next ten years that we worked together. Apparently, life
had outdone itself once again
I h ired Tim, an d we decided to quietly bring him in as
a de veloper instead of as top management. He wanted to
work directly with my people to get to know the
development e nvironment fi rsthand. The plan was that
after so me months he would start to reorganize and take
charge of the development teams. I would remain in
charge of product direction; he would be in charge of
engineering. I couldn’t wait t o find out how much of the
load Tim would be capable of carrying.The Me dical M anager product was more than fifteen
years ol d by the time Tim began working with it. It had
been designed for small doctor practices and was now
being used to run large clinics and sprawling managed
care or ganizations. It was not unusual for some of our
larger d ealers to install systems that supported hundreds
of users. If this kept up, we w ould eventually outgrow the
technical capabilities of the software. In addition, our
clients were beginning to ask us to modernize the overall
product. The writing was on the wall: unless we did
something, our days were numbered. If we wanted a
solid foundatio n for the future, we were going to have to
completely rewrite the product.
This was not a  decision for the faint of heart. It was
going to take a tremendous investment, putting at risk
years of development resources and millions of dollars.
As I  pondered over the enor mity of the project that lay
before us, it fin ally hit me—this was the real reason that
Tim had been sent to us. He had been sent to reengineer
The Medical Manager into a t otally new product with the
latest development technology.
We couldn’t afford to stop the rapid pace of
development o f the existing system, so I gave Tim the go-
ahead to hire an entire additional development team to
build the new product. Intergy would be the new
product’s name, and it was a good thing we were building
more buildings because we were certainly going to need
them. I trusted Tim implicitly and gave him whatever he
asked fo r. It took us close to five years to release the new
product, but when all was sa id and done, we ended up
with a product that would kee p us in the marketplace for
many y ears to come. As I loo k back now, it is so obvious
that we could never have su cceeded as we did without
Tim showing up exactly when he did. How in the world
does this keep happening, again and again?4 2.
M e a n w h i l e — B a c k  a t  t h e  R a n c h
T here was so much work to do at Personalized
Programming that I pretty much worked all my waking
hours—except for my morn ings and evenings in the
Temple. The Temple community was so stable that it
hardly took any of my management time. Radha was able
to manage the Temple and its finances even though her
position as the chief financia l controller at Personalized
Programming kept her working day and night. In the
midst o f all this transformatio n, the Temple was about to
experience a change of its own.
At the end of 1994, Amrit had a major falling-out with
his followers. As is the case with so many people we put
up on a pedestal, some inappropriate behavior from his
past came to light, and the situation proved extremely
difficult for everyone. When I heard that Amrit had
actually left the community, I invited him and his wife to
come s pend s ome quiet time living with us at the
Temple. To be there when a person is soaring high is an
easy relationship. To be there during hard times requires
deep fri endship. All of us had  received a great deal from
Amrit over the years. We were humbled at the
opportunity to give something back.
Radha had been living in the Jenkins house for several
years by then. Since it was  the nicest house on our
property, she immediately offered to move out. In
December 1994, Amrit and his wife moved into that
house a nd ended up living t here for the better part of
three years. It w as an amazing experience to be that close
to such an evolved person going through such a life-changing experience. While he was here, Amrit simply
allowed the situation to p ut him through whatever
changes he needed to go thro ugh. Situations like this are
like fir e, and Amrit just w anted to use that fire for
spiritual purification. He wasn’t sad, he wasn’t hurt, and
he wasn ’t scare d—he was just completely surrendered to
going through the experience. I constantly saw in Amrit
what I always saw inside of  me: when push comes to
shove, I don’t care what it takes, just free me from
myself. The only meaningful prayer is that this white-hot
fire be so dest ructive to the personal self that it severs
the cord that binds. Standing soul to soul, Amrit and I
had that in common—liberation at any cost.
I didn’t isolate myself from what Amrit was going
through. I wanted to share the experience of exploring
what it would be like insid e if everything were taken
away outside. I recalled Kin g Solomon’s wisdom: For
every thing there is a season, a time for every purpose
under heaven.  I had been honored to know Amrit as a
world-renowned teacher; I was now all the more
honored to be close to him as  he passed through a period
of g reat darkness or, better  put, as a period of great
darkness passed through him. He never complained, and
he never got depressed or despondent. He just spent
each day surrendering at a deeper and deeper level.
Reality was what it was—mig ht as well use it to let go of
the personal self.
As with  all things, in time the energy began to shift.
The noise of the past subside d and opportunities for the
future began to open up. One  day Amrit asked me to take
a dr ive with him to see a place he had found in the Ocala
National Fores t. It was in a very small town less than an
hour and a ha lf south of the Temple. I couldn’t believe
the place when I saw it. It w as an absolutely beautiful
giant house sitting on the sh ore of a gorgeous lake, and
there were also five or six cabins on the property. It was a
perfect home for Amrit and  his family. Every place Iwalked, I felt Amrit. I had k nown him for years, and I
knew his taste. You could no t have custom built a home
specifically for him that was more perfect than this place.
I ha d to hold back tears as I realized—it was over. The
period of darkness had passed. I encouraged him to buy
the property if he could afford it. He then told me the
price. I  couldn’t believe my ears—it was the deal of the
century.
I learned a lot  about surrender by being with Amrit
during this whole ordeal. What I saw was that no matter
who we are, life is going to p ut us through the changes
we n eed to go through. The question is: Are we willing to
use this force for our transformation? I saw that even
very int ense si tuations don’t have to leave psychological
scars, if  we are willing to proc ess our changes at a deeper
level. My surrender experiment had already taught me to
deeply honor the transformative power of life. Sharing
that time with Amrit would  prove to be all the more
important since life as I knew it was once again about to
go through a major, unexpected change.S e c t i o n  V I I I
Embracing Explosive
Expansion4 3.
T h e  M e d i c a l  M a n a g e r  S p r o u t s  W i n g s
I f yo u ha d asked  me in 1995 what I thought the future of
Personalized Programming looked like, I would have told
you tha t we had grown about as big as we could, and the
challenge was  going to be staying at the top of our
industry. If you had asked me about my surrender
experiment, I would have told you that the relentless
practice of letting go of myse lf in order to fully embrace
what was unfolding around me was having a profound
effect on my sp iritual growth. It had, in fact, become my
way of life. I h ad seen time a nd again that letting go not
only led to amazing results, but it also left me in a state
of p rofound inner peace. I w as not in charge; life was in
charge, and there was an underlying sense of enthusiasm
and excitemen t about getting to see what was going to
happen next. After all, just lo ok at what had happened so
far.
By the end of  1995, Personalized Programming had
grown t o seven ty-five employees and had enough work
to keep  us


