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min_imalist
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Schrodinger's Fat Or, when you catch a glimpse of your wonderfully thin reflection in a store window, and then when you do a double-take, you look like three full grown whales smushed together. *????????*
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What is the biggest lie your ED made you believe? My biggest false belief that I still can't shake despite knowing that it's false: That my life will magically turn perfect at my GW. I just realized that my life consists of always just... *waiting*. I feel like my life hasn't really begun, that it isn't worth living f...
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gigi-has-issues
2019/01/05
Question about post binge weight gain? After a period of restriction, when I binge (or eat TDEE), my weight shoots up a lot. Example: last night I ate just under TDEE and today I am up 4lbs. Was I dehydrated before or am I bloated now?
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itsveronicalodge
2019/01/05
Sobbing at the airport because I ate breakfast, as one does So yesterday I'm on a long haul flight and I am woken up at 5 am by a lady asking me, "Do you want breakfast??" to which I apparently said yeah, ok, thinking it will be like something small I can put in my bag and pretend to eat later. Lady pulls out a full tr...
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EDAnonymous
WorthwhileTree
2019/01/05
Spotting instead of period: should I be worried? Sorry if this is a bit tmi but I want to see if any ED ladies have experienced something similar to this... My period was due a week and a half ago. I got all my usual lead-up symptoms including bad cramps, a headache, and craving all the food ever. Then there was no ...
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goneralphio
2019/01/05
evil ed thoughts how tf are you going to come at me for drinking diet soda because it's "unhealthy" when you're literally obese... i hate that ive been thinking such mean thoughts about people and their bodies and their general appearance -i judge myself so harshly on my looks that i cant help but project it onto o...
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EDAnonymous
Kraye5
2019/01/05
I just have to make it a week I just need to vent. I’ve been deep into my binging and purging the past few months. Plus purging without binging. So. Much. Purging. Because of this, I haven’t been traveling anywhere. Just easier to stay at home in my comfort zone. Until now. I’m heading to visit some family for a week...
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EDAnonymous
paroi_ny
2019/01/05
Currrently inpatient bulimic Hey, i'm currently inpatient at a emergency psych ward (i'm norwegian and i don't know what to call it sorry) for teens who are at a danger to themselves, so not only ed sufferers. I'm going to stay here for two weeks, there's two other girls here an i don't think they have any eating probl...
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peanutbutterismylife
2019/01/05
My weight is at the highest it has been in almost 2 years and I want to die Sorry if this is against the rules because numbers are oncoming. I started a new job in August, and I have quickly grown to absolutely loathe it. My round trip commute time is around 2.5-3h, and I have to wake up at 3AM to have time to run bef...
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2queer4ubabe
2019/01/05
I miss being sick? (TWx10!! Recovery and wanting to un-recover.) I've been in an ED recovery center since mid November and I'm "graduating" this Tuesday the 8'th. In my case I recovered quicker than most because a lot of it had to do with being improperly medicated and using anorexia as a coping skill for my depression...
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shiveryourselfskinny
2019/01/05
Hello? Ugh still awake, fuck insomnia/possible mania. I'm losing my crap, I just want to sleep away all of my thoughts, I'm so sick of all the thoughts about food and working out and the way I look compared to everyone else except I can't stop and my mind can't stop racing and I just want it to be fucking done with, at...
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gdktsmgy12
2019/01/05
Confused and disoriented So, a long while back, I had my very first brush with an ED and I’ve looked back on that period ever since. It had its own characteristic “feeling” for me, one I can’t really explain, and it’s a huge source of nostalgia for me. You know how some memories just have a Flavor, and if you concentra...
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EDAnonymous
queerasfolx
2019/01/05
Every time I get close to my goal weight I end up binging. It’s all in the title, but I just need to vent about binging away all my progress towards my GW. Also, I’m on mobile, so please forgive my errors. I (5’7” 21F) have a GW of 115, which puts me right at underweight and is honestly where I feel my best. But whene...
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EDAnonymous
Morbid_bones
2019/01/05
Fitbit Username Thread? As the title states! If you guys want to share your usernames, let’s do so here! :) Mine is morbid-bones
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EDAnonymous
laurdoor
2019/01/05
FitBit buddies Hey friends, I recently got a FitBit and love it. Have been tracking my food for 8 years, and being able to track activity, sleep, and water intake as well has really motivated me be more active i.e. focused on productive output rather than only controlling my intake, which to me seems like a step in a ...
