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lykaeria
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The thrill of referencing your ED in public but no one noticing I’m an attention whore so maybe I’m just weird and the only one doing this, but does anyone else feel a rush whenever you mention your ED discreetly in public? Because I know people w/o EDs won’t notice and if they do notice anything they just think it’s a...
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epnos
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S.O. Keeps Accidentally Triggering Me...? So my girlfriend has recently started complaining about her pants being too tight or how upset she is with her stomach/weight and it's making absolute alarm bells go off in my mind. She knows I'm a (somewhat) recovering anorexic and has had many talks with me about not eating.....
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jellyboness
2019/01/03
Getting called “tiny” should feel like a compliment but does it ever give you a feeling of despair? I was talking to my health insurance agent on the phone yesterday and he needed my height and weight to fill out a form. I let him know and he said “wow. You’re tiny. You’re 5 foot 4 and you weigh ***** pounds? You’re so...
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EDAnonymous
orthoreXXX
2019/01/03
Yall...this intermittent fasting thing is no joke I haven’t had a single binge since I started IF two weeks ago...and I used to binge weekly. I’m not even hungry. What the fuck is this sorcery
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ceruleanmuse
2019/01/03
Store employee said 'This is a dress that is for if you're very tiny. I'll get you a bigger size.' I'm in Jerusalem right now and went to try on dresses in a high end store with a ton of different brands. I grabbed a cute dress in a zero, since I usually wear either a 0 or a 2. When I asked to try it on, the saleslady ...
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EDAnonymous
eattillithurts
2019/01/03
[discussion] should we remind younger people how what they do affect them? Like, if i see someone underage, with stats or whatever, and they claim o do something, like rectriction, but are talking about something completely different, would you/should we tell them that like restriciting leads to stunned growth and what...
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EDAnonymous
deanhipchester
2019/01/03
just got called a cow boyfriend: "Hey google, what does a cat sound like?" google: meows boyfriend: "hey google, what does a dog sound like" google: barks boyfriend: "hey google, what does a cow sound like" google: moos boyfriend: "aha sounds like deanhipchester" anyway, i'm upset.
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EDAnonymous
SeaGreenBones
2019/01/03
Triggered My friend just told me I look "scary thin" and that "[I've] lost too much weight". I don't look thin though, so idk where she's coking from with that. Anyway, I'm triggered to lose even more weight; it appears that comments like that fuel me. Fantastic 🙃
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EDAnonymous
skinemergency
2019/01/03
ED as a personality trait? I feel like I'm a hella boring person lol but my ED makes me feel more interesting (plus the attention I get). This honestly influences my reluctantance in trying to recover. Does anyone else feel this?
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EDAnonymous
graffitiedhearts
2019/01/03
Finally worked up the courage to tell someone. Posting from mobile so excuse the formatting. I’m home from school for winter break and obviously my mom has been noticing I haven’t been eating much if even at all, and after I do eat I either immediately go take a shower aka go purge or go to the gym for hours. So I de...
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EDAnonymous
chorusabyss
2019/01/03
big sad/happy all at once. so im down to my lowest weight in six years (bmi 20.2) which im really proud of myself for. extatic even. but........ im still really unhappy with the way i look. i thought when i got back down to this weight that it would be okay again, but its really not. i still dont like myself. im sad a...
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EDAnonymous
rinserepeatbehavior
2019/01/03
I Fucking Hate Resolutioners: A Rant by Me. Does anyone else get so fucking fired up at resolutioners? Like I’m at the grocery store and I just had a full convo with an overweight woman (stranger!!) who says she struggles with a fit lifestyle so, she said, perhaps because I’m “trim and young” (who even says that) I cou...
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button_eyed_coraline
2019/01/03
I’m getting my hair done today I’m nearly a year postpartum now and my hair has mostly fallen out. It used to be thick and curly, but postpartum hormones as well as 8 solid months of restricting have ruined it forever. It’s thin and flat. The last 6 or so inches are nasty, split-ended hay. I’m cutting off a bunch of ...
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EDAnonymous
pen15clubVIP
2019/01/03
Raise your hand if you are “short”. Is it me or is there a lot of us that are shorter who suffer from ED? As in under 5’4. I am just curious!
