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Error code: DatasetGenerationError
Exception: UnicodeDecodeError
Message: 'utf-8' codec can't decode byte 0x80 in position 98273: invalid start byte
Traceback: Traceback (most recent call last):
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 1815, in _prepare_split_single
for _, table in generator:
^^^^^^^^^
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/packaged_modules/csv/csv.py", line 190, in _generate_tables
for batch_idx, df in enumerate(csv_file_reader):
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/pandas/io/parsers/readers.py", line 1843, in __next__
return self.get_chunk()
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/pandas/io/parsers/readers.py", line 1985, in get_chunk
return self.read(nrows=size)
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/pandas/io/parsers/readers.py", line 1923, in read
) = self._engine.read( # type: ignore[attr-defined]
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/pandas/io/parsers/c_parser_wrapper.py", line 234, in read
chunks = self._reader.read_low_memory(nrows)
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
File "pandas/_libs/parsers.pyx", line 850, in pandas._libs.parsers.TextReader.read_low_memory
File "pandas/_libs/parsers.pyx", line 905, in pandas._libs.parsers.TextReader._read_rows
File "pandas/_libs/parsers.pyx", line 874, in pandas._libs.parsers.TextReader._tokenize_rows
File "pandas/_libs/parsers.pyx", line 891, in pandas._libs.parsers.TextReader._check_tokenize_status
File "pandas/_libs/parsers.pyx", line 2053, in pandas._libs.parsers.raise_parser_error
File "<frozen codecs>", line 322, in decode
UnicodeDecodeError: 'utf-8' codec can't decode byte 0x80 in position 98273: invalid start byte
The above exception was the direct cause of the following exception:
Traceback (most recent call last):
File "/src/services/worker/src/worker/job_runners/config/parquet_and_info.py", line 1339, in compute_config_parquet_and_info_response
parquet_operations = convert_to_parquet(builder)
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
File "/src/services/worker/src/worker/job_runners/config/parquet_and_info.py", line 972, in convert_to_parquet
builder.download_and_prepare(
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 894, in download_and_prepare
self._download_and_prepare(
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 970, in _download_and_prepare
self._prepare_split(split_generator, **prepare_split_kwargs)
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 1702, in _prepare_split
for job_id, done, content in self._prepare_split_single(
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 1858, in _prepare_split_single
raise DatasetGenerationError("An error occurred while generating the dataset") from e
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Yea, you're right but I've wanted to die even before she came into my life. The only reason I dont was because my parents found out and stoped me.
When I was 12, in the muddle of the night I was going to slit my throat and bleed out but, I was stopped by my parents.
That's a story for another time. Hmu if you want to... | 1 |
I compiled all my depressing reddit posts into a single document, then never bothered to print it. | 1 |
Yea... If only I knew which employer was which though | 2 |
I don't wanna know.^Really, I don't.^^P.s.ILoveYou | 2 |
Even worse, it doesn't stop me doing them, I still do them but I just don't enjoy them nearly as much as it should, often it feels like a job. | 1 |
Well that's dumb. Not trying to be a dick but how do you really expect that will look to a potential new partner? You're just slipping further into depression and insanity instead of trying to find the way out of the woods. Again I'm not trying to be a dick, like I said earlier I went through a bad breakout and my solu... | 1 |
Turn those thoughts around while you're still young. You don't want to live with that worldview for the next 20 years, trust me. Check out the book Loving What Is by Byron Katie. | 1 |
I have ADHD - why wouldn't I be holding a jar of pickles while browsing Reddit and looking for my pants? | 2 |
I told my close friend that I have a hard time getting up to go to class after she kept asking why I wasnt graduating with her. She told me to just do it anyway, and then she was silent for a few minutes. | 1 |
Yes, and also now, at 36. | 2 |
I tried some Vyvanse before, but now I'm on adderall.
From my experience, Vyvanse gave me super strong focus and I was able to consistently do things. On adderall I'm super awake too, and much more focused, but I feel like I don't have the same intrinsic motivation like I got on Vyvanse, nor did it last as long.
