[ { "start_time": "44.76", "stop_time": "47.74", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today" }, { "start_time": "48.48", "stop_time": "51.83", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment" }, { "start_time": "52.74", "stop_time": "59.2", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started" }, { "start_time": "59.81", "stop_time": "64.44", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential" }, { "start_time": "65.09", "stop_time": "66.23", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are you okay with this" }, { "start_time": "66.94", "stop_time": "67.33", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "sure" }, { "start_time": "67.83", "stop_time": "68.26", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "68.78", "stop_time": "70.8", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "so how are you doing today" }, { "start_time": "71.54", "stop_time": "73.3", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm doing fine just a little tired" }, { "start_time": "72.9", "stop_time": "73.47", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "76.1", "stop_time": "77.29", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "where are you from originally" }, { "start_time": "78.12", "stop_time": "78.93", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "california" }, { "start_time": "80.17", "stop_time": "80.62", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "81.57", "stop_time": "83.46", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you really like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "81.65", "stop_time": "82.03", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "84.74", "stop_time": "86.1", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um the weather" }, { "start_time": "86.81", "stop_time": "89.21", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " not last week but yeah the weather " }, { "start_time": "87.13", "stop_time": "87.54", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "90.46", "stop_time": "92.51", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "94.64", "stop_time": "96.2", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "fear of earthquakes" }, { "start_time": "97.4", "stop_time": "97.84", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "98.61", "stop_time": "99.44", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i see what you mean" }, { "start_time": "101.54", "stop_time": "102.6", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what'd you study at school" }, { "start_time": "104.88", "stop_time": "105.7", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "psychology" }, { "start_time": "107.04", "stop_time": "107.34", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "cool" }, { "start_time": "108.43", "stop_time": "109.41", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are you still working in that" }, { "start_time": "110.67", "stop_time": "111.21", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i am" }, { 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decided " }, { "start_time": "140.92", "stop_time": "141.33", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "142.59", "stop_time": "143.56", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you travel a lot" }, { "start_time": "144.04", "stop_time": "144.77", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no " }, { "start_time": "145.77", "stop_time": "146.1", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "147.3", "stop_time": "147.98", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know" }, { "start_time": "149.31", "stop_time": "150.1", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i just don't" }, { "start_time": "151.08", "stop_time": "152.25", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "maybe once a year" }, { "start_time": "154.21", "stop_time": "155.67", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time that happened" }, { "start_time": "156.51", "stop_time": "159.99", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um june actually i went to uh orlando florida" }, { "start_time": "162.72", "stop_time": "163.39", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "awesome" }, { "start_time": "164.31", "stop_time": "165.79", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you consider yourself an introvert" }, { "start_time": "167.39", "stop_time": "168.34", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "sometimes" }, { "start_time": "170.32", "stop_time": "171.2", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah not as" }, { "start_time": "170.57", "stop_time": "171.92", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do to relax" }, { "start_time": "172.22", "stop_time": "172.81", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm sorry" }, { "start_time": "173.3", "stop_time": "174.6", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do to relax" }, { "start_time": "175.36", "stop_time": "175.88", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "176.44", "stop_time": "178.22", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "watch t_v read a book" }, { "start_time": "180.46", "stop_time": "181.39", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "talk on the phone" }, { "start_time": "180.56", "stop_time": "181.09", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "181.76", "stop_time": "182", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "182.77", "stop_time": "184.8", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that make you really mad " }, { "start_time": "186.02", "stop_time": "186.82", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mad" }, { "start_time": "188.76", "stop_time": "189.54", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm " }, { "start_time": "190.41", "stop_time": "195.32", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my mom gets in my business " }, { "start_time": "193", "stop_time": "193.44", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "196.29", "stop_time": "197.94", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "other than that um" }, { "start_time": "199.09", "stop_time": "202.39", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i guess just frustrations with my son" }, { "start_time": "204.87", "stop_time": "206.37", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you find it easy to be a parent" }, { "start_time": "207.16", "stop_time": "208.11", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no " }, { "start_time": "208.66", "stop_time": "210.61", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's the hardest thing about being a parent" }, { "start_time": "212.35", "stop_time": "214.76", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um the hardest thing is