.,Nux-v.,
Phos.,Puis.,Rhod.,Rhus-t.,Sep.,Sul.
j
166•Backinjuries INTERNALREPERTORY
Neck:Rliod.,Rhus-t.,Zinc.
Smallofback:Puis.,Rhus-t.
Spine:Kali-p.,Zinc.
Pains:
aching:Calc-c,Dulc,Nat-m.,Nux-v.,Puis.,
Rhus-t.,Sep.,Sui,Zinc.
backfeelsbroken:Nat-m.,Phos.
burning:Merc-s.,Phos.
draggingdown:Sep.
pressing:Nux-v.,Puis.
rheumatic:Rhod.,Rhus-t.
shooting:Hyp.,Merc-s.
sore,bruised:Dulc,Hyp.,Kali-c,Kali-p.,
Nat-m.,Nat-s.,Nux-v.,Rhod.,Rhus-t.,
Ruta.,Sil.,Sui,Zinc.
feelssprained:Calc-c.
stitching:Bry.,Kali-c,Sil.
tearing:Hyp.
With:
lameness:Dulc,Ruta.,Sil.
stiffness:Lye,Rhus-t.,Sil.,Sui.
weakness: Sil.,Sui,Zinc.
Betterfor:
continuedmovement:Calc-f.
gentleexercise:Puis.
heat:Rhus-t.
lyingonback:Ruta.
lyingonahardsurface:Kali-c,Nat-m.,
Rhus-t.
massage:Phos.
movement:Dulc,Kali-p.,Lye,Rhod.,
Rhus-t.
passingwind:Lye
pressure:Kali-c,Sep.
rubbing:Phos.
urinating:Lye
walking:Dulc,Rhus-t.
walkingslowly:Ferr-m.,Puis.
Worse:
afternoon:Sep.
around3a.m.:Kali-c.
inbed:Nux-v.
bendingdown:Sep.,Sui.
beginningtomove:Calc-f.,Ferr-m.,Lye,
Puis.,Rhus-t.
breathing:Merc-s.
coughing:Bry.,Merc-s.
damp:Calc-c.
beforeamenstrualperiod:Kali-e,Puis.,Sep.
duringamenstrualperiod:Bry.,Puis.,Sep.,
Sui.
morning:Nux-v.
movement:Nux-v.
slightestmovement:Bry.
night:Sep.,Sil.,Sui.
passingastool:Lyepressure:S(7.
reachingup:Rhus-t.
sitting:Sep.,Sil.,Zinc.
afterlongsitting:Kali-c,Sui.
gettingupfromsitting:Calc-c,Lye,Mcrc-s.,
Phos.,Puis.,Rhus-t.,Sil.,Sui.
standing:Sui.
sweating:Merc-s.
walking:Kali-c,Sui.
wetweather:Dulc,Rhod.,Rhus-t.
writing:Zinc
Causes:
changeofweather:Dulc.
childbirth:Hyp.
dampweather:Dulc,Rhus-t.
draughts:Rhus-t.
epidural:Hyp.
forcepsdelivery(childbirth):Hyp.
fallingontheback:SO.
gettingcold:Dulc,Nux-v.
gettingwet:Dulc.
injury:Rhus-t.
injurytococcyx:Hyp.,Sil.
injurytospine:Hyp.,Nat-s.
lifting:Calc-c,Lye,Rhus-t.
manuallabour:Nat-m.,Sil.
sprain:Rhus-t.
BackinjuriesseeBackache
BadtemperedseeAngry;Irritable
Bedwetting Bell.,Caust.,Puis.,Sil.,Sui.
Childsleepstoodeeplytowake:Bell.
Duringfirstsleep:Caust.
Causes:
injurytoback:Sil.
worms:Sil.
Better(generally)
Bathing:Puis.
Changingposition:Rhus-t.
Coldapplications:Glon.
Coldbathing:Led.
Colddrinks:Caust.,Cupr.,Phos.
Company:Arg-n.
Constipation:Calc-c
Crying:Puis.
Damp:Caust.
Aftereating:lgn.,Nat-c,Phos.,Sep.
Whileeating:Lach.
Fanning:Carb-v.
Firmpressure:Bry.,Chin.,Mag-p.
Freshair:Aco.,Arg-n.,Carb-v.,Kalis.,Lach.,Lye,
Mag-c,Mag-m., Nat-s.,Puis.,Rhus-t.,Sui.
Heat:Ars.,Calc-c.,Caust.,Hep-s.,Ign.,Kali-p.,
Mag-p.,Nux-v.,Sil.
Hotdrinks:.Ars.,Nux-v.,Rhus-t.
Lyingdown:Ars.,Bell.,Calc-c.,Coce,Nat-m.,
Nit-ae,Nux-v.
INTERNALREPERTORY Broody•167
Lyingstill:Bry.
Massage:Nat-c,Phos.
Movement:Dulc,Phos.,Puis.,Pyr.,Rhod.,
Rhus-t.,Ruta.
Pressure:Mag-m.,Puis.
Rest:Knli-p.
Afterarest:Nat-m.
Afteragoodsleep:Pho-ac,Phos.
Running:Sep.
Sittingdown:Colch.,Con.,Nux-v.
Sweating:Gels.,Nat-m.,Rhus-t.
Urinating:Gels.
Vigorousexercise:Sep.
Walking:Dulc.
Walkingfast:Sep.
Walkinginfreshair:Puis.
Walkingslowly:Ferr-nt.
Warmthofbed:Ars.,Canst.,Heps.,Kali-c,Lye.
Rhus-t.
Wrappingup:Heps.
Wrappingupthehead:S/7.
Bites/stingsAp.,Hyp.,Lach.,Led.,Stap.,Urt-u.
Blue:Lach.
Inflamed:Hyp.
Itching:Ap.,Urt-u.
Pains:
biting:Urt-u.
burning:Ap.,Urt-u.
shooting:Hyp.
stinging:Ap.,Urt-u.
tearing:Hyp.
Red:Ap.
Swollen:Ap.
Betterfor:
cold:Ap.,Led.,Lach.
Worsefor:
heat:Ap.,Led.,Lach.
Causes:
animal/insect bites:Hyp.,Lach.,Led.
Bleeding
Brightred:Phos.
Occurseasily:P/?os.
Profuse:Phos.
BleedinggumsseeGums,bleeding
BlackeyeLed.
BlistersCanst.,Lye,Nat-m.
Burning:Lye.
Painful:Caust.
Tipoftongue:Caust.,Lye,Nat-m.
BloatedseeIndigestion
BloodblistersAm.
Causedbyabloworinjury:Am.
BloodpoisoningPyr.
Extremechillinesswithfever:Pyr.
Worse:
forcold:Pyr.Causes:
childbirth/surgery/infected wound:Pyr.
BoilsAm.,Ars.,Heps.,Sul.
Inflamed:Heps.
Itching:Sul.
Pains:
burning:Ars.
Small/sore:Am.
Breastfeedingproblems
Breastabscess(Mastitis):Heps.,Mercs.,Phyt.,
Sil.,Sul.
Breasts:
engorged:Bell.,Bry.
hard:Bell.,Bry.
hot:Bell.,Bry.
inflamed:Bell.,Bry.,Heps.,Phyt.,Sil.,Sul.
lumpy:Con.,Phyt.,Sil.
worseinrightbreast:Con.
painful:Bell.,Bry.,Mercs.,Sil.
pains:
achingafternursing:Bor.
whilenursing:Phyt.
cutting:S/7.
stitching:S/7.
inoppositebreastwhilstnursing:Bor.
slightestmovement:Bry.
throbbing:Bell.
pale:Bry.
red:Sul.
red-streaked: Bell.
Milksupply:
low:Dulc,Urt-u.
inchillywomen:Dulc.
over-abundant: Bell.,Bry.,Calc-c,Puis.,
Urt-u.
Nipples:
cracked:Phyt.,Sil.
inverted(retracted):Sars.,Sil.
raw,sore:Phyt.
Worse:
leftbreast:S/7.
whilenursing:S/7.
Breath
Cold:Ver-a.
Smelly:Am.,Carb-v.,Lach.,Merc-c,Mercs.,
Nit-ac,Phyt.,Puis.,Sul.
BrokenbonesAm.,Bry.,Calc-c,Calc-p.,Sil.,
Symph.
Pains:
sticking:Symph.
stitching:Bry.
Slowtomend:Calc-c,Calc-p.,Sil.
Withswelling/bruising:Am.
Worse:
slightestmovement:Bry.
Broody(seealsoIntrospective;Moody)Ign.,Ver-a.
168•Bruises INTERNALREPERTORY
Bruises(seealsoInjuries)Am.,Bell-p.,Led.,Sul-ac.
Bluish-black: Sul-ac.
Pains:
sore,bruised:Am.,Bell-p.
Slowtoheal:Sul-ac.
With:
mbumps,lumpsremaining:Bell-p.
discolouration: Led.
swelling(nodiscolouration):Am.
Causes:
childbirth:Am.,Bell-p.
injury:Am.,Bell-p.,Led.
over-exertion: Bell-p.
surgery:Am.,Bell-p.
BurnsArs.,Canth.,Canst.,Kali-b.,Urt-u.
Deep:Kali-b.
Minor:Urt-u.
P


 should be
alkaline, except for the stomach’s gastric juices, hydrochloric acid and pepsin,
which are acidic for initial protein breakdown. The acid or alkaline
measurement in your body is classified in what is called pH factors. The pH
means “potential of hydrogen.” The pH scale is 0 through 14—with 0 being
the most acidic, 7 being neutral, and 14 the most alkaline. Since each number
on the scale represents a logarithm, there is a 10-fold difference between each
number. This can be very significant when you understand that the pH of the
blood should be 7.4, or slightly alkaline. Coma and death can take placewhen the hydrogen atoms in the blood lower (by adding hydrogen atoms) the
pH to 6.95. The opposite can also be true. Convulsions and spasms can occur
when the pH becomes too alkaline (less hydrogen atoms), which is rare. It is
important to note that most convulsions and spasms are caused by mineral
utilization problems.
All the food that humans eat can be divided into the above two
categories: they are either acid-forming or alkaline-forming. This depends
upon the ash left after their digestion, and upon the food’s dominating
inorganic minerals, which affect the pH of our body’s fluids. Acid foods
leave more phosphorus, iron and sulfur compounds, which push out alkaline
minerals like calcium, magnesium, sodium and potassium. Acids crystallize,
thus irritating and inflaming tissues. These crystals are deposited throughout
the body causing inflammation, irritation and stimulation or agitation. Uric
acid, for example, is a by-product of meat metabolism and/or fungal growth
in the body. Uric acid buildup causes gout and other inflammatory conditions
throughout the body.
There are many other acids formed during food digestion. These include
sulfuric acid, phosphoric acid, butyric acid, lactic acid, acetic acid and
pyroracemic acid, to name a few. These acids, if not converted to salts by
electrolytes, will cause damage to tissue. The more acidic your body
becomes, the more damage you create within it.
Men and women today eat mainly acid-forming foods, e.g., meats,
grains, pasteurized dairy products, eggs and cooked tomatoes. As acidity is
hot, these acids and compounds cause inflammation in tissues. Inflammation
causes cellular weakness and an inability of the cell to transport nutrients
across its membrane wall via cellular respiration, eventually leading to cellular
death.
As previously stated, the only acid chamber in homo sapiens is the
stomach, where protein digestion begins. Note: Immediately after the stomach
contents move into the small intestines, bile and sodium bicarbonate are
secreted to alkalize this mixture now called chyme. The rest of digestion is
alkaline.
The accumulation of acids and toxic foreign proteins in tissues causes an
immune response called inflammation. This inflammation is then diagnosed
as an “itis” of some sort, e.g., gastritis, colitis, cystitis, nephritis, bursitis, and
arthritis. These are not diseases, but inflammatory responses to acidosis. This
is why the treatment of these conditions with more acid-forming drugs orsteroids is ludicrous and will eventually lead to further degeneration of your
tissues. It makes much better sense to alkalize and detoxify, that is, remove
the acids and foreign proteins that are causing the problem in the first place.
CNN recently reported that researchers at various universities have proven
that the genetic pattern of cells (DNA and chromosomes) can and is being
altered by acidosis, which weakens a cell, causing many changes in its DNA
and chromosome structure.
ABOUT CONSCIOUSNESS AND DISEASE

Cells respond to states of consciousness just as we do. In other words, if
someone walks up
to you angry, you can get angry; if you hang around sick
people, you can get sick. Everything
is
 energy and everything
gives off
energy.
There are unlimited levels to energy. From a spiritual perspective, anger
is a lower level of energy whereas love is a high level of energy. In spiritual
circles we call energy “consciousness” or “awareness.” God, or “total
awareness,” has been compared to a large mirror, while creation is thought of
as that mirror divided up into unlimited pieces, or various states of awareness
or consciousness. As I understand it, all life forms are merely pieces of this
mirror expressing themselves in various individual states of consciousness or
awareness. With birth into creation, we start out basically unconscious or
unaware, and become gradually more conscious in response to life around us.
As a computer that is being set up with more software, or programmed with
more data, is therefore able to perform more functions, so each individual
piece of the “mirror of creation” will expand its ability to express itself the
more it awakens to its true nature. Since we humans are pieces of this mirror,
we act in the same way—that is, the more we experience, the more we
awaken or grow in consciousness.
While it is very difficult to express these things in words, if you look
within yourself and at nature you can appreciate that all things are reflections
of the same essence; that is, all are a reflection in some way of God and all of
God’s creation. Your cells are no different. They possess consciousness.
They are subject to the laws of cause and effect, just like you are. What you
put in, you get out. Your cells’ DNA and chromosomes carry memory
patterns far beyond those of simple genetics. They also include the traces of
the day-to-day “experiences” that the cell goes through, much as yourmemory records your daily experience.
Viruses are proteins that affect the consciousness or life of a cell. They
weaken a cell, setting it up for an immune response. As stated earlier, nature
never procreates the weak, it eliminates it. Many proteins (like viruses, etc.)
are the stimulus for this mechanism that allows the body to eliminate these
weaknesses, so that it can replace the weak cells with the strong.
The problem for the cells is that the typical fuels and building materials—
the foods that most people are consuming—can no longer support a refined
level of consciousness or awareness. Most of the food we eat today is very
low in energy and vibration or consciousness, which lowers the cell’s energy
and thus the body’s overall energy, thereby creating disease and death. This
low-energy lifestyle also lowers human awareness in general, which is why
we have so much hate, gossip and deceit instead of love.
The role of parasites in disease processes should also be mentioned here.
(See
Parasites Good or Bad?

