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EDAnonymous | exqueeze | 2019/01/01 | 'Normal' People Fasting Makes me Mad When non-disordered people do 24+ hour fasts and feel great I get really annoyed. Whenever I do fasts, I feel like death and want to lay down and never get up, but these people can exercise??? And it's not like I'm underweight either.
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EDAnonymous | Grumblepuffs | 2019/01/01 | Went for lunch with my girlfriend's family and holy shit I get it now! OK, so I don't have an ED but my girlfriend does and I lurk this sub and EDmemes because of her. Today, I went for lunch with her extended family. The moment we sat down, her great aunt who I had only met once before looked me dead in the eye and sa... | 2.242114 | 3.334042 | 4.279518 | 87.639754 | 75.576577 | 7.385692 | 22.518283 | 7.928767 | 0.915192 | 808 | 21 | 181 | 12 | 17 | 278 | 122 | 222 | 0.121 | 0.75 | 0.129 | -0.2999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 14 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 27 | 32 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 13 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 10 | 39 | 4 | 24 | 16 | 3 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 24 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 124 | 50 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135212 | 0 | 0.094371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31365 | 0 | 0.112152 | 0.07923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0887 | 0.122272 | 0 | 0.109812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120497 | 0 | 0 | 0.054182 | 0.111155 | 0 | 0 | 0.093131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118109 | 0.075151 | 0.084347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10484 | 0 | 0 | 0.225658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105124 | 0.317919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19157 | 0.122145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.514044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | zombeezinthetrap | 2019/01/01 | I miss the feeling of exhaustion I got from over exercising?¿ Today I rode my bike to my favorite coffee shop after bringing in the New Year with a binge episode. It’s been awhile since I have ridden but it was so much less stress on my body. Plus, it was actually enjoyable because I didn’t feel like death the whole ti... | 2.591413 | 3.699716 | 4.170058 | 88.701419 | 74.72973 | 7.015444 | 24.565637 | 7.44753 | 0.956753 | 684 | 21 | 152 | 8 | 14 | 229 | 118 | 185 | 0.137 | 0.662 | 0.202 | 0.8834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 14 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 22 | 35 | 14 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 4 | 22 | 6 | 26 | 24 | 5 | 25 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 97 | 31 | 1 | 0.148183 | 0 | 0.144606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180662 | 0 | 0.126093 | 0 | 0 | 0.131056 | 0 | 0.164598 | 0 | 0.165422 | 0 | 0 | 0.151083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224778 | 0.105862 | 0.142279 | 0.162328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154839 | 0 | 0.084216 | 0 | 0.237032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108932 | 0 | 0 | 0.143116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123888 | 0.169744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172814 | 0.170315 | 0.14046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127983 | 0 | 0 | 0.262207 | 0 | 0.118864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133712 | 0.165441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095425 |
EDAnonymous | flightless_bird666 | 2019/01/01 | um exercise routine?:) hi guys:") can we share our current exercise routine here so we help each other? kind of, motivation?
I'm bored lol
so here is mine (i only workout home) :
10 minutes (jumping jacks, high knee and jump rope)
10 minutes of abs workouts ( leg raises, crunches, burpees, etc)
and i repeat this 3 t... | 1.393814 | 3.961232 | 2.924775 | 88.738093 | 85.756757 | 4.910511 | 25.78979 | 6.427356 | 1.088134 | 294 | 13 | 56 | 3 | 9 | 96 | 61 | 74 | 0.027 | 0.783 | 0.191 | 0.9006 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 27 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205053 | 0.323224 | 0.306865 | 0 | 0.301272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | wordsmithem | 2019/01/01 | If I haven’t lost weight I’m gonna riot I got extremely drunk last night and woke up to the worst hangover of my life. I’ve been throwing up from 11:30 last night to around 2:00 this afternoon | 1.501098 | 3.541337 | 2.222134 | 97.387348 | 80.463415 | 6.05122 | 20.006098 | 7.168622 | 0.176849 | 155 | 4 | 36 | 2 | 4 | 48 | 34 | 41 | 0.291 | 0.709 | 0 | -0.9134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.496398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.571484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | qyubot | 2019/01/01 | SO trying to gain weight while I'm trying to lose weight. How do I deal with this? So basically some backstory here:
I've been with my SO for a couple years and he was my best friend before we got together. He knows about my ED and is mostly supportive. We also kind of live together.
So recently SO is bulking up and... | 1.75619 | 3.697252 | 3.370686 | 89.969155 | 79.155642 | 6.462322 | 21.99238 | 7.492282 | 0.786523 | 973 | 29 | 208 | 14 | 24 | 322 | 146 | 257 | 0.161 | 0.746 | 0.093 | -0.9754 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 31 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 19 | 17 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 16 | 17 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 38 | 31 | 23 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 17 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 24 | 9 | 31 | 27 | 7 | 22 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 20 | 9 | 2 | 3 | 11 | 126 | 35 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091302 | 0.132329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050436 | 0 | 0.070403 | 0 | 0.086827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092796 | 0 | 0.183093 | 0 | 0 | 0.085298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100046 | 0 | 0.063922 | 0.076489 | 0.086453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066172 | 0 | 0 | 0.081922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098043 | 0.055457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07354 | 0.091536 | 0.172315 | 0.04547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040421 | 0 | 0.073058 | 0 | 0 | 0.092561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106007 | 0 | 0.081693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06593 | 0 | 0.086312 | 0 | 0 | 0.068441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0488 | 0 | 0 | 0.705257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060233 | 0.084023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05328 |
EDAnonymous | dostoyefski | 2019/01/01 | Anyone else already binged in 2019? Why am I like this!!!!! | -0.268182 | 1.804563 | 0.500455 | 101.270682 | 104.454545 | 2.2 | 14.590909 | 3.1291 | -1.451764 | 43 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 11 | 11 | 0 | 0.71 | 0.29 | 0.5673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.519787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329351 | 0.48262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.39348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.425026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | wisver | 2019/01/01 | My thoughts on meanspo (TW?) I absolutely adore receiving meanspo. It gives me genuine *inspiration* (haha) to achieve my body goals. After crying for a bit depending on the level of meanness, it actually improves my self confidence.
I feel more in control and happy about what I have accomplished, but still aware of w... | 6.800989 | 8.464808 | 7.171894 | 69.047932 | 65.236162 | 10.723713 | 37.51039 | 10.77111 | 4.623822 | 1,214 | 63 | 193 | 34 | 19 | 395 | 152 | 271 | 0.175 | 0.592 | 0.233 | 0.9668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 14 | 23 | 2 | 3 | 10 | 1 | 20 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 47 | 48 | 14 | 1 | 7 | 11 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 26 | 16 | 36 | 37 | 7 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 20 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 139 | 45 | 8 | 0.34293 | 0 | 0.11155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09727 | 0 | 0.119961 | 0 | 0.124797 | 0.126973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128209 | 0 | 0 | 0.125564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.346792 | 0.081663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088316 | 0 | 0.059722 | 0.219313 | 0 | 0.191756 | 0 | 0 | 0.125926 | 0 | 0 | 0.121685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103169 | 0 | 0.076303 | 0 | 0.11484 | 0.124517 | 0 | 0 | 0.115198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084031 | 0.08476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116525 | 0.096855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073245 | 0 | 0.090749 | 0.066655 | 0 | 0 | 0.109228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094318 | 0.202269 | 0.090734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166438 | 0 | 0 | 0.081203 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bumblebatty00 | 2019/01/01 | Just another rant about our other sub being banned without mediation input I found out almost immediately.
I was posting a reply to someone asking for advice about being in an abusive relationship. I escaped my own abusive relationship in 2017, which started my recovery from AN B/P. And this post rang true and I felt ... | 0.951172 | 3.19506 | 2.992313 | 82.838612 | 104.877193 | 4.17799 | 21.848485 | 6.112484 | 0.905435 | 479 | 19 | 79 | 6 | 22 | 160 | 81 | 114 | 0.301 | 0.606 | 0.093 | -0.9826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 13 | 4 | 14 | 9 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 52 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0.380886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157067 | 0 | 0 | 0.160952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15433 | 0 | 0.146908 | 0 | 0 | 0.176236 | 0 | 0.148596 | 0 | 0 | 0.091349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107736 | 0 | 0 | 0.159645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.461816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | polyloneials | 2019/01/01 | Disappointed in myself for being terribly out of shape One of my New Years resolutions was to run everyday as it really helps my mental and physical health.
I just ran for a measly 15 minutes and feel like I’m actually dying. I have a headache, my TMJ hurts so bad (I clench when I run sometimes without noticing), and... | 5.304962 | 5.592371 | 6.287744 | 78.989211 | 67.947368 | 10.023058 | 30.320802 | 9.957138 | 2.726743 | 450 | 16 | 92 | 10 | 7 | 150 | 84 | 114 | 0.178 | 0.724 | 0.098 | -0.8769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 15 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 13 | 2 | 16 | 6 | 4 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 60 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.176233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138865 | 0.150788 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091313 | 0.129016 | 0.173398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094353 | 0 | 0.102635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161776 | 0 | 0 | 0.191962 | 0 | 0 | 0.242096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184669 | 0.127558 | 0.088229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173284 | 0.205607 | 0 | 0 | 0.122375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174086 | 0 | 0.131474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116296 |
EDAnonymous | Arceliaz | 2019/01/01 | Embracing my ED? So I posted a short while ago about throwing out my scales and body tape. After an exhausted meltdown I bought a new one this afternoon and I’m going back to daily weigh ins from tomorrow.
