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+{"I think my girlfriend just had a miscarriage without ever knowing she was pregnant, should I tell her? So for context, last night me m25 and my girlfriend f23 were using toys, and when we finished and turned on the light we noticed she was bleeding. We assumed I might have used the toys too vigorously and made a small tear in her vaginal wall or something so we didn't think much of it. While my gf went to the bathroom to clean up and check herself for the bleeding I noticed I had some blood on my hands. As I examined them I noticed what seemed like a small blood clot except there was something different about it's texture, almost like it was actual tissue and not just a blood clot. I didn't think much of it, and I just washed my hands and eventually went to bed. While at work today I thought back about the blood clot and I suddenly had the idea that it might have been a miscarriage. I remembered that my gf just had her period about a week and half ago, so if she was pregnant it must have been pretty small, much like the clot I found. Once I got home from work I googled what an early miscarriage would have looked like and some of those photos looked exactly like the clot I found. What's more, my girlfriend told me that she was still bleeding, not a lot but it was still somewhat concerning since it had been about hours since she started bleeding. She also said she had what felt like period cramps. I asked her if she wanted to go to an emergency room to get checked out, but she said that since she doesn't have insurance she didn't think it was necessary at that point, only if the bleeding or pain got worse. Naturally I want to tell her my suspicions because it is her body and if I am right she has a right to know. However, my gf suffers from polycystic ovary syndrome and she's told me before that this condition makes it hard for her to get pregnant and makes her prone to having miscarriages. She's told me before that her biggest fear in life is to one day have a miscarriage and that it would absolutely destroy her. Because of this I'm not sure if I should tell her my suspicions. I've read that some early miscarriages can pass without medical intervention so I'm not sure if it's even necessary to go to a doctor. I want her to see one out of an abundance of caution, but at this point she refuses to go, especially because she just told me that she stopped bleeding. If we knew she was pregnant we'd be in the emergency room right now, but considering that neither of us ever even knew she was pregnant I don't know if I should tell her or if I should keep this to myself. There's also a possibility that I'm wrong about all of this, and that telling her my suspicions would only cause her undue emotional pain, which is the last thing that I want. I'm very concerned for her health and we'll being and want to support her, but I don't know if at this moment supporting her means keeping my suspicions to myself. Ignorance is bliss, after all. I just don't know what to do. Any suggestions?":{"0":"Bag secured tbreak ends tonight, ents! I'm excited, I haven't partaken in a hot minute. I can't wait to take that first hit, cough like I just inhaled pepper spray, do some VR meditation, and just see where the night takes me.","1":"How would you describe the texture of a banana? Like it's dry, but slippery at the same time. It's soft but also feels like a pulp.","2":"What do you call birds that stick together? Velcrows","3":"If it gets me stoned, it's weed","4":"One of us, one of us","5":"Trumpet to trombone Hello all, I'm a trumpet player that's starting to learn to play the trombone as a second instrument and I was wondering if anyone here has any tips for learning to play the trombone as a trumpet player. For background I've been playing the trumpet for years from elementary school to college and beyond and it's been incredibly fun. However with COVID still raging on I decided to pick up a new instrument and went ahead and bought myself a pBone along with the Essential Elements Beginner's Book for trombone. I know a pBone isn't necessarily the best horn for a beginner but I figured I could learn on it and then if I decide to take the trombone more seriously I can buy myself an actual brass trombone. If anyone has any tips for transitioning from a trumpet to a trombone or any beginner's tips in general I'd greatly appreciate hearing them. Also if anyone can point me in the direction of where I can find myself some trombone exercises for beginners I'd greatly appreciate it.","6":"Fun meme I found out in the wild","7":"Truly a badge of honor to be in the top of listeners on Spotify!","8":"That'swhat happens when you play on your knees I guess","9":"What is something you have done that you never thought you would do?","10":"Hey Dad, remember when you told me I'd never be good enough to go to college? Well I'm an undergraduate TA now. I kind of wish you cared.","11":"Question about Paperwhite touchscreen I apologise if this type of post isn't allowed, the rules come up as empty when I look at them. So I own an old Kindle from my highschool daysI think it's third generationand I have been thinking that it's time to upgrade. The problem is that my Kindle doesn't have a touchscreen, so I'm used to placing my fingers on the screen to help hold it up when I read on my back. I am afraid that doing so with a modern Kindle will accidentally turn the page. Is there any way around that? If not witin the Kindle itself then maybe with a case? I know the more expensive model has physical buttons, but that's a bit more than I'm willing to spend. Any advice or should I suck it up and adapt to holding it differently?","12":"I feel like Dad could have avoided this neardisaster","13":"Mad follower","14":"He's playing Glory to Hong Kong while firing a gun to the beat! What an absolute madlad!!","15":"What an absolute madlad!","16":"Oblivious boyfriend here Can my girlfriend be pregnant? If so, how can I convince her to take a pregnancy test? Hello! I'm sorry if this doesn't belong here, I'd be happy to remove it if not. TW Miscarriage So I M22 am dating my beautiful girlfriend F20 who has PCOS. She has had very irregular periods in the past before I met her but she became much more regular ever since being prescribed birth control. She has taken her pills religiously every morning at 9am but about a month ago she threw shortly after taking it. We decided to play it safe and restrained from \"finishing\" inside her for a week thereafter. She was supposed to get her period about two weeks after throwing up. However it has now been about a month and she has yet to get her period. I wouldn't be too concerned given that she has a history of irregular periods but she's also been nauseous at times and today she complained that her breasts were sore. I suggested that she take a pregnancy test but she refused. I don't want to push her because I know that her mother and grandmother both had miscarriages and that because of this one of her biggest fears is getting pregnant and loosing the baby. I fear that she