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Any ideas what it was?","121":"Have you ever gotten lost in the wilderness or woods?","122":"Not safe for walking","123":"Just what are you suggesting Google?","124":"Putting in a reminder to buy a laptop when...","125":"Otter getting brain freeze.","126":"Falling off a chair in Vegas","127":"Looking up the staircase of a derelict manor house 2048x1363 Photographed by Andre Govia XPost rAbandonedPorn","128":"Forging is so hot","129":"OP retires a gif with feeling","130":"Dude could dodge a hailstorm","131":"Early Celebration Causes Loss At Evo Finals XPost rinstantregret","132":"Don't tap on the glass","133":"Running on Empty by John Stossel","134":"Aww Yiss!","135":"Middle School Math Word Problem I'm helping my daughter with math and my answer isn't making sense or matching the multiple choice. Sonya borrowed fewer that twice the number of books that a Roberto borrowed. Sonya borrowed books. How many books did Roberto borrow? F. books G. books H. books J. books I turn this word problem into S 2R I then plug in the to get 2R Add to both sides 2R Divide both by R So I'm a little confused. Any Ideas?","136":"When I'm number and trying to get away from , and","137":"Coming to say hello","138":"I'm not sure about these new features While I understand that the game has been somewhat predictable and the devs may feel the need shake things up. I have mixed feelings. These small cells that move in one direction are nice for building up mass quicker but I don't think it's fair that they seem to center around the larger cells. Are they just trying to prevent turnover in the leaderboards? Also it was a little jarring when my cell didn't follow my mouse at random intervals for random periods I wonder if it might lead to some frustration. I guess it goes both ways as it means it easier to gobble up other cells sometimes. s","139":"Economic Myths by John Stossel","140":"Dude deserved to lose. XPost rnonononoyes","141":"Slowmo replay of Kopitars beautiful tipin goal","142":"We all fall down","143":"Wheelie","144":"When I'm in Vim and need to change an array index to the third element","145":"Bowling... Don't fall","146":"Why do people choose to get married on their Anniversary? It seems pretty common. Like of the people I know.","147":"Politicians Without Borders by John Stossel","148":"The abandoned emergency cavern under Apollo launch pads","149":"What verse has had a significant impact on your life?","150":"Leave now notifications when I'm at my destination I'm hoping some googlers are listening because I'm sick of getting leave now notifications when I'm at my destination. Even when I have just traveled to said destination from home.","151":"Too easy to accidentally submit to rfrontpage Has anyone else run into this? I often think of a self post to submit while I'm on the front page. When I go to the submit page from the front page it's prepopulated with frontpage as the subreddit, which is an actual subreddit. Perhaps we could get a confirmation dialog when we submit torfrontpage?","152":"ELI5 Why is Disney advertising the new star wars installment so much? I understand the need to advertise some so that people remember to go see it. But aren't they running into diminishing returns at this point? Especially when star wars is already so popular.","153":"I bought a house with built in speakers but no stereo I bought a house with built in speakers in three of the rooms. Have a look What do I need to hook up a chrome cast audio and have it play throughout my house. I'm not an audiophile and am hoping to not overspend. So I have come to you lovely readers of rBudgetAudiophile for assistance. I may be cheap but I will gild the most helpful viable answer. Edit I can only find volume knobs for two of the three rooms.","154":"SelfDefenseless by John Stossel","155":"AntiLiberty Politicians by John Stossel","156":"My Trump Problem by John Stossel","157":"Asking someone to leave If one resident is adamant that a guest leave and another resident insists that they can stay, is the guest legally obligated to leave? P. S. This has absolutely nothing to do with my recent dinner guests who don't know when it's time to go home.","158":"Beat the Elite Reason.com","159":"Pair programming on stackoverflow and I find better more upvoted answer underneath the accepted answer that wasn't working.","160":"Eternal synchronized jugglers","161":"It is Complete","162":"WP Our corpsman got hit","163":"Late in the game is it possible to ascend faster by not buying any lepi?","164":"Don't mess with squeakers","165":"What should I do if there is garbage in the cart that I grab? And there is no garbage can visible.","166":"Barber School students attempt at shaving balloons with straight edge razors","167":"Request How do i scotch guard a new couch by myself I'm thinking of investing in a good fabric couch and want to protect my investment from stains, but