Without calorie tracking or weighing I *think* I gained weight, but what was worse was the feeling of having no... | 4.930354 | 6.565277 | 5.0975 | 82.264167 | 69.6875 | 8.583333 | 28.958333 | 9.075115 | 2.439271 | 669 | 25 | 123 | 13 | 12 | 210 | 106 | 160 | 0.129 | 0.672 | 0.199 | 0.9326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 27 | 23 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 13 | 5 | 20 | 14 | 3 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 17 | 85 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100344 | 0 | 0.079549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115414 | 0 | 0.144952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086192 | 0.118042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131966 | 0.093227 | 0.125297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139699 | 0.147315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19186 | 0 | 0 | 0.126034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.635639 | 0 | 0 | 0.117753 | 0 | 0 | 0.125794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265974 | 0.092701 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | small_moon_child | 2019/01/01 | VANITY SIZING seriously why the actual FUCK do brands think its okay to have “vanity sizing”. my disordered ass brain cannot deal with the fact that i’m different sizes at different stores. am i a 4? maybe. a 2? sometimes. 0? sURE. 6? fuck it why not. all the numbers. all the sizes.
i’m never wearing clothes again | -0.048333 | 1.898151 | 2.254795 | 87.950827 | 108.016393 | 6.623497 | 18.198087 | 7.492282 | 1.323294 | 244 | 8 | 48 | 7 | 12 | 82 | 46 | 61 | 0.265 | 0.675 | 0.06 | -0.9352 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 9 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.47322 | 0.259551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.418731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.408703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | InTheGecko | 2019/01/01 | I haven't eaten yet this year. It's been 16.25 hours now. I try this shit every damn year. Anyone else in the same boat? | -1.332692 | 0.679082 | 0.106538 | 105.875962 | 99.384615 | 2.6 | 6.5 | 3.1291 | -2.680892 | 93 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 4 | 29 | 23 | 26 | 0.258 | 0.742 | 0 | -0.7876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262604 | 0.384811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.483704 |
EDAnonymous | ThisIsNotGumpy | 2019/01/01 | ED Wars: Return of the Boobs Hi! I have finally chosen recovery and I’m about 7 months into it.
I was wondering if anyone got far enough in recovery to see the Return of the Boobs ™️? I miss them and my butt so much. It would make sticking to recovery 10x easier if I could see them again.
I am kind of aiming this s... | 1.920824 | 4.512136 | 3.669886 | 84.295568 | 83.0625 | 7.657576 | 21.227273 | 8.57599 | 1.70045 | 387 | 12 | 74 | 10 | 11 | 129 | 69 | 96 | 0.055 | 0.875 | 0.07 | 0.3493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 16 | 6 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 10 | 2 | 10 | 11 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 10 | 49 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173459 | 0 | 0.137513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233086 | 0 | 0 | 0.204052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180057 | 0 | 0.165829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.539279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160247 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lilllyyy | 2019/01/01 | rant/freaking out about "recovery" weight gain okay so i tried to stop restricting and try self "recovery" back in early November and have been gaining weight ever since. i was 119lbs back then and this morning i am now 137 FREAKING POUNDS and feel so disgusting. my clothes fit tighter than i'd like. i'm so aware of al... | 1.436609 | 3.786783 | 3.030174 | 89.723957 | 82.826087 | 6.288696 | 20.504348 | 7.554174 | 0.732718 | 892 | 26 | 187 | 15 | 25 | 293 | 132 | 230 | 0.116 | 0.729 | 0.155 | 0.9133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 38 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 24 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 23 | 11 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 38 | 38 | 22 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 11 | 9 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 20 | 6 | 20 | 26 | 4 | 39 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 31 | 119 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157398 | 0 | 0.106628 | 0 | 0.066922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068811 | 0 | 0 | 0.087606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064999 | 0.267054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190091 | 0 | 0 | 0.096421 | 0 | 0 | 0.103265 | 0.104804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102664 | 0 | 0 | 0.162812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208966 | 0 | 0.078591 | 0.082275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058045 | 0 | 0.078939 | 0.479349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200577 | 0.139816 | 0 | 0 | 0.126746 |
EDAnonymous | skelekey | 2019/01/01 | I can’t let go of my ED for 2019 I want 2019 to be MY year. I want to look good, I want to be successful, I want to feel confident.
But I can’t let go of my ED, no matter how hard I try. It breaks my heart. I treated myself to some pizza and soda last night at a party, and immediately when I woke up I just went right ... | 2.356329 | 2.824206 | 3.851046 | 93.197599 | 74.597484 | 7.03968 | 22.001715 | 6.980633 | 0.270479 | 559 | 12 | 139 | 5 | 11 | 186 | 88 | 159 | 0.111 | 0.749 | 0.14 | -0.5052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 12 | 9 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 29 | 34 | 12 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 24 | 5 | 19 | 18 | 3 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 90 | 32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122144 | 0 | 0 | 0.150175 | 0.110817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28129 | 0.118354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270205 | 0 | 0 | 0.13242 | 0 | 0 | 0.221897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084658 | 0 | 0.209779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146791 | 0.089701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145513 | 0 | 0.389642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134643 | 0.18771 | 0 | 0 | 0.255245 |
EDAnonymous | RoughPotential | 2019/01/01 | I’m a psycho and drunkenly stole some pens from a NYE party Pro Tip: EAT before going out at New Years
I don’t know the host but was one of the few outsiders at the party so if they notice the 4 missing sharpies (was in a cup on a table where people were signing things) it’s reasonable to assume it’s me. I am thinking... | 2.321126 | 4.148314 | 3.888008 | 87.447617 | 77.021978 | 5.868681 | 25.660714 | 6.627428 | 1.038219 | 349 | 13 | 69 | 3 | 8 | 116 | 74 | 91 | 0.12 | 0.821 | 0.059 | -0.7615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 11 | 9 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 50 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17817 | 0 | 0 | 0.343276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.369099 | 0 | 0 | 0.219683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215381 | 0.207732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230299 | 0 | 0 | 0.208771 |
EDAnonymous | thebluestbanana | 2019/01/01 | Starting the year... at a new record weight. The holidays have not been kind to me. I'm now officially at a BMI that's out of the "normal" range. Guess it's time to restrict :( | 0.470833 | 2.634503 | 2.342222 | 94.3 | 85.388889 | 5.822222 | 20.111111 | 7.168622 | 0.330078 | 133 | 4 | 31 | 2 | 4 | 44 | 30 | 36 | 0.213 | 0.72 | 0.067 | -0.6884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 18 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.395595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366898 | 0 | 0 | 0.37221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.462602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244636 |
EDAnonymous | UnderwearFighter | 2019/01/01 | i'm so sad, and i'm so tired, and i want to cry i don't even know if this is the right place to post this but this is a cry for help in its most unadulterated form because i've broken down too many times today and i keep binging and i dont know what emotional void i keep trying to fill and i dont know how to fix this i... | 1.194444 | 1.824821 | 3.397963 | 94.745833 | 77.518519 | 7.177778 | 21.648148 | 7.554174 | 0.392348 | 455 | 11 | 120 | 6 | 10 | 157 | 74 | 135 | 0.279 | 0.664 | 0.058 | -0.9868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 26 | 22 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 14 | 22 | 5 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 73 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127635 | 0.143139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265017 | 0 | 0.121718 | 0 | 0.077805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142443 | 0 | 0.091011 | 0.108903 | 0 | 0 | 0.066948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078958 | 0 | 0 | 0.117001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38173 | 0 | 0 | 0.209411 | 0 | 0 | 0.258958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112819 | 0 | 0.127007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06869 | 0.406179 | 0.11166 | 0 | 0 | 0.079978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143139 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | amyvas | 2019/01/01 | how do you folks feel about having your food "planned" for you? not forcefully, I mean.
it makes me so happy when I know what my family is fixing for a day. It helps me focus on not eating mindlessly.
or, another example, when you know you're going out to eat somewhere.
pardon my question being vague, I'm just curio... | 2.128616 | 4.666237 | 4.200714 | 81.23 | 81.5 | 8.032143 | 23.205357 | 8.841846 | 2.192592 | 258 | 9 | 47 | 7 | 7 | 88 | 52 | 64 | 0.021 | 0.802 | 0.177 | 0.8895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 33 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.540978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249199 | 0 | 0.13366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176451 | 0 | 0 | 0.287947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shi7863 | 2019/01/01 | New year “ABC” variation After hitting tons of plateaus last year I have decided to each day consume as many calories as the first number of the date in hundredths. (Jan 1= 100 calories Jan 2= 200 calories, Jan 15= 150 calories Jan 20= 200 calories etc). | 4.587766 | 6.826875 | 4.307394 | 85.10875 | 71.765957 | 6.402128 | 35.154255 | 7.168622 | 2.51343 | 201 | 11 | 35 | 2 | 4 | 61 | 35 | 47 | 0 | 0.972 | 0.028 | 0.0772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.431925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.498798 |
EDAnonymous | Exoarmyl | 2019/01/01 | I haven’t eaten since last year! Now if only I could keep it like that 🙃 | -1.664706 | 0.08726 | 0.913235 | 103.654559 | 91.352941 | 3.4 | 8.5 | 3.1291 | -2.339094 | 56 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 2 | 19 | 16 | 17 | 0 | 0.811 | 0.189 | 0.4199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.398809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.443977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.407158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.379891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32166 |
EDAnonymous | girlinamber | 2019/01/01 | starting the new year off right! just kidding lol
i woke up, had a waffle, then glanced down my shirt while aimlessly standing in the middle of my room for the past 15 minutes. you know how that ed brain be
i have that stupid little fucking weird roll thing under my titties and i dont know if it's from my bad posture... | 2.730056 | 4.761752 | 3.139333 | 92.345222 | 76.5 | 5.644444 | 26.111111 | 6.427356 | 0.827378 | 395 | 15 | 82 | 3 | 9 | 122 | 79 | 100 | 0.164 | 0.772 | 0.064 | -0.9231 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 13 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 11 | 1 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 52 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.381271 | 0.27836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211076 | 0.119286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252599 | 0 | 0.250954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23347 | 0 | 0.111544 | 0.228834 | 0 | 0 | 0.191729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147029 |
EDAnonymous | eightstone | 2019/01/01 | I reached my goal weight in early December and haven't stopped binging since. Someone please reassure me that I can't have ruined a whole 6 months progress in one month. | 6.881875 | 7.706848 | 5.4 | 84.845 | 64.625 | 8.9 | 37.875 | 8.841846 | 3.189888 | 138 | 7 | 26 | 2 | 2 | 40 | 28 | 32 | 0 | 0.604 | 0.396 | 0.8784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.530858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.404942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | paavanilla | 2019/01/01 | I like to convince myself I'm recovering when all I'm doing is just binging I hope you're all having a better 2019 than I am | 2.391429 | 3.085287 | 5.462857 | 80.832143 | 74.714286 | 7.028571 | 24.714286 | 7.168622 | 1.094014 | 100 | 3 | 21 | 1 | 2 | 37 | 22 | 28 | 0 | 0.623 | 0.377 | 0.8519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.624229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.701025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.344822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MythicalDisneyBitch | 2019/01/01 | About last night. Currently trying to wrap my head around recovery, it's not going well.
