warmwater:Phos.
sightoffood:Colch.
sittingupinbed:Cocc.
smelloffood:Cocc,Colch.,Ip.
stuffyroom:Tab.
sweating:Nux-v.
tobacco:Ip.,Nux-v.
thoughtoffood:Cocc,Colch.
water:Phos.
Causes:
ice-cream:Puis.
pregnancy:Nux-v.,Sep.,Tab.
richfood:Puis.
travelling:Nux-v.,Tab.
NervousseeAnxious
NettlerashseeHives
Nose
Childpicksconstantly:Cina
NosebleedsAm.,Carb-v.,Ferr-m.,Ham.,Lach.,
Phos.,Sul.
Blood:
brightred:Phos.
dark:Carb-v.,Ham.,Lach.
persistent:Phos.
thin:Ham.
Children:Ferr-m.
With:
sweating:Phos.
Worse:
beforeamenstrualperiod:Lach.
blowingnose:Phos.,Sul.
morning:Ham.,Lach.
atnight:Carb-v.
Causes:
blowingnose:Lach.
injury:Am.
menopause:Lach.
ObstinateseeStubborn
Onsetofcomplaint
Slow:Bry.,Gels.
Sudden:Aco.,Bell.
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190•Overconscientious INTERNALREPERTORY
Overconscientious: Ign.
Oversensitiviry seeSensitive
Pains
Absent:Op.
Appearsuddenly:Bell.
Appearsuddenlyanddisappearsuddenly:Bell.
Kali-b.,Nit-ac.
Bones:Eup-p.,Mercs.,Nit-ac,Pho-ac,Ruta.
Burning:Ap.,Ars.,Phos.,Rhus-t.,Sul.
Cramping:Calc-c,Cupr.,Mag-p.,Nux-v.
Flyingaround:Nit-ac.
Glands:Am.,Bell.,Lye,Mercs.,Phos.
Needle-like:Arg-n.,Heps.,Nit-ac.
Partslainon:Puis.,Pyr.,Ruta.
Pressing:Canth.,Mercs.,Rhus-t.,Sep.
Shooting:Bell,Hyp.,Rhus-t.
Shootupwards:Phyt.
Sore/bruised:Arn.,Bry.,Chin.,Cimi.,Eup-p.,
Ham.,Pyr.,Rhus-t.,Ruta.
Splinter-likeseeNeedle-like
Inaspot:Kali-b.
Stinging:Ap.,Sil.
Stitching:Bry.,Kali-c.
Throbbing: Bell.
Unbearable:Aco.,Cham.
Wandering: Kali-b.,Kalis.,Led.,Puis.
Withscreaming:Aco.
Palpitations Aco.,Arg-n.,Ars.,Calc-c,Lach.
Panic(seealsoAnxious;Fearful)Arg-n.
Periodproblems
Belly:
bloated:Cocc.
Bleeding:
duringdaytimeonly:Puis.
Blood:
brightred:Bell.
darkred:Calc-p.
clotted:Bell.,Calc-p.,Cham.
Breasts:
lumpybeforeperiod:Con.
painfulbeforeperiod:Con.
Pains:
aching:Nux-v.,Puis.,Sep.
colicky:Mag-p.
cramping:Cocc.,Mag-p.,Nux-v.
cutting:Lach.
draggingdown:Sep.
dull:Puis.,Sep.
gripping:Cocc.
lowerback:Nux-v.
pressing:Sep.
severe:Cocc.
sore,bruised:Sep.
stitching:Con.
tearing:Lach.
violent:Bell.wandering:Puis.
Better:
crossinglegs:Sep.
heat:Mag-p.
onceperiodstarts:Lach.
pressure:Mag-p.
doublingup:Mag-p.,Nux-v.,Puis.
Worse:
beforeamenstrualperiod:Bell.,Con.,
Puis.,Lach.
duringtheperiod:Bell.,Nux-v.,Puis.,
Sep.
afternoon:Sep.
breathing:Cocc.
cold:Mag-p.
morning:Sep.
9a.m.-6p.m.: Sep.
movement:Cocc.
standing:Sep.
walking:Sep.
Causes:
anger:Cham.
Withexhaustion:Con.
Periods:
heavy:Bell.,Calc-p.,Nux-v.
late:Aco.,Puis.
causedby:
fright:Aco.
shock:Aco.
gettingchilled:Aco.
painful:Bell,Calc-p.,Cham.,Cocc,Con.,
Lach.,Mag-p.,Nux-v.,Puis.,Sep.
PerspirationseeSweat
PilesHam.,Kali-c.,Nit-ac,Nux-v.
Bleeding:Ham.,Nit-ac.
Large:Ham.,Kali-c,Nit-ac.
Pains:
burning:Nit-ac
sore,bruised:Ham.
splinter-like: Nit-ac.
Worse:
afterastool:Nit-ac.
Causes:
childbirth:Ham.,Kali-c.
pregnancy:Ham.,Nux-v.
PinkeyeseeEyeinflammation
PregnancyproblemsseealsoNausea,Heartburn
Pains:
flyingaboutbelly:Cimi.
ingroin:Bell-p.
whilewalking:Bell-p.
severe:Bell-p.
Worse:
movement:Bell-p.
PricklyheatNat-m.,Sal.,Sul.,Urt-u.
Pulserapid:Pyr'.
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Pupils
Contracted:Op.
Dilated:Bell.
Quarrelsome (seealsoDislikescontradiction;
Irritable)
ResentfulseeUnforgiving;Complaintsfrom
suppressedanger
RestlessAp.,Arg-n.,Ars.,Bapt.,Bell,Calc-p.,
Canst.,Cum..Cina,Coloc,Cupr.,Ferr-m.,
Lye,Mag-m.,Mercs.,Rhus-t.,Stl.,Sul.
Evening:Canst.
Inbed:Ars.,Cupr.,Ferr-m.,Mag-m.,Rlnis-t.
Sleep:Cina
bodytwitching/limbs jerking'grinding of
teeth:Cina
Withanxiety:Ars.
Retentionofurine
Innewbornbabies:Aco.
Inchildren:Ap.
whocatchcold:Aco.
Causes:
childbirth:Ars.,Caust.
presenceofstrangers:Nat-m.
shock:Op.
Rheumatism seeJointpain
RhinitisseeCommoncold,Hayfever
RoseolaseeMeasles
RushedfeelingseeHurried
SadseeDepressed;Tearful
Saliva
Increased:Merc-s.,Ver-a.
duringsleep:Merc-s.
ScaredseeFearful
ScatteredsensationBapt.
SciaticaColoc,Ferr-m.,Mag-p.,Puis.,Rhus-t.
Pains:
tearing:Coloc.
Better:
freshair:Puis.
gentlemovement:Ferr-m.
heat:Mag-p.,Rhus-t.
movement:Rhus-t.
walking:Rhus-t.
walkingslowly:Ferr-m.
Worse:
beginningtomove:Rhus-t.
cold:Mag-p.,Rhus-t.
coldcompresses:Rhus-t.
lyingonpainfulpart:Rhus-t.
rightside:Coloc.
warmroom:Puis.
washingincoldwater:Rhus-t.
wetweather:Rhus-t.
ScreamingAco.,Bell.,Bor.,Cham.,Coff.,Lye.
Inchildren:Bor.,Lye.
Withpain:Aco.,Bell.,Cham.,Coff.Duringsleep:Bor.,Lye.
Onwaking:Lye.
Self-confidence, lackof(seealsoShy)Bar-c.,Lye.,
Sil.
Senseofsmell
Acute:Colch.,Nux-v.,Op.
Lost:Calc-c.
Senses
AcuteCoff..Op.
Dull:Op.
SensitiveCham.,Chin.,Coff.,Con.,Hep-s.,Ign.,
Kali-c,Lach.,Lye,Nat-c,Nat-m.,Nat-p.:
Nit-ac,Nux-v.,Phos.,Puis.,Sil.,Stap.
Tolight:Bell.,Nux-v.,Phos.
Tomusic:Nat-c,Nux-v.,Sep.
Tonoise:Aco.,Bell.,Chin.,Coff.,Con.,Kali-c,
Nit-ac,Nux-v.,Op.,Sep.,Sil.,Zinc.
Topain:Cham.,Coff.,Ign.,Lach.,Nit-ac,Phos.,
Sep.,Sil.,Stap.
Torudeness:Hep-s.,Nux-v.,Stap.
Totouch:Lach.
SentimentalAnt-c,lgn.
ShockAco.,Am.,Hyp.,Ign.,Lach.,Op.,Pho-ac
Causes:
emotionaltrauma:Ign.,Pho-ac.
injuries:Aco.,Hyp.,Lach.,Op.
surgery:Aco.
childbirth:Aco.
ShyBar-c,Lye,Nat-c,Puis.,Sil.
SighingCalc-p.,Cimi.,Ign.
SideseeSymptoms
SinusitisseeCommoncold
SleeplessseeInsomnia
SleepyseeDrowsy
SlownessBar-c,Calc-c,Calc-p.,Con.,Phos.
Ofchildren:Calc-c,Calc-p.
learningtowalk:Calc-c
toteethe:Calc-c,Calc-p.
tolearn:Bar-c,Calc-p.
Sluggish(seealsoApathetic;Exhaustion)Ant-c,
Bar-c,Bry.,Calc-c,Calc-p.,Calc-s.,Carb-v


. This results in the
over-working of the immune system. Most of the tissues responsible for the
production of immune cells in cancer patients, especially the thymus gland
(where T-cells are produced) and the bone marrow (where B-cell production
takes place), become hypoactive.
A HEALTHY LYMPH SYSTEM IS ESSENTIAL

With all of this in mind, it becomes vital that you understand your lymphatic
system. I have discussed this “sewer system of the body” in some detail in
Chapter 2
. Your lymphatic system is where ninety percent of all disease
processes begin. When this highway system is congested and cannot
eliminate well, it backs up the whole “sewer system” of the body, causing a
lack of or improper elimination of cellular/metabolic wastes (acids), as well as
toxic chemicals and metals that have been ingested. These toxins must be
eliminated or cellular death will result.
Your lymph system is a vital part of your immune system. To enhance
your immune system,
clean out your lymphatic system first. Remember, your
kidneys, colon and skin are the exit doors of your lymphatic system. If your
septic system is obstructed or full, you don’t remove it, you clean it out. Most
people have lost proper kidney filtration. Their intestinal bowel walls are
impacted, and many don’t sweat well. This means that their doors are partly
closed in allowing their sewage or wastes to be properly eliminated. This then
backs up the lymphatic system and enlarges the lymph nodes. When this goes
on for many years, you will see all types of lymphomas, non-estrogen types
of breast cancer, throat cancer (especially when the tonsils have been
removed), and neck, colon, kidney, liver and many other cancers.
Family Support
Over the past thirty years I have witnessed thousands of cancer patients gothrough our program and other programs, in Mexico and other countries. A
big factor in recovery is the support of friends and family members.
Some people act as if they are sleeping through life, totally conditioned and
controlled by society in their thinking and reacting. Some, thank goodness,
are a little more open and aware of God and the unconditioned or
uncontrolled levels of awareness. Many people are afraid of what they don’t
know or haven’t learned or experienced. I have seen many family members
ridicule their loved ones for using natural health as a means of getting well. I
have seen them constantly tempting their loved ones with food and snacks
that they know are bad for them. I have seen friends do exactly the same
thing.
This type of ridicule or disregard comes from unawareness and a lack of
understanding of the importance of their loved one’s or friend’s need to get
well, and the consequences if they don’t. Many family members have actually
helped to kill their mates or children by stopping them from using natural
healing as one of the only true ways to get well.
Be strong about your decisions regarding health. One of the most important
factors in getting well is your strength and self-discipline. Spend time by
yourself. Getto know who you are. Become strong within yourself. This is
your
 road to health, no one else’s. This will allow you to be strong with your
friends and loved ones. Teach them what you have learned, as everyone
needs to get well.
Remember, most people ignore their health problems until it is too late. Don’t
be one of them. Get yourself well and healthy now, and be an inspiration to
others.

