[ { "start_time": "28.655", "stop_time": "40.645", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment think of me as a friend i don't judge i can't i'm a computer " }, { "start_time": "41.355", "stop_time": "50.955", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential " }, { "start_time": "51.625", "stop_time": "52.785", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how are you doing today" }, { "start_time": "53.245", "stop_time": "54.445", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm doing alright" }, { "start_time": "55.045", "stop_time": "55.835", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "56.745", "stop_time": "58.445", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "where are you from originally" }, { "start_time": "58.945", "stop_time": "61.235", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh originally i'm from california" }, { "start_time": "61.635", "stop_time": "63.145", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh born in glendale" }, { "start_time": "61.955", "stop_time": "62.735", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "64.595", "stop_time": "65.415", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "nice" }, { "start_time": "66.315", "stop_time": "68.165", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how do you like your living situation" }, { "start_time": "68.815", "stop_time": "70.815", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm not too happy with it" }, { "start_time": "71.615", "stop_time": "72.405", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "73.065", "stop_time": "75.695", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh just unemployed at the moment but uh" }, { "start_time": "76.205", "stop_time": "77.835", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "actively seeking uh" }, { "start_time": "78.455", "stop_time": "81.415", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh doing what i'm supposed to be doing uh there are some uh " }, { "start_time": "82.195", "stop_time": "86.055", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "some prospects there but hopefully i'll learn something today" }, { "start_time": "86.845", "stop_time": "89.295", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "it can be tough to find a good job these days" }, { "start_time": "90.885", "stop_time": "92.245", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you have roommates" }, { "start_time": "92.425", "stop_time": "93.035", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "94.515", "stop_time": "96.155", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's it like for you living with them" }, { "start_time": "96.745", "stop_time": "101.425", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well i have one it's a girlfriend so i consider her a roommate a lover type thing" }, { "start_time": "102.375", "stop_time": "102.825", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "oh" }, { "start_time": "104.655", "stop_time": "106.015", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how close are you to them" }, { "start_time": "106.305", "stop_time": "107.155", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pardon me" }, { "start_time": "107.575", "stop_time": "108.945", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how close are you to them" }, { "start_time": "109.225", "stop_time": "112.645", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um we're pretty close" }, { "start_time": "113.245", "stop_time": "114.505", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how do you know them" }, { "start_time": "114.945", "stop_time": "118.415", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i met her last year and uh" }, { "start_time": "119.285", "stop_time": "120.565", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "we've been through some" }, { "start_time": "121.265", "stop_time": "125.465", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "troubling times but uh we're starting to see a light at the end of the tunnel" }, { "start_time": "126.385", "stop_time": "127.535", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "130.025", "stop_time": "131.195", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me more about that" }, { "start_time": "132.005", "stop_time": "132.935", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "133.485", "stop_time": "134.525", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "the troubling times" }, { "start_time": "136.705", "stop_time": "137.305", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "137.995", "stop_time": "139.095", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "140.925", "stop_time": "141.935", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i would" }, { "start_time": "142.395", "stop_time": "143.895", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "let me see uh" }, { "start_time": "144.895", "stop_time": "145.695", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well" }, { "start_time": "146.235", "stop_time": "153.465", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i had uh gotten a d_u_i last year and uh lost my job i'm a truck driver by trade so " }, { "start_time": "154.025", "stop_time": "155.085", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh that kinda" }, { "start_time": "156.005", "stop_time": "167.455", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "threw me way off uh having a fourteen hundred dollar a week job uh and then going to nothing kinda like plus losing my my license kinda really threw me off" }, { "start_time": "168.025", "stop_time": "169.915", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and uh I couldn't um" }, { "start_time": "170.675", "stop_time": "173.665", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i haven't really uh" }, { "start_time": "175.265", "stop_time": "179.835", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "found anything that i was interested in uh so i started cooking" }, { "start_time": "180.555", "stop_time": "187.425", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and our trying to see which other route i can go as far as uh having some kind of a career and uh" }, { "start_time": "188.115", "stop_time": "188.945", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "so" }, { "start_time": "189.875", "stop_time": "198.025", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm choose choosing to go into the culinary field but you know uh meanwhile i still have to work it's hard to find work with uh without going to school " }, { "start_time": "198.445", "stop_time": "198.965", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "198.755", "stop_time": "200.115", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and uh so" }, { "start_time": "200.695", "stop_time": "207.895", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but i think today uh i applied at ralphs so hopefully i'll get that job i should have that job actually so" }, { "start_time": "208.785", "stop_time": "209.425", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "210.155", "stop_time": "214.965", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but i'm starting to see a light like i said at the end of the tunnel now a little by little" }, { "start_time": "213.825", "stop_time": "214.345", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "216.665", "stop_time": "217.485", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "218.235", "stop_time": "220.125", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's your dream job" }, { "start_time": "222.385", "stop_time": "227.255", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my dream job would be probably forestry service" }, { "start_time": "227.695", "stop_time": "229.145", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "out in the wilderness yeah" }, { "start_time": "227.935", "stop_time": "228.765", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "230.945", "stop_time": "232.215", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i like being alone" }, { "start_time": "231.405", "stop_time": "232.975", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you decide to do that" }, { "start_time": "233.145", "stop_time": "233.645", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pardon me" }, { "start_time": "233.815", "stop_time": "235.315", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you decide to do that" }, { "start_time": "235.685", "stop_time": "236.305", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well" }, { "start_time": "236.745", "stop_time": "245.115", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know i have a a lot of for animals i'm an exotic animal trainer by trade and uh so and i like being i don't like people too much" }, { "start_time": "245.575", "stop_time": "252.715", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh so being outdoors and uh i've always enjoyed being outdoors that's how i like being a truck driver i've traveled the world" }, { "start_time": "253.325", "stop_time": "261.015", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't necessarily like being in a warehouse or an office i'm of a a" }, { "start_time": "257.375", "stop_time": "257.955", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "262.445", "stop_time": "264.365", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "outdoors type of guy so" }, { "start_time": "264.805", "stop_time": "265.715", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "267.315", "stop_time": "268.945", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'd love to hear about one of your trips" }, { "start_time": "270.305", "stop_time": "273.295", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh one of my trips would be uh" }, { "start_time": "274.175", "stop_time": "283.005", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i spent a year and a half in japan and uh on the uh lower island uh there that uh they built that bridge " }, { "start_time": "277.605", "stop_time": "278.115", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "wow" }, { "start_time": "283.895", "stop_time": "286.365", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh the largest bridge in the world uh and uh" }, { "start_time": "287.575", "stop_time": "289.695", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i went there to work for " }, { "start_time": "290.375", "stop_time": "296.735", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh for an all white oh uh an all white tiger act and uh working for a japanese circus " }, { "start_time": "297.095", "stop_time": "305.995", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "so it was interesting that a lot of people on that island hadn't really seen a lot of americans 'cause that was also one of the islands that we uh that they bombed " }, { "start_time": "306.385", "stop_time": "306.915", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "306.985", "stop_time": "316.305", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "so there was a lot of negativity but i i pretty have a good idea out you know outlook uh on life uh especially during those times you know i" }, { "start_time": "317.195", "stop_time": "317.515", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i enjoyed myself you know" }, { "start_time": "318.175", "stop_time": "328.445", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "through all the traveling and and meeting new people and um eating you know different um diverse foods and uh it was a good experience for me " }, { "start_time": "328.725", "stop_time": "333.705", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "all of that whole experience was pretty good for me you know just traveling around with circuses and uh " }, { "start_time": "334.405", "stop_time": "336.085", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know it's been great" }, { "start_time": "336.575", "stop_time": "337.455", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "nice" }, { "start_time": "339.675", "stop_time": "342.405", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you really like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "343.235", "stop_time": "347.745", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "349.795", "stop_time": "351.205", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "probably" }, { "start_time": "353.485", "stop_time": "356.775", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um one some of the things i like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "357.385", "stop_time": "359.735", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "there's not a lot that i like about l_a but" }, { "start_time": "360.885", "stop_time": "367.315", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um i like hollywood i like the the the movie industry um" }, { "start_time": "366.665", "stop_time": "367.315", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "368.395", "stop_time": "371.055", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "the uh huge uh" }, { "start_time": "372.275", "stop_time": "372.935", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "373.805", "stop_time": "376.715", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "different different people you know different