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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4022j/q/
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Fit_Poem_7232
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Q if death is the only thing that drives me should i just commit suicide?
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| 1,733,047,000
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h6dvs7/i_dont_want_to_seem_weak/
|
Fjsjdj3929300
|
I don’t want to seem weak My family would always tell me that I would never make it in the real world. They’re right, but I don’t want them to know that. I can already imagine them thinking “told you so” when they find out. I wish I could just get in an accident or be killed by someone else
| 1
| 1,733,311,785
| 1
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnvxgv/im_struggling/
|
FlinchiikinZ
|
I’m struggling Every time I have a good thing happen in my life two horrible things happen right after! I hate life! I wish I wasn’t never born!
| 1
| 1,735,353,768
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hb8d3r/i_really_need_someone_to_talk_to/
|
Flowerkisscandy
|
I really need someone to talk to I’m alone having panic attacks and feeling so lost right now
| 0
| 1,733,854,884
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlag9a/i_have_trauma_from_the_words_silly_girl/
|
Flowerpopzi
|
i have trauma from the words “silly girl” it sounds so fucking stupid but i have a 1 year old sister and ever since she was a newborn, whenever she cried my parents would call her a silly girl and then hit her, break stuff, or hurt themself and whenever i hear that word i can’t stop crying they’re doing it right now and im scared im going to be next this always happens i hate everything
| 0
| 1,735,034,172
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpvm12/give_me_a_reason/
|
Flubby_Flooble
|
Give Me a Reason Give me a reason to live, I'll tell you why it's personally not my reason. Give me a reason to not live, and I'll tell you whether I agree or not.
| 1
| 1,735,587,881
| 0
| 2
| 2
| 1
| 2
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hmamut/do_i_not_matter_too/
|
Fools_Platinum
|
Do I not matter too? I'm tired of people in my life thinking they can do whatever they want to me, and I can't say a damn thing because everytime I do, the conversation always go back to me and how everything is my fault no matter what. Anything otherwise is unacceptable and downright wrong, and I'm left with the consequences. Is it too much to ask for some peace from the chaos of the world? I'm done. From now on, I think I'm going to stick with my plan to get a gun before the year ends.
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| 1,735,166,026
| 5
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhkrjw/so_i_failed/
|
ForDemocracy214
|
So i failed Sunday night i tried to take my own life. Just got out of the hospital today. Not sure how to feel at the moment honestly. Just feel cloudy.
| 6
| 1,734,582,449
| 6
| 6
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hgsvg1/the_world_can_feel_so_fucking_cold/
|
Foreign-Cake-7204
|
the world can feel so fucking cold Unless your conventionally attractive, have loving and supporting parents who can guide and teach you. Your fucked by this cold fucking planet if you have parents who are the worst and lost the genetic lottery. The way people judge you, negatively view, give you the meanest, angriest looks. The world is a cold, heartless place. Social Media has made it so much worse than it was 10 - 20 years ago.
| 0
| 1,734,493,181
| 0
| 1
| 0
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3ra1a/does_therapy_help/
|
Foreign-Trifle1865
|
Does therapy help? Has anyone had success with therapy overcoming ideation or overcoming suicidal thoughts?
| 0
| 1,733,014,785
| 0
| 2
| 2
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| 2
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hbf1pj/would_anyone_miss_me/
|
Foreign_System_8074
|
Would anyone miss me Would my friends, family, cousins, my crush, even my pets (dogs, cats and a horse and parrot) miss me if I kms?
I feel like I've done nothing but cause a burden to all my friends and family. Nobody truly sees me ot seems even among my own family and friends I feel like an outcast. My friends and crush are too busy with their lives, my cousins and family are busy too and I feel like nothing but a burden to them.
Would anyone of my loved ones (family, friend, lover and animals) miss me or care that I'll be gone
| 2
| 1,733,871,967
| 1
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hk0snb/impulsively_took_50_mg_escitalopram_and_30_mg/
|
Forsaken_Hunter9021
|
impulsively took 50 mg escitalopram and 30 mg antihistamine been clean from sh and serious suicidal ideation for a few months now, unfortunately everything has been stressful since i came back home for the christmas break. ive been feeling so alone and i just impulsively took 5 escitalopram pills and 3 antihistamine pills. i know this is way under lethal doses but just wanted to ask if ill be ok
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| 1,734,881,676
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| 6
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnzvcb/i_have_lasik_induced_dry_eyes/
|
Forward-Fold5101
|
I have lasik induced dry eyes? Its been two years I have been battling with dry, red, sore, painful eyes 24/7. I want to leave this earth.
