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so many sorrows have come." |
We men were all in tears now. There was no resisting them, and we wept |
openly. She wept, too, to see that her sweeter counsels had prevailed. |
Her husband flung himself on his knees beside her, and putting his arms |
round her, hid his face in the folds of her dress. Van Helsing beckoned |
to us and we stole out of the room, leaving the two loving hearts alone |
with their God. |
Before they retired the Professor fixed up the room against any coming |
of the Vampire, and assured Mrs. Harker that she might rest in peace. |
She tried to school herself to the belief, and, manifestly for her |
husband's sake, tried to seem content. It was a brave struggle; and was, |
I think and believe, not without its reward. Van Helsing had placed at |
hand a bell which either of them was to sound in case of any emergency. |
When they had retired, Quincey, Godalming, and I arranged that we should |
sit up, dividing the night between us, and watch over the safety of the |
poor stricken lady. The first watch falls to Quincey, so the rest of us |
shall be off to bed as soon as we can. Godalming has already turned in, |
for his is the second watch. Now that my work is done I, too, shall go |
to bed. |
_Jonathan Harker's Journal._ |
_3-4 October, close to midnight._--I thought yesterday would never end. |
There was over me a yearning for sleep, in some sort of blind belief |
that to wake would be to find things changed, and that any change must |
now be for the better. Before we parted, we discussed what our next step |
was to be, but we could arrive at no result. All we knew was that one |
earth-box remained, and that the Count alone knew where it was. If he |
chooses to lie hidden, he may baffle us for years; and in the |
meantime!--the thought is too horrible, I dare not think of it even now. |
This I know: that if ever there was a woman who was all perfection, that |
one is my poor wronged darling. I love her a thousand times more for her |
sweet pity of last night, a pity that made my own hate of the monster |
seem despicable. Surely God will not permit the world to be the poorer |
by the loss of such a creature. This is hope to me. We are all drifting |
reefwards now, and faith is our only anchor. Thank God! Mina is |
sleeping, and sleeping without dreams. I fear what her dreams might be |
like, with such terrible memories to ground them in. She has not been so |
calm, within my seeing, since the sunset. Then, for a while, there came |
over her face a repose which was like spring after the blasts of March. |
I thought at the time that it was the softness of the red sunset on her |
face, but somehow now I think it has a deeper meaning. I am not sleepy |
myself, though I am weary--weary to death. However, I must try to sleep; |
for there is to-morrow to think of, and there is no rest for me |
until.... |
* * * * * |
_Later._--I must have fallen asleep, for I was awaked by Mina, who was |
sitting up in bed, with a startled look on her face. I could see easily, |
for we did not leave the room in darkness; she had placed a warning hand |
over my mouth, and now she whispered in my ear:-- |
"Hush! there is someone in the corridor!" I got up softly, and crossing |
the room, gently opened the door. |
Just outside, stretched on a mattress, lay Mr. Morris, wide awake. He |
raised a warning hand for silence as he whispered to me:-- |
"Hush! go back to bed; it is all right. One of us will be here all |
night. We don't mean to take any chances!" |
His look and gesture forbade discussion, so I came back and told Mina. |
She sighed and positively a shadow of a smile stole over her poor, pale |
face as she put her arms round me and said softly:-- |
"Oh, thank God for good brave men!" With a sigh she sank back again to |
sleep. I write this now as I am not sleepy, though I must try again. |
* * * * * |
_4 October, morning._--Once again during the night I was wakened by |
Mina. This time we had all had a good sleep, for the grey of the coming |
dawn was making the windows into sharp oblongs, and the gas flame was |
like a speck rather than a disc of light. She said to me hurriedly:-- |
"Go, call the Professor. I want to see him at once." |
"Why?" I asked. |
"I have an idea. I suppose it must have come in the night, and matured |
without my knowing it. He must hypnotise me before the dawn, and then I |
shall be able to speak. Go quick, dearest; the time is getting close." I |
went to the door. Dr. Seward was resting on the mattress, and, seeing |
me, he sprang to his feet. |
"Is anything wrong?" he asked, in alarm. |
"No," I replied; "but Mina wants to see Dr. Van Helsing at once." |
"I will go," he said, and hurried into the Professor's room. |
In two or three minutes later Van Helsing was in the room in his |
dressing-gown, and Mr. Morris and Lord Godalming were with Dr. Seward at |
the door asking questions. When the Professor saw Mina a smile--a |
positive smile ousted the anxiety of his face; he rubbed his hands as he |
said:-- |
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