Ho... | 2 |
Same thing happened to me.
I was underslept, under fed, and went to bed mid panic attack.
Had a horrible, horrible nightmare, then all I can remember is like violently shaking in place, unable to move, for a good 15 seconds. Eyes rolling back, but no arching, just seizing and tensing and shaking.
Only happened th... | 0 |
The nutrients don't just vaporize. If you drink the broth they're all in there. They're not gone | 4 |
I mean unless you want to go to a mental health facility I don't think you should show him. But you should be honest about what's going on. Tell them you're suicidal and need help. It's always an option to get help | 1 |
No problem.
It might not warrant its own visit, but it is absolutely something to tell your immediate family and doctor upon seeing them.
Hope you feel better soon. Anxiety is a bitch. | 0 |
Same to you man. You're heart is in the right place and you'll find someone one eventually. | 1 |
Just keep trying everything, you will definitely find something that you will find interesting and fall in love with. | 1 |
Yes. Recently I promised learning a new language, but I lost my motivation and let it go. Now I don't have a life goal, but I'm willing to lose some pounds. | 1 |
But does it look like melanoma? I'll probably go next month but i'm scared of this being dangerous | 0 |
Not really, but it's less of the therapist's fault and more so scheduling. Seems unless I'm verbatim telling someone I'm going to kill myself, it's completely okay to wait a month between visits, so there's been no progress.
It all seems a moot point though, as I'll soon just have to go right back to working 60+ hrs a... | 1 |
You just need some you time to feel good and be exited again you sound burnt on life rn, keep pushing through till you finish or change if you decide you like something else. I dropped out and work 48hrs a week and I'm loving it, I'm a wage slave barely able to make it but life's better. Consider all your options and ... | 1 |
Yes. That's why antidepressants can be helpful. I took a pill and BoOm, out I went for 12hrs.
Try it (: | 0 |
All the time. That's because depression messes with our memories and feelings to make sure we are always at our most miserable. It can be hard to stifle that feeling because we're scared to look to the future, and have been told not to dwell on the past. So we are in the present. And in the present, we feel like garbag... | 1 |
Yoooo, I like this ???????????? Maybe a page devoted to my dog and only following other animal accounts wouldn't be so bad... sounds wholesome lol ?????? | 0 |
First, just take some deep breaths.
If need be, you can always find someone to take over your responsibility for the lease. You're not trapped. Maybe you jumped into it too quickly, maybe you were just blindsided by feelings you didn't anticipate. You'll get through this.
Feel free to reach out if you need. | 0 |
I told my mom and my best friend. I was writing off my dad's side of the family so i didn't really tell a whole lot of people, most of my 'friends' weren't really that close. I just kept it a me thing and did what i wanted to do for years. If people ask I'll tell them but it never really comes up. | 1 |
Had to read that twice but it was funny xD | 2 |
This literally sounds like I wrote it haha It's great to have a clear mind and be productive, isn't it? I'm really glad my therapist diagnosed me and I'm able to enjoy things a bit more again :) | 2 |
I know how shitty it is to hear 'it will get better, just wait'. And I know this probably doesn't mean much, but we love you. If us random strangers on Reddit love you and care about you so much that we comment to try to help then I'm certain that there are people in your life who love you and want to do their best to ... | 1 |
Meds can really be a mixed bag IMO. It's not uncommon for any medication to have no effect at all on someone, including Adderall. I was on Strattera for a bit and that did literally *jack shit* for me. But it works great for other people. | 2 |
Dude I really hope you can figure that out, I was in a really bad place earlier this year, now I just view anxiety as something that's funny and stupid, like wtf why do I care about this, and I learned to laugh at it. It's hard and it doesn't work for me all the time but I hope you can work on things to make life easie... | 0 |
Get help instead of wallowing in your self pitty. You didn't need to push anyone away or break up with your ex you just rather freak out than face tour demons and it's a trait that won't serve you well. Unelss you get help you hurt him for nothing | 1 |
I'm not 100% on the reason I don't have medication, but I believe it either conflicts with this other medication that I have to take, or something about it being addictive. Maybe since I'll legally be an adult soon, I can try and get myself prescribed some. They'd make me less fidgety and able to focus, right?
