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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "are you okay with this "
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"value": "yes"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "so how are you doing today "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "<laughter> "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "fine how are you"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'm great thanks"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "where are you from originally"
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"value": "uh watts california but now i live in west l_a "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "really"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "<laughter> yes"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things you really like about l_a"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i love uh the sunshine i love the palm trees i love that um you're thirty minutes away from everything it's a great city "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "the traffic it's terrible "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i see what you mean "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what'd you study at school "
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"value": "i studied child development "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "cool "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "are you still working in that "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah actually i uh teach children how to be safe in uh traffic situations "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "awesome"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what's your dream job "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "oh my dream job is to be a filmmaker that's what i wanna do i wanna die doing that job making movies "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how did you decide to do that "
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"value": "well when i was uh in high school i did a lot of drama theater productions and i just love everything about film so once i had the opportunity to actually make a film uh because i wasn't getting any work as an actor i just got hooked i just love making film"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's great "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "<laughter> "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "when was the last time that happened "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "last time i made a film just this last october made a short film "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what was it about"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "<laughter> it's about three people that connect together they're completely unrelated but they get to a retreat where they realize that their problems are bigger than what they imagined originally"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "mhm"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that sounds interesting "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "thanks <laughter> "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things that make you really mad "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "really mad uh "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "<laughter> really mad i"
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"value": "you know i guess what makes me really mad is when my daughter acts stupid at school when she does not do her work and uh when she doesn't pay attention and i have to get phone calls home and letters home and emergency parent conferences that's what makes me mad "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "uh oh "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that sucks "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "<laughter> yeah yeah it sucks she's one of the smartest kids in her school "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "do you find it easy to be a parent "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "no it's it's it's very difficult because a lot of things in yourself that"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "you find are negative go to them and it's like you're fighting against yourself trying to change yourself but you know that little person is you"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "you know times a hundred and it's just difficult to deal with that but um"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "other than that it it's okay but it's being a parent is never easy "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what's the hardest thing about being a parent "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "<sigh> "
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"value": "the hardest thing about being a parent "
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"value": "i would say is"
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"value": "trying to give"
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"value": "that little person so much life experience so that they don't make mistakes or so that they don't get hurt and you wanna give it to them and you want them to just accept it right away but then they don't so"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "it gets very uh "
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"value": "um"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "annoying sometimes that you know what's coming and you give them the info and they don't wanna take it they wanna find their own way and to watch them get hurt"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "it's it's sad and then they wanna come to you and you're like ugh i tried to tell you but you can't be mad at them because everybody learns their own way so "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "uh huh"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that sounds really hard "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "mm"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah i guess for a while when when you think about it uh when you watch them go through their struggles it's hard to watch"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "but it's a necessary motion of life children have to learn the way they wanna learn 'cause once they get it they got it so however they get it"
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"value": "you as a parent you're happy they got it "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what's the best thing about being a parent "
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"value": "<sigh> all the love the children bestow upon you it's great they "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "aw"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah they love <lo> you know love you and all especially my daughter she always wants to give me hugs"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "she always wants to talk to me she always wants to be around me uh she always tells me i'm doing a great job when i'm like <laughter> what does she know about a great job she's only seven but"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "<laughter> "
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"value": "you know they have that unconditional love and you just can't help but feel like a good person for"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "having the children tell you that you're a good person so"
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"value": "i like that "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's so good to hear "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "hmm"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what do you think of today's kids "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "oh <laughter> my god they're"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "ooh <sigh> they're you know it like albert einstein said it best that our technology has exceeded our humanity"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "and there's so much technology out there kids are learning so fast it's almost like they're already little adults but"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "they're missing the steps to being a child they miss going outside they miss learning about things naturally rather than just going to youtube or"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "you know wherever facebook and and getting it so fast and they don't know what to do with all this information"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "and they just have to fight through all that info and they the it's not organic anymore children growing up these days it's not organic it's sped up it's pushed"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "uh huh "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "and it's just so hard for them to figure out who they are in this world so that's what's wrong"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah i see what you mean "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "hmm"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what do you do when you're annoyed "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "me <laughter> just <sharp inhale> breathe in <sharp exhale> and breathe out or i'll just walk away from the situation "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "argued "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i argued with my fiancee uh a couple months ago about"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "gosh i forgot i i forgot i don't remember "
