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And so we remained till the red of the dawn to fall through the |
snow-gloom. I was desolate and afraid, and full of woe and terror; but |
when that beautiful sun began to climb the horizon life was to me again. |
At the first coming of the dawn the horrid figures melted in the |
whirling mist and snow; the wreaths of transparent gloom moved away |
towards the castle, and were lost. |
Instinctively, with the dawn coming, I turned to Madam Mina, intending |
to hypnotise her; but she lay in a deep and sudden sleep, from which I |
could not wake her. I tried to hypnotise through her sleep, but she made |
no response, none at all; and the day broke. I fear yet to stir. I have |
made my fire and have seen the horses, they are all dead. To-day I have |
much to do here, and I keep waiting till the sun is up high; for there |
may be places where I must go, where that sunlight, though snow and mist |
obscure it, will be to me a safety. |
I will strengthen me with breakfast, and then I will to my terrible |
work. Madam Mina still sleeps; and, God be thanked! she is calm in her |
sleep.... |
_Jonathan Harker's Journal._ |
_4 November, evening._--The accident to the launch has been a terrible |
thing for us. Only for it we should have overtaken the boat long ago; |
and by now my dear Mina would have been free. I fear to think of her, |
off on the wolds near that horrid place. We have got horses, and we |
follow on the track. I note this whilst Godalming is getting ready. We |
have our arms. The Szgany must look out if they mean fight. Oh, if only |
Morris and Seward were with us. We must only hope! If I write no more |
Good-bye, Mina! God bless and keep you. |
_Dr. Seward's Diary._ |
_5 November._--With the dawn we saw the body of Szgany before us dashing |
away from the river with their leiter-wagon. They surrounded it in a |
cluster, and hurried along as though beset. The snow is falling lightly |
and there is a strange excitement in the air. It may be our own |
feelings, but the depression is strange. Far off I hear the howling of |
wolves; the snow brings them down from the mountains, and there are |
dangers to all of us, and from all sides. The horses are nearly ready, |
and we are soon off. We ride to death of some one. God alone knows who, |
or where, or what, or when, or how it may be.... |
_Dr. Van Helsing's Memorandum._ |
_5 November, afternoon._--I am at least sane. Thank God for that mercy |
at all events, though the proving it has been dreadful. When I left |
Madam Mina sleeping within the Holy circle, I took my way to the castle. |
The blacksmith hammer which I took in the carriage from Veresti was |
useful; though the doors were all open I broke them off the rusty |
hinges, lest some ill-intent or ill-chance should close them, so that |
being entered I might not get out. Jonathan's bitter experience served |
me here. By memory of his diary I found my way to the old chapel, for I |
knew that here my work lay. The air was oppressive; it seemed as if |
there was some sulphurous fume, which at times made me dizzy. Either |
there was a roaring in my ears or I heard afar off the howl of wolves. |
Then I bethought me of my dear Madam Mina, and I was in terrible plight. |
The dilemma had me between his horns. |
Her, I had not dare to take into this place, but left safe from the |
Vampire in that Holy circle; and yet even there would be the wolf! I |
resolve me that my work lay here, and that as to the wolves we must |
submit, if it were God's will. At any rate it was only death and |
freedom beyond. So did I choose for her. Had it but been for myself the |
choice had been easy, the maw of the wolf were better to rest in than |
the grave of the Vampire! So I make my choice to go on with my work. |
I knew that there were at least three graves to find--graves that are |
inhabit; so I search, and search, and I find one of them. She lay in her |
Vampire sleep, so full of life and voluptuous beauty that I shudder as |
though I have come to do murder. Ah, I doubt not that in old time, when |
such things were, many a man who set forth to do such a task as mine, |
found at the last his heart fail him, and then his nerve. So he delay, |
and delay, and delay, till the mere beauty and the fascination of the |
wanton Un-Dead have hypnotise him; and he remain on and on, till sunset |
come, and the Vampire sleep be over. Then the beautiful eyes of the fair |
woman open and look love, and the voluptuous mouth present to a |
kiss--and man is weak. And there remain one more victim in the Vampire |
fold; one more to swell the grim and grisly ranks of the Un-Dead!... |
There is some fascination, surely, when I am moved by the mere presence |
of such an one, even lying as she lay in a tomb fretted with age and |
heavy with the dust of centuries, though there be that horrid odour such |
as the lairs of the Count have had. Yes, I was moved--I, Van Helsing, |
with all my purpose and with my motive for hate--I was moved to a |
yearning for delay which seemed to paralyse my faculties and to clog my |
very soul. It may have been that the need of natural sleep, and the |
strange oppression of the air were beginning to overcome me. Certain it |
was that I was lapsing into sleep, the open-eyed sleep of one who yields |
to a sweet fascination, when there came through the snow-stilled air a |
long, low wail, so full of woe and pity that it woke me like the sound |
of a clarion. For it was the voice of my dear Madam Mina that I heard. |
Then I braced myself again to my horrid task, and found by wrenching |
away tomb-tops one other of the sisters, the other dark one. I dared not |
pause to look on her as I had on her sister, lest once more I should |
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