um" }, { "start_time": "215.63", "stop_time": "217.45", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "raising a child with a disability" }, { "start_time": "218.49", "stop_time": "220.23", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "not knowing how you can help him" }, { "start_time": "221.62", "stop_time": "222", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "223.1", "stop_time": "224.4", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sounds really hard" }, { "start_time": "224.83", "stop_time": "226.58", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it is it's very hard" }, { "start_time": "227.07", "stop_time": "228.36", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't sugarcoat it at all" }, { "start_time": "229.6", "stop_time": "231.23", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's the best thing about being a parent" }, { "start_time": "233.19", "stop_time": "234.5", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "just having my children" }, { "start_time": "235.24", "stop_time": "237.32", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "they're a blessing i love 'em " }, { "start_time": "237.43", "stop_time": "237.96", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "aw" }, { "start_time": "239.28", "stop_time": "246.46", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "with all the good and the bad it's a part of me and i just love the fact that i'm helping mold them into " }, { "start_time": "247.14", "stop_time": "248.75", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "good human beings " }, { "start_time": "249.02", "stop_time": "249.38", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "250.9", "stop_time": "252.45", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how close are you to your family" }, { "start_time": "253.07", "stop_time": "254.11", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "we're really close" }, { "start_time": "255.62", "stop_time": "256.92", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's so good to hear" }, { "start_time": "255.72", "stop_time": "260.12", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i mean my family's small we live within blocks of each other but yeah we're close " }, { "start_time": "261.12", "stop_time": "261.57", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "263.29", "stop_time": "265.44", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences" }, { "start_time": "267.34", "stop_time": "268.22", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "good or bad" }, { "start_time": "268.89", "stop_time": "269.14", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "269.18", "stop_time": "270.22", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "whatever comes to your mind" }, { "start_time": "271.17", "stop_time": "272.65", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "most memorable" }, { "start_time": "275.2", "stop_time": "278.45", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "just giving birth for the first time it was just amazing" }, { "start_time": "279.07", "stop_time": "282.45", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my son is nine now so i still remember it like it was yesterday" }, { "start_time": "279.77", "stop_time": "280.26", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "wow" }, { "start_time": "282.92", "stop_time": "283.27", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "283.28", "stop_time": "284.8", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you feel in that moment" }, { "start_time": "286.41", "stop_time": "287.6", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "like i was" }, { "start_time": "289.81", "stop_time": "294.14", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "being born again myself i don't know how to explain it it just very" }, { "start_time": "295.86", "stop_time": "297.19", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "emotional " }, { "start_time": "299.21", "stop_time": "299.62", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "301.97", "stop_time": "303", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "is there anything you regret" }, { "start_time": "308.3", "stop_time": "312.98", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know i guess i have a lot of regrets but" }, { "start_time": "314.51", "stop_time": "317.26", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "none that i really wanna mention i guess " }, { "start_time": "317.69", "stop_time": "318.08", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "318.77", "stop_time": "319.58", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i understand" }, { "start_time": "320.53", "stop_time": "323.35", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago" }, { "start_time": "325.49", "stop_time": "330.87", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "stay in school don't get emotionally involved" }, { "start_time": "332.25", "stop_time": "334.13", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and um let people" }, { "start_time": "335.14", "stop_time": "337.79", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "deter you from your goals " }, { "start_time": "338.09", "stop_time": "338.47", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "339.3", "stop_time": "340.9", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "could you have done anything to avoid it" }, { "start_time": "342.63", "stop_time": "343.19", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "oh yeah" }, { "start_time": "344.66", "stop_time": "345.24", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "definitely" }, { "start_time": "348.29", "stop_time": "349.05", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "did you wanna move on" }, { "start_time": "348.57", "stop_time": "350.41", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how are you at controlling your temper" }, { "start_time": "351.46", "stop_time": "354.26", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm okay i mean i'm pretty easygoing " }, { "start_time": "355.51", "stop_time": "358.74", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "for the most part i don't really have a temper per se" }, { "start_time": "359.5", "stop_time": "361.78", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "things frustrate me more than they anger me" }, { "start_time": "362.48", "stop_time": "362.78", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "364.34", "stop_time": "367.27", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about" }, { "start_time": "364.46", "stop_time": "364.7", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "xxx" }, { "start_time": "367.67", "stop_time": "371.59", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "oh that's easy with my mother she's like