[ { "start_time": "38.98", "stop_time": "46.07", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "hi i'm ellie thanks for coming in today i was created to talk to people in a safe and secure environment " }, { "start_time": "46.87", "stop_time": "53.41", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'm not a therapist but i'm here to learn about people and would love to learn about you i'll ask a few questions to get us started" }, { "start_time": "53.98", "stop_time": "58.6", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "and please feel free to tell me anything your answers are totally confidential" }, { "start_time": "59.19", "stop_time": "60.32", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are you okay with this" }, { "start_time": "61.28", "stop_time": "61.66", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yes" }, { "start_time": "62.44", "stop_time": "62.85", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "64.31", "stop_time": "66.37", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "so how are you doing today " }, { "start_time": "66.94", "stop_time": "67.43", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "alright" }, { "start_time": "68.09", "stop_time": "68.69", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good " }, { "start_time": "69.71", "stop_time": "70.94", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "where are you from originally " }, { "start_time": "71.65", "stop_time": "72.68", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh new york state " }, { "start_time": "73.27", "stop_time": "73.76", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "really" }, { "start_time": "75.06", "stop_time": "76.11", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why'd you move to l_a" }, { "start_time": "77.82", "stop_time": "79.38", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um because of my girlfriend " }, { "start_time": "82.36", "stop_time": "83.37", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when'd you move to l_a" }, { "start_time": "85.7", "stop_time": "87.61", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "about a few months ago" }, { "start_time": "89.44", "stop_time": "91.92", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how easy was it for you to get used to living in l_a" }, { "start_time": "93.26", "stop_time": "97.08", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm it's okay it's a little different but it's working" }, { "start_time": "98.97", "stop_time": "100.97", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you really like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "105.47", "stop_time": "106.64", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh the weather's nice " }, { "start_time": "107.53", "stop_time": "107.99", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "109.39", "stop_time": "111.44", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you don't really like about l_a" }, { "start_time": "112", "stop_time": "114.45", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh nothing so far it's it's been pretty good " }, { "start_time": "115.26", "stop_time": "115.82", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "117.25", "stop_time": "118.89", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how do you like your living situation " }, { "start_time": "119.68", "stop_time": "122.75", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's working out nice yeah it's real well at the moment uh real good i mean " }, { "start_time": "124.41", "stop_time": "125.22", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's great" }, { "start_time": "126.17", "stop_time": "127.23", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what'd you study at school" }, { "start_time": "129.73", "stop_time": "131", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh criminal justice " }, { "start_time": "132.07", "stop_time": "133.13", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sounds interesting " }, { "start_time": "134.51", "stop_time": "135.84", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you decide to do that " }, { "start_time": "138.32", "stop_time": "138.54", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh" }, { "start_time": "139.52", "stop_time": "143.98", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i wanted to go to xxx and it was one of the courses so i decided to pick that one " }, { "start_time": "146.3", "stop_time": "147.27", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are you still working in that " }, { "start_time": "148.14", "stop_time": "148.56", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "149.91", "stop_time": "150.72", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do now" }, { "start_time": "151.28", "stop_time": "152.64", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh certified nurse's aide" }, { "start_time": "153.8", "stop_time": "154.12", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "cool" }, { "start_time": "154.91", "stop_time": "156.06", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's your dream job " }, { "start_time": "158.09", "stop_time": "160.05", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know maybe nursing someday " }, { "start_time": "161.24", "stop_time": "161.71", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "163.13", "stop_time": "164.08", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you travel a lot" }, { "start_time": "164.72", "stop_time": "165.76", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no not too much " }, { "start_time": "166.57", "stop_time": "166.95", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "168.62", "stop_time": "169.88", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh it gets expensive" }, { "start_time": "171.19", "stop_time": "172.09", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i see what you mean " }, { "start_time": "174.22", "stop_time": "175.58", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what do you do to relax " }, { "start_time": "176.47", "stop_time": "177.53", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "read usually " }, { "start_time": "179.55", "stop_time": "181.72", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things that make you really mad " }, { "start_time": "184.21", "stop_time": "185.91", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know um " }, { "start_time": "187.87", "stop_time": "189.27", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i usually don't get real real mad " }, { "start_time": "191.69", "stop_time": "193.62", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how are you at controlling your temper" }, { "start_time": "193.77", "stop_time": "197.42", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "pretty good a a lot better than when i was as as a child " }, { "start_time": "198.14", "stop_time": "198.62", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "199.39", "stop_time": "202.28", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you argued with someone and what was it about " }, { "start_time": "204.11", "stop_time": "206.97", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "oh i can't even remember it's it's been a very long time " }, { "start_time": "208.03", "stop_time": "208.38", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "wow" }, { "start_time": "209.92", "stop_time": "210.39", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "213.64", "stop_time": "215.15", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you consider yourself an introvert" }, { "start_time": "221.41", "stop_time": "222.16", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i guess so " }, { "start_time": "223.96", "stop_time": "224.97", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "can you tell me about that " }, { "start_time": "226.87", "stop_time": "228.11", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know not really " }, { "start_time": "230.18", "stop_time": "230.65", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "233.31", "stop_time": "235.08", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are some things you like to do for fun " }, { "start_time": "236.96", "stop_time": "238.43", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "reading's about it right now" }, { "start_time": "240.18", "stop_time": "241.72", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time that happened" }, { "start_time": "244.34", "stop_time": "245.74", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "while i was waiting for my appointment " }, { "start_time": "248.66", "stop_time": "249.11", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "250.48", "stop_time": "252.82", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "who's someone that's been a positive influence in your life" }, { "start_time": "254.28", "stop_time": "256.32", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "recently my girlfriend's been very positive " }, { "start_time": "257.14", "stop_time": "257.7", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "aw" }, { "start_time": "258.31", "stop_time": "259.15", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how do you know them " }, { "start_time": "260.67", "stop_time": "263.49", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh we met through my sister-in-law" }, { "start_time": "265.73", "stop_time": "266.8", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how close are you to them " }, { "start_time": "267.6", "stop_time": "269.04", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "mm not so close anymore " }, { "start_time": "271.68", "stop_time": "272.52", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that sucks " }, { "start_time": "275.1", "stop_time": "277.43", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "is it uncomfortable for you to talk about this " }, { "start_time": "278.27", "stop_time": "279.46", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no no i'm alright" }, { "start_time": "280.06", "stop_time": "280.5", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "281.35", "stop_time": "282.33", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "can you tell me about that " }, { "start_time": "285.51", "stop_time": "289.55", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "oh they just i i don't have anything in common with 'em so we don't talk " }, { "start_time": "291.21", "stop_time": "292.14", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i see what you mean " }, { "start_time": "294.24", "stop_time": "295.84", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how would your best friend describe you " }, { "start_time": "303.86", "stop_time": "305.3", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know i really don't " }, { "start_time": "307.79", "stop_time": "310.07", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what would you say are some of your best qualities " }, { "start_time": "311.91", "stop_time": "312.33", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "um " }, { "start_time": "313.67", "stop_time": "317.33", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i'm patient i listen and i try to be reliable " }, { "start_time": "318.83", "stop_time": "319.25", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "321.77", "stop_time": "324.83", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me about something you did recently that you really enjoyed " }, { "start_time": "332.5", "stop_time": "336.23", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "moved to california from new york that's that's been a a good experience " }, { "start_time": "337.57", "stop_time": "339.22", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how did you feel in that moment " }, { "start_time": "341.16", "stop_time": "342.29", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it was nice it was exciting " }, { "start_time": "344.33", "stop_time": "344.93", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good " }, { "start_time": "346.81", "stop_time": "348.39", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you ever served in the military " }, { "start_time": "348.79", "stop_time": "349.09", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "350.7", "stop_time": "352.98", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how easy is it for you to get a good night's sleep " }, { "start_time": "354.23", "stop_time": "355.67", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "it's fairly difficult " }, { "start_time": "356.96", "stop_time": "357.51", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "uh oh" }, { "start_time": "357.98", "stop_time": "358.33", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "why" }, { "start_time": "359.94", "stop_time": "366.48", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "just i i wake up very easily and sometimes it takes a long time to get tired and fall asleep " }, { "start_time": "367.98", "stop_time": "368.43", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "hmm" }, { "start_time": "369.06", "stop_time": "370.31", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "are they triggered