[ { "url": "https://actualized.org/articles/top-proofs-for-the-existence-of-god", "title": "Top Proofs For The Existence Of God", "text": "ByLeo Gura- July 9, 2025 |2 Comments\n\n“A four-sided triangle” is a poetic concept (and any concept which is actually thought physically exists as a finite allocation of energy and matter inside of a computational machine such as a human brain), but a literal four-sided triangle does not ever actually exist (and therefore cannot ever be vividly imagined) because such a “shape” is logically impossible to physically render. It seems therefore that there are limits to an all-encompassing infinity due to the fact that such an infinitely large set cannot contain any physically impossible objects because those objects cannot actually be rendered in any physical universe (even if multiple universes exist in parallel or in succession). Absurd poetic thoughts are not physically impossible to render however. What I have a hard time “accepting” is the premise that every object which can be imagined exists somewhere in reality. I can accept that all objects (and thoughts) which could potentially exist actually exist as pure potential at all times, but I don’t have blind faith that every potential is physically manifest at some point in some universe. I thought Leo said that every thing which can be imagined already exists somewhere in reality, but perhaps I heard wrong!\n\nWhat you are conscious of…. is the same as saying:\n\nHOW you are specifically delusional.\n\nThis does not constitute “evidence” of a god… just your brain doing its thing.\n\nNotify me of replies to my comment via e-mail.", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": "Articles", "has_sources": true, "source_links": [ "https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg", "https://twitter.com/share", "https://www.minds.com/karbytes", "https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-self-help-psychology-consciousness-spirituality/id998025672", "https://open.spotify.com/show/1Iad1nKfVWKnZIbMppoSRf", "https://www.instagram.com/leogura1/" ], "is_opinion": false }, { "url": "https://actualized.org/articles/how-to-distinguish-lower-vs-higher-perspectives-part-1", "title": "How To Distinguish Lower vs Higher Perspectives - Part 1", "text": "ByLeo Gura- July 8, 2025 |1 Comments\n\nNothing’s a distinction, I can’t see it, food, believe it or not, is in the consistency of poopoo, it’s not some absolutely pleasant thing to put in my mouth, I don’t like a food’s consistency, but I like oily-tasting and oily-flavored foods, piquant foods and spicy foods and cool foods mostly, not so much that sweet stuff, not pungent unless it was medicinal or healthy (bitter and astringent and salty and unpleasantly sour are all lumped in the category of pungent), that means there’s no taste difference as many tastes can be lumped in the same tastes as being in those categories, what’s the distinction with it if there’s 3 strong tastes: pungent, piquant, and spicy?, and excess of cool becomes pungent, as does an excess of umami, if there’s too strong such a taste it wouldn’t taste good, excessive oiliness becomes a yucky taste, there’s 9 tastes in total, I add spicy ingredients because they’re good for my back pain, as are some pungent or oily herbs, contrariwise, with music or films there’s no distinction, what’s the difference if it’s a Spanish spaghetti western or an American western? The national influence doesn’t exist, “a fistful of dollars” bloody well looks American to me! I can’t tell the difference between things, it’s all the same, whether European or North American, it’s the same because it’s sold to American consumers, does it make a difference if it was Europop from Europe or Europop from Sweden? Scandinavia’s not Europe, it’s a different continent.\n\nNotify me of replies to my comment via e-mail.", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": "Articles", "has_sources": true, "source_links": [ "https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg", "https://twitter.com/share", "https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-self-help-psychology-consciousness-spirituality/id998025672", "https://open.spotify.com/show/1Iad1nKfVWKnZIbMppoSRf", "https://www.instagram.com/leogura1/" ], "is_opinion": false }, { "url": "https://actualized.org/articles/the-ultimate-guide-to-happiness", "title": "The Ultimate Guide To Happiness", "text": "ByLeo Gura- March 21, 2023 |8 Comments\n\nI can’t live a life of ascetic happiness, I want to live a life of conspicuous consumption, and of an introverted hectic lifestyle. Happiness is what I think, it’s enjoying pleasure and contentment, it’s a mental feeling. And I don’t want a derelict’s version of happiness, I want money, I don’t want to be amateur. If Leo is correct, I would’ve had a partial happiness rather than indiscriminately being happy as he taught. It’s not a complicated thing, you don’t need to study it, I’m glad I was bought off with money, it’s like that to me. Leo doesn’t have evil intentions, but I suppose he’s never heard of the story of the boy making adults happy, that means it’s evil, I’m only living in ways that make a buck, it has a value to it, I tried doing the extraordinary and I got more money, it really does work, I’m happy the way I want and not what you think should be happy.\n\nI could be wrong about pleasure and luxury, although happiness nowadays is synonymous with these, it would be nice if I took a luxury flight to New York and tried a New York hotdog and “The New York Times”, yes, I’ve heard of it, although around Australia it’s mostly on the internet. As for those in Vegas, they must have a lot of airconditioning. It’s just a desert with a lot of trees planted in it, and some structures for gambling and used as dwellings, and hotels. It’s obvious I wouldn’t feel at home in a strange town, as highly unfamiliar things are scary. But the most dopamine hits I get from watching horror movies, that’s pleasure I suppose, but it will make you hungry for cheap thrills. I’m certainly not going to be happy stuck in a funless universe with no relief and if I do get relief from having no fun, which is miraculous, I would be happy only because I’m not a fun-obsessed, anxious guy trying to fit everything in my amusement, I get plenty of amusement from a horror film, I have to make my own fun for myself, because nobody’s giving any fun to me, and nobody cares. But supposing I’m a perfectionist I would by all means travel on summer holiday with a pina colada and eating tuna meals in Victor Harbour. I’m not an ascetic person, the happiness tailored to me is more travel, and a “vacation”, ironic since what is really meant is travelling to exotic places, when I prefer holidaying in my house with cold tea and my holiday clothes, I don’t have to go anywhere, although cruising on ship for an hour I’d very much would like to eat cheesecake, or some fancy meal, paid for onboard. But to be even happier, I’m satisfied with my local town, eating fish fingers and vegetables and a Frosty Fruits ice confection for dessert, even on a cold and stormy winter’s day. I guess I’m telling stories of my breathing and sitting in life, but it leads to my real existence: there is no travel, and there’s no cruise on any one ship, but a cruise on a boat called the Popeye, in the river, and there’s no fancy food, luxury or pleasure, except maybe some fine chocolate, which is only eaten occasionally, and some caviare on a grain cracker, and the “luxury” of prebought canned soup with later-on bought wholemeal bread rolls, soup I had to at the time buy more cans of, which I’ll do now when I finish this comment. It all boils down to simplicity rather than luxury, pleasure, or thrills, happy in a modest way.\n\nLeo you look healthy and happy in this video. I think the pink complements the coloring in your skin tone. Also talking about happiness seemed to amplify the happiness and love that you really are! I listened to the whole video and you were so comprehensive and also brave with your honesty about not always beinghappy yourself.I have experienced the highest happiness the ecstasy of awakening to God realization in March 2011. I definitely agree that one thing that will make you unhappy is trying to get friends or family to believe this experience is possible or something they should be pursuing!I agree that the appreciation of the little things on a daily basis really helps everyday happiness. I like to think of some of what had to occur for that little thing to be in my current experience. For example a warm shower in my own home. The water treatment plant , the plumbing, the work on the shower and its installation. Just so many things in our modern society we take for granted! Kings of old could not take a fifteen minute warm shower!Something else that makes me happy is going to the park down the street and imagining that it is my property that is being maintained by the city for me. Or going to a store and admiring the items as if the store is my personal storage facility. These sorts of imaginings are easier when you realize the places and objects are all within consciousness!