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| {"text":"theres many different kinds of nonduality but this particular visual thing seems to just always be something that if the answer is yes theres some form of nonduality being experienced","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"wonderful life","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"i would say not divine um because i think i have a past experiences with divine that really the way i describe that is like almost something pulling me up from the sky like trying to pull me towards it like whether its outstretched hands or just that presence but this was not that this was im sort of on the same in the same field on the same level as everything and the love is sort of just all around","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":" everything being fully loved","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"lot of very positive experience its theres a very deeply a lot of love and deep understanding as well for for others theres theres compassion","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"location five six seven","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
| {"text":"probably not really going to location one unless you are genuinely feeling not a part of that spaciousness","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
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| {"text":"that really sounds like location two with no sense of a looker or a seer thats looking out","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
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| {"text":"they often value helping others and work to maintain social graces that allow them to do that","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"location nine","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
| {"text":"strength of selfrelated thoughts","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
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| {"text":"location five and six","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
| {"text":"theres the agency","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"spacious empty system","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"so its i can cope with it much better but still there theres this basic feeling of of okayness equanimity thats just always there it might be a bit more in the in the background when things get really busy but in general its just this this feeling of everything is okay and i can handle everything and theres this the possibility to to do a lot of things simultaneously and to be on top of things","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"so its just that sometimes i just call it a timeline its like this timeline thats happening but it doesnt its not exclusive in any way because thats at a really low level that its happening in order in order of oh event thought decision action","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"i feel better now and i want to move towards more stillness and","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"gravity pulling that energy from pulling it back down into it","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"normal functioning and activity of the mind","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"location 1 was primarily marked by the sense","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"it sounds like its a little bit of a mix of each that you can get to the more spaciousness while still remaining in location one","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"experience of that merger","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"the main thing was a sense of a kind of strong gravitational pull","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"think with pure peace just the calmness there would be more spacious calm stillness","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"im not sure if you meant every single layer of of layer four for example probably more just like what makes sense and you say for that i need to get to location four layer four","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"location two layer three the charmed life kind of thing is to have things come to you if that can be used as a phrase or at least using the agency to kind of make that happen","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"the location four doesnt you know show up as something that is necessarily dissociative or trauma related in in the ordinary sense","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"deconditioning","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"actually discovered this because i was following a teacher who was saying that awareness is limitless infinite and so forth and if you extend your attention to the limits of your consciousness you cant find the limit but i can find the limit and uh its actually just this i have a sense that initially when i transitioned i had the sense that the world ended where my perceptions ended so there was nothing beyond these walls and so forth and when i explore that when i initially explored that i had the sense that there was this kind of curved limit like a sphere or like a like a disc and i also feel that if i try to go with my attention to to the limit like try to to sense the end of my consciousness or awareness or whatever","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"sometimes what is it is a smell the smell of roses just overwhelms me","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"body will react as if there was a thought","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
| {"text":"so no question in my mind you know that youre experiencing layer two spaciousness","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"location one tends to kind of get yeah gets orphaned left behind","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"overwhelming sort of feeling of joy","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"location 1 individuals notice that their focus is now more centered in the present moment rather than the past or future","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"your mood and your positive emotions and stuff sort of continue to increase","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"just overabundance","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"location three is","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"all pervasive presence","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"aloneness ultimate aloneness","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"return to emotion","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"location 2 reported it as a more complete","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"i dont have so many selfreferential thoughts so its more like an a general experience of what is happening its not so much more that i think about whats whats my my own agenda there is i think theres less agency as well","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"sense of that impersonal emotion remaining","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
| {"text":"their levels of fear anxiety stress worry and","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"location 1","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"so theres just that impersonal divine or universal kind of love joy compassion um and because you know no negative emotion can get triggered","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"the location four thing happened when i was aiming for location three","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"way to influence it","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
| {"text":"the totality that was that was that was the experience","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"you know theyre still luminous objects","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
