[ { "start_time": "36.22", "stop_time": "39.555", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today" }, { "start_time": "39.945", "stop_time": "43.555", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment" }, { "start_time": "44.195", "stop_time": "50.65", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started" }, { "start_time": "51.3", "stop_time": "56.02", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential" }, { "start_time": "56.56", "stop_time": "57.84", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are you okay with this" }, { "start_time": "58.37", "stop_time": "58.94", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "59.45", "stop_time": "59.94", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "60.67", "stop_time": "62.73", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "so how are you doing today" }, { "start_time": "63.25", "stop_time": "64.16", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "fine thank you" }, { "start_time": "64.82", "stop_time": "65.43", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "66.545", "stop_time": "67.905", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "where are you from originally" }, { "start_time": "68.32", "stop_time": "69.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "montreal canada" }, { "start_time": "70.2", "stop_time": "70.68", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "71.47", "stop_time": "72.47", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why'd you move to l_a" }, { "start_time": "72.95", "stop_time": "75.77", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i moved here with my mom when i was in high school" }, { "start_time": "76.63", "stop_time": "76.96", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "cool" }, { "start_time": "78.59", "stop_time": "79.81", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's a long time" }, { "start_time": "81.915", "stop_time": "82.425", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "82.39", "stop_time": "83.8", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how does it compare to l_a" }, { "start_time": "84.92", "stop_time": "88.45", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "oh it's very cold there in the winter and our summers are very short" }, { "start_time": "91.525", "stop_time": "94.115", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how easy was it for you to get used to living in l_a" }, { "start_time": "94.585", "stop_time": "97.315", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it was very easy i accustom pretty quick" }, { "start_time": "98.43", "stop_time": "99.06", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "100.38", "stop_time": "101.31", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you travel a lot" }, { "start_time": "102.27", "stop_time": "104.5", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no not very much anymore" }, { "start_time": "105.97", "stop_time": "106.32", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "107.31", "stop_time": "116.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um i don't have much family in the united states and it's pretty expensive to go back home so i only go every couple of years" }, { "start_time": "117.2", "stop_time": "118.14", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i understand" }, { "start_time": "118.75", "stop_time": "120.39", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you enjoy about traveling" }, { "start_time": "121.15", "stop_time": "124.83", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "meeting different people different places different customs" }, { "start_time": "126.395", "stop_time": "127.955", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'd love to hear about one of your trips" }, { "start_time": "129.43", "stop_time": "136.73", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh well we just recently went to um san francisco same custom and everything but the city was very different and i enjoyed it" }, { "start_time": "137.5", "stop_time": "138.24", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "awesome" }, { "start_time": "140.32", "stop_time": "141.45", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what'd you study at school" }, { "start_time": "142.25", "stop_time": "145.25", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i took general education and child development" }, { "start_time": "146.98", "stop_time": "147.92", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do now" }, { "start_time": "148.68", "stop_time": "152.73", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "right now i work part time for an independent auto repair shop" }, { "start_time": "153.94", "stop_time": "155.16", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's your dream job" }, { "start_time": "156.74", "stop_time": "159.62", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um just working with people" }, { "start_time": "160.71", "stop_time": "161.7", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "talking to people" }, { "start_time": "163", "stop_time": "164.5", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you consider yourself an introvert" }, { "start_time": "166.15", "stop_time": "167", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "167.61", "stop_time": "167.98", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "169.25", "stop_time": "169.66", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "171.565", "stop_time": "175.315", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um i'm shy sometimes so i stay to myself a lot" }, { "start_time": "176.535", "stop_time": "177.015", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "179.04", "stop_time": "180.76", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you like to do for fun" }, { "start_time": "181.66", "stop_time": "185.06", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh walk along the beach uh bike riding" }, { "start_time": "187.54", "stop_time": "188.28", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great" }, { "start_time": "189.56", "stop_time": "191.86", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that make you really mad" }, { "start_time": "193.41", "stop_time": "194.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "arrogant people" }, { "start_time": "197.16", "stop_time": "198.6", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do when you're annoyed" }, { "start_time": "200.73", "stop_time": "210.145", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um i try not to get angry but sometimes i do um try to learn i'm learning to walk away from things but sometimes people provoke you" }, { "start_time": "211.655", "stop_time": "212.085", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "213.555", "stop_time": "215.495", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how are you at controlling your temper" }, { "start_time": "216.655", "stop_time": "217.425", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "218.015", "stop_time": "221.515", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm getting better i'd say seventy five percent under control" }, { "start_time": "223.095", "stop_time": "223.815", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "224.495", "stop_time": "227.405", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about" }, { "start_time": "228.92", "stop_time": "234.495", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "oh about a month ago um with my daughter and her finances" }, { "start_time": "236.425", "stop_time": "236.985", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "aw" }, { "start_time": "237.505", "stop_time": "238.445", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how hard is