| THE SONNETS |
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| by William Shakespeare |
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| From fairest creatures we desire increase, |
| That thereby beauty's rose might never die, |
| But as the riper should by time decease, |
| His tender heir might bear his memory: |
| But thou contracted to thine own bright eyes, |
| Feed'st thy light's flame with self-substantial fuel, |
| Making a famine where abundance lies, |
| Thy self thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel: |
| Thou that art now the world's fresh ornament, |
| And only herald to the gaudy spring, |
| Within thine own bud buriest thy content, |
| And tender churl mak'st waste in niggarding: |
| Pity the world, or else this glutton be, |
| To eat the world's due, by the grave and thee. |
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| When forty winters shall besiege thy brow, |
| And dig deep trenches in thy beauty's field, |
| Thy youth's proud livery so gazed on now, |
| Will be a tattered weed of small worth held: |
| Then being asked, where all thy beauty lies, |
| Where all the treasure of thy lusty days; |
| To say within thine own deep sunken eyes, |
| Were an all-eating shame, and thriftless praise. |
| How much more praise deserved thy beauty's use, |
| If thou couldst answer 'This fair child of mine |
| Shall sum my count, and make my old excuse' |
| Proving his beauty by succession thine. |
| This were to be new made when thou art old, |
| And see thy blood warm when thou feel'st it cold. |
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| Look in thy glass and tell the face thou viewest, |
| Now is the time that face should form another, |
| Whose fresh repair if now thou not renewest, |
| Thou dost beguile the world, unbless some mother. |
| For where is she so fair whose uneared womb |
| Disdains the tillage of thy husbandry? |
| Or who is he so fond will be the tomb, |
| Of his self-love to stop posterity? |
| Thou art thy mother's glass and she in thee |
| Calls back the lovely April of her prime, |
| So thou through windows of thine age shalt see, |
| Despite of wrinkles this thy golden time. |
| But if thou live remembered not to be, |
| Die single and thine image dies with thee. |
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| Unthrifty loveliness why dost thou spend, |
| Upon thy self thy beauty's legacy? |
| Nature's bequest gives nothing but doth lend, |
| And being frank she lends to those are free: |
| Then beauteous niggard why dost thou abuse, |
| The bounteous largess given thee to give? |
| Profitless usurer why dost thou use |
| So great a sum of sums yet canst not live? |
| For having traffic with thy self alone, |
| Thou of thy self thy sweet self dost deceive, |
| Then how when nature calls thee to be gone, |
| What acceptable audit canst thou leave? |
| Thy unused beauty must be tombed with thee, |
| Which used lives th' executor to be. |
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| Those hours that with gentle work did frame |
| The lovely gaze where every eye doth dwell |
| Will play the tyrants to the very same, |
| And that unfair which fairly doth excel: |
| For never-resting time leads summer on |
| To hideous winter and confounds him there, |
| Sap checked with frost and lusty leaves quite gone, |
| Beauty o'er-snowed and bareness every where: |
| Then were not summer's distillation left |
| A liquid prisoner pent in walls of glass, |
| Beauty's effect with beauty were bereft, |
| Nor it nor no remembrance what it was. |
| But flowers distilled though they with winter meet, |
| Leese but their show, their substance still lives sweet. |
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| Then let not winter's ragged hand deface, |
| In thee thy summer ere thou be distilled: |
| Make sweet some vial; treasure thou some place, |
| With beauty's treasure ere it be self-killed: |
| That use is not forbidden usury, |
| Which happies those that pay the willing loan; |
| That's for thy self to breed another thee, |
| Or ten times happier be it ten for one, |
| Ten times thy self were happier than thou art, |
| If ten of thine ten times refigured thee: |
| Then what could death do if thou shouldst depart, |
| Leaving thee living in posterity? |
| Be not self-willed for thou art much too fair, |
| To be death's conquest and make worms thine heir. |
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| Lo in the orient when the gracious light |
| Lifts up his burning head, each under eye |
| Doth homage to his new-appearing sight, |
| Serving with looks his sacred majesty, |
| And having climbed the steep-up heavenly hill, |
| Resembling strong youth in his middle age, |
| Yet mortal looks adore his beauty still, |
| Attending on his golden pilgrimage: |
| But when from highmost pitch with weary car, |
| Like feeble age he reeleth from the day, |
| The eyes (fore duteous) now converted are |
| From his low tract and look another way: |
| So thou, thy self out-going in thy noon: |
| Unlooked on diest unless thou get a son. |
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| Music to hear, why hear'st thou music sadly? |
| Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy: |
| Why lov'st thou that which thou receiv'st not gladly, |
| Or else receiv'st with pleasure thine annoy? |
| If the true concord of well-tuned sounds, |
| By unions married do offend thine ear, |
| They do but sweetly chide thee, who confounds |
| In singleness the parts that thou shouldst bear: |
| Mark how one string sweet husband to another, |
| Strikes each in each by mutual ordering; |
| Resembling sire, and child, and happy mother, |
| Who all in one, one pleasing note do sing: |
| Whose speechless song being many, seeming one, |
| Sings this to thee, 'Thou single wilt prove none'. |
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| Is it for fear to wet a widow's eye, |
| That thou consum'st thy self in single life? |
| Ah, if thou issueless shalt hap to die, |
| The world will wail thee like a makeless wife, |
| The world will be thy widow and still weep, |
| That thou no form of thee hast left behind, |
| When every private widow well may keep, |
| By children's eyes, her husband's shape in mind: |
| Look what an unthrift in the world doth spend |
| Shifts but his place, for still the world enjoys it; |
| But beauty's waste hath in the world an end, |
| And kept unused the user so destroys it: |
| No love toward others in that bosom sits |
| That on himself such murd'rous shame commits. |
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| For shame deny that thou bear'st love to any |
| Who for thy self art so unprovident. |
| Grant if thou wilt, thou art beloved of many, |
| But that thou none lov'st is most evident: |
| For thou art so possessed with murd'rous hate, |
| That 'gainst thy self thou stick'st not to conspire, |
| Seeking that beauteous roof to ruinate |
| Which to repair should be thy chief desire: |
| O change thy thought, that I may change my mind, |
| Shall hate be fairer lodged than gentle love? |
| Be as thy presence is gracious and kind, |
| Or to thy self at least kind-hearted prove, |
| Make thee another self for love of me, |
| That beauty still may live in thine or thee. |
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| As fast as thou shalt wane so fast thou grow'st, |
| In one of thine, from that which thou departest, |
| And that fresh blood which youngly thou bestow'st, |
| Thou mayst call thine, when thou from youth convertest, |
| Herein lives wisdom, beauty, and increase, |
| Without this folly, age, and cold decay, |
| If all were minded so, the times should cease, |
| And threescore year would make the world away: |
| Let those whom nature hath not made for store, |
| Harsh, featureless, and rude, barrenly perish: |
| Look whom she best endowed, she gave thee more; |
| Which bounteous gift thou shouldst in bounty cherish: |
| She carved thee for her seal, and meant thereby, |
| Thou shouldst print more, not let that copy die. |
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| When I do count the clock that tells the time, |
| And see the brave day sunk in hideous night, |
| When I behold the violet past prime, |
| And sable curls all silvered o'er with white: |
| When lofty trees I see barren of leaves, |
| Which erst from heat did canopy the herd |
| And summer's green all girded up in sheaves |
| Borne on the bier with white and bristly beard: |
| Then of thy beauty do I question make |
| That thou among the wastes of time must go, |
| Since sweets and beauties do themselves forsake, |
| And die as fast as they see others grow, |
| And nothing 'gainst Time's scythe can make defence |
| Save breed to brave him, when he takes thee hence. |
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| O that you were your self, but love you are |
| No longer yours, than you your self here live, |
| Against this coming end you should prepare, |
| And your sweet semblance to some other give. |
| So should that beauty which you hold in lease |
| Find no determination, then you were |
| Your self again after your self's decease, |
| When your sweet issue your sweet form should bear. |
| Who lets so fair a house fall to decay, |
| Which husbandry in honour might uphold, |
| Against the stormy gusts of winter's day |
| And barren rage of death's eternal cold? |
| O none but unthrifts, dear my love you know, |
| You had a father, let your son say so. |
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| Not from the stars do I my judgement pluck, |
| And yet methinks I have astronomy, |
| But not to tell of good, or evil luck, |
| Of plagues, of dearths, or seasons' quality, |
| Nor can I fortune to brief minutes tell; |
| Pointing to each his thunder, rain and wind, |
| Or say with princes if it shall go well |
| By oft predict that I in heaven find. |
| But from thine eyes my knowledge I derive, |
| And constant stars in them I read such art |
| As truth and beauty shall together thrive |
| If from thy self, to store thou wouldst convert: |
| Or else of thee this I prognosticate, |
| Thy end is truth's and beauty's doom and date. |
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| When I consider every thing that grows |
| Holds in perfection but a little moment. |
| That this huge stage presenteth nought but shows |
| Whereon the stars in secret influence comment. |
| When I perceive that men as plants increase, |
| Cheered and checked even by the self-same sky: |
| Vaunt in their youthful sap, at height decrease, |
| And wear their brave state out of memory. |
| Then the conceit of this inconstant stay, |
| Sets you most rich in youth before my sight, |
| Where wasteful time debateth with decay |
| To change your day of youth to sullied night, |
| And all in war with Time for love of you, |
| As he takes from you, I engraft you new. |
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| But wherefore do not you a mightier way |
| Make war upon this bloody tyrant Time? |
| And fortify your self in your decay |
| With means more blessed than my barren rhyme? |
| Now stand you on the top of happy hours, |
| And many maiden gardens yet unset, |
| With virtuous wish would bear you living flowers, |
| Much liker than your painted counterfeit: |
| So should the lines of life that life repair |
| Which this (Time's pencil) or my pupil pen |
| Neither in inward worth nor outward fair |
| Can make you live your self in eyes of men. |
| To give away your self, keeps your self still, |
| And you must live drawn by your own sweet skill. |
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| Who will believe my verse in time to come |
| If it were filled with your most high deserts? |
| Though yet heaven knows it is but as a tomb |
| Which hides your life, and shows not half your parts: |
| If I could write the beauty of your eyes, |
| And in fresh numbers number all your graces, |
| The age to come would say this poet lies, |
| Such heavenly touches ne'er touched earthly faces. |
| So should my papers (yellowed with their age) |
| Be scorned, like old men of less truth than tongue, |
| And your true rights be termed a poet's rage, |
| And stretched metre of an antique song. |
| But were some child of yours alive that time, |
| You should live twice in it, and in my rhyme. |
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| Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? |
| Thou art more lovely and more temperate: |
| Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, |
| And summer's lease hath all too short a date: |
| Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, |
| And often is his gold complexion dimmed, |
| And every fair from fair sometime declines, |
| By chance, or nature's changing course untrimmed: |
| But thy eternal summer shall not fade, |
| Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st, |
| Nor shall death brag thou wand'rest in his shade, |
| When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st, |
| So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, |
| So long lives this, and this gives life to thee. |
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| Devouring Time blunt thou the lion's paws, |
| And make the earth devour her own sweet brood, |
| Pluck the keen teeth from the fierce tiger's jaws, |
| And burn the long-lived phoenix, in her blood, |
| Make glad and sorry seasons as thou fleet'st, |
| And do whate'er thou wilt swift-footed Time |
| To the wide world and all her fading sweets: |
| But I forbid thee one most heinous crime, |
| O carve not with thy hours my love's fair brow, |
| Nor draw no lines there with thine antique pen, |
| Him in thy course untainted do allow, |
| For beauty's pattern to succeeding men. |
