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hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today. i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment. think of me as a friend i don't judge i can't i'm a computer. i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential. how are you doing today. i'm fine how about yourself. that's good. i'm great thanks. where are you from originally. i'm from los angeles california. really. me too. what part. why don't we talk about that later. okay. what are some things you really like about l_a. um all my family's here friends. a mixture of people and a lot of things to do. okay. what'd you study at school. early childhood education. nice. are you still working in that. no not right now but i would love to get back into it. why. love working with kids seeing them smile. tell me more about that. um. guess it goes back to when i was a kid uh i like being happy and playful so i guess it just transferred into my adult life. mhm. what's your dream job. working with kids as a school teacher or in that capacity. that sounds really hard. yeah it is but if it's a passion of yours it'll always be fun. that's great. how close are you to your family. i'm very close. sometimes too close. <laughter> can you give me an example of that. um i have four sisters and one brother on my mom's side and on my dad i have. six brothers and four sisters and we're all getting intertwined together so so that's why i say we're too close sometimes. wow. <laughter> i see what you mean. do you consider yourself an introvert. no. why. i have a lot of friends to interact with and uh we're always doing different things so that's why i say i'm not. okay. what do you do when you're annoyed. curse. mhm. <laughter>. just let it out. okay. when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about. a couple days ago my nephew. didn't call me back. aw. how did you feel in that moment. um kinda mad 'cause i had set aside some time to spend with him and he just blew it off and didn't call me back. yeah. that sucks. yeah i know. how are you at controlling your temper. mm i'm okay. okay. hmm. what's one of your most memorable experiences. when my mother passed. i'm sorry. tell me more about that. uh it's been about. five years now to the day. mm. so. it's it's getting better. time makes it easier. that's good. do you feel down. a lot. 'cause there's a lot of things that make me think about her in a daily basis. yeah. like what. anything uh driving by a particular. restaurant that she likes uh watching different t_v shows. just anything that could trigger a a memory. of my mom. yeah. when was the last time that happened. yesterday. hmm. how do you cope with them. uh think about the good times and. i don't stay in that place too long just. go ahead and think about it and move on. yeah. have you been diagnosed with depression. mm not officially but i think i might be depressed. tell me more about that. well. i mean since my mom passed it's been kinda rough. and then um. job situation is not stable here in california so that has a lot to do with it as well so. that sounds really hard. yeah it is but. have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately. kinda sort of kinda just to myself. reserved. mhm. do you have disturbing thoughts. mm not really. okay. how easy is it for you to get a good night sleep. it's pretty easy. what are you like when you don't sleep well. grumpy irritable. fidgety. just a big ball of nerves. mm. do you travel a lot. uh what do you mean. whatever comes to your mind. uh i guess so yeah i like to travel. what do you enjoy about traveling. meeting new people. different locations scenery. uh different opportunities to try something new in a new location. awesome. i'd love to hear about one of your trips. uh just came back from memphis about three weeks ago. go and see family and friends uh it was pretty nice got a chance to. mhm. see um. something new. cool. change <cha> change of scenery. yeah. what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago. wow. stick to the plan and don't. veer off to the left or right just go straight ahead. what made you decide to do that. um. just different circumstances in life that. gradually pushed me towards the left and the right. there are always trade-offs in life aren't there. every day. is there anything you regret. uh a few relationships not staying in school. um. missing out on great opportunities with employers. mhm. how would your best friend describe you. um funny. loyal. spontaneous. life of the party. how do you know them. grew up together in the same community. went to school together high school friends. who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life. uh my big sister michelle. uh my friend troy. um. i mean there's others but those two uh no matter good or bad they're always. in my corner for me. yeah. that's so good to hear. thank you. when was the last time you felt really happy. yesterday <yester> yesterday celebrated a birthday. aw. that's great i'd love to hear all about it. oh it was just a little small intimate. setting. cooked a a meal had family and friends over. listened to music watched movie talked. about the old days when my mom was here and when we were all one union. so it was just a nice evening. yeah. that's good. okay i think i've asked everything i need to. thanks for sharing your thoughts with me. thank you. goodbye. bye bye.
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hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment think of me as a friend i don't judge i can't i'm a computer. i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential. <laughter>. where are you from originally. um moscow. really. why'd you move to l_a. um my family moved to the u_s and then i moved down here eventually for college. how easy was it for you to get used to living in l_a. uh it took a long time to i've been living here for about a year since i graduated so there's been a lot of ups and downs but finally gotten adjusted to it so it took a while though. that's good. how do you like your living situation. it goes off and on i have two roommates and there's always a little bit of drama here and there between. [laughter]. the girls but for the most part after a year and a couple months i think we finally learned how to live together but it was pretty much like a reality t_v show for a while. yeah. how do you know them. one's from college and the other one we found on craigslist. how close are you to them. it varies depending on whether or not we're mad at each other so um. i guess pretty close. right now we're kinda distant. aww. tell me more about that. oh about the distant. yes. okay um well we  haven't seen each other we haven't hung out in like two weeks. 'cause one of them got into like this car accident and um so she's been distant since then and kinda locks herself up in her room. uh oh. and the other one is always working late so we just our our scheduling has been off and no one's really made an attempt to hang out with anyone so it's kind of. we're just waiting for someone i guess to make the first move. yeah that sucks. it's okay it'll get better. yeah. how are you at controlling your temper. it depends with whom. i'm. dealing with i guess i would say with some people i guess with my family not very good my boyfriend it's not very good. but with other people that i might not know so well then i'm able to control it a little bit more but it'll be more passive aggressive than like full on anger. why. oh 'cause i don't want them to see me as a bitch [laughter]. [laughter]. that makes sense. yeah. who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life. uh probably my best friend nicole. she's probably been we've been best friends for like. god since high school freshman year of high school is when we first met so long time so yeah. wow. um. can you give me an example of that. of. of what. how do you know them. uh my friend nicole. yeah. um we met in french class freshman year of high school. we were in the same class and then we kinda started doing homework together and we had a lot of class the same classes together and so we just kinda started hanging out and then we just became closer and have stayed really close since then. nice. mhm. what are some things you like to do for fun. um. uh going out with friends going to bars going dancing biking hiking. staying active um going to the movies going out to eat at restaurants uh photography. um. just hanging out with friends i guess. whatever. okay. how close are you to your family. uh. it varies like i'm really close to them when it comes to things about like school work um. those kinds of. things but when it comes to relationships and friendships and more personal personal things. i don't really discuss that with them. mm. so i guess superficially close. okay. but i rely on them a lot so we're close i guess. that's good. mhm. what are some things that make you really mad. uh that's a good question um i guess it depends who it is again. i guess people who are inconsiderate unthoughtful flakey ignorant. and. uh. conceited [cons] uh yeah i guess those kinds of people and when people just um. what makes me mad that's a good question i guess a lot of things make me mad [laughter]. but it's mostly how people react to um different situations can make me angry i guess. yeah. when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about. uh yesterday. and it was my boyfriend and we argued because he's trying to be healthy and workout and save money. and so and. so by doing that what he does is he orders pizza in so he's not saving money and he's not being healthy. and so i got frustrated with him 'cause i'm constantly trying to push him to be healthy and each time he's like i'm gonna do it i'm gonna do it so he's constantly breaking promises that's another thing that makes me angry is people that don't follow through. [laughter]. yeah. do you feel that way often. about other people or about myself or angry. whatever comes to your mind. xxxx [laughter]. um. angry i guess i'll go with that no i don't feel angry often. okay. what's your dream job. dang it. that is a tough one how 'bout just getting paid to be me. um i don't know that what i'm kind of trying to figure out right now 'cause i quit my full time job 'cause i hated it it was just mostly sitting in an office all day which i thought was extremely boring. so now i work in a restaurant job and i'm trying to look for a second job to support myself um. my dream job. i don't know