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"so how are you doing today" }, { "start_time": "65.2", "stop_time": "65.79", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm fine" }, { "start_time": "67.08", "stop_time": "67.56", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "68.58", "stop_time": "69.81", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "where are you from originally" }, { "start_time": "70.38", "stop_time": "71.01", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "new york" }, { "start_time": "72.15", "stop_time": "72.55", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "73.55", "stop_time": "74.42", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why'd you move to l_a" }, { "start_time": "75.5", "stop_time": "76.77", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh for business" }, { "start_time": "79.01", "stop_time": "79.78", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do now" }, { "start_time": "81.29", "stop_time": "84.23", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "now um i do hospitality" }, { "start_time": "86.14", "stop_time": "87.35", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm in between jobs" }, { "start_time": "88.53", "stop_time": "89.38", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when'd you move to l_a" }, { "start_time": "91.4", "stop_time": "91.75", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "when" }, { "start_time": "93.02", "stop_time": "93.37", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "93.64", "stop_time": "94.1", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "95.61", "stop_time": "97.11", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " excuse me um" }, { "start_time": "98.59", "stop_time": "99.59", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "third lemmi see" }, { "start_time": "101.53", "stop_time": "102.53", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "twenty six years ago" }, { "start_time": "105.36", "stop_time": "105.67", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "wow" }, { "start_time": "107.04", "stop_time": "108.78", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how often do you go back to your home town" }, { "start_time": "110.22", "stop_time": "110.7", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "112.5", "stop_time": "113.06", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "once a year" }, { "start_time": "114.93", "stop_time": "115.38", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "116.69", "stop_time": "118.47", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you really like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "120.71", "stop_time": "121.17", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "the sun" }, { "start_time": "122.23", "stop_time": "122.79", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "the beach" }, { "start_time": "124.08", "stop_time": "125.24", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "palm trees " }, { "start_time": "127.1", "stop_time": "127.47", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "128.99", "stop_time": "130.92", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "133.9", "stop_time": "134.32", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": 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"194.47", "stop_time": "195.41", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how hard is that" }, { "start_time": "197.02", "stop_time": "197.75", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "extremely" }, { "start_time": "198.59", "stop_time": "200.25", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "so i never really pursued it" }, { "start_time": "201.68", "stop_time": "202.53", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm sorry to hear that" }, { "start_time": "204.51", "stop_time": "206.06", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how close are you to your family" }, { "start_time": "206.63", "stop_time": "207.38", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " very" }, { "start_time": "209.42", "stop_time": "210.17", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great" }, { "start_time": "211.22", "stop_time": "212.67", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you consider yourself an introvert" }, { "start_time": "213.85", "stop_time": "214.25", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm no" }, { "start_time": "215.41", "stop_time": "215.7", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "216.93", "stop_time": "217.65", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i like people" }, { "start_time": "218.3", "stop_time": "219.66", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and i like being around people" }, { "start_time": "221.65", "stop_time": "223.03", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i like having friends" }, { "start_time": "224.57", "stop_time": "225.61", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "social activity" }, { "start_time": "228.11", "stop_time": "228.72", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "awesome" }, { "start_time": "229.6", "stop_time": "231.5", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that make you really mad" }, { "start_time": "235.37", "stop_time": "238.39", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh people who aren't true about themselves " }, { "start_time": "240.69", "stop_time": "242.09", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time that happened" }, { "start_time": "245.96", "stop_time": "248.45", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "hmm it happens all the time " }, { "start_time": "250.84", "stop_time": "251.2", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "251.88", "stop_time": "253.19", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do when you're annoyed" }, { "start_time": "259.3", "stop_time": "261.11", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i usually try to just" }, { "start_time": "261.86", "stop_time": "262.59", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "disregard it" }, { "start_time": "264.92", "stop_time": "266.42", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and