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EDAnonymous
sagittorius
2019/01/05
DAE go to bed bath and beyond... Just to weigh yourself on all the scales and then average the numbers? I don’t own a scale because “recovery” and find myself doing this from time to time.
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EDAnonymous
lightningmcqueef69
2019/01/05
accidentally did a salt water flush by rapidly eating a ton of beer salt to suppress my appetite (fasting currently) and then chugging water bc my mouth was dry. i was about to crawl into bed when my stomach made this godawful noise and i booked it to the bathroom just in time. #rip my digestive system amirite pals
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EDAnonymous
tseokii
2019/01/05
how do you personally log calories in restaurant food? short story is today was a planned binge day. it went pretty well! I went and took one of my friends on a teriyaki date and got chicken yakisoba (oh my god, so good) and because I planned to binge I didn't gaf about the calories today BUT I ordered so much the lef...
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EDAnonymous
pringlesbutthole
2019/01/05
I literally can't afford food So why am I here binging on uncooked microwave oatmeal packets lol. I made a post a lil bit ago like "I never ever binge lol hehe" ... BIGLY in denial. I guess what I really meant is that I don't b/p. I'll go through cycles of restricting/purging, and then separate cycles of just binging/...
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EDAnonymous
Sams_Jam
2019/01/05
Tired of always feeling alone Told a guy I’m seeing for months that I was just in the ER for ED related issues, he didn’t respond. I’m so done with everything.
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EDAnonymous
mikey-way
2019/01/05
Food recommendations for intense practice days? Hey guys! So I’m currently in color guard, which if you don’t know, is a fairly intense sport, at least in my case. I’ve been doing it for three years and while I’ve been struggling with an ED during that time, usually I’ve kept myself together enough to eat well for pra...
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EDAnonymous
feduprunner1
2019/01/05
Fuck all the stupid little ED bullshit that makes me hella anxious and fills my head all day First of all I already had to log 700 cal from what I ate from today towards my intake from tomorrow bc I'm a fat kid. I bring lunch to eat at work but I'm too anxious to eat with anyone else in the break room bc I'm worried t...
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EDAnonymous
godisamango
2019/01/06
Old Facebook Photos: Can't move past the past. I went through FB trying to get the privacy under control, and I'm just horrified by the way I used to look. I had always tried to avoid photos at my biggest, but tagged photos *do not lie*. You'd think it'd give me reassurance and a sense of accomplishment in my progress,...
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hello_imdaisy
2019/01/06
Red splotchy skin after binging? So I've unfortunately started occasionally binging towards the last third of 2018 and have noticed that sometimes when I do my chest and jaw line will get a sudden rash that is red and splotchy. Does this happen to anyone else? I assume its because of the sugar? I've tried to look it up...
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EDAnonymous
anexiareverie
2019/01/06
book recommendations not that anything will ever top Wasted, but gimme all your ed book recommendations. i feel like I've read everything already.
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EDAnonymous
ibehapa
2019/01/06
I've watched this video SOOOOO many times (calorie counting) I'm obsessed with this video [Counting Calories with a Ballerina](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5356zt0JiDY) I found on YouTube. I love her physique and personality, but what I love the most is how she has such a healthy relationship with food. She counts c...
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EDAnonymous
fatpigeon_
2019/01/06
Terrified of just being settled for by a romantic partner I hate reading posts of women asking for support about body insecurities, especially related to being naked with someone/sexually intimate/etc. All the reassurance boils down to is , “it doesn’t really matter if you are chubby/have small boobs/no ass/scars/flaws...
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EDAnonymous
IDontLikeLollipops
2019/01/06
Guess who had sex!! Hey demons, it's ya gurl. She got laid last night after a 4 month dry streak and she's hella happy about that. Unfortunately, there was some weird shit too. My mental health came up and I made it clear I didn't want to discuss it. Then he went through my phone (just like, looking at the apps I had...
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lorabore
2019/01/06
How much validity should I be giving MFP?? I fast until about noon every day and stop eating at 7. So today I had a smoothie for my "breakfast": 1 cup blueberries, 1/4 cup pineapple, 8 oz Orange juice and 3 cups of raw spinach. Then I had 1/2 a chicken breast and half of a sliced bell pepper and 1 cup green beans f...
