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I hate it so muchI only have a friend but I'm their backup.I hate this lol
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Friend, their backup
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To start, I failed a PhD so I decided to go find a job. When I finally got one, I was fired a month in for not being a good fit. So I decided to start studying a masters in a different field which I am enjoying. But I still needed money and I continued my struggle for a job. I got one with good pay but my mental health suffered due to my coworkers attitudes. I finally quit about a year and a month of working there as I had enough but now we are here. Unemployed. Studying. No income.
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Failed, job, fired, needed money, struggle for a job, coworkers attitudes, quit, unemployed, no income
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“I am an abject failure.”
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Abject failure
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“I’m over being single and it’s starting to get me down to the point where suicidal thoughts are an every day occurrence.”
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suicidal thoughts
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"I haven’t been able to eat or to sleep longer than 2 hours in the last 2 days."
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haven’t been able to eat or to sleep longer,
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“I'm just existing from day to day, while my life goes by. I don't see things changing. Too many issues to work through, it's so overwhelming.”
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Too many issues, overwhelming
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I miss the social interactions of work and life
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social interactions
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“I've reached a crisis point in regards to my ptsd and despite what people are telling me, I'm still getting worse and worse.”
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reached a crisis point, ptsd, getting worse and worse,
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“makes me doubt my performance”
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Doubt
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“I applied for a urgent payment this morning due to my partners medical condition having invasive breast cancer. "
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medical condition, invasive breast cancer,
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“Internally I’m screaming but I have to keep functioning to keep up with Single Mum responsibilities and my full time job”
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Full time job
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"I feel starting enough and tired, hopeless, helpless because I try to talk with many people before this situation come and after also try to find solutions but I’m failed."
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feel starting enough and tired, hopeless, helpless, failed,
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What i don't understand is Marijuana works for me, however it’s obviously frowned apon by the public, my family and employers. Employers and family don't mind if i take anti depressents that cause more issues
and horrific side effects, yet if i smoked weed the world is going to end. Which also leads to unemployment, fear of judgement and a sense of unworthiness.
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Marijuana, anti depressants, horrific side effects, smoked weed,
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“I just realised today too that I’m in perimenopause and likely to go into menopause extremely early. I’ve suspected it for a while but drs didn’t take me seriously because of my age. So I ordered my own tests and they show it’s the case plus some autoimmune conditions.”
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perimenopause, likely to go into menopause extremely early, autoimmune conditions,
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I feel that I lost my motivations, my goals, my interests, things that make me happy, everything is just.. empty.
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Motivations, goals, interests, empty
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Does anyone else's mum get over agitated really easily for the slightest things and then treats me like the best thing in the world?
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Agitated really easily
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"It’s almost been 21 years since my traumatic experience and it still consumes me."
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traumatic experience, consumes me,
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“If I stop i’m scared I’ll want to kill myself i’ll be so alone, but if I keep going I’ll kill my future and then it feels like i will have no choice but to.”
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kill my future, no choice
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nan
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"I do have type-2 diabetes which might be flaring up a bit too much and cholesterol problems run through the family."
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type-2 diabetes flaring up a bit too much, cholesterol problems,
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“I left my family home earlier this year and moved a few hours away for my dream job.”
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left my family home,
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"I’ve been experiencing debilitating anxiety since I was 6."
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experiencing debilitating anxiety,
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“overwhelming need for self punishment driven by guilt and past abuse/ trauma in the form Of excess medication, inflicting pain on oneself, sexual punishment and risk taking”
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excess medication, inflicting pain, sexual punishment,
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“Marriage becomes financially, emotionally, and physically abusive.”
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physically abusive,
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“I cant imagine myself getting better. I just see myself suffering and trying to get better, but will always be sad. Like I live in those sad stories where I'm destined to be unhappy and everyone feels bad.”
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Destined to be unhappy, cant imagine myself getting better, suffering, everyone feels bad,
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"I'm fearful I won't survive another 365 days."