Module 5.2
.) Even though parasites are
secondary causes of disease, they are contributing factors to the
consciousness and vibration of a cell, thus affecting its DNA memory.
Human stupidity in introducing live or even dead pathogens (parasites) into
toxic bodies via the “vaccination” has led to a landslide of genetically
weakened and mutated cells. (For a more complete discussion of vaccinations
see Chapter Four,
Toxic Habits.)
 Many “diseases” are created or inspired by
vaccinations, including ADD, AIDS, and most importantly, cancer. We have
allowed science to hurt, maim, or kill us, and then we have become
conditioned by false propaganda that indicates that we are to blame, not
science. Scientists play Russian roulette with human lives, all in the name of
“progress” and under the guise of protecting us. We must move past these
dark medical and chemical times where so much destruction of the species
has taken place.
THE SIMPLE SOLUTION

It is time to awaken and get back to simplicity and the ways of God and
nature. Nature has
supplied us with all the herbs and the foods we need to
clean, rebuild, and revitalize our physical and spiritual bodies.
Health is very simple: eat within the scope of your species; eat your
foods fresh, ripe, raw and unprocessed, as all other animals do; rest and getplenty of sunshine; clean your body out of all the toxins, including chemicals,
heavy metals, antibiotics, excessive hormones, excessive proteins,
unnecessary mucus, destructive parasites, pesticides and the like. Basically,
alkalize yourself with your diet. We humans have the highest neurological
development of any species, and fruits are the highest electrically-alkaline
foods on the planet. I have seen fruits regenerate the nervous system where
vegetables did not.
Use herbs to rebuild tissue and promote tissue function. Use freshly-
made fruit and vegetable juices as “power” supplements to your diet. Add a
super-food complex or blend to your diet to enhance deficient foods. A
super-food, as its name implies, is one that contains some of nature’s most
nutritious and energetic foods, like royal jelly, wheat grass powder, and
alfalfa powder, in a capsule, pill or powdered form.
If you do all of the above, you will see your body kick into action. It will
clean itself out and rebuild itself, regardless of the disease you may have. As
a health professional, I’ve never seen a case of any disease that did not
respond to this program. Every person I have worked with has greatly
improved, and in most cases their diseased conditions have been entirely
eliminated.
Always try. I don’t care how advanced or immobile you are. I’ve seen
complete


 your  world ?
Beloved  Ones,  listen  to Me carefully!  Every  moment  you
are listening  to any kind  of destructive  qualities  in any  con-
versation,  its disintegrating  quality  is then  and  there  acting
in your  feeling  world;  because  you  admitted  it thru  your
hearing.  You  don't  know  that  from  the human  standpoint, 96 THE  "I AM"  DISCOURSES
but We have  watched  it among  the Earnest  Students.  We
see the cause  and  effects,  but unless  you  will  allow  Us to
help  you,  how  can We do it?
I am  prompting  you  on these  various  points  tonight,
because  everywhere  you  go, you  are bound  to meet  these
things.  In humanity's  present  state,  you  cannot  avoid  it.
Do not ever  be disturbed  at appearances  which  have  to be
met and  conquered;  because  until  more  of humanity  come
into the  Light  of the  "Mighty  I AM  Presence,"  human
qualities  and  conditions  are always  there  to be met.  See how
easily  these  conditions  are  governed,  when  the  Presence
comes  into  action;  but how  can the Presence  act, if the feel-
ing world  is charged  with  irritation  and  disturbance ?
Beloved  Ones,  Oh how  Great  Our  Love  is for you!  How
Great  is Our  Rejoicing  at every  single  Victory  which  you
gain;  and  how  Our  Love  pours  out to you  like  a Mighty
River,  knowing  sooner  or later  your  Victory  must  come.
You think  you  love  each  other,  but how  can you  know  what
Love  really  is; until  you  really  know  the Love  which  has
Infinite  Patience  with  the mistakes  of mankind ? Yet,  when
We see the Great  Infinite  Patience,  being  gained  among
many  of the students  and  the Expansion  of the Light  within
their  Hearts,  how  greatly  We rejoice  and  how  much  more
We can then  do!
Remember,  your  Victory  is certain,  if you  will  just follow
these  simple  things.  It is not complicated—the  Victory  of
Life!  It is so simple  most  of Its Great  Qualities,  because  they
are so simple,  are believed  to be untrue.  Don't  ever  admit DISCOURSE  VIII  97
failure  in anything,  no matter  what  the appearance  world
screams  to you!  Still  say to it: "You  have  no power"!  Oh,
how  much  you  could  do for your  own  world,  yourselves  and
others,  when  you  say that!
Beloved  Ones,  do not at any  time  or in any  way,  allow
fear of any kind  to enter  concerning  the Messengers  of This
"I AM"  Activity!  Remember,  the  "Light  of God  never
fails."  There  have  been  a lot of prophecies  made,  since  the
Messengers  left  here—all  so foolish!  Human  gossip  will
continue,  until  the  Cosmic  Light,  as you  have  been  told,
sweeps  out all human  selfishness  and  destructive  qualities
from  the  Earth!  So until  that  time,  remember  God,  the
"Mighty  I AM  Presence"  in you,  is your  Certain  Victory!
No other  power  exists  in your  world,  unless  you  continue
to admit  it.
Do you  know,  your  very  attention  having  been  called  to
your  Presence,  aside  from  your  conscious  call so earnestly  to
It, would  release  one day Its Full  Power  of Action  into  your
world!  Then  how  much  more  quickly  It will  come,  if you
refuse  to accept  or listen  to destructive  qualities  of any  kind.
Then  keep  calling  your  Presence  into  action,  until  Its
Whole  Light  floods  your  world.
Please  be reminded  again  tonight—there  is no battle  in
the Achievement  of the Presence.  You  call  Its Light  forth
thru your  mind  and  body,  into  your  feeling  world,—the
Light  knows  no resistance  nor interference!  It simply  floods
into you  and  out into  your  world;  and  the Fulness  of This
Light,  being  the Supremacy  of the Universe  and  the Su-98 THE  "I AM"  DISCOURSES
preme  Power  of your  world,  just  moves  into  action  and  all
else dissolves  before  It. That  is the way  to feel  concerning
the Activity  of your  Presence.  You  don't  have  to struggle!
Remember  the  simple  words  so often  used:  "You  shall
hold  your  Peace  and  the Presence  will  fight  your  battles."
It simply  means,  the moving  of the Light  of the Presence
into your  body,  sweeping  out  all irritation,  all discord  of
every  kind  and  replacing  it with  all Perfection  which  is the
Law.  No imperfection  can penetrate  That  Light,  and  when
you call  It into  action—as  a Tube  of Light—as  a Volume
of Light  flowing  into  your  world,  your  body,  It is quite  a
different  thing.
Please  notice  this  point  carefully:  It is quite  a different
thing,  than  when  the  Natural  Light  becomes  clothed  by
your  discordant  qualities!  That  Light  has become  shut  in,
instead  of the discord  being  shut  out.  When  you  place  your-
selves  in a Tube  of Light,  do you  not see the power  of hu-
man  qualification,  cannot  reclothe  the Tube  of Light,  which
you are calling  into  action?  Its Volume  is too Great!  That
it why,  if you  once  understand,  when  you  say,  for instance:
" 'Mighty  I AM  Presence,'  charge  my mind  and  body  with
Your  Mighty  Energy,  Your  Strength  and  Courage,"  or
whatever  the quality  is you require,  That  is the Light  of the
Presence  filling  your  body;  and  Its Volume  is too great  to be
reclothed  by the quality  which  is within  your  feeling  world
at that  particular  time.
Notice  This  Activity  carefully!  When  the Light  comes  in
naturally  and  flows  thru  the nerves—as  Energy  and  Points DISCOURSE  VIII 99
of Light  within  the cells  of your  body,  It is not sufficiently
powerful,  to keep  the quality  in your  feeling  world,  from
clothing  it with  the density  which  is in your  feeling.  When
you stand  yourself  in This  Tube  of Light  or make  yourself
a Pillar  of Light,  the Volume  of That  Light  is too great,  to
be clothed  by the feeling  of the Individual!
If you  once  understand  this,  and  as you  stand  yourselves
in This  Tube  of Light;  or feel yourself  a Tube  or Pillar  of
Light,  moving  about  in your  daily  activity,  you  will  soon
find all of your  undesirable  qualities  will  disappear—they
must  disappear!
I want  to say to the Beloved  Ones  here,  tonight,  We shall
endeavor  to take  all resistance  out of your  feeling  world,
concerning  your  present  forms;  so they  take  on their  natural
symmetry.  Do not resist  the Perfection  of your  Presence  any
longer.  Just  say:  " 'Mighty  I AM  Presence'  now  this is Your
Form!  Therefore,  it has to be the Symmetry  and  Perfection
which  You  are!  Human