I suspect that having the store do the scotch guard would be overpriced.","168":"Ultimate frisbee catch","169":"Is it unethical for LE to receive free and discounted food when in uniform? If a restaurant or store gives free food to cops in hopes of having increased security at their store isn't that a bit like paying off the police for better response time? Wouldn't you work harder to investigate issues that arise at that location thus resulting in less effort put into places that don't offer free stuff?","170":"Ride on to Victory!","171":"The last boop is the best","172":"Random Zombie Prayer Circle XPost rminecraft","173":"ELI5 Deli meat vs packages sliced meat Is meat that you get sliced at the deli counter actually superior to deli meat sliced at a factory and then sent to the grocery store?","174":"Xpost rminecraft","175":"Get out of the way!!","176":"How much energy should I spend to wait the least amount of time before ascension?","177":"What's the most that you've spent on in app purchases?","178":"I'm just going to go ahead and blame Pradeep for the ascii sort as well.","179":"I was expecting Google to know this one","180":"It never goes in","181":"MRW my grandma mentions that her computer isn't working.","182":"Reddit, what's the story behind your username?","183":"Hatchery formula What's the relevant formulas for the hatchery upgrade? I can't seem to find them.","184":"MRW my wife asks me to take a shower after I mow the lawn","185":"ELI5 Why are Mexicans darker skinned than Americans? Were Americans just more hell bent on killing all the natives?","186":"Why are Mexicans darker skinned than Americans?","187":"Helping a guy figure out how genetics work","188":"What's the best way to tell your family the gender of the baby on the way? An explosion!","189":"I think the joke's on us I really haven't understood how there are so many people clicking the button in the 's. It really didn't make sense to me. Then I wondered if they were not real clicks from real users but generated by reddit itself. It would be the quite the joke to make us all sit around the button staring and trying to predict it, when in fact it will never reach .","190":"Trying to make a point XPost rHighQualityGifs","191":"TLDR I murdered her puppy.","192":"Requesting rburncenter solitary mod appears to have been inactive for months","193":"Rally car making a hairpin turn in snow","194":"My friend's reaction when the sales clerk explains that he can get off a purchase if he signs up for the store's credit card","195":"The THX sound test that played before the movie started. I miss it so much.","196":"My reaction after getting shocked by my car as I exited.","197":"Request I did NOT see that coming! I'd like a gif of where Agamemnon says \"I did NOT see that coming!\" starts a little after the mark. It'd be great if it could also have \"I did NOT see that coming!\" as the caption.","198":"Arch at the Edge","199":"Love and Patience. My daughter is a bit older now and would love to see your take on this photo of her and our very patient cat.","200":"Xpost radvice animals. The caption says it all.","201":"Servers of Reddit What was the most awkward situation where you incorrectly gave someone a kid's menu?","202":"Account Creation I've been trying to get a friend to join for several in game years. But apparently the devs in an effort to make it more organic have made it unpredictable. And today I found out there's a month waiting period after approval has been received. What the !.","203":"Time for a Dad Joke With wife and yo daughter Wife Why didn't you set the microwave clock after the power went out? Me I didn't have the time.","204":"You need something?","205":"usamptari just a heads up that today's episode got misnumbered","206":"Yeah it took me a second as well","207":"Lol. Just realized how close is to my username.","208":"usamptari","209":"Quick piece of feedback for Aron. I wasn't going to say anything because I didn't want to be unnecessarily critical. But I had a dream about it last night so let's assume my brain wants me to say something. You can communicate faster when you use smaller words. The words pejorative and dichotomy are in my vocabulary. If you use big words like those, I miss the beginning of the next sentence because they're not used often my social circles. If you're going to use big words, please talk slower.","210":"Ep Thanks for joining us today, Aron. You did a great job.","211":"Ep I was waiting for a story that matched the title the entire time until I heard you yelling towards your daughter. Per your assignment I went back and listened. The first thump I caught was at . Unfortunately, knowing that everyone was ok I could only find humor and not guilt. To be clear, I'm not laughing at your daughter, but the situation. Stay warm.","212":"ufeefuh Ep is really sticking with me today. I've been at a point the past few months where I keep turning over the same