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not to go to sleep. Presently the door opened, and mother looked in; |
seeing by my moving that I was not asleep, came in, and sat by me. She |
said to me even more sweetly and softly than her wont:-- |
"I was uneasy about you, darling, and came in to see that you were all |
right." |
I feared she might catch cold sitting there, and asked her to come in |
and sleep with me, so she came into bed, and lay down beside me; she did |
not take off her dressing gown, for she said she would only stay a while |
and then go back to her own bed. As she lay there in my arms, and I in |
hers, the flapping and buffeting came to the window again. She was |
startled and a little frightened, and cried out: "What is that?" I tried |
to pacify her, and at last succeeded, and she lay quiet; but I could |
hear her poor dear heart still beating terribly. After a while there was |
the low howl again out in the shrubbery, and shortly after there was a |
crash at the window, and a lot of broken glass was hurled on the floor. |
The window blind blew back with the wind that rushed in, and in the |
aperture of the broken panes there was the head of a great, gaunt grey |
wolf. Mother cried out in a fright, and struggled up into a sitting |
posture, and clutched wildly at anything that would help her. Amongst |
other things, she clutched the wreath of flowers that Dr. Van Helsing |
insisted on my wearing round my neck, and tore it away from me. For a |
second or two she sat up, pointing at the wolf, and there was a strange |
and horrible gurgling in her throat; then she fell over--as if struck |
with lightning, and her head hit my forehead and made me dizzy for a |
moment or two. The room and all round seemed to spin round. I kept my |
eyes fixed on the window, but the wolf drew his head back, and a whole |
myriad of little specks seemed to come blowing in through the broken |
window, and wheeling and circling round like the pillar of dust that |
travellers describe when there is a simoon in the desert. I tried to |
stir, but there was some spell upon me, and dear mother's poor body, |
which seemed to grow cold already--for her dear heart had ceased to |
beat--weighed me down; and I remembered no more for a while. |
The time did not seem long, but very, very awful, till I recovered |
consciousness again. Somewhere near, a passing bell was tolling; the |
dogs all round the neighbourhood were howling; and in our shrubbery, |
seemingly just outside, a nightingale was singing. I was dazed and |
stupid with pain and terror and weakness, but the sound of the |
nightingale seemed like the voice of my dead mother come back to comfort |
me. The sounds seemed to have awakened the maids, too, for I could hear |
their bare feet pattering outside my door. I called to them, and they |
came in, and when they saw what had happened, and what it was that lay |
over me on the bed, they screamed out. The wind rushed in through the |
broken window, and the door slammed to. They lifted off the body of my |
dear mother, and laid her, covered up with a sheet, on the bed after I |
had got up. They were all so frightened and nervous that I directed them |
to go to the dining-room and have each a glass of wine. The door flew |
open for an instant and closed again. The maids shrieked, and then went |
in a body to the dining-room; and I laid what flowers I had on my dear |
mother's breast. When they were there I remembered what Dr. Van Helsing |
had told me, but I didn't like to remove them, and, besides, I would |
have some of the servants to sit up with me now. I was surprised that |
the maids did not come back. I called them, but got no answer, so I went |
to the dining-room to look for them. |
My heart sank when I saw what had happened. They all four lay helpless |
on the floor, breathing heavily. The decanter of sherry was on the table |
half full, but there was a queer, acrid smell about. I was suspicious, |
and examined the decanter. It smelt of laudanum, and looking on the |
sideboard, I found that the bottle which mother's doctor uses for |
her--oh! did use--was empty. What am I to do? what am I to do? I am back |
in the room with mother. I cannot leave her, and I am alone, save for |
the sleeping servants, whom some one has drugged. Alone with the dead! I |
dare not go out, for I can hear the low howl of the wolf through the |
broken window. |
The air seems full of specks, floating and circling in the draught from |
the window, and the lights burn blue and dim. What am I to do? God |
shield me from harm this night! I shall hide this paper in my breast, |
where they shall find it when they come to lay me out. My dear mother |
gone! It is time that I go too. Good-bye, dear Arthur, if I should not |
survive this night. God keep you, dear, and God help me! |
CHAPTER XII |
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY |
_18 September._--I drove at once to Hillingham and arrived early. |
Keeping my cab at the gate, I went up the avenue alone. I knocked gently |
and rang as quietly as possible, for I feared to disturb Lucy or her |
mother, and hoped to only bring a servant to the door. After a while, |
finding no response, I knocked and rang again; still no answer. I cursed |
the laziness of the servants that they should lie abed at such an |
hour--for it was now ten o'clock--and so rang and knocked again, but |
more impatiently, but still without response. Hitherto I had blamed only |
the servants, but now a terrible fear began to assail me. Was this |
desolation but another link in the chain of doom which seemed drawing |
tight around us? Was it indeed a house of death to which I had come, too |
late? I knew that minutes, even seconds of delay, might mean hours of |
danger to Lucy, if she had had again one of those frightful relapses; |
and I went round the house to try if I could find by chance an entry |
anywhere. |
I could find no means of ingress. Every window and door was fastened and |
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