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Error code: DatasetGenerationCastError
Exception: DatasetGenerationCastError
Message: An error occurred while generating the dataset
All the data files must have the same columns, but at some point there are 2 new columns ({'original_title', 'youtube_url'}) and 7 missing columns ({'global_id', 'reference_label', 'turn_id', 'patient_transcript', 'start_time_sec', 'context', 'end_time_sec'}).
This happened while the csv dataset builder was generating data using
hf://datasets/CodyWho/cbt-audio/data/source_recordings.csv (at revision a0cb480d6a841e004b0d539f4606010ac92cb1bd), [/tmp/hf-datasets-cache/medium/datasets/88036819054588-config-parquet-and-info-CodyWho-cbt-audio-b825df0f/hub/datasets--CodyWho--cbt-audio/snapshots/a0cb480d6a841e004b0d539f4606010ac92cb1bd/data/labeled_patient_turns.csv (origin=hf://datasets/CodyWho/cbt-audio@a0cb480d6a841e004b0d539f4606010ac92cb1bd/data/labeled_patient_turns.csv), /tmp/hf-datasets-cache/medium/datasets/88036819054588-config-parquet-and-info-CodyWho-cbt-audio-b825df0f/hub/datasets--CodyWho--cbt-audio/snapshots/a0cb480d6a841e004b0d539f4606010ac92cb1bd/data/source_recordings.csv (origin=hf://datasets/CodyWho/cbt-audio@a0cb480d6a841e004b0d539f4606010ac92cb1bd/data/source_recordings.csv)]
Please either edit the data files to have matching columns, or separate them into different configurations (see docs at https://hf.co/docs/hub/datasets-manual-configuration#multiple-configurations)
Traceback: Traceback (most recent call last):
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 1800, in _prepare_split_single
writer.write_table(table)
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/arrow_writer.py", line 765, in write_table
self._write_table(pa_table, writer_batch_size=writer_batch_size)
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/arrow_writer.py", line 773, in _write_table
pa_table = table_cast(pa_table, self._schema)
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/table.py", line 2321, in table_cast
return cast_table_to_schema(table, schema)
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/table.py", line 2249, in cast_table_to_schema
raise CastError(
datasets.table.CastError: Couldn't cast
video_id: int64
youtube_url: string
original_title: string
-- schema metadata --
pandas: '{"index_columns": [{"kind": "range", "name": null, "start": 0, "' + 623
to
{'global_id': Value('string'), 'video_id': Value('int64'), 'turn_id': Value('int64'), 'reference_label': Value('int64'), 'patient_transcript': Value('string'), 'context': Value('string'), 'start_time_sec': Value('float64'), 'end_time_sec': Value('float64')}
because column names don't match
During handling of the above exception, another exception occurred:
Traceback (most recent call last):
File "/src/services/worker/src/worker/job_runners/config/parquet_and_info.py", line 1347, in compute_config_parquet_and_info_response
parquet_operations = convert_to_parquet(builder)
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
File "/src/services/worker/src/worker/job_runners/config/parquet_and_info.py", line 980, in convert_to_parquet
builder.download_and_prepare(
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 882, in download_and_prepare
self._download_and_prepare(
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 943, in _download_and_prepare
self._prepare_split(split_generator, **prepare_split_kwargs)
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 1646, in _prepare_split
for job_id, done, content in self._prepare_split_single(
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
File "/usr/local/lib/python3.12/site-packages/datasets/builder.py", line 1802, in _prepare_split_single
raise DatasetGenerationCastError.from_cast_error(
datasets.exceptions.DatasetGenerationCastError: An error occurred while generating the dataset
All the data files must have the same columns, but at some point there are 2 new columns ({'original_title', 'youtube_url'}) and 7 missing columns ({'global_id', 'reference_label', 'turn_id', 'patient_transcript', 'start_time_sec', 'context', 'end_time_sec'}).
This happened while the csv dataset builder was generating data using
hf://datasets/CodyWho/cbt-audio/data/source_recordings.csv (at revision a0cb480d6a841e004b0d539f4606010ac92cb1bd), [/tmp/hf-datasets-cache/medium/datasets/88036819054588-config-parquet-and-info-CodyWho-cbt-audio-b825df0f/hub/datasets--CodyWho--cbt-audio/snapshots/a0cb480d6a841e004b0d539f4606010ac92cb1bd/data/labeled_patient_turns.csv (origin=hf://datasets/CodyWho/cbt-audio@a0cb480d6a841e004b0d539f4606010ac92cb1bd/data/labeled_patient_turns.csv), /tmp/hf-datasets-cache/medium/datasets/88036819054588-config-parquet-and-info-CodyWho-cbt-audio-b825df0f/hub/datasets--CodyWho--cbt-audio/snapshots/a0cb480d6a841e004b0d539f4606010ac92cb1bd/data/source_recordings.csv (origin=hf://datasets/CodyWho/cbt-audio@a0cb480d6a841e004b0d539f4606010ac92cb1bd/data/source_recordings.csv)]
Please either edit the data files to have matching columns, or separate them into different configurations (see docs at https://hf.co/docs/hub/datasets-manual-configuration#multiple-configurations)Need help to make the dataset viewer work? Make sure to review how to configure the dataset viewer, and open a discussion for direct support.
global_id string | video_id int64 | turn_id int64 | reference_label int64 | patient_transcript string | context string | start_time_sec float64 | end_time_sec float64 |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
001_001 | 1 | 1 | 2 | Yeah, I thought I should I've been feeling quite bad for quite a while. So I thought maybe it's time to see someone about it because I don't want to feel like this anymore. | Therapist: "Hi Lucy, nice to meet you. Hi. So I understand that you were referred here by your GP because you've been feeling quite down recently." | 28.03 | 37.34 |
001_005 | 1 | 5 | 4 | Quite a few months before that as well, actually. But it's gotten pretty bad these past few months. So that's kind of why I came. | Therapist: "Okay. So from your notes, I saw that you saw the GP about three months ago."
Patient: "Yeah."
Therapist: "So how long have you been feeling down altogether?" | 47.47 | 55.52 |
001_007 | 1 | 7 | 2 | Well, it kind of started just feeling a bit low and wound up about things, but I don't know, just recently, I just can't really be bothered to do anything at all. I kind of find it hard to get motivated for things and I want to be, I really want to be better, but it's just kind of reaching the end now where I just, I w... | Therapist: "So how long have you been feeling down altogether?"
Patient: "Quite a few months before that as well, actually. But it's gotten pretty bad these past few months. So that's kind of why I came."
Therapist: "Okay. So has it got worse since you saw your GP? Yeah. Okay. So tell me, how are things at the moment?" | 65.3 | 88.42 |
001_009 | 1 | 9 | 2 | I don't like to think about it, but I just know. | Therapist: "Okay. So has it got worse since you saw your GP? Yeah. Okay. So tell me, how are things at the moment?"