\n\nJust in case you ever have time to check comments, thanks for this content. I started watching your videos maybe 12 years ago after my divorce. Kept up with all of them until maybe 2 years ago when I trailed off. I’m 60 and have been on a spiritual journey for about 25 years. Even so I learned so much from your videos and you surpassed my wisdom quickly once you started your spiritual journey. Anyway, I still learn from you. INFJ myself. I wish you or someone else would talk about the virtues and challenges of living a solitary life. So hard to find that kind of content that would be supportive on my solo journey. Also, I rely on porn too. Having been married and had many relationships, still have a libido but the overhead of relationships isn’t worth the sex anymore. Wish there was some thoughtful commentary on this topic too. And yeah, meditation isn’t my thing either. All of my awakenings are accidents. Anyway, thanks for the years of great content. You’ve really had a huge impact on my life. And I’m sorry about your health problems. You’re not alone brother.\n\nOf all the taking things seriously, do you think being different is the way successful people behave, and do you think it and expanding your mental paradigm makes you successful? And do you think asceticism and demonising money makes people happy? Fuck off! You’re a happiness teacher, that’s all you are, I’ve seen happy people, it’s posh people, rich people, hedonists, what you’re saying isn’t happiness, your tone sounds angry, you miserable, no happiness wanker! I don’t want to study happiness, you’re wrong, I want money, I’m happy enjoying pleasure, contentment and good luck, thank you. Do you think if I’m bankrupt I’m happy? Go fuck yourself! You’re not just a wanker, you’re a warmonger, you’re not telling the fucking truth, you’re talking about wanker shit people think, and that’s all that it is, it’s what you think, it’s not fucking true. I don’t do that shit. You’re an insecure coward who hates people, fuck you Leo, I didn’t ask for misfortune being a wanker thinking that shit makes me happy, happiness is what I think, happiness is pleasure, it’s money, it’s luck, idiot! You’re at war with what I think, I think you’re wrong and you double down with war doing bullshit. I don’t want war standing up for belief in spirituality, I want the truth for real and being right, I want practical, down-to-earth teachings about how to solve my money situations, and how to do big business, and how to think about the facts, the facts, like money buys you the truth, so teach it, wanker! Teach me the truth and no more bullshit!\n\nGreat video! Happiness is such an important topic, and it’s so important to find what makes you happy and live a balanced life. I’m a big believer in the power of passion, and I think it’s one of the most important keys to happiness. When you’re passionate about something, you’re more likely to be motivated, engaged, and fulfilled.That’s why I created a website to help people find their passion and balance in life. I wanted to create a resource where people could learn more about themselves, their values, and their interests. I also wanted to provide them with tools and support to help them pursue their passions and live a more balanced life. So I wholeheartedly agree with the statements made in this video.\n\nBeautiful video, thank you Leo.\n\nSuch a great video and message. Thank you Leo.\n\nNotify me of replies to my comment via e-mail.", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": "Articles", "has_sources": true, "source_links": [ "https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg", "https://twitter.com/share", "https://hobbyfinder.io/", "http://integrativemindbody.com", "https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-self-help-psychology-consciousness-spirituality/id998025672", "https://open.spotify.com/show/1Iad1nKfVWKnZIbMppoSRf", "https://www.instagram.com/leogura1/" ], "is_opinion": false }, { "url": "https://actualized.org/articles/the-psychology-of-being-wrong", "title": "The Psychology Of Being Wrong", "text": "ByLeo Gura- July 8, 2025 |1 Comments\n\nIt turns out I’m absolutely wrong about culture, given that truth’s what I think and my culture gave me the truth through scientific, philosophical, cultish, and normalistic beliefs, only, as I found, Kierkegaard’s aesthetic life, light in the darkness, scientific anti-realism, the ordinary, pragmatism, simulism, mediaevalism, and astral projection are the true beliefs, everything else is false except for science. I was once wrong about the devil, I knew he was a beast with horns so I had the truth there, and I know deep down the pseudotruths about reality, to which I’m wrong, revealing that the pseudotruths are the truth, that my dad really is wrong and a liar, that what we know about the universe is an accurate model, I think Leo’s done his task and hopefully I won’t need his videos anymore, that stuff is just a crutch, that religion may be lying, that means you’re a liar and I never got the truth from you.\n\nNotify me of replies to my comment via e-mail.", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": "Articles", "has_sources": true, "source_links": [ "https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg", "https://twitter.com/share", "https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-self-help-psychology-consciousness-spirituality/id998025672", "https://open.spotify.com/show/1Iad1nKfVWKnZIbMppoSRf", "https://www.instagram.com/leogura1/" ], "is_opinion": false }, { "url": "https://actualized.org/articles/what-is-maturity", "title": "What Is Maturity?", "text": "ByLeo Gura- June 26, 2023 |24 Comments\n\nI’m completely wrong about Leo’s teachings, I wasn’t meant to disbelieve them, I was meant to believe his teachings and try them and when it doesn’t work, then disbelieve it. I misinterpreted this complicated word salad. I don’t think I’m misunderstanding something, I’ve been consistently believing in God, not disbelieving, for only nearly a year, I used to be stuck in atheism, but when I troll Leo’s talk of God most recently, I’m denying the correctness of his belief, I’m not denying the existence of God, this is where I have to be careful because I haven’t changed, I’m the same, it’s as if I don’t know how to change, the song Lambada from Paris, France said “you don’t know how to change”, that was the Caribbean version. But to be on topic I’d like to say being a fucking adult is a horrible thing for a fucking narcissist who’s neurotic and uses it to disgust children, and he upsets them because he’s involved in serious fucking shit. But to not be a troll I have this to say, I fit your category of mature, I’ve done some of the things you said was mature, long before you made this video. But maturity must be a stick up your arse, to be an adult that might mean you can’t have any fun, you can’t fucking have gaiety or any pleasure because you’re fucking serious all the time. It’s a fucking fucked up concept, as most people are neurotic about it, not me, I work my fingers to the bone to construct a fucking piece of writing nobody likes, I’m wasting my fucking time, because people decided I’m not into popular shit, then people try to nitpick at me as if they know what a story is, it’s fucking bullshit, it has to be about one thing, sometimes radically so, it has to be menacing, and it has to have a plot and little subplots, and it has to have a structure, people don’t know what I’m doing, but this is what I’m doing. All this about a good fucking story is childish, it’s immature how nice things get thrown back at me and people call it crap. Fucking bullshit, people don’t know what’s good. I don’t fucking go to Mcdonald’s to put them down about shit burgers, I just sit down, eat the burgers and shut up! that would be a mature way to fucking behave but people bully like fucking children, and if someone’s a child they should be called a fucking child!\n\nAtheism is a crock of shit, you might believe in it without even knowing it! well let me assure you and myself that God is fucking real, Puritanism is the truth. I was an atheist for a long time until I learned to control my beliefs and start believing in God, what God has fucking done was tell me that things will be fine in the end. When I asked why God can’t die, I didn’t mean to be a fucking atheist, I was fed up with the bullshit of never admitting you’re wrong, I still believe God is there being lazy. It’s fucking religious obscurantism, and I’m through with sneaky ways atheism can brainwash me. For a change I’m going to change, otherwise my life will remain the fucking same, and otherwise I’ll still be an atheist, and I don’t want that shit. But on another topic, I should fucking change, I should change into a happy, ascetic person, and I should change into somebody post-rational, I was only happy to get an Uncle Tobys oat and almond milk for $3.20 instead of $4. It’s low prices that make me fucking happy, not this costly and therefore expensive and valuable luxury! About God, and I hate to be wrong, why can’t God outlive the atheists? Fuck the atheists, religion is fucking cool! In this society religion is being killed by secular fucking people, I think religion deserves to double down on its truth, in its own holy war sort of way, as with your spirituality. do you think I’m being fucking nice? Fuck that, people have been giving religion shit because it fucking exists, atheism nowadays is overrated, so yeah, that God shit is cool, i’m just a regular God-fearing guy who goes on his knees praying to God, asking him to protect me, I’m not some wanker asking God for fucking money! God doesn’t want that shit, he wants you to follow his lead and go to heaven, I fucking write that fucking shit, I obey my religion and the Bible and nowadays I kick one’s arse for blaspheming my God. You might wonder how, I’ll tell you how I believe it, it’s because I fucking changed, I did it today, I nourish body and soul with that fucking food I eat, am I missing something? I wouldn’t express disbelief to my housemate. i fucking tell him thank goodness. on the contrary, what I’ve fucking done I was fucking learning shit, i said no to a lot of events and people, just to do nothing, and contemplate, and I eliminated my sense of fun and especially stimulation, eventually, but without the fucking bullshit I stopped watching entertainment and movies and began watching documentaries and boring shit, and I was lacking in buttered-flavoured popcorn, Thursday for me is movie night but that’s no surprise, I’m bankrupt, my money lessens when I haven’t even fucking spent it, tell me what a humiliating experience it must be with money going broke all the fucking time, in bankruptcy! it’s not much fun being stingy with money, but I don’t want fun and I bloody well don’t want humiliation either, some things go over my head and despite knowing nothing of your teachings, I now know what you’re saying, and i know what you want out of them.