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+AITA for crying over every little thing? I 20F am currently living at home with my mom 44F and sister 11F. I've always had issues with my mental health, but now it's coming to a head. When I was younger, I struggled with several things. I underwent abuse from my dad until my mother left him. I suffered the loss of one of my closest friends to s\icide when I was , and I lost my dog in an accident I blamed myself for when I was . I managed to get through high school and got accepted into a prestigious LAC. My first year at college was fine, but my sophomore year was hard. Classes were tough, I couldn't decide on a major, and I was often lonely. I came home for spring break and, because of the pandemic, finished my sophomore year online. Since I couldn't figure out what I wanted to major in, I decided to take a year off to focus on myself. During that time, I started therapy and was diagnosed with depression with anxiety and trauma. Here's the problem. I've been a crybaby ever since I was little. Over the years, my crying has gotten considerably worse. Now, whenever I get even slightly emotional, I start to cry. After working with my therapist for a while, she told me I would benefit from taking antidepressants. I asked her to talk to my mom, as she has often hinted that depression is a choice. Now I'm trying to determine if I'm the AH. Before, I would often hide my anger at statements my mom would make, but now I try to explain if something has upset me. My mom's immediate reaction is that she now has to "walk on eggshells" around me. We recently had a huge fight about my return to college. Although I don't know what I want to major in, I do know I want to go back to my old school. My mom and her boss who is helping fund my college career have strong feelings about this. They want me to get a degree at another school in a STEMbusiness field to ensure my financial success. When I told my mom that's not something I want, she told me that if I wanted to get "a mediocre degree" to live a "mediocre life" she would no longer support me, leaving me in angry tears. We had another fight when later on when she began lecturing me about a recent mistake. When I started crying and told her that she was upsetting me, she mentioned that during her talk with my therapist she found out that "it's hard to get me to say anything" in sessions because of my crying. I told her that she shouldn't have said that and that I'm already struggling with expressing myself when I know I'll be crying. She got mad and said that it was my "choice" to be upset and now she can't tell me anything without me getting angrycrying. AITA for getting upset over little things? Nowadays I can't help but feel like a wasted investment who was geared toward success but is now fighting to not burst into tears. I've been given support to allow myself to heal and all I do is mope around the house. My mom often mentions that she's paying for my therapy yet doesn't see any improvements and I'm starting to feel like she's right.
+The house does have one in the past, but there certainly isn't a presentday one. Accessing it in the past helps with the quest but doesn't show any shadow rifts
+Here's a list that I've put together after scouring other posts and testing things out on my own. If you design your run to gather these stats by the Finale, you should be able to clear the boardwalk games! Basic Skills Make sure to max all of these out! Basic Humanity Adds to each stat Ocean City Expert Sitter Moxie from Marvin's sidequest St Polycarp's Forehead Muscle from church sidequest Skeptical Mysticality from going into the fortuneteller's tent three times Gray County Perfect Teeth Moxie for letting the dentist in the corn maze practice dentistry on you Government Valley Expert Whistler Moxie from whistling prisoner Daydream Believer Mysticality from levitating orange prisoner Hard Time, Hard Body Muscle from exercising prisoner WellAdjusted Muscle from prison chiropractor Perk, not Effectthough it's essentially permanent Additional Effects You can get a to all stats from getting the prologue cat's boon Taking a hot bath in the Junkyard will give you a to all stats note this boon resets once you go to sleep and you can only use it once, so save it for the Finale!! Having the orb from the Radio Shack in your room will give you Moxie Having your statue from the Puckwudgie village in your room will give you to a single stat Surrendering DURING fights will give you additional per stat Aloof Moxie, Angry Muscle, Contemplative Mysticality Some foods offer to all stats perfect toast from bake shop, devil's food cake from the H\\\ Hole, fruit advertisement from junk mail The potion shop offers the "noble elixir", which gives to all stats Having a wellstocked speakeasy will allow you to add to two of your stats through booze so choose carefully! Items Giant maggot hat from prohuman frog quest to all stats Completed Monster Club Sash to all stats Smiling Face Button which you can only get from closing the time loop! to all stats With these things in mind, you shouldn't have any issues getting on all of your stats
+You probably already figured this out, but did you make sure to gather all of the wrenches?
+I can't remember the exact specifics but my advice would be to work from left to right. Get the leftmost button lined up properly, then move on to fiddling with the middle button until it's in the right place. From there, you should be able to just adjust the final button on its own if I remember correctly
+Oddly enough, playing as a Jazz Agent with no Taint and no Rift Crystal I somehow still managed to come across Alphonse in the Big Moist. No clue how that happened, I don't know if it's happened to anyone else
+Maybe I'm off the mark, but I don't think there even is a basement anywhere in presentday Sandwich
+I get where you're coming from, so thank you very much for sharing a valuable opinion from a different angle for me
+Thanks for your input, I will take it into consideration. I try and do what I can to help out around the house but I'm aware that it's only a fraction of the things my mom does. And the whole grill cleaning was meant to be a surprise but otherwise, I would've let her know why I wasn't ready to pick my sister up. I've let her know that from now on I'll pick up my sister from school unless she lets me know that she'd rather do it herself. It's a small step, but it's progress.
