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I am so sorry for taking such a long break between Season 1 and Season 2. But we are back and you all. God has taught me so much, so much.
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In the times where I am so comfortable, in the times where I am so confident and just like, I got this. I don't even have to worry.
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Actually I can do everything the Bible says but I can't do it well without God.
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So I am going to try my best but we need to take a break.
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But like, physical warfare has happened.
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Even ok, so during season 1 there was one day where I was getting ready to film and I had everything set up.
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and it was one second outside the window and then it was inside my house.
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And like I'm checking are the holes?
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It is just inside my house.
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And this bee is now in my house.
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And I am panicking because I have cats, two cats who are tormenting this bee.
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I don't know if you all can hear the nervousness in my voice because I feel like I am so excited to share what the Lord has taught me that there is just no way to find proper words.
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And so that happened in season one.
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But see, the difference between Season 1 and Season 2 is, in Season 1, I panicked.
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My audio random list stops working.
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Like the light goes out.
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Like even in the episodes that I have filmed with my husband, something crazy starts to go wrong every time I try to record.
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You are not making a path for me to do this podcast.
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And in season 1 I would have said like, code, you just, you must not want me to do this podcast because you are not making it simple for me.
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I wish I could have caught him and saved him and set him free, but he was very angry and it was me or the was in that moment.
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But I think God is telling us like, would you seek me?
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Would you ask me?
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We need to take a break between season 1 and season 2. Because this is my first time ever having any type of platform, any type of podcast.
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And like God has shown me so many amazing things about Himself that like, I feel like I knew but maybe I forgot.
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Maybe I forgot and I almost got too comfortable in my faith.
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And so, ya guys, it is, it has been hard.
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Like I cannot lie as much as I have learned and I have been excited.
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I struggle so much with my mental health, with my confidence, with insecurities, with not feeling good enough.
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And it got the point where I'm like so excited to start season 2, so excited to start recording again And speaking about God's word to you guys
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Med because I was so scared I'm like how could I possibly do this?
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Like, I feel like I can not overcome it and I am praying and I am trying to seek truth, but like to be quiet honest, it just feel like those voices will not go away.
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And so one day I was on my walking bed.
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It helps me get my tanky steps in a day.
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There was so much that I needed to learn and I think it was super important for me to get away and to tap back in and fast and pray and ask what do you want to share to your listeners?
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I love it so much.
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But something that I have not done in a while is clicked on a sermon.
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And it's called Where Are You?
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And you all, I cannot encourage you enough to watch this sermon.
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It is so, so good and it changed my life.
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And I know it was the holly spirit that prompted me to click it.
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And she is just speaking to me, speaking to me, speaking to me.
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And there is something that she said that I almost tripped on a walking pad.
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and I heard that and I'm like okay
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Why would he give him money?
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Are there cracks in the window as the window op-a literally? There is no way for the B to enter my house.
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It's almost like giving a drug a day drugs, right?
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I am a nature girly all the way I am not really scared of bugs but one thing I do not mess up with is bees.
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It doesn't always mean that you are on the right path or you are doing the wrong thing.
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Yeah, so I'm on the walking pad and I click the sermon and I'm listening to it.
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When this money is in front of me, it makes me want to take some for myself.
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