up and am trying to limit the amount of times I venture out of the house unless it is absolutely necessary. I feel dread every time I put the news on, because there does not seem to be any happy news recently, just more doom and gloom. I feel like we have not a lot to look forward to,"}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel constantly terrified - I work in the media so spend my days working from home which involves trawling all the bad news that's out there right now. My mum is a supermarket worker so I'm scared of her bringing something home from work - we're practicing bio-hazard procedures when she comes in. I'm angry at my life being put on hold and deeply sad due to how much I miss some of the people in my life. I haven't felt at ease or relaxed for weeks - it's been hard to stay motivated whilst working because of how on edge I am, it's impossible to stay focused."}, {"index": 11, "context": "It is a very worrying time and wish that this does not last for much longer. I am very thankful to all frontline workers. It is important to adhere to the guideleins which have been set in order for this situation to be resolved as soon as possible. It is worrying for anyone because anyone can get the virus and the safest way to protect oneself is to stay at home. With a group effort we can make sure that we get past this situation as soon as possible and make sure that everyone who has been affected can recover from the situation."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel we aren't really strict enough with our measures in this country and a lot of businesses are taking advantage of this and still running when they shouldn't be. A lot of key workers are very worried to go to work just now. \n\nThe business I work for has put some measures in place to socially distance ourselves a bit but the nature of our work is manufacturing, so we need to work as part of a team and work together in close contact with one another.\n\nI am wondering what is going on with the Prime minister just now & I am wondering if someone else should be stepping in just now to run the country whilst he is in the hospital getting treatment. If he is in the hospital then it must be fairly serious."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Anxiety about what the future holds for society and the economy. Sadness for all the lives lost and fear of how many more there will be.\n\nI feel stressed, worried, lonely and isolated. I also feel utter disgust at those flouting lockdown and purring lives at risk, as well as compromising the NHS and the work they do to keep us safe\n\nI a concerned about the government not doing enough to force social distancing measures and that by not acting, or whether they have indeed already left it too late, that our death figures will continue to rise. I am thankful that the UK government has put financial measures in place to support people and jobs, however. \n\n"}, {"index": 14, "context": "It is a very scary time as you are not certain who is and isn't affected. I have parents who could be vulnerable, which makes me quite afraid. Also, with the shopping situation, everyone is very selfish and stocking up on everything without thinking about others. Everything is very uncertain. We also don't know how long this will last or even if it will end anytime soon. IT is concerning, especially because deaths are rising as the number of confirmed cases are rising. This can either reach a peak and stop or it may just continue as we have no vaccination. And the vaccination may take up to a year and maybe even longer."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel very scared that I get it, I am scared to go out for essentials and I worry about my family. This is such a disaster for everybody and will change our lives forever. I have previously had breast cancer so I am worried about my immune system been weaker. I feel so sad for all the lives that have been lost already and dread to even think about what the next few weeks will bring us. Lessons need to be learnt from this, and we need to be prepared if anything like this ever happens again. I just want my life to go back to normal and do normal things like before, things that we take for granted."}, {"index": 16, "context": "My feelings are up and down. I feel sad at times, fearful for myself and my family, loss of my previous life. Sometimes I feel happiness at the activities I'm doing with my family, and stress about getting my job done, keeping the house clean and tidy and my child educated. I feel under pressure from social media to be achieving things during this time. I would like to be getting healthier but at the same time am tired, sleeping poorly, feeling unmotivated and wanting to eat and drink alcohol."}, {"index": 17, "context": "Lockdown is doable, what is difficult is the uncertainty over the future, particularly the impact on my child's education and lack of ability to socialise with other children . \n\nI worry about our health and that of friends and family. I feel sad about not seeing my parents and worry how long they can cope with isolation. \n\nI worry about food supplies, although I have been lucky with deliveries. \n\nMy anxiety is actually less, as there is so much less to plan and do. But at times I worry about how long this will go on for and what sort of society will be left. \n\nI feel very cross when I see people not complying with the guidelines, for eg my neighbour has her family visiting every day. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I\u2019m feeling much more anxious this week about the virus. \nI\u2019m afraid of catching the virus and not being able to work and then being able to pay bills. \nI\u2019m afraid of elderly family catching it and not being able to fight it off. I\u2019m concerned about the people I look after in supported living because of the amount of staff they\u2019re having in their homes. I\u2019m disgusted with people not abiding by the lockdown and going out to public places and socialising. They\u2019re putting us all risk and making us all more vulnerable. \n"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am worried about losing my job. My emotions and those of my family are all over the place. We are all scared and worried about the future. I\u2019m also struggling being at home and this is getting me down. There does not seem to be an end in sight and I am worried how long this situation could go on for. The future looks quite bleak and where we go from here, I do not know. If we had a deadline or an end in sight, I think this would help a lot of people although I understand that this is a difficult thing to predict and communicate. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "As a young person my main concern rests with with the effect the virus is having on the older population, although am still taking every precaution to ensure I do not contract Corona virus. It is unfortunate timing for our country as we have just had the problem of brexit. Mostly my emotions are of boredom as there are very few of my daily activities I am able to complete. As I am taking precautions I am not too concerned with the virus itself more the disruption it has caused to my daily life. I am also not looking forward to the many months this period of social distancing will last as it coincides with birthdays, holidays and festivals that filled up the summer holidays. Although i understand that this period must be fulfilled in order to prevent the virus lasting any longer."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I\u2019m extremely worried about what is to come. Especially as I have just heard the news the Priminister is In intensive care. It\u2019s so scary as it could literally happen to anyone. I have a husband and children so am also worried about them. I fear them getting the virus but I\u2019m also worried about money as my husband is unable to work. It\u2019s a very stressful time for everyone. At this moment in time I am sad, worried, anxious and scared. I feel I cannot escape it as I work for the local government and they are putting a lot of measures into place and it makes it very real. I am worried about leaving the house even just for food. I\u2019m frightened for my husband as he has asthma and my son who has a low immune system. I am trying to avoid reading too much about it during the day as it really is making me feel a bit depressed which is something I have never experienced in such a big way like this before."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am feeling so angry at how this started and how it spread.It is devastating what is happening to people and families out there.\n\nI know that if everyone can do what the PM says we can beat the virus and save lives. \n\nWe all need to work together as if we were one team and do our bit for ourselves and the country as a whole.\n\nNHS and all the key workers have done a fantastic job workking day and night to ensure they save lives. Also the supermarkets need special praise\n\nJust wish it could end soon"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel very worried about the full reopening of schools on Monday. I feel that it is too soon, and that the government should be aiming for an elimination approach. I am fearful that other Covid variants will be given the opportunity to emerge, rendering our vaccines useless. I am very disappointed with our government for the way that they\u2019ve handled this pandemic. I wish I lived in New Zealand or had a Jacinda in charge of our government. Still, our controls over people travelling into and out of the country are too lax. To hear that nurses have been given a measly 1% pay rise after all of the work they have done throughout this pandemic, causing danger to both their physical and mental health, is appalling."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Happy that things are starting to improve. I am ok eased that so many are getting their vaccination and that the rollout happened quickly. Nervous that it may all change and we will end up in another lockdown as I feel the general population is not sticking to the rules. They think the vaccinations will protect them no matter what and a lot of people seem to be flouting the rules because of this. I feel like people in general have given up their respect for the guidelines and are approaching this with a selfish attitude."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am concerned about contracting Corona virus when out and about - for example on the school run, when buying fuel, popping to the shops etc.\n\nI am wearing mask everywhere I go and using anti-bac gel.\n\nI want the vaccine as soon as possible.\n\nMy wife is scrared that if I contract corona virus that I will die because of my age, sex and BMI.\n\nI'm a bit tired of lockdown and I am looking forward to restrictions being lifted, however I will still be taking precautions when out and about and doubt that we will be going to pubs or restaurants for a while, we will mostly be doing outdoor activities."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am very worried about it worried about my family catching it and to loose love ones so scared to come out the house and if I. catch it and spread it it's always on my mine all the time Can not sleep thinking about it it scares you when you read or watch how many people have catches it and have passed away and that it spreading so fast I worry about my family when they are off to work Until they come home thinking I hope they don't catch I don the shopping but am so frighten to go to the shops and be around people and many people don't listen and obey the rules it sad to see the world in this situation i have lost friends to this viras "}, {"index": 27, "context": "I very much feel Hopeless that things are going to ever change and get better. That anyone will be able to leave the house and live a normal-ish life. Fearful of getting sick and even worse dying which i know is a risk every time that i go out. Worried about my family getting sick and sad because it's been so long since i have seen anyone i love and i feel like life is slowing withering away. Just really sad, and anxious over all i hope things get better soon. i dont really think that there is much more to express than that."}, {"index": 28, "context": "Very worried, I work at hospital and worried about bringing it home to my husband and children. I frightened of what I may see on the wards as it\u2019s so unknown to me. I am so worried about who I may lose in all this and already know friends family members who have passed away. I\u2019m annoyed at people not social distancing out in public and their ignorance to this extremely contagious virus. I can\u2019t believe people are still socially engaged and mixing in public. I feel they need to make stricter rules so we protect our wonderful NHS \n\n\n\n\n\n"}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel that we are in a very delicate situation right now. The pandemic is really hitting hard in most parts of the world. I fear for my family, where some of my relatives don't have a choice but to continue working. They are at high risk of contracting the virus. This makes me feel fearful half of the time. \n\nPersonally, with the UK going in lockdown, it is the correct decision, but I do feel a little trapped and lonely right now. I feel that I can't escape my home and I hope this changes soon.\n\nMoreover, we're financially unstable as I'm not currently working and haven't been on furlough (up until today). "}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel fearful, as we don't know who or where it is coming from.\nWe cannot physically see this virus and this is frightening.\nI go to work daily in the NHS seeing patients on wards and in the out patients department, not knowing if my colleagues or myself will get this virus. We can only do our best by trying to distance ourselves and hand wash/sanitise but this is difficult when you have to take a blood sample off someone.\nI know people blame our government for not issuing the correct PPE, but no one would have been prepared for this pandemic no matter how much planning was in place. \nPeople need to remember how serious this is, and keep their distance and not go out.\nFRIGHTENED !!!!\n"}, {"index": 31, "context": "Previously I\u2019ve been scared that my mum who\u2019s a key worker might catch this and not be able to fight it. I\u2019m not worried about catching it as hopefully I\u2019m relatively young and strong. I\u2019m angry with all of the people who have no regard for lockdown rules. Today it\u2019s been announced our prime minister is in intensive care although I\u2019m not a fan of him or his political party, it brings home that nobody is safe and I feel sad for his pregnant fianc\u00e9 and children. I feel it\u2019s a very unknown situation that we\u2019re dealing with and people at still not taking into account how dangerous it is and think it\u2019s just a common cold. From a selfish point of you I\u2019m also sad for all of the things people aren\u2019t able to do and celebrate this year like weddings, big birthdays and family celebrations. I also feel sad for all of the people who are dying alone.\nFinally I feel anxious on a personal level for my own job and if that\u2019ll be safe during this time. There are also the financial implications that we\u2019ll be dealing with for a long time. "}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel stressed and anxious about people ignoring the rules and advice and socialising anyway. I\u2019m not so concerned about my own health, more for family and friends and frontline workers. I think that the lack of proper protection equipment for NHS workers is depressing and worrying. I think the Government have an unprecedented task, but they seemed lacklustre to begin with and the regulations are not being enforced.\nI think some people think they\u2019re invincible and are not worried about the health of others. This is causing the spread and is very worrying to me. I\u2019m also concerned that if we have to self isolate, there are no supermarket delivery slots. I understand why a lot of these have been reserved for vulnerable people, but then how do those who have to self isolate access food?"}, {"index": 33, "context": "I am scared that my husband will come into contact with someone who is asymptomatic at the supermarket despite socially distancing himself and will bring it home. I am fearful that we are going to get poorly. \n\nI am fearful my family will suffer and contract the virus through no fault of their own. Leading them to become ill and become unwell. I fear they might go through all of this alone in a hospital without any of us to hold their hand. It frightens me that so many of our wonderful NHS are falling ill when they're just trying to do their best for us. \n\nI worry about our family finances and how we will cope financially after all of this. I worry for my children's future and how this will set us back after years of working hard to afford nice things. \n\nIt worries me so much! "}], "length": 5261} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I still feel happy and upbeat in general, but the situation is always on my mind. Life has changed completely and I feel pretty fearful about how easy it would be to catch it. There is a feeling of sadness and seriousness around everyone I know.\n\nI am trying not to worry my child, I want to protect my family. I have never felt so worried about them all.\n\nDay to day life is quite frantic trying to juggle everything especially now the schools are closed.\n\nI also like the way it has united us and brought us closer together as we fight for the same things and share the exerience."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel very scared for my children and myself and my husband and both our families and friends. I am a key worker so am unable to isolate myself. I am saddened on a daily basis by the sheer number of deaths across the World and I am angered by those that act recklessly by ignoring the social\n distancing guidelines. I am disgusted that the Chinese are able to continue the barbaric wet markets and am also frustrated and suspicious by the amount of time this virus took to be declared a Pandemic. Most of all I am afraid."}, {"index": 2, "context": "It is worrying for my family. I suffer from mental health issues and being stuck inside is making this worse. I feel sad and down all of the time and it doesn't make looking after my daughter easy. I also work from home and I find it hard to fit this in as well. I find that I don't have enough time in the day now that my daughter isn't at nursery. Every day is really hard and it doesn't seem to be getting easier. We have also had holidays cancelled which is sad. We want something to look forward to when all of this is over. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I'm worried about it. Even though I am only going to the store once a week I feel like I'll probably pick it up from there! I have decided to go on a dating site to get a headstart on meeting new people when the lockdown is over so I actually feel kind of relaxed and excited for when this is all over. I have also been trying to keep preoccupied by talking to people, playing games, reading books instead of news articles as I feel like this just makes me panic more and I find distraction and looking towards the future is more helpful."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel frightened about the effect that the virus is having and am worried about how this will impact people over the long-term. I am currently a full-time student and have been moved to remote learning so I am concerned that my academic performance may be affected. I am also concerned for the health and well being of family members and levels of access to essential services. I have a close relative who is awaiting an operation and it looks unlikely that they will be able to get this anytime soon with the current strain on the National Health Service. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I wasn't worried about coronavirus at the start, however it is now starting to worry me. It worries me as we need to go to the shop for supplies, however this will be the main point when we could catch it. I have lost my dream job as cabin crew because of coronavirus, as our contracts were revoked before even starting. This angers me as I had paid \u00a31350 to relocate for the job, this is a lot of money which has been wasted. I am also angry as I am currently only able to access job seekers allowance, so I am severely out of pocket. It doesn't bother me that we have to stay indoors. I have been keeping myself busy. But it annoys me that others are incapable of following simple advice to stay indoors. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel in this country the situation has been gravely mishandled. There is some light at the end of the tunnel with the success of the vaccination program, however, we are all exhausted. Those who have kept the country running are being under appreciated and I feel nothing will change. Those at the top will line their pockets while everyone else suffers. I feel less worried about the health repercussions, however, the economic, public health and societal issues to come are worrying. I still worried that at some point the NHS and our hospitals may be overwhelmed as people become complacent or stop caring. It\u2019s a very difficult situation. I\u2019d love to go on holiday and have a break but I feel this will not happen for a few years. I\u2019m so fortunate to have continued working and not been impacted financially, but it has been stressful and tiring."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am content with the success of the vaccination roll out. Also how secure my employment has been and will continue to be as I work for the armed forces. I am fortunate in the fact that I haven\u2019t lost any family members or close friends to Corona Virus and most of the older or vulnerable people close to me have had at least Their first shot of vaccine. I believe the country will remain capable of dealing with the pandemic and the economy will be in a position to recover through the good continues work of our healthcare service."}, {"index": 8, "context": "For me it's scary. We have to fight with an invisible enemy. At the same moment we have to sacrifice the economy to save people. Many people will die because of situations connected to the virus like clough in the healthcare or economic issues. Closing people at home hits their mental health. Many people are not prepared to spend that much together. Many businesses will go bankrupt. The world as we know now will never come back. I wish people are less reckless and take more seriously this situation. We need to stand together to overcome this issue. I also wish British goverment had reacted faster to the problem. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "Fearful I may carry and give the virus to my daughter. Frustrated as a key worker I am required to continue working and will no doubt be required to pay more tax to repay the amount being given out at the moment. Fearful that as a key worker along with my wife that I need to put my daughter in nursery so I can go to work while everyone else is able to spend around three months with their families. Frustrated at people who are not adhering to the lockdown terms for there own benefit despite the amount of literacy around telling people to not do this, all this will ultimately lead to lockdown lasting for longer than anticipated. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "I'm fearful for my younger brother who works in a supermarket then goes home to our elderly mum who has underlying health conditions. I'm scared for my two young children and what life will be like after this is over. Or will it ever be truly over? Will our lives go back to what they were before? I'm frightened to go out outside for fearing what I could bring back inside the home to my children. It's exhausting being at home with two young children all day long while trying to work from home. I feel so sad to hear about what's going on in the rest of the world, especially New York. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "Even though the number of cases and deaths are reducing I am still very concerned, as opening the economy will lead to an increase in cases. Plus in time we will have a situation where the virus will have mutated and current vaccines will be ineffective. The politics are only bothered about the economy, and wish to open it as fast as possible without considering the impact on people's health. I think that in hindsight we should have vaccinated the workers first and told the elderly too stay at home and keep shielding. Then the economy could have been opened up, without an increase in infection rates, then the elderly should have been vaccinated."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel like myself and my close friends and family are doing all they can to support the NHS workers and government guidelines by staying at home and indoors. But it frustrates me when we see people on the TV or social media not doing what we are doing, and still going about their usual business. I feel sad of the families and people who have been effected so far by the virus, and anxious about the effect it will have on myself and those I care about. I have friends in Spain who have been on lockdown since the start of March, I fear for her and her family. I worry that they will not find a vaccine for this horrible virus and that it will take a long time for life to return to normal."}, {"index": 13, "context": "The pandemic is giving very anxious feelings. Corona situation is making me feel sad and fearful all the times. The sudden situation has become very unpredictable. It feels like going out is not safe and the coronavirus is chasing everybody. Staying home is the only option to remain safe. The lockdown is also very fearful situation. I think everybody would have the same feelings.\nThe pandemic is giving very anxious feelings. Corona situation is making me feel sad and fearful all the times. The sudden situation has become very unpredictable. It feels like going out is not safe and the coronavirus is chasing everybody. Staying home is the only option to remain safe. The lockdown is also very fearful situation. I think everybody would have the same feelings."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I think, as mentioned before, fear is the only feeling I can think of that represents my current mood. Fear about the uncertainty of the virus, fear about getting the virus and not being able to be treated to the extent that I would need/want to as other thousands of people will be needing help at the same time, fear of losing any loved one. As person I always like to plan things in my life and at this moment I feel like im incapable of making any plan about how to move forward from this. All these thoughts and feeling as running in my head constantly every singe day. Unfortunately being from another EU country that has taken humungous measures and hearing daily about the possitive impact that these rule have on my country, I feel betrayed by the UK how is supposed to be a better country, with more resources and better healthcare, as in my opinion government does not do enough in order to protect its people."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel anxious that myself or my family may get the virus and it will lead to us being ill or worse. I feel like a lot of the stories that are published in the media are scaremongering a lot of people which is heightening the levels of anxiety in people. I also feel angry towards the people who are not listening to the guidelines and are not staying at home as they are encouraging the virus to spread and are not taking the precautions. I also feel worried that I will contract the virus and pass it onto my family as I am a keyworker and I still have to go to work. I also feel "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am scared that the world will change too much after all of this is over. I normally love a good life, my wife and I both work, and we manage to get by comfortably and keep our kids. Now we are both at home, not getting money in as usual. But we still have our health for now. \n\nI just hope that the world can go back to how it was when all of this is over. I think we will be back to normal in winter then it could be the same again, only we will hopefully be better prepared. There will be mega inquests into how governments around the world handled this."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel very concerned for my loved ones and those who are high risk , i think things are opening up to quickly. I think thinks shouldnt open until everyone is vacinated the risk is still there until this happens. I think the cases are still high and putting alot of people at risk. I feel more hopeful now that there is an injection available. Lets hope that everythink gets better in the months to come and we can start to see some more normality. I know a few friends and family who have had long covid and are still suffering with it which is very worrying."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel very unsettled because we do not know how long lockdown will last and what is to come. I feel sad because I want to see my family but I am in my one bedroom flat with my boyfriend in a different city. I am happy that I do not have to work at the moment. I feel sad at the same time because the period of time that I am on furlough leave will be added onto my fixed term contract which means more time apart from my family. I feel very cooped up and lethargic. I also feel unproductive and have not done anything of value since I have been off work. I feel anxious going out even for a walk"}, {"index": 19, "context": "Primarily, I feel anxious and worried about family members and myself. I am fearful about going outside and to the supermarket but in the past I have felt that way about leaving the house when we weren't in the midst of a pandemic, so it's not such a huge adjustment to me personally. I also feel some anger towards the government's lack of clarity and response to this situation, but less angry at the minute than I felt a few weeks back. I feel quite overwhelmed by stories of people and businesses coming together to support each other (which means I cry so easily at the minute), and a little bit relieved at having to slow down in regards to work because that was something that brought me a great deal of stress. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "It is very scary, especially because of the vulnerability of my family, but it can be overcome, however it is scary and annoying to see youths still going out with their friends and people underestimating the severity of the disease especially to vulnerable people. Not only this but some people lie and think it is made up or are too engrossed in the politics and don't understand the normal people being affected by it, dying and being extremely subdued. However personally for me it is awful because of the regime and how difficult it is to adapt to living in isolation, not going out or seeing friends and family or loved ones, or being able to exercise properly or educate and the countless hours spent infront of a computer"}, {"index": 21, "context": "The situation is being handled as best as could be I feel, with the circumstances of leaving the EU, and with the unknown about the real effects of the disease, so it's not really known if you could have it or not. Without a real break down of what coronavirus is and the exact symptoms and without tests, it causes alot of fear because of the unknown. People are scared of each other as well as scared of not having control over something of this scale. I am currently just worried about the people I care about, and people's jobs, because places closing down for months at a time won't be financially stable, so worrying to those who aren't currently key workers, and not currently working from home."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel frustrated that the government is relying on corporations to do right by their employees, when most will be trying to minimise profits rather than protecting staff. I feel scared at the prospect of catching it or my loved ones catching it. I feel resentful at those that get to stay home safe while I have to go to work and put myself at risk. I feel worried about my friends who may not do well when socially isolated, but I don't have the strength to help them. I feel grateful to so many who are appreciating the NHS and are sticking to the guidelines, not leaving their houses."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am relatively worried about how the virus may possibly spread, not only for my loved ones but others in my community who may be at risk. I believe we must delay everything else until the virus is completely removed as it is a huge threat to human civilizsation. In addition, it disgusts me how people are not following the recommended guidance of the government and therefore not obeying the rules and going out unnecessarily and meeting up their friends. In order to protect our future we must follow the government guidance and stay put for the time being.\n"}, {"index": 24, "context": "At the moment I feel confused and worried by the situation, on one hand it is very worrying and the fear of the situation is great. I am very concerned about the economic situation, the state of the NHS and society as a whole. I also worry about the older generation who are more susceptible to falling ill, although the disease is not being full ageist in who it affects \nbut on the other hand staying at home with my family and not rushing around to school drop off, commuting and working full time is is good \ni feel relaxed when i am with my family but then you open the front door and the realisation hits you of what is happening "}, {"index": 25, "context": "Worried because my elderly mother is in hospital after a heart attack, she\u2019s 88 and I don\u2019t know what will happen. My father died and now my mum might die, my aunt has just died and my uncle is dying. Life isn\u2019t great. My son has been investigated for cancer. What else can I say? I work in a school and have been in all year since March 2020 and do personal care for a child with special needs, social distancing is impossible. I have to work in three different bubbles. My son goes back to full time school next week, he has asthma and his immune system isn\u2019t great, neither of us are vaccinated. I can\u2019t see my daughter as she can\u2019t do a support bubble because she doesn\u2019t live in the same town. I miss her terribly."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am worried, worried I am going to get it and pass it on to others which could cause people I love to die as well as others in my local area. \n\nI work at a supermarket and have to keep going to work and interacting with members of the public, I am trying my best to stay clean to stop the spread but its hard, and I worry. \n\nI worry that I could catch this virus from a person in the shop, then I spread it to my family who lives at home with me, and it worries me that my family are at risk and if they do not know they have it, they could give it to my older members of the family when they bring the shopping over, which could cause these people I love to die. \n\nAnd that worries me. A lot. \n"}, {"index": 27, "context": "Frustrated because people are still not abiding by lockdown rules and continuously going out and risking which means we will have to stay in even longer if cases keep building up also worried because I hope my family do not get it. Lost my job because of Corona as well so right now I am quite bored due to not having much to do especially considering its been around 2 weeks and i have already watched a lot of shows but this day to day is getting boring. Hopeful too because the government have been quite good even though at first they were appalling in their approach and not respecting this virus but the lockdown and making sure people stay inside with police patrolling the streets issuing fines has had an impact and hopefully we will be done with corona virus soon"}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am feeling very concerned for the direct impact this will have on my family if they were to contract this virus. I am also anxious for the future of society and the financial implication this will have. Although I do feel that as a society there is a possible potential for us to change positively, to become kinder, more compassionate and more considerate. Further this could give us all a thrive for life and to enjoy it more when we come out of this. I feel anger towards the government for not taking action sooner. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "Worried and scared how rapid the whole situation is regarding the virus. Large spreads with idiots still outside than staying indoors. People need to realise this is a serious thing but people are looking at it like it\u2019s a national extended holiday. A fast acting serious dangerous thing causing people to die and people are acting relaxed and being selfish. This country should be on full lock down and kick this virus out because it is totally Taking over. Stay safe, stay indoors, stay away!! We need to cut this virus in the bud and stop the spread, act now act fast and stay safe "}, {"index": 30, "context": "Feel worried and scared for the future. It's good that the numbers are going down, but don't understand how we can then go back to normal without it returning? Feel I need to do more to help as I have been furloughed so have the time but then I also lack in motivation with just doing things at home. But that is not new for me. I feel lucky that we have a garden to go in and feel bad for those confined to small spaces and those on their own. \nFingers crossed the numbers continue to go down and we can overcome this."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am very worried for my families health as we have a number members with poor health. Can see not end to this and feel like I am helpless to keep my family safe Also worried about the long term effect this will have on all of our daily lifes. So overwhelmed with the amount of news and information come towards us every day frighten I missed the important bit that keeps use all safe.\nVery confused as what the best thing is to do not my family also. \nFeel so helpless and also amazed how poorly so many Governments have dealt with this issue."}], "length": 4704} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "COVID-19 I believe has taught us and the world to be a better place. It had reminded us of the things that matter and pushes back the least important things that we have depended on prior to corona virus. \n\nThings like nature have became more important, things like technology have became less important. Improvements to the world have been experienced, such as less pollution by so many cars on the roads. \n\nI for one am thankful for this reminder and it\u2019s made me feel a lot happier about things and myself as I\u2019ve made it a time to focus on me and my family."}, {"index": 1, "context": "This is such a scary situation and aside from physical isolation, it\u2019s also lonely in regard to how the government interacts with us. We\u2019re not being told enough and not being given enough support or clear plans. This creates feelings of anger, fear, anxiety and dissociation. We don\u2019t know when the situation will be resolved so we can\u2019t make plans to look forward to or plan ahead in terms of career or relationships. The public as a whole aren\u2019t educated enough to follow have guidelines we\u2019ve been given and so we\u2019re going to be in this situation for a long time, we just need a lot more strict guidance through this. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel worried and uncertain. There is no precise end date and no yet found vaccine. Jobs and businesses all around the world are uncertain and this shows the severity of everything. I feel like the economy will be an awful mess after all of this and that makes me worried. Prices will be sure to rise and I\u2019m not currently sure if our NHS will cope with this virus. I also needed a routine dental check up, and a GP appointment for a routine check up on medication, but I feel like even those things are too much to ask for at the moment."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feeling so stressful, I\u2019m afraid about myself and my family and my friends. I take care about my family but still angry about this situation in the world. I still asking myself when it\u2019ll be normal. I want to be healthy and care about it but the virus is everywhere and I can\u2019t do anything. This is so stressful for me . My partner is working around so many people and has the risk , when he\u2019s coming back to home I\u2019m afraid about my son and myself. We aware public spaces or we keeping distance but the other people don\u2019t care about this."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel anxious about the situation that we are in, and hearing about all the sudden and unexpected deaths due to covid-19. Angry at the people who are not listening to government advise about staying indoors to avoid the spread. Sad at the fact I can't see loved ones. But also at peace knowing that my family and those close to me are doing all they can to help others and stay safe, and we are able to pick up new skills and in the time we do have at home. Jealous of people who have children to entertain them during boredom. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I'm very worried about schools going back and businesses re-opening. i feel its far to early and this will end up with a spike in cases and more mutations. The government are more interested in business and their own profits (fingers in pies) than the average person. \n\ni fear that we are going to have to have more lock downs and more restrictions that will cause people to become more and more lethargic in their reactions to the virus. i see people walking around in groups without masks all the time"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am fearful about how many people are ill and dying. I\u2019m so upset that so many NHS staff are sick or dead. I feel that the government have taken actions to protect their own wealth and status only. What\u2019s the betting that one of the cabinet or a Tory party donor is involved in the organisation that owns ExCel Arena!\n\nI\u2019m very angry that there are so many stupid irresponsible people socialising. We need to get real powers to prosecute them. Maybe get the army patrolling the streets. We are fighting 2 wars - one against CV19 and one against stupid, self-entitled selfish people."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am frustrated that the choices the government are making, to move the UK out of lockdown, don't seem to be considerate of what we have learned from what has happened previously. I am anxious because children are returning to schools without being vaccinated, despite them previously being referred to as \"\"super spreaders\"\". I am worried that we are making steps that will lead to the NHS becoming overwhelmed again and that there will be more deaths. I am upset that the government seem to see these deaths as numbers on a graph, rather than individuals with lives, families, dreams and aspirations - which are just as important as theirs."}, {"index": 8, "context": "Very worried that we have no idea what will happen, no nation seems to have emerged from the crisis, It's so widespread now I don't think it's possible to contain it, and a vaccine will take a long time. I'm worried about how many people will die.\n\nI don't think things will ever be the same again, we have no way of knowing what life will be like when we emerge from this, if indeed we do emerge from it. We may all die.\n\nI'm also upset that we are in this position because of the culture of greed, \"\"getting away with it\"\" and anti-intellectualism of our leaders and a large portion of society.\n\nI'm horrified at the behaviour of Donald Trump, his stupidity and lies and how insulting his behaviour is to the American people. I'm also horrified that people actually support him. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "Recent events have showed that no one is immune from this virus, it can affect anyone from the elderly to the very young.As you can not detect it, it is an invisible enemy, which I struggle to cope with.\nThe Queens address was a boost, but then we got the news that the PM was in hospital. This is not good, it is a living nightmare that we are all living. It will end , but when, it is difficult tp predict. It will be a long time before life returns to normality. At the moment, I am leading a very quiet life , only going out when necessary, unable to see my friends or family."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am very fearful for family, friends and key workers; the media and news round it is constant. It is as if nothing else in the world is happening any more. I also have little faith that the government knows what it is doing. They claim that PPE is being delivered to all that need it yet from line NHS workers say that this is not true. The needs of care workers and transport workers are also being ignored. I get the impression that those trying to manage the situation at a national level don't really know what they are doing and this does not inspire confidence in them as leaders."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel quite nervous as the virus is spreading fast and people do not seem to be taking it seriously, not following social distancing and acting very selfishly, continuing about their normal lives with no regards for the fact that they could pass the virus on to other people who might not be able to cope with the virus. Although I am not so nervous for my health, I worry for other people who may be vulnerable. It is a scary time for everyone and people need to take it seriously before it gets even worse."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel worried that the end of the situation is not really in sight. I fear we will go through all this again and again when new variants of the virus rear their head again and governments can't afford to offer free universal vaccines. I am anxious that the wider affects of the Covid situation such as economic collapse will be more devastating than the virus itself. So overall I feel a certain sense of despair and hopelessness. I feel depressed at how little the needs of the poorest and most vulnerable in society have been considered when the authorities have planned their Covid situation response. This makes me also feel angry and frustrated. I feel sad when I think of people I love who I have not been able to travel to see as I know because of their ages, I must have lost my last chance to see them in person."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I\u2019m starting to struggle today - I feel restless but also quite down, and as if everything I do is meaningless. I\u2019m trying to stay positive but I\u2019m frightened of my loved ones getting sick or dying, I\u2019m worried about money, and I\u2019m worried about how society will change after this. I\u2019ve been quite positive until now so I think this is a bad day - I feel exhausted, anxious and sad. It frustrates me that others (a minority) are ignoring advice about social distancing, although I have seen a great deal of considerate behaviour. Trying to stay upbeat but it\u2019s hard! "}, {"index": 14, "context": "Worried and anxious about catching coronavirus, and potentially passing it on to my husband and 6 month old daughter. Having to self isolate/shield for 12 weeks as high risk so feeling very disconnected from the world. Missing family and friends very much. Worried about how this is going to impact the economy and the country afterwards the pandemic has died down. Worrying about mine and my husbands job security. Husband furloughed so worrying about finances, paying bills and mortgage etxc."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I AM WORRIED ABOUT PUTTING MY SELF INTO DANGER. A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE ALREADY LETTING THEIR GUARDS DOWN. I HOPE IT WILL STILL BE SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE TO WEAR A MASK. I WILL BE NERVOUS IF ANYBODY GETS NEAR TO ME, AND DREAD CROWDED PLACES. I HOPE PUBS AND RESTAURANTS WILL STILL HAVE PERSPEX SHIELDS, AND TABLE SERVICE. I AM GLAD, AND RELIEVED WE HAD LOCKDOWN RULES, AND FEEL SAFE WITH THE RULES. THE RULES DID HAVE TO BE PRECISE, BECAUSE EG. THE CHURCH I BELONGED TO, EXPECTED US TO ATTEND, EXPECTING GOD ALONE TO PROTECT US, IF WE PRAYED HARD ENOUGH. WHICH I KNOW IS DANGEROUS THINKING."}, {"index": 16, "context": "It makes me scared to leave my house. I miss my old life. I miss seeing my parents and in laws, but I don\u2019t want to pass anything on to them. I am spending less money as I\u2019m not in and out of shops. I am a lot less stressed as I\u2019m not jazzing around the place as I can\u2019t leave home. It is a very scary time.\nI miss going to my slimming world group on a Saturday morning.\nI am sleeping a bit better.\nI couldn\u2019t see my mum on Mother\u2019s Day for the first time in my life which was awful. I am eating more junk food."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am confused by the food situation\nI have a state of constant anxiety because of the epidemic.\nI'm worried about my family.\nI worry about my work colleagues\nI constantly worry about my parents.\nI am afraid our medical system may not cope with many\nI very worry about my work. I may lose my job because of this epidemic.\nI am afraid of losing my savings.\nI'm running out of food and I'm scared to go outside. I have no mask. I do not know what to do. Why such a shortage of everything? Why isn't the government helping us?"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel like it\u2019s coming to an end and we will be back to normal soon. Sometimes I feel a little anxious and sad about the situation for all those that have died, however for my individual situation I\u2019ve found a lot more appreciation for my own life and situation and the first time in my life I\u2019ve relaxed for such a long period of time as I\u2019ve been on Furlough for the majority of the time. I\u2019ve also been trying for years to have a baby and the last lockdown right at the end I found out I was pregnant. I am due to give birth this month to a little boy. So I can only be sort of thankful."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Very worried for my family, anxious and panicked and wondering just when it`s all gonna end. Wondering if theres any light at the end of the tunnel and that if it`s ever gonna stop. Constantly worrying if my family is gonna get it. And also wondering how many more people are going to die and wondering what`s gonna happen to this country once it is all over, the economy, jobs, people, businesses and so forth. Sadness, A little bit of hope left but i dunno\nTheres not really anymore I can say to be honest with you I mean what is their to say"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel so sad and confused about Corona. Tying to enjoy every single minute of my life and every my family member! I do really hope everything will soon go better. Started to work from home, kids learningat home too. Its very funny and we all enjoying so much every day and minute we are together! We do cooking, gym, learning..everything together. And it makes us very comfy and at least then happy! Do really think all will go through all this VIRUS so easy and we will find a cure for this virus. As i really want to live longer ab=nd enjoy my time with my family. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel calm and relaxed as I don't believe I have been affected directly by Corona. \n\nI'm feeling thankful because I still have my job, nobody in my family has passed away and my friends are healthy.\n\nI am enjoying working from home as I get my time back, I also get to avoid the busy London trains and streets which I hated.\n\nIf I can continue working from home after the lockdown/pandemic, I would be extremely happy.\n\nI don't feel as anxious, fearful or worried like I did this time last year. I'm feeling hopeful and happier."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel very fearful and scared about what is happening right now over the corona virus \nThe not knowing when or if it will ever be resolved \nI am anxious about when I have to go shopping for provisions that if I am going to be able to get what I need and also catching the virus as I have a vulnerable person at home I care for and if I got it then we would all get it.\nI feel anger about China and how I think that they have lied throughout this whole pandemic not only about the virus itself but bout their death toll, I do t see how spain and Italy can have so many deaths but China doesn\u2019t "}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am anxious about the lockdown - how this affects the children and people's mental health, their jobs, their futures, our children's education. I worry about people trapped in homes with unstable people and the effects this will have on them now and in the future.\nI am anxious about not having a lockdown - people i know and love getting very ill and possibly dying or having long term effects from it, suffering unneccessarily.\nNot knowing how long this will go on for, and the lack of control that anyone/the government has is all really scary.\n"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I\u2019m feeling positive due to many people, including myself, receiving the vaccine. However, some of my family/friends are vulnerable and have not gotten the vaccine. This worries me greatly. I hope for a future where covid isn\u2019t our main worry anymore and we are safe and able to be with friends/family again. I will be back to some kind of normality come Monday, due to working as a teacher, I\u2019m unsure how I feel about this due to my safety and others. My overall feelings about covid are that unless everyone is vaccinated then covid is still at large and will confine to ruin our social lives and wellbeing."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel lonely as can't meet up with friends and family and miss them. I feel fearful as worried about me, my family or friends getting the virus. I feel slightly sad as nothing to look forward to as not sure how long this will be going on for, can't seem to get excited about anything as there is nothing planned. I'm hopeful that things will improve in the future and hopefully life will get back to normal. The news is depressing and not sure if it is being exaggerated or whether it is the truth, no nice news coming out"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am very worried about the Prime Minister. I think it is awful that so many people are dying and there doesn't seem to be much anyone can do to help it - there is no effective cure. I am sad for not being able to travel to see my family. Right now, I'm just anxious about getting the virus, the virus affecting my family, but also I worry about the Prime Minister. He's not just the leader of Britain, but also a man with a baby on the way. I feel anxious and think about the one or two bouts of coughing I had today and wonder if they are symptoms of the virus."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am worried about myself or my friends and family catching coronavirus. I fear that there will be repercussions after the curve is flattened. I think the economy will suffer after the coronavirus crisis. Many jobs will be lost and many businesses will have to be bailed out. I am currently looking for a job, it is already hard to find one and I think it will be even harder to find one after the coronavirus crisis is over. I feel like the government did not react fast enough to coronavirus and they have let the population down and put us in further danger. The government is starting to put the blame on coronavirus deaths down to the actions of the general public, yet the health service does not have adequate resources to fight the virus. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "At this moment, I am feeling incredibly bored by the whole ever-evolving Coronavirus situation. I live alone so have had to self-isolate by myself in a small studio flat and it is a lonely and experience. I miss human contact. The unknown unknown of when we will actually get to experience normal life again also makes me very angry about the Corona situation. I am also anxious about the wider global context of Coronavirus and the last effects it might have on me, my friends and family, and those around me. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel very afraid for my future, the company i work for has lost much of its work and i fear i will be able to keep my job, my home and my life as it was before Coronavirus. It is hard to see how this will come out good for anyone i know currently and i am afraid right now.\n\nThe government appears to be doing an okay job hover unless they lift the ban soon then i fear i will lose all i have worked so very hard for and the support offered by the government does not come close to saving us all. Thank you for listening."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel afraid for the people I know especially my family and friends. I feel sad for the people who have lost their lives especially my uncle who was in hospital alone died alone and was cremated alone. I am anxious all the time and don't sleep well. I am grateful to all the NHS staff and the carers, especially the one who are looking after my 86 year old Dad who has dementia and won't understand why I'm not there. I am nervous when the phone rings incase it is bad news about dad. I am jumpy at sudden noises but frightened to hear the quietness when I am in my garden. I am scared that I won't find enough food for my family."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel anxious about the pandemic as it is very unknown what the long term effects will be to people suffering as well as the loss of life which is happening across the World. Although I am not in a vulnerable group, I have not been out and hope that I do not get the virus. I feel sad that people have suffered and a bit angry that some people are not taking the lockdown seriously. This means that we may have to do this for a longer time. I am worried that I will not be able to find work as I am a freelancer and rely on clients wanting to use my services. "}], "length": 4618} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel worried about the current COVID-19 situation, firstly people were dying if they suffered from underlying health conditions and now it is everyone. I work as a key worker for a homeless organisation, I am putting myself at risk but I feel the people I work with are much more vulnerable. I fear for the lives of my family, many of them are still having to go out to work as key workers. My friend works for the NHS and told me that the ICU beds in my local hospital are filling up drastically which scares me."}, {"index": 1, "context": "worried and fearful for the future, sad that high levels of individuals are dying, becoming depressed due to having to remain indoors at the request of the government. helpless in being able to help people suffering from Covid19. socially ecluded with limted access to speaking to others as unable to use the phone due to deafness. have had anxiety a few times when seeing the increase of the number of people who are dying. restlfullness and having problems with sleeping, also sleep pattern has been badly distrubed as have nothing to get up for in the morning "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel scared because the magnitude of the infection is unknown and the amount of people it could effect has the potential to be huge. I feel empathy for the people who have lost a loved one and anger towards the population who are not taking this pandemic seriously and are carrying on having parties, sunbathing and are not social distancing. I feel grateful towards my family for supporting me as I continue working at my local pharmacy and lucky that we have not been affected by the virus yet. However I still feel hopeful that we as a country will get through this, although it will not be easy."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel extremely worried and scared, especially as many people I know have been affected by this disease.\nI am anxious due to the uncertainty of this very fragile situation and it is scary as we do not know when the number of cases in the UK and world wide will begin to decrease.\nI am angry at seeing several people still disobeying the lockdown rules and it is sad to know that people can be so selfish.\nI am grateful to the NHS workers and key workers who are being so brave and risking their lives to save others. \nI am becoming increasingly fearful everyday, yet I try to remain as hopeful as possible."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I'm extremely worried at this moment in time about the extent in which this will have on people's health and lively hoods. I fear for the health of my friends and family, and their well being. Im also worried about the financial affects this is going to cause to me and my family and the economy in a whole and how it will effect our jobs and if we were to lose our jobs what will we do next because there will be a lot of jobs being lost to this and it will not be easy to find another job due the affects this will have on the whole world's economy not just ours. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel very concerned regarding the situation and I am very scared for the safety of my friends and family. I was shocked to learn that Prime Minister Boris Johnson has been taken into intensive care- his strong leadership has been a reassurance throughout this time and his incapacitation is severely detrimental to our situation and makes me feel anxious for his health and safety.\n I do not feel that the Chinese Government have taken enough responsibility in this situation and their practices now endanger us all."}, {"index": 6, "context": "i feel anxious about the current corona situationa and scared . I am worried everything will start reopening too soon and the vaccines will fail .\nWith the vaccines now avaiable it gives me a little hope however i worry about their effectivness on newer strains , that seem to be being found on a daily basis . \nI worry that if they allow more people in the country too soon we could face another pandemeic . \nWith my children going back to school i am feeling hopeless scared aand anxious because of what has happned in the past with previous lockdowns and things reopepning"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am majorly concerned withe current situation. My wife is high risk as well as my in laws and so its down to me to leave the house to keep them all fed and watered. I feel really nervous about leaving the house. Not for myself but what i could cause by infecting my family. I work from home so that i dont have to leave the house but i still have to and when i do i feel like im surrounded by people who are not taking this pandemic seriously. I see neighbours out washing their cars and standing in gardens of other neighbours chatting and i want to make them realise the severity of the situation but i cant \n\n"}, {"index": 8, "context": "i feel quite worried because of the COVID19 and everything connected to it. I am worried not only because of the health , financial worries are other part of my general worries. I feel sad that too many people have passed away because of this terrible virus, too many people suffers and it is terrifying . Although NHS working on their full capacitet. there is not enough doctors ans special equipments for these that need it. I really hope that all this will end soon and that we will return to our normal life. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I think it's a dangerous thing but we shouldn't ruin the economy and lives because of that. We should protect those who are the most in the danger and keep the world going. There are anxieties and many other mental issues which are coming from being in lockdown. Also, I feel that many people who should give us the example break the rules while they tell people to stick to them. It makes people thinking about strange theories and not follow rules at all. \nI can't wait to come back to normal life. I don't think coronavirus it's a hoax but now I think that we just overreact."}, {"index": 10, "context": "The situation with Coronavirus is one that is very scary for everyone. Our way of life has been completely changed and it's had a significant impact on me and I'm sure others. The overriding feeling that I have is fear. I fear mostly of getting it and giving to the people I love. I also have anger at the government for allowing it to get to this stage and for being ill-prepared. Anxiety is also an issue as I have to look after getting supplies in for people and not knowing when this will all be over."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel worried - mainly about my family members. I have a daughter with asthma, a brother with leukaemia and a mother who had chemo a couple of years ago. \nI felt angry and frustrated initially as things didn't happen quick enough - such as social distancing and closing schools. \nI also felt frustrated at the lack of clarity from the government - there was lots of initial guidance put forward but with little direction and instruction - the school situation being a prime example. There had been no dialogue with schools before making the announcement to close. No forewarning. Once the decision had been made people were left to intemperate it how they saw fit which left it open to abuse and my wife's school had 76 families out of 250 expecting to still be able to send their kids to school "}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am slightly reassured that the death toll in England appears to be reducing. I really want to return to work, but I don't think this will be for a good while yet due to the legal requirement for my establishment to temporarily close down. I am fearful that if lock down procedures continue for much longer then my establishment may be forced into making some employees redundant. I am worried that some people I know will catch the virus. I am concerned that NHS staff members are not receiving sufficient PPE to carry out their roles safely. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I find this time very worrying as it is the unknown. I worry about my grandparents due to their age and general health, but more so my husband who works for the NHS. He is within the estates department between two hospitals and has had a massive amount of pressure recent weeks planning for the resources for people which has left him very run down and tired. I worry about him getting corona and the fact he is tired. Even though we Are told it is mainly the elderly it is fatal there has still been a large number of cases of deaths amongst the younger population. I am frustrated as I cannot see my relatives I am missing just being able to pop over for a quick coffee of a chat, things which previously I took for granted and I assume the general population did too! "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel very angry and annoyed with people that are not listening to the rules and not staying home, the amount of people that have been seen in big groups and with friends etc in public places is ridiculous. This is leading me to feel very worried about what is going to happen to the economy, the likes of travel and businesses, what this is going to do to them. Most of all I am the most worried about my loved ones, keeping them safe, worried about my elderly grandmother that lives alone and how this is going to affect her mental health. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "Extremely anxious and worried. \nAll the news and media reports are constantly how bad it is and how much worse it\u2019s getting. They never report fairly and just try to sensationalise things. I constantly feel in a state of panic. I normally suffer from health anxiety so for me a global pandemic is the worst possible thing that could be happening\nI am extremely worried about catching it, and worried how we will get out of the lockdown. The government aren\u2019t being strict enough - flights are landing into the uk with no checks and people are gathering in parks. I feel anger towards these people, and also towards the Chinese as they are responsible "}, {"index": 16, "context": "my current feelings on Corona virus is very up and down at the moment one minute I feel fine the next I feel panic or fear. Nothing seems normal at the moment it's all the same the days all mould into one and there's no differentiation between them. I just want this virus to disappear so we can alll live normally again but that seems far from reality right now. I think the government needs to get the vaccine out as soon as possible so we can all get out and go about our lives like we used to\n There's hardly any jobs that are working full time only the essential ones we all need to get out and try and save the economy as quickly as possible or there isnt going to be n economy to save. I wish this would all be over and done with so that we can all be normal nothing about this virus is normal it seems to go from one extreme to the next."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am really scared. What if I get infected and infect my family. What if I or my family can't deal with it and die. What if we are really ill and all alone. Is it better to get it and hope to recover and get some immunity. Will life ever be the same again. What will happen to my children if myself and my husband die. What about if my child gets ill. Will I be able to be with him. When will this all be over. When will someone create a vaccine. How many people that I know will die. Will my parents survive this.\n"}, {"index": 18, "context": "Today I feel hope as I am going in a couple of hours to get my first Jab!I am worried when I hear about new strains of COVID from various parts of the world which cannot be protected by the current JAB that are available in the UK.Everyone is still worried about the amount of people who still enter the country with covid who escape the tracking process.\nWe are also hoping that the government plans to open up the country on the 12th of April 2021 takes place as we can then go to more shops and have access to more services like hair dressers and gyms etc."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel worried about myself, family or friends catching covid and what that would mean. I also feel angry about selfish individuals who are not being considerate in their behaviour. I worry about the impact on hospitals and all aspects of how this will affect the world in the future. Despite knowing it will be I can\u2019t see a time when this will be over and we\u2019ll be allowed to return to \u2018normal\u2019 life. I also can\u2019t begin to think what \u2018normal\u2019 will be going forward. I am trying to stay calm, stay safe and stay hopeful."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel very fearful about the Coronovirus situation. I'm worried for myself and my partner and our families if we get sick. Within our family there are family members with MS and COPD who we are even more worried about. I am sad that I can't see my family for goodness knows how long, but this is for the best as I wouldn't want to risk giving them anything. I'm worried about work and money, I'm on zero hours agency and my partner maybe being furloughed soon and we are already struggling. I'm angry about the people who aren't listening to the stay in rules and who are just going about things as normal and not caring and seeing friends and family. I think that the country should be put on full lockdown, with no outdoor exercise and strictly only allowed out once a week for food and medicine and that's it. The sooner we lockdown fully and stop these people going out and ignoring the rules, the sooner this virus stops and the sooner life can get back to normal. But the government needs to be firmer with these people not listening or caring. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am currently \u2018furloughed\u2019 from work as all of our customers are closed, I have never not worked so this in itself causes me anxiety as I worry about how our company will recover. \nI am angry our Govt didn\u2019t take precautions earlier; we should have banned travellers from certain areas quicker and been much quicker to test people to determine whether they have the virus. \nThe people who are not sticking to the rules should be dealt with much more strongly to deter them. Myself and my family (who all live a minimum of an hour away) are all sticking to the rules but we will suffer because of others not sticking to the rules."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel the current situation regarding the virus has made me appreciate the things that I have a lot a more. The same also goes for friends and family, as I rely on them for company during these hard times. I'm not personally worried about catching the virus, since I am not in any of the 'high-risk' groups, nor do I go outside and mix with people often; but I do fear for older friends that could potentially be at risk (if they were not self-isolating). Hopefully, with time, the virus' damage will reduce, and I will be able to return to work and see my friends that live a long way from me. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "As someone who works for the NHS and lives alone in a town where I know very few people I'm scared. My Mother lives 80 miles away and at the age of 87 could be terribly affected by this disease should she catch it. I worry her social situation, she also lives alone, will contribute to a decline in cognitive function. although living in an urban environment outside of Birmingham she has few people who can shop for her and she has no method of communication where she can in interact with anyone visually eg facetime. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "Just seen on the news that Boris Johnson has been moved to intensive care due to the coronavirus. It\u2019s very scary to see the amount of people being infected including our pm.\nIt\u2019s also scary going to shops, everyone has face masks and security are stopping people going inside.\nSome of my friends and family also have the virus and right now it doesn\u2019t look good for anyone as the amount of deaths are rapidly increasing.\n\nI have nothing else to say but I need to get over 500 words.\nI have nothing else to say but I need to get over 500 words.\nI have nothing else to say but I need to get over 500 words."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Very worried at the moment,, you know its not good when the PM get the virus. Worried about people not staying indoors and making the situation worse, really need to figure out on-line shopping as I don't want to go shopping outdoors anymore. \n\nI fear someone in my family could get the virus, I do have faith in thre government to do what is required but we need a full lockdown and only essential shopping for food. \n\nSad about the PM going into intensive care, this is soo unexpected really hope he gets out of this asap.\n\n"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am scared for the economy and the people within society. The fact that it has come to lockdown throughout the country really emphasises how serious this virus is for everyone and how dangerous it really is. I am terrified that this could affect someone I know. I am also apprehensive about how long that this will last for. The fact that even our Prime Minister is in intensive care with it now really shows how dangerous this virus is and reiterates to us all that we are not taking this as seriously as we should be. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "The current pandemic is a very worrying time for everyone, I have found that it has made me feel more stressed because of financial worries, as my husband has now been furloughed. \nIt has also increased my anxiety when I have to go food shopping because I know the queues will be horrendous, I am also worried about being able to buy food, especially when people were panic buying. \nIt has also made me feel very sad that I am not allowed to go & see my parents who have underlying health conditions. It also makes me sad that I am not allowed to see my sister or Nephews. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel generally scared about my family. I saw talked to an old friend today and she told me that someone I know has been diagnosed with the virus so it has made it feel very real suddenly, and made me worry more for my mum and her health. I feel annoyed at people who are not following the social distancing guidelines and annoyed at the government for not doing enough. I also feel tired as all this worrying makes me sleepy! It has been a lovely day though so it has encouraged me to have a good walk which lifted my spirits. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel anger at the people who are not listening to what the government are saying , not listening to the lockdown rules, Risking not there own but everyone\u2019s else\u2019s lives. The government should the exercise once a day rule as people are using it as an excuse to do what they please. It angers me knowing without everyone pulling together we may never get over this and we will lose even more life\u2019s.\nThe nhs are risking there life\u2019s everyday and to see so many selfish people not listening is upsetting and disgusting."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I have 2 family members who work for the NHS on the frontline. I am worried they will catch the virus and also that they will pass it on to me. I am high risk and currently on 12 weeks lockdown. My mental health is suffering a bit because I cannot get out but I am coping. I do actually think I have had the virus in a very mild form but the lack of testing is an issue. It is the unknown that is the worst. I think the government is not being strict enough with the public to keep them indoors and should be testing more. Especially NHS workers but equally people in the community"}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel helpless that in reality there's nothing much we can do to stop ourselves getting it.\nI am going to the shop in place of my parents to keep them inside and keep them safe, but it doesn't really help because if I get it by going outside I will spread to them as we live in the same house. So you feel like you can't do right from wrong. It makes me worried that my parents could get ill because I know for sure that one of them probably couldn't survive it. I don't think I could cope if they died alone in hospital. I am worried about the future because I feel like there's a very high chance my world could come crashing down in the next couple of months. \nI have started a new job and I want to just be getting on with it normally. I'm also worried because I have no employment protection because I have not been there long enough. Even if I was furloughed I wouldn't be paid because I started after 28 Feb. \nI'm worried about the next stages of my life because I know the economy will be wrecked. "}], "length": 4587} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "This is a truly awful situation that a great deal of people going out in going out normally/ sunbathing in parks/ BBQ on the beach are not comprehending.This virus is lethal & does not show itself.Understandably people do not like staying at home.But we must do what we are told otherwise thousands of people will carrying on dying. I am in isolation (NHS advised) scared,frightened but safe not vulnerable.We must comprehend that we are in this for the long haul,patience & tolerance should be observed. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel very scared for myself, my family and my friends. I feel scared that I might die or they might die and not being able to say goodbye to each other.\n\nI am frightened of going out because it's hard to avoid other people.\n\nI am angry at Government for not heeding the 2019 Biosecurity advice from Scientists that another epidemic would happen at some point and that the UK should prepare and hold stocks.\n\nI feel angry at the Government for not acting earlier on the clear WHO advice to do everything: test, test, test + contact tracing + social distancing.\n\nI feel angry that elderly people are not being looked after properly. I saw an elderly man with a walking stick and a shopping bag join a queue outside Sainsburys the other day - the queue was 3 streets long and not moving.\n\nI feel angry and disgusted that the Government didn't provide adequate PPE early enough for all of those that need it. Doctors and nurses have died because of exposure to corona virus, as have bus drivers and care workers. Care home workers still don't have protection, other than their usual apron and gloves.\n\nI feel desire to help but I feel helpless.\n\nI feel desire go out and live normally and to see my family and friends.\n\n"}, {"index": 2, "context": "The coronavirus still feels very unknown to me, even though this pandemic has been around for approximately 4 months now. The level of uncertainty in everyone's future is a large factor in the fear people are experiencing, including myself. I am worried for the future of my education, and for how the economy will suffer. It is unknown how the world as a whole will recover from this. Some people are still not taking the virus seriously, which is frustrating. If people worked together more and listened to governmental guidelines, maybe this would be over sooner. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "It's hard to be optimistic in regards to the pandemic. Over the last year there has been a lot of conflicting information. I've sort my information from medical experts but many people, who don't research, just get the conflicting information. This has lead to a distrust of facts. I've received the first dose of the Pfizer vaccine but I'm still fearful of possible infection, especially with new variants popping up. I've spent the past year locked indoors apart from medical appointments, this is due to being diabetic and vulnerable. I'm stressed, anxious and more depressed than normal. A lack of money or anything to do has left me climbing the walls. I wanted to study a new course but I've found it hard to concentrate."}, {"index": 4, "context": "The prime minister just went into ICU, so my anxiety and fear it high at the moment. My chest feels tight. This is huge.\n\nI am not anxious about lockdown or staying at home - I am anxious about the number of people in the UK needing the ICU and our NHS\u2019s ability to cope.\n\nI am anxious that the curve is not flattening quickly. Will this end? How many people will be lost.\n\nI am worried people out there working, such as my ICU nurse sister in law and feel guilty surrounding any deliveries we have.\nI worry about my job and my own company and I wonder about the ethics of luxuries and I worry about people who may be suicidal. So many emotions. It\u2019s many ups and downs but right now my fear is very high and my thoughts are racing. This is a scary moment "}, {"index": 5, "context": "It\u2019s very worrying and an anxious time. Makes me feel on edge about going out in public and about my health. I am Hoping That it passes quickly and people take notice of the governments advice and to isolate at home and to not go out. \n\nI am worried that I contract the virus and I pass it on to my family members and/or they become seriously ill or hospitalised. \n\nIn addition I am worried for the safety of the public and there are further deaths. \n\nPlease keep safe, people need to understand this message and ensure their own safety and their families safety is a key priority. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel that my country has the situation managed and under control. I feel at ease after following government guidance that I am protected. I feel relieved that some of my family members have already received the vaccine and I am happy that I will eventually receive it too.\nI am not worried about the virus because I know what steps to take to prevent myself from catching it e.g. reducing the amount of unnecessary journeys I take on public transport, only going out for essential shops, washing my hands and disinfecting surfaces."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel anxious as my partner and I have neurological conditions and know there is some risk but there is such a lack of information about how at risk or what to look out for that it is scary. I\u2019m also concerned about my loved ones. Nearly every couple I am close to has at least one person who is at risk of severe complications. I also know that my health problems started after having glandular fever and how a virus can cause complex lasting problems. So even if the death toll is not as high as expected, I worry about the long term health complications that may come to follow."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel annoyed that my life has been taken away, I know it is justified but I'm habitual and am used to ease. Also there's a loss of life that I'm trying to accept this is a far greater tragedy, I wish it was over and I wish that at least the uncertainty would dissipate. I'm also disappointed by this government who can't communicate clearly but does this doesn't surprise me. What comes next causes me anxiety too as the world returns to normal life, we'll find out what the social and economic impact is."}, {"index": 9, "context": "Just heard that Boris Johnson has been admitted to ICU. Even before that it was scary enough. My son sufffers with asthma so I worry that he will get it severely due to his asthma. My mum is 76 in a couple of months and isolating since about 3 weeks. I fetch food for her and worry I might pass it to her. My lovely neighbours work at the local hospital and may be in danger themselves. \nI feel extremely anxious and fearful. I find it hard to concentrate and focus although I feel better when I do as it\u2019s a break from worrying, I don\u2019t sleep well anyway but I wake constantly with a sick knot of fear about what will happen the next day. There are still moments of joy and happiness and pride when I see some of the nice things people do to support each other and I try to do my bit to cheer up others. I also feel shame at the behaviour of the minority when so many are giving their all to care for those sick and suffering."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel fearful when a family member has to leave the house to go shopping as they could come into contact with someone with coronavirus without knowing as the person might not have symptoms at the time. I'm worried a member of my family might get coronavirus and might have to go to hospital. \nI also feel sad that I can't see family members that aren't living with me, but I am following the rules and only going out when necessary (for shopping- as little as possible) as I understand how serious and important it is."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel worried about the virus, burnout about me getting it. My mother is undergoing chemotherapy and has been told no one knows if treatment will continue if nhs becomes overwhelmed. So I am worried most about her treatment ending also, because of the chemotherapy her immune system is lower and it could really hurt her if she caught it. So at the moment I am just keeping up to date on numbers and nhs capacity and taking it one chemotherapy session at a time. Also, my partner has underlying health conditions and is self isolating in his house. I havent seen him for nearly a month and I am worried about when I will get to see him with all this going on"}, {"index": 12, "context": "Right now I feel that Corona is scary due to there being no cure. There is still unknowns as to how to stop it spreading and everyone is at risk. This makes me feel nervous about going out of the house even to exercise or get essential shopping. I am scared that someone I know will get it or worse die from it. I wish for this to be over and for no-one else to become unwell or die but I know realistically that will not happen. You worry for your friends, family and the people they know. Ultimately someone you know will know someone that has had it."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel hopeless and frustrated that everyone is not doing what the government have requested and thus enabling the spread of the virus, it is a very scary and frustrating time not knowing if i will see certain family members again and the fact that people are knowingly putting people i love in danger is frustrating to me. I just want to spend my youth doing what i love and not living fear of what could happen. I am very sad and just feel very confused, staying inside for long periods is what we have to do but it is increasingly difficult, and is putting a strain on my mental health and my relationships with the people i am quarantined with. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am very fearful for my family. I am very overweight & don't think I'd survive if/when I get it. My husband is a key worker so very likely to bring the virus home to us, although he is very careful. I wasn't worried initially but the more we find out, it's like a death sentence. I thought young children weren't at risk but we now know that's not the case. I have 3 children & I'm am very scared. Boris Johnson has now been moved to intensive care so we know how that's going to turn out. We are living in a nightmare."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel quite nervous about the virus as it is quite easy to catch and I could become ill with it or pass it on to the ones I love. I am upset for the people who have died already and that there is little we can do about it other than wait it out. I am also annoyed with the people ignoring the government\u2019s instructions as this is needlessly killing and infecting more People and it is also unfair . Lastly, I am worried about the impact on businesses and what companies might not survive... will I still have a job... will my favourite restaurant be open... when can I go for a haircut or dentist again?"}, {"index": 16, "context": "We are living in dark times and the cooperation of the entire population at that moment is essential to leave as little lives as possible, we are having information, help, I am doing my part, as informed by the media and the government, I am very sad for the lives lost and afraid that this virus will end up reaching people close to my family and friends, I try to remain calm, having positive thoughts and guiding my family how to behave during this pandemic, I hope this dramatic situation will not last for long."}, {"index": 17, "context": "scared shitless, on two levels, personally im scared of getting it as Im diabetic and asthmatic yet still going to work. secondly im a front line healthcare worker, sister on a hdu, with inadequate ppe and training. being asked to redeply to look after adults (im child trained) plans from NHS keep changing and supplies are low. \nThe reports of nurses dieing really scares me., this could be my family left without me, Im the main breadwinner, how would they cope, hoow would they cope withoutme being there. I have kids,\n"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel unsafe to get out of my home as I can see lots of people are not wearing face covering on the street or outdoor. For indoor, there are still some people are not wearing face coverings. Also, I don't think the covid vaccine will work against new variants. So it is not worth to get the jab now. I prefer to wait for the new oral drugs and medicines in my opinions. I am very opposed to the vaccine passport because it is meaningless as the virus can still transmit after you get the vaccine. Also, it may not protect people from new variants. So I prefer to wear face covering instead as it can prevent the virus getting into the body whichever the variant is."}, {"index": 19, "context": "My biggest fear at present is that my elderly parents may contract this disease and I feel helpless at the moment. I am also extremely worried about the impact this crisis is having on me financially as I have not been able to work for over 3 weeks and am dipping into my savings to survive. I live in a small flat on the first floor of an apartment block in London and am finding it very difficult at present as I only leave the flat once a day to go for a walk or get some groceries. My family are all in Ireland and I have to rely on phone calls to check on their well being which adds to my anxiety and stress levels. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel like the fear and paranoia is increasing week by week. I go through phases of feeling quite relaxed and enjoying the peace, to feeling very anxious and on edge about the situation, as more news comes through every day of the reality, it keeps jolting us back to being terrified. Any normal day activity outside the house like getting medicine from the pharmacy leaves you incredibly paranoid. People are being very kind though and it seems to have united the nation. I worry more about my family members than i do myself. I think a lot of the anxiety is about not knowing when the situation is going to end, rather than the isolation itself. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am very anxious and worried about the COVID-19 Coronavirus. I am scared I might catch it, and that my family and friends will catch it. I am scared we will die. I am scared of the daily numbers. I am scared to leave the house. I am fearful of what the future holds, and what will be left standing when we leave the house. I miss my family and friends. I miss being able to leave the house to go into town for coffee, to eat out, to socialise, to shop etc... I am anxious when I see other people and not to go too close to them."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I\u2019m feeling Anxious about the coronavirus because it has greatly impacted upon people livelihoods and the economy. I have missed greatly the freedom in being able to do what I want before Covid and I feel that Covid has put a stop to a lot of that. I also feel that the lockdown has put a huge strain upon peoples mental health. It has cost peoples lives as well as put the national health service under great pressure because of the strict rules that have been put in place. I feel that it has also contributed towards the destruction of peoples businesses and the downfall of many companies as it has put loads of people out of work. Despite Boris Johnson putting in place a roadmap to freedom, I feel that a harsher lockdown should of been implemented as I feel that we would\u2019ve been out of this mess way earlier then we are now as we are doing incredibly bad in terms of having higher death rates then our European counterparts. I am very happy but also hopeful that we will be out of this lockdown by the 21st of June."}, {"index": 23, "context": "currently feeling rather scared and frightened. Dread going out to work as I am a keyworker. Also all my family are keyworkers, so we are all mixing in situations which put us at risk, and then bring it home and risk affected everyone else in the household. It also annoys me to see all these people not following guidelines, makes me very annoyed that most of us take all these precautions to keep us all safe, and these idiots dont care, they are out picnicing in parks, no social distancinging. Each morning i wake up dreading to go to work, having to deal with people that have no interest in following guidelines. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "As well as the immediate health threat, scared of the long term impact on society, jobs, economy, relationships, education.\n\nThis is so big I can't think about the whole thing, I can just manage one but at a time. So little I can control or influence.\n\nFeel guilty that I am better off than most people in that my job is relatively secure and I can work from home.\n\nIt doesn't seem real a lot if the time. Right now have finished work, am watching TV with my family and contemplating making dinner, so pretty normal. But nothing is normal or the same and it's actually quite scary.\n"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am particularly worried at the symptoms and effects of the disease, with its varying effects for everyone. I am also worried about the continuously changing information which means I am unsure what the best action to take is, apart from staying at home. I am also worried about the state of the NHS at present, and if it can cope with the pressure it may see itself under; however as of today it appears new infections and deaths may be falling already. This can only continue if people continue to listen to the advice are are not ignorant or defiant."}, {"index": 26, "context": "Due to having a very weak immune system where I was hospitalised when younger I am concerned about my well being, self isolation can only do so much and the fear is people in my house who still need to work potentially bringing the virus into my household, having spent a month in isolation what I do on a daily basis is being limited as I am getting burned out of the things that I frequently do to entertain myself which I turn is also frustrating, another annoying aspect is that I am not in a position to see close family including my mother who I would normally see everyday but that luxury is now not available to me during the current pandemic"}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel very frightened and worried for the safety of my family and myself. I feel very out of control of the situation and feel extremely negative about what the outcome will be for the world. I feel ashamed that I am locking my family away to protect them and in doing so not helping others. \nThe coverage on the news makes me more and more frightened every day not only because of the corona virus but also with how the government is dealing with the situation. I also feel that the police are becoming too strict and this also concerns me with regard to if they will relax this when the pandemic is over. I also feel angry towards people not following the rules and putting everyone in potential danger. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "I\u2019m really afraid that I might catch the virus and something bad will happen to me. I am still having to go to work, commuting daily (five miles on foot each way.) I don\u2019t think I\u2019m essential to keep the country going, I just feel like the place that I work for is trying to squeeze every penny they can out of the clients we have before the government finally steps in and says we shouldn\u2019t be leaving the house at all... I want a full lockdown and to be safe! It\u2019s the only way to get rid of this virus and I feel like we aren\u2019t doing enough to limit our interactions outside of the home."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel very insecure and worried about the health of my close family and friends as well as struggling with my own health anxiety. I feel the Government have let us down by not acting quick enough and this both saddens and angers me. I feel desperately anxious for the front line workers putting themselves at risk alongside immense anger with the selfish people in society who are not observing Government guidelines. I feel extremely insecure about what will happen in the future and the aftermath of the situation on many different levels is extremely worrying. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am worried about the virus being passed on to my family. Both myself and partner are front line nhs workers and are in contact with patients who have tested positive. We worry about bringing it home with us and passing it on. I am also frustrated that some people seem to think that the social distancing rules do not apply to them. I have one neighbour who had visitors at the weekend but thinks it is ok as they do not have any symptoms so are unlikely to catch it. We all need to work together to defeat this and some peoples selfish actions put this at risk making me frustrated and angry."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am scared for my family and friends. I do not understand why a vaccine has not been found yet. There's too much of it on the news and not all is true. The news terrifies me and there is no end and no plan. We need a plan. More needs doing to find better treatment, fast, as well as a vaccine. My heart breaks that I cant see my grandparents and niece and nephew.. I'm disabled and live with my mum, my carer. Noone has said what I do if I need care if my carer gets ill. We live in a world where we should know how to handle this, but we dont. I do not want to know when this will end, I want to know how it will end."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I am very tense about the corona situation. I am worried for my loved ones and my friends, I don\u2019t want anything and to happen to them. I am scared to leave the house and when I absolutely have to I do it as quickly as possible. I want life to go back to normal. I don\u2019t want to be scared of contact with people. I want to be free to go where I want. I\u2019m scared that I will become infected and infect my family. I don\u2019t believe people are taking this seriously and that the police need to do more to protect us. This lockdown is scary but needed. "}, {"index": 33, "context": "I feel that it is still not be controlled well by the government, as they would rather end lockdown quickly than slowly open things up to the public. I also feel that working at home is quick hard to do due to being easily distracted as well as not having a suitable learning environment to study and work in. I am relieved to hear that vaccines are being created and used to counter covid, and hope that the pandemic ends by the end of this year. I found that the lockdown did not impact my mental health but has made me very unproductive and lazy."}, {"index": 34, "context": "Im very worried as I have heart failure and am isolating with my wife and kids.Im terrified of getting it as Im not sure if my health would cope.I get angry when I see people not sticking to the rules.\nOverall I will do what Im told to survive this.\nI also worry for people who have to face this virus on a daily basis,they are proper heroes who deserve the utmost respect and should be rewarded for their bravery.I think people might start to think differently about whats important in life.Material things have taken over peoples lives which is a bad thing."}, {"index": 35, "context": "Since the corona situation, I've been feeling down and more lazier than usual. I'm worried because I have older parents and I'm concered that I will spread the virus to them if I get it. I'm sad because I am not able to be at college to do my work, I am not able to see my wonderful teachers and friends, it is my last year at college so I will probably never see them again. Only one good outcome of this is less people on the streets, it is almost empty. In London, streets would usually be overcrowded which is not good for anti social people like me, but now I can go wonder and get essential items without much people gathering. "}], "length": 5402} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am fed up of hearing about. We should be allowed to do what we want to do its our risk. Older people can choose to stay indoors. Younger generation need to be getting out. The vaccine is out there now so we need to move on. \nSchools need to reopen. My childrens education is a shambles. We are not teachers! Live lessons aren't listened to.\nThere should not be as many school holidays and more learning is required to help the children catch up.\nEveryone is fed up. No holidays no social areas open no gyms means people have no motivation, and their mental health will deteriorate."}, {"index": 1, "context": "i've just had the first vaccine jab, so am part of the growing numbers in the UK that are now a little bit safer. I'm still concerned about the others who have yet to receive the jab, or who are out of work or on furlough because of the virus though. I just hope that we are past the worst, and are on the road back to 'normality' whatever that is these days. I also wonder about the rest of the world, and how far they are on way out of this. I'm definetly looking forward to being able to move freely both day to day, and also on holidays etc."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel like we are on the way out of the pandemic because of the vaccine rollout. This makes me feel a lot less anxious than before. I don't feel as in danger as I did a few months ago when the cases were high. I am hopeful for the future but will continue to follow the rules until told otherwise. I hope to get a vaccine soon so we can all get on with the rest of our lives. I feel good right now because there is light at the end of the tunnel. Once this is all over, we will probably have a gathering, maybe go for somewhere to eat as a family with lots of our relatives. I am quite happy at the moment and enjoying staying at home."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel very insecure in my feelings about the current corona virus situation. Although i feel that progress is being made towards beating the virus I feel that we are being kept out of the loop as far as the government information that we are being given. There seems to be no end or light at the end of the tunnel to be found and I feel that the government are making it up as they go along and have no set critiera as when to lockdown will end. I would feel a lot better about the situation if the government were to be a bit more open with us and treat us more as equals as far as it comes to sharing information and progress."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel sad that the restrictions in place mean I can\u2019t see my family and friends. I feel frustrated that other don\u2019t follow the rules and mix with numerous households. I also feel cross that the whole corona virus situation has been so badly managed. There never needed to be this level of fatality. Other countries have managed to get back to normal far more quickly. The borders should have been closed as soon as the first case was identified with lockdown soon after. Particularly after the first death was confirmed"}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am not exactly sure whether I still have feelings about it. Overall, I feel apathy and disappointment with the way the UK handled this situation. I feel helpless that I cannot do what I want, although I have followed all the rules and was very cautious. It makes me slightly proud of myself but in the grand scheme of things it doesn't matter. I feel quite miserable because I have lose one year of my life and I resent people more. I still don't want to catch covid but more out of a principle rather than fear. For some reason I am l much less worried about my parents getting it, I just don't think about. Time doesn't feel real any more and it is hard to stay motivated."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am very sad about whats happening in the world, all the people dying and suffering and not enough help to save them. I really hate the world and China for this. I love getting outdoors now we stuck in and no holidays this is depressing me big time. I feel like life is never going to be the same again, all businesses are shut, well the majority of them, the government is giving money away to people all over and then when or if the country ever gets back to normal we will be paying for it!\nmy daughter is stuck at home no school, she is in year 10 and doing her gcses next year, I do not think that the current situation is fair and shes going to miss a big chunk of school which will have a profound effect, is the government going to make allowances for this?"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I\u2019m feeling angry at the people who are not following the rules, I want it all to be over and back to normal again, I\u2019m just fed up with not being able to see my friends and family properly and when there are people breaking the rules and doing whatever they like its just a massive slap in the face.\nI am feeling happy with the fact vaccines are being given out and how quick its all happening, I hope that this give us more freedom in the next couple of months and hopefully start seeing some \u2018normality\u2019 coming back into our lives."}, {"index": 8, "context": "More frustration than sadness in all honesty. This third lockdown has felt longer than the others, more restrictive because of the season and boring as every task has been done numerous times. Also felt fear as the death toll grew and hospitalised cases grew younger as the variants became more prolific and harder to control. But also hope that the vaccination programme will help reduce a repeat of the awful death toll in January. I also feel like I\u2019ve forgotten how to socialise with people (furloughed from hospitality) meaning I\u2019ll have nothing interesting to talk about when restrictions are lifted."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am feeling quite fed up of covid. It seems as though it is never ending. I\u2019m a teacher and have worked throughout. Fed up with hearing that schools are closed when they are clearly not! I am expected to work within close proximity of 30 children but I can\u2019t see my own family. Annoyed that people are still furloughed knowing that the government are stalling the inevitable. Then the people who have worked throughout will be penalised. We need to get back to normality. I am so sorry that people have lost their lives but would question how many would have died anyway."}, {"index": 10, "context": "Corona situation dragging on and on. Happy about vaccines but precautions still heavy. New mutations are a worry. My mom aged 88 has been shielding for nearly a year now sigh. No holidays no pubs no hairdressers no restaurants no charity shops all being greatly missed. Wish we could get back to normal. National debt is horrendous worried about son losing his job. Daughter not been furloughed is a key worker subsequently caught covid still cant smell anything luckily i didnt catch it isolating with her but being mega careful ....was a strain having windows constantly open in the winter and got through 2 bars of soap handwashing"}, {"index": 11, "context": "Anger towards Chinese dishonesty. Inability of the UN to organise anything and EU bungling of the vaccine roll out. UK was poor to start but got better with the vaccine. I am very disappointed that politics has taken over the supply and access of the vaccine to poor countries. It is predicable that greed has benefited greatly from friends in govt. opportunities being passed lucrative contracts - this is especially so in the UK. Friends of friends in the Tory party should be investigated to see if criminal links can be established and cases prosecuted."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Sadness that so many people are losing their lives and that their families won\u2019t be able to say goodbye as they normally would. A little fear for those impacted by the virus, especially those losing their jobs. Worry for those in isolation and the impact of loneliness, especially the elderly and single people who aren\u2019t living with family and pets. Frustration towards those not taking social distancing seriously. Huge amount of respect for those working during this time, NHS, delivery drivers, shop workers etc. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "there seems to be worry every time my head wonders, every time I try to take 5 mins to breath and have a minute I cant stop the wondering of my mind back to what if's. Then the tightening of the chest with another panic attack brought on just by the thought of all the what ifs. Trying to sleep but the cycle of worry's keeps reappearing and the thinking about keeping me and my family safe and my current medical problems getting worse and the what ifs reoccur. Knowing that I had important medical tests for an infection already that had damaged my brain and them being put on hold causes me to panic in case I lose any more of my eyesight and not being able to do anything about it. But then I have to stop and think that at least I'm here and my family is here for now and not with covid-19."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I actually feel very curious.\nI am obsessed with the statistics and the numbers. I can't help but think about how/why no one saw this coming and how come no country was prepared for something like this. How come the economy is so fragile, and how come people are not really following the rules set in place by the government.\nI am also curious to know how life will resume after all this. What will change? What will stay the same.\nSo above all, I am curious. Curious to know more about the disease and its effects."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel sad that it feels it has gone on for so long when compared to other countries successfully managing the pandemic more successfully than us. I feel sad for the people that have lost their lives and those that are going to be heavily impacted by a future economic downturn as a result of the pandemic and those who have already lost their jobs. Loneliness is also something I\u2019ve been feeling more and more, I feel that maintaining friendships is harder and not being able to see family is frustrating. I do feel lucky though that I\u2019ve been able to stay employed and haven\u2019t been impacted by the virus and neither have my family."}, {"index": 16, "context": "i am happy that they have a solution and we have the vaccine and that families are able to send there children to school and that we have a guide whwn everything will be back, but i am so sad so many people have been affected and have lost loved ones and are not able to see family and friends. i am anxious all the time and really had trouble sleeping as i miss my family so much, even when we get back to normality all i want to do is spend time with them. i hope this ends soon and bussiness can get back to normal as so manys work lifes have also been effected and people have lost their jobs and lively hoods."}, {"index": 17, "context": "It feels like the end might be in sight but such a long road to get there. I\u2019m likely to get the vaccine in may but that still feels a long long time away, and meanwhile my baby daughter has not met her grandparents and so many people are still dying and the NHS is running on fumes. I am sad for us all and I can\u2019t wait for life to open u again. However those politicians who are all \u2018don\u2019t care about deaths what about the economy\u2019 make me cross. We just have to suck it up and wait. \n\nI\u2019ve been heartfelt and laid it out there and apparently this is still not 500 characters so now you get some filler I\u2019m afraid."