| 1
| 1,735,367,557
| 2
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpyo9q/how_to_buy_pure_nitrogen_in_india/
|
Fragrant-Purple-4865
|
How to buy pure Nitrogen in India Anyone from India who can answer this??
| 0
| 1,735,595,837
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ha2e7c/feel_free_to_reach_out_if_you_need_someone_to/
|
Frankiscogarcia
|
Feel free to reach out if you need someone to talk to. I’ve been there, I promise. Everything is going to be fine.
| 0
| 1,733,721,043
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hff2gr/holiday_season_is_rough_but_its_worth_fighting/
|
Fredelqwq
|
Holiday season is rough but its worth fighting through i guess Its cold and dark outside and seeing others have that christmas Spirit really makes me jealous .Havent been depressive for long and when i was younger ive always wondered what the life of the more unforunate would be during christmas season .guess i will or wont (hopefully ill find joy )experience it this year lol.For all those who have similiar fears i think distraction (non destructive) is the best way to challenge those times .treat yourself with something you have always wanted to buy or do .its worth it i think because there will be another Summer in your life .trust me ur worth more than you think i think
| 0
| 1,734,339,534
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hc7p25/just_terribly_down_on_myself_lately/
|
Free2BSamantha
|
Just terribly down on myself lately. I can't seem to get out of this mindset that my existence is draining on those around me. It seems like every time I think I've leveled out another wave shit crashes down on me. I'm so tired of struggling and failing at every turn.
| 1
| 1,733,960,805
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4al24/please_help_me/
|
Fresh_Airport7134
|
Please Help Me
Can someone call the police and let them know Ramses De La Rosa online groomed an 15 year old girl I told him to stop and he blocked me and still continues secretly
I’m scared contacting the police
His address
812 S Hardy Ave, Independence, MO 64053
He's been messaging this girl since she was a 9th grader and he sends her sexual messages he's 18 years old
| 0
| 1,733,079,662
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlxyjy/thinking_of_jumping_off_the_balcony/
|
Friendxx
|
Thinking of jumping off the balcony Fucking hate myself want to end it right now.
| 4
| 1,735,120,646
| 4
| 4
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| 4
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hmcswz/dying_tonight/
|
Fromgraveyard28
|
Dying tonight Hello, got my helium tank, a cover for head and pipe. Will pass out tonight, already started my drinking. See you in the other side
| 6
| 1,735,173,213
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hl7kkx/it_isnt_fair/
|
Front_Elk_830
|
It isn’t fair 25m. I’ve been depressed and anxious my entire life and nothing helps. It started with severe bullying in middle school for no reason. Now I’m asexual and aromantic even though I finally found someone I loved and I did. I got love bombed. He told he I had him forever and that I was everything to him. Now im blocked and no matter what he won’t respond to me. He was my one chance at love since I’ve never been attracted to anyone else. Should I just end it? What is life without love?
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| 1,735,021,483
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| 2
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4b2mv/i_need_advice_or_help/
|
Frosty-Ant-3780
|
I need advice or help My girlfriend (F20) and I (M23) have been going through some hard times in our relationship and just our lives in general. Today she attempted and I had to kick the door down to get to her. The cops came and took her from the house and notified me that she will be transported to a hospital to be evaluated. I am so confused on what my next steps are, I'm going to talk to emergency counseling today as this has put me in a rough place. But has anyone else gone through this? What's the next steps to take?
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| 1,733,080,890
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h6yovv/i_am_just_so_tired/
|
Frosty-Horse-2168
|
I am just. So tired Evening. I’m. Here because I honestly know that every single person who I love, their life would be better if I weren’t in it. I’m like a black hole.
I want to die.
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| 1,733,366,384
| 1
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9vkxg/advice/
|
Frthatgirl
|
Advice? I’m at a point where nothing can convince me to live but I literally don’t know what to do I’ve tried everything possible I’ve take 70+ pills several times I’ve tried hanging, suffocation, water poisoning, purging, cutting but literally nothing works the only things I can think of is jumping from a height or jumping into a train but it takes too much balls to jump into a train and I have no heights near me does anybody have any solutions
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| 1,733,699,487
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hkm2z0/hey_anyone_want_i_chat/
|
Fukasoj
|
hey anyone want i chat :)! having a hard time.
