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| "start_time": "23.78", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "31.75", | |
| "stop_time": "38.26", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "38.86", | |
| "stop_time": "43.49", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "44.09", | |
| "stop_time": "45.12", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "are you okay with this " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "45.68", | |
| "stop_time": "46.07", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yes" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "46.57", | |
| "stop_time": "49.55", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay so how are you doing today" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "50.38", | |
| "stop_time": "50.97", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i'm okay " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "51.64", | |
| "stop_time": "52.21", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's good" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "53.26", | |
| "stop_time": "54.46", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "where are you from originally" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "55.19", | |
| "stop_time": "57.08", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh i'm from here originally los angeles " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "57.43", | |
| "stop_time": "57.93", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "really" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "58.19", | |
| "stop_time": "58.5", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "58.53", | |
| "stop_time": "60.5", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are some things you really like about l_a " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "61.39", | |
| "stop_time": "64.03", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um i like the weather " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "64.76", | |
| "stop_time": "65.22", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "uh huh" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "65.28", | |
| "stop_time": "69.1", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "and my family's here which is why i'm here i moved away for a while" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "69.79", | |
| "stop_time": "70.41", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "aw" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "69.82", | |
| "stop_time": "72.09", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh i like that there's a lot of" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "72.95", | |
| "stop_time": "82.45", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "culture <cult> even though everyone says there's not culture in l_a there is a lot of culture there's theater and film and lots of museums and things like that all different kinds of people i like the diversity " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "83.06", | |
| "stop_time": "83.45", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "83.91", | |
| "stop_time": "84.2", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "84.3", | |
| "stop_time": "86.32", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "87.56", | |
| "stop_time": "88.18", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "89.32", | |
| "stop_time": "98.09", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "well i don't like that i had to move back kind of against my will <laughter> so starting a new career" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "98.79", | |
| "stop_time": "101.83", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh starting over in my career it so that's not really something" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "101.26", | |
| "stop_time": "102.23", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "can you tell me about that " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "102.75", | |
| "stop_time": "104.61", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh well i moved back 'cause my dad was sick " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "105.73", | |
| "stop_time": "106.18", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "so" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "105.89", | |
| "stop_time": "106.84", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i'm sorry to hear that " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "107.29", | |
| "stop_time": "107.8", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "thank you " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "108.53", | |
| "stop_time": "109.11", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "thank you" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "110.33", | |
| "stop_time": "115.5", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "so that's why i'm here but it also means i live with my dad and my brother who are like hoarders and ridiculous so " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "115.61", | |
| "stop_time": "116.34", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "<laughter> " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "116.99", | |
| "stop_time": "117.23", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "117.35", | |
| "stop_time": "118.44", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what'd you study at school " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "119.08", | |
| "stop_time": "119.53", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "acting" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "120.44", | |
| "stop_time": "120.96", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "theater" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "121.6", | |
| "stop_time": "122.62", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that sounds interesting " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "123.03", | |
| "stop_time": "123.39", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "it was" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "123.94", | |
| "stop_time": "125.01", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "are you still doing that " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "125.16", | |
| "stop_time": "125.46", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "126.09", | |
| "stop_time": "126.34", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "127.37", | |
| "stop_time": "127.92", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah i am " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "127.64", | |
| "stop_time": "128.42", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what do you do now " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "129.19", | |
| "stop_time": "135.47", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i'm an actor i uh right now i'm doing a a theater show and auditioning and taking some classes and " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "136.48", | |
| "stop_time": "137.04", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "that sort of thing " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "137.72", | |
| "stop_time": "139.19", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how did you decide to do that " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "140.3", | |
| "stop_time": "143.77", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um well my parents are both" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "144.46", | |
| "stop_time": "150.66", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "artsy people and i grew up around it and for a long time i was singing and then uh i was went to study musical theater" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "151.26", | |
| "stop_time": "157.51", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "and somewhere along the lines i realized that acting was more my bag than singing i suppose but i still do both " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "158.18", | |
| "stop_time": "158.99", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's great " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "159.52", | |
| "stop_time": "159.84", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "160.42", | |
| "stop_time": "161.87", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "do you consider yourself an introvert " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "163.13", | |
| "stop_time": "164.16", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "no i don't " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "165.83", | |
| "stop_time": "166.21", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "why" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "167.15", | |