what it would be but i know it would involve people and i'd love to have some kind of like finished product or some kind of accomplishment towards the end. i guess it's something that i realized. i like to see. the result from all my hard work 'cause i majored in sociology and as much as i loved that major is you realize it's a whole lot of theorizing and arguing but with no real solution so it's just like at the end all you have is just these theoretical elements that you can't really do anything with and nothing to show for your work except for a piece of paper with your essays or notes so. mhm. yeah. something to do with people and maybe something artistic i love photography. i love cooking baking in particularly so i don't know something. in that. realm i guess. okay. do you travel a lot. i used to travel a lot my family is known for traveling we've gone to. gosh seven eight different countries i've lived in three or four different countries. wow. i haven't traveled a lot lately just because i have no money and jobs kinda tie you down but i would love to have that. i guess my dream job would be a photographer that for national geographic that would be awesome. yeah. um or a huge photographer that travels that'd be awesome too but anyways um yeah i do travel a lot. what do you enjoy about traveling. in the new places new faces new experiences i get restless very easily so it's nice to constantly be on the move and. see different things and see different cultures and types of people and just not get stuck in the same routine i hate the routine and mundaneness of everyday life so it's nice to. stir things up. i see what you mean. i'd love to hear about one of your trips. oh gosh okay um. i'm trying to think. one of my trips. i guess we can talk about i don't know it's funny even though i've been to lots of different countries one of my most memorable memorable trips is. one of the trips that i took with my family i was a three week roadtrip with my family there's five of us packed in a tiny little station wagon. oh my gosh. i know needless to say it's like when you're that close proximity for three weeks camping you start getting on each others' nerves but it was really fun and like even though i've traveled so many places. i realized that there's like such a beauty in the american landscape and so we were all around the southwest and the grand canyon to zion to the grand tetons to yellowstone and it was absolutely amazing just seeing all that natural beauty so. um. and we saw a grizzly bear black bear lots of bison a wolf and it was really cool those kinds of i don't know natural wonders also really amaze me 'cause those things aren't man made. and as as pretentious as it sounds after a while europe kinda gets not old but it's like you know you get the same idea like. white old white men building great buildings and art work and it's beautiful and all but like you just kind of like okay i wanna see something that's natural and beautiful. or something that's different too. yeah. i see what you mean. cool. how easy is it for you to get a good night's sleep. um. pretty easy as long as I. get well no i always sleep so easy. what are you like when you don't sleep well. oh grumpy and just very lethargic and just low energy don't say much and just kinda off in my own world. do you feel that way often. i not not anymore i usually get enough sleep and i've been working out more so it's kind of. energizing me so no it's not too bad. that's good. have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately. uh i guess i've just been more negative but it has to do with like circumstances kind of like uh it's been about five months since i quit my full time job haven't found anything else haven't really found anything else i'm interested in. so. it's more of just like ugh what am i doing da da da that kind of thing. yeah. it can be tough to find a good job these days. yeah it's it is hard the market and just like i'm very picky 'cause i don't wanna just sittin in a little my own cubicle 'cause i quit my job exactly for that reason so why go back to another job just do the same exact thing that i quit my other job for. mhm. so it's just like i have to make it worthwhile that i quit my last job to get a better job so it's just kinda like i'm stuck in this section of just like living paycheck to paycheck. barely making it and just waiting for the right opportunity to come across but it's like. when do i give up and sell my soul and go back to the corporate world of sitting in little cubicles i don't know. that sounds really hard. yeah it is hard but i mean i guess everyone goes through that same situation after college so. but i guess it's tough 'cause a lot of my friends 'cause i went to a pretty good school and you know i have a friend who's teaching english in afghanistan and i have another one who's met the president you know and one that's doing teach for america another friend who's in harvard uh school for like harvard masters [mass] you know getting her masters so it's kind of like ahh. all that comparison and then here i am working a little restaurant job so. yeah. do you feel down. uh i do sometimes yes but i'm going to hawaii next week so right now i'm fine [laughter]. nice. yes. but yeah usually it's been kind of like down because. i'm just trying to find like what. i'm supposed to like you know what do i want to do next and like money situations which is very stressful especially when you have school loans to pay off insurance rent car loans like it's just groceries like i can't even afford groceries. so it's just hard to like live this way especially after you've paid so much money for like an amazing college education so it's a little bit frustrating but there's a lot of people in the same situation. yeah. i'm sorry. it's all good. have you been diagnosed with depression. uh no i don't think so but i mean. i think everyone goes through depression here and there so i don't know if you can. but not like medically diagnose i'm not on meds. okay. have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d. nope. have you ever served in the military. nope. okay. what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago. oh let's see. uh to try lots of different things and not be afraid to fail. 'cause i'm one of those people if i'm not gonna be the best at something then i'm just not gonna try i accept the best or nothing at all go big or go home. so but i think i would've told my high school self that go and try lots of things even if it means i'm not gonna be the best at it. so. ten years ago. like what. well that would've made me like twelve so. [laughter] um i used to do a lot of things i i used to act. i think i would've continued doing that i used to write a lot when i was younger i used to write miniature like little stories  short stories for my parents all the time. and i kind of stopped doing those things 'cause it's like oh i'm not good at it so i'm not gonna do it. and i think if i just continued doing those things and tried you know different classes. um i don't know different sports i kinda just stuck with soccer growing up i don't know just. expand myself more rather than like find something i'm good at and just stay with it but never really try harder. kinda just like stay i always kinda stayed at one level but once i'm good i just stay for good. i don't try to go above that. if that makes any sense. yeah. yeah. what do you do to relax. uh right now it's super lame but i watch t_v. [laughter]. but i used to read a i used to read on my off time or just listen to music or just take a nap. or bake but now it's just like since i'm on my feet all day and like constantly interacting with people i just kinda wanna unwind by like sitting and lying on the couch and being like i'm done. so. yeah. what's one of your most memorable experiences. [laughter]. that's a tough question. um probably the day i got accepted into pomona college. um. i was a freshman at wellesley college which is the women's college back east. and i hated it from like the second from like the first week i just knew that i chose the wrong college and i was like miserable for the entire year. aww. and i only only applied to one school to transfer pomona college like that's out in claremont. and um. i didn't think i was gonna get in and i was 'cause it was like a four percent acceptance rate and i was like what are the chances like this is ridiculous i don't think i'm gonna get in. and i was like you know the thought of going back to wellesley was super depressing. mhm. um. but then i got an email from one of the admission counselors that i had met when i was visiting pomona and he was like hi tatiana like. um. just wanted to see if you had any last minute questions about pomona hope all is well. and i was like why would he be emailing me the day we find out if we got you know accepted or not. um unless i got the acceptance and so sure enough a couple hours later i got the email that i was accepted into pomona and i was ecstatic that was like that best day of my life i was so happy. that's probably one. that's great. yeah. it was awesome then i took my mom and my little brother out to dinner and i went and bought myself some new dresses went and just like went crazy dyed my hair pierced my nose i was like let's start this whole thing over so [laughter]. awesome. yeah. how would your best friend describe you. bubbly. fun. maybe moody you never know what you're gonna get sometimes um. [laughter]. probably. uh definitely friendly. um and pretty like a positive person. um. but sometimes maybe a little bit. aggressive but. for the most part i think positive things i mean she's my best friend so [laughter]. okay. when was the last time you felt really happy. huh. really happy. oh when i was in mexico. over winter well. no i don't know. my boyfriend took me on a sailing trip down in. san clemente and that was really fun and we just like went sailing and walked around the missions hung out on the beach that was really fun. that was a good time. that sounds like a great situation. yeah it was cool. okay i think i've asked everything i need to thanks for sharing your thoughts with me. goodbye. [laughter] bye.
The above is an audio recording from a clinical interview, along with the transcript. The interviewer (Ellie) is conducting a depression screening interview with a participant. Based on the participant's responses and behavior during this clinical interview, does the participant show signs of depression? Answer with one phrase: depression, no depression.

