 are destroyed when the plant enzymes cause the vitamins to combine with
oxygen, thus inducing oxidation. Certain others are not
destroyed, but they are soluble in water and hence dissolved
out of the food. Vitamin D and some of the B complex
vitamins are lost in this manner. The amount of heat necessary to reduce the vitamin content of foods is not great.
Even the comparatively low application of heat as used in
pasteurization of milk destroys much of the vitamin A and
enou
gh (25 to 50 per cent ) of the vitamin C to eliminate the milk's antiscorbutic qualities. Of the B vitamin group, much
of the riboflavin, pantothenic acid, and pyridoxine, about half
of the inositol, and most of the folic acid and thiamine are lost
when foods are cooked in the usual manner. As is the case with minerals, the losses are less, though significant, if the
food is steamed. In all cases the less heat applied and the shorter the cooking time, the less is the total amount of loss.

P
ROTEINS AND FATS
   Cooking tends to coagulate the proteins of food and, with
the exception of egg white, render them less digestible. Some
of the sensitive amines are changed by heat, and others are
destroyed. Both the cystine and cysteine are so denatured in the presence of heat and water that, according to Ragner
Berg, they are "rendered valueless for nutritive purposes."
The most important of all protein components, lysine, is
destroyed by heat, as is the essential glutamine. Other protein
factors are transformed and modified to lower forms and
hence rendered less available to the body.
   Cooking decidedly alters the fat of food and usually renders
it less digestible. In the process of frying, the fat so permeates
the food and surrounds the individual food particles that they
do not readily yield to the action of digestive juices. For this reason foods which are fried in fat are very difficult to digest. If sufficiently high temperatures are used in cooking fats, free fatty acids develop which are not only difficult to digest, but
are in some cases definitely poisonous. When vegetable oils
undergo the process of boiling or frying the toxic irritant
known as acrolein is produced. In this connection it may be
pointed out that acrolein has often been described as a possible cause of cancer. Its name may be found in most
medical lists of possible dietary carcinogens.

T
ARS
   The formation of tars cannot be overlooked in considering
the chemical effects of cooking. Tars are found in smoke and
soot, and they form in any organic compound which is subjected to great heat over a sufficient period of time. Meat,
eggs, potatoes, toast, and other foods which are scorched by
heat until black forms on the outside may contain tar. Roasted
coffee and coffee substitutes derive their flavor from the tars
which form when the coffee beans or cereal grains are roasted.
    It has long been known that sufficient exposure to the tars
found in soot and smoke tends to cause cancer. The heavy
consumption of tars found in certain cooked foods may be no
less irritating and no less cancer-causing. Dr. Angel Roffo described the physical characteristics of tars obtained from
roasted coffee beans as the same as those obtained from
tobacco. He also found that both were carcinogenic when
given to experimental animals. Thus the consumption of tars
in certain roasted and over-heated foods ranks as a possible
cause of cancer and other diseases in modern life.

A
DDITIONAL CHEMICAL CHANGES
   Many food factors other than those already mentioned may
be impaired or lost in the presence of heat. Starch is partly
hydrolyzed by heat, and the soluble sugars and dextrin of
foods are polymerized to some extent. Peptic substances are
also affected and undergo dissolution during the cooking
process. The "anti-lameness" chemical of raw cream, discovered by Wulzen and Wagtendonk of Oregon State
College, is known to be destroyed by either boiling or
pasteurization. The "filtrate-f actor" of certain vegetables,
which controls the aging process of the body, is reported by
Morgan and Simms to be easily lost when vegetables are boiled. Certain hormones, including those from the adrenal
cortex, which have been successfully used in improving
animal health, are thermolabile and are destroyed at the
relatively moderate temperature used in pasteurizing milk.
Other activating substances which may exist in food but have not yet been chemically isolated and studied may or may not
undergo deterioration in the cooking process.
   It may be that simply altering the physico-chemical state of
food through the use of heat is sufficient to account for
certain adverse effects resulting from using the food. It is known that the toleration point of both minerals and vitamins
as are normally found in uncooked foods is much higher than
is the case when these nutritive factors are given in purified
form. The use of purified minerals and synthetic vitamins
shows this quite clearly. Minerals and vitamins must be found in an organic combination with other food nutrients if they
are to be used efficiently by the body. With rare exceptions
we must rely on the plant to synthesize the minerals of the
earth into combinations which are entirely non-toxic. Such
combinations remain non-toxic when transferred to the animal as milk, eggs, or flesh. However, in the presence of
heat certain nutrients are destroyed and hence the delicate
chemical balance is altered. It is known that in the case of
proteins the modification of the com plex structure renders some of the protein factors useless to the body. Even when
calcium is not lost in the presence of heat it is often rendered
less assimilable, as has often been pointed out by nutritionists
in connection with pasteurization of milk. It is hence possible that many other minerals, and perhaps vitamins and other
factors, may also be rendered either useless or toxic to the
body, as the complex chemical combinations are broken
down by heat.
   Evidence of this is seen by the fact that leukocytosis, an
increase in the number of white corpuscles of the blood,
follows the exclusive consumption of cooked foods. Biologists have called this "digestive leukocytosis" and
consider it a normal reaction to the digestive process.
However, Dr. Paul Kouchakoff, of the Institute of Clinical
Chemistry in Lausanne, Switzerland, conducted some 300
detailed experiments which indicated that leukocytosis was the specific effect of eating heat-processed foods and never
occurred after a meal of raw food. Reporting at the First
International Congress of Microbiology at Paris in 1930, Dr.
Kouchakoff pointed out that temporary leukocytosis followed
the consumption of foods heated about 83-87 degrees C. If certain types of raw food were added to the cooked meal,
leukocytosis would be prevented, though when foods were
heated above 100 degrees C., no amount of raw foods would
prevent the condition. Likewise, when heat-processed foods
which had also been subjected to complex manufacturing processes were consumed, leukocytosis was unavoidable. In
this case, not only did the white corpuscles increase in
number, but the correlation of numbers between the different
kinds of white corpuscles was altered.
   In medicine, an increase in the number of white corpuscles
in the blood, together with disturbances in the percentages of
different kinds of white corpuscles, is known to indicate that
some kind of disease process is going on in our body. In time
of infectious illness, or when harmful extraneous substances
are introduced into our system, these changes in white corpuscle development always take place. We have reason to
believe that the "digestive leukocytosis" following the
consumption of cooked food is indicative that chemicals or
chemical combinations in food may become toxic and
harmful under the influence of heat, with the degree of toxicity dependent upon the temperature at which the food is
cooked.
   The European nutritionist, Prof. Ziegelmayer, well
illustrates the total biochemical changes that heat produces in
food in these words: "It is certain that cooking alters the
colloidal state of food: it decom
poses hi ghly molecular compounds, it alters the structure and surface tension of
molecules, the degree of dispersity, the osmotic tension, the
degree of dilution, the course colloid molecular and dispersed
statuses, the water binding capacity and the hydrophobe qualities of the colloids, it alters the viscosity and reduces the
falling gradient of energy.... The uncooked state secures the
maintenance of some food substances, prevents alterations of
the proteins, preserves the original mineral salts in their
optimum concentration.... The more the food energies are maintained in their intimate compound and correlation, the
greater the total effect and the higher the efficiency. "
   It is clear that all heat-processed foods undergo important
changes in chemical composition. They lose a part of their
mineral and vitamin content; their proteins are partly
destroyed and rendered less di gestible and nutritious; their
fats become less digestible and assimilable and sometimes become toxic. The starches and sugars are altered to some
degree. The foods lose all of their enzymes, their "filtrate
factors" and "anti-lameness" chemicals; their