Last night I went to see a few friends and one of them pulled me aside to "talk".
Told me I had lost a lot of weight and she was worried for me, I'm too skinny, people are concerned, etc.
It's nice to know people care about m... | 0.771789 | 2.871141 | 2.026579 | 97.453553 | 83.526316 | 5.063158 | 16.868421 | 6.2581 | -0.507968 | 352 | 7 | 81 | 3 | 10 | 112 | 68 | 95 | 0.079 | 0.736 | 0.185 | 0.9143 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 10 | 7 | 12 | 7 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 51 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101324 | 0.149537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097981 | 0.290653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194619 | 0.151572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172189 | 0 | 0.501926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170359 | 0 | 0.121044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217103 | 0.1603 | 0.165272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11481 |
EDAnonymous | taikutsuu | 2019/01/01 | to linear weight loss in 2019 this time last year i weighed a whopping 152 pounds. my ed developed, i slowly but surely lost a few pounds, then very quickly got down to 120, legit within a month or two.
BUT THEN THE FIRE NATION ATTACKED and festival season hit and i ate and drank like a whale out of a sudden, i got to... | 4.270485 | 4.877198 | 4.787412 | 87.710283 | 70.320755 | 7.566577 | 23.633423 | 7.44753 | 0.773584 | 408 | 9 | 88 | 4 | 7 | 130 | 75 | 106 | 0.204 | 0.702 | 0.094 | -0.9357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 12 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 16 | 5 | 1 | 24 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 52 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2416 | 0 | 0.163298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273516 |
EDAnonymous | grape_fruits | 2019/01/01 | sushi calorie estimate help? hi i’d really appreciate if someone could help me guesstimate how many calories i just ate. i looked it up but i kinda don’t trust what i found and the calorie counts vary :(
i ate one piece of the following, all nigiri sushi (fish on top of rice)
tuna
surf clam
masago (smol roe)
octopus
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EDAnonymous | shostakovichbanana | 2019/01/01 | Binge free 2019! Speaking it into existence ✨ | 2.35375 | 3.996687 | 3.67 | 75.875 | 117.75 | 6.6 | 29 | 7.168622 | 3.4113 | 37 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 0.626 | 0.374 | 0.5562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | quincess912 | 2019/01/01 | I want to recover so I can enjoy life. I’ve been flirting with recovery on and off, noncommittal as fuck, for about 15 years. I am ready to get better. I want a normal sex life with the person I intend to spend the rest of my life with after a ten year, torturously abusive marriage. I want to enjoy my life, my kids, an... | 0.084676 | 1.820153 | 3.006081 | 91.519475 | 83.725275 | 5.802686 | 18.90232 | 6.937598 | 0.111292 | 318 | 8 | 75 | 4 | 9 | 113 | 57 | 91 | 0.093 | 0.744 | 0.162 | 0.2566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 17 | 15 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 49 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0.242206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188984 | 0.106802 | 0 | 0.348532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.577556 | 0 | 0 | 0.180508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.482293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263282 |
EDAnonymous | Literally_a_Gorilla | 2019/01/01 | Is "likes the sense of control" a meme? It feels like the primary psychological drive normies diagnose us with is "desire to have control in his/her life." And when ed-sufferers are accused of it, that's the answer they give, because it's easy to understand, it doesn't indicate a deeper torturous psychological issue...... | 6.516561 | 7.335366 | 7.850263 | 66.981009 | 65.421053 | 11.385965 | 35.833333 | 11.208143 | 4.40107 | 404 | 19 | 70 | 12 | 6 | 139 | 67 | 95 | 0.024 | 0.797 | 0.179 | 0.9246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 19 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 12 | 10 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 46 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.705844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205201 | 0 | 0 | 0.106069 | 0.149864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201236 | 0 | 0 | 0.167777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148171 | 0.204972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218384 | 0.252334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | crossdressingcarp | 2019/01/01 | it’s nye and i ate an embarrassing amount of calories telling myself tomorrow will be a fresh and clean new start because its the new year ......as if that pound of fat i gained in 1 single night is gonna be magically gone when i wake up 8 hours from now just because its 2019 🙃 | 1.02523 | 3.137196 | 2.624828 | 93.461264 | 82.62069 | 5.935632 | 21.735632 | 7.168622 | 0.488508 | 217 | 7 | 50 | 3 | 6 | 71 | 50 | 58 | 0.047 | 0.815 | 0.138 | 0.6124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 28 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.412214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.653092 | 0 | 0.317291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21773 |
EDAnonymous | OscarTehOctopus | 2019/01/01 | Things fueling my relapse in 2019 1. The 16lbs gained since my LW
2. My husband hasn't touched me since early November.
3. I don't fit into my LW uniform pants comfortably.
4. My husband's (desired) Weight gain from underweight to healthy BMI.
5. The sexy sweater dress I just bought that my husband promised to take m... | 2.333975 | 5.261353 | 2.877205 | 86.138913 | 91.173913 | 5.67205 | 29.397516 | 7.168622 | 2.168525 | 400 | 21 | 70 | 7 | 14 | 124 | 68 | 92 | 0.048 | 0.753 | 0.199 | 0.9353 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 3 | 10 | 5 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 37 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267927 | 0.278685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.597803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.410041 | 0 | 0 | 0.27168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.440011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Lemon_bird | 2019/01/01 | how do i help my friend when i can see her getting deeper into her ed i have some heavily disordered habits myself (restriction and purging) but my friend is getting bad fast with purging especially and i don’t know how to help her even when i’m going through the same stuff :/. Maybe that makes me dumb but i just want ... | 3.467174 | 5.529262 | 4.158043 | 85.734239 | 74.434783 | 7.208696 | 23.456522 | 8.076483 | 1.265843 | 374 | 11 | 73 | 6 | 8 | 119 | 65 | 92 | 0.168 | 0.671 | 0.161 | -0.4215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 23 | 16 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 3 | 7 | 16 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 54 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257892 | 0 | 0.329551 | 0 | 0.222854 | 0 | 0.121209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181318 | 0 | 0 | 0.142362 | 0 | 0.428526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244305 | 0 | 0.244148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mrsnoire | 2019/01/02 | ED and drug use Hello there, this is my first post.
Im curious, does anyone here use drugs?(any kind)
And if so, what kind, with what objective, and how does it affect your tracking, ED mood,etc. | 1.912105 | 4.294684 | 2.399211 | 94.781974 | 81.105263 | 5.905263 | 20.026316 | 7.168622 | 0.3434 | 150 | 4 | 32 | 2 | 4 | 46 | 31 | 38 | 0 | 0.85 | 0.15 | 0.7165 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.427873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.509154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.422285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Redditnotes | 2019/01/02 | How close has anyone been to exposing you, how did you respond? e.g parents finding purging evidence or your MPA account etc. My mother found some purging bags in my room. I realised and refused to engage with the fact that my parents knew. I was so humiliated. I kept refusing to talk about it, they started threatimgin... | 4.467542 | 6.656252 | 5.012 | 80.146136 | 71.966102 | 7.770847 | 32.138983 | 8.548687 | 2.717706 | 501 | 24 | 90 | 9 | 10 | 160 | 82 | 118 | 0.135 | 0.803 | 0.062 | -0.8031 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 23 | 15 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 19 | 2 | 16 | 6 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 62 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161771 | 0 | 0 | 0.194067 | 0.136747 | 0 | 0.092473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355083 | 0 | 0 | 0.20423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187413 | 0.192307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.589599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pugsaremydrugs | 2019/01/02 | Are there even any downsides to Adderall? Little introduction, I'm about 99% that my inability to focus, the constant music playing in my head, my tendency to forget things or misplace them, my inability to formulate thoughts, and my ability to read pages over and over and over again without really gaining anything can... | 9.370494 | 8.202514 | 9.226699 | 66.092384 | 60.137725 | 12.900898 | 40.036677 | 11.933033 | 4.952366 | 722 | 32 | 120 | 19 | 8 | 236 | 110 | 167 | 0.171 | 0.748 | 0.081 | -0.9321 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 12 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 22 | 21 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 15 | 4 | 24 | 15 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 4 | 6 | 86 | 26 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198851 | 0 | 0.143242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113255 | 0 | 0.144471 | 0 | 0.308213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132478 | 0 | 0 | 0.16449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083772 | 0.171858 | 0.151412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116193 | 0.260822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171517 | 0 | 0.219697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227835 | 0 | 0 | 0.136128 | 0.099986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165291 | 0.185952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | LevyMevy | 2019/01/02 | I don't know what I'll do with myself if my life doesn't improve when I'm skinny Like literally I've shaped everything around how much better things will be when I'm skinny and pretty. I'm naturally outgoing and friendly but I've isolated myself because I'm fat and nasty looking. But I comfort myself thinking about how... | 2.878 | 4.892625 | 4.530833 | 82.61625 | 76 | 7.166667 | 25.694444 | 8.076483 | 1.662444 | 357 | 13 | 69 | 6 | 8 | 120 | 56 | 90 | 0.163 | 0.662 | 0.175 | -0.441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 17 | 18 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 5 | 5 | 14 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 41 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.470461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187864 | 0.12994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3534 | 0.340848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | biobitch535 | 2019/01/02 | C/S question Okay so developed the c/s habit quite a bit ago.. however today I started to get paranoid because I started to try and eat less carbs and more protein...like I know you absorb minimal calories depending on how long its in your mouth, how much you accidentally swallow, and what kind of food it is.. but like... | 3.977108 | 6.232047 | 4.794706 | 80.872843 | 73.558824 | 7.47451 | 31.921569 | 8.3441 | 2.660522 | 285 | 14 | 51 | 5 | 6 | 92 | 54 | 68 | 0.051 | 0.926 | 0.023 | -0.1901 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 6 | 6 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 30 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266883 | 0.281696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125208 | 0 | 0 | 0.226805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287099 | 0.272592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242929 | 0 | 0 | 0.174001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | summerservice | 2019/01/02 | 6 weeks until valentine’s day last year was the first time I was in a relationship on the day and he’d made me feel so loved but now I’m alone.... lol
I just wanna be desirable is that too fuckin much 2 ask!!!!!!!