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hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today. i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment. i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started. and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential. are you okay with this. yes. okay. so how are you doing today. okay. that's good. where are you from originally. connecticut. really. why'd you move to l_a. um. to be an actor <laughter>. how did you decide to do that. well i moved to san francisco in ninety four and then i moved to atlanta in ninety six and then i moved out here to be an actor and i became a realtor instead. what's your dream job. um to be on a t_v show an actor. how hard is that. it's pretty hard to get discovered and uh. you have to be lucky and you have to know the right people and you have to be talented. yeah. that sucks. <laughter> yeah. do you travel a lot. not really no i don't travel that much i used to move um every couple years to a different city and then i've been here for a while so i don't travel much. okay. what are some things you really like about l_a. the weather. um there's always something to do. and um. that's pretty much it <laughter>. okay. what are some things you don't really like about l_a. um. the people here tend to be a little more rude. and um it's just always a fast pace. yeah i see what you mean. how easy was it for you to get used to living in l_a. well when i moved here i was twenty five so it was a lot more fun because when you're young in the city you can have a lot of fun. and then i got into the real estate and did really well for a while and then the market crashed and so now i'm old and i'm not making any money so times are tough. aw. i'm sorry to hear that. do you consider yourself an introvert. no no i'm much <mu> much of more <m> more of an extrovert. okay. what are some things that make you really mad. um. when i don't get what i want <laughter> and um. rude people. and um. just inconsiderate people. okay. how are you at controlling your temper. i'm pretty good um at controlling my temper when i'm not uh like if i if i drink alcohol it'll make my temper go worse but uh <ss noise> when i don't drink i'm pretty good at controlling my temper. okay. when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about. uh the last time i argued with somebody was. somebody that owed me money. okay. where do you live. uh i live uh in west hollywood. cool. do you have roommates. no no no i live alone i have a dog. aw. how do you like your living situation. it's good i mean i don't like my neighbors i hate my neighbors but the ones upstairs just moved out so that's good news hopefully the ones that move in are not that noisy and the ones below i just can't stand because they argue with me. why. huh. why because they 'cause my hardwood floors they say that. eh i've been there for ten years and they still argue about the noise of me walking on my hardwood floors. oh. that sounds really hard. yeah. who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life. what was the question. who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life. my mother has been a very positive influence she's always kept me on track. she lived with me for the last ten years until she recently moved to rhode island to live with my brother. wow. how close are you to your family. very close to my mother um not so close with my brother mm we're close but we're not like close close. uh huh. um. so i mean we love each other we just don't really understand each other all the time. okay. i understand. how would your best friend describe you. outgoing um. life of the party. ambitious um. and sometimes cut-throat. what are you most proud of in your life. um <psh psh> what am i most proud of. being always able to get through the things i need to get through to get to where i wanna be. that's great. what would you say are some of your best qualities. i'm generous i'm loyal. uh i'm friendly. i'm accommodating. and um. that's about it. okay. have you ever served in the military. no. have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d. yes. how long ago were you diagnosed. uh about four years ago. what got you to seek help. um i well i had <ha> i was beaten up and i had uh identity theft. and uh you know i was just afraid to go out so i needed to get over that so after spending one year in in my home without leaving. um and just depressed all the time i i said i have to get out and start talking to people and so i did. yeah i'm sorry to hear that. thank you. how have you been feeling lately. um okay i'm panicky about the job situation. um you know 'cause my bills are pretty high and i don't really have a steady income right now. uh huh. so uh that's what's worrying me the most is my uh financial situation. that sounds really hard. yeah. have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately. um. yeah i mean. well basically it's like um i just recently quit drinking all together so i don't drink anymore so i'm noticing. that's great. yeah i mean it's good 'cause of number one i don't have the money and number two i don't like the way i act when i drink. mhm. um so so that's a positive thing but well the when i was drinking it helped me just forget and numb myself. now i have to feel through the feelings which is pretty good 'cause i can talk my way through them so i guess i'm evolving. that's good. have you been diagnosed with depression. uh yeah a long time ago um you know i've taken many medications here and there and um. they really some of 'em would numb me some of them would. make me feel hyper so i've recently decided to <t> in the last six months three to six months just to not take anything so i don't take anything i barely even take an aspirin. just to get my body to a to get my body to a normal state. how hard is that. yeah. did you think you had a problem before you found out. um not really. what were your symptoms. always worrying just a lot of worrying always worrying worrying worrying about everything oh what happens if i get in car accident what happens if i can't pay my mortgage what happens if i. eh eh just so many things i worry about and that's what was making me depressed. yeah. do you feel like therapy's useful. i do. at some point i've had. some good therapists and i've had some bad therapists. um i tend to like the ones that talk back to me. and kinda give me some guidance as opposed to the ones that just listen. mhm. and then they just say okay your time's up so and just prescribe me medication so i think i'd be better with a psychiatrist <psychia> psychologist as opposed to a psychiatrist. yeah i see what you mean. what sort of changes have you noticed since you've been going to therapy. um. well i'm not going to therapy now but. the therapy that i had before um. was more like people trying to uh just come in and check in and give me medication. um i have had other therapy where i was back and forth like okay well this is what i think about this and you think about this and that kind of therapy is better. mm. why did you stop. um i just. i wasn't getting the right therapists recently. so um and i knew the the root of my problem was the drinking 'cause it's a depressant so. mhm. mm you know stopping the drinking is definitely made me have a much clearer mind and just to work through things myself you know. yeah. okay. tell me about something you did recently that you really enjoyed. um. i can't really think of anything right now. okay. when was the last time you felt really happy. um. it's been a long time i can't really think about a time when i felt really happy. i'm sorry to hear that. thank you <sniffle>. what's one of your most memorable experiences. um. okay when i was a kid. um. i had a a little dog and this big dog came and and attacked it and killed it. so then a little while later my father. came and he says to my brother and me we were kids go to the car there's two packages in the car so go get them. so i was like yeah yeah yeah yeah 'cause i never listened to my parents so i was just like a spoiled brat but finally he said go to the car what's that. <laughter>. <laughter>. oh okay he said go to the car and get this out of the car so i finally went and when i opened the door there was a new dog and a bag of dog food so that's one of my memorable esperiences. wow. that's great. yeah 'cause i'm an animal lover so. yeah. is there anything you regret. um. just the way that i've treated people before when. i was hurting i was really mean or rude to people. when i felt like you know i was hurting i had to hurt everybody around me so um but when <wh> ever since i stopped the drinking i don't do that anymore so. mhm. so i think the problem is is the drinking and so now that i've let that go uh 'cause i was doing it for the wrong reasons you know i was doing it to not not feel i wasn't doing it to be sociable. that's good. yeah. what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago. get in a career that is really stable. like uh eh you know like a a doctor or a nurse or an attorney. something that you know or in advertising i should've gone into that a sales position is it could be very well and very good or very bad so. you always have to be on it in sales you can make a ton of money in sales but when you make your money save your money don't go spend it on extravagant things. yeah. that makes sense. what are some things that usually put you in a good mood. um when i have a job when i when i'm able to work. uh when i'm helping other people. uh when other people around me are happy and laughing when i can make people laugh that that puts me in a good mood. that's great. okay i think i've asked everything i need to. okay thank you. thanks for sharing your thoughts with me. you're welcome thank you. goodbye. bye.
The above is an audio recording from a clinical interview, along with the transcript. The interviewer (Ellie) is conducting a depression screening interview with a participant. Based on the participant's responses and behavior during this clinical interview, does the participant show signs of depression? Answer with one phrase: depression, no depression.

Answer: no depression


