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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "hi"
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started"
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential"
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "are you okay with this"
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah i'm okay "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay so how are you doing today "
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i'm doing great "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good "
},
{
"start_time": "58.36",
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah "
},
{
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "where are you from originally "
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um i am from los angeles i was born in santa monica"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "really "
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah"
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things you really like about l_a"
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um"
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i like um "
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i don't know there's nothing i mean i don't really like it here that much but i guess i like that there's you know still some nature it's not like new york like too city but i guess you know it's it's okay <laughter> "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "uh huh"
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a"
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um i don't like the traffic i don't like how crowded it is the crowds make me really nervous and i don't like um all the smog pollution all that stuff <laughter> "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah i see what you mean "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "do you travel a lot"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "no i don't i don't travel i haven't been anywhere really so <laughter> "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay"
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what'd you study at school "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um i studied um psychology when i went to s_m_c"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i took a psychology class so um i was psychology major i took an anthropology class and i took math but i'm not good at math <laughter> "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that sounds interesting "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "are you still working in that "
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "no i uh i currently am not at school right now um yeah i'm just at home <laughter> "
},
{
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what's your dream job "
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "my dream job would be um"
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i would like to help other people as long as it's something helping other people uh i would like to help other people with like p_t_s_d and problems and stuff uh"
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "mhm"
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah just as long as i'm you know helping other people smile and you know relating my problems with other people "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how close are you to your family "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um i'm pretty <pr> i'm close well i'm really close with my grandma um"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "eh my family it's just eh we're not like too too close we kinda argue a lot <laughter>"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay "
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "do you consider yourself an introvert "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um sorry what's an introvert "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "let's come back to that later "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "okay "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what do you do when you're annoyed "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "when i'm annoyed um"
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "well i try to relax for a minute i usually just try to take deep breaths but it's hard <laughter> "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah "
},
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"start_time": "213.01",
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how are you at controlling your temper "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i'm not so good at it uh my temper's gotten a little worse um i am not good at all at really controlling my temper um i need some help on that <laughter> "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "has that gotten you in trouble "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um no not really i mean no i guess it's not like as bad as like most people i've never like been in a fight or anything or yeah any of that "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "mhm"
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um i argued with my mom and sister yesterday it was just something stupid over like"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "my sister is sitting was sitting in the front seat and she's a kid and it's like i'm i should be in the front seat so i just asked her to sit in the back and of course they start like yelling and arguing and it's like really annoying <laughter> "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that sucks "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah it does"
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "thanks "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "my grandma she's always giving me encouragement and um she's a therapist a licensed therapist so she's always you know made it really really um "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "easy for me to have someone to talk to and i could always go to her"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "so that helps yeah "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "aw"
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's great"
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "my most memorable experiences well i had one really good experience um i went horseback riding and that was really really made me happy"
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "uh i love horses and nature that's the biggest thing that i love and it just made me so happy and so relaxed so that was a memorable experience <laughter> "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "awesome "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how would your best friend describe you "
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um caring"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "very caring always there to talk to um i don't judge i never judge i'm never cranky i'm never i never ever get like angry at anybody else just like my family you know but"
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah just very nice caring and stuff <laughter>"
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "mhm"
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things that usually put you in a good mood "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um things that put me in a good mood like uh music nature"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um i like to cook a lot i like to cook you know for my family talking puts me in a really good mood i love meeting new people meeting new people puts me in the best mood"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how easy is it for you to get a good night's sleep "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "uh it's not easy um it's hard um sometimes it's it's really hard um "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i don't usually sleep well so um"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah i have trouble falling asleep mostly "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "why"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um i guess it's just like my mind will be racing a lot of you know sometimes it'll be flashbacks of bad memories"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um just you know"
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"stop_time": "400.39",
"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "thinking too much <laughter>"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "are they triggered by something "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um i don't know um i think just uh "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "stress you know a lot of stress every day just everyday stress uh yeah pretty much that's what triggers it <laughter> "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how do you cope with them "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um i just try to stay positive i try to think like okay well you know one day things will get better"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um "