This is why detoxification is essential in the elimination of cancer. By
alkalizing and cleansing your tissues and fluids, your cells will begin to
strengthen, and the sludge of toxins that snuff the life out of your cells will be
gone. This then brings a tremendous joy, energy, and vitality.
Out of 100 clients who came to our clinic and followed a detoxification
regimen, 80 were able to eliminate their cancers. I know of no better way to
heal, clean and rebuild the body than through detoxification and regeneration
of its cells, through diet and herbs. If you take
responsibility for your health
and open your heart, it is unbelievable what you can accomplish. Don’t allow
anybody to tell you that there is nothing that can be done. We’ve had
individuals who were given only one day or even hours to live who pulledthemselves back. In the last thirty years I have seen some amazing results in
regeneration. Never compromise your immune system or let anyone destroy
it. And most importantly, do not have your lymph nodes removed. The
consequences can be devastating. Don’t treat, regenerate!
MODULE 5.6
Neurological Disorders and Injuries

It saddens me to see so many quadriplegics and paraplegics in this world with
supposedly no help. Nothing could be further from the truth. My first tough
case was a thirty-four-year-old female who had a spinal injury at the C3-C4
level. At the time of the accident she had a complete spinal severation. This
accident occurred when she was twelve years old, and left her with only
movement of her head. She had immense spasms and was in extreme pain. It
took me eleven months, but this young lady went from severe degeneration
throughout her body (she could only move her wheelchair by a tongue-
operated control) to the ability to shake your hand and lift either leg as many
times as you wanted her to. She could “feel” from head to toe.
Another case involved a man in his early twenties who had a C4-C5 level
injury. He had been paralyzed from his upper body down to his feet for two
years. Within six months on our program his nerve response was helping him
to move his feet and he could stool on his own. This was quite significant, as
quadriplegics and most paraplegics lose their ability to have a bowel
movement on their own. This greatly backs up the body’s lymphatic system
causing cell auto-intoxication.
In our arrogance and blindness we humans overlook the truth that is
always right in front of our faces. If the body can miraculously repair itself in
ways such as broken bones, deep cuts, re-growth of various gland and
tissues, then why can’t it repair nerves? Well it can, but not on cooked, dead
foods, and foods that make the body’s pH acidic.
Neurons are the highest energy centers in the body. Not only do they
require an alkaline “soil” to regenerate in, they require the highest energy
foods—fruits. Fructose is a high-energy simple sugar, which lends its energy
effortlessly to your cells. This holds true in all neurological issues including
multiple sclerosis, Parkinson’s, Bell’s palsy and even asthma. Note that all ofthese neurological weaknesses have an adrenal weakness as a precursor.
In all neurological issues, including injuries, it is vital that the adrenal
glands be enhanced along with the rest of the endocrine gland system. It is
also vital to live on a 100 percent raw food diet. I had a forty-year-old female
brought to me one time with advanced multiple sclerosis. They brought her
lying on a stretcher, completely rigid. After three months on a fruit diet she
could sit up, feed herself, and even mobilize her own wheelchair. Since she
was so thin and small I needed to encourage her body to produce more
muscle tissue, so I started her on vegetable juices and salads, as these foods
are full of amino acids. Guess what? She lost her mobility temporarily. Why?
The answer can be found in the difference between the electrical charge
of a
fruit versus that of a vegetable. When I put her on a diet of fruits alone she
began to regain strength. The power that raw foods have to revitalize the
physical body is almost unlimited. I’ve seen the body pull itself back from
some pretty precarious edges. It took a while for this young lady to
regenerate herself, but with such a degenerative condition it would naturally
take a significant time to turn the body around. A predominately fruit diet
was essential to maintain nerve response.
It is important to realize here that your body cannot regenerate itself with
toxic chemicals. Toxic chemicals are seen as invading foreign proteins that
will only serve to further acidify your tissues, creating further damage, and
constant inflammatory immune responses that have to be treated with steroids
—causing a vicious circle. Electrical stimulation is not the answer either.
People dance around the truth refusing to embrace it. Money is generally the
motivating factor. Because of greed, people would rather create
moneymaking “treatment” systems (like illness-care institutions, drugs,
surgeries) than learn the underlying truth about disease.
THE SAME ANSWER—ALKALIZE

Strengthen every cell in your body through diet and herbs. Remember
Alkalize, Alkalize, Alkalize! It is the only way. I also recommend a high
quality, herbal, brain and nerve formula to further strengthen the spinal
column, nerve centers and brain tissue. Also it is essential to enhance the
adrenal glands. This is where a great many of the body’s neurotransmitters
and steroids are created.
Another consideration in neurological disorders and injuries is thethyroid/parathyroid. The parathyroid hormone is necessary for proper
calcium utilization. You can find out how well your system is working by
taking the Basal Temperature Test (see
Appendix


that which  has been  accomplished  for you;  so you  may  feel
more  fully  Its Reality;  until  you  see SUFFICIENT  OUT-
WARD  MANIFESTATION  in your  Life  and  world,  for
you to know  definitely  the Truth  of which  I speak  to you
this moment.
YOU  MUST  BE  FIRM!  YOU  MUST  BE  DETER-
MINED  FOR  YOUR  FREEDOM!  You  must  be deter-
mined  in saying  to all appearances:  "You  have  no power"!
It is True,  if you  will  say it to appearances  which  are dis-
turbing  and  mean  it and  feel  it! Instantly  all your  world
will stand  Free  from  human  appearance!  Then  in the Great 68 THE  "I AM"  DISCOURSES
Confidence  of your  Power,  to hold  in abeyance,  things
which  have  been  previously  disturbing,  you  will  find  your
Infinite  Power  to call your  Presence  forth;  and  It will  flow
into your  world  just  like  a River  of Light.  It will  perform
Its Activity  in Its own  Harmony,  Perfection  and  Purifying
Power.  It will  allow  the Intelligence  of the Presence  to take
command  of your  world  and  make  it one of Health,  Beauty,
Harmony,  Perfection  and  Success.
Why  does  mankind  so long  for success ? It is a Mighty
Inner  Impulse  which  urges  the  people  on,  and  on,  into
Greater  and  Greater  Perfection,  if they  but  truly  under-
stood  it. The  Impulse  within  Life  Itself,  is expanding  and
producing  Greater  and  Greater  Perfection.  Your  Life,
which  is flowing  in and  thru  you  every  moment,  wants  to
expand  Itself;  and  wants  to produce  more,  more,  and  more
of Its Perfection  and  Beauty.  Will  you  not allow  It to do so?
The Key  is yours!  It is in your  hands!  Your  Presence  is the
Power  and  the Intelligence!  Allow  It to take  charge,  com-
mand  and  direct  your  world;  and  have  Its Love,  Its Har-
mony,  Beauty  and  Perfection!
Our Infinite  Love  abides  and  enfolds  each  one  in Its
Mighty  Perfecting  Presence!  Oh,  that  all the people  could
quickly  accept  It; could  feel  Its Full  Glory  enveloping
them.  Remember  Those  Children,  for whom  it was  My
Joy to render  a Service—Bob  and  Rex,  Nada  and  Pearl,  are
already  using  Those  Wondrous  Powers  of Light  to bless
mankind.
I rejoice  with  you  in the Love  which  you  pour  out to these DISCOURSE  VIII  69
Blessed  Messengers.  Only  in time  to come,  will  you  realize
how  blessed  they  are;  and  to think,  Oh Beloved  Ones,  there
have  been  those  among  the children  of Earth,  who  were
strong  enough  to stand  against  the impact  of human  de-
structive  creation;  and  carry  forth  a Light  in the World,
then  some  of mankind  hate  them.  It is only  the ignorance
of mankind  which  hates  them,  thru  the lack  of Understand-
ing. One  day,  even  those  who  have  hated  so greatly,  will
love as greatly  as they  have  hated.
Do you  know,  It is a Great  Truth;  that  one  must  have
loved  very  greatly,  to have  hated  so intensely ? It is only  a
force  acting  thru  human  creation.  It is not a Reality;  but
the Love  of your  Presence  which  is Life,  and  is Self-Lum-
inous  Intelligent  Substance,  is Real.
Compare  for a moment  the creation  of mankind  which
in your  expression  is known  as hate  and  its opposite,  which
is the Heart  of God,  your  "Beloved  Mighty  I AM  Presence,"
or Divine  Love.  Let us compare  the two.  This  of human  cre-
ation  has no power,  while  that  of Divine  Love  is the Power
of the Universe  at your  service.  Do you  not see in any  kind-
ness of feeling,  any  good  will  to all,  in calling  CON-
SCIOUSLY  the Love  of your  Presence  to bless  all, you  are
then  acting  on the side  of Infinite  Power;  but to become  ir-
ritated,  means  you  are acting  on the side  of human  creation,
which  has no power.
As you  understand  that,  you  will  see the futility  of allow-
ing human  feeling  to longer  govern  your  world;  for when
human  creation  is pushed  aside,  and  told  it has no power 70 THE  "I AM"  DISCOURSES
to longer  act in your  world  or affect  you,  then  the Infinite
Power  says:  "Thank  you!  Now  I am ready  to act at your
Invitation  with  Infiite  Power."
So tonight,  We  have  said  to your  human  creation:
"Henceforth  be gone!  You  have  no power!  Oh  Light  of
God,  come  forth  in Your  Infinite  Love  and  take  command
of the mind  and  body  of each  one,  his or her world  and
home!  Hold  Your  Dominion  and  produce  Your  Active
Presence  there,  with  Full  Infinite  Power."  Please  accept  It
and let It do Its Perfect  Work.
Oh, that  you  might  feel,  when  I speak  These  Words,  they
are Law  to you  in your  world;  to the degree  that  you  can
accept  It! I am speaking  These  Words  tonight  and  calling
the Cosmic  Law  to act in your  world  and  the world  of every
"I AM"  Student  in America  and  thruout  the World—even
thru  the mental  and  feeling  world  of those  who  are not
here.  To you,  I am speaking  directly  and  the Three-fold
Activity  which  is the Three-fold  Flame  of Life,  responds  to
you.
In the Infinite  power  of Light,  I clothe  you!  In the Infi-
nite Power  of Divine  Love,  I direct  you!  In the  Infinite
Power  of My Strength,  I sustain  you!  In the Infinite  Power
of My Courage,  I charge  you  and  your  feeling  world,  with
Such  Serenity,  Courage  and  Infinite  Patience,  that  things
which  one  disturbed  you,  now  you  may  laugh  at and  say:
"Be gone"!  With  My  Joy,  I charge  your  world  to act there
with  Infinite  Power,  to give  you  such  Self-control,  Mastery
and Joy,  the Release  comes  for you  of your  Freedom! DISCOURSE  VIII  71
Will  you  enter  into  My Infinite  Love  and  let Me clothe
you with  Infinite  Love  and  Light;  so you  may  be held
in My Fond  Embrace  of Light;  and  be a Part  of My Love,  to
hold  Its Infinite  Action  within  and  about  you,  unto  your
Freedom,  your  Victory  and  Ascension ?
Beloved  Ones,  remember  your  Ascension  is within  your
reach!  It does  not matter  what  your  station  seems  to be at
this moment.  It has nothing  to do with  your  Presence!  It
has not a thing  to do with  what  your  Presence  might  do
for you  at any  moment;  thru  Sufficient  Out-pouring  of
Love  and  Harmony  to It. Try  to feel  that