but 6 weeks is enough time to lose [mutters inaudibly] pounds sooo ;-)))) | -0.507931 | 1.711438 | 1.275431 | 98.831422 | 93.655172 | 4.968966 | 15.87069 | 6.627428 | -0.419179 | 213 | 5 | 51 | 3 | 8 | 69 | 48 | 58 | 0.059 | 0.762 | 0.179 | 0.8055 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 29 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285783 | 0 | 0 | 0.230553 | 0.241713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.409812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164501 |
EDAnonymous | yeehaw_lemons | 2019/01/02 | Too fat for chinese walked into the kitchen to my grandmother eating chinese takeout. she questioned me asking if i had eaten anything today, yet afterwards she says she wouldve ordered something for me if i wasnt "too fat"
she gets onto me for not eating but says im too heavy to have gross fattening food
im constant... | 4.850504 | 5.996223 | 5.504651 | 81.126202 | 69.348837 | 8.058915 | 29.449612 | 8.3441 | 2.173626 | 349 | 13 | 64 | 5 | 6 | 113 | 57 | 86 | 0.169 | 0.831 | 0 | -0.9452 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 45 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144581 | 0.156405 | 0.16425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.539337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.56934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | elevenbravo274 | 2019/01/02 | Farewell, myfitnesspal You were there for me before I developed an eating disorder. I was a normal weight but didn’t feel it, and you gave me a sense of control for over a year.
Then things went too far and I dropped way too much weight. Recovery has been a very very long process, but I managed to not use you for a fe... | 4.455902 | 5.055518 | 4.865697 | 87.339857 | 69.901639 | 8.395082 | 29.184426 | 8.472885 | 1.858407 | 473 | 17 | 102 | 7 | 8 | 150 | 79 | 122 | 0.015 | 0.825 | 0.16 | 0.9616 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 16 | 18 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 19 | 3 | 15 | 10 | 6 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 76 | 24 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188754 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123643 | 0 | 0 | 0.183216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184883 | 0 | 0.163246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147239 | 0 | 0.135603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169831 | 0 | 0 | 0.245101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204948 | 0.12524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159319 | 0 | 0.304407 | 0 | 0.29284 | 0 | 0.449258 | 0 | 0.171001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11879 |
EDAnonymous | Boaty_Mc-Boatface | 2019/01/02 | These goddamn shitty legs warped my fucking jeans. Saggy in weird places and makes my butt look even bigger.
I appreciate hourglass figures seeming to be the 'ideal' body type, but I feel too sexual no matter how much I weigh, and what I wear. I don't want my thighs and backside to be the centre of attention. | 5.503475 | 6.609609 | 5.7625 | 80.019682 | 67.813559 | 7.933898 | 28.309322 | 8.076483 | 1.895098 | 245 | 8 | 44 | 3 | 4 | 78 | 48 | 59 | 0.167 | 0.782 | 0.051 | -0.7034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 28 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.427862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | crazyloco43 | 2019/01/02 | What's the saddest meal you've ever eaten? Whether it be restriction or binge-motivated, what's the most pathetic thing you've eaten?
My dinner of exactly 6 mac and cheese pizza rolls and rice cakes with chick fil a hot sauce is ranking pretty high for me. | 6.402733 | 6.766542 | 6.722 | 76.554333 | 65.6 | 9.866667 | 30.666667 | 9.725611 | 2.790267 | 207 | 7 | 38 | 4 | 3 | 67 | 43 | 50 | 0.199 | 0.741 | 0.061 | -0.8049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 20 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.489779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.572079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.550857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Sp00nful017 | 2019/01/02 | Does anyone feel bigger / worse about themselves after a few days of restricting? This is day 2 of restricting for me after the holidays and this ALWAYS happens. I feel so much bigger / fatter / more bloated / worse about myself a few days following the start of my restriction. Usually by day 4 or 5 it’s so bad that I ... | 5.508125 | 5.991892 | 6.1375 | 79.5575 | 67.541667 | 8.9 | 27.458333 | 8.841846 | 2.043221 | 386 | 11 | 72 | 6 | 6 | 126 | 63 | 96 | 0.204 | 0.747 | 0.049 | -0.9446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 2 | 15 | 11 | 5 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 51 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.554778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ifuckpineapples | 2019/01/02 | I really like the idea of getting a new therapist and also really hate it Do i want a place to word vomit all my dumb problems that im too afraid to usually talk about? hell yes.
Did i hate my last two therapists and feel like they never really helped me, i never really wanted to talk to them, it was awkward, and i co... | 1.368783 | 3.650143 | 3.351967 | 87.745681 | 82.52459 | 6.704666 | 20.040353 | 7.882392 | 0.957304 | 469 | 13 | 95 | 9 | 13 | 158 | 79 | 122 | 0.22 | 0.619 | 0.161 | -0.9111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 11 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 22 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 4 | 12 | 14 | 3 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 13 | 64 | 19 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070357 | 0.099407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072699 | 0.133483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27476 | 0.142806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157081 | 0.150304 | 0 | 0 | 0.123681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214639 | 0.13439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153252 | 0 | 0.328292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CallMeDaring | 2019/01/02 | Anyone else happy holidays are over and no one will judge you for not getting wasted and stuffed? I want to look good and feel good. Im having a good time don't need your damn guilt trip friends! | 3.487917 | 4.764573 | 3.475 | 93.896667 | 72.75 | 6.333333 | 23.333333 | 6.427356 | 0.355583 | 155 | 4 | 34 | 1 | 3 | 47 | 35 | 40 | 0.08 | 0.464 | 0.456 | 0.96 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184289 | 0.270051 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203628 | 0 | 0.1377 | 0 | 0 | 0.663191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rachelcoiling | 2019/01/02 | Mirrors and cameras and weddings. My fiancé’s mirrored medicine cabinet is directly across from the shower. Every time I open the curtain I have to remember to avert my eyes. Even putting on make-up is hard now because I *have* to look in the mirror. Curl my hair? Mirror.
I feel like a toddler at this point. I’m so s... | 0.961458 | 3.246988 | 3.161667 | 88.425 | 84.347222 | 5.544444 | 24.625 | 6.907726 | 1.110425 | 1,094 | 45 | 219 | 14 | 32 | 372 | 141 | 288 | 0.169 | 0.721 | 0.109 | -0.9726 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 33 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 13 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 18 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 39 | 44 | 21 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 30 | 6 | 35 | 39 | 3 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 18 | 17 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 141 | 44 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096285 | 0.281184 | 0 | 0 | 0.129923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25334 | 0.07437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152331 | 0 | 0.291478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10871 | 0 | 0.058308 | 0.082382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089093 | 0.106609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114182 | 0 | 0 | 0.103301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120085 | 0.063375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112676 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104078 | 0 | 0.076975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130631 | 0.09848 | 0 | 0 | 0.115452 | 0 | 0.275678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117551 | 0.097708 | 0.088777 | 0 | 0.129088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091549 | 0.067242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078293 | 0 | 0 | 0.120049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083952 | 0 | 0 | 0.081918 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | illbecountingclouds | 2019/01/02 | I will never fit into every item in my wardrobe at any one time My weight has *wildly* fluctuated over the past three years, leading me to have a closet with clothes every size, 8 to 18 (women's), 26 to 38 (men's)
If I'm heavy, I can't get many of my jeans past my ass. If I'm skinny, many of them are honestly too big ... | 3.94184 | 3.883358 | 4.955957 | 88.562893 | 70.840491 | 7.746994 | 26.729448 | 7.168622 | 1.068274 | 596 | 17 | 136 | 5 | 10 | 196 | 104 | 163 | 0.068 | 0.86 | 0.072 | 0.5484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 13 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 4 | 21 | 19 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 19 | 1 | 25 | 14 | 2 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 17 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 82 | 19 | 2 | 0.162542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152714 | 0 | 0 | 0.198168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.410846 | 0 | 0.146082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169843 | 0.155925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173102 | 0.110143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129018 | 0 | 0.197933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104672 |
EDAnonymous | sofdesoft | 2019/01/02 | pants dont fit and now im upset recovery made me gain weight and now my pants dont fit and one pair of shorts dont fit either and its making me freak out
i wish i had a doctor to call but the system in my country is weird and i have to go to some exams and another doctor first before i can have proper treatment??? so ... | 0.156163 | 1.684518 | 2.735058 | 94.600494 | 82.488372 | 5.230233 | 15.401163 | 5.985473 | -0.723995 | 296 | 4 | 71 | 2 | 8 | 103 | 57 | 86 | 0.135 | 0.797 | 0.067 | -0.5431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 15 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 48 | 10 | 3 | 0.188155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385169 | 0 | 0 | 0.661548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178037 | 0.125595 | 0 | 0.189027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | giveMeSteamKeysPls | 2019/01/02 | Is weight restoration just bullshit? My ED brain is convinced that I don't need to eat above maintenance and that doctors force patients to eat to make them fat because they don't know how else to treat EDs. This thought process is stopping me from gaining any weight | 7.438933 | 8.06011 | 5.07 | 88.398333 | 63.4 | 7.466667 | 38.666667 | 6.427356 | 2.470667 | 218 | 11 | 41 | 1 | 3 | 60 | 40 | 50 | 0.097 | 0.755 | 0.147 | 0.4215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 21 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.502718 | 0.205207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.598265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Artist_juller_22 | 2019/01/02 | I can’t get this god damn burger up And I seriously want to cry. Fuck. It’s stuck in my throat. I ate too fast and didn’t chew properly. Shit shit shit shit. Fuck you cookout. | -1.98282 | -0.362148 | 0.500827 | 101.140789 | 108.736842 | 4.276692 | 13.323308 | 6.182691 | -0.850764 | 135 | 3 | 34 | 2 | 7 | 45 | 30 | 38 | 0.566 | 0.366 | 0.067 | -0.9803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.393265 | 0.111124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.87331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | brutalbabyboy | 2019/01/02 | Sleep My favorite thing about starting to eat more (I used EXTREMELY extended dry “fasts” lol) is the fact that I’m no longer scared of dying in my sleep. I remember being so terrified of falling asleep because I knew that night would be the night I wouldn’t wake up. | 10.772308 | 7.032924 | 9.526923 | 73.068077 | 59.769231 | 13.476923 | 41.384615 | 11.208143 | 4.314892 | 212 | 8 | 42 | 4 | 2 | 66 | 41 | 52 | 0.212 | 0.736 | 0.053 | -0.8434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 25 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.492843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.525556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186535 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | abhlancome12247 | 2019/01/02 | I wonder if I’ll ever be able to eat normally... I was at the grocery store today and everything I looked at I put back because it’s not a safe food... can’t get cereal, I know I can’t control myself... protein bars are a no, I always binge and eat all of them... etc.