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roseofdeathh
2019/01/06
Please help me find this book So a long time ago I read this book and one of the main characters had anorexia and was in the hospital. She talked a lot about feeling like she was floating above the bed. This is all I remember, I'm hoping someone knows what it's called. I've looked everywhere and I can't find it.
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psybeams
2019/01/06
you ever have a panic attack at the mall ahaaa left my house for the first time in mad long to go walk around the mall because it’s too cold for an actual walk outside and i feel like a disgusting blob. proceed to compare myself to every girl thats smaller, skinnier, and prettier than me, which causes me to start teari...
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cleanandlovely
2019/01/06
I think I'm losing control For the past eight months, I have kept spreadsheets charting my daily weight and calorie intake. Paradoxically, my calorie intake has been trending up the entire time I've been losing weight -- not just gross intake, but net calories as well. Weird, but okay. It's helped me realize that my TD...
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EDAnonymous
KimHyorin
2019/01/06
Rip good grades. Got my first university exam tomorrow morning. Am I revising? That would be a no. I’ve tried, but for the life of me I CANNOT focus. My brain is foggy and I’m so COLD and so fucking HUNGRY. I’m so done with this. When I was in sixth form last year (high school) I got the second best A-levels in the sch...
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EDAnonymous
crueltrashcan
2019/01/06
Would love more Netflix/Hulu/Prime doc suggestions i feel like i’m indulging my ED whenever i just workout and drink water and watch shows like my 600-lb life, or supersize vs. superskinny. i’m being a shut in before my classes start up again and i’ve watched most of the common suggestions, i’ve seen the big ward on ne...
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EDAnonymous
PMMECUTEASIANDUDES
2019/01/06
I want a diet center were they just lock you up in a room for days with only water, WiFi and occasional electrolytes and vitamin supplements I'd be all over that shit. Just lock me the fuck up and don't let me out for a month. I'd pay double what other shit diet center goers pay. I feel like there HAS to exist somethi...
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EDAnonymous
_cymru
2019/01/06
I just got dumped It was out of the blue and completely devastated. No legitimate reasons were given. The only thing I am trying to think about is getting a revenge body.
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EDAnonymous
sabriat7
2019/01/06
I’ve had an epiphany Okay so this might be tmi for some of you but I normally weigh myself every morning after using the toilet but today I weighed myself before (245.2) and after (242.1) how the hell is it possible I pissed out three whole pounds???? Clearly I knew after a bowel movement you might weigh less but not a...
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EDAnonymous
aleksndrars
2019/01/06
I feel like I can't ever be skinny because I used to be fat I ran into someone last night who I hadn't seen since June or July and the first thing they mentioned was my weight loss, and it's true (175 to 138). however, I felt so triggered the rest of the night by other people's bodies who haven't had a decade of massiv...
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EDAnonymous
pushthemushroom
2019/01/06
Vape and Restricting DAE find that vaping hits you a lot harder/makes you a bit noxious when you’re hard restricting? Sorry for the dumb question but I’m curious and can’t really talk to anyone else about this haha.
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EDAnonymous
tpdorgap
2019/01/06
Found out I've been having sugar in my tea instead of sweetener all Christmas 🙃🙃 Been home from uni over Christmas and my mum is one of those 'cuppa?' people for any situation so I've been drinking a LOT of tea over the holidays. I thought this was great as it gave me an excuse not to eat, and with sweetener and a da...
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EDAnonymous
fluxoldrums
2019/01/06
i finally got my vyvanse refill! i'm so ready to get back on a track after a month of non stop binging every single day. i've gained about 10 pounds and i'm hoping to lose 15 soon!
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onlysaysNOO
2019/01/06
Double ED bullshit Hey y'all I've got 2 big yikes that I don't know what to do about and need some help. Yike 1: I live with my best friend, recovering Ana boi who I love more than anything. He's my angle. I'm really really worried that my bad/ED habits are going to trigger him back into a relapse. We've lived tog...
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EDAnonymous
justadumbkid1
2019/01/06
First binge of 2019 2000+ calories and counting, and I hate myself. Tomorrow I’m only drinking a protein shake and using the stationary bike for two hours. This is going to be another awful year WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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EDAnonymous
smolbeanbaby
2019/01/06
i love my boyfriend to pieces but i’m gaining weight (not asking how to lose weight just ranting) i freak out about weight gain or go into denial. but he wants to eat out whenever and doesn’t seem to understand CICO and the fact that i have to eat way less than he does(5’9, muscular ish guy) to maintain an ideal weigh...