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fearful I won't survive,
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“I started developing pains in my abdominal area”
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started developing pains in my abdominal area,
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“I'm bottling up my true feelings because I have young siblings who have no clue what's going on right now.”
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bottling up my true feelings
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“i also struggle to talk about it because i feel people will think its silly or i’m being too dramatic that i become fearful to share things.”
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Struggle tot all about it, I’m being too dramatic, I become fearful to share things,
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Then was sent here to Australia as an international student at a university I hate which has no groups or social events and I failed almost 10 courses and am taking 5 years to finish my bachelors.
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university, failed, courses bachelors
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I've been on the receiving end of being bullied by some of my
co-workers, one in particular for a while now. I'm not the only person
being bullied by her, nearly everyone has been bullied by her.
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being bullied
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“I feel like such a bad mother sometimes but I'm trying my best.”
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feel like a bad mother
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“Costs are ridiculous & I'm running out of money. My older child also has ADHD, but it took 8 years to get him diagnosed as the waiting lists were ridiculous & many of the professionals didn't care."
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Money, running out, ridiculous
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I’ve been unemployed for so long that I’ve started to doubt if I’ll ever find a job again
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unemployed, doubt, job
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"I'm a bit lost to what to do, other than go along with it, as sad as it might be."
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lost, sad
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“I have bipolar disorder”
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have bipolar disorder,
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"I miss her so so deeply."
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miss her so so deeply,
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“Recently my wife and I have separated which has caused a flare up with anxiety / depression. It's been extremely stressful and it looks like this will continue for a while yet.”
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My wife and I have separated,
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“I currently work 3 days a week. The pay is good but I have this feeling in me that I should be working 5 days a week as I feel bad for my husband.”
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Bad, working, work
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“I feel as if what I feel or went through is all in my head. I might as well just suck it up, go back to work and whatever happens, happens. I am so confused.”
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all in my head, suck it up, am so confused,
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“Sometimes our dynamic causes breakdowns. I put in a lot of effort to get this right, but it's too complex and too big”
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Our dynamic causes breakdown,
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"Becoming withdrawn from friends, distant from my kids, short fused, arguing with my absolutely awesome wife over nothing."
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Withdrawn from friends, distant from my kids,
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“I just don't have the energy anymore to do anything or, money is still too tight.”
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Money, tight
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"I have looked at a few in the area and their reviews. I asked a few local ones about getting an appointment to see a GP before I really need to see one."
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I really need to see one,
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“I don't want to keep living on auto-pilot and wasting away. I keep fumbling and making bad choices.”
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living on auto-pilot, wasting away, bad choices
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“Today again I got bad news regarding my health.”
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bad news regarding my health,
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"Everyone is texting each other to try and humiliate me and ruin my life."
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Humiliate me and ruin my life,
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“I’ve been feeling pretty unhappy recently and would like someone to talk to”
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feeling pretty unhappy , would like someone to talk to,
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"I have so much pain, anger, guilt, despair & resentment, on top of the constant anxiety, depression, stress & nothingness that I am so drained of wanting to be here anymore."
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have so much pain, anger, guilt, despair & resentment, constant anxiety, depression, stress & nothingness, so drained,
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"I just stood to go to bed up and couldn’t even stand up straight."
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couldn’t even stand up straight,
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"My mistake is work based and could be catastrophic for my career."
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work based, catastrophic, career
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I can't make decisions about my future. I'm stuck, lost, and unable to figure out what interests me anymore.
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decisions, future, lost, stuck, unable to figure
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“Im desperately lonely but phobic of dating.”
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desperately lonely, phobic of dating,
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I realise this is a bit of an exaggeration, but at the moment it really feels like there's some external force which is actively trying to prevent me from accomplishing anything and I am SO SICK OF IT. I don’t want to accept the fact that I can't help my family members (including my dog) feel better, and I don't want to admit that no matter how much effort I put in it could make no difference at all. I know I have to try my best anyway and just do what I can, but I'm so tired of trying and trying and never seeing any payoff to acknowledge my efforts.
