[ { "start_time": "67.1", "stop_time": "70.09", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today " }, { "start_time": "67.23", "stop_time": "67.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "hello" }, { "start_time": "70.87", "stop_time": "74.19", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment " }, { "start_time": "74.99", "stop_time": "81.57", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started" }, { "start_time": "82.07", "stop_time": "86.87", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential" }, { "start_time": "87.43", "stop_time": "88.58", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are you okay with this" }, { "start_time": "88.82", "stop_time": "89.24", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "sure" }, { "start_time": "89.9", "stop_time": "90.34", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "91.24", "stop_time": "93.31", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "so how are you doing today" }, { "start_time": "93.95", "stop_time": "95.46", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "good a little tired" }, { "start_time": "95.28", "stop_time": "95.87", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "98.06", "stop_time": "99.31", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "where are you from originally" }, { "start_time": "99.8", "stop_time": "101.34", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "indianapolis indiana " }, { "start_time": "102.05", "stop_time": "102.62", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "104.04", "stop_time": "105.07", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why'd you move to l_a" }, { "start_time": "106.42", "stop_time": "107.62", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i'm a singer" }, { "start_time": "108.9", "stop_time": "109.63", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "awesome" }, { "start_time": "111.24", "stop_time": "112.72", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you decide to do that" }, { "start_time": "114.42", "stop_time": "115.57", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i like singing " }, { "start_time": "117.37", "stop_time": "117.71", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "121.11", "stop_time": "121.57", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "122.85", "stop_time": "124.86", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you really like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "126.65", "stop_time": "130.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um diversity my girlfriend's uh" }, { "start_time": "131.78", "stop_time": "135.82", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "from taiwan so it's dealing with different cultures " }, { "start_time": "137.48", "stop_time": "137.78", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "cool" }, { "start_time": "138.57", "stop_time": "140.74", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "141.36", "stop_time": "142.52", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "the traffic" }, { "start_time": "143.4", "stop_time": "144.47", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "the uh" }, { "start_time": "145.46", "stop_time": "146.87", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "crazy people" }, { "start_time": "148.56", "stop_time": "149.55", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's um " }, { "start_time": "150.67", "stop_time": "153.11", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "seems hard to get anything really accomplished" }, { "start_time": "154.05", "stop_time": "155.66", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah i see what you mean" }, { "start_time": "156.3", "stop_time": "156.9", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "156.96", "stop_time": "159.47", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how easy was it for you to get used to living in l_a" }, { "start_time": "160.51", "stop_time": "163.66", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it took me about six months just to figure out the directions" }, { "start_time": "167.24", "stop_time": "168.25", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when'd you move to l_a" }, { "start_time": "169.12", "stop_time": "171.02", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "twenty eight years ago" }, { "start_time": "172.26", "stop_time": "172.63", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "wow" }, { "start_time": "173.17", "stop_time": "174.37", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's a long time" }, { "start_time": "174.59", "stop_time": "176.23", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "a long time" }, { "start_time": "177.45", "stop_time": "179.47", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how often do you go back to your hometown" }, { "start_time": "180.77", "stop_time": "183.72", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "haven't been there in about eight or ten years" }, { "start_time": "184.64", "stop_time": "185.03", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "186.25", "stop_time": "186.68", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well" }, { "start_time": "187.69", "stop_time": "191.26", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i don't like my brothers so i don't want to hang around them" }, { "start_time": "192.97", "stop_time": "193.42", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "195.62", "stop_time": "196.69", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you travel a lot" }, { "start_time": "197.41", "stop_time": "206.73", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i started my girlfriend uh we did about uh just went back got back from orlando and uh she likes to travel so" }, { "start_time": "208.75", "stop_time": "209.44", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "nice" }, { "start_time": "209.96", "stop_time": "211.43", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you enjoy about traveling" }, { "start_time": "212.66", "stop_time": "220.54", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "meeting new people seeing new places uh helps me to get out of l_a and get a different perspective" }, { "start_time": "221.38", "stop_time": "223.12", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'd love to hear about one of your trips" }, { "start_time": "224.28", "stop_time": "228.29", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i just did the avatar seminar which is like a" }, { "start_time": "229.5", "stop_time": "235.63", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "raise your consciousness and um cleaned out the crap in your head " }, { "start_time": "236.46", "stop_time": "236.74", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "237.74", "stop_time": "238.21", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "237.92", "stop_time": "239.03", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are you happy you did that" }, { "start_time": "240.25", "stop_time": "240.84", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "242.2", "stop_time": "246.27", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah i feel better uh been having a lot of psychic attack and" }, { "start_time": "247.21", "stop_time": "251.73", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's uh i'm psychic so it's very hard to deal with it " }, { "start_time": "253.76", "stop_time": "254.43", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "wow" }, { "start_time": "255.41", "stop_time": "256.21", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "258.93", "stop_time": "259.85", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me more about that" }, { "start_time": "261.7", "stop_time": "262.5", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "264.37", "stop_time": "267.83", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well um" }, { "start_time": "268.96", "stop_time": "272.89", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "there's more to life than what you see so um" }, { "start_time": "275.79", "stop_time": "287.89", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "a lot of things are in other dimensions and other places so have to deal with not only the emotions but people uh direct energy at you" }, { "start_time": "288.97", "stop_time": "290.01", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how hard is that" }, { "start_time": "292.04", "stop_time": "292.92", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "294.07", "stop_time": "297.26", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well have to do a lot of clearing and grounding and" }, { "start_time": "298.26", "stop_time": "300.14", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "stay true to yourself" }, { "start_time": "302.67", "stop_time": "303.17", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "304.24", "stop_time": "305.81", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you consider yourself an introvert" }, { "start_time": "306.99", "stop_time": "308.05", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i am both" }, { "start_time": "309.48", "stop_time": "309.85", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "310.75", "stop_time": "314.48", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well i'm introverted because i like to spend time by myself" }, { "start_time": "315.23", "stop_time": "320.9", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and i'm extroverted 'cause i like to meet new people uh used to be totally an introvert " }, { "start_time": "321.85", "stop_time": "322.32", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "324.8", "stop_time": "326.13", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do to relax" }, { "start_time": "326.95", "stop_time": "333.79", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "watch movies watch t_v read uh do crosswords i'm a singer sing" }, { "start_time": "334.69", "stop_time": "337.66", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "write music i'm writing a novel" }, { "start_time": "339.03", "stop_time": "339.82", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what was it about" }, { "start_time": "341.94", "stop_time": "344.64", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um it's sort of like the matrix" }, { "start_time": "346.27", "stop_time": "346.98", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "awesome" }, { "start_time": "348.23", "stop_time": "349.26", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how hard is that" }, { "start_time": "351.28", "stop_time": "354.67", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um well i wrote the first twenty pages pretty quick" }, { "start_time": "355.73", "stop_time": "357.11", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "so um" }, { "start_time": "358.12", "stop_time": "359.64", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh now i'm expanding it" }, { "start_time": "361.08", "stop_time": "362.46", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what made you decide to do that" }, { "start_time": "364.93", "stop_time": "374.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i get inspiration uh it was actually a dream and then i wrote down the dream and now it's becoming uh i could probably turn it into a movie" }, { "start_time": "375.72", "stop_time": "377.5", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sounds like a great situation" }, { "start_time": "378.1", "stop_time": "378.58", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "380.13", "stop_time": "380.79", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "380.61", "stop_time": "382.71", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that make you really mad" }, { "start_time": "384.67", "stop_time": "387.79", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh when people don't respect me that's the number one" }, { "start_time": "390.38", "stop_time": "390.74", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "391.12", "stop_time": "392.33", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you feel that way often" }, { "start_time": "393.43", "stop_time": "397.85", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no i just that my brothers they don't respect me they don't really" }, { "start_time": "398.88", "stop_time": "399.8", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "402.66", "stop_time": "408", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know i want to love my family and but i don't want to hang around my brothers so it's a conflict" }, { "start_time": "408.81", "stop_time": "409.67", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sucks" }, { "start_time": "410.25", "stop_time": "411.14", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "exactly" }, { "start_time": "413.87", "stop_time": "415.87", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how are you at controlling your temper" }, { "start_time": "416.87", "stop_time": "419.48", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pretty good i only get mad about once a year" }, { "start_time": "421.83", "stop_time": "424.83", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about" }, { "start_time": "426.62", "stop_time": "429", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um my girlfriend about two or three months ago" }, { "start_time": "430.07", "stop_time": "434.71", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "she was wanting me to do something and i said no and" }, { "start_time": "438.33", "stop_time": "439.06", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know" }, { "start_time": "440.04", "stop_time": "440.3", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "443.2", "stop_time": "443.78", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "445.52", "stop_time": "446.54", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how do you know them" }, { "start_time": "448.26", "stop_time": "450.82", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "she's my girlfriend i know her for about a year now" }, { "start_time": "453.24", "stop_time": "454.45", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how close are you to them" }, { "start_time": "456.1", "stop_time": "457.03", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pretty close" }, { "start_time": "459.23", "stop_time": "459.77", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "462.48", "stop_time": "464.79", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences" }, { "start_time": "467.02", "stop_time": "467.72", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "471.01", "stop_time": "472.86", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "one time i" }, { "start_time": "473.8", "stop_time": "476.01", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "was singing and" }, { "start_time": "476.85", "stop_time": "486.68", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "scrubbed_entry" }, { "start_time": "487.58", "stop_time": "490.66", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and