active in my practice—but I do treat their parents. If aparent has ADHD, there is a 50 percent chance that the childwill also be hyperactive. If the child is adopted, then he or shehas an even greater likelihood of having ADHD. This isbecause the majority of women who give up their children foradoption seem to be young mothers who have gotten intodrugs and alcohol and gotten pregnant, and, in my opinion,most young people who get involved with drugs and alcoholhave ADHD.
ADHD IN ADULTS
There are many adults with undiagnosed ADD or ADHD.
People who experience sleepiness between 3 and 4 in the after-noon or while driving—this is ADD. I use the word “ADD”interchangeably with “hypoglycemia,” because when the level134 THE MIRACLE OF BIO-IDENTICAL HORMONES  of sugar in the brain is low, the person can’t focus. People who
become workaholics may actually have ADHD and are livingon high levels of adrenaline caused by recurrent hypoglycemia.
/Sswashimply put, I view ADD and ADHD as a matter of
too little progesterone, too much insulin, and,
in the case of ADHD, too much adrenaline.
If you ask a specialist in ADD/ADHD what is causing the
problem, they generally say they don’t know. I am not aware ofany other doctor beside myself who approaches these condi-tions from a hormonal standpoint. Simply put, I view ADDand ADHD as a matter of too little progesterone, too muchinsulin, and, in the case of ADHD, too much adrenaline. Myphilosophy is so far removed from the standard of medicalpractice, which calls for the use of dangerous stimulants totreat the problem, that it can create concerns for traditionalpractitioners. Yet, as they say, the proof is in the pudding.When I treat the symptoms of ADD and ADHD with proges-terone and a diet that encourages the lowering of insulin, thereare positive results.
The immediate response of one patient, a 53-year-old
male, after starting on progesterone was that it made himextremely tired. As soon as he said that, I realized he was anadult with ADHD. He was a trim male, working a 12-to-14-hour day. Placing him on progesterone prevented his insulinlevels from rising. It took away his hypoglycemia, so hisadrenaline levels went down. I adjusted his diet, providingmore carbohydrates to normalize the sugar, and also gave himthyroid. As a result, his fatigue disappeared.
I think part of the reason why ADD/ADHD is under-
diagnosed is that doctors approach it as a “learning problem.”My feeling is that this is not true. People with ADHD have no135 ADD AND ADH D—THE SILENT EPIDEMIC  trouble focusing on things that interest them; however, they
will not focus on anything that they have no interest in. Inother words, ADHD is not a learning disorder; it is, morecorrectly, an interest disorder.
Interestingly, most of the patients I see in my practice are
adults with unrecognized ADHD.
CHARACTERISTICS OF ADHD
The typical adult with ADHD has a history of increased
physical activity as a teenager, being slim during his or heryouth, never opening a book in high school or college untilthe night before an exam, and possibly becoming a type-Apersonality or workaholic. They usually have a history ofbeing easily irritated and quick to anger, and they might havehigh expectations of other people. As they approach theirmiddle years they start putting on weight around the waist.They have symptoms of hypoglycemia: sleepiness in the lateafternoon or while driving or after eating. They commonlydisplay restlessness—tapping their hands or feet during theday, and manifesting restless leg syndrome or tossing andturning at night. All of these symptoms and behaviors canbe linked with the high adrenaline levels and high-insulin,low-blood-sugar syndrome of ADHD.
There is often a strong family history of associated
hormonal problems—a mother with breast cancer, a sister withendometriosis, a brother with bi-polar disorder, children ornephews and nieces who are hyperactive (ADHD). Othercommonly associated conditions are type II diabetes andalso fibromyalgia.
Please keep in mind that adrenaline is not only a hormone
but also acts as a neurotransmitter in the brain. Adults with136 THE MIRACLE OF BIO-IDENTICAL HORMONES  ADHD are often extremely intelligent as well as extremely
successful. I suspect that most of the CEOs of the largestcompanies in the world are diagnosable as having ADHD.They use their adrenaline to become workaholics—they put in14-hour days and rise to the top of their businesses. Likewise,I suspect that many Hollywood stars have ADHD—classicexamples might include T om Cruise, Mel Gibson, and thecomic actor Michael Richards, who played Kramer on
Seinfield. Again, most professional athletes probably have
ADHD—they use their adrenaline to excel in sports.
On the other end of the spectrum, I would not be
surprised if most drug addicts and alcoholics would turn outto have ADHD. They turn to drugs and alcohol to deal withthe anger caused by an excess of adrenaline. Similarly, a highnumber of people in prison might be diagnosable as havingADHD, also people with road rage and people who abusespouses. Certainly, anger management classes would be largelyattended by ADHD sufferers.
People are sometimes characterized as left- or right-brain
dominant. People who are right-brain dominant tend to becreative. I suspect that if you take right-brain dominance andadd adrenaline, you wind up with a creative genius. AlbertEinstein, for instance, is well-known as having a classic case ofADHD (he failed a number of subjects in school). It may havebeen high levels of adrenaline that made the brains of Einsteinand other creative geniuses such as Da Vinci and Beethovenfunction so brilliantly. I also wonder whether people withautism or with T ourette’s syndrome could also have anoverload of adrenaline in the brain. In autism, the excessadrenaline might be manifesting as sensory overload, and sothe person shrinks back from the world to decrease the amountof stimulus.137 ADD AND ADH D—THE SILENT EPIDEMIC  It should also not be surprising that many conditions
associated with adult ADHD are considered incurable by themedical community, since, in my view, the cause is hormonesout of balance—an unfamiliar concept for many physicians.These conditions include: restless leg syndrome, fibromyalgia,type II diabetes, endometriosis, menstrual migraines, andasthma, to mention a few. Yet utilizing natural bio-identicalhormones, altering the patient’s eating habits, and helpingthem gain insight into their condition often lead to a “mirac-ulous” resolution of these very problems.
A WIDESPREAD PHENOMENON
My point is that the medical system has failed to appreciate the
influence of hormones on our behavior and how they affect usclinically. I suspect there are well over 200 million adultsnationwide with unrecognized ADHD. Obviously, this israther a bold statement. But consider the people you interactwith on a daily basis—those who are quick to anger, thepeople with nervous energy, those who are restless at night,who tap their hands or legs, who have cold hands when youshake hands with them (due to vasoconstriction of bloodvessels caused by high adrenaline levels), who drink too muchor use drugs. Look at the millions of women with estrogen-dominant conditions—menstrual cramps, migraines, fibroids,endometriosis—all related to low progesterone levels. Howmany of these women are hypoglycemic from increased insulinand put out adrenaline to bring their sugar levels up so thebrain can function?
Since hormone patterns are genetically inherited, people
with ADHD will have at least one parent with ADHD—possibly a workaholic mother or father, who may have had a138 THE MIRACLE OF BIO-IDENTICAL HORMONES  tendency toward anger and perhaps drank too much. If they
have children, each child has a 50 percent chance of havingADHD. If their spouse also has ADHD (a fairly commonoccurrence, by the way) then their children are 100 percentlikely to have ADHD. And then there are the grandchildren.139 ADD AND ADH D—THE SILENT EPIDEMIC  HORMONAL IMBALANCES
IN CHILDREN
chapter SIXTEEN
I want to begin this chapter by noting that the relationship
between childhood illness and hormonal influence has to dateessentially been ignored. What I have to say here is based onlogic and my own clinical observations; there are no studies tofall back on.
Before we start, I want to remind the reader of a few well-
established medical facts:
• Hormones control every system of the body.
• Males and females have the same hormones but
their levels differ.
• Hormones are inherited from either parent.• At different stages in life, hormone levels vary.
It is also worth mentioning that, as in adults, an imbalance
of one hormone in children often leads to an imbalance ofother hormones as the body tries to adjust to the deficiency.
Girls who have started their periods may experience irregular
menses, severe cramps, migraines, or other symptoms. Inaddition, most people are aware that we have a nationwideproblem with over-weight and obese children. We are also
141beginning to see a significant increase in attention deficit
disorder (ADD) among children. This chapter discusses