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Accomplishing anything, sick of it, effort, try my best, tired of trying, acknowledge my efforts
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“My marriage hasn’t been very good for a long time now."
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Hasn’t been very good,
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Every day is a constant battle with motivation and
negative feelings
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battle with motivation, negative feelings
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“After the last abusive attack I was in a state of extreme hyper vigilance 24/7.”
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abusive attack, extreme hyper vigilance ,
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“i have had treatment resistant depression for 10 years now and recently diagnosed with bipolar depression. I’ve been on 18 different medications, seen a handful of different psychologists and nothing is helping.”
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diagnosed with bipolar depression, been on 18 different medications,
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“I feel like a burden and although I have tried I can't go through with suicide.”
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feel like a burden, can't go through with suicide,
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“I’m not in the financial position to pay $300 per session a week"
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financial position
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“I have been burnt out to the point where I would never work regularly in my old job again.”
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Burnt out, work, job
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"Sometimes feels like it would be easier to give up, but I want to get better.”
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Give up
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“I think a lot of the time about suicide. Fantasies mostly. It could be any time or any place.I hate these thoughts. I hate myself for having them. I hate myself for being so weak. I often dream of suicide.”
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think a lot of the time about suicide, hate these thoughts, hate myself, hate myself for being so weak, often dream of suicide,
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“after recently going through a breakup I’ve hit a wall. I’m struggling to get out of bed , my anxiety is through the roof , I literally have nothing left to give anyone especially myself.”
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struggling to get out of bed, anxiety is through the roof,
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“Now I look for help to stop the pain and emptiness and realise it probably is too late to make a difference.”
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look for help, pain and emptiness
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I feel like my life got stuck at some point, and I ran out of motivation to change it
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life got stuck, ran out of motivation
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“Sexually abused for years as a young child. Never been in a relationship. Every guy in my life has told me I'm not good enough.”
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Sexually abused for years, never been in a relationship, told me I’m not good enough,
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“I'm still not sure though because I've had people bully me straight to my face several times”
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Had people bully me straight to my face,
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I’ve been given negative feedback a few
times about my lack of interactions and some people seem to have a
problem with me not knowing what has been said/shown to me right away or
for not remembering
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negative feedback, lack of interactions
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“I truly am finished trying. I’m done searching for a purpose, searching for relationships-reason. Time and time again life proves to me that it’s nothing but swimming against a current. My life is empty.”
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am finished trying, I’m done searching for a purpose, life proves to me that it’s nothing but swimming against a current, My life is empty,
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“I am on my 3rd marriage. Was abused by my first husband and second husband cheated on me.”
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Abused by my first husband, second husband cheated on me,
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"I can’t eat, I feel sick. I feel so alone it is overwhelming.”
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feel sick, feel so alone, overwhelming
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I started taking it on Friday
night and aside from some very slight nausea I hadn’t yet experienced
any other side effects. However this morning (Monday) I had a weird
feeling in my throat, kind of like a lump
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nausea, side effects, weird feeling in throat, lump
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"I am grieving with a lost of a good friend and a partner."
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grieving,
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Im currently unemployed and struggling like never before with no assistance from anyone, im scared to end up homeless. I have
bills and everyone asking for money yet never able to even get a job interview (obviously causing major depression).
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unemployed, no assistance, end up homeless, bills, everyone asking for money, job interview
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“I was bullied mainly by one girl (we’ll call her B). At the time I was very quiet and shy which is probably why she targeted me. I just wanted to learn and to fit in at school. "
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Bullied mainly by one girl, fit in at school,
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"I’m so broken and don’t know if I can ever trust him again.”