-t.,Ruta.
numbness:Cham.
restlesslegs:Kali-c.
stiffness:Caust.,Rhus-t.
swelling:Ap.,Bry.,Colch.
weaknessofarms:Kali-c.
Better:
afteracommoncold:Led.
coldcompresses:Led.,Puis.
coldbathing:Led.
continuedmovement:Rhus-t.
freshair:Kalis.,Puis.
gentlemovement:Ferr-m.,Puis.
heat:Caust.,Heps.,Rhus-t.
movement:Dulc,Kali-c,Kalis.,Lye,
Rhod.
pressure:Bry.
completerest:Bry.
stretchingoutlimb:Rhod.
uncovering:Led.
walking:Kali-c,Kalis.,Lye,Puis.,Rhus-t.
warmcompresses:Rhus-t.
warmth:Caust.,Colch.
warmthofbed:Caust.,Lye,Rhus-t.
Worse:
around2-3a.m.:Kali-c.
inbed:Mercs.
beginningtomove:Ferr-m.,Lye,Puis.,
Rhus-t.
bendingarmbackwards:Ferr-m.
changeofweather:Rhod.
gettingchilled:Rhus-t.
cold:Bry.,Calc-p.,Colch.,Heps.
dampweather:Rhus-t.
drycold:Caust.
cold,wetweather:Calc-p.,Colch.
afteracommoncold:Puis.
duringafever:Lye,Rhus-t.
gettingupfromsitting:Caust.
heat:Kalis.,Led.,Puis.
liftingarmup:Ferr-m.
lyingonthepainfulpart:Kali-c.
night:Dulc,Led.,Mercs.,Nit-ac,Rhus-t.
slightestmovement:Bry.
movement:Colch.,Led.
sittingdown:Dulc,Lye,Rhus-t.,Rhod.
stormyweather:Rhod.
summer:Kalis.
touch:Am.
walking:Ruta.,Sul.
warmweather:Colch.
warmthofbed:Led.,Puis.,Sul.
J
188Jumpy INTERNALREPERTORY
wetweather:Calc-c,Mercs.,Puis.,Rhod.
wine:Led.
Causes:
gettingchilledafterbeingveryhot:Bell-p.
gettingcold:Dulc,Heps.
damp:Dulc.
wetweather:Calc-r.
Jumpy(seealsoAnxious;Restless)Bar-c,Bor.,
Kali-c,Kali-p.,Nat-c,Nats.,Phos.,Sil.
LabourpainsCaul.,Cham.,Cimi.,Gels.,Kali-c,
Puis.,Sep.
Pains:
inback:Gels.,Kali-c,Puis.
distressing:Cham.,Gels.,Kali-c,Sep.
flyingaround:Cimi.
ineffectual:Caul.,Kali-c,Puis.
irregular:Caul.,Puis.
severe:Cham.,Sep.
sore,bruised:Cimi.
stop:Caul.,Cimi.,Kali-c,Puis.
unbearable:Cham.
weak:Cimi.,Gels.,Kali-c,Puis.
With:
exhaustionandtrembling:Caul.
Lackofself-confidence (seealsoShy)Bar-c.,Lye
Sil.
LaryngitisseeSorethroat
LazySul.
LethargicseeApathetic;Exhaustion;Sluggish
Likes
boiledeggs:Calc-c.
breadandbutter:Mercs.
chocolate:Phos.,Lye
colddrinks:Aco.,Bry.,Cham.,Chin.,Cirta,
Eup-p.,Merc-c,Mercs.,Nats.,Phos.,
Ver-a.
coldfood:Phos.,Puis.
fat/fattyfoods:Nit-ac
fruit:Pho-ac,Ver-a.
ham,salami,smokedfoods:Caust.
hotdrinks:Ars.,Bry.
hotfood:Ars.,Bry.
ice-cream:Phos.,Ver-a.
ice-colddrinks:Phos.,Ver-a.
milk:Phos.,Rhus-t.
refreshingthings:Pho-ac,Ver-a.
salt,saltyfoods:Nat-m.,Phos.
sourfood:Heps.,Ver-a.
spicyfood:Chin.,Phos.,Sul.,Nux-v.
sugar:Arg-n.
sweets:Arg-n.,Chin.,Lye,Sul.
vinegar:Sep.
Lips
Cracked:Ars.,Nat-m.,Sul.
Blue:Cupr.,Lach.
Dry:Ant-c,Ars.,Bry.,Puis.,Rhus-t.,Sul.Licks:Ars.
Red:Sid.
Lively(seealsoExcitable)Coff.,Lach.,Nat-c.,
Op.
LonelyPuis.
LoquaciousseeTalkative
LumbagoseeBackache
MastitisseeBreastfeedingproblems
MeaslesAco.,Ap.,Bell.,Bry.,Euphr.,Gels.,Puis.,
Sul..
Onset:
slow:Bry.,Gels.
sudden:Aco.,Bell.
Skinrash:
burns:Aco.,Bell.,Sul.
hot:Bell.
itches:Aco.,Bell.,Sul.
maddeningly: Sul.
red:Bell.,Sul.
slowtoappear:Ap.,Bry.,Sul.
With:
commoncold:Euphr.,Puis.
cough:Aco.,Bell.,Bry.,Euphr.,Puis.,Sul.
eyeinflammation: Ap.,Bell.,Euphr.,Puis.
fever:Aco.,Ap.,Bell.,Bry.,Gels.,Sul.
headache:Bry.,Gels.
Worseforheat:Sul.
Melancholic Calc-c.
Memoryweak/^rg-n.,Caust.,Cocc,Colch.,Con.
MigraineseeHeadache,one-sided
Mild,gentleCocc,Sil.
Moody(changeable) Ferr-m.,Ign.,Lye,Puis.,
Sul-ac,Zinc.
Morose(seealsoDepression;Despondent) Bry.
Mouth
Burning:Ars.
Darkred:Bapt.
Dry:Ars.,Bry.,Mercs.,Nat-m.,Puis.
withthirst:Bry.,Nat-m.
withoutthirst:Puis.
MouthulcersLye,Mercs.,Nit-ac.
Ulcers:
edgesoftongue:Nit-ac.
gums:Merc-s.
mouth:Merc-s.
painful:Nit-ac.
onthetongue:Mercs.
underthetongue:Lye
Pains:
stinging/throbbing: Merc-s.
MumpsAco.,Bell.,Carb-v.,Jab.,Lach.,Lye,Merc-s.,
Phyt.,Puis.,Rhus-t.
Glands(parotid):
hard:Merc-s.,Phyt.
swellingmovesfromtherightsidetothe
left:Lye
INTERNALREPERTORY Onsetofcomplaint •189
swollen/painful: Bell.,Carb-v.,Jab.,Lack.
Lye,Mercs.,Phyt.,Puis.,Rhus-t.,Sil.
Onsetsudden:Aco.,Bell.
Painsspreadtobreasts,ovariesortesticles:
Carb-v.,jab.,Phyt,Puis.
With:
facered:Jab.
fever:Aco.,Bell.,Lye,Merc-s.,Puis.,
Rhus-t.
headache:Bell.
copioussaliva:Jab.,Merc-s.,Phyt.
profusesweating:Jab.,Phyt.,Merc-s.
sorethroat:Bell.,Lach.,Lye,Phyt.
Better:
heatRhus-t.,Sil.
Worse:
blowingnose:Merc-s.
night:Merc-s.
ontheleft:Lac/i., Rhus-t.
ontheright:Bell.,Merc-s.
cold:Rhus-t.,Sil.
NauseaAnt-c,Ant-t.,Cocc,Colch.,Ip.,Nux-v.,
Petr.,Phos.,Puis.,Sep.,Tab.
Constant:Ant-c,lp.,Nux-v.
Deathly:Tab.
Intermittent:Ant-t.,Tab.
Persistent:Ip.
Violent:Ip.,Tab.
duringpregnancy:Ant-c.
Appetite:
lost:Cocc,Colch.
Belching:Ant-c,Cocc.
empty:Ant-c,lp.
sour:Phos.
tastingoffoodeaten:Ant-c.
Belly/stomach feels:
bloated:Colch.
empty:Cocc,Phos.,Sep.
Pains:
gnawing:Sep.
Taste:
metallic:Cocc.
With:
dizziness:Petr.
faintness:Cocc,Colch.
facepallid:lp.
retching:lp.
copioussaliva:lp.
vomiting:Colch.
Better:
forbelching:Ant-t.
aftereating(temporarily): Sep.
freshair:Tab.
forvomiting:Ant-t.
Worse:
afterdrinking:Cocc,Puis.aftereating:Ant-c,Cocc,Colch.,Ip.,Nux-v.,
Puis.,Sep.
afternoon:Cocc
beforebreakfast:Sep.
coughing:Puis.
eatingacidicfoods:Ant-c.
eatingbread:Ant-c.
eatingstarchyfood:Ant-c.
freshair:Petr.
hotdrinks:Phos.,Puis.
milk:Calc-c,Nit-ac,Sep.
morning:Puis.,Sep.
morninginbed:Nux-v.
movement:Cocc,Ip.
pork:Sep.
puttinghandsin


 basically two types of cancer. First, the congestive or tumor types, which
deal with the lymphatic system—the body’s sewer. Second, the degenerative
type, in which the tissue or cell itself is dying and the immune system is
trying to eliminate these cells. This later type may
appear to be
 an “auto
immune” runaway, in which the immune cells start attacking themselves and
the normal cells of the body. But, as I will discuss later, there is little
understanding of the real purpose of this process within the allopathic
medical community today.
Both of these types of cancer and their causes are intertwined. We can see
this by looking at the congestive or tumor-type cancers. Congestion in the
body, as stated earlier, can be caused by dairy products, refined sugars,
chemicals, metals, foreign proteins, etc., all creating inflammation. In the
presence of inflammation, mucus is discharged from the mucosa as an anti-
inflammatory response. This mucus can accumulate if the lymphatic system is
stagnant, or if too much mucus is produced and the system becomes
overwhelmed. As this congestion develops, it blocks proper cellular
respiration. This, in turn, causes cellular weaknesses and cellular death. This
also causes further inflammation leading to additional cellular death. The
cycle of congestion and inflammation now starts a cycle of cellular decay,
opening the doorway to cancer.
As previously stated, this degeneration (or the killing of cells) results
from prolonged inflammation (acidosis). This acidosis is caused mainly from
what you eat, drink, breathe, and what you put on your skin. However,
cancer can develop from acidosis by the dominance of acid-type (catabolic)hormones (steroids) such as estrogen or testosterone. These types of
hormones or steroids, when unchecked by anabolic (anti-inflammatory)
steroids, which are produced in both the adrenal glands and the gonads, cause
additional inflammation. All this leads to tumor or fibrocystic formation and
the destruction of cells. Estrogen is one of the primary examples of a very
acidic/inflammatory-type hormone. When allowed to go unchecked by
steroids, estrogen eventually causes degeneration of tissue through
inflammation. Breast, uterine and ovarian cancers are the results of this.
Parasites and mutations are almost always involved with both types of
cancer. Parasites do not feed on healthy tissue, only tissue that has become
weakened or is dying. They definitely live and breed in “toxic waste dumps”
in lymph and lymph nodes. I think cells also release their own virus (protein)
when they become too weak to support life. These viruses and parasites cause
cells to mutate in response to the invaders. Your immune system is designed
to eliminate these types of cells. This is why we see an abnormal immune
response in the presence of cancer or any degenerative condition. As a matter
of fact, your immune system is designed to respond to
any
 type of invasion—
be it parasites, foreign proteins, which include your own weakened cells, and
any other pathogen that doesn’t belong or can cause harm to the body. This
would include acids from metabolism or digestion that can damage cells and
tissues.
Cancer doesn’t just suddenly appear. It used to take years to form tumors
or to degenerate tissue. However, with the pounds of chemicals and
hormones that most people consume each
week, tumors can grow within
months or even days. This is also true of hormonally-fed cancers. Hormone
imbalances are mainly due to chronic endocrine gland weakness, especially
weak adrenal glands.
The word and condition known as “cancer” was virtually unknown until
humans started playing with vaccines and toxic chemicals. Contaminated
vaccines have been blamed for many conditions that people now suffer from.
One such vaccine is the polio vaccine. As we’ve mentioned previously, in the
early to mid-1950s it was determined that polio vaccines manufactured in
monkey kidney tissue became contaminated with a monkey virus called
simian virus number 40. This virus is known as Sim-40 or SV40 and has
been proven to cause cancer in animals. It has also been linked to
mesothelioma (lung cancer) and multiple myeloma (bone marrow cancer).
This is just one vaccine. How many different vaccines have
you
 had? And
what are their side effects?Vaccination Facts
The FDA estimates that most doctors report only 1 to 10% of the injuries,
and/or deaths from vaccinations to VAERS (Vaccine Adverse Event
Reporting System). This was set up as a central reporting agency to
oversee the side effects of vaccinations.
The health of hundreds of thousands of children and infants are
compromised each year from the 20 to 30 vaccinations that are
“required.” Some children suffer serious injuries, and some die as a
result.
Vaccinations have been linked to many cancers, and the sharp rise in
diabetes (especially juvenile), multiple sclerosis, Bell’s Palsy, vascular
disorders, arthritis, and other conditions.
The American Academy of Pediatrics knows of the toxic and horrific
side effects of vaccinations and
still
 recommends their prolific use.