 openly refer to, particularly painful ones. The
meanings that get overlooked in everyday speech can be brought to the
surface through the technique of association, which is the basis of this
practice.
PART ONE
Sit down with a pencil and paper and record your answers to this question.
What’ s the first name that comes to mind when you think of each of the
following words?
Saintly
Passionate
Kind
Adventurous
Beautiful
Courageous
Tender
LoyalHandsome
Selfless
Strong
Funny
Genius
Innocent
Admirable
Talented
Generous
Adorable
Naturally no two people produce anything like the same list of answers,
but there are definite profiles of how lists are formed. Out of eighteen
possible choices
If mor e than eight of your r esponses wer e fictional, you have a strong
fantasy component to your definition of love. This also holds true if
movie and TV stars figure prominently on your list. Y ou probably see
a “perfect” lover as unattainable but intensely desirable. Y ou look for
external beauty before intrinsic qualities. Y ou probably do not see
yourself as beautiful, fascinating, or very worthy of the attention of
people you admire.
If mor e than eight of your r esponses wer e people you’ve never met,
you have a strong streak of idealism in your definition of love. Y ou
may be dependent on hero worship to give you strength; you
unconsciously see a lover as a rescuer, provider, tower of strength,
father figure, or authority.
If mor e than five of your r esponses ar e your father or mother, you have
not formed a strong sense of love on your own but look to childhood
models.
If mor e than five of your r esponses ar e “me,” you are not honestly
answering the quiz, indicating fear or insecurity about being loved.
If mor e than five of your r esponses ar e the same name, you are
probably in love with that person.
If your spouse doesn’ t appear in your answers at least thr ee times, you
haven’ t fully confronted your doubts about your relationship. Opening
new lines of communication is in order.
PART TWOAssociation is a remarkably telling thing. In a classic experiment from the
1920s, a Russian filmmaker named Lev Kuleshov projected some simple
images—a bowl  of soup, a coffin, and a baby playing with a teddy bear—
and after each image the blank face of a man looking at the camera. When
this sequence was shown, audiences “read” all kinds of meaning into the
man’ s expression. When it appeared after the bowl of soup, they thought he
was hungry; after the coffin, he was afraid of dying; and after the baby, he
felt love. These interpretations show just how powerful association can be.
The way your mind ties things together by association is often just as
misleading. The fact is that we rarely see people for who they are; we see
them by association with people from our past. For exampl e, we carry
around in our heads the physical images of our parents and match them to
everyone we meet. Too close a resemblance provokes associations, good
and bad, that have nothing to do with these new people and everything to do
with our own mental processes.
I mentioned earlier that false love operates by projection, displacing your
own feelings upon another. In the Kuleshov experiment, if a viewer of the
film said that the man with the blank face hated the baby, proje ction was at
work. But there is also a different kind of projection, based on your own
desires. You might see someone as trustworthy, for example, because you
need him to be that way (a reflection of having been betrayed in the
formative past), and no matter how many times that person proves that he
cannot be trusted, you will continue to project your need upon him.
Jealousy involve s extremes of projection and is difficult to dispel, since an
innocent look or an innocent word can so easily be misinterpreted.
If you resort to projection a lot, you will tend to exhibit the following
behavior:
You finish people’ s sentences for them.
You act defensive before being accused.
You use verbal formulas such as “He’ s the kind of person who” and “I just know she’ s going to.”
You ask someone’ s opinion and then get angry if it disagrees with yours.
You have a hard time reading other people’ s faces.
You frequently feel misunderstood.
You see threat in the faces of authority figures like policemen, or feel that your boss secretly
dislikes you, even though she has never said so.
You believe that when your spouse looks at another man (ot woman), sexual interest is being
shown.
You harbor extreme likes or dislikes for people you barely know.Getting rid of projection is critical if you want to be able to tell true love
from false, as either the giver or the receiver.
Projection always hides a feeling you don’ t want to look at.
If you examine any negative trait you insist is present in anothe r person,
you will find the same trait hidin g in yourself. The more you deny this trait,
the more strongly you will have  to project it. Thus if you habitu ally defend
yourself before being accused, you feel guilty. That guilt needs  to be faced
in order to stop the projection. If you feel that the man or woman you love
is consta ntly looking at others with sexual interest, you are the one who
cannot be trusted. If you think your boss secretly hates you, look at the
possibility that you have hidden rage against authority. The following
exercise is a good step toward honest self-evaluation.
Make a list of three people whom you intensely dislike, disapprove of, or
have had strong  conflicts with. Put down four qualities for each that you
find most of fensive. A typical list might look like this:
Father -in-law:  arrogant, greedy, small-minded, bullheaded
Boss : unfair, temperamental, unappreciative of my work, inef ficient
Hitler:  sadistically cruel, hateful, prejudiced, fanatical
Now look at the list, and for each trait say, “I acted like that when I...”
Finish the sentence with an example of your own behavior. When were you
arrogant? When  were you greedy? The point is not to wallow in self-
criticism but to bring home feelings that need reclaiming instead of
displacing them onto others.
If you have been honest with your list, you will find it very difficult to
finish some sentences. Hitler ’s sadism, for example, may seem far removed
from your behav ior, or your boss’s unfairness in not promoting you may be
too fresh a wound. But by persevering you will discover that what you hate
most in others you most strongly deny in yourself. This is a spiritual truth
that we try to evade by projecting, blaming, and making excuses for
ourselves. When you are able to see yourself in what you hate, you come
closer to realizing that you contain everything, as befits a child of spirit.OceanofPDF.comIN OUR LIVES
Cinderella for Sale
THE FIRST DAY that Dana came  to work for Stephen, a spark passed between
them. Fifteen years older than she and a highly successful plastic surgeon,
Stephen didn’ t stand on ceremon y. He told Dana that she didn’ t have to call
him “Doctor” unless a patient was present, and when he asked about her
background, he showed flattering interest. Dana had returned to
technicians’ school in her midtwenties. This was her first job since
graduation, and the fact that Stephen offered her a generous pay package
increased her eagerness to work for him.
Within a month he asked her for a date. Dana was nervous, afraid that the
other women in the office would  be antagonized, but Stephen put on a full-
court press. After dinner at a fine French restaurant, he sent flowers the next
morning. More dates followed, and although Dana found it difficult to
warm up to an older man as a romantic partner, she had to agree with him
that age is only in your head. Being around her seemed to make Stephen
young again, as he was fond of telling Dana. But regardless of the good it
did him, Stephen made sure that his wooing put Dana in the spotlight.
He sent flowers to her apartm ent nearly every day, and bought her
expensive jewel ry, which at first Dana was embarrassed to accept; she gave
in only because her refusal caused Stephen such obvious pain. In time they
made the transition to sexual partners. Stephen was an attentive lover,
although Dana got the impressio n he would be sensitive to any criticism or
even suggestion  about his performance. She therefore was more passive and
compliant than she would have been with another man—it seemed a small
sacrifice to make.
Stephen had grown children by his first marriage, which had taken place
in medical school. Neither of them seemed eager to meet Dana, who was
little more than ten years older than Stephen’ s son, a freshman in college.Stephen’ s divor ce had been granted three years before, but Stephen had
little to say about his first wife, even when asked for detai ls. Nothing
seemed to exist for him outside Dana, and she couldn’ t help but be
immensely flattered.
They had met in June, and by early autumn a wedding date was set


 “After twenty- five
years,” he said to me, “I will get a pension and re-tire.”
I said to this young man, “Why don’t you own your own store? Get
out of this place. Raise your sights! Have a dream for your children.
Maybe your son wants to be a doctor; perhaps your daughter desires to
be a great musician.”
His answer was that he had no money! He began to awaken to t he
fact that whatever he could conceive as true, he could give conception.
 121  The first step toward his goal was his awakening to the pow ers of
his subconscious mind, which I briefly elaborated on for his be nefit.
His second step was his realization that if he could succeed i n
conveying an idea to his subconscious mind, the latter would
somehow bring it to pass.
He began to imagine that he was in his own store. He mentally
arranged the bottles, dispensed prescriptions, and imagined sev eral
clerks in the store waiting on customers. He also visual ized a big bank
balance. Mentally he worked in that imaginary store. Like a good
actor he lived the role. Act as though I am, and I will be. This
pharmacist put himself whole-heartedly into the act, living, mov ing,
and acting on the assump-tion that he owned the store.
The sequel was interesting. He was discharged from his position. He
found new employment with a large chain store, became manager, and
later on, district manager. He saved enough money in four years to
provide a down payment on a drugstore of his own. He called it his
“Dream Pharmacy.”
“It was,” he said, “exactly the store I saw in my imagina-ti on.” He
became a recognized success in his chosen field, and was happy doing
what he loved to do.
• Using the subconscious mind in business
Some years ago I gave a lecture to a group of businessmen on the
powers of imagination and the subconscious mind. In this lecture I
pointed out how Goethe used his imagination wisely when confronted
with difficulties and predicaments.
His biographers point out that he was accustomed to fill ma ny hours
quietly holding imaginary conversations. It is well known that hi s
custom was to imagine one of his friends before him in a chair
answering him in the right way. In other words, if he were concerne d
over any problems, he imagined his friend giving him the right  or
appropriate answer, accompanied with the usual gestures and tonal
qualities of the voice, and he made the entire imaginary scene as real
and as vivid as possible.
 122  One of the men present at this lecture was a young stock-broker. He
proceeded to adopt the technique of Goethe. He began to have menta l,
imaginary conversations with a multi-millionaire banker fri end of his
who used to congratulate him on his wise and sound judgment, and
compliment him on his purchase of the right stocks. He used to
dramatize this imaginary conversation until he had psychologica lly
fixed it as a form of belief in his mind.
This broker’s inner talking and controlled imagination certain ly
agreed with his aim, which was to make sound invest-ments for hi s
clients. His main purpose in life was to make money for his  clients
and to see them prosper financially by his wise counsel. He i s still
using his subconscious mind in his busi-ness, and he is a brill iant
success in his field of endeavor.
• Boy of sixteen years turns failure into success
A young boy who was attending high school said to me, “I am
getting very poor grades. My memory is failing. I do not know what i s
the matter.” I discovered that the only thing wrong with this boy was
his attitude, which was one of indifference (sự lãnh đạm, thờ ơ)  and
resentment (sự oán giận)  toward some of his teachers and fellow
students. I taught him how to use his subconscious mind, and how to
succeed in his studies.
He began to affirm certain truths several times a day particularly at
night prior to sleep, and also in the morning after awakening. The se
are the best times to impregnate (làm thấm nhuần)  the subconscious
mind.
He affirmed as follows: “I realize that my subconscious mi nd is a
storehouse of memory. It retains (giữ lại)  everything I read and hear
from my teachers. I have a perfect memory, and the infinite (vô tận, vô
hạn) intelligence in my subconscious mind constantly reveals to me
everything I need to know at all my examinations, whether writt en or
oral. I radiate love and good will to all my teachers and fellow
students. I sincerely wish for them success and all good things.”
 123  This young man is now enjoying a greater freedom than he has eve r
known. He is now receiving all “A’s.” He constantly imagines t he
teachers and his mother congratulating him on his success in his
studies.
• How to become successful in buying and selling
In buying and selling, remember that your conscious mind is the
starter and your subconscious mind is the motor. You must start the
motor to enable it to perform its work. Your conscious mind is th e
dynamo that awakens the power of your subconscious mind.
The first step in conveying your clarified desire, idea, or ima ge to
the deeper mind is to relax, immobilize the attention, get sti ll, and be
quiet. This quiet, relaxed, and peaceful attitude of mind pre vents
extraneous matter and false ideas from inter-fering with your mental
absorption of your ideal.
Furthermore, in the quiet, passive, and receptive attitude of mi nd,
effort is reduced to a minimum.
The second step is to begin to imagine the reality of that w hich you
desire. For example, you may wish to buy a home, and in your relaxed
state of mind affirm as follows: “The infinite intelligenc e of my
subconscious mind is all-wise. It reveals to me now the ideal  home,
which is central, ideal, is in a lovely environ-ment, meets with all my
requirements, and is commensurate with my income. I am now turning
this request over to my sub-conscious mind, and I know it responds
according to the nature of my request. I release this reques t with
absolute faith and confidence in the same way that a farmer deposits a
seed in the ground, trusting implicitly in the laws of growth.”
The answer to your prayer may come through an advertise-ment in
the paper, through a friend, or you may be guided directly to a
particular home, which is exactly what you are seeking. There are
many ways by which your prayer may be answered. The princip al
knowledge, in which you may place your confidence, is that the
answer always comes, provided you trust the working of your deeper
mind.
 124  You may wish to sell a home, land, or any kind of prop-erty. In
private consultation with real estate brokers I have told t hem of the
way I sold my own home on Orlando Avenue in Los Angeles. Many
of them have applied the technique I used with remarkable and sp eedy
results. I placed a sign which read, “For sale by owner” in t he garden
in front of my home. The day after I said to myself as I was going to
sleep, “Supposing you sold your house, what would you do?”
I answered my own question and I said, “I would take that sign
down and throw it into the garage.” In my imagination I took hold of
the sign, pulled it up from the ground, placed it on my shoulder, went
to the garage, threw it on the floor, and said jokingly to the sig n, “I
don’t need you any more!” I felt the inner satisfaction of it a ll,
realizing it was finished.
The next day a man gave me a deposit of $1,000 and said to me,
“Take your sign down. We will go into escrow now.”
Immediately I pulled the sign up and took it to the garage. T he outer
action conformed to the inner. There is nothing new about this. As
within, so without, meaning according to the image impressed on your
subconscious mind, so it is on the objective screen of your life. The
outside mirrors the inside. External action follows internal action.
Here is another very popular method used in selling homes, la nd, or
any kind of property. Affirm slowly, quietly, and feelingly as f ollows:
“Infinite intelligence attracts to me the buyer for this home who wants
it and who prospers in it. This buyer is being sent to me by the
creative intelligence of my subconscious mind, which makes no
mistakes. This buyer may look at many other homes, but mine is t he
only one he wants and will buy, because he is guided by the infi nite
intelligence within him. I know the buyer is right, the time i s right,
and the price is right. Everything about it is right. The deepe r currents
of my subconscious mind are now in operation bringing both of us
together in divine order. I know that it is so.”
Remember


 good health. Among other things, they provide very valuable nutritional metabolites for the body to
use in rebuilding and maintaining health. Examples are portions of the vitamin B complex, enzymes and essential amino acids, the
increased and more efficient absorption of calcium, phosphorus and magnesium. They are responsible for the synthesis of certain
vitamins. They maintain an antibacillus coli environment. They contribute to good health in many ways we are not scientifical ly
aware of yet.