doesn't want to take the test because she's afraid that she will pregnant and that she thinks she is doomed to loose it. How should I convince her to take the test? How can I support her? Should I be worried at all or is it foolish to believe that she might be pregnant? Thanks for your help!","17":"Me too uCJTheGrea, me too","18":"Yes, this is true","19":"Hey guys! Check out my new meme format!","20":"GhostTimetm","21":"What would you doooOOOoo?","22":"What a way to go","23":"But how did it get there in the first place??","24":"I really admire your daughter, sir","25":"This game and this meme may have saved my life! Before I go on, thanks to uPortLionsKodiak for making this meme, it has really made an impact on me. This game, and especially this meme, have changed my life. I have over a thousand different allergies. They are mostly food allergies, but I am also allergic to other things, such as wood, cats, dust, grass, etc. Many of these are severe and have put me in the hospital with anaphylactic shock in the past, so I now have EpiPens with me that I should be carrying them wherever I go. However, they're too clunky to put in my pocket so I usually just tossed them in my backpack. The problem is I only have my backpack on when I go to class, so unless I had an allergic reaction while at my college, I wouldn't actually have my EpiPens on me to save my life. This has been the case for most of my life. In the last year I played RDR2 and much like all of you I loved every minute of it. I grew very fond of Arthur and very much enjoyed getting to interact with the character. A couple of months ago while I was in the middle of my second play through I met a girl who also has EpiPens. I noticed that she had a small bagpurse in which she carried her EpiPens with her at all times. I started to think of how useful carrying something like that might be and how it may one day save my life, but I immediately felt that I, a six foot tall255lb yearoldHispanic male, wouldn't feel comfortable carrying a purse around. I initially dismissed the thought, but the idea of maybe carrying a satchel kind of lingered in the back of my mind for a while. That's when I saw uPortLionsKodiak's meme pictured above. I initially laughed it off as a joke, but soon I started to unironically tell myself that carrying a satchel was nothing to be ashamed of, besides, Arthur Morgan has one. I finally decided to get myself a satchel a couple of weeks ago to see if I felt comfortable carrying it not only to class but everywhere I go. Well, a couple of weeks have passed and I am very happy with my satchel. It is very comfortable and very useful. This means that I now have my EpiPens with me everywhere I go. This game and this meme may be what saves my life the next time I go into anaphylaxis! Thank you Rockstar, and thank you uPortLionsKodiak!","26":"It puts the lotion in the basket!","27":"I can't believe this just happened to me! Am I the chosen one?!","28":"Found this on rmemes","29":"Pussy squared","30":"Let's go Mr. Butterfly!","31":"Wonderful little seed","32":"Congrats Google!","33":"I played chess with my mom for the first time in years, this is how she set up the board. I love her so much!","34":"Is this the new format of the gods?","35":"tHErE'S tOo MAnY wWII mEMes iN ThiS SUbredDIT!!!","36":"Guess who just turned and can officially be made into a history meme!","37":"I've been waiting my whole life for this moment","38":"The Pacific Theater intensifies!","39":"Now that's an eggplant!","40":"How the turn tables!","41":"Just bought this beauty for a friend's birthday. Definitely one of my favorites, I hope he enjoys it as much as I do!","42":"Going back to the classics I see! Now this I can get behind!","43":"Mexico","44":"Most peaceful Belkan","45":"Ace Combat Assault Horizon Legacy on the Nintendo 3DS. From what I hear, it's a much better game than the Assault Horizon on XBox considering it actually takes place in Strangereal.","46":"It depends for me. If I just want to relax and spend hours roaming around doing nothing then Red Dead Redemption is definitely my go to. If I want to jam out to some amazing music and take in some amazing scenes, then Ace Combat is definitely the best game out there while high. If I want a game that will give me a lifechanging experience, then Hellblade Senua's Sacrifice and a few joints are the way to go.","47":"I'm currently not on risperidone but I have been in the past. I'm currently on another antipsychotic and I have no problem with using cannabis along with my medication. I should say though that I had been on antipsychotics for at least a year before I had ever tried cannabis, so maybe giving your body some time to adjust to the new medication isn't a bad idea.","48":"The first time I ever got high my roommate put on Stephen King's It. That was definitely a choice. Not a good one, but a choice nonetheless. Recently though, I watched The Northman and that is probably the most gutwrenching thing I have ever done while high.","49":"I have one too! Great battery for the price!","50":"Right this moment? I'm already baked as hell and I'm just checking reddit before falling asleep, so I guess my answer is I just don't have the need or desire for them at this moment.","51":"While I see where you're coming from, can we please stop using mental disorders as insults? uthedriversseat9 clearly has asinine political ideals, but living in an echo chamber is not the same thing as having psychosis. As someone who has experienced psychosis I can tell you it is a terrifying and debilitating disorder. Most people don't really know what having psychosis, i.e. being psychotic, really means yet they feel comfortable using it as an insult. That just increases the stigma and makes people like me afraid to be open about our experiences or even seek treatment because we fear people will think of us in the same way you are now thinking of uthedriversseat9. Just like you wouldn't use PTSD or depression as an insult, it's best not to use psychosis as an insult either.","52":"Definitely recommend a second playthrough high. The audio, the visuals, and the story are all sober, but when you're high you can really appreciate all the work that went into that work of art. Obviously if someone recommends a game you haven't played yet do that first, but if you're ever without anything to play and no new recommendations, then Hellblade is where it's at.","53":"If you want to really have an experience I recommend Hellblade Senua's Sacrifice, just wear headphones! Experiencing that game high is truly something else!","54":"This might help.","55":"Hey I have that battery too! I love it! I know people have already answered but I just use alcohol and a qtip","56":"I'm now, but I was also when I was first diagnosed. As my doctor told me, anyone at any age can develop sleep apneai probably had it for a few years before I did my sleep studyit's just that younger people tend to be more energetic, so it usually only gets noticed if it's particularly bad or if the person is really in tune with their body.","57":"Honestly, it be like that