| Yet do thy worst old Time: despite thy wrong, |
| My love shall in my verse ever live young. |
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| A woman's face with nature's own hand painted, |
| Hast thou the master mistress of my passion, |
| A woman's gentle heart but not acquainted |
| With shifting change as is false women's fashion, |
| An eye more bright than theirs, less false in rolling: |
| Gilding the object whereupon it gazeth, |
| A man in hue all hues in his controlling, |
| Which steals men's eyes and women's souls amazeth. |
| And for a woman wert thou first created, |
| Till nature as she wrought thee fell a-doting, |
| And by addition me of thee defeated, |
| By adding one thing to my purpose nothing. |
| But since she pricked thee out for women's pleasure, |
| Mine be thy love and thy love's use their treasure. |
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| So is it not with me as with that muse, |
| Stirred by a painted beauty to his verse, |
| Who heaven it self for ornament doth use, |
| And every fair with his fair doth rehearse, |
| Making a couplement of proud compare |
| With sun and moon, with earth and sea's rich gems: |
| With April's first-born flowers and all things rare, |
| That heaven's air in this huge rondure hems. |
| O let me true in love but truly write, |
| And then believe me, my love is as fair, |
| As any mother's child, though not so bright |
| As those gold candles fixed in heaven's air: |
| Let them say more that like of hearsay well, |
| I will not praise that purpose not to sell. |
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| My glass shall not persuade me I am old, |
| So long as youth and thou are of one date, |
| But when in thee time's furrows I behold, |
| Then look I death my days should expiate. |
| For all that beauty that doth cover thee, |
| Is but the seemly raiment of my heart, |
| Which in thy breast doth live, as thine in me, |
| How can I then be elder than thou art? |
| O therefore love be of thyself so wary, |
| As I not for my self, but for thee will, |
| Bearing thy heart which I will keep so chary |
| As tender nurse her babe from faring ill. |
| Presume not on thy heart when mine is slain, |
| Thou gav'st me thine not to give back again. |
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| As an unperfect actor on the stage, |
| Who with his fear is put beside his part, |
| Or some fierce thing replete with too much rage, |
| Whose strength's abundance weakens his own heart; |
| So I for fear of trust, forget to say, |
| The perfect ceremony of love's rite, |
| And in mine own love's strength seem to decay, |
| O'ercharged with burthen of mine own love's might: |
| O let my looks be then the eloquence, |
| And dumb presagers of my speaking breast, |
| Who plead for love, and look for recompense, |
| More than that tongue that more hath more expressed. |
| O learn to read what silent love hath writ, |
| To hear with eyes belongs to love's fine wit. |
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| Mine eye hath played the painter and hath stelled, |
| Thy beauty's form in table of my heart, |
| My body is the frame wherein 'tis held, |
| And perspective it is best painter's art. |
| For through the painter must you see his skill, |
| To find where your true image pictured lies, |
| Which in my bosom's shop is hanging still, |
| That hath his windows glazed with thine eyes: |
| Now see what good turns eyes for eyes have done, |
| Mine eyes have drawn thy shape, and thine for me |
| Are windows to my breast, where-through the sun |
| Delights to peep, to gaze therein on thee; |
| Yet eyes this cunning want to grace their art, |
| They draw but what they see, know not the heart. |
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| Let those who are in favour with their stars, |
| Of public honour and proud titles boast, |
| Whilst I whom fortune of such triumph bars |
| Unlooked for joy in that I honour most; |
| Great princes' favourites their fair leaves spread, |
| But as the marigold at the sun's eye, |
| And in themselves their pride lies buried, |
| For at a frown they in their glory die. |
| The painful warrior famoused for fight, |
| After a thousand victories once foiled, |
| Is from the book of honour razed quite, |
| And all the rest forgot for which he toiled: |
| Then happy I that love and am beloved |
| Where I may not remove nor be removed. |
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| Lord of my love, to whom in vassalage |
| Thy merit hath my duty strongly knit; |
| To thee I send this written embassage |
| To witness duty, not to show my wit. |
| Duty so great, which wit so poor as mine |
| May make seem bare, in wanting words to show it; |
| But that I hope some good conceit of thine |
| In thy soul's thought (all naked) will bestow it: |
| Till whatsoever star that guides my moving, |
| Points on me graciously with fair aspect, |
| And puts apparel on my tattered loving, |
| To show me worthy of thy sweet respect, |
| Then may I dare to boast how I do love thee, |
| Till then, not show my head where thou mayst prove me. |
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| Weary with toil, I haste me to my bed, |
| The dear respose for limbs with travel tired, |
| But then begins a journey in my head |
| To work my mind, when body's work's expired. |
| For then my thoughts (from far where I abide) |
| Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee, |
| And keep my drooping eyelids open wide, |
| Looking on darkness which the blind do see. |
| Save that my soul's imaginary sight |
| Presents thy shadow to my sightless view, |
| Which like a jewel (hung in ghastly night) |
| Makes black night beauteous, and her old face new. |
| Lo thus by day my limbs, by night my mind, |
| For thee, and for my self, no quiet find. |
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| How can I then return in happy plight |
| That am debarred the benefit of rest? |
| When day's oppression is not eased by night, |
| But day by night and night by day oppressed. |
| And each (though enemies to either's reign) |
| Do in consent shake hands to torture me, |
| The one by toil, the other to complain |
| How far I toil, still farther off from thee. |
| I tell the day to please him thou art bright, |
| And dost him grace when clouds do blot the heaven: |
| So flatter I the swart-complexioned night, |
| When sparkling stars twire not thou gild'st the even. |
| But day doth daily draw my sorrows longer, |
| And night doth nightly make grief's length seem stronger |
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| When in disgrace with Fortune and men's eyes, |
| I all alone beweep my outcast state, |
| And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries, |
| And look upon my self and curse my fate, |
| Wishing me like to one more rich in hope, |
| Featured like him, like him with friends possessed, |
| Desiring this man's art, and that man's scope, |
| With what I most enjoy contented least, |
| Yet in these thoughts my self almost despising, |
| Haply I think on thee, and then my state, |
| (Like to the lark at break of day arising |
| From sullen earth) sings hymns at heaven's gate, |
| For thy sweet love remembered such wealth brings, |
| That then I scorn to change my state with kings. |
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| When to the sessions of sweet silent thought, |
| I summon up remembrance of things past, |
| I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought, |
| And with old woes new wail my dear time's waste: |
| Then can I drown an eye (unused to flow) |
| For precious friends hid in death's dateless night, |
| And weep afresh love's long since cancelled woe, |
| And moan th' expense of many a vanished sight. |
| Then can I grieve at grievances foregone, |
| And heavily from woe to woe tell o'er |
| The sad account of fore-bemoaned moan, |
| Which I new pay as if not paid before. |
| But if the while I think on thee (dear friend) |
| All losses are restored, and sorrows end. |
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| Thy bosom is endeared with all hearts, |
| Which I by lacking have supposed dead, |
| And there reigns love and all love's loving parts, |
| And all those friends which I thought buried. |
| How many a holy and obsequious tear |
| Hath dear religious love stol'n from mine eye, |
| As interest of the dead, which now appear, |
| But things removed that hidden in thee lie. |
| Thou art the grave where buried love doth live, |
| Hung with the trophies of my lovers gone, |
| Who all their parts of me to thee did give, |
| That due of many, now is thine alone. |
| Their images I loved, I view in thee, |
| And thou (all they) hast all the all of me. |
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| If thou survive my well-contented day, |
| When that churl death my bones with dust shall cover |
| And shalt by fortune once more re-survey |
| These poor rude lines of thy deceased lover: |
| Compare them with the bett'ring of the time, |
| And though they be outstripped by every pen, |
| Reserve them for my love, not for their rhyme, |
| Exceeded by the height of happier men. |
| O then vouchsafe me but this loving thought, |
| 'Had my friend's Muse grown with this growing age, |
| A dearer birth than this his love had brought |
| To march in ranks of better equipage: |
| But since he died and poets better prove, |
| Theirs for their style I'll read, his for his love'. |
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| Full many a glorious morning have I seen, |
| Flatter the mountain tops with sovereign eye, |
| Kissing with golden face the meadows green; |
| Gilding pale streams with heavenly alchemy: |
| Anon permit the basest clouds to ride, |
| With ugly rack on his celestial face, |
| And from the forlorn world his visage hide |
| Stealing unseen to west with this disgrace: |
| Even so my sun one early morn did shine, |
| With all triumphant splendour on my brow, |
| But out alack, he was but one hour mine, |
| The region cloud hath masked him from me now. |
| Yet him for this, my love no whit disdaineth, |
| Suns of the world may stain, when heaven's sun staineth. |
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| Why didst thou promise such a beauteous day, |
| And make me travel forth without my cloak, |
| To let base clouds o'ertake me in my way, |
| Hiding thy brav'ry in their rotten smoke? |
| 'Tis not enough that through the cloud thou break, |
| To dry the rain on my storm-beaten face, |
| For no man well of such a salve can speak, |
| That heals the wound, and cures not the disgrace: |
| Nor can thy shame give physic to my grief, |
| Though thou repent, yet I have still the loss, |
| Th' offender's sorrow lends but weak relief |
| To him that bears the strong offence's cross. |
| Ah but those tears are pearl which thy love sheds, |
| And they are rich, and ransom all ill deeds. |
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| No more be grieved at that which thou hast done, |
| Roses have thorns, and silver fountains mud, |
| Clouds and eclipses stain both moon and sun, |
| And loathsome canker lives in sweetest bud. |
| All men make faults, and even I in this, |
| Authorizing thy trespass with compare, |
| My self corrupting salving thy amiss, |
| Excusing thy sins more than thy sins are: |
| For to thy sensual fault I bring in sense, |
| Thy adverse party is thy advocate, |
| And 'gainst my self a lawful plea commence: |
| Such civil war is in my love and hate, |
| That I an accessary needs must be, |
| To that sweet thief which sourly robs from me. |
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| Let me confess that we two must be twain, |
| Although our undivided loves are one: |
| So shall those blots that do with me remain, |
| Without thy help, by me be borne alone. |
| In our two loves there is but one respect, |
| Though in our lives a separable spite, |
| Which though it alter not love's sole effect, |
| Yet doth it steal sweet hours from love's delight. |
| I may not evermore acknowledge thee, |
| Lest my bewailed guilt should do thee shame, |
| Nor thou with public kindness honour me, |
| Unless thou take that honour from thy name: |
| But do not so, I love thee in such sort, |
| As thou being mine, mine is thy good report. |
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| As a decrepit father takes delight, |
| To see his active child do deeds of youth, |
| So I, made lame by Fortune's dearest spite |
| Take all my comfort of thy worth and truth. |
| For whether beauty, birth, or wealth, or wit, |
| Or any of these all, or all, or more |
| Entitled in thy parts, do crowned sit, |
| I make my love engrafted to this store: |
| So then I am not lame, poor, nor despised, |
| Whilst that this shadow doth such substance give, |
| That I in thy abundance am sufficed, |
| And by a part of all thy glory live: |
| Look what is best, that best I wish in thee, |
| This wish I have, then ten times happy me. |
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| How can my muse want subject to invent |
| While thou dost breathe that pour'st into my verse, |
| Thine own sweet argument, too excellent, |
| For every vulgar paper to rehearse? |
| O give thy self the thanks if aught in me, |
| Worthy perusal stand against thy sight, |
| For who's so dumb that cannot write to thee, |
| When thou thy self dost give invention light? |
| Be thou the tenth Muse, ten times more in worth |
| Than those old nine which rhymers invocate, |
| And he that calls on thee, let him bring forth |
| Eternal numbers to outlive long date. |
| If my slight muse do please these curious days, |
| The pain be mine, but thine shall be the praise. |