| 0
| 1,734,954,382
| 0
| 0
| 0
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| 1
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpsrp2/how_painful_it_would_be_to_die_overdosing_anti/
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FullAlbatross6280
|
how painful it would be to die overdosing anti depressants body text
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| 1,735,580,651
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| 3
| 3
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| 3
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlcp7j/i_think_the_end_is_near_idk/
|
FunkyTheTimeTraveler
|
I think the end is near. Idk. My life feels like it’s at rock bottom. I have no one and nothing. I’m a loser with no higher education, skills, I can’t drive, I’m poor and in debt. I’m depressed. I’m so so so tired. I just want to sleep and never wake up. “It will get easier” no, it hasn’t for the last 10 years. I’m so mentally and physically exhausted. Curse whatever higher being that had me made and come into existence. I don’t want to be here anymore.
| 1
| 1,735,043,875
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h90pau/help/
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FuzzyBlackberry2121
|
Help? Hey guys I'm 200lbs and have just taken 7000mg of naproxen. Any advice of what's to come?
| 6
| 1,733,601,296
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| 6
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hblk8n/i_really_have_the_urge_to_take_my_own_life/
|
G0reBoY
|
I really have the urge to take my own life. That’s it. I don’t wanna go on some long paragraph. I just don’t wanna be alive. Idk why I’m still here, what’s the point.
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| 1,733,891,675
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hph7wh/all_i_have_is_booze/
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GGfan_9
|
All I have is booze I've sunk back into the dark place I've been most my life. My probation will be over jan 2nd & I'm planning on continuing to destroy myself with alcohol. Liquor is all I have, I just can't handle how worthless I feel every day. I hope I don't make it once I start drinking again. Almost died twice from it. Maybe the third time will be the charm. Anyways.. just the ramblings of a worthless alcoholic.
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| 1,735,540,855
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hljlxe/tired/
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GQAT12
|
Tired Please make sense of it. Why did all of this happen?
| 0
| 1,735,065,298
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hi3wu9/goodbye/
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GXREGXTE
|
goodbye. hello i’m 15M and i’ve lost everything in my life. most importantly my girl. my beautiful beautiful sweet girl. she’s gone and it’s all my fault. goodbye.
| 1
| 1,734,644,490
| 0
| 1
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hbrk4a/pls_answer_this_question/
|
GalaxianIsHere
|
Pls answer this question Hi I'm curious on how does it feel when you cut yourself to bleed, is it painful? How does it feel?
| 3
| 1,733,917,079
| 0
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hf35gq/here_as_a_nonjudgemental_listener_to_your_issues/
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Gamer_Nova0409
|
Here as a non-judgemental listener to your issues If you have anything you want to say, either in this post or PMs, I'll listen to you. I don't use Reddit often so I may be late responding but I hope that I can alleviate some stress you have on your shoulders, no matter how big or small it is.
| 0
| 1,734,298,864
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9agj1/im_a_mother/
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GdsDntDie
|
I'm a mother Ive always had demons, ever since I could remember I was a sad human being. At some point in time, every morning i would wake up and walk to the bus my mind was always telling me to jump infornt of the cars passing by. Or get off at the next stop and jump off a building. It was a struggle to have a mind that's so demanding to kill itself. I'm 24 years old married and with two babies I have really hard days sometimes. I still have suicidal thoughts but my body won't allow me to die. I don't want to die. I want to live. Why does my brain not want to?
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| 1,733,630,812
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4febk/idk/
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Gjl89
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Idk Idk
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| 1,733,091,929
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1heocju/im_a_burden_on_life_that_needs_to_go/
|
GlacierWolf8Bit
|
I'm a burden on life that needs to go. Clearly, I bring nothing but pain and misery to everyone each day. I stalked someone a decade ago and had to have police step in. I wasted time and money in college. My panic response when driving is almost causing accidents. Even my excrement is clogging toilets. I just cannot see myself being of any use towards any type of movement. And with the world becoming more and more authoritarian and fascist, I cannot see myself surviving such an onslaught, let alone help lead in a part of it. Suicide may be the best harm reduction that everyone in my life will ever have from me.
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| 1,734,251,321
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5xyrc/why_tf_cant_i_die/
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Glitterbug_222
|
Why TF can’t I DIE? I swear I just took every medication with my name on it and my ass is still BREATHING 🙃.
I was diagnosed with OCD but I don’t know anymore I just wanna drop dead right now.
The moment my mom realizes that all my medication is gone, I’m cooked.
Probably gonna repeat this cycle of going to the hospital, getting my stomach pumped, going to the mental hospital, waste my life there, talk to therapists, dealing with shitty ass staff, getting discharged, going to partial, then I have to go back to school🫠
I’m gonna cry.