sometimes","58":"Great find! Enjoy, music will never be the same!","59":"The crushers anc are an improvement over the crusher wireless in every way except battery life. Not only do they have active noice cancellation, transperancy mode, personalized sound through the app, and tile built in to help find your headphones if you lose them, their haptic base is stronger, cleaner, and reaches more frequencies than the crusher wireless. I'd say the price difference is very much worth it, at this point I'd only recommend the crusher wireless if you really want haptic bass but are on a very limited budget. If you're stuck in between you can always get the crusher evos, their haptic bass reaches the same frequencies that the ancs do although they hit a little cleaner so it doesn't feel quite as hard and overwhelming. They also have personalized sound and tile app comparability and have almost twice the battery life. Really the only thing they're missing is the active noice cancellation and the transperancy mode. In terms of price range they sit right between the two so they're definitely a great option if you want to compromise.","60":"Rango is critically underrated. Godzilla King of the Monsters is an amazing experience high due to the amazing visuals and sounds of the movie Pineapple Express is perfect if you just want to lay back and laugh for two hours","61":"Not necessarily, in the app I use, Maloka, you actually rely on seeing how the trippy kaleidoscope visuals move to know when to inhale and when to exhale.","62":"Pain.","63":"But actually, how did stegosaurus do the deed? That must have been an awkward, uncomfortable mess","64":"Pineapple Express is my go to","65":"By no means a scientific study, but here's an interesting video you might like in which some YouTubers try driving high in a closed circuit under the supervision of the California Highway Patrol to see how it affects them. I believe they also drive while drunk and sleep deprived.","66":"Sounds like you're not in a good place mentally rn and weed is only going to accentuate that. I suggest taking a break from weed and working on yourself for a bit. Go out with friends, speak to family, maybe even go to therapy it's ok, weed will still be here waiting for you when you feel better.","67":"Ok but why he gotta look at me like that? Mf looks like he's searching into my soul","68":"They do walk in heards!","69":"The area around Sacramento, CA is amazing. I went there for school and it's exactly what you're looking for. The city I was in, Davis, has pretty high rent because it's a college town, but nearby cities like Woodland or Elk Grove are relatively cheap for California even Sacramento itself doesn't have too high of a rent and isn't too large of a city in my opinion. My biggest selling point would be that it's in California which given the current political climate is probably the best state to be in if you're a minority like me.","70":"I'm schizoaffective depressive type and I've definitely noticed that there's a subset of us on the schizophrenia spectrum that are actually helped by cannabis. For me cannabis helps me because the voices are not as abusive and hateful when I'm high. We're definitely in the minority though, for most people with psychosis cannabis only makes things much worse.","71":"Creusiphor","72":"The Planets while high?!?! Man, I need to learn how to get stoned from you!","73":"Oh man, you're in for a treat! It's the original flavor of Jarritos! Idk how familiar you are with Mexican candy but in Mexico tamarind is probably the most common flavor of candy, so for me growing up tamarind Jarritos tasted just like candy.","74":"Everyone complaining about the dirty fridge, I just want to know if you plan on sharing that Jarrito","75":"I thought about that, but it's still pretty solid when you bite into it","76":"Holy hell!","77":"You're gonna love this!","78":"Just stopping by to recommend Maloka on the oculus. It's a free meditation app and honestly I'm not usually into meditation but while high this app is just amazing!","79":"Let me tell you, VR while high is chef's kiss","80":"Away down South in the land of traitors","81":"Can't believe the first ingredient wasn't SOME GODDAMN FAITH!!","82":"Bruh, on top of all the music shit and all the marching shit we were also the freshmen's first point of contact for all of the university's resources so we had to know all about academic counseling, student health, housing, on campus therapy, food resources, fucking transportation to and from the airport. We even had leadership meetings where we learned how to help our freshmen join other clubs and make friends outside of band! Shit was too much responsibility!","83":"I swear it's always us trumpets that elect the biggest pot heads to be section leaders haha","84":"When that happened to mine I just used some Krazy glue on a toothpick to stick it back to the plastic. Might not hold forever but it's worked for about a year now.","85":"Shit if this wasn't me being elected section leader of my university's marching band for a whole year","86":"ockstar","87":"How's the pb1? I've been trying to find a battery that looks like a pipe for a while now and that one has caught my eye. Have you tried it out yet?","88":"VR","89":"I actually have a pretty interesting anecdote that I want to share, partly because I wonder if you might be able to tell me what the research tells us about this matter. So I was diagnosed with schizophrenia back in and I've been on a multitude of different psychiatric medications ever since. At one point I found an antipsychotic that completely eradicated my hallucinations and delusions, but unfortunately it made me incredibly drowsy and made me gain about 50lbs in about three months, so I had to switch medications. Right now I'm on two separate antipsychotics, two different antidepressants, one medication that is supposed to help with anxiety, and some other medications designed to help me loose weight and keep my triglycerides in check. Even with all of these medications I still get some breakthrough symptoms from time to time. Enter cannabis. When I first spoke to my psychiatrist about cannabis she strongly suggested that I stay away from it because she said that it could aggravate my psychotic symptoms. I mostly listened, but there came a time when I was so desperate to feel anything besides the oppressing gloom that I went out to a dispensary and bought some cannabis. Here's where things got interesting. I definitely did notice that consuming cannabis did in fact raise the frequency of breakthrough symptoms. However, more importantly, it fundamentally changed the nature of the symptoms. Instead of hearing terrible abusive voices that convinced me I was worthless and commanded me to harm myself, the voices I began to hear were happy. They were kind and supporting, nothing like they had been before. Once the high wore off they were more neutral than before, and it was easier to ignore them. I have talked about my experience with some of the folks over at rschizophrenia and have found that my experience isn't necessarily the norm. For most