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| O how thy worth with manners may I sing, |
| When thou art all the better part of me? |
| What can mine own praise to mine own self bring: |
| And what is't but mine own when I praise thee? |
| Even for this, let us divided live, |
| And our dear love lose name of single one, |
| That by this separation I may give: |
| That due to thee which thou deserv'st alone: |
| O absence what a torment wouldst thou prove, |
| Were it not thy sour leisure gave sweet leave, |
| To entertain the time with thoughts of love, |
| Which time and thoughts so sweetly doth deceive. |
| And that thou teachest how to make one twain, |
| By praising him here who doth hence remain. |
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| Take all my loves, my love, yea take them all, |
| What hast thou then more than thou hadst before? |
| No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call, |
| All mine was thine, before thou hadst this more: |
| Then if for my love, thou my love receivest, |
| I cannot blame thee, for my love thou usest, |
| But yet be blamed, if thou thy self deceivest |
| By wilful taste of what thy self refusest. |
| I do forgive thy robbery gentle thief |
| Although thou steal thee all my poverty: |
| And yet love knows it is a greater grief |
| To bear greater wrong, than hate's known injury. |
| Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows, |
| Kill me with spites yet we must not be foes. |
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| Those pretty wrongs that liberty commits, |
| When I am sometime absent from thy heart, |
| Thy beauty, and thy years full well befits, |
| For still temptation follows where thou art. |
| Gentle thou art, and therefore to be won, |
| Beauteous thou art, therefore to be assailed. |
| And when a woman woos, what woman's son, |
| Will sourly leave her till he have prevailed? |
| Ay me, but yet thou mightst my seat forbear, |
| And chide thy beauty, and thy straying youth, |
| Who lead thee in their riot even there |
| Where thou art forced to break a twofold truth: |
| Hers by thy beauty tempting her to thee, |
| Thine by thy beauty being false to me. |
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| That thou hast her it is not all my grief, |
| And yet it may be said I loved her dearly, |
| That she hath thee is of my wailing chief, |
| A loss in love that touches me more nearly. |
| Loving offenders thus I will excuse ye, |
| Thou dost love her, because thou know'st I love her, |
| And for my sake even so doth she abuse me, |
| Suff'ring my friend for my sake to approve her. |
| If I lose thee, my loss is my love's gain, |
| And losing her, my friend hath found that loss, |
| Both find each other, and I lose both twain, |
| And both for my sake lay on me this cross, |
| But here's the joy, my friend and I are one, |
| Sweet flattery, then she loves but me alone. |
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| When most I wink then do mine eyes best see, |
| For all the day they view things unrespected, |
| But when I sleep, in dreams they look on thee, |
| And darkly bright, are bright in dark directed. |
| Then thou whose shadow shadows doth make bright |
| How would thy shadow's form, form happy show, |
| To the clear day with thy much clearer light, |
| When to unseeing eyes thy shade shines so! |
| How would (I say) mine eyes be blessed made, |
| By looking on thee in the living day, |
| When in dead night thy fair imperfect shade, |
| Through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay! |
| All days are nights to see till I see thee, |
| And nights bright days when dreams do show thee me. |
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| If the dull substance of my flesh were thought, |
| Injurious distance should not stop my way, |
| For then despite of space I would be brought, |
| From limits far remote, where thou dost stay, |
| No matter then although my foot did stand |
| Upon the farthest earth removed from thee, |
| For nimble thought can jump both sea and land, |
| As soon as think the place where he would be. |
| But ah, thought kills me that I am not thought |
| To leap large lengths of miles when thou art gone, |
| But that so much of earth and water wrought, |
| I must attend, time's leisure with my moan. |
| Receiving nought by elements so slow, |
| But heavy tears, badges of either's woe. |
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| The other two, slight air, and purging fire, |
| Are both with thee, wherever I abide, |
| The first my thought, the other my desire, |
| These present-absent with swift motion slide. |
| For when these quicker elements are gone |
| In tender embassy of love to thee, |
| My life being made of four, with two alone, |
| Sinks down to death, oppressed with melancholy. |
| Until life's composition be recured, |
| By those swift messengers returned from thee, |
| Who even but now come back again assured, |
| Of thy fair health, recounting it to me. |
| This told, I joy, but then no longer glad, |
| I send them back again and straight grow sad. |
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| Mine eye and heart are at a mortal war, |
| How to divide the conquest of thy sight, |
| Mine eye, my heart thy picture's sight would bar, |
| My heart, mine eye the freedom of that right, |
| My heart doth plead that thou in him dost lie, |
| (A closet never pierced with crystal eyes) |
| But the defendant doth that plea deny, |
| And says in him thy fair appearance lies. |
| To side this title is impanelled |
| A quest of thoughts, all tenants to the heart, |
| And by their verdict is determined |
| The clear eye's moiety, and the dear heart's part. |
| As thus, mine eye's due is thy outward part, |
| And my heart's right, thy inward love of heart. |
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| Betwixt mine eye and heart a league is took, |
| And each doth good turns now unto the other, |
| When that mine eye is famished for a look, |
| Or heart in love with sighs himself doth smother; |
| With my love's picture then my eye doth feast, |
| And to the painted banquet bids my heart: |
| Another time mine eye is my heart's guest, |
| And in his thoughts of love doth share a part. |
| So either by thy picture or my love, |
| Thy self away, art present still with me, |
| For thou not farther than my thoughts canst move, |
| And I am still with them, and they with thee. |
| Or if they sleep, thy picture in my sight |
| Awakes my heart, to heart's and eye's delight. |
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| How careful was I when I took my way, |
| Each trifle under truest bars to thrust, |
| That to my use it might unused stay |
| From hands of falsehood, in sure wards of trust! |
| But thou, to whom my jewels trifles are, |
| Most worthy comfort, now my greatest grief, |
| Thou best of dearest, and mine only care, |
| Art left the prey of every vulgar thief. |
| Thee have I not locked up in any chest, |
| Save where thou art not, though I feel thou art, |
| Within the gentle closure of my breast, |
| From whence at pleasure thou mayst come and part, |
| And even thence thou wilt be stol'n I fear, |
| For truth proves thievish for a prize so dear. |
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| Against that time (if ever that time come) |
| When I shall see thee frown on my defects, |
| When as thy love hath cast his utmost sum, |
| Called to that audit by advised respects, |
| Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass, |
| And scarcely greet me with that sun thine eye, |
| When love converted from the thing it was |
| Shall reasons find of settled gravity; |
| Against that time do I ensconce me here |
| Within the knowledge of mine own desert, |
| And this my hand, against my self uprear, |
| To guard the lawful reasons on thy part, |
| To leave poor me, thou hast the strength of laws, |
| Since why to love, I can allege no cause. |
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| How heavy do I journey on the way, |
| When what I seek (my weary travel's end) |
| Doth teach that case and that repose to say |
| 'Thus far the miles are measured from thy friend.' |
| The beast that bears me, tired with my woe, |
| Plods dully on, to bear that weight in me, |
| As if by some instinct the wretch did know |
| His rider loved not speed being made from thee: |
| The bloody spur cannot provoke him on, |
| That sometimes anger thrusts into his hide, |
| Which heavily he answers with a groan, |
| More sharp to me than spurring to his side, |
| For that same groan doth put this in my mind, |
| My grief lies onward and my joy behind. |
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| Thus can my love excuse the slow offence, |
| Of my dull bearer, when from thee I speed, |
| From where thou art, why should I haste me thence? |
| Till I return of posting is no need. |
| O what excuse will my poor beast then find, |
| When swift extremity can seem but slow? |
| Then should I spur though mounted on the wind, |
| In winged speed no motion shall I know, |
| Then can no horse with my desire keep pace, |
| Therefore desire (of perfect'st love being made) |
| Shall neigh (no dull flesh) in his fiery race, |
| But love, for love, thus shall excuse my jade, |
| Since from thee going, he went wilful-slow, |
| Towards thee I'll run, and give him leave to go. |
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| So am I as the rich whose blessed key, |
| Can bring him to his sweet up-locked treasure, |
| The which he will not every hour survey, |
| For blunting the fine point of seldom pleasure. |
| Therefore are feasts so solemn and so rare, |
| Since seldom coming in that long year set, |
| Like stones of worth they thinly placed are, |
| Or captain jewels in the carcanet. |
| So is the time that keeps you as my chest |
| Or as the wardrobe which the robe doth hide, |
| To make some special instant special-blest, |
| By new unfolding his imprisoned pride. |
| Blessed are you whose worthiness gives scope, |
| Being had to triumph, being lacked to hope. |
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| What is your substance, whereof are you made, |
| That millions of strange shadows on you tend? |
| Since every one, hath every one, one shade, |
| And you but one, can every shadow lend: |
| Describe Adonis and the counterfeit, |
| Is poorly imitated after you, |
| On Helen's cheek all art of beauty set, |
| And you in Grecian tires are painted new: |
| Speak of the spring, and foison of the year, |
| The one doth shadow of your beauty show, |
| The other as your bounty doth appear, |
| And you in every blessed shape we know. |
| In all external grace you have some part, |
| But you like none, none you for constant heart. |
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| O how much more doth beauty beauteous seem, |
| By that sweet ornament which truth doth give! |
| The rose looks fair, but fairer we it deem |
| For that sweet odour, which doth in it live: |
| The canker blooms have full as deep a dye, |
| As the perfumed tincture of the roses, |
| Hang on such thorns, and play as wantonly, |
| When summer's breath their masked buds discloses: |
| But for their virtue only is their show, |
| They live unwooed, and unrespected fade, |
| Die to themselves. Sweet roses do not so, |
| Of their sweet deaths, are sweetest odours made: |
| And so of you, beauteous and lovely youth, |
| When that shall vade, by verse distills your truth. |
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| Not marble, nor the gilded monuments |
| Of princes shall outlive this powerful rhyme, |
| But you shall shine more bright in these contents |
| Than unswept stone, besmeared with sluttish time. |
| When wasteful war shall statues overturn, |
| And broils root out the work of masonry, |
| Nor Mars his sword, nor war's quick fire shall burn: |
| The living record of your memory. |
| 'Gainst death, and all-oblivious enmity |
| Shall you pace forth, your praise shall still find room, |
| Even in the eyes of all posterity |
| That wear this world out to the ending doom. |
| So till the judgment that your self arise, |
| You live in this, and dwell in lovers' eyes. |
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| Sweet love renew thy force, be it not said |
| Thy edge should blunter be than appetite, |
| Which but to-day by feeding is allayed, |
| To-morrow sharpened in his former might. |
| So love be thou, although to-day thou fill |
| Thy hungry eyes, even till they wink with fulness, |
| To-morrow see again, and do not kill |
| The spirit of love, with a perpetual dulness: |
| Let this sad interim like the ocean be |
| Which parts the shore, where two contracted new, |
| Come daily to the banks, that when they see: |
| Return of love, more blest may be the view. |
| Or call it winter, which being full of care, |
| Makes summer's welcome, thrice more wished, more rare. |
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| Being your slave what should I do but tend, |
| Upon the hours, and times of your desire? |
| I have no precious time at all to spend; |
| Nor services to do till you require. |
| Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour, |
| Whilst I (my sovereign) watch the clock for you, |
| Nor think the bitterness of absence sour, |
| When you have bid your servant once adieu. |
| Nor dare I question with my jealous thought, |
| Where you may be, or your affairs suppose, |
| But like a sad slave stay and think of nought |
| Save where you are, how happy you make those. |
| So true a fool is love, that in your will, |
| (Though you do any thing) he thinks no ill. |
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| That god forbid, that made me first your slave, |