| "stop_time": "170.72", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh i don't usually have trouble talking to people uh i'm pretty friendly" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "171.41", | |
| "stop_time": "177.75", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i can get along with most people people usually tell me their secrets within five minutes of meeting me which i feel is a mark of an extrovert <laughter> " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "175.39", | |
| "stop_time": "176.14", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "<laughter> " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "179.53", | |
| "stop_time": "179.97", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yeah" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "181.53", | |
| "stop_time": "182.9", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what do you do to relax" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "182.8", | |
| "stop_time": "184.75", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter> um " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "186.16", | |
| "stop_time": "188.3", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i take a bath or read a book" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "189.11", | |
| "stop_time": "190.99", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh go out with my friends" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "192.36", | |
| "stop_time": "193.37", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "go to the theater" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "194.33", | |
| "stop_time": "195.03", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "196.45", | |
| "stop_time": "202.1", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "eh sometimes my work is very relaxing so sometimes just like singing a song or any of that going for a walk " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "203.09", | |
| "stop_time": "203.54", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "204.08", | |
| "stop_time": "204.9", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "mhm yoga" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "204.49", | |
| "stop_time": "206.57", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are some things that make you really mad " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "207.74", | |
| "stop_time": "209.75", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "things that make me mad um " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "212.04", | |
| "stop_time": "217", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "injustice <laughter> i can be very righteously indignant i suppose um " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "218.6", | |
| "stop_time": "227.49", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "people who don't see those things and people who've who have a like entitlement i think entitlement and sense of privilege that can make me mad " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "226.87", | |
| "stop_time": "227.32", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "228.49", | |
| "stop_time": "228.78", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "229.57", | |
| "stop_time": "230.89", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what do you do when you're annoyed " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "232.56", | |
| "stop_time": "233.3", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "234.98", | |
| "stop_time": "244.2", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "it depends i usually <usual> a lot of times it's i argue my case <laughter> i guess <laughter> um or i i call my best friend usually and complain" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "245.22", | |
| "stop_time": "245.95", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "talk to her about it " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "247.02", | |
| "stop_time": "247.48", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "248.52", | |
| "stop_time": "250.43", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how are you at controlling your temper" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "251.18", | |
| "stop_time": "253.96", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "pretty good pretty good i don't have too much of a temper " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "254.99", | |
| "stop_time": "257.84", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "258.94", | |
| "stop_time": "259.59", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "261.17", | |
| "stop_time": "263.59", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "like a real argument or like a debate " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "264.63", | |
| "stop_time": "264.97", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "uh huh" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "265.97", | |
| "stop_time": "267.72", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter> um" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "269.6", | |
| "stop_time": "277.32", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "if was a real argument it probably would be my ex-boyfriend and we just argued about why we broke up stupid things like that " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "278.5", | |
| "stop_time": "279.88", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that sounds really hard " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "280.68", | |
| "stop_time": "282.5", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "eh i think i was kind of" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "283.47", | |
| "stop_time": "284.84", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "over it by then but " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "285.66", | |
| "stop_time": "287.28", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "it was at times " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "288.68", | |
| "stop_time": "289.17", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "291.91", | |
| "stop_time": "292.57", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter> " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "292", | |
| "stop_time": "294.55", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "when was the last time you felt really happy " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "295.91", | |
| "stop_time": "296.77", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "297.68", | |
| "stop_time": "299.55", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "the last time i felt really happy " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "300.85", | |
| "stop_time": "301.88", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "was" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "303.61", | |
| "stop_time": "304.65", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "like really happy" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "305.95", | |
| "stop_time": "308.83", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "probably hanging out hanging out with friends the other night i had a good time" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "309.53", | |
| "stop_time": "310.54", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "tell me more about that " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "311.89", | |
| "stop_time": "312.37", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "313.1", | |
| "stop_time": "324.88", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "scrubbed_entry" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "325.68", | |
| "stop_time": "326.21", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "aw" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "326.63", | |
| "stop_time": "328.26", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that sounds like a great situation " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "328.39", | |
| "stop_time": "329.46", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "it is it's nice" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "330.69", | |
| "stop_time": "331.1", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "it's nice" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "330.93", | |
| "stop_time": "332.49", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how would your best friend describe you " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "334.08", | |
| "stop_time": "343.06", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "my best friend would describe me as an open book she often makes fun of me for like just telling everyone everything um she would describe me as " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "344.35", | |