As you weaken the cells in your body via foods, chemicals, vaccinations
and the like, your cells take on this weakness as their expression. This
happens the same way that you, in every moment, express yourself according
to the experiences you have and the memory of these experiences. Your cells
are no different. With each minute, hour, day … the strength or weakness of
each of your cells becomes a part of its memory patterns in DNA and
chromosomes.
At the moment of conception the condition of each cell and its memories
that are passed down to you become a part of your body, and thus determine
how your body functions and the conditions that it can experience. Since we
keep making our genetic condition weaker by continuing to wear down our
bodies through diet and lifestyle we are seeing a landslide of chronic cellular
and tissue weaknesses. We then pass them on to our children, who then pass
them on to their children. And with each successive generation, the cellular
patterns and functions become more chronic, causing disease symptoms to
appear now in infants. Through this process of genetic transmission we have
created frightening consequences.
Many allopathic doctors claim that cancer is an autoimmune disease.
However, I find this conclusion to be misleading, and commonly used as a
catch-all for the unawareness of the actual cause of disease processes. Your
body’s immune cells are especially designed to attack and consume weak,
mutant, dying or parasitically involved cells. This is especially true of thenatural killer cells (NK),including the T-cells (thymus) and B-cells (bone
marrow). These natural killer cells are much larger than the smaller
macrophages, neutrophils, basophils, etc., that do
basic body cleanup. We
have an army inside of us that is always active. This process is extremely
necessary for internal survival. The weaker a cell or tissue becomes from
inflammation, toxicity, or even genetics (and the parasitic response to these),
the more immune response will be needed. The increased elevation of white
blood cells is in response to all of the above, and especially to foreign
pathogens.
DETOX FOR CANCER PREVENTION AND CURE

It is vital to clean, strengthen, and thus regenerate your cells and tissues.
Detoxification is the process one must go through to accomplish this.
Detoxification naturally begins as you alkalize yourself through a raw food
diet. This process strengthens cells by removing the obstructions and acids
that cause inflammation and block nutrition to your cells. Detoxification
allows cells to gain nutritional energy and to properly eliminate their wastes
via cellular respiration. This then begins the rebuilding process within the
body.
It has been proven that diets high in animal protein are cancer causing.
Animal protein is acidic (inflammatory), putrefactive and congestive. The
congestive aspect is caused by the mucus, formed from its abrasive and
putrefactive aspects. The toxic chemicals, vaccinations, and hormones eaten
by or injected into these animals also create tissue toxicity within the body.
This causes your immune system to respond, causing inflammation. Meat
also causes a biochemical imbalance within your body. The high levels of
iron and phosphorous push out your calcium, magnesium, and other vital
electrolytes, which then weaken and dehydrate your body.
As you can see and imagine, one cannot treat cancer, which is created by
the above, with chemotherapy that acts on the body like Draino® acts on
your plumbing system, or burn it away with radiation (fire), either. Both of
these choices cause more cancer, or cause cancer to move (metastasize) to
areas where these therapies have destroyed or weakened the cells and tissues.
Radiation destroys the oxygen-carrying and utilization factors of a cell.
However, glucose can still enter through the cell membrane wall. This
eventually causes fermentation within a cell, and that cell will die from auto-intoxication. This creates a delayed response.
At first these treatments seem to reduce the tumor or stop the cancer. But
then watch out – cancer can explode throughout the entire body. Of course
this will invoke additional immune responses, creating the appearance of
“autoimmune problems.”
The bottom line in all cancers is overacidity/inflammation and the build-
up of cellular toxicity. Both lead to enervation or the loss of cellular energy
and function, thus the loss of systemic energy and health


 of the Earth;  the Land
°f the  'I AM';  the  Land  in which  must  come  the  First
Ascended  Master  Freedom  to mankind"! 64 THE  "I AM"  DISCOURSES
May  I remind  you  tonight,  your  Goddess  of Liberty  in
the Harbor  of New  York  is but the symbol  of the Great
Being,  Who  will  one day come  to be known  to the children
of Earth!  I say to you,  one day That  Great  Being,  shall  stand
in the midst  of mankind  visible  to all! Then  the Earth  will
know  what  Harmony  means.
Try to understand,  Oh Beloved  Ones,  everything  which
irritates  or disturbs  you,  is just  the human  creation  which
wants  to longer  hold  its dominion  within  and  about  you.  It
should  be your  signal  to call your  "Mighty  I AM  Presence"
into action,  to take  command  of you  and  your  world.
There  is no power  to harm  you,  even  of your  own  crea-
tion,  Beloved  Ones!  There  is no power,  I say to you,  which
has power  to harm  you  even  of your  own  creations,  in the
Acknowledgment  of your  Presence!  Please,  Oh  Beloved
Students  of Saint  Germain,  know  that  neither  your  own
creation  nor any  one's  else  has power  to limit  or harm  you!
Even  the discarnate  entities  have  no power  to touch  you  or
harm  you,  if you  will  take  your  stand  in the Presence  of
Light  and  say to them:  "Be  gone"!
Do not yield  to those  things  thru  superstition,  or belief,
or by suggestion.  The  world  is full of suggestions.  Be Firm!
you do not have  to accept  them.  Be Firm!  I plead  with  you!
Don't  accept  suggestions  from  anything  or anybody.  If you
will draw  That  Tube  of Light  about  you,  you  will  have  an
Invincible  Protection;  which  does  not allow  suggestions  of
any kind,  to charge  your  world  or find  entrance  there.  I
say to you  now:  Be Firm!  Be Firm!  Be Firm! DISCOURSE  VIII  65
There  is no power  to act except  your  Presence,  when
once  you  come  to know  It! Become  serene!  Issue  your  De-
crees!  either  for the Freedom  of America  or the removal
of discarnates,  and  then  go on about  your  work.  Do not
allow  your  contemplation  to be on that  which  you  do not
want.  You  compel  it to come  into  your  world  if you  do;
but stand  firm  in the Fulness  of your  Presence,  which  is the
All-Power  of your  world.
Remember,  your  Higher  Mental  Body  will  release  in-
stantly  into  your  body  and  world,  everything  you  require,
if you  will  but realize  it! If you  will  but feel  the Fulness  of
Its Power  at your  Call.  Feel  It flow  thru!  Even  as I speak
These  Words!  Feel  that  Power  flow  thru  you  from  your
Presence—an  Invincible  Activity,  forever  sustained  and  ac-
tive within  your  minds  and  bodies.  It is True!  It shall  re-
main  so within  you,  unless  you  insist  upon  allowing  your
attention  to go and  be fastened  upon  discordant  things!
We are in This  Class,  making  a Tremendous  Effort  to
set you  Free—every  one  here!  If you  will  but follow  Our
Explanations  and  refuse  to let fears  or doubts  trouble  you,
then  you  will  have  no struggle!  I say to you,  doubts  and
fears  no longer  have  power  to hold  or bind  you.  Doubts
and fears  are dissolved  from  your  world!  Whatever  has
been  accumulated  there  is dissolved.  If you  allow  your  at-
tention  to be on doubts  and  fears  again,  the fault  is yours!
In This  Class  they  have  been  removed  from  your  world.
You are given  the  Opportunity  to stand  firm  with  your
Presence,  and  no longer  experience  what  you  have  created. 66 THE  "I AM"  DISCOURSES
Remember,  I have  said  to the Students  of Saint  Germain
in America,  one-third  of all your  accumulation  of discord
has been  dissolved  for you  in your  world,  and  I mean  Every
Word  of it! One-third  of what  would  be considered  in the
old occult  parlance,  one-third  of your  probation  has  been
set aside  for you—all  the  Students  in America  and  the
World,  of the "I AM,"  under  Beloved  Saint  Germain.  Will
you not accept  This  and  let the Fulness  of Its Power  act in
your  world,  to produce  Perfection  for you ?
Beloved  Ones,  is it so difficult  to realize,  that  We  are
Wholly  Free  Beings  wielding  Infinite  Power,  today  coming
to render  Assistance  to the Children  of Earth ? Is it so diffi-
cult to feel It? Is it so difficult  to accept  the Infinite  Power
of Love  and  Freedom  which  We  offer ? Is it so difficult  in
the Acknowledgment  of the  Presence,  to maintain  Self-
control ? It means  Harmony  in your  world,  which  allows
these  Great  Currents  of Energy,  not only  from  your  Pres-
ence,  but  Those  Great  Cosmic  Currents  to go forth  with
Their  added  Strength  and  Power—to  strengthen  and  en-
courage  you  to keep  on with  your  Call  to the Presence;  until
every  particle  of resistance  in your  feeling  world  has failed
to find  power  of action;  and  is dissolved  by your  attention
held  to your  Presence—the  Power  and  Presence  of all Light!
Sufficient  human  creation  has been  dissolved  for you  in
your  feeling  world,  to let you  have  your  Mastery  quickly
from  today.  Will  you  not understand,  feel,  believe  and  ac-
cept these—My  Words  to you ? I say to you,  in this ten days,
sufficient  has  been  dissolved  in the world  of every  one  of DISCOURSE  VIII  67
you, to let you  go Free  in the Full  Power  of your  Applica-
tion and  Freedom  from  today  on.
Now  then,  when  you  can accept  that,  and allow  Its Power
to act,  with  your  earnest,  firm,  sincere  Application—you
will find  things  in your  world  all reversed.  Do not  yield
longer  to the appearance  world  as having  power.  When
I say to you,  sufficient  accumulation  has been  dissolved  from
your  world,  to give  you  the Strength  and  Power  needed,  to
go forward  from  this  day,  Free  Beings,  will  you  refuse  to
accept  it again ? It is done,  if you  will  turn  away  from  every-
thing  which  has disturbed  you;  and  keep  holding  your  at-
tention  to your  Presence—not  all day;  but three  times  a day
for thirty  minutes,  will  enable  you  to hold  your  Dominion
and Freedom.
Will  you  not accept  this  and  have  the Joy and  Freedom
which  is here  for you?  Just  feel Our  Freedom  now!  This  is
not suggestion  to you,  It is simply  calling  your  attention  to