 allthree of these problems. I’ll begin with ADD.
THE MISSING LINK
It is apparent to me that the over-production of a single
hormone, insulin, is associated with many metabolic problems.Insulin is the number one hormone that creates fat, especiallyaround the middle of the body. It is the number one hormonethat causes type II diabetes, and, in my opinion, it is thehormone that precipitates ADD and ADHD. (See chapter 15for the hormonal difference between the two.)
If too much insulin is creating problems, then let’s go one
step further: Why is the body producing excess insulin?Although the over-production of insulin in children can bedue to many factors, its causes can probably be reduced to two:The first, and not necessarily the most important, is the typeof food children are exposed to. T oo many carbohydrates, inthe form of fruit juice, soda, cereal, chips, fries, candy, cookies,and similar foods, leads to high sugar levels and subsequentlyto over-production of insulin, which then puts the sugar intothe fat cells.
The other factor, which may be the root cause for all the
problems discussed in this chapter, is a deficiency of proges-terone. I consider this the missing link.
Low progesterone is almost always associated with the
over-production of insulin. If a parent is low in progesterone,they can pass this trait on to their child. A mother low inprogesterone will have a medical history that shows estrogendominance—with symptoms that include cramps, PMS,breast tenderness, nausea with pregnancy, fibroids, fibrocystic142 THE MIRACLE OF BIO-IDENTICAL HORMONES  disease, and migraine headaches. The father may have a history
of hypoglycemia, increased fat around the middle, type IIdiabetes, or symptoms of ADHD.
My own mother was estrogen dominant and wound up
dying of breast cancer because of it. She had thin arms and legsand a large abdomen—classic for hyperinsulinemia secondaryto low progesterone. I inherited a progesterone deficiency fromher. I had ADD as a child—I used to get up and walk out ofclass and could not focus. They didn’t diagnose ADD backthen; they thought I was bored. I wasn’t bored—I just couldn’tpay attention. I was continuously hypoglycemic—I cravedsweets. I rarely studied in high school or college, except thenight before exams. I could only focus on things that interestedme, like early rock and roll in high school, and bridge andpoker in college. (I studied 4 hours every night once I got tomedical school—but I was interested in medicine.)
I have fought with my weight all my life because my body
over-produces insulin. When I first went into practice, I usedto nod off between 3 and 4
p.m.—sometimes while talking to
patients! Oftentimes when I was driving I had to slap my faceto keep my eyes open. All these symptoms disappeared after Istarted using natural progesterone.
THE OVER-WEIGHT CHILD
When people are young, it is often possible to get fat to almost
melt off their bodies. They have not yet reached the stage wheretheir bodies become sophisticated, efficient machines forfat-production and maintenance of fat.
Another chapter of this book (chapter 20) deals with
weight control; the approach for children is similar to thatfor adults, but it is easier. Very often just teaching the child143 HORMONAL IMBAL ANCES IN CHILDREN (and/or the parents) how to eat properly is all that’s required.
Instructing them on the importance of exercise—primarily toburn sugar rather than fat—is mandatory. Adjusting hormonessuch as progesterone and thyroid may be necessary. Eliminatingunnecessary medications, when possible, is helpful.
What would be of immeasurable benefit is if parents
would unite in a campaign to eliminate the candy-juice-sodamachines in the schools, and work with the school dietitiansand the fast-food purveyors outside the school to offer lower-carb choices for their children.
PUTTING PERIODS IN PERSPECTIVE
When girls enter puberty, if the ovaries are not producing an
adequate amount of progesterone, the pituitary sends outhormones to step up the production. In many cases, theovaries, for genetic reasons, are not capable of increasingprogesterone, but the extra stimulation increases the amountof estrogen. This extra estrogen can lead to cysts on the ovaries.Ovarian cysts can produce an excess of testosterone, causingproblems with acne and excessive hair growth. This is knownas polycystic ovarian syndrome (PCOS)—again, most likelycaused by a deficiency of progesterone. Keep in mind, the lowprogesterone associated with all of the above changes alsocauses the production of excess insulin, creating weight aroundthe middle. At the same time, the excess estrogen is putting onfat around the hips, thighs, and buttocks.
Very often teenage girls with menstrual problems are put
on birth control pills to help with cramps or acne. However,this is treating the symptoms instead of dealing with thecause of the problem.144 THE MIRACLE OF BIO-IDENTICAL HORMONES  The cause, in my opinion, is a reduced level of proges-
terone. The only time a female produces progesterone isduring ovulation. Birth control pills prevent the ovaries fromovulating—so these girls go from low levels of progesterone tonone. Keep in mind in this regard that progesterone is one ofthe most important hormones in the female body.
Giving the patient a natural, bio-identical progesterone
cream obtainable from a compounding pharmacy (not anover-the-counter cream because it is too weak) will eliminatethe cramps; it will help clear up acne and improve PCOS. Itwill also help with other problems if they are present, such asPMS, migraine headaches, and asthma, as well as lowering ahigh insulin level and helping to eliminate fat, ADD, andADHD. The dosage I would probably recommend isprogesterone cream 100 mg/
¼tsp applied twice a day to the
forearm and wrist on days 7 thru 28 of the cycle.
FINAL THOUGHTS
Again, I am very aware that I am touching on controversial
areas by making recommendations on treating conditions inchildren with natural hormones when there have been nodirect studies. The major funding for medical studies comesfrom drug companies, and since drug companies cannotpatent natural products, it is unlikely that we will see studiespertaining to natural hormones in children for a long time.Used correctly, however, natural progesterone is non-toxic.
T o put the safety of natural, bio-identical progesterone
into perspective, consider this: During a woman’s monthlycycle, progesterone peaks at 28 ng/dl. When a woman ispregnant, this level goes up to 450 ng/dl—a significantly highlevel that the fetus is exposed to for about 5
½ months and145 HORMONAL IMBAL ANCES IN CHILDREN obviously has no trouble tolerating. In fact, the high levels of
progesterone aid in brain development, among other things.When progesterone is applied transdermally to an adult orchild, the blood level rises about 2 ng/dl—a mere fraction ofwhat the fetus is exposed to.
I have recommended natural progesterone for a nine-year-
old girl who was having monthly migraine headaches. She hadalready started developing breasts and was evidently estrogendominant, like her mother. After she started taking proges-terone, her migraine headaches disappeared.
/Iswashn my view, children with undiagnosed hormonal problems
are likely to face a multitude of lifelong difficulties.
In my view, children with undiagnosed hormonal
problems are likely to face a multitude of lifelong difficulties.Children with ADD can wind up with diabetes, weightproblems, and experience difficulty holding jobs. Childrenwith ADHD often become adults with type A personalities—workaholics—and are at risk for developing bi-polar disorder.They frequently develop chemical dependencies on alcohol,cigarettes, methamphetamine, and other substances. Veryoften hormonal problems lead to depression in children.Children are also prone to thyroid conditions. Girls with lowprogesterone and high estrogen are more likely to have difficultygetting pregnant later on and are also possible candidates formiscarriages, morning sickness, postpartum depression,fibroids, endometriosis, asthma, migraine headaches, breastcancer, weight problems, and other difficulties.
The fact is that children are being exposed to toxic drugs
such as anti-depressants, birth control pills, and stimulants forhyper-activity. Wouldn’t it be more beneficial to treat the146 THE MIRACLE OF BIO-IDENTICAL HORMONES  actual cause of their problems by replacing the hormone that
is missing?
A PREVENTABLE TRAGEDY
On December 13, 2006, four-year-old Rebecca Riley died of
an overdose of drugs given to her for treatment of ADHD/bi-polar disorder. Her parents were arrested on murdercharges, accused of over-medicating their daughter to “keepher quiet.” Her teachers, the school nurse, the principal, hersocial workers, even her pharmacist, all knew she was over-medicated. She was described as being like a floppy doll,unable to sit up, and she was shaking so badly she needed helpto get off the bus every day.
T o me, this girl’s death represents a microcosm of the
tragedy of ADHD. Do you blame the parents who hadADHD themselves, the