folks there, cannabis just worsens their symptoms, period. That is why my experience is purely anecdotal and should not be considered as advice to anyone with schizophrenia who might be reading this. Still, I think it is very interesting, and I have often wondered if there is any research into why cannabis can actually be helpful for a small percent of people with schizophrenia.","90":"You have no idea how much I relate to this post. I actually have schizophrenia but I take a lot of medication for it so I don't hallucinate as much anymore but last night when I was high I could have sworn I heard my girlfriend's pet snake fart but my girlfriend wasn't in the room and she says snakes don't fart so now I'm wondering if I hallucinated it. If I did that's by far the strangest hallucination I've ever had and now I'm having an existential crisis over a snake farting","91":"The semi final is played over two games, one in each team's home stadium. Manchester City had won the first game so when they were winning this game they were actually winning in the aggregate. That's why Real Madrid needed goals to make the overall aggregate score . They tied it up in the very end so the game was forced into extra time where Real Madrid scored one more time making the aggregate score .","92":"That's no penny, that's a Dime!","93":"Definitely try changing therapist if you can. There are definitely procannabis therapists out there. I actually started using cannabis because my therapist at the time recommended it to me.","94":"That's Willie Nelson, a country singer best known for being a very heavy weed smoker. I remember once hearing a story of someone asking Snoop Dogg if anyone had ever outsmoked him and he replied that only Willie Nelson had been able to do it.","95":"DO NOT PLAY HELLBLADE SENUA'S SACRIFICE Sober it's probably my favorite video game of all time, but playing it high gets way too intense for me","96":"I actually start a new job on so I'm hoping to celebrate after getting off at 6pm, and what better way to celebrate on than lighting up, getting nice and toasty, and watching some stoner comedies with my gf.","97":"American Vandal is my go to for some laughs","98":"Ace Combat has entered the chat","99":"Sounds like the folks over at rschizophrenia might be able to help you out. Please be safe and don't hesitate to reach out, I know that subreddit has helped me a lot.","100":"They're actually my preferred method of consumption. They're super convenient, they don't smell as much, and for some reason the smoke isn't as harsh for me as a bongpipejoint. I also have a long family history of lung cancer so I feel like vaping is a better option for me than smoking, at least that's what I tell myself. That being said I see people give them a lot of hate over them being too harsh but that's just not my experience. I try to stick to what I perceive are the higher quality carts in dispensaries so maybe that's why I don't cough. Idk to each their own I guess.","101":"I have the same issue. I just take a Zyrtec pill about an hour before smoking and that seems to resolve the issue.","102":"In my experience different antipsychotics work differently with cannabis. I couldn't get high while on saphris no matter how hard I tried, ziprasidone makes it a little harder, and abilify didn't interfere at all for me. Maybe try talking to your doctor to change the dosage or the medication if you still want to get high. I know it might be a hard conversation because cannabis generally aggravates psychosis which is why I assume they were prescribed to you in the first place so your doctor might want you to stop smoking altogether. Just know that it is a risk you are running but that doesn't mean that you can't do it. I personally use cannabis despite taking antipsychotics and I find that although it sometimes does increase the frequency of my symptoms it lowers the intensity of my symptoms and that's a trade off that works for me.","103":"I'd recommend starting with an indica strain. For me personally sativas are more fun but they are also more likely to cause anxiety, so try starting of with an indica and branching out from there.","104":"I'm curious, is it just haldol or any antipsychotic? I'm currently on asenapine and ziprasidone and I had never heard of antipsychotics having any use other than treating psychiatric disorders. I don't really smoke since I've found that it makes my symptoms worse, I'm just curious about the mechanism of how haldol helps.","105":"Them Don't bring a knife to a gunfight This guy Is it too much to ask for both?","106":"I would first see if they're still covered under warranty, if so just send them in to get repairedreplaced. If not this is completely anecdotal but something similar happened to my Crusher ANCs where the plasticpaint layer peeled off. Luckily the layer underneath is also black and it didn't really affect how the headphones looked once it all came off and the touch controls still worked. Again though, that was with Crusher ANCs and just because it worked for me doesn't mean it'll work for you so I recommend checking your warranty first before you risk anything by peeling it off.","107":"I'm not entirely sure what the auto difficulty does but I'm convinced it at least makes your focus charge up slower if you're doing well because I still feel like combat is still challenging on my 2nd playthrough. I feel like I really relied on it on my first playthrough but it feels like it's harder to come by now.","108":"Oh man, this one is going to get a bit personal. I'll try my best to describe why this is my favorite video game of all time without giving any spoilers. One thing I feel comfortable revealing about this game because it's mentioned in the back of the box and in the warning messages that pop up when you boot up the game is that it deals heavily with psychosis. In case you don't know, psychosis is a mental disorder in which a person looses touch with objective reality and is often a symptom of severe mental illnesses such as schizophrenia. It is perhaps not wise to diagnose Senua, a fictional character from the Viking age, with a real psychiatric condition from modern times, but if you had to give her a diagnosis, it would probably be that of schizophrenia. I have schizophrenia. I was diagnosed in at the age of years old and it was devastating. This disease made me drop out of college and loose contact with my friends and family. I tried to explain to the people close to me what was happening to me but it was impossible for anyone to relate to me. I read memoirs of people with schizophrenia and watched movies of people with schizophrenia but when I tried recommending them to my family I quickly learned that there's only so much that reading a book or watching a movie can do to immerse someone into your own reality. It seemed that if even my own family couldn't understand me then I was truly alone. Having schizophrenia is one thing, but the selfstigma that comes from being completely isolated because of it made everything so much worse. I don't remember how I first heard of this game, but when I heard