And I ... | 2 |
That's great (: Haha I like your quote from Lady Gaga, she's such a queen ??? | 0 |
have you ever tried psychedelics | 1 |
Could it be because it's chemical?
If so, it is two-fold; the chemistry in your brain isn't at "normal levels" and thus ones' neuroreceptors isn't responding per the make-up of a "mentally healthy" individual.
Given this chemical imbalance - which certainly is affected by nurture and ones' upbringing; isn't it qui... | 1 |
opera gx would be a good browser for you then, it has an inbuilt ad blocker which is awesome so it blocks every single ad on a page AND shows you how many ads its blocked | 0 |
I'm sorry to hear about the shitty time you're going through. Why does it seem so hard to find proper help sometimes?? Ugh. Anyways, if you start craving self harm again, maybe try something else that can also ground you or get your blood pumping. Personally, I like squeezing ice in my palms for a while. Stings, but do... | 1 |
Well yeah that's a fairly relatable post right there. I feel perhaps way more negativity than that. I feel as if my friends stick around because they hate themselves.
I don't know really how to change this state of being sadly. Perhaps the only route is to stop avoiding the thoughts and cry it out, not sure. | 1 |
I found this a few months ago
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwNMMR2Ji6c | 2 |
lol, that's kind of relatable. I mean, not 100% because it's not porn that I look at, but I definitely look at shorter thinner girls with envy | 4 |
Yeah, I do this too. Even though I understand I have a better experience if I see what is beeing said. | 2 |
Why is is such a bad thing that your parents would know? I mean, they have to really. | 3 |
Yes, I was super irritable! My boss actually told me to take a few days off because I was so miserable. I'm lucky I had a great relationship with him and could tell him I broke myself by stopping my meds cold turkey. | 3 |
That seems quite annoying :/ | 0 |
Yeah i just want to see IT chapter 2 then im good to check out | 1 |
If you are on adderal or other form of amfetamine. You will clench much much faster. That's why those girls on xtc ( much higher dose +speed) at rave partys have pacifiers, so that they don't destroy their enamel or tong. | 2 |
I've done pretty much the same thing for the last 2 days. It comes and goes. One week I'll hit the gym 4 days in a row next week I'm smoking weed 48 hours straight. Only thing that gets me motivated is the thought that I might feel better if I leave the house. | 1 |
My senior year came and went in the blink of an eye. I fucking despised every minute of it but now that it's over I just want to go back. Try to enjoy it the best you can and take in every last second of having the freedom of high school. | 1 |
Do you play any video games? PC / PS4
I'm probably not close to your location so this is the best i can do, let's be friends. | 1 |
If you are suspecting Borderline Personality Disorder May be your issue, or if you even simply have borderline tendencies, you should look into a DBT program. It teaches you a lot of skills that help with self acceptance, mindfulness, and relationships. Can honestly say it saved my life. | 1 |
This is great perspective. If I'm being honest, I initially rejected the idea that I could be jealous and/or insecure but I think insecurity some it up perfectly. However, it's not so much that I'm afraid of being embarrassed as much as I'm afraid of being invisible.
As a child I was often passed over by other childre... | 0 |
Drink some cold water and talk to your friends. It's okay for them to help you and encourage you onto a proper path. They care, so let them continue to care and be there for you.
This is all I'm gunna say. If it's not convincing enough, then reread it and then do what it says. You are the one who controls your actions... | 1 |
Yes, I felt this when I was first medicated. Don't know if it was the vyvanse or the antidepressant. I loved it. Honestly loved it. It was so nice to not be on an emotional rollercoaster for the first time in my life. It was amazing to be able to accomplish things without rage fits or crying or snapping at my kids if... | 2 |
IMO you can't. You can't prevent a rut or a bout of depression.
