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of the operation. My own work, with its manifold arrears, took me all |
day to clear off; it was dark when I was able to inquire about my |
zoöphagous patient. The report was good; he had been quite quiet for the |
past day and night. A telegram came from Van Helsing at Amsterdam whilst |
I was at dinner, suggesting that I should be at Hillingham to-night, as |
it might be well to be at hand, and stating that he was leaving by the |
night mail and would join me early in the morning. |
* * * * * |
_9 September_.--I was pretty tired and worn out when I got to |
Hillingham. For two nights I had hardly had a wink of sleep, and my |
brain was beginning to feel that numbness which marks cerebral |
exhaustion. Lucy was up and in cheerful spirits. When she shook hands |
with me she looked sharply in my face and said:-- |
"No sitting up to-night for you. You are worn out. I am quite well |
again; indeed, I am; and if there is to be any sitting up, it is I who |
will sit up with you." I would not argue the point, but went and had my |
supper. Lucy came with me, and, enlivened by her charming presence, I |
made an excellent meal, and had a couple of glasses of the more than |
excellent port. Then Lucy took me upstairs, and showed me a room next |
her own, where a cozy fire was burning. "Now," she said, "you must stay |
here. I shall leave this door open and my door too. You can lie on the |
sofa for I know that nothing would induce any of you doctors to go to |
bed whilst there is a patient above the horizon. If I want anything I |
shall call out, and you can come to me at once." I could not but |
acquiesce, for I was "dog-tired," and could not have sat up had I tried. |
So, on her renewing her promise to call me if she should want anything, |
I lay on the sofa, and forgot all about everything. |
_Lucy Westenra's Diary._ |
_9 September._--I feel so happy to-night. I have been so miserably weak, |
that to be able to think and move about is like feeling sunshine after |
a long spell of east wind out of a steel sky. Somehow Arthur feels very, |
very close to me. I seem to feel his presence warm about me. I suppose |
it is that sickness and weakness are selfish things and turn our inner |
eyes and sympathy on ourselves, whilst health and strength give Love |
rein, and in thought and feeling he can wander where he wills. I know |
where my thoughts are. If Arthur only knew! My dear, my dear, your ears |
must tingle as you sleep, as mine do waking. Oh, the blissful rest of |
last night! How I slept, with that dear, good Dr. Seward watching me. |
And to-night I shall not fear to sleep, since he is close at hand and |
within call. Thank everybody for being so good to me! Thank God! |
Good-night, Arthur. |
_Dr. Seward's Diary._ |
_10 September._--I was conscious of the Professor's hand on my head, and |
started awake all in a second. That is one of the things that we learn |
in an asylum, at any rate. |
"And how is our patient?" |
"Well, when I left her, or rather when she left me," I answered. |
"Come, let us see," he said. And together we went into the room. |
The blind was down, and I went over to raise it gently, whilst Van |
Helsing stepped, with his soft, cat-like tread, over to the bed. |
As I raised the blind, and the morning sunlight flooded the room, I |
heard the Professor's low hiss of inspiration, and knowing its rarity, a |
deadly fear shot through my heart. As I passed over he moved back, and |
his exclamation of horror, "Gott in Himmel!" needed no enforcement from |
his agonised face. He raised his hand and pointed to the bed, and his |
iron face was drawn and ashen white. I felt my knees begin to tremble. |
There on the bed, seemingly in a swoon, lay poor Lucy, more horribly |
white and wan-looking than ever. Even the lips were white, and the gums |
seemed to have shrunken back from the teeth, as we sometimes see in a |
corpse after a prolonged illness. Van Helsing raised his foot to stamp |
in anger, but the instinct of his life and all the long years of habit |
stood to him, and he put it down again softly. "Quick!" he said. "Bring |
the brandy." I flew to the dining-room, and returned with the decanter. |
He wetted the poor white lips with it, and together we rubbed palm and |
wrist and heart. He felt her heart, and after a few moments of agonising |
suspense said:-- |
"It is not too late. It beats, though but feebly. All our work is |
undone; we must begin again. There is no young Arthur here now; I have |
to call on you yourself this time, friend John." As he spoke, he was |
dipping into his bag and producing the instruments for transfusion; I |
had taken off my coat and rolled up my shirt-sleeve. There was no |
possibility of an opiate just at present, and no need of one; and so, |
without a moment's delay, we began the operation. After a time--it did |
not seem a short time either, for the draining away of one's blood, no |
matter how willingly it be given, is a terrible feeling--Van Helsing |
held up a warning finger. "Do not stir," he said, "but I fear that with |
growing strength she may wake; and that would make danger, oh, so much |
danger. But I shall precaution take. I shall give hypodermic injection |
of morphia." He proceeded then, swiftly and deftly, to carry out his |
intent. The effect on Lucy was not bad, for the faint seemed to merge |
subtly into the narcotic sleep. It was with a feeling of personal pride |
that I could see a faint tinge of colour steal back into the pallid |
cheeks and lips. No man knows, till he experiences it, what it is to |
feel his own life-blood drawn away into the veins of the woman he loves. |
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