that the main character had psychosis I immediately became interested. I remember watching this trailer for the game and I remember actually shedding a tear at the thought that it could be possible that this game could break down the barrier that surrounded me and help humanize psychosis and by extension, help humanize me. I played the game and I have to say it is the best representation of psychosis that I have come across in video games, books, movies, music, art, or any other medium. It was very realistic, and the story was one that I felt that I could relate to in many ways. This game gave me a voice with which to share to the world that I am not alone, that I am not a freak, and that I am not a monster. This game let me realize that I am a human being. No game has ever come close to achieving something like that for me. I cannot recommend this game enough, and I really hope you do end up playing it. There are so many nuances in the game that I wish I could talk about but that would spoil the game so I guess the best I can say is play it and once you finish it watch this video It describes how Hellblade nails psychosis better than I ever could.","109":"Do I really look like a guy with a plan?","110":"Hey, maybe don't use a mental illness as a derogatory adjective. As someone with schizophrenia I'd appreciate it.","111":"Thanks! I'll try these out!","112":"Shit game from a shit team. Idk why I keep supporting these players, it's like I'm a glutton for disappointment. up at the 75th minute and then this happens. I remember at the start of the season I thought for sure this was going to be the season we finally won the league. Now we can't even beat Villa in the league.","113":"This line legitimately saved my life. After years of struggling with mental illness hearing Tyler say that I am not my mind, that I can control what my mind does to a degree really resonated with me. I still struggle but now I can be more compassionate with myself and be more active in taking back my mind.","114":"Important to note that the cheap tequilas like Jose Cuervo are usually only tequila and sugars and additives. Some real agave tequilas are good enough to be sipped straight like a good whisky","115":"A man of culture I see","116":"Au contraire, you're telling me you wouldn't have a scrumptious chicken nipple soup to suck on when you're sick? I'd be all over them chicken titties.","117":"Rubik's cube Ironically Rubik's makes some of the worst magic cubes out there","118":"That's Ruy Lopez!","119":"A what now?","120":"It really depends on how you plan on using them. The evos have a lot longer battery life and better build quality so if you plan on just using them at home then maybe the evos are right for you. The ANCs have more featuresactive noise cancellation and ambient modeand in my opinion have an even punchier bass, so if you plan on using them while out and about, or simply want the most bass possible, then the ANCs are the way to go.","121":".2 here","122":"I like this take on it. As someone with schizophrenia I also think that it serves to show how repetitive and tiring some voices can get. Especially at first when you only encounter one type of enemy over and over again it kind of feels like what it feels to wake up in the morning hearing voices. At times it feels tiring and makes you think that you are stuck feeling this way forever. But sometimes something is different and you feel a bit of hope and think to yourself this isn't so bad I've done this before. Likewise I feel like everyone who's played Hellblade has felt both emotions the feeling of being stuck in a rut with the same enemies but also eventually the feeling of aha! I know how to beat this demon, I've done it before!","123":"Ode to Sleep is definitely my favorite","124":"Enjoy! These are probably my favorite pair of headphones I have ever tried.","125":"When you have to shoot, shoot. Don't talk","126":"I feel like TOP is getting too entrenched in all the lore. I miss when the boys were all about music. Now I feel like I have to look up a bunch of outlandish theories about what each new song means.","127":"Cheers! I love the blanco!","128":"Cheers!","129":"Tequila Nothing like a fine sipping tequila for a laid back Friday night!","130":"Yeah, poor passing, movement wasn't the best. Ultimately had to be subbed off for Lingard.","131":"Pozole","132":"I can't recommend the Crushers enough. It has an amazing sound even with the bass turned all the way down, but when you turn on that sensory bass it really blows you away. I have both the ANC and the Evo and I guess my recommendation really depends on how you plan to use them. If you plan on just using them at home the Evos have a bit more of a controlled bass, a longer battery life, and better build quality. If you plan on using them to go out and about though the ANC have the active noise cancellation ANC to block out noise when you don't want to listen to the outside world and ambient mode for when you do need to listen to your surroundings. They also have a punchier bass so overall I recommend the ANC. As for earbuds I only have the Indy Evo and I'm very satisfied with them. The sound quality is very good, not as good as the Crushers but still very good for a pair of wireless ear buds. I personally bought them before the Indy ANC came out and I've been thinking of upgrading for the added features ANC, better mic, personalized sound, etc so maybe buying the ANC would be a better option for you as well. That being said there are other options that may better fit your needsbudget so definitely have a look at their website. I personally am thinking of picking up the Dime's so I can always have an extra pair on my keys in case I forget my Indys. Hope this helps!","133":"For me personally I hear voices \"outside\" my head, like for example behind me, next to me, or in another room. However from what I know different people experience voice hearing differently, so others might have internal hallucinations. I also experience delusions of guilt and negative symptoms such as anhedonia, avolition, and social withdrawal. Basically I have depression and social anxiety as a result of my schizophrenia.","134":"We are seeing a rise in schizophrenia cases. A quick Google search shows that unfortunately cases are on the rise at the same time that cannabis use is increasing. As I said it's still up for debate whether or not cannabis can cause schizophrenia outright, but studies with identical twins seem to show cannabis might be enough to push people over the edge that would have been healthy otherwise.","135":"Yeah it's tragic how cannabis can be the root of the problem and yet some will still do anything to seek it out. As for me yeah I'm a male and I was first diagnosed at years old.","136":"This is true. Maybe there should be a middle point where there are no legal consequences but where having an honest discussion about the potential side effects are encouraged before the use of cannabis.","137":"That's honestly a fair point. Maybe the best solution would be to legalize it so no one is imprisoned for it, but to hold