uh" }, { "start_time": "378.045", "stop_time": "381.885", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "different ethnics of uh people here you know uh" }, { "start_time": "383.285", "stop_time": "390.815", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i enjoy talking to uh few you know a lot of foreigners you know i like to see where they came from and and what what it's like there " }, { "start_time": "386.805", "stop_time": "387.445", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "391.575", "stop_time": "392.345", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "393.215", "stop_time": "395.195", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "traffic's atrocious" }, { "start_time": "396.485", "stop_time": "397.395", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know" }, { "start_time": "397.005", "stop_time": "397.655", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "399.925", "stop_time": "402.055", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that make you really mad" }, { "start_time": "403.375", "stop_time": "404.415", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "traffic " }, { "start_time": "405.025", "stop_time": "407.525", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh ignorance uh" }, { "start_time": "409.275", "stop_time": "416.545", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "being disrespected uh being disrespectful or whatever you know other people being disrespectful toward you or other people" }, { "start_time": "417.135", "stop_time": "417.985", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "422.735", "stop_time": "423.685", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "that's about it" }, { "start_time": "424.405", "stop_time": "425.245", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "425.865", "stop_time": "426.775", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "dishonesty" }, { "start_time": "425.895", "stop_time": "427.735", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time that happened" }, { "start_time": "427.585", "stop_time": "428.295", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pardon me" }, { "start_time": "428.285", "stop_time": "430.135", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time that happened " }, { "start_time": "430.175", "stop_time": "436.235", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh it happens on a daily basis it seems like you know i ride the bus a lot so uh" }, { "start_time": "436.965", "stop_time": "439.895", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know or i if i'm riding my bike uh" }, { "start_time": "440.705", "stop_time": "450.505", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "people tend to almost run me over so if i'm not totally paying attention to traffic uh you know i find myself sometimes" }, { "start_time": "446.495", "stop_time": "446.975", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "451.685", "stop_time": "459.485", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know having to wait to see what they're gonna do instead of i having the right of way or uh something like that" }, { "start_time": "457.765", "stop_time": "458.435", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "460.015", "stop_time": "461.075", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sucks" }, { "start_time": "461.275", "stop_time": "462.635", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah big time" }, { "start_time": "464.655", "stop_time": "466.255", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do when you're annoyed" }, { "start_time": "467.005", "stop_time": "468.935", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "what do i do when i'm annoyed" }, { "start_time": "469.435", "stop_time": "470.055", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "469.895", "stop_time": "470.635", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "474.155", "stop_time": "485.805", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "probably sit there and uh sit there and vent you know uh speak my mind even though a lot of times it's i'm myself you know just like you know assholes or whatever you um" }, { "start_time": "486.295", "stop_time": "499.985", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well you know i carry rocks in my back pocket so i can it you know it happens so much where i i just it just amazes me at what people will do sometimes you know you almost get run over all you know i i probably almost get run over probably on a daily basis " }, { "start_time": "500.875", "stop_time": "504.435", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and if i wasn't paying attention i'd be up shit creek" }, { "start_time": "501.365", "stop_time": "501.975", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "wow" }, { "start_time": "505.525", "stop_time": "506.125", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "506.565", "stop_time": "507.765", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how hard is that" }, { "start_time": "508.455", "stop_time": "513.385", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh it's hard with dealing with people especially trying not to react 'cause there's consequences for your reactions" }, { "start_time": "514.185", "stop_time": "514.785", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "516.455", "stop_time": "519.565", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about" }, { "start_time": "520.745", "stop_time": "525.955", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um it was with my girlfriend and uh it was about being honest uh " }, { "start_time": "526.695", "stop_time": "529.275", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um i'm pretty honest with" }, { "start_time": "530.615", "stop_time": "533.745", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm open and honest about any anything and everything" }, { "start_time": "533.905", "stop_time": "534.485", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "534.415", "stop_time": "535.275", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and uh" }, { "start_time": "535.825", "stop_time": "553.535", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "what it was about was uh just her lying to me uh telling me that she had told our landlord something and and that she had done something and that and that aspect and i come to find out a week later that it was a total lie so i just" }, { "start_time": "554.285", "stop_time": "556.245", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know didn't like that at