| I should in thought control your times of pleasure, |
| Or at your hand th' account of hours to crave, |
| Being your vassal bound to stay your leisure. |
| O let me suffer (being at your beck) |
| Th' imprisoned absence of your liberty, |
| And patience tame to sufferance bide each check, |
| Without accusing you of injury. |
| Be where you list, your charter is so strong, |
| That you your self may privilage your time |
| To what you will, to you it doth belong, |
| Your self to pardon of self-doing crime. |
| I am to wait, though waiting so be hell, |
| Not blame your pleasure be it ill or well. |
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| If there be nothing new, but that which is, |
| Hath been before, how are our brains beguiled, |
| Which labouring for invention bear amis |
| The second burthen of a former child! |
| O that record could with a backward look, |
| Even of five hundred courses of the sun, |
| Show me your image in some antique book, |
| Since mind at first in character was done. |
| That I might see what the old world could say, |
| To this composed wonder of your frame, |
| Whether we are mended, or whether better they, |
| Or whether revolution be the same. |
| O sure I am the wits of former days, |
| To subjects worse have given admiring praise. |
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| Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore, |
| So do our minutes hasten to their end, |
| Each changing place with that which goes before, |
| In sequent toil all forwards do contend. |
| Nativity once in the main of light, |
| Crawls to maturity, wherewith being crowned, |
| Crooked eclipses 'gainst his glory fight, |
| And Time that gave, doth now his gift confound. |
| Time doth transfix the flourish set on youth, |
| And delves the parallels in beauty's brow, |
| Feeds on the rarities of nature's truth, |
| And nothing stands but for his scythe to mow. |
| And yet to times in hope, my verse shall stand |
| Praising thy worth, despite his cruel hand. |
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| Is it thy will, thy image should keep open |
| My heavy eyelids to the weary night? |
| Dost thou desire my slumbers should be broken, |
| While shadows like to thee do mock my sight? |
| Is it thy spirit that thou send'st from thee |
| So far from home into my deeds to pry, |
| To find out shames and idle hours in me, |
| The scope and tenure of thy jealousy? |
| O no, thy love though much, is not so great, |
| It is my love that keeps mine eye awake, |
| Mine own true love that doth my rest defeat, |
| To play the watchman ever for thy sake. |
| For thee watch I, whilst thou dost wake elsewhere, |
| From me far off, with others all too near. |
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| Sin of self-love possesseth all mine eye, |
| And all my soul, and all my every part; |
| And for this sin there is no remedy, |
| It is so grounded inward in my heart. |
| Methinks no face so gracious is as mine, |
| No shape so true, no truth of such account, |
| And for my self mine own worth do define, |
| As I all other in all worths surmount. |
| But when my glass shows me my self indeed |
| beated and chopt with tanned antiquity, |
| Mine own self-love quite contrary I read: |
| Self, so self-loving were iniquity. |
| 'Tis thee (my self) that for my self I praise, |
| Painting my age with beauty of thy days. |
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| Against my love shall be as I am now |
| With Time's injurious hand crushed and o'erworn, |
| When hours have drained his blood and filled his brow |
| With lines and wrinkles, when his youthful morn |
| Hath travelled on to age's steepy night, |
| And all those beauties whereof now he's king |
| Are vanishing, or vanished out of sight, |
| Stealing away the treasure of his spring: |
| For such a time do I now fortify |
| Against confounding age's cruel knife, |
| That he shall never cut from memory |
| My sweet love's beauty, though my lover's life. |
| His beauty shall in these black lines be seen, |
| And they shall live, and he in them still green. |
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| When I have seen by Time's fell hand defaced |
| The rich-proud cost of outworn buried age, |
| When sometime lofty towers I see down-rased, |
| And brass eternal slave to mortal rage. |
| When I have seen the hungry ocean gain |
| Advantage on the kingdom of the shore, |
| And the firm soil win of the watery main, |
| Increasing store with loss, and loss with store. |
| When I have seen such interchange of State, |
| Or state it self confounded, to decay, |
| Ruin hath taught me thus to ruminate |
| That Time will come and take my love away. |
| This thought is as a death which cannot choose |
| But weep to have, that which it fears to lose. |
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| Since brass, nor stone, nor earth, nor boundless sea, |
| But sad mortality o'ersways their power, |
| How with this rage shall beauty hold a plea, |
| Whose action is no stronger than a flower? |
| O how shall summer's honey breath hold out, |
| Against the wrackful siege of batt'ring days, |
| When rocks impregnable are not so stout, |
| Nor gates of steel so strong but time decays? |
| O fearful meditation, where alack, |
| Shall Time's best jewel from Time's chest lie hid? |
| Or what strong hand can hold his swift foot back, |
| Or who his spoil of beauty can forbid? |
| O none, unless this miracle have might, |
| That in black ink my love may still shine bright. |
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| Tired with all these for restful death I cry, |
| As to behold desert a beggar born, |
| And needy nothing trimmed in jollity, |
| And purest faith unhappily forsworn, |
| And gilded honour shamefully misplaced, |
| And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted, |
| And right perfection wrongfully disgraced, |
| And strength by limping sway disabled |
| And art made tongue-tied by authority, |
| And folly (doctor-like) controlling skill, |
| And simple truth miscalled simplicity, |
| And captive good attending captain ill. |
| Tired with all these, from these would I be gone, |
| Save that to die, I leave my love alone. |
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| Ah wherefore with infection should he live, |
| And with his presence grace impiety, |
| That sin by him advantage should achieve, |
| And lace it self with his society? |
| Why should false painting imitate his cheek, |
| And steal dead seeming of his living hue? |
| Why should poor beauty indirectly seek, |
| Roses of shadow, since his rose is true? |
| Why should he live, now nature bankrupt is, |
| Beggared of blood to blush through lively veins, |
| For she hath no exchequer now but his, |
| And proud of many, lives upon his gains? |
| O him she stores, to show what wealth she had, |
| In days long since, before these last so bad. |
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| Thus is his cheek the map of days outworn, |
| When beauty lived and died as flowers do now, |
| Before these bastard signs of fair were born, |
| Or durst inhabit on a living brow: |
| Before the golden tresses of the dead, |
| The right of sepulchres, were shorn away, |
| To live a second life on second head, |
| Ere beauty's dead fleece made another gay: |
| In him those holy antique hours are seen, |
| Without all ornament, it self and true, |
| Making no summer of another's green, |
| Robbing no old to dress his beauty new, |
| And him as for a map doth Nature store, |
| To show false Art what beauty was of yore. |
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| Those parts of thee that the world's eye doth view, |
| Want nothing that the thought of hearts can mend: |
| All tongues (the voice of souls) give thee that due, |
| Uttering bare truth, even so as foes commend. |
| Thy outward thus with outward praise is crowned, |
| But those same tongues that give thee so thine own, |
| In other accents do this praise confound |
| By seeing farther than the eye hath shown. |
| They look into the beauty of thy mind, |
| And that in guess they measure by thy deeds, |
| Then churls their thoughts (although their eyes were kind) |
| To thy fair flower add the rank smell of weeds: |
| But why thy odour matcheth not thy show, |
| The soil is this, that thou dost common grow. |
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| That thou art blamed shall not be thy defect, |
| For slander's mark was ever yet the fair, |
| The ornament of beauty is suspect, |
| A crow that flies in heaven's sweetest air. |
| So thou be good, slander doth but approve, |
| Thy worth the greater being wooed of time, |
| For canker vice the sweetest buds doth love, |
| And thou present'st a pure unstained prime. |
| Thou hast passed by the ambush of young days, |
| Either not assailed, or victor being charged, |
| Yet this thy praise cannot be so thy praise, |
| To tie up envy, evermore enlarged, |
| If some suspect of ill masked not thy show, |
| Then thou alone kingdoms of hearts shouldst owe. |
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| No longer mourn for me when I am dead, |
| Than you shall hear the surly sullen bell |
| Give warning to the world that I am fled |
| From this vile world with vilest worms to dwell: |
| Nay if you read this line, remember not, |
| The hand that writ it, for I love you so, |
| That I in your sweet thoughts would be forgot, |
| If thinking on me then should make you woe. |
| O if (I say) you look upon this verse, |
| When I (perhaps) compounded am with clay, |
| Do not so much as my poor name rehearse; |
| But let your love even with my life decay. |
| Lest the wise world should look into your moan, |
| And mock you with me after I am gone. |
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| O lest the world should task you to recite, |
| What merit lived in me that you should love |
| After my death (dear love) forget me quite, |
| For you in me can nothing worthy prove. |
| Unless you would devise some virtuous lie, |
| To do more for me than mine own desert, |
| And hang more praise upon deceased I, |
| Than niggard truth would willingly impart: |
| O lest your true love may seem false in this, |
| That you for love speak well of me untrue, |
| My name be buried where my body is, |
| And live no more to shame nor me, nor you. |
| For I am shamed by that which I bring forth, |
| And so should you, to love things nothing worth. |
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| That time of year thou mayst in me behold, |
| When yellow leaves, or none, or few do hang |
| Upon those boughs which shake against the cold, |
| Bare ruined choirs, where late the sweet birds sang. |
| In me thou seest the twilight of such day, |
| As after sunset fadeth in the west, |
| Which by and by black night doth take away, |
| Death's second self that seals up all in rest. |
| In me thou seest the glowing of such fire, |
| That on the ashes of his youth doth lie, |
| As the death-bed, whereon it must expire, |
| Consumed with that which it was nourished by. |
| This thou perceiv'st, which makes thy love more strong, |
| To love that well, which thou must leave ere long. |
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| But be contented when that fell arrest, |
| Without all bail shall carry me away, |
| My life hath in this line some interest, |
| Which for memorial still with thee shall stay. |
| When thou reviewest this, thou dost review, |
| The very part was consecrate to thee, |
| The earth can have but earth, which is his due, |
| My spirit is thine the better part of me, |
| So then thou hast but lost the dregs of life, |
| The prey of worms, my body being dead, |
| The coward conquest of a wretch's knife, |
| Too base of thee to be remembered, |
| The worth of that, is that which it contains, |
| And that is this, and this with thee remains. |
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| So are you to my thoughts as food to life, |
| Or as sweet-seasoned showers are to the ground; |
| And for the peace of you I hold such strife |
| As 'twixt a miser and his wealth is found. |
| Now proud as an enjoyer, and anon |
| Doubting the filching age will steal his treasure, |
| Now counting best to be with you alone, |
| Then bettered that the world may see my pleasure, |
| Sometime all full with feasting on your sight, |
| And by and by clean starved for a look, |
| Possessing or pursuing no delight |
| Save what is had, or must from you be took. |
| Thus do I pine and surfeit day by day, |
| Or gluttoning on all, or all away. |
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| Why is my verse so barren of new pride? |
| So far from variation or quick change? |
| Why with the time do I not glance aside |
| To new-found methods, and to compounds strange? |
| Why write I still all one, ever the same, |
| And keep invention in a noted weed, |
| That every word doth almost tell my name, |
| Showing their birth, and where they did proceed? |
| O know sweet love I always write of you, |
| And you and love are still my argument: |
| So all my best is dressing old words new, |
| Spending again what is already spent: |
| For as the sun is daily new and old, |
| So is my love still telling what is told. |
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| Thy glass will show thee how thy beauties wear, |
| Thy dial how thy precious minutes waste, |
| These vacant leaves thy mind's imprint will bear, |
| And of this book, this learning mayst thou taste. |
| The wrinkles which thy glass will truly show, |
| Of mouthed graves will give thee memory, |
| Thou by thy dial's shady stealth mayst know, |
| Time's thievish progress to eternity. |
| Look what thy memory cannot contain, |