it behind a one time prescription to at least encourage people to have a talk with a doctor about what to look out for.","138":"This is honestly a fair point. I can only say schizophrenia is a lot harder to treat then a peanut allergy. Thats why I would say that in an ideal world if it were to be legalized people would at least have access to affordable mental healthcare in case something does go wrong.","139":"It's still a point of debate. From what I've talked with my psychiatrist there are studies with identical twins that show that even if someone is predisposed to developing schizophrenia there is still a chance that they won't. Stressors such as cannabis use or major life stressors are what might push people over the line.","140":"Ideally going to a doctor shouldn't be such an economic hardship, that being said the reality is that for many Americans it would be a problem. One thing I can say though is that a one time conversation with a doctor would be a lot cheaper than years of therapy, psychiatrist appointments, and antipsychotic medications.","141":"Thank you. Ideally if it were to be legalized I'd want it to be a conversation people have with their doctors to talk about the potential risks. Not necessarily need a prescription, but at least have that conversation so people are prepared if something does go awry.","142":"I might get downvoted to hell for this, but it's what the question is asking for so here goes too often in these talks is cannabis referred to as a cureall medical drug with no dangers associated to it. I've heard how alcohol is more dangerous than cannabis a hundred times and these claims often imply that cannabis has no lasting negative side effects. While I'm not debating the claim that cannabis causes less deaths than alcohol, I can't stand by the claim that cannabis has no lasting negative effects. I personally suffer from schizophrenia, a mental illness in which I hear voices that attack my insecurities and try to get me to kill myself by convincing me how much better the world would be without me. I wouldn't wish this hell on anybody. While my personal schizophrenia was not caused by cannabis, there is plenty of evidence pointing to some form of relationship between the two. In my road to recovery I have met plenty of people who share my diagnosis who's symptoms only get worse with cannabis, and many whose schizophrenia was brought on by using cannabis. I say brought on and not caused because it's still a point of debate about whether or not cannabis can cause schizophrenia in an individual by it's own, however it is pretty clear that in individuals who are genetically at risk for developing schizophrenia, cannabis can be the factor that pushes them into psychosis. I know too many people who's lives have been forever changed because they used cannabis for me to support recreational legalization at the federal level. We just don't know enough yet about who is at risk for developing schizophrenia to let such a dangerous substance be readily available to all. I'm sorry if I upset those in favor of legalization, this is just my experience with cannabis.","143":"I don't. It's often peddled as a miracle cure for many ailments, and although sometimes it does help with certain conditions such as seizures, it does the complete opposite it my case. I suffer from schizophrenia and smoking weed can often exacerbate symptoms. I already hear voices and feel paranoid constantly, I don't need cannabis to make that any worse than it already is.","144":"My ex","145":"Titanus Doug is stupid and looks more like a Gerald than a Doug","146":"GTA Online, it truly is such an amazing game except for of the people who play it.","147":"It's a great game! Take it slowly, really listen to the story, and use headphones!!","148":"Oh I know him! That's Greg! Hi Greg!","149":"twentyone pilots","150":"You just offended my entire race of people.... but yes.","151":"iT's cOMiNg HoME!","152":"Once a Red...","153":"I wouldn't really call this game horror, at least not in the same way that resident evil is. There aren't any jumpascares or anything like that well maybe one lol it's more of a psychological thriller. That being said you definitely need headphones to play this game, it makes the 3d binaural audio of this game 100x better!","154":"Hi there! I also have schizophrenia and I absolutely love this game! The portrayal of schizophrenia in this game is so realistic that the first time I played this game I had to take breaks because I was afraid that it might actually trigger psychosis. After a while though I acclimated to the game and really got to enjoy the story. It's hard to describe how this game portrays psychosis without spoiling anything, but basically it's a puzzle game where Senua's delusions make her believe that there are runes hidden in her world and that she must find them in order to progress on her journey to Helheim to save the soul of her lover, Dillion. The game does a fantastic job of making the player understand her struggle and helps destigmatize people who suffer from psychotic mental illness. If you still haven't checked out the accolades trailer for the game I recommend that you do. It gives you an idea of just how impactful the game is. I also recommend that you watch the short documentary included in the game and this review if you really want to see how the game developers portray psychosis, but these two might have spoilers so I recommend watching them once you are done with the game if you don't want anything spoiled. Overall this game is the most realistic and empathic portrayal I have seen of psychosis. I hope you enjoy it as much as I do!","155":"Hey! I'm graduating from UC Davis next month! Go Ags!","156":"Bruh that's not even a brontosaurus, it's a brachiosaurus","157":"Thanks! I'll give it a try!","158":"So as someone who just downloaded the game into my quest yesterday, how does one reload an LMG? I've tried every class in training and I figured out how to reload all the other guns but I just haven't been able to figure out the LMGs","159":"Sounds oddly specific but ok","160":"Finally, a real stroke meme","161":"of the time","162":"Thank you, medications and therapy definitely help!","163":"For me personally they're random voices, but I know for some people it's the voices of friends and family","164":"Damn, they're really predestined to become unagi sushi huh","165":"Yeah, thankfully medications can make them happen less often and be less extreme","166":"Yeah, not entire persons like in your meme, just voices that are often very negative. This video really shows what it's like without medications.","167":"I was diagnosed with schizophrenia four years ago and I find this hilarious! I only wish the meds really worked that fast","168":"She's a beauty!","169":"No wonder they're endangered","170":"Now I am become penis, the destroyer of worlds","171":"PSC Abnormal Psychology Relatively easy class about all sorts of mental disorders. Great if you or someone you know suffers from a mental illness so you can learn more about it. It's also a good idea to know at least the basics