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EDAnonymous
poopnugget998
2019/01/06
Does anyone else HATE when people hug you? Let me start by saying that I am very affectionate and love to hug others, but when someone else hugs/touches my body, or they touch me in a way that they can feel my fat or make me "jiggle" I am 100% triggered and I HATE IT.
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EDAnonymous
silversandpiper
2019/01/06
Am I weird for watching videos of food hauls (dumpster diving, extreme couponing, etc)? Do you watch any kind of haul videos? Is it weird I get satisfaction out of those videos even though I would never in my life need that much food? But yeah, for whatever reason I got addicted to these kinds of videos, hell even far...
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EDAnonymous
whatsupbitchezzz
2019/01/06
Taking a university course on eating disorders: great or terrible idea? For the last class I need to take to finish my psychology minor, I picked the advanced seminar on eating disorders. When I was taking the general psych course, I breezed past the eating disorders units without studying because it was like taking an...
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Daeloy
2019/01/06
Subs that are for healthy people without ED’s! r/1200isjerky I mean most of y’all already know about this one, but then there’s also r/intermittentfasting Like really. People losing a hundred pounds in a few months. Definitely no ED here! Does anyone know any others?
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ISetMyGnomesOnFire
2019/01/07
How do i help a male friend? Ive always been open with my only friends (2 dudes) about my ED. Since im a female, i dont really think they know how to help. Today one of them confessed to me that hes been purging. Ive spent the last 2 hours trying to calm him down and talk him away from it while currently fighting toda...
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mightywidget
2019/01/07
Just a small question I'm on holidays with my brother and I'm trying to loose wieght. All we seem to do is eat though. Anyone have any ideas how to get out of eating? I'm thinking my best bet is to pretend iv got food poisoning.
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rizzie_
2019/01/07
I HAVE GAINED SIX POUNDS IN THE TWO WEEKS I’VE BEEN HOME FOR WINTER BREAK!!! HA HA HA HA EVERYTHING IS FINE spoiler: everything is most certainly NOT fine I need to get back in the gym. Thinking of starting stronglifts 5x5, anyone here ever done it?
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EDAnonymous
ChubbieToad
2019/01/07
Online shopping gave me motivation I have slacked off hard during the end of the year. And I gained 5lbs. I've been ON A BINGE SINCE THANKSGIVING. not really. But most days. Today I ate a half tub of ice cream and French fries. Then purged. I went weeks without purging and just bingeing. And after I purged I got SO SHA...
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EDAnonymous
homefrie
2019/01/07
What apps do you guys use? Whether to track your food, fast, or burned calories, what app do you use as a go to?
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EDAnonymous
jd060087
2019/01/07
I Think I’m Developing An ED I apologize for this post in advance for being a little all over the place. I’m 22F and I’ve struggled with binging for the majority of my life on and off. In my 3 year long term relationship, I’ve gained a lot of weight from going out to eat on dates with my boyfriend and binging obviously...
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EDAnonymous
originalthrowawayna
2019/01/07
(throwaway) if anyone ever thinks EDs are glamorous it is currently four in the morning and i recently arrived home from a one+ hour walk on an empty stomach all because a voice in my head told me that "i'm fat" and "need to exercise right now" i have an appointment in less than six hours and cannot get to sleep becau...
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EDAnonymous
mavienoire
2019/01/07
Battling Hair Loss? I’m starting to look like Gollum.... What do you all do to combat hair loss?
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EDAnonymous
OkWorking7
2019/01/07
Water weight loss in the fasting sub Not sure if this is allowed, delete if not. I subscribe to r/ fasting because of course I do. The ones who fast for 5+ days and lose lots of weight, how much do you think is just water weight? And do you think they’re able to keep it off or they just end up gaining it all back when...
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EDAnonymous
petite-bby
2019/01/07
I think my friend basically confirmed she had an ED today So I posted [this](https://www.reddit.com/r/EDAnonymous/comments/a8j4do/my_friend_might_have_an_ed/?st=JQN32G1G&sh=5a2014ef) around a month ago and tl;dr basically I have a friend who eats a lot and I have an ED myself. I’m in an ED discord and I mentioned h...