 balanced andwith an informed approach to his diet, Louis is able to managehis weight and avoid the pitfalls of diabetes.
We have a nationwide epidemic of obesity and type II
diabetes. Both of these conditions are strictly hormonalproblems. Understanding this connection, one can appreciateonce again the miraculous benefits of restoring hormonalbalance with bio-identical hormones.121 ADUL T-ONSET DIABETES AND LOUIS R.  PSYCHOGENIC MEDICATION
AND GREG C.
chapter FOURTEEN
When Greg C. walked into my office, I saw a handsome 32-
year-old whose body had become distorted by weight gain. Hetalked earnestly and honestly about a recent nervousbreakdown and the four powerful psychogenic drugs—almostall of them lipogenic (causing the body to store fat)—doctorssaid he needed for mental balance. I want him to tell his storyfor the benefit of the millions of people taking anti-depressantsand other psychogenic drugs who could live normal, happylives if their hormones were balanced.
I’ve always been a high achiever. I set goals for myself and
then I pursue them with everything I’ve got. For a long time thisworked well for me. My achievements were pleasing to myparents, who gave me a lot of approval and made me want toachieve even more. My father was very successful financially ata young age and placed a lot of value on worldly status andpossessions. So did my mother, and, of course, so did I.
By my mid-20s I was making a lot of money working in the
hospitality business in Las Vegas. I had a responsible job atCaesar’s Palace and I gave it everything I had, so much so thatI was losing my balance. I worked so much that I stopped doing
123very much of anything else. Las Vegas is a 24-hour-a-day, 365-
days-a-year place, a city that never sleeps, and demands aremade on you constantly to keep the machinery running. I wouldalways go the extra mile to troubleshoot an emergency, accommo-date unexpected guests … whatever came up.
Somehow, amidst all this work I did manage to meet a
woman I wanted to spend my life with. Stephanie and Imarried when I was 30 and she got pregnant soon afterwards.This added even more responsibility, and although I didn’tunderstand it then I began showing signs of nervous exhaustion.
I began to lose my appetite. I’m a wonderful cook—I went
to school to become a chef early in my life—and every day afterwork I’d come home and cook a healthy meal for my wife whileshe was pregnant, but I found I couldn’t eat. After the baby wasborn—he’s a boy—I cooked for each of them the kinds of nutri-tious meals I felt they should have, but again I couldn’t eat thefood I cooked. I’d have a piece of toast or something. Forsomeone going at breakneck speed the way I was, this wasn’tgood. I wasn’t taking care of myself.
You see, I had this Superman complex where I felt I had to
take care of everyone and everything. I never told my wife howscared I was of failing because that wouldn’t be taking care ofher. I hid my insecurities and just pushed myself.
Often I’d go back to work after dinner. If my wife protested,
I’d make up a story about some emergency that had come up. Thetruth was I felt I had to do more just to keep up. It’s a mindset. Ifelt things would fall apart if I didn’t hurry up and do more.
At a certain point this became an issue for me and
Stephanie, and we saw a counselor who suggested I work in a lessstressful environment. I found a job at the Las Vegas Conventionand Visitors’ Authority, thinking it would allow me more timefor a normal life. But just the opposite happened. I became evenmore stressed and worked even longer hours. Even with my son124 THE MIRACLE OF BIO-IDENTICAL HORMONES  at home I couldn’t tear myself away from work.
Stephanie insisted I see a psychiatrist about my workaholic
attitude. I began seeing a woman who diagnosed me as bi-polarand gave me three strong medications to even out my highs andlows. I began talk therapy as well.
Looking back, I probably should have gotten a second
opinion from another psychiatrist. The talk therapy only dealtwith my euphoria and my depression. We never talked about theunderlying problems that were driving me. I began getting worseand worse. I felt so much responsibility that I couldn’t handle it.There was nothing in my life that felt comfortable and grounded.I felt anxious all the time; I couldn’t sleep or eat.
At one point I threatened to drive to Hoover Dam and
jump. Stephanie got on her knees and cried and begged me to getsome real help. There is a psychiatric hospital in Connecticut myfamily knows about and they offered to send me there. By nowI’d lost my job. I knew that if I wanted to get my life on trackI’d have to get more help.
So I spent the summer in Connecticut getting a lot of
individual counseling, and group therapy, too. Stephanie wentto Chicago with our son to stay with her parents. We lost ourhouse. Stephanie is now in Chicago and we are both praying forreconciliation and a chance to start life over together.
In Connecticut they added lithium to the drugs I was taking,
bringing the number to four. These were all very strong drugs,including Effexor, Paxil, and Depakote. I didn ’t like the way Ifelt on the drugs. They made me drowsy and blurred my thinking.
Another side effect was weight gain. I went from my habit-
ual 165 pounds (I’m 6 feet tall) up to 215.
When I left the psychiatric hospital, I came to the desert to stay
with my mother. T oday I’m under the care of a psychiatrist, goingthrough a healing process. When I told a friend about how uncom-fortable I felt weighing 215, he recommended I see Dr. Platt.125 PSYCHOGENIC MEDICATION AND GREG C.  Initially I went just for the weight loss, but I have received
so much more from my treatment. The great miracle is that notonly have I gone back to my usual weight, I’ve been able to weanmyself off all the drugs I was on.
My intake interview with Dr. Platt made me feel very
comfortable. When I told him about all the drugs 1 was taking,he told me I was over-medicated, and that if I followed hishormone treatment and his diet I would be able to wean myselfoff the drugs. I told my psychiatrist about Dr. Platt and he wasopen to the idea of helping the weaning process along, as long asI continued in therapy with him and continued to examine theissues that got me into trouble in the first place.
I started Dr. Platt’s treatment in January and set myself the
goal of being drug-free and at the proper weight by the end ofMarch. I reached my goal by early March, and today feelabsolutely fantastic. I feel so lucid and my thought processes areso clear compared to how I felt on the drugs.
I’m continuing in therapy and applying for jobs in various
industries such as banking and insurance—more conventionalindustries where the hours are normal. I don’t want to be in thehospitality business any more.
While I’m waiting for a job to come through, I’m delivering
newspapers at night. It’s something I never could have imaginedmyself doing at the age of 32. But it gives me time to think aboutwhat I want for my future, and I see the moon and stars everynight and watch the sun rise every morning. It’s a humblingexperience, but it’s also a rebirth. I feel the foundation of myhouse has been properly poured this time. I’ve gotten so muchhelp with my worldview, both from my psychiatrist and from Dr.Platt, who encourages me to approach life as an enjoyable jour-ney. I’m thinking in a way I’ve never thought before. I used tohave so much fear that I was never going to amount to anythingin life. Now I know that if I stay balanced I will have an impact126 THE MIRACLE OF BIO-IDENTICAL HORMONES  on the lives of my loved ones and hopefully my community, and
that’s all I want.
THE DANGERS OF PSYCHOTROPIC
MEDICATION
Greg’s case is a classic example of how medications can
contribute to a person’s problems instead of helping them.
My approach with my patients is always to look for the
underlying causes of their problems. I can’t just look at theproblems without seeing the entire person. Greg came to mefor weight loss, but I did not want to treat him as a straight-forward weight management patient without addressing thosefour incredibly powerful drugs he was taking. I knew that evenif I were to get him down to his ideal weight, those drugswould eventually bring him right back to where he was. So itwould make sense to address the psychogenic drugs first.
Although I’m not a psychiatrist, I found the diagnosis of
bi-polar disorder suspicious. That’s a very specific disorder—one that tends to be over-diagnosed, by the way. I didn’tbelieve that Greg was really suffering from that malady. SinceI know that hormones have a tremendous impact on theneurotransmitters in the brain, I decided to go on the workingtheory that Greg, like many people, was being diagnosed withsomething very serious when in fact he was probably justsuffering from unbalanced hormones.
Whatever


 the first requirement is to
become aware of when you are not being true. Courtship provides an
opportunity for creating this awareness, since this is when a couple work
out their own definition of what being in love means. Many things pass for
love that are something else. These forms of false love can be behaviors,
beliefs, expectations, or conditi oning from the past. We all tend to accept
versions of “love” that we are used to, without stopping to examine their
validity. Much unloving behavior gets past us in this way.Perhaps no sentence in the English language contains as many hidden
meanings as “I love you.” Very often we say these words and silently add
expectations that underline them. What we really are saying may be
I love you as long as you stay the way you are now.
I love you if you love me.
I love you if you don’ t scare me too much.
I love you as long as you do what I want.
Because these sentences all carry expectations, they are not really about
love. “I love you” is often not a simple declaration but with unspoken
conditions—“I love you if.” People who make conditional promises are not
wrong, they are usually doing the best they can. No doubt someone in their
past said, “I love you,” when what they really meant was “I love you if.” To
a greate r or lesser degree we all place expectations upon the people we
love. But these expectations, however reasonable they may seem to us,
inject an element of falseness that true love doesn’ t contain.
False love can also take the form of lack of realism. Some one who
expects to be swept away by a mysterious stranger and rescued from all
problems is indulging in unreality. Unreality has many disguises, of which
fantasy and projection are the two most prevalent. Fantasy creates a false
image that love is expected to live up to. We fantasize about an ideal lover,
and anyone who does not match this ideal becomes unfit for our love. Being
too old or too young, too tall or too short, too dull, too poor, too
unprofessional—too anything that does not pass the test—this is how other
people come to be seen as lacking potential for love. The root of this
unreality clearly lies in the perceiver, however, not the perceived. The
fantasy that supposedly pictures our ideal in fact puts on blinders.
Projection disto rts our perception in a different way: it attaches our
beliefs to other people. Someon e who believes that no one will ever love
him is projecting  his own lack of acceptance onto others. The internal belief
“I’m not lovable” is so painful that it cannot be faced, and one way to
lessen that pain is to stop claiming it as your own. Instead you decide that
other people are at fault. They  have let you down, they don’t think you are
good enough, they have no wish to love you. In reality there is no they, only
projection.False love can take more forms than active fantasy or projection. It may
simply be expressed as something missing in one’s experience. If you have
not been shown loving behavior, you will have no positive images to fill the
heart. The cruelest impression that can be made on a young child is
indifference, and it may be the most common. To ignore a child’s need for
love conveys to the heart that its need is not essential. Upon growing up
such a child will find it very difficult to express real love. In place of a
warm outflow of feeling, he or she will feel a cooler, more  moderated
emotion that too easily flickers and fails. Indif ference has a long legacy.
All these versions of false love are extremely common. We exhibit false
love whenever we pretend to love someone beyond what we actually feel,
whenever we fail to trust or be honest, whenever we push away someone
else’s offered emotions. Like the thousand-headed serpent, false love has
too many heads  to name. Defea ting it requires that we discove r what true
love is. It takes the real to drive out the unreal. Recognizing a fantasy or
projection puts distance between  you and it; once you have obtained some
distance, you can begin to renounce the power of the false.
If in the past you haven’ t experienced love’ s purity and unde rstood its
innocence, then the foundation of relationship hasn’ t been laid. Longfellow
spoke truly when he said, “Love gives itself; it isn’t bought.” If a man or
woman feels there is a price to pay for being loved, their whole sense of
love is damage d. It has beco me confused with a transaction between
winners and losers in a game of competing needs.
Our society makes the problem worse by claiming that selfishness is
justified, for the easiest disguis e for fear and doubt is selfishness. What
good do “higher” values really bring the “me” who has a hard enough time
surviving as it is? A cynic might say, “When people fall in love, they
indulge in an escapist fantasy. There is a much more powerful force than
love, called desire. Desire comes down to the pursuit of sex, money, power,
security, and comfort. These are what people really want.”
On the surface the cynic appear s to be absolutely right. Life doesn’ t lie,
which means that although all of us may espouse love, we don’t live it.
Selfishness has too strong a claim. Too often courtship serves to lay the
groundwork for mutual selfishn ess. A man and woman bypass the pain of
exposing their deepest fears and insecurity. Instead of pursuing the delicatework of weaving  the threads of love into a fabric that will be strong enough
to hold, they concentrate on what the relationship will do for “me.”
The courtship phase succeeds to the extent that a man and woman can dismantle their defenses; it
fails to the extent that they build new defenses together.
How many couples bond together by forming a “we” that is just a
stronger, tougher version of “me”? We can’t be surprised when this
happens. If survival is paramount in a dangerous world, two are better at it
than one. Like an individual, a couple can pursue power and money, or at
the very least security and comfort. Love gets left behind because it won’ t
bring material rewards, at least not as clearly as unloving tactics will.
Money and power require toughness, the willingness to fight for what you
want. You are better off having  a killer instinct, not a loving heart, if you
pursue these things. Security and comfort also require looking out for
number one. In this case one has become two; nothing else has changed.
Undoubtedly mutual ego needs  have a place in every relationship. The
real problem occurs when they obliterate the tender growth of love in its
spiritual aspect. Long before we fall in love, we know more than enough
about our needs. Acquiring an ally to fulfill them isn’t the same as getting
free from  them.  Only love can free us, because its truth is an antidote to
fear. The cynical claim that what people really want is money, power, and
security falls apart once we look deeper. The exhilaration of falling in love
is an escape from ego, its sense of threat, and its selfishness. This escape is
what we really  want. Whatever rewards it brings, the ego cannot do two
things: it cannot abolish fear, since ego is founded on fear; and it cannot
create love, since ego by definition shuts out love.
The reason that ego and love are not compatible comes down to this: you
cannot take your ego into the unknown, where love wants to lead. If you
follow love, your life will become uncertain, and the ego craves certainty.
You will have to surrender to another person, and the ego prizes its own will
above anyone else’s. Love will make your feelings ambiguous, and the ego
wants to feel the certainty of right and wrong. Many other experiences that
cannot be comprehended by ego apply to love—a lover is confused,
spontaneous, vulnerable, expose d, detached, carefree, wondrous, and ever
new.Love’ s journey would be terrifying if we didn’ t have passion to give us
courage—the blind courage of lovers, it is often called. It would be truer to
call it the blind wisdom of lovers, because the ego’s certainty is an illusion.
Uncertainty is the basis of life.
OceanofPDF.comLOVING  PRACTICE
Unpeeling the Layers of Love
ONE OF THE most valuable things you can learn about yourself is what you
mean by the words “I love you.” The meaning you impart is complex
because it contains you. Your past associations with love, your childhood
imprints, your unspoken expectations and beliefs are all packaged in
language. Thus “I love you” expands into
“I love you the way my father loved my mother before they got divorced.”
“I love you as long as you don’ t get too close.”
“I love you more than Romeo loved Juliet, but please don’ t ask me to die.”
“I love you the way the high school football captain didn’ t love me.”
Words become more personal the more emotional they are. Since “I love
you” is the most emotional phrase in our language, it includes many
feelings that you might never


