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"value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today"
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"value": "i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment"
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"value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'll ask a few questions to get us started and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential "
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"value": "are you okay with this"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "so how are you doing today"
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"value": "quite well"
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"value": "feel good"
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"value": "that's good"
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"value": "where are you from originally"
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"value": "los angeles california here"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "really"
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"value": "mhm"
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"value": "um native born los angelinos"
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"value": "yeah"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what do you do now"
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"value": "i uh"
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"value": "home school my ten year old son and uh"
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"value": "i'm a home maker i have five children and married twenty two years"
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"value": "wow"
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"value": "mhm"
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"value": "do you travel a lot"
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"value": "so that's a full time job huh"
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"value": "do you travel a lot"
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"value": "uh somewhat we can we went to israel about two months ago um"
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"value": "for a pilgrimmage with our church yeah so i would say yes i've traveled a bit"
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"value": "uh well most recently we like two months ago went to israel for a pilgrimmage we were gone about nine days and"
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"value": "it was fabulous it was we spent the first five days in chorazine"
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"value": "which is near the uh"
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"value": "and in a place called uh uh"
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"value": "uh we stayed in a place called adonis galilea which is a um"
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"value": "a house for that welcomes"
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"value": "that's so good to hear"
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"value": "what do you enjoy about traveling"
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"value": "um i i enjoy like really the most important thing i enjoy is like meeting the people and and of course seeing the the history i mean especially israel i mean it's the "
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"value": "it's totally ancient but um"
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"value": "most most i enjoy is is the the people i think to uh get a better understanding of how different cultures um"
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"value": "okay"
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"value": "do you consider yourself an introvert"
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"value": "no"
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"value": "not at all"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "why"
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"value": "just don't"
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"value": "i you know all my life i've always been"
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"value": "i remember my younger brother always"
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"value": "um joking and saying that i i would talk to anybody and i will i'll talk to just about anybody"
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"value": "just because i enjoy learning about other people"
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"value": "that's good"
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