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am 7 months pregnant and I feel sad that I can\u2019t share the experience with my family. It being my first baby I am sad about missing my baby shower and 4D scan feel I\u2019m grieving the normal ness but I am so grateful to be working from home with my partner where we are both safe. I miss my family a lot and it\u2019s made me realise how much I took for granted before. Trying to be grateful each day for our health and home and take the time to get some jobs done around the house that otherwise we wouldn\u2019t have time to do but it still is tinged with disappointment and disbelief at how fast this has all happened. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am really angry with the incomepetance of our government and their lack of using the time they had to prepare.\nI am also worried out family members who have the virus. They live in seperate households and are not old but one is immunesupressed and I do worry. I am also scared for my elderly parents who are both cancer survivors. I am also tired of being scared every time I go out - which is hardly ever, as I am asthmatic and have had pnuemonia three times so am vulnerable to the virus. It is also uncomfortable on my hands as I have sensitive skin and strong soap aggravates them."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am now so bored of lockdown! I just want it to end and have some normality in my life... I don\u2019t hear of anyone close to me getting ill so I do sometimes question why we are in lockdown still. I cannot wait to see my family and colleagues. I do not want the vaccine but I just want to get on with living my life. A lot of the people I know are feeling the same. I want to be able to go out freely without \u201cbreaking the law\u201d although I\u2019m not so bothered by going on holiday as I\u2019m more concerned how inflated the prices are going to be. I\u2019ve been working from home for the last year and I\u2019m so lonely"}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am very concerned, although the first jab is currently very successful, which is down to the fact it is run by the NHS and volunteers and not the Conservative party and their mates which are making a profit from our sufferring, i am very worried what will happen over the coming weeks especially with the school returning in full tomorrow. This is making me sick with worry that the numbers will rocket again and once again as with september the high increase in numbers will result in another lockdown."}, {"index": 22, "context": "More hopeful than previously. Just hope I get the vaccine before I get the virus. But it\u2019s also the least of my worries at the moment. Too many other things going on in my life.\nThis phase has been more real. It\u2019s hit the north more. More people have died and more people have have the virus that I know. I\u2019m relieved that my parents have both had the vaccine though. Hopefully I will be soon as I\u2019m 52.\nBut it\u2019s good that we are finally turning the corner. Just hope there isn\u2019t a new variance that the virus vaccine cannot deal with."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I'm feeling really bored and fed up. I'm glad the vaccination project is going well and the number of infections is going down, but I can't find solace in this, my financial worries and slim chances of travelling abroad soon to see my family make it difficult for me to be happy. I struggle with getting energy to do anything and it wouldn't surprise me if this was an onset of depression. At least the days are getting longer and there is more natural light and less greyness. At least something. | really hope that spring will not see another spike in infections. I don't think I would be able to cope well if there was another lockdown coming."}, {"index": 24, "context": "My stepson has cystic fibrosis which is on the very vulnerable list. I'm really scared he'll catch it as its very serious for him if he does. I wish everyone would listen to the rules and stay indoors. This will go on a lot longer if people dont do as they are told and follow the rules.\nI'm currently working from home 6 days a week and it's very depressing. I cant wait for this to be over and back to in the office and socialising. Its very isolating. I've had to stop watching the news every day as it just got me too upset. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I\u2019m just anxious because there is a lot of uncertainty with regards to how lethal this will be and how long we will be under lockdown. I just hope it won\u2019t get too severe and wonder how life will be after this. I\u2019m worried that some of my family members will get sick. I\u2019m also worried that some small businesses will shut down because of the financial implications of this. Life is probably not going to be the same any longer after all of this has finished. How long is it going to go on for? Also, how many lives will ultimately be lost? Will the NHS reach capacity? I hope not. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I live in an area that has some issues with groups gathering and it worries me greatly. I have reported it to the police, the council and the press but I haven't received a response as yet. The news about Boris Johnson also concerns me greatly. I can't help myself the whole situation is worse than we have been told. I don't know how we will ever get back to normal and I worry hugely about the future of my job. We need an economy to go back to. The longer this goes on the more insecure the future. I am working from home at the moment and I don't know how much longer I will be able to do that. I think my business will close for a while and I'm dreading it. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "I\u2019m exhausted. Working in the nhs and with kids. I\u2019m exhausted. Slightly anxious about the months ahead in terms of work and just drained. Motivation is dropping and energy levels are low. I need a holiday, something to look forward to. I feel all I\u2019ve done is work and try and manage the house and the kids. Home schooling is hard. Overall we are ok but the length of time working at this level, juggling it all. We all especially the kids miss family, miss friends, miss their connections. There have been silver linings- job security, plenty of overtime and I\u2019ve been able to reduce the debt which will be positive for us in the future."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I\u2019m tired. So tired. Tired of living and parenting and teaching and working full time from home. Feeling like I\u2019ve liost me and anxious that I won\u2019t know how to get back to normal. Worried about my elderly mum and dad. Feel like I\u2019ve lost the essence of what made me. I want this to be over but I still can\u2019t see the end of it. Life just seems to have become so small that it all revolves round being in home nearly all the time. I almost feel institutionalised. Feel like I\u2019m failing at parenting. Failing at work. Failing in my relationship. It\u2019s very hard currently"}, {"index": 29, "context": "The whole Corona virus situation is really deadly and scary. It is also depressing because of the self-isolation, social distancing and limited time to go out of your house. We must not blame China or Chinese people, it's a natural pandemic and we cannot avoid that. We must not also blame the government for it's spreading. It will not spread if we we follow instruction which we are given to us. Also, to keep good hand washing and good hygiene. In my opinion, God or just the earth itself is testing us humans. It's like a silent war. I hope it will be over soon and 2020 will be fine foe the rest of the year."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am tired of being stuck at home. I am worried about my elderly and clinically vulnerable parents I have not seen in 14 months. I am pissed off that I still have not had a vaccination even though I am asthmatic. I am angry about the governmental incompetance and corruption they have shown throughout and their disrespect to our NHS heroes. I and angry with the morons who don't wear masks. I am generally depressed or numb all the time I am not crying about TV shows. Though the television shows were amazing."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel sad about the coronavirus situation. My wife lost her new job due to this and her old employer won\u2019t take her back to furlough her so it\u2019s a stressful time. I am lucky my job is secure and safe which eases the worry and anxiety a little bit but not much. I am also worried about my parents who are both high risk. We are all following government guidelines but it doesn\u2019t make the worry any less. We are lucky we are young and healthy and so are taking advice to go out to buy basic essentials rather than taking online slots who are for the most vulnerable but it\u2019s still an anxious time given that young and healthy people are dying from coronavirus. "}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel very fearful for the future both short term and long term. In some ways I am also looking forward to the time when positive changes start to happen. But in the meantime, there is a lot of uncertainty and this concerns me. One positive is that I feel the Corona situation has forced everybody to slow down, to spend time nurturing new and old relationships and to evaluate what is most important to them. I feel terrible for the people badly affected and fear that they could happen to me or those close to me. I hope and pray for this to be as over as quickly as it started and wish that it was possible for clearly defined timescales so that we knew what we were faced with. "}, {"index": 33, "context": "It still feels unbelievable that this is happening. I can see it from the news and social media that people are dying, nurses and doctors pushed to their limits, emergency services trying to do their best..\nI am worried about my family and our livelihood. I do believe the government is trying its best, although did not expect it to be honest. \nMy heart goes out to the people who can't attend their loved ones funeral, doesn't have enough money to pay rent/bills/put food on the table or doesn't have anything at all."}], "length": 4943} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feeling sadness at this moment because of not having possibility of go out from home and meet with my friends.. A lot of people starting feel some kind of depression because of that, I think this situation can last at least to the summer, which doesen't sound good at all for isolate people. It's normal in this kind of situation and I was expecting this weeks back ago, but still, hard to live like this, in that way.. In next 6 months the situation should be definitely better then todays, considering almost 1,5mln infected people right now"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I'm doing as much as I can to stop the spread to my loved ones. I have remained at home and have shown no signs of having the virus, and because I am not going to be going outside, I am not all that worried about catching the virus. All people in my household are following the lock-down rules so the fact we don't have it now means we likely won't catch it, hence my feelings of relaxation over anxiety. I am moderately sad because I miss seeing my friends and I had to move out of my university accommodation, but I know that it will be resolved in a few months and life will return back to normal eventually, so am not too concerned about the future. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "Tired of being inside most of the time but making a routine and trying to get through it all. Looking forward to being able to socialise and band out with friends...whenever that is. Feel sad for those who are passing too soon. Feel proud to have the NHS but angry at the government for how shortsighted they have been given they\u2019ve underfunded it and berated it but now want to applaud it. Almost more worried about the US and how their government\u2019s blind ignorance of science will affect their people."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am quite concerned about the current situation in Spain cause my relatives live there. My father is a high risk person and I wish I could be there to help my parents going through this. I also feel a bit lonely and sad because I have a different kind of infectious disease at the moment and due to the social distancing policy I can't have any friends coming over to visit me. I hope the situation gets better as soon as possible and that this won't severely affect the economy of people around the world. However, I don't think this will end any soon. At least not until they discover some antibiotics or a vaccine that works against coronavirus."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Fed up with the situation and the length of time this has gone on for. i feel sad for all that my children have missed out on for the last year. Feel sad for all the businesses affect by this and people who have lost their jobs. I feel like it will take a long time for things to go back to some normality. Hopefully brighter \ntimes are now soon ahead. The economy has been badly affected but this has hit some people harder than others. I have a greater appreciation for the outdoor now and this is something i have discovered during lockdown"}, {"index": 5, "context": "I hate being stuck in the house without the option to go out and socialise or browse the shops. I feel trapped and frustrated because we have no end date. I\u2019m hating working from home and not being able to interact with my colleagues as normal, we are a very close team and we are all missing each other. The uncertainty is very upsetting and causes me anxiety to an extent. It\u2019s hard work having to work from home normal hours then not be able to have any sort of social release on the weekends, it makes working just that bit less rewarding as there\u2019s nothing to relax and let your hair down doing when you have finished the working week. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am unhappy that people seem to flout the coronavirus guidelines and restrictions as this will put us all back at getting out of lockdown. It is also worrying how long covid is affecting some people who are not vulnerable.\nThe economy is also struggling and I think it will get a lot worse before it gets better which will be horrible for everyone. There will be lots more unemployment and people will lose their homes and everything they have worked hard for. More people will go hungry and the number of children in poverty will go up. It is a very stressful time for everyone and it needs to end soon otherwise we will have a mental health pandemic instead."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel very worried and anxious seeing how high the death toll and the confirmed positive cases keep rising each day. Everything seems to dark and bleak right now. People are constantly dying and losing their loved ones. It seems like there's no hope out of this situation. All I can do is pray everyday that God has mercy on us all and turns His wrath away from us and helps us out of this situation. It makes me angry to see people disobeying the rules and advice set by the government and causing more damage to the country and putting a lot of strain on the NHS."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel this is a learning curve for the future, we have never seen anything like this before, we were to slow to respond so I hope that lessons can be learned. I hope we we still come together and support each other and invest more in healthcare and vulnerable people when this is over. I have not been affected to bad as i can work from home and keep my family safe which is all you can do at the moment. I am hoping this is all over within a few months but things could get worse again once things get back to normal if people start getting sick again. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am very worried about the economy and I am angry that this has affected the money I earn. I am also angry with the idiots who keep going out when the decent people are staying in and doing the right thing. When I see people in the supermarkets browsing with their partners it makes my so cross. The other day the lady in front of me only bought a frozen pizza and a 2 litre bottle of coke. That is ridiculous. \n\nI am a bit scared that my parents will get corona but as my sister has already had it and has recovered already I am not too concerned about getting it myself. I think it's unfair that people are being affected in ways such as losing jobs, businesses closing down and having reduced money."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel like the messages are very mixed and I have to teach in a class of 34 children but cannot meet my mum. It is getting a bit ridiculous now and I'm fed up. I think the order of things opening is incorrect. Schools should not be opened before outdoor leisure facilities. I also think we should be able to have one bubble to mix with as I'm very very lonely. My mum is my childcare bubble so I can see her everyday but not go in her house. It just doesn't make sense. I do think that some other outdoor areas should now be opened- everyone is just crowding into the limited parks and playgrounds instead."}, {"index": 11, "context": "Ready for it to be over, sick of working from home! Sad that my 16month old has only ever been to 2 baby classes and 1 swimming class! Fed up of hearing about it all to be honest! Dying to see friends and go to the pub...if there are any pubs left round here. My friend had a baby in January 21st and I still haven\u2019t been able to meet him, so that\u2019s been awful for us both. I didn\u2019t even want the vaccine to begin with but I\u2019ll gladly take it now just so I can see my friends....mind you it looks like I\u2019m going to have it if I want to do anything like restaurants and holidays, if the vaccine passport rumours are true....which I think is disgusting"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I had my first dose of the vaccine this week so I feel optimistic about the future. I\u2019m looking forward for the first time instead of being in some sort of suspended animation. I can start planning for future outings, shopping trips and even holidays but with the understanding that some precautions are still needed, like masks and social distancing. It looks like the vaccines combined with the lockdown are reducing the number of cases. I am feeling more positive than I have at any time in the last year."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am feeling frustrated as I just want to see my family and for my daughter to see her grandparents. \nI miss them and I can\u2019t wait to get back to some kind of normal.\nWe have completely followed the rules and now just have to wait until we can have the vaccine. \nMy father is high risk so is now waiting for his second vaccine, hoping once he has had that then we can start seeing family again, when allowed.\nI feel anxious as well because there are new strains of the virus appearing. \nI lost my job due to job cuts due to corona which has really knocked my confidence."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I see the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm waiting for my second vaccine. I miss my family and friends. I miss travelling and going on holiday abroad. I miss going for meals at restaurants with my friends and family. I miss socialising and going to the cinema. This is such a surreal time and it feels like a movie. I have lost friends to the virus. Working in the NHS I see the effects and how hard the nurses and clinicians have worked. The NHS has received great support from local businesses which is great recognition."}, {"index": 15, "context": "Frustrated and anxious about the not knowing of when this will come to an end as some are hoping within 3 weeks we\u2019ll be back to normal and some are saying it could be 6 months to a year. I am bored with having to stay home running out of things to do to keep myself occupied. Sad that I had things planned that now aren\u2019t going to go ahead as I had been looking forward to them. I am worried for friends and family who have increased risks with contracting corona virus and I\u2019m worried about generally contracting it as more healthy people are dying from it. Frustrated with people who are still going out and meeting friends and family outside of their household and are not taking it seriously. Similarly annoyed with people who are scaremongering with ridiculous stories and conspiracies about the illness. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I'm just fed up of it, I'm sick of not being able to go anywhere or see my family and friends. I just want things to go back to normal and a clear plan for when things will go back to normal. I think the vaccine roll out has been great, now let us live our lives again. So many people have suffered in different ways from the virus from losing their jobs, not being able to see other people, I've had enough of it. Its also really hard to plan anything as before Christmas the rules changes pretty quickly and we couldn't see our family that was the last straw."}, {"index": 17, "context": "As an at-risk person, it's nerve-wracking to feel so vulnerable whenever I step outside. Having to be so cautious about the disease has given me so much stress recently that it's difficult to remain optimistic.\n\nHowever, I'm feeling like there might be a light at the end of the tunnel now. I'm scheduled to receive a vaccine soon and the idea of being able to go to the shops without worrying for my health and wellbeing is incredibly soothing.\n\nI worry for my family too. We're fairly susceptible to illness, and the thought of anyone I care about catching it terrifies me.\n\nMy relationship with my partner has had to be put on hold as well. We talk often, but actually seeing eachother is impossible, and it's saddening that I can't comfort them during all this."}, {"index": 18, "context": "Everything has been ruined by the virus, businesses closed no social time with friends people are getting depressed more and more lonely and there doesn't seem to be any good news coming about any recovery. Day to day living has become a struggle because work isn't making sales like before and therefore paying less with less hours struggling with budgeting the government loans and benefits do not help as much as they think.\nA lot of people now are relying on universal credit which will be difficult to get off after the virus has gone"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I'm worried that the coronavirus will affect my future. Me and my family have already lost our jobs temporarily due to this and it seems that our holiday plans will have to be cancelled this summer. I also have a friend who has lost a close relative so I know first hand that this situation is very real and dangerous. Overall I am anxious about the future whether this situation will die out or not for the coming months possibly until next year. I am also very sad at the current situation as I have been stuck in my house without seeing any of my friends."}, {"index": 20, "context": "As of this moment, I feel very frustrated and tired of this whole situation. I have had enough, and now, even more than a year ago, I feel it heavier than ever. Even though things seem to be slightly improving, I find it hard to see an ending to this. I am worried I got used too much to be isolated and restricting myself from doing things I would have normally done without even thinking about it. I don't think there will be a return to the normal we knew before. I am also worried these restrictions, especially vaccine-wise, won't allow me to visit family in my home country for a long time."}, {"index": 21, "context": "Really fed up with it dominating every single news story. Feel sorry for the government being dammed for everything they, and are not doing. Wish it was over and within 3 months I am hoping it will be. Been working for the NHS, never stopped had a 20% reduction in salary and my workload has doubled so would really like to tell anyone whos moaning on furlough to shove it where the sun doesn't shine! really hate my job and hoping that after I get my second jab I came move into a job that is rewarding."}, {"index": 22, "context": "A little bummed out about the whole thing. Being stuck inside is boring, especially when the weather is nice. Hopefully it won't be like this for too much longer. On the whole though, i am not so worried about the disease itself, more so all of the precautions that come with it. I can see why it would be very worrying for those people who have family members or others in their household who are thought to be at risk. The Government's response, if a little slow, has been surprisingly good so far so i hope that continues."}, {"index": 23, "context": "At this moment, I feel quite lost and helpless. It feels like we're all trapped in a state of constant despondence - a feeling I cannot handle right now. It's late on a Monday night, and I have no idea of what to fill my time with.\n\nKnowing that people are losing their lives to the extent we have to shut the entire planet down to prevent the apocalypse is absolutely terrifying. We could literally be on the brink of collapse, yet you have people going shopping 3-4 times a week as an excuse to carry on as normal.\n\nThe fact that so many people are so selfish - to the point of risking lives - is turning that fear and anxiety into a deeper sensation of anger. I wish I could pass a law censuring the people who keep talking about others going on picnics while they wander around shopping centres, as if there's a difference in risk nexus."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I don't feel that the Government has handled the Corona virus pandemic very well, and this makes me angry. We came out of the first Lockdown (LD) too soon, and the second one, as well. The Government should have had \"\"the balls\"\" to be much firmer than they were in handling the situation. The government should have taken more notice of Science than they appeared to. Boris in all of his briefings certainly never seems to understand what he's talking about.\nHowever, now we've started to vaccinate, I do feel optimistic about the future and hopefully there will be no further LDs. We need to make sure that as many people take the vaccine, because vaccination is an important way forward."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am worried about my family catching the virus but not particularly worried about myself catching it\nI am concerned about my personal job situation if the lockdown continues for a long time\nI feel very sad about all the people very ill and dying and those people that lose friends and family especially when I think that they won't get a chance to say goodbye to their love ones as you would normally\nThe scale of the pandemic and the numbers of people are scary\nI get angry at those people who do not appear to be taking the situation seriously and flout the lockdown rules"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am so sad about lost opportunities, my teen has missed so much in terms of time developing friendships and building bonds, I feel like my world has shrunk and that even my parents are so remote they may as well not be real.\n\nVaccination is looking hopeful but still so much uncertainty and I can't cope with planning things for them then not be able to go ahead, which then means I don't feel like much to look forward to.\n\nEverything is just on hold.\n\nLocking down I believe was and is right but the price is huge"}], "length": 3877} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Overall, I feel depressed about everything. The corona situation has robbed me of my dream job in America, and is making everyday life a misery. I currently work in a supermarket, and the company doesn\u2019t seem to care about keeping us safe, and a lot of our customers don\u2019t follow social distancing or mask wearing rules. The government has let all of us down with their dreadful mismanagement of the pandemic and I will never forgive them. I do, however, feel optimistic about the future. We have the vaccines and cases are falling, so it seems things might finally get better."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am hopeful about vaccinations and believe they will gradually improve the situation. But I am sad about worsened situation in some places, particularly at home. I don't worry about myself but about other vulnerable ones. I am a bit angry about some people not sticking to safety regulations but I understand as I am also frustrated about being in lockdown and not being able to see family. At the same time, I am frustrated to have to keep working as an essential worker while some people earn enough money without working."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel sad that I\u2019m missing so much time and losing out on income and not being able to see family or travel. I miss going out for food with friends and family I miss going to stay at family\u2019s house and I miss feeling optimistic for the future because Everything seems so bleak and depressing. I\u2019m also angry at the government they haven\u2019t done anywhere near enough they\u2019ve been an absolute joke they could have done so much more than they have done they have been quite useless to be honest, I feel like I\u2019ve lost who I am and I have no motivation to get out of bed in the mornings anymore I miss being able to just do what I want when I want to do it I miss going to the gym and I just feel sad overall not being able to do anything. I feel isolated and I feel trapped and I feel deflated all the time I don\u2019t remember the last time I felt happy or optimistic about anytbing I feel easily irritable and anxious constantly as well."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel great sadness at the number of people affected by it. Especially sad for those who have suffered a loss, the children who have missed out on education etc.\nI have also valued the extra time with my family. Without homework, without extra curriculum clubs, etc, even though children have missed out on the social and fitness aspect of these, the extra time has enabled us to go back to basics. We've enjoyed playing board games together, going on long walks, cooking different meals, baking, etc."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel things are improving and the end is in sight but there has been unnecessary loss due to bad management of the situation by the government. They acted too little too late initially and human lives were lost because of that. I personally have not lost anyone close but know it has had a huge impact on many around me. I am relieved that the vaccine has been distributed effectively and seems to be working well. Hopefully we will be able to continue living a Normal life soon. I am getting bored if Netflix and doing the same thing every evening."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel so sad all the time. Sad that we have so many plans cancelled and have lost so much time to enjoy after what felt like such a long winter. I feel sad that so many people are dying, helpless with not being able to do more and quite numb too. We stay at home every day, doing our bit to help but my husband is a keyworker, CV facing, and so I worry about whether he may bring the virus home with him. I'm sad that life will never truly be the same again. Although we'll be able to leave our home, go on days out and holidays we'll always have this with us - like people who lived through a war. It's absolutely devastating but I have no anger, people are doing all that they can do and no-one could have stopped this happening. My overwhelming feeling is definitely sadness."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I think it\u2019s very serious. I think we need to take precaution. I think it is dangers to older generation. I am worried for my family member. Especially the older generation in my family that have a medical situation as I know they are in a very dangerous situation if they catch the coronavirus. I\u2019m very scared for them however I am not scared for myself as I know my immune system is fine and I am young. Although I am very scared for my sister as her immune system is beyond terrible from the amount of stuff she eats. However from her age I don\u2019t believe she as at too much risk even though she also has asthma. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am feeling fed up, tired, lonely, missing my family, feel like life has come to a stand still. Feel like I've been waiting waiting waiting for I dont know what. I feel isolated, bored, winter has been tougher than it usually is with the isolation mixed with the dark, wet and cold. You can't do much to escape it January and February were longggg months. I don't really have much more than that to say. Would be helpful to have a word counter on this box so you know how much you have to write. \n\nI don't really have much more than that to say. Would be helpful to have a word counter on this box so you know how much you have to write."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I think that it has gone on long enough and that there has never been any clear guidance on how we now deal the outcome of it all. \nI think that it had been mismanaged from the start and that things could have been a lot better. \nI think it has shown the best of people but also the selfishness of the vast majority of the country. Having spent time minding my own family and doing everything I could, I see too many others doing what they want. I haven\u2019t seen my family in months and yet others have as they don\u2019t care."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am very worried about Corona. I tested positive for the virus in January and thought I had cleared it. The effects have come back and I think I suffering from \u2018long Covid,\u2019 which is really getting me down and making me feel quite low. I am tired all the time and generally have a low mood. It makes me worried about other people who have it or have had it who have a weaker immune system than me, as I am fairly confident I will get over it but I am worried others might suffer for a long time. I am worried that lockdown is not going to end soon and I will be unable to get back to doing the things I enjoy, which will not help my low mood to pick up and therefore I won\u2019t feel any happier for quite a long time"}, {"index": 10, "context": "I sometimes feel a little bit fed up and sad but I also sometimes feel relaxed and am enjoying spending time with my family. It's kinda a weird situation for me but I know we will get through this together. I/we need to be patient and get through this because I the end our wellbeing is most important for all. The coronavirus will not beat us, we will win this in the end. I can't wait to see my family again in its entirety when this is over. Tomorrow is another day in which we have to ensure everyone possible stays safe and well."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel very relaxed at this very moment and very grateful and blessed for my situation and surroundings. I do not worry about COVID, even though I believe that it is dangerous, because the present is all that matters and I choose to spend my time relaxed and focused on the present moment. Moreover, the present moment determines the future and consequently, I do not need to worry about the future. Additionally, I am overall happy in my life and hence, I do not want to cloud my thoughts with anything else. Furthermore, it is important to note that my desire about life is also high."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Feeling a bit lost at the fact we don't know how long the lock down will last. Anger at the people ignoring the lock down and social distancing guidelines and dragging the time out further. Sad that my child is missing out on his last few months at nursery school and he'll be straight in to Reception full days in September, and that my toddler is having to miss out on all his playgroups. Angry that I finally got us in to a routine that works and helps my mental health but now we are thrown in to days of nothing"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am worried it will delay my summer plans. As of right now I am sad to see so many people breaking the rules set by the government. It is extremely emotional to see people lose members of their family due to the virus. I am proud of our healthcare workers for the hard work they are putting in whilst i am also grateful for out other essential workers. At this very moment, I am tired and stressed. I am fed up of constantly being at home but I understand why I am here. It frustrates me how much the news constantly repeat themselves and NEVER have anything positive to say. This is a worrying time but the news and TV do not help peoples emotions and worries by constantly being negative. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "The vaccine rollout has gave me peace of mind about my own health as well as my families. However, as much as I am not as worried about corona affecting my well-being, I do think it has had a negative impact on my mental health. It takes a lot for me to focus doing university work and I lack the energy to get up and exercise that I used to have. I also sleep a lot less than I probably should. However, the announcement Boris Johnson made recently has definitely gave me a lot of hope and I am not feeling as negative as I have been."}, {"index": 15, "context": "it's scary that the whole world has come to a halt - every aspect of our everyday lives has changed. The unknown and uncertainty of how long we're going to be stuck in this situation is anxiety-provoking. The constant news updates of how death tolls and people suffering is difficult to watch. Further, the unknown of the future consequences of this catastrophe are also uncertain and envoke anxiety e.g. the housing market, employment, societal mental health consequences, future recessions. Social isolation and distancing takes its toll on everyone's mental health, with loneliness from not being able to leave your house a massive factor of change. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "The pandemic was quite okay for me since I'm an introvert. I enjoyed staying at home most days but I would like to travel and go to the shops like it was normal. It was mostly relaxation for me and frustrated to the government, because they decide things so soon. For me, that is why the cases kept increasing. I'm betting we're having a third lockdown soon because the schools are open again. The government should had provided vaccinations to the students and teachers. Overall, I am used to the new normal and this was just an overwhelming experience for me."}, {"index": 17, "context": "Saddened that this has been going on for a year and measures were not put into place earlier or reduce the number of cases and deaths. Disappointed in the government for making silly rules that people don\u2019t follow because the government haven\u2019t been clear and concise with their rules. annoyed that young people get the blame when the government issues eat out to help out, and then didn\u2019t think any bad repercussions would happen when everyone was allowed to go outside. Bored by the constant messing around by what we can and can\u2019t do at certain points"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel many different emotions, ranging from lucky and invincible to a person waiting with deep dread to catch a virus so utterly devastating. \nI\u2019m one of those still working but not in the nhs or anything vital and there are times where I feel like a forgotten statistic, I can\u2019t afford not to work, I have no choice but to go, but am not acknowledged or deserving of thanks.\nI work Monday to Friday, where the world seems normal then spend the weekends in lockdown, it feels half hearted and part time."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Very sad about the situation how slowly it was dealt with especially the lack of people bothering to self isolate make me angry and upset. I am very tired from working as a key worker and feel very pressured and worried that myself and family are likely to be affected by the outbreak itself, likely that i am also going to be lpne working soon due to colleagues self isolating which is making me nervous and upset also very streessed at the extra pressure this is putting on me leaving my family behind at home. Also very sad and missong my extended family particualry my nan having lost my grandad recently "}, {"index": 20, "context": "It's still a very uncertain time. No work and looks like I'll have to start my business from scratch again in April. This time with no money, big over draft at the moment. Scared for the future, near AND far. Worried about finances but also about relaxing the covid lockdown rules. The vaccine scares me too - the side affects and long term issues, discrimination if you don't have it. Life will never be the same as pre-covid. I feel sorry for the younger people and next few generations. It is going to take a hundred years to pay for 2020."}, {"index": 21, "context": "Anxious of what lies ahead, when this will be over and if we will suffer more cancellations and delays in \u2018normal life\u2019. \nI am stressed of doing homeschooling for my 4 year old and being working from home and being a mum. \n\nMy husband is furloughed from his full time job and main earner but I\u2019m trying not to think about what happens after those paydays and how we will pay the bills.\n\nI am scared of becoming ill and losing even more money and time, I am stressed of not being able to continue with normal chores and life. \n"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am fairly safe in a secluded location, however I am very worried about the safety of my family and friends that live in big cities.\nI worry for my pensioner parents as my dad has COPD yet they both still smoke and are doing daily trips to the shops for more cigarettes.\nI am angry there has been so little investment in critical services and this is causing illness, stress and deaths that may have been avoidable.\nI hope lessons have been learned and people that work in essential services are treated with far more respect.\n"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am a little less anxious having gone this far without me or any of my immediate family catching it and becoming very ill. I myself have now had a vaccination so I am less worried about myself now. But my son is back at school next week so I am a little apprehensive about that. He suffers from Autism and doing a COVID-19 test twice a week I feel will be a strain on him. He hasn\u2019t been out in weeks and I feel he will be very anxious going back to school now. My eldest son has been working all through this lockdown so I am less concerned about him plus he is now 19."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Feel ultimately helpless and trapped, severely missing loved ones and the main thing seeing through this dark time is the plans of reunion we have. Boredom is also greatly increasing by the day a feeling of annoyance is common as most days seem without a goal or purpose as the whole world is stopped and life is spinning its wheels. The whole situation and feeling is surreal constantly find myself reflecting on better times with a sense of unmitigated sorrow. The loss of life is staggering to even try to really compute the feeling that just another number to the figure is another life gone is harrowing.\n"}, {"index": 25, "context": "An overall feeling of being worn down after 1 year with restrictions. \nTotally understand why it is happening but angry with myself for not making the most of a year of working from home. \nI have become unfit and put weight on where you would think the opposite would be true with more time on your hands.\nBefore the pandemic if someone would have said \"\"you have a year of no travelling to work\"\" I would have thought \"\"great - I can concentrate on fitness and health\"\" but the reality is the opposite.\nI do like not sitting in traffic for an hour each way but I do tend to work longer now."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am mostly saddened by the scale of disruption this is causing to people's lives. It upsets me that so many people are losing their loved ones but as I have not been directly affected I don't have feelings of anger. Where I can I am trying to remain positive and support those around me. I try to get my exercise each day to ensure I stay healthy and being active takes my mind off things. I do still try to keep up to date with the news to see when we may be getting to the other side of the curve."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel upset by it as it means i have to wait longer in order to see my elderly relatives, this is a let down as it was recently my grandma's birthday and as a result the virus has meant that i was not able to go and visit her in person. however thanks to digital means i could still video chat with her on her birthday but its just not the same. The lockdown itself has not been too unpleasant however I cannot work due to it and as id just become self employed i also cannot claim any money from the government which is a bit worrying"}], "length": 3892} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am very worried about this situation, about how long this will last due to myself, my mother and others having depression or other mental health problems. Also about the vulnerable within my family and other. As well as the children from the special needs school I work at how they are dealing with this and if they are healthy and not suffering. I also am greatful for the teachers, support workers, NHS staff and carers taken care of others who need it. \n\n\n\n\n"}, {"index": 1, "context": "It now seems to be very real. At the start I thought it would come to nothing ! I am just in a state of shock. It is almost as though I am living in a film. I'm not scared for myself healthwise but the country as a whole. This will have a massive impact on our lives for the foreseeable future. I am deeply concerned about the economy and how it will recover. I cant see how they can lift any of the restrictions without a serious amount of people becoming infected. This will undoubtedly be one of the biggest incidents that has happened in this country in the last 100 years. My main concern is I may lose someone close to me. At the minute there is no one in my family with any worrying symptoms.\n"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am relatively bored. I get out of the house every day to do some form of exercise and that is it. I am fed up of not being able to go to work and do the job that I love (teaching), seeing my friends and family and just general socialising. I'm finding myself arguing with my family, we are irritating one another, arguing constantly and disagreeing on so many matters. I am frustrated that I cannot go into the supermarket with my family when necessary and I am frustrated that I cannot drive to nicer locations to enjoy the sun. I am anxious for my best friend who is a nurse working in ICU, I"}, {"index": 3, "context": "I\u2019m really fed up with lockdown and people not adhering to the rules. I haven\u2019t been able to work and am on furlough and every day is just the same boring day. I miss social interaction with people and even my alone time when I am travelling to and from work. Everything just blurs into one and it\u2019s hard to get up and do the things you want to do There\u2019s nothing to look forward to because people are selfish and just can\u2019t help themselves. I just can\u2019t wait for this all to be over and get vaccinated so we can get out of lockdown and back to normal lives."}, {"index": 4, "context": "It all feels very encompassing; you can't get away from it. If it's not on the news, family and work colleagues are talking about it, or it's all over social media. I am lucky that I am able to work from home, and thus I am continuing to be paid - I feel so sorry for those who do not have the same security at the moment. I am lucky also, in another respect that I still live at home, however, being cooped up with 4 other family members - one who has major depression and CPTSD - is tougher than usual (I rely on going to work to give me a mental break/respite usually) and thus I am finding I am not as patient as usual. I am however, taking time to rediscover old hobbies and these are really helping calm and focus my mind."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel so much anxiety and stress and i fear for my children and elderly parents as my dad has heath issues\nAnd my husband also has breathing issues. Neither of us can work and have been furloughed. I cant see any way this can emd anytime soon it just appears to be getting worser and when ever i turn on the news its just sadness and doom and gloom. I just hope my family and friends and 1 all get through these unprecedented times. \nLife just is so difficult as thr 4 of us live just in a small appartment which also causes stress and tension\n\n\n"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel sad when looking at the death statistics coming from the most impacted regions, and seeing how people are struggling due to the economic impacts of the virus. \n\nI feel sad knowing that people can be quite selfish and this first wave of the virus is just the start, and I think that a second wave is very likely as people rush back to their normal lives without considering others. \n\nI feel angry at the way some parts of the media have treated this situation, as a reason to report and get views rather than acting responsibly. The situation of lockdown in Italy was leaked by the media and that resulted in a lot of panic in the country. I feel the media is responsible for a lot of infections and potentially deaths as a result. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "It is difficult to express how I feel. At times I feel anxious and frightened. Other times I feel a great sense of pride in how we as a community have reacted to this crisis. I feel it has brought out the best in the majority of people. It has made me realise how I take for granted my family and friends. It has made me realise how important they are. \n\nThe world we live in is interconnected. What happens in one country impacts on all of us. It has made more aware of how interconnected we are. There are many benefits in globalisation but there are many disadvantages as well. Coronavirus has clearly illustrated this for one and all"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am concerned about the reopening of schools and what will happen if the virus peaks again. I am also worried about the future and reopening shops and pubs. I cannot see how we can go back to anything like normality and this really worries me. A close family member wants me to go to a funeral with them and I am very concerned about that both for me and for them. I am also concerned about having the injection although I know that having it the correct thing to do. i understand people being worried about having it but I think we all need to do the right thing for society."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel a bit of anger and frustration towards the governmentas I think initial response could have been faster and better. \nI feel very sad for people who have lost their lives or relatives and am slightly anxious about my parents. I think a lot of people will be financially worse off because of this and I wonder what the future of the country will be. I feel sad and helpless for people on low incomes and I think the wealth gap will widen.\nI am mildly anxious for my own situation but not desperately so. Lockdown has on the whole been ok if a little frustrating. It would be easier if an end date was known, though this is not possible.\n"}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel indifference at the moment I\u2019m not able to go out because of an injury so I feel pretty safe at the moment. I think I will be worried about it when I return back to work as I\u2019m a primary school teacher and I feel that I would be more likely to get it until I get my vaccine. I feel that the roadmap that the government have given will be delayed and that we will probably be in lockdown again like we have been for the past year. I feel safe right now with the coronavirus and I no one or two people that have had the coronavirus, I\u2019ve Also known quite a few people that have been tested."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel frustrated and hopeless. I am happy that things are starting to reopen soon but can\u2019t believe that it will all go to plan and think that coronavirus will spiral out of control again. I feel trapped and like I am wasting my life away. Currently I feel like I am living to work and nothing else. All I want to do is travel and see my friends. Not being able to do the things you would usually is difficult to come to terms with. I am worried that normality will never return. I am however excited to have my second vaccine and hope that the vaccine will make a big difference to the situation."}, {"index": 12, "context": "i think the whole country should be on full lockdown as to many people are not following the rules\nto many people are dying if they stayed at home then they wouldnt pass the virus on to others and make more people ill\nthe quicker people listen to the rules the quicker the virus will go and more people will be saved then we can all get on with our lives and spend time with all our familys but until they do as they are told the longer my kids wont see their family grand parents aunties and uncles\ncorona virus is deadly and not something to be ignored and joked about but needs to be taken seriously "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I\u2019m annoyed that We are still in the same situation as almost a year ago but if not worse where so many jobs have been lost and the support from the government has been poor. I\u2019m fearful of what is to come and anxious that how it will impact us personally and nationally in the long term. I\u2019m happy that there is some end in sight and a potential road map to getting out of it just really hoping we don\u2019t go back into another lockdown after three different instances. I\u2019m pleased we have a good vaccination programme in place and look forward to the day the majority of the population will be covered and the day we can go abroad once more but isn\u2019t it funny how the UK recorded so little deaths from the flu this year it doesn\u2019t seem to be accurate representation of what we have endured and how flu is still around no matter what!"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am just angry that the coronavirus situation in this country hasn't been handled well at all and we are still dealing with it a year later at this point. I am angry that the government have consistently failed to act quickly enough and not taken the advice of scientists seriously. I am sad that I have lost a year of my life and I haven't seen my friends or family in that time. I am sad that I lost my job and haven't been able to find another one yet now that unemployment amongst people my age has dramatically increased. I don\u2019t feel hopeful anymore."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel sad that it has been going on so long and for the loss of life but hopeful for the future now we are coming out of lockdown. I feel anxious about catching it and passing it on to my grandmother who I live with. I also really want to get back to my normal life but am aware of the dangers. I feel anger about how the government have handled this and wish we were more proactive (like Australia). Overall I'm hopeful for the future with the knowledge we now have of the virus and the precautions we can now take."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel very sad and frustrated. My father was diagnosed with motor neurone disease just before coronavirus took hold. I am so sad to be missing out on precious memories with him and hope once this is all over I will still have time. We have had to cancel our family holiday to Italy and I worry I will never get that chance again. \nI\u2019m worried for my husband who needs to return offshore next week and fear for his safety. \nMyself and my daughters have been self isolating for 5 weeks now as my eldest daughter is immunosuppressed. My children miss their friends and schools. \nThis is an extremely hard time for everyone but we all need to do as we have been asked and we will get through it. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel incredibly sad about the sheer amount of people who have lost their lives as a result of Covid 19. I also feel really angry and annoyed with the government for being too slow to react at the beginning of the pandemic and I'm I'm very annoyed at how they are refusing to give NHS workers the pay rise they deserve. I feel worried and scared about the new variants of the virus. I also feel very optimistic and hopeful about the vaccines stopping people dying of Covid in the future, even though I haven't been offered mine yet."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel sad that I can't see my family and that so many people arnt listening to guidelines. It frustrates me that I am doing my best to stay local and stay at home when others arnt. Im desperate to get my vaccine, mainly as I have asthma. I am worried about those that have worked through the pandemic, such as medics and nurses, as I don't know how they will cope once they are allowed to process what they have gone through. And I feel for the families who have lost others because of covid. But I am grateful that I have not been directed effected by covid itself."}, {"index": 19, "context": "very bored of my current situtation and ready to resume normal life\nanxious to go back to my current job, also dreading it.\nangry that there are no opportunities at the moment\nfrustrated with myself for having wasted so much time\nyearning to have a purpose and something to wake up and get dressed for.\nanxious about the future and what may happen, its been so long since things have been normal. what does that even mean anymore\nsad and lonely as I cannot see my friends properly \nhappy that things may be getting better and retuning to normal soon\ngrateful that my family and friends are ok and have not really been affect\nnumb to all of the loss that has occurred at this point as it has not directly affect me."}, {"index": 20, "context": "It has been a long time - so tiredness and sadness are the main feelings. Of course I\u2019m worried, also as some of my family members got sick, including the long covid, but I\u2019m mostly just sad and tired. I\u2019m also a little hopeful- for the future because of vaccines and just in general because we will not be able to carry on like this for ever. \nI\u2019m rather fortunate, relatively to many people, but this doesn\u2019t stop me from feeling sad and tired, just makes me also feel guilty - which is also not helpful. \nThe winter - January - was a particularly sad time."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel quite scared at the moment because a lot of my family are key workers so I worry for their safety. I feel anxious as to when it will be over because it is just awful to see people dying. I hate the fact that underlying illnesses keep getting pointed out as if it makes it any better, everyone has their time to go and theirs was still cut short. I hate the government's response to the pandemic, it was too lax at the beginning and showed how little they cared for the UK population. I know they will continue to deny their policy of herd immunity and will probably get away with it which honestly boils my blood. However, I do feel so grateful for every key worker that are putting their lives at risk for the rest of the population and I am looking forward to getting my life back."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am sad that I can\u2019t meet with my family and friends. Concerned for my 79 year old Mum who lives alone in another town. It is a difficult situation as we have never experienced anything like this. I believe the government is doing its best, but obviously some things aren\u2019t going to plan for one reason or another. After we have come through this a plan needs to be devised as to how best to deal with any future virus. I think we as a country need to continue to grow our own resources for future epidemics."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am shocked and disappointed at how people are being selfish and are not taking the virus seriously and they are continuing to go out and be social. These people need to understand that by staying in the virus will spread slower and eventually we can all go back to normal. I am scared for my mum and I do not let her go out anywhere. I barely go out even though I am young and healthy. This thing will not end unless we all come together and realise that it's real and it's happening and only we can stop it."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am feeling okay regarding the situation as a whole, my family have all had their first jab so that has relaxed me about working in a school. However, I am now just feeling fed up and sad about staying inside and not being able to do things or go anywhere on my days off, even if that is popping into my village for a coffee. I am not angry any more about decisions made, I understand that it must have been hard to make decisions on something no one knew anything about, it is just annoying that decisions are still not being met (e.g. shutting of the borders), that could mean we can be 'free' for longer and safer. I personally would much prefer to travel within the UK and boost our economy if it meant there would be fewer lockdowns than to travel abroad."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Feel like it\u2019s the new normal and almost feel anxious about life returning to how it was before the first lockdown. I\u2019ve made improvements in my work life balance and mental and physical health that I don\u2019t want to lose going forward. I\u2019ll be grateful to see my friends and family again but don\u2019t want to lose the progress I\u2019ve made on self wellness. I doubt I\u2019ll rush back to crowded places and will continue with the extra cleanliness and precautions for a while yet especially until I\u2019ve received both doses of the vaccination whenever that may eventually be"}, {"index": 26, "context": "We buried our uncle earlier today, I have been at sad funeral before but only to have about a dozen people present when there should have been hundreds just isn't right. It was just not right having so few people there and we are so used to having a big wake for a day or two and then followed up by a proper sendoff as a sign of respect and honour to the likes of my uncle who has just died.There is a fear amongst everyone that any of us could get it so we must follow all the guidance and instructions, self isolate and stay away from eachother for whatever time is needed."}, {"index": 27, "context": "It is senseless. If China had been honest from the start and closed borders it would not be happening. Quite honestly I think they really should be held to account for this.\n\nWhy do I have to type 500 characters, I have summed up what i feel and cannot go too much further.\n\nRight, I am not sure what else to say, it is pointless making it a minimum of 500 words, \n\nSo what else can I say. It is annoying, yes, it is expensive. But it is what it is and we can do nothing other than try to make it go away as quickly as possible so doing as we are told is important."}], "length": 4122} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel about Corona situation slightly worried at this very moment. I also feel anxious in regards incomplete information and statistics. I feel at his moment that I very much want to hope for the best and we can back to normal but I do not feel that this is realistic in the near future. Because of that I also feel a bit of sadness that our future life will change permanently and I don't know if this is for the best or worst. I feel upset that I can't have my previous life style right now and I don't know when it will back. I feel also upset that I can't see my friends and spend time with them."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel somewhat concerned about the current Corona situation, but more than anything I am anxious to see my friends and family again, and am sad that currently I cannot do so. I hope that the Corona situation will be resolved sooner rather than later, hopefully with the development of a vaccine, but even if it's just herd immunity. I am not particularly stressed about the virus itself, and perhaps I should be, but it's hard when I know no one affected and thus it's still quite abstract for me. Nevertheless I am following the UK government's suggested protocols, as regardless of whether I am concerned I don't wish to be exposed/expose others to the virus."}, {"index": 2, "context": "The situation seems to be improving because of vaccinations, but there's a lot of cause for concern about smaller countries having access to vaccines. Vaccinating the planet will be crucial in stemming further Corona mutations, which are already happening in Brazil. I'm upset, frustrated and angered that over 130,000 British people have died and nobody in government has resigned or said sorry and the Tories are remaining high in the polls. It's mind boggling that so many selfish greedy choices have been made at the cost of human lives and nothing has been learned or done but a lot of Tory donors have been enriched."}, {"index": 3, "context": "With vaccination against the virus now possible I feel there may be an end in sight to the long period of lockdown. I think that the virus will not go away fully however, and would not be surprised if new variants continue to emerge and Corona flare ups become similar to flu in the winter, especially if there are incidents where strains not affected by the vaccine develop.\n\nI also wonder if the governments responsible for large numbers of deaths (e.g. the US & UK) will be called to account for their poor handling of this crisis when compared to others who were much more successful in their dealing with it (e.g. New Zealand)."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am concerned about the strain on the NHS and how this may affect my pregnant wife, currently guidance suggests i will not be able to attend appointments. I am worried and concerned that this crisis may continue to the birth date and this will make organising care for our other daughter difficult and may prevent me attending the birth.\n\nThis is especially difficult because the birth of our first daughter did not go as planned and my wife has suffered a serious health issue as a result. This worries me and makes me anxious, but I am hopeful that the peak of the virus is now with us and things can quickly get better in the coming weeks."}, {"index": 5, "context": "So as it stands I feel very overwhelmed by the situation due to me being deployed soon enough and expecting our third child I feel it's not a world I want to bring any child up in but unfortunately have to! It's really to think that at any moment a member of my family could get the coronavirus and it can effect us all! So many people have died already and it just makes me think who's next and am I going to know them! I feel scared for the elderly people that I know and others around that cannot help but suffer the most knowing that it could potentially kill them! "}, {"index": 6, "context": "There's no anger or hatred to the origin more frustration at the current isolation situation. First of all because it is inconvenient to our lives, secondly people aren't taking it seriously and therefore the end result is worsening. There are still selfish people who are ignoring experts advice and those who are behaving in the interests of the full country aren't going to be better off. Although it's just 'doing nothing ' I find it quite difficult to work from home and limiting how much I go outside as most of my hobbies include going outdoors. Despite this, I understand it is necessary."}, {"index": 7, "context": "Mostly I'm sad cause of the individuals not following the rules. Stay home. Save nhs. Save lifes. Couple of trips to the shops, parks are not worth it. They might be young and healthy but unfold it is nit about us anymore. It is about others. We need to protect older people and those with health conditions. Its so easy. Do not go outside. Virus can nkt move. People can transfer virus. Do not travel. Do not overstay anywhere. Maximum one hour of fresh air and walking it is ebough. The more people stay home now the quickest we can all go outside "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel quite calm at the moment since I'm following the rules set out by our government. Although I wonder how the economic situation will later in the coming months. I'm not happy about the rush of people hoarding mass amounts of food to a point when there is not enough for everyone else. Hopefully next year, I can travel to places I want to go because I want to see my friends from other countries. I'm disappointed in others that are not following the rules as it's quite annoying as the guideline was set out. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "At this present time I feel relatively optimistic about coming to the end of the coronavirus pandemic. I feel hopeful that we will be able to stick to the timeline for coming out of lockdown and that things will return to normal soon. I feel we are hopefully now over the worst of it and the number of cases will continue to decline, mainly due to the vaccination programme but also the lockdown rules. I am most looking forward to being able to see my family after the pandemic is over, as although I have really appreciated the additional time to work from home and spend with my partner, I have really missed seeing my wider family who live quite far from me."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel very sad for the people that have died and are suffering. I am furious at the politicians and special advisers handling of this issue. The UK could have had a head start in tackling this for example in January had politicians in power been less concerned about reckless pursuit of Brexit and more focused on the public good. The cabinet and PM are woefully inadequate eg PM boasts about shaking hands with people and now he has caught it. I feel for the NHS who as a result of our inadequate politicians in power are dying and suffering. In general I feel positive about the UK coming through due to the quality of the average person in the population. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am tired of corona and isolating. It has take the fun out of everything. I am ready to live and explore and see friends and family. I am ready to leave my house and not have the fear of catching corona. I\u2019m not sure about the vaccine as there are various theories out there. It\u2019s poisonous, it\u2019s not. We need two shots 3 months apart. It causes rashes it doesn\u2019t. People that are skipping the queue to get the vaccine while the rest of us way patiently. I was a fan of home cooked food but when this is all over I will eat out, drink out and spend my time outside."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I'm not worried if I catch it as I'm 33 and not at an age that'll affect me. To be honest I'm lucky as I have my friendships etc already established and I'm still working full time but just from home. With my work situation as well I've had so much overtime so I'm making a lot of money just now. Which I know is terrible to say but its helped us to do up our house and pay off credit cards. It's more just my friends I'm missing just now. I'm really close to my friends and not getting to see them is the hardest. Especially as 2 of my friends have just had babies"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel annoyed no one seems to be taking lock down seriously but I am grateful I am healthy. I am sad I cannot see my other half but I know this won\u2019t be forever. I fully support the governments decision to do a lockdown just wish more people would adhere to it as it really isn\u2019t a hard task. I am very bored and feel very lonely although I am with my family as I\u2019m working from home and no longer seeing the people I work with unless we have a Microsoft Teams meeting! I wish everyone who has the virus a very speedy recovery and would not wish the illness on anyone. I hope the Prime Minster makes a full recovery and hope his fianc\u00e9 / baby are safe too!"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel anxious about the actual virus - I work in a retail bakery and on shopfloor, so it's quite a worrying time for people like us! Especially seeing many, many people coming into the store for items that are not essential. I also feel sad because all my plans are on hold, even short trips planned. I also feel sad as I can't see my boyfriend at all. The only time I see him is if he comes shopping at my store! And yet we've been together 12 years. I know it's for the best but it's a sad time. Alongside this, I feel proud to be doing what I can to help contain this virus, by working and providing essentials to people, and by staying at home on my days off."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am worried about my family members which are older. My dad is nearly 70 with no underlying health conditions but still goes to work. I am frustrated as I want it to end and I want to get on with my life. I am anxious that they won't find a vaccine soon. I am sad I missed the last semester of university. I hope we will not be in isolation for too long now! However, watching the news does not give me hope that things will not get better soon. A positive from this is that communities are working together and I am feeling closer to my friends. I am irritated by the people near my house who keep having their friends round and seeing people going to the park on the TV. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "Compared to how I felt last year I feel hopeful that scientists and medical personnel have a better understanding and control over Covid. Vaccinations are going well in this country and I'm certain this year will be better than last year. Things are hopefully on the up now and we can start recovering and, although already a cliche, finding a new normal. I am disheartened, however, by all the bad press and feelings by some about the different vaccinations and hope that soon dies out when the figures prove their effectiveness."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I just feel sad and disappointed that my life is basically on hold, it makes me feel lonely and with nothing to look forward to. And makes me feel anxious about the future because it has come at a bad time in terms of my training contract at work and also a new relationship I had just started. I also miss my family and am worried about them getting ill or being lonely, particularly my grandma. However, there are some days where I do feel more relaxed and chilled out. I am getting frustrated at not being able to go outside or enjoy the sunshine or go and sit in a pub garden or have a happy hour cocktail, especially as the weather is now getting warmer. However, I understand why we have to do it and that it is necessary and that everyone is in the same boat. It is just a strange and surreal feeling to live through this event "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel sad because my best friend's father (who was an amazing physics teacher) died suddenly. I feel tired of all this ****. I feel sorry for small businesses, people who work at the cafes/restaurants/hotels etc. I feel terribly sorry for key workers who work hard and do not get adequate pay. I feel sorry for kids who are unable to attend school, socialize with their friends, play freely, visit their grandparents/aunts and uncles/cousins/etc. I feel sorry for everyone who suffers from post covid complications, depression, anxiety or insomnia."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel saddened at the number of deaths of NHS workers who have not been adequately supplied with PPE, these deaths are preventable and should never have occurred if they were given the right equipment to do their job safely. And that only recently they are being tested. \n\nI also feel for those who are dying not of covid but as a result, those who surgery been cancelled or those in too much fear to attend A&E with life threatening symptoms\n\nI'm angry that we were slow of the mark, lockdown should have occurred sooner and more tests carried as well as contact tracing."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel like the fight is not over, and frustrated that people can\u2019t tow the line. I\u2019m so sad that I\u2019ve been so disconnected from all my family and friends for such a long time. I wish that from the start boris had tied his shoe laces properly and just shut us down.\nI think if measures had been stricter in the first place we wouldn\u2019t of all had such a horrific winter. \nHowever I am very grateful to have had 2 does of the vacation now and that the roll out is going so well.\nI think that asking for 500 characters is stressful and hard to think and write when iso poor at English and though after another day of home schooling."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am so sad for the lost opportunities of my children who are both at such important ages and stages in their life. They will never get this time back and have missed so much. \nI am also filled with anger and disgust at the corruption, greed and immorality of our government. There is no forgiving their profiteering from this pandemic and their contempt they have shown normal families especially disabled people. They think disabled people are valueless, disposable. They think nurses are cannon fodder. They get rich off the misery and pain of the people they are elected to govern, protect and serve. I am filled with despair for the lack of decency and goodness shown by the people who have such power in this country"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel sad because I am in the last six months of my doctorate and I was hoping for a nice ending, which hasn't happened. I'm currently living at my parents' house and this is causing frustration as we are indoors all the time and are more often \"\"getting at each other's throats\"\". I feel angry at those who aren't self isolating or socially distancing, as they are going to make us all have to stay indoors for longer, which is not what I want as I want to be able to get on with my life, my education and my job."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel as though this situation is not being taken as seriously as it should be, there appear to be people who are continuing on with their lives as normal with disregard to the rules. This may be due to a lack of personal empathy or education, or simply because they didn't feel the government restrictions were clear enough. Some people don't seem to understand the importance of staying at home, and social distancing as they have not been made aware of asymptotic carriers of the virus. This causes me to become frustrated, and saddened for the NHS and other key workers who are risking their lives. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel quite fatigued by the situation and the lockdown. It feels like the UK response hasn't been good; we have lost lives and livelihoods. I want things to go back to normal but I understand the need for the current restrictions. I think the rollout of the vaccine has been really impressive and will definitely help get us back on track for \"\"normal\"\" life. I think COVID-19 will become part of every day life, a bit like flu, in the future. I miss my friends a lot, and with the restrictions I haven't been able to see them, as we can't travel. I think the situation has been going on so long that I'm feeling really tired. I am trying to think of the future and keep cheerful."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel very sad that this has come and cant wait for my life to return to normal, I hope and prayer that my family all survive this. I feel very sorry for those in the nhs service that have lost their lives helping others. I think some people are being inconsiderate and still breaking the rules put in place to protect the vunrabile and older people, they are still going out and about as if nothing has happened, it is not good for those of us who have obeyed the rules and stayed in, despite missing our families ."}, {"index": 26, "context": "It's strange as I would normally be worrying every second of the day about a situation like this but for some reason, my mind is choosing to block a lot of it out. The main feelings I am having are anger at the people who are not staying indoors and sadness for those who have no choice because of work - why should my lovely mum have to go and work at the hospital every day, putting herself at risk, while there are total idiots waltzing around willy nilly. These people are putting other peoples lives at risk - legal manslaughter some might even call it! Sometimes I get a sudden panic and a flash of how serious it is but other than that I am just going with the flow. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "At this very moment, I am feeling very fearful and sad about the Corona situation. I am afraid of contracting the virus and fear for my health and the health of my family. I am also very worried and anxious about the financial impact the situation will cause now and in the future. I'm feeling sad about the loss of life and about life coming to a standstill. I miss my family and friends keeping in touch by text and video call just isn't the same, I'm upset that I can't give them a hug. I also feel very helpless as I can't really do much to help anyone or the situation."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel trapped in my own life. I am stuck in this flat, with my boyfriend that I want to break up with, with no job or income. I was on the verge of a new start and now everything is paused. I also feel hopeless about the prospect of jobs when this is over. I have already been in self isolation for around 5 weeks because I lost my job just before this all happened and of course it's now impossible to get another one. I have felt suicidal and desperate. Tomorrow it's my birthday. I was meant to be in a spa. I just want to escape."}], "length": 4248} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "At this very moment I feel a little calmer because we have been in this pandemic for over a year now and I am still doing all the things I need to do in order to limit myself from catching the virus, however I am a little angry that people are becoming blase to this virus. I am seeing people not wearing masks, not giving way, not giving space and meeting up in ridiculous groups now more than ever. I also feel like the people who have had the vaccine have this inferior likeness about them as if they may not ever catch the virus ever again."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel anxious about getting back to a more normal life and I feel deeply saddened for all those that have lost family and friends since the start or the pandemic. I do feel angry that people have used the platform of a pandemic for their own agendas - they have been taking advantage of a horrible situation and I feel things like this need to be investigated. Also feel a little excited today as first day of roadmap out of lockdown. I feel let down by social media companies that have allowed so much fake news and vitriol to be spread across their platforms and something desperately needs to be done about it."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel bored and frustrated - I am at a time in my life where I am free to travel and this virus is making life very difficult. I realise it has had an impact on people in many different ways but I also believe that when it has been conquered everyone will soon forget it and go back to doing what they want to do in whatever way. My frustration lies with my enforced lockdown.\nI have little else to say as I am a single person living alone and sticking by the recommended guidelines which require me to stay at home only leaving for exercise and essential shopping. I am very fortunate that I am able to use my computer and the internet but this is nothing like being able to do what I want with my life."}, {"index": 3, "context": "At this moment I feel a lot of sadness, as it's been a year since we started lockdown, this 'anniversary ' has caused me to reflect. It will be another of my nephews birthdays we will miss been together (27th March). I'm organising a gift this morning to send to his house, as cannot visit again.\nMy children have been in school for this lockdown, previously weren't. All their class friends went back with them yrsterday, the excitement. I worry that by autumn they will be off again. This horrid virus has robbed us of what it means to be a human, hug, spend time with family. Feeling very sad today."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am feeling Generally okay about covid 19 situation, I feel that there's light at the end of the tunnel now people are getting there vaccinations and roadmap is out there so people know the plan. Feeling optimistic that life will return to normal soon. I hope it does because I am sick of the whole thing massively. Look forward to being back to normal. I don't really have much more to say about it all. Wish it was over and feel sad for those who have lost life's and their families."}, {"index": 5, "context": "It is a difficult situation where everyone needs to think of others. It angers me that people aren't following the rules as it will prolong the pandemic and potentially kill more people. I am missing my friends and boyfriend and feel frustrated that I can't leave the house but that other people are continuing to. I am not worried for myself getting the illness at all but am worried for others getting ill and dying. I hope that I have already had it so that I can continue living a normal life as soon as possible."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I'm sad about the deaths, but I'm trying to be practical about getting on with life. I'm getting very frustrated with people moaning about all of their new found free time whilst I'm trying to keep working and keep my colleagues safe. I'm worried for my older friends and family and what this all means for them. I'm hopeful that humanity will make it through this and be stronger for it at the other side. \n\nI'm now struggling to find 500 words! \n\nI'm trying to make the most of the time at home to read and to bake and enjoy the simpler things. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am sad that the situation has gone on for so long. My main reason for feeling this way is due to having a young child who has now missed out on a year of her life not being able to go out and do fun things such as going to the zoo, aquarium, etc. I am excited for the world to get back to normal so we can begin to do fun things again.\nI am also worried about how the economy will bounce back from the huge financial hit its taken. \nI am hopeful that the government's latest roadmap will help us out of lockdown, hoping that we dont see another rise in cases when things start to reopen. \nI am excited to be able to enjoy summer with my family and friends, who I have barely seen over the last year.\nThe first lockdown enabled me to spend precious time at home with my family.\nI am still working from home and have been since the start of the first lockdown. I dont expect that to change any time soon, and am quite enjoying it."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am worried about the whole situation getting worse again. I don't trust the Government's road map or the Government in general. People around me are making plans for the opening up already but I feel it's too soon to know anything. I feel some hope and optimism but that Hooe is tempered by all my negative feelings.\nI'm more worried me or my husband catching the virus now than I was at the start because of long covid and the unpredictability of it all. Previously I was more focused on my parents and in-laws but they have been vaccinated now. I'm also worried about the new variants that keep popping up and the possibility that we'll have to start all over again with the vaccine. \nI'm bored and frustrated by working at home and feel ineffective because of it. \n\nI miss my friends and feel my life chances have been significantly impacted - my husband lost his job in August and now had a temporary one which has prevented us from getting a mortgage. I feel like my chances of having a child have also been affected as I am taking medication for my mental health and haven't been able to access the support I need to start to come off it. The medication would potentially hurt the foetus and I can't add that to the other risks of having a child at my age would bring.\nOverall I know we are a lot better off than lots of other people but it's been a slog. We've been locked down since November in our area and I haven't seen my parents or my friends in my home town since September."}, {"index": 9, "context": "At this very moment I feel relieved that an end seems to be in sight for lockdown. Many people are happy to have the vaccine and feel slightly safer. I do not approve of the suggestion that vaccine passports should be brought in. I feel the Corona situation has been overblown for an illness which has a ninety-nine percent survival rate, and worry that this had been at the expense of other illnesses such as cancer and heart disease. The knock-on effect from other illnesses, and a decline in peoples mental health will cause repercussions for some time."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel that the coronavirus situation is getting better every day, the cases are lowering and the vaccines are working wonders, however i am worried about my job security, things have been very slow and the company have had no where near as many orders, I cant be sure the the company will survive this, which scares me because i have been in this job for 15 years, since i was 19, i don't want to start over - im worried about my child's education too, he is in year 6 and not had a years worth of proper education, going to high school is scary enough as it is, but during these times..."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I don\u2019t feel that worried about the coronavirus situation at the moment especially because of the vaccine. A lot of my family have had the vaccine as they are older age or doctors and I am getting my vaccine tomorrow as I have severe asthma. I am mainly sad now about the lockdown and am of the frame of mind that the effect of lockdown can be worse than that of the virus, though I do realise the severity of the virus and realise that lockdown must be put in place. I have been surprisingly quite relaxed about the virus on the whole though I am not sure why as I am usually quite susceptible to illnesses and thought that if I do have COVID I would get it badly."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Frustrated at how slow things are and how we have had to endure this prolonged period of lockdown. Very frustrated at how all UK governments, but especially the Scottish, have taken a frankly authoritarian outlook and without any real scutiny done what they want. Hugely disappointed in the media and how they have been active in stifling any debate no matter how hypocritical this has shown them to be and how classist they are. The majority of people have been great and understood keep clean and keep your distance. Really pleased to see that the old folk have been the ones to flount the rules. They seem to realise that life is for living, not just existing. Hpefully after some reflection we will end up with a society that respects living your life more than looking for how to polish the I am a victim medals."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel that we should all still be taking it very seriously and doing all we can to ensure there isn't yet another wave, stronger than the last. We have a responsibility to ourselves, our families, our friends, and others to do everything we can to stop the spread of the virus and protect our national health service who have just been heroes throughout the past year (and longer). I miss my family and friends and I look forward to a time when we can socialise with them again, whether that is indoors or outdoors. I look forward to being able to visit family and friends and have dinners and most of all I look forward to being able to hug my nearest and dearest. I am also getting married next year and so I am looking forward to being able to go dress shopping with my mum and my bridesmaids."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel that being locked in at home will take a toll on anybody's mental health, and that it has made me more sad, and slightly anxious as to when this will end. Spending hours locked in with the same people is exhausting and boring. I really want to go outside and see my friends, we are all anxious as we are to be assigned grades which may not reflect what we could have achieved, were exams to take place this year. This has made us all quite stressed too, as these exams will allow us to progress to further education. I also feel worried for my older relatives, who are also finding it difficult to stay at home, for their safety and health."}, {"index": 15, "context": "At the moment I feel very sad about the experiences I am missing out on because of the coronavirus situation \u2013 I have had to leave University early and am now unable to spend time with my partner. I am also angry at the unfairness of the situation and at how the government has chosen to handle the issue. I do feel anxious about the threat of coronavirus against my personal heath and that of my family and friends, and it is also worrying to think about the effects this situation will have more widely, economically and socially. It feels frustrating that there is no clear end in sight. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I have now had the vaccine, so I feel slightly more hopeful. Although the whole situation is depressing for me, especially as a single person because it has meant I haven't really been able to try meeting someone. It makes me jealous of those who are living with their partners. I am just trying to stay positive and imagine what it will be like later in the year. I haven't been able to travel for such a long time and this has affected my mood greatly.\n\nI was originally scared for my older parents, but they too have had the vaccine and this has made me feel a lot better too."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel really worried and stressed about this whole situation. My job is demanding, i am struggling at home and i am in a bad place. I am not sleeping and my relationships are suffering. I feel anxious all the time and am constantly down.\n\nTo top it off i am sad because my cat has gone missing. I feel like my life is going wrong. I don't know how to make it better or get through this. \n\nMy toddler is playing up all the time and my marriage is breaking down too. I never imagined 2020 would be such an awful year."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I think the main thing I feel with COVID at the moment is fatigue. I work in healthcare and it has been one incredibly long slog to get to this point. I also feel an enormous sense of trepidation and uncertainty about the coming months, as healthcare workers will continue to have to work extremely hard to deal with the backlog of care caused by COVID while the rest of the world will go back to normal. I worry that the sacrifices and struggles of me and my colleagues will be forgotten as the rest of the world gets back to normal."}, {"index": 19, "context": "The situation is improving, but I do not have confidence that there will be good enough expertise employed to build again and prepare for the next few years. There will be a large consequence of everything that has happened and the current government have not provided enough confidence they are up to the job of making the correct decisions. \nThere is no easy answers, but the general sense of seeing repeated mistakes will create further anxiety in society. \nWorkwise there will be a fundamental shift from previous years and the uncertainty in this space is palpable."}, {"index": 20, "context": "Currently feel that life is monotonous and work is relentless (work as a pharmacist in a community pharmacy). I worry about the affect of this stress on myself and my staff. On a larger scale I worry about the economy of the country as a whole, and the affect of so many businesses closing. I do not feel that this will be the end of the lockdowns. On a more positive note I am very impressed about the vaccination program - my own experience was very impressive, a slick well run operation. I feel tired and worn down."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I'm finding the Corona situation quite daunting and draining. I can't wait for it to end, and for things to get back to normal. I feel things will not be the same again.it's left so many families devastated. I feel so sad for the families that have lost loved ones, both old and young. For those that are fighting for their lives, I hope they pull through. I have hope that all will be well in the end. This shall pass, we shall overcome this by God's grace. We are all in this together as this situation has affected the whole world and not just certain parts of it. I salute all those working in the frontline, the NHS and all those volunteering at this time."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel the entire situation has been mishandled by the government and if it had been treated seriously from the start we wouldn\u2019t have lost as many lives and our society could have already returned back to normal. I also feel that whilst the vaccine is helping those more vulnerable be less at risk, people are still not recognising how dangerous and threatening the situation we\u2019re currently in is. Additionally, I feel that certain groups in society, such as university students, are not being taken care of or even acknowledged. Students must follow vague guidelines designed for students in primary and secondary schools, and are either stuck at home paying for accommodation they\u2019re not living in, or stuck in accommodation away from their families."}, {"index": 23, "context": "At this current moment in time, I feel anxious. It is the uncertainty that the coronavirus brings. We don't know when things will be back to normal, our children have lost out on so much learning and socialisation. Adults have struggled with less socialisation and mental health issues have undoubtedly risen. I personally have struggled with my mental health, it's a worrying time and we are constantly needing to be aware of social distance, sanitisation and wearing face masks. I feel that I am just waiting on normality to return but at the same time wondering if it will ever return. My life has personally been changed in many ways and I for one know I get quite anxious going out and about because of the length of time I have had to spend inside. \n500 characters is a bit ridiculous to try and complete."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel significant frustration. I feel there is too much outrage on all sides. I feel like the science is unclear because we do not have enough information, and that we (our governments) are not equipped to make the best decisions because they do not have the wherewithal to improve their information very quickly. I feel that there's a desire to 'do the right thing', but that the consequences and impacts of the choices being made are not clearly understood. I feel like we're being held hostage by an 'enemy' that, while dangerous for a proportion of society, may prove to be significantly less formidable than thought with the benefit of hindsight. I feel like our personal and physical connections are a huge part of what defines our humanity, and that restricting them has hidden consequences, particularly for those who are vulnerable with mental health difficulties. I feel that - despite our being aware that pandemics are increasingly likely in our world, thanks to our global economy, the effectiveness of medicine in treating 'regular' diseases, etc. - we as a society were under-prepared, preferring to not spend the necessary money to protect us better. I feel like there's a lack of understanding of the difficulties inherent in preventing viral spread, but also an over-reaction in policing people's lives and the sacrifice of personal liberty. I feel depressed that this unprecedented situation will likely be used as an excuse/justification for issues in the future, and may hamper our ability to tackle other pressing problems in the world. I feel concerned that my reaction to the situation hasn't been the same as others, and that I am finding it hard to not be overwhelmed by the frustration. I am glad of my 17 mile commute through pretty countryside, and the requirement (as a 'key' worker) for me to be at work, which has helped support my own mental health, something that has been fragile for many years. I am depressed that I'm not in a more significant role, able to better help people in need. I am bothered by the fact that the 'lockdown' has shown how barren my life is, but that I feel no ability to alter it, either now, or at the end of the current situation. I feel I'm struggling to properly engage with some of the more positive things that are happening - communities pulling together, activities online, reinforcements of ties between friends. I feel like social media, and the internet is proving both it's strengths and it's weaknesses at being a place to share both good and bad information, to make good and bad connections. I feel like the cost of this will be high, monetarily and otherwise, and that it may become a driver of division and conflict rather than a potential driver for change.\n\nI feel, in short, pretty odd."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel worried for my parents and loved ones at this time. I would like to see and help them but have to keep away and so feel helpless. I feel sad and trapped in isolation but I want to keep everyone safe. I want things to go back to normal as I find it hard to find joy or be motivated out of my normal routine. I feel anxious about the future and how it is going to look and anxious for our nhs and the people who still have to go to work. I feel scared when outside because the virus is invisible and I don\u2019t fully understand how it spreds and I hate having to be so wary and nervous of other people. I mostly feel worried and great sadness about how quickly the world has changed and all that we will lose."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel sad and lonely to be honest. Everything within my life has changed; I\u2019m adapting to working from home which isn\u2019t easy - I miss the little things like laughing with colleagues on a daily basis or simply being able to walk to and from work everyday. When it gets to the weekend the prospect of not being able to do anything is upsetting. I\u2019ve wanted to try and do something productive during my down time but can\u2019t draw myself to motivate myself to do anything effective. This makes me feel worse even still and fees like I\u2019m wasting some of the time to an extent."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am very worried about the effects on the economy and people's lives. It will be very hard for young people whose education has been disrupted and their hopes for jobs in the future are grim. I think there are a lot of mental health problems developing as well. I don't believe the government know what they are doing! They have made bad decisions all through the last year. I believe they should now reduce restrictions sooner than planned. A lot of money and effort has been put into saving the lives of the elderly and the obese, now the government should think more about the younger people."}], "length": 4844} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "At the moment I feel less anxious about the pandemic due to the vaccine being rolled out and the number of deaths per day decreasing significantly. The advances in the vaccines and lateral flow tests have led me to feel less stressed and safer to go out for exercise and for essential journeys to do the weekly shop. In addition, the fact more individuals are choosing to wear masks fills me with a higher level of confidence and makes me feel much safer than before when many people were choosing not to wear them even if they did not suffer from any health issues preventing them from wearing any form of facial covering whether that be a mask and/or a shield."}, {"index": 1, "context": "Having had my vaccine I am starting to feel more secure. I am high risk but the figures recently released are looking positive. I spoke to my elderly parents face to face this week for the first time in several months. They have also had the vaccine so I was less fearful of both catching and spreading COVID to them. Depression is getting much worse and I really need to get out. I am struggling to sleep and am having nightmares. A few signs of hope are there, though it may be down to better weather."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am not sure how I feel really. The world has been turned upside down. Plans cancelled. The future is uncertain. I am very aware my situation is much more secure than that of many people, so I don't feel I can dwell too much on the small aspects I am finding difficult. There are uncertainties about my work in the medium- and long-term as a result of this I think, but my employer isn't communicating about this. I have some worries for my health and that of the people I care about. I am trying to 'stay safe'. I am following directions given by the Government. I feel frustrated that others aren't and that the Government have given confusing and inadequately firm instructions. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel that the situation does not make complete sense. I feel uncertainty and fearfulness for the future. I am sad at the thought of whether life will ever be the same again and I miss spending time with family and friends. \nI hope that things will return to normal and we will be able to forget the past year. I am also shocked that the situation has lasted as long as it has. It is hard to believe that we were previously able to do as we liked without rules in terms of socializing, eating out and earning a living."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Sad about the people impacted (health wise and personal situation ie money, job security etc) Unsure if the government have acted clearly. Angry at Chinese markets. Annoyed that front line workers may not have the correct equipment needed to keep them safe. I hope that people in high up jobs and positions will have more respect for lower paid and unskilled workers after this as they are the people helping those affected, health wise or keeping the shelves stocked. Afraid for older and vulnerable members of my family. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am sad that so many people have suffered and died from Coronavirus. I am proud of the effort so many people have made in the interestes of the public good. I am also angry that our government handled it so bacly and condemned tens of thousands of people to death. I am also a bit anxious about how the government is going to deal with the huge debt incurred, and that the poor will take the brunt of it. But I am also now starting to feel a sense of optimism that, with the vaccine programme going well, that we are close to getting back to some kind of normality soon."}, {"index": 6, "context": "It seems to have become normal now in many ways. I am lucky I have a job that keeps me in a positive routine. I feel tired by it all and I miss my family as I am alone in London. I do also have a deeper sense of gratitude for everything I do have because of the pandemic. I also feel that as an introvert the lockdown has made me feel safer anyway although I wish the reasons for needing it were not so harmful with loss of life. I think it has made everyone slow down and think. I think that a lot about the way we lived before will not easily or ever go back to how it was. In some ways this is relieving to me and in others is something I just can't comprehend."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel so very tired of it all. It seems as though it'd never going to end even though a huge number of people have been vaccinated. I worry for the economy and small businesses.\nMy children have had no life for a year and their social skills have suffered. They've also lost nearly a year of their education.\nThey are talking about a third wave coming.i really feel that if they open everything back up only to ose it again it is going to tip some people right over the edge. People have had enough!"}, {"index": 8, "context": "sad and weary,all that death and misery that is extra to all the nor\nmal death and sadness....\nIt seems endless and to have been going on for years ,not just one year...but my life is total lockdown,always has been so when rest get over it I and few others will be left behind as always,noone caring\nworried too that there will be less and less help for those that need it ,particularly if tories continue to reign,which is likely,all humans being selfish...\nwill there be enough jobs for the young,must have seemed forever this period for youngsters,very sorry for them..."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I'm very angry at the Conservative government for placing the economy above the lives of the poor and vulnerable, and terrified of the effect coronavirus will have on other countries with a less stable healthcare system and on refugees, people without access to healthcare and homeless people. I am also concerned about my own family. I am also sad about being confined to my flat and not being able to go about my day to day life and see my friends. I am angry that the media are not holding the government to account and concerned at the conspiracy theories cropping up and being spread on social media."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am quite tired of it by now, it has been over a year and still we aren't back to normal. I just want things back to how they were, with being able to go where you wanted, when you wanted and without having to wear or see masks everywhere I go. I am no longer feeling tolerant about it. I am also quite sceptical that the vaccine will enable us to get back to normal, I think the government will be too slow and I am not a fan of vaccine passports either as I think this will limit a lot of people in doing the things that they want to do, or travelling where they want."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am just waiting for it to be over as it has been quite a long process. I\u2019m over it. I can\u2019t wait to leave this current situation as we have been in it for over a month. I am excited for June 21st or whatever, as I am excited to finally be able to leave the house without restrictions. I am especially excited for gyms to open in April or so as I have not been amble to go consistently for a long time so my progress is faltering. I am also excited to be able to go out and meet my friends in oublic and attend big events like concerts. I will be going to a concert in November if covid doesn\u2019t continue, I\u2019m very happy."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel very strange about it all. One minute I am ok and can block it out of my mind but then the reality kicks back in. I went to the supermarket today and felt very anxious. I feel at this moment as if life will never be the same again and that we are stuck in this time freeze forever. It is the most surreal thing I have ever encountered. I am getting that I don't even know what day it is and have to force myself to recollect what's happening from one day to the next. I keep wanting to look at the news on tv and then when I do I want to switch it off again as it is so depressing."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel very scared and uncertain for the future at the moment and its having an impact on my job search, i have been unemployed since graduating university and struggling to keep busy some days. Not being able to see people normally is increasing these difficulties. I feel very trapped at the moment and I can\u2019t wait for things to return to normal. I haven\u2019t been able to see family as often as I\u2019m staying with my partner currently. This has caused a lot of problems between my family and I and some arguments."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel that the coronavirus is constantly changing and becoming more dangerous despite the reduction in cases of transmission. I work as a front line member of clinical staff and I\u2019m constantly worried that I am going to catch it from a patient and bring it home infecting my husband who is high risk as he is diabetic. I am anxious because the disease doesn\u2019t seem to be going away and even though I have had both doses of the vaccine I still feel there is a great risk of catching it even if I don\u2019t become as seriously ill."}, {"index": 15, "context": "At this very moment I am nervous about this coronavirus and it's effects on myself and my family but I am also hopefully that in time a cure or vaccine will be found and we will be able to return to our normal lives, despite feeling that nothing is ever going to be the same after.\nI fear what would happen to my children if I caught the virus or if my partner caught it again, I am fearful that they will be left alone and that terrifies me but for them I have to remain cheerful and optimistic and not to crumble under the worry and anxiety as they don't understand."}, {"index": 16, "context": "Feel worried and a lot of it is to do with fear of the unknown. I am still working so the isolation part has not affected me so I cant imagine how some people must be feeling during the isolation period. My daily routine hasn't changed much as I still go to work but that in itself is worrying as I dont know what i'm walking into. Everybody at work is supportive but we all go through different phases of feeling worried, anxious, fearful, stressed, tired. Lack of equipment has not helped up till now either"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am able to work from home at the moment, so I'm feeling very lucky in that sense. I am however worried for all the key workers who have to potentially come in contact with the virus daily. I am trying to stay positive in this situation and hope for the best. If everyone follows the government guidelines, we should be able to beat this virus. All we have to do is stay home and be considerate of others. I cannot wait for this pandemic to be over. More than ever, I want everyone to get back to their normal lives. I think the whole coronavirus situation is a good wake up call for everyone to not take things for granted and be grateful for every day that we get to live."