that" }, { "start_time": "239.045", "stop_time": "241.565", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's really hard you don't like arguing with your children" }, { "start_time": "244.345", "stop_time": "244.775", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "245.87", "stop_time": "247.01", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me about your kids" }, { "start_time": "247.73", "stop_time": "253.83", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i have two girls one's twenty three and one's twenty six one lives in louisiana and one lives here" }, { "start_time": "255.25", "stop_time": "256.8", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you find it easy to be a parent" }, { "start_time": "257.71", "stop_time": "259.43", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "now that they're older yes" }, { "start_time": "260.725", "stop_time": "262.585", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's the best thing about being a parent" }, { "start_time": "263.91", "stop_time": "268.32", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um satisfaction of giving love to someone else" }, { "start_time": "269.79", "stop_time": "270.17", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "271.1", "stop_time": "273.06", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's the hardest thing about being a parent" }, { "start_time": "273.55", "stop_time": "274.08", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "worry" }, { "start_time": "277.28", "stop_time": "278.23", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me more about that" }, { "start_time": "278.977", "stop_time": "288.207", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well unfortunately when i was young my sister was kidnapped so when my children were growing up i worried about them a lot and i didn't let them do things a lot on their own" }, { "start_time": "288.917", "stop_time": "289.857", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm sorry to hear that" }, { "start_time": "294.057", "stop_time": "295.087", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how do you cope with them" }, { "start_time": "296.137", "stop_time": "302.967", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "oh now it's easy 'cause they're grown and they live on their own so it's a lot easier now but i you still worry even though they're grown" }, { "start_time": "304.88", "stop_time": "305.76", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i understand" }, { "start_time": "306.84", "stop_time": "308.33", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you think of today's kids" }, { "start_time": "309.39", "stop_time": "310.62", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm sorry what did you say" }, { "start_time": "311.49", "stop_time": "312.96", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you think of today's kids" }, { "start_time": "313.44", "stop_time": "316.82", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "oh my goodness they're spoiled rotten they have everything" }, { "start_time": "317.51", "stop_time": "318.2", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "321.05", "stop_time": "323.27", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences" }, { "start_time": "324.839", "stop_time": "329.63", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um waking up when my kids were younger on christmas day i loved it" }, { "start_time": "331.44", "stop_time": "332.73", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's so good to hear" }, { "start_time": "334.85", "stop_time": "336.37", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you ever served in the military" }, { "start_time": "336.5", "stop_time": "336.89", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "338.58", "stop_time": "340.48", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d" }, { "start_time": "340.644", "stop_time": "341.384", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "342.319", "stop_time": "344.109", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how long ago were you diagnosed" }, { "start_time": "344.739", "stop_time": "348.009", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh it's been exactly two years and two months" }, { "start_time": "349.4", "stop_time": "350.76", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what got you to seek help" }, { "start_time": "351.789", "stop_time": "355.68", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um loneliness depression um" }, { "start_time": "356.06", "stop_time": "359.85", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "especially after i didn't have any family members left in the united states so" }, { "start_time": "360.84", "stop_time": "365.11", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um i went to a counselor and then to group therapy" }, { "start_time": "365.97", "stop_time": "366.47", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "367.374", "stop_time": "368.654", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you feel like therapy's useful" }, { "start_time": "369.284", "stop_time": "369.794", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "372.544", "stop_time": "373.624", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "can you tell me about that" }, { "start_time": "374.264", "stop_time": "380.954", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i mostly enjoy group therapy because you're sitting in a group with other people talking about your um" }, { "start_time": "381.744", "stop_time": "391.804", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "your likes your dislikes your problems and sometimes somebody else is sharing going through the same thing you are and you can share you know share what you're going through and what can help make it better" }, { "start_time": "392.434", "stop_time": "392.764", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "396.174", "stop_time": "397.874", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how has seeing a therapist affected you" }, { "start_time": "398.954", "stop_time": "405.114", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um it's affected me a lot it's helped me cope with things it's nice to have somebody else to talk to" }, { "start_time": "406.194", "stop_time": "406.814", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great" }, { "start_time": "409.031", "stop_time": "411.161", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "did you think you had a problem before you found out" }, { "start_time": "412.521", "stop_time": "418.771", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes i didn't want to admit it but after awhile and feeling depressed for so long i knew i had to do something" }, { "start_time": "420.101", "stop_time": "421.431", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how have you been feeling lately" }, { "start_time": "422.001", "stop_time": "422.601", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pretty good" }, { "start_time": "425.021", "stop_time": "428.091", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately" }, { "start_time": "428.741", "stop_time": "432.311", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um no just getting more positive better" }, { "start_time": "433.301", "stop_time": "433.941", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "435.671", "stop_time": "437.021", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you still go to therapy now" }, { "start_time": "437.241", "stop_time": "437.781", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "439.561", "stop_time": "441.941", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how easy is it for you to get a good night's sleep" }, { "start_time": "442.561", "stop_time": "443.081", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's