Im going under, and I fear this time theres no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
I need somebody to heal, somebody to know
Somebody to have, somebody to hold
Its easy to say, but its never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain
And now the day bleeds into nightfall
And youre not here to get me through it all
I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
I met you in the dark, you lit me up
You made me feel as though I was enough
We danced the night away, we drank too much
I held your hair back when you were throwing up
So let me apologize
Ill make up, make up, make up, make up for all those times
Cause your love, I dont wanna lose
Im beggin, beggin, beggin, beggin, Im begging you, no
Never mind, Ill find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Dont forget me, I beg
Ill remember, you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Im off the deep end, watch as I dive in
Ill never reach the ground
Crash through the surface where they cant hurt us
Were far from the shallow now
Shallow now