}, {"index": 18, "context": "At the moment things seem positive as the vaccine is being rolled out and cases are dropping but I still feel anxious that cases will pick up again in autumn after people have been allowed to mix and the summer is over as it did last year. If that does happen I cannot see what the government can do as the country seems incapable of having a complete proper lockdown like New Zealand or australia did. Hopefully even if cases do pick up again the vaccine will mean that it is not fatal due to the impact of the vaccine."}, {"index": 19, "context": "It\u2019s a very worrying time, it\u2019s sad that so many people are dying and the NHS is being stretch so much, as people get on with there lives some people are not listening to what the government are saying and they are still going about there daily lives when they shouldn\u2019t be, people need to step up to the mark and do what needs doing and follow the rules, if they do not then this is going to go on for longer then it needs too and far more people are going to suffer then need too. At the moment the rules are easy to follow and the government are making sure people don\u2019t loose out on money and we can\u2019t ask for any more "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I miss my friends and family and being able to go out whenever, wherever, with whomever I want. I am sad that this has happened to the world and that so many people are suffering. I am so annoyed and angry at the people who keep flouting the government guidelines and making everyone else struggle for longer. It's unfair that they don't feel like they have to help anyone else when there are people trying to save lives. There's so much death. My mum has cancer and she's a very high risk person but she's been told she won't be able to get help if she gets the virus. Yet people who blatantly disregard the safety rules will probably be absolutely fine."}, {"index": 21, "context": "nothing has really changed for me, I work in asda so am still going to work. it's just the social distancing that I have to comply with. People are still coming into browse and buy non essential items so I don't think they are complying with the government rules. I feel sorry for the older people who have to self isolate, and all the children stuck at home but unfortunately people are still gathering so the longer they do this the longer this will continue. \u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026...\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026...\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026...\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026...\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026...\u2026\u2026\u2026..."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I'm missing human interaction, going out and doing things. I've tried to tackle this by video calling friends. I've struggled to stick to a routine and keeping my work productivity. So i'm hoping this doesn't last long as i dont want a long lasting effect at work for when the offices open again. \n\nI've also had periods of very immense sadness. Being alone has created too much time for me to sink into a depressive mood, but it's also allowing me time to work on this.\n\nI don't think the news is being helpful in reporting the news everyday. I think this is only creating more anxiety where hope and positivity should be spread."}, {"index": 23, "context": "Bored of lockdown and sad at how much time my 2 young children have lost with friends and family , appalled that we've been in this situation for a year and now in our 3rd lockdown. Amazed and disgusted by how badly the government has dealt with the pandemic, blatently broken the rules and given millions of pounds to their friends with absolutely no repercussions. Sadness at how many people could have been saved. Annoyed at the ignorance of people who don't bother following rules and make this situation drag out even longer while complaining about it at the same time"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I work in a hospital, colleagues have to work from home three days a week. Masks worn every day. Full cleaning guidelines. Every day feels like Groundhog Day. I worked right through the initial lockdown as I am unable to work from home. Clinical colleagues seconded on to wards. Relationships with colleagues quite fraught. Guidelines changing from day to day. Clinics had to be cancelled and then rescheduled later last year. Clients cancelling or not turning up to appointments. Colleagues off with covid or stress."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel that there is now a light at the end of the tunnel. With the rapid progress of the vaccination programme in the UK I am hopeful that life may be able to get back to normal in the later part of this year. I feel a great deal of sadness for the huge number of lives lost, and also the time lost for visiting family.\nI feel huge gratitude for our amazing health care workers and what they have done over the last year, and also anger at our self serving government who only care about themselves and what they will gain."}], "length": 3569} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "The long lockdown with no end in sight is hampering my mood. The isolationa and lack of social activities make every day the same. A boring hamster wheel.\nI am glad that I still have a job, many lost theirs and they were hit hard. Economically I'm in a better place, but the mental health is deteriorating.\nI hope that with vaccine passports we'll be able to get out, albeit with limitations.\nI still manage to get in touch with friend and family but it's awful.\nI am sad because working from home makes every hour the same. I work and live in the same place, there's no solution of continuity."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I think we are approaching the end of strict lockdowns and as society starts to open up again things will slowly go back to normal. I am reassured that the vaccination roll out is continuing at a good pace and hospital numbers are declining. I feel that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Also having had covid + recently I have been vaccinated, although I maintain the same precautions as before, I do not feel as worried for myself as I did before. At the moment I feel hopeful that things will get better."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel very sad that my children's lives have been so affected, and their futures. I feel afraid of covid, but am very thankful that we have kept safe and that there are vaccines for us in the future. I work hard on keeping relaxed and calm, as I believe this helps me keep well. I do feel worried for the country and our own finances, but also grateful that we live in a country where we are looked after. Covid scares me but I also try not to let it take over, we are fortunate to live in a rural area where it is easier to keep some solitude. I have not missed being with people at all."}, {"index": 3, "context": "Main feeling is of being trapped, my girlfriend lives abroad in Egypt and cannot see her so is stressful, have no idea when i will see her next. Also worried about older relatives but for myself i am low risk so unlikely to be badly effected if i get corona. I also am worried about my job options as have just got back from travelling and currently am unemployed, recruiters have said there will be next to nothing in my field of work until after the lock down ends so am stuck unemployed at my parents until this."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I'm frustrated that the situation wasn't addressed more decisively earlier, but have to accept it is what it is. The situation is also nice in some ways because I'm able to homeschool my daughter, and spend more time with her, but I would rather she were in school. \nI'm anxious for the health of my parents, who are elderly, as they have to be isolated and we do all of their shopping for them. \nMy partner is very frustrated that she can't get out and about but is accutely aware that it's stupid to be out there and socialising or breaking the rules. We are all adhering strictly to the government guidelines and are looking to do what's necessary. \nPersonally, I miss the team and sporting activities that I would like to have been doing. Also, I'm finding work is less productive than before and I'm one of those who falls between two stalls; I get nothing from the government but I appreciate the way that they have responded with financial packages that are relatively generous.\n"}, {"index": 5, "context": "It is less an much an issue of how it affects me, because the illness has a low hospitalization rate and even lower mortality rate, particularly for younger people such as myself. I am more worried about elderly family members who are far more likely to be severely affected than me. Some have heart conditions and high blood pressure which certainly wouldn't help matters. Although it is not particularly prevalent in my area, as the disease progresses it could easily become more common, as I live around 40 miles from the outskirts of London and many people in my community are commuters. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "the corona situation currently makes me feel really sad. So many lives lost! If the government had made harder and harsher decisions i feel that the country would be in a better place for sure. I am glad that most people will have had their vaccines now, and although i am a key worker and have worked throughout the WHOLE of the pandemic as a early years practitioner, I have no eligibility for the vaccine until my age group has priority (i'm 26). That is a huge kick in the teeth not only for me, but those who work in my sector."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I really feel annoyed by all this situation with coronavirus. \nLast year past so quickly and I wasn't able to enjoy my life, because everything was so limited. I feel so separated from my family and friends. I wish everything will back to normal soon.\nIt looks like I only work, spend time at home and do essential shopping twice a week. That all became so boring and repetitive.\nI feel like now is time to start enjoying simple little things like clothes shopping, dinner with friends in restaurant, cinema time , bowling again."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I have mixed feelings about the coronavirus situation overall. I was surprised and saddened to see the the general level of stupidity and selfishness was much higher than I believed, even if they represent a minority overall. I never thought I would see \"\"anti-lockdown\"\" protests for example. I was also a little surprised to learn how much of a role political ideology factors in a countries overall pandemic response, both good and bad, and how unlikely it is that any real long term lessons will be learned to address any failings. At the same time, I'm heartened by the number of genuinely selfless and compassionate people, including medical and other critical workers, who have given so much with little thought to the their own risk."}, {"index": 9, "context": "Bored mainly.I cant do anything. frustrated about the lack of clarity and plans. As I sit in my flat, contemplating the week ahead, I am so grateful for the time I have shared with my loved ones, my family and friends, even if it wasn\u2019t in person. We are the privileged and the lucky ones.\n\nIt is easy to see the negatives and what we have lost on a personal level through this pandemic, but let us not forget how fortunate we truly are. Isolate and protect yourselves \u2013 do it for yourself and for those around you, because we can. And there are those who can\u2019t. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "At the moment, I am feeling quite sad about the amount of people that are contracting and dying from the virus. Particularly, when it is people who are known to me or have been in close proximity to someone I know. I fear that someone in my family may not be safe. Also, I have some family members in the NHS who I am particularly worried about and my grandad who is vulnerable and living with him has made me anxious about being sanitary. When I don't consciously think about the situation I am able to relax and occupy my time. The worry is that there is no knowing how long the lockdown is going to last and what the repurcussions will be."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I've not been too worried recently. I take all the precuations I can - social distance, mask wearing, hygiene plus trying to remain helathy. I've also just been informed that I should be able to get a vaccination shortly so I'm currently cautiously optimistic about my own situation. I am, however, extremely agnry about the Government's colossal mishandling of ths situation and their quite frankly carpet bagiing attitude to use the pandemic to give money and contracts to their pals. I;ve never witnessed such a level of outright corruption in a UK government in my life."}, {"index": 12, "context": "It is certainly a national emergency, and I am quite worried about it. Luckily for me, there aren't many cases in my area, so I feel that I'm quite lucky. I'm quite sad not being at work though. I am very grateful for all the work the NHS does, and wish I could do more. However, I have asthma, so can't. I am hopeful that the number of new cases will start to drop soon. To be honest, the most prominent feeling for me is boredom; I am just sitting at home all the time, and relish any opportunity to go outside"}, {"index": 13, "context": "Nothingness. Groundhog day. Every day feels exactly the same. Wake up, run work, watch netflix, study, dinner sleep, repeat. It's mundane I want a break get me out.\n\nI don't have anything else to add, that's how I feel at the moment. I don't have any more comments to make, considering how meaningless my life is right now considering I'm completing a study which pays less than 4 pounds per hour, which is an absurdity and quite an insult and frankly, shows what a ridiculous society we live in. and I still haven't reached 500 characters! Wow, it appears I'll have to copy and paste this sentence a few times."}, {"index": 14, "context": "The pandemic at the moment feels like the new norm. It seems to be becoming desensitised which saddens me when it\u2019s still very much current. I am hopeful for the future now that vaccines have started to roll out but still cautious and practising social distanced measures and wearing masks. I feel worried about my family and friends and am looking forward to them all being vaccinated. The death rates seem to be decreasing and we are at the last push, but I am very tired of it and feel mentally drained."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel exasperated by the situation. Work restrictions are increasing and it feels like things are continuing to get harder. I feel more hopeful about my personal life than my work life currently. I worry that the lifting of restrictions will be delayed repeatedly and impact on how hopeful I feel. I am trying to be excited for the future but it feels like nothing will ever change. I don't miss all parts of normal life but I miss a lot of them. I am exhausted by covid at this point. It currently feels more real than ever."}, {"index": 16, "context": "There is a feeling of things being out of control, of not having agency, of feeling under pressure. Anger at facts being misrepresented by the media. It's got to the stage now where I rarely listen to the news any more I can't keep up with all the latest edicts and advice. I suppose fatigue about sums it up in a word. Also worry about authorities being given powers which they seem keen to abuse, stopping people as they go about their daily business. And employers also contributing to the snooper culture, checking employees temperatures, etc. Talk of theatres not allowing people in unless they have a certificate of vaccination. All these things are deeply worrying and you wonder if or when these powers will be rescinded, or will life be like this from now on."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel like there's a light at the end of the tunnel, that the corona situation may be coming towards an end. However, I feel some grief at how much we've lost and how people have suffered. \nI had my vaccine the other day and since then I've been ill with side effects. I'm so tired. I think I'm exhausted of living with the effects of covid in society as well - the effort of homeschooling and the mundanity of everything. \nI guess, though, that there is some hope and excitement at the future now. For the first time in months I'm allowing myself to browse through theatre guides or think about going to a restaurant, and planning 40th birthday celebrations!"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel a bit more relieved that the vaccine is being widely distributed and more and more people are getting vaccinating. Things are gradually opening up and lockdown is easing. I am more worried about adjusting to normal life again as it has been so long. My daughter is back at school now which is a relief. But i have been quite content most of the time through lockdown. But I must admit that i am older, it is the younger ones that i am most concerned about. I will be really glad when the shops reopen, and it will be such a relief when we can eventually travel abroad, whenever that even might be, I am quite excited to visit the cinema too, as I find it quite relaxing and enjoyable"}, {"index": 19, "context": "A feeling of emptiness pretty much, it's been going on for so long the state of normalcy I have been in has been one of monotony and general apathy. I have no energy for my university work and rarely go outside. The winter was horrible and left me drained.\n\nI'm glad the vaccine is here and my family are now receiving it, but I have become so used to being a hermit that part of me is quite scared of the return to normal life. My social skills have deteriorated and my anxiety is through the roof at the thought,"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am concerned for my family and friends; especially those who are older and have pre existing medical conditions. My Mother is a key worker and works daily with the public so I worry for her. I have NHS nurse friends who are working very hard and I feel proud of them- they have given me insight into how bad the situation is. I am anxious about my children possibly contracting the disease and we are being careful to stay at home. I am annoyed and angry at those in the UK who refuse to social distance or stay at home despite the risk to them and others."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I dont feel concerned for my physical health, but the circumstances have made me lose my job and freedom therefor affecting my mental health and financial state which is worrying. I find myself watching the news daily, checking for updates. But I think it's mainly me being selfish and wanting my freedom back. As a sufferer of many mental health conditions being able to go outdoors and get out of the house is good for me. Being able to pop down to my friends house and see how theyre doing, going to the pub for food and drinks. Just normal activities I'd like back. The aspect of the virus itself doesnt scare me unfortuntely, but I am following the rules of self isolation like the law is currently stating. Just wish it was over so I could get back into work and a good head frame."}, {"index": 22, "context": "disgust with government and how the whole situation has been handled. ranging from the slow to react back last feb/ march, failure to close borders, the handing of contracts to \"\"friends\"\" of torries without competition, the waste of tax payers money on pep contract that failed to materialise and then recently say there is no money to give NHS staff a decent pay rise. the failure of private companies ie track and trace, the failure to pursue a zero covid policy last year.\nBut sadness for those who have unnecessarily died, those who didn't qualify for financial help"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I find the Corona situation very sad as I can\u2019t go out and see my family or friends at the moment due to social distancing. It is also sad to see people ignoring government advice and still having parties and meeting up with friends as this is very dangerous. I am experiencing a bit of anxiety regarding the disease because it is so contagious and I wouldn\u2019t want any elderly or vulnerable people to be susceptible to it so it is for the best that they are shielded as much as possible. There is also a big sense of not knowing what is going to happen after the disease starts to dip, concerning the economic structure of the country which is worrying. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel very sad about the Corona situation and the impact this has had on society in general. It\u2019s caused a lot of anxiety and stress to so many. This constant lot of lockdowns is very hard on people and devastating in terms of economic and societal measures. I think the impact on education and health care has been significantly worse this time and much more than others. I feel like we really need to be able to see the end in sight and also that things start going well for us all - spring is on it\u2019s way and I hope that it is the end of the Corona situation."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I can't wait for the normalcy of society. I'm just waiting till everyone is vaccinated and free from all this trouble. \nIts been a hard year for many of us, losing family members unfortunately but hopefully with get past this and be more hopeful of the future. \nI want to be able to go out again, visit places and see other friends and family. Being able to go to restaurants, cinemas and sightseeing is something I really miss. I just hope that someday we all have a chance to better prepare for something like this in the future"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am annoyed at those ignoring recommendations therefore potentially making isolation longer for everyone else. I am sad that I can't see close friends and family. I am finding the isolation difficult, spending so much time in an enclosed space and also feeling stressed out by who I am living with. I have found a lack of privacy and feel like I will eventually 'crack up' and lose my cool with people. I also find it difficult to complete my job at home with a lack of equipment and privacy again. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel sad as my brain can't quite comprehend the impact all the daily deaths are having on people's lives. I am fortunate so far that it has not impacted my immediate friends or family but it scares me that this could quickly change. I feel I want to know about all these poor people on one hand, but on the other I am quite happy to continue in my little bubble. While at home each day able to do things that I've needed to do for a long time I am not feeling the full impact, despite the daily life restrictions."}, {"index": 28, "context": "Due to the measures that have been taken I feel less anxious than I did. I am a key worker and when I am at work I feel more worried and stressed than at home. \nI have faith that the government have taken the right steps to protect us and have taken a preventative approach, i am less convinced at the general public's abilities to do the right thing to prevent the spread of Covid19, it makes me quite cross to see the very simple rules breached. I am sad for the lives that have been lost and this propels me to make the right choices. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "At this moment I feel that we are almost at the end of the pandemic and it can't come soon enough as I really want to visit some family in France. My mother hasn't had her vaccine yet so I have often worried a bit about her getting the virus. I'm just hoping that the world will start to open up a bit more soon and we can get back to more normality and I hope for a brighter future. It has been a very frustrating time for everyone but thanks to everyone's effort the virus is mostly in decline so there seems to be light at the end of the tunnel."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I do not feel hugely panicked or anxious for mine or those close to me's health, as I am comforted by the fact none of us are vulnerable with underlying health conditions and are undertaking all the social distancing precautions. However, I am sad and anxious in regards to the impact of isolation on my mental health and the implications this will have on my academic career with all forms of education shutting. Also, I have empathy for those who are affected and are tasked with fighting the pandemic on the frontlines, and am saddened by their stories."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am weary of the whole situation, as are probably most people - it seems to have gone on for so long. I do accept that it is just one of those things, as there will always be pandemics occasionally, whatever we do to try and prevent them. I am very tired and stressed and in need of a break - my situation is that I am a single parent of a teenager and also care for my elderly father (who has dementia) at home. Usually I have respite breaks where my dad goes into a care home for a week or so and I and my son can have a break from the situation. This has obviously not been possible due to the virus being so prevalent in care homes (my elderly cousin died of Covid in one in January) - it has been too risky to take the chance Also, if there was an outbreak while dad was in one, we would not be allowed to get him back out. So we have just had to cope. I'm so relieved, however, that we seem to be coming towards the end of this - dad has had his vaccine, and I have just been offered it. So I am tentatively looking forward to the summer - better times are hopefully around the corner."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel lucky that my job has not been impacted. It feels like the immunisation process is going well. It seems likely that there will be issues with new variants in the future, but as a species we are likely to be better prepared. It feels that many countries will need support going forwards. I feel that this is an inevitable consequence of human greed and a disconnect with nature. There were also papers published stating that it was only a matter of time before this happened, but global governments placed no pressure on the countries which continue to have wet markets."}], "length": 4814} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel very scared of how everything has turned out with the world regarding corona virus (covid-19) and I am worried incase family members catch It, especially those who have underlying health issues. I'm worried incase things don't go back to normal, I'm scared incase the world goes into lockdown for months or even years. I'm shocked at the number of deaths in the UK and then again around the whole world. Although I am happy that I am at my family home and I am able to quarantine with them instead of being all alone 60 miles away from my parents and siblings "}, {"index": 1, "context": "At the moment I feel like I am doing everything I can to protect myself as an individual from the Covid-19 virus. The UK government were a little slow to react and did not take it as seriously as I would have liked, but seem to be doing and saying the right things now. I am looking at other countries data from around the world and things are starting to look more positive from Italy and Spain, where hopefully the figures have peaked as they continue to \u2018flatten the curve\u2019. In America the state of New York they still seem to be having a real problem with getting the situation under control, I hope the president will listen to health experts as they monitor the situation."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel like a lot went wrong in the beginning that has made things worse, and that a lot of innocent people are going to die because of government incompetence and idiots who choose to ignore the lockdown rules. I'm sad that we didn't have a better government in power when this all started. I'm angry as well that everything they do is a slow reaction, and that there are money-hungry people who are using this to make more money. I am also nervous as my partner is a 'vulnerable' person (born with a heart condition) while I watch our stupid neighbours hang out with their friends in the street. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am very nervous about the current situation as I am missing my family and do not know when I will see them again.\n\nI wish there was an end to this in sight so my life can return to normal. \n\nI feel very upset for all those who have died already and do worry that it will effect someone I know in horrible ways.\n\nI feel a bit stressed about how I am going to pay bills because I am self employed and my working tax credits have been stopped because I made a claim for universal credit thinking it would help."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Uncertain about when things will seem to go back to 'normal' and when we will be able to begin things that we enjoy doing again. When will cultural events re-open and when can we visit our families again?\n\nUnsure about how this will come to an end and what will happen in terms of politics after. \n\nHappy that all of my family and friends are safe and staying inside. Happy that supermarket stock has now stabilised so we can buy essentials after stock piling. \n\nHappy that I have time to do things I wouldn't usually like baking and crafts"}, {"index": 5, "context": "i feel saddened at the loss of lives. and the fact people have passed away with no loved ones allowed to be with them, its awful seeing familys unable to go out together on fun days with their children and having to see their elderly relatives through windows, not being able to cuddle grandchildren newly born, \ni also apppreciate the fact that we are still able to buy groceries. and everyone is pitching in to help the homeless and getting food to the vunrable people, there has been a real sense of community feel and seeing people donate and help charities is really nice."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel sad about everything we\u2019ve missed out on over the last year but hopeful that things will get better soon and that we will be able to see our friends, family and loved ones again. I also feel sad for those that have lost loved ones during this pandemic. I feel angry at the way the government has handled the situation and how it is now treating NHS staff so badly. I am worried about the new strains of Coronavirus being introduced (e.g. the Brazillian strain) and the vaccines not working against them."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am not very worried about corona as I feel like I won\u2019t suffer with it to an extreme if I caught it. Many people I know suffered but overcame it. I still take precautions and completely avoid public transport. I drive or walk everywhere and feel okay about it.\n still take precautions and completely avoid public transport. I drive or walk everywhere and feel okay about it.\n\nI am fed up of the whole thing though, and can\u2019t wait until it\u2019s all over. I am fed up of the whole thing though, and can\u2019t wait until it\u2019s all over."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel anxious about the fact that we don\u2019t know when this will end but I mostly feel sad for everyone affected by this and losing their lives and loved ones. I am incredibly proud of the country and particularly the NHS and I am determined to try and use this time as a positive time to get things done and to refresh. I think it\u2019s important that people follow government advice as it will allow this to be over sooner and it disgusts me that some don\u2019t seem to be listening. I pray that this all ends soon and that life can go back to normal but I also want to make sure I use this time wisely and don\u2019t fall out of a routine "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel ok. No happiness or excitement I see a way ahead so we have a vaccine way an I know all shall be fine now.i am a home person. And am ok being home, for more day and activities. \n\nI am not affected in a moment like now. I feel as if I go out for shopping and basically nesseitis no more. See few people and no no no group meets. I an ordinary person fel government do not do alot of honest and pure speak as we are here feel they make it as a way of control means we need be home and not go out alot. \n\nHas a big fake one occured."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am upset because my children have suffered a lot in the 3rd lockdown. Even though they are back at school it has taken them a lot to settle in. \nMy eldest is very sensitive and has started wetting the bed again. \nMy youngest is being very naughty and is refusing to go to school and has to be dragged in kicking and screaming. \nThis is very upsetting for me because I don't know how to help them. \nI am annoyed that the vaccines were given to the old people first. They should have been given to those of us who are of working age. We are the ones who have to risk ourselves every time we go out to earn money. The old people are still hiding indoors even though they are vaccinated."}, {"index": 11, "context": "Finding it frustrating due to working as a support worker and seeing the effect it's having on those who have mental health issues and learning difficulties. Specially those who don't understand why things have changed and why they cannot do their normal routines. It's also affecting home life as well due to girlfriend working from home who has mental health issues herself,so managing the two does make me frustrated and sometimes angry. The main thing that bugs me is all the old people I see whenever I'm out shopping. These are meant to be people we are trying to protect however they do not seem to care or in show any regard."}, {"index": 12, "context": "feel like people do not realise the magnitude of what staying in can do to help slow down the rate of cases. the government have put in measures but they arent that serious in comparison to other countries such as Germany who are taking it much more seriously. my grandma has recently been diagnosed with the cvoid-19 and she has only has contact with a few carers who come to her house to look after her. this has made me a lot more anxious about how cvoid-19 can affect the people in your family who you didn't think could get it that easily. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am thankful that solutions are being made to fight against the virus with a plan to start to transition back to normal life in the summer.\n\nHowever, I fear it will be increasingly difficult to find employment in an already hard city to find employment within.\n\nI feel sadness and sorrow for all those affected by this horrible virus and with them all the best for their recovery.\n\nI am also incredibly grateful towards the NHS for all of the consistent hard work they have done throughout the entire situation."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel trapped and helpless today. I can\u2019t ease my children\u2019s worries or give them the normality they are craving. I have lost track of the days and am struggling to find enjoyment in anything. I am supposed to work from home but today I cannot concentrate on much. I want to sleep more than normal and this worries me. \n\nI feel that this situation is temporary yet the uncertainty of it makes that hard to keep in mind. I worry about my widowed mum who is in her house alone. I am struggling with the lack of contact with her and my brothers family as we are close. I am trying to minimise time on media because I have so little confidence in the government and it only exacerbated my feeling of worry. I do not fear dying, I fear the changes to life it will being for so many and for society. On other days I feel hopeful it will change the world for the better but today I am struggling to see that hope when the frontline are not being given the support they need. I feel anger that the government who have let the NHS down in so many ways, refused them pay rises, refused to listen to their needs can stand outside and clap them for the great job they are doing DESPITE them with straight faces and be praised for it. I feel angry that no one can give a straight answer to journalists questions and the public are not being guiding through this time of crisis as they should be, as they deserve to be. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel angry seeing and hearing all the people who are still going out and about every day without a care in the world, I feel angry at them because I feel they don't care about the situation at all. Why is it so hard to just stay home?! \nI feel sad and anxious listening and reading news about so many deaths every day, it's making me sad and worried about me and my family, especially my mother who's got cancer so she's in a high risk group. \nWorld had been turned upside down and I'm fearing of everyone. \nI worry about family's, my friends, NHS and all the key workers. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am bored and depressed feeling trapped from something i view as low risk to myself and my peers. Money is the biggest issue. I feel that the pandemic has really highlighted a lot of health problems within our society. I am not concerned about catching the virus as my age group is low risk. I am hoping lockdowns end very soon as i feel mental health problems are much worse than covid19 in the long run and society will have more poverty as a result. I also feel fed up and tired and unmotivated and stressed as a result of lockdown and the media scaremongering and people being hysterical and over the top whenever someone disagrees with them on the topic."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I\u2019m frustrated and sad that we\u2019re locked down and can\u2019t see family and partners. I\u2019m tired of working from home and stressed out at my job as a social worker because I feel I can\u2019t do my job properly. \nI\u2019m constantly worried about my family, especially my elderly grandparents. I\u2019m annoyed my holidays have been cancelled. \nI\u2019m furious at whoever started this pandemic and I\u2019m confused as to how it started. \nI\u2019ve got constant headaches and nausea over this situation and frustrated that some world leaders are not doing enough to protect people. I\u2019m absolutely furious at the idiots that are still going out like there isn\u2019t a lock down because they are stupid and selfish!"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am not sure what to believe anymore, I trust none of the stories that are forced on me at such volume that it is overwhelming. I feel apart from everything and am just watching it play out without any strong feeling either way. It seems like if the situation doesn't end soon, it never will. To summarize I feel mostly numb and want to escape from everything and just watch the situation play out from isolation. \nI can't expand on this any more and the character limit is pretty big, or something is wrong because this is much more than 500 characters"}, {"index": 19, "context": "It is a very strange situation and the social isolation is starting to affect everyone. I am having difficulties adjusting to this new way of life and it makes me wishful and impatient. I am not feeling scared or very worried, although my heart goes out for the people affected.\nI think it is more difficult for the elderly as they are not so used to using technology in their every day life. But young people are feeling it as well.\nWhen you go for a walk, there is this new phenomenon called \"\"The corona virus greeting\"\" - everybody steps away from each other and then smiles.\n"}, {"index": 20, "context": "The main issue I have at the moment is the disgraceful conduct of the government when it comes to highly lucrative contracts for their donors and other cronies. The track and trace system that has cost billions and which has been a total disaster is a total scandal and has cost many lives as well as a huge amount of money, angers me. The fact that the government dithered and kept changing its mind, the lack of action on the Barnard Castle affair - leading to the breakdown of lockdown - and the loss of yet more lives, anger me. The huge death toll saddens and angers me. The 1% pay rise for nurses infuriates me and is truly representative of the lack of any kind of understanding of the mood of the people."}, {"index": 21, "context": "Although I feel sad that so many lives are being lost but I also feel resigned to the situation. My anxiety is linked to a very elderly parent for whom I have become the sole carer which I find quite stressful. I am not unduly concerned about my own health as such only how it would potentially impact my parent if I became ill. \nI am frustrated by some aspects of the government's response ano am not convinced that stringent measures were activated soon enough. It is also frustrating me that some members of society appear not to be taking lockdown measures seriously. If the 'actions of a few' result in outside exercise being banned I shall feel angry and would prefer for those who flout the regulations be heavily fined rather than simply being 'moved on' by police. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel very sad for the families that have lost loved ones and am also very proud of the nation for coming together and working as a country should, however I am missing socialising and my freedom and some days can be quite tough going. It is also SSL\u2019s not to be able to see family and friends and to be able to socialise with them. i work in a school and am currently only in once per fortnight.\n\nIt is good to have some time to do things at home that usually I don\u2019t have time for me and I do feel relaxed. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "Can\u2019t believe or quite come to terms with what is actually happening in the world right now, almost doesn\u2019t seem real how many people are being affected by this. It is just Utter utter sadness how many lives are being taken unessassarily. There should have been a stronger plan in place earlier to prevent this, we could see this coming from other countries ie Italy, it didn\u2019t need to happen like this. Just upset and angry for those working on the front line risking their lives without being given the correct protection, a death warrant. \n\n Big up the NHS, just hope at the end of this they get the recognition they deserve at very least a rise. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "Frustrated that it has gone on so long.\nSad that I haven\u2019t seen family and friends for ages, it has impacted me socially, I have found it very hard. \nAnxious about places opening up and social distancing measures being removed and cases rising again. \nExcited to be able to go out and try to return to normal again though. \nI feel sorry for all the businesses affected, I have been fairly lucky with how my jobs have turned out. \nUpset about the loved ones everyone has lost to the virus. \nProud of how we have all coped though. \nThere is light at the end of the tunnel all be it daunting in some aspects."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel very afraid and frustrated with how some aren\u2019t taking it seriously. A colleague has died from this and it all changes when it\u2019s someone you know. Also when you are not an essential worker or a key worker and told that but are made to go into work travelling on tube it\u2019s very stressful. I feel like my brain can\u2019t comprehend what is happening around me. I worry for my family and friends. I Struggle with anxiety anyway and this is just crazy. Thankfully I can sleep but I find every day exhausting. I feel very very scared and worried. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am feeling upset and anxious for people who are directly affected by Coronavirus, especially those who are very ill. Personally, I do not know anyone who is ill, but my parents are both key workers so I am worried about them. However, I also feel relaxed and I now have more time to complete uni work. I am trying to see as many positives in this situation as possible. I am concerned about the effect this will all have on the economy and my personal money situation as I have been furloughed, but many people have it worse than I do. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel as though I have missed many opportunities in life and crave new experiences. I am hopeful that in the future, I\u2019ll be able to make the most of life post-lockdown and fill it with so many new and exciting experiences. I am appreciative that I have been able to save a lot more in the past year than I normally would and I have slight apprehension about the cost of the life I want to lead post-lockdown. I miss spending time with my loved ones and can feel lonely because I live alone. I think a lot about what the future holds and it\u2019s definitely made me more reflective. I have found that I quite like the distance people stay from each other in public but I miss the opportunity to meet new people."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I'm a little worried given such a grim outlook, but I'm trying to look at the positives, such as staying in and saving money, I'm still in a full time job when a lot of others aren't so fortunate, I've been reconnecting with friends & family that I haven't spoken to in a long time. All really positive things. I am quite concerned about the economy though, with some many now unemployed there's surely a recession coming. Also the loss of life, often unnecessarily, is very sad. People should stay in and then things will get back to normal a lot quicker. I don't even know what 'normal' means anymore. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "I think although I am in lockdown with family, I feel more alone than before. I came here before lockdown and am now stuck here unable to go back to my independent living. I am thankful to be surrounded by family but sad I\u2019m not in my own surroundings in a city I normally call home. I am also annoyed with people who are selfishly leaving their homes for none essential reasons - I appreciate food and exercise trips however, when people are meeting with friends or flirting between a family homes this is causing more danger for others "}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am becoming tired of the mundane and the loneliness the pandemic has caused. I am pessimistic that things will get back to normal any time soon and as I love to travel this will be difficult.\nAs I am disabled and not able to leave the house often even before covid it is affecting my mental health more. I feel quite trapped in my own home. This becomes very boring and isolating and means I have been unable to do the things that I love. I am concerned about my financial wellbeing as the government makes cuts to benefits that I rely on."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am very annoyed about what is happening currently, I just want to be able to go back to living what is a normal life. Going out on a weekend, seeing friends, seeing family and just not having to be distanced from everyone I care about.\n\nI am looking forward to hopefully the Summer being a relatively normal time when we are allowed back outside when most of the adult population in the United Kingdom has been vaccinated. Hopefully it will not take too much longer so that I can get back on with my life rather than just sitting stewing inside about how miserable everything is."}, {"index": 32, "context": "Grateful for my first dose of the vaccine. I feel the lockdown is long. I hope the collective efforts will end lockdown. I am sad not to be able to be with my family for what is almost one year. I hope I will be allowed to travel to the capital to be with them as soon as is permitted to do so. I have been able to take a walk everyday, read most days and take a yoga exercise once a week. Keeping myself occupied learning new skills. I feel I am getting impatient and with limited allowed activities, I am getting tired of the same routine and in need of more diverse activity. My house is now cleaner than ever, thanks to limits to the activities I am allowed."}], "length": 4872} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel uneasy as there is a lot that is unknown about the economy in terms of employment etc. Quite a lot of anxiety had been created in terms of not knowing what the future holds and what is generated on social media, which a lot of is \u201cfake news\u201d. The fact that there is not an end date insight does contribute to a less positive outlook within day to day life and yet again creates a sense of anxiety. I also feel a sense of frustration seeing other citizens being unable to follow government advice when it comes to social distancing. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel positive that we are getting to the point where we are beating the virus but we still have a way to go. It is great that the vaccination program is happening at a great pace and I will take the opportunity to have it as soon as it is available for my age range. In my area the rate of infection is still higher than the national average which is concerning but it is slowly reducing. I feel that with the schools going back next week will be a test to see what will happen with the infection rate. I believe that it may rise and I feel that our children are being used as guinea pigs."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I'm upset about the situation but not afraid, I am just depressed in general and am finding the situation intolerable. I am sick of people complaining and not following the rules. I have no other feelings either way about this and anything else I am writing is merely to fill the required characters to allow me to move on to the next part of the questions, which I am finding hard to Do. I do not have these many feelings and have fully explained my self and am finding I am getting annoyed because this just keeps making me write more than I care to."}, {"index": 3, "context": "It's been like living in Groundhog Day, but without there being any sense of personal development and moving forward. Sure, I've been able to develop some new skills, such as copywriting, or doing more on the tech side of the business, but it's been a year of endless loss. And although there are promises of lifting restrictions, I'm deeply cynical about how much will actually be lifted. Three weeks to 'flatten the curve' turned into months, then back into more lockdown; 'the vaccine will turn things around', except that actually, the vaccine hasn't changed anything, and won't change anything. Not when everyone is willing to see business destroyed, livelihoods ruined, and the police moving forward to totalitarianism."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am worried about my family, especially my mum who has COPD and emphysema, and my elderly grandad. I am scared they will get the virus and die when I have not had chance to see them in person. I am sad for my children (my eldest has ASD) who are trying very hard to manage this situation. They are missing friends and school and I fear they may fall behind. I am busy during my days off trying to plan days for them to keep them busy, especially as my eldest likes a routine. I am a key worker (RMN) and am very worried I may catch the virus at work and bring it home. I am annoyed at the way some members of the public are disregarding the social distance rule which is potentially going to make this situation last longer for the rest of us and put more of us in danger. I miss my friends and family and the only people I speak to outside of my home are my work colleagues (this is actually quite good, as I would hate to be at home 24/7 with no one else to speak to other my chidlren and husband!). My husband is working from home and has had to turn a whole room into his \"\"office\"\"."}, {"index": 5, "context": "It has spiked my anxiety and my depression. I cannot go to work and my life has become mundane.\nMy local gym has closed and my daily workout has had to be put on hold. Exercise helps my mental health so this is also bad. I miss socialising with friends and family.\nI especially miss my children, who I am currently unable to visit due to the high risk category into which their mother falls.\n\nI just want all of this to be over. I am not especially worried that I will suffer from the virus, but my entire life has been put on hold."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Now that the government have released a road map oout of lockdown this has made me feel slightly better about the situation as I know that hopefully things will be getting back to normal soon. I just hope it sticks to that and everything opens when it should do and there are no local lockdowns. But I understand these lockdowns are essential to keep covid down! I am excited to socialise again properly as I havent seen a group of my friends in a long time and it would be lovely to see them all again together instead of only having to meet a few at a time."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am sad about the lost year that I have experienced, the people who have lost their lives, the children who have lost a year of education, the businesses that have closed. I feel angry that this global pandemic has robbed many of the opportunities to share time with loved ones and friends. I feel angry that my freedom has been curtailed and like a trapped social animal caged up. I don't see an end to this even though we have a vaccination programme. This will not just go away and am sad that life will never get back to normal but will be a \"\"new\"\" normal. One which I don't like."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I think there is a massive over reaction. We have given up our freedoms that, when the virus has passed, we will have great difficulty getting back. All this based on a virus that should be compared to previous outbreaks of illness such as Spanish Flu and Asian flu. On both occasions that these occured the results will be far worse than the current virus. The link between the 3 is that no vaccine was available for the Spanish Flu and none, initially, for the Asian Flu. The comparison will therefore be perfectly valid. Just a mass over reaction."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel sad that I can't see my grandparents. I feel like it's a year wasted when I was going to try and better myself from my anxiety and depression. I can't do that now as we can't go out. I hope I get more good years with my mum and dad to make up for this year. I'm missing thing's like the concerts and football and going out. Going to visit my grandparents on a Tuesday afternoon. But I know that it is all to keep thme safe. It's annoying me that others are flouting the rules and putting others lives in danger"}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am Worried more for the people who are suffering and dying as a result of the virus. I miss normal day to day life as I should be studying at university right now, however have had to leave London and come home to study online. I\u2019m also worried for my dads business as he is self employed and the corona virus is majorly effecting his income therefore effecting our home life. It\u2019s hard following the rules of isolation as I have not seen friends and some family in months but I know it has to be done if we want the situation to improve. However I am hopeful that everyone will get through this and I believe the world will be better once we have overcome this"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel sadness for all who have lost love ones and i fear there will be more lives lost unless people start taking this seriously, i fear people having the first injections are going to relax there covid measures and it will start to spread even more.\nuntil all the injections have been rolled out it will be impissible to control it and even then it will be a huge task to keep it under control.\nPeople will start to behave normal and not be on there gaurd especially taking trips abroad etc\nSchools are starting to re-open which may cause even more harm,I understand we all need to get back to normal and the economy needs to open up but i fear until all covid jabs have been made it maybe to quick to start to do anything,"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel sad about this situation because people are dying and others are not following the rules to stay inside. The NHS has a massive strain now and I'm concerned how they will cope with all of this. It feels like some people are not taking this seriously enough and therefore we will have to continue to live in isolation I just want all this to be over so we can go back to normal life. I feel sad and anxious as if there's no hope and everything feels strange at the moment. Not being able to see my friends and family is making me feel frustrated "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel scared for the future of the world, and I feel sad that so many people have been lost. But I'm mostly angry that people keep refusing to follow the rules put in place to protect them. The situation wouldnt be so bad if people on the whole weren't so stupid and took the time to think about anyone other than themself for 5 minutes. All the selfish young people who were still going out with their friends, without thinking that even though they might get Corona and be fine they may spread it to someone who is immunocompromised or has preexisting breathing problems and wont ever recover."}, {"index": 14, "context": "In Answer to the previous question I expressed a level of anger and disgust. This was not to the disease or how how it is being addressed by national or local government or those responsible for treating individuals, the medical services etc. I am angry and disgusted with individuals who are using this situation to either profit from the misfortunes of others or who believe they have carte blanche to do whatever they want and everyone else can suffer. \nI have no direct fear of the virus itself or of the disease. Although I understand it is highly contagious and potentially very serious, all I can do is follow the guidelines for keeping myself and my family and friends safe. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel like nobody is taking it seriously anymore, nobody keeps their distance, some people still don't wear masks, everyone goes out everywhere yet we're only meant to be out for essential stuff. It makes me so anxious and doesn't help when I have to work throughout it too, at a place which isn't essential in the slightest and where people come in JUST for a scratchcard. It's a joke to be honest. I've had enough of it and now a date has been given for when all restrictions can be lifted, people are acting like coronavirus will have evaporated by then. It's wrong."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel like the UK government have not done enough soon enough. I think lockdown should be more strict and enforced at this point as it is clear that not everyone is following the rules. I think increased security measures would come at further detriment to peoples wellbeing and financial situations however I believe it is necessary at this point to prevent this awful virus killing more of our loved ones and putting a strain on the NHS. When lockdown was originally announced I felt incredibly anxious about the whole situation in a way I have never experienced before. As the days have went on I have grown accustomed to life now however sometimes I will have moments of realising how crazy and saddening it all is. I have personally been very worried about the mental wellbeing of everyone around me most of all friends and family that can't get out the house due to being high risk. Personally, I'm not that worried about catching the virus itself as I am taking every safety precaution I possibly can but it is rather the knock on effects the lockdown has had on my life that induced the anxiety such as having a drastic reduction in my income and the strain of being locked in the house with my family. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am worried about the situation as a vulnerable person and I am very anxious about what could happen it I caught the virus. I am angry with those not taking the virus seriously and are behaving selfishly. I believe this is largely the result of the misconception that this virus will only effect the elderly and vulnerable people. I am disappointed with the government for not taking action sooner and for continuing to have a lenient attitude to lockdown. The public are not taking the measure seriously enough and I feel they will only do so when the governments puts stricter measures in place. It makes me fearful that the actions of others are only going to make the situation worse. This situation is very unsettling for everyone and I think everyone needs to come together at this time and protect each other. "}, {"index": 18, "context": "I'm mostly despondent at how difficult it is to do anything particularly interesting or fun, though I have tried to work around it by seeing friends remotely. I feel fairly trapped inside the house, though I am making an effort to get regular exercise, as I'm working from here and can't go out very much at the weekends. I'm also concerned for people like my grandparents who are elderly, but more generally for the whole population as various people have died who aren't elderly or have other health issues. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel okay as I have distracted myself with work, however, I went on Facebook a few minutes ago which heightened my anxiety as it was filled with posts about Corona. After seeing coming off Facebook my anxiety is reduced and I become sad. I have found the best way for reducing my anxiety and sadness is staying off social media. I try to stay away as it upsets me and hearing about all the deaths and the difficult times people are going through can be hard for me because i know i can't do anything. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I\u2019m feeling sad at the moment. I feel the government is reacting to the the issues opposed to being ahead of the game and this is causing a loss of life. I also feel sadness and disappointment in the public that aren\u2019t sticking to the clear, simple instructions! The result of this will be an enforced lockdown which will have a negative impact on people as the warm weather arrives in the coming months. I\u2019m sad that I can\u2019t see members of my family that live less than 1 mile away from me, one of those family members is my 91 year old grandmother."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I have been seeing and reading of so many tragic and sad real life situations that many people have found themselves in due to the coronavirus and the situation surrounding it. It has made me feel very sad for those people and it will happen to more in the future. This gives me a feeling of anxiety about the future. There are many indirect consequences of this virus and the I think one of the worst of those is the loneliness and isolation of many people especially the elderly, at this time. It breaks my my heart to think of so many people in that situation .. I am not very worried about my own situation infact I feel very lucky compared to so many others."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel sad that so many people are dying. It\u2019s scary to think that this is happening all over the world. Everyone is affected and in a strange way it\u2019s given everyone a common ground. \nI think most people are listening to the rules set out by their governments but a few are not and these people should be punished. I wonder how long this will go on for as I have holiday booked that won\u2019t happen ! I know everyone is feeling the same but think people with older relatives must be more worried than others "}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am hopeful that we are moving in the right direction with the vaccine rollout, but sad for everything we have missed and the people we have lost. Just wanting to get back to living life rather than just surviving. I am also worried that new variants may affect the vaccine and halt the progress that has been made, so many people have lost lives and livelihoods and those who are still working we seem to be working just to pay the bills, the fun of life seems to have been taken away. I feel bad for my children, my son who is in year 10 and has missed so much school I dont know how it will affect his GCSEs and my 20 year old daughter who has no job and it is affecting her mental health and can't see how things will improve. And the worry of the countrys debt and how we will recover from that."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Worried, stressed, scared and what will happen after awhile . Is everything going to go to normal again so we can see our family\u2019s and friends . I\u2019m a key worker and I\u2019m so scared to go in to work at the moment with what\u2019s going on. My sons school is closed and his going from home and it\u2019s so hard to support him as I\u2019m not a teacher and I have a one year old and I have to think about my kids and family because they come first in life . But worried about all the nhs staff and everyone . I lost a family member about a week ago and I couldn\u2019t even go and see my friend because of what is going on. These are sad times because u hear people dieing because of this virus and I just want it to stop . "}, {"index": 25, "context": "It has been a long year and it feels like we are so close but still so far away from things getting back to normal. I'm happy that the vaccine roll out is going well, I am angry at the government because of the way they have handled the pandemic, and that they will claim success for the vaccine roll out, even though it is the NHS not the government that is responsible. I am sad at everything we have missed, especially for my kids. \nI know we can't rush to get everything open again, I just want to spend some time with my friends and family without being scared or without breaking the rules. I dont want to be a hypocrite, and it makes me angry to see so many people just doing whatever they like."}, {"index": 26, "context": "i feel depressed over the situation. how long restrictions will last unerves me a bit. also worried about wheter my dad will contract the virus and how his body will react. Im also worried about how my mental health will be after so long without seeing friends as i have no release at home which makes me feel lonely.\n\nim curious to see how the economy will react to it basicall coming to a standstill, and feel sorry for the people who will inevitably lose jobs due to the virus as companies will need to balance the books."}, {"index": 27, "context": "Frustrated that I am going back into work in a school with no vaccine and mixing with lots of children when I can't see my parents indoors. Tired of not travelling far and seeing others break the rules. Hope that there is a route out of lockdown and that we can see our families more in the summer and enjoy a holiday as our household. Worry about the rates rising as the lockdown in eased and having to postpone events again. Worry that my daughter who is now 4 will remember this part of her life and look back feeling that she missed out on part of her childhood, not seeing family or friends at Christmas, not being able to have a birthday party."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel frustrated with the length of time we have all waited for the restrictions to lift.\nI also feel frustrated with the whole situation, between the government messages, the media messages and peoples feelings in general, it has made me sad and frustrated in equal measures.\nI would have expected a more optimistic response following the vaccinations, but again frustrated by the messages being sent out. We have constantly had positive messages about the uptake of the vaccinations, but a rather negative reaction to wanting to open things up again."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I personally feel as though it has gone on too long. If everyone actually listened to the rules we had back in March 2020 instead of ignoring them and if the government acted a bit like Australia's government with the pandemic, then we wouldn't be still in this position a year on. Yes, the vaccine roll-out is working but there's still a massive cluster of people who either can't or won't get it. \n\nI also think this pandemic has been hard hitting on the already hard hitting mental health situation. It has made lots of people sadder especially this Winter lockdown. In the Summer lockdown, we had the sunshine and people were gardening and we had that to keep us at home along with enjoyable walks. But now, this Winter lockdown is a complete 360 as we had dark days, rainy weather and we didn't have the sunshine until 9-10pm. In my opinion, it's brought on a lot of extra un-needed depression too."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I lost my Dad to Coronavirus on Thursday. I'm heartbroken as he was so not ready to leave us and it was such a cruel way to die. I am beyond angry with the government whose actions and inaction I believe directly led to his death but I have no energy to do anything with my anger. I don't want to become another one of those bereaved families groups fighting for justice after the fact when so many more are going to needlessly die. I still don't think people realise the reality of the situation. It's heartbreaking to know how many other families are going through similar pain to us at this time. We can't even mourn properly as we can't get the hugs we need, the funeral will be a hollowed out shell, no reflective walks on the beach, no nothing."}, {"index": 31, "context": "Staying home turned me into an alcoholic. Hopefully, life will stop being so restricted by COVID soon, but I'm not very optimistic about this, seeing that even though we have above 30% of the population vaccinated, restrictions are slow to be lifted.\nAlso concerned about my ability to see my family which is in another country, and with the restrictions, it's near impossible to do that in the near future.\nI also feel like I have completely lost my communication skills because of this long withdrawal from normal human interaction. Talking to people makes me anxious when it didn't happen last year."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel tired and exhausted by the Coronavirus situation. I feel like my life is on hold and has no value right now. I haven't seen friends or family in person for over a year now, as they live several hours away. I can't remember the last time I did anything of interest or felt 'alive' - it must be at least six months ago. I live alone in a small apartment with no garden or green space. I spend most of my life here. I feel like I am merely existing. I am physically and mentally in the worst shape of my life. I need normality back and I need something to look forward to."}, {"index": 33, "context": "It is a fearful time especially being on a lockdown and not knowing what the next week or two will bring. You have to stay happy and hopeful for all individuals that are currently unwell, at home or even working especially hospitals who might struggling with ventilations or any other equipment. I feel sad for the families that cannot be together especially mums with young children if they work in the NHS UK. I hope everything will improve in the world and everyone can go back to living their normal lives for example kids to go back to school and have the education that they need. People to go back to work and earn a living for their families. Especially all families and friends to finally be free and be together again because this is happiness and it is a very important thing.\n\nI'm extremely worried with the high numbers of deaths in United Kingdom which is currently at 5,373+439. This is a lot higher and higher each day. \n\nI have a family member living with me who is a high risk so it is worrying especially when I have to go out to buy food and essentials and then coming home and hoping everything is ok. \n\nI try and clean the areas that I have touched everyday to reduce of spreading bacteria. It is a fearful time especially being on a lockdown and not knowing what the next week or two will bring. You have to stay happy and hopeful for all individuals that are currently unwell, at home or even working especially hospitals who might struggling with ventilations or any other equipment. I feel sad for the families that cannot be together especially mums with young children if they work in the NHS UK. I hope everything will improve in the world and everyone can go back to living their normal lives for example kids to go back to school and have the education that they need. People to go back to work and earn a living for their families. Especially all families and friends to finally be free and be together again because this is happiness and it is a very important thing.\n\nI'm extremely worried with the high numbers of deaths in United Kingdom which is currently at 5,373+439. This is a lot higher and higher each day. \n\nI have a family member living with me who is a high risk so it is worrying especially when I have to go out to buy food and essentials and then coming home and hoping everything is ok. \n\nI try and clean the areas that I have touched everyday to reduce of spreading bacteria. \n\nIt is also very boring being at home and not doing anything and just doing the same repetitive activities like cleaning, cooking etc.\nWe have been restricted from walking outside, walking dog more than once a day or visiting any places like beach, park or anything. In the way I do understand this is good and helpful for everyone of spreading the virus so it is for the best to be sat at home and look after yourself and others. \n\nI just have to thing that once this is all over everyone will be out in the world and be happy\n"}, {"index": 34, "context": "The corona virus is making me feel scared, worried and sad. This is a horrible time for everyone in the world. I\u2019m worried as we don\u2019t know when this will end when it will go back to normal. I\u2019m sad that so many people are getting ill and dying from this. I\u2019m scared someone I love is going to die, I don\u2019t know what I\u2019ll do. The NHS are doing amazing everyone is coming together. However the selfish people that are still going out meeting with mates, still doing parties, I\u2019m disappointment with them why would they do this when there are so many people dying. I want it to end.9\n"}, {"index": 35, "context": "I feel quite institutionalised by it. I'm doing as I'm told, keeping my family safe at home and can't imagine life returning to normal any time soon. I'm just sad at the time that has been lost and the uncertainty of life going forward. \nI don't feel anger, this situation can't be helped, I just feel so resigned to what will be will be. It feels like we're in limbo and I just hope that at some point we'll be able to move forward with our lives, travel and hug those closest to us. \nI'm happy that the children get to go back to school but nervous about them mixing with other people, potentially coming into contact with covid and bringing it home."}], "length": 6006} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel angry at the government regarding the PPE deals and the NHS payrise. I am 36 weeks pregnant and anxious about contracting the virus and my husband not being allowed to stay with me whilst I'm in hospital.\n\nI am relieved that my grandparents and parents have had the vaccine and can't wait to be able to spend time together again. I am no longer working as I'm a nurse so it has been a very lonely time. I have been suffering with depression and anxiety as a result of the lockdown.\n\nI am also worried about EU countries suspending the vaccine and hope that this isn't going to happen in the UK. \n\nI also feel some disbelief that all restrictions will be lifted in June."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am utterly fed up of it. I have been quite positive and happy throughout but it has taken a toll and I am done. My son was 1.5 years when this started and now he\u2019s 2.5 years old. He had changed dramatically in that time and my friends and family have missed that, plus his lack of interaction with children his own age, affecting his development, is heartbreaking. I think the roadmap is unrealistic and find it hard to believe that we will be all done with everything by June 21st. We have been given false expectations plenty of times so far so why should this one be any different."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel sad for everyone around the world who is affected- either directly through the illness or the economic effects on their businesses. I also feel sad at the prospect of continued limits on social interactions and nothing, such as music festivals, concerts and sports, to look forward to in the near future- I understand completely for the need for social distancing at this time. I am slightly anxious and fearful about the economic and social consequences of this pandemic and distressed about the lack of ideas for an exit strategy."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel less happy about the lockdown situation than previously, its starting to grind a bit now since the weather has been bad and going out for a walk and cycling is less of an enticing prospect. At first i didn't miss social occasions much but now i feel like i miss it, going for a drink with friends or going to a theme park seems like and exciting prospect.Im starting to look forward to the end and feel positive that that end is in sight. However its been a long time since 'normality' and it is going to take some ajustment to the new normal and what that looks like. Im concerened about vaccine availability and how far down the list i am when everything is starting to open up again and i will be expected to return to the office. While im looking forward to the future im still very much aware that the virus is around and before everyone is vaccinated it is a real threat, not just to the old and vulnerable but everyone."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am frustrated. They are giving the vaccines to people who are not going out, people who are elderly and not allowed out. Yet those of us who are going out, and working are not getting vaccines yet. Also, angry that they are not giving vaccines to those shop workers who deal with a large number of customers everyday.\n\nI want freedom, every other country is living life as normal but with masks and cleaning etc. Yet i can't even go out to visit my family. I work in a pub and have been out of work for the majority of a year, pubs spent 1000's on PPE for this only to get shut down. It's all backwards."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am worried and sad about the current Corona situations. I've had to close my business until further notices which I completely understand but I'm also sad about it as I love what I do. \n\nI am worried about friends and family. I have a relative in a care home and we know that if he gets the disease then it is very unlikely that he'll survive. This makes me feel extremely sad and also guilty that I can't visit him though I understand the reasons why I can't.\n\nI'm also worried about a number of people that I know that live with mental ill health. They are struggling, really struggling and I do what I can by texting and talking to them.\n\nI'm also very proud of my family. My children are now home from university. One of them is waiting to hear about what is happening with her finals and the other is in his first year. I couldn't be prouder of how they are responding to the virus. They are both doing everything they should and shouldn't be doing and they are being very supportive and helping keep morale high in our house. \n\nSad, anxious, worried but proud. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "Right now I've started getting used to life under lockdown, and I'm finding ways to keep myself busy. The first week was really bad for me mentally, but I think I'm used to the situation and have come to terms with it. I've also become able to accept that I have little to no control over what happens with the lockdown, other than staying inside, so right now I'm just waiting for things to develop.\n\nI'm trying to give myself things to do, but the biggest problems for me are the lack of motivation and boredom. I'm trying to keep a routine but it's been a bit difficult sticking to it, and I'm having trouble sleeping. I also find that I'm eating more than normally, which I'm trying to fix this week, as well as drinking more."}, {"index": 7, "context": "Although I have been affected by virus financially I am more concerned about elderly or vulnerable relatives.\nI think by following the advice we can help to stop the spread but not sure how long that will take. My best guess would be end of April or early May that the virus will be under control enough for people to start returning to work.\nI think if you are sensible and take precautions you should now be able to avoid contracting it. Regular hand washing and avoiding contact with anyone outside of your own household should be enough to stop you from getting it."}, {"index": 8, "context": "At this moment I am quite worried, anxious and stressed out. This uncertainty is really bothering me as I do not know when the things will get back to normal and I will be able to see my family again. I haven't seen them for a long time as they live abroad and I miss them. I am also worring about my job, finances and the impact it may have on my future career. I have been working so hard to save some money and I am afraid that I may loose it all now. I has become really depressing that I can't spend too much time outside and I have to stay at home instead. I have also had to cancel my pre-booked holiday and I do not know if I will have a chance to go abroad this year. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I really feel sad that this isn\u2019t control and we soon are out of lockdown it gives me anxiety to go shopping for items and scared I will catch COVID I feel if this was control in a good manner we would not be in this situation some times am depressed in the house I can not see my family and scared for my parents whom are not well and feel that the country has let us down with many people who do not care and mix a lot and it\u2019s going to get out of controlled I couldn\u2019t see my daughter who had a major surgery and felt really sad and scared for her"}, {"index": 10, "context": "At the moment I am feeling frustrated regarding the current situation and people\u2019s responses to it. I am also a little worried as a couple of people around me are at a higher risk. I am also stressed about my ability to get a job in the summertime due to the severity of the outbreak. I am annoyed at the amount of people who are refusing to stay at home and stem the spread as I think it\u2019s selfish and counterproductive. I am also stressed about my future career goals as they might have been influenced by the corona outbreak, which has affected the economy and ruined a lot of smaller businesses."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel hopeful that the situation is going in the right direction, but I also feel very anxious about what will happen once restrictions are lifted. I do not want people to simply throw away what we have achieved thus far. We have come too far to just remove all restrictions and potentially go back to Square 1. I feel a bit sad because I feel as though life is passing me by, but I understand that it is the right thing to do for the good of humanity, and that I have many other things to be thankful for, such as my health."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Im mostly upset and saddened by the government putting profits before people, wanting everyone to be vaccinated (including children) and it all being based on skewed stats.\n I'm disgusted at the media blocking alternative views and the public from blindly swallowing everything they are fed.\n As someone is is not old or fat, I am angry about vaccination passports and that we can be controlled so easily and willingly.\n I am saddened that ive been imprisoned in my home for over 2% of my life and that voices like mine are not and never will be listened to, taken seriously or are set only to be that of tinfoil hat wearing anti-vaxers (which they aren't)"}, {"index": 13, "context": "Just bored and frustrated at constant lockdowns. Feels like it\u2019s been forever now. We\u2019ve been sensible the whole time and followed the rules but just feeling a bit of fatigue now and it\u2019s having a massive impact on my mental health. I\u2019m much less scared of the physical risk that coronavirus poses and more worried about my mental health. I\u2019m also a bit frustrated that it seems like there are many other people who haven\u2019t been following the rules and who continue to break them, which makes you wonder why we continue to follow them. The vaccine rollout seems to be going well but again, it\u2019s a bit frustrating that older people will be able to get out and on holiday etc. much earlier than us young people who have sacrificed some of the best years of our lives to keep them safe."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I\u2019m really bored. Every day feels exactly the same as the one before with little prospect of change in the medium term. I miss sport, pubs and the cinema and as I\u2019m not getting any time to myself whatsoever my mental health is suffering. I\u2019m finding little things irritating such as being told I have to write no fewer than five hundred characters. I can express how I feel perfectly well in less than five hundred characters to be honest; I don\u2019t feel the need to write an essay on the subject. I think if you\u2019re going to ask for something like this you should really make it explicit right from the outset. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am very worried that the situation is getting worse and the general public are not taking it seriously enough. The Government needs to increase lockdown and bring more punishment for those risking going out, this makes me angry that people are not listening and thinking it will never happen to them. They are putting others at risk with this attitude.\n\nI have just been Furloughed today and whilst I will financially be ok, I am worried about my job after this is all over.\n\nIt makes me sad that so many people are passing away and the death toll is increasing every day. It seems to be getting closer to home now, local people getting coronavirus and celebrities which makes you realise it could attack anyone."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I'm just tired of it all. I feel like I'm running a marathon I never wanted to sign up for. My son is now 17 months and I want to enjoy motherhood with him. I want to go swimming and feel fit and attractive and be a romantic partner to my husband and not his roommate who never leaves. I feel quite run down. I'm tired of listening to Boris Johnson. I want to live again and go out for a nice meal. I want my parents to meet my son. I feel like I'm a blinking cursor -- just waiting around to write something instead of sitting in a blank page."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am nervous about the situation. I am nervous and scared that I will lose someone I love. It is a situation affecting the whole world, so everyone is in the same boat, but I am scared for others - not myself.\n\nI know the importance of the social distancing and the lockdown, but I am so excited for it all to be lifted and for everything to get back to normal. I cant wait till I can see my friends and family again, but I know that by not seeing them they are safe, because you are safe if you're inside."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel sad for the people and families who will lose their lives. I also feel some worry about how the future will pan out and the impact of this situation in regards to people's healths, jobs etc. I also feel hope that we will get through this situation and that hopefully there may be some good that comes of it such as more money in the nhs and recognition of keyworkers. To an extent I feel relaxed in that I am working from home and les stressed due to not having to commute, having a lesser workload and more time at home. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "Concerned that not all people are taking the situation seriously and that this could others at risk. I feel frustrated that shops don\u2019t always have want I want because people take more than they need. I feel annoyed when I see pictures of wasted food. I am trying to enjoy being with my family and ensure that my children don\u2019t become anxious about the current situation. I feel as though it is my role to protect my family but by doing essential tasks and some people being ignorant and not following the expectations "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I'm feeling sad for friends who've lost people they love. I'm worried for my elderly father, aunts and uncles and for friends who are older or who have health concerns. I'm worried for the mental health of friends who have anxiety or depression. I fear that there will be an increase in suicides. And I'm concerned for myself because I have underlying health concerns, and the media seems to be daily assuming lives like mine are less important. I feel disposable to society. And I'm angry that Boris Johnson didn't act sooner to save lives."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am very sad for the families who have lost loved ones, but it has been amazing how the situation has brought out the best in people. I put a simple thank you on my rubbish bins today but my neighbour put on a rainbow with the following message: Good morning! Thank you, as always, to you and your team in keeping us all going in these times. The highlight of the week is currently taking out the bins out. Best wishes to you and your family. Keep safe. I have never been as busy sending out newsletter to our hostelling group and keeping in touch with members not on email. I hope the close contacts we have made with neighbours will continue once the pandemic is over. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "Right now I am not anxious, I know that should I get it I would likely be fine. However, having lost my fit and healthy Dad, who was only in his 60s to it, I do feel very sad. I feel very hopeful about the vaccine and grateful to the scientists who have developed it and the people who have administered it, but I\u2019m so sad that it came too late for my dad. I\u2019m looking forward to happier times to hopefully come soon. I know there are likely to still be bumps in the road but I do think the worst times are now behind us."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel like the situation is getting better with less cases locally and nationally, less people in our hospital and especially less people in our critical care department and more people being vaccinated, we seem to be on track with the vaccination schedule which is nice to hear but I still feel like people aren\u2019t going to follow the rules with the relaxing of lockdowns and I still feel like we are some way away from normality. I worry that we might have to enter another lockdown at some point with the news of more variants coming from different countries and with travel opening up, this is a concern for me."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Not great, honestly. I'd just started a relationship with a girl who I really liked, and we both shared a lot of interests. I've never felt this kind of near-instant compatibility with someone before, and now I can't even see them because of the stupid-ass lockdown. Not to mention being stuck indoors while living by the sea, so I can't even relax by the beach because I'll get shut down for being outside. Being poor during this sucks too, and it's compounded even more if you're disabled. Basically, this entire situation is a shitshow."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Not particularly worried about myself but concerned for family, especially those who are older or otherwise particularly vulnerable to the worst effects of coronavirus. Although I can see that positive steps have been made, I am generally disappointed with the government response, both in terms of mixed messaging and the failure to expand testing capability. I think the financial measures to protect jobs, encourage workers to stay home, and assist people to pay bills must go further. I am very worried for those in the health service, particularly due to the shocking lack of PE and ventilators, which is at least partly due to the failings of Conservative governments to fund the NHS and other public services. "}], "length": 3906} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am very anxious at the moment. I have generalised anxiety disorder, and usually my mood is well controlled and stable. This current situation however has undone a lot of the work I've managed to do in the past few years to take control of my mental health.\nAs a microbiologist, I have volunteered to work in one of the government testing centres and I feel like this will help me manage my anxiety however, as it will help me feel like I have a part to play in managing the situation. Other than that, I am sadder than usual, and I feel like I have lost faith in some people who are not taking the advice and warnings of the WHO and government seriously. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "At the moment, I feel sad at not being able to see my family or friends . I have not seen any family since January 2020, and have not seen some friends for even longer.\n\nI feel anxious about coming out of lockdown as people seem to forget that we are still in the midst of a global pandemic and it seems as though people are forgetting to social distance etc. I worry that as restrictions are relaxed, people will think that things are back to normal and they can live their lives as they did pre-pandemic and do whatever they want, such as gathering in large crowds, forgetting to wash their hands regularly etc, particularly as the vaccination programme is rolled out."}, {"index": 2, "context": "It's sad the number of deaths. People need to respect rules but should still be allowed daily exercise. Government could of acted quicker than they did. Sad as in spring and waited all winter to go in Snowdonia and weather turns good as soon as we in lock down. Wasted money for university this year as with this and strikes very little coverage and online stuff useless. I feel sad also that I may not be able to go away and enjoy my final summer before graduation and no chance to get a driving licence or work. Hopefully the situation will change in the near future and can enjoy the summer. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am feeling so fed up with corona. I feel like it is never going to end. I haven't seen my family since 2019 and it is just hard. I wish life would return to normal as it has affected my mental health significantly. It is a very scary Time because my family members who I haven't been able to see have had the illness too and it is hard. It is hard on my daughter as she misses school tremendously and she is only 4 so doesn't understand and she also has special needs so she is struggling even more with her learning, and not being at school has made her even more behind"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel weary and frustrated, I am identified as a key worker and have been moved to shifts to encourage social distancing and have had extremely early starts in the morning which are tiring. I am unable to stay longer in work to finish up a o as I must avoid the next shift. I worry about my aged mother and I miss seeing my grandsons who I would normally see at least once a week. I get stressed by having to reassure people who are worrying and by having to correct misinformation that they may have picked up on social media. I feel patronized by the Queens speech "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am very sad tht I have lost the closest person to me in the world because of this horrendous disease. \nI am very sad due to this reason but also very hopeful for the rest of my friends and family and society. I really hope we are near the end of this awful time.\nI want everything to go back to normal because the anxiety that I feel that I could potentially loose someone else I love to the virus scares me every day and I just pray we get back to some sort of reality very soon.\nI hope everyone listens to the rules and stays away from their loved ones to save life\u2019s because if they don\u2019t we will not see the light at the end of the tunnel."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I think that I will be safe because I, and my direct family are able to all self isolate and therefore the risk of us getting poorly is very low. However, I feel so much sadness and worry for all of the workers who are not getting the care they deserve, the patients who cannot get the treatment they need, the citizens who haven\u2019t got the money to feed themselves, the elderly who experience extreme loneliness, and the apparent lack of care from the government. it\u2019s absolutely shocking and poor what they are providing and they should be ashamed of themselves for all the blood in their hands for not providing more to the NHS. I also worry for ill patients without the virus, having heart attacks, strokes etc who are not receiving care because it is deemed less important. Utterly a appalling "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel a little bit defeated by it. I feel that time has been wasted.\nUnsure about the way forward and not confident that we will get through this soon. the way that the U K government is dealing with this does not inspire me with confidence and I don't like the fact that the Scottish government is unable to make ALL the decisions themself for the Scottish people. I am frustrated at the fact that people can travel into Scotland from other parts of the U K. There has been too much time wasted and I am sorry for all the people who have died. It makes me sad."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel restless due to the length of the pandemic and I wish to see it end. Although it has not had a huge impact on my own life (besides lockdowns) I have felt somewhat disheartened and down and have a strong desire to return back to normal. I feel sympathy to everyone who has suffered in any way throughout this pandemic. I have some worries for the state of the economy but I hope when we come out of lockdown for the last time we will be able to pick ourselves back up and fix everything as quickly as possible."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am no longer that worried about me or my family getting ill due to the vaccines that are becoming available. All of my vulnerable family members have had the vaccine so I believe if any of us were to contract the virus that we would be okay, I still am cautious when going out and will continue to be, as the prospect of getting the virus still is unappealing even if it is not frightening for me. The prime minister's lockdown exit plan has given me some hope of the situation going back to normal but it is still such a long time away and I am really missing my boyfriend, friends and family who I can't see due to the restrictions."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I\u2019m getting frustrated that this has been going on so long. We\u2019re going to have to just learn to live with the virus and I\u2019m sad that there has been so much distraction in the name of \u2018safety\u2019 when it hasn\u2019t really done that much. I\u2019ve lost my job and had to get a new less well paid one because of this. Now furlough has been extended I could possibly have kept the job but it wasn\u2019t announced early enough. I\u2019m frustrated that things which are definitely safe won\u2019t be allowed for weeks yet - fingers crossed it doesn\u2019t get pushed back again. We just need some normality back."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel a bit conflicted. I am staying inside, but then I have to work in the co-op (2 times a week). But then having to work my normal job. (being deployed to the co-op). So, I take it seriously but then in the co-op I have soo many walking around me not respecting the 2 m distance and it stresses me out. \nbut then I think, if they don't take it seriously, maybe i am over worrying? (i know this is not true)\nIt is also hard, because both my housemates have been furlowed, and I have not and will not will. So it is stressful trying to keep a routine, and my health is deteriating."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Fed up with lockdowns. Want some certainty back. Exasperated with the government over some of their decisions which I feel put the economy before people. I feel conflicted about the need for life to get back to normal versus peoples right to choose eg to have the vaccine or not. Not sure I trust the government. Feeling sad for people who have lost loved ones, or who are unable to see loved ones. I desperately want to be able to travel to see my mum, and other friends. It seems like this has dragged on for years. Am concerned about the new policing bill that is being read in parliament and how force was used to break up a masked vigil being held for Sarah Everad."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I keep feeling that it should've been taken care of better and much sooner, it really is very saddening, especially hearing of the number of deaths every day and of the toll it has on those that are working hard to help. It almost seems like few people are taking it seriously still now which can be infuriating, especially when blatantly witnessing them not sticking to the guidelines set. I am most worried for my parents who are more at risk. I really hope things can clear up and head in a better direction soon. I will continue to try my best to protect my family and others."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am not worried about the effect of coronavirus on those that I love or myself. I am sad for all those who are suffering in all kinds of ways not just from coronavirus but also from the efforts being made to deal with it. I am also angry about the lack of resources and capabilities to deal with this pandemic\n\nI am worried about how this pandemic will be brought to an end and the longer term impact of the pandemic on society, the ecomony and individuals. I for one will live my life differently as soon as I am able to."}, {"index": 15, "context": "Some people are still very ignorant about what this virus is. They just don't understand how important it is to isolate. The government has to impose a complete lock down immediately to protect everyone. I'm scared for my family at this time. I miss them and am afraid that I won't be able to go to my brother's wedding in August if the quarantine is extended because of stupid people ignoring basic guidance. It makes me so angry and frustrated that some people think they're exempt from the rules."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I mainly think it's sad how people have lost loved ones and our lives have completely changed. However, I am making the best out of this quarantine and using it as time to be productive. I am worried about catching the virus as I live with a loved one who is in a high risk group, however I am taking social distancing seriously so hopefully we will be fine. I am holding on and riding this out, and really hope that everyone else takes this isolation seriously too so that we can get this over with ASAP."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am worried about what is going to happen. I am worried about getting ill and leaving my children behind. I am worried about catching it from work. I miss my family dreadfully and my close friends. I am worried about the impact on my job and career. I am worried about not being able to buy food in a few weeks and my child missing out at school. I hope the country comes out with this and can build itself back up. I am scared that the prime minister is not going to survive since being moved to intensive care"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel a continued sadness because I haven't been able to see my family properly for almost a year. I am still fearful and anxious about my parents being infected, although due to the vaccines available I am less worried than before. I have found the periods of isolation fairly easy to deal with and have used the time to reflect and relax, where possible. I am beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel and will be glad to see an end to this awful and strange time. However, I have been through much worse in my life so have maybe found it easier to deal with than some."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel fairly motivated to pursue things I wouldn't normally have time to during quarantine such as running, learning some geography knowledge etc. I feel pretty bored as there is no televised sports at the moment which is a big part of my life. Also feeling sad for people currently losing loved ones to the virus. Have been feeling very grateful to the NHS and all its workers lately, putting themselves on the front line so we can all stay safe at home. I have been getting quite annoyed with people breaking the social distancing rules which I see when i go out running."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel as though people are getting 'used' to the coronavirus and are starting to accept that it will be a part of daily life for the foreseeable future and possibly forever. \n\nPeople are starting to do more and once allowed to by the government they will not hesitate to do what they did previously, before the coronavirus. \n\nI do believe there is a large majority of people who are not worried about the coronavirus and how it will affect them (maybe they haven't had any personal experience i.e. someone close to them dying!) \n\nThis morning I took my son to school. The lack of social distancing was a disgrace. One example was a couple of mother's standing in the middle of the pavement, having a conversation with people struggling to get by them. It's infuriating. I could have started an argument with about 4 or 5 people on the walk to school. \n\nI can't stand the way these people are and how they are behaving."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am feeling hopeful about the vaccine rollout going well but anxious about the return of schools, and hopefully it won't be like the September surge all over again with all of the mixing, but it seems like adequate measures have been put in place to prevent a repeat of what happened previously. Might even get a holiday in this year which'll be good, but happy to stay in the UK this year if it's considerably safer. Nice to be able to get family booked in for vaccines too. Just annoying that it's still going on, especially coming up to the 1 year anniversary of the pandemic, but the end is (hopefully) in sight."}, {"index": 22, "context": "My overriding feeling about the situation currently is one of frustration, partially because I feel as though my 'best years' are slipping away from me, as a 19 year old in university, and partially because of the government's handling of the situation. \n\nI'm lucky enough to have not lost anyone I know directly because of coronavirus, but I have not seen my grandfather in over a year now, despite the fact that he lives approximately a 5 minute walk from my house and usually I would see him weekly.\n\nI have had coronavirus myself, in around October 2020, and I still cannot smell. I didn't suffer too badly with the virus but some of my friends were quite ill. I personally was not particularly scared to contract it because statistically I thought I would be fine, and although I was right I completely understand people's fears about the disease and I sympathise with those who cannot be so nonchalant about it, either for health reasons or financial ones. \n\nI also have some anxiety about how this may affect my future prospects in terms of leaving university/my career etc. and I also have some economic concerns, coming from a working class family who cannot afford to help me out if needs be."}, {"index": 23, "context": "It\u2019s ever evolving- one day there\u2019s hope and the next sorrow. I hdvr never been personally affected by it but know many people that have. My fear is that this will become as normal as the flu and well always be taking about it. So bored of taking about it. I feel like it affects other people but not me. Happy about his far we\u2019ve come with treatments and vaccine but then again so far to go. Compared to last year I feel run down just thinking about it last year I was hopeful it would be over soon"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel that it is never ending, and that our government floundered so much at the beginning, it feels like it will go on forever. I am glad that vaccines have now been approved and are being dispensed. But again, if they run out or it transpires that they're ineffective, again where does that leave the country. It is frustrating and frightening. So many lives have been lost, time wasted, money wasted it's ridiculous to think that the government keep getting away with the horrendous way that this has been handled."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I have found this lockdown much harder than 2020, even though this time I go to work during the week, not being able to do anything in the evenings and weekends has been much harder for me and makes me feel slightly anxious and sad. I just didn\u2019t think it would still be happening this long. I am very much looking forward to being able to see friends again, go shopping and get my hair done and go on holiday. Making arrangements to go out makes me excited but I do feel a little anxious that they won\u2019t happen."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am worried as I am on the vulnerable list and my husband is a key worker so he is in and out and he and I feel the risk is high for me catching the virus. Anxious before he gets home. So I feel tense most weekdays, sad as we socially distance, missing a hug.\nFrightened as a friends cousin died.\nI am feeling happy as I can keep safe though and also because I am loved and supported.\nI feel satisfied as I am doing the best I can to support others while they are anxious and or stressed with the fear of catching this horrid diease."}, {"index": 27, "context": "Worried because I have to work tomorrow looking after the children of key workers. Angry because some of the children don\u2019t Really need to be there and yet their difficult parents are putting them at risk and lying to us about why they should be classes as key workers. Angry because those children are the worst behaved. Sad because I could catch it and give it to my children. Scared of the future for my children if anything happens to me. Happy because the family time together at home has been nice. I like the improved sense of community that people seem to have but also disappointed that some people are ignoring social distancing rules. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "Tired of the whole situation. Wondering what will happen to the economy and peoples future. Think the economic outlook is grim and we will have to live with the effects of the virus for decades. Hoping that my workplace will change and I will be able to work from home more. Bit more hopeful that the vaccine will allow shops and pubs to open and we will get back to some sense of normality. But overall just fed up of everything and wondered what the long term impact will be on the whole country and everyone\u2019s future"}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel a bit upset as I\u2019ve lost a lot of money since last year and no work has been bad for mental health not just for me but for me and my friends also which is sad.\nI hope it will improve this year so that I can continue with my career and my future goals, however I\u2019m not sure it will this year maybe next year,\nMy family have been very important to me and thanks god I live with them or I don\u2019t know what I would do, \nI wish to know what the future would hold so things can go back to reality but I\u2019m not so optimistic as we have seen what is capable of this virus"}, {"index": 30, "context": "I currently have very mixed emotions regarding the coronavirus. I am sad that I am unable to see my parents as they do not live in the same house as me and I am worried about their health and them being safe. \nAlthough it has not been by choice it is almost nice to pause and have a break from every day life although it is now starting to become a struggle and I am missing the simple day to day things I would normally have the freedom to do. \nI am disappointed in some people who are ignoring the rules and not listening when there are people dying from this awful virus every day."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am feeling very sad for all the families who have lost loved ones. Also I am concerned about my husband who is a vulnerable person along with my mother and mother in law. i am not concerned about myself as i have to go shopping. I am hopeful that all the sacrifices we are making will beat this virus and so grateful to all the amazing NHS staff including my bother in law and sister in law who are on the front line that they are safe. I am very impressed with the way the government is handling the pandemic. We can win this."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel frustrated at people who are not listening to the governments orders to stay inside. It is frustrating that the guidance is so clear, yet people refuse to give things up to save peoples lives. I have made huge changes to my life to help bring this to an end sooner but lots of other people are not trying despite it being clear how serious the coronavirus is. I feel worried that myself or people I know will become ill and the NHS will not be able to save people. It is very hard to stay positive but I am happy that people are showing their application for key workers and want to protect the NHS."}], "length": 4715} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am not as worried as I was before as I know that the death rate is slowly dropping as more vaccinations are being offered. Also, I am not experiencing many deaths in my line of work (working at the hosptial) as I was beforehand which is a great thing! I am still quite a bit saddened knowing that families were not able to be with their loved ones who passed away due to the pandemic. It can be very tiring having to follow pandemic rules and not seeing an end in sight, but it absolutely is for the best."}, {"index": 1, "context": "The strongest feeling I have about the Corona situation is acceptance. I am helpless to do anything about it so must make the best of the situation by staying inside and trying to do productive activities. I hope it will be over soon to get back to daily life and my university although I am not hopeful of this. There is some frustration that I cannot do the things I want to do such as going to the pub or meeting up with friends but I am not tempted to do this as I am worried stricter social distancing measures such as a complete ban on exercise being implemented if people do not follow the correct advice. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "My mood changes with the news of the day. Today I am a little more optimistic especially as the number of infections has dropped dramatically. I am not daft enough to show too much hope though as they could easily go up again. Last night I was very sad when I heard the PM had been taken to hospital. It also damaged my morale and I think if we were to lose him the country as a whole would take quite a hit. I am fearful but try to keep that in check with logic. If the usual flu season casulaties were reported in the same way as this virus has, the figures would be much more scary. If flu was a notifiable disease then we would have lockdown just about every year."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel anxious moment that life will soon be returning back to normal. I think it is too soon, and know my peers still do not take this situation seriously. But I also feel sad, for I believe that the current situation has now gone on long enough to really be bringing the worst out in people. I am scared to reintegrate back into society however, and almost secretly wish we would go back into lockdown after this one ends - despite my previous concerns that this would be bad for people and society on the whole."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am worried about my friends and family in lockdown in Spain. My mum keeps working as she is an essential worker and I'm worried she is going to catch the virus and pass it to my dad. \n\nOne of my best friends was hospitalised last week due to Covid-19 so I have also been very worried for her. \n\nI also worry about whether our jobs will survive this crisis.\n\nApart from that I love being at home and being with my kids so I am really enjoying the lockdown in that way. We don't miss going out. We have a lovely garden so we spend a lot of time gardening and sunbathing if the weather is nice."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am scared about the corona situation because I feel that the government have not prepared enough for the situation, since there was no clear guidelines on how to tackle the issue when it begun. I am therefore afraid of the impact this will have as I fear that too many people will die unnecessarily, especially healthcare workers due to the lack of personal protective equipment. I am scared for my relatives\u2019 safety. I am also angry at the people who do not follow social distancing regulations as it is clear that this is making the situation worse. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel anxious constantly but it\u2019s in the background. Today has felt better because I\u2019m not at work so it\u2019s not been at the forefront of my mind. If I think about it I can\u2019t quite get my head around it all. I feel scared that it\u2019s going to get or that someone I know could get it. Initially I wasn\u2019t too worried but now people are dying and it scares me to think someone I know could actually die from this. It\u2019s just so surreal and unbelievable. I work in a hospital so I hear about the realities of the situation. This doesn\u2019t help my anxiety but at the same time I want more information "}, {"index": 7, "context": "During the current Lockdown in England I have felt more isolated than before. Prospects seem bleak at the moment and with such cold weather its not easy to get outside for a walk. I work in the healthcare industry, I feel emotionally battered from all that I have seen over the last year. The government appear to finally have an idea of what to do with vaccines but this seemed for quite a while like they didn't have a sound plan. Many of my personal relationships have soured over the last year as so many people I know are feeling their mental health has been affected by lockdowns, loss of jobs etc."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I do feel very sad because of the all people who are with the virus and a fighting for their lives. Also do feel very sad for these that can't pay for their bills and food. A bit worried as the whole world is going crazy and more people a having mental problems, but can't get help.\nFinally I do feel sorry for all the children because it is like a stolen childhood for them. Feel sorry for all the people as they can't meet their relatives. I do have one hope that all this will end soon and we'll go to normal again as this is not a normal life."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I\u2019m glad that my parents and grandparents have had vaccines, which feels hopeful for the future. But i\u2019m sad that my child can\u2019t have the social experiences that I think she should at this age. I\u2019m frustrated that we are stuck at home and it\u2019s too cold to go walking or play outside. \n\nThe weather is compounding my mood - if it was sunny and warm I wouldn\u2019t mind so much. But the months of freezing weather have made me so miserable.\n\nOverall I have benefited from the virus, I got a job in an industry that\u2019s profiting and can work from home, but recently it\u2019s been hard to see the up side because it\u2019s been so long. Even small things that would make me happy at the moment, like nipping to ikea for a new piece of furniture is impossible. I feel totally stuck and fed up, and overworked."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I'm angry at the Chinese government for allowing wet markets, and for trying to shut down the reporting of it when it first appeared in Wuhan. I'm angry at the British government for being so slow to respond and for taking such a ridiculous approach, initially (herd immunity), and for also being incompetent at replying to offers of proper test kits, i.e. South Korea. I feel sad that we don't know when this will end, and I feel sad that I don't know when I will get to see my boyfriend, family and friends again."}, {"index": 11, "context": "My grandad is currently hospitalised with the coronavirus so I am feeling sad and anxious about that at this time. I am worried he is not going to survive and that I won\u2019t be able to be there for my grandma. I also feel angry that this has happened and feel that this is an attempt at a population cull that has escalated out of hand. I feel anxious that other members of my family will contract the virus as well. I feel angry that some people aren\u2019t following the lockdown rules and don\u2019t seem fazed if they contract or spread the virus. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "I think that the government measures on lockdown went too far,and these restrictions need to go.Also mask wearing is not an effective method of preventing the spread,so this also needs to go.\n I am angry that people were told to take an experimental vaccine which has not been thoroughly tested and I am hearing of some cases of people suffering from symptoms after taking the vaccine and in some cases even dying after taking it.\n I feel that the government is hiding information from the public,vaccine manufacturers are benefiting from an indemnity clause of not being responsible if anything does go wrong with the patient taking the vaccine."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel like what's being asked of us is very simple and we should abide by it so it's over quicker, but also resentful due to having to stay home. It's extremely boring and can be quite bad for people with mental health issues like myself, so I'm struggling a lot, especially not knowing when I'll be able to see people next (i.e. my boyfriend, friends, etc). I am however thankful that it hasn't affected me in any way other than being furloughed, and no family members or friends are suffering with or have died from coronavirus. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I understand the importance of everyone doing their part in staying home and abiding but the rules. However, I feel a lot of sadness and disappointment in being stuck at home alone and I am finding it incredibly hard to motivate myself to even do the simplest of tasks. Additionally, my degree has been cut short and I am still expected to complete university exams and coursework but I am lacking any motivation to do so. Overall, I fear for my vulnerable family members and I struggle to uplift my mood during the day. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "Annoyed that a complete lock down wasn't issued 2 weeks ago, but understand the financial impacts on the country by doing so. I currently work in the construction industry and understand the impact of a complete lock down, but I feel this was the only option to prevent further spread. Too many people are still ignoring social distancing rules. The lack of testing currently being undertaken is also a massive worry - The current figures reported seem extremely unreliable. I do feel it's going to get a lot worse than people realise, and the chances of a recession are completely realistic."}, {"index": 16, "context": "Things are moving towards going back to normal. Whilst this is great, I feel like I am a different person now compared to before the pandemic, and I fed nervous and anxious of going back to how things were before. I have enjoyed not feeling FOMO during this time. I\u2019m also looking forward to things like holidays returning, but I am also super anxious about getting on a plane. This pandemic has really affected my mental health as well more than ever in my life, and I\u2019m a bit worried that the support I\u2019ve been offered up until now will just disappear when restrictions relax, and there will be an expectation for my mental health to \u201cgo back to normal\u201d"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel very sad that there is so many people not taking this serious and still heading out to parks and beaches. I\u2019m also sad that I can\u2019t visit my family but I am so thankful for modern technologies that allow us all to keep in touch. My children would be upset at not seeing their aunts uncles grandparents and friends if it wasn\u2019t for technology. \nWe have found new ways to connect as a household too so we are all trying to find the positives in this anxious situation. We are playing scrabble and doing plenty of outdoor games in the garden. It\u2019s nice talking to my children about other stuff rather than letting the usual downsides of working and travel and school get in the way. \n"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I'm feeling anxious about my family's health, especially my older relatives who will be more at risk to this virus. As well as how this will affect my Alevel grades and if I will be able to go to my first choice university. I'm feeling sad that I'm unable to see my family, who don't live in the same household, as well as my friends. In addition, I am also sad about not being able to take my Alevels or have a final celebration of finishing Year 13. Finally, I'm almost disgusted by the people who still aren't taking the guidelines set by the government seriously."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am sad that people have to die from this virus. I am anxious to some extent as my health may make me more vulnerable. I am relaxed as I am working from home and my family is as secure as possible. Whilst I appreciate working from home, I realise that there is still a significant risk of catching the virus and fear becoming unfit As the only exercise I get is walking the dog in the evening. I am relieved that none of my family has been ill, but worry what will Happen if urgent care beds are available and one is needed"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am sad that so many people around the world are losing their lives. I hope if countries pull together and do their collective bit we can fight this disease.\nHopefully China will lead the way so all countries can get back to normal. This has been good for climate change so maybe people will rethink how they go about their daily lives.\nHopefully with the current social distancing measures this will help slow down the disease and help eradicate it. I work for the nhs so am on the frontline and we are all trying to do our part to help the patients get better. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel trapped with the lockdown and although I understand why it is necessary it feels very depressing and lonely as I am a single parent. I find it hard to get any enthusiasm to do anything constructive most days. As there isn\u2019t any urgency because the next day is going to be exactly the same as the one before and the one after. I miss socialising with friends and family. Or having the option to do so. I feel no reason to take particular care of my personal appearance at the moment because no one is going to see me"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am very anxious and upset about the current situation. I am fed up and unhappy with current restrictions even though I know they are necessary. I am tired of things never improving and only getting worse. I feel trapped in this situation. Today has been particularly difficult and I have felt really sad. Even virtual connections are not helping. I feel lonely and isolated from life. I am bored, even activities and hobbies I used to do don't entertain me anymore due to my feelings about to Coronavirus situation."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel very very sorry for all the people around the world. It's a very sad situation and makes me cry! The worst is that after the virus, I think is coming unseen financial crisis and a lot of people will be hungry and will become very poor.\nI also feel angry about the way this happen, as I believe this could have been stopped before it goes out of control.\nThe only think we can do at the moment is to follow the rules and pray to God.\nMaybe we all become too materialistic and bad to each other and that is why this is happening so we can stop and think a bit and become better!"}, {"index": 24, "context": "UPSETTING TO SEE PATIENTS DYING WITHOUT THEIR FAMILY MEMBERS BY THEIR SIDES, WORRIED FOR MY OWN FAMILY HEALTH THAT THEY WILL BECOME ILL. I'M HOPEFUL WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS AS A COUNTRY AND LEARN FROM MISTAKES MADE REGARDING THINGS LIKE BEING PREPARED FOR SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO HAPPEN. AMAZED TO SEE COMMUNITY SPIRIT NEIGHBORS COMING TOGETHER ALTHOUGH APART AND GIVING EACH OTHER SUPPORT SHOWS US GOOD HUMANS STILL EXIST AND THIS IS COMFORTING I'M SURE TO SO MANY PEOPLE. MAKES YOU REALIZE HOW LONELY PEOPLE CAN BE AND HOW MENTAL HEALTH IS JUST AS IMPORTANT AS OUR PHYSICAL HEALTH"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am not afraid of getting the virus but I am afraid of how it has changed the world. I have no motivation to work, exercise etc. My family live in Ireland and I am working in the Uk. It\u2019s currently not legal t fly home to visit my family and I do not know when I will see them again. \n\nI have been working from home for a year now. My apartment is very small and some days due to the volume of work I have I do not get to leave the house for air. \n\nI am currently single and feel like I\u2019m losing time to meet a husband and have a family. I also really miss socialising and being able to go to the gym."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I have just had a moment of sadness/anxiety at the thought that my daughter might get coronavirus and die. As for me, although I consider myself at higher risk I have a lot of control measures in place which should reduce the expectation of getting it so I am relatively relaxed. Having eaten lightly - I am trying to improve my weight/blood pressure - I am a little less relaxed than I might otherwise be - being hungry does put me slightly on the more irritable side. I am not particularly bothered by the various bits of news."}, {"index": 27, "context": "Initially, there was a real show of unity in the community to get through the pandemic, but I feel that has been waning recently. The winter months and the new variants have caused a sudden spike in hospitalities and deaths, which is disheartening and sad for those affected. Couple that with the shorter days, where I have essentially been stuck inside at work getting no daylight, I believe it has not been very helpful for my mental health. I personally lost two close relatives in the last few months so it has been difficult to be away from my family too, so I have a strong urge to try and get through this situation as quickly as possible."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel mostly sad because everything i have looked forward to this year, my 21st birthday, my holiday, my graduation, seeing my grand parents, even my last exam its all been cancelled.\nAlong with that feeling comes anger however i do not blame anyone, maybe it's anger that i did not make the most of the time i had whilst i was with the people i have the most fun with at university and now it's over and i will never have that again \nI feel anxiety at the uncertainty around my degree, around where i'm going to live and around being able to get a job, as i've lost my part time job and do not have an income. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel very worried about the future and what it may hold as there is so much uncertainty with health and work. I don\u2019t sleep well now as the situation seems to change all the time and I don\u2019t feel confident about the future both near and far. I feel other people don\u2019t take it seriously and wish more people would just stay indoors I have stopped taking my daily walk out as there are too many people about and I constantly want to avoid them and not go near anyone.\nSeeing the shop shelves starting to get back to normal has been a relief and has put my mind slightly at ease but our local shop still has lots of gaps on shelves."}, {"index": 30, "context": "Right now I feel sad and uncertain about the future. I have lost a little bit of hope and feel anxious about the whole thing. How is something like happening in this day and age (21st century). I just feel sadness wherever I go. It feels like everywhere is deserted and people are too afraid. Kids don\u2019t really understand what is going on. It just feel like I am dreaming, more like a nightmare. But I pray to God this ends very soon so we can all resume on our normal life. \nI haven\u2019t got anymore words to express how I am feeling right now. I have detailed all my emotions/feelings as best as I possibly can. "}, {"index": 31, "context": "How I feel about this situation at the moment is fed up and bored. I am very tired of being locked up, I would like be out of lockdown and for everything to open up. I feel as though these mini lockdown breaks have made it all harder to deal with just one effective lockdown would have been better. I am grateful that we finally have an end date where everything is finally going to go back to normal! Not seeing friend and family has got harder over time. The first lockdown was a novelty and it was fine as we thought it was only going to last a few weeks"}, {"index": 32, "context": "I am currently fed up. I have worked from home the last year and hardly been away from the house. I have been out for exercise but very rarely and have not seen my friends for a year. Christmas was okay as I got to see some of my family. But now I am just fed up and need to get out and see the world and my friends. I have been in regular contact with my son who is also self isolating working from home with his university work I\u2019m sure it will be nice to catch up with him face-to-face. It what is 18th birthday during lockdown so I can look forward to having a legal beer with him"}], "length": 4678} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I think the word tired best describes it. I am tired of lockdown, tired of working at home, tired of being alone. I am a bit more hopeful though, given the vaccination programme and the current rate of slow opening and easing of lockdown. The fact it is much slower has in a way made me feel more hopeful and have more faith in the governments actions compared to last year. I get very frustrated easily and i think it is because almost everything feels out of your control at the minute. I've noticed that I get upset a lot more over little things and they feel like an even bigger deal."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel really sad about the Corona situation at the moment because my mother has a terminal illness and is alone and is in hospital and i can not see her at all, if she passes away i feel sad that i could not see her and tell her that i will miss her.I understand the reasons for this to keep everyone safe but its a terrible situation to be in and there is no end in sight.I appreciate all the nurses care and the updates from them but seeing her myself is all i want at this moment in time, and i know my brothers feel the same, also grandchildren want to see her"}, {"index": 2, "context": "Watching too much news. Worry about loved ones. Fed up with social distancing. Absolutely believe the government is making it up as it goes along and have dragged their heels with response. Disappointed (very selfishly) at having to cancel plans. Sitting looking out my window every day. Need to exercise more but glad to still be able to get out for a walk every day. Eating far too much. Don't really have anything else to say as I can't think of any other feelings I am currently having in relation to the corona situation."}, {"index": 3, "context": "COVID-19 has caused distress and destruction for many individuals. It has managed to kill over 5,000 people in the UK and over 50,000 people have been confirmed to of caught symptoms. It is a crazy time for many, including myself - Anxiety provoking due to having old family members with conditions such as COPD and stressful due to finishing a psychology degree. However, its given me time to feel gratitude for what i have in life.. my friends, my family, a roof over my head, an education, the beautiful world around me. I believe things happen in life for a reason, this reason is allowing the world to heal around us and to make people to be more mindful and to not take anything for granted. I am devastated for those who have loved ones who have lost their lives, homeless people living in fear on the streets, and the elderly living in fear wherever they may be. My love goes out to everyone at this heartbreaking time. The sun will shine on the other side!"}, {"index": 4, "context": "Exhausted by it all, it is here to stay. We will all be paying for it forever. And the media will be spinning it our forever. Other important issues will be lost or weakened. He who shouts loudest.\nOrdinary people with ordinary views and lives sacrificed on the altar of media spin.\nAt home tired of the separation. My children and husband all merchant navy, all away for months made to stay on ship for months. \nFor all my woke first world doom and gloom - things here are OK. Everybody is working, we are not losing our homes or livelihoods."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel sad that as a country we have lost so much - businesses, livelihoods, mental health etc. I do feel more positive about the future but am anxious in case everything does not go to plan. I would hate the vaccine programme to not work now. Freedom does seem within touching distance and I would hate for it to all go wrong. I\u2019m angry at the government for not acting sooner and for spending vast amounts of money on track and trace, PPE that was useless and to companies who clearly are their mates with no accountability at all."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Currently feeling very sad about the state of the world. I am upset that I am unable to see my family, especially my grandma. I am also very sad because my boyfriend is at the other end of the country and it is my birthday tomorrow. But I am also hopeful that the end of the lockdown period will soon be in sight. I just wish people would adhere to the lockdown rules, especially as I am still working and coming into contact with colleagues and clients every day and I know that I am at a huge risk of catching the virus myself."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel tired of it all, although the effect on me is minimal, so many people's lives have been affected. I hate wearing a mask but I wear it. I feel lucky that I live in Wales as the Welsh governments handling has been better than that shower in England.\nI am on a vaccine trial and have now been offered the NHS vaccine so am waiting for an unblinding appointment so I am curious about that, but not anxious.\nI worry about the effect it is having on my loved ones, my mother is elderly and in poor health and I have not been able to visit since the summer, my Grandsons miss their friends and the routine of school."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel extremely sad being away from friends and family. Sad for others who are suffering and sad for all the people who have lost their lives or loved ones. I am nervous about what the future holds for everyone and worried about whether we will return to normal. Scared whether this will ever stop and how we will cope. Worried for all concerned. It is a stressful time for all but I also feel annoyed at those who are not sticking to the rules. I\u2019m staying indoors and everyone else should too. I have been quite emotional about the whole situation in recent days and I fear that it is going to get worse over the coming weeks "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am feeling very sad and deflated. Finally, we managed to hear some good news. I am looking forward to having my freedom back. I am very tired of being restricted of only going for walks. It's become tiresome. I am excited to do something different. At this moment in time, it's far too repetitive. I miss playing football in my indoor league. It has not restarted since March 2020. I'm looking forward to it finally being allowed to resume. I am agitated and infuriated of staying at home and having the same routine. Life is stale and it is extremely difficult to stare at a computer screen for 12hrs of the day."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel hopeful about the current situation and am happy that relatives like my grandparents and parents are receiving the vaccine. I feel extremely sad for all the lives lost and for the time I have not been able to spend with friends and family due to lockdown - particularly because i have a young daughter who has never seen her great grandparents or some of her grandparents due to lockdown. I understand this has been a necessary sacrifice though, and hope we will soon be able to see and hold our loved ones.\n\nI am grateful that no close family has suffered or died from the virus and hope that stays the same."}, {"index": 11, "context": "It is a strange feeling to be a part of something effecting the global community. I feel safe at home but only wish that others would take it more seriously and follow social distancing rules.\nThe government has tried its hardest to ensure that families and communities are as well taken care of as can be and I see so much community spirit and care amongst the population.\nI only hope that globally the death rate slows and we are able to move on and evolve for the better of everyone.\nWe have a chance to evolve not only the healthcare system but also education, environmental action and other very pressing issues"}, {"index": 12, "context": "My first thought when Corona virus is mentioned is about the mutations that are appearing. I have only a mild concern that they will become a problem but a huge concern that the government won't be able to cope with another wave of, possibly more lethal, disease. Having had my first dose of the vaccine I'm telling myself not to fall into a false sense of security. I also know that come what may the British people will bounce back although at the same time I feel that the effects of the pandemic will be felt for over a decade. \nHaving said all of that my feelings are optimistic for the future and looking back I've been lucky in that the virus hasn't affected my immediate family badly at all so far."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel very sad with regards to the Coronavirus pandemic. My dad died in April 2020 indirectly related to this. Since then we have not been able to grieve properly due to not being able to see friends and family, to go on holiday or to have good times with friends and loved ones. I hope the situation improves and we will get back to normality soon. I want to live life to the full such as to complete a masters degree in Vancouver in Canada, to be in a relationship, to spend time playing poker with friends and spending time with my cousin. I want my life back."}, {"index": 14, "context": "It\u2019s just the unknown and not knowing when it\u2019s all going to end that\u2019s the worst bit.\nThe impact on children has been quite severe and I think they need a return to normal ASAP.\nI don\u2019t think they need any catch up on education but on time to socialise and experiences.\nIn general I think everyone is now reaching covid fatigue, the winter at home in lockdown seems to have sapped all energy and motivation, for anything.\nI am looking forward to the better weather and hopefully the lightening on restrictions"}, {"index": 15, "context": "Worried about older relatives, but really enjoying the en-mass complete break from normal life for everyone.\n\nMore relaxed than I've been for a while as my company aren't planning on furloughing any staff, my work load has gone down and I'm getting to spend a lot more time with my dog.\n\nGetting supplies might become a worry if I run out of anything, however that hasn't happened and the stores all seem to have stock in them.\n\nI'm enjoying being able to take care of a few projects I have around the home that have required finishing off.\n\nOverall I haven't been hugely inconvenienced, and haven't directly suffered much because or Covid-19."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I\u2019m totally sick of the impact it\u2019s having on my life. I\u2019m sad for all the things I\u2019m missing. I miss my family and friends And I miss going out and having fun and doing normal things. I want us to learn how to live again. I want masks to go away. Corona virus is here to stay so let\u2019s live our lives again. This inertia has to stop. I am worried that vaccine passports will discriminate against those not yet vaccinated due the priority order so does that mean I can\u2019t have a holiday?? I don\u2019t have much else to say, sorry"}, {"index": 17, "context": "Although I'm tired and a bit fed up with lockdown, I'm starting to feel hopeful as restrictions are slowly easing and a few people I know have already had one or both doses of their vaccine. I don't want to get my hopes up too much as there are still many risks and things could change. It's also worth thinking about how on a global scale many people are still suffering - so I am still anxious to some extent. \nThere's also the ongoing worry that at some point I could get Covid-19 and transmit it to someone else - most people my age have not had their vaccine so I don't want to cause anyone to be unwell. I hope that overtime these worries will calm down as things (hopefully) improve."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel sadness at the number of people who have died and their families and friends left behind. It's very sad that these people can't be with their loved ones to say goodbye and can't hold a proper funeral to say goodbye.\nAlso I feel disgusted at how many people are flouting the rules about staying at home. The pictures of people shown in the press of people going on non-essential trips to shops, parks and beaches are terrible and could result in us going into total lockdown like Italy, Spain and other countries. \n\n"}, {"index": 19, "context": "As I am in the vulnerable section due to having 3 autoimmune diseases, my fear and worries are more heightened than others I'm speaking with. My parents are extremely worried about me (even though I am 25) and are calling me every day to make sure I am staying home. I'm frustrated by other peoples ignorance, even some distant family, who are ignoring the risks and government advice/commands regarding staying home. I fear for a lot of people, not just myself. I have hope in humanity and that people will pull together for the safety of everyone, although, I have been told I am naive for hoping this. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "As each day passes there seems to be more reason to be concerned which makes me worried, missing socializing either at the pub, or with friends on my usual Saturday board games, which is making life a bit lonely at the moment as I live alone. But the telephone and the internet are a great help. I am looking forward to the day I will be able to go out and meet my friends again in person. I am annoyed that some people are not taking notice of the guidelines the government have made, making it difficult for everyone "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am tired of the pandemic and lovkdown restrictions and just wish that things could go back to some form of normality or that I could at least see my boyfriend again. I am working from home which I do not mind but miss seeing people as I only see my 2 housemates. I am fed up at the pandemic as I cannot do anything and worry when I see my family that I am going to be reported. I think that the light is at the end of the tunnel because of the vaccine, but I still haven't been I voted to have it and neither have my friends so I have no idea when it will benefit us"}, {"index": 22, "context": "Sad it\u2019s stopped me spending time with family, and incredible anger at how the government has handled it as there have been so many needless deaths and so many people left without help. Other countries have handled it so so much better and young people are laying the price. I\u2019m angry that companies with links to politicians have profited. I\u2019m sad that nurses and doctors who have worked so hard get nothing - it\u2019s such an awful set of priorities. I\u2019m much more confident in how to avoid getting sick than this time last year, and have been very careful - so I\u2019m more angry and upset but the wider social impact that the virus itself."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am not too worried about the situation as I believe I am a fit and healthy human being. I am more worried about family members becoming ill with the disease and I am also very sad that I cannot see them at this time. Thankfully with technology these days I can see them everyday through a screen and chat to both friends and family whenever I want to. Its just annoying that I cannot leave the house apart from to get essentials, I live in a flat and with the nice weather we are having its becoming quite a struggle."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel really truly sick of the pandemic. If there was any novelty it has long worn off. Im meant to be experiencing university life and am getting nothing but sub par lectureswhich I end up leaving. I've got no motivation and have lost all faith in it being over any time soon. I miss seeing my friends and family and I hate going on walks, nothing has a purpose while there is an overarching virus. I want to be able to enjoy my hobbies, get a job, take part in lectures and socialise with other, not least to stop worrying about everyone around me getting poorly"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am quite anxious as my mum is very vunerable but is so missing going out and seeing people, this makes me ver sad. I am also getting more worried myself about catching it as i have to go to supermarkets to do all the shopping for two house holds and worry that i may take the virus back into the family home. I am missing my grandchildren enormously and we facetime each other but its not the same as being able to give each other a hug. One thing this virus has learnt me is dont ever take normal day to day living for granted."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am upset and saddened about it right now. there is no need for the country to have been in lockdown this long, had it had been started quick and strong enough we could have been over it by now. I feel hopeful about the vaccinations. I am slightly angry about how things are as well. I am happy the children are back at school, bit of normality for them, and interaction with other people. I am mostly upset. Other countries have shown excellent displays of leadership and I don't feel like we have had that at all. We finally have a clearer plan but I don't know how much I trust it or the people giving the plan."}], "length": 3821} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel slight optimist, a lot of the vulnerable and elderly have been vaccinated and deaths are low. However if angers me how the government and the media scare people. You have to look at it perspectively. Deaths are low compared to the population of the country, even the cases are low. So why not let open everything up? More than 20 million have been vaccinated. The chances of you catching it, and even dying now is slim as long as you're normal and healthy. I just can't work out why they won't let us go back to normal now? And with every inch of hope given to us (Road map out of lockdown) they seem to discover (or make up) a new scary variant to scare the public again. Take the South African variant. They made a massive deal out of it. We haven't heard fuck all about it since they tested everyone in the high areas. It all seems a bit fake to me. I just don't trust the media or this god awful government anymore."}, {"index": 1, "context": "Feel that the threat is still coming. Feel very lonely because I live alone. Feeling I\u2019ve eaten too much chocolate because I\u2019m just a bit fed up and all Easter eggs on offer at the moment!\nI\u2019m more concerned for the older people I know such as my parents and someone I\u2019m keeping an eye on in assisted-living. \nDo you feel I need to keep reminding myself how lucky I am. I live in a nice area with easy access to open spaces and I have supermarkets in walking distance. Most of the world doesn\u2019t have this luxury."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel quite awful about it. People are dying and I can't do anything to help. I am also high risk and am struggling to get shopping etc. Very scary. I also cannot see my parents, who are also vulnerable to the disease. I'm worried they'll get sick. I live alone and I'm worried I'll get sick and not be able to look after my cat. I find it difficult to relax. I am keeping busy and connected with friends etc but I still feel lonely due to the isolation & lack of face to face contact. I find it difficult to be happy and have fun while so many people are dying "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am very anxious. We had to postpone our wedding last year and are now trying to organise it again for our new date this year, knowing that it could all be cancelled again. The last year feels like an absolute waste of time and it makes me really sad. I am upset and angry that so many people STILL don\u2019t follow the rules, and I find it unbelievable that some people still thinks it\u2019s all a scam. It\u2019s ridiculous and makes me so frustrated and angry. I desperately want things to return to \u2018normal\u2019 and feel like I have cabin fever, but I know how important it is to keep going and get on top of the virus."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I still feel anxious that I or a loved one could catch it and be seriously ill or even die. I am taking many precautions against constructing the virus but it is very difficult to be certain that we will not catch it. I\u2019ve heard of people catching the virus (and dying) when all they have done for the last year is to leave the house once a week to go shopping for food. \nHowever, I am also very sad at how much our lives have changed and how much we have missed out on in the lives of others. I am worried that the virus may never go away and I am concerned we will have our liberties suppressed for a long time yet."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am concerned for older members of my family as they could be seriously ill if they were to catch this. I\u2019m also feeling sad about not being able to see family & friends and not being able to go out apart from my one walk a day. I feel positive that we will get through this but find I have good days and bad days. Now that the prime minister is very unwell with Coronavirus this has made me more anxious as it almost has made it more real. I\u2019m thankful that I have my husband and two children living me so that I\u2019m not alone each day. I am also thankful that my family have been unaffected by this virus so far. I also appreciate my freedoms and loved ones more than I did before this situation. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel sad for the people who has suffered as a result of the corona virus. I am also worried about my parents who are in the at risk group. I hope that the UK does not go into full lockdown because I think that people need to e able to go outside and exercise once a day. This is vital for mental health reasons and also to get the much needed vitamin c which is needed to boost the immune system. I also hope that the current lockdown does not get extended to long. This is because lots of people have lost their jobs and they have no money coming in to pay their bills. I hope that the country can get back to normal in soon."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am frustrated that lockdown continues even though cases have dropped so low. I feel we are risking the lives of younger people who are missing cancer screenings etc, and I know of several people who have committed suicide because of the current situation. \nSomehow government is no longer taking off a trade off between lives, it\u2019s all about saving the elderly and vulnerable. But they have had their vaccines by now!\nWe should reopen the country and get the economy working again as soon as we can. It\u2019s not a case of money vs. lives, the economy is lives. \nAlso our children have missed out on so on much of their youth and their education."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I had a notification from a new provider earlier today to advise the R rate has increased which has left me feeling concerned - especially as I have young family members returning to school on Monday and I am worried for their health, and for the new variants to be given more of a chance to circulate. I am worried that the government is opening up too quickly and we will be faced with more issues because of this. I am concerned that people have become too relaxed and have noticed people wearing face masks less where I live, which angers me."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel completely drained throughout all these lockdowns, I don't feel worried about COVID anymore, just angry at how its been handelled and how I still feel in the same situation as before. I feel sad and I don't feel like I can really ever properly recover from all this. There is nothing to look forward too, even with things opening up it still feels properly unreal. Everyday is blurring into one and I've lost any structure with my life, equally I do not want to return to 'the way things were'"}, {"index": 10, "context": "I feel sad about the amount of people who have lost loved ones. I am fearful of a time I might know someone who has been seriously ill or dies. I am worried for my parents and older relatives. I feel scared about what could happen if the infection does not slow down, or if it mutates. In terms of the lockdown on a personal level, I am very relaxed in my personal situation and enjoying the opportunity to take a break from normal life, spend more time and work from home. It has given me a lot more clarity and clear thinking on life and has been very welcome. I enjoy stepping out of consumerism and living a more simple life. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel that I am getting quite fed up of lockdown and feeling isolated. I'm trying to look forward to later in the year but even so still can't guarantee we will be allowed to do anything. It is still going to be over 3 months at least before we might be back to normal which is really hard and upsetting. I am glad that the vaccine is getting done so quickly but I will be a bit sad if vaccine passports are a requirement for certain activities as many young people will be last in line for the vaccine even though we are most likely safe enough to go out now.."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I am feeling a little less anxious since my in-laws, mother, brother and myself have all have the first dose of the vaccine. I'm sorry that my husband has not been called to have his yet. I will feel even less anxious once we have all had our second dose.\n\nI am very sad for all the families living in fear or have lost loved ones due to the virus\n\nI am slowly feeling more positive that things may be a little more normal later this year.\n\nI still feel anxious if I'm around a large group of people (the school run even though we all socially distance) and using public transport."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Mostly I feel angry at the government and the media for creating a situation where so many people have died and so many more are facing financial ruin. I think that there have been so many opportunities over the last year to deal with the pandemic better, and we know they could have done it as they are doing a good job with the vaccine. I think that everything is a little hopeless and although there is a very good chance things will go back to normal soon, nobody will face any repercussions for the corruption and mismanagement that the pandemic exposes."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am slightly concerned about the amount of deaths that are due to follow in the coming weeks due to reaching peak infections. I am also slightly worried about the amount of time that life will be this way, however I am comforted in the knowledge that a vaccine will be developed and COVID-19 will be controlled. I am disappointed that life has essentially been put on hold and opportunities are no longer available as they were prior to the pandemic. A big concern for be if the fact that the older generation are not seeming to be taking this outbreak as seriously as they should be. The older generation within my family particularly, are treating this as an other \"\"cold\"\" and do not seem to grasp the severity of the situation."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I just feel so drained by it all, I miss my old life so much and I don't know when it's going to change. I'm asthmatic with uncontrolled asthma but not on the vulnerable list so I'm worried about catching it because I can't breathe well at the best of times. \n\nEveryone else is thinking of things starting to get back to normal but I can't because I'll still be vulnerable until July/August which is when they're saying everyone will have been offered the vaccine. \n\nI'm just so tired, lonely and depressed."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel sadness and anxiety, I feel so sorry for those individuals who are on their own with no one to support them. Loneliness is such a horrible thing. I trust the government and believe that they are doing the right thing with stay safe stay at home help the NHS. \nI'm feeling more grateful than I ever have done for the NHS it's just so very precious. \nI feel sad for those people who have passed away on their own and that their friends and family did not have a chance to say goodbye to them. \n\n"}, {"index": 17, "context": "Sadness in general for the effect that it has on the country and it\u2019s more vulnerable population who are suffering the most and dying as well as frustration for those not adiding by the rules and regulations set out but pride for all the key essential workers who are working tirelessly to look after everyone effected in the most desperate conditions - fearful for where the country will be once this has passed and the long lasting effect it will have on our future generations and anxious for our more vulnerable loved ones who we are having to distance ourselves from and missing out on key moments with family and friends"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am beginning to experience fatigue with lockdown, though I still understand why it is necessary. I am also concerned that we will end up with further restrictions again if we rush through lifting restrictions. I am more sad than anything, however, as my 1 year old has missed out on many things in his life so far that I had taken for granted he would experience, such as birthday celebrations and playing with cousins etc. \nI feel like we all need to continue to be careful even after lockdown ends, though I absolutely understand the desire to \"\"get back to normal\"\"."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel sad that my children have missed out on so much school. I feel sad that I have lost my business because of the situation. I feel anger that the government have not listened to experts and that perpetrate fear and have made people scared of people. I don't like seeing covered up faces and I worry about the impact on peoples mental health. I do not want an injection and fear that it will be impossible to live again as we once did. I worry my children will not have the school and university life that I had. I wish this had all never happened. I know more people that have dies from mental health issues during this time than covid. I live in a large town and I don't know anyone who has had covid, yet the fear surrounds us everywhere we turn."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am fortunate in my situation with a stable job and limited risk to the virus but worry about others who are more at risk and have suffered economically as well. I worry for the unfortunate who have been severley affected, and can't say a proper goodbye to the deceased. I am anxious about how we will respond and if we will learn from this event, or if we will carry on as if nothing has happened. I am angry at those taking advantage of those who are vulnerable, e.g price gouging. I think those who have tried to profit of of the situation are disgusting. I feel for those who are lonely and are suffering mentally as well as physically. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "It\u2019s annoying that some people like myself are going into their fourth week of lockdown whereas others who haven\u2019t taken it seriously are going onto the second week. It\u2019s sad to see that there\u2019s still many people not taking government advise. The uncertainty of when this will all end is awful as well when can normal life begin again. The uncertainty of unknowing when I will be able to pay for bills and direct debits without rationing my last of my wages. It\u2019s hard to keep yourself occupied during this time as well when you\u2019re in an unhappy household, avoiding family members and really being stuck to your bedroom. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am so sad and also angry at how the situation has been mishandled. I am angry that people are catching Covid in the hospitals (this happened to a relative, who then passed away). Sadly many of the health care workers we came into contact with were not trained well and were incompetant. This is terrible in a country which should not be under-resourced. I am angry that the government has made too many mistakes. I used to work abroad a lot so I feel very restricted but also nervous about things opening up again."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am feeling hopeful that the situation is getting better with the vaccine rollout and a dramatic drop in hospital admissions but still anxious that things will not go to plan. I have very little faith in the government and the way they have dealt with the situation, this makes me sad and anxious for the future of our country and for the economy. I am also still concerned about elderly relatives even though most of them have had the vaccine, we do not know whether this will fully protect them from mutations in the future. I am due to get married in July and feeling skeptical as to whether this will happen or not"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel as though nothing is really ever going to be how it was again and I\u2019ve forgotten what life used to be like even after just a year or so. I can just see this going on and on despite vaccines and rates/deaths dropping I just feel that we\u2019re stuck in a cycle now that will go on and on with no clear way out. Just as we get some sort of hope it\u2019s always then quickly taken away and replaced with more restrictions that seem to be more harsh than the one before, despite the majorities best efforts and intentions there is always more and more negativity and doom and gloom to be reported and greater controls put on our lives, so much damage has now been done by this, physically and mentally to be people and families I can\u2019t see how they are going to be able to recover from this quickly"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel quite sad about all the situation with coronavirus. I a bit disappointed with government's decision and their guidelines. I think that they should act quicker.\nI feel that I can't do things which I used to do before all that situation. I worry about my parents and other family. I worry about economy..what is going to happen after.\nI am still full of hope that everyone will be better soon. I try to stay positive and support my husband and look after my children and don't show them my weaknesses. \n"}, {"index": 26, "context": "Hi, I feel very concerned about the future of our human beings. I feel like it is a bad dream and hope that one day I will wake up and I realis e that this was just a bad dream. I feel scared and hope that soon scientists will come up with a remarkable cure and \ud83d\udc89. I am truly frightened. Everyday I watch news on the television and see the horror people go through in the whole world. I am deeply saddened to see how many people died. It is awful and I am deeply shocked and anxious. I feel this virus is man made and not something that just happened because why it would not happen a few years ago, or ever. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "I'd kind of just like for it to be over. I don't have any worry about catching the virus myself because I know it won't affect me badly and I don't come into contact with anyone who it would affect badly either. But it's very difficult to stay in a positive mindset when I'm barely allowed to leave the house and I can't see my family and friends. I think I'd be a lot happier if I was able to meet up with some friends, or go to the gym, or do something that doesn't involve just sitting in my room."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I\u2019m sick and tired of feeling the way I am feeling, coping or trying to cope with things without my family and being fobbed off by a government that seems to make bets rather than actually trying to make things better for people and their mental health. There has been clearly a number of failures, probably countless failures on their behalf yet we are asked to trust them now. I miss my family, putting something in place like a daily test for covid could help people reunite and improve their mental health but instead, it\u2019s just lies and half truths always."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I'm self-employed, in the Arts & Entertainment industry, so all of my upcoming work has been cancelled, which obviously adds to the difficulty in the current circumstances. My concerns about money and survival contribute to my overall mood.\nAs far as the virus itself, I'm hopeful. I believe I may have had it and recovered, and I believe what is currently being done is having an impact. I'm also interested to see that the situation is prompting some countries to try new ideas, such as Universal Basic Income. I'm worried that some vulnerable members of my family may fall ill."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel anxious for my family. I feel anxious for the country, and the world as a whole. I feel angry with the current political state of the country, and angry with the treatment and neglect of important services and workers, such as the NHS. I feel angry with people's selfish responses to the situation, for example extreme panic buying, or continuing mass gatherings/ not following guidelines and rules. I feel sad and angry that some people, and some governments, only really care about this situation because it affects everyone, including themselves, but they overlook many other serious problems that might only affect marginalised people. I feel sad that I cannot be with all of my friends and family now, and that I'm missing out on many opportunities. I feel guilty when I feel bad because other people have a lot less privilege than me. I feel grateful that I'm with friends at the moment. I feel thankful for everyone doing what they can to help. "}], "length": 4503} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am feeling a bit frustrated and sad about the amount of time that the virus seems to be lingering and affecting our lives. I do feel the the end is in site though and that within a couple of months we will back to some sort of normal life. Its the simple things like having a haircut and being able to go shopping which seem to be so tantalisingly near but still seem so far away. Just really hoping that there are no further setbacks and that we will not be disappointed by having further restrictions."}, {"index": 1, "context": "At the moment i feel quite sad and anxious. Sadness because this illness is causing a lot of death and anxious as I do not know what the future holds with both the virus and the economy as I can see this being something that effects us for years to come. I also feel sad as being in a lot is hard and this has caused a lot of exciting events planned to be cancelled.\n\nThe only positive about the situation is working from home is less stressful so it means I feel a bit more relaxed however am still hoping this will be over as soon as possible."}, {"index": 2, "context": "The coronavirus mostly makes me feel disappointed. This is because the best way to overcome this situation is by the whole country working together but that is just not happening as many people are still going out for non-essential reasons. This is only hurting the ones who are staying indoors at all times because it is going to result in us all having to follow these rules, and possibly more strict rules, even longer which, in turn, means we won't get to enjoy our summer in addition to other events such as family birthdays. However, I am feeling some positive emotions. I am a student who lives with 4 other people but they have all gone home and so I am able to relax in a house to myself. I also have more money saved as I am not able to go out and spend it. The thing I'm most happy about is that the levels of pollution in this and other countries has reduced dramatically and wildlife has started to reappear in places where it was scarce. If this virus was from natural causes and not man-made, I believe that it's Mother Nature's way of getting her well-deserved break before we destroy this planet. I'm anxious about what will happen in terms of impact on the environment when this is all over. I hope that we can make a big change for the better."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel weary but at the same time hopeful. I am 52 so my vaccine is only weeks if not days away so I feel that once I have that I will relax a little knowing I will be less likely to be seriously ill if I catch the virus. I feel fortunate as I do not know anyone personally who has died due to the virus but I am horrified when I see the number of people who have lost their lives to it. I feel bored most days yet resigned to abiding by the rules to hopefully keep everyone safe. I feel that by this time next year we should be through the worst and life will be back to normal."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am worried for all of my friends and family. I also wish people would stay inside so it can be solved quicker. I am worried about when i will next be able to work again! I miss my partner a lot, as he lives a fair few miles from me. So the only contact we get is phone calls. I am very worried for the people on the front lines and am so gratful for there work! \n\nI would volunteer/ apply for jobs if i saw any going near me but i work on a cruise ship and got back into the UK to late. the slots are all full."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel sad at how many people have lost their lives through this pandemic, how many people are struggling to go about their daily lives due to the restrictions set in place and how many people are struggling financially because of it. I'm even more worried now that due to the Job Retention Scheme and the Furlough Scheme, we are in a huge debt which will lead to a financial crisis very soon and we as the people of this country, especially the working people will be affected badly by it, having to pay more tax in order to cover up for the government."}, {"index": 6, "context": "It would be naive not to feel anxiety or fear in the current situation, however, I am trying to see the positives in the situation - it is not one that we have any control over, beyond following the rules that have been put in place to protect us. As a teacher, I am continuing to work, but sad and devastating though the situation is, I am on a personal level, able to feel calmer at the new, slower pace of life, and enjoy the extra time at home with my children and husband. Time is definitely precious and often goes by without being fully appreciated."}, {"index": 7, "context": "There is a slight ray of hope on the horizon, but the future is uncertain with new variants being discovered. I feel there is still some way to go before we can see things returning to normal, and we will be able to socialize with our friends. My feelings are probably gentle acceptance of the situation as there is little I can do to change it. Hope come with the successful vaccination roll out with the hope that the population will not refuse this opportunity. Personally we have everything delivered and do not go out at all, but we are very lucky to live in a rural area rather than in a city where this would be opressive."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel the last year has been a complete waste of time. i find it hard to find anything to be positive about. So much time wasted, so much debt, how will we ever pay for all this.Will we have to lock down every few months for ever more. What long term affects will this have on our children. So many people suffering with depression and anxiety,people losing their buisnesses . Its all so incredibly sad and frustrating and depressing. Will we ever get back to normal. will we ever be able to take our face masks off. Will we ever have normal christmas's , family parties again."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am unhappy that the government has not helped the many recently self employed who have slipped through the net.\n\nI am furious that there was no real long held actionable plan for a pandemic ready to be deployed by the government, this should have been planned for and in place for 30+ years not made up on the moment.\n\nI am sad that my young children have been unable to see family, indeed our newborn has only met grandparents during Christmas and has never met my siblings.\n\nMy oldest child has missed out on education oppurtunities that have unfortunately held back her learning. She has speech problems and mixing with other children would have greatly improved the situation.\n\nI am happy that the vaccination program has progressed quickly and that we may soon be able to live more normally."}, {"index": 10, "context": "At the moment i am a bit worried for my family and friends. I feel a bit sorry for my children who have had their normal freedom and routine messed about. I also feel very hopeful that as long as we all do our part then we can get through this till a time a vaccine can be made to protect or find a drug to help heal the worse affected people. I feel across the world a lot of countries are started to turn the tide on this virus which does make me hopeful we can do the basics to get this under control. I do also feel very lucky to live in a country with.a good health system as well which can open a new hospital in 9 days and have all the bits we need to try and help save people."}, {"index": 11, "context": "Currently feeling very claustrophobic and restless being confined to the house. \n1 hours exercise/leaving the house a day does not seem to cut the feeling of groundhog day and sitting around to go to bed and do the same again the next day. \nGrateful that I am still able to be paid and I will still have job to go back to after this (work in Dentistry) In normal circumstances I would enjoy the time off work and having the chill time but very sad that cannot be around family and friends, and the anxiety of how long this is going to go on for. \n\n"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel very sad at the moment because I\u2019m missing my friends and family so much. I took for granted how important social contact was for my mental health. I work for the NHS so work has also become more stressful which has increased my anxiety overall. I\u2019m also more agitated on a daily basis as I\u2019m so fed up of being stuck in the house. My partner works in the private sector so I\u2019m also worried about how this will affect us financially in the future. At the moment he still has his job but this could change if the situation carries on for a long period or gets worse. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to which is having a massive impact on my mood."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I have enjoyed being at home and spending time with my family so the restrictions haven\u2019t bothered me over the winter. I also feel a lot less anxious now my family have had their vaccinations. But now we are coming into spring I wish I could take my daughter places. I get upset when I realise how little we could do with her last year and I want to make up for it. Also she really misses people which really upsets me. I think it is unfair that we have to wait so long just to go for a walk with another family, it seems really excessive."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel sad about the people who are ill and have died. The situation doesn't seem to be improving. all the people out of work. The world is going to be in a right state when everything gets back to normal. Airlines, Travel companies, pubs and shops will all go out of business. I am sick of lock down. it is boring nothing open nowhere to go. The weather is nice now and all you can do is sit in the garden .I hope the situation improves soon or everyone is going to go crazy. It is hard to keep busy and I hate sitting around doing nothing, Watching TV. The days just drag. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am feeling very fed up about the situation. It seems as if life has just stopped and everyone is waiting for something to happen. It seems extraordinary that everyday things are happening and people just getting on with life. I am doing exactly that as there is nothing else you can do, but I miss my family who live away and want to see them. It's a long time to be in limbo. I am worried about the mental health of my son who is supposed to be at university, there is nothing I can do to help him, he lives on his own and had just moved out of home."}, {"index": 16, "context": "Both my daughter and I feel very lonely and bored due to the current situation as we are used to seeing people daily. We fully understand why the lockdown is in place and appreciate and adhere to it - we just wish everyone else would and then hopefully this would end sooner instead of being prolonged.\nI do wonder why China are keeping everyone in the dark regarding their true numbers of cases and deaths -honesty could have helped other countries deal with this sitiation sooner and better. Why there is still a huge cover up going on is astounding."}, {"index": 17, "context": "Following the UK's statistics online, I'm very pleased that the numbers of deaths and infections are reducing dramatically. Every day it's a relief to see the lives that are being saved by both the lockdown and the vaccine rollout. I am anxious about variants that circumvent current vaccine efforts and that I as a younger person will not see the vaccine for a few months yet. I am still sad for all of those who continue to lose their lives every day - even when the deaths are as low as 100 a day, it's a tragedy that they are occurring at all."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am not worried about myself but I am worried about many others and the fact that people my age (21) are dying worries me a bit. It also makes me think about death a lot and how fragile humans actually are. I am extremely worried now that the prime minister is in intensive care as this shows that the virus is not discriminatory when attacking. I try not to read the news too often as it can make me more anxious about the situation but I feel like I need to stay informed about what is going on. I feel quite fortunate in that because I am introverted I am not really affected by lockdown, but I am worrying about how other people are coping.\n"}, {"index": 19, "context": "Its making me sad seeing the numbers come in everyday and seeing the nurses and health care staff that are dying as they don\u2019t have the protective equipment and access to testing. I\u2019m also a key worker and it\u2019s a very stressful situation and frustrating when people don\u2019t listen to the government and are still going out and seeing friends or going to look around shops because they are bored. I\u2019m hopeful for better testing in the coming weeks. The U.K. daily briefings are helpful and informative at this time "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I currently feel sad about the whole Corona situation, mainly because it's meant I'm currently unable to see my university friends. It's also restrictive and limiting to what I can currently do as a filmmaking student, purely because I can't fully get certain film concepts created for one of my student short films as it requires going out and filming in various environments. As a result of this, it's meant I feel a lot more restricted in what I can and can't do for my final part of first year, and whether or not I will ever have the chance to actually do what I wanted for the course itself."}, {"index": 21, "context": "Disappointed how some people are still not taking it seriously and the fairly \"\"relaxed lockdown\"\" by the government is not helping.\nI understand people get bored (I get bored too) so they go outside, then others see them and think \"\"Well if they are out I will go out too\"\" but this is not helping to stop the spread. \nI worry this will last for quite a long time.\nI wish I could do more to help but I am worried that if I get sick I will make my housemate sick who is classed as vulnerable person.\n "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel like my life has become very limited. Although I enjoy being a home I dislike not having a choice in the matter.\nIt has affected my mental health in a negative way and there is little I can do about it.\n\nThe worst part is the uncertainly surrounding the duration of the situation and when it will end. All plans for life have had to be put on hold. In a way that takes some stress and expecation away but also removes any sense of achievement. I feel disconnected from the real world and anything around it."}, {"index": 23, "context": "Its a quite scary situation and i am a bit upset about it. Many people will catch the virus without even know and spread it easily. I think police should be much more strict and penalize most of the people going out. I see people use the situation going out no mater what which is not fair against old people. In situation like this i will be more than happy penalties for going out to become serious and everyone going out to feel them. Otherwise some people can go out other not. The other thing that should be done is everyone should wear mask to protect the 'others'. I think this is very important."}, {"index": 24, "context": "At this moment in time i feel a bit more settled than a year ago i was so so scared then but now not so because i have had my first jab , this makes me feel ever so safer but i know there are no guarantees.\nIt does worry me if i get ill and there is no room in hospital for me and this worry has blighted my life in the last year , but now there is a little hope i can soon start to see my family again. In the last year and in fact it was on my birthday my husband was diagnosed with cancer and all his hospital stuff carried on as normal but the stress was terrible having to go there so often.We have hope now."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel sad for all the heartache this has caused people and their famileis. I feel anger towards the government beacuse of the way they have handled this situation. I feel scared that our childrens mental health is suffering. I feel uncertain about the near future and worried that the worse is still to come. I have no confidence in the way the experts are handling the Corana virus. i fear for the world as a whole and i dread that the United Kindom will overtake countries like Spain and Italy. I do not understand why more testing is not being carried out and I am furious that key workers are not bein given the correct proctection uniforms/equipment. The whole situation just seems like a big nightmare."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I'm resigned to living like this for the foreseeable future and just hoping that everyone I know survives. The number of deaths has gone over 5,000 in the UK today which is horrible for all those whose family and friends have died; I wonder what the aftereffects of all this suffering will be and whether anything is ever going to be the same again. I've been round to my neighbours checking that they are all alright today and so far so good but I just wonder how long it will be before one of them becomes unwell. I'm impatient with being cooped up at times but then I think, what if, and just put up with it."}, {"index": 27, "context": "The Covid-19 has made me feel Lonely and sad, i miss my friends and family, i miss going out, i miss normality. \nI want this to be over. \nI feel sad for the people this has affected and i worry that it will affect those i love.\nI worry for my job which will impact my mortgage etc.\nThe whole thing opens up your eyes and makes you realise you should not to take things for granted.\nI pray this does not hurt many more people and that people stay home so that this virus can dissapear as soon as possible"}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel sad that they I have not been able to see my girlfriend because of the restrictions in international travel and that I set out to go in the holiday industry and that has been decimated. However i also feel appreciative that I managed to get a job during the time and overall am a lot better off than a lot of people so always need to remember that there people worse off. As long as I remain philosophical about the situation as a whole then I believe that I will be ok, the moment I feel sorry for myself will not be a good day."}], "length": 4113} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "The total numbers are in line with the a rate death rate for respiratory related illnesses eg influenza and so there isn't a pandemic except that there is a pandemic every year. In 2018 there was an even higher rate if death. No pandemic. \nIn January 4000 more people passed away than other months. Hospitals coped. \nI'm upset at how people are not getting the correct treatment at hospital as I know people buzzing for help and not being answered to at night. This is sad. \n\nWe must look at the actual figures which can be found on official government websites. We will understand how to cope with the situation. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel. Sadness at not being able to see or spend time with my family. My children are growing up and my.parents and grand parents aren't able to share in this joy properly. My. Grandparents are 80 years old and I feel we are missing out spending quality time with them. I crave spending time with my own niece and nephew and feel. Our relationships have suffered. I miss seeing them and arranging time with them. I also miss spending time with friends and even when we arrange to do something it is very limited as there is nothing open. I do however feel a happiness with my own children and feel that we have bonded further and appreciate the time we have had together to create a deep bond."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I'm not overly concerned, I think I've accepted the problems and the sad consequences. I don't think there's much danger to the people that I know. I'm able to work and exercise and speak to the people I care about. I mostly sad that I can't see my girlfriend and extended family, I've had to cancel two holidays and I'm disappointed.\n\nI'm pleased that people have generally responded sensibly and tried to support saving lives. It does make me frustrated that there's lots of misinformation and that some people want to assign blame - I think it pushes as people's biases (including my own, I'm sure).\n\nI think it's an interesting time and in some ways it's exciting to see the changes that have taken place and to identify the opportunities; but it comes at great cost."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am anxious about the virus. I'm nervous for my friends and family but also feel uneasy for other people I do not know, especially those in a vulnerable category.\n\nI am bored and finding it hard to motivate myself. I'm trying to engage in daily exercise but feel that this is frowned upon by others even though its within govt guidance. This puts me off daily outdoor exercise. \n\nI live in London but was due to return to Belfast on Thursday to celebrate the Easter holidays. This is not going ahead and therefore I feel sad that I won't see my family. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "I'm nervous, anxious and sad about the current situation. I'm living alone and finding it difficult to concentrate on anything. \nI'm worried about the virus and how it could affect me and my family.\nI'm now suffering from Shingles which the Dr believes has been brought on by stress. \nI feel vulnerable, afraid of going outdoors in case I contract the virus. \nA friend of mine is currently on a ventilator and sedated, that scares me as she is younger than me and that brought it home to me just how dangerous this is."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I don't feel as scared as I did a couple of weeks ago. I don't think it will be as bad as predicted in the UK, and I think the daily deaths will peak very soon, if they haven't already. I feel sad and worried about Boris Johnson being admitted to hospital. I feel a bit fed up and frustrated about lockdown. I'm worried that we'll soon be told we can't go out to exercise, as that's the thing making me feel normal at the moment. I'm still slightly worried and anxious about the health of my family members (if they were to catch the virus), although I'm less worried that they'll catch it than I was a week or two ago. I'm sad I probably won't be able to go on holiday this year."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel sad for the number of people who have lost a loved one to the illness. I feel worried that when things return to 'normal' that society will have changed for the worse. I feel angry that people have become selfish. I also feel incredibly lonely and isolated - I live alone and I worry about elderly people who are in the same situation.\n\nI work in mental health and recognise that others are struggling just as much. I'm concerned that this lockdown period will lead to a lot of anger, domestic violence, divorce, child abuse. People have lost their jobs and the suicide rate is likely to increase. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am worried - about the future, about livelihoods - both mine and others, about other people getting this virus and impacting their lives. It's difficult to live day to day without a timeline on when we may be able to return to some sort of normal. I miss being outside, I miss the my family and friends - and I am one of the lucky ones as I have my job, live with my partner and although having had some symptoms, I am perfectly healthy. I even miss my commute and being on the underground! I can't wait to have a pint in the beer garden of my local pub and I can't wait to hug my loved ones; I'm not normally a tactile person, but next time I see them, I'll make sure I give them a really long squeeze."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I'm feeling just a bit depressed at the never-ending saga of the lockdown, and the frustrating feeling of restriction and helplessness. Also weariness and mental tiredness of doing similar things every day and not wanting to go out anywhere to avoid people and awkward situations. But also this is tempered with a glimmer of hope with the vaccines and possible improvement to come. (Assuming the vaccines aren't a plot to kill us as well lol)! This feels like I am being tested to the limits of my mental endurance but I realise it could be much worse if I actually had the virus and was in hospital."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I'm a little angry that our government didn't respond quickly enough to a crisis it must have known was coming from China. I'm anxious about my daughter's mental health because of lockdown and the impact COVID 19 will have on her education, job prospects, and earning potential, particularly the taxes she'll have to pay to get the UK out of debt. I'm also worried about my 85-year old mother, even though she's had the first jab. I'm not worried for me. I'm nearing the end of my working life. COVID will have less of an impact on me than my daughter, who may need to deal with future COVIDs once I'm gone."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am feeling sad about the social distancing. A relative is ill and at this time, it is obviously not possible to be with her. It is so worrying.\nIn the past, I have been fortunate enough to work abroad quite a bit, often in less developed countries. I have made a lot of friends around the world and I am worried about how the corona virus will impact them, especially those who are in countries withour a good healthcare system and those who will not get support whilst they are not working. I am also sad as I do not know when and if we will see each other again. I am sad for all who are suffering with coronavirus and for those who have lost people to the virus. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "Has been going on to long with to much spiraling in and out of lockdowns making me very anxious about the country opening up to fast to just be shut back down again. Sadness about not being able to see my family yet kids can mix at school and shops to soon be open. Sad to keep families apart from each other for so long. Just lacking any motivation to do anything or menial tasks like work tidying up or even keeping the house clean its not goid for my mental health and wellbeing. just hope that this will all end soon drai ing away very quickly the more people mix in uneccesary ways."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Honestly just tired. I have gone past the fear stage now. I just really miss people and experiences. I miss having freedom to choose what I want to do. I feel like the situation has drained me though. Living the same day over and over again has really made everything seem like hard work. I find it hard to get motivated, and also hard to see how things are ever going to be the same as they were before. I cannot wait to be vaccinated and just hope that the country and the world start to lift lockdown measures"}, {"index": 13, "context": "i feel completely deflated, the government keeping making so many promises they can\u2019t keep, prioritising the wrong things and whilst everyone i see is hopeful for things to be more normal by june 21st, our track record has shown me not to trust a single thing, it just feels like there\u2019s still too far to go before i will feel any better about the situation, i am severely depressed, i\u2019ve been unable to work for a year and it\u2019s no clearer when i can go back, i\u2019m not receiving furlough because of the governments incompetence so i\u2019m a sitting duck waiting for my job to be able to go ahead"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am Worried about the future but I am enjoying the relaxation. I wish that people would take corona virus more sensible about the situation as they aren't aware of how serious coronavirus is. if more people stay in and don't go outside then the spread of corona virus will hopefully decrease people can come out of lockdown and back to normality. I am worried about what will happen regarding my job as I am furlounged and our company isn't being very good with communication. As from after the end of April we have no idea what is going on regarding pay."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I'm very anxious and scared of the situation due to having vunerable family and friends. I'm also quite lonely, and am struggling with the lack of human contavt. I miss the routine of daily life. I just want it all to be over, so things can go back to normal. Feels like everyday the things that are happy seem to stop making me so. I'm getting more bored and irritable. I hate it. I'm also getting bored of the basic food we have in, but obviously we can't get hold of luxuries or anything like that"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am somewhat worried about the virus, various members of my family refuse to social distance and are still visiting friends and older relatives. I am unable to self isolate with my partner, meaning I haven't seen him in three weeks. This is making me feel desperately unhappy and stressed, and has put an extraordinary amount of strain on our relationship, which would not be there had the pandemic not happened. I feel very lonely and isolated, and very worried about my partner and our relationship. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I\u2019m tired of the Corona situation and I just want everything to go back to normal however I think adjusting to the new normal will be difficult as we have been in lockdown restrictions for way too long. I\u2019m sad about all the lives that have been lost and fearful of losing loved ones. Some good things have come out of the situation such as being able to work from home rather than having my job lost or being on furlough, this has meant I no longer have to commute to work so have saved money on transport costs."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel sad that the whole situation has taken over a year to be resolved with many lives being lost and people being ill because our government didn't make the decisions it needed to early on. \n\nI'm desperate to get back to 'normal life' and see my family and friends but I'm still worried about the virus. I'm annoyed that a lot of people are already breaking lockdown rules because they feel it's over when it's not. Working in healthcare shows me that it's still a real threat to people and it's frustrating that others carry on as normal."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Sadness, people all over the world are impacted, when will it be over, nhs workers are doing their best to help us and need to be thanked for their hard work. Many people around the world are in isolation and are worried for everyone. Uncertainty of what the future holds because of this, whether we will be able to go back to normal, the lack of exercise and leisure activities makes people unhappy however if people stick to what they have been told by government and health officials this will soon be over "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I'm finding it difficult to.be apart from my friends from university, and my boyfriend. I miss having a social life and becoming able to do what I want when I want. I miss my old life, but part of me feels like that life is never coming back. I'm sad and angry that people, myself included, didn't take the pandemic seriously to begin with, because things are awful now,.and it feels like they won't get better. I'm sad that my degree has been half and half out of lockdown and in lockdown, and I'm worried it will decrease the validity of whatever grade I come out with in summer. If I do well, will people thing they were going easy.becaise of the situation, if I do badly will people think I'm stupid because I couldn't learn from home? I'm angry all the time about the situation and the people still.not taking it seriously. I go to work and have to deal with customers not wearing masks properly, and paying with all.the change they have instead of card, and the only thing that has eased my mind about me coming in contact with all these idiots is the fact that now all my grandparents, and parents are vaccinated so I won't pass anything bad to.them from work."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I\u2019m annoyed with the government for handling the situation so badly, at the cost of so many lives. On a personal level I\u2019ve been extremely lucky in that no one close to me has been ill so far, but I still worry every day that that could change. I found out I was pregnant with my first child around this time last year and have since gone through an extremely isolated pregnancy and childbirth, and my son has been unable to meet his grandparents. All of this also brings feelings of anger, but mostly sadness, and I hope things improve soon."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I'm worried for economic and social reasons. The lockdown has gone on far far too long its unfair keeping people so isolated and alone for so long. I miss my family and friends and I'm unsure and anxious about what is going to happen next. I feel lonely and sad and rarely ever happy.Corona is nowhere near as bad as initially thought so cant we just all get back to normal now.\n\nThis is my full answer I don't know what to add to get the characters up.\n\n I'm worried for economic and social reasons. The lockdown has gone on far far too long its unfair keeping people so isolated and alone for so long. I miss my family and friends and I'm unsure and anxious about what is going to happen next. I feel lonely and sad and rarely ever happy.Corona is nowhere near as bad as initially thought so cant we just all get back to normal now.\n\nThis is my full answer I don't know what to add to get the characters up."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel quite sad for the state of the world and generally very anxious about my personal situation. I am a student now without tuition but still with the expectation from my uni of doing my work, which I find myself unable to do. I have formally diagnosed mental health issues that are currently being exacerbated. The fact that I have my flatmates still with me is helpful in many regards and provides some comfort during the social distancing. I have been fearful for the health of my family - my older brother is immunosuppressed and my mother has had pneumonia twice - but at the moment I know that they are safe due to their strict adherence to social distancing and the fact that they live in a semi-rural area away from many other people."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel sad that the coronavirus has hit while my first baby is six months old. It means my maternity leave has been effectively stolen from me - I can't take my son swimming or to baby groups, and I worry about how it might impact his social development.\n\nI do understand and agree with the measures put in place, but it's really shitty. I do have some worries about my family and I catching the virus, but I try to let it go as I'm doing all I can to limit my exposure and it's out of my control.\n\nThat said, I do think a lot of good can come from this disaster. The environment is getting a break and more people might work from home in future, people may take vaccines and the NHS seriously, and people have a chance to consider what really matters."}, {"index": 25, "context": "At this moment in time, I feel I am in a fairly good position compared to the majority of the UK, for which I am grateful. As I work in a psychiatric hospital and continue to go to work daily, not too much has changed in regards to my income, routine, interaction with others. However, I have seen the effects of Coronavirus within my hospital and via the news. Seeing the devastating effects it has had on others has left me feeling very sad and wishing I could do more. I\u2019m not anxious, or fearful per se, as I am confident we will be able to overcome this and gradually return to normal. It\u2019s been really lovely to see the nation come together in such a difficult time and there is a real sense of community. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I originally was very unworried about the situation and felt that the media was behaving irresponsibly and scare mongering. I still believe that the media has reported the situation very poorly but now understand that this is s very serious situation. I am handling isolation well and me and my family are enjoying the extra time with each other. The children are coping really well with the change even though it is clearly a very confusing and challenging time for them. We are managing to home school them without it feeling stressful or difficult and I feel like the children are actually benefiting a great deal from the situation"}, {"index": 27, "context": "I'm still very angry about the way that the UK government have dealt with the situation. They've used it as an opportunity to feather their own financial nests, as well as those of their cronies and donors. They have colossal amounts of blood on their hands - blood of those who have died and the blood of those who are suffering.\n\nPeople in the UK have grown weary and so many are now rebelling against it. I'm beginning to think that I don't blame them. Had the government dealt with it in the same way as New Zealand, Hong Kong, Singapore etc, we would be pretty much back to normal now. \n\nMy husband is a dual-citizen of UK and Hong Kong but he will lose his HK rights as he can't get back there due to HK government banning visitors from the UK because Covid is out of control here. I'm very very angry."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel that much of the past year has been wasted. That government has lined their own pockets and those of their cronies at the expense of the poor, women and children. Mental health is now at crisis point and they have terrified healthy people into thinking they will die. There seems to be no cohesive idea on how to get out of this situation and no care taken of the many who have fallen in-between the cracks. Mainly I am angry at this and bored of the small world I now live in. I want to be able to do my job (singer) and my child to experience the world properly."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I'm not too concerned about the pandemic as I consider myself low risk. Take away the emotive side of it and statistically I have nothing to fear and very little to worry about. I don't personally know anyone who has caught it or died from it and believe that the press reporting of it is atrocious by spreading fear and anxiety into certain age groups which shouldn't have happened. The Government response has been mixed, but the way the UK is dealing with vaccinations proves that leaving the EU was a step forward as the EU have made a complete mess of their vaccination program. Apart from the leisure side of life my life has remained very normal with being out regularly and going to work daily."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am feeling a bit scared about the whole situation because of how much it feels like our lives have currently changed. I am also very sad at the number of people suffering and dying due to the coronavirus. It is sad to see the huge numbers of people suffering and dying around the world. I also feel angry at the people who are not following the governments guidelines of staying at home to help save lives and not following the social distancing guidelines. Therefore I have mixed feelings about the current Corona situation."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel utterly drained by it all, to be honest. The pandemic fatigue has definitely hit by this point and I am both anxious and ready to return back to some semblence of normality. \n\nI\u2019m pretty tired of hearing about it, hearing about people arguing about it and just so sad that as a nation we still don\u2019t really have a handle on it. Hearing daily death tolls for a year is sad and tiring. But feeling a little more positive with the light at the end of the tunnel that is the seeming success of the vaccination program so far."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel quite fed up as this is now the third lockdown and I haven\u2019t seen my family since September. I am often upset and frustrated as I want to be able to see my family and friends and do things that I used to do often, such as shopping or eating out. I am eager for things to go back to normal but I am hopeful that they will start to return to normal come June what with all of the vaccinations currently taking place. At the moment it\u2019s just a matter of getting through each day until summer comes"}, {"index": 33, "context": "I feel a bit duped. My children have gone back to school today, and I cannot understand why life cannot resume as normal at this point. Feeling very isolated and lonely as a result of being the only person in the household who is still working from home, alone. \n\nI also feel confused by the figures and wonder if we've been misled by the data and the science. I completely believe in the pandemic, however do wonder if the figures have been somewhat inflated by recording deaths as covid-related when some aren't."}], "length": 5163} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I'm happy that in the UK we finally seem to have an end in sight. I'm extremely happy and feel very positive about the vacine roll out. I'm angry that our government did'nt do more, and sooner to help bring us through this and that so muc money was wasted early on through cronyism and nepotism. \nI'm feeling happy that I might get a winter holiday and that very few people I know have become ill.\nI'm sad that so many lives have been needlessly lost. \n\nThat more or less sums it up. A great big mix of emotions. Mostly anger though, at our incompetent government."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I think because we have lived with it for over a year now it feels like a way of life and as there is a light at the end of the tunnel with vaccinations it feels like things are getting a little better. I am looking forward to getting back to normal but I know that this will take a bit more time also. I am looking forward to spending some time with family and being able to visit my parents house without worry. It has been hard and my mental health has not been great with it and I try to be optimistic"}, {"index": 2, "context": "It is a sad, sorry situation in many aspects. Could not have imagined this happening a few months ago. In spite of this, we must obey rules and try and positive. Things in time will go back to near how they were but hopefully it will make us stronger and better people. I really feel for all the front line staff, Doctors, nurses, paramedics, hospital cleaners, wardsmen, carers and social workers. In addition teachers, teaching assistants,. In shops the checkout staff and shelf stickers. .my feelings are of thanks to all these people doing a brilliant job. I feel sad for the destruction of our life that this virus has done. From the vulnerable to those in hospital already or in a care home just managing. Feel sad about all scholars missing out on education. It is also sad that loads of people will end up in debt and businesses will go bust. The last recession was a hard one so goodness knows what this will do. It's extremely upsetting hearing of all the deaths too. Our lives are so precious."}, {"index": 3, "context": "The Corona situation makes me feel extremely isolated from my friends & family, although I can support 1 support bubble, it makes me sad to think of the time I am missing spending with other members of my family. I suffer from anxiety when I think about having to go out for food shopping from being in contact with people outside of my household. \nI worry about mine & my husbands job prospects if the businesses take a turn for the worst & the stress that his has on paying bills if either one of us loses our job."}, {"index": 4, "context": "In short, I feel overwhelming frustration. The UK government seriously mishandled the situation and sacrificed human lives to \"\"save\"\" the economy. However this plan failed and what actually happened is that we have a significant death rate, plummeting economy (with more austerity to come) and insulting claps for the people who kept this country going (and a 1% payrise as the rest of the money was spent lining the pockets of the likes of Dido Harding).\nIn terms of the actual virus, I feel sadness at the death and sadness at how the entire population's life has stood still in the last year. It all feels out of our control. Even with the vaccinations up and running, the new strains are popping up and I just dno't see an end to this. I suspect that there will reach a point where we start up our lives again, opst-lockdown, and accept coronavirus to be part of our lives in the same way the flu is."}, {"index": 5, "context": "Im angry and frustrated that it has taken so long for things to even be thought of as a possibility of returning \"\"back to normal\"\". I'm sad and anxious for my young daughters who are missing out on valuable time with friends family, and missing out on participating in extra curricular groups and activities like ballet, football, playgyms. My daughters are 19 months and 4 years old.\n\nI'm glad that we finally have some ind of light at the end of the tunnel because of the vaccines.\n\nI'm concerned over how my profession will ever recover fully (the arts)\n\nI'm heartbroken for the 3 million excluded who have received no help financially throughout this whole pandemic."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am tired of the continuing situation but also nervous that the few benefits that have come from it will all be forgotten or abandoned in the rush to get back to normal. I didn't trust or like the government before this situation and nothing they have done has changed my mind, but I'm sad that generally people don't seem to agree. It seems they could do anything and people would still vote for them. I've been very lucky in that I haven't lost anybody to this disease, which probably makes me a bit complacent."}, {"index": 7, "context": "The problem is not that I particularly want to do anything that I am not allowed to do it is that I don't have the choice of being able to do it. So, I can't go for a walk in the woods IF I wanted to. It is like having a car. I generally use public transport if time is not an issue, but by owning a car I can go door to door exactly when I want to. Living under lockdown has not been too arduous, we have switched to home delivery of everything we need and are able to take local exercise up and down our little crescent. Going to collect our prescribed medecines at the local chemist is our only contact with the outside world but we are not lonely."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I have been an essential worker, so have been at work all through the pandemic, i am pleased in a way as the routine of normality has helped. I am pleased we have the vaccine drive under way and am proud of the nhs and uk in general efforts on the vaccine program. I looking forward to more social aspects of post-lockdown now though as it has been tough not seeing family and friends as much as normal and I know older family have struggled too, such as missing their grandchilden during the lock down periods"}, {"index": 9, "context": "just tired. the govt has continually messed up by taking a reactive policy stance, rather than proactive. It's tiring feeling like we're in a never-ending cycle of not learning fro our policy mistakes. \n\nI don't have the mental capacity to process the sheer amount of death and destruction it has caused, and even less to process how other countries e.g. new zealand, have taken a completely different approach and are living life with no restrictions and 21 (?) deaths vs our 120,000.\n\nNot sure anyone is really paying attention much anymore, I can't bring myself to watch the press conferences because it's just a painful hour of politicians being politicians, not answering questions, and scientists doing their best despite."}, {"index": 10, "context": "It is a concern for many people all over the world but we seem to be past the peak now that the vaccine process is well on the way. I wash my hands regularly and tey my best to keep 2 meters away from people at all times, so that is all I can really do to keep safe. I also strictly follow the UK governments advice and guidlines on the Covid-19 situation and check the news every day for any updates on the matter. I wish America would have taken the situation more seriously from the start, which would then have resulted in much less deaths for them."}, {"index": 11, "context": "It is a concerning time, though I am concerned more for the health and safety of others more than my own health. I am a healthy individual and cope well with illnesses. It has had a dramatic effect on my work situation, as a emergency service worker, and my home life, with my partner now working from home.\nI hope that the virus is not as potent as first thought, but we will not know this until widespread testing is complete. It is difficult to understand the true severity of the death rate currently as we cannot be clear with how many people have been infected and recovered."}, {"index": 12, "context": "The current corona situation is very uncertain. I currently don\u00b4t really know how I am feeling as my life has changed quite a bit as to how it used to be. I am a final year university student who has had to move back home due to it, I have assignments to complete and feel incredibly unmotivated about the remainder of my studies. To add to this, I also feel rather exhausted, probably because I am not being as active as I usually would be. I am fearful that this will become an unhealthy habit. I am however prosperous about the future and believe that people will become nicer due to this situation. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel much better now, considering all the vaccinations that are taking place so less fear and anxiety towards the risk of getting the virus, but still feel sadness to the people who died unnecessarily from it because of how the whole situation was poorly handled and slightly angry towards it how it was all handled. I am feeling grateful that corona did not affect me or my family and we were fortunate enough to get the vaccines. Also feeling grateful for the essential workers who put there lives on the line."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel that there is an underlying problem with the whole situation. Bill Gates had been warning of this on TED 15 years ago and we have had various contagions around the world. It seems that no country in the world was really ready for this, nor did they have any plans. It is as though it was never expected to happen. The testing in the UK for antigens is not working and a lot of taxpayers money has been spent on this. Emergency services are grossly overstretched and people are being badly informed. The only useful strategies have been hand washing, distancing from others and not going out unless necessary. Masks and gloves being worn day after day by the public may even accumulate the pathogen but no advice on this has been given."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel sad at all the things we have missed out on- spending time with family, seeing friends etc. i feel worried that everything will be returning too quickly and we will end up in another lockdown. I\u2019ve enjoyed spending this Time with my children but worried that they have missed learning and what it will take for them to catch up. I worry that although my parents have had the vaccine that they may catch covid. I am concerned about my children finding it hard to return to school and how they will find mixing with people again."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel like the coronavirus situation has escalated much more and much quicker than anyone could have anticipated, and as such we are living in unprecedented times. The fact that it is affecting so much of daily life and that nobody seems sure what to do or what will happen is scary and anxiety inducing. I am worried that people I know and love could die or get very I'll, and worried that it will be a long time before life returns to normal, and by that point we may be unable to financially recover."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I at first wasn't all too worried. I am not worried still about the situation but I am frustrated and annoyed at everything regarding it.\nPeople out there not taking it seriously, my abilities to cope with the situation.\nIt's all very stressful and I do not anticipate it clearing up any time soon.\nIf only I had some close relationships at the moment, but isolation is a tricky business and I'm bored.\nI can understand why some things have to be the way it is currently, like businesses shutting and certain curfews that are in place, but in reality there's very little long term planned for the craziness when it sets in.\nI feel like most of the higher ups are lying to us about certain things, like for example number of cases in particular countries, is it more? Perhaps.\nWill my mental health be fine at the end of it all? I do not mean to be selfish, but I can only care about myself in the immediate."}, {"index": 18, "context": "It feels wrong humans need socialisation \n\nI feel sad not seeing much of my family and having them round at my house relaxing \n\nI feel angry at the way the UK government has behaved and dealt with the situation. The mixed messages and delays were the worst thing. \n\nI feel unsure about being vaccinated and was very upset when I did get my first jab, I felt violated not relieved like others seem to be. \n\nI wonder what the new normal will look like and wether people will put up with that or not. I feel there may be more riots and protests \n\nI do think this government are using the situation to bring in legislation that reduces our freedoms and rights and also bring more privatisation to the NHS"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel sad with regards to some news (colleague's death, mental health issues of peers and others); but I also feel very lucky as I can work from home - and not everyone has this opportunity. At the same time I feel a little tired of feeling lucky this way...\nI also had some good news with respect to my job, so I feel a little guilty relatively to the others. I also feel powerless to help, as I do not have any relevant skills & thus I'm not useful right now. This is a silly feeling, as it doesn't help anyone; at the same time it's not actually strong enough to prompt me to do more than just a few donations and gift vouchers. \nI also feel rather sad about my friends, who are in a worse position. I feel entirely blessed with my partner - but again, I'm lucky & not everyone is. \nSo, overall, it's a mix of feeling sad & damn lucky - and sad that one needs to feel lucky that way. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "Very worried I might get it if go out for supplies and angry that no emergency measures so everyone could get deliveries so they did not get infected.\neven more worried 82 year old father,my only family may get it and die,do no want him to suffer and afraid too,of being alone and having no money.\nsad and annoyed and disgusted at all the problems that almosteveryone is suffering from,\nsad about the deaths\nworried about future for self and many others.\nDisgusted there seemed no government plans in place and so little stocks of basics for nhs and everyone"}, {"index": 21, "context": "I'm sad for everything I see on the tv - about the incredible job the NHS staff are doing to comfort and support and ultimately cope with the demands of a horrible situation right now. I'm sad that people aren't able to go out as much as they normally can, particularly with the warm(ish) weather, and it being the start of the Easter holidays. It's particularly tough now because we're coming - at least it seems - towards the peak, in 7 to 10 days I think. On another note, I am feeling extremely lucky that I haven't been affected by it so far. I'm sad for everyone who suffers because of this. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I saw my partner in early December and then for a couple of days at Christmas (under Scottish rules, as a non-cohabiting couple we could meet for more than one day. We have not met since. 3 says out of the last 81. \nLast week, we almost split up. \nIt is so difficult to keep a relationship going under these circumstances. I am worried about us. He is starting to suffer from depression and I have had a resurgence of anxiety. The estimate for us being vaccinated is the end of April. \n\nI\u2019m not even angry any more. I focus on one day, sometimes just in the morning or the hour ahead. I can\u2019t plan anything. There is no point. I\u2019m just sad about the opportunities lost, not only for myself, for us, but for everyone. \nI think I am resigned to it being months before we can meet and next year before life is tolerable. \nNormal doesn\u2019t exist any more."}, {"index": 23, "context": "At this very moment I feel frustrated, because I have just been sent home from work (having been self-isolating for 2 weeks already due to a cough) for borderline raised temperature. I will have full pay, but I am a nurse and have no way of knowing if I have had (or currently have) COVID-19. I am frustrated that I cannot help at work when they really need all the help they can get, and I am frustrated at the idea of another week alone without being allowed to leave my home.\n\nI'm writing some more words here because my response needs to be at least 500 characters..."