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EDAnonymous
vitaminsplz
2019/01/07
Almost fooled by some mf iced coffee So there's this thing called Free Fridays if you do Click-List through kroger, and my mom got this free iced coffee that looked pretty good! So i declared that i'd like to drink it. Well i just went down stairs to get it and checked the nutrition label real quick expecting it to be ...
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EDAnonymous
breathypedantic
2019/01/07
So I was browsing mpa looking at before and afters TW child exploitation (sort of?) ​ and there was a poster who was saying she's 11, and one of the photos is a picture of her w/o clothes on with her 'parts' covered by like flowers and shit. I reported it but like wth. Do I need to contact the authorities?...
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kalenurse
2019/01/07
I made a bullet journal spread on the effects of anorexia/bulimia on the body and just wanted to share [Imgur](https://imgur.com/u4yRbr6) (Low key sad this sub doesnt allow photos, but oh well! I understand why. but i was proud of this page and this was basically the only place where i thought i could share it) I ma...
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EDAnonymous
Bleare
2019/01/07
Currently failing through college b/c ADHD and I'm gonna start treating it but I'm more excited to use it to lose weight. :): My ED seems to be more important than bipolar and ADHD to me.
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GlassSnowdrops
2019/01/07
Heart feeling weird on a night? I get palpitations during the day but they're a lot worse at night. Them, occasional pain and just this weird sensation of pressure on my heart/chest? I'm not anxious or worried and it's not a panic attack, I've had them before. I also had an ECG 3 weeks ago so I imagine something woul...
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snailfoosh
2019/01/07
How long does it take for hair to grow back once you start recovery? I struggled with anorexia for a little over a year, I lost nearly 100lb and along with it my hair. I was practically balding. I've been in recovery for 3-4 months and my hair seems to be getting better, lots of baby hairs, I've even been able to go ou...
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UQ4120
2019/01/07
My boss just confronted me and it didn't go the way I expected Background: I'm 5'8", F, 30, and have gone from 193 lbs to 119 in about a year. PSA: I've had disordered eating/unusual attachment to my food habits since childhood. This is not something 100% new. I've been down this road before. I was at an awful plac...
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EDAnonymous
tomorrowsaffair
2019/01/07
I don’t know if there’s any way out Lately I’ve been trying my hand at, not DIY recovery exactly, but trying to cut back on some of my neurotic ED behavior. I’ve stopped weighing myself every day, incorporating small portions of different foods into my diet that I’m a little anxious about, stuff like that. Small things...
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EDAnonymous
bhbubeepy
2019/01/07
I realized that I don't even see food as a basic human need anymore I don't know how many people here have had many years of eating normally, but I did. When I'd have something unhealthy like a sugary drink or a dessert, sometimes I'd feel a little guilty knowing I didn't need it. But I realize that now I feel that way...
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cerulean-
2019/01/07
How many calories do I burn being nervous? (Rhetorical question) My current thought as I sit in the airport: "how many calories am I burning by being nervous?" I have to fly out of state for the job interview of my life and I have been insanely nervous for the past few days. I know that I'm burning more calories becaus...
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EDAnonymous
RockinWeasel
2019/01/07
Broken Scale Woes Just a rant. This morning I woke up and tried to weigh myself. My scales were not working so I changed the batteries. Still dead. Changed them again. Cried. The thought of getting new scales that won't be the same and might weigh me slightly differently to throw off my comparisons for a few weeks fill...
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EDAnonymous
kitmunk
2019/01/07
Looking at old mfp entries for motivation I've been going through mine from early 2018. I was a total maniac back then, spent most of the spring and early summer eating 40-400 calories with tons of fast days thrown in. With the added knowledge that I was walking so much, it's sort of crazy to look at the numbers again ...
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EDAnonymous
ehloveeash
2019/01/07
Dealing with the consequences of ED This is just a post to remind everyone, that this disorder is NOT glamorous and that no one should EVER want this. I am 25 and have been a bulimic for 17ish years (YES 17). For my 25th birthday, I got the pleasure of going to a gastroenterologist, because after years and years of m...
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EDAnonymous
dullfiremaiden
2019/01/07
Sibling is struggling with body image, it’s getting dangerous. How can I help from 1,500 miles away? Sorry is this isn’t the right place for this. My sister has a history of starving herself to stay thin. She thinks her size is the only good thing about her. To me, that’s obvious it’s not true, but I’ve learned that re...