At best you can feel comfortable reaching out for support and prepare... Make a list of things you enjoy doing, people you like to hang out with etc... Depression can cloud the mind and maybe with enough stubborn determination you can regain pleasure with... | 1 |
You'd be surprised how much people don't really care. As some one who has worked restaurants and has eaten alone, no one really notices if someone's alone. People go to restaurants to eat and that's all they really care about. So I would go anyway because at the end of your birthday I'm sure you'd rather have gone, eve... | 1 |
Try limiting yourself per week. Like don't go over 2mg total or something. | 0 |
Try smoking pot if you'd like to experience the Legendary difficulty level. | 2 |
It is usually the opposite for me. I sleep as much as possible because while asleep I don't have to deal with the lack of everything that is this reality. | 1 |
Afraid of opening up as chances are others will run or hurt you. You have friends, but afraid to tell them or you feel that you said your bullshit so many times like a broken record it gets frustrating and don't want to bother them anymore....yeah.... | 1 |
There's a website called selfhelp that has so much stuff on what we're dealing with. Try going on there.
There's something called A.P.P.L.E for anxiety, which is:
Acknowledge: recognise that your thoughts are just thoughts, even saying verbally if you need.
Pause:
Pull back: focus on something for a moment like a tre... | 0 |
often explaining references which only I understand.
This is nauseatingly relatable oh my god. For example, Friends is my favorite show of all time and so quite often I make references and quote it in conversation. But I have such a vast knowledge of it (it was a hyperfixation for me at one point) that so many of my... | 2 |
I play shit tons of guitar. Its one of the few things that make me forget everything and focus on what im playing.
When i was going to the gym everyday and walking everyday i was feeling better, ive since lost determination but im working on it. | 0 |
Where I come from that is a compliment for a woman with strong, healthy legs. | 4 |
I probably is your anxiety to make your heart beating faster and faster. Try with some respiration tecniques or doing something you like. 90% is just in your mind, also going for a check could be a good idea =)
In alternative you can ask to your doctor if you can take something to feel better, many people is having g... | 0 |
Its a human invention. So is the calendar. It's another day you are alive, try to do whatever makes you happy, and don't spend your day trying to live up to "expectations". Its just another saturday, you do you.
I'm bad at words sorry. | 1 |
When I lived in LA, the beach was my saviour. I have always had issues with anxiety and depression to go along with my health issues. I lasted about a year in California until I was ready to give up. However everyday after work I would stop at the beach instead of sitting in traffic. I would go on the weekends if I had... | 1 |
I usually get around 20 before I close things. I can imagine 40 to 100 being straight up hell to look for that one tab. | 2 |
I make myself take a shower, get dressed and drive to get food. Once I'm out the door it tends to knock the funk right out. It's not a big responsibility to get anxious over either. Just lunch. | 2 |
Why are you lying to your counselor? | 1 |
Before anyone with suicidal ideations confirmed plans of taking their life should try every single avenue to get help. It's just like troubleshooting. You would try and reset the internet before buying a new router/motem. Do the small solutions ramping up to extremes if need be if it means not ending your life and find... | 1 |
Wow get better, well if that was the answer then depression rates would be so low and wouldn't need therapy. Makes as much sense as telling someone to stop being hungry. :/ | 1 |
I'm terrified of spiders and uncomfortable around tarantulas, but I have less of an issue with tarantulas because when I was like 5 or 6 there was a field trip to the library and I was sitting in front so they just handed me a tarantula. Its pads felt very similar to the bottoms of dogs feet so that took some of the fe... | 0 |
This comment doesn't make any sense, but it *makes sense* | 2 |
I have recurring depressive episodes whenever i start to confront things again, and this was that day. I thought i handled it pretty well but the stress of being in a big city and thinking about how i feel less than the other people at lunch made me so depressed. I am not convinced they're really trying to help me bc t... | 1 |
I think we all fail... but through it we change, our goals (sometimes) change, and the circumstances around us change...