| "stop_time": "345.47", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh compassionate" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "346.4", | |
| "stop_time": "347.11", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "and" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "347.72", | |
| "stop_time": "350.68", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh having a a strong sense of who i am " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "352.15", | |
| "stop_time": "352.64", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i think" | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "352.25", | |
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| }, | |
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| "stop_time": "359.95", | |
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| "value": "yeah she also she would describe me as not having like a good sense of social norms sometimes probably that's something that she " | |
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| { | |
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| }, | |
| { | |
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| "stop_time": "371.31", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "makes fun of me for um because i do just like tell everyone everything and don't realize that i have like holes in my clothes and things like that but nothing" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
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| "stop_time": "373.49", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "nothing bad we have a very good relationship" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "372.14", | |
| "stop_time": "373.57", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "has that gotten you in trouble " | |
| }, | |
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| "value": "hmm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "374.61", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "has that gotten you in trouble " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "376.36", | |
| "stop_time": "381.75", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah yeah it has <laughter> not terrible trouble but but yeah it's gotten me in trouble before sure " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "383.55", | |
| "stop_time": "383.95", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "384.71", | |
| "stop_time": "386.28", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "have you ever served in the military " | |
| }, | |
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| "value": "i haven't " | |
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| "value": "have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d" | |
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| "stop_time": "392.31", | |
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| "value": "no but i think i had it " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "393.73", | |
| "stop_time": "394.69", | |
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| "value": "but i never went to a doctor " | |
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| "start_time": "394.03", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "why" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "395.34", | |
| "stop_time": "400.57", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um 'cause i had a i had a traumatic situation uh where somebody injured me" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "401.29", | |
| "stop_time": "402.7", | |
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| "value": "and i" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "403.72", | |
| "stop_time": "413.86", | |
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| "value": "i feel <fe> when i looked up p_t_s_d later i realized <reali> i felt like i had all of the symptoms of like going back into situations like that i would get panicky and um it was very " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
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| "stop_time": "417.85", | |
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| "value": "uh i held on to it for a really really long time" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "418.33", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "uh huh " | |
| }, | |
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| "value": "i think um" | |
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| "value": "i think that i did have it but i just i don't know 'cause i never i never saw anyone about it " | |
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| "value": "oh no" | |
| }, | |
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| "stop_time": "426.71", | |
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| "value": "i'm sorry " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
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| "stop_time": "428.89", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "are they triggered by something " | |
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| "value": "um " | |
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| { | |
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| "value": "sometimes yeah uh" | |
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| { | |
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| "stop_time": "439.33", | |
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| "value": "certain physical things with that part of my body can be a trigger or um" | |
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| { | |
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| "stop_time": "442.8", | |
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| "value": "it happened in a in an acting class" | |
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| { | |
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| "stop_time": "446.49", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "so sometimes certain teachers if they" | |
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| "value": "criticize in a certain way" | |
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| "stop_time": "455.21", | |
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| "value": "i start to i start to panic even if they're totally right and i know they're right and like it's something that" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "455.85", | |
| "stop_time": "460.82", | |
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| "value": "someone else could tell me and i'd be fine with it eh sometimes it'll make me a little upset or panicky yeah " | |
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| { | |
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| "value": "i see " | |
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| { | |
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| "stop_time": "464.49", | |
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| "value": "have you been diagnosed with depression " | |
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| "stop_time": "465.32", | |
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| { | |
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| "value": "how have you been feeling lately " | |
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| "value": "well i mean my dad is sick so not great " | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "474.69", | |
| "stop_time": "477.22", | |
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| "value": "but um but considering not terrible " | |
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| { | |
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| "stop_time": "479.14", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's good" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "479.82", | |
| "stop_time": "482.92", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately " | |
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| "value": "um i've been having bad dreams " | |
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| "value": "uh " | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "tell me more about that " | |
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| "value": "uh just like stress dreams i think having to do with my dad " | |
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| "value": "um " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "494.13", | |
| "stop_time": "494.51", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "uh huh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "495.22", | |