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EDAnonymous
Bomby57
2019/01/03
Do you know about r/gainers??? So I just discovered this sub. And it's upsetting. How come a community promoting obesity and getting to the obese status be public but ED communities have to be quarantined, deleted or private? I just don't get it, Reddit. If this is not a promotion of unhealthy behaviour and self-harm...
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anyeducation
2019/01/03
Store clerk should mind her business I went to the store this morning with my boyfriend and I decided to treat myself to a Naked juice smoothie because I haven’t had one in a while. While I’m ringing out the cashier decides to start telling me about how bad the juices are for you because of how much sugar are in them a...
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playboyhunties
2019/01/03
DAE have trouble sleeping during high restriction? And also acting fucking nuts. I’m like literally so out of character right now I’m aggressive, combative, tried to punch my boyfriend with my weak tiny Spongebob arms, I verbally attack everyone, and at this point I’m surprised I still have a fiancé. Idk if it’s the la...
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waitingdaisy
2019/01/03
What's your favorite coffee sweetener? I'm always looking for the perfect sweet, low-calorie, and health-conscious sweetener for my coffee. Right now I'm using zero-calorie sweetener in my coffee, no cream. They seem extra sweet compared to sugar? And I'm not sure what the difference is between the saccarine vs. othe...
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EDAnonymous
alldocsarebastards
2019/01/03
someone please help me reality check how i gained 2kg in 5 days. i know i ate way more than i'm used to but it still averages out to below maintenance! I WAS EXPECTING A WHOOSH TODAY BUT I'M STILL INCREASING????!!?!? someone please help explain this to me because my weight just refuses to stop climbing. someone who is...
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EDAnonymous
socioanxiety
2019/01/03
I finally weighed myself. I have been so afraid to weigh myself since before Christmas. I've felt so huge like I gained a ton of weight. I just stepped on the scale and... I lost a pound. That feeling of relief tho.
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EDAnonymous
ribbet-the-rabbit
2019/01/03
Most extreme thing you’ve done to lose weight ? This is by no means a post meant to ask for weight loss tips or anything. I just wanted to share an experience that I still feel ashamed to think about. The most extreme thing I’ve ever done to lose weight was eat food that had gone “bad” in hopes of making me sick to the...
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evaa98
2019/01/03
Cravings I am really craving nut-butter lately, it's crazy! I think about it every day, all day. And it just has an INSANE amount of calories in it! I will buy cashew-butter (my favorite) on saturday, so I'm already fasting :'D What are you craving lately?
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EDAnonymous
oharacopter
2019/01/03
Will my friend be ok? She has anorexia, and has fainted twice recently. Is that normalish? Like she won't die soon or anything right?
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EDAnonymous
1caru3
2019/01/03
me, ranting about gaining weight and my inability to stop it at 3am hey sorry this post will have no real value other than for me to write all my shitty feelings out on the internet because it’s 3am and i feel like mold before the winter break, i was ~108 at 5’1. a week and a half later, i’m at 113. 5 lbs in 1.5 weeks...
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goddamnroommate
2019/01/03
My fast has made it past 24hrs! And I haven’t even used my bronkaid! For a while there I was trying to be healthyTM and high restrict at 1500, but lmao who am I kidding?? My goal is to do two on/two off as a fasting pattern and I’m excited!
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watermelements
2019/01/03
the pity party (for me) nobody asked for hi everyone, I made a post so I could comment a bunch of times while I waiting for this feeling to pass. Sorry mods, and everyone
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RichardStarrkey
2019/01/03
I am an idiot I eat one orange and I drink 6 calories of soup. I'm feeling light-headed and I was wondering why that was the case. So I have some more water and I have 5 calories of coffee. Still light headed, so it's dehydration right? It's malnutrition guys! Where's my god damn Pringles at
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dragaynite
2019/01/03
Y’all I’m nervous I’ve been invited to hang out with some work friends, and I was so excited to be included. We’re going to just be going and hanging out in the city, which means going to a restaurant and eating out in front of people I’ve never hung out with before. I’m so nervous, but I’m so so sick of isolating myse...
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0xyt0c1n
2019/01/03
How do you combat inability to sleep? I find whenever I’m not eating, even if I don’t feel hungry, I have an impossible time sleeping. It seems to have a direct correlation to the amount I fast and I feel exhausted but I just can’t seem to fall asleep. Does anyone else experience this? Any tips in combatting it and get...
