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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "are you okay with this "
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"value": "yes "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "so how are you doing today "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i'm doing fine "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "where are you from originally "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i'm from los angeles california "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "really"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things you really like about l_a"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "wow wonderful weather um"
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"value": "outdoor activities all the time"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "too crowded pollution "
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"value": "the norm "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah i see what you mean "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what'd you study at school "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i studied child communications"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "are you still working in that "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um recently i just"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i would say yes"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what do you do now"
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"value": "preschool teacher "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "aw"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how did you decide to do that "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "well i've always worked with children ever since i was eighteen years old so i figured"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "doing something helping someone it doesn't pay well but you're investing in the future "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what's your dream job "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "wow some job that i could get paid to be outside all day get paid well to be outside all day "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "do you consider yourself an introvert "
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"value": "yes "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "why"
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"value": "i'm kinda quiet but i also like i probably would say borderline i like outside activities but i mainly kinda do um activities probably by myself so yeah i would say i'm an introvert"
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"value": "slightly"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things that make you really mad "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "uh wow just um maybe a racist or disrespectful person"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what do you do when you're annoyed "
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"value": "i kinda shut down and and reevaluate how i am as a person how i'm coming off to other people i can't change anyone else's personality but i can work on my own "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "uh huh "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how are you at controlling your temper "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i'm pretty good "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about "
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"value": "i usually don't argue with people i usually walk away i mean a argument doesn't settle anything "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "is there anything you regret "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "wow it's a lot of things i regret but it's not anything that i can control probably the biggest regret was losing my mother "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'm sorry to hear that "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "thank you "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how close are you to them "
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"value": "i was extremely close to my mother that was who i am as a person who made me as a person "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago "
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"value": "wow twenty ten years ago i would tell myself not to be so angry so "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "upset all the time about things i can't control i would tell myself to relax and"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "not be so hard on myself "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what do you think of today's kids "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i think that's pretty cool i think you should have different avenues to deal with different people "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "have you ever served in the military "
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"value": "<clears throat> no i have not "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "no i have not "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "have you been diagnosed with depression "
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"value": "yes "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how long ago were you diagnosed "
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"value": "um less than a month "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what got you to seek help "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i realized i have to evaluate myself as a person so i can't really look to anyone else to help me unless i i start with myself"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "do you still go to therapy now"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "no i don't "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "why did you stop "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i feel like as a person as uh a individual i feel like i should be able to control things myself i feel like"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "to go seek out help is good for someone else it probably is very good for other people i've worked with that population of p_t_s_d um"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "veterans before so i know that it helps a lot of people but i don't feel like it's for me"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "mhm"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how hard is that "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "it's not difficult at all i've always been like a loner someone who who tries to handle <ha> to handle my own problems and situations "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i see"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how have you been feeling lately "
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"value": "a little depressed but i think everyone is it has a little bit of sadness in them at some point "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how do you cope with them "
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"value": "day by day day by day i just started a exercise program so i'm trying to look at myself "
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"value": "for the solution "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's great "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "did you think you had a problem before you found out "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "always known ever since i was a child things moved me differently than other kids so i felt like i was always different i felt like if i was gonna ever"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "understand me as a person then i would have to work on myself so yes "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "when was the last time you felt really happy "
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"value": "um today i got to see my best friend after a long time so i mean happiness comes and goes but i felt happy today "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's great "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how would your best friend describe you "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "wow he would say really silly um "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "but still when i'm around him i try to be happy i try to present a a a situation where we're both gonna be happy no one wants to be around a depressed person "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "mhm"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how do you know them"
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"value": "cool"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities "
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"value": "wow"
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"value": "i mean on certain days everything could be my best quality but i would say um i'm loyal i'm dependable um "
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"value": "i would just say i try to be there in the moment i'm not a person who who is really fat flashy <f> excuse me uh flashy or into materialistic things so i feel like i'm very grounded "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "uh huh "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life "
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"value": "oh my mother"
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"value": "by far my sisters "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "can you tell me about that "
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"value": "uh my mom was a school teacher which made me wanna become a school teacher and that's basically what i have been doing uh my sister has been at her job for forty years so i've always had a stable influence in my life "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's so good to hear "
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"value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences"
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"value": "wow i would say"
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"value": "just sitting on a sunny nice day talking to my mother i would say that would bring a smile to my face immediately "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how did you feel in that moment "
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"value": "wonderful "
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"value": "wonderful "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "mhm"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things you like to do for fun "
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"value": "i like to get out and play sports i play four or five different sports and um i like to go for a walk i like to ride my bike i like to get out and be active "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good "
},
{
"start_time": "520.14",
"stop_time": "521.91",
"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are you most proud of in your life "
},
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"start_time": "522.73",
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "having such a wonderful mother i mean i have to keep going back to that subject because"
},
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"start_time": "528.13",
"stop_time": "541.89",
"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "we're introduced into this life and that's our first teacher that's our first teacher and it's gonna be our teacher for a very long time and uh i'm just very thankful i'm very proud to have had such a wonderful woman as my mother"
},
{
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah "
},
{
"start_time": "545.11",
"stop_time": "548.09",
"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "tell me about something you did recently that you really enjoyed "
},
{
"start_time": "549.81",
"stop_time": "554.18",
"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "riding my bike simple things going for a walk with my sister exercising "
},
{
"start_time": "555.89",
"stop_time": "557.37",
"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "when was the last time that happened "
},
{
"start_time": "558.09",
"stop_time": "559.28",
"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "uh just last sunday "
},
{
"start_time": "562.01",
"stop_time": "562.6",
"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good "
},
{
"start_time": "564.73",
"stop_time": "568.93",
"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to thanks for sharing your thoughts with me "
},
{
"start_time": "569.02",
"stop_time": "569.84",
"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "well thank you "
},
{
"start_time": "570.47",
"stop_time": "570.99",
"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "goodbye"
}
] |