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"value": "i just i try to call somebody and talk to them if i have trouble like my grandma "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "mhm"
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are you like when you don't sleep well "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "thanks"
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "when i don't sleep well um well i start to like cry a lot and i start to get really irritable"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um i get really depressed it makes me not feel well at all i get very uh it just is really really bad if i don't get sleep yeah "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'm sorry to hear that "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah "
},
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"start_time": "462.23",
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "thanks"
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yes"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how long ago were you diagnosed"
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"value": "i was diagnosed um three years ago "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what got you to seek help "
},
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"value": "uh i just i didn't really know what was going on then i realized okay well they just diagnosed that and um"
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"value": "i was like okay well this is the problem and it i just wanted help because it just when your mind is after you like that's like it's just awful to have your mind taking control of you like that "
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"value": "yeah that sounds really hard "
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"value": "um yeah yeah i definitely always thought i had a problem i always thought something was like really wrong um"
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"value": "i just always like kinda nervous around people like i never can really like look anybody in the eye 'cause i'm just so nervous my eyes are always kind of like racing and i"
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"value": "um would have sweats if i was in the situation um that reminded me of the situation like i just try to avoid what reminds me and brings those flashbacks yeah "
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"value": "how have you been feeling lately "
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"value": "oh um i i've been feeling good i've been getting out more every day i'm trying to um i guess walking keeps my mind off my p_t_s_d symptoms so i'm trying to walk more that helps "
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"value": "that's good "
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"value": "thanks"
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"value": "have you been diagnosed with depression "
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"value": "um yeah i have depression um yeah "
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"value": "okay "
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"value": "is going to a therapist helping you "
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"value": "um it helps yeah it actually does help me a lot um i currently don't have one right now i'm actually getting a new one in a few days though like it's kind of a mix-up but yeah it really really helps me "
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"value": "what sort of changes have you noticed since you've been going to therapy "
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"value": "um i noticed that i've had less flashbacks and um"
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"value": "i've been more relaxed i guess and um"
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"value": "yeah just you know trying to keep more occupied yeah it helps "
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"value": "that's good "
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"value": "when was the last time you felt really happy "
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"value": "um the last time i felt really happy um"
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"value": "i guess um"
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"value": "i don't know um today 'cause i mean i'm glad to be part of this <laughter> "
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"value": "aw"
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"value": "what are you most proud of in your life "
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"value": "um most proud of uh"
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"value": "i'm trying to think of what i'm most proud of um "
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"value": "i "
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"value": "think i'm most proud of like the fact that i am able to you know not be like well i mean most people i know they like deny that they have a problem and i'm proud that i can actually like"
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"value": "you know be a person who can realize okay i have a problem and i need help"
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"value": "but a lot of the people i know they don't take medication they're untreated and um"
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"value": "they just don't wanna get any help and i'm glad to get help because i don't wanna feel that way and i wanna get help for the problem instead of doing that "
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"value": "mhm"
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"value": "that's good "
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"value": "is there anything you regret "
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"value": "oh gosh there's a lot i regret yeah there's a lot um"
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"value": "i regret you know uh drug abuse you know but that's part of you know the p_t_s_d i regret um"
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"value": "a lot uh mistakes you know relationships stuff like that "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah"
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"value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago "
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"value": "wow um i would've told myself to"
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"value": "i guess the advice i would've given myself was to "
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"value": "try to keep my mind more relaxed i guess"
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"value": "yeah"
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"value": "mhm"
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"value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities "
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"value": "um"
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"value": "well i'm a very nice person and i always like to smile people are always saying how i smile a lot but um the smile i guess it kind of hides like what's on the inside but you know i'm pretty depressed you know but"
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"value": "i just try to keep smiling and i always like to lend a hand to help and make people feel better "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay "
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"value": "what are some things you like to do for fun "
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"value": "for fun um i like to go to the mall that's a lot fun i like to go to the mall i like to go out with my grandma"
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"value": "we go places go shopping i love shopping and um i like to go"
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"value": "um"
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"value": "play like games like i like to play video games those are fun stuff like that"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "nice"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "okay thanks"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "goodbye"
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"value": "goodbye"
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