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ex wife threatening suiciderecently left wife good cheated twice lied much decided refuse go back . day ago , began threatening suicide . tirelessly spent paat day talking keep hesitating want believe ill come back . know lot people threaten order get way , happens really ? supposed handle death hand ? still love wife ... | suicide |
weird dont get affected compliment coming someone know irl feel really good internet stranger | non-suicide |
finally 2020 almost . . . never hear 2020 bad year ever . swear fucking god annoying | non-suicide |
need helpjust help im cry hard | suicide |
im losthello , name adam 16 ive struggling year im afraid . past year thought suicide , fear , anxiety im close limit . ive quiet long im scared come family feeling . 3 year ago losing aunt triggered . everyday feeling hopeless , lost , guilty , remorseful thing ive done life , thought like little ive experienced life ... | suicide |
honetly idki dont know im even . feel like nothing nowhere . feel either nothing unbearably sad . im ignoring friend every opitunity . feel like im loosing girlfriend . hurt everyone talk dont cause anything good . im behind education , feel alone first time not feeling ive enjoyed . no hope dream . care nothing , not ... | suicide |
trigger warning excuse self inflicted burnsi know crisis line used panic attack . know not healthy thing . , . something stupid impulse . burned . really need help excuse father daughter know history together 12 year . he seen worst ! always cut ankle wrist , im thinking excuse would easier one cut . work car last nigh... | suicide |
end tonight . cant anymore . quit . | suicide |
everyone want edgy making self conscious feel like dont stand . draw yes play guitar honestly feel like stuck past , taste music rock alt metal 2000s 90 doesnt really make feel unique style seeing friend classmate getting rap edm hard feel like fit . dont feel like stand others copying style id another quirky kid who c... | non-suicide |
life 20 year oldhello . 20 year old balding male . hairline trash make matter worse head huge . bipolar , depression crippling social anxiety . balding cherry top . wear hat 247 even room im alone cant stop thinking . pop xanax day try numb pain work little bit come crashing back twice hard come . dont know communicate... | suicide |
took rest sleeping pill painkillersi cant wait end , ive struggled past 6 year im finally ending . | suicide |
imagine getting old ? neither . wrinkle , weight gain , hair loss , messed teeth bone , health issue , menopause , hormone , hating new generation amp way world progress . useless angry piece shit cant take care . totally depended people secretly want die already . even imagine ? absolutely not . even happy , id take l... | suicide |
think getting hit train would painful ? gun hard come country train not . dont want suffer though , think would painless method suicide ? | suicide |
death , continuedi posted saw something interesting . asked information . know got back ? bunch people wanted thing always spit back personal information . make thing worse , obviously , least bunch troll laugh . end , desire selfterminate grows stronger . little left , still bitterness , bit stronger . main goal throu... | suicide |
arrested feeling suicidaledit | suicide |
fuck verizon smart family app cant even watch porn privately anymore wtf feature | non-suicide |
im scared . everything seems getting worse worse . im young think im transgender im not even sure . cant tell im lying im actually trans , feel overwhelmed thought emotion cant take anymore . wish could least know sure trans , even worry religious family accepting actually anything alleviate pain bit . cut first time y... | suicide |
well , im screwed . locked school toilet , cant get . . edit im , lived tell story | non-suicide |
im fucked assignment due tomorrow havent even started yet . | non-suicide |
yeaputting knife wrist didnt give hesitation like used , free , free finally die hate seeing people fun , depressing . sister go every night friend , nice see get depression time hurt really bad nothing , make realize haha | suicide |
ending life today , goodbye everyone . 36 almost 37 , disability ptsd rheumatoid arthritis . 400 lb sick living . tired single rejected made feel kind monster . tired not anyone connect , connect , companionship . tired alone single world , weight . loneliness taken much , swallowed inside . consumed . see nothing dark... | suicide |
know really toxic house best cope going school , etc rona hahahaha , stay home forcefully go brrrrrrrrr | non-suicide |
posting galadriels opening monologue every day get girlfriend day 3 galadriel speaking partly elvish amar prestar aen . world changed . han matho ne nen . feel water . han mathon ned cae . feel earth . han noston ned gwilith . smell air . much lost , none live remember . began forging great ring . three given elf , imm... | non-suicide |
sleep sock , feel sleeping sock ? tried first time heavy long sock felt really nice woke benefit according healthline prevent hot flash woman find wearing sock helpful cooling core body temperature . improve cracked heel wearing cotton sock moisturize help keep heel drying . increase potential orgasm according bbc rese... | non-suicide |
graveyard redditanyone find eery think many dead user subreddit ? often ill see im killing tonight post active redditor never post . | suicide |