on disorders that aren't as well known as anxiety and depression.","172":"Behold! A man!","173":"I can smell this picture","174":"Hellblade has had an incredibly positive impact on me. I personally suffer from schizophrenia, so finding a game that represents psychosis so well was very meaningful for me. I was diagnosed back in and as soon as I was diagnosed I wanted to learn as much about my disorder as I could. I read some books like \"The Day the Voices Stopped\" by Ken Steele and \"The Quiet Room\" by Lori Schiller, but although they helped me learn about myself I felt very lonely with my diagnosis. I felt as if no one understood what I was going through and I didn't think that anyone would bother reading a book to try to understand what I go through. Then I looked at movies and shows and although there was one good movie about schizophrenia, A Beautiful Mind, most were about serial killers whose voices commanded them to kill. Because of this I didn't feel like I could recommend movies to friends and family because I feared that if they watched them they would get the wrong idea about psychosis and start to fear me even more than they already did. When I heard about Hellblade I thought it would be the same as the movies, where schizophrenia would be portrayed negatively. That being said, the person that recommended it on rschizophrenia said it was a very good representation of schizophrenia so I was cautiously optimisticly. When I finally played it I was amazed! The hallucinations were so realistic that I had to take breaks so that it wouldn't trigger my own hallucinations. I loved that Senua's psychosis wasn't just a gimmick that caused her to be violent, but rather an honest part of her that she lived with that stemmed from the violence and trauma in her life, not the other way around. This game made me see that it is possible for others to understand me, and it made me not feel so alone anymore. I had my girlfriend play it and we had a lot of conversations about what Hellblade got right about psychosis and how I have been living with it. I also let another friend borrow it about a week ago, though I am still waiting for his feedback. Overall I'd say that Hellblade has had a larger impact on my life than any other game, movie, book, or any other form of media. I'm glad you liked the game and that it helped you with your mental health struggles too!","175":"Can we all just agree that with being so shitty No Nut November will be omitted this year? The year has taken so much from us, please don't take away the nut too!","176":"A class about mental health. It would be great if highschoolers knew about all the different mental disorders, especially since many start affecting people around their high school or college years. The class should also cover how to get treatment for themselves and their loved ones.","177":"Micah Bell. Fuck that rat!","178":"Please don't fart in my face when I'm about to eat you out. It's already happened to me once and I don't want it to happen again","179":"Making a girl squirt for the first time in her life","180":"Happy cake day!","181":"I like it so much I might ask Nicholas Cage to steal it for me","182":"FIFAyou can negotiate your salary to be hundreds of dollars a week plus bonuses and never run the risk of death","183":"Thanks!","184":"Ooouur","185":"Gott in Himmel!","186":"Thank you!","187":"Thanks! I'll be assisting in an abnormal psychology class","188":"Yo but honestly can the year rule be years plus one day? We're gonna be major assholes memeing about while everyone commemorates the 20th anniversary","189":"I really recommend that you watch the feature if you haven't already! I also really recommend this review. Both of these really made this game into so much more than a videogame for me","190":"Thank you! Looks like I'm getting myself a new Kindle!","191":"I guess the character doesn't salute, after all","192":"It's a meme reference to a video game in which the main character attends a funeral of a soldier. If played on PC the player is given the prompt \"Press F to pay respects\". After doing so the character salutes the soldier and pays his respects.","193":"F","194":"Flames non withstanding, that's probably the smoothest landing I've ever seen with or without landing gear!","195":"? More like units away from graduating with an art degree! Wow! Don't stop drawing! You're so talented!","196":"Not only is the end not the definition of psychosis, he stole that line from Lex Luthor in Batman v Superman Lois Lane You're psychotic. Lex Luthor There is a three syllable word for any thought too big for little minds.","197":"Same with me. I can have lazy eye on command by just relaxing my eyes. This makes it so I can see double, which makes seeing the hidden images very easy. I asked my optometrist about it once, he said it wasn't \"normal\" per se as most people can't do that, but it is in no way harmful or rare.","198":"I'm in this picture and I don't like it","199":"I'm schizophrenic, and I approve this message","200":"I just noticed this typo, my bad","201":"I was going to say that that looks like dangerous flying conditions, but they are on a bombing run over fascist Italy so I guess it's the most dangerous thing they did that day. Amazing!","202":"Easy.","203":"Don't threaten me with a good time","204":"I don't know too many resources that are specifically about this. Maybe the women's resources center can help or maybe even some of the premed sororities. Mujeres ayudando la raza might help too.","205":"Man, fuck you! Take my upvote but fuck you!","206":"!Ajua! in Spanish pronounced as ahwhoah","207":"I would get arrested andor fined for failing to appear for jury duty. Luckily one of the lawyers excused me from jury duty so I was able to go to my sister's wedding after all.","208":"I was called up to jury duty and I explained how I needed to be at my sister's wedding that Friday as her witness. The judge hit me with the, \"Well, YOU'RE not the one getting married so you have to stay\" I wasn't that surprised at his response since he hadn't excused a woman whose year old mother had been hospitalized a few days before and had only a few days to live she actually died the following day because, \"well, they can't GUARANTEE that she'll die so you have to stay\". During a break I went to the restroom and decided that if they were going to be like that I was going to disrespect their courthouse in anyway I could. Purposely missing the toilet and pissing on the floor seemed too basic, plus I didn't want to leave evidence, so I decided to rub one out for Lady Justice in the toilet. My proudest fap to this day.","209":"What is it you want to bring awareness too? There might be a specific organization on campus that might be helpful for your subject.","210":"Here's a pretty interesting video about it","211":"Yeah the Bkackbird's \"stealth\" came mostly from flying too high to be detected by most radars. Once it was detected, especially as radar technology got better, it was too fast to track and shoot down. It wasn't so much that the enemy couldn't see it, they just knew that