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        "speaker": "Ellie",
        "value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today"
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        "speaker": "Ellie",
        "value": "i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment"
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        "speaker": "Ellie",
        "value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you"
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        "speaker": "Ellie",
        "value": "i'll ask a few questions to get us started and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential "
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        "speaker": "Ellie",
        "value": "are you okay with this"
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        "value": "yes"
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        "value": "okay"
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        "speaker": "Ellie",
        "value": "so how are you doing today"
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        "value": "quite well"
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        "value": "feel good"
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        "speaker": "Ellie",
        "value": "that's good"
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        "speaker": "Ellie",
        "value": "where are you from originally"
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        "value": "los angeles california here"
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        "speaker": "Ellie",
        "value": "really"
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        "value": "mhm"
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        "value": "one of the few"
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        "value": "um native born los angelinos"
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        "value": "yeah"
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        "value": "what do you do now"
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        "value": "i uh"
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        "value": "home school my ten year old son and uh"
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        "value": "i'm a home maker i have five children and married twenty two years"
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        "value": "wow"
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        "value": "mhm"
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        "value": "do you travel a lot"
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        "value": "so that's a full time job huh"
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        "value": "do you travel a lot"
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        "value": "uh somewhat we can we went to israel about two months ago um"
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        "value": "for a pilgrimmage with our church yeah so i would say yes i've traveled a bit"
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        "value": "i'd love to hear about one of your trips"
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        "value": "uh well most recently we like two months ago went to israel for a pilgrimmage we were gone about nine days and"
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        "value": "it was fabulous it was we spent the first five days in chorazine"
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        "value": "which is near the uh"
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        "value": "and in a place called uh uh"
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        "value": "i mean the the name of the area is chorazine but"
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        "value": "uh we stayed in a place called adonis galilea which is a um"
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        "value": "that's so good to hear"
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        "value": "what do you enjoy about traveling"
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        "value": "um i i enjoy like really the most important thing i enjoy is like meeting the people and and of course seeing the the history i mean especially israel i mean it's the "
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        "value": "it's totally ancient but um"
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        "value": "most most i enjoy is is the the people i think to uh get a better understanding of how different cultures um"
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        "value": "do you consider yourself an introvert"
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        "value": "why"
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        "value": "that's good"
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        "value": "most of the time like by the end of the day after i've cooked dinner and we've had dinner together as a family"
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        "value": "um i there's a word game on the computer that i like to play for a little while and then"
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        "value": "um watch t_v have a cocktail with my husband"
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        "value": "are either adults or teenagers i only have i have one eleven year old and the rest are all teenagers and adults"
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        "value": "so it's really fun because we're able to um talk about current events and"
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        "value": "all kinds of stuff that's going on in the world and you know have have uh"
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        "value": "so it's it's a different level than when you're taking care of babies and"
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        "value": "uh huh"
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        "value": "what's the hardest thing about being a parent"
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        "value": "the hardest thing is that it's twenty four seven"
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        "value": "you know it's and so you have to accept that and that's i remember when i first"
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        "value": "thinking you know when i brought him home from the hospital this is it i mean there's no going back you you cannot"
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        "value": "um change i mean i guess you could if you did something horrible but"
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        "value": "in some ways it takes away your freedom but in other ways it give you a different sort of freedom"
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        "value": "i see what you mean"
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        "value": "there are always tradeoffs in life aren't there"
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        "value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in  your life"
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        "value": "what are some things you like to do for fun who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life "
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        "value": "um some of the things that've been a positive influence in my life most importantly my church"
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        "value": "uh but also my husband he's been a really um"
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        "value": "like logical thinking and very you know grounded"
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        "value": "so when if i get emotional or i get upset about something he's always"
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        "value": "we balance each other out likewise if he's upset about something i'm able to balance him out"
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        "value": "it's been a that's been a a great gift in my life"
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        "value": "how are you at controlling your temper"
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        "value": "um i don't i i don't think i'd be categorized as somebody with a a temper"
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        "value": "um occasionally i i occasionally i get angry but i don't like have like"
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        "value": "rarely do i have outbursts um"
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        "value": "i'm more more likely to you know to say what i feel not let it build up"
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        "value": "so with you know like my husband and i don't"
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        "value": "uh not really"
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        "value": "two hours of labor she wouldn't even if she had called me i wouldn't have been there in time [laughter]"
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        "value": "now would i give mysef for ten or twenty years ago"
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        "value": "uh i don't worry at all about what people think about me i don't worry at all about what"
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        "value": "you know like my i noticed my daughter's oh mom you can't wear that because people are gonna say this i just say i don't care"
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        "value": "you know but they do because it's still in their frame of mind that that oh mom you have to dress like this and dress like that whatever"
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        "value": "so that would probably be it the wisdom that you you achieve with age that"
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        "value": "you you see how life there are so many things that are more important in life than worrying about little things"
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        "value": "that makes sense"
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        "value": "what are you most proud of in your life"
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        "value": "most proud of um"
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        "value": "probably my family my my husband and my"
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        "value": "my children i mean the fact that we've stayed married that we've"
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        "value": "gratitude sometimes that we are married and we still you know we are still a family"
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        "value": "so i would say that's probably it"
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        "value": "that's great"
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        "value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities"
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        "value": "um"
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        "value": "being able to listen to people and being able to um"
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        "value": "through the years i've had a "
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        "value": "people with problems a lot of friends with problems people i know from church and"
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        "value": "it's just taught me that um"
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        "value": "and um i don't think i'm better than someone else"
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        "value": "if you think you're better than someone else then that's usually um to me a sign that you don't know yourself well enough"
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        "value": "yeah"
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        "speaker": "Ellie",
        "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me"
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        "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to"
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        "value": "goodbye"
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        "value": "goodbye"
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