um" }, { "start_time": "372.62", "stop_time": "375.76", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i guess the argument stemmed from me wanting to" }, { "start_time": "377.78", "stop_time": "380.41", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "socialize she feels that" }, { "start_time": "381.3", "stop_time": "384.09", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm married with children so i should stay at home" }, { "start_time": "385.06", "stop_time": "387.22", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "like ninety nine percent of the time" }, { "start_time": "387.89", "stop_time": "391.75", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and i wanted to go out and socialize with some ex co-workers" }, { "start_time": "392.05", "stop_time": "392.43", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "392.5", "stop_time": "392.94", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and she" }, { "start_time": "393.74", "stop_time": "394.56", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "basically" }, { "start_time": "395.94", "stop_time": "400.48", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "kinda put me down for it as if i don't spend enough time with my children " }, { "start_time": "400.23", "stop_time": "401.11", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sucks" }, { "start_time": "401.42", "stop_time": "402.76", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it does" }, { "start_time": "403.52", "stop_time": "407.72", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and i love my mom i hate even having the thoughts of being frustrated with her" }, { "start_time": "408.56", "stop_time": "412.95", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "because i always think gosh i don't wanna get mad at her and then something happens to her the next day" }, { "start_time": "413.84", "stop_time": "414.13", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but" }, { "start_time": "414.15", "stop_time": "414.55", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "414.89", "stop_time": "418.28", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "she gets kinda intrusive i don't know " }, { "start_time": "418.53", "stop_time": "419.41", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i understand" }, { "start_time": "421.79", "stop_time": "424.25", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you felt really happy" }, { "start_time": "429.51", "stop_time": "433.58", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "oh i know um after the semester ended when i noted that i " }, { "start_time": "434.17", "stop_time": "439.2", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know i did well in school 'cause i had been it had been a long time since i went to school so" }, { "start_time": "439.95", "stop_time": "446.62", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "when i received my grades you know a and a b i was like wow okay i can do this and it made me happy" }, { "start_time": "445.72", "stop_time": "446.06", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "447.38", "stop_time": "448.22", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and that was about" }, { "start_time": "448.95", "stop_time": "450.61", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "a few weeks ago i guess mhm" }, { "start_time": "450.74", "stop_time": "451.5", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great" }, { "start_time": "452.38", "stop_time": "452.86", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "thank you" }, { "start_time": "454.53", "stop_time": "456.87", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life" }, { "start_time": "461.13", "stop_time": "470.06", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my mom i know it's good and bad i mean for the most part my mom's been a positive influence you know it's just sometimes" }, { "start_time": "470.9", "stop_time": "472.25", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know she gets a little" }, { "start_time": "473.99", "stop_time": "480.2", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "like she wants to re-raise me or something like she doesn't understand that i'm an adult i'm gonna make my own decisions now and " }, { "start_time": "481.25", "stop_time": "483.25", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pretty much have to let me do what i need to do" }, { "start_time": "483.86", "stop_time": "484.24", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "485.31", "stop_time": "486.31", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how do you cope with them" }, { "start_time": "488.52", "stop_time": "489.98", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " a lotta " }, { "start_time": "490.92", "stop_time": "498.6", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "heavy breathing i mean i walk sometimes when i get a lil' frustrated whatever i'll just go take a walk" }, { "start_time": "499.22", "stop_time": "499.61", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "499.66", "stop_time": "502.41", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know or um just try not to think about it" }, { "start_time": "504.17", "stop_time": "504.68", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "505.27", "stop_time": "506.14", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "thank you " }, { "start_time": "509.23", "stop_time": "510.74", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you ever served in the military" }, { "start_time": "511.13", "stop_time": "511.66", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "513.19", "stop_time": "513.6", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "514", "stop_time": "514.54", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "514.93", "stop_time": "515.46", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "the navy" }, { "start_time": "515.16", "stop_time": "516.78", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how old were you when you joined the military" }, { "start_time": "517.01", "stop_time": "517.77", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i was nineteen" }, { "start_time": "519.47", "stop_time": "520.84", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "you were very young weren't you" }, { "start_time": "521.47", "stop_time": "521.8", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "522.48", "stop_time": "523.14", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " yeah" }, { "start_time": "522.96", "stop_time": "524.72", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why'd you decide to enlist in the military" }, { "start_time": "525.41", "stop_time": "527.27", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i didn't have any other