guy want friend thats , im alone dont talk anyone dm anything , im tired talking dad sister , literally dad sister , like animated series im flexible anything last series watch santa claritas diet last animated series watch hollow shera watching time , extended music repertoire draw anything ask least ill try text hour... | non-suicide |
think today may last . everythings becoming overwhelming late enough night think would enough go finally end miserable life mine . plan work , certain friend doesnt call . dont know ill able actually move . . dont know want anymore dying fix everything , like pain chest . . . everything else . dying would fix everythin... | suicide |
im trashlol normally cringe self loathing post honestly im trash . like literally everything . wish could muster courage follow . im okay everyday worst last . appreciate community letting know im not alone . | suicide |
nice song lt3 nice song vibe loverboyawall come truekhai dream weak ur aroundblackbear needkhai dream carwashstriptease slowed please listen | non-suicide |
best way ? im not looking talked . would effective , easiest way go ? | suicide |
man hope someone find thisi drunk fuck . found hodgkin lymphoma . dont want fam suffer shit . im taking life tomorrow . guy think point knife heart fall downwards ill done easy . hope . thats im going . man , hope girl move . sweet . love falling sleep arm . next . hope think coward . hope hate instead feeling sad . ma... | suicide |
today fact reddit award expensive emojis | non-suicide |
feel like drowningi used go school state university , drop financial issue . year since havent moved anywhere life . one job 15 hour week , dont make enough money essential like food , soap , toothpaste , etc . . trying find another job cant find one . feel like im going stuck hole forever part want everything . apply ... | suicide |
worth ? trouble , work anxiety really worth living . | suicide |
triple nipple dock dare ask crush , youre taken tell love | non-suicide |
im lonely 22 year old guy feeling like loser no future . im 22 feel alone insecure . im fat 63 260 pound guy really small 5 . 5 inch penis . no gf experience girl cause feel ugly think laugh size . one real friend barely family left still care . top no college educaton idea kind career pursue . leaf working shit minimu... | suicide |
hurt another person ungrateful alive . feel messed . venting someone chat , told planning . killing sometime week . told lung cancer , 5 chance live , want live . called ungrateful fucking shit want kill dont feel happy anything anymore , want life . hurt badly . apologized like 100 time . know cant apologized . sent v... | suicide |
revenge suicidedoes thought ever cross mind ? ever alone , isolated , uncared ? feel like youve reached , , , yet no one hears take seriously ? ever feel like everyone life given ? feel like jumping roof right way anyone ever notice , care , much pain feel . no onewill care im dead , people finally hear . theyll unders... | suicide |
hey , im gonna sleep sock whatcha gonna ? put ? ! good luck ima gonna sleep warm foot | non-suicide |
learnt new skill today ! learnt change light bulb , thing happened cocked first time went 5 minute , tightened bit work . room lightless quite long time finally bulb light . | non-suicide |
nothing live . life bleak . dont genuine friend , feel like stranger family ive scared person truly cared . no future goal look forward . life falling apart im letting happen im , exhausted . dont know want alive anymore . | suicide |
thought got past thought . . . . might sound weird dad passed away quite suddenly two month ago . get talk died still hurt . quite suicidal prior dad passing month thought hardly entered mind . seem thing occupies mind . trying deal depression therapy med dont think really working . came forefront since quit job start ... | suicide |
no one use email function reddit kinda sad , underappreciated , edit yall never used email function , uncultured | non-suicide |
closing book lifei tried everything . no one know say really , say . people say get better , try guilt trip . get . there much one say situation . not people help . people dont understand deep go . guess cant blame . deserve feel way . im scared think ive made mind need done . dont think im going post anywhere anymore ... | suicide |
math class always make horny always zone think id partner one like damn id spoil much like ooh damn itd hot gotta get bonked sorry guy | non-suicide |
ive become accustomed fact im going kill people struggle suicide dont register muchbecause think much see another person like . also make feel like everyone like , went kill people around nobody would care . | suicide |
school suck . try prevent generating waste , seems impossible even bring reusable mask , school give 2 mandatory disposable mask . cant give away , cant anything , 2 sibling going school well . basic math say get 30 disposable mask week . hate . | non-suicide |
ukif die , brother financially responsible council flat ? like , die cost money ? council clean ? council dispose body , stuck pay ? | suicide |
im wondering guy going celebrate valentine day . going celebrate lucina corrin plushies . | non-suicide |
