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| "start_time": "86.85", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "94.78", | |
| "stop_time": "101.33", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "101.87", | |
| "stop_time": "106.53", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "107.11", | |
| "stop_time": "108.27", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "are you okay with this " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "108.5", | |
| "stop_time": "108.94", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yes " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "109.55", | |
| "stop_time": "112.44", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay so how are you doing today " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "113.71", | |
| "stop_time": "115.38", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "fine just tired " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "117.28", | |
| "stop_time": "118.34", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i'm sorry to hear that " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "119.51", | |
| "stop_time": "120.78", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "where are you from originally" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "121.43", | |
| "stop_time": "122.19", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "california " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "122.83", | |
| "stop_time": "123.32", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "really" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "123.77", | |
| "stop_time": "124.41", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "from hollywood " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "126.23", | |
| "stop_time": "126.51", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "cool" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "127.14", | |
| "stop_time": "129.16", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are some things you really like about l_a " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "130.97", | |
| "stop_time": "131.83", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "133.4", | |
| "stop_time": "137.48", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "not too much <laughter> there's not too many things i like about it " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "138.14", | |
| "stop_time": "138.63", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "139.45", | |
| "stop_time": "141.49", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "142.35", | |
| "stop_time": "143.28", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh the people" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "144.36", | |
| "stop_time": "146.34", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um it's not clean " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "147.91", | |
| "stop_time": "148.41", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "uh huh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "148.04", | |
| "stop_time": "149.64", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "too much crime too many drugs " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "151.26", | |
| "stop_time": "152.1", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i understand " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "153.2", | |
| "stop_time": "154.32", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what'd you study at school " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "155.35", | |
| "stop_time": "156.63", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh makeup and hair " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "158.05", | |
| "stop_time": "159.11", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that sounds interesting " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "160.12", | |
| "stop_time": "161.06", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "it is <laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "160.84", | |
| "stop_time": "161.9", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "are you still working in that " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "162.73", | |
| "stop_time": "163.43", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "a little bit " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "165.25", | |
| "stop_time": "166.05", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what do you do now " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "167.2", | |
| "stop_time": "167.85", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "168.66", | |
| "stop_time": "170.53", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "not too much i just survive " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "173.78", | |
| "stop_time": "174.19", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter> " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "173.92", | |
| "stop_time": "174.92", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how hard is that " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "175.12", | |
| "stop_time": "175.89", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "very difficult " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "177.89", | |
| "stop_time": "178.57", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i'm sorry " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "179.26", | |
| "stop_time": "179.75", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "it's okay " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "179.43", | |
| "stop_time": "180.56", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what's your dream job " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "184.38", | |
| "stop_time": "185.17", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "186.22", | |
| "stop_time": "190.02", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i'm getting a little old to be thinking of a career but " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "191.84", | |
| "stop_time": "197.81", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i just want probably to get married and have a little security that's all just be a wife again <laughter> <sigh>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "198.85", | |
| "stop_time": "199.34", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "201.13", | |
| "stop_time": "202.73", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how close are you to your family " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "203.31", | |
| "stop_time": "204.19", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "205.26", | |
| "stop_time": "208.43", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "a little bit close but everybody's pretty much passed away " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "210.92", | |
| "stop_time": "211.71", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i'm sorry " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "212.74", | |
| "stop_time": "213.84", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter> " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "214.31", | |
| "stop_time": "215.63", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what do you do to relax" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "218.3", | |
| "stop_time": "220.59", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um i play farmville on facebook " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "221.71", | |
| "stop_time": "222.29", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "<laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "222.55", | |
| "stop_time": "223.28", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's great " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "223.7", | |
| "stop_time": "224.25", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "224.53", | |
| "stop_time": "226.45", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how are you at controlling your temper " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "227.05", | |
| "stop_time": "229.09", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i'm good i don't really have a temper " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "229.98", | |
| "stop_time": "232.91", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "234.41", | |
| "stop_time": "238.33", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh it was my ex-husband about money <laughter> " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "239.81", | |
| "stop_time": "240.21", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "242.06", | |
| "stop_time": "244.2", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are some things that make you really mad " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "246.12", | |
| "stop_time": "247.13", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<sigh> " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "248.55", | |
| "stop_time": "251.53", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "people lying cheating conniving" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "252.38", | |
| "stop_time": "255.33", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "drug addicts you know just ugly people people that are " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "256.82", | |
| "stop_time": "259.12", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "hideous in the inside you know " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "258.53", | |
| "stop_time": "258.95", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "260.22", | |
| "stop_time": "260.6", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "262.68", | |
| "stop_time": "264.96", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "268.79", | |
| "stop_time": "270.01", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "270.92", | |
| "stop_time": "272.76", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "jesus christ that's about it " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "274.02", | |
| "stop_time": "278.24", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "my mother when she was alive well she still is a positive influence but " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "279.54", | |
| "stop_time": "281.23", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "nobody really but " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "282.62", | |
| "stop_time": "283.7", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "jesus <laughter> " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "284.74", | |
| "stop_time": "285.19", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "287.08", | |