| Commit to these waste blanks, and thou shalt find |
| Those children nursed, delivered from thy brain, |
| To take a new acquaintance of thy mind. |
| These offices, so oft as thou wilt look, |
| Shall profit thee, and much enrich thy book. |
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| So oft have I invoked thee for my muse, |
| And found such fair assistance in my verse, |
| As every alien pen hath got my use, |
| And under thee their poesy disperse. |
| Thine eyes, that taught the dumb on high to sing, |
| And heavy ignorance aloft to fly, |
| Have added feathers to the learned's wing, |
| And given grace a double majesty. |
| Yet be most proud of that which I compile, |
| Whose influence is thine, and born of thee, |
| In others' works thou dost but mend the style, |
| And arts with thy sweet graces graced be. |
| But thou art all my art, and dost advance |
| As high as learning, my rude ignorance. |
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| Whilst I alone did call upon thy aid, |
| My verse alone had all thy gentle grace, |
| But now my gracious numbers are decayed, |
| And my sick muse doth give an other place. |
| I grant (sweet love) thy lovely argument |
| Deserves the travail of a worthier pen, |
| Yet what of thee thy poet doth invent, |
| He robs thee of, and pays it thee again, |
| He lends thee virtue, and he stole that word, |
| From thy behaviour, beauty doth he give |
| And found it in thy cheek: he can afford |
| No praise to thee, but what in thee doth live. |
| Then thank him not for that which he doth say, |
| Since what he owes thee, thou thy self dost pay. |
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| O how I faint when I of you do write, |
| Knowing a better spirit doth use your name, |
| And in the praise thereof spends all his might, |
| To make me tongue-tied speaking of your fame. |
| But since your worth (wide as the ocean is) |
| The humble as the proudest sail doth bear, |
| My saucy bark (inferior far to his) |
| On your broad main doth wilfully appear. |
| Your shallowest help will hold me up afloat, |
| Whilst he upon your soundless deep doth ride, |
| Or (being wrecked) I am a worthless boat, |
| He of tall building, and of goodly pride. |
| Then if he thrive and I be cast away, |
| The worst was this, my love was my decay. |
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| Or I shall live your epitaph to make, |
| Or you survive when I in earth am rotten, |
| From hence your memory death cannot take, |
| Although in me each part will be forgotten. |
| Your name from hence immortal life shall have, |
| Though I (once gone) to all the world must die, |
| The earth can yield me but a common grave, |
| When you entombed in men's eyes shall lie, |
| Your monument shall be my gentle verse, |
| Which eyes not yet created shall o'er-read, |
| And tongues to be, your being shall rehearse, |
| When all the breathers of this world are dead, |
| You still shall live (such virtue hath my pen) |
| Where breath most breathes, even in the mouths of men. |
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| I grant thou wert not married to my muse, |
| And therefore mayst without attaint o'erlook |
| The dedicated words which writers use |
| Of their fair subject, blessing every book. |
| Thou art as fair in knowledge as in hue, |
| Finding thy worth a limit past my praise, |
| And therefore art enforced to seek anew, |
| Some fresher stamp of the time-bettering days. |
| And do so love, yet when they have devised, |
| What strained touches rhetoric can lend, |
| Thou truly fair, wert truly sympathized, |
| In true plain words, by thy true-telling friend. |
| And their gross painting might be better used, |
| Where cheeks need blood, in thee it is abused. |
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| I never saw that you did painting need, |
| And therefore to your fair no painting set, |
| I found (or thought I found) you did exceed, |
| That barren tender of a poet's debt: |
| And therefore have I slept in your report, |
| That you your self being extant well might show, |
| How far a modern quill doth come too short, |
| Speaking of worth, what worth in you doth grow. |
| This silence for my sin you did impute, |
| Which shall be most my glory being dumb, |
| For I impair not beauty being mute, |
| When others would give life, and bring a tomb. |
| There lives more life in one of your fair eyes, |
| Than both your poets can in praise devise. |
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| Who is it that says most, which can say more, |
| Than this rich praise, that you alone, are you? |
| In whose confine immured is the store, |
| Which should example where your equal grew. |
| Lean penury within that pen doth dwell, |
| That to his subject lends not some small glory, |
| But he that writes of you, if he can tell, |
| That you are you, so dignifies his story. |
| Let him but copy what in you is writ, |
| Not making worse what nature made so clear, |
| And such a counterpart shall fame his wit, |
| Making his style admired every where. |
| You to your beauteous blessings add a curse, |
| Being fond on praise, which makes your praises worse. |
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| My tongue-tied muse in manners holds her still, |
| While comments of your praise richly compiled, |
| Reserve their character with golden quill, |
| And precious phrase by all the Muses filed. |
| I think good thoughts, whilst other write good words, |
| And like unlettered clerk still cry Amen, |
| To every hymn that able spirit affords, |
| In polished form of well refined pen. |
| Hearing you praised, I say 'tis so, 'tis true, |
| And to the most of praise add something more, |
| But that is in my thought, whose love to you |
| (Though words come hindmost) holds his rank before, |
| Then others, for the breath of words respect, |
| Me for my dumb thoughts, speaking in effect. |
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| Was it the proud full sail of his great verse, |
| Bound for the prize of (all too precious) you, |
| That did my ripe thoughts in my brain inhearse, |
| Making their tomb the womb wherein they grew? |
| Was it his spirit, by spirits taught to write, |
| Above a mortal pitch, that struck me dead? |
| No, neither he, nor his compeers by night |
| Giving him aid, my verse astonished. |
| He nor that affable familiar ghost |
| Which nightly gulls him with intelligence, |
| As victors of my silence cannot boast, |
| I was not sick of any fear from thence. |
| But when your countenance filled up his line, |
| Then lacked I matter, that enfeebled mine. |
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| Farewell! thou art too dear for my possessing, |
| And like enough thou know'st thy estimate, |
| The charter of thy worth gives thee releasing: |
| My bonds in thee are all determinate. |
| For how do I hold thee but by thy granting, |
| And for that riches where is my deserving? |
| The cause of this fair gift in me is wanting, |
| And so my patent back again is swerving. |
| Thy self thou gav'st, thy own worth then not knowing, |
| Or me to whom thou gav'st it, else mistaking, |
| So thy great gift upon misprision growing, |
| Comes home again, on better judgement making. |
| Thus have I had thee as a dream doth flatter, |
| In sleep a king, but waking no such matter. |
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| When thou shalt be disposed to set me light, |
| And place my merit in the eye of scorn, |
| Upon thy side, against my self I'll fight, |
| And prove thee virtuous, though thou art forsworn: |
| With mine own weakness being best acquainted, |
| Upon thy part I can set down a story |
| Of faults concealed, wherein I am attainted: |
| That thou in losing me, shalt win much glory: |
| And I by this will be a gainer too, |
| For bending all my loving thoughts on thee, |
| The injuries that to my self I do, |
| Doing thee vantage, double-vantage me. |
| Such is my love, to thee I so belong, |
| That for thy right, my self will bear all wrong. |
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| Say that thou didst forsake me for some fault, |
| And I will comment upon that offence, |
| Speak of my lameness, and I straight will halt: |
| Against thy reasons making no defence. |
| Thou canst not (love) disgrace me half so ill, |
| To set a form upon desired change, |
| As I'll my self disgrace, knowing thy will, |
| I will acquaintance strangle and look strange: |
| Be absent from thy walks and in my tongue, |
| Thy sweet beloved name no more shall dwell, |
| Lest I (too much profane) should do it wronk: |
| And haply of our old acquaintance tell. |
| For thee, against my self I'll vow debate, |
| For I must ne'er love him whom thou dost hate. |
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| Then hate me when thou wilt, if ever, now, |
| Now while the world is bent my deeds to cross, |
| join with the spite of fortune, make me bow, |
| And do not drop in for an after-loss: |
| Ah do not, when my heart hath 'scaped this sorrow, |
| Come in the rearward of a conquered woe, |
| Give not a windy night a rainy morrow, |
| To linger out a purposed overthrow. |
| If thou wilt leave me, do not leave me last, |
| When other petty griefs have done their spite, |
| But in the onset come, so shall I taste |
| At first the very worst of fortune's might. |
| And other strains of woe, which now seem woe, |
| Compared with loss of thee, will not seem so. |
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| Some glory in their birth, some in their skill, |
| Some in their wealth, some in their body's force, |
| Some in their garments though new-fangled ill: |
| Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse. |
| And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure, |
| Wherein it finds a joy above the rest, |
| But these particulars are not my measure, |
| All these I better in one general best. |
| Thy love is better than high birth to me, |
| Richer than wealth, prouder than garments' costs, |
| Of more delight than hawks and horses be: |
| And having thee, of all men's pride I boast. |
| Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst take, |
| All this away, and me most wretchcd make. |
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| But do thy worst to steal thy self away, |
| For term of life thou art assured mine, |
| And life no longer than thy love will stay, |
| For it depends upon that love of thine. |
| Then need I not to fear the worst of wrongs, |
| When in the least of them my life hath end, |
| I see, a better state to me belongs |
| Than that, which on thy humour doth depend. |
| Thou canst not vex me with inconstant mind, |
| Since that my life on thy revolt doth lie, |
| O what a happy title do I find, |
| Happy to have thy love, happy to die! |
| But what's so blessed-fair that fears no blot? |
| Thou mayst be false, and yet I know it not. |
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| So shall I live, supposing thou art true, |
| Like a deceived husband, so love's face, |
| May still seem love to me, though altered new: |
| Thy looks with me, thy heart in other place. |
| For there can live no hatred in thine eye, |
| Therefore in that I cannot know thy change, |
| In many's looks, the false heart's history |
| Is writ in moods and frowns and wrinkles strange. |
| But heaven in thy creation did decree, |
| That in thy face sweet love should ever dwell, |
| Whate'er thy thoughts, or thy heart's workings be, |
| Thy looks should nothing thence, but sweetness tell. |
| How like Eve's apple doth thy beauty grow, |
| If thy sweet virtue answer not thy show. |
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| They that have power to hurt, and will do none, |
| That do not do the thing, they most do show, |
| Who moving others, are themselves as stone, |
| Unmoved, cold, and to temptation slow: |
| They rightly do inherit heaven's graces, |
| And husband nature's riches from expense, |
| Tibey are the lords and owners of their faces, |
| Others, but stewards of their excellence: |
| The summer's flower is to the summer sweet, |
| Though to it self, it only live and die, |
| But if that flower with base infection meet, |
| The basest weed outbraves his dignity: |
| For sweetest things turn sourest by their deeds, |
| Lilies that fester, smell far worse than weeds. |
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| How sweet and lovely dost thou make the shame, |
| Which like a canker in the fragrant rose, |
| Doth spot the beauty of thy budding name! |
| O in what sweets dost thou thy sins enclose! |
| That tongue that tells the story of thy days, |
| (Making lascivious comments on thy sport) |
| Cannot dispraise, but in a kind of praise, |
| Naming thy name, blesses an ill report. |
| O what a mansion have those vices got, |
| Which for their habitation chose out thee, |
| Where beauty's veil doth cover every blot, |
| And all things turns to fair, that eyes can see! |
| Take heed (dear heart) of this large privilege, |
| The hardest knife ill-used doth lose his edge. |
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| Some say thy fault is youth, some wantonness, |
| Some say thy grace is youth and gentle sport, |
| Both grace and faults are loved of more and less: |
| Thou mak'st faults graces, that to thee resort: |
| As on the finger of a throned queen, |
| The basest jewel will be well esteemed: |
| So are those errors that in thee are seen, |
| To truths translated, and for true things deemed. |
| How many lambs might the stern wolf betray, |
| If like a lamb he could his looks translate! |
| How many gazers mightst thou lead away, |
| if thou wouldst use the strength of all thy state! |
| But do not so, I love thee in such sort, |