7 yearsguys , ive , year ago . less supportive last time less here belated thank kindness . ive dealing unbelievable degree stress long time . repeated experience im way better not hoping anything whatsoever . reason , ive decided not go detail post . instead im going put link serf reference insane event life . chose b... | suicide |
cant stop feeling like therapist didnt believe actually problemsi feel like thought fake didnt even full 6 trial session feel disconnected fucked meant find longterm therapist ant cant nothing expel fucked thought want die going clear overdraft end year buy mask nitrogen fucking end ive gone entire life no one believin... | suicide |
put opinion say controversial opinion want share . dont make fun others opinion . dont agree ignore . | non-suicide |
accidently cut dick scissors help | non-suicide |
since aunt suicide 3 week christmas , drink , take painkiller . cant stop thinking ill kill . see much hurt . wasnt even twice age . hung doglead . broke hundred heart . im absolutely not afraid death . coming people love . come family functioning alcoholic cant stop drinking . drink lot . self harmed rape never told a... | suicide |
im excited tomorrow im going momals house get school work done im going try play enter gungeon friend cant wait see reaction bullet hell | non-suicide |
guy gaming ? good game playing ? | non-suicide |
need know good pistolim shopping online pistol right . tonight rough . no clue gun whatsoever ive depressed year im growing weary . basically im hoping someone point right direction good pistol end without maiming . no idea . money no object point . help appreciated ! brian | suicide |
owthe past unforgiving | suicide |
ive suicidal longi dont think im truly depressed , suicidal . idk even make sense im drunk rn . failing community college , good friend dont want burden info . dont know im looking life hate . im intelligent ive never applied . trichotillomania hardcore bfrbs . want talk someone guess , though dont . dont know , ive be... | suicide |
? youtube look comment , randomly click account subscribe video ? | non-suicide |
breakup ? family guilt ? person thought absolutely perfect broke yesterday . came absolutely blue , said reason didnt know problemsreasons theyve never brought . know advice generally get back ! plenty fish sea , im fucking ugly antisocial felt like really one chance happy relationship . became pretty codependent time ... | suicide |
dont know goive homeless going 2 night seattle . dont know go , no friend family . im stranded , walking city looking people . wanna gone . lost want pain end . know not smart , dont know go anymore . feel lost physically mentally . feel detached everyone . . . feel like last day planet . time go slow no go . night com... | suicide |
xd relatable ! ! ! ! ! ! 1 ! ! ! ! ! xd mom get rape whistle , pepper spray , pocket knife someone following truck running day ago causing go random person house retend like , hour truck front house left making free . genuinly afraid family especially mom . hope guy send blessing family . | non-suicide |
blm anarchist ! dont listen full story , blame police job ! load shit ! ! ! | non-suicide |
single 16 year , finally found one . shes perfect . shes charming . shes best could find . shes also super adorable . kylie , know youre gonna see want know love . uiamatexan124 | non-suicide |
not crush quarantine . ive never girlfriend . last year first year actually tried make attempt date fucked im quarantine . right im feeling like shit dont crush . may sound pathetic even though quarantine not good idea start relationship quarantine probably wouldnt still nice someone think . lot night feel hollow . not... | non-suicide |
wheres love ? live world not like imaginings . book read little relevance . people like get relatively quickly without response , . go . not die , imagine world somehow special actually . ive alone long little reason . dont approach anyone , thay fault , ly god people general boring spews nothiny , not hipster judgemen... | suicide |
exam coming exam coming . important . say nationwide competition grade . well started studying 2 month left . not rant post complaint . wanted tell someone really scared . | non-suicide |
ok feel bad want get chest ordered donut deliveroo website couldnt figure tip delivery rider throught website , thought would tip cash . stuff hear knock followed ok thank engine noise . fucking brother went get food , didnt know tip thing didnt even bother tell food feel bad deliveroo driver didnt get tip . completely... | non-suicide |
suicidei didnt plan overdosing , figured would kill different manner , world , overdosing looking good . pill ready . ive extra medication month . two month everything take . enough . , must follow . goodbye everyone ! | suicide |
fuck ? ? finally confidence go meet someone real life , really excited see real life friend would walk around city shop bit . day ago mum forced go activity absolutely hate , parent always force du stuff really dont wanna . well turn free time activity went , absolutely hated , talked no one stayed away everybody . som... | non-suicide |
screenwriting course script character commit suicide part dealing depressionive little low lately , matter . im long past day every moment feel like breathing underwater , hurt little . wrote outline script year half ago , worst throw depression nearly hospitalized . , class come basic course , finish script . like scr... | suicide |
review dildo said weak suction cup yet lift whole desk | non-suicide |