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| 1,733,259,460
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hepmr3/im_scared/
|
Gojo-kun_
|
I'm scared I've been suicidal since 2021 but this year really pushed me to ny limits and I'm scared that I can't take it anymore. I don't wanna commit suicide but I don't think there's another way.
| 2
| 1,734,257,248
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hfbmy7/connected_the_dots/
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Gold_Biscotti6371
|
Connected the dots I (21f) just realized after a particularly bad day that I am not just vaguely unhappy like I always said to myself but straight up want to die and I think I have for a long time. I am a bit unnerved at how intensely addictive these thoughts feel so suddenly. I don’t know how I never contextualized it like this. Maybe I need help.
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| 1,734,325,051
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hmk1sh/dang/
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GongagaLad
|
Dang Good heavens,
When will you take me away, I know the world won't stop revolving when I'm gone. But I know when I'm gone They will be in a better life.
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| 1,735,200,923
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhafk2/i_wanna_end_it_all/
|
Gothamb-atman
|
I wanna end it all I'm loosing control of myself, I don't know who the fuck I am?
My personality is changing polar opposites.
I'm loosing my friends, I'm loosing intrest in everything, it's just hard to pass a day.
It's feels being trapped, I feel fucking numb.
I don't know my emotions.
I don't want to have bonds with anyone.
My mood swings and compulsions are making it worse
I can't do this anymore, it's getting impossible,
I just want to end it all.
I'm thinkin about it lot.
| 2
| 1,734,552,445
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnuy2g/advice/
|
Gqb33
|
Advice I've been like good for the past 2 months but I feel suddenly so depressed. I've been having suicidal thoughts again, can anyone give me some advice that could distract me from these thoughts?
| 2
| 1,735,350,610
| 2
| 2
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hbking/should_i_kill_myself/
|
Grand-Bag9899
|
Should I kill myself? For the past year or so my life has taken the worst turn, my mom, my only family is gone and I have no one. I’m alone and in the most unbearable kind of pain. I don’t think I can do this anymore…should I kill myself??
| 2
| 1,733,888,178
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hf94k8/should_i_kill_myself/
|
Grand-Try-3960
|
Should I kill myself? 47 male. No wife. No kids. No job. Depressed. Overweight.
| 2
| 1,734,316,514
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hm6ggn/i_wanna_talk_to_someone/
|
Great-Criticism-3243
|
I wanna talk to someone Is there anyone here to talk? I feel suicidal
| 2
| 1,735,152,609
| 2
| 2
| 2
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h81igo/why_isnt_there_a_guarantee_that_things_will_be/
|
Green-Radio1487
|
Why isn't there a guarantee that things will be better if we do this? Because from what I know, it is too painful living in this world now. Why can't we be given a choice whether we can or cannot live? Why do we have to stay and suffer? And if we take the other way we'd also be punished for it? Why do we need to be born in the first place?
I wish I was never been born, only to just feel immense pain for as long as I can remember and see things to be getting worse.
| 1
| 1,733,492,226
| 1
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7k2qn/hugs_please/
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Green_Leading6810
|
Hugs please? .
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| 1,733,433,339
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnasfc/i_tried/
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Green_South_725
|
I tried Tried to make friends. Both online and offline and failed every single time. People don’t find me interesting and they don’t want to talk to me. I don’t blame them
| 0
| 1,735,289,317
| 0
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hfd72f/welp/
|
GregoryGroggins
|
Welp Just got rejected for the very first time in my life. Even after begging God to just give me this one girl that would change my life and he gave me the biggest fuck you ever. This shit is so pathetic.
AND I lost my fucking tooth in the same month what the fuck do I do for God to do me like this?? I do my best to obey these voices n shit and this is how these fucks pay me, man. I’m so done with this life, I cannot wait to move on to the next one.
| 1
| 1,734,330,940
| 1
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3um8r/i_dont_think_anyone_would_miss_me/
|
Grizzled_Bear1995
|
I don't think anyone would miss me. Life hurts. I feel like a nuisance and bother to anyone and everyone in my life. It'd just be easier to end it in my eyes. But then again I'm scared to because idk what lies beyond life. But it's gonna happen anyways. My daughter is only a year old. Would she even remember me? My mother and I don't get along. I don't have a good relationship with my dad or much of my family as a matter of fact. Ive mistreated my wife tremendously and she doesn't deserve this. I just.. I just can't. I'm sorry
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| 1,733,025,512
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hocx7n/i_took_20x400mg_of_ibuprofen_am_i_dumb/
|
H0rnKne3
|
I took 20x400mg of ibuprofen. Am I dumb? Title says it all. I tried to kill myself by downing a whole sealed pack of ibuprofen but I feel nothing. Am I in danger or is 8g of ibuprofen nothing to worry about?
