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them as part of yourself
The autonomic nervous system is composed of motor neurons that send messages to
involuntary muscles and glands It was long described as functioning below the level of
consciousness This is why medical researchers believed there was no way to deliberately calm
these organs Thankfully recent biofeedback research has shown that we can gain some
voluntary control over autonomic governance It has also shown that merely sensing these
pains is key to relaxing them At first you will find that many of the sensations am describing
are impenetrable to introspection This is because they are preverbal and nondeclarative
Chapter Listen to Your Heart and Gut
You dont yet have words for them and how they affect you But just because you cannot
articulate how they make you feel doesnt mean you cant feel them if you concentrate
Think about the aspect of you that is shocked when you are immersed in frigid water or
woken up by an alarm clock set too loud It should run down the midline of your body from
your neck to your lower spine by way of your chest and gut When you locate the physical
borders of this sensation you will have found your trauma core the cause of internal agitation
that makes you feel panicky unbalanced and demoralized Once you have found it console it
Usually you try to rise above the pain pretending that it is not there Dive down into it
Incorporate the meditative and mindfulness practices from Chapter into this search
While alone with your pain you will experience boredom and impatience It will make this
exercise frustrating until you realize that the boredom is restlessness stemming from the same
visceral unease you are trying to dispel Meditating on your bodily pain can be mundane or it
can be an exciting adventure if you approach it with shoshin Shoshin is a concept in Zen
Buddhism meaning beginners mind It denotes an openness curiosity eagerness and a lack
of preconceptions when exposed to something familiar Imagine yourself as a psychonaut a
sailor of the soul exploring your mind and body The more you map the territory and
understand the lay of the land the better you will control your emotions
Scientists know babies to be experts at selfsoothing They listen attentively to their
sympathetic nervous system We forgot how because as we grew up we realized that paying
attention to our internal milieu demands attentive resources And attention is limited Babies
cannot change their environment so they are forced to change their response to it They have
no recourse but to calm themselves Children and adults on the other hand learn to change
their environment and manipulate people to fix a situation Unfortunately by age five we think
that the best way to selfsoothe is to bring about an increase in our social standing You can
however revert to infancy bypass the ego and the social machinations and take a shortcut
straight to the center of the problem by confronting the tumultuous activity within your body at
its source
Cats often sit close to a wall and stare at it for minutes at a time used to think this was
absurd However since expanded my interoceptive senses find myself doing this sort of
thing frequentlystaring blankly at nothing It is not boring to stare at a wall if you are also
gazing into your visceral milieu The more time you spend surveying and relaxing the activity in
your spine stomach heart face vocal tract intestines and genitals the more you can cleanse
them with peace
Myofascial Release for the Gut
used to get regular pangs in my stomach during social confrontations These felt like electrical
shocks a few inches behind the belly button Such pangs are caused by the clenching of the
abdominals along with smooth muscle of the gastrointestinal tract They are responsible for the
sinking sensation in the pit of the stomach resulting in a strong predilection to submit You lose
all will to fight when intense gut pain kicks in
This visceral pain is due to the activation of latent trigger points resulting in the
stimulation of pain receptors in and around the digestive pathway These receptors span the
thorax abdomen and pelvis They respond to stretching swelling and oxygen deprivation
The areas are in chronic pain because they have been braced for so long Some experts believe
PROGRAM PEACE Self Care Exercises to Reprogram Your Mind and Body
that irritable bowel syndrome and a host of other gastrointestinal problems are exacerbated by
bracing In the next exercise we will use compression to massage these bracing patterns away
Interoception Exercise Compressing the Internal Organs
Lay over a large firm ball and press it gently into your stomach A soccer ball volleyball or
basketball work well You can do this lying on the floor or in bed The easiest way is to stand
or kneel by the corner of a bed Place the basketball on that corner of the mattress and drape
the upper half of your body over it Either way you want to have good control of how deeply
you press the ball into your abdominal cavity It is important to be stable and comfortable
The discomfort that this causes in your stomach may be very intense at first Proceed gently
and focus on applying firm pressure to the abdomen from the bottom of the ribs to the
pelvis Pressure applied to the lower ribs will also help stretch and manipulate the
diaphragm You should notice that the tension in your stomach will not give in to the ball
unless you are breathing slow smooth breaths Relax pace your breaths and use abdominal
compression to unwind the vice clenching your innards
This practice pulls stress out of your body by its roots Once you use a basketball to rid your
midsection of the aching you will vastly reduce your potential for experiencing gutwrenching
pain The first time deeply compressed my abdomen was immediately reminded of the long
forgotten feeling of being kicked in the stomach in second grade This indicated that was
finding and releasing points of tension that had been harboring since early childhood As
continued the searing discomfort in my stomach caused me to have flashbacks to other long
forgotten traumatic episodes My brain was asking Hey are you sure its okay to relax the
abdomen to this extent given these memories When your brain asks you this question
reassure it that it is aokay This gut compression technique is powerful because if you can get
rid of the pain in your gut you will become far less susceptible to intimidation
The gastrointestinal tract from mouth to anus is feet long It is lined by a vast network
of neurons which form a regional administrative center This amounts to a miniature brain with
over million neurons This is more than the brain of a mouse which has around million
neurons This miniature brain is needed to perform various digestive behaviors with which your
mind cannot be bothered Chances are your guts brain has an anxiety disorder and it braces
the muscles it controls endlessly Compressing away its bracing patterns may be the best way to
communicate to this entity that there is no reason for it to be anxious
Heart Rate
The heart is another entity within your body that you need to convince to loosen up and
simmer down Like the gut the heart has its own neural network containing over
neurons This is less than a fruit fly but more than a snail This minibrain
allows the heart to perceive and process information make decisions and even demonstrate a
form of learning and memory More than likely your hearts brain like your guts brain has
become convinced that your environment is lifethreatening We need to trick our hearts into
believing the opposite
Chapter Listen to Your Heart and Gut
The heart is a hollow muscular organ that uses repetitive rhythmic contractions to keep
blood pumping through the bodys blood vessels Even some of the simplest invertebrate
animals have hearts Mollusks like clams arthropods like insects and even many types of
worms have them Some animals even have multiple hearts The human heart beats slightly
more than once every second about times per day as many as billion times over
ones lifetime Each beat is powerful enough to send blood spurting up to three meters if
the aorta is severed Every hour it dispenses around gallons of blood Thats gallons