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Concerned that this isn\u2019t the end of it. Very concerned that the government have lied and are incompetent. Very very concerned about what the country will be like afterwards. This continues to be a very worrying time with many questions unanswered. \nConcerned that this isn\u2019t the end of it. Very concerned that the government have lied and are incompetent. Very very concerned about what the country will be like afterwards. This continues to be a very worrying time with many questions unanswered."}, {"index": 25, "context": "It has been a very long year and the Covid situation is taking its toll. I am fed up of being at home all the time although I think winter has also contributed to my feelings. Having the children at home has been hard as well. My son found it difficult to keep motivated with online work so our relationship has been strained due to me trying to motivate him or tell him the importance of a good education and him not wanting to listen to me. He is a teenager so negotiations are more difficult at his age.\n\nOn the positive side I am really looking forward to the Spring, I check my fruit trees daily to see how their flowers are developing and I can feel that winter is almost over. I am looking forward to the warm weather and all the wildlife that Spring brings to our garden. \n\nI also, in a way, feel a bit more confident this time about how the government is handling the pandemic. I saw with despair how the government opened the economy too quickly or let the children in Secondary schools be in lessons without masks. I think they are better organised this time so I am feeling more confident and safer now."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel anxious not knowing whether I or my loved ones will get the virus and how severely we would suffer. I am very scared that my youngest daughter would become ill and have to go to hospital without me. She would be terrified. I feel very upset that people are being asked to sign DNR forms if they are deemed as less valuable than other people. This is immoral. I feel very anxious going out weekly to do the shopping and hate mixing with others in public. I feel sad for my children missing out on important parts of their childhoods and I worry about my mum living alone at age 78. "}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel very anxious about the whole situation. people are being selfish by going out to socialise and aren't looking out for themselves or others. it makes me worried how long we will be in this lockdown situation. I am classed as a key worker so am still having to go to work - nursery based. this makes me really nervous when around the children as who knows who may be a carrier of the virus. my partner and I are self isolating together and I am, at times, dropping essentials off to my parents and grandparents who are both considered as high risk. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "Feeling kind of down and just in limbo. We dont know when and how this ends, and we are all trapped in these conditions where our lives have because so small. And there is a lot of death and anger and its emotionally exhausting with no release valve on it. \n\nYet at the same time it is quite serene and theres a lot of time to reflect. Theres niceness in how people are cominjng together, but for me it makes me weary because I feel no change coming from this and no responsibility taken by those in charge who could have doen so much more and even now look for ways to exploit and benefit."}, {"index": 29, "context": "Fear of how we get out if this as a society and world, how we can stop social distancing (once this calms) without it flaring again. Fear for those who can die from this. Sad of the impact, but heartened to see community responses, people wirking together, helping one another. Exhausted by effort just to shop etc, but know everyone dealing with that. Anxious as been ill for three weeks with likely CV but can\u2019t get test so won\u2019t have it confirmed. However also relieved as doctors believe I\u2019ve had it, and I was high risk but am recovering. I have so many questions! "}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am feeling tired of this situation and can't wait for it to be over and general levels of anxiety caused by the new strains and the uncertainty of what the future holds for myself and all my friends and family. I feel differently as a person to how I felt one year ago and I look back to pre covid times and how easy life was without a dangerous infection around. But most importantly I feel sadness about the number of deaths and people grieving over lost loved ones. It has been a tough year for every body and the country is going to take years to rebound financially and with all the unemployment levels at a high many people are struggling in many ways."}, {"index": 31, "context": "It feels never ending. I am concerned about relaxing rules too early and we end back in lockdown again which would be awful. I want to be able to go out and meet friends and get food. I want the schools back to normal and my daughters can see their friends. It feels like we are moving at a political spped, rules are being changed because of our upcoming elections. previously I haven't felt that, it has always felt like a clear strategy but now we are out for an election and school changes which alter depending on press reports"}], "length": 4970} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel sad that so many people are dying with this virus, and all the health professionals struggling to keep as many people alive as they can. My health isn't the best and I have to make sure I stay indoors so I can be safe and not catch the virus. It can be a little scary and annoying seeing some people disobeying the rules and still going out and acting like everything is ok. \n "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel a little anger at the government who I feel are not always using logic and common sense in their approach to dealing with the covid 19 situation. My main worry is for how the long term impact of the situation will effect my ability to live my \"\"old life\"\", and effectively plan for the future. I feel fear that the economic impact will leave so many people unemployed and helpless. I feel some relief that my elderly mum with Alzheimer's died just before the coruna virus started because it would have been incredibly hard to maintain her care with all the restrictions in place. I'm worried still about protecting my dad who had cancer. My strongest emotion is sadness, at how many people will suffer long term consequences in terms of health, mental well-being, and financial capacity."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I don't think the Covid-19 disease is serious enough to merit the draconian measures that go against civil liberties and threaten livelihoods. I am against compulsory vaccinations but there are those who are in favour.\nThis situation is or, at least, could be exploited politically and economically by the elite.\nThere are those who push the idea of \"\"The Great Reset\"\" and I believe the World Economic Forum has said that \"\"You will own nothing and be happy\"\".\nIs the Corona-Virus situation being cynically manipulated to fulfill a dystopian agenda?"}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am not particularly scared because I am young and are more likely to recover from it and i know the procedure to stop the spread of the virus and know that I am not putting myself at risk. The most anxiety comes from spreading to other people who are not as healthy as I am, which is a horrible feeling. To see how many people have died from the virus has made me feel afraid for the families who have to watch loved ones die without being able to say goodbyes fully and have to see them die without being comforted in their transition."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel sad that it has taken so long to get the situation under control, but hopeful that the vaccine rollout will bring a long term solution. However there is mistrust at the government and I hope that they do not make more fundamental errors in the delivery of this essential issue. Overall I am fortunate that the toll of the pandemic is only emotional - lost time but not health or friends/family. This will pass with new memories and opportunities once life returns to normal. The only question is how much longer it will be now that there are some green shoots visible. With the longer days and warmer weather the sense of hope is increasing."}, {"index": 5, "context": "Disgusted how unprotected NHS staff are and how late the government has been in trying to resolve this. Disgusted at the amount of people not adhering to guidelines for the safety of others. Sad about the amount of people dying without their families, dying alone without even care staff having the time to sit and hold their hand whilst they take their last breath. Disgusted at the attitude of current staff when someone needs to take the week off, but also feeling the pressure of having to stay at work even though they are experiencing symptoms themselves."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am fearful for vulnerable members of my family although not afraid for myself. I wish that it could all go away as I feel it has impacted my life significantly and taken away so many exciting opportunities from me. I feel for the people who have high levels of anxiety regarding the situation, however personally I just do not think that it is likely to affect me or my family due to the relatively low levels of cases in my area, therefore leading me to believe that the precautions being taken are somewhat extreme. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I worry about he state of my children\u2019s education when they all go back to school. I am also very worried about my parents and other vunerable relatives trying to keep them safe and at home as some do not realise just how serious the situation is. I am very anxious about leaving my youngest child at school mixing with other children as I have to work, as does my husband as we are both key workers. I am trying to keep positive about everything as trying to look tern, what are the positives we can take out of the situation."}, {"index": 8, "context": "At the moment I feel quite passive about the corona situation. The vaccine results seem very good and I am looking forward to getting mine- although quite nervous. I wish that all the people who have died could have been saved with the vaccine earlier but I am proud that the Oxford team have been able to produce the vaccine so quickly. I do worry about variants. I get annoyed when I see neighbours flouting the lockdown rules. I am looking forward to starting work again (self employed) and getting back to some sort of normality."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel stressed about the whole situation, as a teacher it has been a lot about adaptability and resilience with online learning and everything changing constantly. I don't fear for myself but I do slightly for my older, more susceptible relatives. I am angry at how the situation has been handled and the false hope that has come with it. I feel like it should all be over at this point, much like other countries and had it be handled effectively with a focus on people rather than money and the economy."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am mad and upset that people aren't taking lockdown seriously. I feel sorry for NHS workers who are under immense pressure and lose their staff to COVID-19. I would love the world to go back to normal but that's not going to happen unless we stick to what has been advised. People are so selfish. There are people down my street who go out frequently and at the weekend invited family who don't live here for a Barbecue. They are just making it worse. I'm worried for my parents and for the Prime Minister. I'm sad I can't see my boyfriend but at least my family is keeping safe."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel sad that we are unable to come together, it makes you appreciate the things we take for granted every day. I am lucky enough to work with colleagues who are able to explain rationally what is happening. Therefore I feel some frustration at the media panic reporting and the multitude of fake information on social media. Ultimately though, I am hopeful - thanks to the hard work I see every day and also, how communities have come together. I strongly believe this will pass, as precious epidemics have, there will be deaths. It's unavoidable, sad, families, friends. There are going to be a lot of wider impacts and I'm worried for domestic abuse victims, those with poor mental health, the homeless. We need to embrace tech to keep our relationships alive. Hope for a kinder future keeps me going"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I\u2019m glad infection rates are dropping but the easing of restrictions makes me uneasy - this is probably because I lost a family member to COVID and therefore have been unable to grieve properly. I also can\u2019t book my vaccination as there are no available appointments so I find that a bit concerning. I am looking forward to other shops opening as well as hairdressers and barbers. Also might feel a little more reassured if lateral flow tests had a better rate of an accurate result - however I have had no issue getting a rapid appointment for this type of test"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I wish I knew how long this would last for and that everyone I care about will survive it, not just physically but I am concerned for their mental well being too and my own mentalhealth. I am not going to see a soul for many many days and already haven't for about 17 days. I am sad for all the suffering that is happening and the injustice of the nhs workers and the carers dying for lack of safety equipment. I am sad for those experiencing grief in the worse way possible as they can't be with their loved ones or have funerals attended in the normal ways. I am curious about what life will be like for us all when all this is over. I tend to think of it as this year is a right off and I hope next year the coronavirus will have passed as I can't cope with the uncertainity of not knowing how long this is for. But I am afraid that I might be wrong and that it may last for longer than a year. I wish I could just go to sleep until it is all over and the pandemic is over."}, {"index": 14, "context": "Fed up of nothingness there is nothing to do how much longer can this situation go on for its soul destroying and boring \n\nI want to make travel plans I wnat to go back to a normal life but no always restrictions and fear this is really negative \n\nI wnat to be able to travel to the next town for walks and go places not stuck in this miserable place \n\nPeople should have stayed at home and being given harsher punishment for breaking rules as sometimes it feels like there wasn\u2019t a lockdown At all and people just been spreading this and making this lockdown seem like such an afterbirth"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am sad, and low. I can't see my family, including my brothers new born baby. I can't see my boyfriend, who i have known and loved for 1 years but only been in a relationship for 2 months. I'm locked inside with my mum who just wants to argue. I'm struggling to sleep at night, but not able to nap in the day.\nI can't pop to the shop for a simple loaf of bread without having to wait outside for 40 minutes to get in, because everyone elses idea of essential shopping is \u00a3300 worth of food meaning they are taking hours to shop, and no one can enter the store until someone else comes out"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I know that it is very serious and I am moderately concerned for the future as it is so unknown. However, I do believe that we will recover as a society. So, although I am very sad for those who have lost their lives and list loved ones, I am not fearful for the future. I do not worry for myself as I am healthy and my job is unaffected by the current situation as I can work from home. I suppose one of my major concerns is the effect it's having on my wife as she is started to feel distressed and anxious about the situation, and as she is quite extroverted is beginning to struggle with being stuck in the house. \n"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel incredibly sad for families who have lost loved ones as I think more people have died than was necessary. I feel angry at the way politicians have continued to look after themselves to the detriment of the people who they should be serving. I feel angry that the NHS staff are not better looked after and I feel very frustrated with having been locked up for so long. I am angry that in spite of saying they will focus on data and not dates, we are given firm dates only and the lifting of lockdown is not linked to how well or badly we are doing."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am easily distracted. As soon as I can focus on something I hear something on the news and I'm right back to feeling anxious.\nMy job is at risk so I'm worried about my financial situation.\nI'm worried about friends and family.\nI live by myself and I'm quite lonely.\nI'm concerned about all the incredible people helping others. Everytime we hear about another healthcare worker who has died it makes me feel physically sick.\nI can't wait for things to get back to normal, but I'm also not sure what normal is now. \n5000+ families in this country forever changed.\nI'm finding joy in the smallest of human interactions - thankfully mainly through the internet. I just miss my actual favourite people and want to see them and hug them rather than just see their faces on facetime. \nI'm really really scared that someone I know and love will catch this horrible illness and die. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "Feel that too many people take risk and do not care for others. \n\nI try to be safe but it feels as if others are losing patience or not caring about those who are having to work in a Covid risk environment. \n\n\nI think people are hoping the vaccine will save everything and we can go back to normal before the end the year. This is not to be safe or sensible, we should learn from our experiences \n\nI do feel safe when at home and understand what needs to be done to stay safe. \nPeople who I know that have had vaccine have only had mild side effects and are glad they were able to\n\nI feel that the differing symptoms everyone has makes it hard to keep track of whether you may or may not have Covid. Always on edge if feel slightly under the weather now"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel as though life is becoming far too repetitive. Lock downs seem endless and it feels as though we are existing and not living. Although lockdowns work to an extent they are not a realistic long term solution or one we should default to.I believe the government only uses them as they know people will comply now.\n\nI believe that the world needs to begin to open up for the sake of everyone\u2019s mental health and financial security.\n\nAs well, I believe no more future lockdowns should occur as people\u2019s mental health is severely declining. We have to learn to live with the virus."}, {"index": 21, "context": "The loss of life is tragic. So many people dieing before their time. Evenvworse is that theyare dieing alone witjout the support of their loved ones, family and friends.\nThe people working in and supporting the NHS are wonderful. It must be desperatly draining and tiring for those working on the front line in hospitals.\nOn a personal level, I find the lockdown boring and tedious, but fully understand and support it.\nPeople need to stay at home.\n Feckless people who don't observe social distancing make me cross. This includes those that are inconsiderate in supermarkets and shops."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I'm sad because it doesn't let me see my family, I miss them so much and I feel I may never see them again. The world has changed so much and I don't ever know if we will get back to normal again. I must my normal life back again. Like really I do. How will it go back to normal? Businesses are closing left, right and centre. People's anxiety are through the roof and mental health is being affected by all this. The world needs to come together and embrace all that are suffering from this pandemic."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am angry about the way the government has continued to deal with the virus - we can clearly see other countries have made much better progress. I am also sad for what a year of missed opportunities means for many people, and the fact that it still seems unclear when life might return to normal. Even though my life hasn't been negatively impacted financially, I can see that in many of my peers it has and this secondary stress and concern for others makes the route out of lockdown unclear. I am also extremely worried about what the long term impact on other health care services may be, and people who have delayed diagnosis of other conditions for over a year now."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Before taking part in this survey, I wasn't even thinking about the corona virus today. Once I began thinking about it, I started to feel a bit agitated and anxious - when will this end? Will I get my summer holiday abroad? Will Boris ban outdoor exercise, because stupid people do picnics in the middle of a pandemic? I am really angry at those people, because they do not respect the others, who follow the rules. Because of them, the whole society might get punished, even though most people are staying at home and not gathering outside. I also really miss my friends and my boyfriend, whom I haven't seen in two-three weeks. It's boring without him and every day just drags on. At least I have my dog, so I am never *too* bored. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am fed up about it all now. The sooner life returns to normal the better, it seems ridiculous that the country is holed up at home with infection rates so low. We should be able to move forward with sensible measures to keep vulnerable people safe. Is it really dangerous to have a haircut right now in the uk? I\u2019m not sure, particularly when supermarkets are rammed full. I am just exasperated and I\u2019m not convinced restrictions will go when the government have said they will look at doing so. But we will see"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I have had a chronic illness that has left me housebound and often bedbound for ten years. Last month my partner of nearly 9 years ended our relationship as she did not want to look after me any longer. I am living on a friends floor as i have no money and no accommodation. Nobody recognises my illness as it is not understood, even by the medical profession. Believe me when i say, i could not care a jot about the corona virus. People were selfish and ignorant before the virus, they will continue to be ignorant after all this is over.\nand i will still be in bed . . ."}, {"index": 27, "context": "Frustrated that so many plans have had to be cancelled. We were supposed to be travelling abroad (within Europe) several times during the next few months.The unknown of when the situation will end is worrying. Hopeful that it will start to get better. Some level of worry about getting the illness and our relatives getting it. Fear that my children will be ill. I range from being fairly relaxed as it is genuinely nice to have all the family at home to getting tense about when and how life will get back to normal. I worry that my mum will be due a significant birthday within the next month and will likely have to spend this time alone which will impact her mood greatly. I'm appreciative that the weather has meant that we have spent time in our garden and that we are lucky enough to have a nice place to live in. Money worries do rear their ugly head from time to time but for now we are surviving. Our youngest child is very very bored and it is getting harder to motivate her to do anything. I'm concerned about the impact on the children's socialising skills at the end of this too."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel not too anxious about the corona situation however i feel quite lost and lonely, almost empty rather than sad. I feel bored and tired more often but not angry, i\u2019m a little bit anxious about getting ill but not too bad, however my mum and dad are key workers so i\u2019m more worried about catching it, i don\u2019t feel as anxious as usual tho. I am struggling to feel motivated to do any work and i am struggling to get out of bed and struggling to fall asleep. I feel sad i can\u2019t see my friends or boyfrind"}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel sad thinking about all the things I have missed out on in the last year being stuck at home and not being able to go anywhere. It has affected my child's development greatly and he has missed out on so many opportunities. I haven't been able to see my friends and family for nearly 1 year now, we were due to go abroad to see my in-laws but had to cancel this. It makes me sad to think that they haven't seen my son yet and are not too well at the moment, I hope we are able to go back before their health deteriorates."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I just feel so resigned. Schools go back next week after iver 2 months off and hopefully locjdoen ended by June but it all seems pointless now. I've lost touch with all my family and friends and relationships will not be the same now. I feel lonely but almost like I don't want this to change as got so used to being at home. I think people will just be wary if being around people for a long time. I feel anger at people who have flouted rules when a lot of us have followed the rules. I feel upset that people will continue to be worried even after it has all calmed doen a lot....it just feels like the world has changed."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I mainly feel frustrated as there are so many things I want to do but I can\u2019t, I\u2019m wasting what should be the best few years of life (at university ) sitting in bed learning on my laptop and going to work, then for fun going on walks. I am very bored and want to get back to normal, every time I see someone disobeying the rules it annoys me as it is just prolonging lockdown for everyone. I miss my friends and family and I am finding it so hard to be stuck inside and not being able to see who I want and do what I want."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I\u2019m just fed up with it all. It\u2019s been going on so long now and I just want everything to be back to normal. It\u2019s so frustrating because this time last year it was just starting and I never thought it would go on this long. I hope everything can get back to normal by June as planned. I\u2019m skeptical though! I\u2019m worried the timeline will be extended! My toddler hasn\u2019t been able to go out and see other children and play like we would have done. I\u2019m going to make sure we do so many activities together!"}, {"index": 33, "context": "I am very scared and worried for members of my family. I am also very concerned about the future. I am having great difficulty in sleeping and I am also very worried about my mental health. I am not working at the moment and I am worried about where my next meal will come from. My mortgage will still need paying and I do not know where I will get the funds from.\n\nMy in laws are both in their 70s and do not social isolate. I am very concerned about both their physical and mental health. They do not stay in even though the guidelines state that they should for their own safety. "}, {"index": 34, "context": "Having just read the news about Boris Johnson being taken into Intensive Care, I feel a huge sense of sadness that these may be the last hours of potentially the greatest PM in my lifetime. Genuinely hoping he pulls through, gets us through this dark time and does the business for Brexit, this Country needs a character and a leader like him at this time more than ever.\nAs stated, this is an incredibly dark and dystopian time for the Country and the World, I can only hope that when the dust has settled those culpable will be held to account, be it financially or criminally. This isn't a xenophobic statement either, people and Countries, no matter who they are need to be held accountable for the pain and suffering caused."}], "length": 5146} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel very sad at the huge and unnecessary death toll in this country and how other countries are also letting their citizens down too. It's sad to look at the graphs each day and feel like 'oh good only X number of deaths' followed by realisation that that means a bereavement for so many families. It's also unnerving to think of the longterm effect on poorer people and small businesses...it's hard to picture what the new post covid world will look like.\nAlongside this I'm feeling positive that the vaccines will have some effect in the coming months. I'm pleased that schools are going back so children at least aren't missing out any more."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I think overall I feel sad at the actions of people. It's been a really awful time for everyone, and I think it's really shown people's true colours which makes me sad. I'm also quite fed up of the whole situation. I want to travel to see family and have a glimpse of normality back, but it feels like it's never going to happen, sometimes due to irresponsible people ruining it and not following the rules. However, I'm feeling optimistic too with the vaccine situation. Very mixed feelings overall."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel sad. I feel sorry for those who are treating patients, I feel sorry for those losing loved ones. I'm tired of certain politicians. I'm hoping that when this is all over the NHS will be properly funded and NHS staff properly rewarded. I fear for those in poorer countries.\n\nI feel that those that have been inept at responding to this crisis, Trump I am looking at you, will be punished at the polls. I feel that this will be a massive wake up call to those who care too much about material possessions. I feel that for those who survive this, life will never be the same,"}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am more concerned about the future for the young and the risk to that from crashing the economy essentially to save the very old. The intergenerational unfairness was huge before this crisis. It's will be much worse afterwards I fear. The lockdown is far worse for the poor too. All other health issues which affect younger people are not getting treated properly any more. This is very sad. Pretty unfair too. The young have not had their life chances unlike the old. And our future depends on them. Life expectancy will plummet as a result of this lockdown. Stopping ordinary life with the idea that we can save everyone vulnerable is misguided."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I think we are at the end of the coronavirus situation with the help of the vaccines. I don't think covid changed my lifestyle much to begin with and I feel somewhat the same as I did before the lockdown. I think we will start seeing more antivax posts on social media now that younger generations are getting vaccinated. I think more people will want to work from home now that they know that they can. I feel like outbreaks are going to occur more often considering climate change isn't taken seriously as of yet."}, {"index": 5, "context": "Whilst I really am fearful and anxious about this pandemic and what the future holds, I do currently feel more relaxed as my whole family have been safe at home with me. I also already suffer with contamination OCD, severe anxiety and occasionally depression so all those feelings are particularly high on a daily basis but have strangely calmed down since the lockdown and being at home with my family. Before the lockdown my anxiety and ocd was completely out of control and I was having panic attacks each night. I am very sad about all the poor people who have lost their lives and feel awful for all their loved ones. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "The kids are going back to school on Monday, but numbers aren't as low as they were last September. I'm resigned to it, but I wish we could've had lower numbers first. I think numbers are going to climb - the lateral flow tests feel like making our kids do something unpleasant to themselves twice a week for not that much diagnostic help. Primary kids are unmasked and classes are packed and not particularly ventilated. At least the local university isn't going fully back before Easter, so perhaps our local numbers won't spike - but TBH I keep a close eye on daily covid data, I'm not sure if that's good or bad for my mental health, but I like to draw graphs. Our local numbers aren't falling for the last 3 weeks while we've been 'in lockdown' and we now know kids can catch and transmit covid, often symptom free themselves... so schools going in fully feels dodgy. In January - with numbers really high, and schools looking like they were going in I had resigned myself to catching it and hoping I got lucky (3 of my friends have had it badly, but nobody I'm close to has died). Now, with my age group maybe getting the vaccine before the summer it's going to annoy me if I get it now.\n\nI'm convinced this government makes consistently bad decisions and makes things worse. The people who are being convinced that we have a clear timeline to 'back to normal' make me feel a bit sad, a bit angry at the state of the PM, all that."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel very anxious about the global coronavirus situation both from a population level and on an individual level. I have previously been hospitalised in ICU when I was 18 with pneumonia so whilst I feel very concerned about the health implications for myself I also feel a very strong empathy and sympathy for all of the individuals suffering with coronavirus, and the families which are being affected by it. I believe this anxiety is made worse by the constant media attention, although I do understand why this is necessary given the severity of the situation. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I don't really feel anything too strongly. My lifestyle has been somewhat unaffected by the outbreak except for food and essentials being out of stock which is only a small inconvenience. I feel uneasy due to the vast amount of information about the virus but no real way to check the accuracy or truth to the claims I read. Filling myself up with unverified information about the virus does the most to affect my mood, You have to go through a lot of baseless claims and false information about the virus before you find something with substantial evidence"}, {"index": 9, "context": "Less sanguine than I was, feel a little relieved that have had first vaccine, although personally I feel a little depressed generally.\nI do not feel this is only due to pandemic situation but also other personal factors.\nLife is \"\"grey\"\" at the moment with little relief, I do not believe that th lockdown will properly end for a good few months yet and that activities will continue to be constrained by covid rules such as social distancing, hand washing maybe mask wearing, society will not return to pre pandemic state for most people."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I just want this to be all over and we can try to return back to normality even though I know we never will go back to normal. I mean what is normal? Are we ready to live in a world where we are not gonna have any freedom at all but are being led to believe that if we get the vaccine we are moving towards our freedom. We are moving towards the pull of the government and it is very sad to think many are completely oblivious to all that is going on. When I have children they are going to be living in a completely different world to that I grew up in and they are not gonna know any better. They will believe that a country that is in control of your freedom is completely normal. Makes me think twice about bringing children into this corrupt world."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I think we need to move on. We need to get the economy moving again and we need to get the young people back out there. I feel so sorry for them, they have lost so much. More and more people are being vaccinated so we should start to ease lockdown now and do it faster. I have had my vaccine and it knocked me out so I understand how serious the virus is but I think the vulnerable should be made to shield (which a lot aren't doing) thus allowing school kids and teenagers to live their lives.\nI feel so sad that my daughter in her second year at University has had her time ruined. She will never get this time back. \nI am currently looking for work but until the economy gets back on its feet there is little out there. This is causing increasing concern."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel like people could be doing more to stop the spread of the virus. It upsets me to see people socialising and having barbecues ect. This is not pleasent for anyone but the sooner we stop the spread the sooner we can go back to normality. I think the government is doing an okay job with regards to keeping people informed with daily news briefings and TV adverts. But they are not doing enough to protect our front line health workers. I am greatful for our front line NHS workers and I am amazed by the number of people who have come out of retirement to risk their lives to save others. I am hopeful that society will develop a bettrer appreciation for our key workers. Our doctors, our nurses, transport workers, supermarket workers and delivery drivers. It is them not the bankers that keep the world going. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "Sad. I feel so sad about the loss of life right around the world. I'm sad about the folk who flout the rules and put others lives at risk - are they selfish, ignorant or what? I'm sad that the people of the US have such a t**t as a president and will see a big death toll. But mostly, I'm sad for the over-worked, stressed NHS workers who work so selflessly and who are so under-resourced. Yesterday it was anger at all these things - especially the idiots who won't do as they're told. But today it's sadness. \n"}, {"index": 14, "context": "Worried about the bigger picture but happy that I am doing what is asked of me and all I can in this situation. \nAt home I feel I am keeping myself and my family safe, I cannot understand people who are flouting the rules of lockdown and are still going out.\nThe main impact on me personally is the ridiculous issue that shopping has now become, and having my preschooler home all the time, and we cannot visit grandparents.\nThere is a very real fear of the virus as it seems to be attacking v seriously people of all ages/gender etc, so I am doing all I can to hope I can protect me and my family - and my wider family I am trying to shop for 3 other households as well as my own as they are vunerable and have no other options."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am sick of this virus...I have been unwell due to coronavirus, I spent almost 3 weeks being unable to breath due to this, and I am now sick of lockdown and sick of constant tv updates regarding this virus, I want life to go back to normal.I feel scared that my elderly family members will contract this disease. I want to return to my normal life however I understand that this may not be allowed to happen for the foreseeable future. I wish our government had taken advise from scientists when they were first warned about this and spent our money on properly preparing for this obvious pandemic rather than spend money on useless things \n"}, {"index": 16, "context": "very sad and fear for the future. People need to say at home to avoid catching this further. \nPeople need to listen and follow the rules.\nVery uspet for people who have had this, there needs to be a cure to aviod this spreading further and further all over the world.\nThe government need to be honest in this situation and lockdown should of been last month. this has meant this has spread. All scientists need to work together to solve this problem.\nThe media needs to stop spreading panic in the world. They created panic buying.\n"}, {"index": 17, "context": "i feel much more safer as i have had my jab but the way people behave is terrible no social distancing not everyone wears a mask and thinks nothing of coughing and moans about shops not being open when people are dying , i feel very sad at the selfishness of people and it feels like its not a minority either it feels like about 60% are acting in this way , i feel disapointed that if a even worse virus happens i have no faith in people or the goverment to look after people , the goverment should be way more stricter and say everyone has to wear a face covering or mask and that should apply to children who run everywere up to people"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I just feel like it is spreading way too fast, as I work in a supermarket, I have to walk past people in a daily basis despite lockdown. \n\nI would be much happier if more people followed the lockdown advice given by the government. I still keep seeing people sitting on their street drinking beer and not having a care in the world. \n\nPeople seem to go from being mildly ill one day to requiring hospital treatment the next day. \n\nI hope the vaccine for Cov is ready sooner than the predicted timeline of 18 months. Too many people have already died from it. "}, {"index": 19, "context": "Sad but slightly hopeful that the worst is over and things can start getting back to normal very soon. I am still waiting for my vaccine but my brother had his jab yesterday so it feels that things are starting to move in the right direction. This year has been incredibly difficult but I am starting to think about planning things for the future for myself and my partner. I am currently working from home on a permanent basis and am looking forward to getting back into the office and interacting with my colleagues and other people again,"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am generally anxious as it is, but currently this primarily relates to losing loved ones who are vulnerable, and huge suffering globally. I ruminate a lot on elderly/sick people potentially being on their own with no help, my family being in another country where i am unable to be of assistance and so on. I have a little anxiety with regards to my own health, but as i am young and relatively healthy, and being cautious, i think i stand a reasonable chance. I feel angry when people do not take the necessary steps to prevent the problem - what we are being asked is not difficult, and i struggle with the daily moaning about how awful it is, i think we are very fortunate and could really do what is being asked very easily (for the most part) and without much difficulty. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am concerned about the current COVID-19 pandemic but I\u2019m also aware I am doing everything possible. I\u2019m angered by people not following basic rules and the situation proving to be getting worse. I\u2019m anxious for my friends who are in the higher risk categories and also for my job. I worry about when normal service will be resumed and how the country will recover afterwards. I am sad primarily due to the lack of human interaction although I am grateful for my house mate who makes things much happier. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel concerned and angry about other peoples actions. People have been stupid and selfish, carrying the virus with out symptoms thinking it doesn't effect them. I'm scared to go out, even for a walk or exercise. I'm hopeful that things will soon be safe but have no faith or trust in other people. I've had the first vaccine and it made me extremely ill for 4 days and has made me even more scared of Coronavirus. But I am looking forward to hopefully being able to see my friends again as I have felt very isolated and alone for the last year."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I really want to go out with my friends. Sad about missing out on my last year of university. It is hard to work from home. Masks are annoying. We have to wear them at the library so it puts me off going. Want the gym, want my friends, want my life back. It is so so rubbish. Very hard to maintain your mental wellbeing when you have to stay inside. I have been sleeping a lot more than usual with a lower mood than usual. I am very excited for corona to go away so I can go on holiday, see my friends and see my family properly."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Utterly fed up of the complete fiasco, the environmental impact of all the single use PPE, the mental health toll, the financial loss, the personal loss, the complete change to democratic rights, the ludicrousy that one year on this is still a key focus when climate change, malnutrition and so many other vitally important situations deserve attention\n\nIf I never hear the word bubble, covid, mask, lockdown, tiers it would be far too soon . The impact has been huge and yet the government and schools want us just to carry on as though we don\u2019t need to process the hideousness of the past year"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel sad that this situation has arisen and long for 'normality' to return, but hope that when normality returns people remember to appreciate the important things in life. As the situation is ultimately out of my control I feel fairly relaxed as there is nothing I can do about it, but look forward to a vaccine being created. I think the UK government has responded to the crisis quite well. I wonder how much longer they can keep up the lockdown without there being significant issues and do worry that there appears to be no restriction on who can travel into the country as even if we do get on top of the virus spreading, there is nothing to stop someone bringing the virus back again from overseas."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I think I am fine, but also I feel the inability to concentrate within my own home whilst doing university work. I have tried to support the NHS by volunteering for several positions, and in the hope to use up by time more productively. Sometimes, I have days where I dont have that much to do, but I have a constant to do list which I keep working on. I feel sadness for the many people who have lost their lives in these tragic times, and quite scared for the times which are ahead of us. I am afraid we have not reached the worst peak yet. i also sometimes find it scary that countries are not listening to each other, for example Sweden. I recently, have been forced to return to the UK after being on ayear abroad for my university, and Sweden still functions as normal. i am worried they may turn into countries similar to Italy."}, {"index": 27, "context": "At the moment i am really happy that a lot of people have now recieved their first covid jab including myself, partner and friends.Sad that people are still dying of covid but hopeful that everyone will get the first covid jab soon.Annoyed that some people still say covid is not true and social media companies still allow them to post false information on their sites.Upset that many people are still waiting for life changing operations with the national health service.Concerned that itis going to take many years for the poorest countries to recieve their vaccine due to the rich countries buying up the worlds supply"}], "length": 4257} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am concerned for the ill and especially the vulnerable who may suffer in the future. I am also sad about the poor government preperation and response to the pandemic - I believe that its effects in the UK would be less had preventative actions been taken.\n\nI also think the media response has been somewhat mixed. While it is indeed sad that the Prime Minister is in hospital suffering with the corona virus, he and his government have consistently damaged the NHS's ability to act correctly and his own lacklustre leadership has only cemented this. His \"\"herd immunity\"\" strategy all of a sudden doesn't seem so smart when he and his ministers realise their wealth and power doesn't put them above the rest of the herd, does it?"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am optimistic that things are getting better. Corona has affected my current life a lot being heavily pregnant, I am now unable to work and have had to leave my work 12 weeks before expected to have my baby, however I am thankful to still have my family and friends and am excited at the prospect of seeing them again soon. I am now a lot less worried about the idea of catching the virus and becoming seriously ill and I think the vaccine roll out has been very reassuring to many people.\nThis is more than a few sentences if it has to be 500 characters."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel sad at the state of the world and country - that people are dying, care workers are dying trying to save people and do their job, domestic abuse is rising, the living conditions of so many families in this country who are now cooped up inside. I don't feel that the government are supporting health workers or the poorest and most vulnerable in society and that makes me angry. \n\nI am anxious about my own situation and my family and friends, and fear that something could happen to them and I wouldn't be able to help. I feel lonely. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am frustrated about the prolonged lockdown in the UK after Christmas, as I feel outdoor sports should've been allowed to continue. I'm looking forward to some return to normalcy from the 29th March and onwards. I am disappointed by the eased restrictions around Christmas time, as I feel they are responsible for the 3 month lockdown that we are currently in. I am very much looking forward to June 21st (fingers crossed on the date), even though I am starting a new job that day! It has been a very strange year and am looking forward to things being back to normal"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel very worried about upset about the Covid situation. I think it has been badly handled by the UK Government and is leading to greater social divisions. I am worried that it will take years for us to get out of this situation. I am worried that life has changed forever and the true effects of the pandemic - health, social, educational - will not really be known for at least 10 years. I think this has also been used as a money and power grab by the UK government while people are distracted."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel like we were just starting to be hopeful about a genuine beginning of the end of the pandemic but all the talk of a third wave and it being harder to control than the previously ones has really added to my anxiety and leaving me feeling a bit hopeless and sad. I\u2019m also sad about all the things that have been lost as a consequence of trying to survive the pandemic. Im lucky to have not lost anyone close to me so far but I do know people who have been ill and a lot of people who have lost livelihoods and possible futures. \n\nThe thought of how things might struggle to get back to normal and the fallout from the pandemic that will probably last for years to come also add to the sadness and hopelessness."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Currently I am frustrated that I cannot go out and do the things I would like to do. I of course completely understand the reasoning and thats fine but I cannot help but feel slightly trapped. Also I am worried for my American friends, as the healthcare system there probably cannot even be called a system. I am also nervous for others that I know that are more vulnerable. If I get it, I do not care, I will be fine, but if they get it, I cannot be sure what will happen. That is the part that scares me. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel quite worried because my mum would be considered falling under the category of at risk. I myself would too as I have asthma however, I am more concerned for her than myself. I therefore will be working from home for at least twelve weeks regardless of lockdown rules which I do not mind so much but as someone that struggles with mental health issues and lives in a small flat, I am concerned that in perhaps a months time my mood will decline significantly. The sense of community I have seen online and on the news is encouraging and welcoming however, and gives me slightly more hope in a more loving, caring society after the severity of this situation calms down."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I am still quite annoyed at the way the government has dealt with the whole pandemic in the UK but it very much feels like his period of time is coming to a close. Lockdown particularly the third time around has been difficult to deal with due to the disruption it's caused and the length of time it has taken. However, the vaccination process appears to be working fairly well and there does seem to be a way out of this mess which contributes to any optimism. Seeing countries in other places around the world return to normality has also contributed to such a feeling."}, {"index": 9, "context": "To be honest i am a little bit worried about the whole situation as i have 2 young kids who I worry about daily don\u2019t want none of this to affect them. Makes me question the world I brought them into. I also worry for my family and loved ones and wondering if they are ok and following the precautions. But i am staying in doors and communicating with family and friends and checking up on everyone that I know via social media. I am a very care free person in general and try not to make things bother me so I\u2019m trying to not let it get to me and just follow what MR JOHNSON has has stated regarding lock down procedures. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "The way i am feeling about the corona situation is that i am feeling fed up. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is i feel sorry for the children who are missing their routine and normality. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is i \nFeel confused how this has escalated so quickly within a couple of weeks. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is it feels like we was very unprepared. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is that i am feeling fed up. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is i feel sorry for the children who are missing their routine and normality. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is i \nFeel confused how this has escalated so quickly within a couple of weeks. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is it feels like we was very unprepared. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is that i am feeling fed up. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is i feel sorry for the children who are missing their routine and normality. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is i \nFeel confused how this has escalated so quickly within a couple of weeks. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is it feels like we was very unprepared.\nThe way i am feeling about the corona situation is that i am feeling fed up. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is i feel sorry for the children who are missing their routine and normality. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is i \nFeel confused how this has escalated so quickly within a couple of weeks. The way i am feeling about the corona situation is it feels like we was very unprepared."}, {"index": 11, "context": "From a medical point of view, I am not concerned for myself. I am worried about elderly relatives, in particular my mother and grandmother. \n\nI am feeling anxious about the financial implications later in the year. I don't know whether my company will be forced to make redundancies & this will be very difficult to manage. \n \nI feel sympathy for those who are more greatly affected than me and gratitude towards those who are on the front line. \n\nI dislike all the bile and anger on social media towards the government. Of course mistakes will be made, but nobody would handle such a situation perfectly. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "Sadness for those who are dealing with the loss of family, friends and loved ones. Concern for people who have to keep working - whether shop staff and delivery drivers, transport workers, key workers, NHS and other people in blue light roles.\n\nSome anger and despair at how badly the government are handling this and communicating about it - such garbled and badly phrased messaging which doesn't resonate with people. Furious that the government continually lie, about the number of ventilators, tests, availability of PPE kit. I despise Matt Hancock and Boris Johnson for decimating the NHS of funds and setting the route for privatisation of medicine in the UK, and now they expect the NHS to save their political careers."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Currently feeling very deflated with the situation regarding the coronavirus. But understand that taking the steps advised by the government will mean that hopefully we'll be able to get back to normality. I am grateful that I get to spend quality time with some of my family and lucky to be able to still contact close friends and external family. But i'm frustrated when seeing the news that whilst most people are doing the same as me and staying at home, others are ignoring it, and that angers me. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "sadness that we havn't seen family for over a month,anxious about having no work and uncertain if we will have any money coming in over coming months and worried about the future, Listless do not really feel like putting an effort into anything. Annoyed at USA and some of the FB postings I see from American friends who really should be more aware and a little less wrapped up in themselves. it should be the world coming together to work out how to solve and help together.Instead it is everyone for themselves,"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I\u2019m less worried about covid because the vaccine is rolling out and I\u2019ve already had my first dose. I would really like to get back to living my pre-covid life as soon as I can, because I miss it a lot. There are some friends and family that I\u2019ve not seen in over a year and that makes me incredibly sad. I also study at university and that\u2019s also been really difficult as my course requires in person teaching and studio space. There have been so many missed opportunities and memories due to this pandemic, and it angers and upsets me."}, {"index": 16, "context": "Sad about the economy and lives the lock down has effected. Sad about the lives lost. I also feel fortunate to have a job, thankful for my family and a home. Because nurseries are open I have my sanity. I feel sad that as an Australian expat, my family hasn\u2019t meet my 14 month old daughter and no idea when they will. I feel anxious about the vaccine shortage as I\u2019m yet to get one. But I\u2019m thankful my husband, who is a teacher, has had his. Mostly I feel like we\u2019re all just waiting for life to restart. Things are nice and calm and our world is small but we know there\u2019s so much more and we miss it"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel like time has gone past quickly and I consider myself in a luckier situation than some in that I've been able to get by okay financially (though I do not work) and I also had a lot of free time (which other people don't have) but didn't accomplish much, which makes me feel kind of guilty and disappointed in myself (though I have been unwell the whole time so that's one of the major reasons for that). Though the situation feels to have died down and people are no longer in as much panic, I still feel that things could've gone better if people took it more seriously and were more caring towards others. I feel annoyance/anger towards those that still refuse to do things like wear masks and not go to gatherings etc. as this is very selfish putting others at risk and ends up prolonging the situation. My family have been shielding for pretty much the whole time and I feel drained and low-spirited from being at home for so long and feeling like every day is the same. I worry for my vulnerable parents and my own poor health when we do have to venture out for things like doctors appointments. The fact that there are vaccines now makes me somewhat more hopeful for the future though."}, {"index": 18, "context": "Currently, I'd say I feel a mixture of happiness as well as anxiousness and worry as everything is beginning to go back to normal in phases, starting with schools. I'm fine with this decision, but there's something in me as well as the news I've read up on that tells me it's too early to do so and we'll soon be back to lockdown once again. I'm also still quite unsure about the safety of my child at school, which is currently making me quite anxious, and I'm sure other parents feel the same way. In addition, it makes me quite unhappy that this entire pandemic could've been dealt with in a much more professional way, and due to the government's unprofessionalism, many people have lost their lives. That being said, I'm glad the vaccine rollout has been a good success and hope it carries on this way."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am feeling very worried about the statistics of the disease. Looking at the effects worldwide makes me worry it will have a lasting impact on the world as a whole when it's over, catastrophic potentially. Could compare it to a world war in thirty years time. Right now my biggest fear is spreading it to someone else. I may have already caused the death of another human being in this outbreak. Makes it very hard to muster the courage to go out to even get essentials, I've been tempted to try and get deliveries for the foreseeable future. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "At the minute I feel anxious, because I don\u2019t know how we can move away from lockdown without causing another huge amount of cases of coronary. If there was some plan that the public were aware of then this would ease my anxiety but at present the government are not giving anything away in terms of what the next steps might be. Even if they do not know themselves 100% what will happen they must have some options that they are considering. It would be helpful for me personally to understand what they might be"}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel quite sad as the measures taken to help stop the spread of the COVID-19 pandemic have affected my family. My parents are not able to visit their grand-daughter (my daughter) and my wife and I may be unable to go on our planned 1st holiday with our child. I am moderately worried about my close family's health but my over-riding emotion is sadness at everything that has been and will be missed out on due to self-isolation measures. I am not fearful as my current employers have furloughed me but agreed to pay the remaining 20% of my wages so although I am technically not working at present I am still receiving full pay and can therefore spend more time with my wife and child. My wife is an NHS Key worker and as such is working a lot, I am moderately scared of her contracting the virus but I know it will not affect the 3 of us too much."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel sad that the career that i have worked so hard for has been taken away due to restrictions placed by coronavirus. Even though I agree wholeheartedly with the restrictions and feel that people are being too cavalier with meeting up and doing what they want to do regardless of the risk it places on other people, I still wish that the restrictions weren't there. I feel anxious that I don't know what to do if i can't regain the professional standing that I had beforehand. I feel sad that I can't spend time with my family. I feel trapped in my small flat and unable to travel anywhere. I feel very anxious about the future and feel that time is running away from me but everything is staying the same and I feel powerless to do anything about it."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I think It's the uncertainty thats got me worried. How long will be inside; Can the economy recover after this? Will I lose my Job? Will my parents lose their jobs?\n\nStaying at home does get frustrating and I am sad that we may be here all through summer, but I will do what I need to i.e. stay at home, as I am doing my part to save the NHS.\n\nSeeing people outside, having picnics gets me annoyed as they maybe spreading it and causing everyone to stay at home longer.\n\nI think the government should do more to reinforce staying at home, make the policies strict so people are forced to stay at home."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am sad for all the people that have died and their families and I'm worried for myself and my family. I am constantly worrying about symptoms developing and I am worried when I go out to get food. I am hoping than things get better soon and that a vaccine can be developed. I am anxious to get back to normal and see friends and family again and do normal things. I am annoyed at those people still going out as normal and putting other people in danger. I am concerned that something like this will happen every year and that it will have an impact on our society for years to come."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I believe that I feel less worried about the current situation than most people. This is as I am not at a big risk of getting the virus compared to other people. I feel as though the news about the virus is simply making people more and more scared such as myself. Overtime I have become more fearful of the virus and the effect it could have on the people I know. I have to be more careful in what I do to stay safe and to keep the others around me safe. I am hoping that the current lock down situation will be over soon but I am also slightly worried that this may increase the number of cases as well if people are not careful."}], "length": 4093} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "The anxiety and fear I felt when this all started has passed. I\u2019m now just sad that the world has been plunged into this situation, that people are dying, that people aren\u2019t taking it seriously. I\u2019m sad that I\u2019ve missed out on important memories and milestones. Sad. That\u2019s the only way to describe how coronavirus has made me feel now. I guess there\u2019s also a glimmer of hope, with the vaccine rollout. But it\u2019s only a small glimmer, I don\u2019t have high hopes for any sort of the previous normal to return any time soon.. and that makes me even more sad."}, {"index": 1, "context": "Feel anxious about the virus and brown green brown sugar green green orange blue orange orange green brown brown sugar where\u2019s green orange blue green green brown sugar orange orange blue green orange blue yellow orange blue brown sugar yellow orange blue brown orange blue yellow yellow I was green orange was green yellow green green brown green yellow yellow blue brown orange green orange yellow blue brown brown sugar brown orange green green orange green green yellow green green brown brown orange orange yellow green orange yellow blue brown orange yellow green"}, {"index": 2, "context": "The Coronavirus feels very surreal, it has dramatically changed life in this country and the world and has highlighted how weak the world is at dealing with a pandemic. We are lucky that this virus doesn't have a high mortality rate, as the world was woefully underprepared. I feel a little scared about how long this is going to last and the lasting damage it will have on the global economy. Also, it feels like I'm in the film groundhog repeating the same day over and over and this is very boring "}, {"index": 3, "context": "My feelings are extremely conflicting in this situation and I feel as if they are battling against each other. One the one hand I am devastated by the tragedy and have a lot of anxiety and fear surrounding it, but more fear for others than myself. On the other hand of this, I have a sense of relief that I have more time and mentally I feel a lot less pressure on myself to develop in terms of my career and social life - but I feel guilty for this as there is a much larger problem at hand here. \n\nI have a lot of anger towards the government in the UK and around the world concerning how they are handling the situation. I feel helpless that I cannot do anything about it in terms of how they handle things. I believe they have the power to save so many lives but haven't done all they can."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I know someone who has had severe health problems from contracting covid and has potential brain and lung damage. I myself am frustrated with lockdown and how my life is on hold but feel guilty for thinking like this as other people have suffered much more. It makes me feel selfish but I am angry that as a healthy individual I am effectively a prisoner in my own home.\nI have had my first vaccine but had bad side effects from it and was bed bound for 3 days. I am not looking forward to the second dose and have thought about taking time off work in case I'm ill again."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel worried about the future but also hopeful that things are improving. I am trying not to believe it will all be over soon in case we have another set back. \nI feel fortunate to be at work and sometimes that means I can forget this is going on. When the children go back to school it will feel a bit more normal. I am worried I have forgotten how to be myself without coronavirus looming over me. \nI am worried about the educational and emotional effects it may have had on my children and I worry that this has taken up such a large portion of their young lives."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel sad for all the people infected and those that died and their families. Somewhat pissed off at how the government have handled the outbreak airports and eurotunnel still open...Particulary concerned at Boris Johnson with the situation of him still continuing to shake hands even with coronavirus patients...no wonder he is in hospital at the moment showas a disregard for the situation, fear the worse is yet to come. Me personally I am not worried health wise more concerned for my eldely parents and of course the effect it will have on our everyday lives moving forward"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel sad that many people around the world are getting ill and losing lives due to the coronavirus covid 19. I hope people adhere to the rules and advices given by the NHS and prevent the further spread of the virus. However there are still some people who are not following the instructions hence people with weakened immune system may be affected as a result. \nI feel like some people don\u2019t understand that they may not be significantly affected by the virus but they can spread it to someone vulnerable."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel stressed due to the financial situation my family are in, my work are threatening my job due to the vaccine and forcing it onto the staff. The worry and anger this is causing is affecting my health and wellbeing mentally and physically is a struggle, once the country opens up I hope it approves for us all, a night out would be a relief, hopefully getting an idea of where to get funding to start a new business will come through otherwise I can see myself getting up and walking away from this current situation"}, {"index": 9, "context": "At the moment I have mixed emotions.\n\nAnger at how the pandemic began. Anger at the people who are determined to carry on living as normal when the majority of us are sticking to the rules. My children want to see their grandparents and cousins and friends but they know they can't and the reason why they can't but it is difficult to explain when they see people continuing to play football etc.\n\nI'm angry that my son has missed nearly half a year of school. That it took 2 months for y daughter to get into a routine for nursery and not scream every morning but we will have to start from square one.\n\nI miss my work and my colleagues, I miss my friends and my parents and siblings. I'm upset that we have had to cancel our holiday.\n\nI'm worried as my husband has to continue to work and risk bringing the virus home everyday for a low wage. I'm also worried that the lack of routine will have a negative impact on my mental health.\n\nAll my emotions do not matter when you think of how many people have died worldwide to this virus."}, {"index": 10, "context": "I miss my boyfriend (who we recently was kicking things off so suddenly changing to virtual interaction only was a bit strange) I'm disgusted at how the public aren't following the rules, and anxious and in fear due to the spread because of those people. I'm scared for my own family and my own health, not just for the sake of COVID but if something else were to strike one of us or myself, that appropriate help would not be available. On top of this, I still have the workload and responsibilities of a young student who recently got a car and flat, my MOT and tax (despite being new to me) is due during lockdown, which brings me to one of my final points and feelings, general confusion towards what the government is advising - there has been varying contradictions from the government on what we should and should not do. And I don't like such leniency in some cases (such as my non-essential worker father still being loopholed into doing work) and strictness/being difficult in others such as my MOT and tax situation. "}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am perplexed as to how the government could have done such a monumentally bad job but there be such little opposition to this. I am angry with Labour for their in action. I am angry with the public for continuing to support people who do not act in their interests. I am sad overall as I feel that there is no opportunity to make any positive change. \nMy financial position has not changed. \nI am happier now since I have had a vaccine even if this was not delivered within the guidelines as per the people who developed it.\nMy team at work are experiencing wellbeing issues as they have experienced multiple workplace bereavements and personal losses."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I\u2019m sad about how many people have died and the livelihoods lost. I\u2019m angry at the governments mishandling and hypocrisy. I\u2019m bored of lockdown. I miss my friends and family. I\u2019m keen for things to get back to normal. My young children have missed out on so much. I want a holiday. I want to be able to do things. I\u2019m relieved that nobody I\u2019m close to died. I\u2019m grateful my in-laws have the vaccine. I\u2019m gutted two places I liked going to have closed down. I\u2019m looking forward to summer and the roadmap."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I still worry for the health and wellbeing of my family and friends, but my level of immediate concern has receeded somewhat with the onset of the vaccination programme and probably just from having lived in this pandemic world for some time now. I'm at the stage where I feel like I can start to begin looking at the future once more. In some ways I'm sure life won't back to the way things were but I'm looking forward to a time in the not too distant future when I can once again spend time in person with those that I love."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am a little anxious about catching the coronavirus myself, but more than that I am concerned for friends, family and wider society. I am thankful for staff and health workers who are working to fight this disease, but also angry that they do not have enough supplies or facilities to enable them to do their job properly.\n\nI know this tough period must be done to help the wider society, but on a personal level, I am finding it hard to be locked down in my house all day. I do not have access to a garden and I am very much missing being able to go outside, in nature. I am alone in this city, along way from my friends and family. I am lonely and very bored from sitting in my small apartment each day."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I'm tired of the Covid situation now. We need to start getting back to normal and reopening shops and businesses. The most vulnerable people have already been vaccinated, and everyone else will be vaccinated soon, so it's time to get life back to normal. I no longer feel worried or anxious about Covid, if I catch it then it shouldn't affect me too badly. We can't lock everyone away just to save the most vulnerable people in society. I think we need to let people have more freedom and be responsible for their own health."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am concerned about the risk of the disease to my family and my parents and inlaws. It feels quite away from us and that we are safe but I worry we won't be. I am enjoying running most days. I am concerned for businesses as some most be going bust. I am worried about my holidays in the summer and if I can't go what will happen to our money. I am also worried about going back to work and my kids going back to school and how we will manage to get back into a rountine. However I am enjoying being with my family and a slower pace of life. I am catching up on myself and things I wanted to do. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel the correct measures have been taken to prevent the spread of Corona however I'm very, very bored with being stuck inside all day every day. I have coursework to do but I don't have the motivation or desire to do it, my course is practical and online learning isn't effective because I learn more in a classroom environment. I go for a walk every so often but I don't like walking. \nI spend most of the day watching Netflix and going on the Xbox but I eventually get bored and watch Youtube on my laptop and sometimes I just go back to bed and wake up a midnight and binge watch Netflix again till 4 in the morning and go back to sleep to wake up again at 1 pm, just to do the process all over again.\nEach day is the same but if It prevents the situation from getting worse then I'm at peace with staying inside."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am Concerned and apprehensive about the future. I wish people would listen to guidance so we could get put the lockdown I want to return to normal. I hope the people I care about stay safe. My husband is a key worker and I\u2019m glad he\u2019s got normality but wish we could all either be together safe or have normality again. I hope we are able to travel again soon as we have special trips planned for later in the year but I fear that won\u2019t happen I also worry about wether I have a job to go back to when this is over."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I\u2019m based in the U.K. so pretty excited about things opening up on 21 June. I don\u2019t even want to think about how I would feel should that not happen because I\u2019m tired by this whole situation, and so very tired of being sad and tired. I\u2019m looking forward to seeing friends, not being so cautious all the time, seeing colleagues, getting dressed up, and dating. I sometimes find myself angry and weepy for no real reason then remember, there is a reason - the constant shadow of a global pandemic and still being inside twelve months later is more than enough of a reason to be angry and weepy."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am so worried how quickly this virus has taken hold . it scary to see the death toll constantly rising and the pressure on the nhs. i really hoe that we fight it soon and we can all try and get back to some form of normality. I wish that people would listen to the restrictions and stop putting us all in danger. i am thankful that we are all together at home and safe. I pray that all of our family and friends stay safe and dont fall victim to this awful virus. I cant wait to meet up with all our friends and family and celebrate that we got through."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel sad about the whole situation. Having heard the UK PM is now in intensive care, it hits home that it can affect anyone and everyone.\n\nI'm annoyed with China for hiding the real scale of the issue, this has prevented other countries from reacting quickly to contain the virus.\n\nI worry about my job; I hope the company stays afloat to enable me to return to work. I am currently furloughed, so I will have a lot of free time on my hands.\n\nI hope all of my family the best health to beat this virus! "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I'm feeling slightly hopeful as people, including some of the people I love, have been vaccinated. I'm feeling anxious as I'm worried people will stop taking the virus seriously as infection rates slow which will cause it to go back up again. I find that older people who have already been vaccinated are now less willing to wear masks. I am also sad for a year of my life I missed my family and all life plans are on hold or are no longer possible. We were supposed to buy a house this year but are now on lower incomes and can no longer afford to borrow the necessary amount."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am relieved we seem to have a way through it but so sad that it came too late for so many and, in particular, two much loved family members. I feel a little angry it took them but mostly numb to feelings other than a deep sadness. Covid has robbed us of our lives for the last year and has now robbed us of our loved ones as well. I am fearful that it will take others in the family before they are vaccinated or that the vaccine won\u2019t be enough to protect us. \n\nI am worried that opening things up again will cause a further rise in infections but at the same time I know it needs to happen so that we can test the efficiency of the vaccine. I think a lot of people will still be too scared to start living life normally again and it will be a long time before people will feel safe enough to stop wearing masks when near others or indoors with strangers. Some businesses will never open again"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am angry and disgusted about people who don\u2019t adhere to the rules and don\u2019t seem to care. I\u2019m fearful about my mum who has to work on the frontline as a medical professional (I would rather she was at home). Everything makes me feel more anxious than usual, in particular the sound of emergency service sirens makes me very uncomfortable and I don\u2019t know why. I\u2019m still working (from home) but struggling to focus. Sadness is high for me, mainly in the economic side, I keep worrying how many suicides coronavirus will cause due to economic impact and it makes me very sad, also who gives spare change now to the homeless? That is very sad I think "}, {"index": 25, "context": "This time last year, I was a lot more concerned and fearful. I routinely checked the latest statistics and facts about coronavirus as it slowly started to spread through the country. Now, my daily routine has moulded around the lockdown measures imposed by my country and my behaviour has adapted to absorb the doom and gloom that characterises daily life under such a devastating pandemic. It feels eerily familiar to not have to interact with other human beings for days at a time, and to do so induces not nearly as much loneliness as it seemed to last year."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel exhausted from the whole situation. I am no longer fearful or anxious about Covid-19. I have already contracted covid and I have had the vaccine. I just want the whole situation to be over as I feel that my youth is being wasted. Seeing how poorly the government has handled the situation compared to other countries makes me annoyed. I have achieved so many milestones and have been unable to enjoy them because of the pandemic. But I am slightly anxious about life returning to normal, I feel socially anxious. However, i would rather life returns back to normal than for this pandemic to continue."}, {"index": 27, "context": "The hardest part is not being able to do the simple things, as a university student I liked going into uni, attending lectures, seeing my friends, having a study session at the SU. None of this is possible now, and it's hard to do it online and from home. As the weather has been getting better it's hard to play sports with friends, go to the beach or even do exercise cause all the gyms are closed. Spending more time with my partner is a positive however.\n\nOftentimes I find myself bored, sick of social media, and struggling to find something to do. \n"}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am not worried about it. I am pretty sure I already had it about six weeks ago. I had a temperature and persistent coughing for just over two weeks. I'm pretty sure that was the Corona virus I am completely recovered now. I will have the Antibody test when it becomes widely available to see if I really did actually had it ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????"}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel very sad for the people who have lost their lives to this virus, I also feel anger towards Westminster government,if they had acted quicker then lots of people would still be alive today, also I\u2019m disgusted at Westminster for not helping the nhs more by helping them to have the right PPE to help protect them against this virus. Westminster government should be held to account when this is all over.england should also go on full lock down as they are not following the rules and they are spreading the virus more by not listening which makes me soo angry."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am very tired with it all. I feel sad that so much time has passed with so many missed opportunities. I feel sad for people who have lost loved ones. I have missed people and missed events and family birthdays and celebrations. I feel lonely through not being able to see and hug people. I do however also have some hope. I have had a vaccine. I have hope that things are getting better and that soon things will be more normal.\nI believe that we will get through it but am anxious of the scars it will leave both physically and mentally.\nI worry about the country\u2019s financial situation and the job prospects for my children and grandchildren."}], "length": 4610} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I\u2019m devastated to see many people dying, being unable to help or do anything besides staying in. It\u2019s an everyday struggle to reduce exposure to news and find ways to balance it out with accepting that there\u2019s little I can do. This crisis has unveiled the pain of inequalities and this breaks my heart. I cry every day thinking about those who do not have my privileges. Because people don\u2019t choose to be poor, to be on the streets, to be in a vulnerable position and the indifference of the governments fills me with a mix of disappointment and anger. It\u2019s also difficult to handle the anxiety of having family members in other countries and having to face many different realities and responses. The feeling of despair of going to bed at night and not knowing if my family will make it, how many friends i could lose, how many people cannot say goodbye. The only hope I feel is to think that this crisis will force the neoliberal system to change, we live in cannot carry on. That is the only hope I can cling on to. I try to go on about my day, work, walk for a short time, call friends but I can\u2019t process the fact that at this time many families are mourning. It\u2019s so hard to come to terms that this despair, angst, pain and profound heartbreak is the new normal. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am fed up being in lockdown. I want to go on holiday this year abroad. I know that we have to be in lockdown to keep infection levels low and stop people dying and wait for vaccine to be rolled out. I\u2019ve had covid 19 last year and I have had first vaccine. My daughter who I was worried about didn\u2019t get covid and has now had her vaccine. At same time I\u2019m used to working from home and the simple life and not sure how much I will get back to rushing around everywhere. Hopefully all will progress although I guess there is the unknown of new strains so that will probably disrupt things. I live in Scotland so on the one hand it has been handled much better and on the other we live with a stricter regime and it makes me frustrated and angry at times."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am hopeful things will get better soon, with vaccination and infections coming down. But I am also tired and bored of lockdown. The winter months have been tough. I just want to be able to do things again and see family and friends. It feels like it's taking so long to get to that point. I feel I am getting impatient for things to get more normal. Each milestone the government has set out just seems so far away. I feel so lethargic and like I can't be bothered to do anything, even though I have more time."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel sad for all of the time that has been lost due to the situation, and I feel pretty anxious most of the time due to multiple close family members being high-risk. Seeing people in my life and online dismiss the severity of the virus makes me feel hopeless and angry, as it feels like no matter how careful me and others in my family are, we are still at risk due to other's behaviours. Things are looking to get better however, as some of my family members have already received the first dose of the vaccine, and are close to getting the second dose."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Like many people my feelings fluctuate regarding the present situation. From a personal point of view I am missing being able to visit family and friends and the normality of life. I am generally a positive person and try to make the best of a situation so in addition to working (I am a key worker) I am trying to use the time wisely, to take in the positives such as much clearer air from lack of pollution and a quieter world. I am fortunate in having a large garden (tiny house) to spend time in and value that enormously. Against that positivity, C 19 itself worries me enormously. From a personal health point I am quite vulnerable and news reports are terrifying. I am tremendously sad for those who have lost loved ones so far and fear for more tragedies. I am angry with the initial response from Gvmt, I feel that the threat of this illness was not taken account of sufficiently and quickly enough and the economy was prioritised. My hope is that the form of socialism the Tories have been forced to adopt will somehow be recognised as the only way a nation should continue but fear that in fact, a harsher austerity package than we have seen prior to C19 will be employed, and that will kill just as many poor, disabled and sick people as this virus. Overall right now, I feel sad for the world but hopeful that globally, nations could potentially use this experience as a healing one to mend fences with our neighbours and tackle the big issues together. I can hope at least."}, {"index": 5, "context": "Grateful that a vaccine is being rolled out well and that my dad has had his first dose. Concerned for the long term impact of the virus on several friends who've had it. Slightly anxious about how the world will look next year. Pleased that there is light at the end of the tunnel and looking forward to being able to walk somewhere other than the same old streets soon. Worried that people won't be sensible and relax things far too soon impacting on the good work that's been done to get us this far."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I'm frustrated at the people that haven't been listening to the government guidelines and are still going out socialising with their friends. because it means this is going to take even longer to get sorted meaning we will have to isolate for longer. I am also missing my family and friends because I can't see them. I'm Getting bored from having to stay at home and upset because it means I potentially have to cancel my holiday, that was booked almost a year ago. And other events I have planned for the summer will most likely have to be cancelled. There's aot of uncertainty about when everything is going to go back to normal that is the worst part \n\n"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am wishing for the situation to be over soon but I am worried about the potential for it to carry on for a lot longer. I have not caught the coronavirus or known anyone to have caught it, so my worries are relatively small. It brings me hope to see people banding together since we are all in the same situation, however I feel sorry for everyone who is suffering. I am grateful to everyone working to combat the virus and those providing essential services during these times. I hope the world will recover quickly."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel hope in terms of the corona situation. I still feel slight anxiety and slight fear but mostly sadness for the loss the situation has caused; loss of lives, memories and time - things that can never be brought back. I feel more powerful towards the situation having had the first dose of the vaccine, I feel the situation is under control (not completely but somewhat). It definitely spikes some anxiety in me in this moment but not large amounts, more sadness than anxiety and frustration. It makes me feel some fear for the future."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I wish it would go away. I am pleased the government has got it's act together, but we need to come out of these restrictions. It is all dragging on too much and the economy is suffering, as am I as I have lost my job. We also need to consider the huge amount of money the government has spent. It is simply not sustainable. But at least the end seems to be in sight.\n\nOn the whole I feel reasonably positive I think. Certainly more that previously. I am pleased to have received the the vaccine, but worried about where it will all end."}, {"index": 10, "context": "Regarding the coronavirus situation, I feel some form of hope that there may be a light at the end of the tunnel where we can have some sort of normality back in our lives. I don't believe that the roadmap we have been given by the government will be exact and I feel some stages are premature but I cannot wait to be able to see my friends again and go on holidays. I also feel a sense of sadness when thinking about all of the experiences I have missed out on in the last year and will continue to miss out on for a while yet. However, most importantly I feel so grateful that my family are safe and well and that I've been able to spend so much more time with them this year than I have ever got to before."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I live in the UK, and it angers and upsets me that some people are still not listening to the rules of the lockdown, because key workers and people that work for the nhs are literally risking their lives to help save as many lives possible. I miss my friends and my grandparents who I haven\u2019t seen since the Christmas period. My exams at University have been cancelled and there\u2019s still an uncertainty of how my work is going to be graded as a lot of my work is purely based on coursework (fine art degree). I\u2019m worried about my friends and family who are key workers and my grandparents who are over 70 and have health conditions. I hope scientists and doctors find a treatment soon and have the facilities to mass produce the vaccine as soon as possible."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Frustrating, the government's don't seem keen to fix the problems and there's a real risk things will get worse and we'll miss the vaccine opportunity. The problem is communications and messaging. Too much focus on rushing out of lockdown not limiting the impact of the virus. I try to not pay attention to the news as it's frustrating. Mainly feel sad all the time. Not having kids means that my life is quite different.\n\nHowever, it's the weekend and I can chill out watching a film on Netflix.\n\n500 characters seems quite long when it says a few sentences"}, {"index": 13, "context": "With things how they are right now, everything is still all over the place, although restrictions are lifting i am worried that we will go back into another lock down. which means it has been over a year since i seen my best friend and her child and all i want to do is visit her and her family and spend some time there.\ni am however happy that both sets of my grandaparents have had their vaccine in order to help fight covid, meaning that when restrictions lift fully i can go and visit them too as it has been awful not seeing them during covid especially when they are ill"}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am absolutely fed up. I'm so utterly bored and fed up. I want to eat in a restaurant instead of doing dishes every single night after eating my bog standard crappy cooking. I want to be able to fly home to Belfast and see my loved ones as I moved right before the pandemic and now haven't seen any friends or family in 18 months. I can't make any new friends as there are no social opportunities. Book club is cancelled and you can't make friends over random Zooms. I want to go to the cinema for date night and see a new film instead of watching Netflix on the sofa again. I want to go get a coffee with a colleague during my lunch break instead of shoving a sandwich into me in my spare room because I worry that because no one can see me, work might think I'm slacking. I wish I could have normal conversations witj colleauges rather than worrying about how things come across over email or having stilted phone calls because you don't know what their take on things are. I started the job just as lockdown started and have no idea whether I do tasks the same way as everyone else or take the same length of time. I have ran out of things to talk about and spend my time off half wishing I was at work so I'd have something to do. I understand why the restrictions are in place but am so frustrated that what should be the best time of my life is just being wasted sitting watching tv."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel that the overwhelming majority of people are trying very hard to make this period of social distancing work but people need to try harder to protect our elderly and health workers. \nI wish that the government had taken the matter MUCH more seriously 2 months ago and then we might not be where we are now with the lack of resources for the NHS. Their lack of clarity in the last few weeks has also made a worse situation today.\nI feel that if the government had introduced the lockdown two weeks before they did, as France and Spain did, our situation would not be what it is now and we would have less deaths from the covid 19 outbreak."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel sad about the deaths being caused by the situation, especially the recent death of a 13 year old and other young people without any prior known health issues. Also miss seeing my family and friends. \nWorried about the future as theres no certainty of when a vaccine will be found. Feel bored at home all day with nothing to do. Hope everyone follows the lockdown rules in order to prevent more cases. Events that I had planned in the upcoming events have had to be cancelled which makes me feel annoyed. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel a great sadness for those that have lost loved ones. I am anxious about my family and friends and I miss them terribly. I am comfortable in my home and do not feel trapped or anything like that. I plod along, doing odd jobs and play games which makes me happy. I am proud of people coming together to support one another and the generosity and kindness of strangers. I worry about being separated from my partner and worry constantly about my dad who is a key worker. I am grateful for my comfortable home and the fact that I have a garden. I know many others are stuck in small homes with no outside space."}, {"index": 18, "context": "i feel apprehensive, anxious, nervous and worried about the current situation. Not for myself but for the older members of my family who may succumb to the virus. Also for my partner who at the moment is working with vulnerable people, she is taking all precautions but nothing is 100% in this world. My heart also goes out to those people working within the NhS AT THIS MOMENT IN TIME. The country is pulling together but there are still people who still do not understand how serious the situation is."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel sad because of the negative connotations associated with the virus.\nI am not happy about the uncertainty surrounding the containment of the virus.\nI am not worried about the ability of the country to bounce back to normality after the outbreak has dissipated.\nThe true effect of the corona outbreak in the UK is not quantifiable as far less people are being currently tested compared to the number of people who have been exposed to the virus. The most accurate information and statistic pertaining to the UK outbreak is the number of fatalities. It is however saddening to know that UK death statistics have not yet peaked."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I'm anxious for my family's health and the security of my role at work. I feel this virus or mutations thereof will become a regular occurance after this initial outbreak and change lives and how we live.\nThe social injustice and tax dodging/bailout requests/bullshit government response that is currently being correctly bought to light will sadly be brushed aside once again when people get back to 'normality'. Individual fear and selfishness will wipe out any meaningful change that would benefit society as a whole. I'd love to see research to check my theory that Leave voters are the same dickheads hoarding loo rolls and walking about coughing and hacking because freedom man no one tells them what to do brittania rules the waves...anywhoo."}, {"index": 21, "context": "Of course I am not happen about the situation og the world right now. people are not getting paid and so we have to manage our resources. what if we run out of money and resources. This situation makes it more difficult for those of us in search of job opportunities and its just really scary. I do hope God gets us all out of the situation soon cause i'm not happy to just be at home all day. Not to talk of the fear of contacting the virus as well. unfortunately non british citizens are not entitled to any benefits."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I cry before I go to sleep more nights. I miss being able to just go out and see people. I thought I would be happy by myself but I\u2019m lonely and I miss my family and friends. I\u2019m concerned for my relationship with my boyfriend. He hates being on the phone and I\u2019m struggling with this as I\u2019m not in contact with him as much as I want to be. It\u2019s tough to be stuck indoors with some family. They\u2019re all very loud and some young. Teaching is hard in this environment too. I am working at Aldi so am able to socialise there which is great but there people are new to me and I want to see my old friends. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "Hopefull that we are coming to the end of this. Glad that we have kept our jobs and excited that our little girl will soon be able to play with her friends in the park, go to the zoo and the farm. Experience life as a toddler should out exploring and seeing people outside of her family. I am also looking forward to being able to travel abroad or just nip to the shops. Simple things you take for granted. I am worried however that the plan set out may not work based on furlough being extended. I hope this is not the case and it has enough lengthy gaps between each stage to prevent it from failing."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am worried about the country and the vunerable people who could catch the virus. Trying to imagine what life will be like when we come out of lockdown in the uk. I feel that the jobless figures will rise and many firms will not re-open. I am sure the the uk will comeback from this situation, but I feel life will be different for many people. Being older it does not effect me too much except for the fear of catching the virus, but for the younger generation they have only ever known fairly good times and being able to buy what they require on credit and feel safe in the knowledge that they will be able to work hard and repay the debt."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Not so much worried for my own health, more other people especially my own family as we have a 3 month old baby which is difficult in lockdown, especially for my wife. So anxiety for them and worried I'll bring it home as I'm a key worker that uses a lot of shared equipment. Also sadness for the ones who have lost people, especially because they cannot grieve properly. There is some happiness though, the roads are quiet, the air seems cleaner, people seem friendlier and its put the culture war caused by Brexit to one side, people have realised we have more in common than what divides us. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel sadness at this time. We are a shielding family and I feel sad and missing my friends and family. My teenagers are missing out on so much of their teenage years.\n\nIt also angers me that people keep breaking the rules when we have stuck to every rule over the past 12 months. I am left feeling angry and sad at this situation that not all people are doing what we are doing.\n\nI feel anxious that my youngest child is returning to school this coming week. Whilst I know she needs to return to school I am anxious as shielding is still in place until the end of March."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am concerned by how unequipped the governments have been in their response (Particularly in the early days of March, when they made many very poor choices and decisions. All of which is likely to jeopardise the well being of the UK as a whole) and disappointed in the public who are being inconsiderate in these times. I am also concerned for the small businesses, especially since both my parents own small businesses\n\nHowever, I am confident that the economy and well being worldwide will bounceback after COVID-19 dies down. Additionally, I believe that we will be better for it, learning from mistakes made and being prepared for the future"}, {"index": 28, "context": "Angry. Lockdown situations have cost me my brothers life who was taken by suicide. His depression took over when he wasn\u2019t able to carry out his usual escape routes. Furious with how many people this situation is affecting without them actually contracting the virus. I get the focus is on stopping the spread but more focus needs to be made on the devastation this is causing with people\u2019s mental health. I have no doubt in my mind that if my brother could still get out and carry out his hobbies he would still be here and as he just wanted to be out alone kayaking or walking he would still be corona free I\u2019m sure."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I am beginning to become more relaxed about the corona situation as I begin to settle in to this new way of living. I have started to avoid news reports because of the sadness the stories and stats bring me - I am really struggling to cope with the concept of this 'needless' death. I have become a lot less anxious - of course I am wary of catching the virus but I have now accepted that fate is what it will always be, we can only take actions ourselves to minimise risk; we can never truly be free of the risk of this virus."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel sad for all the families that have been affected by the coronavirus and the prospect that if I or someone close to me is hospitalised will be by herself and die alone. I am angry the government didn't do more earlier. I am sad about all the people that are affected financially by losing their jobs, I am sad for all the kids that don't understand why cannot meet their friends and cannot go to the playground. I fear that I will not be able to get another online order, i will have to go to the supermarket to buy food and I may get the coronavirus."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I have lost hope at this point. At the beginning I was hopeful but now this pandemic just seems endless and I can\u2019t imagine having my old life and freedoms back atm for another year at least. I am sad that what I thought would be a short isolation has escalated. I feel the UK government could\u2019ve done more to protect us by closing borders like new zealand or australia and we could have had more freedom and our lives back by now. I only hope the vaccines will help us to get back to more normality as I am very hopeless at the moment and have lost all motivation."}], "length": 5020} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel hopeful for the future of humans, more so than I ever have before. As terrible as the situation is, I've witnessed people come together and support each other and be motivated to make changes they were unwilling to make before.\n\nI definitely see this as an opportunity for humanity to review what we're doing wrong (as well as what we are doing right), reflect on how we act as a species and change our ways to improve the lives for ourselves and future generations.\n\nI think that we can use this as an opportunity, both individually and collectively, to better ourselves and in turn better society.\n\n"}, {"index": 1, "context": "Both myself and my husband have had the first covid vaccination and that gives me piece of mind and i am looking forward to part 2...the UK government are hoping to open the country up completely June 22nd and i am really looking forward to it. Cases and deaths are going down week by week and i am just fearful another variant of covid will come along that the vaccine does not protect.I have been off work for two months now due to the lockdown and i work in education but the latest news i have heard is i will be reurning to my duties on March 15th something again i feel i need to go back to s soon as possible"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am feeling optimistic. Both of my parents have had their first vaccine dose and will hopefully receive the second within the next month or two. When they are vaccinated I will feel even more at ease. For myself, my partner and I both had COVID back in November 2020, although it wasn't great I, fortunately, did not have any serious issues. I'm really looking forward to travelling abroad again possibly this summer if it becomes possible. I am also looking forward to getting vaccinated but I am most wanting the older people to get both of their vaccinations."}, {"index": 3, "context": "At the moment I feel quite hopeful. With the vaccines coming out, I feel there is hope in the world that things will go back to normal soon. I feel that people are starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel and if people just stick to the rules, we will be there in no time. It has been a sad time for many people and quite a hard time as well however I believe that we are heading towards the last fight and am hopeful we will get there soon enough. For now we need to work together to keep everybody safe and stick to the rules that have been set out for the country to follow."}, {"index": 4, "context": "The progress being made in the UK in terms of vaccination is very promising, with 22 million individuals having been vaccinated so far. I will be one of the last to be vaccinated, but I am looking forward to getting it. As we are getting closer to summer, I am feeling hopeful that this year will be a lot more normal than last year. Cases, hospital admissions, and deaths have fallen greatly over the last few months. I am looking forward to this lockdown ending, and being able to see and hug all of my friends and family again!"}, {"index": 5, "context": "i personally have really enjoyed my time in lockdown with my family, and realise that work will be coming back and life will be going back to normal. I'm not afraid of the disease, but at the same time, I'm still being careful and don't want to catch it. I get angry when i see other people still flouting the rules, which upsets me, as its these people that have caused the problem to be worse then it could have been. i also REALLY hate the media questions towards to the government on TV. There is no need to be so negative and ask questions that are so rude and condescending. Why not ask more positive useful constructive questions."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I'm excited about an increasingly more open country and to go out and do things that I haven't been able to in a long time. The relative isolation has been affecting me mentally more and more, especially as I can see the end now. I still have some small worries about new strains of the virus/how effective or how long the vaccine will be effective. I have some small worries about the economy of the country as well including how the transition back to in-person shopping will effect my employers business."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel like we are over the worst of this terrible time but I also have fatigue of what has happened. I have had the vaccine and some of my loved ones have too to I have hope, \nI want to go on holiday, I want to see my best friends new house, my other best friends new baby. I want to go to shops. I want to drink in pubs and bars again. \nThe news is watched daily in my house. Things are very polarised and the economy is up a creek. Government have succeeded in some ways and failed in another.\n\nI have however lost weight and walk regularly"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel that the end is near. With the uptake in vaccinations I think we will all get back to some sort of normality by the end of this year which is really great. I'm very hopeful at the moment that normal life is just around the corner. I think that everyone is looking forward to the next stages and changes in relation to lockdown rules and once things start to open up again then everything will be better. It's going to be a long road but we are going to get there by working together and doing everything we can at the moment to stay home so we can hopefully have a better 2nd half of the year"}, {"index": 9, "context": "At the moment I feel quite optimistic about the Corona situation with the news that the figures show the vaccine is working well. I feel quite hopeful for the future and that life will feel a little more 'normal' soon. I am eager to start making plans for myself and my family to have days out and enjoy life again. I'm feeling a little anxious at the same time as I am worried that we might have to endure more lockdowns and restrictions if the figures start going in the wrong direction again. I do feel that life will return to normal but I think this may take longer than we all hope."