Patient: "Well, it kind of started just feeling a bit low and wound up about things, but I don't know, just recently, I just can't really be bothered to do anything at all. I kind of find it hard to get m... | 118.42 | 122.71 |
001_011 | 1 | 11 | 4 | Yeah, there's no one I can talk to about it. No one would listen or understand anyway. | Therapist: "okay so you said that you're feeling really down really sad yeah and you feel like you haven't got any motivation um but are you okay yeah i'm fine sorry okay um and you haven't got any motivation but it sounds like you're putting quite a lot of pressure on yourself to try and feel a bit better yeah i just ... | 126.7 | 131.17 |
001_014 | 1 | 14 | 4 | Yeah, I mean they're lovely, I get on really well with them but I don't know. Recently, whenever they want to go out or stuff, I don't want to bring them down. They don't understand what I'm going through. They don't make fun of how I feel, but they don't really understand what it's like. I don't want to go out with th... | Patient: "Yeah, there's no one I can talk to about it. No one would listen or understand anyway."
Therapist: "Okay, so I'm just going to try and find out a little bit more about you. So I understand that you're an English student at uni?"
Therapist: "And you live away from home with some friends, is that right? Yeah, I... | 151.85 | 175.61 |
001_016 | 1 | 16 | 4 | I guess. I mean, it's easier to hide it than to try and explain it all the time when no one really wants to know. | Therapist: "And you live away from home with some friends, is that right? Yeah, I live here. Okay, so you don't live far from the uni, but you say you feel like you live with your friends but you don't feel like you can talk to them."
Patient: "Yeah, I mean they're lovely, I get on really well with them but I don't kno... | 180.24 | 187.38 |
001_018 | 1 | 18 | 2 | No, I don't really talk to my parents a lot either, so that's kind of hard. | Therapist: "Okay. So it sounds, do you try and hide the way you're feeling from them?"
Patient: "I guess. I mean, it's easier to hide it than to try and explain it all the time when no one really wants to know."
Therapist: "Okay, so it sounds like you've been feeling down, you've been feeling unmotivated, you feel like... | 200.24 | 206.23 |
001_020 | 1 | 20 | 2 | Yeah. I guess it kind of started when I was actually when I was revising for my exams I guess the stress I put a lot of stress on myself I think I've always wanted to do well for me and I guess for my parents so the stress of exams and it was also kind of hard because my parents were going through a bit of a troubled t... | Therapist: "Okay, so it sounds like you've been feeling down, you've been feeling unmotivated, you feel like you want to be better, but actually it sounds like you feel like you can't reach out for help, you can't speak to anybody."
Patient: "No, I don't really talk to my parents a lot either, so that's kind of hard."
... | 213.47 | 247.33 |
001_022 | 1 | 22 | 5 | Yeah, I guess it was hard as well because I wasn't doing well at uni and I guess I just felt a bit guilty. I know it sounds silly but I felt like maybe if I could do better then they would get better but it just wasn't really happening. | Therapist: "Okay, I'm just going to go back in time a little bit. I suppose I'm just wondering, when did all of this start? You said it's been going on for quite a few months."
Patient: "Yeah. I guess it kind of started when I was actually when I was revising for my exams I guess the stress I put a lot of stress on mys... | 267.55 | 284.56 |
001_024 | 1 | 24 | 2 | Yeah, I wanted to make them feel better but It just kind of backfired a little, I guess. | Therapist: "I think so. Around that time, so about six months-ish. And it sounds like a lot was happening. So you had a lot of uni pressure on and you said that your parents were having marital problems? Yes. Okay. And it sounds like that was a real shock to you."
Patient: "Yeah, I guess it was hard as well because I w... | 294.09 | 299.42 |
001_026 | 1 | 26 | 2 | It just ended up with them getting worse and I've just been feeling worse since then. | Therapist: "Okay, so it sounds like you were trying to work hard and be more successful because you thought that that would make them happier and try and fix things."
Patient: "Yeah, I wanted to make them feel better but It just kind of backfired a little, I guess."
Therapist: "How did it backfire?" | 302.7 | 307.63 |
001_028 | 1 | 28 | 4 | It's just annoying because I know I should have done better and I just didn't and I guess I beat myself up a lot about it. | Therapist: "How did it backfire?"
Patient: "It just ended up with them getting worse and I've just been feeling worse since then."
Therapist: "Okay, so after the summer, after the exam period, and how did that exam period go for you in the end? Not very well. Okay, that's an awful lot of pressure to put on yourself." | 320.76 | 332.03 |
001_030 | 1 | 30 | 4 | Probably, maybe more than other people. My parents have always kind of taught me, not in a loving way, I guess, but that you should do your best, but also get the best. I agree with that. I think that's the right thing to think. But when I don't do that, I don't know, it annoys me a lot and I worry that it annoys them. | Therapist: "Okay, so after the summer, after the exam period, and how did that exam period go for you in the end? Not very well. Okay, that's an awful lot of pressure to put on yourself."
Patient: "It's just annoying because I know I should have done better and I just didn't and I guess I beat myself up a lot about it.... | 351.57 | 375.94 |
001_034 | 1 | 34 | 2 | I think it doesn't sound good. I don't really talk to them a lot, but I don't think they're going through very good things. I don't like to talk to them about it because it just makes me feel worse. But I don't think it's getting any better. | Therapist: "So it sounds like you feel you should always do your best. Is that the word you used? Yeah. And that there isn't any kind of exceptions for that."
Patient: "No."
Therapist: "Okay. So I can see then that that was a really difficult time for you and that was when your mood started to get lower and things are ... | 400.01 | 417.33 |
001_036 | 1 | 36 | 2 | For a little bit, yeah. And how was that? Not very fun, no. It was quite tense all the time. stressed me out more than relaxed me over the summer, I guess. | Therapist: "Okay. So I can see then that that was a really difficult time for you and that was when your mood started to get lower and things are still quite bad now. I mean, what's the situation with your parents at the moment?"
Patient: "I think it doesn't sound good. I don't really talk to them a lot, but I don't th... | 419.41 | 435.12 |
001_038 | 1 | 38 | 4 | Really not good, to be honest. I actually... If I don't have to, then I don't really leave the house or get out of bed. I can't find the motivation for the things I used to enjoy. I used to love doing sports or going out and now I just prefer to lie in bed and not really do anything. I missed a few lectures this week t... | Therapist: "Were you home over the summer?"
Patient: "For a little bit, yeah. And how was that? Not very fun, no. It was quite tense all the time. stressed me out more than relaxed me over the summer, I guess."
