[ { "start_time": "6.02", "stop_time": "7.05", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "[syncing]" }, { "start_time": "60.84", "stop_time": "63.75", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today" }, { "start_time": "64.495", "stop_time": "67.955", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment" }, { "start_time": "68.72", "stop_time": "75.12", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started " }, { "start_time": "75.8", "stop_time": "80.49", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential" }, { "start_time": "81.03", "stop_time": "82.3", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are you okay with this" }, { "start_time": "82.81", "stop_time": "83.22", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "83.825", "stop_time": "84.405", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "85.11", "stop_time": "87.42", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "so how are you doing today" }, { "start_time": "88.04", "stop_time": "89.22", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm a little nervous" }, { "start_time": "90.555", "stop_time": "91.125", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "91.915", "stop_time": "93.295", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm this is different" }, { "start_time": "94.5", "stop_time": "95.26", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "[laughter]" }, { "start_time": "95.645", "stop_time": "96.695", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i understand" }, { "start_time": "97.835", "stop_time": "99.125", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "where are you from originally" }, { "start_time": "99.555", "stop_time": "100.435", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "california" }, { "start_time": "101.15", "stop_time": "101.83", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "101.855", "stop_time": "102.535", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "102.9", "stop_time": "104.99", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you really like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "107.09", "stop_time": "108.43", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i like the beach" }, { "start_time": "109.605", "stop_time": "110.295", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "110.415", "stop_time": "111.455", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "114.93", "stop_time": "115.82", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "the weather" }, { "start_time": "118", "stop_time": "118.83", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm mm" }, { "start_time": "118.84", "stop_time": "119.49", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "120.5", "stop_time": "122.73", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "122.89", "stop_time": "125.19", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "so many people [laughter]" }, { "start_time": "126.23", "stop_time": "126.74", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "126.79", "stop_time": "127.38", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "129.88", "stop_time": "130.8", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do now" }, { "start_time": "131.755", "stop_time": "132.515", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "what do you mean" }, { "start_time": "134.82", "stop_time": "135.98", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "what do i do now" }, { "start_time": "136.665", "stop_time": "137.935", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's your dream job" }, { "start_time": "139.595", "stop_time": "141.035", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know right now" }, { "start_time": "144.32", "stop_time": "145.54", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what'd you study at school" }, { "start_time": "146.43", "stop_time": "147.41", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "147.995", "stop_time": "149.185", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i went through nursing" }, { "start_time": "150.695", "stop_time": "151.925", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sounds interesting" }, { "start_time": "151.925", "stop_time": "152.605", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "153.41", "stop_time": "154.74", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are you happy you did that" }, { "start_time": "154.91", "stop_time": "155.52", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "157.07", "stop_time": "158.35", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are you still working in that" }, { "start_time": "158.685", "stop_time": "159.455", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "161.525", "stop_time": "162.605", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me more about that" }, { "start_time": "162.91", "stop_time": "163.88", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "about nursing" }, { "start_time": "164.86", "stop_time": "165.45", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "167.38", "stop_time": "172.195", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "that's a great field to be in if you have the heart the passion for caring for people" }, { "start_time": "173.51", "stop_time": "174.84", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you decide to do that" }, { "start_time": "174.85", "stop_time": "175.74", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my mother" }, { "start_time": "177.52", "stop_time": "178.04", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "aw" }, { "start_time": "178.095", "stop_time": "178.735", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "181.48", "stop_time": "183.06", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how close are you to your family" }, { "start_time": "183.735", "stop_time": "187.875", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "right now uh it's we're we're close i have a pretty close family" }, { "start_time": "188.675", "stop_time": "189.585", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "189.575", "stop_time": "190.075", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "192.79", "stop_time": "194.44", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you consider yourself an introvert" }, { "start_time": "195.54", "stop_time": "196.63", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm what do you mean" }, { "start_time": "199.26", "stop_time": "200.94", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why don't we talk about that later" }, { "start_time": "201.055", "stop_time": "201.595", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "202.8", "stop_time": "204.2", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do to relax" }, { "start_time": "205.085", "stop_time": "206.265", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i