problem in my head, trying to get to the bottom of it without real success. How do I know that a course of action is something that I'm doing for God? Or am I simply attracted to it, because it makes me special? IIRC you enjoyed Midnight Mass. I feel like Monsignor Pruitt was faced with a more palpable version of the same dilemma. I can see how I could easily make the exact same choice as he did. It's so easy to mess this up, but doesn't the parable of the talents imply the need to take risk? Did you have a similar struggle when you went full time on TMBH? Were you wondering if you were pursuing it out of vanity? FYI I think you're doing great","213":"usamptari \\chef's kiss\\ on the outro for ep . I'm sure there's plenty I didn't catch, but I caught both \"Bad Romance\" and \"Onward Christian Soldiers\". An excellent amount of propositional density.","214":"Ep It probably felt like a risk to change up the format, but I think it really paid off and put us in the shoes of the pharisees. You have a gift for understanding someone else's perspective. It really gave me a \"you are there\" feel, but now I'm craving some mozzarella sticks.","215":"You. You're on the invite list. It's a very extensive and vetted list that only has one person on it for this round of pizza. We can play some form of bingo together. We'll laugh and we'll cry and you'll have to go home eventually, while some sappy music loudly plays and the audience thinks that friendship was the real treasure all along. Non sequitur p.s. So sorry. I thought I had already replied to this message. No worries. If you mouseover how long ago a message was sent on reddit it'll show you the exact time a message was sent. I'm seeing a lot of 's in yours. Apparently, I'm not as exacting an individual as some. Early Monday morning I learned that South Dakota has timezones. Savages. We're trying to run a civilization here.","216":"Episode Maybe you've already mentioned it, but I think that Jesus taking this last question like an honest question rather than a successive attack is evidence of the quality of his character. Also the outro sounded different. It shouldn't bug me, but I really feel under pressure to figure it out.","217":"EP No weeping and gnashing of teeth outside cracker barrel? Clearly you've never had to tell a child that you're not buying them something as you're exiting the restaurants builtin overpriced nostalgia store.","218":"Episode is mislabeled as and I think episode got published early.","219":"My symptoms presented themselves later in life which is another indication of mildness. I went undiagnosed for a number of years until I hit a crisis point and then went on meds. I was able to solve my crisis with some life changes and then tapered my meds down to nothing against medical advice. My current psychiatrist is supportive of my choice to manage my symptoms without meds. In my case the side effects of the meds were far worse than the schizophrenia symptoms. Many of the symptoms that people think of as schizophrenia such as being checked out, socially unaware and slow are mostly caused by the meds. There is an ongoing debate on whether schizophrenia is degenerative. If untreated, will it get worse and worse? But I think the bigger question to be asked is, \"What is schizophrenia?\". Schizophrenia is entirely diagnosed based on the statements and behaviors of the patient. We have theories and guesses as to what it is but at the end of the day there is no blood test or MRI used to definitively diagnose it. People will call it a chemical imbalance, but that's like saying a novel is poorly written because the ink on the pages needs to be rearranged.","220":"I don't think longterm, barely schizophrenic is a thing. Allow me to introduce myself. I have a mild case of schizophrenia. There are many schizophrenics who are able to come across as normal. The general consensus amongst the community is that since others react so strongly to the diagnosis that it's best not to bring it up in casual conversation. I guess I'm not very good at following guidelines.","221":"If I can just weigh in on the schizophrenia discussion... The experiences in the story don't amount to schizophrenia not because they are different than schizophrenia symptoms but rather because of an insufficient quantity. If this story was told by a schizophrenic. Should we weigh it differently?","222":"Was it just Israel that new all the stories of their religion by heart? Or were most people at this time similar in knowing all these details of their own religion? Also, did you give up on trigger warnings for people with kids? I would've thought that burning babies alive would qualify for one.","223":"Would Jesus have been ok with the merchants being next to the temple instead of inside it? Anyone have any guesses or conjectures?","224":"I specifically remember a professionally published Sunday school handout that I received as a child that contained a depiction of a camel attempting to crawl through this alleged \"eye of the needle\" gate.","225":"So if Jesus was making the \"camel through an eye of a needle\" expression today what would he say instead? I'd like to nominate \"It's easier to plug a mack truck into a usb port\". Anyone got anything better?","226":"Thank you","227":"Is Matt the last recorded direct interaction with God the father? He appears in revelation I think but I don't think he speaks. If so his final word to Peter is also his last so far word to us. \"This is my Son, whom I love with him I am well pleased. Listen to him!