all" }, { "start_time": "557.135", "stop_time": "558.185", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "559.045", "stop_time": "560.975", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you feel in that moment" }, { "start_time": "561.385", "stop_time": "562.095", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pardon me" }, { "start_time": "562.795", "stop_time": "564.615", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you feel in that moment" }, { "start_time": "565.445", "stop_time": "566.185", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "568.545", "stop_time": "570.865", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm trying to i'm missing the word for it uh" }, { "start_time": "573.655", "stop_time": "579.845", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "just that i don't know now that whether i could believe anything she says now so it was it was uh" }, { "start_time": "581.425", "stop_time": "591.305", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i felt hurt you know uh that you know here we had been in a relationship for a little bit and well that's probably one of my biggest uh pet peeves is is being honest " }, { "start_time": "591.785", "stop_time": "592.545", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "593.685", "stop_time": "599.865", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't like i said i don't hold back and i'm pretty honest in anything and everything that i do or say so" }, { "start_time": "600.445", "stop_time": "600.885", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "600.725", "stop_time": "603.985", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know and if you're lying about something well" }, { "start_time": "604.375", "stop_time": "609.185", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you just you're always having to cover up uh" }, { "start_time": "609.995", "stop_time": "613.595", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "more lies with the lies that that you already told and i just" }, { "start_time": "614.885", "stop_time": "628.475", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "don't see any you know so it kinda took a lot from uh me trusting her now or you know whatever now i'm i you know is it truthful is it not you know so it's kinda hurt our relationship" }, { "start_time": "629.965", "stop_time": "631.335", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm sorry to hear that" }, { "start_time": "631.665", "stop_time": "633.385", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "can't do nothing about it" }, { "start_time": "634.745", "stop_time": "636.935", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you like to do for fun" }, { "start_time": "637.805", "stop_time": "640.205", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh fun i" }, { "start_time": "641.775", "stop_time": "643.955", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "like going to the beach uh" }, { "start_time": "645.255", "stop_time": "652.575", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i love shooting darts but i haven't done it in a while i i love i love to paint uh i got into watercolor painting " }, { "start_time": "653.355", "stop_time": "657.215", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and i'm pretty gifted at that and um" }, { "start_time": "658.775", "stop_time": "663.455", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i wanna try some other mediums and uh let's see here i love fishing" }, { "start_time": "664.205", "stop_time": "666.545", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh haven't gone in a while though" }, { "start_time": "667.165", "stop_time": "668.255", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and uh" }, { "start_time": "670.625", "stop_time": "687.005", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i like driving a truck you know uh it's you know my job you know i was a i really really enjoyed it i don't like driving through cities but uh usually when i'm in the middle of the night where i can see all the stars i like star gazing i'll see if i can um" }, { "start_time": "687.565", "stop_time": "689.055", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pick out some of those uh" }, { "start_time": "689.775", "stop_time": "692.915", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "astronomy uh stars up up there and um " }, { "start_time": "693.995", "stop_time": "698.695", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm a pretty easy going guy so shooting pool um" }, { "start_time": "699.505", "stop_time": "701.265", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "sunshine just" }, 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"start_time": "735.225", "stop_time": "738.075", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "playing with lions and tigers uh" }, { "start_time": "739.345", "stop_time": "742.995", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh wrestling a a baby elephant in a in a mud puddle" }, { "start_time": "743.475", "stop_time": "743.925", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "744.015", "stop_time": "745.215", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "oh my gosh" }, { "start_time": "746.275", "stop_time": "748.295", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh just enjoying myself" }, { "start_time": "749.255", "stop_time": "750.475", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "awesome" }, { "start_time": "750.605", "stop_time": "751.255", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i know" }, { "start_time": "753.625", "stop_time": "755.255", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how close are you to your family" }, { "start_time": "755.965", "stop_time": "756.575", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "not" }, { "start_time": "757.385", "stop_time": "759.625", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i don't have much family as it is" }, { "start_time": "761.015", "stop_time": "761.965", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "763.045", "stop_time": "767.385", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "at least here in the states i don't my mom's from central america so uh " }, { "start_time": "768.215", "stop_time": "771.305", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but i'm not close to i have uh " }, { "start_time": "772.255", "stop_time": "774.065", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "three brothers one sister" }, { "start_time": "775.755", "stop_time": "780.125", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and i'm probably not really really close to none of my