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hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment. i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started. and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential. are you okay with this. yes. okay so how are you doing today. i'm okay. that's good. where are you from originally. uh i'm from here originally los angeles. really. mhm. what are some things you really like about l_a. um i like the weather. uh huh. and my family's here which is why i'm here i moved away for a while. aw. uh i like that there's a lot of. culture <cult> even though everyone says there's not culture in l_a there is a lot of culture there's theater and film and lots of museums and things like that all different kinds of people i like the diversity. yeah. mhm. what are some things you don't really like about l_a. um. well i don't like that i had to move back kind of against my will <laughter> so starting a new career. uh starting over in my career it so that's not really something. can you tell me about that. uh well i moved back 'cause my dad was sick. so. i'm sorry to hear that. thank you. thank you. so that's why i'm here but it also means i live with my dad and my brother who are like hoarders and ridiculous so. <laughter>. uh. what'd you study at school. acting. theater. that sounds interesting. it was. are you still doing that. mhm. yeah. yeah i am. what do you do now. i'm an actor i uh right now i'm doing a a theater show and auditioning and taking some classes and. that sort of thing. how did you decide to do that. um well my parents are both. artsy people and i grew up around it and for a long time i was singing and then uh i was went to study musical theater. and somewhere along the lines i realized that acting was more my bag than singing i suppose but i still do both. that's great. mhm. do you consider yourself an introvert. no i don't. why. uh i don't usually have trouble talking to people uh i'm pretty friendly. i can get along with most people people usually tell me their secrets within five minutes of meeting me which i feel is a mark of an extrovert <laughter>. <laughter>. yeah. what do you do to relax. <laughter> um. i take a bath or read a book. uh go out with my friends. go to the theater. uh. eh sometimes my work is very relaxing so sometimes just like singing a song or any of that going for a walk. okay. mhm yoga. what are some things that make you really mad. things that make me mad um. injustice <laughter> i can be very righteously indignant i suppose um. people who don't see those things and people who've who have a like entitlement i think entitlement and sense of privilege that can make me mad. yeah. yeah. what do you do when you're annoyed. uh. it depends i usually <usual> a lot of times it's i argue my case <laughter> i guess <laughter> um or i i call my best friend usually and complain. talk to her about it. okay. how are you at controlling your temper. pretty good pretty good i don't have too much of a temper. when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about. um. like a real argument or like a debate. uh huh. <laughter> um. if was a real argument it probably would be my ex-boyfriend and we just argued about why we broke up stupid things like that. that sounds really hard. eh i think i was kind of. over it by then but. it was at times. okay. <laughter>. when was the last time you felt really happy. um. the last time i felt really happy. was. like really happy. probably hanging out hanging out with friends the other night i had a good time. tell me more about that. uh. scrubbed_entry. aw. that sounds like a great situation. it is it's nice. it's nice. how would your best friend describe you. my best friend would describe me as an open book she often makes fun of me for like just telling everyone everything um she would describe me as. uh compassionate. and. uh having a a strong sense of who i am. i think. that's good. yeah she also she would describe me as not having like a good sense of social norms sometimes probably that's something that she. why. makes fun of me for um because i do just like tell everyone everything and don't realize that i have like holes in my clothes and things like that but nothing. nothing bad we have a very good relationship. has that gotten you in trouble. hmm. has that gotten you in trouble. yeah yeah it has <laughter> not terrible trouble but but yeah it's gotten me in trouble before sure. okay. have you ever served in the military. no. i haven't. have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d. no but i think i had it. but i never went to a doctor. why. um 'cause i had a i had a traumatic situation uh where somebody injured me. and i. i feel <fe> when i looked up p_t_s_d later i realized <reali> i felt like i had all of the symptoms of like going back into situations like that i would get panicky and um it was very. uh i held on to it for a really really long time. uh huh. i think um. i think that i did have it but i just i don't know 'cause i never i never saw anyone about it. oh no. i'm sorry. are they triggered by something. um. sometimes yeah uh. certain physical things with that part of my body can be a trigger or um. it happened in a in an acting class. so sometimes certain teachers if they. criticize in a certain way. i start to i start to panic even if they're totally right and i know they're right and like it's something that. someone else could tell me and i'd be fine with it eh sometimes it'll make me a little upset or panicky yeah. i see. have you been diagnosed with depression. no. how have you been feeling lately. well i mean my dad is sick so not great. yeah. but um but considering not terrible. that's good. have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately. um i've been having bad dreams. uh. tell me more about that. uh just like stress dreams i think having to do with my dad. um. uh huh. like getting kidnapped or my teeth falling out things that if you looked them up always say like there's something out of your control which is like exactly what it is so. that sucks. it's not the best but it's just dreams at least so. do you feel that way often. which way. let's come back to that later. okay. how easy is it for you to get a good night's sleep. easy very easy. what are you like when you don't sleep well. i am tired and maybe somewhat irritable goofy i get really goofy. <laughter>. yeah. okay. what would you say are some of your best qualities. um. i. am fairly non-judgmental. of other people i i i stay open-minded. uh i can make most people laugh i'm funny. uh creative. um. i. yeah those are some of the best ones i'd say. okay. do you travel a lot. yeah. what do you enjoy about traveling. i love meeting new people and seeing new things and learning uh and just getting out of the routine i like staying in hotels uh i like most things about traveling i even i even like flying i like all of it. i'd love to hear about one of your trips. well i just finished a tour a couple months ago um going up and down the east coast and then across the u_s and uh performing for kids all over. wow. yeah and then we ended here in l_a. are you happy you did that. yeah yeah it was great it was a good time. awesome. yeah. what's one of your most memorable experiences. um. lemmi think we. we went to. the hot springs the naturally occuring hot springs in colorado and that was really nice that was a nice way to unwind. that's good. yeah. who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life. a lot of people i i would say. um i mean my dad comes to mind certainly. uh my godmother is a huge positive influence in my life as well. uh my best friend my best friend from high school i think i uh some <so> a few of my best friends from high school um and college that i've kinda grown up with and. become who i am with them. uh huh. yeah. that's great. mhm. is there anything you regret. uh small things sure. can you give me an example of that. yeah. uh. i regret. the way that i dealt with. a friendship that was ending once uh i regret. committing to certain people that i've dated. uh. but nothing huge i i tend to go well i won't do that again but i don't spend a lot of time. like being upset about things i've done in the past. okay. what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago. hmm. stand up for yourself. um. tell me more about that. <laughter> don't date felons <laughter> uh. tell me more about that. i think that i. i don't have any trouble standing up for things that i believe in but sometimes i have trouble standing up for myself. i think i i really internalize the idea of like. you know women being too needy or uh or um. i don't know those kinds of things and then xxx and so as as an adolescent and growing up i felt like well you then you just shouldn't need anything or you're needy and it took me a while to be able to like voice what i want what i needed from other people and be okay with that. uh huh uh huh. and it's still something i work on. that makes sense. that makes sense. that makes sense. <laughter> i'm glad you think so. that makes sense. what are you. that makes sense. what are you most proud of in your life. um. <sigh>. that's a good question uh. my friends and family. and uh. i my talents. i would say. yeah. that's great. yeah my ability to take situations and. take bad situations and continue and. uh make the best of everything. mhm. okay i think i've asked everything i need to. thanks for sharing your thoughts with me. alright. thanks for sharing your thoughts with me. <laughter> thank you. goodbye goodbye. goodbye goodbye <laughter>.
The above is an audio recording from a clinical interview, along with the transcript. The interviewer (Ellie) is conducting a depression screening interview with a participant. Based on the participant's responses and behavior during this clinical interview, does the participant show signs of depression? Answer with one phrase: depression, no depression.

Answer: depression


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hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today. i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment. i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started. and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential. are you okay with this. yes. okay. so how are you doing today. i'm okay. that's good. where are you from originally. here in los angeles. really. what are some things you really like about l_a. there's a lot of things to do i love the beach. um i love the i love that it's sunny all the time. mhm. what are some things you don't really like about l_a. um the amount of people. um. that's really about it the amount of people. yeah. i see what you mean. do you travel a lot. just a little. what do you enjoy about traveling. i just like um going to new places and just discovering new things. i'd love to hear about one of your trips. um i recently went to new york i was there for about three months. um and it was extremely boring i went to western new york. um and it was extremely uh snowy and um. i didn't <didn> was in a position where i didn't have a car so i didn't get to go very many places and i was in a small town. so um. i uh. uh it was beautiful for what i got to see but really. it wasn't really much to it <laughter>. that sucks. yeah. do you consider yourself an introvert. um. both i'm both an introvert and an extrovert. tell me more about that. um. i really enjoy doing things by myself. um. mhm. i um have a lot of my own um my likes and dislikes and i've spent a lot of time alone even though um i have <ha> i do have a lot of friends. and uh when i do go out i i do tend to meet a lot of people but um i also enjoy um being by myself a lot. okay. how would your best friend describe you. um. probably outgoing creative. um. talented. um fun trustworthy. cool. what'd you study at school. um. i studied language um. and um physics. and um. math. are you still working in that. no i'm not. i'm actually um. what do you do now. i'm um i'm trying to be an actress. how did you decide to do that. it was something that i fell into when i was a teenager. scrubbed_entry. and uh i really enjoyed doing it and i hadn't done it