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very closely in or gasm. Or at least this is its potential.
Although there is a certain loss when intimacy is entered hastily, our
present approach to sexuality has the advantage of removing outworn
taboos. More than any time in the past, couples today are experiencing
sexuality frankl y and openly before making a commitment to proceed
further in their relationship. Desire isn’t so highly prized anym ore, yet its
spiritual potential remains intact.
When two peop le become physically intimate, they do not necessarily
become united. Physical union can coexist with separateness, because for
both partners the ego can remain  involved. The ideal of stepping  into shared
ecstasy isn’t reached by practicing some technique that raises orgasm to the
heights of bliss. Having sex with another person is really just one way to
make an agreement. The agreement may be serious or trivial; it may
betoken a deep commitment or little more than a passing encounter.
To see intimacy as an agreement is a very healthy thing,  because
otherwise the sexual act becom es entangled in hidden agendas. Fantasy is
never more powerful or more misleading than where sex is concerned. For a
woman the hidden agenda often  takes the form of believing that having sex
equals love. A man’ s hidden agenda is more likely to equate sex with
power. This was particularly true in times when the man was the pursuer,
ardently offering  his love, whic h the woman would reject or accept. The
ultimate token of acceptance was for her to “give in” to the sexual act. In
doing so she accepted love at the same time. Many women still harbor this
belief in fantasy form.
For his part, the man knew that sexual surrender meant that his pursuit
had been successful; the hunter had struck his mark at the same moment
that the lover was embraced. In the past it seemed only natural for both
sexes to use the aggressive image of the hunt as symbolic of the quest for
intimacy, yet looking back we can see a good deal of hidden fear and
insecurity in this analogy. Why should the act of love be linked to
aggression at all?
These symbols and images were part of a social code, therefore they
required no agreement. It wasn’ t possible for either men or women toexempt themselv es from the code. Today the opposite is true. If a man feels
himself to be a hunter, conquero r, or ardent pursuer, that is his own choice.
If a woman sees herself as prey, prize, or unattainable love object, that is
her decision. No single code operates anymore, and by making intimacy an
agreement, both parties can approach sexuality openly as something they
mutually want. Having sex with someone else does not imply that you have
entered his belief system or will fulfill her expectations. You are not
implicitly playing a part in his fantasy or expecting your versio n of love to
match hers.
But there is a price to pay. In. many ways sexual freedom is frightening
because of the loss of boundarie s. The old social code linked love and sex.
For a woman to believe that a man loved her because he desired her was
unchallenged. For a man to believe that having sex secured a woman’ s love
was just as natural. Now that this is a matter of agreement, it can also be a
cause of disagreement. Love and desire are essentially separate, a matter
open for discussion.
It is surprising how many people enter sexual intimacy with no idea of
what they are agreeing to. It is still common for both men and women to
bring expectatio ns to bed. Because these expectations are founded on
images from the past, they defeat the possibility of passionate surrender.
You cannot surrender to an image but can only play it out, and the more
often you play it out, the less spontaneous sex becomes.
To rob sex of its spontaneity makes it both false and ugly. Sexua lity is the
most spontaneous aspect of our lives. It is the one place where we do not
have to put at risk our abilities, intellect, and social personae. Playing a part
is a necessity none of us can completely escape in everyday life. We all
have roles as workers, family members, citizens, and so forth. Undeniably
this places strain  upon many other urges that would like to gain expression
but are not permitted to do so. You cannot give way to every  impulse of
anger at work, much less walk out at will. You cannot decide to stop
supporting a family on a whim, since the very fabric of society depends
upon bearing one’ s share of responsibility.
Duty hems in desire at every turn, to the point that most people come to
believe that suppressing their desires, holding themselves in check, is good.
Suppression is not good, howeve r; it is only expedient. Society requires that
we draw  limits on the expressi on of desire, which makes it all the morenecessary to have at least one area of life that is completely free and
uninhibited. Intimacy is meant to be just such an area. What is it that makes
sex free or inhibited, loving or merely pleasurable?
FREEDOM AND  INTIMACY
Many people deny themselves free, loving sex—even if they are not aware
of doing so—because they appro ach the sexual act in terms of results. They
assume that any orgasm is good, and a good orgasm is better. Not only do
we evaluate whether sex was “successful” but we hold up physical pleasure
as the primary goal. Pleasure is a natural thing but it is also an elusive one.
For some people  the pleasure of sex is that it promises a release for anxiety
and stress. For them “success”  is actually negative, being defined as the
escape from tension.
Other ingredients can be mixed into the sexual act that are far from
loving. Someone who has bottled-up rage inside will usually make love in a
way that is overly aggressive or competitive. A fearful person will typically
find it difficult to allow anything like a full release into bodily sensations;
his or her holdin g back is a passive way to act out fear and at the same time
miss any encounter with love.
There are many variations on this theme, for as much as we would wish
to be good lovers, we all bring our conflicts and needs to bed. Whatever
blocks our pleas ure also blocks love, because in sex pleasure is the doorway
to love.
Even though sex is meant to be uninhibited and free, there are always
degrees of freedom. Rarely do we believe that we deserve pleasure without
limits. How, then, can we give love without limits, or receive it?
Rather than examining the results of the sexual act, we need to consider
its begin nings. Intimacy starts not with a physical approach but with a set of
beliefs. The primary beliefs that defeat pleasure include the following:
Sex is too powerful and has to be controlled.
Sin is attached to sex, making it guilty and shameful.
Asking someone else to give you pleasure is greedy and selfish.
Surrendering to pleasure is the same as surrendering your power.What all of these beliefs have in common is that they provide a reason to
suppress desire.
When sex is deprived of its spiritual connection, some aspect of desir e is being suppr essed.
The spiritual dimension of sex is its joyfulness and ecstasy, its
communication of love between  two people. These qualities do not require
effort; they appear spontaneously when sex itself is spontaneous. However,
a great deal of spiritual teaching  has been openly antisexual. As long as the
credo “It is better to marry than to burn” was in effect, spiritua l value was
assigned not to intimacy but to chastity. When spiritual teachers held up
chastity as a virtue—as they have in every tradition East and West—the
intention was not to make pleas ure a sin but to elevate a highe r virtue that
by implication led to higher pleasure. One feels the truth in Krishnamurti’ s
words, “Trying to suppress sexual urges is a form of ugliness that in itself
cannot be chaste. Chastity of the monk with his vows is worldliness as long
as the urges are present. All walls of separateness turn life into a
battlefield.”
Chastity in the sense of purity is a spiritual good, but it should not be
mistaken for suppression of desire. When he asks why people try to repress
their desires, Krishnamurti makes the following beautiful  argument:
resisting the sexual urge has been held up as something good to do, but if
we look at it, resistance is born of fear. We are afraid of being wrong, of
stepping out of line. Society, anxious to make us conform, tells us that if we
don’t resist our sexual ur ges, we will go out of control.
Yet is this really true? If sex is natural, why does it have to be controlled?
In fact the whol e conflict over sex, the problems of neurosis and deviancy,
and sexual misbehavior, can be traced to resistance, not to sexual urges.
Resistance is always mental; it implies a judgment against what is actually
being felt. Sex becomes a problem when it gets mixed with hidden
emotions such as shame, anger, and guilt. Under those circumstances the
sexual impulse is confusing. When people ask questions like “Is it all right
to have  sex with anyone you want to?” or “Is it natural to be
monogamous


a man is silently re-senting his wife and is full of hostilit y toward her,
he is unfaithful.
He is not faithful to his marriage vows, which are to love, c herish,
and honor her all the days of his life.
The man who is brooding, bitter, and resentful can swallow his
sharp remarks, abate his anger, and he can go to great lengths to be
considerate, kind, and courteous. He can deftly skirt the differe nces.
Through praise and mental effort, he can get out of the habit of
antagonism. Then, he will be able to get along better, not only with his
wife, but with business associates also. Assume the harmonious state,
and eventually you will find peace and harmony.

 153  •The great mistake
A great mistake is to discuss your marital problems or  diffi-culties
with neighbors and relatives. Suppose, for example, a wife s ays to the
neighbor, “John never gives me any money. He treats my mother
abominably, drinks to excess, and is constantly abusive and insulting.”
Now, this wife is degrading and belittling her husband in the eyes  of
all the neighbors and relatives. He no longer appears as the i deal
husband to them. Never discuss your marital prob-lems with any one
except a trained counselor. Why cause numer-ous people to think
negatively of your marriage? Moreover, as you discuss and dwell
upon these shortcomings of your husband, you are actually creating
these states within yourself. Who is thinking and feeling it? You are!
As you think and feel, so are you.
Relatives will usually give you the wrong advice. It is us u-ally
biased and prejudiced because it is not given in an im-per sonal way.
Any advice you receive which violates the golden rule, which is  a
cosmic law, is not good or sound.
It is well to remember that no two human beings ever lived be neath
the same roof without clashes of temperament, periods of hurts and
strain. Never display the unhappy side of your mar-riage to your
friends. Keep your quarrels to yourself. Refrain from criticism  and
condemnation of your partner.
• Don ’t try to make your wife over
A husband must not try to make his wife over into a second edition
of himself. The tactless attempt to change her in many ways i s foreign
to her nature. These attempts are always foolish, and many time s
result in dissolution of the marriage. These attempts to alt er her
destroy her pride and self-esteem, and arouse a spirit of con trariness
and resentment that proves fatal to the marriage bond.
Adjustments are needed, of course, but if you have a good look
inside your own mind, and study your character and be-havior, you
will find so many shortcomings, they will keep you busy the res t of
 154  your Me. If you say, “I will make him over into what I want,” you are
looking for trouble and the divorce court. You are asking for miser y.
You will have to learn the hard way that there is no one to cha nge but
yourself.
• Pray together and stay together through steps in prayer
The first step: Never carry over from one day to another
accumulated irritations arising from little disappointments. Be sure to
forgive each other for any sharpness before you retire at night. The
moment you awaken in the morning, claim infinite intelligence is
guiding you in all your ways. Send out loving thoughts of peace,
harmony, and love to your marriage partner, to all members of  the
family, and to the whole world.
The second step: Say grace at breakfast. Give thanks for the
wonderful food, for your abundance, and for all your bless-ings. Make
sure that  no problems, worries, or arguments shall enter i nto the table
conversation; the same applies at dinnertime. Say to your wif e or
husband, “I appreciate all you are doing, and I radiate love and good
will to you all day long.”
The third step: The husband and wife should alternate in praying
each night. Do not take your marriage partner for granted. Show y our
appreciation and love. Think appreciation and good will, rather than
condemnation, criticism, and nagging. The way to build a peaceful
home and a happy marriage is to use a foundation of love, beauty,
harmony, mutual respect, faith in God, and all things good. Read the
23rd, 27th, and 91st Psalms, the 11th chapter of Hebrews, the 13th
chapter of I Corinthians, and other great texts of the Bibl e before
going to sleep. As you practice these truths, your marriage w ill grow
more and more blessed through the years.

 155  • Review your actions
1. Ignorance of mental and spiritual laws is the cause of all  marital
unhappiness. By praying scientifically together, you stay together.
2. The best time to prevent divorce is before marriage. If you learn
how to pray in the right way, you will attract the right mate for you.
3. Marriage is the union of a man and woman who are bound
together by love. Their hearts beat as one, and they move onward,
upward, and Godward.
4. Marriage does not bequeath happiness. People find hap-piness by
dwelling on the eternal truths of God and the spiritual values of life.
Then, the man and woman can con-tribute to each other’s happiness
and joy.
5. You attract the right mate by dwelling on the qualities and
characteristics you admire in a woman or a man, and then your
subconscious mind will bring you together in divine order.
6. You must build into your mentality the mental equivalent of  what
you want in a marriage partner. If you want to attract an  honest,
sincere, and loving partner in life, you must be honest, sincere, an d
loving yourself.
7. You do not have to repeat mistakes in marriage. When you really
believe you can have the type man or woman you idealize, it is  done
unto you, as you believe. To believe is to accept something as t rue.
Accept your ideal companion now mentally.
8. Do not wonder how, why, or where you will meet the mate you
are praying for. Trust implicitly the wisdom of your subconsc ious
mind. It has the “know-how,” and you don’t have to assist it.
9. You are mentally divorced when you indulge in peeves, grudges,
ill will, and hostility toward your marriage partner. You are mentally
dwelling with error in the bed of your mind. Adhere to your marriage
vows, “I promise to cherish, love, and honor him (or her) all the days
of my life.”
 156  10. Cease projecting fear patterns to your marriage partner. Project
love, peace, harmony, and good will, and your mar-riage will grow
more beautiful and more wonderful through the years.
11. Radiate love, peace, and good will to each other. These
vibrations are picked up by the subconscious mind resulting in  mutual
trust, affection, and respect.
12. A nagging wife is usually seeking attention and apprecia-t ion.
She is craving for love and affection. Praise and exalt her many good
points. Show her that you love her and ap-preciate her.
13. A man who loves his wife does not do anything unloving or
unkind in word, manner, or action. Love is what love does.
14. In marital problems, always seek expert advice. You would no t
go to a carpenter to pull a tooth; neither should you discuss your
marriage problems with relatives or friends. You should go to a
trained person for counsel.
15. Never try to make your wife or husband over. These at-tempts
are always foolish and tend to destroy the pride and self-est eem of the
other. Moreover, it arouses a spirit of resentment that prove s fatal to
the marriage bond. Cease trying to make the other a second edit ion of
yourself.
16. Pray together and you will stay together. Scientific prayer sol ves
all problems. Mentally picture your wife as she ought to be, j oyous,
happy, healthy, and beautiful. See your hus-band, as he ought to be,
strong, powerful, loving, harmoni-ous, and kind. Maintain this mental
picture, and you will experience the marriage made in heave n, which
is harmony and peace.

