I only wanted to have fun
Learning to fly, learning to run
I let my heart decide the way
When I was young
Deep down, I must have always known
That this would be inevitable
To earn my stripes, Id have to pay
And bare my soul
I know Im not the only one
Who regrets the things theyve done
Sometimes, I just feel its only me
Who cant stand the reflection that they see
I wish I could live a little more
Look up to the sky, not just the floor
I feel like my life is flashing by
And all I can do is watch and cry
I miss the air, I miss my friends
I miss my mother, I miss it when
Life was a party to be thrown
But that was a million years ago
When I walk around all of the streets
Where I grew up and found my feet
They cant look me in the eye
Its like theyre scared of me
I try to think of things to say
Like a joke or a memory
But they dont recognize me now
In the light of day
I know Im not the only one
Who regrets the things theyve done
Sometimes, I just feel its only me
Who never became who they thought theyd be
I wish I could live a little more
Look up to the sky, not just the floor
I feel like my life is flashing by
And all I can do is watch and cry
I miss the air, I miss my friends
I miss my mother, I miss it when
Life was a party to be thrown
But that was a million years ago
A million years ago