| {"text":"location two answer from sort of deep and layer four perspective has a sense of agency associated with it of some degree","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"location two where your negative emotions drop away","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"subjectobject unification","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"reasonably calm and present","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"i feel like this creative nonviolent power thats arising","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"depressed just prior to their transition its not uncommon for location 1 finders to just assume that something has occurred that lightened their load","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"christianity","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"i can see the broadband","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"location 3 does not have this divine component for everyone","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"so when i get triggered so the sort of the triggers where im like pleading with reality to be different than it is that kind of trigger that when its happening so when were at the house up in emerald hills one of the people that was there was talking about contracting around things and expanding outside of that which was a term that i hadnt really heard used before and that really kind of mapped well to what im doing right like when thats happening i feel like im just like shrink wrapped around whatever problem is happening and then yeah exactly and then the relief comes when i notice that im shrink wrapped around the problem which obviously is going to be happening from a perspective of layer two","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"so in location three its generally one wouldnt have personal emotion so that includes most you know basically negative emotion even things like personal love um theres really just that impersonal or universal love joy compassion that composes that meta emotion so thats what im sort of digging into","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"persistent joy and wonder","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"or location two because what were talking about when theres just the field of sound present when theres just the visual field arising with you being a part of just whats arising with it that really is a nondual sense and it goes across","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"that sense of nonduality but the subtle sense of duality um like informing it or underlying it","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"melting completely physically","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"you could have just as dominant an experience of mental activity if you really got shallow into layer one but you wouldnt suddenly feel like theres something in your head or behind your eyes thats looking out your eyes and stuff is out there and youre in here and its distinct and separate","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"nonreactive","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"sense of its just the universe looking at your eyes","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
| {"text":"see what that has to to reveal to you um and what that can sort of contribute to your system and its flexibility and the perspective that it gives and then you can move on to location three","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"i can even when you were just describing it i can say i know that but again i dont know whether is there a gravitational pull to location three once youre in it","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
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| {"text":"so it might be a good idea to use some of those methods and see if one of them is able to switch you into it lester levinson can do that obviously ascension meditation can do that that mantra style of meditation can do that to some degree even just watching your breath can do that depending upon where someone is at that might also move you more deeply into layer three and location two given where youre at its a little bit unpredictable and then up into layer four potentially","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
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| {"text":"allpervading consciousness","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"later locations could be dangerous","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
| {"text":"the flatness increases so has increased it felt like my vision was getting worse than it is but i think its just the flatness and then just just the the the i dont have the thing in front of me but if its the the the you know the quirky happenings there so oh i know what youre talking about so then seeing in the dark is that what youre referring to as well","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
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| {"text":"love is impersonal","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"theres a real sense of agency","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"theres nothing thats really forcing them to get along with people anymore","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
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| {"text":"location three on a holiday for a week with your kids","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"the big changes in my life its clear looking back there was no agency because i couldnt as a stealth done them i couldnt have left separated from my wife i couldnt i couldnt do it it was when i had a deep enough sense that the door opened and i walked out i used to work on wall street could have never left that if it wasnt you know the door opened and i walked out theres been so theres a sense in the deeper looking oh there just is life coming through isnt that amazing but when you get into minutia its a more of a challenge because i dont live life doesnt flow freely yet through here so in that sense theres a sense of agency still but it is much much less","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"location 5 or 6","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
| {"text":"right the divinity word and the sacred","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"like any visual changes like we talked about about location five or any glitches and you know lose control of part of your body lately or pass out for a few moments","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
| {"text":"alien type feeling can be deeper in location too","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"of location two but theres still some sense of separateness there and then the third one that you experienced is classic you know nondual type of perception","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"they often speak about a shift in the relationship with their body and being less identified with and limited by it","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"tell me i could be wrong about this because ive been obviously reviewing a lot of data for these um but i think i read something about an interest in location three","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"collapses back down into the body","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"its really the broadest location of all of them in terms of the different range of experiences that can show up in it","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"hints of and direct references to location 4 and beyond are also found in other religious and spiritual traditions especially ones that were less likely to put adherents to death for sharing their experiences","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
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| {"text":"and so you want to keep a focus on the impersonal version of those because you are in location two and certainly personal forms of emotion can arise","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
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| {"text":"one which sees much of what is directly experienced in life as quite peculiar and funny when paid close attention to","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"i used to be very very reactive i think i have some like you know neuroticism in my personality because i used to be very reactive before and thats still there if i get you know annoyed at work or you know have too much to do i get stressed out so i think theres like a reactivity and that also pushes me down even though its much less than it used to be","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"perceive sounds","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"theres virtually no fear about the future which is not really good because i think i was motivated by fear and driven by fear","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"referred to in terms of the self","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"seems like a different kind of stillness than before like this is the real stillness you know etcetera etcetera etcetera etcetera i mean its just one thing after another after another after another um that makes me think you probably have landed in a location four less","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"so i know what youre types of experiences yeah so what you mentioned there really sounds like this location eight","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
