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}, { "start_time": "65.061", "stop_time": "66.008", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm sorry to hear that " }, { "start_time": "67.981", "stop_time": "69.185", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "where are you from originally " }, { "start_time": "70.31", "stop_time": "71.53", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm from new york " }, { "start_time": "72.3", "stop_time": "72.761", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "74.176", "stop_time": "75.07", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why'd you move to l_a" }, { "start_time": "77.38", "stop_time": "78.13", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "79.131", "stop_time": "83.849", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i wanted a change of environment and i wanted to start over somewhere" }, { "start_time": "85.43", "stop_time": "86.31", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when'd you move to l_a" }, { "start_time": "87.419", "stop_time": "89.679", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um about two years ago " }, { "start_time": "91.14", "stop_time": "93.451", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how easy was it for you to get used to living in l_a " }, { "start_time": "96.309", "stop_time": "104.259", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um it took uh a bit of an a bit of adjustment so i'd say it was moderately uh difficult " }, { "start_time": "105.109", "stop_time": "105.439", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "106.029", "stop_time": "106.359", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "108.1", "stop_time": "111.14", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um just getting used to the lifestyle different um" }, { "start_time": "112.06", "stop_time": "114.25", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "different pace different environment new people" }, { "start_time": "115.353", "stop_time": "116.115", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i understand " }, { "start_time": "117.04", "stop_time": "118.91", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you really like about l_a" }, { 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"start_time": "176.83", "stop_time": "178.41", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how close are you to your family " }, { "start_time": "178.82", "stop_time": "179.66", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you travel a lot " }, { "start_time": "181.54", "stop_time": "185.21", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um just locally travel since i've been here " }, { "start_time": "186.43", "stop_time": "187.81", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you enjoy about traveling " }, { "start_time": "189.15", "stop_time": "189.94", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "192.48", "stop_time": "198.07", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "a change of pace new environment and um relaxation and escape from " }, { "start_time": "199.39", "stop_time": "199.96", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "reality " }, { "start_time": "200.8", "stop_time": "202.34", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'd love to hear about one of your trips " }, { "start_time": "204.29", "stop_time": "204.91", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "207.4", "stop_time": "212.08", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i haven't traveled in awhile i've been moving around but i " }, { "start_time": "213.63", "stop_time": "217.26", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh long time ago i studied at i studied in paris and that was a fun time " }, { "start_time": "218.97", "stop_time": "219.53", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "awesome " }, { "start_time": "221.14", "stop_time": "223.36", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences" }, { "start_time": "226.05", "stop_time": "227.22", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "230.39", "stop_time": "231.66", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "probably um " }, { "start_time": "234.7", "stop_time": "238.9", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um this the schools um meeting new people at the schools there" }, { "start_time": "240.83", "stop_time": "241.25", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "242.27", "stop_time": "242.84", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " " }, { "start_time": "242.97", "stop_time": "244.9", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you consider yourself an introvert " }, { "start_time": "245.73", "stop_time": "248.32", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um i'd yes i'd say yes " }, { "start_time": "249.74", "stop_time": "250.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "most of the time " }, { "start_time": "251.73", "stop_time": "252.16", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "253.51", "stop_time": "258.83", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i don't know i've just i don't know why i'm like that i'm just always always been more reserved " }, { "start_time": "260.38", "stop_time": "262.23", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how are you at controlling your temper " }, { "start_time": "265.3", "stop_time": "265.71", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "267.08", "stop_time": "269.47", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pretty uh pretty good pretty controlled " }, { "start_time": "270.92", "stop_time": "272.71", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that make you really mad " }, { "start_time": "275.4", "stop_time": "276.12", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "281.83", "stop_time": "285.5", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "when people are doing things that don't make any sense to me " }, { "start_time": "287.02", "stop_time": "288.27", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "can you give me an example of that " }, { "start_time": "290.59", "stop_time": "291.24", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " um " }, { "start_time": "294.7", "stop_time": "299.78", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "just i i don't know when people seem to be deliberately trying to annoy me or" }, { "start_time": "303.33", "stop_time": "303.68", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "303.74", "stop_time": "305.82", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i i can't be more specific right now i'm sorry" }, { "start_time": "307.41", "stop_time": "308.34", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i see what you mean " }, { "start_time": "309.3", "stop_time": "310.6", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do when you're