| As thou being mine, mine is thy good report. |
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| How like a winter hath my absence been |
| From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year! |
| What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen! |
| What old December's bareness everywhere! |
| And yet this time removed was summer's time, |
| The teeming autumn big with rich increase, |
| Bearing the wanton burden of the prime, |
| Like widowed wombs after their lords' decease: |
| Yet this abundant issue seemed to me |
| But hope of orphans, and unfathered fruit, |
| For summer and his pleasures wait on thee, |
| And thou away, the very birds are mute. |
| Or if they sing, 'tis with so dull a cheer, |
| That leaves look pale, dreading the winter's near. |
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| From you have I been absent in the spring, |
| When proud-pied April (dressed in all his trim) |
| Hath put a spirit of youth in every thing: |
| That heavy Saturn laughed and leaped with him. |
| Yet nor the lays of birds, nor the sweet smell |
| Of different flowers in odour and in hue, |
| Could make me any summer's story tell: |
| Or from their proud lap pluck them where they grew: |
| Nor did I wonder at the lily's white, |
| Nor praise the deep vermilion in the rose, |
| They were but sweet, but figures of delight: |
| Drawn after you, you pattern of all those. |
| Yet seemed it winter still, and you away, |
| As with your shadow I with these did play. |
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| The forward violet thus did I chide, |
| Sweet thief, whence didst thou steal thy sweet that smells, |
| If not from my love's breath? The purple pride |
| Which on thy soft check for complexion dwells, |
| In my love's veins thou hast too grossly dyed. |
| The lily I condemned for thy hand, |
| And buds of marjoram had stol'n thy hair, |
| The roses fearfully on thorns did stand, |
| One blushing shame, another white despair: |
| A third nor red, nor white, had stol'n of both, |
| And to his robbery had annexed thy breath, |
| But for his theft in pride of all his growth |
| A vengeful canker eat him up to death. |
| More flowers I noted, yet I none could see, |
| But sweet, or colour it had stol'n from thee. |
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| Where art thou Muse that thou forget'st so long, |
| To speak of that which gives thee all thy might? |
| Spend'st thou thy fury on some worthless song, |
| Darkening thy power to lend base subjects light? |
| Return forgetful Muse, and straight redeem, |
| In gentle numbers time so idly spent, |
| Sing to the ear that doth thy lays esteem, |
| And gives thy pen both skill and argument. |
| Rise resty Muse, my love's sweet face survey, |
| If time have any wrinkle graven there, |
| If any, be a satire to decay, |
| And make time's spoils despised everywhere. |
| Give my love fame faster than Time wastes life, |
| So thou prevent'st his scythe, and crooked knife. |
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| O truant Muse what shall be thy amends, |
| For thy neglect of truth in beauty dyed? |
| Both truth and beauty on my love depends: |
| So dost thou too, and therein dignified: |
| Make answer Muse, wilt thou not haply say, |
| 'Truth needs no colour with his colour fixed, |
| Beauty no pencil, beauty's truth to lay: |
| But best is best, if never intermixed'? |
| Because he needs no praise, wilt thou be dumb? |
| Excuse not silence so, for't lies in thee, |
| To make him much outlive a gilded tomb: |
| And to be praised of ages yet to be. |
| Then do thy office Muse, I teach thee how, |
| To make him seem long hence, as he shows now. |
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| My love is strengthened though more weak in seeming, |
| I love not less, though less the show appear, |
| That love is merchandized, whose rich esteeming, |
| The owner's tongue doth publish every where. |
| Our love was new, and then but in the spring, |
| When I was wont to greet it with my lays, |
| As Philomel in summer's front doth sing, |
| And stops her pipe in growth of riper days: |
| Not that the summer is less pleasant now |
| Than when her mournful hymns did hush the night, |
| But that wild music burthens every bough, |
| And sweets grown common lose their dear delight. |
| Therefore like her, I sometime hold my tongue: |
| Because I would not dull you with my song. |
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| Alack what poverty my muse brings forth, |
| That having such a scope to show her pride, |
| The argument all bare is of more worth |
| Than when it hath my added praise beside. |
| O blame me not if I no more can write! |
| Look in your glass and there appears a face, |
| That over-goes my blunt invention quite, |
| Dulling my lines, and doing me disgrace. |
| Were it not sinful then striving to mend, |
| To mar the subject that before was well? |
| For to no other pass my verses tend, |
| Than of your graces and your gifts to tell. |
| And more, much more than in my verse can sit, |
| Your own glass shows you, when you look in it. |
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| To me fair friend you never can be old, |
| For as you were when first your eye I eyed, |
| Such seems your beauty still: three winters cold, |
| Have from the forests shook three summers' pride, |
| Three beauteous springs to yellow autumn turned, |
| In process of the seasons have I seen, |
| Three April perfumes in three hot Junes burned, |
| Since first I saw you fresh which yet are green. |
| Ah yet doth beauty like a dial hand, |
| Steal from his figure, and no pace perceived, |
| So your sweet hue, which methinks still doth stand |
| Hath motion, and mine eye may be deceived. |
| For fear of which, hear this thou age unbred, |
| Ere you were born was beauty's summer dead. |
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| Let not my love be called idolatry, |
| Nor my beloved as an idol show, |
| Since all alike my songs and praises be |
| To one, of one, still such, and ever so. |
| Kind is my love to-day, to-morrow kind, |
| Still constant in a wondrous excellence, |
| Therefore my verse to constancy confined, |
| One thing expressing, leaves out difference. |
| Fair, kind, and true, is all my argument, |
| Fair, kind, and true, varying to other words, |
| And in this change is my invention spent, |
| Three themes in one, which wondrous scope affords. |
| Fair, kind, and true, have often lived alone. |
| Which three till now, never kept seat in one. |
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| When in the chronicle of wasted time, |
| I see descriptions of the fairest wights, |
| And beauty making beautiful old rhyme, |
| In praise of ladies dead, and lovely knights, |
| Then in the blazon of sweet beauty's best, |
| Of hand, of foot, of lip, of eye, of brow, |
| I see their antique pen would have expressed, |
| Even such a beauty as you master now. |
| So all their praises are but prophecies |
| Of this our time, all you prefiguring, |
| And for they looked but with divining eyes, |
| They had not skill enough your worth to sing: |
| For we which now behold these present days, |
| Have eyes to wonder, but lack tongues to praise. |
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| Not mine own fears, nor the prophetic soul, |
| Of the wide world, dreaming on things to come, |
| Can yet the lease of my true love control, |
| Supposed as forfeit to a confined doom. |
| The mortal moon hath her eclipse endured, |
| And the sad augurs mock their own presage, |
| Incertainties now crown themselves assured, |
| And peace proclaims olives of endless age. |
| Now with the drops of this most balmy time, |
| My love looks fresh, and death to me subscribes, |
| Since spite of him I'll live in this poor rhyme, |
| While he insults o'er dull and speechless tribes. |
| And thou in this shalt find thy monument, |
| When tyrants' crests and tombs of brass are spent. |
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| What's in the brain that ink may character, |
| Which hath not figured to thee my true spirit, |
| What's new to speak, what now to register, |
| That may express my love, or thy dear merit? |
| Nothing sweet boy, but yet like prayers divine, |
| I must each day say o'er the very same, |
| Counting no old thing old, thou mine, I thine, |
| Even as when first I hallowed thy fair name. |
| So that eternal love in love's fresh case, |
| Weighs not the dust and injury of age, |
| Nor gives to necessary wrinkles place, |
| But makes antiquity for aye his page, |
| Finding the first conceit of love there bred, |
| Where time and outward form would show it dead. |
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| O never say that I was false of heart, |
| Though absence seemed my flame to qualify, |
| As easy might I from my self depart, |
| As from my soul which in thy breast doth lie: |
| That is my home of love, if I have ranged, |
| Like him that travels I return again, |
| Just to the time, not with the time exchanged, |
| So that my self bring water for my stain, |
| Never believe though in my nature reigned, |
| All frailties that besiege all kinds of blood, |
| That it could so preposterously be stained, |
| To leave for nothing all thy sum of good: |
| For nothing this wide universe I call, |
| Save thou my rose, in it thou art my all. |
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| Alas 'tis true, I have gone here and there, |
| And made my self a motley to the view, |
| Gored mine own thoughts, sold cheap what is most dear, |
| Made old offences of affections new. |
| Most true it is, that I have looked on truth |
| Askance and strangely: but by all above, |
| These blenches gave my heart another youth, |
| And worse essays proved thee my best of love. |
| Now all is done, have what shall have no end, |
| Mine appetite I never more will grind |
| On newer proof, to try an older friend, |
| A god in love, to whom I am confined. |
| Then give me welcome, next my heaven the best, |
| Even to thy pure and most most loving breast. |
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| O for my sake do you with Fortune chide, |
| The guilty goddess of my harmful deeds, |
| That did not better for my life provide, |
| Than public means which public manners breeds. |
| Thence comes it that my name receives a brand, |
| And almost thence my nature is subdued |
| To what it works in, like the dyer's hand: |
| Pity me then, and wish I were renewed, |
| Whilst like a willing patient I will drink, |
| Potions of eisel 'gainst my strong infection, |
| No bitterness that I will bitter think, |
| Nor double penance to correct correction. |
| Pity me then dear friend, and I assure ye, |
| Even that your pity is enough to cure me. |
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| Your love and pity doth th' impression fill, |
| Which vulgar scandal stamped upon my brow, |
| For what care I who calls me well or ill, |
| So you o'er-green my bad, my good allow? |
| You are my all the world, and I must strive, |
| To know my shames and praises from your tongue, |
| None else to me, nor I to none alive, |
| That my steeled sense or changes right or wrong. |
| In so profound abysm I throw all care |
| Of others' voices, that my adder's sense, |
| To critic and to flatterer stopped are: |
| Mark how with my neglect I do dispense. |
| You are so strongly in my purpose bred, |
| That all the world besides methinks are dead. |
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| Since I left you, mine eye is in my mind, |
| And that which governs me to go about, |
| Doth part his function, and is partly blind, |
| Seems seeing, but effectually is out: |
| For it no form delivers to the heart |
| Of bird, of flower, or shape which it doth latch, |
| Of his quick objects hath the mind no part, |
| Nor his own vision holds what it doth catch: |
| For if it see the rud'st or gentlest sight, |
| The most sweet favour or deformed'st creature, |
| The mountain, or the sea, the day, or night: |
| The crow, or dove, it shapes them to your feature. |
| Incapable of more, replete with you, |
| My most true mind thus maketh mine untrue. |
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| Or whether doth my mind being crowned with you |
| Drink up the monarch's plague this flattery? |
| Or whether shall I say mine eye saith true, |
| And that your love taught it this alchemy? |
| To make of monsters, and things indigest, |
| Such cherubins as your sweet self resemble, |
| Creating every bad a perfect best |
| As fast as objects to his beams assemble: |
| O 'tis the first, 'tis flattery in my seeing, |
| And my great mind most kingly drinks it up, |
| Mine eye well knows what with his gust is 'greeing, |
| And to his palate doth prepare the cup. |
| If it be poisoned, 'tis the lesser sin, |
| That mine eye loves it and doth first begin. |
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| Those lines that I before have writ do lie, |
| Even those that said I could not love you dearer, |
| Yet then my judgment knew no reason why, |
| My most full flame should afterwards burn clearer, |
| But reckoning time, whose millioned accidents |
| Creep in 'twixt vows, and change decrees of kings, |
| Tan sacred beauty, blunt the sharp'st intents, |
| Divert strong minds to the course of alt'ring things: |
| Alas why fearing of time's tyranny, |
| Might I not then say 'Now I love you best,' |
| When I was certain o'er incertainty, |
| Crowning the present, doubting of the rest? |
| Love is a babe, then might I not say so |
| To give full growth to that which still doth grow. |
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| Let me not to the marriage of true minds |