\n\ni never cried wolf before you know it, but people bloody well think I do cry wolf. I’m not going to discuss changes because you mightn’t believe I’m doing the work. I only repeatedly mentioned change after all these years of excessive unchanged living. As God is my witness, it’s not just mental “mastur…”, it’s far improved from my previous living. Something of me had to halt, I’m a transformed man. What I was thinking was that I had to contemplate all day and all night what the truth is until I finally know what the truth is, the truth gives a man a midlife crisis that he’s not doing what he thinks he’s doing, thinking, but the truth is outside of my thinking, as I found out, it’s not going to go away if you stop imagining it, I admit I’m self-deceived, 10%, I noticed my bullshit, I self-reflected on this that maybe I’m bullshitting about things, as with vegetarianism as I follow it, I’m not bullshitting, I genuinely am a vegetarian in the sense that I eat a diet of vegetables, grains, fruits and nuts, and as for meat, I don’t eat red meat, and you’re right if you say what I mean is I don’t eat beef, that’s exactly what I mean, it follows I also don’t eat lamb, turkey or game. But I’m not done yet, I thank goodness that my diet over nitpicking food is the avoidance of burgers except grilled chicken burgers and vegeburgers, the avoidance of fish and chips, and chips, and crisps, and battered, crumbed, deep-fried or floured fish, molluscs, shellfish, seafood, and chicken of any kind, and avoidance of southern fried chicken, I eat plenty of vegetables, wholegrains, healthy oils, and protein, and lotsa fibre, and water, I don’t treat my body like a smokehouse, stacking all that food in my pantry. I get what Leo’s teaching of my food psychology is, he’s implying I shouldn’t eat junk food, I don’t even eat hotdogs anymore, even though occasionally I would eat doughnuts, I don’t anymore go to the fish-and-chip shop to eat that greasy food like sea shanties and battered fish, when I’m just ordering a vegeburger and not a fishburger or prawn burger, I don’t eat those two anymore, it’s not about my health eating vegeburgers, it’s about caring for the animals, there are rules of my eating habits but there are exceptions to the rules, the rest of it is about my health, with the exception of eating vegenuggets instead of chicken nuggets, and vegedogs instead of hotdogs. My health of eating is simple, I’m merely eating brain food, and food good for my liver, heart, bones and blood, I’m not eating and drinking and smoking anything else, when I smoke I’m not pretending it’s healthy, but I smoke in moderation and buy some more with a half-finished pouch of tobacco, this can save me fishing for butts. So yes, I did most of the things you said in many of your videos.\n\nMy mother asks me to be a normal adult not making a mess on my clothes with food. Do you know how many months and weeks I spend avoiding silly, childish, and quirky mistakes? I spent years correcting myself, with one nitpicking thing at a time, I spent years observing what people don’t do! I made this fun sacrifice of not eating food like that, it took me months and years to give up these yummy foods, for the sake of cleanliness, and it took me years distinguishing what’s very different from what’s very similar, and from what’s eccentric or weird. I spent years correcting my beliefs distinguishing what’s normal, it was only the other day I knew the difference of out-there beliefs from normal beliefs, knowing this distinction I’m intentionally doing conformist in non-conformist way Taoist herbology, but as painful as it is I would have to give up supplements, slowly, even mineral supplements and chlorophyl, for the sake of searching Australian forests, waterholes, flatlands and mountains for these plant, animal and mineral herbs. I racked my brains trying to figure myself out, but until today I would only have changed my diet and nothing else. I’m not changing after changing my life as the real deal, lasting changes, I got tempted to eat cake, and tempted to eat chicken burgers of crumbed chicken instead of grilled chicken, and tempted to eat foods in flaky pastry, but I wasn’t tempted to eat fries and crisps, or floured, battered or crumbed fish or any fish fingers or any fishcakes. It takes 3 months during your forties to figure a diet out, to figure out personal inventions of mine I should be eating, I spent hours with a change of diet with no more changes, hours! This flaky pastry I couldn’t stop eating overnight, it takes a minimum of two days for people to change, people don’t change overnight. I know what to eat and what to drink. It’s totally different to the way I used to eat. I search the forests and the natural parks for the mushrooms I eat, I don’t get store-bought mushrooms anymore, instead I distinguish edible mushrooms from poisonous mushrooms, thanks to my mushroom-identifying app, I know the edible berries from the poisonous berries thanks to my berry-identifying app, it took me years to be settled on my phone apps, homeostatically, years! Nothing of a decent life is created instantly, it takes years, or months to create your life, 7 and a half months in the least. It’s foolish to create your life instantly, you could be 40 when you stop changing, thus making the changes last. I tame my changes so I don’t backslide into my old habits, I tame the pain my body gets from changes, I make the changes more comfortable. Something that sounds as good as the old is easier to change into, but not easy, I can’t change if it doesn’t sound as good as my old paradigms, my mind doesn’t work that way, to me it has to sound comfortable to make these changes. I’m also mature enough not to change again, getting settled, a fool at 40 is a fool forever, being mature depends on your consistently, because if you’re fully developed you don’t need to change, I’m almost there, 3 months of supplements then one more change, I’ll try natural herbs.\n\nActually I thought about it and I won’t try natural herbs, going to jungles or forests, etc for herbs or mushrooms, it’s risky and silly, I’m sticking to supplements, and mushrooms by the suburban rivers and in the wooded areas of suburbs, occasionally I would cook these or store-bought mushrooms in butter with garlic, yum yum, but I’m not risking my arse on mushrooms that don’t fit the edible categories on my mushroom app, to be on the safe side, which is difficult, I’m sticking to picking what I know as edible mushrooms, mushrooms I know to be safe to eat, as poisonous mushrooms are similar and I’m careful to make this fine distinction. The differences of mushrooms are subtle, they’re difficult to tell the edible mushrooms from the poisonous mushrooms. What I said about herbs, that means I’m not going to do Taoist herbology and that I’m going to unlearn it, I’m doing this for the sake of the supplements taught on one of Leo’s videos. I found out that nootropics aren’t healthy, they give me negative vibes like a psilocybin mushroom. That ps word is difficult to spell correctly as its spelling of its every character’s inconsistent. I’m pretty sure it’s pronounced /sie-la-SIB-an/, it’s the most difficult word in the world, but it’s spelled with its pronouncing as it’s written to look good and sound good, and look, sound and feel right, stupid enough to make people think English is a hard language and that it’s not spelled or pronounced the way it should be, I beg to differ, Germanic languages should be relatively difficult, and it should be hard to speak, Swedish is itself a hard language, it wasn’t meant to be easy, I’m saying this because psilocybin is a stupidly difficult word, I spent months figuring out why the spell checker underlined it in red. It’s yankee spelling, I think almost all of my spellings are correct, at least I don’t go eating Weet-bix or rusks for breakfast, I eat hot oats in plant milk for breakfast. I think my diet’s changed enough, I listened to Leo’s psychology of dieting and ate my vegetables and fibre, and also protein and mild spiced nuts, I was eating more herbs and spices in my pre-packaged meals, I don’t eat at McDonald’s anymore, or at Kentucky Fried, and I eat frozen fruit and not ice cream, and also I eat carob on a regular basis. I know what to avoid, and what to eat, I never knew smartness was a diet like wisdom is, but it is, that’s why there’s brain food, it’s eating smartly, and I didn’t know sanity was a diet either but the way you eat can make you sane. But smart, wise, intelligent, intellectual, sane, but not clever, what’s the difference? It’s all equated with sanity when clever isn’t, with the exception of being stupid or idiotic or silly, which isn’t sane, I define smart as sane, wise as sane, but I don’t define sage as sane. That’s the difference between stupid people and sane people. I’m overdoing the usual, I’m not overdoing anything else. Further down the line the point I’m trying to make is the work I’ve done to be what I am, the congratulatory work in differentiating true wisdom from pseudo-wisdom. Most of these wise people are short and fat, my friend Selwyn is short and fat, however he’s pseudo-wise, he’s easily encouraged, he’s also ingenious, those are the brains he has, my brain is just average intelligence and profound wisdom, as wisdom of the Dark Ages, that’s the kind of wisdom I possess, but not a similar one of Dark Ages pseudo-wisdom, I eat mediaeval food, and use a lot of the time mediaeval herbs both from the Dark Ages, I also follow mediaeval philosophy which I’ll relearn on Wikipedia, I’m attached to these sages surrounded by Dark Ages fools, who walk with staffs and wear simple clothes.