someone talk ? ive staring blank post 10 minute , dont know say ? cant stop cry . . . . say dont know dont even want happy thats much ask want able get one day , dont even know im posting . im afraid talk friend theyre going sigh im , pathetic . . . im sorry | suicide |
whats point living 19 year old male who 56 ? hinders everything life im close tob putting stop | suicide |
brain damaged drug dont feel human anymorethats pretty much say , brain full shit fucking loud never peace . written wall text deleted . . . | suicide |
want people know whats happening life since cant really tell someone irl without freaking something . really dont want , stuff going happen soon resulting loosing family , school , long term girlfriend . im really scared , im coward , honestly would rather dead try fix mess . mess putting lightly though . life large pu... | suicide |
day 41 posting get girlfriend exam exist ahhhhhhhhhhhh | non-suicide |
dont know much longer carry . ive stuck slump past week dont feel motivated anything . constantly frowning pissed everything , experiencing multiple , frequent instance lappel du vide call void , filled horrid sense dread unease everything . wake , every morning , cursing not dying sleep night . want stop . | suicide |
im happy got money back still lost close 200 , hey . here hoping next seller find doesnt turn con artist | non-suicide |
no matter many time get better , end bottom hole im ready lie . im 26 , tried kill twice led 12 year journey therapy mental health treatment . gotten better , always fall ditch wonder fucking already right time . thought mom live rest life dead , mourning choice , thing sobers suicidal ideation . today particularly roc... | suicide |
uncle migrated u think coronavirus fake . fuck done , america ? | non-suicide |
suicidenote . infohi website suicidenote . info , cant aceess pdf file book . anyone copy ? | suicide |
dont want anyone find bodyi cant , someone see confirm death . | suicide |
best resource mental health help somebody without lot money ? ive dealing death father year come go well actually deal . past month especially hard reason . little money left , no immediate family , one friend see week , fiancee love also great deal mental emotional stress around doesnt make better . talked master phd ... | suicide |
want even finding way difficult . plan ive come far . work ? dont want stay alive disabled . want work . live , hard find way end life without causing much pain . here want ill leave kerosene heater bathroom keep door window closed allow harmful gas build . ill overdose short acting long acting insulin , ill take 1g pr... | suicide |
cant go anymore . ive recently suffered psychotic episode first one yet hurt person cared . life lost meaning dont see way thing could get better . no future cant shake feeling simply taken probably projecting putting blame im fucking coward cant take responsibility action . probably deserved cause im shit human cant c... | suicide |
much time people spend feeling alonei feeling alone last year lot answer resolution tend lead towards ending life . curious much time normal people think stuff | suicide |
star war question star war fan consider sequel mnon canon ? last one promise | non-suicide |
badly want talk , whenever anyone offer talk , dont know say . ive never able talk deeply anyone depression thought suicide , not even therapist . | suicide |
shopping awful finally allowed go london , place tree forest ive picnic 5 month say . . . shopping terrible . . walk , there large bouncer looking type men every entrance staring walk , make uncomfortable beginning . shop employee follow around keep eye also uncomfortable , cant actually touch beauty product , like per... | non-suicide |
day 3 posting something get mildly infuriated . . . . lagphone not working got full fucking bar verizon stop shit | non-suicide |
lot stuff handle sorry long hope enjoy met girl covid19 pandemic shes school knew look school slide dm friend trying make friend really big crush talk talk maybe talking couple month couple day ago playing friend sent message said let go date really shocked didnt know sent ? ? ? buy time think told okay let go date fir... | non-suicide |
im going wait version senorita sing margarita instead senorita go , love u call margarita , ? idk . | non-suicide |
know realized cant opinion english class , especially teacher woman like get mad even though asked opinion | non-suicide |
ive always trusted gut . always seems right . trust gut like one good piece life advice . gut begging commit suicide | suicide |
heart go ? like heart curbstomped burned furnace crippling anxiety | non-suicide |
new discord squidwards house discord made friend . plenty channel . whether talk , send meme , homework , play music , game . lemme know youre interested , moment friend bot gather people grow something nice . | non-suicide |
day 8 random fact ask crush know , real life crystal lake life sized jason vorhees statue ? sits bottom lake implemented may 2018 . | non-suicide |
friend suicidal , not sure dohi , im not sure right forum post im loss . friend high school showing sign attempted suicide . dont talk much ever since moved away college social medium post well someone close messaged concern well . ive tried texting ignoring message gotten point really afraid shes going . currently lif... | suicide |
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