\" His last words telling us who to follow.","228":"thanks! have you ever met someone who figured out how to solve it on their own","229":"yes","230":"ah ok same with tetrahedron. that's the only one I know how to solve","231":"can you flip a single edge piece? as in all solved but for that one edge piece?","232":"Don't say it... Don't say it... .... Dollars ... Dang it.","233":"Ep I think walking out on your job and going out to the woods because Jesus is there qualifies for Matt \"Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls. When he found one of great value, he went away and sold everything he had and bought it.\"","234":"Try starting at episode instead. It's a special episode for new listeners. That way you'll only be a few weeks behind. Once you catch up you can jump in the discussion and go through the full archives at your own pace.","235":"Fred and George as George and Fred","236":"could you hear the ghosts?","237":"I got in the pilot program and got the first chromebook shipped to me for free","238":"chromebook!","239":"Thanks. I even have that song in my library. That hurts.","240":"Anyone understand the outro on episode today?","241":"are we multi threaded..?","242":"Gave Hugz","243":"thank you","244":"lol he's angry he can't fly","245":"would you draw an angry penguin please?","246":"was the degree a good investment?","247":"how often do you blunt force trauma yourself?","248":"how often do you cut yourself?","249":"wives and concubines","250":"I tried to tap the box in your pic. Facepalm.","251":"Is the mask for the smoke or the virus?","252":"Flip tables","253":"What device are you playing on?","254":"Moral of the story Eat waffles every day.","255":"I need need a carry and I'll help as much as I can. Pm me the code","256":"Key words being \"as I was falling asleep\" this is a key time for heightened symptoms","257":"Elite Orbital Fueling Code rendition Need help","258":"full","259":"Little bit of music at the end. Most podcasts have them.","260":"It is fun. Thanks for being good at this.","261":"There was an inhaling seagull meme with a punchline of \"likewise\". It appears to have been deleted. I'm going to need video evidence that you are a man of honor and keep your oaths. Unless of course you forgot to swear by the GOLD of the altar. In that case you have an out.","262":"Actual footage of Jesus reviewing all possibilities and deciding to send out the disciples to spread the gospel while he was still on the earth","263":"flips table Would it have killed you to put a spoiler tag on this?!!","264":"Let's keep it rolling then. I was in 5th grade when the class calculated","265":"League Standard Contract Ion drive Code rendition","266":"Ep The paid mourners reminds me of how one corporate holiday party I went to had paid dancers. They danced a few choreographed numbers but also actively engaged with anyone who started dancing when they weren't performing because people would feel weird to try and start dancing by themselves. If you have paid mourners then the people who are actually sad may be more comfortable expressing their own grief.","267":"Thanks. This has greatly enhanced my appreciation of this episode.","268":"Please share with the class, because I'm stumped.","269":"Ep Your mention of what's coming up next really struck me. When Jesus says to Pharisees \"Go and learn what this means\" regarding something religious. It is a huge slap in the face. It'd be like someone telling Einstein to learn about Gravity. We don't respect the pharisees now but they were like senators and professors back then. Jesus is breaking social barriers again but I suspect he wasn't trying to prove a point but just letting out his true feelings about them. usamptari what was the outro for this episode?","270":"You holding up ok? Don't feel guilty for taking time off. You're doing amazing work here and I'm consistently impressed by your insight and historical chops. And if you find some time to relax I need you to be aware that John is prescriptive not descriptive.","271":"Lol!","272":"Episode Two Investment Opportunities \"He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain that which he cannot lose.\" \\ Jim Elliot","273":"Episode \"The currency of the kingdom is forgiveness.