Therapist: "Okay. Okay, so it sounds like quite a lot has been happening. You've been feeling very low. You'v... | 463.01 | 486.21 |
001_040 | 1 | 40 | 5 | I don't really see the point anymore. If I can't do as well as I should be doing, then what's the point in putting myself in those positions? I just, I can't be bothered anymore to try. It just stresses me out more than I need to. | Therapist: "Okay. Okay, so it sounds like quite a lot has been happening. You've been feeling very low. You've had uni pressure on. You've had problems with your parents' marriage. And it sounds like you feel like you can't really reach out to anyone, that you can't understand, but you can't really reach out to your pa... | 499.91 | 518.54 |
001_043 | 1 | 43 | 4 | I feel like, I don't know, I don't really even deserve to be here if I can't do well enough. I feel these other students are doing well and doing better and want to be there. I don't know why I'm here even at uni to be honest. | Patient: "I don't really see the point anymore. If I can't do as well as I should be doing, then what's the point in putting myself in those positions? I just, I can't be bothered anymore to try. It just stresses me out more than I need to."
Therapist: "Okay, so it sounds like the kind of thoughts you've got in your he... | 531.59 | 552.4 |
001_046 | 1 | 46 | 2 | Very unworthy probably would be the best way to put it, kind of. I don't know. | Patient: "I feel like, I don't know, I don't really even deserve to be here if I can't do well enough. I feel these other students are doing well and doing better and want to be there. I don't know why I'm here even at uni to be honest."
Therapist: "So it sounds like you feel like you're not as good as other people her... | 582.42 | 593.36 |
001_048 | 1 | 48 | 2 | Sad. Not happiness. No, sad. A bit of kind of anger and frustration as well. | Therapist: "Okay, I'm just sorry is it okay if I take notes as we go through? It's just I'm trying to I guess understand what you're telling me and it helps me just to write it down and I'll share this with you later. Okay, so it sounds like those are some quite negative thoughts to have. You're kind of saying, you kno... | 624.05 | 632.12 |
001_050 | 1 | 50 | 2 | embarrassed, but I've never yet talked about it so it's quite uncomfortable to be in this situation. | Therapist: "lower than normal because then it makes me think about all the things that I should have been doing better okay so what you described that and you said I'm unworthy I should be doing lots of things better um those are kind of what I would call thoughts actually I suppose I'm trying to understand what it fee... | 651.99 | 660.34 |
001_052 | 1 | 52 | 4 | I used to be, I think from those emotions, very wound up, very kind of stressed all the time. But recently it's just been a lot more draining than anything. Just quite lethargic and can't be bothered anymore and it's my body reflects that but then when i try and sleep i just can't seem to have a satisfied night's sleep... | Therapist: "Okay. I notice when you're kind of telling me this, and I know this is quite a heavy topic, but you're kind of laughing and I suppose I wonder a little bit, are you a bit, you know, how do you feel about having these emotions, talking about these emotions?"
Patient: "embarrassed, but I've never yet talked a... | 692.12 | 730.4 |
001_056 | 1 | 56 | 2 | I guess I feel slightly worse but then a bit numb in a way. Once you've felt that, because I do feel tired all the time, I just try and push it out and then you don't really think about anything and it's almost nicer that way than to keep focusing on how much you're getting wrong and how much you can't do stuff. Someti... | Therapist: "what do you do so this is so we're back to the point before the lecture so you start having these thoughts these emotions and you know your body i guess it sounds like those thoughts quite draining so we're draining your energy what then happens what do you do next um i kind of focus on the negative thought... | 788.83 | 817.16 |
002_001 | 2 | 1 | 2 | Yeah. I guess it kind of started like five, six years ago. Okay. It kind of escalated a bit. I've just recently moved out from living with my parents, so it's made it a bit worse, I think. Okay, is this the first time that you've left home? Yeah, it is the first time actually, yeah. I was going to a few years ago, I ju... | Therapist: "Hi, Hannah. Nice to meet you. Hi. So I understand that you were referred to me by your GP because you've been experiencing some anxiety difficulties. Yeah." | 29.41 | 55.06 |
002_004 | 2 | 4 | 2 | I haven't really told anyone, so it's made it better in the sense that I feel hopefully this is it, it'll help. But I don't know, I don't like thinking that I've had to do this. I never thought I'd be the kind of person who'd have to actually go and get help, if that makes sense. | Patient: "Yeah. I guess it kind of started like five, six years ago. Okay. It kind of escalated a bit. I've just recently moved out from living with my parents, so it's made it a bit worse, I think. Okay, is this the first time that you've left home? Yeah, it is the first time actually, yeah. I was going to a few years... | 65.28 | 86.62 |
002_006 | 2 | 6 | 2 | I thought that they'd be better but because I thought I'd have to kind of be independent and space actually a lot worse I'm I'm just kind of staying in the house a lot I don't really have any friends or anything I mean my family come and visit a bit but it's not I don't know it's kind of scary because I've just been ki... | Therapist: "So how has that changed things for you?"
Patient: "I haven't really told anyone, so it's made it better in the sense that I feel hopefully this is it, it'll help. But I don't know, I don't like thinking that I've had to do this. I never thought I'd be the kind of person who'd have to actually go and get hel... | 116.6 | 144.45 |
002_008 | 2 | 8 | 4 | I mean, I'm a photographer, so it's been stopping me a bit, my anxiety, from being able to get work, because every time there's an opportunity that is kind of involving me having to interact with people, I just tend to just turn it down. So I was kind of making things hard in that respect and just kind of friends-wise ... | Therapist: "Okay, so how do you feel about being here today? A bit scared, I don't know, hopefully it will help. Okay, so you've been feeling a little bit anxious about today? Yeah. Okay, so I guess just going back to why you went to the GP and how you've ended up coming here today. So it sounds like you've been experi... | 149.15 | 185.63 |
002_010 | 2 | 10 | 2 | Yeah. yeah um it was kind of easier when i was at home because i was obviously i mean my parents said that's fine but you know they would i'd go to places with them or i'd kind of have people there but more and more i'm just finding myself just staying in a lot i mean I went like two weeks ago for coffee with my friend... | Therapist: "Okay, so what are the kind of difficulties that you have been experiencing?"
Patient: "I mean, I'm a photographer, so it's been stopping me a bit, my anxiety, from being able to get work, because every time there's an opportunity that is kind of involving me having to interact with people, I just tend to ju... | 205.65 | 238.63 |
002_012 | 2 | 12 | 4 | Yeah. And what was happening around that time? I guess I'd finished school about a year before that. And I mean, I've always been a bit shy at school, but it was never, ever like it didn't really affect things as much as not at all as much as it has been doing the last few years, I guess. It just started when my friend... | Therapist: "Okay, so you said that your difficulties are getting in the way of you doing certain things so they're stopping you from taking up kind of certain types of work and as a freelance photographer I guess that can be kind of a problem and they're also stopping you or you feel like it's stunting you socially, yo... | 249.17 | 328.88 |
002_014 | 2 | 14 | 4 | Just, I mean, I get really hot and sweaty and I don't, I feel like everyone's kind of looking at me and thinking that I'm just like really stupid and I feel like they're all going to be staring and thinking I just can't do my job and I'm just an idiot and I mean, they'll think that I just look like a weirdo and I just ... | Therapist: "Yeah. So you said that you first noticed the anxiety kicking in about five or six years ago. So you would have been about 19?"