options" }, { "start_time": "527.76", "stop_time": "528.33", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "528.66", "stop_time": "529.67", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are you happy you did that" }, { "start_time": "530.23", "stop_time": "534.93", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i am i probably should've stayed in a lil' longer i was only in for four years but " }, { "start_time": "535.97", "stop_time": "540.01", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know i wanted to experience life outside the military so i did my" }, { "start_time": "540.96", "stop_time": "542.45", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "enlistment and then i got out" }, { "start_time": "541.1", "stop_time": "541.53", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "544.55", "stop_time": "546.49", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did serving in the military change you" }, { "start_time": "548.91", "stop_time": "559.89", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it made me a little bit more responsible than some of my friends that you know did not join the military i can notice a big difference as far as you know how i live my life and how they live theirs" }, { "start_time": "556.74", "stop_time": "557.02", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "560.85", "stop_time": "563.16", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um just made me a little bit more responsible" }, { "start_time": "564.5", "stop_time": "565.01", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "565.48", "stop_time": "566.33", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "thank you " }, { "start_time": "565.87", "stop_time": "567.48", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what did you do after the military" }, { "start_time": "568.19", "stop_time": "572.17", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i worked in the medical field for about five years" }, { "start_time": "573.2", "stop_time": "573.82", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and uh" }, { "start_time": "573.23", "stop_time": "573.49", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "cool" }, { "start_time": "574.02", "stop_time": "575.13", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "oh thank you " }, { "start_time": "577.1", "stop_time": "586.6", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but um it wasn't for me i wanted to do something lil' bit different i didn't wanna do patient care i wanted to work with people but not necessarily as a patient care" }, { "start_time": "587.38", "stop_time": "588.38", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "provider so" }, { "start_time": "588.77", "stop_time": "589.09", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "588.99", "stop_time": "593.27", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i started going to school and then i met my husband i stopped going to school" }, { "start_time": "594.08", "stop_time": "597.89", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "got married and i started working in a telecommunications field" }, { "start_time": "598.79", "stop_time": "602.32", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and then we you know conceived our child and after that" }, { "start_time": "604", "stop_time": "604.85", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know " }, { "start_time": "606.79", "stop_time": "607.17", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "607.23", "stop_time": "609.45", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "611.13", "stop_time": "613.35", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities" }, { "start_time": "614.61", "stop_time": "621.45", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i think i'm caring well i know i am i'm very caring you know i'm very honest to a fault sometimes you know i try to" }, { "start_time": "622.18", "stop_time": "624.24", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "be as honest as possible with people" }, { "start_time": "624.74", "stop_time": "629.89", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "sometimes it can hurt their feelings but you know you gotta be honest you can't let people" }, { "start_time": "630.85", "stop_time": "632.25", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "think that you know" }, { "start_time": "632.89", "stop_time": "633.95", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you're not trusting" }, { "start_time": "634.82", "stop_time": "636.17", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "has that gotten you in trouble" }, { "start_time": "634.99", "stop_time": "635.29", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and if" }, { "start_time": "636.97", "stop_time": "640.5", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm yeah probably i don't i never really thought about it" }, { "start_time": "641.8", "stop_time": "642.35", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know" }, { "start_time": "642.13", "stop_time": "642.5", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "643.12", "stop_time": "643.79", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "644.53", "stop_time": "647.99", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "maybe i don't really think about it i just try to be the best person that i can be" }, { "start_time": "649", "stop_time": "649.91", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know so" }, { "start_time": "650.78", "stop_time": "651.13", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "651.04", "stop_time": "655.46", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "all i can do i can't live for what other people think i can only do what i need to do " }, { "start_time": "656.59", "stop_time": "656.98", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "658.76", "stop_time": "661.35", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that usually put you in a good mood" }, { "start_time": "663.1", "stop_time": "663.75", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um" }, { "start_time": "668.03", "stop_time": "668.74", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know" }, { "start_time": "670.84", "stop_time": "672.23", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " i never really thought about it " }, { "start_time": "673.5", "stop_time": "677.96", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i guess it just you know being around my kids you know i just love being around my children" }, { "start_time": "678.82", "stop_time": "679.21", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "679.93", "stop_time": "683.24", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "and that's always puts me in a good mood " }, { "start_time": "683.47", "stop_time": "684.01", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "684.53", "stop_time": "684.96", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "thank you" }, { "start_time": "684.73", "stop_time": "686.11", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how have you been feeling lately" }, { "start_time": "687.05", "stop_time": "689.82", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "okay like i said a lil' tired you know but" }, { "start_time": "690.81", "stop_time": "694.46", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know for the most part okay you know i'm dealing with situations that" }, { "start_time": "693.34", "stop_time": "695.61", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how easy is it for you to get a good night's sleep " }, { "start_time": "696.47", "stop_time": "698.35", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "well i go to bed really early so" }, { "start_time": "699.19", "stop_time": "703.62", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "long as i go to bed early i get a good night's sleep but i wake up early as well so" }, { "start_time": "704.71", "stop_time": "705.93", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " it's kinda like" }, { "start_time": "707.08", "stop_time": "712.3", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "good and bad a lil' bit i go to bed like eight eight thirty and then i wake up at like one one thirty" }, { "start_time": "713.74", "stop_time": "714.02", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "so" }, { "start_time": "714", "stop_time": "714.33", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "714.82", "stop_time": "715.32", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "715.08", "stop_time": "716.69", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you like when you don't sleep well" }, { "start_time": "717.73", "stop_time": "718.52", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "very moody" }, { "start_time": "719.87", "stop_time": "722.91", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "very irritable short short-tempered i guess" }, { "start_time": "724.4", "stop_time": "724.83", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "726.48", "stop_time": "729.5", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately" }, { "start_time": "732.45", "stop_time": "734.76", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "if anything i think i'm thinking more positively" }, { "start_time": "735.59", "stop_time": "741.75", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know like i said especially with my son having a disability you know i i look at it as if you know" }, { "start_time": "742.71", "stop_time": "743.85", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's not all bad" }, { "start_time": "745.22", "stop_time": "748.66", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i mean he has challenges eh but i'm dealing with them a lot better" }, { "start_time": "749.69", "stop_time": "757.02", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "you know as opposed to feeling sorry for him or feeling sorry for myself you know i'm just finding more avenues to work with him you know" }, { "start_time": "750.01", "stop_time": "750.96", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how hard is that" }, { "start_time": "757.69", "stop_time": "763.46", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "different resources to help him as opposed to just feeling guilty or sad and depressed about it" }, { "start_time": "757.71", "stop_time": "758.04", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh huh" }, { "start_time": "764.22", "stop_time": "764.62", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "765.19", "stop_time": "765.76", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "766.05", "stop_time": "766.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "thank you" }, { "start_time": "769.11", "stop_time": "770.86", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you been diagnosed with depression" }, { "start_time": "771.42", "stop_time": "771.69", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "773.82", "stop_time": "774.71", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you feel down" }, { "start_time": "775.94", "stop_time": "776.82", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "occasionally" }, { "start_time": "778.51", "stop_time": "779.9", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "who doesn't " }, { "start_time": "781.02", "stop_time": "781.41", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "788.49", "stop_time": "790.24", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you most proud of in your life" }, { "start_time": "793.96", "stop_time": "795.99", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know can we skip that question" }, { "start_time": "796.21", "stop_time": "799.23", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "" }, { "start_time": "797.28", "stop_time": "797.74", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "798.97", "stop_time": "800.52", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how would your best friend describe you" }, { "start_time": "802.21", "stop_time": "808.12", "speaker": "Participant", "value": " green seems to be the word kinda like um" }, { "start_time": "811.58", "stop_time": "813.61", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah probably green like" }, { "start_time": "815.7", "stop_time": "817.25", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "naive a little " }, { "start_time": "817.77", "stop_time": "818.18", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "819.76", "stop_time": "823.1", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "but at the same time smart i think she'll describe me as smart " }, { "start_time": "825.13", "stop_time": "825.91", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great " }, { "start_time": "825.93", "stop_time": "826.29", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "827.05", "stop_time": "829.36", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to" }, { "start_time": "827.09", "stop_time": "827.44", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah" }, { "start_time": "829.77", "stop_time": "830.16", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "830.62", "stop_time": "832.07", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "thanks for sharing your thoughts with me" }, { "start_time": "832.41", "stop_time": "833.18", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no problem" }, { "start_time": "833.58", "stop_time": "834.09", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "goodbye" }, { "start_time": "834.55", "stop_time": "835.05", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "bye" } ]