siblings" }, { "start_time": "780.525", "stop_time": "782.055", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i speak with one brother" }, { "start_time": "782.955", "stop_time": "786.165", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh quite a bit um" }, { "start_time": 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the last uh" }, { "start_time": "860.895", "stop_time": "863.395", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "going on a year um" }, { "start_time": "865.325", "stop_time": "866.785", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know i uh" }, { "start_time": "867.215", "stop_time": "873.725", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "depends on my thought process at the time i like i said i've been looking for work quite a bit um" }, { "start_time": "874.295", "stop_time": "875.285", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "so just" }, { "start_time": "876.025", "stop_time": "880.465", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "wondering why you know i don't get called i i just have my i have racing thoughts " }, { "start_time": "881.425", "stop_time": "882.245", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "so " }, { "start_time": "883.215", "stop_time": "889.115", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "or i get depressed you know 'cause i or i worry about things that you know that really i have no control over" }, { 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do the things i like or" }, { "start_time": "979.335", "stop_time": "985.175", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm you know maybe spending a little bit more time with my girlfriend or you know so something like that " }, { "start_time": "985.175", "stop_time": "985.635", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "986.535", "stop_time": "988.065", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how do you cope with them" }, { "start_time": "988.525", "stop_time": "989.445", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "how do i what" }, { "start_time": "990.225", "stop_time": "991.625", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how do you cope with them" }, { "start_time": "991.995", "stop_time": "993.515", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "how do i cope with them" }, { "start_time": "995.225", "stop_time": "996.235", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "998.635", "stop_time": "1000.025", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i just" }, { "start_time": "1000.725", "stop_time": "1006.805", 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"speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "1036.065", "stop_time": "1043.145", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh talking with others about work so that i can just kinda you know get back to um" }, { "start_time": "1043.535", "stop_time": "1051.035", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "back to basics you know i just don't let a lot of stuff bother me it does bother me but i try not to to let it continue to bother me" }, { "start_time": "1051.865", "stop_time": "1052.665", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "1053.145", "stop_time": "1055.025", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "has that gotten you in trouble" }, { "start_time": "1058.165", "stop_time": "1059.955", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "if what has gotten me in trouble" }, { "start_time": "1062.975", "stop_time": "1064.245", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my mood swing i mean" }, { "start_time": "1065.225", "stop_time": "1065.965", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": 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"Participant", "value": "the issues that were bothering me so um" }, { "start_time": "1143.735", "stop_time": "1153.585", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know toward positive stuff i got my g_e_d different things a lot of classes um uh thought about going to school i didn't go to school" }, { "start_time": "1154.215", "stop_time": "1155.265", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and uh" }, { "start_time": "1156.575", "stop_time": "1166.145", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "anything that would kinda um change my old ways and and uh and try to move on to more productive activities " }, { "start_time": "1167.085", "stop_time": "1167.955", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "1168.255", "stop_time": "1169.255", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "1173.575", "stop_time": "1175.365", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you feel like therapy is useful" }, { "start_time": "1175.665", "stop_time": "1176.335", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pardon me" }, { "start_time": "1176.775", "stop_time": "1178.445", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you feel like therapy is useful" }, { "start_time": "1181.065", "stop_time": "1182.285", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i still didn't hear you" }, { "start_time": "1182.525", "stop_time": "1183.965", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you feel like therapy is useful" }, { "start_time": "1185.905", "stop_time": "1186.575", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "that" }, { "start_time": "1188.385", "stop_time": "1189.875", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "people have been deceitful" }, { "start_time": "1195.555", "stop_time": "1197.175", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "can you repeat that one more time" }, { "start_time": "1197.455", "stop_time": "1199.405", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why don't we talk about that later" }, { "start_time": "1199.405", "stop_time": "1200.285", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "alright" }, { "start_time": "1204.915", "stop_time": 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like three to four months six months and then they go well here i'm gonna try you on this and or i'm gonna try you on that and it's just an ongoing process and i probably for about the last two years" }, { "start_time": "1277.665", "stop_time": "1282.705", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "actually about three years i kinda just said you know what that's it and um" }, { "start_time": "1283.845", "stop_time": "1289.945", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "whether it's different than whether if i would be on on on uhon meds for it " }, { "start_time": "1290.445", "stop_time": "1296.325", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um i