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twitter_suicidal_00441 | i've been trying not to give up for 18 years just lost | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_04776 | you didn't act like that when i followed you | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_00121 | i just can't i'm trying but i can't i just want to give up i can't do this anymore i've been depressed since i was 14 i am 21 now and just so tired of fighting the same damn fight i can't do it anymore | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_05947 | driving back to montgomery all by myself | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_04170 | hey demi why do you not come to austria and yeah i wish you a good flight | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_07556 | don't know how much i want to share openly via the internet i will say i have walked both sides of this fence one of if not the most significant lesson has taught me is that we are reternally multidimensional we can not die so when individuals are speaking to | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_01019 | i wanna kill myself so desperately i am absolutely tired of this loneliness this lack of human connection and compassion the fact that i am unlikable and can't talk to people i don't see any future for me i don't see how i can survive the adult world as i am not a competitive person and my social skills are down the dr... | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_03077 | can barely get out of bed in 8 months why would i continue my life if all i have to do in the future is work for survival and barely have the energy to do that why why not just kill myself right now | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_06645 | since i was 9 years old i've always been having suicidal thoughts and for the past 9 years the only thing stopping me was that s impossible to get a gun in england and i want my last moments to be painless my life s always hurt and just keeps getting worse and worse and i can't bear it anymore i spend my free time whil... | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_04865 | grr my dad pointed out my hairy legs | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_02167 | how to get help when you don't want it i have and have always had a fear of reaching out for helpi amscared that whoever i talk to is going to be dismissiveim worried if i go for help i won't like who i talk to and won't ever reach out again right nowi ammostly scared that if i amgiven medication i won't be able to sto... | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_06640 | i am really not feeling ok i want to talk to someone who has felt similar to me i posted here a while ago but honestly my issues are just getting worse i genuinely genuinely believe i am the ugliest guy i know i cannot bear to even look at myself in the mirror and videospictures are horrifyingi m 24 live with three oth... | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_04778 | it was a beautiful day with one dear to me but not all of them i pray for strength daily lord please grant me the serenity | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_01450 | forced medical leave from college 3 years ago i will never recover from need to die 3 years ago i was forced against me and my parents will to take a medical leave from my dream college it was a prestigious school that i worked my ass off in high school to get into sacrificing a social life for gradesextracurriculars b... | 2 |
twitter_suicidal_02893 | sometimes i honestly feel likei amat my end i don't think things are going to get better i think they're going to get worse and i have no control over any of it at all i think one of the few things i had in my life that made me feel like i had a grip on anything was her and she's gone now due to my own faults and mista... | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_04824 | yeah here s hoping it can live up to the hype or a lot of people will be disappointed | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_00348 | last week i lost the best girl i ever had three years ago we met i was an alcoholic at the time but she managed to see the best in me we went on and off for two years till we finallu dated just last year through our relationship i woukd drink and we would fight i never put her first and i was just an idiot last week sh... | 2 |
twitter_suicidal_02555 | drama drama today i stood in the highway i made sure it was in a 90zone on a blind curve and i made sure to stand in front of the gravel patch so nobody lost control on it trying to avoid me i was almost taken out by a truckcamper combo and again by a hatchback civic both of them braked swerved one asked if i was okay ... | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_08532 | when i was 10 i had still do have severe depression and i had tried to kill myself multiple times by not eating sleeping so i was really scared and i wrote a note for my mum and she turned to me laughed in my face and went that s not how you kill yourself | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_03267 | i won't do iti amjust here i've told all the stories many times to anyone i care about i just have bad luck it's nice of you to try to convince me otherwise and you might for just a little bit but some people just have bad lucki am too scared to do it to feel the physical pain i think about it though i try to do stuff ... | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_02765 | i feel myself giving up more and more each day hi i have no idea where to turn i am convinced that i have maybe borderline or bipolar i am tired of being dramatic attention seeking and trying to use my friends as a support system it's pretty clear that after 3 weeks straight of my hopelessness they are over it and you ... | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_06089 | late nite still gotta go to work | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_00549 | concerned about a classmate before an exam yesterday i kept hearing this girl that sits down the row from me telling her friends multiple times very loudly she would slit her throat with her exam afterward started describing the bloody mess that would occur i believe she was probably joking because of her laughter but ... | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_06995 | saturday night spent all by my lonesome | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_04655 | still alive all the way back to the philippines | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_04848 | i wish i had half the energy of my kids | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_00309 | bye i don't know how many days will be enough days but i amdone and it'll be soon | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_01442 | a joke today in one of my classes i turned to my friend and said i want to kill myself she looked at me smiled and replied oh same i hate this class then she laughedonce i actually do she'll see it wasn't a joke | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_05502 | my cat has cancer | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_06120 | i'm bored at home right now | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_08115 | i don't want to die bc of our failed healthcare system but it rly is set up to kill poor trans women especially poor trans women of color | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_06098 | bored out of my fucking gourd i'm gonna be a geek and say quoti miss schoolquot | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_02066 | back to school if i fuck up this semesteri am going to kill myself tried and failed before not scared anymore i've ruined my life and broken down some key friendshipsi ama shit student so i don't plan on passing my courses it was all going so we'll until shit hit the fan i just don't care anymore | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_00811 | seriousi ve been having suicidal thoughts for the past 6 years but i don't think i have depression at all is it dangerous to think like this on a daily basis disclaimer i won't kill myself and i don't have the courage to do it i've been having these suicidal thoughts for about 6years or so it literally happens every da... | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_01959 | i want to do it so badly but i amafraid of surviving i really want to kill myself the only reasoni am still alive is becausei amafraid of not messing up and actually surviving and having to live with that the methods i have access to aren't guaranteed lethal but if i had access to a gun which i don't i wouldn't hesitat... | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_00315 | talk tonight can anyone talk to me for a bitim not feeling we'll | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_07922 | there no other stock i have come across where some shareholders want pandemic to continue so they become rich even if means more human beings die surely instead of 2nd wave ramps which the only way you could become rich one should keep praying the virus rather dies | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_04804 | nothing much just stalking celebs no celebs have spoken today | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_04783 | listening to the pet shop boys new album for the second time got it yesterday at last and i still don't think it's much cop | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_06312 | i know they are eek i hate it i can't believe it it's like they came out of know where i have my first exam in like 13 days | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_07676 | what if i like both | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_05848 | watching the second to last episode of boston legal ever can't beleive it's nearly over | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_04563 | getting ready for work | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_07880 | l | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_08635 | the scariest part is the realisation that you have lost yourself completely sinking in as you lay awake at 2 a m because you lost the ability to sleep and you can't even cry because you don't even care a d h | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_03131 | need help immediatelyi amon a 10 min time down from this forum man has said this what do i do | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_07688 | i hope i find out who is before i die maybe they'll dm me when i tweet on my deathbed and i can take it to the incinerator as i want to be cremated | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_00559 | i decide to live for maybe one more year i realize life is precious and that even though nobody care about me and only call me autism and fucking stupid little fuck that i should still live no marrer wat problems i have even if they make me want to go mad and cause a cataclyms | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_08510 | to the isolation from my peers my latin teacher was the only one that understood and where i took refuge from it all it's horrible and just want to cry at the memories 14 i wanted to kill myself didn't know how but knew it wasn't an answer | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_01203 | most suicidal day of my lifei ama dramatic and angry person i will never know whyi amhere and how to make the best of it but i can see so many other people doing such a great job my only issue is i like to do something perfectly or throw it away that feeling extend to everything as soon as i fail or someone makes me re... | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_05421 | work issues when people aren't trained they can't be expected to perform | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_04992 | damn mayne mariners lost yo motor city kitties ruined my trip to safeco | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_02520 | i hate that all the kids in my family are 30 _ _ they are my best friends and there going on with there lives even if you feel behind it's not too late to work towards something life isn't a race the feelings of jealously tell us when someone has something wed like does seeing them make you want something out of life | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_07033 | okay don't hate me | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_07755 | kdksjksd dios pq le ponían esa cosa i hate my self and i want to die | 2 |