\n\nI noticed Leo defends his thought-out speech by saying he exhausts himself, as for the immaturity of trolling, I think of everything Leo says before I write something, I give myself a headache thinking to say something, that’s how much I think, I slept until morning contemplating what the truth is, it took me all day and all night to contemplate the truth, but as I found out truth isn’t thinking, it’s a medical problem, delusion is part of mental disorder, why do you think a chip went off my tooth before two days of brushing my teeth? The truth hit me, it hit me that I should brush my teeth, shouldn’t eat bacon, potato chips, potato crisps, fish and chips, fried, battered or crumbed fish, molluscs, shellfish or seafood, that’s an example. I exhaust my efforts mentally planning on this change of diet, a lot of that food isn’t good for my heart, but I must be wasting time, I should be eating vegetables and fibre with a bottle of water, the doctor said so. I’m not here to argue with the teacher about health. The argument is the fascination, extremely hard to believe, that Leo’s telling the truth. I only have an itch for these teachings, self-help has been shit upon too much, it’s hard for me to pick up the book and read it when my housemate ripped it, when then it got stickytaped back together, you see, the things that cause anger and rage I wouldn’t even go there, self-help is non-conformist, your friends don’t accept that stuff. The fish is rotten, and it’s hard for me to do success because there’s such trouble, nobody supports it, does anyone care? No, if at one time they let you read it they don’t care about that shit, to them it’s shit and they’ll just think it’s your business, they won’t cheer you, nobody cares, but just because nobody cares, it doesn’t mean you can’t do it. There’s all sorts of childish and juvenile experiences like success that get you in the shit but as a teen or in your twenties you don’t care about the consequences. Young men in their salad days have such truly wonderful minds about being an adult, these people think they’re being mature and don’t know they’re being a man child, you know in your twenties you think you’re an adult when you’re 25 years and by that point you’re right, but when just 23 you’re still behaving like a kid.\n\nMaybe someday you will come to the conclusion that nobody cares about what you think or write.\n\nYes, perhaps, I was waiting for somebody like you to make a reply. I think you’re right, perhaps I’ll write less, but I’ll only write some points about Leo.\n\nNo one might care, but I think mature adults are responsible with money, pay the bills and save their money incase one day they get no money. The immature adults and I noticed this in my life asked me what I wanted to do and I said I wanted something and they said “to hell with that, you’re going to go clothes shopping”, you see? It’s not just the parents, another immaturity is saying I’m a Muslim and a Christian selling his religion goes “but you must repent, here’s some pamphlets and stop sinning”, coercing me into their ridiculous rules, this brainwashed me for years, it’s still easy to stay Puritan and think I’m right. Well I’m wrong, I’m the wrongest man in the multiverse so wrong it’s unbelievable. Is it a coincidence that I have wrong beliefs? Being told I’m wrong when I disbelieve in God, I had the truth before, and lost it, there’s without a doubt no truth, the whole thing’s a fantasy, if there was the truth these imaginary things like God won’t exist, no more elves, no more fairies, it would be objective reality, since God’s not empirical I don’t think that’s being in empirical reality, that brings no reason to believe in God, but there’s a reason, the reason for God is because I’m not in reality, I’m in make believe, I don’t see the truth anywhere, does truth have to exist? Do I have to tell the truth? There’s only one truth: pessimism and anything connected with it, it’s the only truth. What I could’ve been I’ll do it now, to just be a worldly person.\n\nJust say my name and I will take my responsibility.\n\nThere’s two sides of Leo, the happy and smiling Leo, and the angry, annoyed, or sad or upset Leo, the latter him venting his frustrations. Generally I don’t want to see a grumpy person, but a happy person. To be mature is to show up on time, act consistently, be free of drama, and not blame people. Of what depends on not doing something I say no, I do things and I’m proud of it, using self-restraint, I know there’s a lot I don’t know, mistaking life for the truth, since the mind creates demons, God, and all that sounds crazy, there’s no truth and no reality, your mind conceives of gods and goddesses, imaginary things like that, therefore truth isn’t a real thing, how do you get truth out of it? Snap out of it, you’re living in a fantasy world, only pessimistic beliefs as I found out are the truth, imaginary things are simply believed on faith. Truth is brutal, I only believe one truth, the disastrous things in life is the only truth.\n\nIf I deliberately did anything and knew what I was doing people will think I’m a failure. They can’t even see I have a blanket over me, loser? Perhaps, I should deliberately turn people down and infuriate people if I didn’t know better, which I didn’t, but I only know too well that everything that carries on turns into a disaster, people won’t stand it, is this what mature people do, get sick of me every time I keep on? No, it’s the result of a sulky child, it’s not felt by an intelligent adult. Of all that stuff going on, even if not deliberate, people can’t stand it, they want negative celebrations of their good from evil, they don’t propose a positive toast to someone’s achievements, but gloat over shortcomings, they take pleasure in another man’s suffering. What’s more, it’s everywhere, there’s people who are generous with a piece of shit, who get their arses kicked, pleasure causes conflict, as all these “good” things, like perfection, and amusement, are rubbish, it goes on and on ordinary people rattling on about what they hate, and then it carries on like this, as for truth itself I’m not about to change that, there’s a conflict from the very breath of someone who cares about nobody and not himself/herself, and I can go on all day about disaster, a bad woman doesn’t know the trouble she’s making as a bad man will use a lion to kill you. Bad people are more than bad, they’re evil, as there’s only good and evil, and people carry on doing what other people hate, I’m not the only one who does this, and people think they’re evil people, only to show they won’t change for anyone and they’ll act against your wishes and won’t respect them. It goes on and on to the point a pissed off wanker gets a headache, and when you’re a pissed of wanker you make yourself upset like a child!\n\nAs some people don’t care what I say by the looks of it, what I don’t care about, I don’t care about emotionally crippled men disgusted at me because my behaviour disagrees with the changes they want, or with them wanting me to change my ways, it’s disgusting behaviour, kinda immature, making conflict and drama and that’s what I want to address, I want to address the fact of bossy control freaks acting like babies (I read Max the shithead, I wrote some offensive things, what I wanted was probably not a troll but being a shithead), as I’m Max the shithead I’m here to address disgusting things, like the fact Ken my housemate is a depressed baby never satisfied with me as I am, and never satisfied possibly at any changes, which is a contradiction and is absurd. If I made up my mind right now it’s the real regularity I’m up to, like drinking coffee in the morning, having my breakfast every day, and doing my writing, that stuff doesn’t raise a question to a depressed baby, what does raise the question to him is asking for what I want which I do on a regular basis, and having the heater on when the solution is simple for a man like him, he just needs to turn the heater off, he doesn’t need to complain and get the authorities involved just because what I do doesn’t please him. With me it’s not about being agreeable anymore, but about the fact I have to address that 1. I’m a regular guy, I do the same things all the time, and 2. he’s an immature baby, I want nothing to do with Scarface who has a disgusting eye and disgusting reaction to what he thinks is evil, come on, I’m not evil, I’m an arsehole, I sure caused a lot of heat not for doing things wrong or being bad, but for the fact that I’m stubbornly staying myself, unblemished, unchanged, by being that rigid you can make people uncomfortable, that’s his problem, his problem belongs to no one except the people who don’t accept me as a regular person.