i try not to get upset about it" }, { "start_time": "267.93", "stop_time": "268.36", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "269.22", "stop_time": "272.12", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about" }, { "start_time": "278.68", "stop_time": "280.09", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i argued with my sister" }, { "start_time": "281.23", "stop_time": "282.01", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "about obama" }, { "start_time": "284.85", "stop_time": "285.13", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "oh" }, { "start_time": "289.24", "stop_time": "289.55", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "292.32", "stop_time": "292.99", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "that whole" }, { "start_time": "293.89", "stop_time": "295.61", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "fiscal cliff" }, { "start_time": "296.01", "stop_time": "298.22", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "whatever that thing was called i was totally" }, { "start_time": "299.18", "stop_time": "300.2", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "against anything" }, { "start_time": "300.8", "stop_time": "303.54", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "that he thought he was doing to fix the economy " }, { "start_time": "305.65", "stop_time": "306.04", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "hmm" }, { "start_time": "308.25", "stop_time": "309.83", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you like to do for fun" }, { "start_time": "311.41", "stop_time": "316.12", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm i like swimming i like museums i like plays i like concerts" }, { "start_time": "317.52", "stop_time": "317.79", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "cool" }, { "start_time": "318.12", "stop_time": "318.94", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i like dance" }, { "start_time": "323.65", "stop_time": "325.79", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences" }, { "start_time": "327.98", "stop_time": "328.58", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "traveling" }, { "start_time": "330.41", "stop_time": "331.24", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you travel a lot" }, { "start_time": "332.79", "stop_time": "333.66", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh yes" }, { "start_time": "335.09", "stop_time": "336.49", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you enjoy about traveling" }, { "start_time": "338.41", "stop_time": "339.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh s" }, { "start_time": "340.29", "stop_time": "344.48", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "being in a different environment learning different cultures meeting people " }, { "start_time": "346.88", "stop_time": "348.35", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'd love to hear about one of your trips" }, { "start_time": "353.88", "stop_time": "357.87", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well actually i was in new york uh couple of weeks ago" }, { "start_time": "358.8", "stop_time": "359.2", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "360.43", "stop_time": "362.01", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and i haven't been back for a while" }, { "start_time": "363.36", "stop_time": "365.96", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and it was just exhilirating to me again" }, { "start_time": "367.18", "stop_time": "369.79", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i learned to to love new york all over again" }, { "start_time": "371.42", "stop_time": "372.67", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's so good to hear" }, { "start_time": "372.92", "stop_time": "373.27", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "377.67", "stop_time": "379.21", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you ever served in the military" }, { "start_time": "379.52", "stop_time": "379.96", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "381.37", "stop_time": "383.18", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d" }, { "start_time": "384.19", "stop_time": "384.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "385.51", "stop_time": "387.2", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you been diagnosed with depression" }, { "start_time": "388.36", "stop_time": "388.79", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "390.09", "stop_time": "391.75", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how long ago were you diagnosed" }, { "start_time": "395.53", "stop_time": "395.96", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "397.44", "stop_time": "398.33", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "couple years back" }, { "start_time": "400.85", "stop_time": "402.03", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what got you to seek help" }, { "start_time": "405.36", "stop_time": "406.59", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i was feeling very" }, { "start_time": "408.81", "stop_time": "411.04", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "not energized not energized" }, { "start_time": "412.6", "stop_time": "413.03", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "416.13", "stop_time": "417.2", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and it was i was down" }, { "start_time": "416.21", "stop_time": "417.12", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you feel down" }, { "start_time": "417.56", "stop_time": "417.79", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "huh" }, { "start_time": "419.03", "stop_time": "419.84", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you feel down" }, { "start_time": "419.06", "stop_time": "419.42", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "sorry" }, { "start_time": "420.2", "stop_time": "420.54", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "422.32", "stop_time": "425.25", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately" }, { "start_time": "426.96", "stop_time": "427.55", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "428.01", "stop_time": "430.1", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i i sleep a lot more " }, { "start_time": "432.36", "stop_time": "433.37", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and" }, { "start_time": "435.91", "stop_time": "438.58", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's i'm not that motivated to go out and have fun" }, { "start_time": "441.13", "stop_time": "442.32", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sounds really hard" }, { "start_time": "443.3", "stop_time": "443.64", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "446.53", "stop_time": "447.76", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are they triggered by something" }, { "start_time": "449.73", "stop_time": "450.