Nothing feels safe anymore so I just bought my di... | 0.549333 | 2.732501 | 2.997778 | 89.6 | 85.222222 | 5.377778 | 22.333333 | 6.742158 | 0.712133 | 334 | 12 | 69 | 4 | 10 | 115 | 64 | 90 | 0.085 | 0.84 | 0.075 | -0.2216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 21 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 12 | 3 | 8 | 10 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 45 | 13 | 0 | 0.360257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138508 | 0 | 0.109805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200891 | 0 | 0.162937 | 0 | 0 | 0.161888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.435625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19571 | 0 | 0 | 0.088002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176488 | 0.172838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173638 | 0.195342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lonelybeet | 2019/01/02 | DAE think their flesh prison of a body looks okay naked but not in clothes? Or maybe the other way around? Feels like my clothes are baggy and tight in all the wrong places :/
I'd just like to be able to get ready and make it out of the house without having a fucking breakdown for once : ) also I think I'm starting t... | 3.811111 | 5.091405 | 3.514506 | 93.910278 | 71.962963 | 6.387654 | 24.611111 | 6.427356 | 0.515533 | 318 | 9 | 69 | 2 | 6 | 95 | 63 | 81 | 0.121 | 0.719 | 0.16 | 0.5661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 14 | 11 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 39 | 8 | 0 | 0.238511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120598 | 0.170392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220499 | 0.124612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159208 | 0 | 0.239616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260774 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | yourpsychedelicface | 2019/01/02 | How many hours of fasting until you feel better? I am on vacation and I don’t mean to be ungrateful, I’m having a fun time, but I can’t wait to return home and fast/restrict because I feel more bloated and uncomfortable every day of three huge meals with family. After a traumatic event in July I have basically been ove... | 3.486939 | 5.243313 | 4.358929 | 85.629821 | 73.591837 | 7.553061 | 25.005102 | 8.2785 | 1.441567 | 782 | 25 | 160 | 13 | 16 | 252 | 124 | 196 | 0.138 | 0.687 | 0.175 | 0.6411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 14 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 33 | 39 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 14 | 19 | 7 | 25 | 34 | 5 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 96 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226832 | 0.092823 | 0 | 0.073587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101708 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1138 | 0 | 0.610374 | 0.086239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063069 | 0 | 0.137211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242175 | 0 | 0.237761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117951 | 0 | 0 | 0.106829 | 0.101371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114224 | 0.161157 | 0.122387 | 0.121275 | 0.131495 | 0 | 0 | 0.121653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115237 | 0 | 0 | 0.126122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080198 | 0.07735 | 0 | 0 | 0.07039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071201 | 0.095818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | icecreamqueen69 | 2019/01/02 | Welp I only take lax the night before I have a day off from work so I can ~deal with it~
Guess who was -supposed- to have today off. 😬 | -2.102 | -0.348534 | 0.123333 | 104.865 | 104.333333 | 2.4 | 9.333333 | 3.1291 | -2.273467 | 104 | 1 | 26 | 0 | 5 | 34 | 26 | 30 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 17 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246064 | 0.393354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | DontMindMeJustBingin | 2019/01/02 | Does anyone else have a fear of trying new foods? Even if an unknown food is really healthy, or relatively low cal, I don't want to try them because I get I'll like it and then constantly binge on it from them on. Does anyone else feel this way? | 2.676765 | 4.014535 | 3.958971 | 89.387868 | 74.882353 | 7.452941 | 22.553922 | 8.076483 | 0.909545 | 192 | 5 | 43 | 3 | 4 | 63 | 43 | 51 | 0.129 | 0.768 | 0.103 | -0.0999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 22 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274087 | 0.401638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.327455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220547 | 0.0991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.473993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115602 | 0.155571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | usegao | 2019/01/02 | Boss brought in a croissant sandwich platter I grabbed one of the roast beef ones and gobbled it down like a street urchin. It was the first unplanned meal I've had since early June. Now I'm just sitting here waiting for the sky to fall. Pray for me. | 2.3158 | 4.642275 | 1.998 | 98.549 | 79.2 | 4 | 28 | 3.1291 | 0.3848 | 199 | 9 | 42 | 0 | 5 | 58 | 43 | 50 | 0 | 0.9 | 0.1 | 0.5859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 24 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.455761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.726159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.443229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | HerculesMulligan26 | 2019/01/02 | Help - gained WAY too much. I’m “in recovery” ...not because I want to be. I was 113 at my lowest. Have to see my PCP, therapist and nutritionist regularly. I never weigh myself now because I’m in the “weight restoration” phase - but today at the doctor, after I told the nurse I didn’t want to know what I weighed...sh... | 0.144471 | 2.51876 | 2.004047 | 93.790965 | 91.8 | 4.861176 | 18.552941 | 6.522977 | 0.067532 | 475 | 14 | 102 | 6 | 17 | 156 | 82 | 125 | 0.085 | 0.816 | 0.098 | -0.4956 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 28 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 15 | 21 | 2 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 61 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138754 | 0.202605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132644 | 0 | 0.122162 | 0.123221 | 0.128169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131929 | 0 | 0 | 0.15752 | 0.317586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143527 | 0 | 0 | 0.294054 | 0.39572 | 0 | 0.404727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | BunnyAwesome | 2019/01/02 | I’m back bitchez Disappeared for a while just after proED was banned and sought medical help and admitted my issues and now I’ve gained I hate myself so much so now I can with the least pride ever say I’m back on my bullshit
Oh no indeed... | 0.133629 | 2.518008 | 1.827714 | 94.681 | 92.8 | 5.257143 | 17.142857 | 6.86897 | 0.095886 | 191 | 5 | 41 | 3 | 7 | 62 | 39 | 50 | 0.285 | 0.6 | 0.115 | -0.8731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 28 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.547695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | refinnejjjj | 2019/01/02 | Just weighed myself for the first time since Xmas and it was fine!!!! Jk I gained 8lbs since 20 December 😭😭😭 I genuinely thought I would be ok at eating under maintenance without tracking over the holidays but obviously I’ll never be free from counting cals unless I want to be a fat bitch forever lol! I’m so so upse... | 1.785 | 4.337197 | 3.668214 | 84.348036 | 83.285714 | 6.928571 | 24.464286 | 8.076483 | 1.808857 | 280 | 11 | 53 | 6 | 8 | 94 | 55 | 70 | 0.274 | 0.59 | 0.136 | -0.9577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 33 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.590318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283269 | 0.20806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253469 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | messystressy05 | 2019/01/02 | Upset with therapy So I just finished a session with my therapist, and this is the second session that I talked about my issues with eating (mostly restricting and the occasional purge). And I’m so pissed.