THE VALUE OF LACTIC ACID
Milk, when first secreted from the udder of a healthy cow or other lactating animal, is sterile, but it becomes invaded by ba cteria
almost immediately. Milk is a good medium for breeding bacteria of all kinds, good and bad. Any changes which occur in the milk
after it is secreted are the result of bacterial action converging nutrients into other substances. If bacteria could be prev ented from
contaminating the milk drawn from the udder, it would remain sweet indefinitely; but thi s is an impossibility. John Harvey
Kellogg performed an amazing experiment demonstrating this fact. He immersed a one -pound piece of raw meat, slightly tainted,
in buttermilk. The milk was changed at regular intervals. The meat remained perfectly free of d ecomposition for some 20 years!
This demonstrates the efficiency of an acid medium in inhibiting decay producing, putrefactive bacteria. Soured milk is also called
turned, fermented, curdled and clabbered milk. The Bulgarians and Turks called it yogurt; th e Russian calls it Kefir. Among the
essential goods of some Nomadic people is a lump of casein milk curds, wrapped up to prevent its drying. This lump of casein is
put into the milk bag containing the freshly drawn milk and allowed to remain there until th e milk sours. Then the curd ball,
rejuvenated in the process, is returned to its wrapping. Using this process, the Nomad knows his soured milk will not rot nor
putrefy. In this condition, the milk retains its food value until it is used up.

In more recen t years, since the studies of Metchnikoff, fermented milk has been in great demand and widely used. It has been
prescribed for better health in general and for a wide range of ailments, particularly those arising from intestinal and meta bolic
disturbances.  Metchnikoff is really the father of modern -time fermented milk. He made it popular and as the head of the Pasteur
Institute in Paris stimulated a great deal of scientific study about the remedial value of fermented milk. He was an indefati gable
worker on the subject of longevity. His experiments for attainment of better health and longer life attracted world -wide attention.
He maintained that stasis and putrefaction of the bowel shortens life and causes diseases, early senility and premature death  for
whic h he recommended fermented milk as the best neutralizer and antidote. He deduced this from the fact that the Bulgarians,
Turks, Arabs, Jews and others who are addicted to the use of fermented milk as the English are to the afternoon tea, produce more
cente narians than any other nationality, Bulgarians showing 1,500 centenarians out of every million of population. In America,
only nine out of every million reach that age. No doubt the fact that these people use a great deal of fermented milk, and be cause it
contains the very valuable lactic acid and the changed proteins, can be considered as a factor in their longevity. But, lest we forget,
how about their simple fare, simple mode of living, the outdoor life they lead! Are these not just as important, perhaps  more so, as
factors in longevity than just fermented milk?

Metchnikoff inferred that their longevity was due solely to the fermented milk. He obtained a microbe which he called Bacillu s
Bulgaricus from the casein ball the Bulgarians used to induce souri ng in freshly drawn milk of their herd, and found it would
indeed induce souring of milk, and very rapidly. He tried to implant this Bulgarian bacillus in the intestinal tract of man, and
thereby induce lactic acid formation, thus eventually to crowd out t he malignant microbe that may be causing putrefaction, but the
experiment was not successful. The Bulgarian bacillus is a milk parasite. Many bacteria produce lactic acid, but relatively f ew
grow well in the alimentary canal. Time, observation and experime ntation have proven that the bacillus bulgaricus is not viable,
which means that when ingested, it does not thrive in the gastro -intestinal tract, but it is digested and destroyed in the stomach and
small intestine and does not reach the large intestine. I t does not get into the colon where it is most needed. The bacillus
bulgaricus, after being ingested, does not appear in the feces when examined. Lactobacillus Bulgaricus preparations have been
omitted because they contain an organism foreign to the intest inal tract of man and incapable of being implanted in the human
intestine. The lactobacillus acidophilus preparations have been retained because this organism is capable of implantation, gr owth
and lactic acid -production in the intestine of man. The presen ce of any bacillus acidi lactici in the feces is the only real proof of
their value as definite remedial agents in colonic disturbances, especially in constipation. Out of the more than one hundred  species
of bacillus acidi lactici, including the bacillus yogurt, streptococcus lacticus, thermophilus, lactobacillus adondolyticus, Boas
Oppler bacillus, lactobacillus lopersici, etc., none thrive or can be implanted in the large intestine, other than the lactob acillus
acidophilus.

Rahe made a critical investig ation,of the implantation of L. bulgaricus. His work tends to show that although L. bulgaricus milk is
ingested, it disappears very soon after ingestion has stopped. This investigator also points out a very significant fact - that the
difference between L. bulgaricus and certain acid -forming bacteria, which are known to occur normally in the intestines, is so
slight that they can be distinguished only with difficulty. He suggests that the belief on the part of some investigators tha t L.
bulgaricus becomes established in the intestines was caused by their inability to distinguish between these two types. The only
bacillus acidi lactici that can thrive and can be implanted into the adult large intestine is the lactobacillus acidophilus.
Lactobacillus acidophi lus belongs to the aciduric lactobacillus group which is widely distributed in nature. This group of bacteria
contains many varieties of related organisms. Lactobacillus acidophilus and lactobacillus bifidus are found in the gastro -intestinal
tract of man and animals. Lactobacillus bulgaricus usually occurs in the intestinal contents of cattle. It is frequently present in dairy
products, contaminated with fecal material from cows. The lactobacillus bifidus predominates in the infant colon. It keeps th e chil d
from developing many infant diseases, and makes him also immune to many diseases, as long as he is fed on breast milk, for th en
the colon is normally acid in reaction. But as the child grows older and the change of diet takes place, proteins are increas ed at the
expense of carbohydrates and sugar - milk sugar. As a result, unfriendly bacteria begin to enter the colon, such as the bacillus coli,
the B. Welchii, B. putreficus, streptococci fecalis, etc. Putrefaction and fermentation now are in order. Thus t oxic material - indol,
skatol, phenol, ammonia, phenylsulphate, ptomaine, pyrrhol, cadaverin, isoamylamine, ethylamine, idroxyl -phynel, and other
poisons - swarm in the large intestine.

Within the past 50 years methods have been developed for changing the  nature of the germs that live in the intestines.
Metchnikoff’s original idea that the bacillus bulgaricus was the normal inhabitant and that its presence was synonymous with long
life has been changed to emphasis on another germ called the B. acidophilus.  As already hinted, with the exception of the
lactobacillus acidophilus, all other species of bacillus acidi lactici are not viable; that is, when imbibed, when taken by m outh, they
are digested and destroyed in the stomach and small intestine, and, theref ore, do not reach the colon or, if they do, their number is
negligible. L. Acidophilus is a normal inhabitant of the intestinal tract and under the influence of the ingestion of lactose  or dextrin
can be made to predominate the intestinal flora. The ingest ion of L. Acidophilus milk with or without added lactose brings about
the transformation of the intestinal flora more quickly and is generally conceded to be the most logical and practical method  of
bringing about the preponderace of L. Acidophilus type of  bacteria in the intestines. By administering L. Acidophilus milk
implantation the proliferation of the organisms in the intestinal tract are more rapidly accomplished for then there is dire