\"","274":"I really appreciated today's discussion of fealty. It helped me to reset and redirect where I was headed. I don't have to like everything God does and I don't have to agree with leadership or their methods. When I'm not trying to mold the church from my pew P, I can just worry about me and fill in the gaps in the church as I see them come up.","275":"I ran into this post on popular. Can someone explain this post? Or perhaps even the subreddit?","276":"I'm sorry if my advice is unhelpful. But I find that when I go through this sort of thing I remind myself that my being hurt or feeling bad is the whole point of whatever is blaming me for things. It doesn't actually care about whatever it's making up. It'll use anything so long as it can yell at me. And thus I realize that it's attacks are without merit.","277":"How is a hardware store not essential? I imagine there's a lot of people that should instead be home, but a lot of essential work depends on hardware stores.","278":"Glad to hear you're in a better place.","279":"leaving this situation should qualify as essential travel.","280":"I can understand how that would get confusing but unless you can find a counterexample I believe the only biblical example of divine communication during dreams are one way from God to Man. If you were not explicitly and consciously trying to communicate to God it would not be relevant. I'm pretty sure God understands that dreams are fictional.","281":"I love it but the headphones aren't very clear when using the dark them in Reddit mobile","282":"Dude you are so crazy busy where do you find the time to watch an hour long video on YouTube? Oh, right. The quarantine. As an extrovert in relative isolation, are you holding up ok?","283":"Food You Feel Bad About","284":"What's you're source?","285":"Also consider that if people are allowed to \"overcharge\" for high demand items they are more likely to spend more money to keep a surplus on hand for said emergencies.","286":"Can you not sit in the back?","287":"This is a great question.","288":"I'm with you man","289":"I've said this over and over while patrolling new on this subreddit. We dreams are not a relapse.","290":"I think it was just as possible for Jesus to fail as it was possible for Adam and Eve to succeed.","291":"It was still somewhere.","292":"I'd try online first. if it's just basic","293":"I'll take one for my home and one for the office","294":"Sooo now what? Walk all the way back?","295":"Yeah I find Matt's attitude to be cool too. Many Christians in America have this desperate need for others to believe what they do. Seemingly just to justify their own belief. I don't see that in Matt at all, which is really refreshing. Also what you may not have noticed is that there is a \"preachers voice\" that has slowly developed among Evangelical Christian speakers in America. It features an authoritarian tone and the assumption that people will implicitly agree with what they're going to say. Matt has seemingly been able to abandon it.","296":"Slightly off topic How did this podcast pique your interest?","297":"Sorry for the confusion. Rape was just an example of a similar issue.","298":"OK time for my pet theory. full disclosure I have a mild case of Schizophrenia Anyone see any resemblance between the virgin birth and Sons of God creating the Nephilim as found in Genesis ? might need to switch to your preferred version I'm wondering if the conception of Jesus and what was described in Genesis is actually the same mechanism. I'll give you a moment to calm down and stop thinking I'm questioning the deity of Jesus or suggesting that there could ever be anyone or thing that could challenge his position. It's just that so often sin in this world is just the bastardization of some good thing that God made. A great example of this would be rape. I don't think that was really part of God's design, but it certainly does happen. I wonder if these \"Sons of God\" discovered something that God had created, something that would be used for him enter this world as a human, and instead they used it for evil purposes.","299":"It also feels silly saying one five and five zero. But it can often be worth it I suppose","300":"NP Pro tip Check how long they've had the account. They may have simply deleted all their history.","301":"Actually I thought it might be a relevant topic due to the episode where they reviewed the NATO phenotic alphabet.","302":"But but but But God, you promised no more floods.","303":"Thanks for responding. I'm sorry to be picky but wifi calling can mean different things with different networks and providers. For example my current phone will do wifi calling only if it can see the mobile network. Also I can make an outgoing call with hangouts but I can't receive one via hangouts. Project Fi doesn't need the cell network to receive a call over wifi?","304":"This is a very common question. Even the part about it happening near being awake. It is indeed a wet dream and does not count