for years um. so i figured why not i just came back to california and might as well try something that i did enjoy really doing. that sounds interesting. are you happy you did that. um so far um i just got picked up by an agent. so i haven't really done anything yet as an adult. but um. i'm hoping. hoping something it'll be fruitful. yeah. who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life. um. <sigh> i really don't haven't had too many. um. i guess my sister she's done really well. um. my boyfriend he's a. he's a very positive human being. um. but um. really i haven't had too many positive influences. how close are you to your family. um. i'm close i mean we <w> we hang out um i i don't tell them everything. um they're kind of judgmental. but um. other than that i mean i mean we hang out i mean i see them every day. that's good. what do you do to relax. um. geez. um. it's kinda hard for me to relax um i mean i try to watch t_v. um and i read. a lot um. that's probably about it i read i do a lot of sleeping <laughter> i'm a little depressed so um. yeah it's kinda it's xxx like i said it's really hard for me to relax. how easy is it for you to get a good night's sleep. um. it isn't. um i tend to think a lot. um about the things that stress me out. um i've been through a lot of a lot of stuff so um. yeah so i i don't i don't i don't sleep very well at night and if i do fall asleep i wake up all through the night usually with some kind of anxiety attacks. are they triggered by something. um. i dream a lot about um the stuff that has uh. has affected me throughout the years so um. it's usually you know like i i'll dream about something that stressed me out and then i'll wake up and my my chest'll hurt. um. or just i just can't sleep all night because i just think i seem to be i don't know if i'm afraid to go to sleep. but i uh <sigh>. i just i don't know i feel like that <th> that's a vulnerable place for me. because of stuff that've happened to me. yeah. so um. i i so i sleeping is just not really something i do well. okay. what are you like when you don't sleep well. um. tired. i'm uh. i'm moody i'm very sensitive. um. i uh i'm just negative <ne> a negative person. um which really that's not me um. i uh yeah i'm like <l> judgmental is not me either um i just. i'm just not a not a nice person to be around. how do you cope with them. um. i try to <t> i i spend a lot of my time reading i try to go out and do um i force myself to go out and do things um. just to keep myself involved. um so that i don't uh sit <si> just sit around and and and dwell on the fact that i can't sleep and i i try to um get myself as exhausted as i possibly can. um by running around and and and doing things. so. mhm. how hard is that. um it's difficult. um i do like there is a part of me that doesn't wanna. i don't really wanna go out and do things i have to actually force myself to um if i have make appointments i uh. i make appointments to like for auditions or or um. even to do this i um i i tend to uh. just not. like at the last minute i'll i'll try to convince myself not to go <laughter> but then i force myself to anyways. yeah. i see. have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d. yes. how long ago were you diagnosed. um i've been diagnosed for two instances. um i was diagnosed <dia> diagnosed about three years three and a half years ago. and then i was diagnosed again um in august. what got you to seek help. um. the first time it was um. i just wasn't sleeping <sl> because of the not sleeping um. and the uh just the stress <st> the unbelievable stress. uh huh. um. and then the second time it was a xxx uh once again i started with the not sleeping um and then every moment of the day was just thinking about what happened to me um. and i just i i just couldn't take it anymore. so i i figured um. i was getting too gloomy i was getting like um. not thinking life was worth it and and i i i that's i just needed to see somebody before anything escalated. yeah. that sounds really hard. yeah. it was. do you still go to therapy now. i no <n> do not. why did you stop. um one of the reasons i went to new york was to try to um. get out of my environment. um. and uh. and that seemed to help a lot. um. uh huh. and uh out here i i was i just the counselors that i was going to just didn't really seem to be helping me much. um they just. i'm sorry to hear that. they just seemed to be giving me a lot of medications and i don't believe that that's what i needed. um. yeah. yeah so um. yeah. how have you been feeling lately. <sigh> stressed um uh lately i've been really sad and i don't know why. um. but like i said i've been trying to combat that by um. keeping myself busy. that's good. when was the last time you felt really happy. um. actually um. i'm kind of. a couple days ago. i was actually really happy and i was genuinely happy. um but then i went back to. being you know going back to feeling miserable. so. can you tell me about that. um. well i realized. i got up in the morning i actually did get a good night of sleep. and um. i realized uh that i'm actually really lucky. um 'cause i've been through a lot in my life and i have um somebody in my life who really loves me and somebody who um is finally there for me. and uh. you know he gives me what i need emotionally and i was just really thankful for that. and that made me really happy. um. that's so good to hear. yeah. thank you <laughter>. what are you most proud of in your life. oh geez. um. i've had so many years of just. just bad just a lot of bad. that it there has it's been a long time. since i've been proud of anything. i guess if anything it's my ability to survive through all the hardships i've been through. mhm. um my <m> a lesser person i guess would've. gotten rid of themselves a long time ago. but um even though like i'm really depressed and i feel gloomy and i feel <fe> just feel miserable about a lot of things um. there's gotta be a silver lining. so. yeah. um so yeah so i mean like i guess that's what i'm proud of that uh. i although a whole bunch of bad things have happened to me it hasn't ruined me i still try to be a good person um i i try not to be negative towards other people. and um. and truthful and i still i still have drive in me. that's great. yeah. is there anything you regret. ugh <sigh> so much um. my last marriage. um not getting out when i should have. um. and uh just. i regret a lot. what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago. <sigh>. um the any situation that would've had a red flag um. eh just get out of it you know eh some things just don't work. and um. no matter how hard you try no matter how much you put into it so um. i i would tell myself um to um. that it's not selfish. to let go of a bad situation. and um not everybody can be helped so sometimes you just gotta live for yourself and help yourself. yeah. so if. mhm. had i known that then had had i known that. then i i i probably would've done better in life. so. i see what you mean. yeah. what are some things that make you really mad. <sigh>. um. people who um. when people are down on me for my faults. um that i have done that i have things that i've done in my past that people steal still relive when i'm trying to forgive myself um. people who are mean to other people uh people who talk poorly about people behind their backs people that are untrustworthy. um. just anybody who picks on the little guy. um. you know people who don't care about the environment or animals. um. mhm. i just <jus> i think that everybody should be as good as they possibly can be. and uh it's it's disheartening and it it just makes me so mad that people just can't be people don't let people live people try to make um everybody feel as negative and as poorly as they do. and uh i that makes me mad. yeah. okay. what do you do when you're annoyed. <laughter> i vent <laughter> um. yeah i tend to vent and then uh. and them um and then it's usually over i try not to bad mouth people um. i try to just talk through it until um until it's gone and then it doesn't bother me anymore. that's good. how are you at controlling your temper. mm. i try not to get angry um. because i have a really bad temper. and it um. and it can get outta hand so um. what i do is i i <laughter> something gets me so mad i tend to go and take a nap. um <laughter> if i'm not in that situation where i can just go and take a nap um i usually just walk away from the situation and i try to clear my mind. and come back to it. okay. when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about. um. it was a couple days ago it was actually with my mother um. it was about um. actually she thought that i had taken a shirt from her. and um she was screaming and yelling at me and um. i was i was tired um i was it was late and um. i started to yell at <a> back at her you know because i was hurt that she would accuse me of something so petty um. and you <yo> <sigh>. it's uh going back to my past you know when i was younger and you know i didn't care about you know people's things and i would just kinda take and do whatever i wanted to and i'm not i'm so far from that person. um and i it it hurt me so i got mad and i and i started to yell and argue. mm kinda petty and stupid but. at the time it it seemed. it seemed uh. viable. yeah. what's one of your most memorable experiences. um. hmm. one of my most memorable experiences. um. god <go> i've had so many um. maybe. it was um. i don't know. um. it was. probably um. graduating pharmacy school. that's great. how did you feel in that moment. um i felt pretty great i didn't know if i was doing. uh very very well or not um and i ended up getting like on my last test scores i getting <get> ended up getting like ninety eight percent. and um. wow. i uh. i actually i didn't <did> i had no confidence <laughter> that i had done well in class in school at all and i i didn't even know how i was getting the grades i was getting um so that was a really big accomplishment for me um. and uh yeah that was a great it was a great memory yeah. awesome. yeah. what would you say are some of your best qualities. um. i'm reliable. um. i um. i'm talented. um i. i'm a good listener. um. i'm always there to help people. um. i tend to always try to do the right thing. um. sometimes actually i forget that i have any good qualities but. um. and just. i uh. all around i try to be you know as as good and the best person that i can be to other people and myself. um. that's good. yeah. what are some things that usually put you in a good mood. um. going to comedy shows. um. just um. having moments where you just laugh with people. um. sometimes just reading puts me in a good mood. uh. i don't know. probably that's about it. mhm. uh huh. okay i think i've asked everything i need to. okay. thanks for sharing your thoughts with me. thank you. goodbye. bye.
The above is an audio recording from a clinical interview, along with the transcript. The interviewer (Ellie) is conducting a depression screening interview with a participant. Based on the participant's responses and behavior during this clinical interview, does the participant show signs of depression? Answer with one phrase: depression, no depression.