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EDAnonymous
asheristrasher
2019/01/03
any other trans/nb folks over here? feel like the only one. i'm a trans guy who got and ed because of dysphoria (thought process: 'lol if i starve myself my curves will go away'). this sub is hella cathartic but it also feels like i'm in a reverse sausage party (taco party?). a big reason i haven't sought treatment for...
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EDAnonymous
frameworkautoco
2019/01/03
I didn't do it **Tldr; an entire fucking novel about how I don't want to puke anymore** I didn't binge or purge today. I had time and money and the house is full of food. I haven't been able to say this in years. I switched the time I take my birth control to the very beginning of my lunch break instead of afterwar...
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EDAnonymous
death-crush
2019/01/03
my perception of my body may be slightly messed up so my body is pear shaped. i have tiny arms + a thin upper body, but my thighs are just... huge. and my inner thighs are flabby and disgusting. eugh my bmi oscillates around 18.5 (old bmi) but i can't see myself as thin or even "normal" weight, and it's mostly because...
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EDAnonymous
invincibletitan33
2019/01/03
Bodies are weird So before and over Christmas I put on 1kg. Then went to my bf's for a week over New Year's, ate way too much over TDEE most days so promised myself I wouldn't weigh myself till mid January. Yeah so just weighed myself and I've lost the kilo??? Wtf??? 😂 I won't believe it's real until I've weighed mys...
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EDAnonymous
mayuhbee
2019/01/03
Raise your hand if... You used to be a fucking boss at restricting and you got super small and it became your whole identity and fast forward and now all you do is binge and you hate yourself for it and you are mentally worse than ever but you look normal so no one thinks you’re struggling and you’ve lost your identity...
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EDAnonymous
ihate-chicken
2019/01/04
I was supposed to gain weight before my next therapy appt but lost weight.... I’m screwed Titles says it all. I was threatened with IP if I didn’t gain the weight.. Basically very scared and want to lie about my weight by water loading but I know that’s not rationally a good idea... help
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EDAnonymous
saltsplendasriracha
2019/01/04
From 11% bf to 14% in three months. Fuck this. Fuck being late 20s. My hormones are truly fucking with me because I track calories like religiously and I exercise vigorously.
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EDAnonymous
idkhowigotheretbh
2019/01/04
Guys please help I've turned into a greedy and selfish pig. About 4 days ago my mom cooked some chocolate fudge and not too long ago I snuck into it while she was asleep and ate ALL of it. Can anyone give me some advice? I'm so tired of eating up everything to the point of other people not being able to have any.
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EDAnonymous
LilMama351
2019/01/04
Harm Reduction / Nutrient Needs Hi everybody, I'm not trying to break any rules just looking for some sources if anyone has them about what are actual basic nutrition needs. I'm fairly new to having disordered feelings/behaviors about food and eating or at least newly recognizing these patterns. I am currently obese ...
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EDAnonymous
Mukbangs
2019/01/04
My antidepressant's side effect of causing weight gain + slowers the metabolism is making me feel mentally worse I been on lexapro and xanax for over half a year and it's made my mood and anxiety so much better. My doctor nor family know about my ed, but the lexapro def helped with my eating :)!! Howeverrrr, had a re...
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EDAnonymous
shonamairead
2019/01/04
2019 will be the year I get down to the 120s And this time, I’ll keep it off
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EDAnonymous
_idealixtic
2019/01/04
I just outed myself to my husband Itty bitty background: when we met in HS i was diagnosed with ANBP and in IOP shortly after we got together. I did great with recovery for about 5 years, and relapsed earlier this year. I’d expressed that I had troubling thoughts, he was aware of my erratic fasting, he knew I had gotte...
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EDAnonymous
shamfulanon
2019/01/04
Finally got about back to my pre-Christmas weight Got high & blew all of it for tons of cereal, Ice cream & chocolate. Oops Now to hate myself tomorrow :)
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EDAnonymous
cereal_boi
2019/01/04
anybody disillusioned by recovery blogs/instas wtf all those girls r fucking skin and bones theyre skinnier than me at my lowest weight like.. after “recovering”?? is eating vegan and exercising all the time rlly considered recovery lmao. just want a recovery blogger that actually looks normal
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ZoAbii
2019/01/04
I bought a pair of skinny jeans online that I was sure I'd fit but they're too fucking tight I usually buy my jeans and shorts from this one shop in Australia called Glassons, size 6 AUS. Short pants are fitting loosely now, and the long skinny jeans in like a dark blue denim fit perfectly and the quality is amaze. ...