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| {"text":"dont have that mental abstraction","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"machine that that does the job and then it does become more flat","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"of increasingly merging with either the divine","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"the big one of course is you know one kind of meta emotion that feels like a combination of love and joy and compassion could be some other things mixed in there depending upon life and cultural circumstances and all of that","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"or location two","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"i remember in 2020 it definitely felt like i was absorbed in the layer three experience that might have been a clear location three and at some point that sensation of energy like rising energy currents and bliss and the pervasive magic","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"location 3 finders have been freed from a considerable amount of their psychological conditioning and negative emotions","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"feel less tired and way more excited about the natural world","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"expanding in all directions","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"single positive emotion","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"those are those are such subjective qualities that dont necessarily apply to layer four um and so but lets go back lets go to lets go earlier here and make sure that you know you really are switching between location one and location two yeah thats a little unusual so lets make sure thats happening you actually feel like youre at times when youre in the world your system is literally going from our our nondual perception tests right which involve like a looker in here","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"im not thats interesting ah okay now that said personal actually its simply more a reaction rather than the person its simply yeah im having whatever","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"love and joy and compassion","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"location three for that for your breaks and holidays not vacation for vacation four doesnt feel like anything","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"any form of nondual perception","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
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| {"text":"parts of negative emotions are still occasionally felt but only rarely fully form","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
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| {"text":"a lot of deconditioning can happen at location three so thats a bit of a magical deconditioning spot for sure","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"the mantra based meditation thats definitely in that direction and even unprovoked happiness can be in that direction","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"it involved continued lack of agency","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"theyre in the direction of something you want to deepen into and so it doesnt really matter whether that turns out to be a vocation deeper in location to layer three or whether its location three layer three it gives you a direction that you can work with to sink into and deepen your experience of layer three","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
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| {"text":"make a choice locations prior to this seemed","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"yeah so personal emotion um which includes all negative emotion is really more or less out of view in location three so only that universal love joy compassion meta emotion remains","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"watching thinking occurring in your system","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"when combined with the deep sense of truth that typically accompanies location 3","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"thing that individual sense of self you know that has an identity at layer one even in location two","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"so i would save that one for when you do want to explore location four and just not use it until that point","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
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| {"text":"i could sense","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"but probably its going to remain location two","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
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| {"text":"lovebased facet may feel like divine or universal love or simply impersonal love","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"up through layer three and that location three experience which is where you get such ready access","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"watch the thinking occur but you really are not an active participant in the thinking process","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"um but certainly very much in the direction of location three so something that you could use to sink back into and bias your system in the direction of location three","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"sense of being in union with life and everything","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"so if we go from there and we go on to like another location location six six is notorious for its glitches","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"} | |
| {"text":"of its own sense and you dont feel at one with it","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"it was just this experience of all inclusive love like there was no separation between anything and um it was incredible","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"feeling of something here that is perceiving","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"i dont feel i learn from content anymore","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"if its arising more strongly and blocking out a perception that you really never leave layer two its just that its you know as its coming up its sort of pushing layer two into the background and sort of you know hiding it a little bit and all of your attention is going here on layer one because its like in the foreground of your experience and then you know you you immediately you can think to yourself well wait a minute and then layer two you know can come more forward right but i think one thing to pay attention to in your experience is is there an underlying identity shift in that process you know are you going from layer two and theres that disappearing and layer one is coming on and then layer two is coming back in you know with layer one sort of you know contained within it away in a way or is it a situation where layer two is always there youre never actually leaving layer two youre stable in layer two but just some of the you know some of the problems or issues or triggers that you have are so significant that theyre really giving you know just just you know theyre really creating a trigger that pulls that layer one very very very close so that maybe you have difficulty even seeing around it","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
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| {"text":"there is no listener or seer","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"fluidity","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"well if i have to make a choice i would say lets keep at location two layer three for now","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"one thing to keep in mind about the the descriptions of location two is that theyre theyre not designed for people when theyre just first shifting into it","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"all vestiges of selfrelated thought were","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"} | |
| {"text":"deep sense that everything is perfect as it is","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"they now realize that selfreferential stories underpin most social interaction and they are probably struggling a bit with their reduced interest in these narratives","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"joy or a love type of description","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
| {"text":"still some emotionally charged thoughts","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"} | |
| {"text":"of just extreme wonder gratitude astonishment just feeling of being extremely blessed and kind of theres kind of a cosmic dimension to it","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"} | |
| {"text":"its also hard for me to differentiate between this sort of universal love that i feel and im in this really deep romantic relationship with my wife of 45 years and i really love her and so a lot of times i think shes kind of like the focus of this overall love that i feel is she becomes like a focal point for it","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"} | |
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