 157  15
Your Subconscious Mind and Your
Happiness
William James, father of American psychology, said that the
greatest discovery of the nineteenth century was not in the realm of
physical science.
The greatest discovery was the power of the subconscious touc hed
by faith.
In every human being is that limitless reservoir of power, which can
overcome any prob-lem in the world. True and lasting happiness wi ll
come into your life the day you get the clear realization that  you can
overcome any weak-ness—the day you realize that your subconsciou


 good health. Among other things, they provide very valuable nutritional metabolites for the body to
use in rebuilding and maintaining health. Examples are portions of the vitamin B complex, enzymes and essential amino acids, the
increased and more efficient absorption of calcium, phosphorus and magnesium. They are responsible for the synthesis of certain
vitamins. They maintain an antibacillus coli environment. They contribute to good health in many ways we are not scientifical ly
aware of yet.

THE VALUE OF LACTIC ACID
Milk, when first secreted from the udder of a healthy cow or other lactating animal, is sterile, but it becomes invaded by ba cteria
almost immediately. Milk is a good medium for breeding bacteria of all kinds, good and bad. Any changes which occur in the milk
after it is secreted are the result of bacterial action converging nutrients into other substances. If bacteria could be prev ented from
contaminating the milk drawn from the udder, it would remain sweet indefinitely; but thi s is an impossibility. John Harvey
Kellogg performed an amazing experiment demonstrating this fact. He immersed a one -pound piece of raw meat, slightly tainted,
in buttermilk. The milk was changed at regular intervals. The meat remained perfectly free of d ecomposition for some 20 years!
This demonstrates the efficiency of an acid medium in inhibiting decay producing, putrefactive bacteria. Soured milk is also called
turned, fermented, curdled and clabbered milk. The Bulgarians and Turks called it yogurt; th e Russian calls it Kefir. Among the
essential goods of some Nomadic people is a lump of casein milk curds, wrapped up to prevent its drying. This lump of casein is
put into the milk bag containing the freshly drawn milk and allowed to remain there until th e milk sours. Then the curd ball,
rejuvenated in the process, is returned to its wrapping. Using this process, the Nomad knows his soured milk will not rot nor
putrefy. In this condition, the milk retains its food value until it is used up.

In more recen t years, since the studies of Metchnikoff, fermented milk has been in great demand and widely used. It has been
prescribed for better health in general and for a wide range of ailments, particularly those arising from intestinal and meta bolic
disturbances.  Metchnikoff is really the father of modern -time fermented milk. He made it popular and as the head of the Pasteur
Institute in Paris stimulated a great deal of scientific study about the remedial value of fermented milk. He was an indefati gable
worker on the subject of longevity. His experiments for attainment of better health and longer life attracted world -wide attention.
He maintained that stasis and putrefaction of the bowel shortens life and causes diseases, early senility and premature death  for
whic h he recommended fermented milk as the best neutralizer and antidote. He deduced this from the fact that the Bulgarians,
Turks, Arabs, Jews and others who are addicted to the use of fermented milk as the English are to the afternoon tea, produce more
cente narians than any other nationality, Bulgarians showing 1,500 centenarians out of every million of population. In America,
only nine out of every million reach that age. No doubt the fact that these people use a great deal of fermented milk, and be cause it
contains the very valuable lactic acid and the changed proteins, can be considered as a factor in their longevity. But, lest we forget,
how about their simple fare, simple mode of living, the outdoor life they lead! Are these not just as important, perhaps  more so, as
factors in longevity than just fermented milk?

Metchnikoff inferred that their longevity was due solely to the fermented milk. He obtained a microbe which he called Bacillu s
Bulgaricus from the casein ball the Bulgarians used to induce souri ng in freshly drawn milk of their herd, and found it would
indeed induce souring of milk, and very rapidly. He tried to implant this Bulgarian bacillus in the intestinal tract of man, and
thereby induce lactic acid formation, thus eventually to crowd out t he malignant microbe that may be causing putrefaction, but the
experiment was not successful. The Bulgarian bacillus is a milk parasite. Many bacteria produce lactic acid, but relatively f ew
grow well in the alimentary canal. Time, observation and experime ntation have proven that the bacillus bulgaricus is not viable,
which means that when ingested, it does not thrive in the gastro -intestinal tract, but it is digested and destroyed in the stomach and
small intestine and does not reach the large intestine. I t does not get into the colon where it is most needed. The bacillus
bulgaricus, after being ingested, does not appear in the feces when examined. Lactobacillus Bulgaricus preparations have been
omitted because they contain an organism foreign to the intest inal tract of man and incapable of being implanted in the human
intestine. The lactobacillus acidophilus preparations have been retained because this organism is capable of implantation, gr owth
and lactic acid -production in the intestine of man. The presen ce of any bacillus acidi lactici in the feces is the only real proof of
their value as definite remedial agents in colonic disturbances, especially in constipation. Out of the more than one hundred  species
of bacillus acidi lactici, including the bacillus yogurt, streptococcus lacticus, thermophilus, lactobacillus adondolyticus, Boas
Oppler bacillus, lactobacillus lopersici, etc., none thrive or can be implanted in the large intestine, other than the lactob acillus
acidophilus.

Rahe made a critical investig ation,of the implantation of L. bulgaricus. His work tends to show that although L. bulgaricus milk is
ingested, it disappears very soon after ingestion has stopped. This investigator also points out a very significant fact - that the
difference between L. bulgaricus and certain acid -forming bacteria, which are known to occur normally in the intestines, is so
slight that they can be distinguished only with difficulty. He suggests that the belief on the part of some investigators tha t L.
bulgaricus becomes established in the intestines was caused by their inability to distinguish between these two types. The only
bacillus acidi lactici that can thrive and can be implanted into the adult large intestine is the lactobacillus acidophilus.
Lactobacillus acidophi lus belongs to the aciduric lactobacillus group which is widely distributed in nature. This group of bacteria
contains many varieties of related organisms. Lactobacillus acidophilus and lactobacillus bifidus are found in the gastro -intestinal
tract of man and animals. Lactobacillus bulgaricus usually occurs in the intestinal contents of cattle. It is frequently present in dairy
products, contaminated with fecal material from cows. The lactobacillus bifidus predominates in the infant colon. It keeps th e chil d
from developing many infant diseases, and makes him also immune to many diseases, as long as he is fed on breast milk, for th en
the colon is normally acid in reaction. But as the child grows older and the change of diet takes place, proteins are increas ed at the
expense of carbohydrates and sugar - milk sugar. As a result, unfriendly bacteria begin to enter the colon, such as the bacillus coli,
the B. Welchii, B. putreficus, streptococci fecalis, etc. Putrefaction and fermentation now are in order. Thus t oxic material - indol,
skatol, phenol, ammonia, phenylsulphate, ptomaine, pyrrhol, cadaverin, isoamylamine, ethylamine, idroxyl -phynel, and other
poisons - swarm in the large intestine.

Within the past 50 years methods have been developed for changing the  nature of the germs that live in the intestines.
Metchnikoff’s original idea that the bacillus bulgaricus was the normal inhabitant and that its presence was synonymous with long
life has been changed to emphasis on another germ called the B. acidophilus.  As already hinted, with the exception of the
lactobacillus acidophilus, all other species of bacillus acidi lactici are not viable; that is, when imbibed, when taken by m outh, they
are digested and destroyed in the stomach and small intestine, and, theref ore, do not reach the colon or, if they do, their number is
negligible. L. Acidophilus is a normal inhabitant of the intestinal tract and under the influence of the ingestion of lactose  or dextrin
can be made to predominate the intestinal flora. The ingest ion of L. Acidophilus milk with or without added lactose brings about
the transformation of the intestinal flora more quickly and is generally conceded to be the most logical and practical method  of
bringing about the preponderace of L. Acidophilus type of  bacteria in the intestines. By administering L. Acidophilus milk
implantation the proliferation of the organisms in the intestinal tract are more rapidly accomplished for then there is dire