Patient: "Yeah. And what was happening around that time? I guess I'd finished school about a year before that. And I mean, I've always been a bit shy at school, but it was never, ev... | 344.34 | 384.15 |
002_016 | 2 | 16 | 4 | It just makes me feel like an idiot. It makes me feel like I just shouldn't even bother trying to do it anymore. I should just go home. I think I just don't want to be in that situation. I just feel like everyone else is fine and they're normal and I'm just the freak who can't do normal things. | Therapist: "So tell me a bit more about what happens then. So let's focus on maybe an invitation to do a job with, you know, it's going to involve photography with a group of people and you're going to have to have social interaction. What kind of thoughts go through your head?"
Patient: "Just, I mean, I get really hot... | 401.05 | 421.03 |
002_018 | 2 | 18 | 2 | Yeah, I was doing a job where it was kind of like a nature shoot and I was having to work with a lot of different people and when they told me about the job I thought it would be fine, I thought it was just going to be a few other photographers but there were actually people in, you know, I was taking photos of people ... | Therapist: "Okay, so it sounds like you have quite a lot of thoughts rushing through your head then at the point where you get that invitation and you think, people will look, people will stare, people will think I'm a weirdo. So there's quite a lot about what you think other people will think. Yeah. And how does that ... | 435.3 | 478.14 |
002_020 | 2 | 20 | 4 | Just really kind of hot. I couldn't really breathe and just felt like I wanted to just get out. And I was kind of trying really, really hard to just focus and just, you know, like kind of hold the camera and just not think about anything. But I just felt like everyone was looking at me and like when they'd say action a... | Therapist: "Okay. Can you give me an example of a recent situation? Maybe we can focus on that. like a work situation or just... Yeah, a time when you were maybe doing a job with some people and you felt the social anxiety, you know, that you're describing, you felt that kick in."
Patient: "Yeah, I was doing a job wher... | 490.42 | 516.49 |
002_022 | 2 | 22 | 4 | because i felt like i was getting really like hot and flushed and i just thought at least if i can just i don't know it sounds weird but i was just trying to keep my hands still on it because my hands were kind of sweaty and like shaking like loads like and i could just tell everyone was looking and they could see and ... | Therapist: "No. So how long ago was that? That was two weeks ago. Okay, so it was quite recent. So on that particular day what were the thoughts that you had in your head when you were in that situation? I just felt really"
Patient: "Just really kind of hot. I couldn't really breathe and just felt like I wanted to just... | 545.78 | 566.27 |
002_024 | 2 | 24 | 4 | just stupid and it was just really, just felt really like, kind of, like everyone was just gonna be staring and just thinking that, I just felt like everyone was looking at me and just, they could tell and just thinking, what's she doing? They could tell what I was just really like sweaty and just so that they could se... | Therapist: "And I can tell you're getting kind of anxious even just thinking about that day. Yeah. okay so you're describing quite a lot there to me so you're saying that you you kind of got hot and sweaty you said that you held the camera yeah what was do you mean you're kind of trying to hide behind it or i was just ... | 580.04 | 618.6 |
002_026 | 2 | 26 | 4 | I think just really stupid and I think my face was really red. I could feel it flushing and I knew that I was probably sweating and shaking. My hands were definitely really, really shaking. And it was definitely really noticeable. Everyone could definitely see. Okay, and what did you do about, how did you try and conce... | Therapist: "Okay, so it sounds like you had a lot of thoughts going through your head. You said that you're worried that everyone's looking at you. What other thoughts were there that were in your mind?"
Patient: "just stupid and it was just really, just felt really like, kind of, like everyone was just gonna be starin... | 626.49 | 670.94 |
002_028 | 2 | 28 | 2 | Yeah. No, I always do that, even if it's really hot or I wear just loads of layers and just because otherwise I'll just be really sweaty and like people would definitely be able to see. And how did it end? Well, it kind of went on for like an hour or so and then people were going um just after every shoot people go out... | Therapist: "So, I mean, you've already described it to me a little bit, but if you think about how you looked that day, how do you think you looked?"
Patient: "I think just really stupid and I think my face was really red. I could feel it flushing and I knew that I was probably sweating and shaking. My hands were defin... | 677.45 | 719.33 |
003_003 | 3 | 3 | 2 | Well, it was a few months ago now. Yeah, I'd done quite well for a number of years, sort of kept it under control really. | Therapist: "Nice to see you again, Tom. How are you today?"
Patient: "I'm okay."
Therapist: "So I understand that since I was seeing you that while ago, that you were in hospital again. Yeah. So can you tell me a bit more about what happened before that?" | 48.46 | 58.95 |
003_005 | 3 | 5 | 4 | Yeah, so that was four years ago. So, yeah, it was quite disappointing to go through it all again. But it sort of started towards the end of university. So I was doing law and... Well, I was on course for a first and I was just coming up to my final exams and I had a few essays and a few exams. So I just started workin... | Therapist: "So I understand that since I was seeing you that while ago, that you were in hospital again. Yeah. So can you tell me a bit more about what happened before that?"
Patient: "Well, it was a few months ago now. Yeah, I'd done quite well for a number of years, sort of kept it under control really."
Therapist: "... | 63.66 | 148.28 |
003_007 | 3 | 7 | 1 | Well, it sort of increased my confidence at the time. Everything that was going on, I was becoming a lot more productive, a lot more confident, I was working harder, my brain was working faster. And so I... Yeah, my momentum was building up and up throughout the period. Yeah, and so I was relishing it and I was doing a... | Therapist: "Yeah, I mean, I've not seen you since your gap year, wasn't it?"
Patient: "Yeah, so that was four years ago. So, yeah, it was quite disappointing to go through it all again. But it sort of started towards the end of university. So I was doing law and... Well, I was on course for a first and I was just comin... | 152.06 | 187.96 |
003_009 | 3 | 9 | 2 | Yeah, well, for me, it was my sort of time. So I'd spent three years, I'd I was in control. I was doing well. It wasn't really part of my life at the time. I didn't really talk to any of my friends about it. But then I started to just sort of grow into it. And I took the opportunity to enjoy this time. And it didn't re... | Therapist: "How did that affect you?"
Patient: "Well, it sort of increased my confidence at the time. Everything that was going on, I was becoming a lot more productive, a lot more confident, I was working harder, my brain was working faster. And so I... Yeah, my momentum was building up and up throughout the period. Y... | 203.66 | 258.82 |
003_011 | 3 | 11 | 4 | I thought that I was working harder than ever, but... It was misjudged I think and so I didn't perform to the best of my ability when it came to the exams and so I didn't achieve a first high and only got two on. | Therapist: "So what did that mean to you then to be at that time, because it sounds like you put quite a lot of pressure on yourself. You've been doing really well at uni and, you know, this was it, this was the time. What did it mean to you to be feeling like that kind of more awake and more energised maybe?"