ise money.”  You
lose what you criticize. There is nothing good or bad, but thinki ng of
it in either light makes it so.
11. Repeat frequently, “I like money. I use it wisely, construc-tively,
and judiciously. I release it with joy, and it returns a thousand fold.”
12. Money is not evil any more so than copper, lead, tin, or iron
which you may find in the ground. All evil is due to igno-rance and
misuse of the mind’s powers.
13. To picture the end result in your mind causes your subcon-
scious to respond and fulfill your mental picture.
 116  14. Stop trying to get something for nothing. There is no such thing
as a free lunch. You must give to receive. You must give mental
attention to your goals, ideals, and enterprises, and your deeper m ind
will back you up. The key to wealth is application of the la ws of the
subconscious mind by im-pregnating it with the idea of wealth.

 117  11
Your Subconscious Mind as a Partner
in Success
Success means successful living. A long period of peace, joy, an d
happiness on this plane may be termed success. The eternal
experience of these qualities is the everlasting life s poken of by Jesus.
The real things of life, such as peace, harmony, integrity, secur ity, and
happiness are intangible. They come from the Deep Self of ma n.
Meditating on these qualities builds these treasures of heav en in our
subconscious. It is where moth and rust do not consume, and where
thieves do not break through and steal. MATT. 6:20.
• The three steps to success
Let us discuss three steps to success: The first step to  suc-cess is to
find out the thing you love to do, then do it. Success is in loving your
work.
Although, if a man is a psychiatrist, it is not adequate for hi m to get
a diploma and place it on the wall; he must keep up with the t imes,
attend conventions, and continue studying the mind and its workings.
The successful psychiatrist visits clinics and reads the l atest scientific
articles. In other words, he is informed in the most advanced m ethods
of alleviating human suffering. The successful psychiatrist or doctor
must have the interest of his patients at heart.
Someone may say, “How can I put the first step into opera-t ion? I
do not know what I should do.” In such a case, pray for guidance as
follows: “The infinite intelligence of my subcon-scious mind r eveals
to me my true place in life.” Repeat this prayer quietly, positively, and
lovingly to your deeper mind. As you persist with faith and
confidence, the answer will come to you as a feeling, a hunch, or a
tendency in a certain direction. It will come to you clearl y and in
peace, and as an inner silent awareness.
 118  The second step to success is to specialize in some part icular branch
of work and know more about it than anyone else. For example, if a
young man chooses chemistry as his profession, he should concentra te
on one of the many branches in this field. He should give all of hi s
time and attention to his chosen spe-cialty. He should become
sufficiently enthusiastic to try to know all there is avai lable about his
field; if possible, he should know more than anyone else. The young
man should become ardently interested in his work and should desire
to serve the world.
He that is greatest among you, let him become your serv-ant. There
is a great contrast in this attitude of mind in com-parison t o that of the
man who only wants to makes a living or just “get by.” “Getti ng by”
is not true success. Man’s motive must be greater, nobler, and more
altruistic. He must serve others, thereby casting his brea d upon the
waters.
The third step is the most important one. You must be sure that t he
thing you want to do does not redound to your success only. Your
desire must not be selfish; it must benefit humanity. The pat h of a
complete circuit must be formed. In other words, your idea must go
forth with the purpose of blessing or serving the world. I t will then
come back to you pressed down, shaken together, and running over. If
it is to benefit yourself exclusively, the circle or complete circuit  is not
formed, and you may ex-perience a short circuit in your life w hich
may consist of limita-tion or sickness.
•The measure of true success
Some people may say, “But Mr. James made a fortune in selling
fraudulent oil stock.” A man may seem to succeed for a while, but the
money he obtained by fraud usually takes wings and flies away. When
we rob from another, we rob from our-selves, because we are in a
mood of lack and limitation, which may manifest itself in our body,
home life, and affairs.
What we think and feel, we create. We create what we believe. Even
though a man may have accumulated a fortune fraudulently, he is not
 119  successful. There is no success without peace of mind. What good i s
man’s accumulated wealth if he cannot sleep nights, is sick, or has a
guilt complex?
I knew a man in London who told me of his exploits. He had been a
professional pickpocket and had amassed a large amount of money.
He had a summer home in France and lived in a royal fashion in
England. His story was that he was in con-stant dread of being
arrested by Scotland Yard. He had many inner disorders, whic h were
undoubtedly caused by his constant fear and deep-seated guilt
complex. He knew he had done wrong. This deep sense of guilt
attracted all kinds of trouble to him. Subsequently, he volunta rily
surrendered to the police and served a prison sentence. After  his
release from prison, he sought psychological and spiritual couns el and
became transformed. He went to work and became an honest, law-
abiding citizen. He found what he loved to do and was happy.
A successful person loves his work and expresses himself fu lly.
Success is contingent upon a higher ideal than the mere accumula tion
of riches. The man of success is the man who possesses great
psychological and spiritual understanding. Many of the great
industrialists today depend upon the correct use of their subconsc ious
minds for their success.
There was an article published some years ago about Flagle r, an oil
magnate. He admitted that the secret of his success was hi s ability to
see a project in its completion. For instance, in his case, he c losed his
eyes, imagined a big oil industry, saw trains running on track s, heard
whistles blowing, and saw smoke. Having seen and felt the fulf illment
of his prayer, his subconscious mind brought about its realizat ion. If
you imagine an objective clearly, you will be provided with the
necessities, in ways you know not of, through the wonder-working
power of your subconscious mind.
In considering the three steps to success you must never forget t he
underlying power of the creative forces of your sub-conscious mi nd.
This is the energy in back of all steps in any plan of succe ss. Your
 120  thought is creative. Thought fused with feeling becomes a subje ctive
faith or belief, and according to your belief is it done unto you.
MATT. 9:29.
Knowledge of a mighty force in you, which is capable of bringing to
pass all your desires, gives you confidence and a sense of peac e.
Whatever your field of action may be, you should learn the laws of
your subconscious mind. When you know how to apply the powers of
your mind, and when you are expressing yourself fully and giving of
your talents to others, you are on the sure path to true success. If you
are about God’s business, or any part of it, God, by His ve ry nature, is
for you, so who can be against you? With this understanding there is
no power in heaven or on earth to withhold success from you.
• How he made his dream come true
A movie actor told me that he had very little education, but he had a
dream as a boy of becoming a successful movie actor. Out in the  field
mowing hay, driving the cows home, or even when milking them he
said, “I would constantly imagine I saw my name in big lights at a
large theatre. I kept this up for years until finally I  ran away from
home. I got extra jobs in the motion-picture field, and the day f inally
came when I saw my name in great, big lights as I did when I was a
boy!” Then he added, “I know the power of sustained imagination to
bring success.”
• His dream pharmacy became a reality
Thirty years ago I knew a young pharmacist who was re-ceiving
forty dollars a week plus commission on sales.


 traced to
the bowel. Why separately treat any organ in the body if we find that the source of the problem is in the bowel? Look again t o John
Wayne. Is it possible that he should have been treated in the bowel area before the stomach and lung? I wonder also about the
famous comedian, Jack Benny, who had a perfect examination just two months before he died of cancer. Could his death have
been prevented?

In one instance, a boy came to me with left leg problems. He had been treated for three  years with massage, mechanical and
chemical treatments. Examining the iris of his eye, I found a section of the sigmoid colon, the last part of the colon before  it goes
to the rectal area, I that was quite black. Since we cannot identify a disease from th e iris, I refused to treat him until he had an X -
ray. He had not had an X -ray until that time. It was discovered that he had cancer of the sigmoid colon and this boy died six
months later. I believe this tumor was causing the reflex conditions in his leg, but he had been treated only for the leg problem. We
had many experiences in which black areas in patients’ irides showed specific troubles in various organs in the body, and I’v e been
able to verify these in thousands of cases.

I have seen many good resu lts from caring for the bowel. I haven’t confirmed complete relief coming only from colonics. I’ve seen
relief, but if you don’t change the diet, I don’t believe colonics are worth anything. If you don’t take care of your marriag e
problems or financial dis turbances, I believe you can create more acids, more mucus problems and more disturbances with
distressed bowels, colitis and ulcers. With all the technical treatments available today, I believe we have to consider a com plete
cleansing that’s physical, men tal and spiritual.

At the Battle Creek Sanitarium, they showed that you have to have a sufficient amount of the acidophilus bacteria, the friend ly
bacteria, as compared to the bacillus coli or the gas -producing bacteria. There are certain foods that produ ce and help to develop
friendly bacteria and there are certain foods that break down friendly bacteria. Meat can break down friendly bacteria when y ou
consume too much, especially when you have a static bowel or a lazy colon. We find that coffee destroys t he friendly bacteria in
the bowel more readily than anything. Chocolate also breaks down the friendly bacteria, as do over -cooked foods. We should
be working toward cleansing the body through better nutrition, more exercise, by changing our life habits and  go in a direction that
will be good for our whole body.

Someone will ask, I’m sure, why we use coffee enemas if coffee breaks down the acidophilus? If one is in need of a coffee ene ma,
chances are that the acidophilus is already gone, and the benefits ob tained by its stimulation of elimination are very worthwhile.
We re -establish the flora with implants after the cleansing. This takes courage, determination, perseverance and faith in the
ultimate, unseen outcome. Yet, by following the right path, by looki ng to nature as our model, we realize that our choice has the
best potential for health and happiness. It calls for a commitment to give up the old familiar, easy, toxic habits and take u p the
new, unknown, seemingly difficult unfamiliar ones. Changing hab its is the hardest task in the world to accomplish. It’s as if we
were made of quick -setting jelly, fresh and pliable right out of the jar, but soon to turn hard and brittle. There is a fear factor
involved in giving up an old habit. Even though it’s bad f or us to keep it there is still the comfortable feeling in knowing it. A bird
in the hand is worth two in the bush - but if the bird in the hand is a vulture, it may end up eating you some day. Don’t commit
intellectual suicide by closing yourself off to a lternative possibilities, for after all, if what you know and do now is killing you,
then you are suffering from a lack of knowledge and wisdom and the saving answer to your problem is to be found in the new,
unfamiliar territories.