| 6
| 1,735,413,409
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hl6f5n/kill_me/
|
HTCGM
|
Kill me Do me a favor and end me. Better for everyone involved.
| 2
| 1,735,017,003
| 2
| 2
| 4
| 2
| 4
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpy8s8/i_tried_to_kill_myself_and_my_boyfriend_is_mad_at/
|
HandsThatMold_
|
I tried to kill myself and my boyfriend is mad at me im 18. He is 19. I tried to kill myself a couple days ago ,Hes upset at me because he has been going through things. I feel like im the worst girlfriend ever. He told me how mad he is and I can get why but I knew he was going to get upset. I hate myself so much i dont know what to do or how to make this better, it obviously didnt work. I want to forget it ever happened
| 6
| 1,735,594,738
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hf756m/help_pls/
|
Hardlyreal1
|
Help pls I’m fucked
| 0
| 1,734,310,352
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h74xyg/i_could_just_do_it/
|
HatidaoHatidao
|
I could just do it Really, why? Hoping someone out there can give me some philosophical answer.
| 2
| 1,733,388,941
| 2
| 0
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnmr6m/how_much_will_slicing_my_wrists_hurt/
|
HayleyKJ
|
How much will slicing my wrists hurt? I'm terrified of the idea of feeling pain and/or feeling myself dying. But I don't want to be alive anymore.
| 3
| 1,735,327,710
| 5
| 3
| 4
| 5
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hl6uth/today_i_plan_to_kill_myself_because_i_am_trans_18/
|
Head-Good-188
|
Today I plan to kill myself because I am trans (18) every singleday i have to indure harrasment because I am trans from people at my school. I have talked to the school staff about this and they just dont seem to care, I have been beaten, called slurs, and stuff taken from my bag and the teachers and staff dont seem to care. I have brought this up to my parents but they also dont seem to care. This is my last message, goodbye.
| 4
| 1,735,018,643
| 4
| 4
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9rhpq/i_failed_my_suicide_attempt/
|
HeadlessCockroach6
|
I failed my suicide attempt I failed it. And now i dont even know what to do anymore, i feel like even bigger failure becouse i cant even kill myself properly
| 6
| 1,733,688,416
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hfl2e8/i_hate_people/
|
Hefty-Detective-5150
|
I hate people. Thats all. Fuck everyone.
| 0
| 1,734,361,446
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hi6g43/help_please/
|
HeftyLaw1580
|
Help please I just need help idk how to work things out to ensure it works I'm over this I'm exhausted of waking up everyday to battle theeese illness
| 1
| 1,734,651,563
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 3
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hcfnyy/im_sorry_for_bothering_you/
|
HellzGestapeh
|
I’m sorry for bothering you I want to kill myself, and I hate myself. I just want affirmation that I have reason for being on this world, and yes I understand that it sounds like I seek attention. I really don’t like where or who I am, and just want someone telling me to live besides immediate family or friends. Sometimes I feel like they’re just saying that to be nice.
| 2
| 1,733,987,588
| 4
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hi4axj/looking_for_someone_to_talk_to_until_i_die/
|
HeronCommercial9190
|
Looking for someone to talk to until I die I have a plan for Saturday but sitting in this pain unti then feels really impossible rn. I have nobody who would care irl and as I don't fancy being told to have a bath and a cuppa by the crisis team again I was hoping somebody in a similar situation might want to talk for a couple of days.
| 5
| 1,734,645,553
| 5
| 5
| 5
| 5
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hn8log/i_wish_i_could_just_disappear/
|
HiiiighBoltage
|
I wish I could just disappear I couldn't ever try again but how much I wish I had a break from my brain that hates me so much
| 0
| 1,735,279,912
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h98lnl/im_28_and_lonelynothing_to_live_for/
|
HolamyLola
|
I’m 28 and lonely-nothing to live for I moved to a new country for better opportunities and lifestyle, my family is loving but far away from me. They are the only reason I live for.
I’m lonely and had my heart broken badly after my ex cheated on me with a friend, our circle was close and tightly knit. In the process I distanced myself because they all knew him before me.
I went to the ER once as a cry for help and never saw the doctor because it was an 8 hour wait time. Got billed $900 for the visit.