don't think so you know it's the still the same stuff i still get the same problems and i still " }, { "start_time": "1296.755", "stop_time": "1303.325", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh get the same anxiety as if i if i was on medication for it or not so i just" }, { "start_time": "1303.025", "stop_time": "1303.635", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "1304.385", "stop_time": "1310.575", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and i'll deal with it you know sometimes it's not good you know i get irritated at people a lot i don't like people" }, { "start_time": "1311.075", "stop_time": "1318.455", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um i don't like crowds i don't you know like obnoxious people huge empty quiet so" }, { "start_time": "1319.715", "stop_time": "1320.565", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "1321.055", "stop_time": "1329.425", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but i i get a person you know i it's not that personality but i think people can see me and just say uh don't mess with this guy or you know um" }, { "start_time": "1330.495", "stop_time": "1331.165", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "1330.985", "stop_time": "1336.655", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but still you know i like i i ride public transportation quite a bit and um" }, { "start_time": 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a problem before you found out" }, { "start_time": "1365.395", "stop_time": "1367.305", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "did i have a problem before i got out" }, { "start_time": "1367.595", "stop_time": "1370.075", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "did you think you had a problem before you found out" }, { "start_time": "1370.445", "stop_time": "1371.575", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "1373.245", "stop_time": "1380.665", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well i i don't know if i knew that i had a problem um uh before i found out the thing is that i know other people " }, { "start_time": "1381.005", "stop_time": "1381.785", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "1383.805", "stop_time": "1393.755", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i have a lot of ups and downs so i know a lot in my younger days people would tell me you know when i told them that i was diagnosed with you know bipolar that um " }, { "start_time": "1395.035", "stop_time": "1401.945", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "a lot of remarks were like oh that's what's wrong you know that's what was wrong with you we we wish that you would've would've found that out years ago " }, { "start_time": "1402.825", "stop_time": "1412.355", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh and uh like i don't think the meds really work but what i do uh i think uh time kinda like you know just getting older" }, { "start_time": "1412.945", "stop_time": "1413.775", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "kind of uh" }, { "start_time": "1414.635", "stop_time": "1417.105", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know makes it work you know" }, { "start_time": "1417.705", "stop_time": "1418.545", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "1418.095", "stop_time": "1420.305", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "me me dealing with life so" }, { "start_time": "1421.745", "stop_time": "1424.105", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how has seeing a therapist affected you" }, { "start_time": "1424.745", "stop_time": "1425.495", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pardon me" }, { "start_time": "1425.775", "stop_time": "1427.765", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how has seeing a therapist affected you" }, { "start_time": "1428.455", "stop_time": "1434.515", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i talked to a therapist probably on a weekly basis for a while" }, { "start_time": "1435.185", "stop_time": "1436.745", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh recently" }, { "start_time": "1437.935", "stop_time": "1445.395", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and uh it helps a lot you know uh just to get out my anger uh my thoughts um" }, { "start_time": "1446.565", "stop_time": "1451.015", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "a lot of people may not understand that but uh" }, { "start_time": "1452.015", "stop_time": "1453.375", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "a therapist is" }, { "start_time": "1454.585", "stop_time": "1460.915", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i think the bigger thing is that i can just get it all out uh whatever's bothing me whether it be uh" }, { "start_time": "1461.755", "stop_time": "1463.995", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "people you know uh" }, { "start_time": "1465.005", "stop_time": "1465.745", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "1466.635", "stop_time": "1473.925", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "other issues you know were whatever the case may be i just think talking about it and they're such good listeners and can kinda like" }, { "start_time": "1475.175", "stop_time": "1482.275", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know they they give me the same advice that you know that i you know give myself or whatever that i would give to others" }, { "start_time": "1482.705", "stop_time": "1486.165", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh but it's always helpful if you hear it from somebody else somebody who" }, { "start_time": "1486.535", "stop_time": "1493.725", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "will be has a you know are are you know they go to school for this so you know" }, { "start_time": "1492.845", "stop_time": "1493.615", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "right" }, { "start_time": "1494.055", "stop_time": "1495.305", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but it's good to have" }, { "start_time": "1494.585", "stop_time": "1495.845", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's so good to hear" }, { "start_time": "1495.955", "stop_time": "1496.695", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "1497.415", "stop_time": "1500.965", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what sort of changes have you noticed since you've been going to therapy" }, { "start_time": "1501.245", "stop_time": "1505.055", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well