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a spider. I tried to get him to talk about the past few days, for any |
clue to his thoughts would be of immense help to me; but he would not |
rise. For a moment or two he looked very sad, and said in a sort of |
far-away voice, as though saying it rather to himself than to me:-- |
"All over! all over! He has deserted me. No hope for me now unless I do |
it for myself!" Then suddenly turning to me in a resolute way, he said: |
"Doctor, won't you be very good to me and let me have a little more |
sugar? I think it would be good for me." |
"And the flies?" I said. |
"Yes! The flies like it, too, and I like the flies; therefore I like |
it." And there are people who know so little as to think that madmen do |
not argue. I procured him a double supply, and left him as happy a man |
as, I suppose, any in the world. I wish I could fathom his mind. |
* * * * * |
_Midnight._--Another change in him. I had been to see Miss Westenra, |
whom I found much better, and had just returned, and was standing at our |
own gate looking at the sunset, when once more I heard him yelling. As |
his room is on this side of the house, I could hear it better than in |
the morning. It was a shock to me to turn from the wonderful smoky |
beauty of a sunset over London, with its lurid lights and inky shadows |
and all the marvellous tints that come on foul clouds even as on foul |
water, and to realise all the grim sternness of my own cold stone |
building, with its wealth of breathing misery, and my own desolate heart |
to endure it all. I reached him just as the sun was going down, and from |
his window saw the red disc sink. As it sank he became less and less |
frenzied; and just as it dipped he slid from the hands that held him, an |
inert mass, on the floor. It is wonderful, however, what intellectual |
recuperative power lunatics have, for within a few minutes he stood up |
quite calmly and looked around him. I signalled to the attendants not to |
hold him, for I was anxious to see what he would do. He went straight |
over to the window and brushed out the crumbs of sugar; then he took his |
fly-box, and emptied it outside, and threw away the box; then he shut |
the window, and crossing over, sat down on his bed. All this surprised |
me, so I asked him: "Are you not going to keep flies any more?" |
"No," said he; "I am sick of all that rubbish!" He certainly is a |
wonderfully interesting study. I wish I could get some glimpse of his |
mind or of the cause of his sudden passion. Stop; there may be a clue |
after all, if we can find why to-day his paroxysms came on at high noon |
and at sunset. Can it be that there is a malign influence of the sun at |
periods which affects certain natures--as at times the moon does others? |
We shall see. |
_Telegram, Seward, London, to Van Helsing, Amsterdam._ |
"_4 September._--Patient still better to-day." |
_Telegram, Seward, London, to Van Helsing, Amsterdam._ |
"_5 September._--Patient greatly improved. Good appetite; sleeps |
naturally; good spirits; colour coming back." |
_Telegram, Seward, London, to Van Helsing, Amsterdam._ |
"_6 September._--Terrible change for the worse. Come at once; do not |
lose an hour. I hold over telegram to Holmwood till have seen you." |
CHAPTER X |
_Letter, Dr. Seward to Hon. Arthur Holmwood._ |
"_6 September._ |
"My dear Art,-- |
"My news to-day is not so good. Lucy this morning had gone back a bit. |
There is, however, one good thing which has arisen from it; Mrs. |
Westenra was naturally anxious concerning Lucy, and has consulted me |
professionally about her. I took advantage of the opportunity, and told |
her that my old master, Van Helsing, the great specialist, was coming to |
stay with me, and that I would put her in his charge conjointly with |
myself; so now we can come and go without alarming her unduly, for a |
shock to her would mean sudden death, and this, in Lucy's weak |
condition, might be disastrous to her. We are hedged in with |
difficulties, all of us, my poor old fellow; but, please God, we shall |
come through them all right. If any need I shall write, so that, if you |
do not hear from me, take it for granted that I am simply waiting for |
news. In haste |
Yours ever, |
"JOHN SEWARD." |
_Dr. Seward's Diary._ |
_7 September._--The first thing Van Helsing said to me when we met at |
Liverpool Street was:-- |
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