Patient:... | 261.7 | 289.7 |
003_013 | 3 | 13 | 2 | Well, so it was the end of university and that was the time where Well, as soon as that period stopped of work, then I was sort of left the leash a bit. And yeah, I just thought to grow even further. So I mentioned those. I was taking Ritalin, drinking a lot of coffee, and as soon as my exams had stopped, I just, subst... | Therapist: "Why do you think that was?"
Patient: "I thought that I was working harder than ever, but... It was misjudged I think and so I didn't perform to the best of my ability when it came to the exams and so I didn't achieve a first high and only got two on."
Therapist: "What else was happening for you around that ... | 302.47 | 368.83 |
003_015 | 3 | 15 | 2 | Yeah. So we were just going out a lot, if not every night. | Therapist: "What else was happening for you around that time? I mean, you talked about the pressure of your exams and staying up for them. Was anything else going on for you around the same time?"
Patient: "Well, so it was the end of university and that was the time where Well, as soon as that period stopped of work, t... | 373.2 | 382.78 |
003_019 | 3 | 19 | 3 | Yeah, it sort of developed into cocaine, a lot of cocaine, MDMA, MCAT. And how did they affect you? I honestly was on cloud nine at the time. Yeah, I I was the person everyone wanted to know in my head. I put myself at the centre of the universe. I even, I convinced a friend of mine who develops apps that we should, I ... | Therapist: "You said that you were taking Ritalin and drinking a lot of coffee."
Patient: "Yeah."
Therapist: "And using other drugs as well." | 388.78 | 485.83 |
003_021 | 3 | 21 | 3 | Well, Having not had to deal with my illness throughout university and for it not being a part of that world, I didn't confront those symptoms in a way that's going to have long-term stability. Well, it began with doing the work that I needed to do. That's just what I needed to do in order to achieve my goals and to ac... | Therapist: "And using other drugs as well."
Patient: "Yeah, it sort of developed into cocaine, a lot of cocaine, MDMA, MCAT. And how did they affect you? I honestly was on cloud nine at the time. Yeah, I I was the person everyone wanted to know in my head. I put myself at the centre of the universe. I even, I convinced... | 511.43 | 582.16 |
003_023 | 3 | 23 | 3 | It was my time. It had all been leading to like this was the moment where I would sort of like become the person that I wanted to be. All the hard work, everything, like all the work that my parents had done for me all the work that I'd been doing, it was now crystallizing. | Therapist: "So it sounds like it began with kind of the exam pressure and putting more pressure on yourself to stay up using kind of stimulants to keep yourself awake. And then you started to feel like you were more and more the man you were, you were kind of popular. You were successful. How did you respond and cope w... | 621.32 | 649.23 |
003_025 | 3 | 25 | 2 | It gradually diminished, I think. It began at six, five, and then ended up about three and two hours. | Therapist: "So it sounds you say on the one hand, you didn't confront it, you kind of just let it roll. And on the other hand, you said that you kind of took it as evidence that you were very energetic, you were powerful. This was all kind of explained about who you were in it. I guess, how did that affect you looking ... | 668.64 | 683.44 |
003_027 | 3 | 27 | 3 | think the harder i was working the faster my brain then would work and how much yeah the harder i worked the more i would do so it was it wasn't it was just a yeah the momentum was building more than anything and my thoughts were firing and my goals were stronger and my um yeah my determination was | Therapist: "It felt like you were on the brink of something enormous from the sounds of it. Again, going back to that kind of beginning stage where you started to stay up late and use stimulants. I mean, how much sleep were you getting at the beginning?"
Patient: "It gradually diminished, I think. It began at six, five... | 694.6 | 722.38 |
003_029 | 3 | 29 | 2 | Not that I can recall at the time. Maybe I was avoiding confronting any negative effects, but nothing powerful comes to mind. | Therapist: "What kind of things did you notice? Did you notice any changes from having less and less sleep in your body, maybe, or the way you were thinking?"
Patient: "think the harder i was working the faster my brain then would work and how much yeah the harder i worked the more i would do so it was it wasn't it was... | 735.05 | 751.79 |
003_031 | 3 | 31 | 4 | I hired a lot of savings that my... that my parents had built up for me, which don't really exist anymore, either through the money I invested and through drugs, clothes. I had a girlfriend at the time, but because it was because I was the main character. In a sense, I was only the person that mattered. And so sort of ... | Therapist: "And how did you feel in your body? Did you notice any changes physically?"
Patient: "Not that I can recall at the time. Maybe I was avoiding confronting any negative effects, but nothing powerful comes to mind."
Therapist: "And once things were a bit further along after your exams, you said you were going o... | 771.7 | 883.77 |
004_001 | 4 | 1 | 2 | Yeah, that's something that's always on my mind. | Therapist: "Okay, so you said that when you're at work, you really worry that you're going to say something stupid." | 38.17 | 40.8 |
004_003 | 4 | 3 | 2 | Because people would think I was weird. | Therapist: "Okay, so you said that when you're at work, you really worry that you're going to say something stupid."
Patient: "Yeah, that's something that's always on my mind."
Therapist: "What would be so bad about that if you did say something stupid at work?" | 46.58 | 48.63 |
004_007 | 4 | 7 | 2 | Well, I just have no one to talk to at work. | Therapist: "Then what would be so bad if people at work thought you were weird?"
Patient: "They wouldn't want to be friends with me."
Therapist: "And what would be so bad about that if people at work didn't want to be friends with you?" | 61.25 | 64.8 |
004_009 | 4 | 9 | 4 | I mean, the shoots can go on the whole day, so I'd just be by myself the whole time. | Therapist: "And what would be so bad about that if people at work didn't want to be friends with you?"
Patient: "Well, I just have no one to talk to at work."
Therapist: "Then what would be so bad about having no one to talk to at work?" | 70.54 | 76.71 |
004_011 | 4 | 11 | 4 | I don't know. I guess I should be used to it now. I spend a lot of my time by myself. Oh, that must be tough. | Therapist: "Then what would be so bad about having no one to talk to at work?"
Patient: "I mean, the shoots can go on the whole day, so I'd just be by myself the whole time."
Therapist: "And what would be so bad about being by yourself for a whole day?" | 83.67 | 90.9 |
004_013 | 4 | 13 | 2 | Do you know, I guess it's just like I spend so much time by myself that it's kind of like I'm not even worth being friends with. | Therapist: "And what would be so bad about being by yourself for a whole day?"
Patient: "I don't know. I guess I should be used to it now. I spend a lot of my time by myself. Oh, that must be tough."
Therapist: "What does that mean to you that you spend a lot of time on your own?" | 97.51 | 104.62 |
004_015 | 4 | 15 | 4 | I guess like 90 out of 100. When did you start believing that? I think it was probably at school. Yeah, I think at school. | Therapist: "What does that mean to you that you spend a lot of time on your own?"
Patient: "Do you know, I guess it's just like I spend so much time by myself that it's kind of like I'm not even worth being friends with."