Answer: depression


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<sync>. IntroV4Confirmation (hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential are you ok with this). yes. how_doingV (so how are you doing today). i'm okay um. i'm a little. pensive i guess a little. uh down but. more or less okay. sorry_hear (i'm sorry to hear that). where_originally (where are you from originally). i was born in annapolis maryland. really (really). on the east coast. why_LA (why did you move to l_a). originally i moved because i went to film school um. and but then i decided to come i moved to washington d_c to do some work and now i'm back here again. adapted_LA (how easy was it for you to get used to living in l_a). it's very different um being from the east coast it just has a different feel to it um. but living. l_a is very has a very different kind of. um. attitude i guess and so it's a little difficult but i. but i've gotten more used to it since i've been here. often_backB (how often do you go back to your hometown). uh not at all um. when i left things got things were sort of i. i lost my job out there and so i had to move out here kind of quick to um. to be with. uh some people who were gonna help me out and i'm just sort of. i don't know if estranged is the right word but i'm just kind of. not really speaking to my family or old friends that often. difficult (how hard is that). it's not easy it's. it's kind of um. i miss i miss a lot of people i miss my old life before i lost my job. um i miss um some friends um. i miss a lot of the relationships that i had out there um so it's difficult i mean it weighs on my mind a lot. um i feel like i failed. and now i'm here and i can't seem to get back on my feet so it's it's it's hard. yeah_downer (yeah). shyoutgoing (do you consider yourself more shy or outgoing). depends on the situation i think i'm outgoing when i'm comfortable. um and then i'm extremely outgoing but when i'm in a situation i'm not comfortable with i tend to be a lot more shy. so that doesn't really answer your question but. okay_confirm (okay). relax_fishtank (sometimes when i'm feeling tense i turn on the fish tank screensaver hey i know it's not hawaii but it's the best i've got what do you do to relax). um [clears throat]. i have certain. i do i do a lot of writing. um i have certain. music that i listen to as i'm writing and when i can. when i can get really into that and sort of shut out the rest of the world um the music and the the thoughts just kind of. happening really um. it can it soothes me it's like it's when i feel most relaxed i guess. mhm (mhm). bouts_symptoms (when was the last time that happened). um. a few weeks ago i guess i was i'd been working on a book on a on a on a novel. and when i was really. when i was really getting into writing it and um. it was really working for me that was that was good that was really good i felt like i was accomplishing something and i felt really relaxed. cool3 (cool). argument_about (what was it about). um. it was about a. guy who is searching for. something it's. it's uh it's his last day on earth and so he's going to find a person that he. that he. met and just. was so struck by that he needs to he needs to find her and spend the last few minutes that he has on earth with her just because. sort of uh it's sort of romantic. adventure comedy kind of thing. mm (mm). change_directions (what made you decide to do that). well i've always i've always been a writer part of the reason i came to l_a was because of screenwriting. um so i wrote some screenplays and uh. you know had a little success with that out here and but since since then i've kind of gotten tired of the limitations of the screenwriting and i've started to write more short stories and and longer. just creative writing so. i i've been meaning to write a novel but i was just waiting for the idea to. to really hit me. uh_huh (uh huh). difficult (how hard is that). it's not easy the [exhale]. the parts the parts when it's good it's really good but getting there is sometimes a real struggle um. i find it difficult i have a real love hate relationship with writing when i when i love it i just absolutely love it but sometimes i. hate it because it's so difficult. um. but it's worth it for the times when it's when it's good. yeah3 (yeah). see_mean (i see what you mean). control_temper (how are you at controlling your temper). good i don't i don't really have a temper i. it's not i mean most of my anger that i have is directed inward as opposed to outward to other people. um if something is really really stressful or if i'm in a situation like a very intense confrontation i can. lose it but i probably <prob> that's probably only happened to me three four times in my whole life i mean generally i pretty much. try to it when i'm upset. i i get upset with myself not with other people. last_argument (when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about). um. last night i guess well <weh> um. i got in an argument about whether or not. cleaning vegetables was necessary because of. i forget it but it well no it was about whether you can clean vegetables after you cut them because i'd already started cutting the vegetables and i thought that would be okay. so it turned into this. big argument and we did google searches to figure out who was right and who was wrong and i. wild_laughter5 ((laughter)). i ended up being wrong on that one but. it is. yeah that was it wasn't a blow up argument but it was a definite argument. okay_confirm (okay). feelguilty (what's something you feel guilty about). um. uh. a lot so much um. uh. i. i. i was in uh a relationship that i really really. um. that i really wanted to work. and. uh. i ended up and it was partly due to. i hadn't i was on i wasn't on the right medication and so i was going. at like everything sort of spiraled out of. control and i feel really guilty about the way that that ended and i mean i wasn't. i wasn't mean but i was. but i was getting more and more messed up. and i couldn't stop it and it ended and so i feel really guilty about not doing enough and and not. and and you know making her have to tell me that she never wanted to see me again. so. that was pretty that was pretty tough. hmm_downer (hmm). avoid (could you have done anything to avoid it). well some of it was was that. i wasn't medicated properly i mean now i've been to a doctor and i'm on medication that's. completely kind of i mean i still get. i still get upset and i still get depressed but it's not like it was it's not. i don't completely lose it for days at a time. um. so. i mean i know there's a part of me that knows logically that it wasn't all my fault and that if i had if i had been able to deal with the chemicals in my brain then i would've then it would've probably be different if i was who i am now then. i would've i would i would be. i would be. it probably would have gone very differently or maybe it wouldn't have but i mean i could have. i don't know i don't know if i could've done anything different. yeah_downer (yeah). things being how they were. too_hard (do you think that maybe you're being a little hard on yourself). i mean it's. it's possible uh. i mean obviously. yeah because i mean that's what i do i i. take little things <thin> i mean i take little things and i just think about them all the time in my head until. until it drives me crazy i dwell on stuff. um. and it's like any little detail that comes up. i suddenly remember and it can just throw me off for a whole day i mean i still. i still get. i still get really uncomfortable and embarassed and then feel ashamed about stuff that i did in high school. which was years and years ago which i shouldn't even be thinking about anymore 'cause it's so in the past but i still get that feeling like i'm right back there. yeah_downer (yeah). been_hard (that sounds really hard). well it's it's not. easy i've been trying to figure out ways to deal with it i i mean i dealt with it for a long time by. by by drinking and and you know just trying to like slow my mind down that way. um but you know since the medication it's been better it hasn't been impossible to deal with it hasn't been easy but it's but it's been better. Ellie17Dec2012_03 (that's good). symptoms_cope (how do you cope with them). um well like i said i do a lot of. you know if i'm if i'm writing or if i'm doing anything like i kind of have to almost. be doing two things at once to occupy my brain completely. um if i'm watching t_v i have to be playing a game on my phone if i'm using i'm the computer i have to be. you know watching a t_v show or a movie on you know on in another window so that i can just. keep my mind occupied during all of that. um. mhm (mhm). i just need i mean. i i wish that i could just sort of let the thoughts come and deal with them but i just i can't yet. trigger (are they triggered by something). they're triggered by everything. pretty much anything that i that i see if i. if i. if i hear somebody with a dutch last name if i if i hear somebody talk about wisconsin if i hear you know people talk about. just. anything you know i can reach back and connect. to. to this it's really it's really. i don't know that's the thing i mean i don't ever get a break. from it. that_sucks (that sucks). yeah. easy_sleep (how easy is it for you to get a good night's sleep). um. i don't know i'm a very light sleeper so i. awake and asleep and awake and asleep <asl> i have no problem going back to sleep but i generally. you know don't. i don't know i never really needed much sleep so. it's just only recently that i've really started to to like feel the effects of not getting enough sleep. like i would i would usually stay up until two or three in the morning so that i could just be so exhausted that i could just conk out and wake up the next day and feel fine go to work. um but now it's it's it's like if i do that i can't i still don't get enough sleep i don't conk out i still just sleep very lightly. you know i get up i toss and turn all night. you know and now. it's just. it's. yeah i don't sleep too great right now. mhm (mhm). sleep_affects (what are you like when you don't sleep well). um. pretty i mean. i don't know it's hard to it's hard to know i. i usually just kind of power through it and just. i'm uh i'm like how i am now just i just feel. bad. okay_confirm (okay). when_diagnosed (how long ago were you diagnosed). um. i think. about three three four years ago. um. it was when i. i had been given taking stuff for anxiety for. for. years before that but then i finally got a psychiatrist who actually sat down and talked to me and said you've actually got. this. situation and we need to get you on the medication that you're on is not working you need to get on this new medication that will actually start to like. even you out and heal you a little bit from all this so. so yeah that was that was kind of a a turning point but unfortunately. it happened after everything uh went bad so. i don't know. describe_felt (how did you feel in that moment). in the moment i don't know i don't really think i thought about it too much then but looking back on it i feel. it really makes me. angry it really makes me you know given where i am right now it makes me really angry that i'm. that i had to that i i lost everything because. because of. chemicals in my brain because of things that i couldn't control. and that you know the people that were supposed to help me weren't helping me i mean i was paying i was paying a lot of money to to go see doctors and they were doing and they you know it wasn't. it was it didn't help it didn't work until. until. you know i managed to find somebody who did work and i just yeah so i'm i'm like thanks guys for helping but. it was a little it's a little late now. yeah_downer (yeah). why_seek_help (what got you to seek help). um. there really