hrashmi) was attacked by infections virus giving him instant high fever. When not relieved by Western medicines he resorted to auto-urine. With a urine-fast of about ten days his fever subsided. But at some allopathic physician's instance he took moong soup which resulted in a relapse. So the soup was given up and the urine fast was resumed for several days. This relieved him of the fever.”  from Manav Mootra by R. M. Patel  FLU AND BURNS   Mr. H.V., The Netherlands "Last year, I started washing my hair with urine. I still do, because my limp, soft hair has more body than when I use shampoo. I have been drinking urine for six months. The first time I drank it, I mixed my urine with water because I thought it was disgusting, but since then I have got used to the taste and even think it tastes good. I am in good health, but two or three times a year I have the flu and have to stay in bed for a few days. I started drinking my urine particularly during these periods to see if it could help strengthen my resistance to the flu virus. I was greatly disappointed when I felt the flu coming on. I thought, "I was wrong- it doesn't work." However, I rested up for one afternoon and felt fine. This happened again the second time the flu was going around. I stayed in bed for one day, took it easy and felt completely healthy. This never would have happened so quickly in previous years. Three weeks ago, I accidentally spilled boiling oil onto my hand. I immediately ran ice cold water over my hand. "I need a miracle drug," I thought, "but what?" Of course: urine! Fortunately, I had not urinated in the previous few hours, so that was no problem. I hesitated- shouldn't I let the urine cool down? When I placed my hand in the bucket of urine, it felt healing. I later applied Propolis to the burned area, an ointment which contains Urea Pura and Allantoin (both of which are found in urine). I had second-degree burns. Because I was afraid that the burn would leave a large scar on my hand, 94 I wrapped a bandage soaked in urine around my hand at night and covered this with cling film. I never saw a wound heal so beautifully!"   The Golden Fountain by Coen van der Kroon  FLU PLAGUE  “Credo Mutwa said that 70 years ago urine therapy saved thousands of lives in South Africa. Not many people remember the terrible flu at the end and after the first World War. This flu claimed around 100 million lives, many times the loss from the war itself. He said: ‘A man had two women, a black one and a white one. These women cared for the people infected by the ‘flu and eased their suffering in the few days until they died and buried the dead. Anyone else who had worked so close to infected people would have got the ‘flu themselves but not these two women. They told others to start urine therapy, the only protection against the killer disease. The word spread fast and many thousands started the treatment. Not one, not one of the people drinking their own urine died.’ ”  Urine: The Holy Water by Harald W. Tietze  FOOT PAIN  “In 1973 I went to America. While returning in an aeroplane in July 1973, I suddenly developed acute pain in the stomach. I went to the toilet and drank about 6 oz, of my urine. And within ten minutes the pain disappeared. After 15 days I felt acute pain in the inner side of my right foot. I thought I would not be able to walk freely for some days. I put urine-pack. On the same night and overnight I got about 50 % benefit, so that I could attend the courts. During second night urine-packs cured my foot completely.”  from Manav Mootra by R. M. Patel  FRACTURED COLUMN  Maria Elena Villanueva { Mexico } "Seven years ago, I had an accident. Since that time I consulted several doctors. My accident was in a water drainage system called "Of the Eagles." I fell from the bridge and broke my clavicle, knee, ankle and a little of my spine. I was very damaged and very swollen. I could not walk. I weighed 123 kg.  I drank urine three times a day. In two months, I lost 20 kilos and I feel very good. Thanks to God. Today I feel healthy." 95  World-wide Case Histories of Urine Therapy by Gary Ward  FROZEN TOES  “In Lapland for instance, [urine] is used against frostbites. If you came with frozen toes into the igloo of a Lapland family the women would disappear quickly behind a curtain and after a short while would come back with a wet and smelling cloth. A grin on her face would let you realise it is urine. She would place the cloth on the frozen parts of your feet.”  Urine: The Holy Water by Harald W. Tietze  FUNGI  Mrs. Rosario Avalos { Mexico } "I cured myself of fungi in my fingernails and nails of my feet. Also I was losing eyelashes, eyebrows and hair on my head. All this was happening with time. I have done 4 fasts and it has taken me 1 year."  World-wide Case Histories of Urine Therapy by Gary Ward   ************************ G ************************  GANGRENE  “ Mr. Ellis Barker, a practitioner of Urine Therapy, reports the following cases which gangrene was cured by urine treatment:  Mrs. E.,  Gangrenous feet and toes followed by paralysis after vaccines had been administered. 48 day fast. Urine healed feet and toes in the first 20 days.  Mr. D., Diabetic gangrene of the left forearm. Fasted 48 days for the diabetes. Arm completely normal after 18 days. No scars.  Mr. J.W.B. (60 years of age). Gangrene of the first and second joints of the thumb, caused by a hammer blow in mason work He was treated for 18 weeks as an out-patient 96 at a hospital. Bone removed up to the first joint. Discoloration spread towards the wrist. Fasted according to my method, applied urine compresses to the whole hand, wrist and arm. Cured in one week.  Miss C.A. (age 10). Anaemia, Gangrene of both legs following suppressive treatment for psoriasis. Large areas of skinless and livid flesh in both calves. Fasted 18 days. Cure complete. No more anaemia, no more psoriasis, no scars from gangrenous legs. She grew 1 1/2 inches during the fast.  Mrs. B., Gangrenous finger, also severe conjunctivitis following a year's use of atropine. Fasted 12 days for gangrene, then a week later undertook a second fast for the conjunctivitis which cleared up the 23rd day.  Mr. J.I. (age 54) Thumb cut by fish-bone. Doctor attended him the same day. Gangrene ensued. Surgeon's decision to amputate rejected. Fasted 14 days. Body rubbed with urine, finger poulticed in very strong urine. Improvement after three days of treatment. Cure complete after twelve days.  Mr. N. (age 55). Tubercular gangrene of both legs. Surgeons wanted to amputate the limbs. His wife refused. Condition of the patient very emaciated. Great depression after much drugging. Fasted 42 days according to my method. Now walks as well as any man, and enjoys the exercise.  Mrs. L.  (age 48). Gangrene of both legs and feet after spilling a large vessel of boiling fat over them. Treated with plaster during three weeks by the physicians. Result disastrous. Fasted 28 days, with the usual treatment advocated. Marked improvement after ten days. Returned to normal health after a fortnight.  Gangrene is often much quicker to respond to Urine Therapy than many other major, or "killing" diseases. I should mention that nearly all these cases were treated after the physicians had urged amputation. Once we understand that urine is not dead matter, but so to say, flesh, blood and vital tissues in a living solution, then its usage should be greater and its acceptance easier.”  Urine Therapy by Dr. John O'Quinn  GANGRENE  “The patient was a lady of fifty-three. She had been in the care of a well-known Bradford physician who was an authority on fasting and dietetics. Anemia had developed, the lungs showed signs of grave disturbance, and there was a gangrenous condition in one 97 foot, with a number of skin eruptions of varying dimensions on each leg. There was also a jaundiced condition which had turned her complexion to that of an Eurasian, and the whites of her eyes yellow. Her abdomen was distended and hard, and her body had become thin and scraggy almost to emaciation.  By fasting the patient on her own urine and water, and rubbing urine into her body and applying urine compresses, at the end of ten days the kidneys and bowels were working "overtime" and though the eruptions had increased, they were less irritable. The breathing became normal and easy, the patient slept better and above all, the gangrenous foot began to show signs of healing..  By the eighteenth day of the fast the foot was quite normal; the urine had formed new skin, and there was no trace whatever of the livid


 want to delve deeply into the kind of life this book describes, who really see all this —
as my  wife Em said at the outset —as a practice.
With or without the Changing Change Program, there are five things that I believe a
person must do to successfully and powerfully implement the Nine Changes That Can
Change Everything:  1. Desire Absolutely
2. Unde rstand Thoroughly
3. Embrace Completely
4. Enact Consistently
5. Share Widely
1. You have to desire to change your life, and the way you experience  your life, more than
anything else in the world. Every creation of God begins with desire. The more powerful
the desire, the more likely the outcome. Desire is an emotion —and emotion is the creative
force of the universe. That it why it is so sad that so many people think that emotions are
things over which they have no control. Deeply desire. That is the first step.
2. What is given to you here is a complete technology for altering your reality and
changing the way you experience change —which means, of course, changing your life,
because life is change and change is life. Study this book thoroughly. If there is any part of it
you do not understand, go to www.ChangingChange.net  and use the resources that have
been placed there to help  you understand it. The Changing Change Process discussed in this
book is not the o nly way to dramatically and wonderfully change your life, but it is a way.
Don’t throw this way away.
3. This is not about partial involvement here. I am reminded of the story of the chicken
and the pig. They were walking down the road one day and they cam e upon a billboard that
read: Ham and Eggs —America’s Favorite Breakfast!  The chicken turned to the pig and
exclaimed, “Look at that! Doesn’t that make you proud?” To which the pig replied, “Well,
that’s easy for you to say. For you it’s partial involvement. For me, it’s total commitment.”
This is about total commitment. This is not about embracing a few of these concepts; this
is about embracing all of it. The thing is, there is a linkage here. One thing leads to another
and depends on it for the whole to m ake sense. You can’t cafeteria -line your own
transformation, taking a concept here and grabbing an idea there. This is the real meal deal.
4. Changing your life means changing your life; it does not mean deciding to change your
life; it does not mean talki ng about changing your life or reading about changing your life.
The Changing Change Process requires not only total embracing of the concepts here, but
consistent and continual application of them, day in and day out, moment to moment. Now
this could soun d like an arduous undertaking, but it need not be. It can be (and, indeed,
always winds up being) a pure joy. Yet you must know what it involves.
One day a guru was teaching his students, when a student said, “Master, you have been
teaching us for months a nd none of us seem to be getting any closer to enlightenment.
What does it take?”
The guru smiled and said, “You must take a sieve to the ocean and fill it with water.”
The students did not understand. They grumbled, “This is not a real guru. Everyone
know s you cannot fill a sieve with water. It runs right out. That’s the problem with what he
teaches, too. It sounds good, but it runs right out.” So his students deserted him.
All but one. A young woman said, “Master, I know the problem is not in your teachin g,
but in my understanding. Help me to understand.”  Filled with compassion, the guru replied, “Come with me.” He took her to a store and
bought a sieve. Then he took her to the shore. “Here,” he instructed, “fill this sieve with
water.”
Eager to learn, she  went to the water’s edge and dipped the sieve into the water. But
when she brought it to him, all the water had run out. He only smiled. “Fill the sieve with
water,” he said quietly, and so she tried again, knowing that he would not ask her to do
somethin g she could not do. But it was no use. She ran back to him as fast as she could with
the sieve, but the water ran out.
“Fill the sieve with water,” he said simply, and she tried once more, this time dipping the
sieve and turning and running back to him so fast that she lost her breath. Still, no water
remained in the sieve. “To hell with this!” she screamed then. “I’m done  with this! I’m done
with this whole life  of being a spiritual student! ” She threw the sieve fiercely into the air and
stomped away.
“Wai t!” the guru called. “Look.”
The young woman turned just in time to see the sieve riding the ocean waves... then
sinking beneath the surface and disappearing. The guru approached the student. “You
cannot just dip in here and dip in there. This is not ab out dipping and running. You have to
throw yourself in. You have to be totally immersed.”
And the student understood.
5. The way to make it easy to get where you want to go is to travel with others who are
also going there. You do not have to “go it alone. ” First you can get help, then you can give
help, by joining an online community of people from all over the world who are going
where you are going —and helping each other get there.
Em and I have created just such an online community. I have spoken about this several
times in the text, and I will now mention it once again. It is the Changing Change Network,
and it is located at www.Chan gingChange.net.
Here you will find many resources that could serve you wonderfully in this moment and
for a long time to come, including:
• Question & Answer section, where you can post any question that came up for you
as you moved through this text and g et an answer from members of the Changing
Change Network.
• Personal Interactive Area, your private “desk,” where you can move into a direct
personal experience of this message through individual study online, tracking
your encounter in your own online jou rnal.
• Changing Change Message Board, where you can interact with others in the
Changing Change Network, sharing comments and observations and both offering
and receiving  suggestions and support during life -changing moments.
• Video and audio clips from m e about many subjects relating to the Conversations
with God series of books, from which this text has emerged.
• An Additional Resource Section listing books, people, and organizations that can
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• Schedule of all upcoming Changing Everything Workshops, and an opportunity to
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• Network Support Center, where anyone can ask for information, assistance,
references of books, or people or organizations that could make a life transition
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• Frequently Asked Questions (FAQ) and Additional Explanation Area, where
material in t his text is explored in even greater detail.
• “How I Survived the Big Change in My Life” area, where members of the network
can post their own stories.
All of the above features are free. You may move into an even higher level of interaction
by ordering t he Changing Change Workbook and Study Guide, available for purchase by
Network members at the website, or, to get on the fast track, by enrolling in the fee -based
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emai l as a supplement to the Program.
And, you can place into the Personal Program someone who is on the waiting list for a
full scholarship by bringing them along with you through the I Want to Share project, the
part of the Program that implements one of its  core teachings: What you wish to experience
yourself, give to another.
Here is what I know about all of this: We are all in this Moment of Change together. The
work we are invited to do is our work, not just your work or mine. If we do this work of
person al transformation together, we can transform not only ourselves, but the world
entire. If we only  transform ourselves but not anyone else, we will not have moved very far
in what we came here to do. For we are all one (the very first message of Conversatio ns with
God). What we do for another we do for ourselves, and what we fail to do for another we
fail to do for ourselves.
I do not lift up the Self if I lift up only the single