Therapist: "So it sounds like deep down that you think that you're not worth being friends with. A... | 121.37 | 134.7 |
004_017 | 4 | 17 | 2 | just like quite a lot of things like I wouldn't have anyone sit with at lunch or people's birthdays and stuff I wasn't invited and you know like I was the last one picked for teams and stuff like that. | Therapist: "So it sounds like deep down that you think that you're not worth being friends with. And that's quite a negative belief. I mean, how much would you say that you believe that out of a hundred? If a hundred is where you believe it totally and zero is where you don't believe it at all."
Patient: "I guess like ... | 140.84 | 154.49 |
004_019 | 4 | 19 | 4 | I mean, it's kind of similar at work. Obviously, the difference is that it's work, not school. But people go for drinks and stuff after work or after a shoot, and I'm just kind of excluded a lot of the time. | Therapist: "And what was it about school that made you start to believe that you weren't worth being friends with?"
Patient: "just like quite a lot of things like I wouldn't have anyone sit with at lunch or people's birthdays and stuff I wasn't invited and you know like I was the last one picked for teams and stuff lik... | 160.62 | 176.73 |
004_021 | 4 | 21 | 2 | I guess my friends and family would say that I am. Like I try to make a lot of time for my friends and stuff. | Therapist: "And what is it now that makes you think that that's still true?"
Patient: "I mean, it's kind of similar at work. Obviously, the difference is that it's work, not school. But people go for drinks and stuff after work or after a shoot, and I'm just kind of excluded a lot of the time."
Therapist: "That sounds ... | 186.05 | 195.46 |
004_024 | 4 | 24 | 2 | Just like I kind of don't go to a lot of stuff. People have like gatherings and things and a lot of the time I just I don't go and rather just stay at home. | Patient: "I guess my friends and family would say that I am. Like I try to make a lot of time for my friends and stuff."
Therapist: "Okay, so it sounds like deep down you have this thought that you're not worth being friends with and that started at school when you had trouble making friends at school and that you won'... | 290.54 | 302.92 |
004_026 | 4 | 26 | 2 | Mainly big ones. If there's a lot of people there, I just find it really, it kind of makes me really anxious, so a lot of the time I just prefer not even to be in that situation in the first place. | Therapist: "But actually in this other column, we have that you are close with your family and that you have some close friends. Okay, now moving back to this first column, is there anything else that makes you think it's true that you're not worth being friends with?"
Patient: "Just like I kind of don't go to a lot of... | 309.91 | 321.3 |
004_028 | 4 | 28 | 2 | I mean, I guess my friends would say that I was. I do have close friends and you know when it's like their stuff that's important to them I always make sure that I think about that and even if I find it stressful I'll always make sure that I can kind of put them first. | Therapist: "Don't go to parties. What kind of parties are we talking like big parties, small parties?"
Patient: "Mainly big ones. If there's a lot of people there, I just find it really, it kind of makes me really anxious, so a lot of the time I just prefer not even to be in that situation in the first place."
Therapis... | 332.57 | 353.59 |
004_030 | 4 | 30 | 2 | Yeah, I do make sure I try and do that. In what kind of ways do you put your friends first? I guess when it's birthdays or something important to them, I'll always make sure that I'm there and that I put a lot of thought into presents and stuff like that. | Therapist: "Okay. So you don't go to larger parties and events. Okay. Is there anything else that maybe makes you think that it's not true, that actually you are worth being friends with?"
Patient: "I mean, I guess my friends would say that I was. I do have close friends and you know when it's like their stuff that's i... | 362.23 | 382.21 |
004_032 | 4 | 32 | 1 | It was my friend's birthday a few weeks ago and we did a big surprise at hers and I made a cake and stuff like that. | Therapist: "Okay so your friends would say that you are worth being friends with and it sounds like you put your friends first."
Patient: "Yeah, I do make sure I try and do that. In what kind of ways do you put your friends first? I guess when it's birthdays or something important to them, I'll always make sure that I'... | 385.87 | 393.12 |
004_035 | 4 | 35 | 2 | I guess that I kind of always put myself in a situation even if I find it kind of it makes me anxious if it's for my close friends and I know that it's something that's important to them then I'll always put them first and make sure I'm there. | Patient: "It was my friend's birthday a few weeks ago and we did a big surprise at hers and I made a cake and stuff like that."
Therapist: "So you actually helped to organise events for your friends?"
Therapist: "Is there anything that you do that you wouldn't do if you weren't a good friend?" | 404.11 | 420.83 |
004_038 | 4 | 38 | 2 | I mean, I still have my friends, so I guess if I wasn't worth being friends with, I wouldn't have these friends that I've had for quite a long time. | Patient: "I guess that I kind of always put myself in a situation even if I find it kind of it makes me anxious if it's for my close friends and I know that it's something that's important to them then I'll always put them first and make sure I'm there."
Therapist: "So you'll tolerate your anxiety if it means something... | 475.98 | 484.66 |
004_042 | 4 | 42 | 2 | It's weird. There's actually kind of more stuff in the against than there is in the for. I guess also a lot of the stuff that is in the four columns, kind of things that I make happen, like I don't go to things. Yeah, it seems like some of it's kind of in my hands. | Therapist: "Okay, so it sounds like you've got long-term friendships as well, so you might have trouble making friends, but when you make them, you stick with them."
Therapist: "Okay, I'm just going to give you this list now to have a look at. Okay."
Therapist: "How do you feel now that you're looking at that list?" | 508.28 | 527.3 |
004_044 | 4 | 44 | 2 | Yeah, yeah, I think so, yeah. | Therapist: "How do you feel now that you're looking at that list?"
Patient: "It's weird. There's actually kind of more stuff in the against than there is in the for. I guess also a lot of the stuff that is in the four columns, kind of things that I make happen, like I don't go to things. Yeah, it seems like some of it'... | 533.25 | 535.68 |
004_046 | 4 | 46 | 2 | I guess I'd say maybe 40. I think, I do still think that it might be true, but I think I believe it less than I did before. | Therapist: "So it's not that you're not worth being friends with, but actually that you're choosing not to engage with people always."
Patient: "Yeah, yeah, I think so, yeah."
Therapist: "Okay. And if I was to ask you now, you know, this idea that you're not worth being friends with, how much do you believe that now th... | 549.52 | 561.36 |
005_001 | 5 | 1 | 2 | Yeah, it really makes me feel really anxious, like what I look like and what people are thinking. | Therapist: "You said that when you're in work you worry a lot about how you come across in social situations." | 34.8 | 40.81 |
005_004 | 5 | 4 | 2 | I think, obviously, the shaking. I think my hands and legs shaking and kind of going really red and sweating and just looking really weird. | Patient: "Yeah, it really makes me feel really anxious, like what I look like and what people are thinking."
Therapist: "Yeah, you said that you worry that you visibly shake."
Therapist: "Are there any other things that you worry that people will notice?" | 50.31 | 60.81 |
005_006 | 5 | 6 | 2 | I think I just look really obviously weird and out of place and really red and just visibly shaking and sweating and kind of not being able to communicate properly with people. | Therapist: "Are there any other things that you worry that people will notice?"