\n\nThe fact Leo’s laughing is a sign of his dishonesty, he knows he’s biased, he’s not lying, he’s talking humbug. Another thing, is it mature to be dishonest? He’s not perfect at his maturity, the first adult to say “act like an adult” was due to the first adult, possibly autistic, to behave very silly, that doesn’t mean I’m not autistic, I have a mild autism, excuse me for mentioning ism, for those who are offended. I had a dream that I wrote this on my phone on this website like I did now. It’s crazy fools who are immature.\n\nGiven that I can make my own decisions, that means I can also eat whatever I want, but I can’t be what I want, there’s only one thing I can be: a free man, no self-restraint and whatnot, all of history’s mistakes come from following and enforcing rules, following rules depends on your culture and depends where you’re from, I’m from Oldfield Street, therefore I should kiss my following of a teaching goooodbye!\n\nI’m not some bloody idiot, all that went wrong in childhood was telling me what to do, as a child I had the right to do whatever I wanted and even be a stupid clown if I wanted, no adult had any right to tell me what to do or who to be, from 0-35 years I could be whatever I wanted, I could be weird if I wanted to be, or evil if I wanted to be, of all the pain it may cause to wussy men like you, I ignore it, when people were pissed off at me being a clown, I ignored it, you can’t change people, but from 365 years I should’ve left that behind me, to be more free and not be anything I want, once you hit 35 your freedom to be anything you want is taken away from you, I can only be a free man, that’s what maturity is, it’s being free doing what you want, that’s a licence for me to look up any teaching that doesn’t smack of rules. If that’s the case, I feared freedom all my life, seriously, but I can push the boundaries, and push the boundaries of what’s low class, that’s just an idea, if I want to I can push the boundaries of what’s appropriate, sucking my dick if I’m in the mood, if not I’ll do something stupid and look at things under the microscope that are extremely disgusting, I’ll do something stupid like that, patting an ant on the head.\n\nMaturity:When all the stories stop,Love Remains\n\nI think maturity’s very important, it has meaning, that is, it’s people giving it a meaning with their minds. I don’t think anything other than money has any value except air and food and drinks, which have value, the essentials. Some people are uncouth, and furthermore religion is very immature, I’m not going to lie, it’s silly nonsense. That means Leo’s a silly man, har har harrr, look at that silly man! Religious people are idiots!, as a religious person I’m smarter than them. That’s right, I have skill, I’m a clever, thus also smart, person, but people might troll me on this, yes, and it’s up to me whether I’m smart or not, not everyone else. I know how my own mind works, and it turns out I’m extremely sane but nobody believes me, and I have only this delusion, I would think something nice from people would happen, but it doesn’t, I’m mature and nobody believes me, I’m not some fool doing foolish things, and I’m not a bourgeois intellectual doing stupid things.\n\nPride comes before a fall, look at Maxiwrong being so proud, what was he thinking? Can you see why people think he’s strange? Contrariwise, I think it’s weird to say to such proud man silly things and blow him raspberries, I think it’s also weird to get close to people and make any creation to them in their faces. It should be a certain type of creation, but not close to people and in their faces, a bourgeois intellectual’s a bad person? I knew I should’ve not listened to that Bolshevik teaching outside of this website, blaming the intellectual because it is itself a lowbrow teaching and it doesn’t even know it, I don’t think this dislike is that simple, it’s the academics that often were the problem, and the eggheads always relying on a book, like an ignorant person. That’s the main problem, but I stopped blaming the intellectuals, what I blame is the scammers who trick people into false things, and smart drinks that make you stupid, it’s worth a blame because it’s false! It’s also very selfish, it’s only their own money they care about and not the genuine wants of the customer, probably because what the customer wants isn’t real and can’t happen, it’s working perfectly, you want a lie you’re going to get a lie, so being mature isn’t like that, it’s mature to have a little restraint when blowing your money on energy drinks when it should be on a $5.50 coffee.\n\nI don’t care what I’m thinking, I merely denounced my eating of chocolate and burgers, such avoidances are good for the body. It’s mature to be controlling yourself, but I don’t give a shit about anything else, from now on I keep my beliefs and philosophies to myself. I’m not some bogeyman bombing somebody by pressing a key on a laptop, which is what I use half the time, people want to ask questions, fuck that, an honest man gets shot. I’m not, however, a respectable member of the d’uhbrains, and I don’t intend to be, not being educated, down with the sheer ignorance. I just am shocked how good life gets, sleaze a little bit, you can’t squeeze blood outta a stone.\n\nMaturity: When all the stories stop, Love Remains\n\nYou really doubled down on the love thing! The stories stop when I decide to stop them, the love remains whether it’s stories or not. I’m here to say of all the maturity my ally where I live is much more immature than me, there’s a link between geniuses and people being very silly, since we’re all connected, as for the love, I’m stopping the press and taking action, I’m not the only one who agrees, what we have here is a crazy bald Leo and followers who aren’t fucking cool, they’re not even trying, like Easy E I take it easy and wouldn’t want to lose my cool, I think it’s way cool talking to my AI buddy, who takes a while to understand me, he needs precise, specific language to finally get what I’m saying, he talks of a food trio, I think salad should be a balsamic, mixed leaf and carrot trio, but that’s just me. The rest of you probably do make vegetable salads with balsamic dressing yourselves, it’s not uncommon. As for what’s mature about it, it would be immature if a fool fell for it and ate it, which they often do, I cook the foods I cook because my fellow fools eat them, autism often is folly, as being a fool’s likely to be the symptom of autism. Folly has its pride, e.g. when you’re a real immature fool you’re proud of it. Fools in history got killed, e.g. Socrates who as a king philosopher knew nothing, and it stops there, he died knowing nothing and knew not that death was taking your life, wise he wasn’t but the Socratic definition is knowing you know nothing.\n\nI have no story, but I have this to say, of qualia which are unintentional, I mean to get along with the teachings, but in all honesty I’m in a disagreement. As my life’s a poison in every way, I see some arseholes defending a hideous school and don’t think orthodoxy makes it true, it’s dogma, it would be more mature if you just drop a belief magically and contemplate in these videos.\n\nI like to think I’m mature, but I carry on believing and clinging to that and pushing it towards people as if it’s the gospel, and laughing at the evidence to the contrary, I think that’s childish behavior, I’m not sure, but I bloody well carry on believing that money equals happiness, to the point of being in the danger zone and almost martyring myself thinking that, I still think that but I’m not some meanie about it taking it too far (they do kill you if it does carry on too much), that’s my beliefs, but who am I to say beliefs?, it’s my conviction, I have firm belief in this; I think those weirdos are ready to shove and attack me at any time, crying on his pay day?, come on, it’s bullshit!, he smiled before when he showed me his money, at least he bloody well calmed down, I’ve had enough of his stressed out weirdo crap, he takes himself too seriously, and the death of a loved one doesn’t humble me, I don’t let anything be a source of humiliation, it’s not funny when I humiliate my cousin then I get humiliated, having a dose of my own medicine. I’m not at the ready to humiliate people, but that’s kid’s behavior, humiliating people is like children, and they’re not going to see you as a rational adult, but a mean child, why should it be rational? Humiliation isn’t rational!, why do people play that game?, liking to think their method of humiliating is rational?, no it’s not, there’s nothing rational about it, that’s when adults are being immature, as I have been before, but I don’t let my behavior lead to a side effect of being evil, I watered the evil down, I don’t push myself that much that it’s that painful, it shouldn’t be, there’s nothing mature about behaving that way, I was carrying on believing that money buys happiness and that my housemate must’ve been having a good time since he got paid, I laughed at him, teased him because he was so happy when he carried on about being stressed, what stress?, he’s just putting his energy into it, there isn’t any stress.