like to read" }, { "start_time": "208.14", "stop_time": "210.62", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and i like watching some television" }, { "start_time": "212.565", "stop_time": "213.185", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "cool" }, { "start_time": "213.21", "stop_time": "213.83", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "214.305", "stop_time": "216.495", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how are you at controlling your temper" }, { "start_time": "218.845", "stop_time": "221.095", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i think i'm very good at controlling it" }, { "start_time": "221.585", "stop_time": "224.905", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about" }, { "start_time": "225.92", "stop_time": "226.42", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i" }, { "start_time": "226.855", "stop_time": "228.235", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i can't remember" }, { "start_time": "228.95", "stop_time": "230.32", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "the last time i had an argument" }, { "start_time": "231.93", "stop_time": "232.64", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "235.25", "stop_time": "236.73", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do when you're annoyed" }, { "start_time": "239.595", "stop_time": "240.315", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "242", "stop_time": "245.58", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm not for sure what i do when i'm really annoyed i think i get" }, { "start_time": "246.405", "stop_time": "251.525", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know walk a lot i i'm not for sure when i'm annoyed because i have different reactions to" }, { "start_time": "252.225", "stop_time": "253.525", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "whatever's annoying me" }, { "start_time": "254.165", "stop_time": "254.585", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "254.6", "stop_time": "255.05", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "254.805", "stop_time": "255.725", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i understand" }, { "start_time": "255.43", "stop_time": "255.83", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "256.655", "stop_time": "258.815", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that make you really mad" }, { "start_time": "260.23", "stop_time": "261.53", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "like mad" }, { "start_time": "265.78", "stop_time": "268.37", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well let me see mad is a hell of a word for me" }, { "start_time": "268.98", "stop_time": "270.46", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "to be mad it means like" }, { "start_time": "271.3", "stop_time": "272.73", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "when i'm mad it's" }, { "start_time": "273.35", "stop_time": "274.39", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's uncontrollable" }, { "start_time": "275.24", "stop_time": "275.93", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "when i'm mad" }, { "start_time": "276.63", "stop_time": "277.06", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "277.43", "stop_time": "277.91", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "283.14", "stop_time": "284.79", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how would your best friend describe you" }, { "start_time": "285.13", "stop_time": "286.64", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't have a best friend" }, { "start_time": "288.65", "stop_time": "291.02", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities" }, { "start_time": "292.21", "stop_time": "293.88", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't really know now" }, { "start_time": "297.54", "stop_time": "298.23", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "300.55", "stop_time": "303.09", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life" }, { "start_time": "303.555", "stop_time": "304.365", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my mother" }, { "start_time": "306.665", "stop_time": "307.325", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "aw" }, { "start_time": "307.41", "stop_time": "308.05", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "308.335", "stop_time": "309.805", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "could you say a little more about that" }, { "start_time": "309.925", "stop_time": "310.875", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "about my mother" }, { "start_time": "311.905", "stop_time": "312.485", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "313.67", "stop_time": "319.94", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my mother was a beautiful woman and she had great values instilled in us when raising me" }, { "start_time": "321.025", "stop_time": "321.635", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "321.035", "stop_time": "322.615", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "can you give me an example of that" }, { "start_time": "324.77", "stop_time": "327.36", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "values are like well good one thing is like" }, { "start_time": "327.91", "stop_time": "331.695", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my mother cooked and that was a valuable thing to me because she taught me to cook" }, { "start_time": "333.087", "stop_time": "335.457", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "so that was very valuable honesty" }, { "start_time": "337.697", "stop_time": "338.747", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great" }, { "start_time": "339.367", "stop_time": "339.977", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "341.067", "stop_time": "343.657", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "is it uncomfortable for you to talk about this" }, { "start_time": "343.937", "stop_time": "344.917", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "about my mother" }, { "start_time": "345.552", "stop_time": "346.162", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "347.722", "stop_time": "349.442", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well she's no longer living" }, { "start_time": "349.997", "stop_time": "350.977", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm sorry to hear that" }, { "start_time": "350.977", "stop_time": "351.467", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "354.587", "stop_time": "357.867", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately" }, { "start_time": "358.322", "stop_time": "359.112", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "excuse