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Hawkins, or to any other?" It was with some bitterness in my heart that |
I answered that I had not, that as yet I had not seen any opportunity of |
sending letters to anybody. |
"Then write now, my young friend," he said, laying a heavy hand on my |
shoulder: "write to our friend and to any other; and say, if it will |
please you, that you shall stay with me until a month from now." |
"Do you wish me to stay so long?" I asked, for my heart grew cold at the |
thought. |
"I desire it much; nay, I will take no refusal. When your master, |
employer, what you will, engaged that someone should come on his behalf, |
it was understood that my needs only were to be consulted. I have not |
stinted. Is it not so?" |
What could I do but bow acceptance? It was Mr. Hawkins's interest, not |
mine, and I had to think of him, not myself; and besides, while Count |
Dracula was speaking, there was that in his eyes and in his bearing |
which made me remember that I was a prisoner, and that if I wished it I |
could have no choice. The Count saw his victory in my bow, and his |
mastery in the trouble of my face, for he began at once to use them, but |
in his own smooth, resistless way:-- |
"I pray you, my good young friend, that you will not discourse of things |
other than business in your letters. It will doubtless please your |
friends to know that you are well, and that you look forward to getting |
home to them. Is it not so?" As he spoke he handed me three sheets of |
note-paper and three envelopes. They were all of the thinnest foreign |
post, and looking at them, then at him, and noticing his quiet smile, |
with the sharp, canine teeth lying over the red underlip, I understood |
as well as if he had spoken that I should be careful what I wrote, for |
he would be able to read it. So I determined to write only formal notes |
now, but to write fully to Mr. Hawkins in secret, and also to Mina, for |
to her I could write in shorthand, which would puzzle the Count, if he |
did see it. When I had written my two letters I sat quiet, reading a |
book whilst the Count wrote several notes, referring as he wrote them to |
some books on his table. Then he took up my two and placed them with his |
own, and put by his writing materials, after which, the instant the door |
had closed behind him, I leaned over and looked at the letters, which |
were face down on the table. I felt no compunction in doing so, for |
under the circumstances I felt that I should protect myself in every way |
I could. |
One of the letters was directed to Samuel F. Billington, No. 7, The |
Crescent, Whitby, another to Herr Leutner, Varna; the third was to |
Coutts & Co., London, and the fourth to Herren Klopstock & Billreuth, |
bankers, Buda-Pesth. The second and fourth were unsealed. I was just |
about to look at them when I saw the door-handle move. I sank back in my |
seat, having just had time to replace the letters as they had been and |
to resume my book before the Count, holding still another letter in his |
hand, entered the room. He took up the letters on the table and stamped |
them carefully, and then turning to me, said:-- |
"I trust you will forgive me, but I have much work to do in private this |
evening. You will, I hope, find all things as you wish." At the door he |
turned, and after a moment's pause said:-- |
"Let me advise you, my dear young friend--nay, let me warn you with all |
seriousness, that should you leave these rooms you will not by any |
chance go to sleep in any other part of the castle. It is old, and has |
many memories, and there are bad dreams for those who sleep unwisely. Be |
warned! Should sleep now or ever overcome you, or be like to do, then |
haste to your own chamber or to these rooms, for your rest will then be |
safe. But if you be not careful in this respect, then"--He finished his |
speech in a gruesome way, for he motioned with his hands as if he were |
washing them. I quite understood; my only doubt was as to whether any |
dream could be more terrible than the unnatural, horrible net of gloom |
and mystery which seemed closing around me. |
* * * * * |
_Later._--I endorse the last words written, but this time there is no |
doubt in question. I shall not fear to sleep in any place where he is |
not. I have placed the crucifix over the head of my bed--I imagine that |
my rest is thus freer from dreams; and there it shall remain. |
When he left me I went to my room. After a little while, not hearing any |
sound, I came out and went up the stone stair to where I could look out |
towards the South. There was some sense of freedom in the vast expanse, |
inaccessible though it was to me, as compared with the narrow darkness |
of the courtyard. Looking out on this, I felt that I was indeed in |
prison, and I seemed to want a breath of fresh air, though it were of |
the night. I am beginning to feel this nocturnal existence tell on me. |
It is destroying my nerve. I start at my own shadow, and am full of all |
sorts of horrible imaginings. God knows that there is ground for my |
terrible fear in this accursed place! I looked out over the beautiful |
expanse, bathed in soft yellow moonlight till it was almost as light as |
day. In the soft light the distant hills became melted, and the shadows |
in the valleys and gorges of velvety blackness. The mere beauty seemed |
to cheer me; there was peace and comfort in every breath I drew. As I |
leaned from the window my eye was caught by something moving a storey |
below me, and somewhat to my left, where I imagined, from the order of |
the rooms, that the windows of the Count's own room would look out. The |
window at which I stood was tall and deep, stone-mullioned, and though |
weatherworn, was still complete; but it was evidently many a day since |
the case had been there. I drew back behind the stonework, and looked |
carefully out. |
What I saw was the Count's head coming out from the window. I did not |
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