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EDAnonymous
adegreeinbirdlaw
2019/01/04
Terrified of going back to school at my size Happy New Year, everyone! Hope your 2019 is going better than mine so far :( I meant to get back to restriction this year but the last 4 days have just been the same binging behaviour that caused me to regain over the past three years and now I've actually slipped back into...
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EDAnonymous
WhyRedTape
2019/01/04
Feeling like I'm slipping and I need to open up about it I'm in recovery and I know it's okay to slip up. It's not an easy road but right now it feels like I'm falling back into everything I was before. I've spent stupid amounts of time looking at weight loss photos- like I used to, and instead of focusing on writing...
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EDAnonymous
highfunctioningmess
2019/01/04
Boyfriend and his roommates are currently HOUSING domino’s pizza and jalapeño bacon cheese bread.. ..and I’m sitting here eating a bowl of plain spinach. SOS send help / will power
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EDAnonymous
killveemaim
2019/01/04
Weight loss and disordered eating habits Long post ahead: This is my first post in a sub like this and I’m feeling vulnerable but looking for support and guidance. I’ve been following for a few weeks and have begun acknowledging that I’ve established some not so healthy habits in the past year of attempting to lose we...
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speedayyyy
2019/01/04
I lost two pounds from this morning to just now I like triple checked to make sure the scale wasn’t lying. I actually had a massive shit today. Turns out it was a two pound shit. Last night was the first time I ate more than 500 calories in a while..Thank god for chipotle burritos I guess 💁‍♀️ ps the burrito was stil...
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EDAnonymous
fishonthesun
2019/01/04
Gym gains Today at the gym (I was doing fasted cardio and then cardio) a guy there challenged me to a plank contest. I beat him easy. His friend said "of course she beat you, she's in excellent shape and looks like she weighs 100 lbs soaking wet!!" And like My ED brain was so happy that he said that. But like, I do not...
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modest_butt
2019/01/04
Working in fast food has triggered me so hard. I recently got hired at a fast food place, those in the US may be familiar with it. We sell fun things like quesadillas and burritos, sometimes mashed together. I’d been working the front counter until this week. Now, I’m working on the line, cooking and making orders. B...
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EDAnonymous
bluediner
2019/01/04
Aeropostale.... Saw that there was a jean sale at Aeropostale today, so I decided to check it out even though I don’t usually shop there. Tried on the 000 jeans and they fit, yet I STILL feel like I look chubby in jeans. I’m underweight. I don’t know what else to do at this point.
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EDAnonymous
satanic-sloth
2019/01/04
Old habits Over the last year and a half I’ve gained about 30 pounds. I made a new years resolution to lose that 30 pounds (I still would be 20 pounds up from my lowest) by eating healthier again. I’m vegan and haven’t the time recently to prepare meals so I’d been living on “vegan junk food” aka chips, protein bars, e...
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EDAnonymous
35ants
2019/01/04
About to cry I can't do this anymore Yesterday I had only 600 calories which was good and I felt like I was finally getting back on track. Today has literally been nonstop eating. I've had over 5,000 calories in nuts, chocolate, chips, peanut butter, ice cream, more fucking nuts. What do I even do at this point? I keep...
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EDAnonymous
scream_de_la_cream
2019/01/04
Got my wisdom teeth out recently 10/10 would recommend. I was put under general anesthesia so I wasn’t allowed to eat in the morning and after the surgery I didn’t feel hungry at all! Just had a small amount of mashed potatoes today “to promote healing”. Still not really hungry. Food smells nice but I don’t want anythi...
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EDAnonymous
BadBovines
2019/01/04
went to the dentist today for the first time in four years. Bulimia has officially destroyed my teeth. I’m 21 and they’re as bad as my 53 year old mother’s. Please please guys get help. There is some damage that can’t be reversed. I want to fucking cry. I’m not even thin. It’s not worth it. It’s not worth it. It’s not ...
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EDAnonymous
Swanabe
2019/01/04
Losing at less than half the rate I should be. I didn’t indulge over the holidays, I ate below maintenance even on my highest calorie day. I’ve been fastidiously tracking my calories and have increased the intensity of my workouts. I should be losing at LEAST 3lbs a week. I’ve lost 1.2 since last Friday. I’m pushing my...