Patient: "I think, obviously, the shaking. I think my hands and legs shaking and kind of going really red and sweating and just looking really weird."
Therapist: "So it sounds like you have quite a strong mental image of how you see yoursel... | 76.63 | 90.85 |
005_008 | 5 | 8 | 4 | I guess like when I'm holding the camera I just grip onto it really really tight or I kind of clench all my muscles and just find something that I can focus on and to kind of try and make myself shake less and not go as red and stuff. | Therapist: "So it sounds like you have quite a strong mental image of how you see yourself when you're in these social situations. Yeah, definitely. So you go red, you shake. Is there anything else that you think that you do? I mean, describe yourself. How do you think you look when you're in these situations?"
Patient... | 98.61 | 116.09 |
005_010 | 5 | 10 | 2 | I just, as I, like, kind of looking down and, like, wearing all black so it's less obvious, or kind of wearing, yeah, just more layers and all black so you just can't tell. | Therapist: "Is there anything that you do to try and defend against these things, to manage these problems?"
Patient: "I guess like when I'm holding the camera I just grip onto it really really tight or I kind of clench all my muscles and just find something that I can focus on and to kind of try and make myself shake ... | 131.76 | 143.64 |
005_012 | 5 | 12 | 4 | I think it would be so much worse. Yeah, I think I just would just shake even more and be more anxious and look more obviously kind of weird and out of place. | Therapist: "So you focus on something, you grip onto the camera, do you make eye contact with people? No, I just tend to just look down. Okay, so you also avoid eye contact. Is there anything else that you do to manage the sweating, for example?"
Patient: "I just, as I, like, kind of looking down and, like, wearing all... | 156.5 | 169.09 |
005_016 | 5 | 16 | 4 | I just kind of just like fumble and like kind of just clench whatever it is I'm holding just really tight and just make sure I don't make any eye contact at all, just kind of get through it. | Therapist: "What I'm thinking now is how do you feel about if we did an experiment to to test out your thoughts on what would happen if you stopped doing these things. If we did a bit of a role play where we pretended to enact a situation at work."
Patient: "Okay."
Therapist: "And if we did this maybe twice, and the fi... | 202.96 | 218.73 |
005_018 | 5 | 18 | 2 | Yeah, is my phone okay? | Therapist: "And if we did this maybe twice, and the first time you do all the things that you normally do, you grip onto something, look down. Is there anything else that you do when you're in these situations, these work conversations, to try and cope?"
Patient: "I just kind of just like fumble and like kind of just c... | 242.81 | 245.03 |
005_021 | 5 | 21 | 1 | Maybe like a client at work. I always have to sit down with clients before we do the shoot and kind of get to know a little bit more about what they want. | Patient: "Yeah, is my phone okay?"
Therapist: "Yeah, we'll use that in just a sec."
Therapist: "Before we do this then, we're just going to fill out this form, because what we're doing now is an experiment. We call it a behavioural experiment to see what happens when you change the way that you're behaving. Right, okay... | 272.02 | 280.82 |
005_024 | 5 | 24 | 4 | Shaking, like being really obviously shaking and bright red. | Patient: "Maybe like a client at work. I always have to sit down with clients before we do the shoot and kind of get to know a little bit more about what they want."
Therapist: "Okay, so would it work if I was maybe having a wedding and I was hiring you to be a wedding photographer?"
Therapist: "What kind of problems d... | 292.86 | 298.21 |
005_028 | 5 | 28 | 3 | Like I go really red. Okay, so you're going to go red. | Therapist: "Okay, so visibly shaking. So how much will you be shaking? If 100 is like shaking uncontrollably and zero is not shaking at all, how visibly shaking will you be?"
Patient: "90."
Therapist: "Okay. Sorry, what was the other thing that you just said?" | 318.81 | 321.22 |
005_031 | 5 | 31 | 2 | 90 out of 100. | Patient: "Like I go really red. Okay, so you're going to go red."
Therapist: "Yeah. How red will you go? I mean, if we look around this room. Probably like the chairs. Okay, so you're going to be as kind of brightly pink as these chairs are."
Therapist: "Okay, so out of 100 then, how pink would you say these chairs are... | 341.8 | 344.11 |
005_033 | 5 | 33 | 2 | Worried I'll say something stupid and not be able to kind of get what I'm trying to say across properly. | Therapist: "Okay, so out of 100 then, how pink would you say these chairs are?"
Patient: "90 out of 100."
Therapist: "Okay. What else are you worried is going to happen when we have these conversations?" | 349.99 | 357.02 |
005_035 | 5 | 35 | 2 | Probably like similar, 90, I'd say. | Therapist: "Okay. What else are you worried is going to happen when we have these conversations?"
Patient: "Worried I'll say something stupid and not be able to kind of get what I'm trying to say across properly."
Therapist: "Okay, and how stupid out of 100, if 100 is ridiculously stupid?" | 362.6 | 366.21 |
005_037 | 5 | 37 | 2 | I think you'll probably be able to see that I'm a bit sweating. Okay. | Therapist: "Okay, and how stupid out of 100, if 100 is ridiculously stupid?"
Patient: "Probably like similar, 90, I'd say."
Therapist: "What else are you worried will happen when we have this conversation? What else might you see on the camera?" | 374.71 | 378.7 |
005_039 | 5 | 39 | 2 | Again, 90, I think. | Therapist: "What else are you worried will happen when we have this conversation? What else might you see on the camera?"
Patient: "I think you'll probably be able to see that I'm a bit sweating. Okay."
Therapist: "And how much will you be sweating?" | 383.59 | 387.2 |
005_047 | 5 | 47 | 2 | Yep. What kind of things do you see? How do you want it to be like? | Therapist: "How much worse? Slightly worse? Like twice as bad? Twice as bad. Okay. Yeah. Okay. Right, can you give me your phone and we'll..."
Patient: "Should I just use this?"
Therapist: "Yeah, yeah. It's probably best. Okay. Okay. Hi, so I was just wondering if I could talk to you about maybe doing my wedding photog... | 444.28 | 452.31 |
005_049 | 5 | 49 | 1 | Yeah. Do you want it, like, do you kind of see it being outside? Is that something that you're interested in, outside shots? | Therapist: "Yeah, yeah. It's probably best. Okay. Okay. Hi, so I was just wondering if I could talk to you about maybe doing my wedding photography."
Patient: "Yep. What kind of things do you see? How do you want it to be like?"
Therapist: "I suppose I'd like lots of shots of our family and our friends, quite a lot of ... | 463.65 | 470.84 |
005_051 | 5 | 51 | 1 | Yeah, I've done quite a few things like that before. Have you got anything that you could show me about your past work? Yeah, I recently did some shoots outside, kind of in like a wood environment, so that I could show you that maybe it would kind of help with some ideas. Okay, great. | Therapist: "I suppose I'd like lots of shots of our family and our friends, quite a lot of natural shots, you know, people talking when they're having drinks."
Patient: "Yeah. Do you want it, like, do you kind of see it being outside? Is that something that you're interested in, outside shots?"