) had detected an ear infection and prescribed some medicine that I could not buy. I went to the conference and started doing urine therapy treatment. I took it and put it in my ear. Thanks to God, I healed and no longer have to buy those expensive medicines."  Testimonials of Patients Cured by Urine Therapy http://paraisodelasalud.org/testimonios.htm  EAR INFECTION   Ms. J.P., The Netherlands "I have been using urine therapy for almost a year and have achieved the following successes: I successfully treated an earache by putting a wad of cotton soaked in urine in my ear. I was able to rid myself of infections by soaking a plaster in old urine and placing this on the infected area. I got rid of neck warts by wiping them off with old urine. The pain from stinging nettle disappeared with the application of fresh urine. Yellow skin and calluses improved. I made it through the entire winter without a stuffed nose or the common cold. If I feel a cold coming on, I sniff urine, the mucus breaks up and after fifteen minutes I'm back to normal. Dry skin is a part of the past. Fasting on urine is easier and more effective. Hair becomes soft. Fever or flu lasts only twenty-four hours. To fight constipation, I drink one-day-old urine. Furthermore: I rinse off with urine after showering. Once every few months I use henna with old urine for my hair. I give myself enemas with fresh or old urine. Old urine on a wad of cotton helps to cleanse the face. I also take foot baths in old urine (I save the urine in an earthenware pot with a lid). Urine therapy has helped me get rid of a virus (CMV). Once a week, I am massaged with urine. Afterwards, I sleep soundly."   The Golden Fountain by Coen van der Kroon   EAR PAIN 78  “D. Hamraj ( Gangasadan, Mareva Road, Malad, Bombay 64 ) cured his ear from pain in eight days with Urine Therapy.”  Urine Therapy by Dr. John O'Quinn  EAR PROBLEMS  “Khetsi M. Savla ( Indubaug, No. 2, Sun Mill Road, Bombay 13 ) informs that he cured his friend's suffering from ear trouble, toothache, and even piles, using Urine Therapy.”  Urine Therapy by Dr. John O'Quinn  EAR PROBLEMS  “Bhogilal N. Chokis (Ganesh Baug, F-45, Bombay 19) writes that his friend C. C. Desai, a principal of a collage, had ear trouble for the last 20 years Pus was oozing, and he was very slow of hearing. He began to put urine-drops in the ears and was completely cured. By urine massages, he got rid of his skin disease. He cured his neighbors who were suffering from asthma, near-sightedness, and eczema.”  Urine Therapy by Dr. John O'Quinn  EAR PROBLEMS  “One sunday morning my eleven-year-old daughter had a severe earache, possibly brought on by a lot of swimming in a friend’s pool the previous week. I had no Panadol and no drops! So, I put three drops of her urine in her ears every hour, and after about three hours, the pain disappeared. RF.M”  Urine: The Holy Water by Harald W. Tietze  ECZEMA  “Shri Lajjaram Chaudhuri who was then 75 years old lived in Tikriwalan (Delhi). He had dedicated his life to the service of his country since the Jallianwala Bagh episode. He was a leader in the struggle for freedom. Nowadays he is engaged in rural uplift. About two years ago, he had suffered from eczema. He massaged himself with (stale) urine for 45 minutes and drank urine once. He was cured within a month. Had he taken a fast with urine he would have been well much earlier. He had also not observed dietatic restrictions.”  79 from Manav Mootra by R. M. Patel  ECZEMA  “Shri Ravi Jain of 25 years lives in Jammu. His right arm, back, neck and forehead had been affected with eczema. Itching and irritation was experienced all over the body. Pus and blood used to ooze out of sores as large as a rupee coin.  Vaidyas' and doctors' treatment had some effect but on discontinuing the treatment the disease would relapse. His family members also were troubled.  Shrimati Kala Jain advised him to try Shivambu (urine therapy). He drank it four-five times a day and massaged every day for an hour. The sores were covered with urine-soaked earth packs overnight and for two hours in the morning. His sores were cured in a fortnight and he was free from the disease within a month.”  from Manav Mootra by R. M. Patel  ECZEMA  “Chanchalben R. Patel used urine for her eczema for 25 days, three times a day. She did not drink it, but only by application she was completely cured, and it never recurred since then.”  Urine Therapy by Dr. John O'Quinn  ECZEMA  “Nandalal P. Solanki, age 35, is a tailor residing at Kumbharvada, Bombay 17. He was suffering from eczema for the last 20 years. He could get no relief from the treatment of various skin specialists and even from hospital treatment. He started Urine Therapy on May 28, 1967, and continued it for three months. He used to drink four to six ounces of urine daily and massage with warm and old urine for three months, the massage was twice a day. On the spot of the disease he used to put urine-soaked cotton. He fasted for eight days, and during this time, he had cold, loose motions, and thereby, toxins were removed. The disease was completely cured.”  Urine Therapy by Dr. John O'Quinn  ECZEMA  80 “S. Rasiklalbhai of Patan, is an agent of some tea company in Bombay. His wife suffered from eczema of the fingers of her hands. She was treated for a number of months by doctors, but there was no cure. She started Urine Therapy. Within a fortnight the fingers were cleaned up, and not a trace of disease was left.”  Urine Therapy by Dr. John O'Quinn  ECZEMA  “Trying is better than studying I thought, and I drank my 1/16 litre of urine mixed with 1/16 litre of volvic-water for one week. Suddenly my small eczema on my upper thigh disappeared. I had it for 40 years.”  Urine: The Holy Water by Harald W. Tietze  ECZEMA  Shri R.N. Patel, a resident of Narobi (Africa) has described his experience in the following words: "Few years back, I got a boil on my left leg. It was treated by my brother who is a doctor. The boil subsided but itching started all around that spot. This itching got converted into eczema. I did not care much about it and it was aggravated. One of my friend brought an ointment for me, which I kept on applying. As I did not wash my hands properly after application of the ointment, infection spread in other parts of the body too. Now the eczema was in full bloom. Whole of the body started itching badly and a waterly discharge come out of the infected parts. I had to use bandages on hands and foot at the time of working and on other parts of the body too while sleeping.  I tried domestic and allopathic remedies for long, took many injections. Besides I kept my lefts into the sea water at the Mombasa sea-coast two hours daily for two weeks. But all was in vain, I didn't get any relief. In the course, I wasted thousands of rupees too. When I came back from Mombasa I got a book 'Manava-Murta' from one of my friend. I started urine therapy after reading this but due to the habit of slackness I did not follow the instructions rigidly. Even so after many months of half hearted urine therapy my horrible disease vanished." After this success Mr. Patel became a devout proponent of urine therapy. One his inspiration many of his family members and friends successfully got rid of their ailments. To quote a few examples, his wife was cured of old diabetes and piles. His friend had inflammation of urinary canal which vanished totally from a short course of urine therapy. His doctor brother was suffering from diabetes, weakness of heart and sinus trouble. After much hesitation he conceded to experiment with urine therapy which cured him altogether.  81 Miracles of Urine Therapy by Morarji Desai   ECZEMA   Mr. J.K., The Netherlands "I started using urine therapy a month ago, first externally and later internally. The first few days I only drank one sip, and have now increased that to two cups a day. Up until now, I have benefited tremendously. The eczema on both of my legs and hips was cured within one week. A wart on my forehead and warts on my hands were gone after two weeks. To my amazement and relief, an internal lump on my scrotum has completely disappeared. It was not that difficult for me to start using urine therapy; I just had to get used to the idea."


 the long run, were “for my own good.” I
immediately came up with a good -sized list.
Then I took a look at things I have done for others that did me no good at all —that, in
fact, actually damaged me in some way —but that  I did anyway, because I loved that other
person, or that project. Again, I came up with a pretty healthy list.
Now the One Soul inspired me to ask myself:
Can you begin to understand how souls could be doing the same kind of thing?
Does it seem to you pos sible that soul -beings would do this as part of their
journey —to advance either their own evolution... or the evolution of another?
I had to admit that suddenly I had a better conceptual understanding of all of this. Then I
suddenly saw a “movie” in my head. I was caused to imagine an exchange between myself
and another soul. In my vision I was walking down a sidewalk in some city and I came
across a street person leaning up against a building, clothes a mess, hair oily from not
having been washed in wee ks, and smelling... well, interesting...  for lack of a better
description.
The street person held out a small paper cup as I passed by. “Would you have any spare
change?” she mumbled.
Oh, this same person is on this same spot six days out of seven, I said to myself. She’s got
a real racket going. Why bother even looking for work when you can pick up who knows
how many dollars a week just standing here asking for it?
I passed her by without giving her so much as a look... but then I turned b ack and
headed straight for her. “Tell me something,” I blurted. “Why don’t you just get a job like
everybody else rather than standing here asking people for money?”
“If I did,” the bag lady replied, “who would be here to let you see who you really are —?”
I was stunned by her answer.
Stunned into silence.
I invite you, now, to move into that silence yourself. Consider her reply. How does it feel
to you? What is your intuitive response? Please give this some thought as you prepare to
move into the final cha pter of this book; as you prepare to embrace The Final Change...
“Show yourself to me,”
said I to God again.
And this is what happened next:
I became pregnant with Light.
My eyes were sunrise and sunset, both.
Freckles announced themselves planets and s tars,
and beamed upon my cheeks.  Each of my lips became a kiss to the other,
my ears heard oceans of life.
Between my eyes there was an indigo wheel,
between my toes, blond fields.
My hands remembered climbing -trees,
my hair, each Lover’s fingers.
And then  I whispered,
“But why have you made me this way?”
And it was told to me:
“Because I have never had Your name before,
nor heard the way You sing it.
Nor stared into the Universe through eyes like These.
Nor laughed This way, nor felt the path that These te ars take.
Because I have not known These ecstasies
nor risen to These heights, nor experienced
every nuance of the Innocence
with which you create your lows,
nor how a Heart could grow so wide,
or break so easily
or Love
quite so unreasonably.”
—‘Unreasonably’  © 2008 Em Claire  24.
THE NINTH CHANGE
HERE IS WHAT  I now understand: Some souls co -create experiences that are clearly (on a
human level) hurtful and damaging to themselves. Nobody can know why they are doing
this.
Maybe they  have come to their present incarnation in order to experience the “other
end” of something they have done to others in a previous lifetime.
Maybe they have come to allow other souls a chance to experience themselves in a
particular way.
Maybe they have co me to provide “players” or “actors” for some larger “scene” in the
whole drama of life, the acting out of which will permit huge numbers of humans to come
to a singular realization at once. (Those who were killed in the 9/11 tragedies come to
mind... as  do the millions murdered in the Holocaust.)
I cannot know, and I cannot pretend to know, the soul -agenda of the people who die of
starvation or are sexually abused or have suffered one loss after the other in their lives or
who in some other way have live d lives of struggle, pain, and sadness.
I can only keen for them, yearn for them to have their suffering end, notice the part of
me that wants no one  to suffer and nothing  to be abused, and, as Mary O’Malley advises, let
my heart break as I do —because as my heart breaks, my heart opens. I can only stand in
honor of them and of their sacrifice and of their journey and of the soul choices they have
made in order to take  their  journey.
Then I can decide who I am  in relationship to them.
Who am I, and who do I choose to be, in relationship to the starving children of the
world? Who am I, and who do I choose to be, in relationship to the oppressed and the
downtrodden? Who am I, a nd who do I choose to be, in relationship to the disaffected and
the disadvantaged, the disavowed and the disconnected, the dispossessed and the
disenfranchised? Who am I and who do I choose to be?
That  is the question. That  is what life gives me an opport unity to decide. And likewise,
who am I and who do I choose to be in relationship to my own incredibly good fortune, the
gifts I have been given, the talents I have been allowed to nurture, the kindnesses I have
been granted, the opportunities I have been offered, the intelligence I have been permitted
to possess, the success I have been able to experience?
What do I want to make of this life, and of my Sacred Self in relationship to it? That  is the
question. That  is what life gives me an opportunity to dec ide. And my life lived  is my
decision and my answer.
You are faced with the same opportunity. And this much I know. The universe is
conspiring in your favor. It is placing before you in every moment all of the right and
perfect people, circumstances, and s ituations with which to answer life’s only question:
Who am I?
Have you decided yet?  As I’m sure you know, there are two ways to decide anything. One way is to decide it,
and the other way is to not decide it. Yet always remember: Not to decide is to decid e.
The important thing is not to allow yourself to be defined by default. If you think you are
making no decision by making no decision, you are making a mistake. If you are not careful,
the biggest decision you will ever make could be the decision you nev er made.
So let’s be clear: all of life is a deciding. You are deciding... with every truth you
embrace, with every thought you birth, with every emotion you express, with every
experience you produce... you are deciding Who You Are and Who You Choos e to Be.
Every act is an act of self -definition.
All the changes in the collective experience of humanity have been created through the
collective experience of humanity —and all the changes in the singular experience of your
life have been created though t he singular experience of your life. I said it before and I’ll say
it again: Life is an energy that feeds off the energy of Life Itself. Life is self -nourishing and
self-creative. Life informs life about life through the process of life itself.
When a chan ge occurs in your life it is because something in your life was not working,
and you sought to change that. You may not think that you did —you may not have any
conscious awareness that you did —but you did, I promise you. You and those who co -
created with y ou.
Let me give you just one example of how this can occur.
A man comes home from work every day in a sour mood about life at the office. He has
come to dislike his job, despise his boss, disrespect his co -workers, and disparage the
whole company. He is a clever man, though, and since he does not yet have even the
slightest prospect of another job, he manages to cover his true feelings very well. He says
nothing untoward, offers no criticism, displays no antipathy, and is seen on the surface as
nothing but a loyal, model employee.
After months of this he is suddenly laid off. Downsized. Let go. He can’t figure it out.
What did he do to deserve this?  Nothing. The answer is, nothing. But he did do something to
create  it. His negative energies, inward and hidde n as they were, created the energy field
from which emerged the outcome with which he is abruptly faced.
Do you believe this? Do you believe that this is the way something like this can happen?
Trust me. This is exactly the way it