twitter_suicidal_01763 | three of my friends have died in the last 365 daysi am doing poorly in school and i amlikely not going to go to college or have a future my parents hate me for it and have already threatened to disown me i have a really low iq tell me why i shouldn't end it now helloi ama teenager in my junior year of high school in a ... | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_04141 | wish i could watch i'm out of town and only mobile _ | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_06288 | time is running out again | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_05024 | is in the librarybad times | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_06786 | i wish i was never born my one and only wish for the rest of my eternity on this ball of shit called earth humans should stop breeding | 2 |
twitter_suicidal_08712 | that s a beautiful quote | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_01799 | numb alone and tired of fighting soi asked my best friend to let me know when in general to not tell her my mentalemotionalpsychological state when she's got something on her mind she told me i passed that point a while ago i kindadont want to live to see my birthday at all nowits 4 days away and i don't want to be her... | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_03033 | if i was genuinely suicidal i would rob a bank people that aren't suicidal often think that but a person who is suicidal doesn't care about money | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_07084 | rented marley and me if you watch it be prepared to cry i wasn't expecting it to be sad | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_08138 | i'd be glad to keep helping people before i finally kill myself for those who doesn't know i can help with hormone treatment stuff if you have any question or don't know how to do it and or money if you really need to start your transition | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_00109 | is it bad to always be planning i guess this doesn't really apply to this subreddit but i constantly plan write notes and think about my own suicide i don't know if thats a sign that i'll ever do anything again or if it's just some bizarre coping mechanism i just always keep plans in mind i've distanced myself from eve... | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_07792 | am i am i i hate armys i hate them so much when i see them i just want to die i feel my blood boiling and my skin burning and my eyes watering my heart drops and i feel like fire is consuming my entire body why they so evil and cruel i hate them i hate them | 2 |
twitter_suicidal_02805 | trapped in a box mentally and physically hiya reddit i hope this is the right sub for thisive been having suicidal thoughts for awhile now i've had them for the past couple of years but recently they've peaked pretty bada little bit about mei am16 and bisexual i live in the south in a medium sizedish awful town in the ... | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_02426 | i need someone to talk toi amvery lost in life as the title saysim really at a loss and backed into a corner i made a throwaway account for obvious reasons if there are adults out there that know how life works i would love to talk thank you | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_06890 | at work on saturday | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_01812 | i don't want to live as an inferior human anymore hey guys and gals i really need a place to get this off my chest so here it goesim currently 23 turning 24 in january this summer i was bed bound for the whole of the summer due to brain injury this accident happened as i was getting my life back on track giving it all ... | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_04283 | walking home it's freezing cold outside | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_06125 | de la soul currently over 20 minutes late | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_06315 | i want to go back to bed i don't wanna it is gonna be a long day | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_06853 | i just want everyone i love to know it isn't their fault funny how my first post on reddit will be my last because i could never find the right words to properly fit in i'm going to kill myself tonight i've been thinking about doing this since i was 9 years old i've run through the thoughts a million times over and at ... | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_06109 | lo siento love wish i was in town | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_01069 | i think my friend killed herselfi am in vacation right now my third day here my friend always told me since i mentioned the trip that i shouldn't go jokingly or at least i thought i found out yesterday as she told me that she didn't eat all day and cut herself she was now at the hospital and i wasn't that worried becau... | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_08017 | only reason i want to die at 27 is so i can be with you | 2 |