annoyed " }, { "start_time": "312.76", "stop_time": "313.4", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "314.94", "stop_time": "317.28", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "usually try to work it out by myself somehow " }, { "start_time": "319.89", "stop_time": "320.5", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good " }, { "start_time": "321.16", "stop_time": "322.33", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do to relax " }, { "start_time": "324.03", "stop_time": "328.89", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i take walks and i take i do yoga " }, { "start_time": "330.75", "stop_time": "331.03", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "cool" }, { "start_time": "333.47", "stop_time": "334.32", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do now" }, { "start_time": "337.46", "stop_time": "340.64", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um what do i do now for a living or " }, { "start_time": "341.4", "stop_time": "341.8", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "343.44", "stop_time": "346.29", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "for a living i'm i'm currently out of work i used to work for the county " }, { "start_time": "348.22", "stop_time": "349.39", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's your dream job " }, { "start_time": "349.71", "stop_time": "350.42", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "350.85", "stop_time": "352.12", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " um" }, { "start_time": "353.34", "stop_time": "353.69", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "354.38", "stop_time": "354.86", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "see" }, { "start_time": "357.19", "stop_time": "358.08", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "363.29", "stop_time": "365.64", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um probably probably uh " }, { "start_time": "368.58", "stop_time": "372.62", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "doing something creative that allows me to travel at the same time " }, { "start_time": "375.45", "stop_time": "375.88", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "379.56", "stop_time": "380.08", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " " }, { "start_time": "379.81", "stop_time": "381.28", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you ever served in the military " }, { "start_time": "383.44", "stop_time": "383.93", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh no" }, { "start_time": "385.22", "stop_time": "387.08", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d " }, { "start_time": "388.11", "stop_time": "388.67", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "390.9", "stop_time": "392.52", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how long ago were you diagnosed " }, { "start_time": "393.26", "stop_time": "394.35", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um about " }, { "start_time": "395.36", "stop_time": "396.26", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "maybe ten years ago " }, { "start_time": "398.39", "stop_time": "399.83", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what got you to seek help " }, { "start_time": "401.7", "stop_time": "402.22", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "403.44", "stop_time": "410.61", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "just feeling overwhelmed and anxious about some things that had happened and um so i went into therapy for a while " }, { "start_time": "411.9", "stop_time": "413.22", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you feel like therapy's useful " }, { "start_time": "415.14", "stop_time": "415.77", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes " }, { "start_time": "417.63", "stop_time": "418.85", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you still go to therapy now " }, { "start_time": "419.64", "stop_time": "420.11", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "421.33", "stop_time": "424.15", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what sort of changes have you noticed since you've been going to therapy " }, { "start_time": "426.43", "stop_time": "430.2", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i've been more confident a little more at ease with myself " }, { "start_time": "433.142", "stop_time": "433.761", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "less anxious " }, { "start_time": "433.57", "stop_time": "435.27", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you been diagnosed with depression" }, { "start_time": "436.25", "stop_time": "436.92", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "438.69", "stop_time": "440.071", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how have you been feeling lately " }, { "start_time": "442.61", "stop_time": "443.52", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "445.15", "stop_time": "445.68", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "kind of" }, { "start_time": "446.68", "stop_time": "447.19", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "449.438", "stop_time": "452.618", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i guess sorta sorta depressed " }, { "start_time": "455.348", "stop_time": "455.928", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "generally" }, { "start_time": "455.823", "stop_time": "456.654", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me more about that " }, { "start_time": "457.878", "stop_time": "458.558", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh " }, { "start_time": "460.318", "stop_time": "468.658", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "just uh feeling tired and sluggish and um less less motivated and less interested in things " }, { "start_time": "470.751", "stop_time": "471.699", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm sorry to hear that" }, { "start_time": "474.11", "stop_time": "476.39", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "is it uncomfortable for you to talk about this " }, { "start_time": "478.58", "stop_time": "480.73", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh yes can you tell " }, { "start_time": "482.79", "stop_time": "483.23", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yes " }, { "start_time": "486.26", "stop_time": "487.72", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how would your best friend describe you " }, { "start_time": "489.37", "stop_time": "490.47", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " um " }, { "start_time": "493.15", "stop_time": "498", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i guess easy-going and um likes to have fun sometimes " }, { "start_time": "500.972", "stop_time": "503.168", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities " }, { "start_time": "506.23", "stop_time": "507.32", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh " }, { "start_time": "509.69", "stop_time": "516.433", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm smart and innovative and like to try new things very open-minded person very tolerant " }, { "start_time": "517.777", "stop_time": "518.527", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great " }, { "start_time": "520.887", "stop_time": "523.417", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that usually put you in a good mood " }, { "start_time": "525.92", "stop_time": "526.893", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "529.802", "stop_time": "534.522", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh music uh seeing movies any kind of uh adventure somewhere " }, { "start_time": "536.18", "stop_time": "537.57", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time that happened " }, { "start_time": "539.56", "stop_time": "541.09", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "542.98", "stop_time": "545.18", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'd say yesterday i saw a movie and i felt better " }, { "start_time": "546.42", "stop_time": "547.21", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what was it about" }, { "start_time": "548.13", "stop_time": "550.9", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh it was the james bond movie skyfall" }, { "start_time": "551.5", "stop_time": "552.07", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "awesome" }, { "start_time": "554.88", "stop_time": "555.92", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "is there anything you regret" }, { "start_time": "560.14", "stop_time": "564.46", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh regret yes yeah " }, { "start_time": "567.675", "stop_time": "570.405", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago" }, { "start_time": "574.625", "stop_time": "576.035", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " um " }, { "start_time": "582.415", "stop_time": "585.805", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um be careful who you trust in life maybe " }, { "start_time": "588.488", "stop_time": "590.238", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "could you have done anything to avoid it " }, { "start_time": "593.388", "stop_time": "594.338", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um it doesn't " }, { "start_time": "595.878", "stop_time": "597.958", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh it doesn't seem like it right now" }, { "start_time": 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"start_time": "632.461", "stop_time": "634.251", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and i had a good group of friends " }, { "start_time": "635.495", "stop_time": "636.858", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you feel in that moment " }, { "start_time": "640.061", "stop_time": "641.231", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "643.291", "stop_time": "646.044", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i felt more um " }, { "start_time": "648.09", "stop_time": "651.38", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh more capable and more confident about things " }, { "start_time": "653.876", "stop_time": "656.115", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life " }, { "start_time": "660.69", "stop_time": "662.13", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'd say uh " }, { "start_time": "667.56", "stop_time": "669.27", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i can't think of anyone actually right now " }, { "start_time": "671.11", "stop_time": "671.6", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "672.93", "stop_time": "675.85", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about " }, { "start_time": "679.89", "stop_time": "680.48", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "685.1", "stop_time": "687.14", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "friends for about money issues " }, { "start_time": "688.53", "stop_time": "689.48", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "spending too much " }, { "start_time": "692.5", "stop_time": "693.78", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sounds really hard " }, { "start_time": "696.04", "stop_time": "696.87", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how do you know them " }, { "start_time": "698.75", "stop_time": "699.46", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "701.27", "stop_time": "703.08", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "through school a long time ago " }, { "start_time": "704.73", "stop_time": "705.73", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how close are you to them " }, { "start_time": "707.83", "stop_time": "711.55", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um we just speak on the phone we don't really see each other anymore " }, { "start_time": "714.213", "stop_time": "714.833", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "aw" }, { "start_time": "715.113", "stop_time": "715.583", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "716.902", "stop_time": "718.223", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "725.26", "stop_time": "726.94", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you most proud of in your life " }, { "start_time": "731.764", "stop_time": "736.064", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um i'd say finishing grad school and finishing um" }, { "start_time": "737.504", "stop_time": "737.884", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "some" }, { "start_time": "738.914", "stop_time": "743.534", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "training um at a sea for a sea a a seamanship maritime school " }, { "start_time": "746.077", "stop_time": "747.233", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what'd you study at school " }, { "start_time": "748.7", "stop_time": "750.78", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i visual studies cinema studies " }, { "start_time": "753.621", "stop_time": "754.669", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sounds interesting" }, { "start_time": "753.74", "stop_time": "753.99", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it " }, { "start_time": "756.38", "stop_time": "756.95", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes " }, { "start_time": "759.47", "stop_time": "761.66", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to " }, { "start_time": "762.85", "stop_time": "764.3", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me " }, { "start_time": "765.591", "stop_time": "766.087", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "goodbye " }, { "start_time": "766.76", "stop_time": "767.67", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "thank you goodbye " } ]