Alvin Toffler in Futur e Shock aptly states that man’s current and future task for survival is in his ability to adopt new ideas and
habits very quickly, in fact. much more quickly than he has ever managed in the past. Is he up to it’? Can he let go of the l ife-
snuffing old ways  quickly enough to recover from past and present mistakes in order to grab hold of a correct and viable
alternative? No one knows. We are in the midst of finding out. We should not accept anything that is not in balance with natu re
into our bodies. We cann ot improve upon God’s perfect order. It is suicide to try. It serves no good purpose and is destructive in all
ways. Whole, natural and raw is the absolute perfection that our bodies require and respond to best. Anything else is a cheat  and a
robber. Proce ssed, white sugar, for example, literally leaches out of the body certain substances. It requires energy and metabolic
substances pulled from the body’s bank account of nutrients to deal with it once ingested. In return, the sugar gives an incr edible
nothi ng. That’s correct, ‘nothing.’ In fact. it takes more to get rid of it than it gives and is therefore a thief of potent propo rtions.

CHEMICAL IMBALANCES
When the body begins to lose its balance in any sector, there is a reverberation throughout the whole organism that feels that
vibration of imbalance. Illness and disease are states of disharmony in the body. One of the subtlest forms of imbalance in t he body
that I know of is a chemical or nutritional imbalance. It’s like not seeing the forest for the tre es. We live in it, on it, and by it,
immersed in it to the point of non -recognition, especially if it is a chronic condition as it so often is. Chemical deficiencies and
imbalances are at the root of many ills. W e can even say that the imbalances extend i nto the atomic level and even on into the
electromagnetic levels of cellular function.

Why is radiation so dangerous? Because of the disturbance it causes in the tissues on an atomic level. The chemical processes  are
upset and influenced disharmoniously. The natural, God -given, peaceful, beneficial order is broken. When we have toxic
substances in the colon seeping into body tissues, it’s like having a time -release poison in your bowel. It works slowly,
imperceptibly wearing down the vitality, resistance a nd health of body tissues and organs. It’s sort of like having our own personal
chemical dump that we carry around with us all the time. It’s always working as long as the toxins are present, serving out i ts
lethal microdoses. Never before has man been in such a toxic, poisonous environment. The air, water, food, soil, clothing and
everything he touches has potential or real toxic substances that eventually find their way into the body.

People are more toxic today than ever in known history. The levels of it and the extent of it are becoming a nightmare as illness
walks the land. The need to detoxify and cleanse the body has never been greater than right now. Nearly all the patients I se e have
a toxicity problem that has to be cared for first. Restoring bal ance, peace and harmony is the physician’s job. That is the task he
has chosen to do. It cannot be done effectively or lastingly in a body that is breaking down due to an accumulation of toxic
materials in the body: i.e., autointoxication. When the bowel f ails, the whole body goes into a nutritional crisis. Metabolic shock
waves flow to every cell and tissue.

It’s often said that you are what you eat. I say that you are what you absorb. You can eat the finest foods and still starve to death if
the digestiv e and absorptive processes are not functioning properly. When we cleanse and remove the toxic debris, feed the body
good, healthy, vital foods and stop poisoning ourselves, the body will respond with healing and reversal of disease processes.

We find that  the bowel wall needs sodium, which neutralizes acid The average person produces much acid in the body and this
draws sodium out of the body, through the tissues of the bowel and stomach. Furthermore, we know that potassium is very
necessary, because it is  a muscle element. The average person does not realize that potassium neutralizes acids. To neutralize acids
in the body, potassium is taken from the bowel wall. I believe that the bowel wall is the most maltreated tissue of the body,
functioning in a cons tant state of semi -starvation for chemicals which are consumed in day -to-day living, The most important
elements found in the bowel wall must be kept in constant supply or we will suffer the consequences. In addition to the blood  and
chemical elements, we must discuss some of the foods we put into the body. Bran is very popular now in this country. We should
have been using bran all along. Why did we give it up? We have thought a great deal about “junk foods,” and we talk a lot abo ut
them


21/3, Quite well, but tenderness in stomach worse.  24/3, Sore throat, feverish, feeling weak and depressed.  25/3, Cannot eat, sore throat, feverish, weak.  26/3, Eating. Sore throat better.  29/3, Feels quite well, bowels regular, strength returned... 3/4, No change, still in high spirits, feel well.  26/8, Patient writes: I enjoyed 100 percent improvement in my health, I am eating well, sleeping well and feel very active with no stomach tenderness or sickness.”  Use of Urine Therapy in the Treatment of Infectious Diseases, Asthma, Allergies, Migraines, Viral Infections, Hayfever, Diabetes, Gout, Dysfunction of the Adrenal and Thyroid Glands, Heart Conditions by Dr. Plesch  DIPHTHERIA  “My family lived in Hamburg towards the end of the Second World War. I was 6 years old at that time and got scarlet fever and diphtheria. The condition was serious and I was brought to the public hospital. Since there was no medication available in the hospital, I had to gargle with my urine and I had to drink it. At this time, I heard that farmers wee on wounds and I heard stories about soldiers surviving with urine and using it to save fingers, noses and ears when frozen. The treatment worked very well and I still use and recommend urine therapy to all.”  Urine: The Holy Water by Harald W. Tietze  DIZZINESS  “Shri Keshavbhai G. Patel, Manager, Adarsh Dairy, Bombay; suffered from whirling sensation in the brain due to gas or other disturbance for the last 25 years. He used to take myrobalan powder daily but in case he forgot to take it, there would surely be the sensation. He took urine treatment and the sensation has gone for ever and he has left the powder too.”  Manav Mootra by R.M. Patel 74  DROPSY  “Many years ago, this treatment was adopted by Raj Vaidya of Palanpur State to treat my cousin Shri Chandulal T. Shah, who suffered from dropsy. Raj Vaidya had made him to fast on urine for 21 days. He drank his entire auto-urine passed during the day and packs of urine were applied on abdomen. On the third day he had vomiting and loose motions and there through bile and water were discharged from the stomach and the intestines. Within 21 days fast his abdomen became very soft and light. At the end of the fast he was given 5 khakharas with the water of buttermilk. This diet continued for 15 months. Consequently, he became quite healthy and strong.”  Manav Mootra by R. M. Patel  DRY SORE  “Shri Ranjitmal Lodha of 32 years lives in Ajmer. In 1976 he developed dry sores on his chest and back. For some time allopathic medicine did give some relief but on discontinuation again the whole condition would return.  Once he happened to read Arogyaka amulya Sadhan : Swamutra. On reading it, he began massaging daily for ten minutes with urine. Within 10-12 days his sores disappeared. Now he prevails upon others also to adopt this therapy for any ailment.”  from Manav Mootra by R. M. Patel  DYSENTERY  “Shri Ratibhai M. Desai (Malad, Bombay) could cure his 3 years old dysentery by this treatment.”  Manav Mootra by R. M. Patel  DYSENTERY  “Amrit N. Wadia, B.A., age 52, informs that his daughter, Sunita, age 18, had dysentery, and there was blood in her stools. There was pain in her stomach. She was treated with Urine Therapy and given enemas of half a pound of urine, mixed with one pound of warm water. She was cured within a week with Urine Therapy.”  Urine Therapy by Dr. John O'Quinn  75 DYSENTERY  “My son Satish, age 2 1/2, suffered from recurrent sickness since birth. Dysentery, vomiting and fever were the usual symptoms. He got fever on June 28th, 1960 which generally went up to 105 degrees and did not subside at once. After that, on November 15th of that year, he got inflammation on the whole body, which continued for six days. Only then the doctor could diagnose that it was dropsy. At last medicines were stopped, but a new trouble arose. The child got blood and pus in the urine along with dysentery.  The urine treatment was then started from December 5th, 1960. The boy was given fresh urine. Besides that, it was rubbed on his whole body. In diet, he was given rice and lentil soup. Thus the fever which could not be controlled for 4 1/2 months was checked within 6 days of this treatment. Next week, he began to move his knees. In the third week he stood up and began to totter. The treatment was continued up to February  3rd, 1961. Even after that, the child got a new life and health treatment, at a time when the days of his life were numbered.”  Urine Therapy by Dr. John O'Quinn  DYSENTERY  “Dr. Javant J. Kamdar writes that he could cure his complicated dysentery only by Urine Therapy.”  Urine Therapy by Dr. John O'Quinn  DYSENTERY  “In October 1995, I received a letter from Mr. Maloney who was vacationing in India. He had been very careful with the water and food there because tourists often developed malaria, cholera, dysentery and food poisoning due to lack of toilet paper and poor sanitary conditions. During a religious ceremony he was compelled to drink water from a sacred well and developed dysentery since the water was contaminated. By the time he had the first symptoms he was on a train to a city 48 hours away. Vomiting and diarrhea started a few hours after the departure and he started to drink an abundant amount of urine hoping to control or eliminate the problem (He should have used diluted urine under the tongue). Although the condition improved some, he started to worry because there was no medical attention available for more than 40 hours. He had a copy of this book with him and he started reading the chapter on AUTOTHERAPY. I explained how Dr. Charles Duncan prepared vaccines using the pathological discharge caused by the disease, feces in this case. Maloney prepared the vaccine in a couple of hours and 76 administered it to himself. Relief was almost instantaneous. He felt a warm feeling come over his intestines and he gradually started recuperating. A few hours later it was all over, and except for some intestinal gas the next day, there was no other problem. He was very appreciative to have read about the vaccine because he feared what could have happened if he had to be admitted into a hospital in India. He had no other problems during the rest of the trip and in his letter he thanked me for including this lifesaving information in my book.”  Uropathy by Martin J. Lara ************************* E ************************* EAR ACHE  “Shri K. G. Pandit informs that in 1966 in Calcutta a 12-year-old boy Rajendra Gadgil was having acute pain in the ear by putting a few drops of fresh urine in the ear he ·was so completely relieved of the pain that he went to sleep and could wake up only in the morning. Next day some dirt was found thrown out of the ear and he was completely relieved of the pain.”  from Manav Mootra by R. M. Patel  EAR DISCHARGE  “Shri Chaturbhai B. Patel of Mogari Village (Anand} came to me  in the second week of May 1958. His 16 years old  daughter suffered from an ear-trouble since long and was brought there for a  doctor's treatment. I advised that the  girl should be taken home and a few drops of  auto-urine be put into her ears for three or four days. I assured him that it would certainly eliminate her  pain. The girl followed my advice and returned  to her village. After three days I received a letter reporting that her ear-trouble had vanished by auto-urine but some discharge continued. I advised again that the ear should be washed by a syringe with urine; some drops of urine should then be put and the ear plugged with cotton. The next day I was informed that her ear-trouble had disappeared altogether.”  Manav Mootra by R.M. Patel  EAR INFECTION  "Breastfeeding makes a healthy child~ each one of the children nursed 3-4 years each. I had a Cherokee lady babysit when my daughter was 6 weeks old~ she taught me to use 77 first morning urine for ear infections. Always worked. Once weaned the children had a small amount of raw goats milk daily. The children were given vegetarian diet so we rarely visited the doc. Once we went to a Homeopathic RN for teething problems, which she solved quickly. Children that feel good behave well."  Letter to Andrew Norton Webber  EAR INFECTION  Rosalinda A., Mexico. "Before going to a conference on urotherapy, the ENT specialist (ear, nose and throat