me" }, { "start_time": "359.672", "stop_time": "363.202", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately" }, { "start_time": "364.822", "stop_time": "367.052", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm changes in my behavior" }, { "start_time": "367.782", "stop_time": "368.382", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "370.417", "stop_time": "371.927", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm since i've been here" }, { "start_time": "374.297", "stop_time": "374.927", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "376.227", "stop_time": "379.057", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't i i think a little uncomfortable" }, { "start_time": "379.977", "stop_time": "380.657", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "381.222", "stop_time": "382.322", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's a little strange" }, { "start_time": "381.817", "stop_time": "383.077", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how have you been feeling lately" }, { "start_time": "383.622", "stop_time": "384.832", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "how i've been feeling lately" }, { "start_time": "386.602", "stop_time": "388.602", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "a little uneasy" }, { "start_time": "390.617", "stop_time": "391.187", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "391.427", "stop_time": "393.367", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "because of my experience" }, { "start_time": "394.312", "stop_time": "396.602", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "the things i went through have been going through" }, { "start_time": "398.052", "stop_time": "399.602", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "could you say a little more about that" }, { "start_time": "399.752", "stop_time": "400.812", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i was raped" }, { "start_time": "401.337", "stop_time": "402.537", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and sodomized" }, { "start_time": "403.702", "stop_time": "410.002", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and they kept a gun to my head and cut my hair so i've been going through a hell of a thing lately" }, { "start_time": "404.267", "stop_time": "404.987", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm sorry" }, { "start_time": "411.317", "stop_time": "412.747", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sounds really hard" }, { "start_time": "412.747", "stop_time": "413.917", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes it is" }, { "start_time": "416.417", "stop_time": "417.637", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how do you cope with them" }, { "start_time": "418.492", "stop_time": "419.442", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i cope" }, { "start_time": "419.532", "stop_time": "421.882", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's it's difficult but i do cope" }, { "start_time": "422.882", "stop_time": "423.692", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "423.692", "stop_time": "424.432", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "424.897", "stop_time": "427.367", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how easy is it for you to get a good night's sleep" }, { "start_time": "428.347", "stop_time": "430.437", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's not easy for me to sleep" }, { "start_time": "430.807", "stop_time": "432.007", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "to get a good night's sleep" }, { "start_time": "433.182", "stop_time": "435.002", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you like when you don't sleep well" }, { "start_time": "435.817", "stop_time": "436.557", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "excuse me" }, { "start_time": "437.382", "stop_time": "439.302", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you like when you don't sleep well" }, { "start_time": "440.407", "stop_time": "442.267", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know maybe sluggish" }, { "start_time": "443.942", "stop_time": "448.847", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "maybe sometimes i can be more irritable if i don't sleep well i don't sleep well that often" }, { "start_time": "451.297", "stop_time": "451.897", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "452.762", "stop_time": "454.942", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d" }, { "start_time": "455.137", "stop_time": "456.757", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes that's what i have been diagnosed" }, { "start_time": "457.552", "stop_time": "459.462", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how long ago were you diagnosed" }, { "start_time": "459.822", "stop_time": "460.772", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "a few years ago" }, { "start_time": "463.152", "stop_time": "464.712", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what got you to seek help" }, { "start_time": "466.357", "stop_time": "469.387", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "because i wanted to get revenge on the guys that raped me" }, { "start_time": "472.097", "stop_time": "473.777", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you still go to therapy now" }, { "start_time": "473.792", "stop_time": "474.212", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "475.667", "stop_time": "477.417", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but i'm gonna go back" }, { "start_time": "476.417", "stop_time": "477.087", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why did you stop" }, { "start_time": "477.692", "stop_time": "478.392", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "excuse me" }, { "start_time": "478.467", "stop_time": "479.127", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why did you stop" }, { "start_time": "481.032", "stop_time": "482.212", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i thought i was better" }, { "start_time": "483.037", "stop_time": "483.797", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i thought" }, { "start_time": "485.262", "stop_time": "487.592", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "did you think you had a problem before you found out" }, { "start_time": "488.572", "stop_time": "490.762", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i knew i had a problem but i didn't know what it was" }, { "start_time": "491.642", "stop_time": "492.972", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what were your symptoms" }, { "start_time": "494.332", "stop_time": "495.582", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "as far as what" }, { "start_time": "497.132", "stop_time": "498.242", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i