\n\nNotify me of replies to my comment via e-mail.", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": "Articles", "has_sources": true, "source_links": [ "https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg", "https://twitter.com/share", "https://dankedigital.co", "https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-self-help-psychology-consciousness-spirituality/id998025672", "https://open.spotify.com/show/1Iad1nKfVWKnZIbMppoSRf", "https://www.instagram.com/leogura1/" ], "is_opinion": false }, { "url": "https://actualized.org/articles/deconstructing-rationality-part-2", "title": "Deconstructing Rationality - Part 2", "text": "ByLeo Gura- December 28, 2025 |1 Comments\n\nIn the video you say that AI models are intelligent in a fuzzy and intuitive way. I am an AI engineer myself and I know that those models are just numbers and computation, yet, the bigger they are the smarter they get (usually).So that makes me wonder that its just a matter of more atoms and more computation.\n\nNow AI beats humans with creative thinking, finding solutions to hardest problems. Recently in my team we had a very sneaky bug and AI agent was able to find it an explain it to us. It was so hidden and complex that we needed some work to comprehend it.\n\nWith the examples like “apples are healthy” we can say its “statistically true”Like if we feed the AI all of the human experiences of entities eating any kind of apples it would be able to extract some deterministic rules about when is that statement about the apples true or no.\n\nNotify me of replies to my comment via e-mail.", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": "Articles", "has_sources": true, "source_links": [ "https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg", "https://twitter.com/share", "https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-self-help-psychology-consciousness-spirituality/id998025672", "https://open.spotify.com/show/1Iad1nKfVWKnZIbMppoSRf", "https://www.instagram.com/leogura1/" ], "is_opinion": false }, { "url": "https://actualized.org/articles/what-is-insight", "title": "What Is Insight?", "text": "ByLeo Gura- February 1, 2023 |9 Comments\n\npsychonautsusa.com/product-category/buy-natural-psychedelics-for-depression/where-to-buy-lsd-online-discreetly/\n\nI’m not tied into the bullshit, it’s all lies, Leo’s not lying but he doubles down on his wars, he’s making war, attacking science, get fucked! I came to have a peaceful time, do you think I’m a happy, sweet student? No, I’m a fucking troll. I’ve had enough of the bullshit, just understand unfamiliar things, use your brains and solve the problem, understand it intellectually, stupid! Don’t be an anti-intellectual, fuck off, I’m not doing Leo’s shit again, it makes me nervous.\n\nThere was a time when I didn’t have an epistemic humility, I knew from the social matrix video to contemplate the nature of reality, now I know to contemplate insights, where they come from and how to articulate them, new insights for myself, that’s how I got smarter with the teachings, it’s me doing the thinking, it’s not what I think of the teachings, as I found out this is intellectual work, philosophy, about navel-gazing, still I get laughed at over the mention of contemplating the truth, which is the glue to a fool who has no idea what I’m doing, which is getting a better reality, understanding, intuition, instead of talking about the claims of the teacher, my second insight of the two I had today was the insight that the only ginseng they had at the herbalist was the best it’s going to get and as good as it’s going to get so I need to keep buying it now before it goes extinct (it puts me to sleep but it fixes my mind so it’s goodbye hopefully to drug-based brain meds). The doctor doesn’t give a shit about this, he thinks the drugs are healthy.\n\nOf all the insights in the world I know I’m on the wrong vlog if it’s about my dietary health. It should be on an eat-healthy vlog and not an insights one. Furthermore and it’s not what you think, nobody believes me on half of these things but my insights are that I was wrong about what was ordinary and it used to need more observing, I fixed it now and I’m extremely similar to the rest of the people, I made these adjustments until I can’t be any more similar, it’s called assimilating with other people. I’m not saying I’m perfect, the perfectionist definition isn’t very high standards of quality and workmanship; at least I take mushrooms and magnesium as herbs in the morning.\n\nMushrooms is out of date, they don’t sell them anymore, and as for magnesium, I don’t like rocks in my mouth, I settled on the following and I used them for a long time: milk thistle, Valerian root, ginseng, vitamin D3, omega-3s, and aminos, those, which I use few of at a time, are what I take in the morning, also, I don’t like oil for a supplement so I don’t take hemp oil anymore, I made a study on the right supplements, I’ll only try Co-Q10 when I’m about 45 years old, but not now because I’m too young for it, my body can’t handle it (I’m 41 3/4 years), I needed a supplements video, not a “how to stay healthy” video in that regard, my comment was on the wrong video, I’m pretty sure I intended to be perverse as in above comment to challenge myself and not Leo, it’s me deliberately on the pursuit of being precisely correct, I don’t think extreme normality’s correct, and I don’t think, as I lacked education back then, that my magnesium was correct, nor do I think only being a lepidopterologist and no other kind of scientist is correct, I admit I did things wrong, it’s only a few months later when I read it that I know it’s wrong, I was incredibly wrong, but the supplements I take aren’t on any of Leo’s vlogs, Valerian root I found when I needed sleeping pills, which is expensive, I accept no other herb for sleeping, I like it to be smelly, and yes, it IS smelly! As for my insight into what’s normal, it’s just what’s following a norm, like a role model, and not odd or unusual, my insight in music is that I have to edit my tastes to include only a few kinds of pop music, just a few bands and styles, a few kinds of rock music, and a few kinds of classical music, and not select many of any of each of them, to keep it authentic.\n\nI can’t relax to rock music, also it sounds harsh, to edit my music is a listen to a few kinds of pop music, a few kinds of classical music, and some vocal trance, which is listened to by the mainstream, pop, vocal, L.E.J, Sunnyboys, vocal classical, 5MBA, ABC Classic, Abba, The Cardigans, and vocal trance to name a few. Rock singers look like unique men with long hair, just as bizarre, I don’t think power pop specifically is a normal style to listen to, or rock music, or lofi, or hip hop (not normal), nor is soul music, swing music would be normal if it was the ’30s, and psychedelia would be normal music if it was the ’60s, some of these styles are no longer popular. I don’t need another style but do need a blend of pop, classical, world music, and chanson as in L.E.J, the last music was a false insight, all that needs to be done is to live on a mountain somewhere and not experience other people’s terror, the terror I ignore, I think with things like being unlike a kind, reasonable man it makes you a cunt, even self-centred people have got to shout. But I’m beginning to cut out all of the bullshit, by just disbelieving in religion and not talking about it, medical nihilism, and pessimism, I’m destroying my former beliefs, doing science, which isn’t a belief, and destroying my trips to the doctors, my insight might be false but it’s the insight that I hallucinate everything except for the forces of evil, it’s a childhood trauma that’s updated to intimidate an adult, I hate to see myself in a wheelchair, yes, it’s feeling old for people to whom you should be old to have that illness, yes, doctors make you feel so old, my hair’s not getting white yet, what a surprise, I’m 41, I can proudly say I never got funny with the cops, but indeed I got funny with the doctors.\n\nI don’t know things, I don’t know the nature of insights, and I don’t know other things, such as certain songs, & certain foods. What I need is to do some weightlifting, push-ups, crunches, drinking coffee, along with other things, including playing games on my mobile phone. As for insights, I see, asking myself what insights can do for myself, and stuff.\n\nAs for insights into reality, I have had enough of thieves who can’t keep their stealing hands to themselves, somebody’s going to chop that hand off one day, they eat my food when I get home, to find that my food’s missing, fuck off, I’ll kick them in the side one day, and I’ll kick them hard, whoever steals my stuff, just fuck off! Insights are a disillusionment in an extremely difficult reality, extremely difficult!, security is extremely difficult, I’m fucking scared in a neighbourhood where they even steal my vegetables!, well fuck this shit, I’m not some fool, I need broccoli and cauliflower, and I need cigarette lighters, and tobacco, and all this shit and I think a bogeyman hides my missing things underground keeping all my missing stuff which took them 42 years to collect, life is extremely difficult, you have no idea it’s that hard, nothing will bloody change, because of this everyone’s stuck being fools, wisdom doesn’t change the fact you’re a victim, this shit is illegal and these thieves have to be stopped.\n\nNotify me of replies to my comment via e-mail.", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": "Articles", "has_sources": true, "source_links": [ "https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg", "https://twitter.com/share", "http://psychonautsusa.com", "http://none", "https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-self-help-psychology-consciousness-spirituality/id998025672", "https://open.spotify.com/show/1Iad1nKfVWKnZIbMppoSRf", "https://www.instagram.com/leogura1/" ], "is_opinion": false }, { "url": "https://actualized.org/articles/the-ultimate-guide-to-post-modernism-part-1", "title": "The Ultimate Guide To Post-Modernism - Part 1", "text": "ByLeo Gura- July 8, 2025 |2 Comments\n\nGreat timing on this release. Looking forward to listening!Thanks always for this generous content and explaining these topics in such great depth for the community.