wasn't any choice i had to i was i was a mess i was. it was either. i was i was self medicating it was affecting my work i mean it was everything was just at there was a point where i really realized that i mean i just had to like make this different. but again it was too late because you know then my review came up a few months later and you know after. after everything after being institutionalized once or twice and all this stuff you know they just decided that i was just not worth keeping around so they laid me off. but it was at least. that and not. firing me. but but but yeah but so i got help but it was. but it wasn't soon enough. downer (okay). therapy_going (do you still go to therapy now). uh not. not as much as i should. um. i go to a couple of. meetings. i go to i go to a_a so that i can. um you know keep control of that aspect too <t> too and there's a there's a therapy aspect to that. um unfortunately you know being unemployed. my unemployment ran out you know i'm i'm you know i'm getting my medication from the city of l_a so. you know i'm not really in a position to put money into seeing. somebody so i have a psychiatrist that i go see but it's really. very. i've i've only seen her three times in the past year so. it's basically to keep my medication coming. okay_confirm (okay). and then there's you <laughter>. wild_laughter3 ((laughter)). yeah3 (yeah). right. therapy_changes (what sort of changes have you noticed since you've been going to therapy). well like i said i mean. just the talk <tah> i mean the the let's just take the a_a for example because that's probably the closest <cloth> closest for that i'm seeing with therapy for now. um just saying stuff outloud is just. like getting getting this stuff out. trying to figure out how to take that mess that's in your stomach and in your brain and make it into words and sentences that make sense. that you can actually deal with. is a big step like. regardless of who. you're saying it to whether it's a therapist or just a room full of of drunks you know i mean you're you're taking all that. stuff that's that's really been killing you and you're making it into something you can deal with something that you can write down something that you can. talk about as opposed to just letting it just sit there as this formless thing. right2 (right). yeah. feel_lately (how have you been feeling lately). um. you know better than i than i have been um i mean. it it sort of. it goes <g> it has its ups and downs. um you know i'm applying for jobs. five six jobs. or more a a day you know and never getting a response never getting an interview. never even getting close to. to to being self sufficient again. um. it's hard but that's like real world problems i feel like the chemical parts are getting under control like the the depression is getting under control. so now it's just i have to deal with real life which is. it just has its it's just its own own challenge. yeah3 (yeah). good_job (it can be tough to find a good job these days). yeah. happy_lasttime (tell me about the last time you felt really happy). um. it was probably you know a couple years ago. um. i i was. i mean the thing that immediately comes to mind. uh. is. everything was going well at my job i was making these great videos with with this person that i that iwas having a relationship with and we were really close. we were having fun together. and we went out and got a christmas tree. and. we spent the all this time picking out the perfect christmas tree and it was just. feeling like a part of somebody's life. and feeling like a part of the bigger. the bigger life. that's that's out there you know like what normal people feel. you know for that instant i felt like. a normal person doing a normal thing with a pretty girl who he really really liked a lot and. you know everything was going really well and. i mean it wasn't going really well because it was all messed up but for that instant i felt like a normal person. a normal happy person. and. part of what makes it so hard now is knowing that. i don't know if i'll ever feel that again. so. uh_huh (uh huh). Ellie17Dec2012_08 (what are you most proud of in your life). um. probably the. probably this. educational <educary> educational series i did uh. an educational. uh video series i did for the national science foundation. um. it was. it it was really hard and it but in the end it turned out really good and. you know i'm hoping that it helps a lot of kids and it helps the world with getting kids excited about science and about um. and about the world around them so that i feel like that was a real contribution that i made to. the world. mhm (mhm). sounds_interesting (that sounds interesting). hard_decision (how did you decide to do that). oh it was part of you know it was part of my my job um. it was it was a. we were trying to come up with. with new ideas uh. for because we would put together videos and stuff to give you know. to to schools and everything and they had done those before but we decided to do something really big. you know and there was a lot of traveling and there was a lot of um. and there was a lot to it and so. it was probably the biggest. project that the n_s_f had decided to do and so we just kind of produced it. right that doesn't yeah. awesome (awesome). ideal_weekendC (tell me how you spend your ideal weekend). um. i guess. <grunt>. i don't know <laughter> uh. i don't know it's been a it's been a while since i've really thought about that i don't know would i go somewhere would i. i i i don't know. asked_everything (okay i think i have asked everything i need to). appreciate_open (thanks for sharing your thoughts with me). bye (goodbye). thank you.
The above is an audio recording from a clinical interview, along with the transcript. The interviewer (Ellie) is conducting a depression screening interview with a participant. Based on the participant's responses and behavior during this clinical interview, does the participant show signs of depression? Answer with one phrase: depression, no depression.

Answer: depression


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IntroV4Confirmation (hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential are you ok with this). yeah go ahead. okay_confirm (okay). okay_confirm (okay). how_doingV (so how are you doing today). how_doingV (so how are you doing today). um i'm okay. thats_good (that's good). thats_good (that's good). where_originally (where are you from originally). where_originally (where are you from originally). i grew up in wisconsin and i lived in colorado for a bit and then i lived overseas for a little while then i moved to california. wow (wow). mhm. when_LA (when did you move to l_a). i moved here at the end of june of last year so i guess it's been what eight months something like that. often_backB (how often do you go back to your hometown). often_backB (how often do you go back to your hometown). um <sigh>. at the most probably twice a year. compares_LA (how does it compare to l_a). compares_LA (how does it compare to l_a). <laughter> well my hometown is uh all of five thousand people  and um there are a lot of cows and barns and farms so the opposite of l_a <laughter>. wild_laughter3 ((laughter)). wild_laughter3 ((laughter)). why_LA (why did you move to l_a). why_LA (why did you move to l_a). um <sigh> it's a good question i i've always wanted to live in california so but i had been living in in the central coast um. and. i just had been coming down to l_a like once a month for different business and networking and personal development stuff so. um yeah things were were changing. in santa cruz for me the client i had who was really the main like financial. um. main financial source i had that relationship ended so i was totally free to move and i thought well i guess i'll give l_a a try and see what happens so. uh_huh (uh huh). so i gave it a shot and here i am. adapted_LA (how easy was it for you to get used to living in l_a). adapted_LA (how easy was it for you to get used to living in l_a). oh not at all <laughter> it's a very very big city um. i lived in dublin in ireland it was a which is also a big city but. you know european cities are much more condensed and the public transportation is much more easy um. and. yeah so just getting around here and getting familiar with the city was pretty challenging and uh. yeah. so. yeah3 (yeah). yeah3 (yeah). see_mean (i see what you mean). travel_shoes (i'm sure you can tell by my shoes i'm not much of a world explorer do you travel a lot). travel_shoes (i'm sure you can tell by my shoes i'm not much of a world explorer do you travel a lot). <sigh>. <laughter>. i love to travel i love it yeah i've i i lived in ireland and i traveled um. i was in morocco and i was in costa rica. um i've spent some time in mexico so. yeah. travel_changed (what do you enjoy about traveling). um i love <sigh> meeting new people experiencing new cultures and like also. not just seeing what's different but seeing what's similar among people everywhere you go. travel_trips (i'd love to hear about one of your trips). travel_trips (i'd love to hear about one of your trips). um sure well. i guess hmm. i'm trying to think which was my favorite i mean eh there was amazing things about morocco and costa rica both but. morocco was incredible it was like twelve days and we went to three different locations we went up in the atlas mountains which are beautiful and uh. yeah it's a really really cool culture so it was fun. memorableB (what's one of your most memorable experiences). memorableB (what's one of your most memorable experiences). um <sigh> my trip to ireland i actually visited there which is why i decided to move there so. my most memorable moment of that trip i mean there's probably dozens but the first most memorable moment of that trip was. um being on a bus and and leaving. um dublin and going just out to the countryside and. seeing how absolutely breathtakingly beautiful it is i mean it's everyone sees pictures of ireland or you know you see it in films and it's green and lush and gorgeous but. when you actually get there and experience it it's it like the pictures don't do it justice so it was incredible. awesome (awesome). awesome (awesome). yeah. study (what did you study at school). um i have an undergrad degree in english and psychology and a psychology minor and i have a master's degree in women studies. still_working_on_X (are you still working in that). still_working_on_X (are you still working in that). no i use my english and psychology um i work in marketing communications so. i actually do sales. so um yeah the psychology definitely comes into. comes into play and eh so does my. i guess my undergrad degree in english but really like i took that on and and created something out of it because most people who get an english degree just teach and i i wasn't wanting to teach. yeah3 (yeah). yeah3 (yeah). change_directions (what made you decide to do that). change_directions (what made you decide to do that). um. to. guess i'm not clear on the question um. back_later (let's come back to that later). back_later (let's come back to that later). okay. job_virtually (i love my job you could almost say it's virtually made for me what's your dream job). <laughter>. wow um <sigh>. you know my dream job is. being a. a motivational speaker and trainer and coach. um and traveling the world doing that and and impacting people's lives and. um really contributing to people. okay_confirm (okay). okay_confirm (okay). family_relationship (tell me about your relationship with your family). um my relationship's pretty good actually i. i just repaired my relationship with my biological mother who would. not she was sporadic i saw her sporadically growing up i lived my dad raised me and then he married my stepmom and. um they had two kids together so i grew up and i consider