by something " }, { "start_time": "371.06", "stop_time": "372.13", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "not that i know of " }, { "start_time": "373.71", "stop_time": "375.47", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you like when you don't sleep well " }, { "start_time": "377.43", "stop_time": "381.04", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "just quiet try to stay to myself 'cause i get irritable " }, { "start_time": "382.49", "stop_time": "382.95", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "384.59", "stop_time": "386.37", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you been diagnosed with depression " }, { "start_time": "386.88", "stop_time": "387.16", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "387.86", "stop_time": "389.77", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you ever been diagnosed with p_t_s_d" }, { "start_time": "390.61", "stop_time": "390.98", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no" }, { "start_time": "391.93", "stop_time": "393.2", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "how have you been feeling lately " }, { "start_time": "394.51", "stop_time": "397.76", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "alright just anxious trying to find a job so " }, { "start_time": "398.6", "stop_time": "400.75", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "it can be tough to find a good job these days " }, { "start_time": "403.37", "stop_time": "406.41", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "have you noticed any changes in your behavior or thoughts lately " }, { "start_time": "411.2", "stop_time": "415.09", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "not really no just just pretty pretty normal " }, { "start_time": "415.72", "stop_time": "416.19", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay" }, { "start_time": "419.12", "stop_time": "420.93", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what are you most proud of in your life " }, { "start_time": "422.95", "stop_time": "423.64", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "my children " }, { "start_time": "426.75", "stop_time": "427.93", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "tell me about your kids" }, { "start_time": "429.34", "stop_time": "435.19", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "uh i've got four of 'em um three ten and then two eleven year olds so " }, { "start_time": "435.88", "stop_time": "436.3", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "wow" }, { "start_time": "437.01", "stop_time": "437.33", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah " }, { "start_time": "438.47", "stop_time": "440.2", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's the best thing about being a parent " }, { "start_time": "445.15", "stop_time": "451.59", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "that's that's hard just i don't know some of the things they do just yeah it it's a lot of fun watching 'em grow grow up " }, { "start_time": "452.68", "stop_time": "454.01", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "can you give me an example of that " }, { "start_time": "455.43", "stop_time": "457.96", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "just the way they interact with each other sometimes it's" }, { "start_time": "459.09", "stop_time": "463", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "or other people it's it's really amazing to see how fast they you know develop" }, { "start_time": "464.46", "stop_time": "465.76", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's so good to hear" }, { "start_time": "466.65", "stop_time": "468.85", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's one of your most memorable experiences " }, { "start_time": "486.66", "stop_time": "490.53", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i don't know there's there's a lot that are tied for probably most memorable " }, { "start_time": "492.76", "stop_time": "494.28", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i'd love to hear all about it " }, { "start_time": "503.6", "stop_time": "504.6", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no probably not " }, { "start_time": "505.88", "stop_time": "506.35", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "508.18", "stop_time": "509.67", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "do you find it easy to be a parent " }, { "start_time": "510.73", "stop_time": "514.14", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "yeah it's pretty easy it's it it's a lot of fun " }, { "start_time": "515.19", "stop_time": "515.81", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "that's good" }, { "start_time": "516.48", "stop_time": "518.41", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what's the hardest thing about being a parent " }, { "start_time": "520.26", "stop_time": "522.71", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "worrying about 'em you know you worry about 'em getting hurt " }, { "start_time": "525.07", "stop_time": "525.96", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "i see what you mean " }, { "start_time": "528.81", "stop_time": "529.84", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "is there anything you regret" }, { "start_time": "532.25", "stop_time": "533.63", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "no not so much " }, { "start_time": "534.65", "stop_time": "537.42", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "what advice would you give yourself ten or twenty years ago " }, { "start_time": "541.32", "stop_time": "546.97", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "probably go to college get you know try to find a a good a better job you know" }, { "start_time": "548.76", "stop_time": "549.18", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "mhm" }, { "start_time": "551.42", "stop_time": "553.86", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "when was the last time you felt really happy " }, { "start_time": "563.36", "stop_time": "567.77", "speaker": "Participant", "value": "i feel happy all the time though i mean on and off so it's it's real hard to pinpoint " }, { "start_time": "569.67", "stop_time": "570.05", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay " }, { "start_time": "571.88", "stop_time": "576.14", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "okay i think i've asked everything i need to thanks for sharing your thoughts with me " }, { "start_time": "577.02", "stop_time": "577.57", "speaker": "Ellie", "value": "goodbye" } ]