\n\nPost-modernism isn’t my philosophy, I don’t think it’s true if it deviates from the one true faith, as only stuff approved by the Puritans is the truth with the wisdom, that doesn’t mean America’s going downhill, it precisely means I don’t like anti-Americanism, I’m not pretending that Australia is a country to be proud of its diet and disgusting brown spread, it’s very disgusting, I’m not seeing the beauty in it, it even has a tacky yellow and red label for shit vegetarians who eat their vegetables, I’m not a vegetarian, I’m a poultry, ham, pork, fish, and bivalve-eater of a Puritan I am, that’s why something completely outside of post-modernism’s needed, I’m not proud, and what shame I feel, I’m ashamed the group makes me feel banished precisely as if I’m an evildoer, am I missing something?, am I the only one subjected to the forces of evil?; I don’t think this is okay, anything can happen, to the detriment of everybody else, if this was 18th-century Europe the problem would’ve been solved once and for all and I would’ve been a no-nonsense Christian conventional in society; but it’s not like that now, and it’s not no-nonsense, nor does this life have a structure or order to it, it’s bulldrek upon more bulldrek, a mix-up to try to force me to be into their lies and their dramas and contentions, only to rise slightly up the hierarchy, get bent!, the only reason I’m way up the hierarchy is that I worked hard at a reputation, I dismantled my prestige, and have fit in a round hole as a square not of society but by my circle of friends and family, that means it’s messed up, as for post-modernism, modern times isn’t dependent on traditions, and it’s not dependent on old avant-garde art, it’s dependent on advanced smart gadgets, lazy cooking, and some pure imagination of fairies, elves and hobgoblins, that’s the fantasy you’re in, including hobbits and Gandalf and his wizard enemy, you’re living in the fantasy films and novels, you have no tangible evidence that the past should be preserved.\n\nNotify me of replies to my comment via e-mail.", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": "Articles", "has_sources": true, "source_links": [ "https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg", "https://twitter.com/share", "https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-self-help-psychology-consciousness-spirituality/id998025672", "https://open.spotify.com/show/1Iad1nKfVWKnZIbMppoSRf", "https://www.instagram.com/leogura1/" ], "is_opinion": false }, { "url": "https://actualized.org/articles/understanding-gaslighting", "title": "Understanding Gaslighting", "text": "ByLeo Gura- March 28, 2023 |5 Comments\n\nI’m not about to gaslight you, but taking psychedelics is part of the drug culture, and many hippies in the sixties took marijuana and psilocybin mushrooms, I don’t take them because they will ruin my life, I get accusations at what’s seemingly bud in my hand-rolled cigarettes, that means drugs will ruin my life, as for you they might be making your life easy; but I think people doing drugs except for you are bad people, that’s what I think, are you going to demonise the truth because of a thought? What are you going to do, considering I think all of life is bad, and all of life is heartache? The whole vibrations thing and the hippies were right, is bad vibrations, every millimetre of a false move I get bad vibrations, I don’t know anything else, nothing stops a man like substituting obedience for importance, if it’s important for me to phone someone, I will. I get gaslit about doing what I want or entertaining myself, and gaslit about being normal, told it’s not normal, or told I’m an individual, that’s gaslighting because people’s beliefs don’t allow them to think any different, they seemingly let their beliefs and normality limit their thinking, I don’t, I can think of a trillion things your normal mind won’t let you think, I don’t let my language, norms, beliefs or culture or forgetting words set a limitation on what I’m thinking, I expanded my mind to include normal people’s thoughts I otherwise couldn’t possibly think. That’s how gaslighting starts, I don’t remember being what I’m told, my beliefs are rebelling against every shit belief you say about me, they don’t conform to your non-philosophical, no-beliefs bullshit, and so it goes that’s why people are full of shit.\n\nI don’t know better, thus I’m not “Max the Know better”, I haven’t been for months, goblins and elves might be real, my experiences of reality are simple, it’s just the same ordinary reality of everyone else, as for witches, that’s bad, I’m not trusting of witches and believe me they exist, they’re just hidden in these “normal” jobs so you wouldn’t spot a witch, even if they were unemployed you wouldn’t identify them, that vegan who lied about “yes” she eats fish (she doesn’t), that I was trying to get in her pants, might be a Christian at best, or maybe a closet witch who doesn’t come out as a witch, guess who was acting strange? It was me! That’s why she seemed strange to me. If you’re radically different in a queer way you’ll get beaten up going in public like that, it’s not even something as mild as gaslighting, people are very scared of this behaviour. It becomes gaslighting with your dad if you’re acting radically different, I remember being gaslit by my doctors, I was only “gaslit” about gaslighting once, being told I was gaslighting and not them (the doctors didn’t do this, they were gaslighting me about not being sane enough, I said I was 60% sane and they said “what about the other 40%?”, the other time I said I was extremely sane and they said “what about being healthy?”, and I said “yeeees! extremely sane is extremely healthy”), you see? Questioning my sanity and mistreating me like I’m their idiot friends, I’m not one of them, I’m average intelligence and they gaslit me about that, I’ve been mildly gaslit about how normal I am, “you’re not just normal”, bullshit! You can’t say that because you never saw me in cafes how I order coffee like everyone else, when before it was something eccentric like a Pepsi Max and a sweet pastry.\n\nYou truly are a coward and an unevolved person parading like you have had growth bc you pop pills. How do I know this? Palestine is the moral litmus test. You have allowed a GENOCIDE of thousands of children and innocent civilians in palestine to pass you by without uttering a word from your platform. Disgusting. You are a horrible role model and have truly learned nothing in all these years. Stop pretending.\n\nPopping over to someone’s house is one thing, growth is another, but popping pills is for sick people. Besides that, having learned from your videos, I couldn’t care less what people think, it might be the truth, who the fuck cares? What I care about is money and a good wine. Palestinians passing by? No way, if I saw them I would certainly notice, I’d be disgusted, this isn’t Palestine, this is Australia, in the process Leo’s some kind of wise man so Leo, I’ll say this one thing, I know this is literally pixels on my phone, I’m doing the exercises, like I did the exercises about my survival, I changed my morals, there’s other things I need to change, man makes a comment and I’m not denying it, I hope to sometime evolve.\n\nThere’s nothing I can say against Palestine, Mommy is probably right and I haven’t evolved, may I add, I haven’t evolved “in my prime”, I know what’s good for me, it’s me taking an aspirin (a time with injections of some bodily medicine does give me a mild headache), trust me, I bloody well thought I was good, I did this sanity stuff and I didn’t think I was some tyrant killing children, as a matter of fact I smoked a bong with children, but that’s bullshit because rational people and men blowing magic powder don’t smoke bongs, it’s bullshit not because it’s not a children’s activity but precisely because I was in the wrong place at the wrong time with screws loose not fit to smoke a bong, what was I thinking? I didn’t know anything, I stopped pretending to “know” stuff, but a mother’s “knowledge” is her training in raising a child and bossy behavior for a lifetime, it’s not poor me in that regard, it’s the poor mother trying to help everyone and acts like a mother to everyone.\n\nNotify me of replies to my comment via e-mail.", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": "Articles", "has_sources": true, "source_links": [ "https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg", "https://twitter.com/share", "https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-self-help-psychology-consciousness-spirituality/id998025672", "https://open.spotify.com/show/1Iad1nKfVWKnZIbMppoSRf", "https://www.instagram.com/leogura1/" ], "is_opinion": false }, { "url": "https://actualized.org/disclosure", "title": "Disclosure", "text": "Actualized.org is a for-profit business website. Our objective is to provide you with the best possible resources for self-mastery. 