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"value": "and then uh we reconnected and we went on a date and it was great ever since"
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"value": "my family we're pretty close my brother lives in colorado my sister lives in oklahoma i have a dad that lives in a neighboring city where i am um"
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"value": "i don't travel enough but i have traveled a couple of times uh within the last five years i just came back from new zealand so that was a great experience "
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"value": "i enjoy meeting new people that's the biggest thing about traveling i like seeing new things i like just immersing myself in different cultures and situations and i like"
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"value": "just being away from it all that's that's good too"
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"value": "well i went to new zealand uh not too long ago and i had <ha>"
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"value": "stayed there for a week um i learned about celsius 'cause you know here we have fahrenheit and that was fun uh i learned how to play cricket "
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"value": "and um i learned that they have a lot of lamb lamb is good i like lamb but they had a lot of lamb oh and their seafood <seaf> seafood i can't eat but they do have really great chocolate chocolate is <sigh> it was so good"
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"value": "and ice cream was good too and uh the people were really really nice they it was a very special time for me to go there it was great and they accepted me i love that and yeah can't wait to go back "
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"value": "that sounds like a great situation "
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"value": "<laughter> yes it was"
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"value": "some of my best qualities um"
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"value": "that's good "
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"value": "no "
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"value": "<laughter> uh i guess i get pretty moody you know i could be a little little snappy at people when i don't sleep well when i have"
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"value": "okay "
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"value": "no no no changes no"
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"value": "okay "
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"value": "<laughter> just waking up in the morning <laughter> it's always a great thing uh i love ice cream that's always good"
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"value": "that's so good to hear "
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"value": "and that's what i wanna do i definitely wanna get into acting and really work it and get some really good roles so he's been a positive influence he stayed out of trouble"
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"value": "oh we went to junior high school and high school together so he's my best friend "
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"value": "that's a long time"
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"value": "<laughter> yes it is "
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"value": "wow there's so many uh "
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"value": "had uh these bag of m and m's and we had went to a play"
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"value": "and there were two girls that were a couple of rows down that you know we didn't particularly care for but you know that's how kids are you just they don't know how to you know they say they don't like somebody but you know"
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"value": "anyway but we got these m and m's and while the it was dark we start throwing m and m's and hitting 'em in the head with the m and m's and then we came to school like three days later uh we were summoned and there was a mock trial"
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"value": "so we were able to get ourselves off on like the entire group had found us not guilty of the crime"
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"value": "and but then we got in trouble anyway because our teacher just wouldn't allow us to not get in trouble so we had to clean up the yard for like two days "
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"value": "oh man you name it uh i love scuba diving i've only done it twice but i love it wanna get back into it like traveling"
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"value": "that i love watching movies you put me in front of a good movie and i'm a happy camper so"
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"value": "that's about it hanging out with family "
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"value": "okay "
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"value": "anything i regret hmm <deep breath> you know what i think i <laughter> i probably regret"
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"value": "going up to will smith when i had the chance "
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"value": "can you tell me about that "
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"value": "yeah uh will smith was coming up the street and i saw him and i got so nervous i jumped in the bushes and"
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"value": "i didn't meet him uh my boss at the time thought it was really funny but i just i wasn't ready to meet him yet so but i think i regret meeting him "
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"value": "i understand "
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"value": "advice i would give myself ten or twenty years ago"
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"value": "i would probably say that when my gut told me to do something i should've just went on ahead and did it rather than sit and analyze it you know days weeks months later if i feel it in my gut i should go for it so go with my gut more "
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"value": "when was the last time you felt really happy "
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"value": "really happy "
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"value": "really happy i i had a film festival that i was putting together and things were so intense we things were going wrong but then things were going right but then once the people came and packed the house"
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"value": "yeah "
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"value": "cool "
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"value": "what are you most proud of in your life "
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"value": "<sigh> let's see i think right now at this point i'm most proud of putting a short film together with a minimal budget but it has amazing actors it has a great storyline and"
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"value": "i didn't think it could be done but it's done or close to being done and i'm i'm proud of that i was able to get it done i think i could walk away happy knowing that i gave it a really good"
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"value": "shot and i think this movie is probably going to take me and the rest of my film crew buddies to higher heights"
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"value": "that's great "
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"value": "oh really "
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"value": "mhm"
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"value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me "
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"value": "alright well what was your name again "
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"value": "i'm ellie"
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"value": "ah ellie "
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"value": "goodbye "
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"value": "goodbye "
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