as a relapse. Keep up the good work.","305":"I've actually got a good feeling about this time. you?","306":"same","307":"Focus on your actions. If you can fix, that the thoughts will subside.","308":"Making a video is really awesome of you, dude. It really helps make this struggle personal and real in a way that a wall of text does not.","309":"This urge can't make you do anything. It is the equivalent of a toddler screaming at you to buy him an ice cream cone. The little shit doesn't deserve it. And even if you were willing to get him one, you wouldn't now because he's being a brat about it.","310":"You should be wary of it. It's not permanent and you're going to need to be ready to fight when it changes back to normal. You're in what is known as a flat line. Many people get freaked out by them. I'm not really sure why. But either way they are temporary.","311":"Key point. You're not going to die from nofap. The urges will get extreme. And then the urges will go away. It's easy for your brain to trick you into thinking that this is some sort of life and death situation. It's not.","312":"I'm on my first try if I'm sharing batman's mindset here. Keep up the good work and if perchance you fall. Pick yourself back up.","313":"Chaser effect Having harder urges to act out after a good sexual experience. All married men still desire and lust after hot girls. In general in marriage you're still the same person that you entered into the marriage as.","314":"Start an exercise regimen. Don't just think of this as nofap but as getting your life together","315":"In sorry to say that marriage isn't a solution. It has its benefits for nofap but it also creates liabilities.","316":"In the future try Urban dictionary. It'll be text instead. Which can still be triggering if you're in a vulnerable place.","317":"That's a good goal but I want to give you a heads up that long term porn users can take up to months to recover from pied","318":"Good luck and godspeed","319":"Probably a week it two. But it's a90 day reboot for a reason. That's how long it usually takes your brain to figure out that things are going to be different and return to it's normal desire for sex. Usually.","320":"Treat it like any other urge. Just because you feel that doesn't mean you have to do anything about it. It won't last forever.","321":"If I knew how I wouldn't be here but this is what I've learned. Keep getting back up after you fall. Doesn't matter how many times you strike out step up to the plate. This is a marathon not a Sprint. Don't be like a fat guy trying to lose his weight in a week with a special pill. Learn discipline elsewhere to help conquer this. Also Learn discipline through this.","322":"Your brain is dumb. It really thinks that it just had sex with all those girls and it thinks they were a lost easier to deal with.","323":"Many guys report that their basic perception of a woman changes based on their porn consumption or lack there of. Also guys will experience irrational anger at their SO or Mom after a binge. I'm curious how these symptoms presents in girls. Have you found anything similar with yourself?","324":"Yeah it really bites. This is a marathon. A marathon where people throw rocks at you along the way and the best thing to do is to ignore them.","325":"This doesn't sound weird or uncommon. I think you're fine.","326":"Take a minute cold shower once a day. It's not because they're therapeutic. It's because you need to exercise your mental discipline.","327":"How much porn were you viewing? That is far more addictive.","328":"It's helped with our sex life. It's been a difficult road but it beats the alternative. Porn tends to progress if not challenged. Viewing content becomes darker and the need becomes greater so it's in general worth it. I've lost some days at work because it's so hard to focus. Watch out for one often unmentioned symptom in this sub. Irrational anger at your wife. I'll experience that a day or two after a binge.","329":"So why did you start nofap in the first place?","330":"What else did you have to change in your life.","331":"Keep on truckin","332":"I get these dreams every so often too. I wonder if It's my brain helping me. Trying to help me associate porn with bad feelings and ensure that I don't relapse","333":"Get out of the house and do something else","334":"Many users state that they have to handle other things in their life in order to control their habit. My enemy right now is overeating. Fighting this depression might be the key. Being active when you don't feel like being active could be what turns the tide in your life. This author made a big difference in my life","335":"I'd count it as a reset to the counter if you went to the website hoping to find something triggering","336":"Pushups until you can't anymore.","337":"probably those people are also being harsh with themselves too. It's a rough journey sometimes.","338":"Yeah it's not MO. It's