them like the family i grew up with so but i got  in communication with my biological mother. um last may and we've been. we've you know cleared things up and have been in communication since then so. thats_good (that's good). thats_good (that's good). describe_felt (how did you feel in that moment). describe_felt (how did you feel in that moment). um. <mutters>. well not sure which moment you mean but if you're referring to being in communication with my birth mother. um. i mean it was very freeing to just let go of the past and let the past be the past and create something new in the future and eh not just the future but in the present moment with her so. yeah. mhm (mhm). shyoutgoing (do you consider yourself more shy or outgoing). i'm shy. relax_fishtank (sometimes when i'm feeling tense i turn on the fish tank screensaver hey i know it's not hawaii but it's the best i've got what do you do to relax). relax_fishtank (sometimes when i'm feeling tense i turn on the fish tank screensaver hey i know it's not hawaii but it's the best i've got what do you do to relax). <laughter>. <laughter>. um to relax i do a number of things i like to do yoga although i don't have the money for it right now um i love to dance. i love to read. i love to go to the ocean spend time just staring at the waves and soaking up all those negative ions. that really recharges my battery actually probably more than anything else. um. i like to be with friends um. i love art and. trying new restaurants um. yeah all those things are. both relaxing eh i guess they're relaxing in the sense that. um i feel connected to the people in my life and to the experiences of my life so. uh_huh (uh huh). yeah yeah. control_temper (how are you at controlling your temper). control_temper (how are you at controlling your temper). um depends if i'm driving not very good but otherwise i'm pretty good at it <laughter>. last_argument (when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about). last_argument (when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about). um <sigh> last time i argued with somebody probably would have to be. oh no it was with the l_a times about the newspaper delivery. yeah that was the last time so. tell_about_that (can you tell me about that). yeah the <sigh> um the newspaper that was supposed to show up for the elderly lady that i take care of. uh it didn't show up. and. uh i didn't realize that it wasn't there until. um late i don't know afternoon i think early afternoon and then i called them and. they said they couldn't send a replacement because it was after ten thirty in the morning which was absurd to me when they made the mistake in the first place. so i mean for a service that you know we pay for for every day so um yeah it was i was really irratated and then i found out that. the newspaper had been forwarded to a new address and that had not been communicated with me so. i was angry with the l_a times i was angry with the people who'd forwarded the newspaper and didn't tell me yeah i was pretty frustrated. yeah_downer (yeah). situation_handled (tell me about a situation that you wish you had handled differently). oh wow there are quite a few of those <sigh> um. let me think about one. um the other day i had a phone call. and i'm in a coaching program and. it was from <sigh> one of the coaches in the program. and she was um explaining to me that there was an additional call that was going to be we have meetings every week classroom meetings and then we also have coaching calls 'cause we have one particular coach we work with. and then she called to tell me that i was going to have another coaching call with. um. someone who's not my coach and uh that. hadn't been explained to me as part of the program so it in that moment it just seemed to me like oh my god i have all these. people i have to be accountable to and i'm like eh you know i have to. not just be accountable to them but share private things that are happening in my life with these people and it just was i don't know. so. yeah i wasn't um. i wasn't angry i was just i just felt frustrated and a little overwhelmed in that moment and. it you know and i talked it out with her and we got through it but. um. yeah i could've. certainly just um been okay with whatever was being asked of me in the at that time and. would've made the call go a lot smoother. uh_huh (uh huh). hard_decisionB (tell me about the hardest decision you've ever had to make). hard_decisionB (tell me about the hardest decision you've ever had to make). hmm the hardest decision wow there's been a few. i guess moving to ireland was probably the hardest decision. no it wasn't even the hardest decision it was such an easy decision actually but telling my family about it was. challenging. um that but the hardest decision was my the first time that i. moved. uh away from my family i was twenty eight and i decided to i chose to move to colorado. and um that was a pretty tough decision 'cause at that point my family had been. you know within an hour's drive of wherever i lived an hour hour and a half and now they were gonna be you know. um a twelve hour drive away or a plane ride away so that was it was challenging. change_directions (what made you decide to do that). change_directions (what made you decide to do that). oh lots of things um. i loved colorado colorado is a beautiful beautiful state and. the weather is so much better than wisconsin and um. at the time i was very much into rock climbing. and there's just a huge outdoor <outdoo> outdoor community in colorado so there were a lot more people who were. um in my age group and or single that was another factor um. and were interested in the things i was interested in so colorado just seemed like a really natural fit. so. yeah and then i i found a a job that i liked the pay was atrocious but. um i found some work that was really rewarding and so it all came together and i chose to move. great_situation (that sounds like a great situation). great_situation (that sounds like a great situation). yeah. easy_sleep (how easy is it for you to get a good night's sleep). uh that was totally unrelated question um <sigh>. relatively easily. it just depends on like what time i go to sleep if i'm out and i don't get home until eleven thirty then. you know then i go to bed late and uh i wake up feeling tired like i feel today. but generally i can sleep through the night i've had some pretty. anxiety-ridden dreams the last couple of weeks um. but even so even when i wake up from those or if i you know stir from those i still can fall back to sleep relatively easily. trigger (are they triggered by something). um yeah i'm sure they are i mean i'm in another transition state i'm moving out of. out of the <sigh> house that i live in right now where i take care of an elderly woman <sigh> um. yeah and i just i have to find. the financial means to support me in doing that and it's. and she creates a lot of anxiety just in her state of being she's exhausting and utterly depressing. so. yeah. difficult (how hard is that). difficult (how hard is that). um living with her is pretty hard like it's probably the hardest thing i've ever done and i would never ever choose to do it again if i honestly if i knew what i was getting into i don't think i would've said yes to the situation. isee_downer (i see). feel_lately (how have you been feeling lately). feel_lately (how have you been feeling lately). um i feel trapped and helpless like there's you know nothing i can. there's no way out of the situation that i'm in no matter what i do it doesn't get any better i don't <d> i don't i know i'm not getting any kind of work that i want to do. and mm my money's not working at all. so yeah it feels pretty crappy. im_sorry (i'm sorry). im_sorry (i'm sorry). <laughter> thanks. depression_diagnosed (have you been diagnosed with depression). i have in the past yeah. when_diagnosed (how long ago were you diagnosed). when_diagnosed (how long ago were you diagnosed). oh a long time i was fifteen i think or fourteen so it was over twenty years ago. why_seek_help (what got you to seek help). why_seek_help (what got you to seek help). i was suicidal. feel_down (do you feel down). oh yeah i feel down mhm. therapy_going (do you still go to therapy now). i don't actually no. stop_going (why did you stop). stop_going (why did you stop). um. well i originally stopped. with my therapist because we had completed i mean we had. worked on what needed to be worked on and i was no longer depressed. and um and then i began therapy again. later on. think i was <wa> it was in my early thirties. um and then i we ended that because i'd moved to ireland so. therapy_useful (do you feel like therapy is useful). therapy_useful (do you feel like therapy is useful). yeah i mean depending on the therapist and depending on your intention like i i don't go into therapy thinking oh i'm gonna be in this therapeutic relationship for the next ten years i think that's ridiculous. right2 (right). i think you go into therapy to um work on a specific problem and have a solution and have somebody be your sounding board who can see things that you can't see. and. you know work through that situation and come up with um. a strategy for. not just that not just creating a solution in that area but also just creating strategies. and uh tools for the rest of your life so that you don't have to be in therapy forever. yeah3 (yeah). happy_lasttime (tell me about the last time you felt really happy). happy_lasttime (tell me about the last time you felt really happy). <deep breath> <sigh> the last time i felt really happy <sigh> wow. huh. wow that's pretty sad. um it was at least a year ago. no i that's not true it was. when i um. saw my biological mother which was last may. Ellie17Dec2012_07 (what would you say are some of your best qualities). my best qualities. um <sigh>. i'm very strong. very strong-willed. i um. am very supportive and loving and nurturing. um. i'm easy to be around. i'm intelligent. and. um. yeah. regret (is there anything you regret). anything i regret. i don't think so. no. advice_back (what advice would you give to yourself ten or twenty years ago). <sigh> don't take life too seriously. <laughter>. ideal_weekendC (tell me how you spend your ideal weekend). oh my ideal weekend. um i spend some time at the beach i'll spend some time with friends. um either going out at night you know to a movie or. just going out to um. a club or a bar or somewhere that we can just sit and chat and be together. um maybe go dancing after. um and sundays i usually go to. scrubbed_entry. and then i have brunch with friends and. um. yeah i go home and sunday night i get ready for the next day so. okay_confirm (okay). okay_confirm (okay). Ellie17Dec2012_08 (what are you most proud of in your life). hmm <sigh>. i am most proud of. um. a few things i mean. i've moved to places that i wanted to move to. and uh so i've done things that have really spoken to me and have. meant something you know been dear to my heart to actually. um. mm achieve those those um. goals or those. yeah i've done things that i've wanted to do like move to ireland and move to california. thats_great (that's great). mhm. asked_everything (okay i think i have asked everything i need to). asked_everything (okay i think i have asked everything i need to). okay. appreciate_open (thanks for sharing your thoughts with me). appreciate_open (thanks for sharing your thoughts with me). sure. bye (goodbye). bye (goodbye). bye.
The above is an audio recording from a clinical interview, along with the transcript. The interviewer (Ellie) is conducting a depression screening interview with a participant. Based on the participant's responses and behavior during this clinical interview, does the participant show signs of depression? Answer with one phrase: depression, no depression.

Answer: depression