i was singing to an audience and that was great" }, { "start_time": "494.64", "stop_time": "495.12", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "497.75", "stop_time": "498.57", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do now" }, { "start_time": "500.84", "stop_time": "501.44", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "502.35", "stop_time": "509.35", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well i'm looking into ways to expand my consciousness so that i can have more money and more abundance in my life" }, { "start_time": "510.14", "stop_time": "511.77", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "so i can uh" }, { "start_time": "513.18", "stop_time": "518.33", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "have my own house and uh live in my own creative space " }, { "start_time": "520.3", "stop_time": "521.39", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's your dream job" }, { "start_time": "521.69", "stop_time": "522.1", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "522.8", "stop_time": "530.14", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh singing i'm a singer so let's see like unforgettable so uh that's what i like to do" }, { "start_time": "529.15", "stop_time": "529.66", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "aw" }, { "start_time": "531.91", "stop_time": "532.78", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great" }, { "start_time": "535.94", "stop_time": "537.47", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you ever served in the military" }, { "start_time": "537.83", "stop_time": "538.31", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "539.57", "stop_time": "541.61", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d" }, { "start_time": "542.02", "stop_time": "542.44", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "543.2", "stop_time": "545.01", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you been diagnosed with depression" }, { "start_time": "545.26", "stop_time": "545.79", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "546.51", "stop_time": "548.97", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how easy is it for you to get a good night's sleep" }, { "start_time": "549.87", "stop_time": "552.3", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "oh that's the hard part i uh i don't " }, { "start_time": "554.3", "stop_time": "554.7", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "555.89", "stop_time": "558.31", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know maybe it's because when i was" }, { "start_time": "559.1", "stop_time": "563.88", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh a kid my brothers beat me up and" }, { "start_time": "565.07", "stop_time": "569.52", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't feel totally rested in myself or in my life so" }, { "start_time": "570.51", "stop_time": "571.3", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "572.532", "stop_time": "575.54", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i feel like uh " }, { "start_time": "576.83", "stop_time": "578.4", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't feel totally safe" }, { "start_time": "579.19", "stop_time": "579.95", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm sorry" }, { "start_time": "581.157", "stop_time": "581.61", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "581.71", "stop_time": "583.3", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you like when you don't sleep well" }, { "start_time": "585.366", "stop_time": "586.27", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "587.7", "stop_time": "588.85", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "a little irritable" }, { "start_time": "590.04", "stop_time": "594.76", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but i have been sleeping better since i met my girlfriend so it's not totally bad" }, { "start_time": "596.299", "stop_time": "596.91", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "598.06", "stop_time": "601.2", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately" }, { "start_time": "601.965", "stop_time": "602.43", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my what" }, { "start_time": "603.498", "stop_time": "606.65", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately" }, { "start_time": "607.51", "stop_time": "608.85", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "behavior what" }, { "start_time": "610.38", "stop_time": "611.86", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how have you been feeling lately" }, { "start_time": "610.71", "stop_time": "611.13", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know" }, { "start_time": "613.566", "stop_time": "617.98", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um well i feel more positive i did the seminar and uh" }, { "start_time": "619.22", "stop_time": "627.05", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "so that let me get rid of some crap in my brain and be more positive about life" }, { "start_time": "628.03", "stop_time": "628.44", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "629.3", "stop_time": "630.19", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me about that" }, { "start_time": "632.215", "stop_time": "633.04", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "634.949", "stop_time": "637.77", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well did a lot of exercises to uh" }, { "start_time": "638.98", "stop_time": "646.98", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "reduce my stress and lot of my stress comes from uh judging myself and other people " }, { "start_time": "649.39", "stop_time": "651.61", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you think that maybe you're being a little hard on yourself" }, { "start_time": "652.782", "stop_time": "654.53", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah you could say that" }, { "start_time": "657.741", "stop_time": "658.557", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "659.366", "stop_time": "660.4", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how hard is that" }, { "start_time": "662.224", "stop_time": "663.05", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "664.19", "stop_time": "664.66", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well" }, { "start_time": "667.19", "stop_time": "668.68", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " mm" }, { "start_time": "672.83", "stop_time": "674.04", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "675.176", "stop_time": "676.02", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know it's hard" }, { "start_time": "677.27", "stop_time": "683.9", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " hard to deal with sometimes i mean sometimes a lot much too critical for my own good" }, { "start_time": "686.515", "stop_time": "687.44", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how do you cope with them" }, { "start_time": "689.422", "stop_time": "690.48", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh " }, { "start_time": "691.384", "stop_time": "691.94", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well" }, { "start_time": "693.461", "stop_time": "695.06", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "watching t_v gets up but" }, { "start_time": "696.25", "stop_time": "699.29", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " uh