didn't sleep" }, { "start_time": "498.892", "stop_time": "499.852", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i didn't eat" }, { "start_time": "502.737", "stop_time": "504.097", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i had nightmares" }, { "start_time": "504.892", "stop_time": "505.982", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i still have them" }, { "start_time": "507.942", "stop_time": "508.592", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i see" }, { "start_time": "508.022", "stop_time": "509.572", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i was just really [real]" }, { "start_time": "511.652", "stop_time": "512.562", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "afraid of" }, { "start_time": "513.022", "stop_time": "515.877", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh really afraid i was not avoiding it" }, { "start_time": "516.464", "stop_time": "517.124", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "518.699", "stop_time": "520.409", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you have disturbing thoughts" }, { "start_time": "521.249", "stop_time": "522.379", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "as far as what" }, { "start_time": "524.109", "stop_time": "525.719", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "disturbing thoughts like what" }, { "start_time": "526.709", "stop_time": "527.949", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "whatever comes to your mind" }, { "start_time": "530.324", "stop_time": "533.974", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "of the things that's happened to me was disturbing [di] are disturbing thoughts" }, { "start_time": "536.564", "stop_time": "537.284", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i see" }, { "start_time": "537.409", "stop_time": "538.054", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "538.054", "stop_time": "539.564", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are they triggered by something" }, { "start_time": "539.674", "stop_time": "540.434", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "sometimes" }, { "start_time": "543.429", "stop_time": "544.629", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "can you give me an example of that" }, { "start_time": "545.134", "stop_time": "547.794", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "if i see four men together with hoods on it's" }, { "start_time": "548.069", "stop_time": "549.839", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i have it triggered by that" }, { "start_time": "550.569", "stop_time": "554.554", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "sometimes when i have to go upstairs it's a trigger because of the" }, { "start_time": "555.164", "stop_time": "557.354", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "of what happened they took me upstairs" }, { "start_time": "559.054", "stop_time": "560.614", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sounds really hard" }, { "start_time": "560.619", "stop_time": "561.529", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes ma'am" }, { "start_time": "563.799", "stop_time": "565.309", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you feel like therapy is useful" }, { "start_time": "565.849", "stop_time": "566.499", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "excuse me" }, { "start_time": "567.299", "stop_time": "568.689", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you feel like therapy is useful" }, { "start_time": "570.049", "stop_time": "571.179", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "therapy is what" }, { "start_time": "572.689", "stop_time": "575.459", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what sort of changes have you noticed since you've been going to therapy" }, { "start_time": "576.939", "stop_time": "580.999", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i haven't been to therapy in a while but i've noticed how to calm myself down" }, { "start_time": "582.604", "stop_time": "585.164", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "when i get um afraid and" }, { "start_time": "587.359", "stop_time": "588.499", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "that's about it" }, { "start_time": "589.624", "stop_time": "590.464", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "590.519", "stop_time": "591.159", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "592.134", "stop_time": "594.074", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how has seeing a therapist affected you" }, { "start_time": "594.499", "stop_time": "595.239", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it helped" }, { "start_time": "595.904", "stop_time": "599.354", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "a lot of things that happened in my past i didn't realize it was" }, { "start_time": "599.654", "stop_time": "601.284", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "deep down inside me still" }, { "start_time": "602.594", "stop_time": "604.034", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how have you been feeling lately" }, { "start_time": "607.119", "stop_time": "611.339", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm like just jest you know just" }, { "start_time": "613.014", "stop_time": "615.714", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "day by day just making it i think" }, { "start_time": "617.559", "stop_time": "618.509", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "620.209", "stop_time": "622.989", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that usually put you in a good mood" }, { "start_time": "623.324", "stop_time": "624.074", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "music" }, { "start_time": "626.254", "stop_time": "627.134", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great" }, { "start_time": "628.709", "stop_time": "629.289", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "631.524", "stop_time": "634.804", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me about something you did recently that you really enjoyed" }, { "start_time": "639.039", "stop_time": "640.359", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "cooking the other day" }, { "start_time": "642.164", "stop_time": "642.794", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "cooking" }, { "start_time": "645.314", "stop_time": "646.034", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "cool" }, { "start_time": "648.249", "stop_time": "650.079", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you most proud of in your life" }, { "start_time": "650.949", "stop_time": "651.849", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my