| "stop_time": "503.23", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "like getting kidnapped or my teeth falling out things that if you looked them up always say like there's something out of your control which is like exactly what it is so " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "503.73", | |
| "stop_time": "504.59", | |
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| "value": "that sucks " | |
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| { | |
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| "value": "it's not the best but it's just dreams at least so " | |
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| "stop_time": "508.9", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "do you feel that way often " | |
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| "value": "which way " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "513.76", | |
| "stop_time": "515.33", | |
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| "value": "let's come back to that later " | |
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| "start_time": "515.46", | |
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| "value": "okay " | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "517.38", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "how easy is it for you to get a good night's sleep " | |
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| "value": "easy very easy " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "522.47", | |
| "stop_time": "524.05", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are you like when you don't sleep well " | |
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| "stop_time": "530.38", | |
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| "value": "i am tired and maybe somewhat irritable goofy i get really goofy" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "530.58", | |
| "stop_time": "531.31", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "<laughter> " | |
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| "stop_time": "532.12", | |
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| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "533.08", | |
| "stop_time": "533.56", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "536.45", | |
| "stop_time": "538.79", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities " | |
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| "value": "um" | |
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| "start_time": "541.5", | |
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| "value": "i" | |
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| "stop_time": "544.93", | |
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| "value": "am fairly non-judgmental " | |
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| "start_time": "545.88", | |
| "stop_time": "548.18", | |
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| "value": "of other people i i i stay open-minded" | |
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| "value": "uh i can make most people laugh i'm funny" | |
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| "value": "uh creative " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "554.34", | |
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| "value": "um" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "556.66", | |
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| "value": "i" | |
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| "value": "yeah those are some of the best ones i'd say " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "561.37", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay " | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "562.62", | |
| "stop_time": "563.57", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "do you travel a lot" | |
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| "start_time": "564.2", | |
| "stop_time": "564.55", | |
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| "value": "yeah " | |
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| "value": "what do you enjoy about traveling " | |
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| "start_time": "568.3", | |
| "stop_time": "581.86", | |
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| "value": "i love meeting new people and seeing new things and learning uh and just getting out of the routine i like staying in hotels uh i like most things about traveling i even i even like flying i like all of it" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "583.13", | |
| "stop_time": "584.7", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "i'd love to hear about one of your trips " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "586.17", | |
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| "value": "well i just finished a tour a couple months ago um going up and down the east coast and then across the u_s and uh performing for kids all over " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "597.94", | |
| "stop_time": "598.29", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "wow" | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "598.61", | |
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| "value": "yeah and then we ended here in l_a " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "601.13", | |
| "stop_time": "602.16", | |
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| "value": "are you happy you did that " | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "602.51", | |
| "stop_time": "604.23", | |
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| "value": "yeah yeah it was great it was a good time " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "605.08", | |
| "stop_time": "605.68", | |
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| "value": "awesome" | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "605.98", | |
| "stop_time": "606.24", | |
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| "value": "yeah" | |
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| "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences " | |
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| "value": "um " | |
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| "start_time": "612.96", | |
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| "value": "lemmi think we " | |
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| "value": "we went to " | |
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| "value": "the hot springs the naturally occuring hot springs in colorado and that was really nice that was a nice way to unwind" | |
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| { | |
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| "value": "that's good " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "626.08", | |
| "stop_time": "626.3", | |
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| "value": "yeah " | |
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| "value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life " | |
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| "value": "a lot of people i i would say" | |
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| "stop_time": "639.36", | |
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| "value": "um i mean my dad comes to mind certainly" | |
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| { | |
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| "value": "uh my godmother is a huge positive influence in my life as well " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "645.75", | |
| "stop_time": "654.82", | |
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| "value": "uh my best friend my best friend from high school i think i uh some <so> a few of my best friends from high school um and college that i've kinda grown up with and" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "655.72", | |
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| "value": "become who i am with them" | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "658.85", | |
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| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "uh huh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "659.67", | |
| "stop_time": "659.91", | |
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| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
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| "value": "that's great " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "661.23", | |
| "stop_time": "661.54", | |
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| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "663.17", | |
| "stop_time": "664.15", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "is there anything you regret " | |