 it is absorbed into the body in less than 24 hours
you are iodine deficient and you should take an iodine supplement.
May our Father Yahweh, I  AM that I  AM, Almighty extend His loving kindness,
protection and blessings to you in all ways - always!
Respectfully,
Dr. William D. Kelley, D.D.S., M.S.
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Metabolic Nutritional Supplementation
Dr. Kelley's m e tabo lic form ulas are produced under his d ire ct
supervision. It is these form ulas that Dr. Kelley's counselees have taken
and used over the past 40 years. They have been helpful to thousands o f
his m e ta b o lic counselees.
Additional Metabolic Supplement Formulas
Dr. Kelley uses and recommends various additional metabolic formulations which are
manufactured under his supervisions. Please see the end of this chapter for more
information.
Timing of Metabolic
It is far more important than one can possibly realize to take the Metabolic Formulas
at the proper time. The Metabolic Formulas should be taken when the body is in the
proper acid/alkaline balance.
Metabolic Formula Cycles
All Metabolic Formulas, except Formulas Mg, must be cycled on and off. The
raw materials for the repair and rebuilding of the body must be cycled. Taking the
Metabolic Formulas during the "O n " cycle provides a saturation of needed nutrients.
Stopping the Metabolic Formulas during the "O ff" cycle provides the necessary time
for the body to repair, rebuild and detoxify.
"On" Cycle
Take the Metabolic Formulas for 10 or more days, until one becomes toxic, but
no longer than 15 days.
Stop If You Feel Sick!
If you become Toxic (a 'goopy' sick feeling), ill, nauseated, crabby, have an
elevated temperature, or violent headache Stop taking the Metabolic Formulas. It is
best to stay On your Metabolic Formulas for 10 days. However, when you suffer
negative symptoms anytime after the third day you may Stop taking them at that
point. It is best to continue for 10 days or until toxicity forces one to Stop.
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"Off" Cycle
Remain O ff the Metabolic Formulas for 5 days. You must give the body time to
detoxify. Stay O ff the Metabolic Formulas the full 5 days even if you feel well enough
to continue. Give your body time for repair and rebuilding. You must continue your
detoxification program during the "O ff" cycle. You should take one or two enzymes
with meals to assure digestion of food.
While "Off" You May Feel Worse
If you feel worse while you are cycling O ff the Metabolic Formulas it means your
body needs them (this is not a toxic reaction) so you should go back On them until
you feel toxic (like you have the flu) and try to go O ff them again in 10 days or when
you become toxic.
How Do Enzymes Work?
by
Professor Kathy P. Fairbanks, Ph.D. (Em bryology)
Enzymes are normally produced by the pancreas to help digest the food that enters
the small intestine from the stomach. Different kinds of enzymes work on protein, on
fats, or on starch and sugar. By the action of these powerful enzymes, large particles
of protein, fat or starch are broken down into smaller and smaller pieces, until they
are small enough to pass through the wall of the small intestine and be used in the
human body for nourishment. Enzymes remaining in the small intestine serve there to
digest food coming into the intestine from the stomach. These enzymes in the
intestine also can be absorbed through the wall of the small intestine into the body,
and travel in the blood stream to distant locations in the body where they are needed.
Why don't these powerful enzymes start dissolving the very tissues that they are
passing through? How can these enzymes travel to the tumor and only digest the
cancer, without harming the person's body in which the cancer is growing? The
secret to how the enzyme can tell the difference between "good tissues and bad
tissues" lies in a difference as small as the difference between your right hand and
your left hand. Almost all the billions of tiny molecules in the body are either right
handed or left-handed. As an example of right and left handedness, let's look at a pair
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of mittens. In a pair of mittens you find one for the right hand and one for the left
hand. They are mirror images of each other, but if you tried to put the right-handed
mitten down on top of the left-handed mitten, they would not match. In a mysterious
way, the human body uses only right-handed sugar molecules but only left-handed
protein molecules.
The above paragraph has discussed right-handed sugar molecules and left
handed protein molecules. Logic raises the question where are the mirror image
substances? Where are the left-handed sugar molecules and the right-handed protein
molecules? These are found within the placenta, which is made of trophoblasts.
These are also found within the trophoblast-like tumor cells. What difference does
this make for the enzyme trypsin?
We know that the enzyme trypsin acts on cooked left-handed proteins and living
(non-cooked) right-handed proteins. Normally, when we eat a meal, the cooked left
handed proteins, which we eat, are digested in the small intestine by the trypsin
released by the pancreas. Trypsin does not act on the organs of the human body,
because these are living left-handed protein. However, trypsin is very effective at
breaking down living right-handed proteins. And where did we say living right
handed proteins could be found? These living right-handed proteins are the substance
comprising the cancerous tumor. So, the trypsin can travel via the bloodstream to the
tumor, and its action there is on the protein mass that makes up the tumor. It breaks
down the protein mass of the tumor and "liquefies" it.
As further explanation, this cancerous tumor needs an enzyme with which it can
digest the organ or tissue of the human where the tumor is located. It uses human
tissue as food. To obtain its needed enzyme, the tumor itself makes the enzyme! This
tumor-made enzyme is called "malignin" which does digest human protein. Malignin
is a cancer growth stimulator. Malignin stimulates growth of a cancerous tumor,
thereby producing more malignin, causing increased tumor growth which makes
further malignin in a progressively expanding growth sequence.
Thus, a growing cancer tumor continually makes increasing amounts of its own
growth stimulator in a progressively expanding sequence. This malignin is the mirror
image enzyme to trypsin. In other words, trypsin and malignin are mirror images of
each other, as your right hand and left hand are mirror images of each other. As
trypsin acts on living right-handed protein, namely the tumor mass, so malignin acts
only on living left-handed proteins, namely human tissue.
Trypsin in sufficient quantities can begin to break down the cancerous tumor but
not fully digest the cancerous tumor. During the breakdown process, trypsin produces
some intermediate proteins and needs a second enzyme to complete their digestion,
i.e. "liquefaction". Therefore, to be successful, the enzyme treatment for cancerous
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tumors must include both of these enzymes in sufficient quantities to render the
products of tumor digestion harmless.
These enzymes work by traveling through the bloodstream to the site of the tumor
and digesting the specific protein of the tumor mass, without harming the body's
tissues at all. This fascinating story of the matching right and left handed molecules,
trypsin and malignin, was explained almost a century ago by a Scottish professor by
the name of John Beard, D.Sc. He published his work in London in 1911. His
revolutionary book was entitled, The Enzyme Treatment of Cancer and Its Scientific
Basis. At that time some cancers were treated by direct injection of the enzymes near
the cancer mass. Now, we realize that injecting the enzymes is unnecessary, since
swallowing capsules containing the enzymes will also work. Trypsin w ill only digest
the protein of the tumor, thus it can safely travel through the body. The ability to
target the tumor in such a specific and successful manner makes the use of surgery,
radiation, and chemotherapy obsolete.
To read more by
Professor Kathy P. Fairbanks, Ph.D.,
please refer to her article;
"The Scientific Basis of the Kelley Metabolic Cancer Cure"
in chapter XII, For Doctors Only
Healing Crisis
Many people are caught off guard and fail to understand and frequently
misinterpret the symptoms and changes, which follows a change to a healthier
metabolic life style. Many of these symptoms and changes are unpleasant but they are
short in duration and sporadic and are a necessary part of the healing process. There
are several reasons why this happens:
1. The body and mind begin to show changes, because the quality of nutrients
coming into the body are of a higher quality than the tissues of which the
body is made of. The body then begins to discard the lower grade materials
to make room for the superior materials
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