not" }, { "start_time": "443.791", "stop_time": "447.281", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's about fifty fifty some nights i sleep good and some nights i don't" }, { "start_time": "448.041", "stop_time": "448.931", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sucks " }, { "start_time": "449.001", "stop_time": "449.681", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " " }, { "start_time": "450.17", "stop_time": "451.86", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you like when you don't sleep well " }, { "start_time": "453.18", "stop_time": "453.83", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "454.59", "stop_time": "457.02", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "just lack lack of energy the next day " }, { "start_time": "458.46", "stop_time": "459.39", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how hard is that " }, { "start_time": "460.24", "stop_time": "463.5", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's hard especially if you get two nights in a row of no sleep " }, { "start_time": "465.54", "stop_time": "466.07", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "wow" }, { "start_time": "466.56", "stop_time": "467", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah " }, { "start_time": "468.88", "stop_time": "471.31", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you felt really happy " }, { "start_time": "472.78", "stop_time": "475.83", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "scrubbed_entry" }, { "start_time": "477.19", "stop_time": "478.95", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you feel in that moment " }, { "start_time": "479.2", "stop_time": "480.22", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i felt good " }, { "start_time": "480.81", "stop_time": "488.35", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um holidays always try to you know christmas trees and kids and everything so usually is a good time makes me feel good" }, { "start_time": "490.8", "stop_time": "491.5", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "nice" }, { "start_time": "493.91", "stop_time": "495.64", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you most proud of in your life " }, { "start_time": "496.84", "stop_time": "499.03", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um i was married um" }, { "start_time": "499.9", "stop_time": "503.68", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and raising two children and having two kids i'm very proud of that " }, { "start_time": "505.88", "stop_time": "508.96", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me about something you did recently that you really enjoyed " }, { "start_time": "509.72", "stop_time": "518.72", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "scrubbed_entry" }, { "start_time": "519.42", "stop_time": "519.85", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "wow" }, { "start_time": "520.36", "stop_time": "521.18", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great " }, { "start_time": "522.08", "stop_time": "522.67", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "thanks" }, { "start_time": "523.37", "stop_time": "524.69", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you decide to do that " }, { "start_time": "525.26", "stop_time": "533.96", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um well i went from full time to part time work and there's not as much work in the automotive field so i decided to go back to school " }, { "start_time": "536.84", "stop_time": "537.78", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that makes sense " }, { "start_time": "538.57", "stop_time": "540.16", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how would your best friend describe you " }, { "start_time": "541.81", "stop_time": "544.94", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um easy going um fun " }, { "start_time": "546.22", "stop_time": "547.48", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "easy to get along with " }, { "start_time": "549.89", "stop_time": "552.19", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life" }, { "start_time": "552.94", "stop_time": "558.75", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh my mom she's very raised four kids single-handedly and was a very hard worker" }, { "start_time": "561.79", "stop_time": "562.26", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "563.72", "stop_time": "566.57", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago " }, { "start_time": "568.02", "stop_time": "573.46", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um don't give up be positive in anything you try to accomplish can you can do it " }, { "start_time": "574.57", "stop_time": "575.05", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "576.1", "stop_time": "577.17", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "is there anything you regret" }, { "start_time": "578.35", "stop_time": "579.24", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "579.98", "stop_time": "581.48", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "not going back to school sooner " }, { "start_time": "583.27", "stop_time": "585.09", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "could you have done anything to avoid it " }, { "start_time": "585.81", "stop_time": "593.02", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh no because i was raising two kids by myself so uh now that they're grown i have no excuse so i'm doing it " }, { "start_time": "595.32", "stop_time": "595.97", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good " }, { "start_time": "598.2", "stop_time": "600.53", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities " }, { "start_time": "601.66", "stop_time": "607.62", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um i'm friendly i'm a hard worker and most of the time i'm easy to get along with " }, { "start_time": "610.74", "stop_time": "611.8", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "can you tell me about that " }, { "start_time": "612.53", "stop_time": "623.56", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um like i say i'm a hard worker if you give me work to do i'll do it and um long as not most of the time i'm in a good mood so i'm easy to get along with so um " }, { "start_time": "624.73", "stop_time": "629.69", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and when i'm not most people just don't they can tell by my attitude just not talk to me " }, { "start_time": "630.36", "stop_time": "631.1", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": " " }, { "start_time": "631.69", "stop_time": "632.18", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "634.75", "stop_time": "637.41", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that usually put you in a good mood " }, { "start_time": "638.55", "stop_time": "644.03", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um like i say bike riding or uh walks on the beach the beach is very relaxing" }, { "start_time": "645.55", "stop_time": "646.88", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's so good to hear " }, { "start_time": "648.48", "stop_time": "650.82", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to " }, { "start_time": "651.94", "stop_time": "653.46", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me " }, { "start_time": "653.65", "stop_time": "654.34", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you're welcome" }, { "start_time": "654.86", "stop_time": "655.49", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "goodbye " }, { "start_time": "655.6", "stop_time": "656.18", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "goodbye " } ]