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| "value": "uh small things sure " | |
| }, | |
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| "stop_time": "670.18", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "can you give me an example of that " | |
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| "value": "yeah" | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "670.92", | |
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| "value": "uh" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "672.5", | |
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| "value": "i regret " | |
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| "value": "the way that i dealt with" | |
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| "value": "a friendship that was ending once uh i regret " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "683.1", | |
| "stop_time": "685.48", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "committing to certain people that i've dated " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "687.16", | |
| "stop_time": "687.76", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "688.72", | |
| "stop_time": "694.8", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "but nothing huge i i tend to go well i won't do that again but i don't spend a lot of time" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "695.9", | |
| "stop_time": "697.97", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "like being upset about things i've done in the past " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "698.49", | |
| "stop_time": "698.93", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "699.78", | |
| "stop_time": "702.6", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago " | |
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| { | |
| "start_time": "704.06", | |
| "stop_time": "704.87", | |
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| "value": "hmm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "707.01", | |
| "stop_time": "708.29", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "stand up for yourself " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "710.46", | |
| "stop_time": "710.99", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "710.73", | |
| "stop_time": "711.69", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "tell me more about that " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "713.15", | |
| "stop_time": "716.75", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter> don't date felons <laughter> uh" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "713.78", | |
| "stop_time": "714.69", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "tell me more about that " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "717.85", | |
| "stop_time": "718.85", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i think that i" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "720.11", | |
| "stop_time": "725.57", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't have any trouble standing up for things that i believe in but sometimes i have trouble standing up for myself" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "726.22", | |
| "stop_time": "730.11", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i think i i really internalize the idea of like" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "731.07", | |
| "stop_time": "735.05", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "you know women being too needy or uh or um" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "735.96", | |
| "stop_time": "748.9", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i don't know those kinds of things and then xxx and so as as an adolescent and growing up i felt like well you then you just shouldn't need anything or you're needy and it took me a while to be able to like voice what i want what i needed from other people and be okay with that" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "742.85", | |
| "stop_time": "743.88", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "uh huh uh huh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "749.54", | |
| "stop_time": "750.48", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "and it's still something i work on " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "752.06", | |
| "stop_time": "752.93", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that makes sense" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "753.8", | |
| "stop_time": "754.65", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that makes sense" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "755.16", | |
| "stop_time": "756.03", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that makes sense " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "756.27", | |
| "stop_time": "757.77", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter> i'm glad you think so " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "758.18", | |
| "stop_time": "759.06", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that makes sense" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "759.58", | |
| "stop_time": "760.01", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are you" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "760.39", | |
| "stop_time": "761.24", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that makes sense" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "761.55", | |
| "stop_time": "763.36", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "what are you most proud of in your life " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "765.37", | |
| "stop_time": "765.84", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "um " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "766.53", | |
| "stop_time": "767.16", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<sigh>" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "769.62", | |
| "stop_time": "771.17", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "that's a good question uh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "772.91", | |
| "stop_time": "774.11", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "my friends and family " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "775.9", | |
| "stop_time": "776.88", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "and uh " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "778.9", | |
| "stop_time": "779.93", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i my talents" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "780.82", | |
| "stop_time": "781.44", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "i would say " | |
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| "start_time": "782.92", | |
| "stop_time": "783.26", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "783.03", | |
| "stop_time": "783.81", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "that's great " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "784.69", | |
| "stop_time": "787.33", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "yeah my ability to take situations and " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "788.34", | |
| "stop_time": "790.73", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "take bad situations and continue and" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "791.61", | |
| "stop_time": "793.02", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "uh make the best of everything " | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "793.59", | |
| "stop_time": "794.01", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "mhm" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "795.48", | |
| "stop_time": "797.74", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to" | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "798.54", | |
| "stop_time": "799.97", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "799.8", | |
| "stop_time": "800.2", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "alright " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "801.15", | |
| "stop_time": "802.54", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me " | |
| }, | |
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| "start_time": "803.08", | |
| "stop_time": "804.32", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "<laughter> thank you " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "804.84", | |
| "stop_time": "806.2", | |
| "speaker": "Ellie", | |
| "value": "goodbye goodbye " | |
| }, | |
| { | |
| "start_time": "806.42", | |
| "stop_time": "809.19", | |
| "speaker": "Participant", | |
| "value": "goodbye goodbye <laughter> " | |
| } | |
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