 we all have a one -track mind. We keep thinking about w hat we’re thinking
about —going to all the same places over and over. As you would know if you rode an actual
train through its entire route, this gets you nowhere. You wind up right back where you
started.
Soooo... to change all that, you have to be fas t enough to slow down.
You have to be quick enough to stop your mind from racing on, and slow your process of
particularization, dropping your vibe to the level of your soul -frequency. Your soul’s
oscillation is so slow that you cannot see it.
Now I know t hat this is the exact reverse of everything you’ve ever learned, everything
you’ve ever been told. You’ve been told to “raise your vibration,” and that enlightenment is
about “consciousness -raising.” Actually, it’s just the opposite. It’s about lowering yo ur
vibration. It’s about slowing down to the frequency rate of the Invisible. It’s about getting
closer to the Primal Sound. That is why monks and some others who meditate often sit
together and chant the sound of Om in a deep, rich tone. It is about slowi ng down the vibe.
It is about being out of your mind.
The place of your body in all of this? It is, as I said, simply and only an instrument. The
question is, are you using it as an instrument of the mind or an instrument of the soul? And
what I am saying here is that, at best, it should be an instrument of both.
I don’t want to paint the mind as the enemy here. It is not. Most decidedly, it is a miracle
machine. Yet we must let the mind do what the mind was designed to do, and the soul do
what the soul was  created to do. We must remember that we are tri -part beings, and that
the body —also a “miracle machine” —is nevertheless the least of the three. It is a device,
there to do our bidding.
Do not, therefore, get caught up in things of the body. Take care of t he body, for sure —
just as you would take care of your car or your home or any other valuable possession. Yet
do not confuse yourself about Who You Are.
You are not the body. You are not the mind. You are not even the soul. You are all
three —and more. You a re the Spirit that forms  all three. You are The Energy. You are The
Essence.
Please do not regret
all those moments that have brought you
Here.
If you are reading this,
then your perseverance has been answered,
and a Grace is coming.
So for now, hold on lo osely to where you are.
And like knots on a rope that mark your reaching,
hand over hand
you will continue to climb — sometimes through ecstasy,
sometimes through white agony,
higher
into evermore light.
This same formula over
and over again.
Until that day  you find yourself
just a beacon;
only flame.
In a place
where even Love Itself  has come undone.
—‘Love Itself’  © 2006 Em Claire  23.
LIFE’S WONDER
I HAVE KNOWN MANY  people who never really think about life. “I’m too busy,” they tell me.
“I’ll leave that to writers and poets.”
For this reason many people find themselves living in a world where stuff is going on
that no one seems to want to have going on. How it is pos sible for six billion people to want
the same thing and not be able to get it? they ask. What kind of a world is this? they want to
know. Or, in the words of that heart -sinking song by Peggy Lee from so many years ago, “Is
that all there is?” If that’s all  there is... somebody send in the clowns, because this has got
to be a circus.
But it’s not a circus, it’s a beautifully orchestrated symphony, with God as the conductor
and all of us as the musicians. All we have to do to make beautiful music together is know
the score.
When we see life as it really is, it all suddenly makes sense. Then the changes that are
occurring are seen as gifts and not burdens. And then future changes will be
demonstrations of creation, not tests of endurance.
Life is a process. It is not something that is “just happening,” it is something that is
happening on purpose. There is something that life is designed to do. What is the outcome
that life is trying to produce?
That is the question of the hour. Indeed, of the century. The an swer can be offered at two
levels...
UNIVERSALLY: Life is the process by which God expresses  God, experiences  God, and
expands  God.
INDIVIDUALLY: Life is intended to produce for you a direct experience of who you really
are—and then, an opportunity to g o to the next level in your expression of that.
Put simply, the purpose of life is to know life and to express more life through the
process of life itself, manifested through all the individuations of life —in this particular
case: You.
Life meets its purp ose through the process called  Change.
That is, Life (God) is always changing in order to always be creating and recreating Itself
anew, in a way that expands Itself.
Many people in the world think that God (as opposed to humans) causes Change, in the
sens e that God causes everything. Ah, but does God? Is there even a God at all (in the sense
of a Supreme Being existing apart and separate from us) who would or could do that? And
if there is, why would God cause one Change and not another? Why would God do “ this”
and not “that,” favor this person or project and not that one? What are God’s criteria?  Yes, there are those who believe that God is pulling the levers, for reasons known only to
Him and, presumably, those who follow the One True Religion (whatever religion that
might be in any particular case).
So what is true about all this? Is “God” pulling the levers? Or is life a process that runs all
by itself?
The answer is no to both questions. “God” (as that separate, Supreme Being) is not
pulling the levers... and... life is not a process that runs all by itself.
Life’s wonder is that it is a process in which you, as a sentient being filled with the
consciousness of self -awareness, have the opportunity to create your own experience and
your o wn reality, to know yourself as you appear to be, to express yourself as you came to
be, and finally, to recreate yourself as you wish to be in the next grandest version of
yourself. Life’s wonder is that the whole human race, jointly, has the same opportu nity! We
are, daily, co -creating our collective reality.
Life’s wonder is that it is a glorious adventure and a sweet, sweet journey, and I know
and understand that it does not appear to be that way for many, many people. Indeed, it is
when I see the suffe ring of others that I am the most tempted to give up my idea about life’s
wonder, about this being a friendly universe, and about God being a friendly God.
We talked about this earlier, and I have been given answers to this riddle often. Yet there
are stil l times when my mind is perplexed and my heart is heavy and only my soul is at
peace in the midst of all of the travail that I witness being visited upon the lives of others, if
not in my own life.
Why the travail?  I ask, even though I have been given the answer. Why the tragedies?  I
cry.
And the One Soul replies...
Once again, my sweet, caring, compassionate one, you do not and cannot know
of the “soul assignment” which has been given to —and accepted by —another
blessed Individuation of God. Yet can you not believe Me when I tell you that no
Aspect of Divinity can be, at the soul level, victimized or damaged in any way? I
know that at the human level, hurt and victimization exist. Yet I tell you this:
outward manifestation is part of the inward journey of  all entities and cannot be
fully explained or understood in human terms because of the limitations of the
current human perspective. Yet this perspective can shift. And it will. All the human
race needs is one more Shifter here and there, one more person committed to the
Change that will Change Everything.
The One Soul then inspired me to write this:
Let me see if I can give you a speck of an insight into a much higher and far more
complex truth than what you may have previously considered. Have you ever d one
something for yourself or for another or for a cause that looked like it hurt or
damaged you in some way —but you did it anyway, for the larger good?  I thought about that for a while. I remembered things I have done for myself that “looked
like” they hu rt or damaged me, but that really, in


 detoxing to remove this debris from your body.
Many cancer victims have only a small malignant tumor mass and experience only
mild discomfort. Others have very large malignant tumor masses like Steve
McQueen's. If your physician can surgically de-bulk or remove most of these masses,
you often do not become toxic, and your recovery time speeds up.
D O  N O T  THINK YOU ARE CANCER FREE!
Reactions while on the Kelley Program
On occasion, we have found that an area of a malignant tumor mass becomes
tender and swells. This could be a very good sign. As one's body cleans up the
various debris and digested cells it is like hitting your finger with a hammer and
tenderness, pain and swelling occur. It can be very frightening to those who
experience a tingling or "electrical shock" sensation. This is usually caused by
pressure on nerves from malignant tumor growth. But often, it also occurs when the
swelling from clean-up is taking place within the body. Therefore, it could be a good
or bad sign, but one should consider the good possibility of clean-up activity.
Once or twice after some months on our Metabolic Program, a family member has
called me and said "your program didn't work" Bob/Mary died. When questioned,
the individual had not been on the program for the last four to six months. Another
time a call came in saying the individual had died, only to find out she was killed
instantly in a head-on auto accident. Others have died from gunshot wounds while
dear hunting, others from heart attacks. Of course this is not a "Metabolic failure."
Ascites, Cachexia, Fluid Cysts and Diarrhea
Ascites is a collection of fluid in the abdomen, chest, or legs. If the patient with
Ascites has been diagnosed with cancer, the physician calls hospice and writes
multiple refill prescriptions of strong narcotics.
Cachexia in cancer usually implies terminal illness where the body cannibalizes
itself. The liver converts the body protein tissues into glucose which metabolically
supports the cancer (placenta) until death occurs.
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Fluid Cysts is a fluid collection in epithelia sacks containing proteins, electrolytes,
minerals, etc.
Diarrhea - in cancer. When standard treatment fails I  have found that the patient's
body uses diarrhea to remove years of toxic substances so that repair and rebuilding
can take place.
Ascites Update
I  would like to bring to your attention some terminal conditions. Cindy is a cute
little ol' heifer from Florida and a flight attendant with a major airline. Unfortunately,
flying on an airplane on a regular basis has its hazards and she was exposed to all
sorts of toxins and germs, which fill the body to the brim with stressful toxins.
Cindy's big problem was playing with two boys; her fiancee Ken, and St. Peter.
When she was diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer in April 2001, she immediately
incorporated my program into her life, bypassing "traditional" methods of cancer
therapy such as chemotherapy and invasive surgery.
About a year into my program, Cindy's doctor told her she had "Ascites"; a
cancerous fluid that floats freely in the body, or, forms into encapsulated cysts. She
and Ken looked-up Ascites on the Internet and were horrified to find that there was
almost nothing on the subject. They then designed a website about Ascites and their
experiences, www.asciteshelp.com. It is one of the most outstanding sites on the net
and Cindy and Ken's trials and tribulations give hope to thousands.
Although it is against the law for me to disagree with her doctor, I  do not think
Cindy had Ascites. As the medical community has been beguiled, this is the way I  see
this potentially terminal condition: It has been my experience (as in Cindy's case) that
these multiple fluid cysts are a result of taking my enzymes, and that the body's self
defense forms pockets of very toxic metabolic wastes. If these toxic wastes were not
captured in cysts they are usually fatal.
This was also the case with Dr. Pamela and the after effects of Chelation Therapy
that removed toxic metals from her body. In Dr. Pamela's case, a fluid cyst twice the
size of the kidney was formed to hold these toxic substances until they could be
safely removed from the body. Of course, the ignorant physician wanted to remove
the kidney. These fluid cysts are life saving back-up systems Yahweh, God Almighty,
has built into this most perfect instrument of all creation.
Cindy is a "Gate Rattler".  Even when she was in extensive pain, her desire was to
live and not rattle the front gates of heaven. Whenever she was pushed to her limit,
she would have visions of St. Peter, looking in his book telling her that she had not
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been invited to visit heaven so soon.
In fall of 2003, about every ten days to two weeks while experiencing extensive
pain from Ascites fluid buildup, Cindy had many opportunities to rattle St. Peter's
pearly gates. He would go to the throne room and say to Yahweh, God Almighty,
"This cute little ol' Florida heifer might be coming to visit us!" God would say, "Send
her back - she has much more work to do."
This affair with St. Peter went back and forth over 40 times whenever Cindy had fluid
buildup. St. Peter was tired of hiking to the throne room so he would shout over to
God. "God, that cute little ol' heifer from Florida might try to visit us again." God
would shout back, "Tell her, not yet, go home and get to work!"
Cindy would have made it inside the pearly gates if it had not been for her
radiologist and doctor. Every time she would come in to see them when these fluid
cysts filled up, the radiologist would get out his big long needle and drain another
cyst. This procedure is called Paracentesis.
On September 1, 2003, the Oncologist report stated that the tests performed on the
Ascites fluid showed that the cancer cells were well differentiated, a very positive sign
considering cancer cells are very aggressive, and are typically fragmented and poorly
differentiated. Cindy was getting better!
Although in my opinion, Cindy did not have Ascites, it is no wonder the medical
profession called these fluid cysts Ascites. They filled-up to the point of causing near
death, then she would rattle Peter's pearly gates and have her little affair with him.
What I  am trying to say is, Yahweh, God Almighty, has a lot of back-up systems built
into his created masterpiece.
World War III
We have been plunged into World War III by our Common Enemy. The major
dilemma we are encountering is that you and I, do not recognize that we are in the
middle of World War III, let alone who is our enemy. No metabolic program will
keep you well and healthy when you are subject to being attack by biological warfare
agents via Chem-trails, vaccinations, drugs, contaminated food and "treated" water.
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The Panc reatic  Study
The Medical Establishment has for many years
endeavored to discredit Dr. Kelley's most successful
Cancer Paradigm developed in 1963.
A Review of Dr. Kelley's
Pancreatic Cancer Patients
The Medical Establishment has for many years endeavored to discredit Dr. Kelley's
most successful Cancer Paradigm developed in 1963.
A medical journalist obtained authorization under the guidance and direction of
Dr. Robert A Good, Ph.D., M.D. president of Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer
Center in New York City to review Dr. Kelley's records. The objective of the Medical
Establishment was to prove beyond a shadow of doubt, that Dr. Kelley was an
unorthodox quack. Dr. Kelley's objective was to prove beyond a shadow of doubt
that the Kelley Paradigm is the only scientific basis for the Cure of Cancer. Dr. Kelley
had some 33,000 well-documented medical records of his Cancer Patients. The
documentation was so overwhelming this Study continued for over 5 years.
Legally the definition for a Cancer Cure is, a patient must be free of Cancer five
years after initial diagnosis. The study was approached from two general parameters.
First parameter was for all types of Cancer. The results indicated a 93% Cure Rate,
after their physicians dismissed the patients, stating no further orthodox medical
therapy could be helpful for them. In other words, their disease processes had
exceeded the therapeutic limits of Orthodox Medicine and they could no longer be
helped. Thus the standard Orthodox Death Sentence - go home and die!
Dr. Kelley often states, "it is possible to Cure only 97% of Cancer Patients as in 3%
of those diagnosed with cancer, the Patient has a death wish, or more frequently the
next of kin (wife, husband, parents, children) have a Death Wish for the Cancer
Patient." The conditions for success of the 97% of those Cancer Patients are two in
nature. One, the patient must have at least 6 months of time to get well into the
Kelley Program and two, one must follow the protocol exactly and faithfully. After
the first six months, there is an excellent prognosis for recovery. The Cancer patient's
road to success is difficult and usually takes an additional 18 months of