son" }, { "start_time": "654.284", "stop_time": "654.934", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "aw" }, { "start_time": "657.304", "stop_time": "658.444", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me about your kids" }, { "start_time": "658.659", "stop_time": "660.009", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i only have one son" }, { "start_time": "661.489", "stop_time": "662.849", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and he's a beautiful child" }, { "start_time": "665.184", "stop_time": "666.694", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's so good to hear" }, { "start_time": "666.734", "stop_time": "667.374", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "667.809", "stop_time": "669.589", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you find it easy to be a parent" }, { "start_time": "669.784", "stop_time": "671.899", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no it's not [laughter]" }, { "start_time": "672.879", "stop_time": "674.789", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's the hardest thing about being a parent" }, { "start_time": "674.979", "stop_time": "675.799", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "679.514", "stop_time": "681.174", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i think decision making" }, { "start_time": "683.22", "stop_time": "684.76", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "can you give me an example of that" }, { "start_time": "687.875", "stop_time": "690.78", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well some of the things that he's asked to" }, { "start_time": "691.96", "stop_time": "693.71", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "like i'm not into tattoos" }, { "start_time": "694.1", "stop_time": "696.89", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't like tattoos and and he does" }, { "start_time": "695.45", "stop_time": "696.06", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "698.46", "stop_time": "699.64", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and" }, { "start_time": "704.845", "stop_time": "706.625", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well there's a lot of different things" }, { "start_time": "708.26", "stop_time": "708.87", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "710.02", "stop_time": "711.99", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's the best thing about being a parent" }, { "start_time": "713.99", "stop_time": "716.7", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "the best thing about being a parent is giving life" }, { "start_time": "717.32", "stop_time": "719.65", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "to my son [laughter]" }, { "start_time": "720.88", "stop_time": "725.775", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and seeing them grow up in joy in their lives is going on it's a good thing" }, { "start_time": "726.415", "stop_time": "727.235", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "awesome" }, { "start_time": "730.02", "stop_time": "731.42", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "is there anything you regret" }, { "start_time": "732.495", "stop_time": "733.105", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "734.695", "stop_time": "737.645", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago" }, { "start_time": "739.505", "stop_time": "740.035", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "god" }, { "start_time": "742.515", "stop_time": "744.465", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "what advice would i give myself" }, { "start_time": "746.325", "stop_time": "747.425", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't really know" }, { "start_time": "750.81", "stop_time": "751.85", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i really don't know" }, { "start_time": "752.825", "stop_time": "753.485", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "754.63", "stop_time": "757.05", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences" }, { "start_time": "757.065", "stop_time": "758.185", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "as far as what" }, { "start_time": "759.57", "stop_time": "760.82", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "whatever comes to your mind" }, { "start_time": "761.15", "stop_time": "762.55", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my memorable experience" }, { "start_time": "767.15", "stop_time": "770.235", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i i could say when graduating it was a good experience" }, { "start_time": "770.81", "stop_time": "771.41", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "771.425", "stop_time": "771.895", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "772.035", "stop_time": "773.695", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you feel in that moment" }, { "start_time": "773.69", "stop_time": "774.29", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "great" }, { "start_time": "774.525", "stop_time": "776.515", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "when i graduated great" }, { "start_time": "777.775", "stop_time": "779.025", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how hard is that" }, { "start_time": "780.465", "stop_time": "781.875", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "to graduate from high school" }, { "start_time": "782.605", "stop_time": "783.455", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it wasn't hard" }, { "start_time": "783.275", "stop_time": "783.795", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "783.87", "stop_time": "784.76", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no it wasn't hard" }, { "start_time": "785.38", "stop_time": "786.54", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i enjoyed school" }, { "start_time": "788.255", "stop_time": "789.495", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great" }, { "start_time": "793.82", "stop_time": "796.4", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you felt really happy" }, { "start_time": "797.485", "stop_time": "798.825", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't remember" }, { "start_time": "802.84", "stop_time": "803.58", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "804.645", "stop_time": "807.175", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to" }, { "start_time": "807.775", "stop_time": "809.435", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me" }, { "start_time": "809.43", "stop_time": "809.82", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "810.55", "stop_time": "811.26", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "goodbye" }, { "start_time": "811.33", "stop_time": "812.03", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "bye" } ]