Therapist: "Yeah, it's g... | 483.23 | 507.2 |
005_053 | 5 | 53 | 1 | Yeah, yeah. And what kind of thing are you looking at? How do you want it to be like? | Therapist: "Yeah, it's going to be a summer wedding, so we'd quite like a lot of outdoors shots, if possible, you know, if it's not raining, that would be quite nice. Yeah, quite some arty ones, if that's possible."
Patient: "Yeah, I've done quite a few things like that before. Have you got anything that you could show... | 521.27 | 525.82 |
005_055 | 5 | 55 | 1 | Okay. Are you interested in having things outside maybe? I know you said you wanted it to be natural. | Therapist: "Right, let's do the second one now. Okay. Okay, you ready to put down the bottle and just to make eye contact? Okay. Hi, so I was just wondering if I could speak to you about doing my wedding photography?"
Patient: "Yeah, yeah. And what kind of thing are you looking at? How do you want it to be like?"
Thera... | 534.69 | 541.22 |
005_057 | 5 | 57 | 1 | Yeah, actually, that's kind of a lot of the things I do are outside and I'm really interested in getting natural shots. So I could show you some of my work and we could kind of see if we could kind of develop something from that. Could be quite good. | Therapist: "I'd like kind of lots of shots of family and friends and quite a lot of natural shots, you know."
Patient: "Okay. Are you interested in having things outside maybe? I know you said you wanted it to be natural."
Therapist: "yeah because it's going to be a summer wedding and okay you know weather dependent of... | 557.04 | 572.02 |
005_061 | 5 | 61 | 1 | Definitely not as much as I thought. I think it's obvious that I'm obviously quite anxious, but I don't think you can tell I'm shaking that much. | Therapist: "Okay, let's pause it there. Okay. Right, I'm just going to give you this back now to look at."
Therapist: "And I just want you to watch that. Okay. And then we'll just chat about it in a moment."
Therapist: "It's weird seeing it. So if we just go back to the things that you predicted, then you said that you... | 601.12 | 608.53 |
005_063 | 5 | 63 | 1 | Maybe like less than 30. | Therapist: "It's weird seeing it. So if we just go back to the things that you predicted, then you said that you thought you were going to shake, visibly shake. Could you see yourself shaking on the video?"
Patient: "Definitely not as much as I thought. I think it's obvious that I'm obviously quite anxious, but I don't... | 616.71 | 619.09 |
005_065 | 5 | 65 | 1 | Not really. Actually, definitely less than I thought. | Therapist: "So you said that you were going to shake 90 out of 100. How much shaking would you say that you saw there in the end?"
Patient: "Maybe like less than 30."
Therapist: "Okay. You said that you were going to go red or pink, as pink as these chairs, 90 out of 100. Did you notice yourself going pink?" | 632.77 | 635.98 |
005_069 | 5 | 69 | 1 | Maybe like less than 10 maybe. | Therapist: "Yeah, not as much. Okay. You said that you were worried that you were going to say something stupid, 90 out of 100. Did you notice yourself say anything stupid?"
Patient: "Not really."
Therapist: "Yeah, I thought it was going to be a lot worse than actually it was. So you thought you were going to be like 9... | 665.74 | 668.84 |
005_071 | 5 | 71 | 1 | Not really. Definitely not as bad as I thought. | Therapist: "Yeah, I thought it was going to be a lot worse than actually it was. So you thought you were going to be like 90, say something that was 90% stupid. That's really quite strong. I mean, in the end, did you pick up anything that, so could we maybe put that as a zero?"
Patient: "Maybe like less than 10 maybe."... | 679 | 681.63 |
005_073 | 5 | 73 | 1 | Maybe, again, less than 10. I don't think you could tell at all. | Therapist: "You said that you thought you were going to be sweating. Yeah. And that you were going to be visibly sweating. Did you, did you notice yourself sweating in the end?"
Patient: "Not really. Definitely not as bad as I thought."
Therapist: "Again, you thought you were going to be like 90 out of 100, like seriou... | 688.8 | 691.96 |
CBT-Audio
CBT-Audio is a dataset for studying patient-side distress intensity estimation in CBT-style educational recordings.
The dataset contains 1,802 patient-side turns from 96 publicly available CBT educational recordings. Each turn includes a transcript, preceding conversational context, source-video timestamp metadata, and a 1–5 distress-intensity reference label based on a PANAS-adapted label scale.
This release contains text, labels, timestamps, and metadata only. Raw audio is not redistributed.
Files
| File | Rows | Description |
|---|---|---|
data/labeled_patient_turns.csv |
1,802 | Patient-side turns with transcripts, context, timestamps, and reference labels |
data/source_recordings.csv |
96 | Source recording metadata, including URLs and titles |
labeled_patient_turns.csv
Each row corresponds to one patient-side turn.
| Column | Type | Description |
|---|---|---|
global_id |
string | Unique turn identifier, formatted as NNN_NNN |
video_id |
string | Zero-padded source recording ID. Joins with source_recordings.csv |
turn_id |
integer | Turn index within the source recording |
reference_label |
integer | Distress-intensity reference label from 1 to 5 |
patient_transcript |
string | Transcript of the patient-side utterance |
context |
string | Up to three preceding conversational turns used as context |
start_time_sec |
float | Turn start time in seconds, relative to the source recording |
end_time_sec |
float | Turn end time in seconds, relative to the source recording |
source_recordings.csv
Each row corresponds to one source recording.
| Column | Type | Description |
|---|---|---|
video_id |
string | Zero-padded source recording ID |
youtube_url |
string | Public URL of the source recording |
original_title |
string | Source recording title |
Audio reconstruction
Raw audio and reconstructed clips are not included in this Hugging Face dataset.
The released metadata includes source URLs and timestamps so that users can reconstruct clips locally from the original recordings. Users are responsible for accessing the original source recordings lawfully, following YouTube's terms, respecting the original creators' rights, and not redistributing downloaded audio or reconstructed clips.
Intended use
CBT-Audio is intended for research on audio language models, multimodal evaluation, and distress-intensity estimation in CBT-style educational recordings.
It is not a clinical diagnostic dataset. The labels should not be treated as clinical ground truth or used to support individual-level clinical assessments.
Scope
CBT-Audio is based on publicly available English-language CBT educational recordings hosted on Youtube. The source material consists of educational content, including demonstrations and case-style recordings, rather than private clinical therapy sessions.
The dataset is focused on patient-side turns and a 1–5 distress-intensity scale. The labels are intended for research evaluation and should be interpreted as reference labels for this task, not as clinical ground truth.
License
The CBT-Audio dataset files released here are licensed under Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial 4.0 International (CC BY-NC 4.0). This applies to dataset files created by the authors, including labels, metadata, timestamps.
Raw audio is not redistributed. The original source recordings remain subject to the terms and rights of the original platforms and creators. This release does not grant permission to redistribute the original videos, downloaded audio, or reconstructed audio clips.
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