I’m heart broken and lonely, I have a great job and a cat who I love so much but nothing feels worth living for
| 0
| 1,733,624,488
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 2
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hk1z2x/oh_thats_why_your_depressed_thats_nothing_i_had/
|
Holiday_Agent2023
|
“Oh thats why your depressed?” “Thats nothing” “i had way worse problems” Holy shit
| 0
| 1,734,885,111
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hevkg1/im_13_and_im_already_just_done/
|
Holiday_Agent_6918
|
Im 13 and im already just done I dont even know what to do man im always stressed to death im always just depressed. I dont even have a purpose in life, Like if i continue living whats even gonna happen? Im gonna die anyway why dont i just end it early. I told my mom about this and she said she wouldnt even care. Nobody cares.
| 2
| 1,734,278,443
| 4
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7xe8c/why_tell_a_lie/
|
HoodVOCartoons
|
Why tell a lie? Why tell a person who has nothing to cling to that life is worth living.
Why tell them that "it gets better," when for years life has always shown them it gets worse?
Why the toxic positivity? Why the false narratives?
Homeless, autoimmune diseases, no family, no friends, no income, abandonment, lonely, eviction on record, $7000 in apartment complex collections, all local resources aren't accepting applications for years in advance or won't help at all....
How in the actual fuck is life worth living?
| 0
| 1,733,476,228
| 0
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1holwl1/i_hate_reality/
|
Hopeful-Mechanic-291
|
I hate reality Hello, this is my first time making a post on Reddit other than mindlessly scrolling or getting into a meaningless argument with somebody I don’t know. I just wanted to say I hate my life, I hate my family, I have no hope in me ever finding love or anything, the world is continually growing more and more ignorant and racist. I’m too poor to work towards moving out and I’m too lazy to get my life in order, I just don’t wanna be here anymore.
| 1
| 1,735,439,214
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlwftx/dysphoria_is_eating_me_alive/
|
Hot-Goose-5752
|
Dysphoria is eating me alive I am a transgirl and whenever i see someone who is more feminine than me or gives me gender envy, i feel like i can't breathe. My emotions are so dull and i just dont want to do anything but sleep and wait for life to stop. I can't imagine having to go through this for more years until i can get on estrogen. I can't even share this because i don't have support systems i can trust. I'm just tired and i can't find my makeup bag rn so i cant try to feel better.
| 1
| 1,735,113,200
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdw3z9/can_i_find_someone_to_talk_to_in_here/
|
Hot-Opinion-1801
|
Can i find someone to talk to in here? Im feeling a bit desperate to talk someone right now. I hope there's some here are offer to help
| 0
| 1,734,154,680
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hkzxuq/tomorrow/
|
Hot-Option-1373
|
Tomorrow I'm going to kill myself tomorrow. I can't stand living like a failure anymore and I know I won't be able to improve, I just want to give up once and for all. I don't know how I'll do it, but tomorrow is the day
| 4
| 1,734,995,270
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hk730j/any_help_that_actually_works/
|
HotCardiologist2029
|
Any help that actually works? I contacted shout and it left me feeling more helpless. The listener acknowledged the issue but went straight to talking about plans instead of the actual situation and then the chat ends?
I reached out to talk through the situation. I guess it is what it is, I hate how alone I am especially when struggling with suicidal thoughts.
I was so happy a week ago and now i feel like empty and questioning life.
| 2
| 1,734,899,706
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hli4j7/movie/
|
Hour-Initiative-2766
|
Movie What is a depressing movie that you watch and it makes you happy? My vote is Leaving Las Vegas. It’s so relatable and I don’t drink.
| 0
| 1,735,060,985
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlazij/i_despise_my_teacher/
|
HowAManAimS
|
I DESPISE MY TEACHER I CAN'T STAND TO THINK THAT HE WILL LIVE A GOOD LIFE WITHOUT MUCH STRUGGLE
| 0
| 1,735,036,537
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h95kku/life_has_been_rough/
|
Huge-Dragonfruit-479
|
Life has been rough For the past couple of months or weeks I’ve had times I’ve fell into deep depression. I don’t know if it’s the stress of becoming an adult or life isn’t what it pans out to be but I’m not feeling great at all I’ve been having problems with my parents specifically my mother, we don’t get along as much anymore and she has begun to hit me. Once she slapped me in my face and another was when she hit me with a piece of board on the top of my head and verbally abused after simple mistakes. I’ve thought about just taking my life so it would be easier on everybody. They’ll have one less person to worry about.
| 2
| 1,733,615,115
| 4
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpyn4a/comfort_in_a_way_out/
|
Huge-Travel3873
|
Comfort in a way out I currently am having suicidal thoughts but don’t necessarily want to go through with them right now. I just want a relatively instant way out incase things get worse. I find comfort in knowing that I can kill my self anytime I wish. But I currently don’t know how, I’m think decapitation by train, but scared of it being slow or being pushed to the side by the cow catcher. I would use a gun but don’t have one. And won’t do OD, hanging, slitting wrist/throat, becuase too slow and chance of survival being left with physical/mental disabilities.