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EDAnonymous
yikesbecca
2019/01/07
hahahaha :) tw / self harm god i just fucking LOVE it when my grandma makes comments on my eating habits! and on how it looks like i’ve gained weight during the holidays! it really doesn’t make me want to throw up my dinner and slit my wrists :))) the worst part js that she often tells me to watch what i’m eating be...
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EDAnonymous
Yoni1660
2019/01/07
Balding I looked at myself in the mirror and I realized how thin the sides of my head is getting. I’m already taking biotin. What do I do? I am absolutely freaked out. I’m actually considering shaving my head. Y’all please help.
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EDAnonymous
acrsita
2019/01/07
recovery i trust future me to recover. i don't think i'm gonna have an ED forever. i trust that one day, i'll be how i used to be. i won't take 100 bodychecks a day, i will find comfort in things other than the elusive thigh gap and bones that stick out. one day, anorexia won't need to be my identity. but i'm making...
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EDAnonymous
Sirensing
2019/01/07
I’m sick of being alone I’m sick of waking up everyday and thinking about how I can avoid eating/how to avoid calories. I’m sick of being a disordered monster that can’t eat a full meal without feeling like a complete fucking whale. I’m sick of binging and purging and passing out on the shower floor in a puddle of my o...
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EDAnonymous
erikafei
2019/01/07
"dark chocolate is better for you anyway" My dad when I said they stopped selling the white hot chocolate in my favourite café. Little does he know that hot chocolate was the only thing I ate all day. 🙃🙃🙃 Thanks Dad, for constantly commenting on what/how much I'm eating, for teaching me everything I know about yo-yo...
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EDAnonymous
thinsponeeded
2019/01/07
Meipai美拍 is the worst Meipai is a Chinese microvideo blogging platform, and I use it to practice my Chinese, keep up with memes and local trends and stuff, but it's super triggering. I don't want to give it up, because I enjoy a lot of the vids, but I watched one the other day where a teeny girl literally sits on her b...
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EDAnonymous
RachAgainstLeMachine
2019/01/07
Which chain has the best coffee? Just a fun little question out of curiosity. My friends are always hyped about Starbucks, but I honestly don’t like it. In my opinion, McDonald’s has the best coffee. I could just be bias because I work there so get their coffee every day for free and I get to make it EXACTLY like I...
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EDAnonymous
PandaApex22
2019/01/07
Helpful Depression How fucked up is it that as much as my depression kills me and makes my life absolutely miserable, I don't want it to go away or get medication like the therapist suggested because it makes it SO easy to not eat. The thought of food makes me feel sick and nothing sounds good, all I want to do is s...
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EDAnonymous
xerox13ster
2019/01/07
What level of activity is enough to count as exercise when estimating TDEE using losertown or JustCICO? I went to calculate my TDEE and estimate where I'd be in a few months but I'm not sure what my activity level counts as. I live a mile from work so everyday (6d/wk) I ride my bike at least 4mi (2mi round trip and I ...
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EDAnonymous
Waterweightless
2019/01/07
ED culture is wearing gloves inside because your fingers are cold all the time I look like a freaking maniac right now sitting at my desk and studying while wearing a huge sweater, several pairs of socks and of course gloves. What a glamorous life🙃
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EDAnonymous
whatismyu
2019/01/07
Decided to not let a small binge get the better of me, went for a run to burn it off. Still gained 3 pounds. Like normally I’d go all out and eat everything, I decided to be positive and I’m still punished??? Wtf??
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rabbitdoll
2019/01/07
Is anyone else frustrated that where they lose weight last and gain weight first happens to be their biggest insecurity spot? Honestly the biggest problem I have is my stomach. I gained about 20 lbs from a medication and the first place it went was my stomach. But i'm currently 1 bmi point away from being underweight a...
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parawhour
2019/01/07
Wanna know what sounds good rn? Canned water chestnuts raw with olive oil, salt, garlic, and pepper. So that’s what I’m eating during this binge phase I’m in. Oh AND yesterday I put smart balance butter on a glaze donut and I did it again today. I posted it on r/confessions lmao
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EDAnonymous
imperfectcontrol
2019/01/07
Might eat expired shirataki noodles 🙃 They expired back in November but I have four packs of them and HATE wasting food. I can’t believe I’m actually planning to do this...this is a new low folks.