lately i just been feeling like i need to" }, { "start_time": "702.299", "stop_time": "703.07", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "704.9", "stop_time": "707.04", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "have less judgement and more fun " }, { "start_time": "708.07", "stop_time": "708.73", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "710.842", "stop_time": "712.27", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what made you decide to do that" }, { "start_time": "714.235", "stop_time": "715.88", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh well i did that seminar" }, { "start_time": "717.97", "stop_time": "718.48", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "720.077", "stop_time": "722.58", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you felt really happy" }, { "start_time": "724.64", "stop_time": "725.57", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "729.106", "stop_time": "730.48", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it was about a week ago i think " }, { "start_time": "733.214", "stop_time": "734.13", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me more about that" }, { "start_time": "735.89", "stop_time": "739.33", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh well i went to that seminar i got there i was able to" }, { "start_time": "740.29", "stop_time": "749", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "take off work and be in a different environment 'cause my job is stressful and " }, { "start_time": "749.6", "stop_time": "751.2", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my life is stressful so" }, { "start_time": "751.9", "stop_time": "755.96", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i was able to take a break which is great" }, { "start_time": "757.62", "stop_time": "758.23", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "759.099", "stop_time": "760.73", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how would your best friend describe you" }, { "start_time": "761.52", "stop_time": "765.01", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i'd say i'm outgoing fun smart" }, { "start_time": "765.59", "stop_time": "766.46", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "770.17", "stop_time": "775.56", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but i mean in l_a people in l_a they don't want to most of them don't want to spend time with you" }, { "start_time": "776.27", "stop_time": "776.72", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "777.12", "stop_time": "779.09", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know if that's because of me or l_a" }, { "start_time": "777.535", "stop_time": "778.32", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i see what you mean" }, { "start_time": "781.556", "stop_time": "782.46", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that makes sense" }, { "start_time": "783.213", "stop_time": "785.27", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "785.121", "stop_time": "786.321", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "is there anything you regret" }, { "start_time": "788.199", "stop_time": "789.24", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "790.399", "stop_time": "797.09", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "that i spend a lot of my time worrying and criticizing myself instead of moving forward" }, { "start_time": "799.19", "stop_time": "800.95", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "could you have done anything to avoid it" }, { "start_time": "802.114", "stop_time": "803.794", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "avoid it yeah" }, { "start_time": "804.504", "stop_time": "810.854", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "watching t_v or going to see movies or trying not to think of it but it doesn't solve the problem" }, { "start_time": "812.928", "stop_time": "814.45", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "has that gotten you in trouble" }, { "start_time": "816.756", "stop_time": "823.76", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh well a little bit i haven't paid my bills a lot i still owe money so um" }, { "start_time": "824.59", "stop_time": "827.19", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's kind of a self-defeating prophecy prophecy " }, { "start_time": "829.68", "stop_time": "832.55", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago" }, { "start_time": "833.06", "stop_time": "835.51", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh stop criticizing and" }, { "start_time": "836.43", "stop_time": "841.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "start creating your future now instead of waiting for it to happen " }, { "start_time": "842.856", "stop_time": "843.21", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mm" }, { "start_time": "843.892", "stop_time": "846.22", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life" }, { "start_time": "847.228", "stop_time": "849.1", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh my girlfriend's been really helpful" }, { "start_time": "850.942", "stop_time": "851.99", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me more about that" }, { "start_time": "852.98", "stop_time": "858.7", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " well she's funny and she loves me and cares about about me and " }, { "start_time": "861.156", "stop_time": "862.43", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's so good to hear" }, { "start_time": "861.285", "stop_time": "861.7", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "863", "stop_time": "865.46", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " yeah" }, { "start_time": "868.584", "stop_time": "870.94", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities" }, { "start_time": "872.69", "stop_time": "880.98", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um singer and i'm intelligent and creative and multi-dimensional and" }, { "start_time": "881.75", "stop_time": "882.43", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "883.35", "stop_time": "884.58", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm a good listener " }, { "start_time": "886.35", "stop_time": "886.75", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "889.478", "stop_time": "891.21", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you most proud of in your life" }, { "start_time": "892.949", "stop_time": "896.85", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh well i've written about four or five books i uh" }, { "start_time": "898.1", "stop_time": "903.52", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my voice i think would be number one 'cause when i started i didn't have much of a singing voice but now i do" }, { "start_time": "906.449", "stop_time": "907.13", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "908.48", "stop_time": "910.86", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to" }, { "start_time": "911.84", "stop_time": "913.31", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me" }, { "start_time": "913.25", "stop_time": "914.66", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "okay bye" }, { "start_time": "914.7", "stop_time": "915.26", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "goodbye" }, { "start_time": "915.641", "stop_time": "916.12", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "bye" } ]