up to you to define P. But to be honest people can get and stay addicted to the level of P that you just described.","339":"There's a link in the sidebar","340":"You're cruisin for a bruisin buddy. It'll become it's own addiction or even lead to relapse.","341":". Definitely. I think people going Monk mode are those in love with pain. I understand if you're not in a relationship and need to focus on yourself so you don't try to find a girlfriend but seeing as you have one and you're trying to correct your brain as to how sex is supposed to work I recommend maintaining your sexual relationship. . M for me works only as a tool to avoid P. It still has negative effects although not as extreme as P. . Haven't hit a flatline myself. Everybody's different","342":"That's a great question. I think the best explanation is an example It's like a heroine addict being worried about getting a runner's high when he exercises. Natural endorphins are not his problem it's the concentration of them And perhaps many other things as I don't really know much about heroine. These urges are supposed to drive you towards healthy relationships with real women. It may be that you need to abstain altogether for a time, but sex in a healthy and loving relationship is lightyears from a porn session where you see or so naked girls and probably more than a few naked guys obeying the click of your mouse.","343":"I think it's the number of weeks.","344":"FYI I don't see a badge","345":"What do you feel when you feel that you need to look? Be prepared to feel that times . Just because you feel something doesn't mean you have to do something.","346":"It's fine. Everyone's different.","347":"I think quitting altogether would be an easier task","348":"Same here. This may get tough.","349":"Start exercising regularly. It gives you an edge.","350":"I believe you. You can make this happen.","351":"An excellent first hand demonstration of what porn does to your brain. Thank you.","352":"Porn makes you numb to the world and coming off of it will make you depressed. Let these feelings run their course and don't try any knee jerk reactions.","353":"There's two sides to this coin the benefits may seem trivial at times but the negative results of doing porn increase as you go. It's held me for years. Get out now!","354":"Thanks. I was really encouraged by your response","355":"Nofap tends to reveal things that we've become somewhat numb to. It makes us feel in full what we've been able to ignore with pain. You sound really depressed and it may be time to get help.","356":"When an urge comes upon you CHANGE YOUR ENVIRONMENT. These first few weeks and days off a streak require that level of commitment to get through.","357":"Hit me up. I had a month streak last spring but can't get my back together.","358":"I get where you're coming from. I'm a christian and do believe in the power of prayer. I pray daily for deliverance but never in an attempt to get over an urge or past temptation. There are many times when I'm tempted to look at stuff that praying results in a worse performance on my part. It's about taking responsibility and using my the resources that God has already given me.","359":"exercise. It can be a very important tool to control urges.","360":"There's a variety of presentation of symptoms. But I'd have to say anxiety is a very common. and most people experience several varieties of symptoms throughout their recovery. I'll have a hard time focusing on work for my job to the point where I get nothing productive done in the course of a day. The worst symptom I ever had was when I started shaking uncontrollably. It made me understand how deep this addiction ran for me.","361":"rnorap","362":"Yes. This is extremely common. Keep at it. It gets better. Imagine you're your trying to tell a toddler they're not allowed to play with something dangerous. You know it needs to happen and you expect the child to throw a fit. Your brain is surprisingly dumb.","363":"Your badge says days. You haven't done the reboot yet and you're talking trash?","364":"months. I miss it so much.","365":"Link?","366":"I reset my counter if I'm purposely looking at girls online for the pleasure of viewing them","367":"God Speed NaurShalafi","368":"Didn't run into PIED but the other symptoms and issues were definitely there. It was also really hard to stop a session. they could last hours.","369":"I did for like years. I was still an addict. It sucked.","370":"Take every objective that you can get your hands on wether that be days or day. Don't take for granted that your going to make days.","371":"I wouldn't worry about it. the quickest and only fix is to continue Nofap. If you start hating yourself for things out of your control you'll likely wind up be frustrated with the whole process and may act out.","372":"This will be a war of many battles.","373":"Same for me. When I think it's safe is when I fail. Focus on long term