there wasn't a damn thing they could do to stop it.","212":"wHiTE mALeS iN MaSks iLLegaLy CrOSs bORdeR tO DUmP prEciOus ReSOurCeS tHaT cOULd hAVe bEeN useD tO proVIdE dRInkInG wATeR fOr loCAL rEsiDeNTs iN nEed!","213":"I guess I was working on the assumption that everyone is up to date with recent paleontological findings which is a pretty dumb assumption to make. My apologies uZebulen15","214":"Sorry, I didn't mean to be too mean about it, but the xisxdespitethefactthatalltheexpertsagreeitsy argument always makes me unreasonably mad. It's basically the same format of the antivax argument and other antiscience arguments","215":"Nope. Modern birds, which all belong in the class aves, are all part of the clade maniraptoria which are a part of the therapod suborder. They are probably most closely related to members of the the avialae family such as confuciusornis and eoconfuciusornis. If you think your understanding of what is a bird and what is a reptile is better than that of paleontologists, ecologists, and phylogenists, you might want to reconsider how much you really know about anything.","216":"Idk, the way some birds grab their prey they dig their talons in the prey to make sure they don't escape. It's basically like being stabbed by multiple swords at once. That poor animal may have been dead before the bird even took off","217":"Watch for collateral damage! We out here trying to roast this man while you're nuking the whole thread!","218":"The fact that you said minutes and not hoursdays or anything longer really cracked me up. Enjoy your silver!","219":"Interesting, I've always seen these with elaborate patterns that take up the whole image so I assumed it had something to do with that. I had never seen one as bare as text on a white background","220":"Your honor, I'm not denying I had unsolicited sex with the plaintiff, I'm just saying it was an accident!","221":"Not surprised","222":"Don't worry you'll get by with a useless degree thanks to bosses that'll hire you so that they can fantasize about fucking you. They'll hit on you every day and every time they do it'll be a reminder that your only worth comes from the satisfaction your looks bring to horny old men.","223":"This is honestly very impressive. I'm honestly curious on how those words popped up when nothing else did","224":"Ironically the only reason I found out I have sleep apnea is because I was referred to a psychiatrist for possible depression and she suggested doing a sleep study to rule out other causes for my low mood. In the end I have sleep apnea and another psychiatric illness, but it just goes to show how tightly interconnected your mental health and physical health really are.","225":"Omg!!!! I thought I was the only one with a cabbage allergy. It made me go into anaphylaxis once in highschool! Definitely stay away from it the best you can or at least make sure you have some antihistamines before going near it","226":"I've wanted this game for a while now! Looks like I gotta get an aim controller now!","227":"uRepostSleuthBot","228":"I didn't expect to be called out today when I opened Reddit, but here I am","229":"Don't do that. Don't give me hope.","230":"Yes that's why I said that. It was an intentional understatement.","231":"Tie a noose around your mind Loose enough to breath fine and tie it To a tree tell it, you belong to me, this ain't a noose This is a leash and I have news for you You must obey me Holding on to You by Twenty One Pilots","232":"Honestly better than hitting that chandelier","233":"I wouldn't bring legacies into this, Second Reich I hear the Third Reich wasn't very well received.","234":"Pay some respect to the original Kaisers!","235":"I'm a grownass man, why am I crying over a cute video right now??","236":"Quite the college education!","237":"Interesting, I would have imagined that composition would have been emphasized considering criminal justice requires plenty of legal reading and writing.","238":"I find it interesting that you seem to believe that not being arrested is an achievement. That is a very low bar to set.","239":"other people's comma after lobbies is incorrect as it separates an essential concluding adverb clause from the main subject clause They didn't teach composition in your school? That's too bad, Mr. Ithinkthathavingacollegeeducationmakesmebetterthanmypeers.","240":"I can only imagine how disappointed you would have been in yourself if as a little girl someone would have told you this is how your career in journalism would turn out. I bet as a child you dreamed of being a worldclass journalist writing about only the most important and complicated topics, traveling the world for a story and asking the hard questions when interviewing world leaders. Instead, while an American president is facing impeachment, tensions between the US and Iran are skyhigh, Australia is consumed by forest fires, the British royal family is in turmoil, and a Russian president is trying to change the constitution so he can stay in power indefinitely, your editors asked you to write about a community in an obscure website where people ask strangers to say mean things about them. I bet your editors gave you this assignment secretly hoping you would participate so that we can tell you all the things they wish they could tell you.","241":"Might just be a fake brand used as a prop. If it were real they may have made the label more visible to get a sponsorship.","242":"Finally! Someone in my league! I was getting tired of courting nothing but hagfish!","243":"I guess what I'm trying to say is that Shazam is stronger head to head, but the fact that Shazam is his weakness because of his age, not because of his magic is paradoxically one of Superman's strengths of character.","244":"If I remember correctly Shazam recently beat Superman in The Shazam Who Laughs, but not necessarily because he was stronger. In fact the reason he was able to defeat him makes it clear that they could never fight fair and square. Superman admitted that that even though he knew what was at stake, every time he hit Shazam he couldn't shake the image of Billy in his head, and Superman was afraid to hurt him. Because of this Superman held back even if didn't want to. I think this shows us that there can't be a fair fight between the two because the morals that Superman stands for will always get in the way. You might argue that he wouldn't hold back under mind control, but by controlling Superman's mind you rob him of his values, thereby stripping him of his biggest strengths. It kind of becomes a sort of paradox. I would still consider Superman more powerful individually, but head to head I think Shazam will almost always come out on top except for cases where the story demands Superman to win.","245":"Jesus Christ! Me too! Well except for stamps but I collect fountain pens, knives, coins, and comics too!","246":"Good to hear uIDontLikeTandemBikes, keep being the absolute roast master that you are lol","247":"Bro... you good? Like you're right but that came from a place of so much hate I just wanna know if you're ok uIDontLikeTandemBikes"}}