| 3
| 1,735,595,757
| 5
| 5
| 4
| 4
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h422f0/theres_no_saving_me/
|
Huge_Visual_8533
|
theres no saving me title sounds very cringey, but its the truth.
ive been trying to take better care of myself, going to the gym, taking my meds daily, skincare and all, but still depressed.
my mom caught my mental breakdown and has been trying to be supportive of me and even suggested therapy, but im still depressed.
theres this ugly feeling inside me that wont go away no matter what. i feel empty and nothing brings me joy anymore. im so spent.
| 0
| 1,733,055,448
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ho01ob/_/
|
Human_Mail3844
|
. hace mucho que pienso en hacerlo pero no encuentro la manera de hacerlo sin sufrir, alguien podria ayudarme?
| 3
| 1,735,368,285
| 5
| 5
| 3
| 4
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4qygx/burnout_is_killing_me/
|
HumbleCombination825
|
Burnout is killing me. The only thing I had that was worth living for was my academics, I held onto my perfect grades with a white knuckle grip but after a while I couldn’t do it anymore. I lost my perfect gpa, the one thing I had. I’ve had three attempts this year, I’m such a pathetic embarrassment, I have a rope with me and two hours of alone time. I just can’t make myself do anything, I feel disgusting. Even going outside scares me. I think I should just do it.
| 6
| 1,733,130,508
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hjnat4/i_dont_know_if_it_was_rape/
|
IFuckUpMyLife87
|
I don't know if it was rape So when I was around 4-8 or 3-8, I can't remember, my dad would play this game with me where he'd put his hands up my skirt and tickle my inner thighs, area, and legs. I think he did it to my area, my memory is super bad. Anyways, I can't remember if one of his fingers penetrated my area. I remember feeling a lot of pain exactly where it would be penetrated for a while and there probably was brown blood, and I still feel something like that occasionally today. I can't get an exam to see if there's injuries down there, and I can't remember clearly. Can anyone help me figure out if it was rape?
| 0
| 1,734,827,829
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hegd4u/i_cant_take_this_anymore/
|
ILoveYouMai
|
I can't take this anymore No one understand what I'm saying, no one understand my perspective. I can never share what I'm feeling. I'm a bad person, because I don't even know what I'm doing to make everyone hate me. I think the world can use one less of me
| 1
| 1,734,221,545
| 1
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhv3md/f_this/
|
IceStorm1780
|
F this We were arguing last night and I tried to go outside because I could tell he was going psycho and he grabbed me and slung me to where my lower back hit the fucking wall and it fucking hurts but he wouldn’t care
| 0
| 1,734,621,392
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlh9lu/merry_christmas/
|
Icy_Masterpiece_3990
|
Merry Christmas I just drank some pills and I'm hoping it will do the trick. This is my 2nd attempt this year. This is what I've always wanted.
I've gone through so much bullshit, from having a shit father, having terrible exs who took advantage of me, raped me, used me. ft I just don't wanna go on anymore.
welp fingers crossed, This is me signing off ♥️
| 6
| 1,735,058,488
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hm0ukw/how_would_one_decide_whether_they_wanna_live_or/
|
Icy_Working1726
|
how would one decide whether they wanna live or die? i cant even function properly
| 0
| 1,735,133,764
| 1
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdp82g/cant_do_this_anymore/
|
Idkniah
|
Can’t do this anymore Someone please kill me
| 2
| 1,734,132,036
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlq27r/giving_the_best_christmas_gift_no_longer_being/
|
Ill-Dark-9058
|
giving the best christmas gift: no longer being burdened i have all my notes and such written out, tonight i will be locking myself in the bathroom and cutting my wrists. ive failed a couple times but it wont happen again.
my parents deserve a much better child than whatever failure of a fuck-up i am. ive tried to tell them as much as i could in the letter, i dont want them to feel bad. i dont have many friends but i will text them about how its not their fault and they couldn't have done anything.
its a shame i couldnt make it to eighteen but i dont really deserve to live out my life
| 6
| 1,735,086,402
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h54uuf/i_need_death/
|
Ill_Butterscotch_251
|
I need death I (45m) have no hope of ever being happy again. I know I will be depressed for the rest of my life. I’m stuck at my parents house with no way out. And, if by some miracle I start getting happy again, I will most likely have another psychotic episode and end up in a mental institution. I don’t have a plan, but I know how I would do it. Have posted plenty here before. I need help.
| 3
| 1,733,171,301
| 3
| 3
| 4
| 4
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hgu97l/my_relationship_is_making_me_wanting_to_kill/
|
Ill_Clue8251
|
My relationship is making me wanting to kill myself I’m in a pretty toxic relationship, it’s been like this since the beginning but i’m very unlovable so i took what i could, he just hit me a lot and scream n said not even my mom wants me, i feel like in already dead, i don’t know why i give so mucho for people who wouldn’t worry for me
| 2
| 1,734,497,894
| 1
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hia9o3/am_i_just_a_awful_human_being/
|
Illustrious-Olive387
|
Am I just a awful human being? Ever since I was a little boy I was good at approaching new people but never in maintaining a friendship my whole life.