success.","374":"Nice. And that timing sounds right given the symptoms you're reporting","375":"Sounds pretty normal. How far are you into doing nofap? It does get better.","376":"Nothing to be concerned about. Got to focus on the positive here. When a baby starts walking we don't yell at it for falling down.","377":"Yes. Extremely normal.","378":"Start smaller. Sounds like you're trying to bite the entire thing off at once and may be better off picking one habit. Perhaps start with something other than porn to work on such as studying X hours a day. And then stick to it like glue and add more habits. It's still going to be a fight but perhaps a fight you can manage.","379":"I think you need to look in the mirror on this one. This attitude of desperation is what is screwing you over. Acting like the only thing that matters in your life is how many days your streak is. Have you ever seen a toddler building a tower and when it inevitably falls he starts throwing a tantrum and trashing everything? That's what I'm hearing from you. Deal with that dynamic in your life and change your approach to nofap.","380":"Nothing is \"normal\" but I what you're writing about doesn't give my any cause for concern.","381":"That's awesome.","382":"Much agreed. It can be a hard line to find. Certainly you need to cut out more than porn or you're going to still be a failure. I'd be careful and take it slow. Write down your most important rules and stick to them. Your brain WILL mess with you. hot sauce on eggs is not addictive behavior. You want to feel joy when interacting with people and making your life better on this subreddit.","383":"Just remember it's not over until it's over. Keep your game face on.","384":"I feel the need to stress how normal you are. Keep up the good work man. I wish I had months under my belt. Also I recommend biting the bullet and attending a church. Find a Christian group on campus too. Christianity is performed with others. Just fighting temptation is never enough.You'll find that you'll need each other stand up to temptation.","385":"These are definitely temporary and \"par for the course\". It's something you'll have to live through in order to complete your reboot. Good luck.","386":"Wet dreams don't count. Countless people come and post to ask just that and I strongly recommend that you only count your conscious actions as relapsing.","387":"I have relapsed so many times. Can be hard to stay positive and to have hope that it can work. I appreciate your enthusiasm","388":"Snicker Doodle Dough is one my favorite things to say. Go ahead. Say it times fast.","389":"Shit, I'll go Pokemon hunting if I need to download that damn game again. That is the exact amount of desperation you need to make this happen.","390":"How do I put this... This is going to hurt like hell. The only way out of this is through a lot of extreme discomfort. And yeah I know the feeling of screwing up like that. I recommend an exercise regimen. Mine is just mins times a week. And it's not enough to just try and not do something. You usually need to try and do something else. If you're tempted, DON'T JUST SIT THERE. Move your butt somewhere else. Start exercising or get around people. This'll help some, but not all urges. Some of them will just be a mental slugfest between your mind and yourself.","391":"I'm also admitting that my recent relapses are actually becoming a habit. I've been back on NoFap for the past week or so. If you need to chat you can PM me. And we can set up even more immediate forms of communication if you want.","392":"Don't forget to add an exercise regimen. I've never owned a gym membership or into fitness. But a regular exercise regimen has been a critical tool in my fight. It's not a silver bullet but it adds a surprising amount of strength to your mind in this fight. PM me if you need anything.","393":"If you can make it to days then you have what it takes to go the distance.","394":"Nicely done.","395":"I've had many relapses. the longest was months. I like to watch this vid after. You are still in this game whether you were clean today or not. days is excellent work.","396":"Exercise. Most people can't just sit there not doing something that they deeply desire. You need to channel your energy into something else. Exercise is a great way. It doesn't matter if you can't do any push ups. If you're wearing yourself out you can change your frame of mind.","397":"It's definitely a victory. As for your counter it's up to you to decide.","398":"Thanks for your thoughts. I really agree on the benefits of community. I made my streak and then left my communities. I relapse about weeks after that but kept telling myself I would get back on the wagon. and I would.. for a couple of weeks. And now here I am. It's discouraging. Which can be a little unhealthy but on the other hand It can be good to get pissed about relapses assuming that it leads to change in behavior."}}