She spent the entire hour taking about nutrition, suggesting that I go on the paleo diet, stressed the importanc... | 5.861644 | 7.469868 | 6.629867 | 72.267378 | 67.4 | 9.395556 | 29.088889 | 9.725611 | 3.026502 | 540 | 19 | 86 | 12 | 9 | 178 | 81 | 125 | 0.154 | 0.783 | 0.063 | -0.9168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 19 | 15 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 12 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 2 | 13 | 13 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 61 | 19 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.727315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141195 | 0.139997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11885 | 0.162841 | 0 | 0.162737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106885 | 0.114261 | 0.124252 | 0 | 0.16257 | 0.165056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | RevolutionaryRest5 | 2019/01/02 | Why are my legs swollen 80% of the time during a normal menstrual cycle? I missed 2 periods in a row so I began maintaining during the holidays. It seems like I did ovulate and I've experienced mood swings (I'm very calm when I'm experiencing oligomenorrhea except when I'm worrying about my oligomenorrhea lmao), so it'... | 2.308557 | 4.728982 | 4.433206 | 80.555479 | 79.824742 | 7.797526 | 24.648454 | 8.697196 | 2.153541 | 778 | 29 | 144 | 19 | 20 | 267 | 117 | 194 | 0.065 | 0.827 | 0.107 | 0.7728 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 17 | 11 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 21 | 30 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 17 | 5 | 18 | 24 | 3 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 96 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175107 | 0 | 0.365812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158068 | 0.190283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087328 | 0.179155 | 0 | 0.158188 | 0.150105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192723 | 0.17104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160718 | 0 | 0.161294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18153 | 0 | 0.126979 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | arcoalien | 2019/01/02 | Poll Time: What does a binge look like to you? ​
Hi,
I hope I'm not breaking any rules with this. Reading through all of these posts and seeing several people talk about their binge eating made me wonder what others personally consider to be a "binge". I always thought binge eating was eating 5k-15k calori... | 7.620698 | 10.119777 | 5.814643 | 76.350802 | 64.271318 | 8.260775 | 27.628682 | 8.841846 | 2.233353 | 619 | 19 | 97 | 10 | 10 | 179 | 93 | 129 | 0.038 | 0.838 | 0.123 | 0.8449 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 22 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 9 | 4 | 12 | 10 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 56 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123719 | 0.161102 | 0.180671 | 0.101112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.608574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206161 | 0.259655 | 0 | 0.163213 | 0 | 0 | 0.142401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118484 | 0 | 0 | 0.167974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095272 | 0 | 0.118041 | 0.0867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105623 | 0 | 0.180671 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Pinkatoki | 2019/01/02 | Small victories Just wanted to share something that really made me happy and is a major step for me! Yesterday my boyfriend and I went to Whole Foods and got ingredients to make lamb curry. I'm still struggling with my disordered eating habits and as of late have been surviving off low cal drinks and water. But!! I had... | 4.034552 | 6.161803 | 4.49112 | 83.680209 | 73.010695 | 8.311364 | 28.26504 | 9.017664 | 2.400326 | 779 | 31 | 148 | 17 | 16 | 246 | 121 | 187 | 0.037 | 0.666 | 0.297 | 0.9956 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 39 | 28 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 26 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 2 | 20 | 16 | 20 | 15 | 6 | 25 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 93 | 26 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149033 | 0 | 0.15567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076923 | 0 | 0 | 0.166655 | 0 | 0 | 0.18396 | 0 | 0.117538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127602 | 0.121675 | 0.167728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074325 | 0 | 0 | 0.134633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137306 | 0.287905 | 0.10155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111836 | 0 | 0 | 0.146931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234239 | 0 | 0 | 0.107681 | 0 | 0.121494 | 0 | 0 | 0.159043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14947 | 0 | 0.08871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282058 | 0 | 0.169851 | 0 | 0 | 0.164982 | 0.110755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097969 |
EDAnonymous | starruby-xx | 2019/01/02 | I had a really upsetting dream last night I'm in the "normal" weight range but I used to be obese, and I've been stressing about loose skin, so much so that last night I had a dream that I had a really disgusting flap of loose skin under my chin and I woke up crying 😭 I don't even have any loose skin jfc | 2.001045 | 2.877825 | 3.549433 | 93.481761 | 75.865672 | 7.74806 | 17.877612 | 8.238736 | 0.221898 | 238 | 3 | 59 | 4 | 5 | 79 | 45 | 67 | 0.322 | 0.616 | 0.062 | -0.9635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 33 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.421374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.485112 | 0.253245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | yikesmonster505 | 2019/01/02 | people think my body is beautiful now that I’m skinny Between September and December I’ve lost 20 pounds through constantly restricting and fasting, and never in my life have I’ve gotten this many compliments on my body or told I was pretty. Lately I’ve been seeing family for Christmas and friends who are on break for ... | 4.275429 | 5.437227 | 5.21 | 82.645 | 70.714286 | 8.266667 | 27.333333 | 8.648137 | 1.962562 | 834 | 28 | 162 | 14 | 15 | 273 | 123 | 210 | 0.1 | 0.656 | 0.244 | 0.9914 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 17 | 14 | 9 | 4 | 5 | 31 | 37 | 16 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 22 | 12 | 18 | 28 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 98 | 34 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.648804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10207 | 0.105201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100589 | 0 | 0.064299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183546 | 0 | 0.147669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117716 | 0 | 0.075212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244958 | 0.07786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101375 | 0.053501 | 0 | 0.109815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068761 | 0 | 0.09757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212538 | 0 | 0.087862 | 0 | 0.129964 | 0.098698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072184 | 0.075082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | olivia2070 | 2019/01/02 | Experiences with university counseling centers? Does anyone have any experiences they can share about utilizing the counseling center at their university for eating disorder issues? Its a new year, and I want to make an effort to seek help. Thank you! | 7.359878 | 10.855298 | 7.690427 | 58.18247 | 68.02439 | 11.904878 | 32.20122 | 11.208143 | 5.308068 | 206 | 9 | 27 | 8 | 4 | 67 | 37 | 41 | 0.059 | 0.738 | 0.203 | 0.686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 17 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325042 | 0 | 0.24819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.554851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182636 |
EDAnonymous | careleus | 2019/01/02 | My boyfriends mom tries to make me gain Literally. He's an only child and she really loves him but doesn't like me. Whenever I go to their house she makes a plate for me with massive portions, while everyone else is allowed to get their own, and expects me to eat it all or else she makes a huge deal of it. She also bad... | 2.326549 | 4.027612 | 3.952895 | 87.547571 | 76.631579 | 7.308502 | 24.192308 | 8.13951 | 1.285085 | 578 | 19 | 125 | 10 | 13 | 193 | 93 | 152 | 0.212 | 0.702 | 0.086 | -0.9741 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 22 | 19 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 30 | 4 | 19 | 18 | 6 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 21 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 85 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.5585 | 0.227977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213873 | 0 | 0.155098 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123154 | 0 | 0.273249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103778 | 0 | 0 | 0.151514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | innocentkitty | 2019/01/02 | psyllium husk and energy drinks?? so psyllium husk is fibre which you're supposed to take whilst drinking a lot of water (as it bulks) but does it have to be water or can it be any liquid?
basically can i take psyllium in my protein shake and then chug monster to make it work because i hate water and i'm so bad at dri... | 2.149738 | 4.38747 | 4.154447 | 83.342817 | 79.28169 | 7.437425 | 25.635815 | 8.418075 | 1.978491 | 279 | 11 | 54 | 6 | 7 | 95 | 50 | 71 | 0.17 | 0.746 | 0.084 | -0.8392 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 33 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209604 | 0.153029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219683 | 0 | 0 | 0.737758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213421 | 0 | 0 | 0.167568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Alexithymia115 | 2019/01/02 | DAE not want to lose more weight? I don't know if this is a side effect of my previous recovery and the last few years in therapy but I feel like my current state is unrelatable. I don't want to lose more weight. I've been underweight and I wasn't satisfied. I felt sick and disgusting and I actually don't ever want to ... | 2.372489 | 4.300388 | 3.627558 | 88.914163 | 77.206278 | 7.329955 | 24.154484 | 8.238736 | 1.351522 | 863 | 29 | 185 | 16 | 20 | 281 | 120 | 223 | 0.231 | 0.636 | 0.133 | -0.9757 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 14 | 15 | 3 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 16 | 12 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 39 | 37 | 17 | 1 | 6 | 8 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 11 | 29 | 3 | 17 | 31 | 6 | 26 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 17 | 113 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060439 | 0.065628 | 0.191655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081215 | 0 | 0.051915 | 0.213295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088447 | 0.079485 | 0.056152 | 0.075468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041065 | 0.0754 | 0.04467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20959 | 0.086959 | 0 | 0.043197 | 0.064069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055518 | 0.0768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2638 | 0.085801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089886 | 0 | 0 | 0.050364 | 0 | 0 | 0.045832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231802 | 0 | 0 | 0.765709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050616 |
EDAnonymous | ianratman | 2019/01/02 | does eating at maintenance when you're ill make you gain? I'll basically be in bed all day except for peeing lmao,, i'm still hungry though :( will i gain weight if i eat at my usual maintenance while not moving for 2 days? | 2.511667 | 4.435303 | 4.006389 | 86.37625 | 76.777778 | 7.166667 | 17.916667 | 8.076483 | 0.544667 | 175 | 3 | 36 | 3 | 4 | 58 | 37 | 45 | 0.117 | 0.737 | 0.147 | 0.3527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 19 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.579028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bugkid | 2019/01/02 | The only thing keeping me going I’m American and will be living in Scandinavia for a few months this time next year. I do NOT want to be known as the Fat American my whole time there. The thought of it just makes me want to hide. I hate how my entire life is controlled by my ED. I know I won’t be able to enjoy my time ... | 0.209167 | 2.307845 | 2.178333 | 95.475 | 85.944444 | 5.822222 | 18.722222 | 7.168622 | 0.195356 | 262 | 7 | 61 | 4 | 8 | 87 | 53 | 72 | 0.121 | 0.834 | 0.044 | -0.5454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 12 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 8 | 10 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 40 | 13 | 0 | 0.250761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222888 | 0 | 0 | 0.137811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17712 | 0 | 0 | 0.221426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166594 | 0 | 0 | 0.199076 | 0.438662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161482 |
EDAnonymous | Flesh-And-Bone | 2019/01/02 | This is not very nice but fuck all the NYRers. THIS IS THE YEAR I'M GOING TO DO IT YEAH I WENT TO THE GYM FOR 30 MINUTES AND DIDN'T DRINK SODA
Wow! Congratulations! You spent **one fucking day** doing what I live. Why are you celebrating? Why are you posting this to Reddit? You haven't earned any accolades. Come back ... | -0.276974 | 1.412332 | 1.0125 | 96.26375 | 112.289474 | 3.478947 | 13.960526 | 5.602792 | -0.833037 | 303 | 7 | 63 | 3 | 16 | 95 | 57 | 76 | 0.116 | 0.684 | 0.199 | 0.8725 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 19 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 5 | 14 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 41 | 12 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.464963 | 0 | 0 | 0.142917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233117 | 0.453828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161939 |
EDAnonymous | origami-apple | 2019/01/02 | Everything is triggering whenever I see people skipping meals or me failing to reject foods I feel that I'm failing
I need to be smaller but I keep failing | 3.509 | 6.131837 | 5.223333 | 75.425 | 76.666667 | 8 | 36.666667 | 8.841846 | 4.010667 | 127 | 8 | 20 | 3 | 3 | 43 | 23 | 30 | 0.335 | 0.665 | 0 | -0.8625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.5418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.39826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | anonxrandom | 2019/01/02 | What things did you do that caused you to lose weight abnormally fast? I’m curious to know because I would like to use a few tips just to help myself not gain anymore weight because I’m extremely unhappy with myself right now. | 9.159318 | 7.309154 | 8.544545 | 72.986818 | 61.045455 | 12.436364 | 37.909091 | 11.208143 | 4.024764 | 183 | 7 | 35 | 4 | 2 | 58 | 34 | 44 | 0.171 | 0.679 | 0.15 | -0.2661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 21 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227272 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229849 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.648144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189049 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lovelysilliness | 2019/01/02 | cried because i was too tired to go to the gym i wish i had the energy to be a gym rat. fuck me. | -1.49625 | -0.871851 | 2.365 | 99.48 | 84.416667 | 6.466667 | 16.166667 | 7.168622 | -0.519433 | 71 | 1 | 22 | 1 | 2 | 27 | 18 | 24 | 0.312 | 0.521 | 0.167 | -0.6369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.472731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.397862 | 0 | 0 | 0.244584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.494637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.494894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Goldfish_Crackerz | 2019/01/02 | Got my period two months in a row ... and I want to cry.
