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"start_time": "32.283",
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment think of me as a friend i don't judge i can't i'm a computer "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential "
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"value": "<laughter>"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "where are you from originally"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um moscow"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "really"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "why'd you move to l_a"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um my family moved to the u_s and then i moved down here eventually for college"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how easy was it for you to get used to living in l_a"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": " uh it took a long time to i've been living here for about a year since i graduated so there's been a lot of ups and downs but finally gotten adjusted to it so it took a while though"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how do you like your living situation"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "it goes off and on i have two roommates and there's always a little bit of drama here and there between"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "[laughter]"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "the girls but for the most part after a year and a couple months i think we finally learned how to live together but it was pretty much like a reality t_v show for a while"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how do you know them"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "one's from college and the other one we found on craigslist"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how close are you to them"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "it varies depending on whether or not we're mad at each other so um"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i guess pretty close"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "right now we're kinda distant"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "aww"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "tell me more about that"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "oh about the distant"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yes"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "okay um well we haven't seen each other we haven't hung out in like two weeks"
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"value": "'cause one of them got into like this car accident and um so she's been distant since then and kinda locks herself up in her room"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "uh oh"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "and the other one is always working late so we just our our scheduling has been off and no one's really made an attempt to hang out with anyone so it's kind of"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "we're just waiting for someone i guess to make the first move "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah that sucks"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "it's okay it'll get better"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how are you at controlling your temper"
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"value": "it depends with whom "
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"value": "i'm"
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"value": "dealing with i guess i would say with some people i guess with my family not very good my boyfriend it's not very good"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "but with other people that i might not know so well then i'm able to control it a little bit more but it'll be more passive aggressive than like full on anger"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "why"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "oh 'cause i don't want them to see me as a bitch [laughter]"
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"value": "[laughter]"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that makes sense"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life"
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"value": "uh probably my best friend nicole"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "she's probably been we've been best friends for like"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "god since high school freshman year of high school is when we first met so long time so yeah"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "wow"
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"value": "um"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "can you give me an example of that"
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"value": "of"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "of what "
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how do you know them"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "uh my friend nicole"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah"
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"value": "um we met in french class freshman year of high school"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "we were in the same class and then we kinda started doing homework together and we had a lot of class the same classes together and so we just kinda started hanging out and then we just became closer and have stayed really close since then"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "nice"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "mhm"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what are some things you like to do for fun"
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"value": "um"
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"value": "uh going out with friends going to bars going dancing biking hiking"
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"value": "staying active um going to the movies going out to eat at restaurants uh photography"
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"value": "um"
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"value": "just hanging out with friends i guess"
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"value": "whatever"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "how close are you to your family"
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"value": "uh"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "it varies like i'm really close to them when it comes to things about like school work um"
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"value": "those kinds of"
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"value": "things but when it comes to relationships and friendships and more personal personal things"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": " i don't really discuss that with them"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "mm"
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"value": "so i guess superficially close"
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"value": "okay"
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"value": "but i rely on them a lot so we're close i guess"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "that's good"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "mhm"
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"value": "what are some things that make you really mad"
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"value": "uh that's a good question um i guess it depends who it is again"
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"value": "i guess people who are inconsiderate unthoughtful flakey ignorant"
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"value": "and"
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"value": "uh"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "conceited [cons] uh yeah i guess those kinds of people and when people just um"
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"value": "what makes me mad that's a good question i guess a lot of things make me mad [laughter]"
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"value": "but it's mostly how people react to um different situations can make me angry i guess"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": " when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "uh yesterday"
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"value": "and it was my boyfriend and we argued because he's trying to be healthy and workout and save money "
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"value": "and so and"
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"value": "so by doing that what he does is he orders pizza in so he's not saving money and he's not being healthy"
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"value": "and so i got frustrated with him 'cause i'm constantly trying to push him to be healthy and each time he's like i'm gonna do it i'm gonna do it so he's constantly breaking promises that's another thing that makes me angry is people that don't follow through"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "[laughter]"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah"
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"value": "do you feel that way often"
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"value": "about other people or about myself or angry"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "whatever comes to your mind"
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"value": "xxxx [laughter]"
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"value": "um"
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"value": "angry i guess i'll go with that no i don't feel angry often"
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"value": "okay"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "what's your dream job"
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"value": "dang it"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "that is a tough one how 'bout just getting paid to be me"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "um i don't know that what i'm kind of trying to figure out right now 'cause i quit my full time job 'cause i hated it it was just mostly sitting in an office all day which i thought was extremely boring"
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"value": "so now i work in a restaurant job and i'm trying to look for a second job to support myself um"
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"value": " my dream job"
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"start_time": "455.9",
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i don't know what it would be but i know it would involve people and i'd love to have some kind of like finished product or some kind of accomplishment towards the end"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i guess it's something that i realized"
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"value": "i like to see"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "the result from all my hard work 'cause i majored in sociology and as much as i loved that major is you realize it's a whole lot of theorizing and arguing but with no real solution so it's just like at the end all you have is just these theoretical elements that you can't really do anything with and nothing to show for your work except for a piece of paper with your essays or notes so"
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"value": "mhm"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah"
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"value": "something to do with people and maybe something artistic i love photography"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "i love cooking baking in particularly so i don't know something"
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"value": "in that"
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"value": "realm i guess"
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"value": "okay"
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"value": "do you travel a lot"
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"value": "i used to travel a lot my family is known for traveling we've gone to"
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"value": "gosh seven eight different countries i've lived in three or four different countries"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "wow"
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"value": "i haven't traveled a lot lately just because i have no money and jobs kinda tie you down but i would love to have that"
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"value": "i guess my dream job would be a photographer that for national geographic that would be awesome"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "yeah"
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"value": "um or a huge photographer that travels that'd be awesome too but anyways um yeah i do travel a lot"
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"value": "what do you enjoy about traveling"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "in the new places new faces new experiences i get restless very easily so it's nice to constantly be on the move and"
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"value": "see different things and see different cultures and types of people and just not get stuck in the same routine i hate the routine and mundaneness of everyday life so it's nice to"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "stir things up"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i see what you mean"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "i'd love to hear about one of your trips"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "oh gosh okay um"
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"value": "i'm trying to think"
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"value": "one of my trips"
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"value": "i guess we can talk about i don't know it's funny even though i've been to lots of different countries one of my most memorable memorable trips is"
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"value": "uh i guess i've just been more negative but it has to do with like circumstances kind of like uh it's been about five months since i quit my full time job haven't found anything else haven't really found anything else i'm interested in"
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"value": "yeah it's it is hard the market and just like i'm very picky 'cause i don't wanna just sittin in a little my own cubicle 'cause i quit my job exactly for that reason so why go back to another job just do the same exact thing that i quit my other job for"
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"value": "it was awesome then i took my mom and my little brother out to dinner and i went and bought myself some new dresses went and just like went crazy dyed my hair pierced my nose i was like let's start this whole thing over so [laughter]"
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "yeah it was cool"
},
{
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to thanks for sharing your thoughts with me"
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"speaker": "Ellie",
"value": "goodbye"
},
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"speaker": "Participant",
"value": "[laughter] bye"
}
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