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EDAnonymous
snefferu
2019/01/04
„You look well!“ I used to hate these words so much after forced recovery or accidental gain! I saw it as = „you look fat!“ it meant I looked normal and normal to me was too much. I had similar today from husband „you are looking good“ but also got „your skin looks so much better too“ he said my ass and tits are juici...
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EDAnonymous
_koala_master_
2019/01/04
Fitbit friends? Hey guys! Anyone wanna be friends on Fitbit? Drop your usernames :) Mine is koalamaster
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EDAnonymous
Silphidae
2019/01/04
Gained 20 FUCKING POUNDS in treatment!!!! I’m so frustrated because I went to have one of my weekly weigh ins and heart check ups (yay purging and fucking up all my internal organs) and they weighed me facing away from the scale Well my disordered ass thought it would be a good idea to wait until the nurse left to hop...
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EDAnonymous
sunglowfox
2019/01/04
FAE 'feel' fat the moment they eat over their TDEE? I had a blip day today and ate 200 cals above maintenance but I've been stressed, borderline self-harming and sobbing since, hiding my body in baggy clothes and unable to cope with the feeling of my legs/arms touching. I feel so fucking fat and hideous and I hate that...
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EDAnonymous
abillionbells
2019/01/04
Kelly Osgood's How to Disappear Completely has kept me from relapsing three times now [Amazon link to book in question](https://www.amazon.com/How-Disappear-Completely-Modern-Anorexia/dp/1468306685/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1546629821&sr=8-1&keywords=how+to+disappear+completely) It's good, y'all. It has the p...
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EDAnonymous
ontheluz
2019/01/04
Damn she a freak When he thinks you’re a freak for swallowing his nut........ first of all, I haven’t eaten in 4 days
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EDAnonymous
hypermagical20
2019/01/04
I hate how damn easy it is to get triggered Title pretty much says it. I've been doing really well thanks to therapy and meds, and even made it through December being pretty at peace with my body and what I ate. And then all it takes is my partner making ONE comment about how he's disappointed in me for one little thin...
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EDAnonymous
leogrl
2019/01/04
It’s triggering AF to get your period while underweight I was diagnosed with AN when I was 16 (I’m 26 now) and had never gotten my period. My doctor made me go on birth control and I got my first period when I was 17. 4 years later I went off BC because it was giving me headaches and I was worried about weight gain. I ...
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EDAnonymous
rainbowfuze
2019/01/04
first day back today is my first day back (on my bullshit) on my plan. Staying under 1,000 cals per day. Chugging earl grey tea and watching mukbang videos to occupy me 🤦🏽‍♀️
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EDAnonymous
QuasarCzar
2019/01/04
Safe foods/snacks? What are your safe foods or snacks? Asking for some variety for myself, if the alternative was to just eat nothing. I like apple slices and frozen grapes when I'm craving something sweeter.
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EDAnonymous
ZerOxCalx
2019/01/04
Did anyone else seem to go downhill after the proed ban? I seemed to binge a lot and work out a lot less, like not even at a healthy amount, and just barely used reddit, i got peach after the fact, but slowly stopped using it, I was fasting but not like beforehand, after I got a new phone I didn't download MFP for like...
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EDAnonymous
digiskunk
2019/01/04
Just a reminder regarding scales and weighing yourself. Like some/many of you, I weigh myself excessively—perhaps even *obsessively.* A matter of fact, I weigh myself every morning after a shower; I weigh myself after a workout; I weigh myself at my friends' homes; I weigh myself at the doctors and have them re-weigh m...
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EDAnonymous
ri-ri
2019/01/04
My ED and my menstrual period In 2018 my ED died down a little and the monster, it appears, crawled back into its closet for a little bit. In the past couple months I have been steadily at a weight that is healthy on the scale (my mind, however, is a different story). Now, I have just had my first, fully natural period...
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EDAnonymous
pikapika350
2019/01/04
Going vegan so I can relapse? Uhhh this is dumb. But yeah I used to frequent proed back in the days when I was dealing with disordered eating. Somehow I was kinda mostly able to move past it, but I miss it??????? Im kinda Troubled™ so my dumb ass wants to suffer and stuff. I miss stressing over food all the time and I ...