+Thank you for your understanding. If only I could give myself that same space to allow myself to heal! I'm looking forward to starting my medication soon.
+I do tend to overreact, I will admit. One of the things I'm working on in therapy is learning how to handle my strong emotional reactions think if someone tells me that my outfit isn't that flattering it will crush me for the rest of the day. It's silly, but that's how it is and it's something my entire family is aware of but it's nice to hear from someone else that it's okay for me to be upset. Thank you
+Thank you, I really do hope she was upset at something else but decided to take it out on me instead. I'm still confused as to what I did that truly set her off but if I want to move forward I have to figure out what to apologize for, as I know she is expecting some sort of apology.
+Thank you, we both have been struggling with her tendencies to flare up unexpectedly. Some days she'll realize that she overstepped and will apologize and I will in turn apologize but in some cases, like yesterday, she won't step down and gives me the cold shoulder. My therapist is constantly telling me that healing takes a lot of work and that I shouldn't be so hard on myself, but that's one piece of advice I struggle with a lot!
+Thank you for your opinion, but I think I should clarify a few things. My mom does not ask me to do all of the things I do, that would be absurd. I take care of our two dogs, sweep downstairs, clear the dishes, help out with the laundry, cook lunch if she's too busy, etc. She's leaving for a week and a half after Mother's Day and I will be fully in charge of the house, the dogs, and my sister. The only reason I don't pick up my sister every day is because her work schedule is quite flexible and she sometimes likes to pick her up and then come home for the day. If she texts me to pick my sister up, I will immediately say "Yes" or "Sure" followed by a "no problem" when she thanks me Gratitude is incredibly important to me. I say thank you after every meal which I usually help with, I say thank you when we go out together somewhere, and I'll often say thank you at random times because I truly appreciate all she does for us. So, if anything, please don't think that I act ungratefully. However, in the end, I appreciate your input and of course, you're free to believe whatever you choose.
+Thank you, I'm going to assume that she was already in a touchy mood and I had no idea that my comment would tip her over the edge. I do wish she would apologize though, but we're at a stalemate as of now.
+I love her, but she gives me what I refer to as "rollercoaster support". The day prior I was in one of my more depressive states and she was understanding and gave me the space I needed. That's mainly why I decided to clean the grill as a thank you, though it backfired considerably.
+That was my thinking too, but I guess because I didn't immediately offer to do it myself something I have done in the past when she brings it up she got upset
+Thank you, I really appreciate the kindness. I was having a tough time but hopefully today will be better
+thank you, I appreciate your thoughts. I suppose the reason this is bothering me is that I've never been able to control how much I cry. It's gotten much worse as of late and although anyone who knows me knows that crying comes easily to me, I can understand why it would be frustrating to deal with crying constantly. And no, my therapist is not making me cry! She is helping me process my emotions in a healthy way, it just happens to come with a lot of crying as a result
+Haha, believe me, I've been trying! This has been my main dilemma for a while now but I've reached a point where I shut down whenever I try to work a solution out, unfortunately. I do love my current school and it is in fact a very good school, even if it doesn't have as much name recognition as a UC school. I've never had any personal desire to transfer.
+Psychology is actually one of the top choices for a major at my college! However, it also happens to be the primary major that the momboss duo is against the most. I personally understand the benefits of psychology but they staunchly insist that it's one of the lowestpaying majors and will lead to nowhere. I have given up trying to convince them otherwise as they seem unwilling to bend on that subject. As for the baking, it's funny that you should bring it up. I have had a small interest in trying out pastry school nothing serious yet as it's quite expensive and I would like to finish my two years at college but the bossman wants me to transfer to UC Davis and take their FS major, which involves chemistry, mathematics, and other quantitative courses within the very first year! Definitely not my cup of tea, sadly, as I prefer the artistic aspect of baking over the science behind it. And no, my school is fairly limited in majors and doesn't offer the createyourown option.
+Hi, thank you for such a thoughtful response! This is my first time ever posting on Reddit so there were a lot of things I initially wanted to write but had to omit. My therapist is great and honestly, I'm very lucky to have found such a good match my first time trying therapy. I've been with her for over half a year. I've always been geared toward humanities and creativity I love baking, drawing, embroidery, etc. as hobbies but momboss think that a degree that reflects these interests psychology, sociology, English, and so forth is essentially wasteful and I've never felt truly passionate about a particular subject so I can understand their concern. I don't think I could really appease them with a minor since they believe my main focus should be something that sounds like it'll make good money e.g. computer scientist, food scientist, accountant right off the bat. Once again, I appreciate your comment and the time you took to reach out to me, it really means more than I can express
+It's everybody, but since I tend to get the most emotional when discussing things with my mother and therapist that's when the flood of tears really start