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "452.85", "stop_time": "457.12", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i haven't been happy at my jobs for at least ten years" }, { "start_time": "458.7", "stop_time": "459.58", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm sorry to hear that" }, { "start_time": "458.74", "stop_time": "458.91", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i" }, { "start_time": "459.61", "stop_time": "465.06", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "eh i went through seeing my father be sick and then passing away " }, { "start_time": "466.35", "stop_time": "471.74", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and just recently seeing my mother my mother was sick for about four years and she finally passed away" }, { "start_time": "473", "stop_time": "474.27", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "that was very hard on me" }, { "start_time": "473.37", "stop_time": "474.04", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "oh no" }, { "start_time": "476.85", "stop_time": "477.49", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm sorry" }, { "start_time": "477.75", "stop_time": "478.36", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm well" }, { "start_time": "478.98", "stop_time": "479.25", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "480.12", "stop_time": "481.7", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "is going to a therapist helping you" }, { "start_time": "484.43", "stop_time": "487.18", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "to a degree but not as much as i like" }, { "start_time": "489.77", "stop_time": "490.64", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me more about that" }, { "start_time": "504.1", "stop_time": "505.51", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know that you know" }, { "start_time": "508.3", "stop_time": "510.21", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i know it's helped me a little bit" }, { "start_time": "512.19", "stop_time": "516.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but it's definitely not helped me as much as i want but also they can't get a job for you" }, { "start_time": "519.06", "stop_time": "519.59", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and it xxx" }, { "start_time": "519.11", "stop_time": "521.15", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "it can be tough to find a good job these days" }, { "start_time": "521.73", "stop_time": "522.17", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "correct" }, { "start_time": "526.09", "stop_time": "528.9", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what sort of changes have you noticed since you've been going to therapy" }, { "start_time": "532.11", "stop_time": "534.91", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i push myself farther to get out of the house" }, { "start_time": "536.7", "stop_time": "537.91", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "or to try to enjoy life" }, { "start_time": "537.38", "stop_time": "537.84", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great" }, { "start_time": "538.94", "stop_time": "540.98", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and to be you know better to myself" }, { "start_time": "544.6", "stop_time": "545.82", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you still go to therapy now" }, { "start_time": "546.16", "stop_time": "546.52", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "552.84", "stop_time": "553.24", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "554.15", "stop_time": "554.63", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "555.52", "stop_time": "557.96", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you felt really happy" }, { "start_time": "562.23", "stop_time": "564.22", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "when my uh nephew called me" }, { "start_time": "566.12", "stop_time": "569.1", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "scrubbed_entry" }, { "start_time": "570.44", "stop_time": "574.11", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "scrubbed_entry" }, { "start_time": "575.45", "stop_time": "575.77", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "wow" }, { "start_time": "580.17", "stop_time": "581.79", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": 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"619.05", "stop_time": "619.8", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what was it about" }, { "start_time": "620.75", "stop_time": "622.26", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "one was the life of pi" }, { "start_time": "623.66", "stop_time": "626.38", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and the other was anna and the other was anna karenina" }, { "start_time": "624.12", "stop_time": "624.71", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "nice" }, { "start_time": "627.84", "stop_time": "629.15", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "which i thoroughly enjoyed" }, { "start_time": "630.48", "stop_time": "630.76", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "cool" }, { "start_time": "633.95", "stop_time": "635.36", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how would your best friend describe you" }, { "start_time": "638.66", "stop_time": "640.55", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm as a good caring friend" }, { "start_time": "642.58", "stop_time": "644.72", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and somebody who likes to do things" }, { "start_time": "648.09", "stop_time": "648.46", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "649.71", "stop_time": "651.85", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life" }, { "start_time": "662.08", "stop_time": "662.62", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "663.21", "stop_time": "664.31", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'd say my mom" }, { "start_time": "671.77", "stop_time": "674.01", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "is it uncomfortable for you to talk about this" }, { "start_time": "674.64", "stop_time": "675.09", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "677.37", "stop_time": "678.28", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's getting easier" }, { "start_time": "680.9", "stop_time": "681.49", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "687.09", "stop_time": "687.96", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me more about that" }, { "start_time": "689.53", "stop_time": "694.02", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um she was the kind of person that even though this is kind of a cold " }, { "start_time": "694.84", "stop_time": "695.7", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "hard world" }, { "start_time": "697.1", "stop_time": "701.75", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "she set herself above that and was still determined to be a good caring person " }, { "start_time": "704.35", "stop_time": "704.71", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "711.34", "stop_time": "713.48", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences" }, { "start_time": "716.41", "stop_time": "716.93", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "traveling" }, { "start_time": "720.08", "stop_time": "720.52", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "722.5", "stop_time": "723.45", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "is there anything you regret" }, { "start_time": "728.63", "stop_time": "730.09", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh not going farther" }, { "start_time": "731.48", "stop_time": "732.41", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "in my education" }, { "start_time": "734.23", "stop_time": "735.98", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "could you have done anything to avoid it" }, { "start_time": "741", "stop_time": "742.33", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes yes" }, { "start_time": "744.37", "stop_time": "745.66", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what made you decide to do that" }, { "start_time": "746.38", "stop_time": "746.74", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "747.85", "stop_time": "748.26", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "sorry" }, { "start_time": "749.45", "stop_time": "750.7", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what made you decide to do that" }, { "start_time": "753.92", "stop_time": "755.69", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i i don't understand the question sorry" }, { "start_time": "757.25", "stop_time": "758.78", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why don't we talk about that later" }, { "start_time": "758.95", "stop_time": "759.31", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "760.36", "stop_time": "763.04", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago" }, { "start_time": "767.44", "stop_time": "767.94", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "770.71", "stop_time": "775.66", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i should've gone gotten farther in in in my education gotten a master's or a p_h_d " }, { "start_time": "776.8", "stop_time": "778.97", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and i think my job search would be a lot easier" }, { "start_time": "781.74", "stop_time": "783.56", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "there are always trade offs in life aren't there" }, { "start_time": "784", "stop_time": "785.2", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " yes " }, { "start_time": "785.95", "stop_time": "788.01", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you think that maybe you're being a little hard on yourself" }, { "start_time": "788.55", "stop_time": "788.92", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "792.07", "stop_time": "792.48", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "797.58", "stop_time": "799.24", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you most proud of in your life" }, { "start_time": "801.73", "stop_time": "804.31", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh that i've been a very " }, { "start_time": "805.65", "stop_time": "808.25", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "kind considerate helpful person" }, { "start_time": "810.62", "stop_time": "811.43", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great" }, { "start_time": "812.13", "stop_time": "812.47", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "814.83", "stop_time": "817.29", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that usually put you in a good mood" }, { "start_time": "820.18", "stop_time": "823.35", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "hmm i like being around the arts i'm like about" }, { "start_time": "824.11", "stop_time": "825.87", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i like being around creative people" }, { "start_time": "828.46", "stop_time": "829.73", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's so good to hear" }, { "start_time": "834.08", "stop_time": "836.32", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to" }, { "start_time": "837.84", "stop_time": "838.47", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "thank you" }, { "start_time": "839.04", "stop_time": "839.58", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "goodbye" }, { "start_time": "839.89", "stop_time": "840.43", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "bye" } ]