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EDAnonymous
_Pulltab_
2019/01/04
Just a Vent About Food Options I don’t have a diagnosis, but I have significantly disordered eating. If I were to guess it would be classified as EDNOS or OSFED. I restrict calories significantly and part of my restriction is attributed to what I feel safe eating. I have been vegetarian for several years, I went vegan ...
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EDAnonymous
CalmConcern
2019/01/04
Might’ve gotten caught c/s today (: So I’ve never struggled much with binging before, i usually just restrict and over exercise, but I lost a close family member recently, soon after the passing of a friend caused by an ED, and I started binging a little, but I quickly started c/s because I’d done it before once or twi...
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EDAnonymous
rotting_the_crown
2019/01/04
Electrolyte source! I just mentioned this in /EDAnonymemes, but I HIGHLY recommend [this stuff](https://www.ultimareplenisher.com/)as an alternative to Gatorade/Powerade/pedialyte. Wayyy more electrolytes and sometimes I’ll double up the scoops or put the fruity flavors (like raspberry) in my protein shakes. Zero cal a...
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lostandlonley333
2019/01/04
I vow to never discuss my ED with my bf again I spend far too much time when we are together talking about my ED. Not even venting, just talking obsessively about calories and food and exercise. Its so fkn draining. Why on earth would he care how many calories are in a bowl on oats and how long it taked to on the tread...
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EDAnonymous
BabiiGhoul
2019/01/04
plans to eat RUINED You guys ever prepare food to break a fast but when you look in the fridge it’s gone and now you feel like you can’t eat for the rest of the day. I’ve never been more stressed because I had the exact amount of calories all planned out and already written in my journal and now my plans are ruined and...
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emmetthale
2019/01/04
the other day my coworkers kept commenting on my weight and eating habits i don’t even know how they know i don’t eat since i just started this job a few weeks ago and i don’t even take my breaks in the regular break room but they kept saying things about how little i eat and now i’m overly worried about being found ou...
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OldEyeHoles
2019/01/04
proED mourners out there? Im no promoting. I just came back after a very long absence to find my support community banned. I'm heartbroken. I've been drifting around Reddit again wondering if any of you out there are stragglers? What happened? Why banned? Do any of you miss it? Will EDAnon get banned as well?
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XSkeletonGirlX
2019/01/04
I miss Ensures sometimes. There was a point in time when I was on a certain drug (yes it was sometimes done willingly, but I was also forced by another person to do it for a long time as well), and it made me completely lose my appetite. Trying to eat anything, even if the bite was less then a cm squared, was like tryi...
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EDAnonymous
yssjfs
2019/01/04
Hey gurl, wanna send me a link to your fave cutlery 😎? I feel like I’ve been scourging the internet for hours trying to find the perfect pieces! Personally I’m partial to small functional ends and long handles, but these have been hard to find :(. Can’t a girl get a teensey fork up in here?!
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EDAnonymous
peyton2724
2019/01/04
Anyone else see the Elle Mills video? I won’t get into it but by bit - just one part that I want to talk about. I thought the video was great and positive and affective and everything in between... and then at the end of her video talking about struggling with an eating disorder she promotes a calorie counting app? I...
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Byrdnest47
2019/01/04
I felt normal for a week My husband and two kids traveled to see our family across the country for the holidays. I stressed for WEEKS because I didn’t want them to see how horrible I looked. I had a baby in July and even though I’ve lost all the baby weight and then some, my body is just so ugly I can’t even look at my...
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robreinerismydad
2019/01/04
Hoping this will go in my favor My SO of 4 years, with whom I just purchased a house, informed me tonight that he’s not happy, but he doesn’t know why, and wouldn’t I mind going to stay at my dad’s for a couple of days while he “figured it out”. I am beyond heartbroken. I can’t even describe it. But I am hoping this wi...
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LuKiOMFG
2019/01/04
My story I just wanted to share my messed up story for everyone to either judge or relate with. I'm sorry if it triggers or offends anyone. I've just never really shared my whole story before. Feel free to add yours. I hit puberty at 8, and it hit hard. When I was 10 a 'health' nurse came to school and told all us g...
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PoorLama
2019/01/04
I don't even feel like I'm alive anymore I feel too sick to eat, I can't sleep since I only have nightmares, and I have no one who loves me. Life.