To this day I still don't have any friends.
I'm lonely and tired of living.
I'm extremely sensitive to what other people think of speak of me and tend to get hurt at least 10 times more than the average person would feel if they were insulted.
I just can't go on in life anymore...
I get really hurt if someone says bad about me but I never felt bad at all when I hurt another person.
Now I just want to end all this mess once and for all.
| 2
| 1,734,663,517
| 4
| 4
| 2
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnuadg/doorknob_hanging_isnt_really_working/
|
Illustrious_Rain347
|
Doorknob hanging isn't really working I'm trialling tying a scarf to the door knob tied into a noose, and sitting down//leaning forward. I'm still breathing every time though, and just getting a lot of pressure in my face when I just want to stop breathing. I don't really know what I'm doing wrong, I can only choke myself with my thumbs pressing on my lower neck, otherwise it's just compressing my veins/arteries. Anyone else?
| 6
| 1,735,348,566
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4ehim/im_going_to_do_it/
|
Ilovepjsekai
|
I’m going to do it
I already have it all planned out I’ll do it in march after our break ends and I already know how I’ll push people away to affect them less this is it and no one can stop me
| 5
| 1,733,089,576
| 5
| 5
| 5
| 5
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7pyez/the_recent_news_made_me_want_to_keep_fighting_for/
|
Imaginary-Low4629
|
The recent news made me want to keep fighting for life until next year. It's so common to always see bad news on the internet, but the death of the CEO of UHG made me realize there's still hope for humanity. There's still people fighting and making extremes to find justice. I don't condone violence, but I see the shooter must have dealt with a lot of pain before doing something drastic like this. It brought me to tears.
I feel stronger now. I feel I want to live until next year. I belive maybe things will be better. For real this time. I feel hope for the first time in months.
| 0
| 1,733,449,344
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9eujg/is_wanting_to_die_selfish/
|
Important-Depth-5695
|
Is wanting to die selfish? I want to die. I told my brother and sister and they both separately said I was being selfish. isn’t it selfish of them to expect me to continue living in this agony just so they wont be sad for a few weeks following my death?
| 2
| 1,733,648,374
| 1
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ho0cic/starting_to_notice_some_pretty_intense_anger/
|
Important-Raisin-673
|
Starting to notice some pretty intense anger outbursts towards friends and family lately…. Ya ever just feel like saying fuck you to everyone all at once? Fuck
| 0
| 1,735,369,511
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hastso/started_journaling_my_last_days/
|
Important-Tip3935
|
started journaling my last days I’m exiting within a week and started writing down my last days. got rid of most of my things as I’ve prepared the last couple weeks. i literally can’t wait for the day. i just hope this time it works
| 6
| 1,733,802,304
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hkiuxl/pills/
|
Impossible_Signal853
|
Pills What pills can cause death?
| 3
| 1,734,939,691
| 5
| 5
| 3
| 3
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ho2ctq/im_the_youngest_old_man_that_you_know/
|
Impressive_Math_593
|
I’m the youngest old man that you know If your soul intact let me know
| 0
| 1,735,378,511
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hcmskb/_/
|
Impressive_Number839
|
idk anymore .
i tried my best . i prayed , i connect w God everyday . i tried to be a good daughter , a good student . but i failed . even my own family wants me gone . i mean i dont blame them , i understand why . i have friends , theyre nice , theyre kind . but idw to burden them w my problems so i keep quiet and be there for them instead . im so lost . i miss the old me , where im always smilling and keep living even tho the whole world acting as if they wants me gone . but now , idk bro.
| 0
| 1,734,015,252
| 0
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hkmttq/i_hate_my_life/
|
Impressive_Yak_3820
|
I hate my life. I hate my life. I have schizophrenia. I've been fired 10 times. I've never had a gf and I'm too shy. I'm too quiet and too shy. My whole life I've been too quiet and too shy.
| 0
| 1,734,957,288
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 0
|
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