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spookyblacksgirlfrnd
2019/01/07
When I start to feel hungry I look in the mirror naked Sounds a little goofy but I do it a lot. Actually, just did it! While I’m fasting I feel so much better and I look so much better. If I start to feel hungry or want to eat, I stand in front of my mirror and touch my stomach and legs and think to myself “do you real...
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EDAnonymous
LikeaPandaButUgly
2019/01/07
Freaking about residential My outpatient therapist suggested I go back to a higher level of care. Mostly for depression and anxiety. But because I have less than “ideal” eating habits, I’m stuck in the ED residential program, which I’m headed to the day after tomorrow. The thing is my disordered eating stuff isn’t a h...
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blondecurlyhair
2019/01/07
I’m so tired My life is bullshit. My boyfriend has a lot of growing up to do. I’m being bullied at work. My depression is at a high. And I’m relapsing again. I don’t care because I look disgusting and want to kill myself all the time when I see my reflection but I’m already so tired and feel like shit all the time ...
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EDAnonymous
travelers-unite
2019/01/08
First Compliment on my Weight! Picked up my mother in law from the airport—first thing she says is that she almost didn’t recognize me because I’m “so skinny” Now it finally feels like the last few months have been worth it!
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duskedfur
2019/01/08
i've got those bulimia bloat blues!! so i'm in a weird "recovery" place right now where i'm recovering from my bulimic tendencies, but keeping my restrictive tendencies b/c i still want to lose the rest of the weight. i'm extremely determined to end my B/Ping once and for all and i really think i can do it but i'm havi...
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saladsquares
2019/01/08
Noone will answer my questions. So ive had an ed for a while.. but no bulimia or anything.. just anorexia..this is a gross topic and im not sure my problems belong on this sub but i want answers. I had problems pooping regularly, ive thought about using laxatives to encourage it but im really afraid of falling into t...
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EDAnonymous
thrawoway11
2019/01/08
so im really gonna have to spend thousands of dollars to like how i look anyway like i did all of this work for nothing. the body i want doesn’t exist on me. i think im really ready to start saving up for a tummy tuck/body lift kind of procedure. the 70 lbs ive lost has been a lot on my 5-foot frame, and i don’t thin...
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EDAnonymous
kickkkasss
2019/01/08
I’m so tired!!!! I am so tired of having an eating disorder. Every single day is consumed by thoughts of food. I wanna eat everything all the time. I’m constantly bitchy when I’m restricting. I’m depressed when I’m bingeing. Over Christmas I tried to relax with the obsessive thoughts and I just ended up gaining 10 poun...
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EDAnonymous
Danie99
2019/01/08
Housemate knows about my bulimia Broke, decided I had to b/p drove to the shop at 1am And when I came home one of my housemates came down as I was putting on the pizza and just said, so it's been one of those days. She knows, I know she knows, she knows I know she knows. Neither of us will state that we know.
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EDAnonymous
PeachyyAsian
2019/01/08
DAE have a hard time looking in the mirror? I always try to avoid looking at myself in the mirror. Even walking past windows is difficult. Fitting rooms are an absolute nightmare. Maybe if I force myself to look it'll motivate me to lose weight faster.
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EDAnonymous
arielperro
2019/01/08
we love recovery🤪 gaining enough weight that you actually want to have sex again but being afraid of your disgusting morbidly obese body is such a good look !!!!! we love recovery ‼️
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EDAnonymous
violaceousmeep
2019/01/08
does anyone watch mukbangs to stop themselves from eating i feel like this might be a common thing, but whenever i have the urge to binge (which is often bc im a fatass) i try to cope with it by watching ppl eat food??? like massive amounts of food that is probably equivalent or a little more than what i'd binge on. no...
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EDAnonymous
ClarityByHilarity
2019/01/08
Just a reminder to get your protein!!! Some ideas below! Don’t let your bodies eat away at themselves ladies and gents. It’s possible to pack on the protein and not the calories!! Egg whites! Again I say I’m sick of them BUT I make them many many ways! Egg whites with veggies scramble, no oil and approx 120 calories...
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KrustyKup
2019/01/08
Holiday weight gain :( Feeling super on edge because I have gained around 5 lbs from the holiday season. It’s insane how sensitive I am to those 5lbs because I feel like I’ve been pumped with air. I’ve been constantly bloated for the past few days and def feeling the “oh well I’ve fucked up I might as well binge” feeli...
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