i don't go anymore uh so um" }, { "start_time": "1505.605", "stop_time": "1507.935", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i kinda miss it you know like i said uh" }, { "start_time": "1508.745", "stop_time": "1509.475", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "1509.945", "stop_time": "1512.135", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i miss it a lot actually but uh" }, { "start_time": "1513.865", "stop_time": "1521.775", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's just one of those things you know i just deal with it you know uh according to you know if i ever get a chance to go to therapy again i probably will" }, { "start_time": "1522.255", "stop_time": "1523.465", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why did you stop" }, { "start_time": "1523.865", "stop_time": "1527.965", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um well monetary reasons and uh" }, { "start_time": "1528.775", "stop_time": "1538.385", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know uh i don't have health insurance there's a lot of things that you know i'd like to do but i can't you know um " }, { "start_time": "1538.695", "stop_time": "1539.235", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "1539.235", "stop_time": "1542.245", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know money situation's not that great right now so" }, { "start_time": "1542.755", "stop_time": "1543.945", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm sorry" }, { "start_time": "1547.295", "stop_time": "1549.395", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how would your best friend describe you" }, { "start_time": "1550.495", "stop_time": "1552.685", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "how does my friends describe me" }, { "start_time": "1553.845", "stop_time": "1554.495", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "1555.115", "stop_time": "1556.095", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "1561.345", "stop_time": "1563.745", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "they would probably describe me as uh" }, { "start_time": "1564.825", "stop_time": "1571.025", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh energetic uh outgoing person uh once i get to know people" }, { "start_time": "1571.555", "stop_time": "1572.185", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "1575.675", "stop_time": "1578.965", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "laughs i you know i laugh a i laugh a lot" }, { "start_time": "1579.015", "stop_time": "1579.975", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "1579.605", "stop_time": "1580.265", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "1580.645", "stop_time": "1581.895", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but uh" }, { "start_time": "1583.365", "stop_time": "1586.775", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "they would probably tell you that i'm also very serious and uh " }, { "start_time": "1588.115", "stop_time": "1588.835", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "1591.775", "stop_time": "1597.055", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "hidden person i don't reveal a lot you know" }, { "start_time": "1597.145", "stop_time": "1597.915", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "1598.395", "stop_time": "1600.695", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and uh so " }, { "start_time": "1600.685", "stop_time": "1603.285", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": " who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life " }, { "start_time": "1603.545", "stop_time": "1605.955", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "someone who has been a positive influence in my life" }, { "start_time": "1606.145", "stop_time": "1606.875", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "1608.645", "stop_time": "1610.505", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "someone who's been um" }, { "start_time": "1618.945", "stop_time": "1622.135", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "someone who's been a positive influence in my life" }, { "start_time": "1623.595", "stop_time": "1627.945", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh probably my boss one of my bosses uh when i first started with uh" }, { "start_time": "1628.865", "stop_time": "1633.495", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "with exotic animals he was real you know he was uh" }, { "start_time": "1634.175", "stop_time": "1636.355", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh german and um" }, { "start_time": "1638.285", "stop_time": "1639.955", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "they didn't" }, { "start_time": "1641.125", "stop_time": "1643.255", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "teach i don't know what he saw in me but" }, { "start_time": "1643.935", "stop_time": "1649.025", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "he taught me a lot about working with exotic animals and um" }, { "start_time": "1650.405", "stop_time": "1656.095", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "showed a lot of confidence in me and which in in it also built confidence in myself " }, { "start_time": "1656.595", "stop_time": "1657.365", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "1657.765", "stop_time": "1658.835", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and uh" }, { "start_time": "1659.615", "stop_time": "1664.835", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "sort of let me know that you know that there's nothing that i really can't accomplish if i put my mind to it" }, { "start_time": "1666.015", "stop_time": "1666.555", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know" }, { "start_time": "1666.545", "stop_time": "1668.405", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sounds like a great situation" }, { "start_time": "1668.405", "stop_time": "1669.705", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah it was" }, { "start_time": "1671.545", "stop_time": "1674.385", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to" }, { "start_time": "1675.035", "stop_time": "1677.005", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me" }, { "start_time": "1677.005", "stop_time": "1677.995", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you're welcome" }, { "start_time": "1678.005", "stop_time": "1678.765", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "goodbye" }, { "start_time": "1678.775", "stop_time": "1679.805", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "bye " } ]