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"value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment think of me as a friend i don't judge i can't i'm a computer "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how are you doing today"
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"value": "i'm doing alright"
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"value": "that's good"
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"value": "where are you from originally"
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"value": "uh originally i'm from california"
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"value": "uh born in glendale"
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"value": "really"
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"value": "nice"
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"value": "how do you like your living situation"
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"value": "i'm not too happy with it"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "why"
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"value": "uh just unemployed at the moment but uh"
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"value": "actively seeking uh"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "uh doing what i'm supposed to be doing uh there are some uh "
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"value": "some prospects there but hopefully i'll learn something today"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "it can be tough to find a good job these days"
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"value": "do you have roommates"
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"value": "yeah"
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"value": "what's it like for you living with them"
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"value": "well i have one it's a girlfriend so i consider her a roommate a lover type thing"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "oh"
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"value": "how close are you to them"
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"value": "pardon me"
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"value": "how close are you to them"
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"value": "um we're pretty close"
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"value": "how do you know them"
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"value": "uh i met her last year and uh"
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"value": "we've been through some"
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"value": "troubling times but uh we're starting to see a light at the end of the tunnel"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good"
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"value": "tell me more about that"
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"value": "uh"
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"value": "the troubling times"
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"value": "uh"
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"value": "i would"
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"value": "let me see uh"
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"value": "well"
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"value": "i had uh gotten a d_u_i last year and uh lost my job i'm a truck driver by trade so "
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"value": "uh that kinda"
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"value": "threw me way off uh having a fourteen hundred dollar a week job uh and then going to nothing kinda like plus losing my my license kinda really threw me off"
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"value": "and uh I couldn't um"
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"value": "i haven't really uh"
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"value": "found anything that i was interested in uh so i started cooking"
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"value": "and our trying to see which other route i can go as far as uh having some kind of a career and uh"
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"value": "so"
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"value": "i'm choose choosing to go into the culinary field but you know uh meanwhile i still have to work it's hard to find work with uh without going to school "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah"
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"value": "and uh so"
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"value": "but i think today uh i applied at ralphs so hopefully i'll get that job i should have that job actually so"
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"value": "but i'm starting to see a light like i said at the end of the tunnel now a little by little"
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"value": "mhm"
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"value": "that's good"
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"value": "what's your dream job"
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"value": "my dream job would be probably forestry service"
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"value": "out in the wilderness yeah"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "really"
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"value": "i like being alone"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how did you decide to do that"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "pardon me"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how did you decide to do that"
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"value": "well"
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"value": "you know i have a a lot of for animals i'm an exotic animal trainer by trade and uh so and i like being i don't like people too much"
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"value": "uh so being outdoors and uh i've always enjoyed being outdoors that's how i like being a truck driver i've traveled the world"
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"value": "i don't necessarily like being in a warehouse or an office i'm of a a"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "mhm"
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"value": "outdoors type of guy so"
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"value": "yeah"
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"value": "i'd love to hear about one of your trips"
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"value": "uh one of my trips would be uh"
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"value": "um it's been hard lately it's been probably hard for the last uh"
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"value": "you know they they give me the same advice that you know that i you know give myself or whatever that i would give to others"
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"value": "uh but it's always helpful if you hear it from somebody else somebody who"
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"value": "will be has a you know are are you know they go to school for this so you know"
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"value": "right"
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"value": "that's so good to hear"
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"value": "yeah"
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"value": "what sort of changes have you noticed since you've been going to therapy"
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"value": "well i don't go anymore uh so um"
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"value": "i kinda miss it you know like i said uh"
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"value": "i miss it a lot actually but uh"
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"value": "it's just one of those things you know i just deal with it you know uh according to you know if i ever get a chance to go to therapy again i probably will"
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"value": "why did you stop"
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"value": "um well monetary reasons and uh"
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"value": "you know uh i don't have health insurance there's a lot of things that you know i'd like to do but i can't you know um "
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"value": "yeah"
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"value": "you know money situation's not that great right now so"
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"value": "i'm sorry"
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"value": "how would your best friend describe you"
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"value": "how does my friends describe me"
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"value": "yeah"
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"value": "laughs i you know i laugh a i laugh a lot"
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"value": "mhm"
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"value": "and uh so "
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"value": " who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life "
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"value": "someone who has been a positive influence in my life"
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"value": "yeah"
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"value": "uh probably my boss one of my bosses uh when i first started with uh"
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"value": "mhm"
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"value": "sort of let me know that you know that there's nothing that i really can't accomplish if i put my mind to it"
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"value": "that sounds like a great situation"
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"value": "yeah it was"
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"value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to"
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"value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me"
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"value": "you're welcome"
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"value": "goodbye"
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