}, {"index": 10, "context": "Frustrated and angry that a year on the UK has not moved forward. The Government failed to act decisively and strongly when it was needed; a pitfall of a populist Government. Countries like NZ are now benefiting and have an end in sight because they acted decisively, meanwhile the UK and Scottish government continues to flounder, more interested in political point scoring and self gain than focusing on the failings that brought us here. My desire to leave this country and its failures has never been stronger."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel like my life is on hold, I\u2019m neither happy or sad, just feel like every day is the same and that life just involves existing at the moment. I think the best way to describe it is being in limbo, I still have things to do however motivation is lacking as things don\u2019t seem as real as they normally would. I am hopeful for what is to come though and looking forward for life to return to normal. I know that when things do return to normal I will be excited and will want to make the best of every moment and so I am using this to motivate me to do work and complete tasks whilst that option is not possible so I have more time to enjoy it when it does happen."}, {"index": 12, "context": "The entire Covid-19 situation hasn't really affected me much, personally. I'm used to having to stay inside so it really hasn't affected my daily schedule or living habits whatsoever. I also believe that the media are mis-representing the severity of the issue. Of course the issue is moderately severe but the actual death rate of Covid-19 is between 0.9% and 3%, which is nowhere near as bad as viral outbreaks in the past. The media should stop scare-mongering and instead provide the real facts and figures to the general populace - this would help keep people calm and rational as the Covid-19 crisis continues."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel downhearted at it taking so long to return to normal because it feels like there\u2019s no difference in working from home days and weekends. I feel sad for all the businesses that won\u2019t reopen and for those who lost loved ones. I feel slightly hopeful that with the vaccine life can return to normal soon. I feel more isolated now than I thought I would. I feel like the novelty of the previous lockdowns has worn off and so has the attitude of us all being in this together. I feel that the public\u2019s patience is wearing thin and there seems to be constant scaremongering. I feel frustrated and disappointed that I can\u2019t plan anything so have nothing to look forward to."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I'm living alone at home but surprisingly doing okay. I do miss the outside world and people but I'm getting to focus on improving skills that I can (software) and working on assignments. I am anxious about the future as I have a limited amount of time and resources to get employed when things settle down. I am managing to develop a better understanding of myself in this time though because I feel there are a greater of variables I am in greater control of and I'm being able to control temptations and impulsive behaviour (that I do miss to an extent admittedly) that I would on a regular day to day basis. So in short, trying to make the best of what I can but yes, anxious about the future. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "Honestly, the biggest thing I keep feeling is the desire to get back to normality. This situation has ruined my plans for the next year and it feels rather deflating. The time inside not having to work has been nice, but its just getting really repetitive and I honestly can't wait for it to be over! \n\nThe time with friends in the house has been great. With finishing uni we've not seen each other properly for months, so that has been the shining light of this whole experience. We're just trying to make the most of what has been our final year, so I guess it isn't all bad. \n\nI'm very thankful that my family and friends are all well, so it's just a matter of waiting this out and getting life back on again!"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel sad for the loss of life and the pain that causes families. Given the current figures based against the normal loss of life we have as a nation each day I feel confident we are getting out of a bad patch now. \nHundreds of people die every day from various illnesses etc of various ages and most of it goes unreported. Obviously 5000 people is a huge loss. I feel positive this is nearing the end. It's a bit of a worry to see how fast a virus can spread globally though. It's been good to see people helping each other."}, {"index": 17, "context": "THere is a desire for things to become a bit easier in terms of the dangers that are posed by any kind of activities that involve people due to Corona. This is especially strong now since the birth of my first child as I am more concerned for her health since she suffered from a respiratory issue during birth. It also poses a huge risk to my parents who have underlying conditions. Again getting back to a bit of normality would help with that situation. There is not much anger but a bit of sadness at the loss of life and the tough situation some poeple are facing as a result of loss of life and economics losses."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am feeling like lockdown is a normal way of life. I look forward to the unlocking.\nIn terms of coronavirus, it is no longer the sole reason for stress. Things such as work pressure and personal circumstances are now the main reasons that effect my mood. I miss my friends and family a lot as I am from Belfast but live in London, a lot of my thought is forward focused on when I can meet up with them rather than what\u2019s happening in the here and now. I\u2019m also a special needs teacher and have worked throughout the pandemic. Travelling to work each day give me a focus, and continues to detract from focusing on covid."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I am quite frustrated as I want life to return to normal as soon as possible. I am really hoping some restrictions are lifted in time for my birthday in the middle of May so I can have some form of celebration for it. I'm also frustrated as the weather is nice the next few days but we can't enjoy it properly. I am also hopeful that the UK will soon reach the peak of the outbreak as predicted as I think this would boost the country's morale. I am also trying to cope with my university studies being entirely online for the summer term, which I might find difficult. I hope I'm allowed to return to university as normal in September."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel ok and relaxed, life like this feels kind of normal at the moment but we will have a better future i hope. I am looking forward to the future and i am optimistic things will get better. I hope things reopen soon and we can get some normality back. It will be nice to get out of town sometimes as well. \n\nI think some people are following the rules and some aren't which is causing the pandemic to last longer then it should have. If everyone follows the rules and keeps their distance from one another we would be ok quicker."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am looking forward to things being relaxed and being able to do more things. I have been fortunate during the pandemic that my financial situation hasn\u2019t changed but am fed up of going to work (as a key worker) but that is the only thing I am really allowed to do. It is not good for mental health to only be allowed to work and exercise locally, it has been difficult. I also am not happy with the portrayal of education workers during the pandemic as the media and government have suggested they refuse to play their part, even though they have mostly been working just as hard as regular times."}, {"index": 22, "context": "Feel positive towards the fact that vaccines are being given to a lot of people on a daily basis. However, I do feel that people will suddenly think that once they have a vaccine that they can't get Covid, which isn't true. I still see a lot of people disregarding social distancing, and this makes me slightly annoyed. I've found that a lot of people are complaining about others during covid, but don't actually follow the rules themselves. I believe there are still quite a lot of hurdles and challenges to get through before life gets back to 'normal' e.g. convincing anti vax people to vaccinate, as well as certain bubbles of the population."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel ok, I feel positive that the vaccine appears to be working so far and we have a roadmap as to how we get back to a bit more of a normal life but fed up of not being able to do much.\n\nI am hoping that there is a chance of a holiday is the summer but I would also rather not have a holiday and prevent any more lockdowns happening in the future \n\nI also can\u2019t wait to see family members again and being aloud in someone else\u2019s house as this is something that I have missed the most. \n\nI am hoping that the vaccination and road map stay on schedule and at the very least the Christmas time of the year is normal."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Given the current situation with the vaccine provision to vulnerable people, I just want to be able to get on with normal life. I feel like I've aged a year and my life is no richer for it. I want my family to meet our new baby, eat out, go to the cinema, etc. I also want to be able to plan to visit parts of the world that excite me without fear of lost money due to cancellations. There's also the concern that even when these options are available again, if restrictions aren't eased they still won't be enjoyable. I just want to get vaccinated and get on with life."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am extremely fed up with the COVID-19 situation. I feel like if we had been stricter to begin with, we could be in a completely different position now instead of a third national lockdown. Compared to the last survey I took I\u2019m a lot less worried about the virus as most of my vulnerable loved ones have been administered the vaccine. I\u2019m hopeful that everyone will stick the rules set out by the government so Boris Johnson\u2019s plan can be followed and none of the dates will be delayed. Currently, I'm looking forward to everything being allowed to re-open so I can continue to live my final year as a teenager in the way I envisaged. There are so many opportunities that have been missed and memories that I haven't been able to make so I'm trying to remain positive and plan the best summer yet."}, {"index": 26, "context": "despite missing a lot of events including ones relating to my graduation in my final year of university and other society events that meant so much to over my years at the university. However since we are sort of all in this together and so collectively missing out events, I don\u2019t feel so sad, especially since we will all be able to fix everything together. This alongside the fact that I\u2019m with family means that while I also enjoy the time for Easter, and have daily interactions inside the house so I do not get very bored"}, {"index": 27, "context": "I'm glad that the vulnerable people are now getting vaccinated and things can soon go back to normal. I'm worried about the government putting us into lockdown again after the summer and the impact it will have on small businesses once again. I strongly feel that once the people at risk of serious illness have been given the opportunity to be vaccinated and enough time has passed to where the vaccination is effective that the country should completely reopen and corona safety guidelines should be optional."}], "length": 3951} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am worried about my family who are at risk and have had their lives impacted by the current lifestyle changes. I am also sad for my friends, most of whom in the music community have suddenly lost near 100% of their current and future income.\nHowever, personally it has had almost no impact on my daily life which is fairly reclusive anyway. I am shopping less frequently and buying more than usual. I am also drinking at home rather than in a pub with friends (usually this would happen once or twice a week). I am keeping socially active via the internet and video calls. \nIn one way it is nice to have a break from life! However I am anxious about the imminent financial stress when the world starts working again."}, {"index": 1, "context": "With the vaccine rollout I feel very optimistic about the future in terms of going to university and travelling. I do feel sad sometimes at the times missed as a young person. I also feel angry at the government for the avoidable deaths if the situation was handled better. I feel a strong desire for new experiences and spending time with my friends and being around lots of people being able to socialise. I really miss it. I do feel slightly relaxed as\nthere is no obligation at the moment to go out, drink ect and I feel a lot more refreshed in the mornings now and seek better"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I\u2019m bored. I\u2019m not overly stressed about the virus, although I am aware that it would be much stressful for someone more vulnerable than myself. Self isolating is not putting me in the best mood and I feel like my mental health and productivity has been affected. I just want to get back to normal. I\u2019m also upset that all plans have been changed and I won\u2019t be able to live at uni again this year and I find being at home suffocating. If I didn\u2019t have deadlines still I wouldn\u2019t be so bothered by it and I could just chill but I\u2019m stressed about work but at the same time don\u2019t have any motivation to do it which just makes me in a more fragile state. I think the lack of exercise compared to my normal life has also got to me because my moods are more temperamental and I\u2019ve cried multiple times over nothing."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel that we are stuck in a holding pattern the end of lockdown is on the horizon but that appears to be pushed due to what is occurring across the sea on the continent in the EU. I can\u2019t wait for normality pubs seeing friends seeing family sports events music events, they all seem so close but at the same time so far.\n\nThere is an event that is happening out of the country that I would very much like to attend but unfortunately it\u2019s not looking possible never say never but with the moving deadlines and potential international solutions this is just another thing that is being affected by the long term COVID life."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel hopeful about the current covid situation. With the rapid roll out of the vaccine we should be able to return to normality. Im am just conscious of the economic repercussions and what they will mean for the future of the economy. There will be long lasting effect particularly withing the employ ability department where there will be mass unemployment, particularly within the hospitality sector. \nWhat I am most looking forward to is that people will be safe socialising and finally being able to see friends and family that have been missed."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I would very much like to be out of lockdown, however, i understand the need for it still. I am looking forward to when i will be able to socialise with friends and family again. I look forward to the future when we can travel to visit family abroad. I would like things to get back to semi-normal so that i can carry on with life and not feel like my young adult life is being wasted. I am worried that it will take longer than expected to get back to normal as i want to be able to do anything i like whenever i like."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel that there is light at the end of the tunnel and am counting down the days until the certain restrictions end such as when we can mix indoors and when shops/services open and 21st June. I feel happier now that most of the vulnerable have been vaccinated which hopefully should mean less hospital admissions if they did still catch it. I just really hope we don't get restrictions back or that they delay the dates they said we can do certain things, we all really need to get back to normal now. It's really important especially for family and friends to see each other, some people have been alone for far too long."}, {"index": 7, "context": "worried about elderly and vulnerable family members. \nsad that I'm unable to visit my grandmother.\nworried for the people who have to work, including me.\ngutted that university graduation and my holidays will be canceled.\ngrateful that no one in my family has become sick.\npositive that the earth has a break from humanity.\nrealised what is important in life and what is not.\nangry at people who are not following the rules.\ngutted that the football season, which was to be one of the best in history for my club, has been negatively impacted.\nsad that life and plans have to be put off but will do whatever to follow the rules and get this done as quickly as possible.\nbored of being in the house and not being able to go out.\noptimistic that this will be over soon.\nwishing that the government would've acted quicker and hoping they show up and deal with this appropriately."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel sad that the pandemic has caused disruption especially to families, those who have lost loved ones, and many children who are at risk of falling behind in a divided have/have not society. I\u2019m determined to try and make a difference for good in this as a school governor and parent. I am optimistic about our current chances to start recovery now that the vaccine distribution seems to be going well. However, I\u2019m a little anxious about future recurring disruption and the fact that divisions within society which have been revealed and heightened by the pandemic may not be dealt with fundamentally once enough people prefer to get on with life as comfortably as possible."}, {"index": 9, "context": "Personally, I am fairly calm about the corona virus situation and am not panicking about the virus. M family and I have tried to buy what we need from the supermarkets without over stocking.\nI believe that the corona virus lockdown is in place to ensure that the NHS can cope as the NHS is underfunded.\nMore people have died of the flu then corona, the death rate appers to be high because of the low numbers of tests available. If they were able to more tests then the death rate will be a fraction of 1%.\n\n\nThat being said, I believe that some sort of lock down is needed but it could have been done in a slight less strict way. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "It has gone on so much longer than I ever would have imagined. It is making me worry that we will never go back to normal, and the threat of getting the virus will always be there. I miss being able to move freely around my town, and miss being able to drive elsewhere. Although social distancing is becoming automatic, it's still a hard reality to face - if I see characters on a TV show not social distancing, it's shocking (even if that show aired years ago). I am also a researcher, and my research has been disrupted by not being able to collect data in-person."}, {"index": 11, "context": "coronavirus has had very little impact on my work, I've been able to work from home as normal. Although a bit boring, I have been able to save and invest considerable reserves, which is leaving me in a better position than this time last year. this situation does make me feel a little guilty, as others have had pretty bad years. I look forward to a time when I can go travelling again, this is the biggest thing that I'm missing, although i am concerned just how long this will take to get back to normal, and if their will be be limitations or missed opportuntities from before lockdown."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I don't have a lot of feeling anymore towards covid. Except the desire to see family members safely, especially my older family. At least 2 will be lucky to see the year out and habe not seen anyone apart from nurses since the start of lockdown in March 2020. \nIt is completely unfair that they have to suffer for this situation.\nI would also love my youngest daughter (September 2020) to finally meet her family. She has met no one except my mother and a select few members of her fathers side of the family. \nThis whole situation has took a MASSIVE knock to everyone's mental health. To the point where I habe had to seek help myself."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel optimistic and excited about the future and glad that we have hope that the end is in sight. I am bored, but grateful that my family and friends are safe. I feel eager for life to return to normal. My work has become very stressful and would appreciate being able to return to normal work life. I am thankful for the extra time I can spend with loved ones during lockdown though. Over the last year I have not liked the fear of unknown, but having clear deadlines set out by government is really helpful"}, {"index": 14, "context": "Wondering how things will work out later this year. I have a lot of questions that can't be answered right now, perhaps similar to other people. How well will the vaccine work and will the virus mutate so much the vaccine won't work effectively? How safe will we be? At this pent moment I'm particular concerned as schools are die to open on Monday. I have children aged I'm in quandary thinking about whether it's the right decision to send them I n or keep the off. I feel it's too early and our household will be exposed. Were happy at home, although it had its challenging, it's also quality time as a family"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel calm and united with other people, because it seems like the situation has been taken into control and it is only a matter of time when it gets resolved. At times, I feel like there is a lot of disinformation from media which manipulates the general public. I feel sorry for the people who get in that trap. \n\nOther than that, the governments have demonstrated serious intentions to win over the pandemics with the real actions, and this definitely helps me feel at peace. I feel optimistic about the future, however, I also clearly understand about the economic damage we will have to suffer as the result of this pandemic."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am ready for the lockdown to be over. I am longing and looking forward to going out again. Having to stay home out of compulsion is a bit stressful and I think it is beginning to have adverse effects on our bodies and our minds. A lot of my friends are now seeking yoga classes especially because of back pain from sitting down for long hours in front of a computer doing meetings and using the internet. I also think creativity is being killed by having to stay at home with little or no interaction with other people from work or even friends."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am hopeful as I think the vaccine will lead to us regaining some normality. I am also frustrated, and getting increasingly impatient about not being able to go out and do things I enjoy - it feels like it has been so long now and I am wasting time. I am completely unmotivated to do things I used to enjoy. I feel like I am struggling to be present as I am constantly thinking about things I can do and want to do in the future when lockdown has ended and Corona does not dominate day-to-day life. I hope that some of the positive changes we have seen in terms of a work-life balance will remain in place after Corona. I will not take the things I used to do before Corona for granted in the future."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I'm just really looking forward to being able to do more stuff. Even the simple things like fish and chips at the seaside. It's boring now, that's all. It's even hard to describe my feelings because every day is the same. I work from home, see the same four walls and do the same things. Making conversations is hard becasus I don't do anything new. I don't even feel depressed or anxious, just bored. Even getting this up to five hundred characters feels like a stretch of my abilities since there is so little sat about the situation. It just feels as though its gone on long enough now, I cannot wait to be vaccinated!"}, {"index": 19, "context": "Desire to get some normality back. Desperate to see family and friends and travel without restrictions and get on with life. Fearful at the thought of spending even longer in lockdown. Frustration at the lack of freedom and plans being constantly cancelled and the governments constant u turns. Sad that I haven't seen a lot of family or friends since the beginning of lockdown, I've now lost a family member due to something non-covid related and only got to see them once during the pandemic. Angry that we can't accompany close family members to hospital to offer support."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am a little bit stressed about what is going to happen in the future, and whether all my relatives and I will stay safe. However, my work is going well, I am fine being at home, I have a home, I have enough food, I have freelance jobs that allow me to not only save money but also to earn some. I am generally quite happy with this situation, as much as it is stressful. I decided not to go home where I am from but stay in London instead. I think it is much better to be stuck in isolation on my own than with family/friends, because if you want to see someone - you have videochats, but if you don't want to you have ways of escaping (you are already on your own). So I think it is one of the reasons I feel so good now, because I don't have anyone to annoy me. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I'm mostly feeling isolated, somewhat anxious about the situation for mine and my loved ones, and increasingly lost on what to do with my time. Quarantine has resulted in being separate from my long term partner due to her father being in a risk group, which probably doesn't aid my feelings of isolation. I respect the governments choices in these hard times and maintain a ''whatever will be will be'' attitude. In light of the extra time I've had, I've taken up and resumed several hobbies, all of which I enjoy and use to while away my time. A big concern for me is my career, as I worked in hospitality, and lost my job due to the outbreak. Beyond that i was searching for apprentice schemes to further my formal education, which has now been delayed by a not-insignificant period of time. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel that we are getting to a good place with the successful vaccination programme. When I look back at the previous year, I feel very angry about the incompetence of the government in dealing with the situation. However, it does seem that lessons have been learned all of a sudden, so I do have confidence in the handling of the situation at this moment. \nI am very much looking forward to life becoming more interesting over the next few months. I have missed days out and trips to pubs and restaurants. \nI think I have reached the stage of lockdown fatigue now. The fear element has gone for me personally as I know I am not in a vulnerable group. Although there is a chance I could get it and die, this could also happen when I cross the road.\nThe main concern for me is whether it's safe to use the tube when my office is open."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am used to working and staying at home, happy that there dates for lifting of restrictions. The vaccination rollout seems to to be going well and waiting for my jab.\nLooking forward to being able to meet friends and family and get out a bit more and to make up for some of the things that I have missed. \nSlightly frustrated that we still have to wait but understand the reasons why."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am currently feeling hopeful about the situation, as the vaccination is being rolled out. I am excited to start getting back to normal life, hopefully in a few months. I am less worried now as the rate of deaths and cases is decreasing which makes me feel more confident that we will have some more normality back soon enough. I am feeling a little less relaxed than I was though as I am starting to get frustrated with spending so much time at home and not having much to do. At first, I was enjoying the time at home but now I am getting a little fed up as everyday feels the same. I would like to see my family and friends and get outside to do some interesting things."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel like the worst of the situation has passed, and that things are going to improve soon. Things are already improving, and soon I will be able to see my friends again, and socialise. I\u2019m so excited for the schools to be opening again this week, and for shops etc to be opening again soon. I feel like the plan the government have laid out for lockdown to end, is a positive one, and is giving a lot of people hope. \nThe fact that it\u2019s ending soon, has really lifted my spirits and made the desire to see friends and family again, really strong. I am so excited to go to the beach, to do loads of fun things this summer. Not long to go now!"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am feeling hopeful about the news of life returning to the new kind of normal at some point this year. Excited at the prospect of my holidays going ahead in summer. I am relaxed because at the moment i have time to focus on myself. I am proud of the government for getting the vaccines out as fast as the currently are doing. I can't wait to spend time with my grandparents again and enjoy summer. I am feeling a bit anxious about university reopening just because I cant remember what it feels like to be in a classroom setting and I have really struggled with online learning."}], "length": 4038} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel like this third lockdown has been the toughest. Four weeks for the second was quite hard to get my head around, especially at the beginning. But now that we've come so far through the third, and things are starting to look more positive, I'm being kept going by the hope that in a few weeks I'll be able to start doing the things I've been missing so much. So I'm very excited about that--but it's of course mixed with some sadness over the whole experience for everyone, the trials we've all had to face, some of course more than others. Also, can I really believe that everything will be open and back to normal by 21st June? Maybe it will, but I can't of course be too sure. So in short my feelings are mixed, although slightly leaning towards the more positive side of things."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel bored of it. I understand that it is a huge deal and that we shouldn't be taking this situation lightly but I am bored of being stuck in the house and not being able to do the activities that I want to do - socialising, going out to places etc. I am not worried about myself getting ill, I only worry for older family members but with the vaccine programme I am hopeful for the next few months and the chance of being able to go out and do what I want again. I am also slightly nervous that the UK roadmap out of lockdown will be pushed back because I don't think I can wait too much longer to be able to live my life properly again"}, {"index": 2, "context": "At the minute I am feeling very positive about the number of people being vaccinated. I am very hopeful that we will be able to stick to the roadmap that the prime minister has set us, and that things will be nearly back to normal by the end of June. My main concern is the affect all of this will have on the arts industry as it has been closed for so long, I hope the government can help them get back on their feet as I don't think people realise how much the world needs the arts. I am looking forward to being able to get the vaccine so I can personally feel like I am moving ahead towards a more 'normal' life."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am feeling a lot more positive about corona virus now that the vaccine has been rolled out and we are starting to look as though we are going to start coming out of lockdown in the near future.\nAs a new mother I am really looking forward to being able to meet family and friends and enjoy my maternity leave. To be able to enjoy dinners in restaurants and overnight stays in hotels.\nI am also hoping once I return to work that I will be back in the office at least a couple days a week, as it would be nice to be around co-workers again, as it definitely makes the working day go by a lot better."}, {"index": 4, "context": "There is hope with the vaccine role out where infections are coming down at a rapid rate.Hopefully, we are on the last leg, where we can start to get back to some form of normality. However, we must not be complacent, we all must do our part to make sure we do not cause infections to rise again. However, we must not as a nation become insular, and we need to help those countries who do not have the resources that we have.It is a global problem, and we must do our but to help, and make the world a safer place."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am optimistic that with the roll out of the vaccine and curbs being lifted gradually we will be back to normal soon. I also hope that I will be called for taking the vaccination soon. \n\nI look forward to going out to various places such as leisure centres and museums and theatres and meeting people again. I have missed these activities for the last year. I am also looking forward to travelling to various destinations both within and outside the country for pleasure. \n\nMy only worry is that if cases start rising again then the government might impose further lockdowns, which I would not be in support."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I\u2019m just absolutely desperate for things to start reopening - I want to see my friends and family so much. Also would like to be vaccinated and angry with anti vaxxers, not so worried about the actual virus anymore, more just fed up with all the restrictions and rules and wanting to get back to some normality, I\u2019m dreaming of nights out and pub crawls and garden parties and all the fun stuff I used to do. I\u2019m also angry with the government for how they\u2019ve handled it and are responsible for so many deaths"}, {"index": 7, "context": "The situation has been stressful but it is slowly getting better. With the vaccine being rolled out it should be a thing of the past soon.\n\nThe government has been too slow to lockdown and then kept us in lockdown for too long, causing far too much damage to schools, jobs and people\u2019s livelihood\u2019s.\n\nAlthough I\u2019m happy that a large number of people have chosen to take the vaccine.\n\nThe worst thing about the pandemic has been the media relentlessly focusing on every possible negative story and exaggerating it."}, {"index": 8, "context": "For myself, personally, I don't have any very strong feelings. I am not employed due to health issues, and spend a lot of time at home under normal circumstances anyway, so the effect of the lockdown measures on me is less than for most people. Of course, I do still feel isolated and lonely, but my day-to-day routine hasn't changed much.\nI am somewhat anxious about the longer-term outlook, for myself in terms of how long the lockdown situation might last and what effect it will have as time goes on. I am also worried (but in a more detached way, of course) about the wider situation in the country and the world overall - things will get drastically worse in some places before normality returns. And I am angry at many governments for mishandling the situation in various ways, for opportunistically using the crisis to implement authoritarian measures (e.g. Hungary), and for prioritising the 'need' to prop up the existing, already dysfunctional capitalist system rather than consider deeper long-term changes to economic and societal systems."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I don't feel too concerned about Corona. When the emotive take on Corona is removed the stats put it back into perspective and the chances of catching it, let alone it causing serious illness or death are in reality quite small.\nWhat is more concerning is that it is very clear that worldwide Governments contingencies are woefully inadequate to deal with such incidents. \nThe UK in particular has fallen woefully short on testing capability.\n\nAm I scared of Corona, no\nDo I worry about Corona affecting me/family, no\nAm i concerned about the death rate, no"}, {"index": 10, "context": "I am Feeling hopeful now. I have not had my vaccine but I see the impact on the daily infection and death rates. I feel the roadmap could work - but I am fearful of variants that have gotten into the country. I look forward to some normal times soon - just some basic daytime socialising would be lovely. I am filled with desire for seeing my friends and having some time in the sun. However I am sad and angry about all the deaths that have happened and how the government has handled this. Many have died and much was avoidable"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I have no fear of the actual virus, I am now used to being in the lockdown setting and environment so don't have any feelings towards that now, I am though greatly anticipating an exciting end to the year with things to look forward to leaving me optimistic. Everyrady does feel repetitive but as its gone on for so long and being isolated my mindset has become used to it and it has begun to feel like the new normal. I don't fear the virus as the statistics tell me there is nothing to fear for people of my demographic and purpose."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Currently, I am feeling fine - no symptoms and I am continuing to only leave the house for essentials. I am not sad nor happy about COVID-19, it's just something that has happened and we can do nothing about it until it has passed - if everyone complies with government advice then things won't get any worse. There ARE positives though - wildlife and nature are in a MUCH MUCH BETTER place thanks to less human interference/pollution. I personally could get very used to the idea of long term social distancing."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I really miss everyone, I feel like I really didn\u2019t appreciate simple things like taking train into town, or just seeing my friends. I feel like it was a good lesson for everyone, and of course it\u2019s more than that, what with lots of deaths, but I really hope we come through this stronger. I am getting very bored around the house and I am worried about my education and catching up on my university course. I can\u2019t wait until everything goes back to normal and I know I will appreciate it a lot more. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "At this very moment, I feel sad about the rising death toll, however I do not know anyone personally affected so I am perhaps a little naive to the severity. I am not too anxious, but would be devastated if people close to me become affected. I was struggling last week and felt quite depressed, but this week I am feeling more uplifted and excited about things and have planned things to do. I am worried how long it will go on for and how I will cope and the severity it might get too. Today I feel more upbeat."}, {"index": 15, "context": "Bored of doing the same things, a big desire to see friends and family. Struggling to feel motivated.\nSick of watching tv and walking the same walks. I feel sorry for my children who don't understand why and are missing out on so much time to socialise with friends. \nIt has made life much simpler but we are ready as a family to get back to some sort of normality. It is very confusing when out and about to see so many cars on the road, it's almost like the pandemic doesn't exist.\nIt will be something to talk to the grandchildren about in the future."}, {"index": 16, "context": "Very very tired of it all, especially with months of homeschooling and each successive lockdown feeling harder to cope with - the last most of all, between the grey of winter and having no sense of any positives ahead. \n\nBut I feel far more optimism now than even a few weeks ago, I feel I'm looking ahead, finally able to plan and looking forward to things (and can't wait for that time to arrive) rather than the hopeless endurance of the start of the year, when it seemed there was no end and nothing that I could do to improve the situation."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I don\u2019t feel as worried about it as I was this time last year because there is a vaccine available and this is being distributed quite fast across the United Kingdom. I\u2019m angry that the government have not handled this in a good way because it has been a whole year since the first lockdown and other countries such as New Zealand and Australia are covid free because they handled it a lot better. More than anything I am desirable for this to end so that normal life can resume and I can spend time with my family"}, {"index": 18, "context": "Desire to get out and experience summer after getting vaccinated because i was frustrated that we were at home for ages - cant wait for restaurants to open back up again\nHappy that alot of people have received the first vaccine in England\nSad since i have adopted well to work from home so I dont want to go back into the office anytime soon\nRelaxed because the government has given us dates for when we expect everything to open back up again\nAnnoyed because even though i want the vaccine i cant have it yet because they are going throught the elder generation and the high risk people first but still... if someone wants the vaccine they should be allowed to apply or be put into a waitlist just incase there are some"}, {"index": 19, "context": "At the beginning of the outbreak i don't think people were taking it as serious as it should have been, and even today people are still going out regularly and it's terrible to see how people don't care enough about spreading the virus around but rather see their friends at the park for no reason, I just think its hard to wrap my head around how this whole thing occurred and how quickly its being spread around because of sheer carelessness from the public, in all honesty it makes me worry about the future mixed with the feeling of confusion and anger"}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel very little. I have turned my feelings off to deal with this entire situation and lack of social stimulation. I feel passive and remote. I have been on a rollercoaster of emotions the last year. I know don't feel much and avoid getting high or low feelings as there is nowhere to put them. I'm more stable feeling very little.\n Just easier to keep your head down and get on with everything as there is no other option. I don't want to feel anything as it's easier to feel nothing. I really don't have anything else to say or any other way to explain it. Thanks"}, {"index": 21, "context": "If feel like it's been going on for far too long. I am eager to take my children to see something other that the four walls we have been confined to. I feel the need to breath fresh air. I am saddened that my family have missed out on seeing my baby grow. I am scared that I could lose those who are dear to me. I look forward to this being a part of history we look back in and learn from. I am dreading the state of the economy after its all over. I am also so very grateful for the garden we have as I know many don't have that luxury. I am grateful I have been able to have the vaccine. I am nervous for the next few months and what progress we may or may not make."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel like I have served my time and really want things to open back up again because I desire to do normal things and live a normal life where I'm not restricted. I am getting bored of being inside and a bit confused over what I can and can't do. I don't know if we will open the country up as quickly as the government hopes, so there's still uncertainty. I don't look back on the restrictions with much anger because I think I needed a break from the world as opposed to it being non stop and all go go go all of the time. I am in some ways grateful for what's happened, even though obviously it has devastated many people."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel like throughout this whole thing the government have consistently made the wrong decisions like keeping schools open, starting lockdowns too late, ending lockdowns too early, etc. I think for the most part people are fairly used to living in lockdown now, although I think some people are almost *too* used to it, and will have trouble readjusting once normality resumes. The people who do not follow the guidance (ignoring social distancing, hand washing, mask wearing, etc) along with people opposing the vaccines are fools."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Feeling anxious not knowing how long it will be before things go back to normal. Impatient and thinking a lot about all the things I'm missing. Feeling trapped in my environment and need of respite. I am understanding of the why but also a little annoyed at the slight ambiguity of instructions. As someone who feels they must stay at home at all costs I expect the same should apply to everyone. Those who are disobeying or taking advantage of loopholes should be punished and privileges taken away. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel that the measures being taken, whilst extreme, are correct for stopping the spread of the virus.I feel annoyed by the whole situation as I have had to make many changes to my plans and lifestyle and have also had to cancel important events. I would like for the spread to be stopped as soon as possible so I am also annoyed about those who are selfish and ignore the restrictions in place. I personally feel calm about the situation as I take the necessary precautions to avoid contracting the disease but I do worry about the older population and especially my older family members."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am optimistic about the future and I feel like the worst of the UK's coronavirus situation is over. I can't wait until people can go out again and things can return to normal more. I feel upset about all the opportunities and time we have lost, particularly as this was my last year of university and I was unable to go in and have been paying rent for nothing. I'm very excited to be able to meet friends and go out again soon. I feel a lot less worried now because my parents are being vaccinated very soon and It's very positive that covid cases and deaths are decreasing considerably now. I hope that more is done in the future to help our NHS and try and stop this happening again."}, {"index": 27, "context": "Even though it has been a really tough year for everyone, it finally feels like the whole situation with Coronavirus is slowly improving. With the latest vaccine rollout and the number of people that have already been vaccinated, we can only hope for the best. As long as we stick to the government and NHS guidelines, we can beat this virus together. This however does not change the fact that all of us are still extremely tired and overwhelmed at the same time. Not seeing your family and friends has taken its toll on a lot of people, including myself."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I want things to return to normal. My children miss their friends and family, my 3 year old doesn\u2019t understand that she cannot see her grandparents or cousins. My 9 year old is not happy with home schooling and he needs to return to proper education. I haven\u2019t been to work for a year and I miss my routine. My mental health is beginning to suffer. We live in a beautiful area but have been to the same park everyday for the last god knows how long. I feel I have wasted so much time of my life that I will not get back.\n\nHowever, at the same time I understand people have lost their lives and the lives of their loved ones. \n\nI do believe we should have had more enforcement during our lockdowns. It is unfair how many of us have obeyed the rules whist others have continued to mix with others"}, {"index": 29, "context": "I am not extreemly worried about the corrona virus situation, I know it will pass eventually if we al follow the rules and stay inside. However, it is extreemly annoyong as it means I wont be able to see my girlfriend for a while. I will also not be able too see any of my friends in person, but we all manage to talk online everyday. This situation has given me the opotunity to become healthier as i am eating better and exersicing more in my garden, which is a positive outcome for this situation. I am only slightly scared for my grandma as she is alone and vunerable, but I know she will be fine in the end."}, {"index": 30, "context": "not worried about covid itself anymore just fed up with lockdown itself and want to be able to get on with my life. being away from friends and family for so long has made me quite lonely and feel a bit more socially awkward than i did before. I do feel a bit relieved though and hopeful that the worst of the pandemic is over and there is some light at the end of the tunnell\n\n the good thing is thats its made me appreciate more what is truly important in life and i will appreciate this more in the future"}, {"index": 31, "context": "I'm honestly really rather bored of this all now. I really want to get on the back end of the whole situation and get back to normal life. I've gone through the spectrum of being sad and annoyed about it and am now at the point of looking forward for doing normal things again. \n\nWith the rising number of people being vaccinated I'm feeling hopeful that we won't be dealing with this for too much longer. I'm far less concerned about the safety of my family now which is also a lot better for my mental health. My nan got covid around November time and the stress of it all was horrible. But now knowing she's safe and vaccinated I feel a whole lot better. My mum should be vaccinated soon too so I'm feeling really hopeful."}], "length": 4527} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I can see the light at the end of the tunnel now and feel things are looking up. Life doesn't feel overly different now the children are back at school and nursery. \n\nI feel like I'm going to have work very hard and feel very overwhelmed by this to eradicate the difficult financial position that the coronavirus pandemic has put on our family life. \n\nI don't fear for my family and friends now I know a good proportion have had their first vaccine. I am still anxious on the impact on my children, their mental health and socialisation have been impacted terribly and I worry how this will effect them in the future."}, {"index": 1, "context": "i desire for things to be open but i accept it will come eventually. i feel anxious about the upcoming months but fairly relaxed at the moment. i do feel a bit sad as its harder to see family and freinds but i have managed to see people close to me. i am slightly fearful about how everything will work once things 'go back to normal'. i do feel quite happy as i am at university and i am still able to socialise and have some sort of routine. i feel sad about family members lost or for those who have lost their life or corona has affected severely."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I dont feel worry enough to come close to panic. I do feel slightly worried for the wealth of people i know, mostly the ones who are older. I also feel slightly worried with my financial situation, now and in the future. I dont have many strong feelings to what the corona virus has done to the current lifstyle so far, not as much as i have regarding the future after the virus.\nThat all that i feel about it at this moment.\n "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I selected desire because I have the most desire to get back to some normality! I want to be able to have a bit of maternity leave where I can take my son to meet his family and my friends. Being locked down with 2 children has most definitely been challenging and I have had a few days where I needed to have time away from everyone. There has been moments of joy during the summer months but being pregnant and having my son all through the pandemic has been challenging, frustrating and a time I won\u2019t forget in a long time."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I feel very optimistic that things are heading in the right direction. COVID cases are falling every day and with the vaccination roll outs the risk is lowered for the most vulnerable. Life will soon be getting back to normal and that is very exciting to think about. There are no longer high deaths every day and hospitals seem to be able to cope better. We are in a much better place than last year and that has lowered my stress and anxiety around the whole pandemic. It seems like we have an end in sight and will soon be able to reunite with our loved ones and get our lives back to how they once were before the pandemic began."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel saddened by the fact that the coronavirus will be ruining the spring and summer months and that the turning of the weather will not be able to celebrated in the normal way. I am also saddened by the fact that my final term of teaching and living in my university city has been disrupted and I will not be able to say goodbye to a city I have called home for 3 years. \nI also feel distressed by the fact that my elderly family members are unable to continue on with their normal lives and are stressed and worried about this entire pandemic. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am feeling fairly relaxed about it. Unfortunately I caught covid whilst pregnant at the end of 2020 and we also lost my husband\u2019s grandma to covid at the same time so the last few months have been difficult. However, my baby is due soon and the vaccine rollout is going well in the UK. A roadmap out of lockdown has also been announced so I am feeling hopeful for the future and like I can see the \u2018light at the end of the tunnel\u2019. My mum and aunt are both particularly vulnerable and have received their first dose of vaccine so I also feel more confident that if they were to catch the virus they would likely not be affected too badly. I am looking forward to getting back to normal and spending time with family and friends again."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel like things are getting better and we're at the last hurdle (hopefully). I'm less concerned as I've already had corona but I don't want to become complacent - I'm just really hopeful for life to go back to somewhat normal soon as it's been a year without seeing so many people I care about and staying in has taken its toll, especially since being ill with it. I just want everyone to follow the rules now so that we can all enjoy ourselves, permanently, sooner. It's a lot more promising now with the vaccine roll-out and a couple of members of my family have had the jab so it's a lot more real. I just hope the government don't make any moves too soon, like another eat out to help out situation, and put us in a worse position after this."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel relatively relaxed about the situation but anxious that it will significantly change in the coming weeks and months, I have a desire for this limbo to end. I feel resigned to the present situation, rather numb to be honest and do not have many feelings about it because of the present lockdown and the failure of life to resume as normal as possible. The situation should improve sooner than i expect and will be relatively uncertain for some time to come although i have been wrong before and we could end up in this limbo for months or years to come."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am inpatient for this to end. I feel a bit angry against people who are not taking it seriously as no matter what age you are, you are still vulnerable and will most likely care about someone who is significantly at risk. This scares me but I have hope and do still see the light at the end of the tunnel. I am looking towards the end of this and desire it all to be over. What makes it easier is the faith i have in some humans (particularly healthcare workers) who prove to me that there is so much to live for once this is all over. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "Starting to feel more settled with the situation, getting use to living with it but also looking forward to an ease in lockdown measures. \n\nStarting to look forward to the future although nervous what that will look like and trying to get back into normal society ways. \n\nWorked through all lockdown periods so will be nice to have time back and be able to enjoy different things in life. Feel like I go to work and come home, don't get to enjoy things we used to like visiting places etc\n\nStarting to miss family members and friends who we have not been able to see for a while so happy about this although sad that we got to miss out on a few things. Hopefully everyone stays safe and well and healthy"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel galvanised into action, to fill the shortfall created by government.\n\n I feel worried for others more than my self. I desire change off the back off this crisis for a better society, and hope this will refocus what and who we prioritise. \n\nI enjoy working from home, I am lucky to have a job where I am busier than ever and can add value. \n\nMy family are as safe as they can be, and those most at risk are trying to take every precaution. \n\nI am looking for the possibility in the situation, and I am an optimist."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Going stir crazy. Not getting anything done, as it always seems like may as well do it tomorrow, as tomorrow is pretty much the same as today.\nSomewhat concerned for my own heath, and particularly concerned for friends and relatives who are ore vulnerable. E.g. my 95 year-old dad, who believes that covid-19 would be a death sentence. \nWorried about how this will ever end, no exit strategy seems like a good one - lockdown can't go on for ever, but any relaxation of the rules will put people like my dad t extreme risk. "}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel like this has gone on way too long, initially we were told it would be 3-6 weeks lockdown, but realistically knowing it would be around 2 months lockdown. It's now just shy of a year on and if you don't take into consideration the vaccine, we're no better off than we were this time last year. Thank god for the vaccine! I feel lockdowns are a total waste of time and just delay the inevitable. I do feel because of the vaccine that there is now a light at the end of the tunnel but my main worries are my about my job."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I want it to be over so I can go back to work, kids can go back to school and just want to go back to something that feels normal. I'm very happy about the vaccine rollout and hope it is the way out of the pandemic. I'm sick and tired of being furloughed and worrying if my job is safe, cant wait to go back and know my job is safe. I have vulnerable parents who have been shielding and I know they really miss seeing family and getting out and about, family zoom calls have been a weekly thing but it just isnt the same."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel relieved that there is a vaccine that will help vulnerable people from not getting too bad symptoms. I feel annoyed that some contracts have been awarded unfairly to government related people. I think key workers have worked very hard and should be better rewarded. I wish we would have had a stronger lockdown earlier to avoid the long problems we have had. I feel used to restrictions now and I think we should try to return to some form of normality. I have been luckily to not be too badly affected by coronavirus"}, {"index": 16, "context": "Very ready for things to reopen and extremely tired of being in the house, lots of anxiety surrounding adjusting going back into society but also anger about losing a year of life with very little to look back on. Lots of tension in the household after being inside for a year and built up anger from everybody. Little fear about covid anymore due to very low amount of cases in my area and with now lots of hope from the vaccine, however the vaccine rollout still could have been planned better thus quicker"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel worried that we will never get away from coronavirus and that life will never be normal again. I really feel ready to have life back again and be able to live properly rather than just surviving, I want to be able to do things with my son as he has basically been shut inside for most of his life so far. I feel angry at the government for their handling of everything related to corona and how they keep changing the goal posts for things getting better and they are messing around with people\u2019s life\u2019s and it\u2019s not fair."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel a lot happier knowing my immediate family have been vaccinated and that I'll be vaccinated in the summer. Covid has made this year go by so quickly, quicker than usual I think because most days feel so monotonous. I also feel better knowing I can get tested easier now in comparison to early last year. I still worry about how the government is treating the situation though and whether they are doing the correct thing or not. Overall, I'm happier than I was this time last year and I feel that the situation is only going to improve, but only if we all do our part to stay safe."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I\u2019m feeling hopeful that it won\u2019t last for that much longer or at least won\u2019t in a way that has a huge impact on our lives. I\u2019m also wishing for lockdown to end so I can meet friends and family again as well as hopefully go to concerts and festivals. I\u2019m slightly anxious about the different variants but I\u2019m hoping that vaccines can be easily modified so another lockdown won\u2019t be needed. I\u2019m happy about how the vaccination program has been going so far and it\u2019s relieving to know the most vulnerable people should now be protected and consequently the death toll will fall."}, {"index": 20, "context": "In one sense I feel hopeful and although the dates may chance depending on the data, I'm looking forward to being able to start planning things again with the reopening of society mapped out. Underpinning it however is the anxiety that it won't be straightforward and the gradually unlocking will lead to a big rise in cases and ultimately, another wave and lockdown. The vaccine roll-out is really promising but as above, we're yet to see the full data as to how this is impacting cases and transmissions. I'm hopeful it's having a big impact, but anxious that it might not be as great as hoped for."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I can describe how I feel with 3 words. Scared. Anxious and Hopeful \nI am scared because there are new variants of the virus. Anxious about catching the virus and how vulnerable my I and my family members are and also Hopeful as there are promising vaccines available now to at least give us a fighting chance.\nI am nervous about Potential Side effects of the vaccine as very little is know about them.\nThe government says its sage but where are they pulling their data from. I wonder. I worry about the long term psychological effect the lockdown will have on myself, my kids and the nation as a whole and I look forward to be able to travel again and hug my family"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel hopeful about the corona situation - things are looking up but I am still mindful that we are not past the finish line yet. I can get sad when I think of how long we have to wait to see friends and be able to travel again but if I focus on one day at a time it is not something that concerns me or makes me feel anxious. Somedays I enjoy the slower pace of life but others I long for life to resume as 'normal'.\n\nAt this moment, I am relaxed and have had a good day of work to distract me. I have also spent some of the day imagining what I will do when restrictions are lifted (I keep a list of my ideas). I am currently content and optimistic for the future."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am bored of the situation and wanting life to get back to normal. Annoyed at the opportunities missed this year due to covid, for example socialising, going on holidays and missing out on my final year of university. However, looking forward to the time we can do all this again when vaccines are fully rolled out. It is a worry at the back of my mind that a new variant might prevent this with like never getting back to 'pre-covid'. Although before I started writing I wasn't thinking about any of that - I was thinking about the stuff I need to do tomorrow while watching TV."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I'm hopeful for the future, especially now that vaccination has started across the world. I am looking forward to seeing my friends and family again. I want to make the most of the summer. I get slightly frustrated towards those who break the rules as I feel they are putting us back in our progress to beat the virus. However, I do understand that people's wills are failing and most of us are doing our best to behave in a way that protects public health while improving our own mental health. I am often tempted to break the rules. I am grateful and feel lucky that I have university studies to focus on and a placement to go to, as I imagine being stuck in the house all day would be very depressing and unstimulating."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am beginning to see light at the end of the tunnel now and it is very reassuring to see the positive effects of the vaccine. Life is still not easy and I am missing being able to socialise with my friends and family. I am more relaxed about the virus in my workplace (primary school) as we have found ways to keep us all socially distanced, where possible and safe. Wearing masks, distancing and washing our hands excessively has become the normal! I am testing myself twice a week which reassures myself, my family and my colleagues that I am ok and not putting myself or anyone else at risk to the virus."}, {"index": 26, "context": "The situation is still bad, but it seems like there is light at the end of the tunnel. I have had my first vaccine dose, and am therefore feeling significantly more positive than the last 12 months. I am still utterly furious at the way that the UK government has handled aspects of this pandemic, and I hope that once this is over, some serious questions are asked, rather than just being swept under the carpet. I am ready for this all to be over and to try and get back to some semblance of normalcy."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I feel we are coming out of a dark 12 months. We can start to think about seeing the light again. The vaccination rollout means families and love ones have the chance to reunite soon which fills me with hope and happiness to be able to see my parents again. I still feel extremely sad over the lives lost and how tragic it has been for so many families.\n\nI must be honest with how annoyed I have been with people breaking the rules, many have continued to see family members throughout the pandemic and feel it\u2019s a little unfair when people have stuck to the rules and missed loved ones so much. I wonder how much of the rule breakers result in more deaths, and tougher lockdowns? \n\n I am a positive person and I look forward to the future with much hope and desire to live life a little more freely. Cautiously, but freely."}, {"index": 28, "context": "The situation seems positive compared to other times. The vaccine has given hope to many. I hope the coming months show a big decrease in cases and a positive end to the pandemic. I feel positive and have ambitions I want to achieve over the coming months. The pandemic has brought about changes in people's lives, a number of these changes are for the better for many people's lives. This may never have happened if it wasn't for the pandemic or the changes may have come much later. It has been a long year and nearly the one year anniversary of the start of the first lockdown. What a crazy year it's been. We have come a long way and I'd like for this lock down to be the very last, with no going back."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I am struggling to keep on top of work at home. I am scared that myself or family may be sick. I hope my friends and distant family are well. I hope I am not bored in the future. I do not have enough opinions on the situation to reach 500 characters I feel this is an unfair amount. I hope that lockdown is over soon however I am enjoying laying in bed longer. The weather is nice which is good. 500 characters is a high demand. I feel sorry for the people that are at risk. I am very thankful for the key workers. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am not very worried about it. I do not feel personally at much risk, it poses more risk for society. As we go into the summer it should be much less problematic - just like last summer. By the end of the summer it seems like we will be mostly vaccinated, so next winter should be easier too. I am mostly looking forward to for the situation to be over so I can do things that I am currently unable to do as a result of restrictions to control the virus, such as go to pubs, restaurants and music events. I am a bit worried that the situation might be prolonged by new strains of the virus."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am just completely fed up of the situation. It is a year on now, and don't really feel like we have progressed much. I am tired of struggling to work from home whilst home schooling three children, but looking forward to them returning to school next week. I am slightly apprehensive that there will be another lockdown, but thanks to more regular testing and the vaccine I am not as anxious about the virus as I was before.\nI look forward to things open up again and being able to go places again, although I am in no rush to go on holiday. I haven't really missed much with regards to pubs and cinema etc. I would like for the kids to be able to have some sort of life though, and worry about their lack of social interaction. I am also worried about the eldest's schooling and what exams will look like for him.\nI am not a hugger, but I look forward to hugging people again."}], "length": 4576} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel annoyed that people are not following lock down procedures. I'm not worried really about it, but I think this is due to me not knowing anyone who has been affected by covid-19. I am slightly sad as I miss my friends and my university course got cut short and it is my first year. I am enjoying spending quality time with my family and lock down has also given me an excuse to start exercising and watching my diet as I have nothing else to do. However, it has affected my work as I can't find the effort to start my university work."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I want things to return to normal now. We have endured this for a year and now people are being vaccinated. Im vaccinated and the risks are lower. We know more about the illness. It is time to find a way to live with the risks like we do the flu and live life again. I do not like the fact that we are being told constantly to stay at home when the risks are lower. I feel like I havent been living life for a year now. Just existing. Its time to stop living in fear. I would like to be able to see family again. People are being harassed for going out but the reality is people are congregating in the same areas because there is nothing open and nothing else to do. Which increases the risk in those areas. Businesses are failing and people are suffering financially. Im being told I cant go out of my local area and walk the hills but its ok to go to a local supermarket and be with 200 plus other people. It makes no sense."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel a fair amount of anger towards the whole situation as I believe it was very avoidable. However, because of my health and the rest of my family in lockdown, I do not feel a great deal of fear. I do regularly get bored mostly due to the lack of sport on TV which is usually one of my favourite things to watch. But finally, I have felt more relaxed being in lockdown and generally feel happy as I have got to spend more time with my family, and had more time to do hobbies I would not normally do, such as reading."}, {"index": 3, "context": "On a personal level I feel fine - I am not worried about contracting it as I am fit and healthy, but I am concerned about passing it on to others. I am enjoying being at home and trying new things but I am furious that we live in a society that allows people to starve to death and one where money has so much power. I am disgusted at hearing a monarch speak who has absolutely no idea just how difficult it is for those who are marginalised - sex workers, asylum seekers etc. and how tired I, and many others are, having to create food parcels and distribute as our local councils seem to be unable to function. I am furious as she has no idea how difficult this is for homeless people or those who live in tiny 20 floor flats or who are alone and scared."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am annoyed at the blase and irresponsible attitude of everyone else not social distancing when others are doing their part. It shows the true selfishness of the human race.\nI am concerned for the vulnerable people close to me and how they might be affected by coronavirus. I am scared for them if they come into contact with anyone with the virus as I don't think they will cope well with it.\nI feel sadness as I am missing seeing my family and friends with all the social distancing going on. Although I am hoping that it will be over soon.\nI am thankful that I live in the UK where PPE, healthcare etc are not an issue for our population, unlike some other countries such as America."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am angry at the way the situation has been handled by those with power. the vulnerable and non-wealthy people are not considered a priority by right wing and libertarian people with power and so we will be left to die or suffer the economic consequences of the pandemic. \n\nthe pandemic its self is a natural thing and can't be blamed on anything but the official responses have been damaging and narrow minded by countries like the UK and US. \n\nI am hopeful that the virus will be contained soon but I am frightened about retuning to 'normal' as it is that mentality of normal imbalanced power that allowed for people to be vulnerable.\n\nI am however amazed by the resilience and adaptability of people to accept this new life style of not going out side."}, {"index": 6, "context": "It's been a long year, I'm fed up and bored. I had a newborn I n lockdown and I feel like all we've done is been trapped inside, I fell pregnant with him before the pandemic so never expect our lives to be like This. My other son has missed out his first year off school which has been so sad too see, we've been stressed with online learning. I feel relieved that it could possibly becoming to an end, I'm greatful to have my baby so that we can have a support bubble with my mum or I honestly don't think I would of mentally coped"}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel very angry, mostly at the Chinese government for letting this happen. I\u2019m also very anxious as I\u2019m in a different country to my family and I don\u2019t know when I\u2019ll see them again. I\u2019m just waiting for the day when this is all over.\n\nAt this time of writing, the prime minister is in intensive care and this only adds to my worry. I have underlying health conditions so I\u2019m being very careful but I\u2019m also adamant to get my outdoor exercise in daily.\n\nI\u2019m working from home currently which is challenging but define achievable. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "Fed up of the situation, which could have been controlled better if decisions were made before they were.\nMy little boy is desperate to get out the house and socialise. We are so busy trying to protect older/vulnerable people and the NHS we are forgetting about our little people and the damage it\u2019s doing to them! I feel so sad for him and his sister who have no understanding of the situation and just want to go out and play and go back to nursery. I can cope with my own frustrations but my heart breaks for theirs! "}, {"index": 9, "context": "Currently, in terms of the Corona situation at this very moment, I feel very disconnected from the situation. I feel that this is because the Coronavirus has not personally affected me yet and I live in an area where I haven't seen the effects of the virus on individuals and also the community. Also, I feel angry. I think this is because of, in my opinion, the government's slow response to the situation. I also feel sad. This happens when I read and hear about the deaths on the news and social media and think about families whose lives have been affected by the Coronavirus. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "Watching the tv and seeing pictures of people on ventilators in hospital etc is very worrying and people die without their family around them its so sad :-(\n\ni'm already a germ freak so this virus is making me ten times worse as I feel everything that comes into the house is contaminated so I'm having to spray everything with anti bacterial spray\n\ni certainly don't want to die like that and then to some health care workers who live on my street flouting the rules is a disgrace\n\nI am also angry at some of my neighbours who don't seem to be taking this seriously and are still having visitors"}, {"index": 11, "context": "Being locked inside is both helpful in that I feel somewhat shielded from everything that's going on, but it's also producing great feelings of stress and boredom. I'm also a little anxious because nobody knows how long this is going to go on and the thought of this being the new 'normal' for a while is frustrating.\nIn terms of being worried, I guess because I don't know anyone that's been directly affected by it, it doesn't really feel like it's going to affect me. At the same time I realise this rather naive.\nI guess if I were to describe it all in one word it would be confused. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "* I feel helpless on the situation \n* It angers me that people are not taking the social distancing instructions seriously. There has been news of people having picnics in parks and soaking up the sun. However, it is selfish and people are out there dying. There are NHS staff who are dying caring for people. People are taking advantage of the situation. \n* I am saddened by the news of people passing away\n* I am feeling anxious every time I step outside in case somehow I touch my face/mouth without realising. \n* I feel scared to leave the house for work in case I bring something back as my mum is at a higher risk"}, {"index": 13, "context": "Anger and frustration at the incompetence shown by the UK government in their shambolic handing of the pandemic. Dithering and acting too late time and time again. Appalled by the cronyism of PPE contracts awarded to firms who produced not for for purpose equipment. The lies. Putting political expedience above public health. Ignoring the scientific community. And above all the sadness of so many unnecessary deaths, so many families grieving; and gratitude to the selfless dedication of unrewarded NHS staff."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel the risk is over exaggerated, there is no real threat, but they keep coming up with new variants to keep us locked in our homes. The consideration of vaccine passports sickens me, this is a level of authoritarianism not seen since second world war Germany. I will not willingly take the vaccine for an illness which has an almost one hundred per cent survival rate. The way people have just accepted their own enslavement makes me weep for humanity. I will continue to live my life without fear as best I can but they are making it increasingly more difficult to be an independent individual with critical thought. I dread to think of the world that all the babies are coming into, they will suffer the most."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel the nation has not followed the rules closely enough and the Government did not impose stricter control much quicker, leading us to having been in this restricted living situation for a year now. I am sick and tired of being trapped indoors and I am angry at the general public for not practicing more caution. I have gone through an entire pregnancy in these circumstances and am due soon but am slightly anxious that my partner won't be able to come to hospital if he tests positive. I feel overlooked as a new first time mum to be and devalued, like I don't matter, as I have had to attend all my appointments alone. In fact I feel fathers to be don't matter because they have missed the experience of seeing their babies and being involved in pregnancies. I have started to feel a bit of hope but this is mixed in with apprehension about this June 21st date when we can come out of restriction totally at the earliest. If I'm being honest with myself I think this will be pushed back but I don't want to think like this because it makes me feel sad."}, {"index": 16, "context": "i am both angry, and disgusted in the way this government has handled everything.\nim very perplexed where the idea that herd immunity had any chance of working without a vaccine.\nthe current restrictions on movement put me on edge as i generally go for about 3 45-90 minute walks a day ( i have very restless legs) i absolutely am disgusted in the way the elderly have been acting during this whole thing. primarily their defiance of isolating themselves, and a significant amount of abuse towards service providers shops etc. \n"}, {"index": 17, "context": "i feel very angry with china for wanting to eat bushmeat and for supposedly concealing the severity of the situation when it broke out, which could have saved the rest of the world. selfishly, i'm not thinking much about the deaths, only that I've had to leave university, my friends and my boyfriend to sit at home and do nothing when i should be celebrating the end of my first year. i feel this has been ripped away from me and many other people in the world, especially those in year 13 of secondary school (unable to complete their a-levels) and in their 3rd year of university, who do not even get to experience graduation. I feel so sad for these people."}, {"index": 18, "context": "disgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \n\ncan only repeat this! \n \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \n \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government \ndisgust and anger with useless UK corrupt government"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel very angry with the people who are still going out and not staying at home. People think it's okay to still visit public places like parks to visit friends when the death rates are increasing and because of these people, we will have to stay quarantined for longer. I haven't stepped outside for 3 weeks now and I honestly think these people are selfish because before even thinking about people in the quarantine they should think about the NHS. They are working with sweat and anxiety just to keep people alive and the more people go out the more the NHS staff will suffer and so would we. I'm angry and upset. Look at the casualties!!! I just hope a cure or a way to decrease I immensely would be found and we could all stop worrying about dying..."}, {"index": 20, "context": "angry and just plain cheesed off with all of it. Although slightly worried I feel we have wasted over a year. I am angry because I followed the rules yet so many lives were still lost. I am upset that my children lost out education, clubs, holidays, birthdays etc.\nI am angry I was forced back to work as a key worker and not once received a thank you. I am fed up and want to experience some sort of life with my children while they are still children.\nI am angry/upset that I have to where a mask (pretty sure I am exempt but not worth the arguments)."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I'm not worried about the effects of Corona on my personal well-being, but I'm concerned about the long-term economic consequences of mass quarantine. I find it frustrating how scared and anxious most people seem to be because of Corona, even though it poses little to no threat to the majority of them. I think the current measures meant to stop the spread of the virus will do more harm than good in the long run, because life can't just stop for several months. I do, however, appreciate the new opportunities to spend more time by myself at home, including working from home (which I've never done before)."}, {"index": 22, "context": "Generally, I am both feeling anxious and angry as I was meant to be sitting my a-levels but now I am not. My exam board have still not informed us on how our results will be calculated along with other details about resits etc. I am worried I won't meet my entry requirements now; this has become a source of immense stress as right now my whole future is up in the air. I am also frustrated with the inability to see my friends and enjoy life like it was before this outbreak. Days have become monotonous with minor variation which is slowly having a negative effect on my mental health. "}, {"index": 23, "context": "At this very moment, I am very bored of the situation. It is beyond tedious now, though I do understand why all the necessary procedures and lockdowns are in place. With people seemingly flouting the rules, it is understandable that this will not be the final lockdown and for that... all this is rather tiresome. \n\nI have desire for an optimistic and positive future, but cannot wait for \"\"things\"\" to get moving again. There is still too much unknow for the future and life does need to get back to some sort of normal again for the economy and county as a whole to keep on ticking again."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I now feel optimistic and positive we will be through this by the end of the year - and at least to some sort of normality. I'm hopeful we are through the worst, especially with the vaccines and falling cases/hospitalisations. I'm looking forward to travelling again, seeing my friends and family. The only worry I have is will this happen again, what if we end up in the same place as before and things will never get back to normal. This means I have some anxiety still but less so than before. I'm trying to look forward, not look back and be optimistic."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I feel angry at the way members of the public don\u2019t take the situation seriously, i see the protests and vigils and I am sad and angry at their selfishness. While hospital admissions are down which is giving me hope and I have been lucky enough to receive my first vaccination which gives a lot of relief.However the situation growing in Europe is worrying and I am worried that the government will allow foreign travel before it is fully safe to do so and new variants will be introduced and more restrictions will be introduced. I am also concerned about the about of government debt and how the repayment of that will affect my pay going forwards."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel very angry about the lack of leadership from the government and how poorly the UK's situation has been mishandled. I feel very isolated from my friends and family and even basic interactions with other people give me anxiety. I feel disconnected from reality as I feel like I am not currently existing in the real world. I have been using drugs almost every day for a year to cope, and have smoked all day every day most days. I have received terrible support and guidance from my university and I am having to consider resitting my third year due to the poor planning and lack of support from the government. I am doing terribly financially and I am struggling to stay out of my overdraft."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am angry at the government for treating the NHS staff so badly. I am far more relaxed about the threat from the virus. The vaccines seem safe but so did Thalidomide so perhaps I should be a little more worried.\n\ntHE VIRUS CAN MUTATE SO THAT IS A WORRY. i HAVE HAD IT AND IT IS NOT VERY MUCH FUN. tHE COUGH WAS EXHAUSTING BUT THE BREAthlessness was worse. I would not wish it on my worst enemy although for Boris Johnson I'd make an exception.\n\nI sincerely hope that we will be rid of the virus but really fear that the more we invade habitats which could be hiding far more deadly viruses and other things than Covid the more we risk widespread infections and possible annhilation of mankind."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am angry at how obsessed those in power are with corona and this has been fed down to the general public. Other people are dying. Other people are suffering. But their needs are not being met because it's all about corona. I am angry and bitter. I hate this 'new normal' rubbish - protecting us from corona but those with other illnesses are left on the periphery of this new world. And yet so relatively few people catch corona let alone die from it, But so many people's lives are being ruined by the measure put in place to protect us from it - leaving the in a worse position than if they'd actually caught the virus."}], "length": 4648} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I am relieved that we seem to be coming to the end of the pandemic with the vaccine. But very angry that the UK government has handled the matter disastrously with blatant corruption and this has resulted in unnecessary death and hardship and yet it seems to be riding high in the polls. I hate this country and as a 30 year old Brit feel I have no future here. Housing costs are ridiculous and only increasing, while work precarity is now the norm and living standards will continue to go down for working class people. Yet no one seems to care and selfish bastards keep voting for the Tories, who will probably be in government for another decade. And Keir Starmer only offers more of the same."}, {"index": 1, "context": "It is a weird, scary time. But some people are not following advice which makes me angry. I am concerned about various family members who are classed as vulnerable. I feel the government is only doing the bare minimum, there are plenty more things they could do. I feel sorry for the frontline healthcare workers are fighting this as i do not feel they are protected enough. Its frustrating to be on lockdown but i think in the long term it is the safest thing to do. More lives will be saved and the burden on the nhs will subside."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel tired and frustrated - they would have been my first choices for current mood! My daily life hasn't changed as much as other people (I am a practice nurse so have worked throughout - no furlough), but I haven't seen family much outside of work (I live alone) so my workplace has become my family and social life - for better and for worse! We are taking our frustrations out on each other now. My feeling of 'anger' which I selected is more today than generally - I've just done a grocery shop and found people in the shop just didn't care, refusing to wear masks and complaining when asked by staff to wear a mask.\n\nAt the beginning I admit to even feeling a bit excited, although that sounds terrible - it was horrifying but also fascinating to be nursing through a pandemic and to be part of a huge group effort across the NHS. I enjoy the scientific aspect of medicine and health and was genuinely interested by what was happening, in a detached way.\n\nNow I just feel tired."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am very annoyed with the government for doing so little to protect us. Even the vaccination programme which could have been a positive was turned negative by using it as an experimental tool and moving the goal posts for some after they had had their first vaccination. I'm fed up of the restrictions, but see that they are necessary generally. I do think it should have been a stronger lockdown so it could have been shorter - too many going to work. Schools are going back too early with no real measures in place to stop spread of aerosol. I feel anxious because I am still waiting for my jab and my son is back at school with hundreds of kids from Monday. He will be on public transport too. If they had waited till the end of the month it would have made a big difference to me."}, {"index": 4, "context": "i feel positive about the corona situation in my country at the moment as the current infection rate as well as daily death tolls are decreasing and have been so for some time now.\n\nAs well as this there is a vaccine roll out which makes me feel even more positive about the situation as a whole.\n\nhowever this could change as their are many virus variants in my country at the moment but due to the restrictions placed on everyone the daily number of infections has come down and will continue to stay down until they are removed."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am very angry at the moment because people are not listening to the rules, for instance do not congregate, do not meet family and friends, stand 2 meters away from each other. I am so angry because if people do not comply then this virus will take forever to be cured. My neighbours are complete lunatics, they are having parties, load music, walking around as if nothing has happened. I am fuming, I won't to report them, but I cannot as they live next door and I don't want any trouble. Also I go out for a walk in the fields near where I live as I have diabetes and I do not have a clue how my sugar levels are and I would guarantee some uneducated peasant will be walking directly at me which makes me so angry "}, {"index": 6, "context": "It\u2019s annoying having to hear about it all the time, it\u2019s always in the news and everyone keeps talking about it. I don\u2019t really care about it either, I just wish everyone would stop overreacting about it. It\u2019s not a big deal - more people die from the flu or cancer each year but everyone seems to have forgotten about that, yet they are still a very prevalent issue. I want everything to go back to normal and put all this nonsense behind us. I would much rather we focus on other issues too, such as illnesses that kill more people."}, {"index": 7, "context": "i dont understand why all borders were shut down everywere , i am angry lockdown has taken so long , i am angry its too soft , people should just be buying food and medicines but they are not , there is not enough police issuing fines , the rule should be 8 metres apart not 2 as sneezes and coughs travel that far ,i work in a shop and my job is not essential i work on fragrance yet my company think its ok to sell this item aswel as make up , essential should mean somthing that your life would be at risk if you did not have "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel angry at the source of the outbreak and how it was hidden by the Chinese government for so long. However, I'm not angry at the Chinese people because I know it isn't their fault. I also find myself questioning whether other governments might have some kind of warped role to play in the scenario (e.g. 5G conspiracies and other theories).\n\nI am not overly worried about my own health if I get the virus, but I am very worried about the potential for my parents to become ill.\n\nI am self employed and I've lost a lot of work through the coronavirus. Although it's positive that the government will support self employed people, this help will not come until June and in the meantime I don't know how I will cope for money. I am a travel writer and I am now having to force myself to imagine a world without the concept of international travel. I am truly fearful that we might be restricted from travelling for years into the future. The uncertainty is what is getting to me the most.\n\nI am getting so frustrated with the lockdown and how it has destroyed my business and left me feeling really lonely and anxious, depressed etc. Eventually, there will come a time when we have to leave our houses and I am beginning to wonder whether we will ever have this virus under control. Ultimately, at some point we will have to face the music, let nature run its course and accept the casualties. It's tough, but sometimes that's how life works out. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am upset and annoyed at the virus and how many it is killing, harming and the damage it is doing to businesses, people's livelihood etc. I am not myself worried about contracting the virus or on how it will affect my income, thankfully. It has put a halt to everyones life which is an annoyance but hopefully it will be over and we can once again return to how we used to be. I miss friends, football and my daily life but i know that they arent playing second fiddle to this virus, i want people to respect it and stay indoors and listen to the government guidance."}, {"index": 10, "context": "Our government has done very badly at handling this, they have lied and swindled the people. They could have done so much better by caring about the people and not their pockets, by acting sooner, like other countries have done (e.g. China, New Zealand). It is extremely frustrating to see people who clearly and genuinely don't care, to be \"\"leading\"\" this country, lying the whole time, openly and brazenly to our faces. The track and trace fiasco is a national disgrace, as is the \"\"pay rise\"\" for NHS staff. They deserve so much better. Ghana increased their hospital staff wages by 50% over the pandemic - why can the UK, one of the richest countries in the world, not do the same."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel sad about the rona vrirus,\nIt's restricted any holiday plans whilst keeping me in isolation which is making me to put on extra weight and feel lazy.\nThis is very bad for me as it's occurring in a period where I have to revise for my final year exams. To an extent it means I may nit be able to receive exemptions from professional qualifications like ACCA.\nI would further continue to say that I 'm also very annoyed at the lack of people who are actually concerned about corona as people are still going to beaches and acting like they're on holiday."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel the same as I have done throughout the pandemic. I am scared, anxious and angry mostly. Seeing so many mistakes by the governments and so many people ignoring advice is extremely frustrating. The fact so many people have died and so many families have suffered avoidable tragedies is a black mark on the human race. I am not hopeful for the future as there are a lot of people who still don't get it, or who are far too eager to return to old ways when we are not ready to do so. I would be in favour of going slow and taking time to ensure people are safe and fully vaccinated."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Annoyed. Wish I had my life. The power is not my own sadly. I am locked in my house. Ripped away from my lived one. Deprived of peace. My mother is making me angry. The scenario is and so is my worl situation as I dont get to go out and work I do it role home and I miss fresh air and normally.\nThanks for listening I hope there is a cure vaccine or solution soon as I do not know what other resolution we might have in store.\nI have no knowledge of the state of affairs. Please note. This is not my normal life now it is differ \n."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am now tired of all the restrictions placed on our lives. I have home schooled my children for 5 months in the last year whilst still working in essential services. We have had nothing to really look forward to and the whole situation seems dragged out. \n\n\nIn the last year I have had no symptoms, none of my family have. I have been working out in the public and have been fine. I feel this could have been dealt with sooner. I don't feel like this is over either \n\nI have cancelled three weddings and have no idea when I can now get married."}, {"index": 15, "context": "It makes me angry that the media is feeding lies into society to drive fear. It is disgusting how many people are happy to submit to a state enforced home incarceration regime. It is easy to fool people but difficult to convince them they are being fooled. One day they will realise the truth but by then it will be too late. Keeping people under house arrest will not stop the spread of the so called virus. The level of imposed control and over reach of powers by the police is draconian and extreme."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am enraged because I can't go on a date. That is literally the only reason for my anger. I enjoy using Tinder and I am being prevented! Furthermore, I can't go to the gym which I would describe as 'irritating'. I would rather know we were stuck in for six months than have the feeling of the unknown. Also, as a shop worker I feel that store assistants should be allowed to wear face masks. Social distancing is one thing, but what about industrial distancing?! I have baked more cakes than normal due to avoiding trips to the shop for biscuits."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am frustrated and angry about the fact that my life has been put on hold for almost a year due to the lockdown, but a little hopeful that with the vaccine the situation will finally go back to normal. I'm also worried about the long-term financial impact of the government support measures taken in the last few months. I feel annoyed by the people who supported and still support the lockdown, especially those that refuse to consider its social and economic damage, and closer to the people who did not. I generally feel less connected to the people around me than I used to before the lockdown. I miss seeing, visiting and interacting in person with my colleagues, friends and family."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel hopeful and optimistic that in the next few months covid will disappear and we can go back to living a normal life. \nThe case nums are going down which is good news. \nThere are still a few factors that may cause case nums to go back up again such as schools reopening etc but many people have had vaccines so maybe this will stop the cases rising again.\n\nOverall I am looking forward to living a normal life again and seeing friends/family and going to bars. The government haven't done too well to combat covid as there are many unemployed people struggling to find work and our high street stores are dying but there is nothing we can do about it. Would have been interesting to see how Labour would have dealt with fighting covid-19 instead of the conservatives."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I'm incredibly angry at how the situation has been dealt with. It is now clear the government acted too late. The possibility of a 20,000 death toll is absolutely inexcusable. The lack of testing and sufficient allocation of PPE, has costed the lives of many front line workers. This was absolutely a political choice, for which I will never forgive the government. Instead of spending billions on weapons we will never use, all we needed was some social cooperation and fabric masks. The cheek of the PM to use words like \"\"operation last gasp\"\" have just added fuel to the fire. I could go on for ages describing the utter contempt and despair I feel at the moment. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel anger because I am a key worker and I have to be at work every day risking my health. Then people who should stay at home are outside having good time. Running every day, on bikes with families and every day I see them shopping (example they came just for one banana every day-idiots). It is to hard for them to stay at home and they have paid for that- extra holiday. if I have a chance to stay at home I would stay. For me them people should pay for that behaviour. If people are not gonna listen every advise by nhs it will be long time it will finish. Only thing I am asking is STAY HOME "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I'm angry because I feel the government were too slow to shut everything down, because they cared more about the economy than people's lives (see Johnson's \"\"herd immunity\"\" comments), and now we're losing doctors and nurses, and one of my best friends has lost her mum. Yet we *knew* this was coming, weeks before it hit us. It's unconscionable. I'm also angry because our shelf-stackers, delivery drivers, nurses, and all the other working folk who we have *always* needed to keep the country running, have been so badly treated for so many years, but are suddenly \"\"angels\"\" and are getting bonuses, only now. I wonder how long it will take the establishment to re-brand them as benefit-scroungers again. I'm also angry to see reports about people being evicted, and every other misuse of power from those with money against those without. I'm also terribly sad, not just for my friend, but for all the families who have lost people, and all the people living in fear (like my 40-something, immunocompromised neighbour who has been told to not leave his house, yet still has to go to hospital every three weeks for blood transfusions). For all the bad feeling towards China for being the origin of this virus, the figures suggest they have handled it much better than the west."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am frustrated that, despite a successful vaccine rollout in the UK with subsequent positive effects on death and hospitalisation rates, we are still in lockdown and will have some form of restrictions until late June at the earliest. I am frustrated that the government said lockdown would be eased once the vulnerable have been vaccinated - which they now have - yet nothing has changed and we still need to 'protect the NHS' from a virus than now poses a small threat to the service and will therefore not overwhelm it in any capacity."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am sick and tired of it all. Not being able to go out with friends to pubs n night club. Most days I feel so sad and upset about it all. I am hoping that we will be getting back to some normality very soon. I feel sorry for the ones who have lost their loved ones. Hopefully one day we will wake up and all of this will be a nightmare. I don't trust the government nor the scientist for what they are telling us. The media are constantly feeding us with so many negativities. My mum has recently been getting the vaccination so will my dad very soon. So at least that's some sort of positivity. I can only hope that it'll get better and better."}, {"index": 24, "context": "At this exact moment I feel weary of Corona - I am a community nurse manager and just home from a night shift I had to work at short notice (again) as I could not find cover for staff shielding or off sick with covid. I am tired of nagging my team about PPE and other trust rules, tired of following those rules myself, weary of all the extra time every simple task takes, weary of trying to reassure patients and families and keep myself and my team safe. My community NHS trust has gone above and beyond to keep us as safe as they can - not all covid patients are in hospital - I cannot fault their efforts, but they can\u2019t knit me any nurses to replace those told to shield or who are isolating or ill or who have retired early because they can\u2019t take the pressure of covid anymore. I am angry at people who think the rules don\u2019t apply to them and mix with friends and family because they are \u2018OK\u2019 and they are \u2018safe\u2019, angry at a small number of colleagues who claim to be such high risk they must not see covid patients under any circumstances yet have refused to be vaccinated, upset for their colleagues, some equally at risk, who then have to take more than their fair share of the \u2018covid team\u2019 to cover for these fools, but overall I am just very very weary and would walk out of this job tomorrow given the chance. And the budget this week was just a slap in the face and another nail in the coffin."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Disgusted and angry with the government, poor leadership.\nLies and false promises of future action that will not happen ie testing of NHS staff. Blame of other as media distraction, ie public distancing over the last weekend and pay of footballers.\nConstant use of war metaphors by politicians in a call to rally to the flag rather than challenge their poor performance.\nAnnoyed there was no money for the last 10 years until the tory business leaders need a handout then free cash for all. \n \n \n\n"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I\u2019m disappointed in the government - their response has killed so many. They give themselves an 11% pay rise and the aren\u2019t even working. Yet nurses and teachers (who never stopped working) are allowed to die on the front lines. The government still don\u2019t meet in person because \u201cit isn\u2019t safe too\u201d. It makes me sick. As a teacher, we have been vilified for keeping ourselves and students (and therefore their families) safe and campaigning for home learning.\n\nEverything should be locked down until we are at zero cases. Schools are opening and cases are still higher than they were in October 2020."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am feeling angry because I feel that I have wasted one year of my life. I retired to travel and spend time with my family in another part of the UK and have been stuck at home. I am angry because people have made bad decisions at the start of the pandemic and because the public have also not followed the rules last year. The most prevalent feeling is one of wasted time.\n\nI am angry because I feel that people have died unnecessarily due to those bad decisions at the start of the pandemic. We should have locked down earlier and we are still making bad decisions with regard to closing borders and letting in people too easily.\n\nI am anxious in case I catch the virus - I don't know how I might react to it even though I am fit."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I cannot believe it is almost a year since we went into the first lock down. It feels like a year of lifetime lost and I am worried that we will not be able to lave this country even by the summer as I have family abroad. I am angry with this government, actually with the whole western world, for not taking it seriously enough at the beginning which I think is the reason or the mess we are in today. And politically I fear that because of the success of the vaccination rollout people are going to forget that this government made sure the people at the top are not suffering the (financial) consequences of this pandemic, but those at the bottom will for years to come"}, {"index": 29, "context": "I'm angry and frustrated that the government's incompetence has cost us our lives and freedoms. We shouldn't have had to give up nearly 2 years of our lives to begin with. I can't wait for the lockdown to end so I can finally get on with my life. The people not following the rules are ruining it for the rest of us. Many of us have given up luxuries and freedoms to keep our loved ones, and the loved ones of others, safe during this horrible time. Why can't the selfish few do the same? I don't expect it to snap back to normal right away, but I want the end of lockdown to come soon. It cannot come soon enough."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I'm feeling bored of the corona situation, I want to go and see my friends, visit new places, and just do more things. However, I am LOVING having less time at work and being able to truly relax. I don't think I'll ever get this much time off again so I'm really enjoying it - I could never get bored of this. I don't feel as anxious as I did a year ago, I'm more hopeful now that we have a vaccine and an end in sight. My family are all very lucky to have not had Corona (or at least not had any symptoms) and I am hopeful that that continues. I'm feeling very grateful for my health at the moment. I miss my family more than anything else, I live alone so I can bubble with one household which I have been doing, but making the choice as to who to bubble with was a difficult one and left me feeling stress. The main anger and stress I get are with the government. They are doing a good job with the vaccine rollout but (IMO) terrible with everything else pandemic related."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am very angry at China, illogical though it may be. I am also angry at international response to China, who I feel should be held to account for their practices and response which allowed the spread of Covid to be so swift at the outset. I don\u2019t know exactly what I\u2019m hoping for here, but possibly some international boycott of Chinese products and companies, unlikely through that is when their tendrils are creeping ever more steadily into African economies, and their commandeering of the South China seas continues unchecked.\n\nI am worried about the new strains of the virus, and our ability to manage them. I am particularly concerned about what long term effects may gradually become apparent, both from Covid and from any vaccines (not that this will stop me having one when I get the invitation!). More a sense of resignation about these most of the time, but trepidation and anxiety if I let myself think too much about the myriad possibilities. Stoicism is still helping, though.