| Admit impediments, love is not love |
| Which alters when it alteration finds, |
| Or bends with the remover to remove. |
| O no, it is an ever-fixed mark |
| That looks on tempests and is never shaken; |
| It is the star to every wand'ring bark, |
| Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken. |
| Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks |
| Within his bending sickle's compass come, |
| Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, |
| But bears it out even to the edge of doom: |
| If this be error and upon me proved, |
| I never writ, nor no man ever loved. |
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| Accuse me thus, that I have scanted all, |
| Wherein I should your great deserts repay, |
| Forgot upon your dearest love to call, |
| Whereto all bonds do tie me day by day, |
| That I have frequent been with unknown minds, |
| And given to time your own dear-purchased right, |
| That I have hoisted sail to all the winds |
| Which should transport me farthest from your sight. |
| Book both my wilfulness and errors down, |
| And on just proof surmise, accumulate, |
| Bring me within the level of your frown, |
| But shoot not at me in your wakened hate: |
| Since my appeal says I did strive to prove |
| The constancy and virtue of your love. |
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| Like as to make our appetite more keen |
| With eager compounds we our palate urge, |
| As to prevent our maladies unseen, |
| We sicken to shun sickness when we purge. |
| Even so being full of your ne'er-cloying sweetness, |
| To bitter sauces did I frame my feeding; |
| And sick of welfare found a kind of meetness, |
| To be diseased ere that there was true needing. |
| Thus policy in love t' anticipate |
| The ills that were not, grew to faults assured, |
| And brought to medicine a healthful state |
| Which rank of goodness would by ill be cured. |
| But thence I learn and find the lesson true, |
| Drugs poison him that so feil sick of you. |
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| What potions have I drunk of Siren tears |
| Distilled from limbecks foul as hell within, |
| Applying fears to hopes, and hopes to fears, |
| Still losing when I saw my self to win! |
| What wretched errors hath my heart committed, |
| Whilst it hath thought it self so blessed never! |
| How have mine eyes out of their spheres been fitted |
| In the distraction of this madding fever! |
| O benefit of ill, now I find true |
| That better is, by evil still made better. |
| And ruined love when it is built anew |
| Grows fairer than at first, more strong, far greater. |
| So I return rebuked to my content, |
| And gain by ills thrice more than I have spent. |
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| That you were once unkind befriends me now, |
| And for that sorrow, which I then did feel, |
| Needs must I under my transgression bow, |
| Unless my nerves were brass or hammered steel. |
| For if you were by my unkindness shaken |
| As I by yours, y'have passed a hell of time, |
| And I a tyrant have no leisure taken |
| To weigh how once I suffered in your crime. |
| O that our night of woe might have remembered |
| My deepest sense, how hard true sorrow hits, |
| And soon to you, as you to me then tendered |
| The humble salve, which wounded bosoms fits! |
| But that your trespass now becomes a fee, |
| Mine ransoms yours, and yours must ransom me. |
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| 'Tis better to be vile than vile esteemed, |
| When not to be, receives reproach of being, |
| And the just pleasure lost, which is so deemed, |
| Not by our feeling, but by others' seeing. |
| For why should others' false adulterate eyes |
| Give salutation to my sportive blood? |
| Or on my frailties why are frailer spies, |
| Which in their wills count bad what I think good? |
| No, I am that I am, and they that level |
| At my abuses, reckon up their own, |
| I may be straight though they themselves be bevel; |
| By their rank thoughts, my deeds must not be shown |
| Unless this general evil they maintain, |
| All men are bad and in their badness reign. |
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| Thy gift, thy tables, are within my brain |
| Full charactered with lasting memory, |
| Which shall above that idle rank remain |
| Beyond all date even to eternity. |
| Or at the least, so long as brain and heart |
| Have faculty by nature to subsist, |
| Till each to razed oblivion yield his part |
| Of thee, thy record never can be missed: |
| That poor retention could not so much hold, |
| Nor need I tallies thy dear love to score, |
| Therefore to give them from me was I bold, |
| To trust those tables that receive thee more: |
| To keep an adjunct to remember thee |
| Were to import forgetfulness in me. |
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| No! Time, thou shalt not boast that I do change, |
| Thy pyramids built up with newer might |
| To me are nothing novel, nothing strange, |
| They are but dressings Of a former sight: |
| Our dates are brief, and therefore we admire, |
| What thou dost foist upon us that is old, |
| And rather make them born to our desire, |
| Than think that we before have heard them told: |
| Thy registers and thee I both defy, |
| Not wond'ring at the present, nor the past, |
| For thy records, and what we see doth lie, |
| Made more or less by thy continual haste: |
| This I do vow and this shall ever be, |
| I will be true despite thy scythe and thee. |
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| If my dear love were but the child of state, |
| It might for Fortune's bastard be unfathered, |
| As subject to time's love or to time's hate, |
| Weeds among weeds, or flowers with flowers gathered. |
| No it was builded far from accident, |
| It suffers not in smiling pomp, nor falls |
| Under the blow of thralled discontent, |
| Whereto th' inviting time our fashion calls: |
| It fears not policy that heretic, |
| Which works on leases of short-numbered hours, |
| But all alone stands hugely politic, |
| That it nor grows with heat, nor drowns with showers. |
| To this I witness call the fools of time, |
| Which die for goodness, who have lived for crime. |
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| Were't aught to me I bore the canopy, |
| With my extern the outward honouring, |
| Or laid great bases for eternity, |
| Which proves more short than waste or ruining? |
| Have I not seen dwellers on form and favour |
| Lose all, and more by paying too much rent |
| For compound sweet; forgoing simple savour, |
| Pitiful thrivers in their gazing spent? |
| No, let me be obsequious in thy heart, |
| And take thou my oblation, poor but free, |
| Which is not mixed with seconds, knows no art, |
| But mutual render, only me for thee. |
| Hence, thou suborned informer, a true soul |
| When most impeached, stands least in thy control. |
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| O thou my lovely boy who in thy power, |
| Dost hold Time's fickle glass his fickle hour: |
| Who hast by waning grown, and therein show'st, |
| Thy lovers withering, as thy sweet self grow'st. |
| If Nature (sovereign mistress over wrack) |
| As thou goest onwards still will pluck thee back, |
| She keeps thee to this purpose, that her skill |
| May time disgrace, and wretched minutes kill. |
| Yet fear her O thou minion of her pleasure, |
| She may detain, but not still keep her treasure! |
| Her audit (though delayed) answered must be, |
| And her quietus is to render thee. |
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| In the old age black was not counted fair, |
| Or if it were it bore not beauty's name: |
| But now is black beauty's successive heir, |
| And beauty slandered with a bastard shame, |
| For since each hand hath put on nature's power, |
| Fairing the foul with art's false borrowed face, |
| Sweet beauty hath no name no holy bower, |
| But is profaned, if not lives in disgrace. |
| Therefore my mistress' eyes are raven black, |
| Her eyes so suited, and they mourners seem, |
| At such who not born fair no beauty lack, |
| Slandering creation with a false esteem, |
| Yet so they mourn becoming of their woe, |
| That every tongue says beauty should look so. |
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| How oft when thou, my music, music play'st, |
| Upon that blessed wood whose motion sounds |
| With thy sweet fingers when thou gently sway'st |
| The wiry concord that mine ear confounds, |
| Do I envy those jacks that nimble leap, |
| To kiss the tender inward of thy hand, |
| Whilst my poor lips which should that harvest reap, |
| At the wood's boldness by thee blushing stand. |
| To be so tickled they would change their state |
| And situation with those dancing chips, |
| O'er whom thy fingers walk with gentle gait, |
| Making dead wood more blest than living lips, |
| Since saucy jacks so happy are in this, |
| Give them thy fingers, me thy lips to kiss. |
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| Th' expense of spirit in a waste of shame |
| Is lust in action, and till action, lust |
| Is perjured, murd'rous, bloody full of blame, |
| Savage, extreme, rude, cruel, not to trust, |
| Enjoyed no sooner but despised straight, |
| Past reason hunted, and no sooner had |
| Past reason hated as a swallowed bait, |
| On purpose laid to make the taker mad. |
| Mad in pursuit and in possession so, |
| Had, having, and in quest, to have extreme, |
| A bliss in proof and proved, a very woe, |
| Before a joy proposed behind a dream. |
| All this the world well knows yet none knows well, |
| To shun the heaven that leads men to this hell. |
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| My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun, |
| Coral is far more red, than her lips red, |
| If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun: |
| If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head: |
| I have seen roses damasked, red and white, |
| But no such roses see I in her cheeks, |
| And in some perfumes is there more delight, |
| Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks. |
| I love to hear her speak, yet well I know, |
| That music hath a far more pleasing sound: |
| I grant I never saw a goddess go, |
| My mistress when she walks treads on the ground. |
| And yet by heaven I think my love as rare, |
| As any she belied with false compare. |
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| Thou art as tyrannous, so as thou art, |
| As those whose beauties proudly make them cruel; |
| For well thou know'st to my dear doting heart |
| Thou art the fairest and most precious jewel. |
| Yet in good faith some say that thee behold, |
| Thy face hath not the power to make love groan; |
| To say they err, I dare not be so bold, |
| Although I swear it to my self alone. |
| And to be sure that is not false I swear, |
| A thousand groans but thinking on thy face, |
| One on another's neck do witness bear |
| Thy black is fairest in my judgment's place. |
| In nothing art thou black save in thy deeds, |
| And thence this slander as I think proceeds. |
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| Thine eyes I love, and they as pitying me, |
| Knowing thy heart torment me with disdain, |
| Have put on black, and loving mourners be, |
| Looking with pretty ruth upon my pain. |
| And truly not the morning sun of heaven |
| Better becomes the grey cheeks of the east, |
| Nor that full star that ushers in the even |
| Doth half that glory to the sober west |
| As those two mourning eyes become thy face: |
| O let it then as well beseem thy heart |
| To mourn for me since mourning doth thee grace, |
| And suit thy pity like in every part. |
| Then will I swear beauty herself is black, |
| And all they foul that thy complexion lack. |
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| Beshrew that heart that makes my heart to groan |
| For that deep wound it gives my friend and me; |
| Is't not enough to torture me alone, |
| But slave to slavery my sweet'st friend must be? |
| Me from my self thy cruel eye hath taken, |
| And my next self thou harder hast engrossed, |
| Of him, my self, and thee I am forsaken, |
| A torment thrice three-fold thus to be crossed: |
| Prison my heart in thy steel bosom's ward, |
| But then my friend's heart let my poor heart bail, |
| Whoe'er keeps me, let my heart be his guard, |
| Thou canst not then use rigour in my gaol. |
| And yet thou wilt, for I being pent in thee, |
| Perforce am thine and all that is in me. |
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| So now I have confessed that he is thine, |
| And I my self am mortgaged to thy will, |
| My self I'll forfeit, so that other mine, |
| Thou wilt restore to be my comfort still: |
| But thou wilt not, nor he will not be free, |
| For thou art covetous, and he is kind, |
| He learned but surety-like to write for me, |
| Under that bond that him as fist doth bind. |
| The statute of thy beauty thou wilt take, |
| Thou usurer that put'st forth all to use, |
| And sue a friend, came debtor for my sake, |
| So him I lose through my unkind abuse. |
| Him have I lost, thou hast both him and me, |
| He pays the whole, and yet am I not free. |
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| Whoever hath her wish, thou hast thy will, |
| And 'Will' to boot, and 'Will' in over-plus, |
| More than enough am I that vex thee still, |
| To thy sweet will making addition thus. |
| Wilt thou whose will is large and spacious, |
| Not once vouchsafe to hide my will in thine? |
| Shall will in others seem right gracious, |
| And in my will no fair acceptance shine? |
| The sea all water, yet receives rain still, |
