[ { "start_time": "51.74", "stop_time": "54.62", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today" }, { "start_time": "55.395", "stop_time": "58.745", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment" }, { "start_time": "59.635", "stop_time": "65.965", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started " }, { "start_time": "66.692", "stop_time": "71.292", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential" }, { "start_time": "71.992", "stop_time": "73.132", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are you okay with this" }, { "start_time": "74.625", "stop_time": "74.975", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "sure" }, { "start_time": "76.08", "stop_time": "76.495", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "77.34", "stop_time": "79.3", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "so how are you doing today" }, { "start_time": "80.99", "stop_time": "81.5", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "82.01", "stop_time": "84.53", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "okay i guess not bad not good" }, { "start_time": "85.72", "stop_time": "86.15", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "so so" }, { "start_time": "85.735", "stop_time": "86.185", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "88.14", "stop_time": "89.44", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "where are you from originally" }, { "start_time": "89.98", "stop_time": "91.03", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "denver colorado" }, { "start_time": "92.83", "stop_time": "93.21", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "94.25", "stop_time": "95.15", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why'd you move to l_a" }, { "start_time": "96.355", "stop_time": "98.635", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh to pursue job opportunities" }, { "start_time": "100.555", "stop_time": "101.535", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when'd you move to l_a" }, { "start_time": "102.865", "stop_time": "105.285", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh about two years ago" }, { "start_time": "106.54", "stop_time": "108.32", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how often do you go back to your home town" }, { "start_time": "109.285", "stop_time": "110.605", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh once or twice a year" }, { "start_time": "112.87", "stop_time": "113.49", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "nice" }, { "start_time": "116.82", "stop_time": "118.63", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you really like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "120.01", "stop_time": "122.08", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i really like the sunshine" }, { "start_time": "122.965", "stop_time": "127.565", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um all the opportunities all the different kinds of people lots of stuff to do" }, { "start_time": "128.585", "stop_time": "129.095", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "that sort of thing" }, { "start_time": "129.11", "stop_time": "130.96", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "131.67", "stop_time": "133.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i hate the traffic" }, { "start_time": "134.83", "stop_time": "137.7", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i wish the seasons were more distinct" }, { "start_time": "138.31", "stop_time": "140.17", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and that everything costs a lot of money here" }, { "start_time": "141.53", "stop_time": "142.295", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i see what you mean" }, { "start_time": "143.52", "stop_time": "145.99", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how easy was it for you to get used to living in l_a" }, { "start_time": "147.085", "stop_time": "147.945", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pretty easy" }, { "start_time": "149.725", "stop_time": "150.215", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "151.91", "stop_time": "153.82", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that make you really mad" }, { "start_time": "155.465", "stop_time": "156.425", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "hmm" }, { "start_time": "157.545", "stop_time": "158.815", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'd say uh" }, { "start_time": "160.2", "stop_time": "161.21", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "people are rude" }, { "start_time": "162.89", "stop_time": "163.74", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "164.695", "stop_time": "165.925", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "not having enough money" }, { "start_time": "168.75", "stop_time": "170.64", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh what else" }, { "start_time": "173.025", "stop_time": "175.805", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm just a lot of things are frustrating i guess" }, { "start_time": "176.88", "stop_time": "177.54", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "178.92", "stop_time": "180.32", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do when you're annoyed" }, { "start_time": "182.925", "stop_time": "184.935", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i guess it depends on " }, { "start_time": "185.62", "stop_time": "191.33", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "what i'm annoyed about like if it's at another person or about something i did or just life in general" }, { "start_time": "192.625", "stop_time": "193.025", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "193.685", "stop_time": "194.925", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "can you give me an example of that" }, { "start_time": "196.825", "stop_time": "197.595", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "199.66", "stop_time": "205.82", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "if somebody like a person annoys me i'll probably let them know they're annoying me until they stop" }, { "start_time": "207.095", "stop_time": "207.615", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "209.795", "stop_time": "210.735", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "is that what you're talking about" }, { "start_time": "210.24", "stop_time": "210.67", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "211.93", "stop_time": "212.31", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "212.4", "stop_time": "212.65", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "213.915", "stop_time": "215.725", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how are you at controlling your temper" }, { "start_time": "217.13", "stop_time": "221.02", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh so so not not as good as i'd like to be" }, { "start_time": "222.59", "stop_time": "225.46", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about" }, { "start_time": "227.36", "stop_time": "228.34", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "230.485", "stop_time": "234.705", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "a few days ago about getting paid for something i did on time" }, { "start_time": "236.43", "stop_time": "237.98", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you feel in that moment" }, { "start_time": "239.915", "stop_time": "241.565", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh pretty pissed off" }, { "start_time": "242.38", "stop_time": "243.48", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "taken advantage of" }, { "start_time": "244.955", "stop_time": "245.345", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "248.12", "stop_time": "249.74", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you like to do for fun" }, { "start_time": "251.01", "stop_time": "252.76", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i like to go to the gym" }, { "start_time": "253.85", "stop_time": "257.565", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh hang out with friends read" }, { "start_time": "258.34", "stop_time": "258.74", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "write" }, { "start_time": "259.74", "stop_time": "260.33", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "that sort of thing" }, { "start_time": "261.29", "stop_time": "261.64", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "cool" }, { "start_time": "263.26", "stop_time": "264.8", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you consider yourself an introvert" }, { "start_time": "266.345", "stop_time": "267.685", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm at times" }, { "start_time": "268.965", "stop_time": "269.275", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "271.235", "stop_time": "273.495", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh because" }, { "start_time": "274.24", "stop_time": "279.94", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "sometimes i like to keep to myself and don't feel like showing a lot of outward emotion" }, { "start_time": "281.355", "stop_time": "281.815", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "283.555", "stop_time": "284.645", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what'd you study at school" }, { "start_time": "286.26", "stop_time": "290.135", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i have a degree in in liberal arts majored in political science" }, { "start_time": "291.285", "stop_time": "292.215", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are you still doing that" }, { "start_time": "292.735", "stop_time": "293.065", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "294.76", "stop_time": "295.56", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do now" }, { "start_time": "296.36", "stop_time": "298.29", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i work uh in sales" }, { "start_time": "300.83", "stop_time": "301.9", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's your dream job" }, { "start_time": "303.795", "stop_time": "304.245", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "hmm" }, { "start_time": "306.465", "stop_time": "307.915", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "to own uh" }, { "start_time": "309.28", "stop_time": "314.295", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "several of my own businesses and and have lots of money coming in from different streams" }, { "start_time": "315.37", "stop_time": "316.32", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i guess if that's a job" }, { "start_time": "317.99", "stop_time": "318.57", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "nice" }, { "start_time": "320.78", "stop_time": "322.95", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences" }, { "start_time": "325.01", "stop_time": "325.92", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "327.12", "stop_time": "329.93", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i used to live in mexico city that was pretty memorable" }, { "start_time": "330.95", "stop_time": "331.45", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "334", "stop_time": "334.875", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me more about that" }, { "start_time": "334.875", "stop_time": "335.185", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "337.6", "stop_time": "346.52", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um let's see it was pretty different than anything i've ever experienced it was a lot of fun exposed to a lot of new things and new people " }, { "start_time": "347.165", "stop_time": "347.685", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "348.32", "stop_time": "351.26", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i was pretty young carefree good times" }, { "start_time": "353.465", "stop_time": "354.325", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you travel a lot" }, { "start_time": "355.275", "stop_time": "359.915", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um not recently but i have in my life traveled quite a bit" }, { "start_time": "361.615", "stop_time": "363.125", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'd love to hear about one of your trips" }, { "start_time": "364.81", "stop_time": "366.71", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um let's see" }, { "start_time": "368.542", "stop_time": "373.902", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i went to london that was a lot of fun pretty cool city" }, { "start_time": "374.65", "stop_time": "376.88", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "little too expensive but definitely cool" }, { "start_time": "379.765", "stop_time": "380.215", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "383.3", "stop_time": "385.52", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences" }, { "start_time": "388.445", "stop_time": "390.825", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "of what just anything in life" }, { "start_time": "392.615", "stop_time": "393.025", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "394.52", "stop_time": "395.61", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "398.385", "stop_time": "399.465", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "let's see" }, { "start_time": "402.62", "stop_time": "406.18", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh boy that's a good question um" }, { "start_time": "407.34", "stop_time": "414.03", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "moving to l_a was pretty memorable took me a lot of hard work to uh move here so that was memorable i would say" }, { "start_time": "415.67", "stop_time": "416.01", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "417.775", "stop_time": "418.225", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "418.735", "stop_time": "419.445", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "419.405", "stop_time": "421.775", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you felt really happy" }, { "start_time": "423.18", "stop_time": "423.77", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "hmm" }, { "start_time": "428.925", "stop_time": "431.335", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh maybe like" }, { "start_time": "432.32", "stop_time": "433.14", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "six months ago" }, { "start_time": "435.04", "stop_time": "435.89", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me more about that" }, { "start_time": "437.585", "stop_time": "439.635", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh things were just going really well" }, { "start_time": "441.455", "stop_time": "442.975", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "didn't have much stress in my life" }, { "start_time": "445.765", "stop_time": "446.095", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "450.92", "stop_time": "453.96", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately" }, { "start_time": "455.97", "stop_time": "458.08", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh yeah i'm i'm" }, { "start_time": "458.922", "stop_time": "461.632", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "easier more easily irritated" }, { "start_time": "462.625", "stop_time": "463.665", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and uh" }, { "start_time": "464.725", "stop_time": "467.015", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yell more tired more" }, { "start_time": "468.14", "stop_time": "471.02", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh kind of down feeling down more" }, { "start_time": "472.98", "stop_time": "473.94", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "not as productive" }, { "start_time": "475.69", "stop_time": "477.4", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you been diagnosed with depression" }, { "start_time": "478.47", "stop_time": "479.71", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh yeah awhile ago" }, { "start_time": "481.215", "stop_time": "482.975", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how