twitter_suicidal_07914 | ooh sounds cool can i join | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_04618 | time for an antihistamine methinks and maybe a trip back to the doctors | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_08514 | you say that but then you threaten me with shit like i'll kill myself for you then do you not realize how manipulative that is you said that to a suicidal person how am i meant to just forgive and forget | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_07913 | i'd lowkey hate to play upfront with messi and suarez you could be in acres of space and 9 times out of 10 you'll get aired | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_07580 | i hear that these vaccines would be mandatory and if you do not participate you will not be allowed to enter certain places we'll if that s true why worry about someone who doesn't want to be vaccinated and protected while everyone else is protected let me die | 2 |
twitter_suicidal_03542 | ok i think i'm finally done with work for the yesterday now for a beer and some tv before hitting the sack back at it around 9am | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_04595 | it's worse than the normal version but it does make me laughwould much rather be watching that than be at work | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_00418 | i should probably just do it sooner than later everything makes me feel inadequate the smallest things completely ruin my mood i have no selfworth at this point i hate myself and i'm never going to not hate myself i'm not going to make it through the rest of med school without attempting at least once so i should proba... | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_02376 | i was going to kill myself on june 24thi am sorry if this is too long but if it is then don't read iti chose that date because it was 3 weeks and one day after i graduated high school and clearly anyone who would have missed me after i died would have contacted at some point in that 3 weeks when that day rolled around ... | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_01730 | how do i get myself to get out of bed in the morning i've been severely depressed since april i attempted suicide on april 29th i have five college classes to finish work forthey are incomplete classes from a few previous terms i don't have to go to classes i just have papers to write i haven't made any progress in may... | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_05021 | i hope your cat gets better | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_06784 | so tired of being depressed a few times a week i get so tired of being depressed that i just want to kill myself this is one of those moments i hate seeing people happy especially couples all of my relationships have ended terribly with me cowing in fear at my abusive ex after i finally couldn't take any more and broke... | 3 |
twitter_suicidal_03795 | no use for me i stay in the mountains next to yetis cave no coverage for me | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_00624 | i don't know anymore i have school and so much work and i don't know what to do i hate school with a burning passion but theres no way my parents will ever let me drop out i have no free time due to school and i can't just be absent or it will make it worse i've been working for so long and i have an essay do tomorrow ... | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_06256 | is wondering what it's like to be famous | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_04424 | i wish you we're with me too | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_03680 | just stopped in at subway they didn't have the fearless songbook at music cellar spent 650 on theory books i don't even want | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_06187 | is this week children s week oh mercy how i miss wow | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_07029 | oh amp all the wonderful wine slightly hung over | 0 |
twitter_suicidal_03211 | goodbye friend my friend was taken off life support a couple days ago od on some synthetic opiates ever since then i've felt sick to my stomach seeing his family on facebook i don't have any energy and just wanna quit my job and quit school the last few years of my life have already been just real dull the only thing k... | 1 |
twitter_suicidal_00717 | what would happen if while in therapy i express suicidal ideation and reveal that i have access to a firearm at home could i be committed | 4 |
twitter_suicidal_03445 | sorry your day was a waste hope you found some good bits in it and yay you are homeward bound | 0 |
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Twitter Suicide Risk Level Dataset
Short English tweets paired with a 0–4 suicide risk label, used for fine-tuning and
evaluating risk-level classification. This directory holds the final splits:
train.jsonl / val.jsonl / test.jsonl.
Files and size
| File | Rows | Share |
|---|---|---|
train.jsonl |
7006 | 80% |
val.jsonl |
875 | 10% |
test.jsonl |
875 | 10% |
| Total | 8756 | 100% |
Fields
JSONL, one sample per line, three fields only:
| Field | Type | Description |
|---|---|---|
id |
string | Unique sample ID, e.g. twitter_suicidal_00441; unique across the whole set |
text |
string | Cleaned tweet body, predominantly lowercase English |
risk_level |
int | Risk level 0–4, see table below |
Label scheme
| Level | Meaning |
|---|---|
| 0 | No risk |
| 1 | Negative emotion / distress, but no suicidal or self-harm ideation |
| 2 | Passive death ideation (wish to be dead, no intent or act) |
| 3 | Active suicidal / self-harm ideation (no method, plan, or attempt) |
| 4 | Method, plan, attempt, or imminent risk |
Label distribution
The three splits are stratified on risk_level, so class proportions match
across splits and all of them keep the real (imbalanced) distribution.
| Level | train | val | test | Share |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| 0 | 3220 | 402 | 402 | ~46.0% |
| 1 | 929 | 116 | 116 | ~13.3% |
| 2 | 633 | 79 | 79 | ~9.0% |
| 3 | 878 | 110 | 110 | ~12.5% |
| 4 | 1346 | 168 | 168 | ~19.2% |
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