In October I went for a long overdue checkup with the dentist. I had two cavities, one of which I got filled. Later, a small bit of my tooth fell off from a molar when I was chewing gum. I decided then and there that I needed to stop purging.
It was hard at fi... | 1.553729 | 3.018717 | 3.745333 | 89.227492 | 78.152542 | 7.883842 | 23.664407 | 8.648137 | 1.433045 | 642 | 21 | 148 | 14 | 15 | 221 | 104 | 177 | 0.112 | 0.79 | 0.098 | -0.3716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 23 | 24 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 5 | 21 | 4 | 25 | 10 | 6 | 33 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 1 | 1 | 19 | 100 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136179 | 0.192406 | 0.129297 | 0 | 0 | 0.114544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.53851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197368 | 0 | 0 | 0.119172 | 0 | 0 | 0.147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214973 | 0 | 0.098993 | 0.099851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086286 | 0.264611 | 0 | 0.078523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079428 | 0 | 0 | 0.163983 | 0 | 0.124834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 3-months-to-45 | 2019/01/02 | Vacation weight gain Nothing unique here just another gal who spent two weeks scale less and with family...
Tbh it wasn't as bad as I thought it was (50.5->53) buuuuuut 50.5kg meant an 18.5 bmi for me so that sucks. Told myself I was just gonna wait for the scale to bounce back but er... caved and used way to much ... | 1.196744 | 2.983554 | 2.186221 | 98.535378 | 80.27907 | 6.160465 | 17.726744 | 7.168622 | -0.314577 | 315 | 6 | 80 | 4 | 8 | 99 | 66 | 86 | 0.127 | 0.826 | 0.047 | -0.8387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 14 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 40 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355863 | 0.193208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197613 | 0 | 0 | 0.23167 | 0.234188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226043 | 0 | 0 | 0.199854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183674 | 0.185614 | 0.281781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Hairless_Human | 2019/01/02 | I just ruined $40 of binge food. Crushed it all up and poured it into my trashcan. well over 5k in calories destroyed. Could of just given it to my bro but noooooo I HAD to put it in the trash can. WTF is wrong with me. Doesn't help that I ate at least 3k worth before trashing the rest. I don't even know why I threw it... | 0.264438 | 2.292103 | 1.504962 | 100.859323 | 85.040268 | 3.725 | 18.708473 | 3.1291 | -0.90842 | 539 | 14 | 128 | 0 | 16 | 170 | 89 | 149 | 0.169 | 0.791 | 0.04 | -0.9703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 24 | 20 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 14 | 2 | 24 | 7 | 5 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 85 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153572 | 0.172226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145032 | 0.118403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.685555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100322 | 0 | 0.113191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127438 | 0 | 0.127895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201372 | 0.154967 | 0.172226 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Jenny_Roberts | 2019/01/02 | DAE have a GIANT collection of GW clothes? (on mobile, please flair!)
I mean, about 3/4ths of the clothes I own are GW clothes.
I have a sad pile of leggings, sweatpants, and stretchy dresses I've been existing in this year. The rest is all Future Skinny Me Aesthetic. Evening dresses, day dresses, lingerie, silk rob... | 3.650034 | 6.570352 | 3.486558 | 86.31833 | 78.315068 | 5.841781 | 31.042808 | 7.168622 | 2.000426 | 318 | 16 | 57 | 4 | 8 | 96 | 55 | 73 | 0.041 | 0.807 | 0.152 | 0.8118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 30 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224943 | 0.252469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.728779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21377 |
EDAnonymous | Imaskinnybitchyall | 2019/01/02 | My mom got the whole family fitness trackers for Christmas.... I know she didn't mean anything by it. I know she thinks it's an awesome gift for someone as health conscious and active as I am. But fuck, I thought I was recovered and this thing on my wrist is the best/worst thing ever.... I'm so conflicted. | 3.046721 | 4.715067 | 3.869639 | 89.048721 | 74.57377 | 6.847213 | 28.593443 | 7.554174 | 1.615988 | 238 | 10 | 49 | 3 | 5 | 76 | 47 | 61 | 0.056 | 0.754 | 0.189 | 0.8074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 33 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.347185 | 0.167427 | 0 | 0.207438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Postana | 2019/01/02 | Anyone else disturbed when people from here post in progresspics? And especially when they reply to concerned people with things like "everyone is so fat they just don't know what healthy looks like" or describe their routine for weight loss as if it's not disordered?
Even if I'm proud of my progress I feel like I'm j... | 3.864604 | 4.976811 | 4.269867 | 89.187378 | 71.64 | 7.475556 | 27.488889 | 7.793538 | 1.393142 | 487 | 17 | 105 | 6 | 9 | 153 | 83 | 125 | 0.142 | 0.719 | 0.139 | -0.101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 19 | 16 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 8 | 11 | 14 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 64 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149182 | 0.218606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217858 | 0 | 0.217528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140918 | 0 | 0 | 0.203869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107878 | 0.15242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.416936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179163 | 0 | 0 | 0.181386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144574 | 0.162265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295825 | 0.186292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | leftshoelauren | 2019/01/02 | Moved back in with my parents and I am about to shit my shorts First post in the new PC ED sub, long time no see!
Anyway I haven't lost a single pound in 3 months and I fucking hate myself. I have been living with my best friend and roommate for the past year and have lost about 40lbs from may-august. It was the best ... | 2.236277 | 3.427693 | 3.628636 | 91.904621 | 75.753247 | 6.432035 | 22.248918 | 6.816662 | 0.359792 | 1,128 | 29 | 260 | 10 | 24 | 371 | 158 | 308 | 0.099 | 0.775 | 0.126 | 0.7711 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 22 | 15 | 3 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 30 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 46 | 53 | 22 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 19 | 7 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 2 | 36 | 6 | 43 | 34 | 11 | 56 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 18 | 2 | 1 | 31 | 180 | 46 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260001 | 0 | 0.05153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134985 | 0 | 0 | 0.054516 | 0 | 0.072808 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345991 | 0 | 0 | 0.149741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081164 | 0 | 0.077261 | 0.071903 | 0.102217 | 0 | 0.06531 | 0.078149 | 0.044165 | 0 | 0.096084 | 0 | 0.067608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041298 | 0 | 0.149287 | 0.149617 | 0 | 0 | 0.184554 | 0.071867 | 0 | 0.079987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134946 | 0.449223 | 0.062141 | 0.06268 | 0 | 0.081642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375453 | 0 | 0.242087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059833 | 0.0901 | 0 | 0.070673 | 0.096832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054165 | 0 | 0 | 0.098583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108872 |
EDAnonymous | taglilie | 2019/01/02 | im officially off the goop the second the doctor left me alone in his office, i ran to the scale
i don’t have scales in my house to prevent obsessing while i swap fat with muscle fml | 2.581538 | 3.784236 | 4.305641 | 87.347692 | 74.897436 | 7.251282 | 20.692308 | 7.793538 | 0.605523 | 145 | 3 | 32 | 2 | 3 | 49 | 31 | 39 | 0.121 | 0.849 | 0.03 | -0.5106 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 20 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.430088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.42504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.479159 | 0 | 0 | 0.448556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.451186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SpaceWhale88 | 2019/01/02 | Last binge for the year I went out to dinner and a movie tonight and I ate so goddamn much. Tomorrow is a new day, I'm gonna eat veggies and proteins. Only one bread a day. I'm gonna weigh myself in a few days once the food weight is gone then I'm going to stick to under 1500 calories and hopefully a daily average clos... | 0.094924 | 1.928484 | 2.442795 | 95.036212 | 84.277778 | 5.779125 | 20.003367 | 6.980633 | 0.228174 | 381 | 11 | 91 | 5 | 11 | 130 | 74 | 108 | 0.067 | 0.868 | 0.065 | -0.294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 18 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 15 | 11 | 2 | 24 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 51 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219786 | 0 | 0 | 0.190242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.350168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171445 | 0 | 0.157897 | 0.159266 | 0 | 0.207448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228747 | 0.145549 | 0.163359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12669 | 0 | 0 | 0.261559 | 0 | 0.199114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276638 |
EDAnonymous | not_so_jollyrancher | 2019/01/02 | Finally Didn’t Binge (for a whole day) I never had a single day (that I was not sick) of restricted food intake that didn’t lead me to binging. I have been binging way more (+ purging) and have been miserable the last six months of 2018. Today was the first day of me getting a handle on my food intake and I feel pretty... | 1.748848 | 3.747077 | 3.476176 | 88.922743 | 79.431034 | 6.976803 | 20.890282 | 8.000946 | 0.942769 | 441 | 12 | 93 | 8 | 11 | 147 | 75 | 116 | 0.051 | 0.783 | 0.166 | 0.9241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 20 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 3 | 13 | 4 | 11 | 8 | 4 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 65 | 15 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179399 | 0 | 0 | 0.194335 | 0 | 0.301796 | 0.42903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092685 | 0 | 0 | 0.148796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188848 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180482 | 0.191269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103444 | 0 | 0.336313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hydroflower | 2019/01/02 | Water went out So great job on me for straining my relationship with my s/o by staring at him until asking him to go to the store so I could purge all this maccas into a gallon ziplock | 2.702308 | 3.935001 | 4.910769 | 83.009231 | 74.641026 | 6.225641 | 23.25641 | 6.427356 | 0.693472 | 146 | 4 | 29 | 1 | 3 | 51 | 35 | 39 | 0.057 | 0.836 | 0.108 | 0.4754 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 23 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231119 | 0 | 0 | 0.448353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.436609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.376985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | FeatherMahogany59 | 2019/01/03 | Depression after cardio Hey y’all- I just finished my workout (40 minute elliptical- nothing crazy) for the first time in a couple weeks. I have had such a mood crash it’s unbelievable.