| And in abundance addeth to his store, |
| So thou being rich in will add to thy will |
| One will of mine to make thy large will more. |
| Let no unkind, no fair beseechers kill, |
| Think all but one, and me in that one 'Will.' |
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| If thy soul check thee that I come so near, |
| Swear to thy blind soul that I was thy 'Will', |
| And will thy soul knows is admitted there, |
| Thus far for love, my love-suit sweet fulfil. |
| 'Will', will fulfil the treasure of thy love, |
| Ay, fill it full with wills, and my will one, |
| In things of great receipt with case we prove, |
| Among a number one is reckoned none. |
| Then in the number let me pass untold, |
| Though in thy store's account I one must be, |
| For nothing hold me, so it please thee hold, |
| That nothing me, a something sweet to thee. |
| Make but my name thy love, and love that still, |
| And then thou lov'st me for my name is Will. |
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| Thou blind fool Love, what dost thou to mine eyes, |
| That they behold and see not what they see? |
| They know what beauty is, see where it lies, |
| Yet what the best is, take the worst to be. |
| If eyes corrupt by over-partial looks, |
| Be anchored in the bay where all men ride, |
| Why of eyes' falsehood hast thou forged hooks, |
| Whereto the judgment of my heart is tied? |
| Why should my heart think that a several plot, |
| Which my heart knows the wide world's common place? |
| Or mine eyes seeing this, say this is not |
| To put fair truth upon so foul a face? |
| In things right true my heart and eyes have erred, |
| And to this false plague are they now transferred. |
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| When my love swears that she is made of truth, |
| I do believe her though I know she lies, |
| That she might think me some untutored youth, |
| Unlearned in the world's false subtleties. |
| Thus vainly thinking that she thinks me young, |
| Although she knows my days are past the best, |
| Simply I credit her false-speaking tongue, |
| On both sides thus is simple truth suppressed: |
| But wherefore says she not she is unjust? |
| And wherefore say not I that I am old? |
| O love's best habit is in seeming trust, |
| And age in love, loves not to have years told. |
| Therefore I lie with her, and she with me, |
| And in our faults by lies we flattered be. |
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| O call not me to justify the wrong, |
| That thy unkindness lays upon my heart, |
| Wound me not with thine eye but with thy tongue, |
| Use power with power, and slay me not by art, |
| Tell me thou lov'st elsewhere; but in my sight, |
| Dear heart forbear to glance thine eye aside, |
| What need'st thou wound with cunning when thy might |
| Is more than my o'erpressed defence can bide? |
| Let me excuse thee, ah my love well knows, |
| Her pretty looks have been mine enemies, |
| And therefore from my face she turns my foes, |
| That they elsewhere might dart their injuries: |
| Yet do not so, but since I am near slain, |
| Kill me outright with looks, and rid my pain. |
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| Be wise as thou art cruel, do not press |
| My tongue-tied patience with too much disdain: |
| Lest sorrow lend me words and words express, |
| The manner of my pity-wanting pain. |
| If I might teach thee wit better it were, |
| Though not to love, yet love to tell me so, |
| As testy sick men when their deaths be near, |
| No news but health from their physicians know. |
| For if I should despair I should grow mad, |
| And in my madness might speak ill of thee, |
| Now this ill-wresting world is grown so bad, |
| Mad slanderers by mad ears believed be. |
| That I may not be so, nor thou belied, |
| Bear thine eyes straight, though thy proud heart go wide. |
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| In faith I do not love thee with mine eyes, |
| For they in thee a thousand errors note, |
| But 'tis my heart that loves what they despise, |
| Who in despite of view is pleased to dote. |
| Nor are mine cars with thy tongue's tune delighted, |
| Nor tender feeling to base touches prone, |
| Nor taste, nor smell, desire to be invited |
| To any sensual feast with thee alone: |
| But my five wits, nor my five senses can |
| Dissuade one foolish heart from serving thee, |
| Who leaves unswayed the likeness of a man, |
| Thy proud heart's slave and vassal wretch to be: |
| Only my plague thus far I count my gain, |
| That she that makes me sin, awards me pain. |
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| Love is my sin, and thy dear virtue hate, |
| Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving, |
| O but with mine, compare thou thine own state, |
| And thou shalt find it merits not reproving, |
| Or if it do, not from those lips of thine, |
| That have profaned their scarlet ornaments, |
| And sealed false bonds of love as oft as mine, |
| Robbed others' beds' revenues of their rents. |
| Be it lawful I love thee as thou lov'st those, |
| Whom thine eyes woo as mine importune thee, |
| Root pity in thy heart that when it grows, |
| Thy pity may deserve to pitied be. |
| If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide, |
| By self-example mayst thou be denied. |
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| Lo as a careful huswife runs to catch, |
| One of her feathered creatures broke away, |
| Sets down her babe and makes all swift dispatch |
| In pursuit of the thing she would have stay: |
| Whilst her neglected child holds her in chase, |
| Cries to catch her whose busy care is bent, |
| To follow that which flies before her face: |
| Not prizing her poor infant's discontent; |
| So run'st thou after that which flies from thee, |
| Whilst I thy babe chase thee afar behind, |
| But if thou catch thy hope turn back to me: |
| And play the mother's part, kiss me, be kind. |
| So will I pray that thou mayst have thy Will, |
| If thou turn back and my loud crying still. |
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| Two loves I have of comfort and despair, |
| Which like two spirits do suggest me still, |
| The better angel is a man right fair: |
| The worser spirit a woman coloured ill. |
| To win me soon to hell my female evil, |
| Tempteth my better angel from my side, |
| And would corrupt my saint to be a devil: |
| Wooing his purity with her foul pride. |
| And whether that my angel be turned fiend, |
| Suspect I may, yet not directly tell, |
| But being both from me both to each friend, |
| I guess one angel in another's hell. |
| Yet this shall I ne'er know but live in doubt, |
| Till my bad angel fire my good one out. |
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| Those lips that Love's own hand did make, |
| Breathed forth the sound that said 'I hate', |
| To me that languished for her sake: |
| But when she saw my woeful state, |
| Straight in her heart did mercy come, |
| Chiding that tongue that ever sweet, |
| Was used in giving gentle doom: |
| And taught it thus anew to greet: |
| 'I hate' she altered with an end, |
| That followed it as gentle day, |
| Doth follow night who like a fiend |
| From heaven to hell is flown away. |
| 'I hate', from hate away she threw, |
| And saved my life saying 'not you'. |
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| Poor soul the centre of my sinful earth, |
| My sinful earth these rebel powers array, |
| Why dost thou pine within and suffer dearth |
| Painting thy outward walls so costly gay? |
| Why so large cost having so short a lease, |
| Dost thou upon thy fading mansion spend? |
| Shall worms inheritors of this excess |
| Eat up thy charge? is this thy body's end? |
| Then soul live thou upon thy servant's loss, |
| And let that pine to aggravate thy store; |
| Buy terms divine in selling hours of dross; |
| Within be fed, without be rich no more, |
| So shall thou feed on death, that feeds on men, |
| And death once dead, there's no more dying then. |
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| My love is as a fever longing still, |
| For that which longer nurseth the disease, |
| Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill, |
| Th' uncertain sickly appetite to please: |
| My reason the physician to my love, |
| Angry that his prescriptions are not kept |
| Hath left me, and I desperate now approve, |
| Desire is death, which physic did except. |
| Past cure I am, now reason is past care, |
| And frantic-mad with evermore unrest, |
| My thoughts and my discourse as mad men's are, |
| At random from the truth vainly expressed. |
| For I have sworn thee fair, and thought thee bright, |
| Who art as black as hell, as dark as night. |
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| O me! what eyes hath love put in my head, |
| Which have no correspondence with true sight, |
| Or if they have, where is my judgment fled, |
| That censures falsely what they see aright? |
| If that be fair whereon my false eyes dote, |
| What means the world to say it is not so? |
| If it be not, then love doth well denote, |
| Love's eye is not so true as all men's: no, |
| How can it? O how can love's eye be true, |
| That is so vexed with watching and with tears? |
| No marvel then though I mistake my view, |
| The sun it self sees not, till heaven clears. |
| O cunning love, with tears thou keep'st me blind, |
| Lest eyes well-seeing thy foul faults should find. |
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| Canst thou O cruel, say I love thee not, |
| When I against my self with thee partake? |
| Do I not think on thee when I forgot |
| Am of my self, all-tyrant, for thy sake? |
| Who hateth thee that I do call my friend, |
| On whom frown'st thou that I do fawn upon, |
| Nay if thou lour'st on me do I not spend |
| Revenge upon my self with present moan? |
| What merit do I in my self respect, |
| That is so proud thy service to despise, |
| When all my best doth worship thy defect, |
| Commanded by the motion of thine eyes? |
| But love hate on for now I know thy mind, |
| Those that can see thou lov'st, and I am blind. |
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| O from what power hast thou this powerful might, |
| With insufficiency my heart to sway, |
| To make me give the lie to my true sight, |
| And swear that brightness doth not grace the day? |
| Whence hast thou this becoming of things ill, |
| That in the very refuse of thy deeds, |
| There is such strength and warrantise of skill, |
| That in my mind thy worst all best exceeds? |
| Who taught thee how to make me love thee more, |
| The more I hear and see just cause of hate? |
| O though I love what others do abhor, |
| With others thou shouldst not abhor my state. |
| If thy unworthiness raised love in me, |
| More worthy I to be beloved of thee. |
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| Love is too young to know what conscience is, |
| Yet who knows not conscience is born of love? |
| Then gentle cheater urge not my amiss, |
| Lest guilty of my faults thy sweet self prove. |
| For thou betraying me, I do betray |
| My nobler part to my gross body's treason, |
| My soul doth tell my body that he may, |
| Triumph in love, flesh stays no farther reason, |
| But rising at thy name doth point out thee, |
| As his triumphant prize, proud of this pride, |
| He is contented thy poor drudge to be, |
| To stand in thy affairs, fall by thy side. |
| No want of conscience hold it that I call, |
| Her love, for whose dear love I rise and fall. |
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| In loving thee thou know'st I am forsworn, |
| But thou art twice forsworn to me love swearing, |
| In act thy bed-vow broke and new faith torn, |
| In vowing new hate after new love bearing: |
| But why of two oaths' breach do I accuse thee, |
| When I break twenty? I am perjured most, |
| For all my vows are oaths but to misuse thee: |
| And all my honest faith in thee is lost. |
| For I have sworn deep oaths of thy deep kindness: |
| Oaths of thy love, thy truth, thy constancy, |
| And to enlighten thee gave eyes to blindness, |
| Or made them swear against the thing they see. |
| For I have sworn thee fair: more perjured I, |
| To swear against the truth so foul a be. |
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| Cupid laid by his brand and fell asleep, |
| A maid of Dian's this advantage found, |
| And his love-kindling fire did quickly steep |
| In a cold valley-fountain of that ground: |
| Which borrowed from this holy fire of Love, |
| A dateless lively heat still to endure, |
| And grew a seeting bath which yet men prove, |
| Against strange maladies a sovereign cure: |
| But at my mistress' eye Love's brand new-fired, |
| The boy for trial needs would touch my breast, |
| I sick withal the help of bath desired, |
| And thither hied a sad distempered guest. |
| But found no cure, the bath for my help lies, |
| Where Cupid got new fire; my mistress' eyes. |
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| The little Love-god lying once asleep, |
| Laid by his side his heart-inflaming brand, |
| Whilst many nymphs that vowed chaste life to keep, |
| Came tripping by, but in her maiden hand, |
| The fairest votary took up that fire, |
| Which many legions of true hearts had warmed, |
| And so the general of hot desire, |
| Was sleeping by a virgin hand disarmed. |
| This brand she quenched in a cool well by, |
| Which from Love's fire took heat perpetual, |
| Growing a bath and healthful remedy, |
| For men discased, but I my mistress' thrall, |
| Came there for cure and this by that I prove, |
| Love's fire heats water, water cools not love. |
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| THE END |