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"value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "are you okay with this"
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"value": "yes "
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"value": "okay "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "so how are you doing today "
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"value": "i'm okay "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "where are you from originally "
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"value": "here in los angeles "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "really"
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"value": "what are some things you really like about l_a"
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"value": "there's a lot of things to do i love the beach "
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"value": "um i love the i love that it's sunny all the time "
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"value": "mhm"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um the amount of people "
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"value": "um "
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"value": "that's really about it the amount of people "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah"
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"value": "i see what you mean "
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"value": "do you travel a lot "
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"value": "just a little "
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"value": "what do you enjoy about traveling "
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"value": "i just like um going to new places and just discovering new things "
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"value": "i'd love to hear about one of your trips "
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"value": "um i recently went to new york i was there for about three months "
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"value": "um and it was extremely boring i went to western new york "
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"value": "um and it was extremely uh snowy and um "
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"value": "i didn't <didn> was in a position where i didn't have a car so i didn't get to go very many places and i was in a small town "
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"value": "so um "
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"value": "i uh "
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"value": "uh it was beautiful for what i got to see but really "
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"value": "it wasn't really much to it <laughter> "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that sucks"
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"value": "yeah "
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"value": "do you consider yourself an introvert "
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"value": "um "
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"value": "both i'm both an introvert and an extrovert "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "tell me more about that "
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"value": "um "
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"value": "i really enjoy doing things by myself "
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"value": "mhm"
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"value": "i um have a lot of my own um my likes and dislikes and i've spent a lot of time alone even though um i have <ha> i do have a lot of friends"
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"value": "and uh when i do go out i i do tend to meet a lot of people but um i also enjoy um being by myself a lot "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay "
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"value": "how would your best friend describe you "
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"value": "um "
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"value": "probably outgoing creative"
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"value": "um "
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"value": "um fun trustworthy "
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"value": "cool"
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"value": "what'd you study at school "
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"value": "um "
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"value": "i studied language um "
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"value": "and um physics "
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"value": "and um "
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"value": "math"
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"value": "are you still working in that "
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"value": "no i'm not "
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"value": "i'm actually um"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what do you do now "
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"value": "i'm um i'm trying to be an actress "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how did you decide to do that "
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"value": "it was something that i fell into when i was a teenager "
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"value": "and uh i really enjoyed doing it and i hadn't done it for years um "
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"value": "so i figured why not i just came back to california and might as well try something that i did enjoy really doing "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that sounds interesting "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "are you happy you did that "
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"value": "um so far um i just got picked up by an agent "
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"value": "so i haven't really done anything yet as an adult "
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"value": "but um "
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"value": "i'm hoping "
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"value": "hoping something it'll be fruitful "
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"value": "sometimes just reading puts me in a good mood"
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"value": "uh "
},
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"value": "i don't know"
},
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"value": "probably that's about it "
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"value": "mhm"
},
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"value": "uh huh "
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"value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to "
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"value": "okay "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me "
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "thank you "
},
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "goodbye"
},
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"value": "bye"
}
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