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so broken, don’t know if I can ever trust him again
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“My boss is emotionally abusive (gaslighting, micromanaging, sexual harassment, manipulation, stonewalling) and would give me and my team unrealistic work projects and expected us to work late nights after work (usually 12 hour days) amongst many other things."
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Boss, abusive, micromanaging, manipulation, unrealistic, work, projects
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“I just feel like next time I'm going to lose it and go absolutely off.”
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feel like next time I'm going to lose it, go absolutely off,
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“I feel so bad, I know I'm hurting people's feelings by not hanging around them, but I don't want to make them feel like they've done something wrong when it's my fault.”
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I’m hurting people’s feelings by not hanging around them,
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"I don’t know what makes me who I am and often feel down and flat when trying to find answers."
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don’t know what makes me who I am, often feel down and flat,trying to find answers,
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"I'm affectionate but now feel like an idiot when I approach partner as I get nothing back."
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Feel like an idiot when I approach partner,
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"Nearly 11 months ago I lost my husband of 25 years. I have gone from 72kgs to 54kgs and I am lost. I have lost a lots of weight"
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have gone from 72kgs to 54kgs, have lost a lots of weight,
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I am 29 with no active payed work history. I've never wanted to be a apprentice, do a traineeship or anything in construction or the trades. I would struggle with Year 12 VCE and I couldn't be suited for University.
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No active payed work history, struggle, university
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“just worrying about my dad and him being alone. I spend all my time with him . And I’m just struggling to know where I fit back in . I have been gone for so long my friends all have lives of their own”
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Struggling to know where I fit back in, my friends all have lives of their own,
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“i am scared that if I block him then he would get angry and harm me some other way. I am so scared.Does this end?How do I stop being so scared all the time? I have really good support from my family and friends. Everything else in life is fine.Its just that he won’t leave me alone still"
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I am so scared, he won’t leave me alone still,
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I'm over 30 and just don't have any motivation anymore for anything. Nothing excited me about the future.
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Motivation, excited, future, nothing
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So for the past year or two I've had really bad cognitive issues, with my
memory, concentration, decision-making, everything... I work in a casual
hospitality job, which I enjoy very much most of the time, however I am
sometimes a little absent-minded- despite trying my hardest- and people
get annoyed at me.
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cognitive issues, concentration, decision-making, casual, absent-minded, trying
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“I am in so much pain I actually howled!"
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so much pain
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“I know in my heart that I can't handle 5 days a week but my mind is not helping.”
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Mind, not helping, can’t handle
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"my teenager 17, hates everything I say, too strict, never say anything right and I end up in a screaming conversation with them."
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Hates everything I say, end up in a screaming conversation with him,
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“why do I think so negative when I put my head on the pillow ? Negative thoughts and not happy ones about our life together next few years first time on”
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think so negative, Negative thoughts and not happy ones,
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“I feel so guilty for letting it go on and on but I feel trapped and powerless. I feel like I’m slowly going insane living in constant fear of his drinking and dysfunctional outbursts. It effects everything in my life as I’m constantly devastated or picking up the pieces (literally).”
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feel so guilty, feel trapped and powerless, feel like I’m slowly going insane, living in constant fear, constantly devastated, dysfunctional outbursts,
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"My four male cousins, who I am very close with, are all active members of different armies and I'm so terrified that I'm going to get a phone call one day telling me that they've passed away."
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I’m so terrified,
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“I don’t have friends now”
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don’t have friends now,
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"I have a family member who is going through a separation of relationship of 11 years and they have small children."
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Separation of relationship of 11 years,
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“It has helped me cope without my depression taking over but now I feel guilty. I didn't support my friend as I should have.”
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Feel guilty, didn’t support my friend as I should have,
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Yet, everyday I just feel empty, no real hope for a future, no interests, nothing I do gives me any level of joy that I can look forward to. I am sick of this never ending feeling of emptyness.
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No real hope for a future, no interests
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