long ago were you diagnosed" }, { "start_time": "483.79", "stop_time": "484.82", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "486.44", "stop_time": "486.85", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "hmm" }, { "start_time": "489.265", "stop_time": "496.585", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm don't know exactly it's been a few years but i still feel the same as i did when they diagnosed me so i assume i'm still depressed" }, { "start_time": "498.135", "stop_time": "499.445", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what got you to seek help" }, { "start_time": "501.905", "stop_time": "502.655", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "503.385", "stop_time": "507.965", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well i just i'm a big believer in talking to people about your problems so i just thought" }, { "start_time": "509.39", "stop_time": "510.41", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "that would uh" }, { "start_time": "512.35", "stop_time": "515.2", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "be a good idea so i did it and and that's what i found out" }, { "start_time": "516.65", "stop_time": "517.79", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you feel like therapy's useful" }, { "start_time": "518.235", "stop_time": "519.045", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "oh yeah definitely" }, { "start_time": "521.31", "stop_time": "522.54", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "can you give me an example of that" }, { "start_time": "524.45", "stop_time": "537.53", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um i mean it depends on what you mean by therapy like i or most people probably can't afford good therapy but just even talking to friends i would consider therapy somebody who will listen so helps you get stuff off your chest " }, { "start_time": "538.45", "stop_time": "539.67", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's so good to hear" }, { "start_time": "539.7", "stop_time": "540.14", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "542.36", "stop_time": "542.79", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "thanks" }, { "start_time": "542.875", "stop_time": "544.515", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how has seeing a therapist affected you " }, { "start_time": "547.06", "stop_time": "556.24", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um well i haven't necessarily seen a therapist per se but uh when you talk to somebody who listens and you and you get stuff" }, { "start_time": "557.32", "stop_time": "563.67", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "like out there like out of your head or whatever it it's uh it helps to destress i think" }, { "start_time": "565.75", "stop_time": "566.62", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i see what you mean" }, { "start_time": "570.635", "stop_time": "573.195", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that usually put you in a good mood" }, { "start_time": "574.5", "stop_time": "575.31", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "hmm" }, { "start_time": "577.46", "stop_time": "578.26", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pretty girls" }, { "start_time": "580.105", "stop_time": "580.715", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "580.57", "stop_time": "581.415", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " " }, { "start_time": "582.66", "stop_time": "583.19", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "584.81", "stop_time": "587.13", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities" }, { "start_time": "588.345", "stop_time": "589.325", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "590.965", "stop_time": "594.105", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm a good leader i'm really smart" }, { "start_time": "598.335", "stop_time": "600.025", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you most proud of in your life" }, { "start_time": "601.265", "stop_time": "602.185", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "602.895", "stop_time": "604.505", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "being able to" }, { "start_time": "606.125", "stop_time": "606.955", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "607.425", "stop_time": "612.065", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "survive on my own in a city like this completely on my own with no outside help " }, { "start_time": "614.385", "stop_time": "614.765", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "617.5", "stop_time": "618.46", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "is there anything you regret" }, { "start_time": "619.975", "stop_time": "621.475", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah lots of stuff" }, { "start_time": "622.835", "stop_time": "624.095", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "can you give me an example of that" }, { "start_time": "625.315", "stop_time": "626.045", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "626.93", "stop_time": "630.54", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "just dumb mistakes i made when i was younger that" }, { "start_time": "631.65", "stop_time": "635.39", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "looking back now with what i know now i probably would not have made" }, { "start_time": "636.955", "stop_time": "637.285", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "638.237", "stop_time": "640.957", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago" }, { "start_time": "643.845", "stop_time": "644.835", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "648.16", "stop_time": "655.16", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i would tell myself to seek out and listen to people older than me as much as possible" }, { "start_time": "658.31", "stop_time": "658.85", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "660.32", "stop_time": "662.595", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life" }, { "start_time": "663.74", "stop_time": "664.29", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "hmm" }, { "start_time": "668.435", "stop_time": "674.455", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "scrubbed_entry" }, { "start_time": "675.215", "stop_time": "676.465", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "he's always good for a" }, { "start_time": "677.72", "stop_time": "685.37", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "sort of pep talk but uh with a dose of reality he doesn't sugarcoat anything so talking to him always helps give me perspective" }, { "start_time": "687.115", "stop_time": "687.785", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "690.19", "stop_time": "691.81", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how would your best friend describe you" }, { "start_time": "694.19", "stop_time": "695.08", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "698.74", "stop_time": "700.22", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "talented" }, { "start_time": "701.705", "stop_time": "702.535", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and" }, { "start_time": "703.62", "stop_time": "710.945", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know good at stuff i'm good at a lot of stuff people seem to notice that i i guess nice good disposition funny" }, { "start_time": "712.12", "stop_time": "712.53", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "714.275", "stop_time": "714.805", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "715.785", "stop_time": "717.265", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me" }, { "start_time": "718.38", "stop_time": "720.64", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to" }, { "start_time": "722.44", "stop_time": "722.91", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "goodbye" }, { "start_time": "724.275", "stop_time": "724.835", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "see you later" } ]