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therapy, which can only be accomplished by the Patient. When recovery has been
gained, one must keep in mind that for the remainder of one's life Diet and
Pancreatic support is mandatory for a Cancer free life.
The Pancreatic Study
Introduction
The Second parameter of the review dramatically supports the above paragraph. In
the Second parameter of the study, there was a 100% cure rate for Pancreatic Cancer
Patients who carefully, faithfully and completely followed Dr. Kelley's Metabolic
Protocol.
The Orthodox Medical Cure Rate for Pancreatic Cancer is 0%. Although the
following study includes only a very few Pancreatic cases for various reasons and
whims of the reporting journalist, it is the most significant and successful Pancreatic
Cancer Study in the world to date. This study alone proves Dr. Kelley's objective, the
Kelley Metabolic Cancer Paradigm is the only scientific basis and protocol for a
Cancer Cure.
The Study
Twenty-two (22) patients were selected for the study. Seventeen (17) of these
patients had died. Five (5) patients were cured
Compliance
Compliance, that is how rigorously each patient followed his or her Metabolic
Program was determined from several sources. Interviews with patients, family
members, physicians, supplement purchases and Dr. Kelley's notes.
Ten (10) of the twenty-two (22) patients had consulted Dr. Kelley only once, and
had never followed the Metabolic Program, not even for a single day. All patients
died.
Another seven (7) patients pursued their Metabolic Program only partially and
sporadically, for periods of time ranging from four weeks to thirteen (13) months. All
these patients, too, were dead. None of these patients had used the Kelley Metabolic
Program at all during the three months prior to their death.
Patients failed to follow the Metabolic Program, or followed it incompletely, for a
number of reasons. One patient, who died the day after visiting Dr. Kelley, was too
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sick to begin. Another patient, whose disease had already bankrupted him, could not
afford the supplements. Several patients gave up on the regime because their
physicians strongly opposed Dr. Kelley's approach. In addition, several found the
lifestyle changes, the diet and detoxification too unappealing.
The reasons for non-compliance can be summarized as follows:
Reason for Non-Compliance # Patients
Too sick 1
Couldn't afford 1
Too much trouble or physician opposition 10
Reason unknown 5
Five (5) of the twenty-two (22) patients followed the full Metabolic regimen as
prescribed, and for periods ranging from two to ten (10) years. Each enjoyed a
complete regression of disease, and four (4) were still alive when this report was
published (1987). One (1) patent died after eleven and one half (11.5) years, of
Alzheimer's Disease, of course Cancer Free.
Grouping of Pancreatic Cancer Cases
Group I
Patients who never used the Metabolic Program
Median survival time: 67.0 days
Mean survival time 62.7 days
Group II
Patients who used the Metabolic Program partially
Median survival time 233.0 days
Mean survival time 302.1 days
Group III
Patients who followed the Metabolic program completely
Median survival time 9.0 years
Mean survival time 8.2 years
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Conclusion I
As described, one extremely ill patient died the day after consulting Dr. Kelley.
Otherwise, based on the evaluation of the medical records, the patients in one group
were not significantly sicker than those in any other group when first seen by Dr.
Kelley.
Dr. Kelley has repeatedly told all cancer patients they should follow the full
program for at least several years to regain good health. Nevertheless, the mean
survival time for those who followed the Metabolic program only partially, and
usually briefly, is 4.8 times greater than the survival time of patients who never began
the Metabolic Program.
Finally, the data allows an estimation of Dr. Kelley's success rate with pancreatic
cancer. In this calculation, only those patients who followed the full Metabolic
program are considered. This is appropriate: in any controlled clinical trial of a
chemotherapeutic drug, subjects who deviate from the protocol must be discounted,
even if they do well.
So, Dr. Kelley's success rate, in this particular series of patients - considering only
those who used the full program, is 100%.
The journalist used a relatively small number of patients. Nonetheless, this is an
impressive outcome; no oncologist in the orthodox or alternative medical
communities anywhere in the world can match these results.
Cancer is the easiest of all the major degenerative disease conditions to properly
treat and cure. It requires the failure of the pancreas from 2 to 4 years to develop a
Malignant Tumor Mass, which the Medical Community in total error calls "CANCER"
Conclusion II
For over 37 years our researchers have had the integrity, discipline and stamina to
thoroughly investigate the parameters of the disease process that is commonly known
as Cancer. They have addressed this, a most serious issue of our times with honesty,
integrity, openness and determination that befits the intelligence and position of
scientific researchers.
The highest honor a true scientific researcher can ever attain has been attained —
that is rejection and condemnation by the Establishment. This honor comes to very
few in the Academic or Scientific Community. No higher honor can be bestowed
upon a mere mortal. They stand tall beside the great of civilization, such as Galileo,
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Louis Pasteur and Gregor Mendel.
Unfortunately, the Orthodox and Alternative clinicians, doctors, and researchers,
for well over the past 100 years have been in serious SCIENTIFIC ERROR when
addressing Cancer. Yes, many of these individuals have observed one little parameter
of Cancer, but they have completely missed the understanding of what Cancer is.
Many of the Alternative researchers and practitioners have fallen into the same
scientific error as the Orthodox researchers. More unfortunately, the Orthodox
researchers and practitioners, have even, with their unlimited funding, fallen into
complete and total Scientific Error when addressing cancer.
1. They see a Malignant Tumor Mass, and in total Scientific Error call it a "Cancer."
It is nothing of the sort. This is exposing their total ignorance of Cancer. A
Malignant Tumor Mass is a Malignant Tumor Mass, and in no way can an
intelligent scientist call it Cancer.
2. Cancer is a simple failure of one's own pancreas to produce adequate activated
pancreatin and deliver it to the site of a stimulated (activated) normal Trophoblast
Cell (Pre-Placenta Cell). This happens to each of us, thousands of times every day.
At this point the pancreatin produced by the pancreas and activated by secretions
from the first six inches of the small intestine, circulates throughout the body. This
activated pancreatin seeks and searches out all manner of defective cells, bruises
and pre-placental tissue cells.
3. These defective cells are digested by the activated pancreatin. The white cells
then pick up this goopy mess and carry it to the LIVER by way of the bloodstream
and lymph system. This mess has to wait its turn to enter into the liver to be
eliminated. Most doctors and cancer victims alike, are so dumb they expect the
liver to do this without their help — and for the most part, the liver must
accomplish this task in spite of their hindrance.
4. All systems of both the Orthodox and Alternative Medical Communities, in total
ignorance dealing with malignant tumor masses are accounted for in Metabolic
Medicine's Paradigm. The success rates of these most unscientific procedures
range from four to at most 30%. Their very few successes are accomplished by
accident and in total ignorance of Metabolic Principles.
5. There are a few sincere, naive, ignorant individuals, who in honesty and
dedication want to help the CANCER VICTIM. However, they do not comprehend
what Cancer is and by hit or miss, stumble onto one little parameter of Metabolic
Medicine's Paradigm.
6. Most individuals associated with the diabolical CANCER RACKET do not want and
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will not allow the proper treatment of Cancer to be known or used. They enlist the aid of the
Political, Legal and Medical Establishments. It is their objective to so deceive the CANCER
VICTIM that he/she will run as fast as they can to the doctor.
7. In their deceptive schemes, these Establishment con artists expect and demand that we
Cancer Victims voluntarily beg the Medical Communities to plunder us and take all our
assets in blind false hope of receiving proper and adequate treatment. What little success is
forthcoming is by accident and in total ignorance.
The Cancer Victim has a Failure of the Pancreas for at least two years before a Malignant
Tumor Mass develops to a point that the physician becomes aware of their condition. Although
these victims have felt that something was wrong for several months and have often gone to the
physician for help, with very little improvement noted.
When Pancreatic failure progresses to a point wherein a Malignant Tumor Mass — A False
Placenta — is found, in ignorance and scientific error, the physician calls this