If you can't break into a bubble of happiness how can you break into a bubble of being satisfied with your recovery? | 1 |
I've been looking at some of the replies on this comment and I kind of wanted to put my thoughts forward on the topic, I think that ADHD is more of an adaptation that would follow with epigenetics and the fact that warfare has existed the way it has for some time now.
When I think of ADHD and warfare I think of being ... | 2 |
How do we get through this? I know with time things get better but I dont see that time coming soon. These 4 months feel longer than those 5 years. This 24*7 headache is unbearable. I feel like crying but am not even able to cry. | 1 |
I'm glad to hear that you are doing a little better. I know there is still a long way to go, but I am proud of you for pulling through. Thank you for still being here with us.
If you don't mind me asking.. How did you get past the suicidal phase? What was the gamechanger?
I wish you all the best! | 1 |
I missed out on that degree, my college got it the year before I graduated... | 2 |
Probably a metacognitive failure. I think with ADHD, as soon as we try to retrieve information or start thinking about our own thought process... everything gets jumbled. Kind of like how performance anxiety messes with people. | 2 |
Ok first take a good deep breath. This is actually a good thing. First your other issues are common with people with ADHD. I'm medicated for anxiety and depression on top of my ADHD.
Heres why it's good. You now know why your brain works the way it dose. Now that you know that you can learn techniques to help y... | 2 |
Your Name says it all. You got a sad life and you See trying to Take other People down to make yourself feel better. I Hope you die a slow and very painfull Death. I would gladly kill you. | 1 |
Daylio, a mood tracking app. | 0 |
Never heard about that. Can you elaborate on that? | 2 |
drowning myself in caffiene on non-med days | 2 |
Glad they work for you but I can't take beta blockers unfortunately. They cause [derealization and psychosis](https://i.imgur.com/SCfrHD9.jpg) for me, worked great for BP and the physical symptoms of anxiety though.
A source for anyone curious: https://www.mdedge.com/psychiatry/article/63080/watch-nonpsychotropics-cau... | 0 |
You to :D the media may brake us down but it also helps us connect ^_^ | 1 |
I feel you on this 100% | 1 |
You know, I've always thought I'd make a great researcher specializing in...
*looks at Wikipedia page title*
...vampires in the early Middle Ages | 2 |
Yup! I definitely get that way when I first take my meds. Way more so on the IR than I was on the XR. "Chatty" is the word multiple people have used to describe it to me.
I just have to tell people "well, I could talk to you about this ALL DAY, but I've got to go get my day started or neither of us are going to get a... | 2 |
I'm a business analyst and sometimes marketing involves cold calling. To my dismay, I was awful at it and super anxious about it.
Much like anything exposure will help more than anything. It's okay to be wrong and make mistakes. It sounds super clich??, but seriously it's your mentality and own self criticism that wi... | 0 |
I pick up extra shifts just to avoid the weekends | 4 |
If I can give some advice, then let me give this, as someone who just graduated in May.
It's pretty likely that your school has a student clinic for mental wellness on campus, potentially offering groups, individual sessions, among myriad other resources to help you. They are there to help you, you just got to find it... | 0 |
I feel you buddy. I commute solely by bicycle and sometimes it can be a serious drag. Living in the moment, and doing it when you don't have to, really add up to making it tolerable.
Also take pride that you're most likely in better shape than most people who sit in their cars, sit in their offices, and sit at home fr... | 1 |
I'm the same as you. A "beta male", if you will. It sucks. I'm too sensitive and immasculine and ugly and stupid to be loved. | 1 |
It's not that bad, if it makes you feel better, just remember that I was all alone on my 18th birthday, and no one even wished me happy birthday. | 1 |
Sometimes I feel like if we were all still cavemen living simple lives in small tribes, very few people would still feel this way. | 1 |
Is it possible to learn this power? | 2 |
What's it called? I wanna read more about it. | 2 |
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