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"value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started "
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"value": "okay"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "are you okay with this"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yes"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "so how are you doing today"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "pretty good a little tired"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "where are you from originally"
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"value": "seattle washington"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "really"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "why'd you move to l_a"
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"value": "uh when i was eighteen my mom and dad decided we wanted to move to california and uh so we moved down to pasadena uh actually monrovia first and i've been here ever since "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's a long time"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how often do you go back to your home town"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i did about two years ago i went up for work and a look around the area"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "nice"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how easy was it for you to get used to living in l_a"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "pretty easy actually"
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"value": "i do adapt"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things you really like about l_a"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "the warm weather not having rain nine months of the year um"
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"value": "people mainly"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "uh huh"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "the uh the area how big it is the traffic"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "when i first got here the smog that's better now"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah i see what you mean"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "do you consider yourself an introvert"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "no when i was younger i was but i got outta that with work i did"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "can you tell me about that"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "sure when i became when i my mom died and i needed work i went for a job that was called petitioning"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "and uh you have to go in front of stores and talk to people about signing petitions"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "and you do that after awhile you don't get shy about talking to anybody also when i was in school i took public speaking and i learned that really liked it more than i thought i would"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "so i so i did the census job i actually got up in front of groups of people and talked to them and showed them how to take the test and i enjoyed it"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay "
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"value": "what do you do now"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "right now i'm working on getting all my licenses for selling insurance"
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"value": "um"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "and i'm gonna start work uh trying to get money from people to uh help kids in the uh in the world"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's great"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how did you decide to do that"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "well the on the uh job helping kids was also a paid job i needed a paid job"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "the uh one for insurance was i was getting older and i needed work that was steady and that's something i can do till i'm eighty five or ninety or whatever "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "uh huh"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what's your dream job"
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"value": "<laughter>"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "to be an artist"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "really"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "tell me more about that"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "well i've been good with art"
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"value": "i like drawing painting et cetera"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "but i didn't know if i could ever make a living in it so i never really got into it and every time i tried it seemed i never got anywhere "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "so maybe when i get like eighty or ninety maybe i'll go into ceramics or something and do that as a profession"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah"
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"value": "do you travel a lot"
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"value": "no unfortuantely i don't"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'm sorry"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "that's okay"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how close are you to your family"
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"value": "i'm not"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "my mom and dad are die are dead i have no brothers or sisters and the rest of my family have either moved away or i don't talk to them anymore or like that "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that sounds really hard"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "well i have kind of an attitude that if i have me and friends i have then i'm okay"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what do you do to relax"
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"value": "uh read"
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"value": "uh"
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"value": "watch sports when they're available"
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"value": "uh let's see i used to play golf i may do that again some day but not right now because of the cost and the time"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things that make you really mad"
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"value": "people that are rude"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "uh huh"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what do you do when you're annoyed"
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"value": "well usually i ignore it this morning actually i told a guy to stop what he was doing and we got kind of an argument about it and then the argument was over and it was done "
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"value": "how are you at controlling your temper"
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"value": "very good because i had a very bad temper when i was a kid and i told myself i had to control it"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "uh this morning about the guy making lots and lots of noise uh on purpose"
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"value": "and uh in a place that was just not the place to do it i mean it was a public place"
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"value": "but uh"
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"value": "and that was it just a little argument and i'm done with the argument once i say what i say <laughter>"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "has that gotten you in trouble"
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"value": "yes"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "can you give me an example of that"
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"value": "not right now that i can think of"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things you like to do for fun"
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"value": "uh like read"
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"value": "um"
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"value": "if i can travel i travel uh i don't travel long distances but even going out to riverside is kind of an adventure for me"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "nice"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what do you enjoy about traveling"
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"value": "seeing things on the way"
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"value": "and back"
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"value": "talking to people maybe"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's great"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'd love to hear about one of your trips"
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"value": "it it really didn't years later i probably uh learned more from the fact that i got out early and maybe i should have stayed in"
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"value": "i came down here uh played pool for a number of years uh finally graduated from high school which i had dropped out of when i moved"
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"value": "have you been diagnosed with depression"
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"value": "no never depressed <de>"
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"value": "lately not so good between the fact that i sleep in my car and it's very cold and then sometimes i do get uh"
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"start_time": "593.753",
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"value": "have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately"
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"value": "uh a little bit sometimes about how maybe i should've started doing all this years ago"
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"value": "how do you cope with them"
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"value": "i just go on"
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"value": "how hard is that"
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"value": "that's great"
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"value": "uh couple months ago when i passed all my tests"
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"value": "and uh medicare <medi> uh medicare advantage"
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"start_time": "678.572",
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"value": "and passed everyone of 'em for every company that sent 'em to me"
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"value": "that's great"
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"value": "i stick to everything i do now i'm persistent "
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"value": "i used to be uh"
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"value": "i put off things i don't do that anymore"
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"value": "<laughter>"
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"value": "how hard is that"
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"value": "not very because the same thing i've trained myself over the years to not talk about myself"
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"value": "okay "
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"value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life"
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"value": "uh let's see"
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"value": "my mother"
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"value": "let's see"
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"value": "i'm not sure who else"
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"value": "okay "
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"value": "is there anything you regret"
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"value": "earlier in life uh like i said uh stopping everything not completing things i regret very much"
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"value": "could you have done anything to avoid it"
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"value": "uh yeah"
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"value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago"
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"value": "probably the advice i gave myself to get off my butt and go learn and get an education uh and get on with my life do something "
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"value": "what are you most proud of in your life"
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"value": "that i've survived"
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"value": "okay "
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"value": "can you tell me about that"
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"value": "well i'm sixty five i've been sleeping in my car for a number of years i went from sleeping on pavement to where i got a car "
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"value": "while i've done that i've improved my credit rating i've gotten uh a number of jobs that i've been very happy with "
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"value": "and uh"
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"value": "and where as other people in my family have died young"
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"value": "what are some things that usually put you in a good mood"
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"value": "uh good jokes"
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"value": "when was the last time that happened"
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"value": "uh about eight months ago was the last time when i had a beer with someone"
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"value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences"
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"value": "let's see"
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"value": "probably uh"
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"value": "tell me more about that"
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"value": "it was in uh green lake in washington"
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"value": "and i uh was out behind our house and this wild buck deer was walking in the field and i started motioning to it and it came within about one foot of me"
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"value": "and the only reason it left my dad drove down the drive way and it made noise and the deer ran off i was within petting difference distance of him and i wasn't to sure if should've petted him or not but i was about to <laughter>"
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"value": "aww"
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"value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me"
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"value": "as you"
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"value": "goodbye"
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