\n\nSome occasional feelings of optimism, probably more due to the signs of spring and my approaching sabbatical more than positive developments re Covid though, I think. Maybe it\u2019ll be ok - most pandemics seem to have burned out within 2-3 years, after all. But I certainly feel more insular, happier to stay at home, in the UK, and fed up with tales of those travelling around still. I feel pessimistic about the chances of people/countries changing their practices in the future, and angry at the wasted opportunities to get control over climate change/scale down human expansion across the globe. Traffic on the road outside my bedroom window, London\u2019s south circular, is back to even higher volumes than pre-Covid, I think. People are idiots - in the very literal Classical Greek sense :("}], "length": 5707} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I\u2019m hopeful that we can get out of this situation soon. The vaccine rollout is going really well. That\u2019s one thing the government have done well. However I\u2019m angry - furious - that tens of thousands of deaths could have been avoided if the government had told them to stay at home over Christmas. They didn\u2019t do what was needed. They did what was easy. And because of that all these people died. Some family got COVID and are still suffering from long term effects. Because Boris couldn\u2019t do what was needed of him."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel the beer virus is a joke, I have been living my life like I normally did prior to this so called pandemic. I havent worn a mask since the covid 19 propaganda started and I have been healthier than ever. I know what the big agenda is and it's to get everybody injected with some poison, but who cares anyway, all I know is I ain't injecting nothing in my body, never have and never will. I dont trust the Government with my life like the majority of the mind controlled public. If there's one thing to never trust, that's the goverment, to hell with them an there stupid vaccine, I only care about me and mine, the rest of humanity can kick rocks until there big toes bleeds for all I care."}, {"index": 2, "context": "i feel like i have had something huge taken away from me. i feel robbed of the best years of my life. i feel like none of it was my fault and that there was nothing i could have done to prevent it. i feel betrayed by a government that has consistently prioritised approaches that decimate the life chances of young people. i feel angry at the fawning over nhs workers and the elderly and those who fundraise, and this makes me feel guilty. i feel so sad about the huge number of people that have died, but i am mostly embarrassed that the number ever got that high and that by virtue of my nationality, i am implicated. i feel hopeless at the future situation. i feel critical of the vaccine rollout, and don't feel confident because i have learned to question every approach this government has taken."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am angry that others are not listening to the government\u2019s advise as they are going outside still and meeting in large groups. I feel slightly anxious that me/my family will get the virus as we still have to go outside to get essential things but that exposes us to the possibility of catching it. I\u2019m stressed also because even though I am at home I am getting a lot more uni work than usual to do, which still has to be handed in by the same deadline. When I don\u2019t have any work to do I am relaxed and happier because I get to spend time interacting my family and FaceTiming family not with me so I still get to keep in touch with them."}, {"index": 4, "context": "the first week I struggled adjusting to 'the new normal' and was very bored and irritable but now I feel I have adjusted well and feel normal most days, still bored a lot though. I do find the days go quick and im not as worried as I thought id be about the whole Corona situation. I'm slightly worried about my wage being different every month for the foreseeable future though. I just hope this virus goes as quickly if not quicker than it took to arrive in the first place.\n\nThere is an eerie feeling when you go out for your daily allowed exercise; i.e. there are very few cars and people about and everywhere is closed makes every day feel like a Christmas Day sort of feel, or that funny week inbetween Christmas and New Year where you're not certain of what day it is. "}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am not worried that I will get Coronavirus. This is because I am adhering to the government advice and staying in my home and having minimal exposure to the outside world. When I do go out I am on my own and make sure I stay at least 5 metres away from people where possible. I also feel that my health is strong enough that if I did get the virus I would survive it so I don\u2019t feel worried. I am, however, angry about the people who are not paying attention to the guidelines surrounding social distancing and being in a state of lockdown. They should be made to feel guilty and embarrassed for putting other people\u2019s lives at risk."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Very angry that it has taken a lot of lives, more so as people are not taking the social distancing serious which is probably leading to more deaths...... sad that I\u2019m away from my family but my mum is a nurse so it is necessary as she is working with vulnerable people. It\u2019s taking its toll however I\u2019m thankful that I\u2019m not infected with the disease.\n\nMoving forward it will be nice when this is all over and normal life can resume. I have some anxiety about some facts in the news stating this might go in till October rather than June but I\u2019m trying to stay positive "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I think it\u2019s an absolute joke! We just need to get on with this now and learn to live with it. I am being penalised because I\u2019m young and am not having the jab and I work in a primary school with 4 year olds. We can not social distance. Yet I know someone younger than me who works in an SEN school who social distances more than me who can have it. I also know people who work in social care but are working from home who have had it. How is that fair? I won\u2019t be able to go on holiday because I haven\u2019t had the jab and places will only let you go if you\u2019ve had both. More people die each year of the normal flu and of other illnesses. Why has this much destruction happened for something this minute?"}, {"index": 8, "context": "I'm worried about elderly parents. I'm worried about my kids education. I feel exhausted and overwhelmed. I worry about my kids getting infected. I starting to worry less about food and provisions tho we still have no toilet paper. I feel disappointed for my kids and for myself on fun things we can't do. I feel like im doing my bit but Im so upset about not seeing my mum and mother in law who are on their own every day feels the same and Im starting to get bored too.\nThe kids are acting up and fighting. I feel like my husband doesnt have to deal with this as much. Im trying to work too. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "At this moment my main anxiety or worry over the coronavirus is about the economy. I am concerned whether the country can return to a `normal' state and how long this will take. I am concerned about my own income in the longer term as I work in the social care sector which is very stretched financially having to find extra resources to cover the staff sickness. I am also concerned about the health of my loved ones though several of my older more vulnerable relatives including my father passed away last year."}, {"index": 10, "context": "The situation seems to be improving but the government handling of the situation is not inspiring confidence. Lifting the lockdown seems to be a matter of \"\"how soon can business start making money?\"\" rather than \"\"when is the safest time to lift lockdown? \"\" We have seen two relaxations of restrictions followed by increasing infections and deaths. On both occasions, decisions were driven by commercial considerations rather than scientific or medical considerations. The government always claim to follow the science whilst actually giving priority to economic factors."}, {"index": 11, "context": "In light of information I have come across, I feel that the media and politicians have together overplayed the threat and have set the country on a disastrous path which is going to need years of recovery to improve the state of the economy and people's welfare. The flu death figures by march 2018 stood at 10,000, over 55,000 people eventually died by the end of that winter. No measures were put in place then that were extreme enough to have long term repercussions on the economy and people's lives. The measures should not have been to improve a lockdown but to recommend those in the at risk age groups to stay home for an period of time.You cannot just shut down the country the way we have done. The whole situation has been handled very poorly. "}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel hopeful for light at the end of this long tunnel bug also anxious about 'vaccination passports' and what not having the vaccination means for the future. I'm worried I will be forced to have something. I actually don't know how I stand on the vaccine yet but being forced to have it worries me and makes me want it less. At the same time, I'm fed up of our situation, going in and out of lockdown, not being able to see family and being stuck in a very lonely situation. I'm also a big frustrated at our government. I know they are doing their best but more and more infotmation keeps coming out. About giving 'friends' contracts, failed contracts and now they can't give our NHS staff the oayrise they deserve?! The one they deserved before even all their started?! It's absolutely ridiculous and makes me so angry."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am angry because the United Kingdom government has not closed non-essential construction sites. My neighbour is having a house renovation and have not been asked to stop construction despite the noise on my mental health and the increased risk of Coronavirus through its spread from builder to builder. The government needs to close down non essential construction sites otherwise there will be more deaths and unnecessary lives will be loss. I am also scared for the mental and physical health of my already ill and disabled family due to the Coronavirus situation."}, {"index": 14, "context": "My main feeling is one of intense frustration, verging on anger at how the slow and inadequate response to covid from the government seems to be getting overlooked as the vaccination of the populace gathers pace.\n\nPersonally I am also sad and frustrated that my life has been on hold and my opportunities have been brought to a shudering halt. I also have not seen some of friends for nearly a year now and my nerarest relatives have been phone or text only for nearly three months and before that for many months too."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am feeling very angry at people who are ignoring the conditions set by the government for the lockdown and are still going outside for non necessary travel. I\u2019m fearful for the high risk people in my family and what could happen to them if they got the disease. I\u2019m also scared for the people who can\u2019t work from home and will be struggling for money, also scared for people who are living pay check to pay check. I\u2019m a student in my first year of college so I\u2019m annoyed I have to teach myself content I don\u2019t even understand. The only good thing I think has come out of it is how it has united communities together and how people have shown their support for. The worker in the NHS has been very moving. "}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am angry that we are being forced inside and patronised by the government. I fully understand that there is a reason to stay indoors, but the whole country are being treated like naughty school children when they have the right to go outside if they are selfish enough to do so. Leaving the house is a basic human right and it is infuriating that it has to be taken away from us. \n\nI am also anxious about the health and wellbeing of my grandparents. Despite my feelings above, I am extremely concerned that they will be caught up in it and I don't want that to happen. I have no concerns for myself.\n\n"}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel that the UK government have been completely ineffectual at tackling the COVID-19 situation. I feel that Tory ministers and officials have acted in their own economic interests rather than in the interests of public health, and I feel that science has been supressed in this process. I feel that COVID-19 has exacerbated existing social inequalities in the UK, and that the wilful spread of the disease through the population from early 2020 to now is nothing less than social murder. I feel that moving into autumn 2021, the country will find itself back in a similar COVID-19 situation as in the previous year because of government corruption and incompetence."}, {"index": 18, "context": "Coronavirus its a threat that doesn't discriminate, affecting even the least vulnerable, but mostly the most vulnerable. It has divided families physically and emotionally - some more than others. It has ruined plans, jobs have been lost, which could have been prevented with harder border control and testing. Thorough travel history should have been taken with multiple testing on individuals who have travelled from high-risk areas. Now, the public has not taken the advice of complete social distancing which still puts pressure on the NHS. A complete lockdown should take place immediately, with reasons to leave property such as shopping only."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I\u2019m angry that people still aren\u2019t taking things seriously. I worry that the new mutations will be resistant to the vaccine and we\u2019ll have to start developing another and we\u2019ll be no better than this time last year. I feel that our education system has failed us when people give more weight to Facebook opinions than to science, purely because science is too hard to understand so it must be fake. And it seems like the government puts more value in whether they\u2019re liked than they do in making competent and consistent decisions."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel angry that despite all vulnerable people being vaccinated we are still in lockdown. We were told vaccination was the way out. Why are we still living like this for an illness that targets the elderly and sacrificing young people. Why are the schools still shut. Why are teachers allowed not to work but supermarket workers who are more at risk have not been vaccinated and have worked throughout the pandemic. This disease has a less than one per cent mortality but the lives of young people have been sacrificed for the sick and elderly who can shield"}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am currently sat at home listening to the daily Government briefing being broadcast by the BBC and am appalled by the incompetence of the incumbent government - it has consistently worried me how vague their messaging was until lockdown was introduced and even then they continued to be vague. Testing is, as seen in other countries with lower mortality rates, the key to controlling the situation. We are well behind other nations like Germany and South Korea and this concerns me greatly, as well as the fact that many of my loved ones and those of my friends are vulnerable"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I feel very angry that people are not compiling to the whole \u2018lockdown\u2019 situation - that also includes businesses that are not ready to pay their employers who have to work in the frontline (postmen/women, shop workers, nurses, caters, delivery workers etc). \nI\u2019m fearful that my family may get it if they\u2019re not careful because they HAVE to go into work. \nIt\u2019s not really social distancing and helping stop the virus if people are still going out to do their daily shopping or meeting in parks! \nI\u2019m anxious, very anxious that everything is out of my hands and I cannot do anything to help. I don\u2019t have medical skills to help with the NHS and even if I did, would I put myself and my family at risk because the government are not ready to provide the right PPE.\nI hate that the government have left this situation for too long that now it\u2019s spiralling out of control. \n "}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am angry that people have not taken the pandemic seriously enough and fell that it can\u2019t happen to them which has resulted in the situation we are still in\nPeople need to be mindful that this will be with us for a long time\nI am annoyed that there are so many people who still don\u2019t believe that it is real and that it is a hoax! Until these people are proved wrong and accept that it is real there will always be issues\nThere is also a need to get the economy back but it needs to be done in a safe and knowledgable way and not just release everyone"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel annoyed that people still aren't taking it seriously and are breaking lockdown rules. I am disappointed in friends who aren't taking it seriously enough and don't seem to get why they ought to follow the rules - it makes me reconsider if they are good people to be friends with. I also feel a little hopeful knowing more and more people are getting vaccinated and that maybe there's an end in sight even though it feels still far away. I do feel fearful about the fact I've not been contacted yet for vaccination despite being vulnerable and worried I'll get missed off the list."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I\u2019m angry at the people who are making light of the situation and putting others at risk through their selfishness. They seem to think they know better than the experts and their refusal to listen to reason is both frustrating and infuriating\n\nThe situation hasn\u2019t affected me personally on a day to day level as I don\u2019t socialise much anyway but I do worry that through de oak of what\u2019s happening, people will cause the situation to last longer than it needs to \n\nI miss the peace and calm of the first lockdown"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I'm mostly angry as it seems that people and sometimes governements still haven't understood the situation fully. I feel frustrated as I'm complying with all guidance and far from my family, while other people just don't bother. I'm also hopeful vaccines will help, but worried people who may need them may still have to wait for a long time. I don't know when this will end and I'm anxious about this.\nLuckily I found some balance in my life but I'd be so happy to be back to the office after one year."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am annoyed because the uk government did not respond quickly enough despite having so much information at their disposal regarding the outbreak in other countries and chose to ignore scientific advice. We have all had to suffer and lose out on so much of our lives as a result. \n\nI'm sad about the deaths that could have been avoided and I'm angry that we have the highest death rate per capita in the world, again because of our government. \n\nI dont know how long 500 characters is so i'll just add this down here"}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel depressed and frustrated a lot. I am unhappy with the situation. I am not able to go out and its making me feel frustrated. The government has completely mishandled the situation. This angers me as I feel we could have completely avoided the lock down we are in. I am fearful for the health of myself and my family. I am also angry at people not taking the situation seriously enough and going out the house excessively or for longer periods of exercise than absolutely necessary. They will spread the disease more. "}, {"index": 29, "context": "At the moment I am still quite worried about the coronavirus. The government is only now taking measures that should have been done from the very start when the first cases arose in the UK. On top of this, I am developing worries around the reopening of certain sectors of the country. I understand that the hospitality sector has been hit extremely hard over the past year and needs to reopen before a lot of places reach the point of no return. However, my worry comes from the fact that a lot of people are so excited about being able to go on nights out and doing all of these things as groups again that all of them seem to have forgotten the reason that things were closed in the first place. If everyone throws caution to the wind when everything reopens then there is every chance that new variants will arise that wont be as easily dealt with as the previous variations."}, {"index": 30, "context": "Currently, I feel frustrated and angry. It has been a long time now where we have all been under tight restrictions. I feel stuck. This being said, I am also optimistic. I look forward to restrictions easing, and this is something that I am excited about. I also feel worried. I am worried that our future is uncertain, and cannot see much into the future and what life will look like. I am optimistic, but realistic. I do not want to get my hopes up to be let down. \n\nAt this exact moment, I feel happy and a little anxious. I regularly read the news with regards to coronavirus and can see a positive change. I am hopeful for the future."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel like the government has done a very bad job managing the epidemic, it feels like the average person really doesn't matter, I am unemployed and so running out of money to live on, but at the same time I don't see why I should look for work and then risk dying from Covid, however at the same time there's no support for people in my exact situation... so I have a choice, starve, or take a public facing job and risk catching Covid... I've worked in enough businesses to also know that they don't want to spend money on adequate protection for staff..."}, {"index": 32, "context": "I feel angry that we are still in a desperately sad situation over a year later after the initial outbreak. Certain decisions that needed to be made quickly where not, such as quarantining visitors to the UK. This annoys me greatly as we wouldn't have to be living with such extreme restrictions at this moment in time. I also think we need to come down harder on those who are breaking the rules and not wearing masks without good reasons. Unless the person has a valid medical reason not wearing a mask should have a bigger fine that what it does now. I am also upset about my future as frankly I don't know how I am supposed to progress in my career and life when it is constantly being put on hold."}, {"index": 33, "context": "Angry, frustrated and exhausted. The fact that it\u2019s a year later and we\u2019re STILL in the same situation is appalling. 120k lives have been needlessly lost and the economy in ruins thanks to the utter incompetence of the UK Government and they should all be forced to resign. \n\nI\u2019m also feeling lonely because I haven\u2019t seen my friends and family in such a long time. \n\nPerhaps slightly hopeful because the vaccine rollout is happening, but not at all confident that the day of the 21st June being \u2018over\u2019 will be adhered to"}], "length": 4996} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "At the every beginning of the crisis I had fears over whether or not the government was capable of handling the situation effectively, whether the people who were tasked with taking charge of the official response and protecting the population as much as possible would be up to the task. I liked to think that at the very least they would be able to make the most basic efforts of minimising transmission as much as possible\nAs I sit here almost a full year later having lived through the crisis as it unfolded, the overwhelming emotions I have right now are very much anger and disgust. I believe that the government had the information they needed about the potential issues that Covid could create, but at this point it's clear that they chose to ignore the people who were advising them and pursue a dangerous course of action that has resulted in one of the worst infection and death rates in the world. Inactivity at critical moments, conflicting information, late decisions and bad judgment all contributed to what has turned into what feels like a complete failure of governance.\nNot only that, but they have actively used the crisis as a means to award lucrative Covid-related contracts to personal friends and associates, often without any service or materials coming back in exchange.\nNow my greatest fear is that the amount of time between the first and second stages of the vaccinations - more time than recommended by the vaccine makers and industry experts - could potentially create the perfect environment for a resistant strain to develop, alongside the mutations we're seeing appear.\nAs a person who contracted a moderate Covid infection over Christmas I can confirm that this feels different to anything I have ever experienced before, and almost three months later I still have minor issues occasionally as a result. I believe that this could all have been avoided to a large extent, but for the decisions and actions of the very people who we trusted to make competent and wise choices on our behalf."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am appalled and angry at life after coronavirus. I am trying to stay positive but it is really hard to do so. Life has become worse both financially and mentally for me, and I am unable to achieve my goals as quick as I would like to. I cannot travel as much or see my friends as much I would like to and this has taken a toll on my mental health too. I would like my government to handle the corona situation better than they have before and to stop acting so foolishly and breaking the lockdown rules themselves."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am frustrated with the restrictions, concerned about older relatives and also friends who are working in the NHS. \nI contend that the Government has endangered more UK lives with its haphazard approach in which herd immunity seemed to be the policy, where testing is minimal and health workers are not appropriately protected. So yes as a result of all of this, I do feel anger, mainly towards the government who now seems to be scapegoating elements of British society. Also, the Police with the new regulations or guidelines are sometimes overstepping in their interventions. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am not angry that Corina Virus exists, I am angry at the UK governments response. The lack of action and then cracking down too late is getting tiresome. They have no given clear guidelines or laws to police, therefore it is difficult to enforce anything. I also have no trust in them when they say that things will be 'normal' in June 2021 after the Christmas mayhem that they caused by shutting the country down after promising we could all go home. For me, this leads to feelings of anger and sadness whenever I see or hear the news, which is particularly distressing, as I am already prone to anxiety and depression."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Very annoyed and exasperated about the handling of this by the government. Sorry for the families that have lost people. Unbelievable how people still don't see the government made maybe mistakes. Thankful for scientists who have developed the vaccine. Hope that we all might get it, query that we aren't sharing with the world. If the world isn't vaccinated then we will get mutations and we will all be in danger. We have prioritized economics instead of human health. If we had prioritised human health we would have taken care of the economics and been in a much much better position now."}, {"index": 5, "context": "i'm very Angry at the moment as there are many people who are not taking the situation seriously and are still going out of the house for unnecessary reasons. i have been isolating for the past 2 weeks due to being high risk and the more people dont listen the longer i have to stay home and not see my family and friends. My parents and inlaws are missing my daughter and all her milestones and being pregnant right now is stressful as it is.\nmy mother is also high risk as she is 73 and has memory issues so has still been going out so it stresses me out having to worry about her also. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel slightly angered and annoyed because I want shops to open up so I can carry on with my life. I would like to actually attend uni and no be at home. My whole first year was done at home and the teaching was horrendous. There is no actual support and mental health is deteriorating. Covid had a large impact on me and my family with family deaths and right now I just want it all to end so I can get back to living like the student I want to be living like and actually go and make uni friends which is extremely difficult to be doing from home as of this moment."}, {"index": 7, "context": "At this moment I feel very angry about all the people that are still going out for reasons that are not necessary! I'm absolutely disgusted with how selfish people are being currently. We all need to stay in and play our part to get over this awful situation but people think they are above the rules and guidelines and this is really starting to piss me off! I fear that if people don't start behaving, then our right to go outside and exercise will be taken away and I know I will suffer mentally if this happens. "}, {"index": 8, "context": "Stressed and uninformed. Don't feel enough is being done by the government to help with the NHS crisis or the proper enforcement of social distancing.nhs staff should be tested immediately and given the right equipment to fight the Corona virus. There should be a full lockdown straight away to stop the spread.the equipment side of it is the fact that they aren't really getting enough or even any at all.how can you be expected to take urgent care of someone, and also be worried that you might catch it,or maybe even already have it."}, {"index": 9, "context": "My dad passed away from covid the other day and I currently have covid too. I feel anger, upset, frustration and anxiety. Covid has robbed me of a father, my mother of a husband, my partner from a future father in law and my family of a brother, uncle and brother in law. I feel anger that people are not taking it seriously and that some people feel that it does not exist. They should feel thankful that they have not been affected by this pandemic. I'm glad that there is now a vaccine. I have been able to have this due to work, therefore my symptoms are currently not too bad."}, {"index": 10, "context": "i feel angry at our government for making the situation worse than it should be. i am scared at my future, sad at my wasted year and worried that my future is messed up because of it. My late 20s have disappeared, all because our government don't listen to scientists. so many people needlessly died due to my corrupt government. I hoped it would even out inequality, yet its just made it worse. austerity will kill my country. i also worry all our human rights will continue to be taken away from us"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I was worried about the virus from the start, I always took it seriously, but after a year of being extremely\ncautious I got a covid diagnosis yesterday. I see people acting in silly and irresponsible ways, people not wearing masks, gathering in crowds etc. and even though I followed the rules I still caught the virus. I\u2019m afraid of passing it on to other household members. I\u2019m angry I caught it despite taking preventative measures. Now I just hope I will recover well and that my mild symptoms will not worsen any time soon."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Overall I do feel quite calm about the situation. Thankfully my family are safe and all self-isolating so I don't think there is any immediate danger of us getting the virus. However every time I watch the news and see on social media that there are still people not complying with the instructions from central government, I feel an overwhelming sense of anger towards this selfish behaviour. The longer people do not comply with the instructions, the longer this horrendous situation will continue. This behaviour not only indicates the level of ignorance, but also captures the sense of entitlement by these humans, to think their privileges override the basic health and safety of the general population."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I am angered about how the government is behaving under the banner of Covid.\n\nI fear how civilization will be in the future especially with how willing the public is to have its freedoms taken away. I fear a police state and less of a connection between people and instead more of a snitching community.\n\nI fear for those who have taken the vaccines and what negative effects it may have immediately or in the future given how quickly it was rushed out and how the companies that producers them ensured no negative effects would come back on them."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am frustrated that becouse of the virus I can't see my familly, and I can not enjoy travelling and see new places. I am also frustrated that I can't go on holiday abrod. I am frustrated becouse my mam was in hospital in my country and I couldn't go and visit her. I am frustrated that I can't even go anywhere i UK and enjoy new places. I am also frustrated that I can not spend time with my friends. The only thing we can do at the moment is going to work. That makes me angry and very tired. Not having a chance to enjoy my free time in a way I want is very frustraiting."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel that the gov under Johnson took the opportunity presented 2 do social Darwinism. its not a mystery. the nhs r being fantastic naturally, but it is a travesty that the evil Johnson is being kept alive by an NHS respirator. Johnson has no shame, & his cabinet of freaks cannot wait 2 kill anyone that needs anything. The impact 2 his enemies of killing them will have results they cannot anticipate, as people feel the rage, directing their anger @ Bojo the clown. I love the way that Social Services have got off my case."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel very anxious about what is going to happen in the future. I am also very scared just incase a family member gets covid-19 or if i get it myself. If the corona virus enters my household it will make me even more anxious than before. All of this creates fear and sadness amongst me and everyone else in my community. Despite all of this i still feel hope because our government is doing a very good job in prtecting us by implementing methods such as social distancing. To keep myslef happy and to keep myself in good spirits i have been watching lots of TV nd watching movies on netflix."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am disgusted at the way the pandemic has been handled by our government and PM. The blatant corruption and theft from the public purse while they should have been saving lives, is despicable. I am awaiting a public inquiry, where I hope those guilty will be held to account. Huge mistakes were also made, that have cost thousands of people their lives. These could have been avoided had we been prepared and not being led through it by someone as incompetent and corrupt as Boris Johnson. His complacency and concentration has killed people and I await the day it catches up with him."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel that the situation could of been handled much better and then it would of been solved much sooner and things could of got back to some what normal, it has caused too much disruption for things to just go back to normal without some issues.\nBeing stuck inside is very annoying, yet people still seem to think that it is fine to ignore the government rules and go out and socialise, but this is just causing more of it to spread.\nThere seems to be no one dealing with the problems and I have yet to see any police give out fines to people, it has made the whole situation very worrying for me."}, {"index": 19, "context": "very worried about how it will effect me or my family as the virus is so unpredictable. I have more bad days than good days filled with anxiety and fear. I watch the news daily and Google covid before bed every night. I cannot wait for this to be over and have some normality back. I feel upset and angry that my old life has been taken away from me. I feel sorry for my children who have been separated from their friends and family for so long. I cannot wait to have a social life and not live in fear. it has been a long 12 months."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am feeling confident about the coronavirus situation at the moment. This time last year caused a lot more anxiety as my wife was out of work but now she is working and we are able to get on with life as usual without the economic impact i am feeling quite good. I look at the covid numbers on an almost daily basis and i am finding it comforting seeing the numbers come down. I think like many people we have found lockdown extremely difficult and we are very ready for lockdown to be fully lifted and for life to go back to normal. we are desperate to get out of the house and go on holiday because being in one place for so long really takes its toll on people."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I'm angry at the UK government for how they've 'handled' the whole Corona situation. I do not believe the new 'roadmap' should have dates attached to it because nobody knows what is to come and it creates a false sense of safety and things will be 'normal' imminently. It makes me frustrated and sad there wasn't more of a global effort to combat this virus but the UK Tory government are severely responsible for the amount of Corona-linked deaths and I fear they will never be held properly accountable. I'd rather continue being cautious and support the rhetoric of \"\"these particular restrictions will ease once there are 'x' amount of cases\"\". Alas, that isn't the case, and I fear what's to come in the future."}, {"index": 22, "context": "I'm angery that our government didn't care enough to deal with the situation properly. This pandemic is scary and one hundrad thousand plus people died when it was proventable. Boris cared more about brexit and didn't even address the pandemic until brexit was over. He is selfish and should be put in prision. He doesn't learn and still isn't. People matter. I'm mad, lonely, frustrated, and just want to live. How dare he decide who should live and die! I'm talking about the dnr with people with learning disabilities. He killed them to save money!!"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am weary of it all now. I'm tired of the masks, not being able to see people's faces, and being unable to communicate with others/hear others properly because of them. I'm worried about my 22 year old son- he has hardly worked for the past year due to being furloughed and I fear he is becoming depressed. The whole thing has just gone on for too long now, we need to get back to normality but the goalposts keep moving. The uncertainty is dreadful. I don't want the vaccination for religious reasons and also because I don't see the need for it for a healthy person in my age group. I'm worried about the vaccine passport that it will stop me going about my everyday business."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel like i have been let down by the government, and that they have dealt with the situation badly. I feel annoyed by those who have continuously bent the rules for the own sakes, and have endangered other members of the public. I feel down because of the amount of time i have had to spend away from people, and the lack of social interaction i have had this year. I wish i had taken time to go out when i could and interact with the people that i could after the first major lockdown as i feel this would have been beneficial for me. The government has let everyone down by not taking action sooner, and by not looking at the data and realising that what they were doing wasn't working, or wasn't going to work.0"}, {"index": 25, "context": "I'm angry because people are stupid, the government's incompetant, and capitalism is the source of all our problems. The world's a shithole. The rest of us who are abiding by the rules are suffering because of the ignorance of others. My exams were cancelled so that's years of work down the drain for nothing, and quarantine is making me wish I was dead. This whole situation could have been avoided if we werent under Tory rule because they've royally screwed up our country. I'm angry and I probably won't stop being angry about it for months or years to come. "}], "length": 3878} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel frustrated by the way the Government are acting and have acted . I am worried about the kids returning to school too early and all together .I am annoyed that the kids have to test themselves . I hate the way the govenment brag about the vacination success but choose to ignore all the mistakes they keep on making. I can never see how life will return to normal. I worry about all the education the children have missed and ow the lockdown have effected them mentally. I fear that new varients will come and make lots of people ill again . I feel so sad that so many people have died and are still dying."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel angry and disgusted at inadequacies in how various governments in the world have reacted to the pandemic. I feel worried for friends who are at risk. I feel hopeful that the urgency will catalyze a growth in awareness of how fragile the capitalist system is among people of the world. I feel lucky and relatively safe in my position at the moment. I feel thankful for and inspired by the efforts of NHS workers, and the efforts of civilians who are supporting them by making face masks and other aid."}, {"index": 2, "context": "The government should apply stricter lockdown measures in the UK, but also people should adhere to these rules and stay inside. This is not happening unfortunately, due to which the number of confirmed coronavirus cases and deaths are increasing day by day. I am both shocked and angered by both peoples' and the government's behaviours towards this as the matter is not to be taken lightly. Other countries, which are not in the West, are perfectly adhering to their lockdown rules but the UK isn't. What type of 'Great Britain' do we live in? I can only hope that the situation gets better."}, {"index": 3, "context": "Expanding on the previous questions, I am angry that some people do not believe this pandemic is serious. At present, our PM (who in early March boasted of shaking hands with lots of people, presumably because he's 'ard) is now in hospital, potentially on a ventilator. Lots of people are going out in droves and not observing social distancing rules, because they're very non-chalant about it.\nMeanwhile, my partner is immuno-supressed and very worried about everything, my company is on the verge of failing, and it's impossible to do any shopping because everyone is panic-buying stuff that they're likely going to chuck away very soon anyway. On the plus side, I'm getting more time to exercise and more time to catch up on some xbox games I haven't played for years.\n"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I would like for normal life to resume as I miss having my freedom and the ability to go where I want to. I am not too worried about catching coronavirus as I was last year. Myself and many people I know are covid weary and want the lockdowns to stop. I am angry at how this pandemic has been dealt with such as being told not to wear masks and then it being made mandatory. I feel worried about my children and their education, as well as their futures and having to pay pay back the national debt this has caused. I am unsure about the vaccine at the moment and dislike feeling pressured to take it."}, {"index": 5, "context": "i am very sad for the people who have lost their lives, but i am so sick of it now, i just want to get back to normal and get back into a routine of going to work and having structure to my day, speaking to others popping in a shop without worry and not having to wear a mask, this last lockdown needs to be the end of lockdowns and we need to try and start living again. i want to see my family and spend time doing things that we like. hopefully now the vaccine is getting rolled out we may be able to start living normally."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am currently feeling very frustrated at how this situation has been handled and it feels like there is still no clear end in sight. Despite the vaccination roll out there are still huge sacrifices we have to make. I miss my freedom and being able to live my life the way I want to. \nI feel like the government has been so slow to respond to everything that it is now making the situation drag along even longer than necessary. I am frustrated at seeing how my friends in Europe seem to have more form of a life - even though they have curfews they can still see people in small groups and have some form of social life. I also feel like ordinary people are being blamed instead of being empathised with what is a very difficult situation.\nWhilst I understand the importance of following the guidelines it has now gotten to a stage where I am more concerned for my mental state that the virus."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel more anger than fear due to the fact that people aren't conforming to the rules and instead are not realising the seriousness of the issue at hand. However, it still remains a very scary time knowing that the situation is out of most people hands and the people who have power did not use it quick enough and have instead left the situation to escalate further and further leading to more deaths. Another fear of mine is how long it will take for life to return to normal after the pandemic as many people will continue to excercising social distancing after the lockdown rules have been eased, the uncertainity of the situtation makes it a lot more scary."}, {"index": 8, "context": "Its very stressful as i already had a germ phobia before covid so now i'm ten times worse with regards to catching covid so its quite a miserable life and then you see a lot of your neighbours flouting the rules it makes me very sad.tonight for instance 1 neighbour has gone out in a taxi with 2 others all dressed up like they are going to a party.my partner and i argue all the time as i nag him about germs and he has to get washed and changed as soon as he gets in from work as i feel he is contaminated"}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am optimistic about Corona virus and I am looking forward to receiving my vaccine. I believe that if everyone gets the vaccine we can fight this virus. Those people who refuse it are putting others at risk. I feel it is are duty to protect one another. I am not scared of the virus and I feel everything will work out right. I have happy that in the knowledge if I did catch It I would be well looked after within our health service. I do feel sad for all those that have suffered and those that have lost someone because of the virus."}, {"index": 10, "context": "i feel like this country cannot keep people locked down until june when the nhs isnt under as much pressure. it is ruining the economy and people health is at more risk of other problems rather than covid. i feel the unvaccinated people shouldnt also be penalised for the decision they make to not get the vaccine. i think its wrong to be kept locked down now when cases are so low. people need to learn to live with the virus, we wont eradicate it and we cant stay inside waiting for an impossible scenario"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel irritated that we are even at this point when we knew that it would spread from wuhan because people lack common sense and continued travelling back and forth even after they were advised not to. I'm angry that people still aren't listening even though the rules have been made perfectly clear. I am especially mad at my government for not enforcing more of a lockdown. As someone with depression and anxiety I often have quite a low opinion of other people for their lack of care about others, but it has become worse now that I have been forced to see just how selfish other people really are."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel tired, tired of life, tired of wondering if I will die, angry at the Chinese for this, angry that they only admitted a problem because they had too, angry that they eat rubbish because their government doesn't care, angry that once this is over they will still do the same, angry that life will never ever be the same. Angry that I'm off work, no money, no idea if I'll have a job at the end of all this, angry at idiots who try to exploit the system, people who selfishly hog all the food. Why has my life expectancy be shortened massively over China, why as an island are we not safe, why do we let these people in to ruin our very existence."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I just want this to over now so I can live a normal life with my family. I wish I can go out for a day out or a little break away from all this without masks etc. I am angry at government for not being clear about all that\u2019s been happening since last year. Basically I am fed up. My daughter a teenager is suffering from depression due to this. Can\u2019t see a doctor. I want to go and see my parents who I haven\u2019t seen them from last 4 years and I want to go and meet my siblings family and nephew nieces but because of lockdown I can\u2019t go anywhere."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I'm fairly relaxed personally, as I'm fairly sure that my family and I have already had covid-19. I am, however, angry and disgusted with the government handling of the situation. I believe that political dogma, incompetence and ineptitude has lead to many unnecessary deaths. The government has repeatedly dissembled and blatantly lied about its handling of the situation. If we cannot trust the government under these circumstances, we are approaching a state of fascism. Furthermore, individual members of the government repeatedly flout their own rules designed to limit the spread of covid-19. Our Prime Minister boasted of visiting a hospital where there were covid-19 patients and shaking hands with 'everybody'. This was an act of criminal irresponsibility. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel fed up and also failed by the government. Thinking of how borris has dealt with it makes me angry. I also get annoyed when seeing people breaking the rules but also understand people are getting bored of being in lockdown without any benefits being seen. I think we should have done a short, strict lockdown this time last year rather than how it\u2019s been dealt with. Although we have a roadmap out of lockdown I\u2019m not getting my hopes up any time soon. I constantly compare us to New Zealand and how they have dealt with the pandemic and we should be embarrassed. I will continue to stick to the rules despite seeing others breaking the rules for my own conscious and also so I can be one contributing the lower infection rates in the country."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am really fed up with how the government have handled the pandemic compared to other countries I'm really concerned that even in June when everything is due to reopen there will be another spike and we will go back into lockdown. Also due to the fact we are still letting people into the country there will also be variants that the vaccine cannot overcome. I really can't see an end to it, my mum is poorly and can't get the treatment she requires, and to top it all the government insult the NHS by offering a 1% rise which is absolutely disgusting"}, {"index": 17, "context": "The appalling nature of this gov has become clear, under Johnson & ten years of Tory rule, UK is butchered, & we have not yet seen a terrible conclusion yet. The money handed over to Tories is disgusting, & yet Starmer's Labour seems unable to land a punch. But hey, there are still worse people in Brazil & South Dakota. The biggest danger is the rapidity of the mutations. There is a long list which can be written of the inadequacies of the Tory approach to Covid, which is franly sociopathic. I don't think decent people understand the sociopathic mind, but what has happened is totally understaandable if we eliminate all the possibilities & look at the possibilities remaining."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel that I am happy to stay at home on my even as a senior citizen. I feel sad for the people that have lost loved ones. I feel anger that this dam virus is so rampant and to find a cure or a stability goal seems a million miles away. The financial state of all countries will be disastrous and I feel it will never level in my life time.\n\nSome of the human beings are so ignorant not taking any notice of the warnings and taking this whole thing seriously. Why do they not realise to spread this virus is so easy. It is like a cancer to the whole world."}, {"index": 19, "context": "The COVID situation in this country has been mis-managed by the government, creating an economic crisis, unnecessary deaths, and more inequality. Yet many votes forget the 120,000 needless deaths from an incompetent government and still support them due to the vaccine rollout - which is not a guarantee to avoid COVID!! Life has been calmer as towns and places of work are quieter, making them easier to navigate and more pleasant to be in, but this of course does not outweigh the downsides. My ability to adapt and cope with this pandemic is not as important as the fear that many feel, the mental health crisis caused, and the economic ruin."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am angry that it has been allowed to go on for so long. I am angry I have wasted a year of my life through governement and SAGE incompetence. I am angry that although there are thousands of respected scientists who have said we could have done everything differently they were never nced listened to because for the government to admit that would mean losing face. I forgive the reaction a year ago but within weeks most sensible people could see whilst this was a pandemic, it wasnt on the scale that it was reacted to. i saw with great sadness today on the news schoolchildren being taught how to take Corona tests and I was sickened to my stomach at the sight of this. There has been so much unecessary expense, effort not to mention the extra deaths that are coming down the line due to missed diagnosis and treaments, nto to mention the poverty when furlough ends and a million people are laid off, if not more. This must never be allowed ot happen again and there needs to be impartial enquiries with each death investigated as to whether c19 was their cause of death as we all know the vast majority died of other things. And when this data comes out and the mistake is revealed, no less than jail time should be meted out to Johnson Hancock, Whittey and all the others. i have already decided that unless there is a massive shake up I will never vote again. My faith in this government and this country as a whole (due to the stasi like orders to snitch and the bickering over distancing and masks etc) has never been at a lower point."}, {"index": 21, "context": "The Coronavirus situation is quite serious, and I am disgusted with the government response. Boris Johnson has failed to act in good time, they have not been aware of its scale even though scientists have sounded the alarm for months. His chief scientific advisers have catastrophically mishandled this and will result in many thousands, if not tens or hundreds of thousands of deaths.\n\nFrom testing not being readily available, and a lack of PPE for NHS frontline staff, to the government stance of herd immunity akin to genocide, someone must be held responsible from the UK government. Anger overpowers and other feeling that I have with the Corona situation."}, {"index": 22, "context": "Confused and conflicted. Overwhelmed and past caring. Anxious and resigned. Deeply angry and disgusted by the government's behaviour, greed and corruption. Full of compassion for anyone who has to cope with the consequenses of Covid. Fatalistic.\nI had my first jab yesterday. In the evening I had side-effects of very strong shivers and aches. A fitful night. Today I feel fragile. Someone told me the after-effects are worse with the second jab. \nThe same person said they would have the vaccination; they distrust the information given and are wary of the lack of time over testing. They are sceptical of the Covid deaths numbers. This person owns a care home. \nThe vaccination centre was so well organised and everyone was kind and helpful, I was impressed. Now, I find myself wondering if it's all a stage set. \nThroughout the pandemic, my motivation has been to stay out of hospital; to not add to the workload; to help the NHS and to look after myself. I didn't clap for carers - I think they should all be paid properly. The 1% payrise announced today is so depressing, mean, corrupt, greedy. I can't help but loathe this government and all the people in power who are self-serving. I am angry."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am cautiously optimistic that the vaccine will actually work and that we will be back to some form of normal by the middle of the year. i am trying not to get too excited about it and be realistic. \n\ni am conernced of not learning from mistakes last year and re opening too quickly, but now that the vaccines are going v quickly hopefully this mitigates that risk.\n\ni will feel a lot happier when everyone i know has had the vaccine, myself included. \n\ni am not sure if i would vaccinate my child however."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am feeling tired and angry because being at home for this long and isolating myself in my current household stresses me out too much. Also, I feel as if I need to do something so I get anxious. I feel this lockdown will help in reducing numbers however this lockdown is putting strain on households and relationships within the household. I am not scared of the virus or it does not make me feel anxious. It's just the knock on effect it has had on all the things we take for granted (and I totally understand that)."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am, primarily, angry that the economy is being put ahead of society,at this moment and that years and years of doing so has also left the NHS short of resources to cope.\n\nI am afraid, and worried, that the decisions made at the top will sacrifice lives to protect \"\"the city\"\".\n\nOn a more personal level, at the moment I am relaxed and content as I am making good use of the additional time I have and am getting to spend more time with my family. There is the underlying fear that any of us could yet get very ill/die."}, {"index": 26, "context": "I am angry due to the fact that people are unaware of the fact that Corona virus is a common flu virus and anybody who has got flu in the past will still have it in their body. There is no test out as yet for covid19 (if there is any virus like that at all). The figure of people infected is just magnified artificially as \"\"tested positive\"\". The cause of death despite of being from other health factors/condition is classified as covid death. This pandemic is a global cover up for something more sinister."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I am very angry as people do not follow the rules and are completely ignorant and ignoring the social distancing and not wearing masks and still socialising with many people. If this continues then the situation will not go away or will take a very long time to go away and get back to normal life. I have not seen my family for over a year now and it is because of these people who are selfish. Also I am angry with the non believers who think the virus does not exist and it is a Government conspiracy."}, {"index": 28, "context": "It's been a disappointing time and feel we have lost a year of living. It will still take at least another year before hopefully, we get back to some sort of normal life. I feel angry about the way I have been treated by my government over this period. I pay the same taxes as everyone else but they have chosen not to support me and people like me in the same way as other citizens. But I can be thankful that my family and friends have stayed safe over this period. The sooner the world can get the Coronavirus the better it will be for everyone."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I am shocked more than anything that a % of society are showing arrogance in helping to eradicate the virus by doing as they please. I feel personally calm as I am abiding by all guidelines; however my frustration comes into play due to the fact that I am a self-employed individual who has now lost all income. Seeing people not listening to government advice is not helping the country get back to a reasonable state of normality. We need businesses to trade and the economy to start moving again. It's a worrying time for all businesses regardless of size. "}, {"index": 30, "context": "I feel frustrated that people are still flouting the rules. My workload is ever increasing and I am tired all the time. I am angry that people still believe it is a hoax. I\u2019m glad people are taking the opportunity to have the vaccine and that the overall numbers are decreasing. I feel like we have a long way to go though before anything truly starts to feel almost normal again. I am excited to see my family again as it has made me feel quite lonely. I have found my anxiety has been better recently but it still become bad at moments."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I currently feel quite disappointed, particularly towards how the government have handled the situation. It's so frustrating seeing other countries handle this better, but also annoying to see people continue to break lockdown restrictions, as we're all longing to go out and see our friends! Its overall a difficult time, but I'm hopeful we can return to normal soon. Although it seems a long way away, with the lockdown roadmap in sight, hopefully the government has finally got it right, especially due to the success of the vaccine in the UK."}, {"index": 32, "context": "Situation has more hope than for a while but it's difficult to trust the govt to make the correct, science-based decisions.\n\nIt feels like govt are more focussed on using this situation to extract money from the taxpayers for their own benefit. It's all pretty corrupt.\n\nWe've both had vaccinations, we had mild reactions - tenderness, slight flu-ey feelings, but nothing major.\n\nfive hundreded characters? Really, five hunderededed? I say again, five hundredededdededdd? Fiiiiiiiiveeee hundredededededededed????"}], "length": 5016} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I feel very angry that some people are not following the rules, they are visiting neighbours etc and bragging about it on facebook and I am disgusted by their selfishness. I am missing people during the lockdown and am being sensible and responsible by staying inside and not seeing anyone, but others who are not being sensible are making it last longer and making it worse for everyone and I think they are incredibly selfish and it makes me very angry. I feel sad that I cannot see people and very anxious and depressed. "}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am frustrated at the restrictions of lockdown and that this is now the third time we have had lockdown. Annoyed that I have had 3 holidays cancelled and my next two are uncertain as the flights may be cancelled. Im worried about family members espeically those that are older in age. I feel apprensive about the vaccine and unsure if I will take it when the time comes and have been spending time and effort researching to make an informed decision. Both of my Children's education has been negatively affected, my 7 year old has missed almost a year of school only attending the odd few days when I have been working (in a school) and my eldest daughter has missed lots of her first year of college resulting in her feeling somewhat negative and despondent about her course."}, {"index": 2, "context": "It's frustrating to say the least. Pissed off would be a good way of describing my mood towards this whole situation, especially given how we're all stuck indoors. I'm hopeful that the situation will be resolved but man, I can't help but feel selfish and bitter towards this whole thing. Sure, I understand we're isolating for our fellow people, but after a point, enough is enough right?\n\nHow many liberties are going to be taken away after this? How long will this drag on for? How are my job prospects after this? Why isn't there a better solution? Why is the NHS so fragile and underfunded? So many questions."}, {"index": 3, "context": "Covid-19 is a hoax just like HIV/AIDS is a hoax read Jon Rappoport nomorefakenews.com and AIDS INC. \nSars-Cov-2 has never been isolated this is about population control read UN Agenda 21 and Agenda 2030.\nCovid-19 vaccines are an experiment.\nIn the UK our government is keeping the population in fear. The government will be put before Nuremberg type trials at some point in the future.\nWhy governments listening to Bill Gates, George Soros and their cronies?\nMy GP lied to me saying that virologists had isolated the virus - that's what virologists do! - he then gave me a ridiculous argument about our grannies each being worth \u00a350M of other peoples money."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am fearful, working in education without being prioritised for a vaccine. \n\nI am angry that I had my first baby in April 2020 and my experience as a first time mum has been hugely impacted by COVID 19. I had to labour on my own in hospital, I had to stay for three nights without my partner being allowed to visit. Our after care has been impacted by the lack of services available. I have not seen my family due to restrictions as much as I would like. I last saw them in October, they have missed out on my daughter and I have missed out on support. Current restrictions in place mean I can\u2019t even have any celebrations for her first birthday with my family. I appreciate thousands have died, however this is how covid has impacted my life personally. \n\nI am so angry about this, and have now returned to work. My maternity leave is over and I have to leave my daughter in nursery care. I can\u2019t kiss her when I drop her off as I have to wear a mask. She cannot see the smiles of her nursery workers as they are in full PPE. I cannot step foot inside the nursery to see where my daughter spends her days. \n\nShe is an IVF baby and so longed for. This experience is not what I wanted for her or for my family. We deserve more."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I believe the death toll from Covid-19 in the UK reached 120,000 today, or 140,000 depending on how these things are measured. Our economy is f***ed, totally, by a government that has flung unimaginable amouts of money at every management consultant in the country, and a few in the USA, that between them haven't actually managed to come up with anything that has performed better than any other country, other than the roll out of the vaccine programme - and that was the NHS's responsibility, not management consultants. I'm beyond enraged by the sheer scale of the incompetence and I will NEVER be reconciled to our failure. How anyone can think Johnon's performance is acceptable is beyond understanding."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I think lockdown should of been earlier.I also feel very angry because you still see people doing there own thing walking together in large groups, going to the corner shop about 4 times a day, it\u2019s like people haven\u2019t got common sense. I think it should be more strict about the lockdown. We should of took more precautions from the start. Greedy people at the supermarkets going crazy and not thinking about others. Starting arguments with the staff Who are putting themselves at risk so everyone can eat."}, {"index": 7, "context": "Significant Anger and disappointment that we are in this situation which could have been significantly reduced had the governemnt acted much earlier to isolate those coming into the country from know infected areas. Dire and extremely slow response to prevent hoarding of food. Dire response to protect the vulnerable from job loss and apply for benefits. Worried for the extremely vulnerable relatives I have who haven\u2019t and won\u2019t leave their houses for 12 weeks. Anger tHat the lock down has also been poorly managed persecuting the responsible residents "}, {"index": 8, "context": "I have no real concerns about catching Corona - I am, however, in need of some different space in which to live and work and am feeling ground down by the lockdown. Recognising that I am lucky to be working and have somewhere to live, but both my wife and I have become a little short-tempered recently and I think it is due to living and working at home in stressful jobs without any route for socialisation or catharsis. Zoom fatigue is also a prominent aspect of my life!\n\nI am trepidatious because people seem to want to \"\"go back to how it was\"\" but this was not without its problems and however trying the last year has been, there are positive lessons to learn about work, connectivity and community, and I hope these are taken forward.\n\nI have a small level of anxiety about the Corona vaccination because I am extremely scared of needles, but I will not hesitate to get the jab when the opportunity arises."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel uncertain and not in control of things and am left wondering when ur will finally end but information is conflicting and the government have no stabilising influence at this time. It makes me feel angry at how it\u2019s being handled. Anxious for the future and the impact it will have on my business. Sad that I can not see my mum who is in the extremely vulnerable catagory and isolating in cornwall miles away. I feel I have little control at times and find this situation frustrating and it leaves me feeling restless. I\u2019m not sleeping as well and restless and finding it harder to relax than I used to. "}, {"index": 10, "context": "the government should have taken proactive action way earlier. \nthey should have looked at Italy and other nearby European countries as model examples of how bad it can get given the similarities in the culture, political views etc.\nthe government should have taken proactive action way earlier. \nthey should have looked at Italy and other nearby European countries as model examples of how bad it can get given the similarities in the culture, political views etc.the government should have taken proactive action way earlier. \nthey should have looked at Italy and other nearby European countries as model examples of how bad it can get given the similarities in the culture, political views etc."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I have good feelings of my local area and country as a whole, due to the high take up of the vaccine.\n\nI am however dismayed by mixed messages given by government rules, such as not allowing travel .locally, but allowing flights to different countries.\n\nOn the whole, I have glimmer of hope and start seeing light at the end of the tunnel, as far as lock-down goes.\n\nI have personal hopes increased especially, as I have recently received my vaccination, and was happy to see a high turnout for the vaccination when I went to receive mine."}, {"index": 12, "context": "Whilst it is certainly getting better, the constant fearmongering of the media and constant reversals through the government instills fear of not only a continuance of the virus/lockdown but more dangerous strains.\n\nIt is gotten to the point where a significant amount of time has been lost, which has destroyed some of the most important years of life because of lockdown and being unable to do anything - whilst it is certain this is for the best it can get overwhelming/overbearing.\n\nAll motivation has been replaced by tiredness and that has propelled to new heights because of the constant repetitiveness of daily life at home without much social interaction."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel like several countries are not taking the whole situation as seriously as they should. Governments are trying too hard to save money but do so by putting everyone's lives at risk. For example, Sweden does not appear to take the situation seriously enough, allowing people to move freely from Sweden to bordering countries. This will put both Swedish citizens in risk, killing many, as well as spreading the virus to neighbouring countries who may already have put more stringent rules in place. People will die because of cowardly behaviour from the government and it makes me very angry thinking about it."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I feel angry at the government spunking billions on their tory mates for things like track and trace which still doesn't work properly. The vaccination programme is going well and run by the NHS, so it just pisses me off that they outsource things to mates and it turns out to be shit. This government has basically stolen our money and given it to their mates.\nI feel like restrictions need to be lifted ASAP as venerable are now vaccinated. CV19 is basically the new common cold, so lets get on with life now."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I'm angry that people aren't taking the current situation seriously, it's causing death and idiots to panic buy which is leaving others without. I have lost my job which is frustrating as I now have no income because of big companies not caring for us people who make them money. I wish I could go about day to day life but to protect others I will abide by the rules. I wish I could see my family but I must protect them as they are in the at risk group, I can't see my sibling which is upsetting too.\nI want to see my friends but I can't use public transport to see them either so a video call to everyone must suffice for now"}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am annoyed at how the government has handled the situation. I am annoyed that they blame the public for not following guidelines despite it being the government's fault that the guidelines keep changing. Sending children back to school before September is too soon; they should have let them stay home until then so the effects of the vaccination can regulate into the population. Hundreds of thousands of people have died at the hands of the government, and I don't understand how the government came to make these decisions only to back track them weeks later because of repercussions. I also do not think it's fair that the NHS staff are only getting a pay rise of 1%, it is absolutely ridiculous, especially after the past year."}, {"index": 17, "context": "at this moment i am angry at the damage these lockdowns have had to my kids - their wellbeing, their education, their future. We are being subjected to lockdowns to protect the vulnerable - who are now vaccinated and yet we are being told - at least in Scotland that we are not behaving enough to be allowed to eat out or go to a shop until at least May - thats another 2 full months - which means our lives will have been on hold for 14 months by that point. I am angry at how the goalposts for exiting lockdown are being moved - our tier levels in scotland are being altered so that to move down a tier the infection rate per 100,000 has to be much lower than last years tiers. My LA was sitting at an IR last week that under last years tiers would have us in tier 1 but under her revised tiers keeps us in tier 3 which is almost still lockdown. We had 1 infection in our LA last saturday - 1 !!!!! we have been mostly in single figures for the past 2 weeks.\nI have felt recently that whats the point in being alive if i cant live my life and government are dictating to me who i can and cannot see , wher i can and cannot go.\nWe are heading for an overwhelming mental health crisis in this country and we are not equipped to deal with it. The pandemic itself no longer frightens me - our response to it is more frightening at this point"}, {"index": 18, "context": "The situation has been badly handled, poorly reported on by the media. It\u2019s tragic how many people have died and unfortunately used as a political football and fodder for poor journalists. Statistics have been misused and abused, and neither government nor opposition care about real people. The vaccination programme is positive and welcomed but too much attention given to those ill informed individuals who are ant-vaxers. The delay in controlling the borders inexcusable and the disregard for the health of non COVID patients unacceptable"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel optimistic about the Coronavirus situation at the moment. It feels like progress is being made each day and the end is getting closer. I feel like I have got used to the current situation and it has become my new normal. Compared to the start of the pandemic, I feel less worry about myself and the people I care about. I feel less anxious than I did before. I am excited for the future and how it will be different when the world opens up again. Now that the vaccine is being given out, I feel like the most vulnerable people in society are going to have some protection and hopefully this will see the pandemic slow down and the virus become less dangerous and less of a threat to people."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am awfully tired of this situation. This is not to forget about those who have lost their lives/have their lives interrupted by covid-19. But as an individual I am constantly tired of this state of nothingness. As a university student, this state is horrific as I don\u2019t feel like time is real when deadlines are still very much real and demanding. I miss everyday life and genuine social interaction. I feel like when every day life is \u201cback to normal\u201d I still wouldn\u2019t be comfortable with it as I am now not so accustomed with it. Now that we will be allowed to see one person from outside our own house, my friends have tried to make plans however I am mentally not ready for it even though I really want to be out and in their company."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I am disgusted with some of the actions of some countries such as Hungary granting Orban emergency powers to strip the rights of trans people, and disgusted with the inaction of countries such as the USA and our own. I am also angry with how underfunded and stretched our health service is due to past under-funding. However, I feel like I can see a light at the end of the tunnel as most people have taken the advice of medical professionals to isolate which is beginning to slow down the disease's effect. On a personal level, I have been feeling lonely in my self-isolation and am missing my friends and family."}, {"index": 22, "context": "EXTREMELY AGITATED. WORRIED TO POINT OF NOT SLEEPING PROPERLY. CANT GO OUT AS PEOPLE ARE MOANING ABOUT IT. FED UP TO THE BACK TEETH. CANNOT GO ON LIKE THIS FOR SURE. WHAT CAN YOU DO, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. REALLY ALL THESE THEORIES GOING THROUGH MY MIND, THIS VIRUS STARTED IN WUHAN LABS BY THE CHINESE, YEAH ITS VERY POSSIBLE DUE TO CURRENT RESTRAINT PUT ON CHINESE PEOPLE BY THEIR SO CALLED LEADERS. HAD TO TRY AND PUT A FACE ON IT, TO EASE CONSCIOUS SO CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT.....NOT.\nTO BE HONEST, THE WHOLE COUNTRY IS FED UP WITH IT. THINK BORIS JOHNSON HASNT DONE TO WELL AS HE IS NOW IN INTENSIVE CARE AT ST. THOMAS;S HOSPITAL."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel that many people around the country are doing their best to follow the government's rules however, the minority are still choosing to do what they want. I think these people should have much worse punishments than to be told to go home by the police. I am more scared for myself now, as new evidence suggests that the virus can have huge impacts on people of all ages and all health cases. I am also very angry at china as they have now started using bear bile as a remedy for helping cure this virus, which is similar to where this all started. there should be much more coverage on why this started and how we all can prevent this happening again. "}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel very frustrated with the situation surrounding coronavirus. the response of our folks in charge has been very erratic at best. As a self employed person I feel left out of the financial packages and its like the serf or a captive on a slave ship. There is no real end in sight; the frustration of impeding real life is aggravating. The lockdown provided a bit of an earthing but its prolongation is far from logical. I appreciate what has been done, compared to other countries, but these measures at best are favourable to only some special friends and segments of society whilst 5 million plus like myself self employed have been left on the cess pit pile. This is a really crude practical joke by the folks who are running the response. It is now a new shambles with vaccinations - are we going to all get a yellow book next - no book, no access to daily life ? I belived the herd immunity but where is it - what was that all about - if one is immune why the requirement for vaccine - what spectrum are the vaccines - will we need another one in september again? When can I get on with daily life and like a normal person ? The fact a vape shop is considered essential but a clothes shop is considered non-essential ; I met an old pensioner struggling for shoes in town centre - he had the money cant use the internet and needs a new pair of shoes in the winter rain. that sums it up for me - absolute chaos and illogical. I accept the science and still the explanations contradict science. I accept the coronavirus is real and its potential harm, but what i do not understand is how certain people are getting better deal from the folks in charge - feels like we are in a medieval time. feel frustrated and my patriotic side is totally embarrassed my country (uk) is now an international laughing stock now, like a Mr Bean film. its really frustrating 1 year in what was supposed to be 6 weeks maximum and gone by the summer."}, {"index": 25, "context": "At this moment of time the social media and the mainstream channels have been overtaken by the government to forward their global re-set agenda as announced by the UN. Covid is just an excuse to usher their agenda. To accept this agenda they will have to control the masses or their agenda will fail. All these laws like isolation, lockdown, vaccinations, covid passports, etc are ways to control the population so that they could not rebel and the re-set goes on smoothly. Covid virus death rate is less than one percent which is less than that of influenza virus, but the media is spreading lies all around that this is a dangerous virus causing a pandemic. Small businesses are destroyed by lockdown so that their independent income is destroyed and they kneel down to the government. This re-set is the brainchild of the elite who control their own organisations like UN, UNESCO, WHO. IMF etc and in turn these organisations control the government of countries. People like Bill Gates, G. Soros, Rothchilds, Morgan etc have invested billions in vaccinations and to bribe these institutions and social media so that they only give false informations about this fake pandemic and to frighten the people. We can only stand up to these powers by not believing what they say, protest against lockdown, say no to vaccines and PCR test. The gene therapy (mRNA vaccine) is the worst thing going around and it will have side effects in the coming months. This in particular is the population reducing strategy. You don't have to search for evil anywhere, they are here staring at you in your face."}, {"index": 26, "context": "At this moment in time I feel extremely worried and angry about the Covid-19 pandemic. Plans I had made for the future have all gone and unlikely to occur again. Holidays cancelled, birthdays affected. I am very worried about the health and wellbeing of my family and friends who are all compromised due to underlying health conditions. People are not following the rules of social distancing and believing it's just the flu. Needlesly risking other people's lifes due to their own ignorance and stupidity. It has been difficult trying to get time off work in order to self isolate so as to protect my family. I'm lucky I work in a sector that can continue to provide a service during this time (therefore my job is safe) but they are making life difficult by not providing us with proper protection from Covid-19 other than wash your hands and here's some antibacterial wipes.\nThe economy is going to tank again just as I was starting to gain my feet from the last financial crisis in 2008 which hit a few months after I finished high school. Stronger sanctions should have been in place weeks before the where to try and minimise the disruption to the world. All travel from hotspots banned, people quarantined for 14 days, large gatherings cancelled sooner. Hopefully lessons will be learnt for next time. The only glimmer of light is that people are helping others in need. I hope this can continue long after this is over."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I\u2019m sick of being locked down for a virus that has a high survival rate for the vast majority of the population. \nI feel worried that I will be forced to take a vaccine that is as yet unproven to be effective at preventing the spread of corona virus or stopping someone from getting coronavirus. I\u2019m also worried about how there is talk about making it difficult for those who chose not to take the vaccine to resume a normal life-it is unethical in my opinion to take away individual choice from a person to do as they wish with their own body.\nI feel conflicted about it all because it is undoubtedly a tragedy for those who have lost loved ones but on the other hand, we are being asked to modify our lives for something that the majority of people will survive."}, {"index": 28, "context": "i am angry at the way the government is handling covid. they are making silly decisions left and right, they take out out of lockdown when cases are still rampant only to put us back in lockdown a month later. at this point im not surprised at anything anymore. i want the government to take a look at what they're doing to the country and what thry are doing to the young people in the uk. other countries have gotten past covid like new zealand yet we are still here suffering because of the poor mismanagement that some people still fail to realise"}, {"index": 29, "context": "I am prepared to live with corona as long as we all get our vaccines. The government has handled this terribly and the blame on young people at university especially is disgusting. I just want to see my friends and family without fear of being reported etc but I also understand the importance of distancing for safety. It\u2019s all very frustrating, I got a partner during this pandemic and although it\u2019s going really well, we haven\u2019t had a sleepover or some normal things couples would do because we literally can\u2019t and that\u2019s weird."}], "length": 5650} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I have conflicting feelings.\n\nWhat's happening in the world is horrible, there's no doubt about that, it incredibly sad to see and hear of so many deaths in the world because of this awful disease and I really do hope that we find a way to contain/cure this soon and save as many lives as possible.\n\nLooking for a silver lining, however, I'm working from home and my mental health has massively improved because of it. My day usually involves waking at 5am, driving 30 miles to work usually stressing out in traffic, and once I get to work I'm tired before I've even started, then I have to do it again in the evening, usually getting home late in the evening, not having time to cook properly because I just want a few hours on the couch to switch off before I have to go to bed and get up at 5am again.\nWith my current working from home situation, I'm getting twice as much sleep as I normally do (usually only get around 4 or 5 hours tops), I'm not stressed and tired from driving for over an hour, I'm able to switch off at a reason time in the early evening and actually cook healthier meals, spend more time with my partner etc.\nSo although the whole reason we're in this mess is awful, by being forced to stay home and work, my mental and physical health has hugely improved."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel angry about how the pandemic has been handled and the response of the public and the attitude towards it. This is in relation to not following guidelines, poor government help and conspiracy theories about vaccines. I am fed up of hearing about it on the news all the time. I am looking forward to 21st of June when things reopen again as the date is symbolic of hope. But I am also vary of the impact of new strains of covid that keep emerging as we do not know the impact it will have on the current vaccines and how effective they are against the new strains. Also as a student I feel anxious at my job prospects after graduation giving the awful state of the economy and poor budget for the next year."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel angry, many travel plans were destroyed. Stuck in old job, which I wanted to change. There is a lot of fake news which make me even more angry. My wife is pregnant, I cant go with her for a scan to see and hear my future baby. Planet earth is healing which is one of the positive sides. I miss football - playing it, watching it. Sun is showing up after depressing 6month of horrible weather. My daughter has to stay at home which is not a positive effect on her mental stats given she is 2 years old"}, {"index": 3, "context": "My first reaction is that 'I hate everything about it'. I know I don't hate everything though. I love working from home and not having to commute 3 hours a day. But I miss my friends, my social life, my gym. This has been one of the most challenging periods of my entire life in my 30 years so far. If I wasn't living with a loving and caring partner, I would be clinically depressed by now. I honestly don't understand how it is expected for people to cope for so long in loneliness, in isolation, in the most unstable job market in decades. It is terrifying."}, {"index": 4, "context": "Covid-19 hasn't really affected me at all. I've been lucky enough to not catch it, and nobody in my family has caught it - but the fact that there are \"\"Covidiots\"\" that are ignoring lockdown regulations and rules is annoying. THEY are the people who are putting everyone at risk because they're too short-sighted to adhere to the government's lockdown. People going out in public without masks or ignoring the 2-metre rule, etc. etc.\n\nLockdown itself hasn't affected me at all because I rarely leave the house anyways (I suffer from anxiety and depression), so in some ways Covid-19 has actually BENEFITTED me - if I were to go to a restaurant it's now much easier to order what I want via an app on my phone than have to talk to someone face-to-face."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am pissed off that China allowed this to spread, and even more so at the UK's ineptitude. If everyone listened to Bill Gates' Ted talk in 2015, none of this would have happened! He said that we should have a medical corps, similar to the military, with a team of experts ready to research a new disease straight away, and have proper people and infrastructure in place to develop vaccines etc.\n\nAlso the UK's approach is very silly, I can't think of much more to write here. At least the death numbers are going down in the UK, but Boris Johnson is now ill with it, but he did go against the WHO and go for the strategy of 80% getting infected with the virus."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I\u2019m currently feeling cross that I\u2019m not able to go to work and help my friends who are having to deal with the ever changing back to school issues because I\u2019m shielding again. I feel useless when I\u2019m as healthy as I normally am and am just sat at home when I could easily be helping them. Because I live in such a small village I\u2019m more confident in how I can live safely around here, just hard that I don\u2019t really know when I\u2019m allowed out again! I am ready just to be able to see my family again, thankful to be able to bubble and have the support of friends that I didn\u2019t have at the beginning of lockdown one so I don\u2019t feel as lonely as I did then, glad to have friends and a community to support me."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I am worried about what the economy will be like once this is all over. I am also worriedd about how this will effect my business and whether I will be able to bounce back once lockdown measures are relaxed. I am feeling annoyed about the fact that I'm stuck inside and I can't follow my normal routines, but understand that it is necessary. I am worried about the safety of close people who have underlying health conditions. I am Mildly scared about contracting the virus myself, but I am healthy and young so know that the chances of me having any serious complications if I do are fairly low."}, {"index": 8, "context": "Mostly feeling fed up. Not being able to go to work and not sure if there will be work after it. \nMy partner was showing all signs of the virus so we self-isolated before being told. I never had any symptoms at all. So now, we're thinking did she have it or not. Testing shouldn't be so hard to sort out.\nI do think now the knock-on effect will be that funding for research might be pushed to the forefront now its affected the rich and the trade in wildlife be frowned upon. Feeling ill not being able to go out for exercise. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am angry that people wont stay in and everyone who is staying in for there own health so why cant people do what there told. There seems to be certain people that dont think it will affect them even if it doesn't affect them with the virus the longer we are on lockdown the worse the economy will be and we all have to support our family which will make it even harder when this is over!!! Children are missing out on there education which is a massive concern for them and there well-being. I have got relatives that cant go out for the whole 12 weeks because of there health issues and we cant see them thank goodness for facetime, i do feel very relaxed about the situation when you dont listen to the news as i have my family around me doing things together as we have time and arsnt in a rush to get things done, we really feel like this has been a reset button for us and we dont need all the things we buy as you can do without them its just a habbit at the end of the day\n"}, {"index": 10, "context": "I'm angry because we are being lied to there is no Covid-19. 5G is dangerous ask Lloyds of London they won't insure 5G. This is a globalist conspiracy against the people of the world. \nVitamin C will cure most if not all of the so called Corona virus cases go to www.doctoryourself.com and read about vitamin C intravenous, intramuscular and oral applications. Read the dosage information it works I stopped bleeding from my bladder in around four hours using Vitamin C when antibiotics take 36-42 hours to do the same thing. Vitamin C would help the underlying ailments of Corona virus cases. I'm sick of being lied to by the politicians, corrupt scientists like Neil Ferguson looking for funding etc - who should be jailed - big pharma, idiot economists, the bank of England, the Federal Reserve, the list goes on. There is no pandemic just a massive lie. The BBC shows coffins/body bags but not the contents and no proof of cause of death. There are many ailments that cause our cells to excrete exosomes that cause us to feel unwell as our bodies remove them. No virus jumped from a bat to a human. Wahun was blanketed in 5G antenna. Go and read Arthur Firstenberg's book the 'Invisible Rainbow' about the effects of increases in electrical radiation on the cells of the human body - it takes six months for the damage to manifest itself and for people to become sick - it's not a virus!"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I'm so annoyed as a healthy young person who won't be offered the vaccine till July that passport's may be introduced to stop me a healthy person doing things because I won't be offered the vaccine because I'm healthy. I find it frustrating I've stayed in all this time to protect older more vulnerable people to now be almost punished. To me it makes absolutely no sense and is likely to just annoy people who are similar age and situation to myself. But to voice this opinion is called selfish which equally annoys me."}, {"index": 12, "context": "The situation in this country has gone on far too long. People do not follow the rules correctly and as such we keep having periods of lockdown followed by gradual easing then we have to go back into lockdown again. There is a strong argument that herd immunity was probably going to be the best way forward and I strongly feel that the issues we still have may well have now all but been resolved. In the area I live in we have been locked down due to the initial tiering system and then the national lockdown for nearly 5 months now and it starting to really get me down. The things I enjoy doing with my family have gone. Holidays abroad, eating out, taking the kids for something fun to do all have gone for now. Yes there is a small glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel and my wife and me have both received our 1st jabs. 3 things I want to happen. Firstly some sort of immunisation passport so we can be free to move within this county and abroad. Secondly just open everything up again, people do not follow the rules so it is pointless keep locking down then easing repeatedly and thirdly keep pressing on full steam ahead with the vacination program. Anyone who chooses not to have it can stay at home and stew as far as I am concerned."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Absolutely disgusted that almost a year later we are still in lockdown, our Governments have failed us by not getting things right from the start living in Scotland we have no route out of this announced to us and myself and everyone I speak to believe we need to learn to live with the virus. We have no key dates to look forward to other than the end of April going back to the tier system that we were in last year. We have been unable to travel to see family outwith our council since September and its beyond a joke."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I am very angry at everyone breaking the rules, meaning we will be in this longer. It's not fair when others are abiding by them! It's so scary too when people don't take it seriously, people need to wear masks and socially distance and wash their hands properly. I am anxious and scared, I just want to see my loved ones and go on holiday and enjoy my time. I want to live as normal, but it's not possible right now... It should be back to normal soon I hope, I fear what will happen to mental health and the economy if it isn't, jobs can't survive"}, {"index": 15, "context": "Angry at government for not acting correctly during this whole situation. Many deaths avoidable due to their incompetence. Many people have died during this which is unacceptable. Also, many are now out of work. The government incompetence is going to be felt in this country for a very long time. I am also angry that many people would vote the Tories in again because \"\"who else could have done better?\"\" Shameful.\n\nIf the NHS was funded correctly they would be able to manage during times like this and 10 years of a government constantly tightening the NHS was never going to end well in a situation like this.\n\nI think it is amazing how together some communities have came during this period and it shows that there is hope for humanity."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am at the stage where I am very concerned about what is happening. As we are told we are coming out of the lockdown in a controlled manner we start to get news of new variants and that vaccines aren't the panacea that we were being led to believe. I am both angry and worried that this is being manipulated to change the way we live so that we never get back to the normal of pre pandemic. I have no fear of the virus, I have had my first dose of the vaccine and now I just want my life back. I still do not understand why it seems that anyone who dies now seems to be another covid statistic, it is as though we are in a competition to have the most covid deaths. I hear of more and more people who are protesting that covid is put on death certificates when the deceased entered hospital for another reason (terminal) but contracted the virus in hospital or had a positive test after they had been in hospital a few days. None of this makes any sense. I am not into many of the conspiracy theories but some of what is happening just makes you think that something is not right."}, {"index": 17, "context": "Currently I am not too worried about the virus itself as I have not encountered it, even whilst I\u2019ve been attending work. I am more angry with people not following the rules properly as they\u2019re hindering the chance of things going back to normal and I am anxious that there will be a further lockdown after restrictions are eased again. I feel less anxious than in the first lockdown as the lockdown is different in terms of I am now able to go to work and seems a lot more relaxed. I tend to listen and read less about the current situation as it can be scare-mongering and so I tend to avoid it. Despite the fact that corona hasn\u2019t gone away, I am feeling more hopeful for the future however as we have a vaccine and cases seem to be largely under control at the moment- in the UK at least."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I think I have quite mixed emotions really. I am enjoying spending more time with my family. I don't really mind being stuck at home at all and I'm happy to use Facetime to chat with my extended family. On the other hand I'm really annoyed about the way NHS staff have been treated by the government and the hypocritical way they are being praised while being denied what they need to stay safe. I'm also quite fed up with social media and am making an effort to avoid it. There are too many people with misdirected anger - having a go at their neighbours."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Angry at the way the government has treated the NHS over the past ten years thus when it comes to a pandemic it is not prepared so what they now have to do is throw money into it and claim they could not foresee this. Correct they could not but the NHS would have been much more prepared if it was funded correctly prior to this. I am also angry at the way some of our population is ignoring social distancing despite multiple pleas from NHS workers, however, not as angry as I am with the current government. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "My anger and disgust is more towards the people who aren\u2019t taking the situation seriously and are still going out and endangering the others around us rather than the situation itself. The stress they are adding to the NHS and our health workers is unnecessary and unfair. Our key workers (police, nurses) are being treated with so little respect it\u2019s disgusting. \nYes I don\u2019t feel very relaxed being cooped up inside for so long but I understand why that\u2019s necessary in the prevention of spreading it. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel annoyed at the people who are not following the Government guidelines to stay at home and to only go out once for a small amount of exercise close to home. I can't understand why they are disregarding this instruction and going out and sunbathing in parks etc. We are following the guidelines. We are both around the 60 age mark and in good health. I'm hoping that we don't get the virus or, if we do, it will just be a mild version. I am hopeful that the death rate will start to reduce over the next week. "}, {"index": 22, "context": "At this moment I am fed up trying to work and be a mum at the same time, from our home. I am fed up of missing out on key moments with family, who won\u2019t be around forever. I\u2019m\nFed up of putting life on hold. I\u2019m fed up of seeing my kids sad because they don\u2019t understand why they can\u2019t see family, friends, go to places they enjoy. \n\nI\u2019m sad that people have died, I\u2019m sad that people are still very unwell. But I want to get life back to normal - I am happy there is a vaccination and appreciate that it is being delivered to older people first."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am frustrated that people are not following the advice from the government and staying indoors, there\u2019s people that are currently out abusing the opportunity of going out for one form of exercise and going on bike rides as if it was a normal summers day and if they aren\u2019t going to follow the rules then the government will have no other option but to punish the rest of the population for the sake of keeping the morons inside, I think there should be heftier fines in place to further discourage people disobeying the restrictions in place and current restrictions need to be enforced more harshly"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel very annoyed and frustrated. I am sad people are dying etc but im angry my plans are all cancelled and i hate the feeling of unknown. The unknown feeling just makes me feel horrible and like a pit at the bottom of my stomach. Its hard also to describe what is happening to a 1 year old and 3 year old that notice something is different. They just want to go to the park or friends house to play. People who are not following the rules need to have some thing other than a fine as its not working for them and ruins it for the rest of us. "}, {"index": 25, "context": "I would probably say immense disbelief.I still cant believe that it happened.I am beyond angry how things have been dealt with by the powers that be.Im a little frightened,but less than last year.I am very apprehensive about the vaccine and my mental health is shot.\nI am watching the world fall apart,and yet part of me thinks that its actually not that bad of an illness in the majority of us.I think the worse is yet to come. We will be paying both money and mentally for this for years to come. I cant really see a way out.I have absolutely no faith in this government,and little faith in humanity itself."}, {"index": 26, "context": "At the moment I feel pretty relaxed about the issue. I do not feel at risk myself as I have been home working for the past three weeks. All my family work from home if possible or limit themselves as best they can if they can not.\n\nAt the same time, I see posts on social media about people outside, in group gatherings enjoying the somewhat nice weather we have. This angers me because they do not care about potentially infecting someone who may not be able to fight off the virus. We have a bank holiday at the end of this week and the start of next, so a 4 day weekend and I wonder how many people will venture out. Even more so as we have been advised for over 2 weeks now to stay inside, I think some people will start losing the will to comply with the governmnents instructions which will result in more deaths"}], "length": 4698} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "I'm upset at how the world is reacting to this. Most are following protocol and taking precautions but so many others are being selfish which increases my anger. As a future graduate I'm upset how this affects my ability to get a job, travel and work. I'm anxious because I don't know how things will be when it's over and we don't even know when things will go back to normal. I am an international student and being away from home and living in a high risk country is also stressful. I am angry for governments for not taking it seriously earlier on given we had so much time to prepare after China was hit."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I am angry that after over 100000 deaths those responsible for the decisions that led to those deaths are not only escaping justice, but making personal fortunes out of the situation.\n\nI am hopeful that the vaccine rolling out quickly will squash the pandemic but don't trust those intoxicated by greed and power not to mess up yet again.\n\nI am, however, looking forward to getting out and about again as the weather improves. \n\nI am concerned that a significant proportion of those vaccinated early - baby boomers with disposable cash - will act selfishly and place those younger and poorer than them (upon whom they depend for the service economy) at greater risk."}, {"index": 2, "context": "the corona situation is scary, but not just because of the virus itself. In fact thats the least scary part, although we are not 100% sure there are alot of facts that science can present to us about the virus, e.g; how it spread, symptoms, how people recover and feel afterwards. \n\nThe main source of worry and anxiety and also anger is the government who are not doing enough in order to flatten the curve and keep as many people alive - e.g; under funding in nhs, not enough ppe. As well as that it is also the groups of people who either think that this is not an issue so still carry on with their normal lives going to work and meeting friends or believe it is some sort of conspiracy and so they also chose to ignore the governments advice. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I'm mostly angry about the seemingly endless corruption and mishandling of the Covid response in the UK. This is paired with a deep sense of frustration and hopelessness at the political class who seem to be able to act with impunity. There's an anger at divisions that have formed in relationships with friends who have taken a polar opposite opinion of the crisis, and a deep sense of dissapointment at how opinions and behaviour have been dangerously manipulated.\nI'm also a little nervous about things returning to normal as I've grown accustomed to the routines and restrictions we currently have. As someone with anxiety, the thought of social pressures returning is giving me frayed nerves."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am much more comfortable and relaxed about the corona situation right now. Cases are down & the vaccine rollout has been successful and at pace. My children go back to school the week after next which will give us all more normality. They are excited about seeing their friends again. This in turn will lift pressure at hind which will be a relief for us all. My disabled daughter will receive her vaccine very shortly, as will I as her carer. This too is a big relief. My older relatives each have received one dose of the vaccine while my grandmother now has had 2 doses. This has brought much needed good news and has lifted their spirits and given them hope for the coming months."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel robbed of life for over a year - my children have suffered greatly and I worry about the experiences they have missed. My terminally ill father has missed out greatly - from the lack of support available, services cut, unable to see friends, enjoying holidays and just generally everything that would have made his life a little easier at this difficult time. \n\nI feel we could have recovered from this a lot quicker as a country as we are an island and could have stopped travel right from the beginning that makes me angry."}, {"index": 6, "context": "Angry that people can\u2019t follow guidelines and insist on putting others at risk.\nSad that someone I am aquainted with has passed away due to this virus leaving behind a young family. \nAnxious that my children may be at risk as they attend the same school as my acquaintances family. It\u2019s all just a waiting game and I really wish that more testing was available to everyone but especially frontline staff. It shouldn\u2019t take you being taken into hospital and basically be at deaths door before we can find out if we have been exposed/had the virus. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel relieved and yet disappointed that schools are going back as I shall miss my children during the day and yet I know that school classrooms are a better learning environment. I feel pleased for the roll out of the vaccine. I also feel hopeful that the vaccine rollout might be the beginning of the return to a more normal l life. I am also feel a little bit of excitement for this reason is also kicking in as well. On occasions I feel some annoyance at those people who are not following rules that are set out for the general public and making the situation harder for everyone and feel that they are being quite selfish."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I'm feeling quite scared and stressed about the pandemic at the minute, but more anger than anything. The UK government has handled this miserably, and I think that's summed up best by the fact that many leading figures in government have caught the virus. As someone who is at very high risk due to being on multiple high dose medications for asthma (and also smokes, although I have cut down greatly during lockdown due to fear for my health) there is a very high chance that I will get the virus seriously, if i do contract it. I haven't left the house since 15th march and it's boring but I'm very happy with staying in if it means I am safe. my biggest concern is that the government will ease restrictions too early - in order to try and save the dying economy they could put us all at risk of an even deadlier second wave. I am in my early 20s and I haven't received a letter about my vulnerable status from the NHS, which is absurd since despite my age I am very at risk and the asmtha uk guidelines say i should be included with the shielding group. I think the government has included the very bare minimum of people in the extremely vulnerable category in order to only just cover their backs. It makes me so angry that the NHS is unable to cope with the pandemic due to so much austerity and cuts from the tory government, yet people seem to think that Boris johnson is doing a really good job or that he is some sort of hero or martyr. It makes me sad to think of how different this situation would have been under a corbyn government. I can't pay rent due to losing my job which adds to another level of stress for me. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel pissed off that the Government has shown such poor leadership throughout this pandemic. I feel pissed off that they\u2019ve wasted billions of pounds on ineffective PPE but then can only manage to give the NHS a measly 1% pay rise after everything they have so selflessly done. I feel pissed off that I\u2019m a Teacher and now have to go into school without being vaccinated when other countries are putting their Teachers first. I don\u2019t understand why they couldn\u2019t have gradually brought the children back to school in stages rather than all at once. I don\u2019t understand why the test and trace system was so badly managed and executed. I really think this government need to go."}, {"index": 10, "context": "Well I'm on the last 3 episodes of the Office (American one), and, although there's a definite downslide in quality in the last couple seasons, the world is coming to an end. Their world, in the show. They will stop existing once the show finale concludes. And I welcome when the finale of the human race concludes. Planet earth deserves better.\n\nAnd my response has to be at least 500 characters? But also only a few sentences. That is what you'd call a \"\"catch-22.\"\" 500 characters is not found in only a few sentences. So now my feeling about the Corona situation is that, literally, everyone has lost their mind."}, {"index": 11, "context": "personally not too worried about catching it myself since im staying at home all the time, although i am appauled as to how the goverment responded to it, especially the UK goverment, they didnt start doing anything about it until way too late, and even then they didnt make it mandatory, just a suggestion, and they wouldnt follow their own suggestions\n\nalso I feel terrible for all the older people who are in the at risk category because I bet most of living in fear and are probably going crazy being stuck at home for weeks at a time"}, {"index": 12, "context": "People are out of work and it's making our country's economy crash, so that's very frustrating. I know the death rate is much lower than most people realise, due to unreported cases. Overall it is a really frustrating situation. It is upsetting that people are losing their loved ones, and I was feeling extremely anxious when my significant other had the symptoms, but my anxiety went away after she got better. Overall I don't see this as a depressing or sad time, in general. Around 4% of all motorcycle accidents result in death, but people seem to be riding motorcycles without any worries; I try to see it like that. Although obviously the comparison could be better, as there are multiple positives to riding a motorcycle, people choose to ride them, and etc, but I hope people still realise that the risks are the same, and the risk of riding a motorcycle is really not that high."}, {"index": 13, "context": "Missing family and friends. The thought of rules and dates getting pushed back worries me. Government not handled it well, masks should of been bought in earlier. Lock down should of been bought in before the 1sr one they waited to long. But the vaccine programme is the best bit about it. I have had my vaccine and it was a very easy process and put my mind at ease. I have a two year old that needs to be out socialing and seeing people his own age. He needs to see his family that he hasn't seen for months."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I'm not really worried about the virus itself, but more about how the lockdown/ closure of businesses, etc is going to impact individuals, the country and the economy. I'm worried that this situation is going to go on for a long time. It's not really affecting me personally that much but I'm concerned about the impact it's having on my adult sons' financial and job situations.I don't watch TV myself and I get my news from non mainstream sources, but I think there is a lot of fear about this whole situation and it's not being helped by the constant scaremongering by the newspapers and television. "}, {"index": 15, "context": "annoyed. I would argued with everyone about everything. I do not feel like old me. Sometimes I wonder how much longer my partner will tolerate me.. \nI feel sick watching TV and all in the news is focus on the virus. At the same time I do feel for people with high level of anxiety because of that. Those numbers should stop immediately not to scare people. they do not do any good to anyone.\nI am also worried that I will lose my job and won't be able to provide and find new job. All what has happened since march last year is a farce. We are being ruled by the clueless bunch of people that are unable to admit to their mistakes. Telling people not to do something but acting like it does not apply to them. That makes me really angry."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I am mostly angry at the government's handling of the pandemic. 126,000 people are dead because of the Conservative's selfishness and incompetence. \u00a310 billion pounds of taxpayer money was given to their friends, and wasted on a failed track and trace service. The Tories' handling of the pandemic has been the final straw in wanting to leave the UK and live the rest of my life in another country. I had my first vaccination yesterday and I feel unwell, but optimistic that after my next jab in June I will be mostly immune to covid and I can stop living my life fearfully. My mask is strawberry print and VERY cute though, so I think I will wear it after the mandate to wear them is lifted, particularly this coming winter during flu season, as I never organise my flu jab."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I am frustrated at the amount of people not listening. I am frustrated in that my job is being made harder by people that don\u2019t listen. I am worried for my colleagues working within the hospitals. I am frustrated that the number of people that are dying from is not enough to deter those flouting the rules. And the number of people that are making inessential journeys is unbelievable. The staff working to keep everyone safe and those exposed to it whilst treating patients throughly deserve the recognition warranted by what they are doing."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel angry that we have been deprived of so much for something that was not our fault. People are so afraid of dying of something that has a very high survival rate that they have forgotten what it means to truly live and are all too happy to give up their freedom and liberty. I feel worried that our government is mismanaged the situation and is going to eventually force us to have a vaccine that I fear has not been fully tested and despite all this the lockdowns will continue and people will lose livelihoods."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel that Cronyvirus is a contrived event to justify a bio security state and usher in a scam known as the Great Reset. I want my freedom back and I am severely miffed by the overreach of the Government. Even if there was a pandemic the fascistic approach of the powers that shouldn't be would be unacceptable. I think killing of the elderly by the Government's policies is a crime and those responsible for them should be tried. The feelings I have are anger, disdain and frustration. People are separated from friends loved ones and the things they like to do for no reason. The gullible and passive public are very sad indeed."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am very worried about the high cases and deaths all around the world. I do not feel as if the governments around the world are doing everything possible to stop the spread of the virus and trying to find a cure for the virus. Hoping this will all end soon and everyones lives can go back to routine. This year I had planned to go on many trips but feel very sad that most of them will not happen. I feel as if many people are not taking this pandemic seriously and are continuing to go outside for unnecessary reasons and do not apply social distancing. if they continue to do this it will take longer to flatten the curve. "}, {"index": 21, "context": "im worried as to how we are going to come out of the lockdown and how things are going to return to normal. I am angry at china because it seems like they are the the direct cause of the virus, they informed countries to late which didnt give us and the nhs time to prepare. im angry at boris johnson because he ignored alot of advice and scientific data and allowed people from virus hotspots into the country. to allow further spread. donald trump seems to think the economy is more important than peoples lives. some people in my country are ignoring the lockdown advice and have been gathering in large crowds at my local park."}, {"index": 22, "context": "Angry that it has gone this far. Filled with worry what will happen to our country. I dont see how we will get out of this lockdown anytime soon. Really missing seeing family and spending time doing stuff as a family. Cant wait for normal life to go back to normal and we can all enjoy our lives. The goverment now need a exit lockdown plan so we all know where we stand and businesses have clarity as to where they stand and what to do next. I do feel angry that the situation in our country got this far, people have been loosing their lives over this."}, {"index": 23, "context": "My teenage son, who is autistic, doesn't understand that he cannot go shopping with his Mum but sees other people doing similar. Whilst out on a run, I've just caught my teenage daughter walking along with her boyfriend and doesn't see anything wrong. At this time I feel it will be stupidity and complacency that kills me. It doesn't matter what I say or do, I appear to be in the wrong. I cannot believe that despite all the coverage that they are still not convinced that it applies to them. I have no idea what it is going to take to convince them how serious this is."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am really annoyed by it. I am a full time student. I lost 6 months of college and it messed up my grades. I have barely seen my friends and have had to deal with depression as well as underlying chronic fatigue syndrome which as meant that I have lost some emotions and I have changed so much with a real lack of support. I am worried about going to university in September. The government half assed whether to go into lockdown, I have had family members die to covid but we are still expected that the almighty boris will fix everything and bring us all back together."}, {"index": 25, "context": "Very worried as I feel people aren't taking things seriously enough. Also feel the government is handling it very badly. I'm very worried that my family could get it, I feel that because people are not self isolating properly, and people are not keeping a reasonable distance in shops, someone I know is going to get very ill from it, this is probably the most angry I have been in my life at a political situation, which I believe this is, as the government is clearly not doing enough to stop people from going outdoors, seeing friends and families etc."}, {"index": 26, "context": "Not fearful of the disease. I\u2019ve had some of the symptoms. Angry with government response or lack of it. Way too complacent about the threat. More concerned about their careers than helping people. Annoyed at lack of Ppe for nhs and care staff, And annoyed at dismal state that NHS was in to meet this threat. Full of admiration for NHS and care staff. Believe strongly that we cannot go back to how things were. \n\nAs someone who had symptoms- shortness of breath and fatigue etc I found being in fresh air very helpful. Think there should be policing of open areas but not widespread closures of parks etc."}], "length": 4212} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "It has become stressful for most because the country was not prepared enough to tackle this and the most vulnerable are paying the price because of it. The working class are having to sacrifice and face the brunt of it the most. The lack of equipment and preparation show that the wrong people are running this country and the system has been designed to benefit those at the top the most. Businesses have been exposed for showing their greed in such situation, using coronavirus as a marketing strategy to draw in more profit and also the selfishness and non relateable aspects of celebrities are more prominent than ever.\n"}, {"index": 1, "context": "At the moment I am just annoyed half of my university experience has been ripped away with no compensation. It angers me borders are still open and that we don't have mass testing to allow for events or even activities like the pub as proved in Barcelona with 5k going to a concert. This is a year of the best 'years of my life gone and I'll never get back for a virus that if I got wouldn't impact me as a healthy adult who exercises and takes vitamin D in my opinion. I appreciate that lockdown is needed though for other generations its just frustrating. This whole experience has come at an age I would put last to have it. Now I'm anxious about entering a job market and in fact in the situation doesn't improve lockdown wise have already looked at relocated to somewhere with less draconipoan measures."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am frustrated with the procrastination; no one is guaranteed tomorrow and we should just take our chances, I am fed up with the stupidity of the masses, the gullibility and being treated like an idiot by the government et al. I always wash my hands, catch sneezes/coughs etc, regardless of a pandemic, as people should - these are prudent measures to take anyhow to avoid other respiratory viruses, gastrointestinal viruses etc. If people only knew how much false information is being dished out from all corners, including manipulation and social engineering from the government, they would be astounded to see how much they have been coerced and manipulated."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel and think this is a con. I have no doubt that the virus exists- however it came to be, and that it APPEARS to affect more people at the same. time in an extreme version of the flu. I know that, according to reputable international organisations such as WHO, under 7000,000 people die during the flu season each winter. I haven't seen or heard of any of these people who are so ill, nor have my friends and contacts, nor theirs throughout the UK. I could go on but I feel angry and partly scared at what feels like theatre for an unknown purpose.\n"}, {"index": 4, "context": "I have had two job offers taken away from me due to this situation, untold frustrated at this as I worked really hard across several interviews. The level of mismanagement of the situation by the government is appalling - no plan, no idea and no planning. Shambles.\nPeople are being used as cannon fodder, NHS staff, gig economy staff are all being sacrificed in the fights to save lives. \nLies upon lies, denial and more lies by the government leadership team, they don't know their numbers nor do they have an ability to tell the truth. \nOur family is separated due to age and health, no government support to care for them, community, family have done more for them than the government has. \nThe lack of planning has led to this ongoing outcome."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I really do feel that Covid has exposed how corrupt this government is. It was only the involvement of the NHS that saved the day. \n\nWe\u2019ve had Billions wasted on a private sector response that failed totally, contracts awarded without merit, and yet no money for health workers.\n\nLives were lost needlessly. And I think very few lessons will be learned going forward. One way or another we will be paying for this for a very long time to come, not just financially but in the numbers of people who will have to live with the after effects of Covid and a complacent government too inept and unwilling to appreciate the magnitude of their failure."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I feel annoyed at the uk response and really want to get back to university and normality like being able to go to the gym and social life like going to see friends and being able to travel \n\nI don\u2019t feel like there\u2019s such a risk no old people have had their jabs so what\u2019s the hold up\n\n\nCharacter filling word word word count ignore this I ran out of things to say word words I don\u2019t know what else to say to be honest please ignore this five hundred words is way way way too many words blah blah blah blah etc etc etc a a a a a a a a"}, {"index": 7, "context": "Very relaxed and comfortable in the restrictions currently posed. No anger but disgust at the recent budget and pay freezing of public sector workers yet again. Also disgust that millions have been wasted during the pandemic and not a single person has been held accountable. I'm lucky that I'm not directly impacted by the virus but feel disgusted by public response. As a family who have followed guidelines and worked throughout the last 12 months very little has changed or been enforced in any way. Self protection has been key in staying healthy."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I have become accustomed to life with Covid. There are many negatives, such as not being able to see family and friends or not going on a holiday. Luckily, no-one of my close family or friends have become seriously ill or died. However, some benefits have also emerged. Fewer social obligations, working from home, and seeing the kids more as they are home schooling. I look forward to the end of the pandemic, but I also fear having to go back to a pre-Covid rat-race. This may seem selfish given the cost in lives and to the economy, but I hope we have at least learned that a different way of working and school is possible."}, {"index": 9, "context": "Very disgusted and furious at the way it has been handled, the rules put in place have made covid less manageable and have caused bigger problems to crises we were dealing with before covid became an issue. Other health cases have had their priorities reduced and increasing with more cases and resources needed to treat them. I don't believe we will be back to normal by June, i believe they have given us that date to silence people. i have nothing else to say..........................................................................................."}, {"index": 10, "context": "Unsure of the future and how long this will last, and what effect it will have on life in the future.\n\nDifferent countries are using different methods for trying to control the spread of the virus.\n\nMany deaths are being reported but I am not \ud83d\udcaf sure that every death is related to the disease.\n\nThe episode is affecting daily life as I am having to work at home which can be problematic due to so many people using the network and slowing down progress.\n\nShopping needs to be planned due to the number of customers being limited at any one time, as well as queuing to get in to shops. The panic buying seems to have curtailed now and shelves are once again being filled."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel things are very much improving. A couple of weeks ago, there were sixteen hundred deaths a day, this has declined to three hundred. The vaccine role out is nothing short of amazing. It's really amazing what a few weeks and a few million vaccines can do. I am hopeful for the future and meeting friends and family. I am also very hopeful for weddings, gatherings, going for meals out, going to the pub and life returning to normal very soon. In my head I have planned getting my hair done, a facial and meeting up with friends and family"}, {"index": 12, "context": "At this moment in time i feel agitated about the way that people are addressing the instructions that the government are giving us to protect us. Also that one of the main people who was giving this advice are not following the rules and were caught out on a walk with their family at their second home. As far as concerns for my wellbeing, i have not been out much and have not needed too neither have the people who i am currently quarantined with. So at this moment in time i am calm and in the right mind."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I think tired would be the best word. Tired of the lockdown, tired of the deaths, tired of the economic situation, tired of the vaccine politics. Even with the vaccines i worry think this will be the end. Countries are going to require passports and are going to use coronavirus as stick to beat other countries with. Like the anal swabs from china. It's going to become another tool in the geopolitics playbook. I worry about the long term effects on my young sister, who seems to be developing into NEET even though she still goes to virutal school, she is stressed about going in person again, she doesnt look for a job, etc."}, {"index": 14, "context": "Let down by the government relating to contracts and lockdown timings but relieved to have the whole family survive having the illness and not be suffering from the effects of long covid. Frustration relating to work but hopeful that there is still an end in sight. Dont believe the true scale of the economic damage done during this period has fully set in and it will develop into a much bigger problem in the coming years and will affect future generations massively as a result. Could be a very bad problem that effects the country for generations"}, {"index": 15, "context": "I feel that the restrictions have gone on too long. I am a healthy young adult trying to make my way in my career (and therefore contribute) to society. However, all the restrictions have prevented ,e doing so and have potentially ruined the course of my career. The heavy handed approach seems to have no end. This sacrifice was so that old and fat people are more likely to survive. Absolutely galling that the economy has been crippled for the sake of people who have put themselves in a position where they are more liable to ill effects of the virus or people who can more or less choose to isolate if they wish. The pandemic has really exposed the horrific level of health within our population."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I feel frustrated at the attitude of the general public and the poor reaction to the situation from both the government and employers. I think too many people still have the outlook of \"\"it happens to others\"\" and that makes me feel anxious for the long term outcome. If we had taken it seriously enough to start with then we could have saved many lives. I think the amount of people turning up at parks and public places shows the poor attitude of most people. We should have closed the borders totally and paid for anyone left outside to live in a hotel full paid for until it's over"}, {"index": 17, "context": "It has broken relationships for me, it has taken away my good mental health and destroyed local businesses whilst the rich get richer. It has been handled disgustingly strategically and there is no care for anyone involved, no actual care being taken to the most vulnerable as always advertised. It's not going to go away, we have an immune system for a reason. I have seen friends go into depressions, I have seen new mothers struggle, people lose money, houses, inability to buy food, essentials, lose their jobs. I believe that this has been handled in the wrong way in so many ways."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I'm not personally afraid for myself right now while I'm inside for 12 weeks. Stuff is feeling more predictable now, but I am afraid for friends and family who are keyworkers and don't have adequate PPE. As the deathtoll rises I'm finding myself more afraid for others in society too, sad at people risking their lives with out the equipment they need and not being paid enough. I'm disgusted and angry on their behalf, it feels unfair so much pressure is on them and some people don't even appreciate it."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I think that at the start it was not taken seriously enough by everyone, including me. We still know very little about the virus and dont know what it is capable of. It has brought out the kindness in most people but the very selfishness of others, with the attitude of many being \"\"I wont get it\"\" or \"\"I'm young, I'll survive it\"\", forgetting that this attitude will affect their lives, their friends lives and their families lives. So although most people are staying at home and protecting the NHS and themselves, it doesnt mean that they wont catch it through the attitudes of people like I've described above. That is the thing that most scares me. I can do all I can, but is everybody else?"}, {"index": 20, "context": "i am extremely fed up as i am sure everyone is. The world needs to get moving again. Mental health is an issue for a lot of people. I really miss being able to go to a clothes shop etc. I miss seeing my family, it has been over a year and it is really getting to me now. I feel the UK government handling has been appalling from beginning to end. The only thing they have done well is the vaccine and now even that looks like it will be stopping for people my age. I feel i am getting more and more depressed, my partner is the same. We just want it all to end now."}, {"index": 21, "context": "It\u2019s all been very badly dealt with. We\u2019ve never been told the full truth once and there is so much misinformation around. The restrictions we\u2019ve had placed on us for almost a year now have made a massive percentage of people very unhappy and very unhealthy. Closures of businesses have been relentless, too many people have been left without a job or furlough that has ruined so many livelihoods. A vaccine has seemingly been rushed through which is giving people a false sense of security, but it doesn\u2019t provide immunity from Covid either."}, {"index": 22, "context": "At the moment I just feel fed up of the current conditions, I just think it has gone on for too long and things are only slightly getting better. It\u2019s frustrating also missing out on crucial experiences in uni and also being unable to work. Life is feeling very mundane and it is hard to see anything improving in the future. It\u2019s hard to feel positive without having anything to definitely look forward to in the near future, a feeling that has been felt for a long time by many people. It\u2019s also a worry when the government are also so incompetent and deaths are disgusting ly high, something that could of 100% been prevented"}, {"index": 23, "context": "I am sad that Covid-19 is so relentless. Perhaps it will be like the Spanish 'Flu of 1918-20 or the Russian 'Flu of 1889-90 (which could have been a coronavirus) and just drift away. However, the economy, education of our children, businesses and jobs have all suffered due to the pandemic. I am surprised that this was allowed to happen despite the warnings of the Bill Gates TED talk of 2015 and Event 21 of 2019. I was also very surprised at the transmission rate.\nIt seems that economic constraints have now been placed on the UK for many years to come and there is still uncertainty as to the efficacy of vaccination. I am also concerned that masks and social distancing will weaken the population's immunity to other illnesses."}, {"index": 24, "context": "Done. Restrictions have been in place for far too long. There is nothing to look forward to, everything is so bleak. My toddler has had no social interactions with other children his age as he was born 6 months before first lockdown. My husband hasn\u2019t been able to work for nearly a year due to his sector. We have little money and everything is stressful. Everyone I speak to seems depressed and agree that the days are hard. I\u2019m not depressed, there\u2019s just nothing positive at the moment - I am sick of going to the park for a walk. Plus there seems to be many in London and other cities who are no longer obliging - why am I bothering? The government has given away millions and will not be held accountable. I read somewhere that for the amount they spent on the failed track and trace they could have actually given every UK adult \u00a3500k. Kick in the teeth. I hate them."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am disgusted in all the corruption undertaken by my government in the U.K. they have used the situation to make. Obey for themselves and there friends.\nI feel that the vaccine is really taking affect now and figures are coming down.\nI am looking forward to everything opening up again hopefully in the summer!\nThe British media has not helped anyone during this time with its scaremongering and the British public buy into it.\nThe nurses have just received a laughable 1% pay rise while the members of parliament receive 11%. This is an absolute injustice!!!"}, {"index": 26, "context": "I feel afraid as I am high risk. I feel abandoned by the government, who made it clear that the loss of disabled lives would be an acceptable price to pay for economic recovery - and they then failed to even attain economic recovery. The statistics relating to the disproportionate rate of disabled people among the dead are not being reported. The UN previously investigated and found the UK to have breached human rights in treatment of the disabled. I am scared, and I am full of disgust towards the government and towards the individuals who refuse to take the vaccine or even wear a mask because \"\"only a tiny % of people die from covid!\"\"."}, {"index": 27, "context": "Apprehensive about the situation. Sad and scary how many lives are being lost and how many people are affected. Some amount of fear as I don\u2019t want me or my family to catch it in case we get bad symptoms. Being cautious and trying to follow government advise by avoiding going outside unless I really need to. I wish more people would follow the same advise. I hope they get a vaccine soon so we can return to normality and save lives. I will remain positive for the future and hopeful we all get through it. "}, {"index": 28, "context": "I am in a lot better place mentally than I was a year ago and look forward to the end of restrictions. These draconian lockdowns should not have been put in place in the first place as they have only marginalised the country through the Government's intended plan to make everyone compliant and scared. This has destroyed the country. I am disgusted and worried that the Government is lying about everything they plan to do and intend to force through vaccine passports which would be a breach of our human rights and ethically and morally is inhumane. This would discriminate and force vaccination on those who can't or choose not to, removing their freedoms which this country so proudly stands for. The anger is real, but I am trying to stay level headed."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I feel frustrated at the handling. I\u2019m frustrated at the thought of vaccine certificate and not being able to enter the world post covid without one. It feels like the government are trying to force themselves into everything we deal with. I feel frustrated at how long we as a country have been in lockdown, everything seems to be dragging and on many occasions I\u2019m not sure I believe what is going on with the give. I feel quite excited at the prospect on coming out of lockdown. I am a bit apprehensive about how busy everywhere will be straight after we come out after lockdown."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I had been using the gym when the first lockdown was lifted, which improved my mental health and physical health greatly. However my country has been locked down twice since I started using the gym and my mental health has suffered greatly and I have not even left the house for like 3 months. The only good thing is that I am employed, compared to when I was not during the first lockdown. I am a teacher and teaching online has been a blessing as I get to use my voice everyday, something which I was not doing during the first lockdown."}, {"index": 31, "context": "I am furious at the way our government has dealt with it. I am sad because I cant see my dad who is in a hospice. I am angry as the nhs is under funded and the nurses have no pay rise. I am saddened by the amount of deaths we have had in this country. i am also very concerned how we will come out of lockdown. this last year has really highlighted the inadequacies of many governments around the world. the vaccination program should be worldwide. I worry about travel and spreading the virus. I really don't want to wear a mask forever. I don't feel very hopeful. I defiantly have lockdown depression like a ,lt of people i know"}, {"index": 32, "context": "I think people should learn to follow the advice from our government and stay inside, people who keep going out for non urgent things, hanging around in crowds, heading to the beach are going to make the restrictions last longer as they are giving the virus somewhere to go, carrying it to other people flouting the advice given, they\u2019re selfish only caring about their happiness in the now\u2026 they need to learn to consider other people and the future.\n\nI understand being stuck inside sucks, but spreading the virus around to vulnerable people and killing off peoples loved ones by infecting them would suck a hell of a lot more."}, {"index": 33, "context": "I feel like it\u2019s starting to come to an end, I feel drained and tired of living the same day everyday. But I am well and healthy. Covid-19 just feels like a part of my life now, I\u2019ve learnt to live with it. I do really miss my old life though, going out and having fun with friends. I think about past memories and future ones to come once this is al over. I\u2019m grateful I never got unwell and contracted the virus and even more grateful none of my family members did. The pandemic is really effecting my motivates toon at university though, I\u2019m struggling to keep focus and maintain my standard of work"}], "length": 4937} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Overall I am not very worried about the current situation as there has been several other diseases that have had the same effect on humanity, I think the severity was blown massively out of proportion, whilst it is still important to be aware, the lockdown situation has lasted way too long. I think that the government has handled it really well regardless of all of the negative comments from the labour supporters as it is a never before seen disease and no government would have been able to prepare for it given the time frame they had especially with the border traffic we have as a country"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I think it is a good time for people to rethink their lives, career choices, and financial situations. People will be able to relax and spend time with their household. It is scary but only positive thinking will get us further than we were. We have to work together against it and follow guidelines. I don't think people will necessarily think about things the same way as they did pre coronavirus. People's lives and the way we view things could be drastically changed after this. People should be focused on their health and wellbeing at this time and be reminded that refocusing on what they want should be first and foremost."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel a bit overwhelmed as I am just watching the news come in about the death toll but for the most part right now I feel relaxed and reassured about the situation. I do feel some frustration because I cant go and do what I'd normally do but I'm happy to be healthy and with my family who are also healthy. Also happy because I've had a productive day despite the circumstances. my feelings fluctuate a lot but in this current moment I feel happy and reassured but a little bit cooped up because the weather is so nice and I cant go and sit on the beach. But I'm happy to stay inside if it keeps me safe and others safe"}, {"index": 3, "context": "i am still feeling a little anxious at the current situation but less than this time last year but my more concern for my son who has asthma than myself.i am definitley ready to get back to seeing people again, living in a different town from all my friends and family has made the situation extremely difficult. the tier system does not allow us to visit them which has been very hard on me and especially my son unfortunately it would appear that the tier system will remain in place for the significant future."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I'm feeling very optimistic, although still a little disappointed that many people still aren't taking it seriously in the area I live. Since March 2020 I've seen many carrying on as normal. On saying that, as a family, we have followed all guidelines and restrictions in an attempt to protect ourselves and do our bit. I don't think the restrictions have been enforced enough and the ignorance of done people is shocking. \nI'm looking forward to returning to normality, although I'm not in any rush. But...I can honestly say that there are some people I won't be in a hurry to see and won't hide my feelings to how badly they've acted towards the pandemic."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel okay at this moment and I am not particularly worried about the coronavirus situation. I'm distracted with other things and enjoying the extra time I have. It's a nice sunny day which helps. 500 characters really seems quite a lot more than just a few sentences. I am not sure that was a fair limit to set. I don't have anything else to say. 500 characters really seems quite a lot more than just a few sentences. I am not sure that was a fair limit to set. I don't have anything else to say. "}, {"index": 6, "context": "I am feeling happy and positive about my three children going back to school and life returning to more normal and coming out of lockdown. I am also going for my vaccine later this morning. The news seems to be more positive in the last few weeks about cases and deaths falling to lower numbers so that is a good sign. I am a little anxious about my children settling back into school and having to have the lateral flow tests (my two older secondary school children). I have got a new job online tutoring so am happy to work from home for longer now."}, {"index": 7, "context": "The Corona virus is causing a great deal of suffering for people across the world and is going to affect each and every one of us in some way. I really hope we can all use it to review the ways we have been living and the things we have taken for granted and change the way we live our lives for the better into the future. We need to look after the most vulnerable in these times and protect those who care for us when we need it. Hopefully this will give the people of the world a renewed perspective on what is really important to us as humans."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel concerned but less than I did. I had a rough few months last year feeling really sad and anxious about everything going on, but The concern that I did have is outweighed now by being excited and optimistic for the next few months. I can't wait to see my family and friends again and for things to get back to normal. I've had a good couple of months because I bought my first home and that has kept me very busy, which I'm incredibly grateful for.\nI'm also really impressed at how quickly the vaccines are being rolled out and I'm pleased that my parents are having theirs soon."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I am somewhat worried about how things will progress and whether there will be pressure to return to the workplace before I feel safe. I am worried about the behaviour of others and not being able to keep my loved ones safe.\n\nI am sad that I haven't seen some family members who live abroad and that we had to postpone our own wedding but ultimately grateful that my loved ones have remained safe to date and financially secure. \n\nI am mindful that not everybody has coped as well as I have or had as many positive aspects such as increased family time in my household which I am forever grateful for."}, {"index": 10, "context": "The UK has received a lot of flak for the vaccine situation before the eu got any but I think the eu has shown to the entire world what type of people they are... insincere and dishonest. I am feeling very good at this moment in time. I have now had the 1st part of the vaccine and now await the last one. The UK has found that we are in a small minority whose deaths are vastly reduced and the lockdown is working very well along with the vaccine programme. I am extremely hopeful that we are doing the correct regime for the numbers to come down and look forward to getting back to a more relaxed and wholesome life soon!"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I feel conflicted about the corona predicament. I feel as a nation and globally whether this pandemic had been addressed adequately or whether we have to live with this as a new norm. \n\nThe U.K. government and counties have implemented social changes to reduce the spread of the virus. This includes social distancing, closures of hospitality, schools and offices, with the views to reduce to the spread of the virus. I feel that some of these changes have brought \u201cfruits to bear\u201d that is to say the numbers of deaths, those effected directly and indirectly have seen a vast reduction of the virus spread. However, I feel that the government, have not acted quickly when needed. \n\nThere is a lot of uncertainty surrounding the situation. Even though there has been efforts made to control it, it is still unclear on what the foreseeable future is."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel its gotten a lot better esp with the vaccine rollout. but i also feel lie another wave is inevitable because corona will never go away so i feel we just need to start learning how to live with it and once the vaccine rollout has been given to everyone (or at least most people), then we should just carry on with life. i am a lot less anxious though and i feel im less scared to leave the house. i feel everything starting up again. the only thing i am worried about now is post corona life such as the employment market"}, {"index": 13, "context": "I\u2019m scared of the thought of \u2018normality\u2019 not becoming relating for a while. I\u2019m annoyed because selfish people are prolonging out chances of this. I can\u2019t wrap my head around the fact that some people think they\u2019re exempt from the rules and are still going out and doing as they please like Coronavirus doesn\u2019t exist. But overall I\u2019m very lucky because I\u2019ve been able to continue going to work which has given me a routine to stick with, allowing me to still look forward to weekends and time off. I\u2019m grateful that I\u2019ve been able to spend this time with my family, however now being able to see my boyfriend has been quite sad, but it makes me more excited for the time that we can spend together when the rules change."}, {"index": 14, "context": "I dont have any negative emotions about the current situation. Being informed by borris jhonson that we will be able to go back to normal is very reassuring. Have not felt better than how i feel now for months and am honestly happy. Having stats prove that the situation is getting better has also been very informative and helps calm me down. Not being able to go to the gym has had a negative effect on me and will be happy to go to the gym in april. I dont neccercarily have anything more to add."}, {"index": 15, "context": "Too much talking and panicking about it in the media. There is no other news. keep repeating numbers that are different every day. that's not good for people's health. I am watching news once a day. Nothing else. Seeing people walking around and obeying instruction given by the government make me feel surprise.\nAs I am currently indoors forced to go on gov. scheme I am trying to get as much from as I can. Small flat repairs and enjoying sun on my balcony. As much as people may think those instruction did not affect my life that much. Did not affect at all. And fnally toilet paper is back on the shelves ;) \nCurrently forced to be home but as we are expecting baby I am quite relaxed and impatient. I have all sort of emotion as any Dad to be would feel. Excitement, Fear, Praying that everything will go well and my both girls will be back home with me at the end of this month."}, {"index": 16, "context": "I\u2019m feeling the most positive about the situation since this all started a year ago. We have vaccines now which are being well rolled out and there is a roadmap to reopening shops etc and getting life back to a more normal state. Cases are dropping as are deaths which is reassuring and joyful to hear. There is finally light at the end of a very long tunnel and I\u2019m excited to get my jab and be able to meet up with friends, family and colleagues and do things in real life again as opposed to virtually."}, {"index": 17, "context": "Finishing work at my dining table. Lovely to hear my kids playing on the trampoline outside and to chat with husband. Enjoying saving cash in things like gym membership so we can build up our emergency fund. Checking the news occasionally but not all the time so no one is getting anxious about the current situation. Enjoying the sunny weather today and having extra time to enjoy it at home now I\u2019m not commuting. Planning to pot up my tomato plants at 5pm when I finish work at my laptop. My garden has never been so weed-free so I\u2019m happy about that"}, {"index": 18, "context": "I just want it to be over and to return to normal life as soon as possible although I understand this may take some time. I feel tired of the current situation but I feel there is finally some light at the end of the tunnel with the vaccine etc. I just hope we don't go into another lockdown once this one has eventually been lifted.\nI'm glad that at least I can see my parents as we are in a childcare bubble and that they have had the vaccine. I think there has been quite a bit of stress caused not just by the pandemic but the Government handling of it through each stage we seem to have been behind the curve."}, {"index": 19, "context": "In my opinion I believe that as long as everyone follows the current Government guidelines regarding social distancing then we should be back to our normal lives soon enough. I hope this happens sooner rather than later as I have recently had a new born baby son and my and my partners family have not been able to see him yet as well as all of our close friends. I am not too worried at the moment about contracting coronavirus as my whole family and I are following the government guidelines and are not unnecessarily coming into contact with other people. "}, {"index": 20, "context": "I am hopeful things in the UK are improving but worried the Westminster Govt will open up activity too soon. Worldwide, too many people are travelling already and some countries are way behind in their vaccination programmes. Overall I am concerned that we are seeing a false dawn with another bad wave of deaths to come, especially with new variants. Some people still don't get it and are acting irresponsibly. This virus has not finished with us yet. It seems to be a very adaptable virus and will have a few more changes up its sleeve yet. I am cautious about starting to move about more freely yet."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I have been very lucky. I am still working - I am a front-line worker so have mostly still been able to support my clients in person. But I am also an introvert and the lack of social events has not been difficult for me. I have enjoyed much of the time to myself to rethink my life and my values.\nI do worry about my loved ones but I know they are taking many precautions and looking after themselves to protect against the virus.\nI also feel sad for those who have lost their lives and have suffered. And I miss large gatherings in cities, the travel, the cinema, museums and just the general energy of being anonymous in a large world. \nAlthough I have personally struggled with the changes, I overall feel happy to have survived and I appreciate the perspective that this situation has afforded me."}, {"index": 22, "context": "It is improving and we have our jabs on Sunday, very grateful we live in the UK rather than the eu. We have succeeded where the eu have failed and then they have tried to blame it on us which is ridiculous. Yes, we could have done better at the start, but now we are streets ahead of the idiots within the eu. I cannot write much more, you have the idiots that do not think the rules apply to them obviously, like the SNP MP Margaret Ferrier, sure Sturgeon paid her to go to Westminster on the train and try to spread it around in England, she risked lives by doing what she did."}, {"index": 23, "context": "Not too worried, not stressed much. Can't change whats happening so just getting on with things and using the time to get things done. I think the main problem is the press and media causing most of the panic and constantly going on about it, most of what they say are lies or just wrong. I don't watch the news much but can see it affecting other people. Main thoughts about it have been about planning incase it comes around again next year so don't end up stuck at home or short on things. Making sure I keep fit and healthy just incase I got it but not making many other changes."}, {"index": 24, "context": "COVID 19 is clearly a killer but in my opinion, only a certain section of society has life threatened by it and some measures being taken are going overboard. Vaccinating all adults seems to be a waste of time and money for some. The way government deals with COVID 19 often seems to contradict what was previously said, not enough research has been done into the vaccine to warrant investing millions of pounds into it though. I\u2019m not a believer in conspiracy theories but there does seem to be some underhand dealings in some areas concerning COVID-19."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I think it's a bit worrying but Chris Whitty CMO has recovered and seems well. Nobody close to me has been touched by the virus so it does feel a little abstract and external. I think everything all feels a bit surreal; almost like a plot from a film. I am frustrated that a lot of people are flaunting the rules and seem to think that social distancing doesn't apply to them which seems reckless and selfish. I don't want someone I care about, or even myself, to become ill, maybe critically, because someone wanted to go and sunbathe in a park. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "positive at the moment due to progress with the covid-19 vaccine, hopefully the whole of England will receive this and positive progress can be made and life should return to normal in the near future. I am looking forward to when this happens, will be a great day! positive at the moment due to progress with the covid-19 vaccine, hopefully the whole of England will receive this and positive progress can be made and life should return to normal in the near future. I am looking forward to when this happens, will be a great day!"}, {"index": 27, "context": "It is seemingly fantastic for the environment.\nI hope it encourages countries to put pressure on all cultures to protect endangered animals, rather than eat them.\nI am concerned for elderly relatives, although they seem to be doing all the right things. The are fortunate in that they have a garden and my sister can do their shopping. \nI am not concerned for myself or my partner.\nWe are appreciate the fact that we are fortunate to live alongside a large expanse of private land on which we can exercise.\nWe are still both in full time employment."}, {"index": 28, "context": "Working in a school i feel frustrated that school staff have not been prioritised for the vaccine, i do feel anxious about the covid situation although I do feel hope that the situation will improve in the next few months. I feel sad for my children and the sacrifices we have made and life events we have missed out from celebrating in a normal way such as birthday parties. I miss my family and friends and having the freedom to do everyday things like go out for dinner or drinks and going out shopping. I do think the future is looking more positive."}, {"index": 29, "context": "feel fine. I'm well protected and follow the rules accordingly. I'm not worried at all by the vivid. We as a family tested positive in August last year. But has followed all protocols as to what we should do. If we keep are self's safe then that is all that matters . We follow the rules then it should bwe more difficult to pass on the symptoms to other people\n Also I'm a key worker so it is a priority to keep others safe in the line of work that I do. Can't think of anything else to write so just trying to get to the 500 chracters"}], "length": 4210} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Im ready to receive the vaccine and be allowed to lead a normal life. the government has handled the situation horribly. \n\nI look forward to being able to go outside, generally im over the situation but being on lockdown has saved me money but i do miss being around my friends even just going to one another's homes.\n\nI do wish others wouldn't break rules to make it easier for us to transition out of lockdown quickly \n\nI feel a little frustration as my best years are passing me by i entered the pandemic at 23 and i will hopefully be leaving at 25 wow look how fast time has gone"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel very happy as I'm isolated with my family, and spending lots of quality time with my husband and two children. I now speak with my extended family every day which I never used to. It's a much more simple life which is something that I've always wanted to aspire to, but never managed to achieve while living in London. However, if I look on social media, the news, and take in the gravity of the situation, I feel scared, worried, anxious and fearful. I feel protected in my bubble in my home, but I worry for the future and our finances and our health. "}, {"index": 2, "context": "I am worried about the virus but for the first time today I feel more like my normal self. My husband left his work and he contacted them to ask if he could be reinstated and furloughed. They said yes! So I am so happy we are at least getting 80% of the wages. Universal Credit just would not have been enough. The last few weeks I have not felt myself. I have thought about my relationship with my husband in a negative way. We have two children and have not gone out for three weeks. The sun was out today, we had a chat with a neighbour over the fence and things are looking ok finance-wise. I have heard on the news that the number of deaths has dropped slightly and that has given me hope. Cross fingers."}, {"index": 3, "context": "I am frustrated and angry that people are still not social distancing and putting other people's lives at risk, however I am happy working from home spending time with my family, we are playing games and doing jigsaw, having old fashioned \nfun. However I am worried about the spread of the virus and how many people have died. I am a person who shows emotion and am looking forward to being able to hug my Mum and Dad and other friends and family and having a big party. I did not vote for Boris Johnson however think he has done a good job with Covid19 and am concerned about his health as he is now intensive care "}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am feeling just fine. I am relaxed, especially because a weekend is coming. I am feeling blessed and happy with all I have. I do not worry about the virus too much. This is perhaps for a number of reasons. First, I am young so even if I catch the virus there is a great chance that it will not affect me too much. In addition, I work from home so my exposure to others is very limited. Because I can work from home, I am feeling quite safe. I have also developed my working-from-home routine which allows me to dedicated time to cooking good food and exercise. Doing those things makes me feel good about myself."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I feel more at ease with the covid19 situation as we are now being vaccinated which in turn should allow us to start moving forward and having as much of a normal lifestyle as we can compared to last year when we didnt know what to expect. I have had my first dose and know i still have to play my part in keeping others safe until everyone has had both doses. Hopefully come July/ Aug we will be able to live on a more normal level than we do at the moment. I am more settled now that I am able to see my parents as I am an unpaid carer, Also due to being allowed to have bubbles i can see my partner at the weekend when i am not working which gives me a purpose where as before the bubble it just felt i was getting up going to work and having nothing to look forward too"}, {"index": 6, "context": "To be honest, I really don't care about the so-called corona situation, I know it won't affect me and even if in some miraculous way it did, I wouldn't have fear. I have been studying herbs and the human body for years so I know herbal remedies that will defeat the coronavirus in a week. When u have faith in yourself, media and government fear tactics will never scare you. I know my immune system has my back and I know that the day that it doesn't that is my time to transition from this physical state and I look forward to that. "}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel like I have coped with coronavirus very well and haven't really suffered mentally from it. I think I am getting a bit weary of it like a lot of people and I'm very much looking forward to the prospect of things hopefully returning to some semblance of normality soon. I still think I will remain cautious until I have had the vaccine though. For me I am in work pretty much everyday so I have been able to have contact with people and has stopped me feeling isolated, but I miss meeting up with my friends, going to the gym and travelling."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel very angry and disappointed in the government at their treatment of NHS workers during the pandemic. I have some optimism and hope in light of the vaccine, I hope we will be able to visit my partner's family who live in another country before next year. I feel frustrated and worried about not being able to receive the vaccine of my choice, I would feel much safer having the vaccine which is the most effective. I am stressed from at being inside all the time, and am struggling to make or maintain any friendships, this makes me sad. But overall I am extremely happy to be living with my partner now, as I wasn't at the beginning of the pandemic."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel a little worried about how bad it might get, but on the whole I feel fine, and know that it will be over in the long term. I mostly worry for the health of vulnerable relatives, both in terms of corona virus and their mental health in regards to isolation. On an individual level I am not so worried at all. Isolation seems to be fine on my own mental health, but living in my confined space within a flat share is a bit stressful. This mostly comes from being near my flatmates for such a prolonged amount of time, which I am not used to."}, {"index": 10, "context": "Overall I don't feel too bad about the situation now. I'm slightly concerned about the virus still spreading around, due to people not following the rules and that behaviour is still annoying me but I'm not stressing about things. The new variants are worrying but I think they will quickly get under control. There is always the niggling thought that other people or lack of government planning will set us back. However, I'm much more relaxed about it than before now that there are vaccines. I'm feeling more optimistic that will be back to normal sooner than expected"}, {"index": 11, "context": "I think it is a storm in a teacup to be honest. The UK Government has got it all wrong and current measures will cause more harm than good in the long term. My wife and I are having some well earned time off due to being furloughed so thoroughly enjoying the media circus playing out on the TV everyday. The coverage now has reached saturation level and in my opinion it will only be a matter of time before the Police overstep their boundaries and end up in some real trouble with public trust issues. Hopefully it will all be over soon and we can get back to getting out of the EU."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel optimistic now the vaccine programme has worked so well and cases are falling country wide. I am hopeful that schools going back won't start another surge in cases and even if they do, the success of the vaccination programme should mean that cases won't translate to deaths. I think the media need to be more responsible and stop trying to scaremonger with stories about new variants. The science says these variants are of low concern but the media blow it out of proportion to get clicks and sell advertising space."}, {"index": 13, "context": "We have really go along way regarding this pandemic situation. The health and government officials, as well as the masses, have contributed immensely towards minimising the impact of the pandemic. I am sure things will return to normal soon. \n\nAccording to the statistics from health officials, the rate is decreasing rapidly, and with the production of vaccines, everything will progress very fast.\n\nPersonally, I do connect with friends and family as much as I can. Sometimes, I do have to go out to exercise since all gym centres are locked. Sometimes, it seems tough, but we are all in it together and with sacrifice will overcome."}, {"index": 14, "context": "Anxious about schools returning and the possible impact on myself and my family. Hoping that the return to schools doesn\u2019t increase infection rates.Frustrated that all teachers haven\u2019t been vaccinated. Hoping that we don\u2019t have to go back into lockdown. Looking forward to having a UK based holiday in the Summer. Aware that lots of people will want the same things as myself. Not sure when I will ever feel fully confident to return to large gatherings of people at Public events. Glad that people I love are beginning to get the vaccination."}, {"index": 15, "context": "The corona virus is a frustratingly over manipulated situation used to cover up other situations, assert control and breed fear amongst us all. I do not fear the virus I fear the people that 'created' it and have anger and resentment to all those involved for putting us all into such a dire situation - mentally, emotionally and financially.\n\nWe will overcome this and the truth will eventually come out the m ore people realise that MSM, those in power and many others are behind all of this. I don't deny there is an actual virus but I refuse to believe in the plandemic. There are too many inconsistencies and nothing adds up."}, {"index": 16, "context": " Am just as worried about it the same as the next person.I'm feeling quite upbeat today as been doing indoor crafts with kids but its always in the back of my mind.\n I have elderly parent's(in 80s) and my inlaws are in their 60's and all have underlying conditions.\n I myself have Asthma so it is a worrying time.We all need to accept that we will know someone who will pass away.\n I am trying to keep the kids happy and occuped as they do understand but their routine is shot to pieces.They have been doing schoolwork but as this is now Easter holidays they dont have any.\n Even thous its not life as we know it,I still feel that we should have total lockdown."}, {"index": 17, "context": "There is nothing we can do and just following gov guidance and hoping that soon it will remain in past and we will be back to normal without all this restrictions. The only one thing which really makes me upset is travel restrictions. I miss my family and friends as they all leave far away some in this country but as far that you can\u2019t just come and go back same day. Just living in hopes for normal life that people will be responsible and wear this masks or stay home if they got ill. I stayed in self isolation because of being in contact with person who had COVID and it wasn\u2019t so hard to stay for 10 days to keep people safe."}, {"index": 18, "context": "The corona situation makes me feel slightly anxious. I am worried that there may be another wave and I've already had to shut my business for 8 months in the last year due to the virus. The lockdowns have also made me feel proud of myself. Early on I decided that I would live the best life I could during lockdowns and use the time to evaluate what I want with my life. There are aspects I will take forward such as living in the moment more and making sure I make time for me after this is over which I didn't do much before. I appreciate things more. I realise how much much I love my business, my family and my friends. It has been an appalling year but I have come through it stronger than I was and I glad I had the opportunity to make the most of this year."}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel glad to be able to look forward to the plan of coming out of lockdown. I am not anxious about my daughters return to school and welcome the glimpse of normality this brings. At the weekend whilst driving to a park i was amazed at just how many people were out and about in large groups (over 10 in most instances) without any social distancing. It feels very much like the lockdown has ended already. I feel glad to of not been affected by Covid, but do feel it has been largely over dramatised and I am not one to buy in to the panic so feel calm"}, {"index": 20, "context": "At the moment I feel quite optimistic and relaxed about the corona situation. this is because i know the vaccine is accessible and things will be back to normal soon. I also feel that the situation has been over-exaggerated in the media, through only representing the bad figures and not any of the positives, such as the survival rate. it has made university more stressful, having to do it online and having online meetings. Right now i feel closer to my family, having had the opportunity to spend more time with all of us together"}, {"index": 21, "context": "Not so much worried anymore just a bit fed up. Working from home is okay but I want to see my family and friends again. I also lost my grandad to coronavirus so that hit us all really hard. We\u2019ve had holidays cancelled, some people have lots jobs and can\u2019t afford to live. Everything is just making me feel a bit fed up now. Hopefully things will go back to normal in June and we can start moving forward and getting back to the way it was. Even though it\u2019ll never fully be like it used to. I think wearing masks to go shopping will probably be mandatory forever now"}, {"index": 22, "context": "Covid-19 has completely taken over my life, in that it has changed the way I work and it has made my flatmate's economic situation a lot more anxious, which obviously has a knockon effect on me. I am anxious about my health, as I am asthmatic and have had a cough (but no other symptoms) for 3 weeks now - I worry that, although I think it is probably just a cough, there is no way of knowing for sure as I wouldn't be able to get tested for Coronavirus. I spend a lot of spare time taking online science courses about Covid-19, which is very interesting. I read recently that this situation could go on for another year and a half, which means that our lives are going to be so changed and uncertain for ages. And does that mean I won't get to see my parents again for all that time? That makes me a bit sad. At the same time as feeling worried about these things, I feel that this is something that is totally out of my control beyond the sensible precautions that I can take, and it is something that is no-one's fault. Whether I survive it or not seems largely down to luck! There is something quite liberating in that. This is also an exciting time to be alive - this situation is completely novel to me."}, {"index": 23, "context": "It prevented me from working (self-employed making wedding toppers) but I was able to get a job working for the NHS from home and taking confirmed case calls."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel quite content in my knowledge and understanding of covid and how a virus mutates.\nI do not feel confident in the governments dealing of this. Far too many mistakes by them. Big organisations, including supermarkets have a pandemic policy in place. It took far too long for this to be implemented.\nI\u2019m happy my children are back at school but not happy if they have to isolate for a period of time. My youngest really struggles with the constant changes and not knowing if he is in school or not. Bearing in mind that we haven\u2019t been around germs for a long time my children will catch something which will mean more time out from school."}, {"index": 25, "context": "At this moment I feel calm and relaxed in the comfort of knowing myself and my family are staying safe and following the guidelines. However their is anger in relation to work in food retail as other members of public abuse the convenience of my risk going to work for personal fulfillment of a can of pop, newspapers or chocolate and sweets. Not for the essential items they need. \nOverall despite myself a shop worker and my partner a police officer this time together has deepened and strengthened our relationship and shifted a focus on to our future. Truly highlights who and what is important in my life."}, {"index": 26, "context": "Want it to be over now. Longing for normality to return so that I can go things like visit places and go on holiday and go out with my friends. Feel happy that my family have gotten off lightly though, there have been no cases in my family and several members have already been vaccinated. I'm grateful that none of us have gotten the virus. I just hope that the vaccination program works so that things can start to open up again. A lot less fearful than I was last year as the vaccine is bringing down cases."}, {"index": 27, "context": "At this very moment, I feel happy and relaxed because I have just finished work and I am working from home. My family are all working from home too and so far everyone is safe. I feel anxious to watch the news and worried that someone I know will get ill. I feel sad if I think about all of the people who are ill at the moment or who have lost someone. I feel as though the world is a bit much for me to bare right now and the best way for me to deal with it is to keep busy and try not to worry myself about things I can't control."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I believe we are making a great effort to vaccinate the majority of the nation, the one thing I disagree with is that the schools have gone back so urgently. I believe this may cause another rise in cases for the people that have not yet had the vaccine. This will in turn push back the other relaxations of the lockdown, meaning sports cannot return and pubs/restaurants cannot open.\nI want to return back to work in London at the earliest and this will not become available until June 21st at least."}, {"index": 29, "context": "i feel that the governments of the world are not doing enough to try and contain the virus which is frustrating.\n\ni am personally happy as i prepared for this event so i don't have as much to worry about as the people who were oblivious and didn't prepare for it.\n\ni have enough supplies to last a few months therefore i have a sense of clam and am relaxed as i do not have anything to worry about currently and for the foreseeable future.\n\nalso i was working from home before the lockdown in my country so not much has changed for me."}, {"index": 30, "context": "It is better, covid cases are down and there are less people dying. we have been in lockdown for ages and are coming out of it. we will have normal summer where we can go out and see people and eat out. it is much better now and covid is pretty much going away. i am looking forward to going back to normal and getting out and about so that i can be free. there has been lots of deaths and we are broken as a society with so many flaws and inequalities which covid has highlighted. its time that this changed"}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel hopeful. The number of new cases and deaths is dropping steadily and the roadmap from the government is promising. I hope to see my family again soon as I miss them dearly. I\u2019m still a little sad at times due to the increased isolation and lack of team spirit at work, but this is improving. I look forward to things returning to normality gradually as the year progresses, and really hope people use their common sense. We need to keep pushing on through the tough times, it will be worth it."}], "length": 4497} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "Hopeful and Optimistic. I am having my second jab tomorrow and looking forward to lockdown being lifted soon. \nIt\u2019ll be nice to have some sort of life again with my little girl and have days out\nThe last year has seemed to go pretty quickly looking back though\nOther than that, it\u2019ll be nice to get back to work full time too \nand be able to have childcare again! \nI miss the little things like the beach. It\u2019ll be nice to go for a walk along one again and breathe in the sea air\n\nIt also nice to see the daily numbers dropping in my local area"}, {"index": 1, "context": "I feel the corona virus situation is coming to an end and it has been so long since things were normal. I can\u2019t wait for things to begin opening. It has been draining living with coronavirus and although it will never be fully gone I am looking forward to returning to some sort of normality and my children having some sort of normality in life. Corona has changed so much over the last year and it has been so full of uncertainty. I have been scared of catching it and passing it onto my family and especially scared when I was pregnant that I would get it and pass it on to my unborn child"}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel inspired by the community spirit at present. However the few individual who are not abiding by the lockdown instructions are infuriating me as they will only make it worse for all of us. I am busy with university work and so have not had time to get bored yet however I am sure that will come shortly. I am isolating with my family so I have people to keep me entertained. I am apart from my boyfriend which makes me sad but I know I am doing right by the country by not seeing him. I believe the country know what they are doing and preparing in the best way possible. I understand that many lives will be lost but the NHS will try to save as many as possible. "}, {"index": 3, "context": "I feel very fearful about the corona virus, but it's also important to work at being happy and not allow the fear to overcome us. We take good care to do all the things that will help us stay safe, and we are really lucky to live in a rural area where we can enjoy the outdoors immediately from our house. Feeling happy is the strongest way to face adversity, and not allow it to affect us in a negative way. I am worried about what happens next, but doing our best to live for today and enjoy today. What is happening to others is never far from our minds though, so we think of everyone each day."}, {"index": 4, "context": "I am slightly concerned about the corona situation and worried that things may get worse again with new variants. But most of my immediate family Have been vaccinated or will be vaccinated very soon which was my main concern and so a large proportion of my worry has subsided. As the infection rates are so low in my area this also puts my mind at ease. I still find myself paranoid about cleaning surfaces/deliveries though and I will not be happy meeting with anyone until my family have built up immunity from the vaccine."}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am angry at how badly the British government has managed the pandemic. I am anxious about going back to normal life, although, I would like some normality. I feel like I have had covid but it wasn\u2019t at the time when people could get a test and I feel like I now have long lasting effects from it. I am angry at the money that the British government have wasted even when they pretended before the pandemic that they did not have enough funding for other social issues such as helping the disabled and homeless."}, {"index": 6, "context": "I have had the first dose of the vaccine and so have members of my family so I am happy about that and also happy with the vaccine rollout in the U.K. \nI hope that we\u2019re through the worst and I\u2019m confident that scientists will be able to protect us from future variants through vaccines. \nI\u2019m glad we\u2019re through the winter. Cases and deaths are down and I\u2019m hopeful that the worst is over. \nHopefully once the economy is fully re-open we can enjoy life as close to fully as possible and avoid full lockdowns. I\u2019m looking forward to finally seeing friends again."}, {"index": 7, "context": "Mixed. I don't think there is a right way to handle the current situation. Yes, distance and wear masks at every opportunity ams avoid gatherings. But at the same time the government can't pay its way out and support everything without this having a huge knock effect for years to come.\n\nAnd its terrible that we have to accept there will habe to be a certain amount of expected deaths annually... But there does, we need to keep going, kids in school, people at work.\n\nSo, its both worrisome and challenging. I hate risk but risk seems inevitable."}, {"index": 8, "context": "This evening I received a tip off from a friend that people over 56 can now book a vaccination online, so I did that immediately and now have appointments for the 1st and 2nd vaccination booked. Hence I am feeling personally very happy, but nevertheless appreciate that we are still in a serious situation with 'normality' a long way off. As I am retired (early) and live alone, I don't have the worry of mixing at work (as a former teacher I am glad not to be facing the stress that the return on Monday may pose for my old colleagues) and have been able to limit contact with others."}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel that it is very serious and it is a national and international issue that needs to be dealt with seriously and with great care and attention. Personally, however, I have not been affected by it much - none of my friends or family, or even people I know have had it, only those such as my friends friend or my friends family - so I I don\u2019t feel afraid to live my life. I do, however, take all precautions such as wearing a mask, social distancing and sanitising my hands. My workplace has also stayed open (I work in a solicitors office) but closed to clients, which has made me feel less worried about the pandemic as I still have a sense of normality and am not just cooped up in my own home alone and hearing the negative statistics"}, {"index": 10, "context": "As we close in on a year of Coronavirus, my current feeling about the pandemic at this moment of time is that of exhaustion yet positivity. The rules in which we must abide by, in order to overcome the hard times placed upon us by the invisible enemy, have taken a toll mentally and physically on one's self. However, in times of turmoil, I do find myself in good spirit and high hopes for the future! The reduction of deaths and increased rollout of vaccinations has eased what was once fear, yet the overwhelming longevity of the virus which did not seem so bad at first; still allows for one's mind to think if we'll ever go back to normal."}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am just awaiting my turn for the vaccine, slightly cautious of the possible long term effects.\n\nThe new variants are obvious signs that the virus is ever changing, but luckily science seems to be one step ahead In battling the virus and giving the country the boost it needs on the long road to a new normality.\n\nI am hopeful that everything should be back to norma by the end of summer with 2022 being a big year in reinvigorating the economy. \n\nOnce the worst of the virus is over it will be interesting to see how normal practices compare to pre covid."}, {"index": 12, "context": "I feel good now I believe the Government has a hold on the situation. Every person has had a different experience, some worse than mine. The be anxiety and fear that was caused may take some time to release. Now is a time to move on and move up in their lives. Invest in their families, their communities and the children who have suffered as they are our future.\nA lot of elderly people don't know why we have been so scared of what wasn't the greatest pandemic in their lives and perspective has been missing from the response."}, {"index": 13, "context": "It\u2019s a bit strange as it\u2019s something we\u2019ve not seen before. We\u2019re managing to get through day by day but it is worrying. I\u2019m concerned about how long the lockdown will last and the impact of this. We\u2019re having to buy for a couple of weeks at a time to avoid going out, but stores are half empty, this makes things really difficult when you have a newborn and simply need certain items. I\u2019m trying to stay calm and relaxed, distracting myself to take my mind off of things but I am quite anxious about the situation. "}, {"index": 14, "context": "I keep forgetting why we are isolating and those moments are very happy and relaxed. I then remember why I am at home and start to get anxious. I wish I could stay working from home but without the looming threat of the virus. I love spending time with my family but hate that we cannot see all of the family. Also I feel a lot of pressure that this time needs to be productive. Generally I am feeling happy but I worry for other members of my family especially the older ones and the ones who are unwell."}, {"index": 15, "context": "I am fed up with it. 2 months into another lockdown and i just want everything to return to normal. I miss a lot of normal things like going to the gym or the cinema. I miss sitting in a bar and enjoying my free time with my mates. I cant wait to take my kids out again to soft play areas and trampoline parks. I miss going on holiday the most, sitting at the beach with a strawberry daquiri or a sex on the beach. I miss taking a wee drive on a random day with a picnic. Everyboduly seems to be feeling the same."}, {"index": 16, "context": "With all the steps that have been taken to isolate us from each other, I am not worried about myself and my health. I have a health condition that may not be compatible with the corona virus but I am trying not to think and stress about it at the moment. I am concerned about others who may get infected. I am relatively happy at the moment, trying to make the best out of my situation (i.e. working from home, no commuting to work). I am happy with the actions taken by the government and I think that they are doing they best to deal with this situation. "}, {"index": 17, "context": "It's been a difficult year, but there's definitely a bright side, and things are beginning to look up for the better now. My parents have had their first vaccines, so they're in a much better position than they were a year ago, and a lot safer for it too. I'm currently preparing to get back onto campus for university, and seeing how things go from there. Things will get better soon, I'm trying to remain optimistic - especially since around this time last year we were all in so much uncertainty about everything to do with the virus, it's nice to know that now there's a bit more certainty and security with life."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I am feeling positive that things are improving and lockdown measures are easing at the end of this month and beyond, but I feel anxious about how long it will last and whether further lockdown measures will have to be reintroduced in the future, especially over the winter again. I worry that figures will start to go back up and we won't be able to meet with friends and family again. I just want to be able to see my friends and family, even if it has to be outside in gardens etc. I do think things need to start getting back to normal, we can't stay locked inside and put all of our lives on hold for much longer. We will have to learn to live with covid like we do with the flu."}, {"index": 19, "context": "Not been too worried about it to be honest. I\u2019ve been 80% since I\u2019ve been off from about the 20th March I believe. Partner still in work due to key worker, she works in a nursery linked with NHS, so will be working right through I could imagine. Happiness because I\u2019ve been home looking after my 2 year old daughter. Never have I had the chance to spend this much time with her. It\u2019s been great. Sometimes annoyed with how government have dealt with some issues. Not quick enough etc to make big decisions. Not clear enough regarding who should/shouldn\u2019t work, I\u2019m a carpenter. My company were in limbo and pretty much left to my boss to decide if we should stay open or not. He decided to close. But we do insurance works. So could potentially delay people getting back home etc."}, {"index": 20, "context": "I feel quite relieved that the R number has decreased and that people are becoming more hopeful about the future. That being said, I still feel a bit cautious regarding the future with the new variants and how the vaccines will deal with these. We know how much effort and time it takes to produce a vaccine and vaccinate most of the population, therefore, if these vaccines have to be tweaked this takes time and then the population would most likely have to have a booster which takes a lot of time and effort. My worry is that we could be in and out of lockdown for quite a long time if this was the case."}, {"index": 21, "context": "I feel confident the situation is going to improve now that we have a vaccine and a roadmap to get things back to normal.\nI feel more optimistic and can start planning things and that makes me happy.\nOverall I feel like we are on a good track and I am very impatient to be able to socialise and have wonderful memories again.\nI look forward to kids going back to school too, they have been resilient but they also miss the social interactions and being taught in person.\nThey have had moments of boredom and lethargy.\nOverall I think things are on a good path to get better and we can resume our lives as we knew them before"}, {"index": 22, "context": "I am still concerned at the threat of another wave but happy that my most vulnerable family members have been vaccinated. I am looking forward to the easing of restrictions over the summer - having an end in sight helps me feel less frustrated. I am angry at how the government has handled the situation and am concerned that no lessons will be learned from their failings. I am grateful that I haven't lost any loved ones but am saddened at essentially losing a year of my twenties. I have family members who have had much more negative experiences than my own and feel very sad for them."}, {"index": 23, "context": "I feel happy that I get my second injection next week and that the bulk of the population will soon be safer, this will enable me to see my family and friends, I still will feel that I should continue to take all the current precautions because of the idiots that refuse the injection. I feel sad and upset that so many have not taken this pandemic seriously.it affects everyone and everyone should take the same consideration for others .I cannot wait for a day when I can meet my family and friends again. I and so many others have missed so much and I feel sad for all those who have suffered and lost loved ones through the past year"}, {"index": 24, "context": "I feel happier knowing many people have been vaccinated- including my parents, and that the vaccine will be available to more people soon. \nI am thankful none of my family members were affected by coronavirus.\n\n\nAlso knowing there are plans for lockdown to end in the next few months makes me feel better too- although I do feel anxious about life after the pandemic since we have been indoors for so long now away from people. I haven't been out of the house much since the first lockdown last year."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am strangely enjoying the freedom that lock down brings, I look out the window, see birds (and now identify them), using delivery companies that I wouldn't normally use - small producers for example. I am enjoying the emptiness of diaries, finding out more about online activities and social media channels that I have avoided until now. Relaxed and happy. Got a jigsaw on the go, have started some OU courses, doing online exercise, a stack of books, cooking interesting things that take time. However, I realise that I am hugely lucky, have a garden and a dog which make all the difference in the world. "}, {"index": 26, "context": "Very unfornuate to those who have been affected, I am fortunately not affected and neither is my family so far. There are some benefits to the planet in terms of climate change and it has highlighted some negative things in our way of life, so for this there is a positive side that we can be happy with if we all stay safe and obey the lockdown. The most concerning thing in my opinion is the upcoming recession/depression because if people are still out of work well after the pandemic, there will be a more severe problem which is the collapse of the global economy, having such a major and volatile event might lead to unrest in the world and the possibility of war."}, {"index": 27, "context": "I'm personally not affected by it right now. However, it's worrying how many people are being infected and killed by it. Being isolated socially is difficult at times. However, I am feeling good at the moment. I worked a lot on self-improvement today, I had time to read about interesting topics and meditate. I even managed to get out for a small walk, as I'm lucky that there is a path near my home where not a lot of people travel through. I just finished my tea and now I'm mostly watching videos online."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel anxious about getting the virus again but not thinking about it as much today. I am happy to have been out for fresh air but it the restrictions are getting to me. I miss my friends and family very much. Although I understand restrictions and I abide by them, it feels like happy moments are more fleeting than before the pandemic started. I do not feel as angry as before but I do notice that a looming feeling of hopelessness is covering me most times. I do my tasks everyday and work etc but I increasingly feel like my soul leaves my body and I am a robot just producing, walking, talking but not there, there. I am able to feel happy at times as I do today, for example, but I find it harder and harder to take that good feeling in."}, {"index": 29, "context": "I think we are finally seeing some sort of control over the virus to be able to get us back to some sort of normal living, shops being open again, business being able to open up again and we can finally get our haircut. Although, I'm so use to lock down, apart from going to work, it is a little anxiety provoking the thought of being around lots of people again. \nAlso lets hope there has been enough research done on the jab as well so no long term issues appear further down the line and cause other problems."}, {"index": 30, "context": "I have been shielding for a full calendar year. I had my first baby while in lockdown, and was also made redundant due to Covid just before I gave birth. However, me and my loved ones all recently had the vaccine. I feel hopeful for the first time in a year. A huge weight of fear and anxiety has lifted. I no longer feel terrified when one of us coughs. I am so excited about the possibility of doing normal things again like going to the supermarket, and for my family and friends to finally meet my baby girl. There were so many points in the last year when I wasn't sure if we would ever get a vaccine or if we did, that it would happen so soon. I am so grateful for everything I have and can't wait to live my life again."}], "length": 4373} -{"text": [{"index": 0, "context": "i have just had the jab yesterday but even before the jab with the elderly having the first doses i was beginning to feel less anxious.\n\nNow after having the jab i am a lot less anxious but still realise that i still have to keep to covid rules.\n\ni am still worried for those who will not have the vaccine and what will happen to those unvaccinated although every tell me the average death rate is still 80\n\ni am also thinking of the covid mutations and whether we can keep up with the vaccine.i dont like to vaccinate often so i am not wanting this covid vaccine to be an annual vaccination."}, {"index": 1, "context": "I still feel worried about the Corona situation at the moment. Although. I feel slightly relieved as the death figures have reduced for the UK as a whole but in particular they have plummeted in Scotland for 2 days in a row to 2 deaths per day. However, I'm a little anxious as to whether this will continue and hoping that people don't relax the advice of self isolating or social distancing because of this as this would undo the good that has been done. I still feel a little ponderous as to how this virus has started and the cause. I also get very annoyed about people not being respectful of the 2 metre distance. I feel pretty anxious about the economy also as I'm wondering about the long term effects this lock down will have on the country and the world. There is so much hardship and poverty already in this country."}, {"index": 2, "context": "I feel OK about it, it's a concern but my job is secure. Everyone I know is safe. I'm enjoying the community spirit at the minute. Many people have felt isolated by it but I dont. I feel more included and more connected than ever before. However, I'm a little concerned that too many people are going out, we will be on full lock down before we know it!! I don't want to be on lock down because I want to be able to go for a walk, all the while keeping my distance from others . It's annoying that a lot of people don't seem to be able to follow these rules or understand the importance of it."}, {"index": 3, "context": "It has quickly become normality. I am concerned for friends and family in terms if how they will be effected if they get the virus. It is also concerning that there doesn\u2019t really appear to be an exit strategy at this point. The other main concern is how we will rebuild the economy, poverty is likely to be a major issue particularly if the lockdown continues much longer. I am fortunate in that I am a key worker so do not have any immediate concerns relating to work. I am generally pretty relaxed and would go as far as to say that I am actually enjoying the isolation. "}, {"index": 4, "context": "I'm optimistic about the future really. I have a job that is Covid proof as I work in the custodial industry so it has not effected me too badly. Apart from a small drop in money over the past few months that is now getting back to normal. The vaccine is rolling out so I am positive about the future and feeling we now have a grip on this awful virus. I just hope people will do as they said in the beginning and not forget about the people on the front line who sacrificed so much. Cleaners etc but I fear all their efforts will be forgotten and they will go back to being the invisible people of our society once again"}, {"index": 5, "context": "I am happy that the vaccination programme is progressing really well and that we are on the right road to recovery. I am still very very busy at work and it is very stressful. I am glad my children are going back to school and I hope that we can have a holiday this summer. I have had 2 Covid vaccines so I feel a lot safer. \n\nI wonder what the future looks like and how safe we will be going to pubs and on holiday. I think our children will remember this for the rest of their lives. \n\nThis is history in the making. I used to feel special when I travelled to work throughout the first lockdown, it felt very different with empty trains, stations and streets. I was able to go to work much earlier because my children were at home and not at school. Now it is slightly busier but not by much really"}, {"index": 6, "context": "I\u2019m happy to be spending more time at home with my family. I don\u2019t feel under time pressure as I\u2019m not wasting two hours a day commuting as I\u2019m working from home. I\u2019m relaxed as there\u2019 more time to do things I enjoy like gardening. I can exercise every day after work and then make dinner without rushing. I love hanging out with my kids and my husband and my dog. There\u2019s time to chat and have fun together. We get chance to do things together like going on walks and chatting. I choose who to hang out with outside of my family and go for a walk to chat with a friend once a week rather than once a month like it used to be. I can see colleagues in meetings and get the job done together. It allows me to be more focused on my work and get stuff done."}, {"index": 7, "context": "I feel sad that many people will die. I feel a little anxious that I will contract the virus however I take courage in the fact that I am young, fit, healthy, without any medical conditions nor do I take any medication. However I am fearful for my elderly grandfather who is at risk and is self isolating for the 12 week period as directed by the government.\n\nI feel disgusted that the government was too slow and has been incompetent in their response to this crisis. We had some time to plan ahead since the warnings were coming out of China in the early part of the year. I feel let down by the government ministers when I discovered that they had planned for an epidemic response in the future but they did not buy the correct PPE as it was deemed too expensive.\n\nI feel angry that the healthcare workers in the NHS such as myself have been put at risk of contracting the coronavirus which is avoidable with the correct PPE. \n\nI am annoyed by the poor response and lack of understanding / engagement by the general public. I was walking to work the other day when I walked past a party in someone's garden. 7+ people drinking alcohol, music etc. It's annoying as this is disrespectful. The public may clap at 8pm on Friday or whenever but it is hypocritical to clap and say thanks for the NHS then go and break the rules which we are trying to put in place and enforce to reduce the death rate, reduce the burden on the NHS and help the country out."}, {"index": 8, "context": "I feel relaxed as I have the time to do things that I wouldn't normally do, such as reading books and learning new skills. However, I feel sad as I miss my friends and am worried about how long it will be before I see them again, hoping things feel a bit more normal in the coming months. I am generally a happy person and know that I need routine and my mind needs to be kept busy so I am trying to do that as much as possible. I do feel slightly anxious about the uncertainty of what the next few months will bring, but am optimistic that things will be better soon. "}, {"index": 9, "context": "I feel ok about the coronavirus at the moment. I think I was feeling a lot more anxious this time last year about the spread of COVID. A year on and I still do not personally know anyone who has died from COVID. I think lockdown 3 has been the hardest on me but also on a lot of other people too. It's been a difficult start to 2021 but I'm feeling more confident in the roadmap out of this third lockdown and with the vaccine too that we will soon be out of this mess and getting back to some sort of normal. I'm missing seeing friends and family and going out for dinners and a year on it's even tougher on people as it's been such an unsocial year."}, {"index": 10, "context": "To much doom and gloom on the news. people are showing their true self's in a bad way. don't know who to trust. the rules should be relaxed. the police are taking it to far and should only be catching true criminals. the government are not looking after the peoples money. small business are shutting down and we are going to lose them. Testing should of been done months ago when China had a problem. Protective equipment should of been provided straight away. Lockdown should of been placed where the worst of the pandemic started "}, {"index": 11, "context": "I am hopeful as there appears to be a light at the end of the very long tunnel we have been travelling through. I am looking forward to returning to work and seeing the children in the class! I have found teaching online strange, time consuming and difficult at times. I feel sorry for the children in my class who have missed so much school and we\u2019re just beginning to make progress. It feels like it\u2019s going to be like climbing up a steep hill to get them settled back into school.\n\nI have found this whole situation difficult with not being able to socialise. I am a very sociable person and I am really looking forward to finally seeing my family and friends! Each day that more people are vaccinated my anxiety is replaced with a feeling of hope. I can\u2019t wait for shops and pubs and restaurants to open up. I am also relieved that I won\u2019t have to spend another birthday in lockdown!"}, {"index": 12, "context": "I'm feeling like there is so much light at the end of the tunnel and we are coming to the end of the last year being so dark. There has been alot for me to take in and adapt to the changes imposed upon me. I have just been lucky I still have my job and I have been working throughout the pandemic and been able to save some extra money in the process. This time has made me think about what I want out of life and how I want to live it once restrictions are lifted. First thing is first is a new sofa..."}, {"index": 13, "context": "I feel that the current situation was avoidable and that the handling could have been better. Quite frankly I\u2019m fed up of the situation and want it all to be over so that I can forget about it. My life has been on hold since last March because of the coronavirus and it has seriously delayed my long time plans and also disrupted my final year and university and my planned graduation. \n\nEvery day feels like a repeat of the day before so much so that I often forget what day it is as it\u2019s not relevant anymore"}, {"index": 14, "context": "i worry about mixing with people socially again when lockdowns are over more so than the virus itself, it is like i have forgotten how it works.It will probably be easier than it seems currently. It feels like it is on the way to being resolved but 'normality' is a way off. I have been luckier than many because i am a key worker so have continued to work and actually have progressed in my job, i have learned many new skills that i may not have done otherwise which makes me overall positive about the future."}, {"index": 15, "context": "Very optimistic about humanity's ability to overcome Covid-19 with vaccines. Cautiously planning some return to international travel and normal society. I feel a kind of justified cynicism with regard to the actions of the UK government, which has made a mess of almost everything before succeeding with its vaccination programme (which is really the NHS's programme). I feel very sorry for young people, especially those whose careers have been blighted, often before they've got started. I'm using the lockdown to learn new skills - piano and German - but finding it hard to focus."}, {"index": 16, "context": "At the moment I am going through mix of feelings. There is happiness as we are together as a family, my husband is spending time with our kids more than before, because he is stuck at home. It feels good to take time, not to worry about going out or spending money in shopping.Than there is anger because my son's birthday is cancelled, I can't order neccessary things to bake cake as all online slots are gone for ages, my husband is not so good at shopping but he goes to shops because he is the one who drives.I can't order my son personalised birthday card as I did las 10 years because last 2 weeks it is not possible. Than there is sadness that people are dying but at the same timeI can;t believe that everything is locked, people are staying at home, no planes no visits nothing and statisticly every year from flu die even more people. I find TV and newspapers fear mongering and I am so worried about people with mental issues because beeing on their own without help and no one to turn to in most needed minutes could involve even more uneccessary death."}, {"index": 17, "context": "I feel I and my family are doing all we can to try and prevent the spread of this virus. Myself and my daughter have to work so apart from going to work and essential shopping I don\u2019t leave the house, I have on one occasion gone for a walk but I don\u2019t do this typically every day. It is worrisome but the situation cannot be helped my feeling anxious and worried about it won\u2019t change anything. As long as I follow the advice given I\u2019m confident that I And my family will remain well. I don\u2019t feel this situation will be easily resolved, I feel we have a long way to go, and this could go on for many many months if not longer."}, {"index": 18, "context": "I feel fed up of corona as I haven't been able to do anything I would like to and I am feeling restless and sick of being inside. I have not keep up with the corona news recently so I do not know how bad it is/isn't therefore I don't feel that worried. I have made new friends during lockdown which I feel thankful for however I just want things to go back to normal so I can go to new places and see my friends and experience my youth. I feel as if I am wasting my best years stuck inside and have lost significant relationships due to this"}, {"index": 19, "context": "I feel okay about it. It's progressing and getting better, especially with the vaccincations being rolled out. It's still scary and I don't enjoy not being able to see people properly but its what is needed. I feel a bit anxious about things opening up again but mostly okay I just hope everyone will be safe and sensible. But overall I am trying to stay optimistic about where we're heading. I feel safe as well as my university is doing weekly COVID testing and I have been given the vaccine as I am training to be a healthcare worker"}, {"index": 20, "context": "It seems to be getting better. The weather has brightened up with spring, so it's nice to be able to spend more time outside again. Vaccinations are going well, so hopefully we will be able to come out of lockdown and lift restrictions by Summer. Looking forward to seeing friends and family again, and being able to spend a bit of time away from home (break from everyday life). Will be nice to be able to socialise, go out to for meals/drinks, and even meet up for coffee! I'm feeling very hopeful about the future."}, {"index": 21, "context": "Very sad time, \nNHS staff doing great job\nHappy that uk is getting through this well, wish that the whole world could get closer and sort this out not like China not telling everyone how to cope with this and are making money uncalled for but I can\u2019t do anything about this not only this but USA is doing a great job and so is uk nurses doctors and volunteers, I\u2019m a little bit sad right now not just about me but about my family aswell and if someone gets sick I won\u2019t know how to cope with it! Hopefully god is looking down and this will clear soon"}, {"index": 22, "context": "The government is doing a good job at the moment but i do get annoyed with media when they keep asking the government about when the lockdown is going to end.And every afternoon when listening to the government coronavirus daily brief,i really get annoyed by the same questions they keep asking especially when the questios had already been addresses during the briefing.at the moment i am reaal happy that people in area are following the social distance guidelines by staying in and only going out to have a walk or shopping when required."}, {"index": 23, "context": "At the moment I feel positive about the future. With the UK vaccination program going well and kids now going back to school I feel that we will get back to some sort of normality soon. There now seems to be some sort of light at the end of the tunnel and that restrictions will soon end. I\u2019m looking forward to being able to see family and friends again and for the summer to be easier. I am a little concernes about the variants that seem to be emerging. Also nest winter is a concern with virus rates possible going up again."}, {"index": 24, "context": "I am happy that we have a vaccine and are vaccinating everyone now. I am a bit worried about getting vaccinated but i think it is important that everyone gets vaccinated. \n I am looking forward to things slowly getting back to normal and that my son can finally go back to school next week he has has had quite a hard time being isolated from all his friends and he has been missing school. \n I am feeling very optimistic now and i can finally see a light at the end of the tunnel. I feel grateful that the Corona situation hasn't really effected my family in a really negative way."}, {"index": 25, "context": "I am stressed being in close contact with who I live with, their behaviour and attitudes are effecting my mood. The lack of distance from them is causing a strain. And that not asking me to do something when I've told them when I'm free is somehow my fault, I can't wait to be able to go back to work and regularly get out of this house. I am happy with other things in general such as work/life balance, the future prospects. I have a secure job and I haven't been directly affected by coronavirus.."}, {"index": 26, "context": "i feel very anxious and worried about the situation. as im a care worker in the thick of it we have no sufficent PPE. I am worried for my family collegues and residents. i hope everyone will stick to the guidelines so we can get back to normal. and the rest of the world can heal aswell and we can all work toegtehr to get the world back to normal ................................................................................................................................................................................................"}, {"index": 27, "context": "I'm pretty bored of it all, the risk does not seem that high, not high enough to just stop doing anything. Should be allowed to go out if you are willing to take the risk. Do not think we are being told the truth, too may things are hidden or censored from us. I don't see why certain business are getting priority over others, the media is not essential, but rich tv and movie stars seem to be able to travel and do what they want whilst we are locked down. Other countries that don't have a lock down like us are doing ok. A lot of the people getting sick are fat and unhealthy so why should everyone else suffer for self inflicted illnesses. We could keep the real sick people safe whilst not having to lock everyone up."}, {"index": 28, "context": "I feel positive about the future. With the roadmap out of covid restrictions the outlook is more positive. The summer will be here soon and we will finally be able to meet outdoors. I have wanted to see my family so much but I am happy with my own family and that we have been kept safe in our own little bubble. My husband has had the vaccine and so has quite a few members of my family. I know that most people I know have followed the rules. I try not to let the actions of others effect me. Other people breaking the rules has nothing to do with me."}, {"index": 29, "context": "There is a light a the end of the tunnel which is reassuring and I feel less concerned about contracting covid 19 as I have had my first vaccine as have many of my friends and family. I still worry about going back out into the world after working from home for nearly a year. I don't like the idea of a crowded commute and I think I am more productive working at home. I worry about the impact on my childrens lives and careers as well as their future prospects. My eldest son is buying a new house and has little job security"}, {"index": 30, "context": "I am sad and Frustrated that a whole year has passed and we\u2019re still very much in the grip of this pandemic. I personally know families that have lost their loved ones. I\u2019m sad that I\u2019ve not seen my brothers and sisters properly in all this time. My parents have stayed well and so have my family for which I am extremely grateful. I hope that slowly we can start to come out of lockdown and be able to be with our families again. People want to be able to travel a whole year of staying at home takes it toll on people\u2019s mental well being"}, {"index": 31, "context": "I feel much better than I did a few months ago, as most of the at risk population have now been vaccinnated. The outlook is looking much better that things will be able to hopefully return to normal. I'm looking forward to being able to see family and friends as well as hopefully going on holiday again. \nI'm also feeling grateful at how well the vaccine programme has been rolled out within the uk. However I'm still very angry at how the governement has handled the situation and how we come to have so many deaths."}, {"index": 32, "context": "More hopeful towards the future as there are now many vaccines that appear to be effective against the virus. The number of infections is falling, as well as people admitted to the hospital. Also, the government have set dates for the reopening of society which gives people something to look forward to. It seems like after so long we are finally getting on top of the virus as more people get vaccinated although these people may still get infected the symptoms appear to much less severe. Although the virus is still serious, I'm still hopeful about the future and feel like the end is in sight."}, {"index": 33, "context": "Frustrated at the government and their clear lack of ability especially when we see other countries being able to move back to normality. A lot of distrust with the Government, not sure whether to get my hopes up with the current road map as I just feel like everything that the Government has said about moving back to normality thus far they have had to go back on. Frustration and anger at the lack of accountability that the Government have towards their actions over the past year. The current debacle about track and trace and contracts just being given to friends of members of the government rather than people and companies with experience in the fields of the contracts."}, {"index": 34, "context": "Happy to be at home with my family. Grateful for our living situation and the good weather. Not worried about the situation. Bit anxious about how much money I have left in my bank account though. Enjoying the sunshine and the easter holidays and not having to do home learning . Glad to speak to my mum this morning and that she is doing well in isolation. Glad that no one I know has been seriously affected. Glad to live near the beach and be able to go there each day. bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb"}], "length": 5180}