 days at certain times. There are rules against
everything, including what you can wear at a given time in a given
place, how you can enjoy sex, what you can say, and where you can
walk. Fortunately, most of these rules are not enforced. Nevertheless,
your rule-makers are often folks who insist that they know what is
good for you, know it more conclusively than you do yourself.
Every day we are bombarded with hundreds of cultural messages
that encourage us to seek approval. The songs that we hear each day
are filled with lyrical messages of approval-seeking, particularly the
best-selling “popular” songs of the past three decades. Those sweet
harmless lyrics may be more damaging than you realize. Here is a
brief list of titles that send out the signal that someone or something
else is more important than you. Without the approval of that special
someone, the “I” would collapse.
• “I can’t live, if living is without you.”
• “You make me so very happy.”
• “You make me feel like a natural woman.”
• “You’re nobody till somebody cares.”
• “It all depends on you.”
• “You make me feel brand new.”
• “As long as he needs me.”
• “If you go away.”
• “People who need people.”
• “You are the sunshine of my life.”
• “No one else can make me feel the colors that you bring.”
• “Without you, I’m nothing.”60 / Your Erroneous ZonesPerhaps you can try an exercise the next time you find yourself
listening to a song that sends out the communiqués of approval-
seeking. Check for those lyrics which reflect the way you’ve been
taught to feel, that is, that you can’t make it if someone disapproves
of you or lets you down. Rewrite the songs to fit a mind-set of per-
sonal mastery rather than approval-seeking. For example:
• I make myself feel like a natural woman; it has nothing to do
with you.
• I chose to love you. I must have wanted to do it then, but now
I’ve changed my mind.
• People who need people are the unluckiest people in the world.
But people who want love  and enjoy  people are making themselves
happy.
• I make myself so very happy because of the things I tell myself
about you.
• I am the sunshine of my life, and having you in it makes it even
brighter.
• I can stop loving you, but at this point I choose not to.
While they admittedly won’t sell, you can at least make a start on
redirecting the unconscious messages that you hear, and which re-
flect the way people in our culture have learned to believe. “Without
you I’m nothing” must be translated to “Without me I’m nothing,
but having you makes this present moment very nice.”
Television commercials make a special appeal to your approval-
seeking thinking. Many of these commercial skits are efforts by the
manufacturer to manipulate you into buying their products, by re-
inforcing the notion that other peoples’ beliefs are more important
than your own.
Consider the following dialogue when friends are coming over
to your house for an afternoon of bridge:YOU DON’T NEED THEIR APPROVAL  / 611st Friend (sniffing the air): “Fried fish last night dear?” said in a
very disapproving tone.
2nd Friend: “George still smoking a cigar, I see,” in a similarly
unaccepting tone.
You: Looking hurt, distraught—nay destroyed—because others
are disapproving of the odors in your own house.
Psychological message: “What others think of you is much more
important than what you think of yourself, therefore, if you don’t
please your friends you deserve to feel bad.”
Consider also the following two skits and the message:
1. A waitress putting a bib around a customer’s neck at a lobster
party notices “ring around the collar.” The wife shrivels in shame
at the thought of not receiving approval from a strange waitress.
2. A woman shrinks in fear as she contemplates how her friends
will view her if she has baggy pantyhose. “I just couldn’t stand it if
they thought something bad about me. I must have their approval,
so I’ll buy this brand over that one.”
3. The mouthwash, toothpaste, deodorants and special spray ad-
vertisements are filled with psychological messages that you must
have approval, and the way to get it is to purchase this particular
item. Why do advertisers stoop to such tactics? Because they work!
They sell. They recognize that people are infected with the need for
acceptance and they capitalize on this need by creating little sketches
that send out the right messages.
There you have it, a culture that prizes and encourages approval-
seeking. It is hardly surprising that you’ve found yourself placing
too much emphasis on what others think. You’ve been conditioned
to do so throughout your life, and even if your own family was
conscious of the need to help you to promote self-reliance, the ancil-
lary cultural factors worked against them. But you don’t have to
hang on to this approval-seeking behavior. Just as you work at
eliminating the habit of self-put-down, so too can you eradicate this
approval-seeking habit. Mark Twain, writing in Puddinhead Wilson’s
Calendar,  gives a62 / Your Erroneous Zonescogent description of how to break a habitual pattern such as approv-
al-seeking. “Habit is habit, and not to be flung out of the window
by any man, but coaxed downstairs a step at a time.”
Coaxing Approval-Seeking Downstairs, A Step at a Time
Take a look at the way the world works. To put it succinctly, you
can never please everyone. In fact, if you please fifty percent of the
people you are doing quite well. This is no secret. You know that at
least half of the people in your world are going to disagree with at
least half the things you say. If this is accurate (and you need only
look at landslide elections to see that forty-four percent of the popu-
lation still voted against the winner), then you will always have
about a 50-50 chance of getting some disapproval whenever you
express an opinion.
Armed with this knowledge, you can begin to look at disapproval
in a new light. When someone disapproves of something you say,
instead of being hurt, or instantly shifting your opinion to gain
praise, you can remind yourself that you’ve just run into one of those
folks in the fifty percent who don’t agree with you. Knowing that
you’ll always get some disapproval for everything you feel, think,
say or do is the way out of the tunnel of despair. Once you expect
it, you won’t be inclined to hurt yourself with it, and you’ll simul-
taneously stop equating the repudiation of an idea or a feeling with
the repudiation of you.
You can never escape disapproval, no matter how much you may
want it to go away. For every opinion you have, there is a counterpart
out there with exactly the opposite view. Abraham Lincoln talked
about this in a conversation at the White House reported by Francis
B. Carpenter:
…If I were to read, much less to answer all the attacks made
on me, this shop might as well be closed for anyYOU DON’T NEED THEIR APPROVAL  / 63other business. I do the very best I know how—the very best I
can; and I mean to keep doing so until the end. If the end brings
me out alright, what is said against me won’t amount to any-
thing. If the end brings me out wrong, ten angels swearing I
was right would make no difference.*
Some Examples of Typical Approval-Seeking Behavior
Like self-rejection, approval-seeking encompasses a large category
of self-defeating behaviors. Among the most commom kinds of ap-
proval-seeking activities are those detailed below.
• Changing a position, or altering what you believe because
someone shows signs of disapproval.
• Sugar-coating a statement to avoid the reaction of displeasure.
• Apple-polishing in order to make someone like you.
• Feeling depressed or anxious when someone disagrees with
you.
• Feeling insulted or put-down when someone states a contrary
sentiment to your own.
• Labeling someone a snob, or “stuck-up,” which is just another
way of saying “Pay more attention to me.”
• Being excessively agreeable and head nodding, even when you
don’t agree at all with what is being said.
• Performing chores for someone and feeling resentful about not
being able to say no.
• Being intimidated by a sharp salesperson and buying something
you don’t want…Or…Fearing taking it back because he won’t like
you.
• Eating a steak in a restaurant that is not cooked the way
*Francis B. Carpenter, Six Months with Lincoln in the White House  (Watkins Glen,
N.Y.: Century House).64 / Your Erroneous Zonesyou ordered it, because the waiter won’t like you if you send it back.
• Saying things you don’t mean just to avoid being disliked.
• Spreading bad news about deaths, divorce, muggings and the
like, and enjoying the feeling of being noticed.
• Getting permission to speak, or to make a purchase, or to do
anything, from a significant other in your life, because you fear the
displeasure of that person.
• Ap