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necessary to take steps!... We both know what those steps would have to |
be, though we do not mention our thoughts to each other. We should |
neither of us shrink from the task--awful though it be to contemplate. |
"Euthanasia" is an excellent and a comforting word! I am grateful to |
whoever invented it. |
It is only about 24 hours' sail from the Dardanelles to here, at the |
rate the _Czarina Catherine_ has come from London. She should therefore |
arrive some time in the morning; but as she cannot possibly get in |
before then, we are all about to retire early. We shall get up at one |
o'clock, so as to be ready. |
* * * * * |
_25 October, Noon_.--No news yet of the ship's arrival. Mrs. Harker's |
hypnotic report this morning was the same as usual, so it is possible |
that we may get news at any moment. We men are all in a fever of |
excitement, except Harker, who is calm; his hands are cold as ice, and |
an hour ago I found him whetting the edge of the great Ghoorka knife |
which he now always carries with him. It will be a bad lookout for the |
Count if the edge of that "Kukri" ever touches his throat, driven by |
that stern, ice-cold hand! |
Van Helsing and I were a little alarmed about Mrs. Harker to-day. About |
noon she got into a sort of lethargy which we did not like; although we |
kept silence to the others, we were neither of us happy about it. She |
had been restless all the morning, so that we were at first glad to know |
that she was sleeping. When, however, her husband mentioned casually |
that she was sleeping so soundly that he could not wake her, we went to |
her room to see for ourselves. She was breathing naturally and looked so |
well and peaceful that we agreed that the sleep was better for her than |
anything else. Poor girl, she has so much to forget that it is no wonder |
that sleep, if it brings oblivion to her, does her good. |
* * * * * |
_Later._--Our opinion was justified, for when after a refreshing sleep |
of some hours she woke up, she seemed brighter and better than she had |
been for days. At sunset she made the usual hypnotic report. Wherever he |
may be in the Black Sea, the Count is hurrying to his destination. To |
his doom, I trust! |
* * * * * |
_26 October._--Another day and no tidings of the _Czarina Catherine_. |
She ought to be here by now. That she is still journeying _somewhere_ is |
apparent, for Mrs. Harker's hypnotic report at sunrise was still the |
same. It is possible that the vessel may be lying by, at times, for fog; |
some of the steamers which came in last evening reported patches of fog |
both to north and south of the port. We must continue our watching, as |
the ship may now be signalled any moment. |
* * * * * |
_27 October, Noon._--Most strange; no news yet of the ship we wait for. |
Mrs. Harker reported last night and this morning as usual: "lapping |
waves and rushing water," though she added that "the waves were very |
faint." The telegrams from London have been the same: "no further |
report." Van Helsing is terribly anxious, and told me just now that he |
fears the Count is escaping us. He added significantly:-- |
"I did not like that lethargy of Madam Mina's. Souls and memories can do |
strange things during trance." I was about to ask him more, but Harker |
just then came in, and he held up a warning hand. We must try to-night |
at sunset to make her speak more fully when in her hypnotic state. |
* * * * * |
_28 October._--Telegram. _Rufus Smith, London, to Lord Godalming, |
care H. B. M. Vice Consul, Varna._ |
"_Czarina Catherine_ reported entering Galatz at one o'clock |
to-day." |
_Dr. Seward's Diary._ |
_28 October._--When the telegram came announcing the arrival in Galatz I |
do not think it was such a shock to any of us as might have been |
expected. True, we did not know whence, or how, or when, the bolt would |
come; but I think we all expected that something strange would happen. |
The delay of arrival at Varna made us individually satisfied that things |
would not be just as we had expected; we only waited to learn where the |
change would occur. None the less, however, was it a surprise. I suppose |
that nature works on such a hopeful basis that we believe against |
ourselves that things will be as they ought to be, not as we should know |
that they will be. Transcendentalism is a beacon to the angels, even if |
it be a will-o'-the-wisp to man. It was an odd experience and we all |
took it differently. Van Helsing raised his hand over his head for a |
moment, as though in remonstrance with the Almighty; but he said not a |
word, and in a few seconds stood up with his face sternly set. Lord |
Godalming grew very pale, and sat breathing heavily. I was myself half |
stunned and looked in wonder at one after another. Quincey Morris |
tightened his belt with that quick movement which I knew so well; in our |
old wandering days it meant "action." Mrs. Harker grew ghastly white, so |
that the scar on her forehead seemed to burn, but she folded her hands |
meekly and looked up in prayer. Harker smiled--actually smiled--the |
dark, bitter smile of one who is without hope; but at the same time his |
action belied his words, for his hands instinctively sought the hilt of |
the great Kukri knife and rested there. "When does the next train start |
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