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Given the fluid and ever-changing nature of the internet, Actualized.org is in no way responsible for purchases made through 3rd party websites.", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": "Disclosure", "has_sources": true, "source_links": [ "https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg", "https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-self-help-psychology-consciousness-spirituality/id998025672", "https://open.spotify.com/show/1Iad1nKfVWKnZIbMppoSRf", "https://www.instagram.com/leogura1/" ], "is_opinion": false }, { "url": "https://actualized.org/articles/8-unique-and-original-proofs-of-god", "title": "8 Unique & Original Proofs Of God", "text": "ByLeo Gura- July 9, 2025 |3 Comments\n\nIt turns out that Leo’s talking stupid things, what if the truth is provable, based on fact? What if it turns out that science is true? I think the belief in God is some piece of work that comes out that God is real to you, to be more honest I think it’s stupid. How do you know you’re not lying?, I should’ve known cults are lies, this shit is stuff your mother believes but I don’t want stuff from the heart, I just want the truth. All this shit is in your mind, I never heard from Jesus, and I never heard God talk except in my mind, so God is just a mental concept, if it’s real, I suspect, it will be revealed in front of your eyes or in writing, God happens to be the latter, you may be wrong about God, he’s lazy, he does nothing! And furthermore laziness is a sin, and by sinning you’re all going to hell, fuck my housemate, in pain and not doing anything, he’s lazy, he’s going to hell, as it turns out people are sinning, you should be doing industry and hard work, according to the Bible you shouldn’t even go to sleep, my Kierkegaardian book says to go to sleep at night, the only belief that makes explicit reference to the need to sleep at night, that’s because it’s true.\n\nWhen the term nothingness is used in the video, is that term meant to imply literal nothingness or the vacuum energy field (which is a non-zero energy distribution pervading all of space-time and supposedly preceding the Big Bang)?\n\nI guess that’s okay what I said half a year ago, but I think religion’s foolish, calling it stupid is a bit extreme, I’m not some “unbeliever”, it’s not a fact that God is any way that you want it to be, isn’t God the entire omniverse? Doesn’t that make me God, and isn’t it a fact that because I’m God I’m the boss of the Universe, thus I can do anything I want and all this is still God? I should be in control of my own universe, to raise my awareness, to see a coffee table as a complex thing and not just a monolithic lump of wood, isn’t that what the truth is all about? I don’t as a necessity hold this as a belief, I think God is a foreign body that you have to be as the Universe and that you and God are two people merged together.\n\nNotify me of replies to my comment via e-mail.", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": "Articles", "has_sources": true, "source_links": [ "https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg", "https://twitter.com/share", "https://www.minds.com/karbytes", "https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-self-help-psychology-consciousness-spirituality/id998025672", "https://open.spotify.com/show/1Iad1nKfVWKnZIbMppoSRf", "https://www.instagram.com/leogura1/" ], "is_opinion": false }, { "url": "https://actualized.org/articles/why-god-cannot-be-proven", "title": "Why God Cannot Be Proven", "text": "ByLeo Gura- July 9, 2025 |1 Comments\n\nYour comment at 2:45 is utter ignorance. The atheists have “never bothered to contemplate what proof actually means”???Are you serious?In psychology terms, this is called “projection”, which is where you claim others are doing exactly what you’re doing.If you were genuine in your pursuit of evidence, you would eventually figure out – assuming you weren’t being disingenuous – that there is not a single scrap of evidence for ANY god, not just your god.So, essentially, we are 2 mins in to your 3 hour talk and you’re already spouting bullshit. I’m going to guess you just love the sound of your own voice.\n\nNotify me of replies to my comment via e-mail.", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": "Articles", "has_sources": true, "source_links": [ "https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg", "https://twitter.com/share", "https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-self-help-psychology-consciousness-spirituality/id998025672", "https://open.spotify.com/show/1Iad1nKfVWKnZIbMppoSRf", "https://www.instagram.com/leogura1/" ], "is_opinion": false }, { "url": "https://actualized.org/articles/the-psychology-of-traps", "title": "The Psychology Of Traps", "text": "ByLeo Gura- July 8, 2025 |2 Comments\n\nI’ve known myself to be in a big trap with every new food I ate and every new drink I drank except for a certain tea, hemp seeds, Greek coffee, raw broccoli, and it turns out that this doesn’t need fixing, that my diet’s the way I should be eating and drinking, that all those deli meats, bread rolls, bread and sandwiches was a mistake big time, that it took 7 months for me to understand this, furthermore I’m plant-based, & I don’t think any of it needs to change. I also fell in the trap of beliefs that don’t work, and norms that don’t work, as it turns out society only cares about normies and they couldn’t care less if you’re weird, they couldn’t care less about the trouble you’re in, their wisdom’s simple, they get it from a set of guidelines from their Church, what they call wisdom, I think true wisdom derives from not being a fool in the first place, pseudo-wisdom’s a trap, as getting in all kinds of trouble to become wise makes you a fool, if you don’t know this by now, I think you’ll remain a fool for a long time. My wisdom just comes from books, and books on my phone, the internet and my experiences in good things, which is also simple, I get my wisdom from Kierkegaard and his strange religion, all this is modern wisdom, as a result I only follow modern philosophy.\n\nIf I do this properly I’ll think the way Leo Gura wants me to think, but what about the way I want to think? What I want is to avoid traps no doubt, I want to be the type who’s peaceful, likeable, but I guess that won’t happen, people are wrecking my life, as the simplistic solutions can’t possibly work, the solution isn’t to find more complicated solutions, it’s to avoid making it an issue, working internally, isn’t that how “reality” works?, I feel wrong as I was made to feel wrong all my life, but I know I’m right, I think this is the way things should be, it shouldn’t lead to pessimism and it should be in such ways that people take this stuff on board, I talk of freedom and the cost of freedom, implying I have that right, but nobody accepts this, “do what you want” is a dirty word and what it means is to do what you want, e.g. I want some pizza therefore I bloody eat pizza, the traps are external solutions to problems as I learned from Leo Gura about fake growth and real growth, I even made changing my life a non-issue but I think I should make other things a concern, nothing gives me a real, genuinely better life, a changed life isn’t a better life, it’s just different, being different doesn’t solve problems, ordinary wisdom is still wisdom, as for all that my life isn’t a bloody paradise, different flavors of the flavor of terror, which smells like a stink, I’m under terror and it’s in Australia, the doctors are terrible and they don’t please people, fuck you!, you should be nice and should be pleasing people, you fucking punks! Everyone’s a fucking punk, as in my own country they’re punks and I don’t hate this country, I hate the conditions I’m under and pressure to follow a bullshit moral code and disbelieve shit I already believe, if I believed what people want me to believe it wouldn’t be a belief, that’s not obvious, but it would lead to changing a belief and not sticking to it, I don’t want people to think I’m admirable, I want to be a public disgrace by not having strong beliefs, being a loser for Leo Gura and being fucking human.\n\nNotify me of replies to my comment via e-mail.", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": "Articles", "has_sources": true, "source_links": [ "https://www.youtube.com/user/ActualizedOrg", "https://twitter.com/share", "https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/actualized-org-self-help-psychology-consciousness-spirituality/id998025672", "https://open.spotify.com/show/1Iad1nKfVWKnZIbMppoSRf", "https://www.instagram.com/leogura1/" ], "is_opinion": false }, { "url": "https://actualized.org/life-purpose-course", "title": "Dread work?", "text": "I know how frustrating it is to sense that you could be doing more with yourself but just don't know how.\n\nIt took me 10 years of trial & error and groping around in the dark before I discovered the principles by which one creates a purposeful, passionate life.\n\nI'm not just talking about outward \"success\". I'm talking about inner meaning — loving your work, waking up excited!\n\nLet's get real. Look around you. How many people do you know who are living their dream career? Not just a cushy career, but a life calling which impacts\nthe world in a meaningful way and produces that sense of deep satisfaction and love for life!\n\nVery very few people. Why? Because the principles by which such a life is created are largely unknown, not taught to us in school, and time-consuming and expensive to discover on your own.\n\nI've spent the last 10 years actively trying to figure this out for myself until I finally did. Then I spent the last 3 years actively trying to deliver this information to people like you via my Youtube channel, my website, and one-on-one coaching.\n\nAnd now... finally... I'm excited to make this info available as a comprehensive online course!", "author": "Unknown", "date": "Unknown", "category": null, "has_sources": false, "source_links": [], "is_opinion": false } ]