ologizing for yourself at every turn—the excessive “I’m
sorry’s” that are designed to have others forgive you, and approve
of you all of the time.
• Behaving in nonconforming  ways for the purpose of gaining at-
tention, which is the same neurosis as conforming for the sake of
external approval. Thus, wearing tennis shoes with your tuxedo, or
eating a handful of mashed potatoes and wanting to be noticed is
still approval-seeking.
• Being pathologically late for all occasions. Here you can’t help
but be seen and it is an approval-seeking device which gets everyone
to pay attention. You may be doing it out of a need to be distin-
guished, and hence you are controlled by those doing the noticing.
• Trying to impress others with your knowledge of something
that you know nothing about by “faking it.”
• Begging for compliments by setting yourself up for approval,
and then feeling bad when they don’t come.
• Being unhappy about someone you respect having a contrary
point of view, and expressing it to you.
Obviously, the list can go on forever. Approval-seeking is a cul-
tural phenomenon that is readily observable in all corners of our
globe. It is only distasteful when it becomes a need, which, of course,
is tantamount to giving up the self, and placing responsibility for
how you feel in the hands of others whose approbation is being
sought.YOU DON’T NEED THEIR APPROVAL  / 65The Dividends for Approval-Seeking
A look at the why of this self-defeating behavior will be useful in
coming up with some strategies for eliminating approval-seeking
needs. Below are some of the more common reasons—mostly neur-
otic in nature—for hanging onto approval-seeking. Payoffs for ap-
proval-seeking as a need include:
• Placing RESPONSIBILITY for your feelings on others. If you
feel the way you do (lousy, hurt, depressed, etc.) because someone
else didn’t approve of you, then THEY, not you, are responsible for
how you feel.
• If they are responsible for how you feel because of with-holding
their approval, then any CHANGE in you is also impossible, since
it is their fault that you feel the way you do. Then they are also re-
sponsible for keeping you from being different. Thus approval-
seeking helps you to avoid changing.
• As long as they are responsible and you can’t change, you don’t
have to take any risks. Consequently, hanging onto approval-seeking
as a way of life will help you to conveniently avoid any risk-taking
activities in your life.
• Reinforcing a poor self-image and therefore encouraging self-
pity and do-nothingism. If you are immune from the need for ap-
proval, you are immune from self-pity when you don’t get it.
• Reinforcing the idea that others must take care of you, and
therefore you can revert to the child in you and be coddled, protec-
ted—and manipulated.
• Blaming others for what you are feeling, thereby creating a
scapegoating effect for everything you don’t like in your life.
• Deluding yourself that you are liked by those others you’ve
made more important than yourself and thus feeling outwardly
comfortable even though there is a cauldron of discontent seething
inside of you. As long as the others are more significant, then the
outward appearance is more important.66 / Your Erroneous Zones• Taking solace in the fact that others notice you, which gives you
something to boast about to other approval-seeking friends.
• Fitting into the culture which applauds such behavior and
winning you the favor of the many.
These neurotic payoffs are strikingly similar to the rewards for
self-hate. In fact, the theme of avoiding responsibility, change and
risk is at the heart of all the self-destructive thinking and behavior
described in this book. Without all of the fancy diagnostic language,
it is just plain easier, more familiar and less risky to hang onto
neurotic behaviors. Approval-seeking as a need is obviously no ex-
ception.
A Look at the Supreme Irony of Approval-Seeking Behavior
For a moment, engage in a little fantasy. Assume that you really
wanted approval from everyone and that it was possible to obtain
it. Further assume that this was a healthy goal. Now, with this in
mind, what would be the best, most efficient way to obtain your
end? Before answering, think of the one individual in your life that
seems to get the most approval. What is this individual like? How
does he behave? What is it about him that attracts everyone? You
probably have someone in mind who is candid, direct and straight-
forward, independent of other people’s opinions, and fulfilled. He
probably has little or no time for approval-seeking. This is very likely
a person who will tell it like it is, despite the consequences. Perhaps
he finds tact and diplomacy less important than honesty. He is not
a hurtful person, just an individual who has little time for the game-
playing that goes with speaking delicately and being careful to say
it just right to avoid hurting feelings.
Isn’t that ironic! The people who seem to get the most ap-YOU DON’T NEED THEIR APPROVAL  / 67proval in life are those who never seek it out, who have no desire
for it, and who are not preoccupied with achieving it.
Here is a little fable which is applicable here, since happiness is
an absence of approval-seeking as a need:
A big cat saw a little cat chasing its tail and asked, “Why are
you chasing your tail so?” Said the kitten, “I have learned that
the best thing for a cat is happiness, and that happiness is my
tail. Therefore, I am chasing it: and when I catch it, I shall have
happiness.”
Said the old cat, “My son, I, too, have paid attention to the
problems of the universe. I, too, have judged that happiness is
in my tail. But, I have noticed that whenever I chase after it, it
keeps running away from me, and when I go about my busi-
ness, it just seems to come after me wherever I go.”*
So, if you want all of that approval, it is ironic that the most effect-
ive way to get it is to not want it and to avoid chasing after it and
to not demand it from everyone. By being in touch with yourself
and using your positive self-image as a consultant, much more ap-
proval will come to you.
Of course you will never get approval from everyone for
everything that you do, but when you see yourself as worthy you’ll
never be depressed when approval is withheld. Disapproval will be
viewed by you as the natural consequence of living on this planet
where people are individual in their perceptions.
Some Specific Strategies for Eliminating
Approval-Seeking as a Need
In order to cut down on your own approval-seeking behavior,
you will need to come in touch with your own neurotic rewards
*C. L. James, “On Happiness,” in To See a World in a Grain of Sand,  by Caesar
Johnson (Norwalk, Conn.: The C. R. Gibson Co., 1972).68 / Your Erroneous Zonesfor the continuation of the behavior. Beyond just thinking new self-
enhancing thoughts when you contact disapproval (which is the
most effective strategy you can employ), here are some specific
things you can work on to get yourself out of the approval-seeking
bind.
• Label disapproval with new responses that begin with the word
you. For example, you note that your father is not agreeing with you
and is even getting angry. Rather than shifting or defending yourself,
simply respond with, “You’re getting upset, and you feel that I
shouldn’t think the way I do.” This will keep you in touch with the
fact that disapproval belongs to him, not you. The you strategy can
be employed any time, and with amazing results if you master the
technique. You’ll have to fight your temptation to start with “I,”
thereby putting yourself in the position of defending or modifying
what you just said in order to gain acceptance.
• If you think someone else is trying to manipulate you by with-
holding approval, say so. Instead of turning wishy-washy for the
purpose of reaping some approval benefits, you can say out loud,
“Generally I would shift my position now in order to get you to like
me, but I really believe in what I said, and you’ll have to deal with
your own feelings about it.” Or, “I guess you’d like me to change
what I just said.” The act of labeling it will be helpful in keeping in
touch with your own thinking and behavior.
• You can thank someone for providing you with data that will
be helpful in your growth, even though it was something you didn’t
like. The act of thanking puts an end to any approval-seeking. Your
husband says that you’re acting shy and nervous and he doesn’t
like it. Rather than trying to please him, you simply thank him for
pointing it out. The approval-seeking behavior is gone.
• You can actively seek disapproval and work on yourself to not
be upset. Select someone who is bound to disagree and, flying in
the face of the disapproval, maintain your positionYOU DON’T NEED THEIR APPROVAL  / 69calmly. You’ll get better at not being upset, and not having to alter
your own views


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leprosy for the reason that this desease is of rare occurrence m
England.
Dr. Pushpendra Bhatta sent to me a patient suffering. from
leprosy. The patient Shri Kanajibhai Mohanlal age.d 32 IS ~n
inhabitant of Ahmedabad. He informed me about h1s trouble 1n
details. A skin expert had taken him for a patient of ~egenerative
leprosy and treated him as such for a long time but faded to cure
him. His hands and fingers now bore the wounds and he always f~lt
a piercing and burning sensation in his fingers. He was unable to hft 146 : AUTO.URINE THERAPY
anything with his hands. I noticed that the nerves of his hands were
strained and had contracted. He informed that he had already begun
with rubbing urine on his hands for a week and felt considerable
relief from the burning and piercing sensation. I advised him to
continue rubbing regularly and also start drinking urine next day and
to fast on urine and water after a couple of days.
Next week, he reported an improvement in his condition. He
fasted for three days and came to me again after a period of three
months. H~ was extremely happy. Here is his short accout :
"Before the treatment; I was unable to move my hands up and
down but it is possible to do so now. Moreover J was unable to do
work with them but now it is possible to do so. On the whole, I have
been considerably benefited by urine treatment and the wounds of
leprosy on hands and feet have disappeared. The piercing sensation
in the fingers has also vanished."
7. Psoriasis : Psoriasis is though to be an incurable malady. Shri
Popatlal G. Lakhani, a resident of Porbandar (Saurashtra), practised
as a solicitor in Bombay for about 25 years. Now he has retired from
practice and lives at Probandar. For the past 25 years, he was
afflicted with psoriasis and at last was relieved of his trouble by
urine treatment. Here is a summary of his account:
"Nearly 25 years.ago, I was attacked by Psoriasis. This disease
has a slow growth. Appearance qf a blister on the skin marks the
onset of the disease. Thrs bliseter resembles that caused in the case
of burning or stinging, but differs from others in the fact that it does
not contain any fluid. The skin of this blister often comes off and
gets renewed. Thus gradually the blister grows. My skin appeared to
be whithering and I felt severe itching sensation which compelled
me to scratch constantly. By· scratching, silvery powder-Hke
substapce came out of the spot of infection. I got myself examined
by skin specialist, and came to know for the first time that I suffered
from psoriasis. He gave me a prescription for injections and
·medicines. Though its further growth could be checked but SKIN DISEASES : 147
. im ssible to cure it. Later as the
according to the ~actor.It was edi:es in allopathy, homoeopathy,
disease spread, I tne~ vanoushm ractitioners of different systems but
Ayurved, etc. as advised by t e P 1 used to besmear
failed to have any relief. For the past m~ny years,d h k'n I had to
.. h. -f t d portion and It softene t e s I.
coconut oil o~ t e In ec e d 'f I ever failed in that, inevitably I
do so three times a day anl.d I It in tearing of the skin of the
invited more trouble. It wou resu
finger-joints and there was oozing of blood..
d Your book Manav " eanwhile I by chance happene to see
Mu~. I read it in couple of days and started urine treatment.
d urine in a bottle for massage. "Since june 12, 1960, I store my filed I began
bo I f 1 lb capacity each were I'
As soon as three. tt es 0 · 6_6_60 Next morning, my skin
with rubbing entire body ond 1 d -~ surprised me. The dead
. d to be soft and ten er an I. h bod appeare.. d felt still more softness on t e y
cuticles on the skm had clear~o~l ht of drinking urine; first I rubbed
w~en I took a bath.!hen 118~6-6~ I drank urine for the first time and
unne on my teet~ an on If D Dattani for an examination. He
next day 1 subm1tted myse to r.
was extremely glad to note the improvement... bb'
h. d I continued dnnkmg and ru mg "Since june 16th up tot 15 ay · h · I labour for. b Iff m top to toe do some p yslca
urine. Dally I ru myse rob h The dead· cuticles having entirely
an hour and then take a at. h lthy I do not recall any itching
gone, ~y skftin appea~~~~ ~h:~: g~tarid ~f psoriasis completely and
sensation a er June ·. ·. d M body is active and my
my constipation has also been ehmmate. y
appetite is good...
I bo t my successful expenement.
"I keep informing many peop e a u tl benefited"
Man of my friends have adopted it and are consequen y...
Y f 1 • e treatment mA1ve
Shri Lakhani has described ~cess u un~he patient was the
cases one of which wads ofMbl.. -p~~~yss~~~ he also got rid of his
health officer in Porban ar ume~pa
irritation in the soles. 148 : AUTO-URINE THERAPY
AFTERMATH OF CASES
1. Shri Nandalal P. Solanki aged 35 is a tailor residing at
Kumbharvada, Bombay 17. He was suffering from eczema for the
last 20 years. He could get no benefit frqm the treatment of various
skin specialists and even from hospital I!Jieatment. He started urine
treatment on 28-5-67 and continued it for three months. He used to
drink four to six ounces of auto-urine daily and massaged with warm
and old urine for three monthsi the massage was twice a day. On
the spot of the disease he used to put urine-soaked cotton. He fasted
for eight days and during this time he had cold, loos motions and
thereby toxins were removed. The disease was completely cured.
2. Shri Bhagavandas N. Dhimar, D.M.E., lecturer at Polytechnic
Sch~l, Bulsar and residing at Dhimar Housing Society at Bilimora,
had p1o-derma for the last eight years. He used to have boils all over
the body and they were sometimes full of pus. He was not cured by
doctors and even hospitals. He started urine treatment in August
1967 and continued it for two months. He used do drink two ounces
of auto-urine twice a day. He massaged his whole body for half an
hour twice a day for two months. He used to put urine-soaked pads
on the boils. He had fasted for eight days in the beginning. He was
completely cured.
3. Shri Kalyanjibhai Mehta, -the first Speaker of Gujarat State
Assembly, had skin infection. He had itching sensation on the leg
and then there was burning and blood began to ooze. He tried
various medicines for a month but to no avail and was much
harassed by the disease. He applied urine-soaked pads on the spot
for three nights ~nd was completely cured..
4. S~rimati Chanchalben P. Patel (Rajbhavan, Malad, Bombay)
used unne for her eczema for 25 days, three times a day. She did
not drink it but only by application she was completely cured and it
never recurred since then.
5. ~hri R. N. Patel, Nairobi (Africa), had a small eruption on
leg-joint and it slowly turned into skin-disease on the whole body. SKIN DISEASES : 149
There was itching sensation all over the body and there was oozing
of watery substance at some places. Doctors could not cure the
disease even though he spent thousands of rupees. He undertook
urine treatment and was completely cured even though he did not
observe all the rules of the treatment. Thereafter he became a
propagator of urine therapy and cured his wife•s diabetes and his
friend•s burning sensation at the time of urination by urine treatment.
His brother•s diabetes, and sinus were completely removed by this
treatment.
6. Shri Hans came to know from Kaviraj Ramaswarup an instance
of successful cure of a fisherman from leprosy