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EDAnonymous
ZygomaticArdvark
2019/01/04
I feel like I don't deserve treatment because I'm maintaining I have an appointment with my primary care tomorrow to discuss a recent ED diagnosis (AN) from my therapist. There's looking especially at my heart because I've had some concerning blood pressure & pulse readings, plus chest pain. I felt an extreme am...
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EDAnonymous
relapseandrecovery
2019/01/05
Have you ever purged cum? As someone who can't purge- though not for lack of continued trying- I had a thought the other day after swallowing post-BJ. If I could purge, would I see the cum come up? How long after would I still be able to see it in the vomit? When do you pass and/or digest the salty protein supplement? ...
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EDAnonymous
trashwitch420
2019/01/05
im so sick of this god i cant even go a month without thinking about my body. im so tired of this. rant below bc i was out with friends and we got sushi and i "stuffed" my face and ~ruined~ my day (god fucking overdramatic im at 1300 im below TDEE stfu) i remember the first time someone called me fat and its been dow...
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EDAnonymous
spacetimesymmetry
2019/01/05
Been eating at my TDEE for two days and then hopped on the scale Just to prove that I couldn’t magically gain 2 lbs in two days. . . . . And i went from 110 to 116 😦🙃 meal plan is cancelled for the rest of the weekend
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EDAnonymous
sad_fat_cat
2019/01/05
just pissed myself while purging stay strong bitches
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baswild
2019/01/05
I miss my old resting heart rate. I have a fitbit. One thing that I didn’t realize I would miss would be my resting heart rate. When I was restricting and a lower weight, the lowest number was around 54 (I think). Now, after gaining 20lbs and going to treatment, it’s around 80-85. Shits wack.
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Twinkleno
2019/01/05
Anyone have experience with chocolate mono while breastfeeding? I’m doing a chocolate mono today, any tips on avoiding binging? I’ve never tried a mono. I have a 10 month old that is still mostly breastfed, should I increase the amount of chocolate or should it not matter since chocolate is high calorie anyway? TIA!
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kerrie-j
2019/01/05
Plateau + Binge = weight loss? Man I’m pretty lucky. I binged on spicy Cheetos leech rings and slim Jim’s. My go to for some reason? And then I weighed myself right after like a big dumbo, but I still lost weight after being stuck for a week?? Thanks god, appreciate that. Also I’m moving into my apartment next week, an...
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EDAnonymous
turtlecauliflower
2019/01/05
Hahahaha can’t stop eating Home for Christmas vacation. Mom keeps making desserts. I keep shoving them down my throat. And I wonder why I don’t loose weight?? Anyone have tips to avoid it? I’m only here a few more days so maybe if I night restrict (like 200 a day) it’ll make up for it???
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killingtiimee
2019/01/05
I feel very out of control. I’m in this math class, four hours a day and five days a week. If I don’t pass it, it sets my entire graduation off a whole year. Aside from it being four hours a day, there’s about three hours of homework a day as well. This doesn’t even take into account my job. So, naturally, in times of...
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EDAnonymous
cinnamonbicycle
2019/01/05
Why can't I ever be bad enough (tw) I was looking through photos of myself before treatment. Objectively, I was pretty bad. Bad enough to be admitted to inpatient against my and my parents wills, bad enough to be kept at the highest level of care for over three weeks. But I just didn't look thin, at all. At my lowest ...
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give-me-brie
2019/01/05
Falling back into old habits? I haven’t really experienced disordered eating for a few years ever since I recovered from bulimia, but the past couple of months I’ve been waaay more aware of what I’m eating. I’ve not restricted or changed my diet, but it’s on my mind. I accidentally fell down a spiral looking at subs li...
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EDAnonymous
romeodendron
2019/01/05
I can’t wait until I move out and can “stock” my own kitchen. By stock, of course, I mean keep it completely devoid of food so I can finally lose more fucking weight.
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EDAnonymous
dimensionwitch
2019/01/05
the amount of times i have re downloaded MFP and uninstalled in a single month is WACK. its like, do i really need to track and log every single thing onto myfitnesspal, if i want to recover mentally. , ? it gives me order and power when i see everything dropping down QUICKLY again . thats why i need that app.
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R3sin6
2019/01/05
Am I helping my friend incorrectly? My Internet friend just confessed to me she has anorexia. I sent her this "ouch. My sister has an eating disorder. I'm not gonna give you the "Just eat" advice, I know you've heard it a thousand times already, and I know its really hard to struggle with every meal. Do you have c...
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