I really never experience the endorphin rush from exercise like people talk about... I usually feel awful after I work out. I know th... | 2.272917 | 4.793528 | 4.134524 | 82.04381 | 80.72619 | 7.066667 | 23.619048 | 8.167269 | 1.69839 | 679 | 24 | 126 | 14 | 18 | 229 | 109 | 168 | 0.179 | 0.726 | 0.095 | -0.9467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 27 | 21 | 8 | 1 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 22 | 4 | 19 | 11 | 1 | 28 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 85 | 30 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122523 | 0.179541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164632 | 0 | 0.146308 | 0 | 0 | 0.149106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139905 | 0.193886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150923 | 0 | 0.181858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14638 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171406 | 0 | 0 | 0.0886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175767 | 0 | 0.172564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124027 | 0 | 0 | 0.146498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140841 | 0 | 0.161326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112279 | 0 | 0 | 0.102176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201503 | 0 | 0 | 0.255135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | oopswellfuck | 2019/01/03 | Effed up thought of the day While upset over something completely unrelated to my ED I thought "I'll go look at my thigh gap in the mirror, that'll cheer me up" and then immediately thought "wtf is wrong with me" (but did it anyways)
Hit me with your recent super fucked thoughts! | 6.846111 | 6.619293 | 6.507778 | 80.465 | 64.740741 | 9.422222 | 34.666667 | 8.841846 | 2.646267 | 221 | 9 | 45 | 3 | 3 | 69 | 44 | 54 | 0.214 | 0.678 | 0.108 | -0.7901 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 27 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22937 | 0 | 0 | 0.141004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.787874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271265 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bootlegdnyh | 2019/01/03 | fluctuating weight makes everything worse When i was overweight borderline obese I never worried about weight fluctuations bc i was too big to notice them physically and too scared to weigh myself.
But now it makes everything worse. I swear i eat one thing and i put on 5 lbs ik its water weight but still. Or like las... | 3.809018 | 6.074353 | 3.949429 | 86.695571 | 74.089286 | 7.694286 | 22.807143 | 8.548687 | 1.371926 | 467 | 13 | 92 | 9 | 10 | 144 | 79 | 112 | 0.186 | 0.745 | 0.069 | -0.9187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 15 | 12 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 13 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 53 | 18 | 0 | 0.115732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085076 | 0 | 0.089259 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131761 | 0 | 0 | 0.078423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116342 | 0 | 0.123095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115868 | 0 | 0.092223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092424 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092833 | 0.56372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117531 | 0.471762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pinkietim | 2019/01/03 | Caffeine pills Does anyone take caffeine pills for appetite suppressant? Does it work well? | 6.471905 | 9.778256 | 3.087143 | 81.24119 | 99 | 4.72381 | 33.238095 | 6.427356 | 2.890981 | 76 | 4 | 9 | 1 | 3 | 20 | 11 | 14 | 0 | 0.841 | 0.159 | 0.3527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.749304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.384933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Little_Bear716 | 2019/01/03 | Calculated the cals of a single Starburst Candy So that way I could figure if it was worth it to eat the ones I don’t like. It’s not worth it.
Thank you for all understanding. If I told a “normal” non ED person I did that they would look at me like I’m crazy. | -0.153684 | 1.715802 | 2.399211 | 94.781974 | 85.491228 | 5.203509 | 14.763158 | 6.427356 | -0.736074 | 200 | 3 | 49 | 2 | 6 | 69 | 44 | 57 | 0.082 | 0.759 | 0.159 | 0.509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 33 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230413 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | VengefulBodied | 2019/01/03 | Keto is easy You just gotta throw up any bread/carbs you eat! Just (almost) kidding, don't purge just do the best you can. Diets and eating styles can be hard to adjust to and stick to 100%, but you know if you stick to it 75-90% of the time then you're doing good. See the big picture, don't get stuck on one badly draw... | 1.760175 | 2.907035 | 2.857895 | 97.133596 | 76.894737 | 5.592982 | 16.614035 | 5.461319 | -0.830291 | 272 | 3 | 66 | 1 | 6 | 87 | 57 | 76 | 0.067 | 0.781 | 0.151 | 0.686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 7 | 11 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 36 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.59807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152684 | 0 | 0 | 0.245117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Roseemacculate02 | 2019/01/03 | Fucking RElIEF Just weighed myself since probably before Thanksgiving and I'm LOWER! HOLY CRAP IM SO HAPPY! I was at 105 and now its 103. I was not even heavily restricting or counting calories, which makes me sort of mistrust the scale... but wow I'm so happy I almost cried. I was about to skip dinner too but not anym... | 1.518148 | 4.13844 | 3.010975 | 87.902389 | 85.91358 | 5.709136 | 21.680247 | 7.168622 | 0.97253 | 325 | 11 | 61 | 5 | 10 | 106 | 65 | 81 | 0.078 | 0.622 | 0.3 | 0.9734 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 38 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253744 | 0.148977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.491811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156533 | 0.175687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164097 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pelicandreaming | 2019/01/03 | Facebook memories are the bane of my existence It never fails at least once a week a Facebook memory of me shows up on my mother’s page. And it also never fails that when this happens, she will wait until I’m alone and come in and proceed to show me whatever picture it was along with telling me how much better I looked... | 2.707044 | 4.18608 | 3.802619 | 89.964603 | 75.071429 | 6.763492 | 24.051587 | 7.38713 | 0.918122 | 426 | 13 | 91 | 5 | 9 | 138 | 74 | 112 | 0.06 | 0.841 | 0.1 | 0.528 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 20 | 16 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 12 | 1 | 14 | 12 | 4 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 60 | 21 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173205 | 0 | 0.133738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245874 | 0.124003 | 0.257964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184186 | 0 | 0.098639 | 0 | 0.134146 | 0.407294 | 0 | 0 | 0.150903 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thinraindrop | 2019/01/03 | First date tomorrow I'm so freaking nervous. We will be going out for drinks in my hometown. I was wondering if any of you have some last words of advice for me? I really like this guy and I do not want to fuck it up. I allready told him he won't be spending the night. Also, I gained 3 kg the past 2 months so I'm frea... | -0.81974 | 1.279798 | 1.511701 | 97.938981 | 92.376623 | 4.638442 | 18.08961 | 6.2581 | -0.246521 | 274 | 8 | 65 | 3 | 10 | 92 | 63 | 77 | 0.131 | 0.701 | 0.168 | 0.4784 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 10 | 9 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 41 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257145 | 0 | 0 | 0.158079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sendmecats | 2019/01/03 | "Everything about your body is fine but..." "The cellulite on your butt, you don't need to diet but you could do some exercises to get rid of it, it's the only thing I don't really like." said by my amazing fiance and when told I've had it since a teen and there's not much I can do about it.
"I haven't seen any other... | 2.58175 | 4.18903 | 3.780579 | 89.45824 | 75.686391 | 7.432122 | 20.355452 | 8.192908 | 0.690976 | 645 | 14 | 144 | 11 | 14 | 210 | 111 | 169 | 0.055 | 0.719 | 0.226 | 0.9851 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 19 | 9 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 24 | 30 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 19 | 9 | 16 | 14 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 96 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103413 | 0 | 0 | 0.131659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.657118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118083 | 0 | 0 | 0.095381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074781 | 0.105657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108721 | 0.109663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151814 | 0.244683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136163 | 0 | 0 | 0.098256 | 0 | 0.145307 | 0.117413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087233 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105061 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | islea | 2019/01/03 | not skinny enough my dad just told me we could go on a trip to london and it’s obviously great news but guess what my first thought was???? that i can’t go if i’m not skinny by then. spent all evening trying out apps for fasting. i’m so tired of postponing everything because i’m not “skinny enough.” my mom told me that... | 1.392127 | 3.44489 | 3.034368 | 91.356246 | 80.907895 | 5.895439 | 22.633333 | 7.031649 | 0.66403 | 573 | 19 | 124 | 7 | 15 | 189 | 89 | 152 | 0.151 | 0.8 | 0.05 | -0.9469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 8 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 30 | 31 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 22 | 1 | 15 | 19 | 3 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 79 | 28 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22623 | 0 | 0.155622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.292774 | 0 | 0.093574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322067 | 0 | 0 | 0.156196 | 0.15607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144871 | 0.100069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112473 | 0 | 0.162834 | 0 | 0.406127 | 0 | 0.096187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083563 | 0 | 0 | 0.345042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091233 |
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