| "stop_time": "289.3", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "292.08", | |
| "stop_time": "292.9", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "295.55", | |
| "stop_time": "297.14", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "memorable experiences " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "299.76", | |
| "stop_time": "303.29", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't know i can't really think of one right now <laughter> " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "304.02", | |
| "stop_time": "305.13", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "whatever comes to your mind " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "307.03", | |
| "stop_time": "307.78", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "309.62", | |
| "stop_time": "310.31", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "gosh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "311.28", | |
| "stop_time": "312.82", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "memorable experiences " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "314.79", | |
| "stop_time": "315.93", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<sigh>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "316.89", | |
| "stop_time": "320.53", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "oh i guess like maybe modeling that was pretty cool yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "320.96", | |
| "stop_time": "321.57", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "nice" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "321.72", | |
| "stop_time": "322.12", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "323.1", | |
| "stop_time": "324.18", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "can you tell me about that" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "326.1", | |
| "stop_time": "328.48", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i was just kind of " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "329.65", | |
| "stop_time": "338.5", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um surreal like to see yourself in magazines and pictures and stuff you know <sharp inhale> i didn't understand how it could have been me but" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "335.89", | |
| "stop_time": "336.37", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "339.19", | |
| "stop_time": "347.82", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "then my photographer told me he was like well someone has to do it it might as well be you so oh well <laughter> and it's true <laughter> so that was cool i don't" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "346.37", | |
| "stop_time": "346.73", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "347.85", | |
| "stop_time": "349.23", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what made you decide to do that " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "350.8", | |
| "stop_time": "353.11", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "just kinda fell into it by accident " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "355.28", | |
| "stop_time": "356.36", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "are you happy you did that " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "355.47", | |
| "stop_time": "355.9", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i've always" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "356.69", | |
| "stop_time": "357.68", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i'm sorry <so> yeah yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "358.65", | |
| "stop_time": "361.59", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i wish i did it i took it further but um " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "362.53", | |
| "stop_time": "363.03", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i couldn't " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "366.82", | |
| "stop_time": "367.29", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "369.24", | |
| "stop_time": "371.73", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "when was the last time you felt really happy " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "378.3", | |
| "stop_time": "380.46", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "really happy <laughter> " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "382.04", | |
| "stop_time": "382.9", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't remember " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "384.37", | |
| "stop_time": "385.17", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i really don't " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "386.04", | |
| "stop_time": "386.52", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "386.94", | |
| "stop_time": "388.47", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how would your best friend describe you " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "392.09", | |
| "stop_time": "396.11", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh i don't really have a best friend <laughter> but i'm sure " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "397.5", | |
| "stop_time": "399.9", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "they would <wou> anybody would describe me as outgoing " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "402.12", | |
| "stop_time": "402.78", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's good " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "403.31", | |
| "stop_time": "403.71", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "405.07", | |
| "stop_time": "406.6", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "have you ever served in the military " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "406.93", | |
| "stop_time": "407.31", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "no" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "408", | |
| "stop_time": "410.01", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "410.18", | |
| "stop_time": "410.55", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yes" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "411.68", | |
| "stop_time": "413.49", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how long ago were you diagnosed " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "415.29", | |
| "stop_time": "416.06", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "418.37", | |
| "stop_time": "420.03", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "it was uh nineteen eighty four " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "421.36", | |
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| "value": "are they triggered by something " | |
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| "value": "poverty <laughter> " | |
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| "value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities " | |
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| "value": "i'm a well i would say a perfectionist but that's not really a good quality 'cause it can get dangerous um " | |
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| "value": "what are you most proud of in your life " | |
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| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't know " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "761.5", | |
| "stop_time": "763.26", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "just the things that i can do " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "764.83", | |
| "stop_time": "766.55", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "that my talents that's it " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "768.17", | |
| "stop_time": "768.61", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "768.86", | |
| "stop_time": "769.31", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "773.29", | |
| "stop_time": "776.02", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are some things that usually put you in a good mood" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "778.21", | |
| "stop_time": "778.92", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "782.97", | |
| "stop_time": "786.39", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "well if i can have my starbucks " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "787.74", | |
| "stop_time": "797.36", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "and my orange gina i drink orange gina everyday and i smoke cigarettes unfortunately but it's always good to have those because you know i'm addicted to them " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "798.45", | |
| "stop_time": "801.21", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "and then if i can eat something really " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "802.54", | |
| "stop_time": "805.3", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "good and healthy at nighttime and " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "806.1", | |
| "stop_time": "812.61", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "in fact i well basically if i have something to do if i have a goal uh somewhere to go something to do like today even " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "813.96", | |
| "stop_time": "814.85", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "puts me in a good mood" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "814.55", | |
| "stop_time": "815.1", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's good " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "815.37", | |
| "stop_time": "822.69", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah otherwise i'd be afraid that i'd stay home and just lay in bed or farm all day i could farm for eight hours on farmville " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "822.55", | |
| "stop_time": "823.17", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "<laughter>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "823.74", | |
| "stop_time": "824.22", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "825.87", | |
| "stop_time": "828.29", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "829.22", | |
| "stop_time": "830.71", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "831.24", | |
| "stop_time": "835.07", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "you're welcome nice to meet you <laughter> " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "832.39", | |
| "stop_time": "832.89", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "goodbye" | |
| } | |
| ] |